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February 2, 2020
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  • - ERIC JOHNSON: YOU DO NEED
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  • - ERIC JOHNSON: YOU DO NEEDTENSION TO FIND OUT WHO YOU
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  • TENSION TO FIND OUT WHO YOUREALLY ARE.
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  • REALLY ARE.YOU ACTUALLY NEED THAT
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  • YOU ACTUALLY NEED THATEXPERIENCE.
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  • EXPERIENCE.YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO PUT
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  • YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO PUTYOURSELF IN OVER YOUR HEAD AND
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  • YOURSELF IN OVER YOUR HEAD ANDGO: I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'M
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  • GO: I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I'MDOING.
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  • DOING.THIS MIGHT HURT, THIS MIGHT
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  • THIS MIGHT HURT, THIS MIGHTDRAIN ME, THIS MIGHT EXHAUST
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  • DRAIN ME, THIS MIGHT EXHAUSTME.
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  • ME.BUT UNLESS I STEP INTO THIS
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  • BUT UNLESS I STEP INTO THISMOMENT, I WILL NEVER FIND OUT
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  • HI.
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  • HI.I'M ERIC JOHNSON, ONE OF THE
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  • I'M ERIC JOHNSON, ONE OF THEPASTORS AT BETHEL, HERE, IN
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  • PASTORS AT BETHEL, HERE, INREDDING, CALIFORNIA.
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  • REDDING, CALIFORNIA.AS A CHURCH FAMILY, WE'RE
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  • AS A CHURCH FAMILY, WE'REEXCITED TO JOIN TBN.
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  • EXCITED TO JOIN TBN.AS WE CONTINUE OUR SERIES ON
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  • AS WE CONTINUE OUR SERIES ONTHE THEME OF IDENTITY, I WANNA
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  • THE THEME OF IDENTITY, I WANNASHARE MY MESSAGE WITH YOU,
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  • SHARE MY MESSAGE WITH YOU,ENTITLED: X + Y = Z.
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  • ENTITLED: X + Y = Z.I KNOW THAT TITLE MAY SOUND
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  • I KNOW THAT TITLE MAY SOUNDUNIQUE, BUT THE HEART OF THE
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  • UNIQUE, BUT THE HEART OF THEMESSAGE IS SIMPLE.
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  • MESSAGE IS SIMPLE.IN A POSTMODERN WORLD, IT'S
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  • IN A POSTMODERN WORLD, IT'SVITAL THAT YOU DISCOVER HOW GOD
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  • VITAL THAT YOU DISCOVER HOW GODHAS CRAFTED YOU SO THAT YOU CAN
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  • HAS CRAFTED YOU SO THAT YOU CANDO THE THINGS HE'S CALLED YOU
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  • IF THIS TOPIC INSPIRES YOU TO
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  • BETTER UNDERSTAND YOUR JOYFUL
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  • IDENTITY IN CHRIST, BE SURE TO
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  • GET YOUR OWN COPY OF OUR BETHEL
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  • REVIVAL RESOURCES:
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  • "KINGDOM INHERITANCE,"
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  • "SONS & DAUGHTERS,"
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  • AND KRIS VALLOTTON'S WORKBOOK
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  • "THE SUPERNATURAL WAYS OF
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  • ROYALTY."
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  • ENJOY THE MESSAGE AND SEE YOU
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  • YOU KNOW, WE LIVE IN A, UH-- IN
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  • YOU KNOW, WE LIVE IN A, UH-- INA POSTMODERN WORLD.
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  • A POSTMODERN WORLD.AND, POSTMODERNISM IS A
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  • AND, POSTMODERNISM IS AFASCINATING CONCEPT.
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  • FASCINATING CONCEPT.IF YOU'RE UNFAMILIAR WITH IT,
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  • IF YOU'RE UNFAMILIAR WITH IT,YOU CAN GOOGLE IT WHILE I'M
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  • YOU CAN GOOGLE IT WHILE I'MTALKING ABOUT IT.
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  • TALKING ABOUT IT.YOU'LL GET A MUCH BETTER
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  • YOU'LL GET A MUCH BETTEREXPLANATION IN A SHORTER AMOUNT
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  • EXPLANATION IN A SHORTER AMOUNTOF TIME THAN ME TRYING TO LAY
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  • OF TIME THAN ME TRYING TO LAYIT OUT.
