I have just experienced a moment with Jesus like I have NEVER felt before, and I have to share it with you — my precious TBN family.
Early in the morning (early to me), I went to my den to reach for the most precious Bible I own — my lil' Pentecostal preacher/ teacher/evangelist Dad's Bible. Worn and written in, tear stained and mended — but it's incredibly precious to me — and HIS Word always LIVES. It opened to Micah 5:2 and read,
"But thou, Bethlehem Ephratah, though thou be little among the thousands of Judah, yet OUT of thee shall come forth unto me that is to be RULER in Israel; whose goings forth have been from OLD, from everlasting."
I began to weep. It's ALL about JESUS! Genesis 1 through Revelation 22: Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus. I looked through my tears and saw my bottle of anointing oil. Others had come over the last 9 months and anointed ME with oil, but I had NEVER done what I was about to do.
I reached and opened the oil and placed a Holy Spirit oil cross on my own forehead and when I did, I BURST INTO DEEP, DEEP, LOVING OF MY JESUS! I began to feel His Presence in me, over me, around me. In fact, it has been 3 hours and I am still feeling His Glory like I have NEVER felt! I began to deep cry — deep moan — and deep rejoice. I got my organic grape juice, filled a glass, got my matzo crackers and went into my garden. With Terry MacAlmon singing praise and worship songs, I took my Holy Communion. I fell on my face in the grass and cried "deep unto deep."
The Glory covered my garden. The music swelled in my spirit. The name JESUS was all I could utter. "Jesus…Jesus…I love you Jesus…I love you Jesus… I praise you Jesus. You are my Savior — my healer!" His Presence was and still is, now, all over me — inside and out!
Jesus' Presence — here on earth NOW! Today!
Terry's album runs over 30 minutes. I was on my face — deep sobs — standing — rejoicing — hands raised higher than I knew I could — dancing as if angels were my partners. And feeling love and a supernatural high like there are no words to describe. I think I touched heaven! I think that is the euphoria — the high — the lifting of your soul — the heat in your heart that heaven is all about. If you could, for one minute, feel what I have felt now, 3 hours, you would never have one second of doubt. IT IS ALL REAL! Oh, please hear my Jesus' heart.
Stop asking —
Stop thinking —
Give Jesus your first fruits in the morning. Read His love letters to us. Get your anointing oil (even liquid Crisco works — ask my children). Anoint yourself. Get your little garden area — a closet — the garage — a favorite tree area — a place in the city park (in your car). Get your little grape juice and crackers. GET ALONE. Get your Terry MacAlmon praise recording and feel Jesus' Presence.
Feel His anointing —
Feel His love —
Feel what heaven is all about!
Ohhhhh — I can't wait until tomorrow morning! It's You and me, sweet Jesus (it's a date!). Oh, how I love you. And how I love you precious Partners. Get a feel of what heaven will be — please!
I love you! Thank you for loving and being our Partners for 31 years!