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The little trailer I stay in when we’re in Florida is
very special to me—it’s where my lil’ mom closed her
eyes on this earth and opened them to see Jesus in
heaven. I’ve had many wonderful “Jesus times” there,
but this morning was to be very, very special! Since
Jesus 100% healed me of cancer, I have not let ONE
day go by without either loving Him…thanking Him
…praising Him…reading His Love Words to me…
remembering Him with Holy Communion. But this
morning would be oh so life changing.
It was early morning and I knew I wouldn’t be getting
up yet, but I was awake, so as usual I began to think
about my precious Savior and Healer—Jesus.
I remember it just started with the thought,
“Oh Jesus, I love you so much.” Then my thoughts
turned to hearable words: “Oh Jesus…you are so
beautiful, so wonderful, so precious and I love you…
I love you. Oh, my sweet Jesus.” As those words
came out of my mouth, my hands just went
up to heaven and I began to sing the most
beautiful melody—I was singing what
I was saying! “Oh precious Jesus…You
are soooo beautiful…You are my King
…my Savior…my Lord.” Oh, the
melody—I wish you could have heard
it! I can’t sing at all, but what I was
hearing myself say and sing—tears
began running from my eyes—it was so
unearthly! I just sang and sang and sang.
And as I sang my arms were praising as if
leading my own worship. And, ohhhhh the
presence of Jesus. He just appears when you are
LOST in worship! The love you feel at those
moments can never be described. The peace you feel
in those times can never be explained. The ecstasy is
almost more that you can contain! The song just
swelled and my heart was rejoicing!
There I was in Mom’s trailer, lying in bed, tears
streaming down my face, my hands waiving and leading
my worship (Love Song) to Jesus, when all of a
sudden I saw the most beautiful sight that EVER
could be seen with earthly eyes! I was standing in
front of a choir that looked like 100 people deep and
stretched from where I was standing, it seemed, for
miles! It was like a ribbon unfolding. Thousands upon
thousands of beautiful heavenly beings in flowing,
almost transparent, crystal blue gowns…singing! Oh,
the sight—but OHHHHH the SOUND! I can hear it
now as I’m writing. Oh, I wish you could hear it—
I wish you could see it—GLORIOUS beyond
description! All were singing and I was standing in
front! My arms still waiving and leading to what my
heart had been singing for an hour! “Oh Jesus…I love
you…You are so beautiful…You are so wonderful…
You are my Healer and I love you.”
As I sang and sang and waved my arms I realized
the choir of heaven, thousands upon thousands,
was singing EXACTLY what I was singing: they
were singing “My Heart’s Song” and I was leading
the choir! As I sang loud, they sang loud. As I
slowed, they slowed. As I sang high, they sang high.
Oh my…the sopranos…the altos…the beautiful
harmony — and it was “My Heart’s Song.” As I sang
a LINE—that’s what the choir was singing! Ohhhhh
the JOY! I was praising, they were praising. I was
rejoicing, they were rejoicing—and we were loving
EVERY moment of it. My arms continued to lead and
my heart gave new words like: “You are my precious
Healing Lord…You are my loving, forgiving Savior.”
No matter my words, the choir read my heart and
together we sang and sang and sang. I was aware of
what was happening. I remember thinking, “I’m
leading the heavenly choir! No, look—I’M
LEADING THE HEAVENLY CHOIR!”
Oh, I can hardly write. It was so unbelievably
incredible! But, I began to
look around and there on the very
front row to the right was my little
precious Daddy…his head thrown
back, singing with all his heart! Up
to the left, there was my lil’ Mom,
so beautiful…so tranquil…singing
in perfect harmony. My Mom, my
precious Mom.
I remember as we were praising and
worshipping, I could see a LASER spot of
GOLD in the far left. The light would
BRIGHTEN BLINDINGLY with a high praise and
dim a bit at times. GOD was there—LISTENING!
As we were singing the wonderful praises, all of
a sudden I saw a beautiful figure come from the left
of the choir. He stood and listened for a moment,
beautiful blue robe and brown shoulder length hair.
He so gently lifted His hands toward ALL of us as if
to say, “Oh thank you just for REMEMBERING ME,”
then He gently bowed His head…and with that I was
back in my bed, sobbing. I had just experienced a
moment that has changed my life. I was just praising
Jesus in song in my little bed, and my life whirled
with a heavenly encounter!
Does the heavenly choir of our precious loved ones
that are present with Jesus join in our worship from
earth? Do they sing what we sing when it pours from
our hearts? Did Jesus come to let me know how much
He loves us for remembering Him when we worship?
If this is true, and it IS as far as I have experienced,
then sing your little heart out! Sing it NOW…
sweeties! Sing your ‘Heart Song’ to Jesus—what He
has done for you. Oh sing about His healing you
when no one else could. Sing about His loving you
when no one else would. Sing about His forgiving
you when you needed to be forgiven. Sing about His
giving you life and breath and purpose, and His
being your best friend. Let your heart sing NOW and
know that far, far away there’s a heavenly choir of
MILLIONS that are joining you in praising our Jesus
with your Heart Song (I truly believe this). I got to see
my little angel Daddy and Mom in that Choir. Your
mom is there—your dad is there—they want to sing
with you, but most of all JESUS IS THERE waiting
…listening to your precious songs of THANKS!
He was marred and beaten and hung on a cross for
you…and all He asks is “Please remember Me. Oh,
please start today.” He’s waiting!
He loves you, and so do I…. Let the “Child in You
Smile!”