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  • IT OUT.BUT POSTMODERNISM IS REALLY
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  • BUT POSTMODERNISM IS REALLYDECONSTRUCTING IDEAS THAT WE
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  • DECONSTRUCTING IDEAS THAT WETHOUGHT WERE REALLY PUT
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  • THOUGHT WERE REALLY PUTTOGETHER.
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  • TOGETHER.AND IT'S INTERESTING 'CAUSE
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  • AND IT'S INTERESTING 'CAUSEIT'S ACTUALLY CREATED, IN MY
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  • IT'S ACTUALLY CREATED, IN MYOPINION, TWO BYPRODUCTS.
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  • OPINION, TWO BYPRODUCTS.IT'S CAUSED HUMANITY TO DO ONE
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  • IT'S CAUSED HUMANITY TO DO ONEOF TWO THINGS.
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  • OF TWO THINGS.SO, AS POSTMODERNISM CONTINUES
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  • SO, AS POSTMODERNISM CONTINUESTO ENTRENCH ITSELF IN SOCIETY,
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  • TO ENTRENCH ITSELF IN SOCIETY,IT'S ACTUALLY, IN A WAY--
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  • IT'S ACTUALLY, IN A WAY--WHETHER IT WAS INTENTIONAL OR
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  • WHETHER IT WAS INTENTIONAL ORNOT, I CAN'T TELL YOU.
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  • NOT, I CAN'T TELL YOU.BUT I HAVE SEEN AN INCREASE OF
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  • BUT I HAVE SEEN AN INCREASE OFCONFUSION OF ORIGINALITY, LIKE:
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  • CONFUSION OF ORIGINALITY, LIKE:AM I ACTUALLY ORIGINAL OR AM I
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  • AM I ACTUALLY ORIGINAL OR AM IJUST ONE OF 7 BILLION?
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  • JUST ONE OF 7 BILLION?IT'S ACTUALLY DECONSTRUCTED THE
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  • IT'S ACTUALLY DECONSTRUCTED THEIDEA OF THE UNIQUENESS -- AND
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  • IDEA OF THE UNIQUENESS -- ANDI'M GONNA SAY THIS WORD,
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  • I'M GONNA SAY THIS WORD,ECCENSTRISTIC PART OF WHO YOU
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  • ECCENSTRISTIC PART OF WHO YOUACTUALLY ARE IN CHRIST.
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  • ACTUALLY ARE IN CHRIST.DO YOU KNOW THAT THE GREATEST
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  • DO YOU KNOW THAT THE GREATESTCOLLISION IN ALL OF TIME IS
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  • THAT IS THE GREATEST COLLISION
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  • THAT IS THE GREATEST COLLISIONOF ALL.
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  • OF ALL.IN THAT MOMENT IS WHEN YOU--
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  • IN THAT MOMENT IS WHEN YOU--WHETHER YOU CAME TO HIM OR HE
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  • WHETHER YOU CAME TO HIM OR HECAME TO YOU, IT WORKED BOTH
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  • CAME TO YOU, IT WORKED BOTHWAYS.
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  • WAYS.THAT'S HOW-- THAT'S HOW THE
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  • THAT'S HOW-- THAT'S HOW THEGOSPELS WORK FOR ME IS WHEN YOU
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  • GOSPELS WORK FOR ME IS WHEN YOUAND JESUS MET -- THAT, RIGHT
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  • AND JESUS MET -- THAT, RIGHTTHERE, WAS ONE OF THE MOST IF
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  • THERE, WAS ONE OF THE MOST IFNOT DEFINING MOMENT OF
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  • NOT DEFINING MOMENT OFYOUR LIFE.
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  • YOUR LIFE.AND SO, HERE WE ARE IN A
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  • AND SO, HERE WE ARE IN APOSTMODERN WORLD WHERE WE HAVE
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  • POSTMODERN WORLD WHERE WE HAVEPEOPLE THAT ARE ACTUALLY--
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  • PEOPLE THAT ARE ACTUALLY--DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
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  • DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKETO BE A PERSON.
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  • TO BE A PERSON.THEY'RE QUESTIONING WHO THEY
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  • THEY'RE QUESTIONING WHO THEYARE.
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  • ARE.AND THE EXTREMITY OF THAT
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  • AND THE EXTREMITY OF THATEXAMPLE IS GENDER IS BEING
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  • EXAMPLE IS GENDER IS BEINGCHALLENGED.
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  • CHALLENGED.SO, IDEAS OF WHAT IS IS BEING
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  • SO, IDEAS OF WHAT IS IS BEINGSO DECONSTRUCTED.
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  • SO DECONSTRUCTED.AND IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT'S
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  • AND IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT'SGOING TO CHANGE, AT LEAST BY
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  • GOING TO CHANGE, AT LEAST BYTOMORROW.
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  • TOMORROW.I SURE HOPE IT DOES.
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  • I SURE HOPE IT DOES.BUT WE LIVE IN A SOCIETY WHERE
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  • BUT WE LIVE IN A SOCIETY WHEREPEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY MORE
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  • PEOPLE ARE ACTUALLY MORECONFUSED ABOUT WHO THEY ARE
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  • CONFUSED ABOUT WHO THEY ARETHAN PREVIOUS GENERATIONS.
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  • THAN PREVIOUS GENERATIONS.SO, WE HAVE AN OFFSHOOT OF
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  • SO, WE HAVE AN OFFSHOOT OFTHAT-- THAT PART OF THE
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  • THAT-- THAT PART OF THEPOPULATION.
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  • POPULATION.BUT THEN, THERE'S ANOTHER
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  • BUT THEN, THERE'S ANOTHEROFFSHOOT.
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  • OFFSHOOT.IT MIGHT BE SMALLER.
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  • IT MIGHT BE SMALLER.I DON'T HAVE EXACT NUMBERS.
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  • I DON'T HAVE EXACT NUMBERS.BUT IN MY INTERACTION, THERE'S
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  • BUT IN MY INTERACTION, THERE'SANOTHER OFFSHOOT THAT HAS
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  • ANOTHER OFFSHOOT THAT HASACTUALLY EMBOLDENED SOME OF US
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  • ACTUALLY EMBOLDENED SOME OF USTO KNOW WHO WE ARE.
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  • TO KNOW WHO WE ARE.WE ACTUALLY KNOW OURSELVES
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  • WE ACTUALLY KNOW OURSELVESBETTER IN A POSTMODERN SOCIETY.
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  • BETTER IN A POSTMODERN SOCIETY.SO, MY HEART, TONIGHT, IS TO
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  • SO, MY HEART, TONIGHT, IS TOTALK TO BOTH GROUPS BUT YOU
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  • TALK TO BOTH GROUPS BUT YOUMIGHT NOTICE I MIGHT LEAN
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  • MIGHT NOTICE I MIGHT LEANTOWARDS THE GROUP THAT MAY BE
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  • TOWARDS THE GROUP THAT MAY BEMORE CONFUSED, LIKE: AM I
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  • MORE CONFUSED, LIKE: AM IACTUALLY UNIQUE?
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  • ACTUALLY UNIQUE?DID GOD ACTUALLY HAVE A PURPOSE
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  • DID GOD ACTUALLY HAVE A PURPOSEAND A DESIGN FOR ME?
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  • AND A DESIGN FOR ME?AND SO, TONIGHT, I WANNA TALK
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  • AND SO, TONIGHT, I WANNA TALKABOUT "X + Y = Z."
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  • ABOUT "X + Y = Z."WHAT IS Z?
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  • WHAT IS Z?Z IS THAT YOU THAT YOU REALLY
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  • Z IS THAT YOU THAT YOU REALLYWANNA BE.
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  • WANNA BE.Z IS THAT-- THAT YOU DOWN THE
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  • Z IS THAT-- THAT YOU DOWN THEROAD, LIKE: SOMEDAY, THAT'S ME.
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  • ROAD, LIKE: SOMEDAY, THAT'S ME.AND ANOTHER WAY WE WOULD SAY:
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  • AND ANOTHER WAY WE WOULD SAY:IT'S A BETTER VERSION OF YOU.
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  • IT'S A BETTER VERSION OF YOU.NOW, IT'S HARD TO TALK ABOUT
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  • NOW, IT'S HARD TO TALK ABOUTTHIS BECAUSE I UNDERSTAND
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  • THIS BECAUSE I UNDERSTANDSCRIPTURE TALKS ABOUT WE CAN'T
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  • SCRIPTURE TALKS ABOUT WE CAN'TREALLY DO ANYTHING TO EARN
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  • REALLY DO ANYTHING TO EARNANYTHING.
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  • ANYTHING.I GET IT, BUT THAT'S APPLIED TO
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  • I GET IT, BUT THAT'S APPLIED TOGRACE.
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  • GRACE.YOU CAN'T DO NOTHING TO GET
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  • YOU CAN'T DO NOTHING TO GETGRACE.
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  • GRACE.BUT HOW MANY KNOW THAT YOU CAN
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  • BUT HOW MANY KNOW THAT YOU CANACTUALLY IMPROVE YOURSELF AS A
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  • ACTUALLY IMPROVE YOURSELF AS APERSON?
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  • PERSON?SO, DON'T GET THOSE TWO THINGS
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  • SO, DON'T GET THOSE TWO THINGSCONFUSED.
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  • CONFUSED.THERE'S ACTUALLY THINGS THAT
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  • THERE'S ACTUALLY THINGS THATYOU CAN DO TO BECOME A BETTER
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  • YOU CAN DO TO BECOME A BETTERVERSION OF YOU.
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  • VERSION OF YOU.IT WON'T GET YOU MORE GRACE.
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  • IT WON'T GET YOU MORE GRACE.IT WON'T GET YOU ANYTHING MORE.
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  • IT WON'T GET YOU ANYTHING MORE.BUT TO BECOME A BETTER VERSION
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  • BUT TO BECOME A BETTER VERSIONOF YOU IS TOTALLY POSSIBLE.
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  • OF YOU IS TOTALLY POSSIBLE.AND I WANNA CHALLENGE YOU: IF
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  • AND I WANNA CHALLENGE YOU: IFYOU'RE IN A POSITION, RIGHT
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  • YOU'RE IN A POSITION, RIGHTNOW, WHERE YOU FIND YOURSELF
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  • NOW, WHERE YOU FIND YOURSELFMAYBE CONFUSED, NOT SURE WHO
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  • MAYBE CONFUSED, NOT SURE WHOYOU ARE...
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  • YOU ARE...AM I ACTUALLY UNIQUE?
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  • AM I ACTUALLY UNIQUE?MY PARENTS?
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  • MY PARENTS?I DON'T EVEN KNOW MY PARENTS
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  • I DON'T EVEN KNOW MY PARENTS'CAUSE THEY HAD A ONE-NIGHT
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  • 'CAUSE THEY HAD A ONE-NIGHTSTAND.
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  • STAND.SO, HOW CAN GOD USE THAT TO
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  • SO, HOW CAN GOD USE THAT TOMAKE ME A UNIQUE PERSON?
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  • MAKE ME A UNIQUE PERSON?IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.
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  • IT WAS AN ACCIDENT.NO, NO ONE'S HERE BY ACCIDENT.
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  • NO, NO ONE'S HERE BY ACCIDENT.I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MYSTERY
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  • I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MYSTERYOF THAT, BUT I BELIEVE IT'S
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  • OF THAT, BUT I BELIEVE IT'STRUE.
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  • TRUE.AND TWO OF YOU AGREE WITH ME.
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  • AND TWO OF YOU AGREE WITH ME.THAT'S GREAT.
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  • THAT'S GREAT.[LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]SO, Z IS THAT BETTER VERSION OF
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  • SO, Z IS THAT BETTER VERSION OFYOU.
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  • YOU.IT'S THAT YOU THAT YOU THINK
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  • IT'S THAT YOU THAT YOU THINKABOUT.
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  • ABOUT.FOR SOME OF YOU, YOU GET UP
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  • FOR SOME OF YOU, YOU GET UPEVERY MORNING THINKING ABOUT
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  • EVERY MORNING THINKING ABOUTTHAT VERSION OF YOU.
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  • THAT VERSION OF YOU.NOW, X IS WHO YOU ARE, RIGHT
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  • NOW, X IS WHO YOU ARE, RIGHTNOW.
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  • NOW.SOME OF YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE
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  • SOME OF YOU MIGHT NOT LIKEWHERE YOU ARE, RIGHT NOW.
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  • WHERE YOU ARE, RIGHT NOW.AND OTHERS OF YOU ARE LIKE: I'M
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  • AND OTHERS OF YOU ARE LIKE: I'MACTUALLY LIKING THIS PART OF
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  • ACTUALLY LIKING THIS PART OFME, RIGHT NOW.
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  • ME, RIGHT NOW.NOW, Y IS WHAT WE DON'T LIKE.
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  • NOW, Y IS WHAT WE DON'T LIKE.NOW, WE DON'T OFTEN REALIZE
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  • NOW, WE DON'T OFTEN REALIZETHAT X + Y = Z.
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  • THAT X + Y = Z.WE LOVE THE X -- AT LEAST, TO
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  • WE LOVE THE X -- AT LEAST, TOSOME DEGREE -- AND WE LOVE THE
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  • SOME DEGREE -- AND WE LOVE THEZ, 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT WE
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  • Z, 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT WEDREAM ABOUT.
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  • DREAM ABOUT.BUT, THE Y IS THE JOURNEY,
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  • BUT, THE Y IS THE JOURNEY,THE Y IS THE PLACE.
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  • THE Y IS THE PLACE.IT'S THE TIME.
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  • IT'S THE TIME.IT'S THE SPACE IN OUR LIFE THAT
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  • IT'S THE SPACE IN OUR LIFE THATCREATES THE Z.
  • 00:05:42.363 --> 00:05:43.330
  • CREATES THE Z.SO, TONIGHT, I ACTUALLY WANNA
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  • SO, TONIGHT, I ACTUALLY WANNATALK ABOUT, BREAK DOWN A LITTLE
  • 00:05:45.299 --> 00:05:49.036
  • TALK ABOUT, BREAK DOWN A LITTLEBIT OF THE Y.
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  • BIT OF THE Y.SO, THAT'S WHAT I WANNA DO
  • 00:05:49.670 --> 00:05:50.404
  • SO, THAT'S WHAT I WANNA DOTONIGHT IS TO HELP ALL OF US IF
  • 00:05:50.404 --> 00:05:52.239
  • TONIGHT IS TO HELP ALL OF US IFNOT SOME OF US TO BEGIN TO MOVE
  • 00:05:52.239 --> 00:05:53.841
  • NOT SOME OF US TO BEGIN TO MOVECLOSER TO WHAT WE'LL JUST CALL,
  • 00:05:53.841 --> 00:05:59.213
  • SO, WE ARE HIS WORKMANSHIP.
  • 00:06:00.514 --> 00:06:01.248
  • SO, WE ARE HIS WORKMANSHIP.WE WERE CREATED IN CHRIST JESUS
  • 00:06:01.248 --> 00:06:02.549
  • WE WERE CREATED IN CHRIST JESUSTO DO GOOD WORKS.
  • 00:06:02.549 --> 00:06:03.317
  • TO DO GOOD WORKS.SO, I THINK THERE'S FOUR AREAS
  • 00:06:03.317 --> 00:06:07.187
  • SO, I THINK THERE'S FOUR AREASTHAT I WANNA COVER TONIGHT.
  • 00:06:07.187 --> 00:06:07.855
  • THAT I WANNA COVER TONIGHT.BUT THE FIRST THING I WANNA
  • 00:06:07.855 --> 00:06:08.689
  • BUT THE FIRST THING I WANNATALK ABOUT IN BECOMING A Z IS
  • 00:06:08.689 --> 00:06:11.091
  • TALK ABOUT IN BECOMING A Z ISYOU HAVE TO, AT SOME POINT, BE
  • 00:06:11.091 --> 00:06:13.727
  • YOU HAVE TO, AT SOME POINT, BEFORCED TO FIND OUT WHO
  • 00:06:13.727 --> 00:06:16.497
  • FORCED TO FIND OUT WHOYOU REALLY ARE.
  • 00:06:16.497 --> 00:06:17.631
  • YOU REALLY ARE.AND I USE THE WORD "FORCE"
  • 00:06:17.631 --> 00:06:18.999
  • AND I USE THE WORD "FORCE"ON PURPOSE.
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  • ON PURPOSE.THIS IS NOT A ELEGANT,
  • 00:06:20.868 --> 00:06:22.002
  • THIS IS NOT A ELEGANT,VOLUNTARY PROCESS.
  • 00:06:22.002 --> 00:06:23.404
  • VOLUNTARY PROCESS.FOR SOME OF US, WE ACTUALLY
  • 00:06:23.404 --> 00:06:25.038
  • FOR SOME OF US, WE ACTUALLYHAVE TO BE FORCED INTO A
  • 00:06:25.038 --> 00:06:26.573
  • HAVE TO BE FORCED INTO ASITUATION THAT YOU BEGIN TO
  • 00:06:26.573 --> 00:06:28.175
  • SITUATION THAT YOU BEGIN TOFIND OUT WHO YOU REALLY ARE.
  • 00:06:28.175 --> 00:06:29.943
  • FIND OUT WHO YOU REALLY ARE.NOW, I'M NOT HERE TO SAY: GET
  • 00:06:29.943 --> 00:06:30.878
  • NOW, I'M NOT HERE TO SAY: GETREADY FOR THE WORST DAY
  • 00:06:30.878 --> 00:06:32.246
  • READY FOR THE WORST DAYOF YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:06:32.246 --> 00:06:33.347
  • OF YOUR LIFE.I'M NOT SAYING THAT, BUT I AM
  • 00:06:33.347 --> 00:06:34.715
  • I'M NOT SAYING THAT, BUT I AMIMPLYING SOMETHING -- THAT YOU
  • 00:06:34.715 --> 00:06:36.917
  • IMPLYING SOMETHING -- THAT YOUDO NEED CONFLICT, YOU DO NEED
  • 00:06:36.917 --> 00:06:38.552
  • DO NEED CONFLICT, YOU DO NEEDTENSION TO FIND OUT WHO YOU
  • 00:06:38.552 --> 00:06:40.287
  • TENSION TO FIND OUT WHO YOUREALLY ARE.
  • 00:06:40.287 --> 00:06:41.221
  • REALLY ARE.YOU ACTUALLY NEED
  • 00:06:41.221 --> 00:06:42.723
  • YOU ACTUALLY NEEDTHAT EXPERIENCE.
  • 00:06:42.723 --> 00:06:43.991
  • THAT EXPERIENCE.YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO PUT
  • 00:06:43.991 --> 00:06:45.526
  • YOU ACTUALLY NEED TO PUTYOURSELF IN OVER YOUR HEAD AND
  • 00:06:45.526 --> 00:06:46.493
  • YOURSELF IN OVER YOUR HEAD ANDGO: I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT
  • 00:06:46.493 --> 00:06:47.761
  • GO: I HAVE NO IDEA WHATI'M DOING.
  • 00:06:47.761 --> 00:06:49.363
  • I'M DOING.THIS MIGHT HURT, THIS MIGHT
  • 00:06:49.363 --> 00:06:50.431
  • THIS MIGHT HURT, THIS MIGHTDRAIN ME, THIS MIGHT
  • 00:06:50.431 --> 00:06:51.632
  • DRAIN ME, THIS MIGHTEXHAUST ME.
  • 00:06:51.632 --> 00:06:52.833
  • EXHAUST ME.BUT UNLESS I STEP INTO THIS
  • 00:06:52.833 --> 00:06:53.901
  • BUT UNLESS I STEP INTO THISMOMENT, I WILL NEVER FIND OUT
  • 00:06:53.901 --> 00:06:56.637
  • MOMENT, I WILL NEVER FIND OUTWHO I REALLY AM.
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  • WHO I REALLY AM.[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
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  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]IT'S GONNA BE OPPOSITE
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  • IT'S GONNA BE OPPOSITEOF COMFORTABLE.
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  • OF COMFORTABLE.IT'S GONNA BE THE OPPOSITE OF
  • 00:07:01.642 --> 00:07:02.810
  • BECAUSE THE Z WILL NEVER HAPPEN
  • 00:07:04.244 --> 00:07:05.145
  • IF YOU DON'T EMBRACE YOUR Y.
  • 00:07:05.145 --> 00:07:07.181
  • IF YOU ACTUALLY DON'T EMBRACE
  • 00:07:07.181 --> 00:07:10.217
  • THE Y IN THE EQUATION, Z WILL
  • 00:07:10.217 --> 00:07:11.318
  • ALWAYS REMAIN SOMETHING FOR
  • 00:07:11.318 --> 00:07:11.952
  • ANOTHER TIME THAT YOU MAY
  • 00:07:11.952 --> 00:07:14.521
  • ACTUALLY NEVER STEP INTO.
  • 00:07:14.521 --> 00:07:15.889
  • SO, I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU:
  • 00:07:15.889 --> 00:07:18.392
  • EMBRACE YOUR Y.
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  • AND LET YOURSELF BE PUSHED IN A
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  • SITUATION TO FIND OUT WHO YOU
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  • REALLY ARE.
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  • SECOND ONE -- I'M NOT GONNA
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  • SPEND MUCH TIME ON THIS, BUT I
  • 00:07:25.966 --> 00:07:28.569
  • DO WANNA MENTION IT -- IDENTITY
  • 00:07:28.569 --> 00:07:28.936
  • AND DAD SPENT A LOT OF TIME
  • 00:07:29.736 --> 00:07:30.537
  • AND DAD SPENT A LOT OF TIMETALKING ABOUT THIS AND DREAMING
  • 00:07:30.537 --> 00:07:31.605
  • TALKING ABOUT THIS AND DREAMINGWITH GOD IN A BUNCH OF
  • 00:07:31.605 --> 00:07:34.575
  • WITH GOD IN A BUNCH OFHIS EARLIER BOOKS.
  • 00:07:34.575 --> 00:07:35.242
  • HIS EARLIER BOOKS.BUT IDENTITY YOU PASSION IS
  • 00:07:35.242 --> 00:07:36.410
  • BUT IDENTITY YOU PASSION ISREALLY CRUCIAL.
  • 00:07:36.410 --> 00:07:37.110
  • REALLY CRUCIAL.IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH WE THINK
  • 00:07:37.110 --> 00:07:37.911
  • IT'S AMAZING HOW MUCH WE THINKTHE WILL OF GOD AND OUR
  • 00:07:37.911 --> 00:07:38.779
  • THE WILL OF GOD AND OURPASSIONS ARE TWO SPIRIT
  • 00:07:38.779 --> 00:07:39.880
  • PASSIONS ARE TWO SPIRITCONVERSATIONS.
  • 00:07:39.880 --> 00:07:40.948
  • CONVERSATIONS.THEY'RE ACTUALLY NOT.
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  • THEY'RE ACTUALLY NOT.THEY'RE VERY MUCH ONE
  • 00:07:41.782 --> 00:07:42.950
  • THEY'RE VERY MUCH ONEAND THE SAME.
  • 00:07:42.950 --> 00:07:44.184
  • AND THE SAME.SO, I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU:
  • 00:07:44.184 --> 00:07:45.552
  • SO, I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU:IDENTITY YOUR PASSION.
  • 00:07:45.552 --> 00:07:46.320
  • IDENTITY YOUR PASSION.'CAUSE YOU'LL FIND OUT: OH,
  • 00:07:46.320 --> 00:07:47.688
  • 'CAUSE YOU'LL FIND OUT: OH,THAT'S HOW I GET TO MY Z.
  • 00:07:47.688 --> 00:07:50.357
  • THAT'S HOW I GET TO MY Z.THAT, RIGHT THERE.
  • 00:07:50.357 --> 00:07:53.660
  • THAT, RIGHT THERE.SO, I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU --
  • 00:07:53.660 --> 00:07:54.261
  • SO, I WOULD ENCOURAGE YOU --WRITE DOWN: WHAT ARE YOU
  • 00:07:54.261 --> 00:07:54.761
  • WRITE DOWN: WHAT ARE YOUPASSIONATE ABOUT?
  • 00:07:54.761 --> 00:07:55.863
  • PASSIONATE ABOUT?I HAVE A FRIEND WHO WAS WORKING
  • 00:07:55.863 --> 00:07:57.030
  • I HAVE A FRIEND WHO WAS WORKINGIN THIS PARTICULAR CORPORATION.
  • 00:07:57.030 --> 00:07:58.232
  • IN THIS PARTICULAR CORPORATION.AND WE...WE GOT IN A
  • 00:07:58.232 --> 00:07:58.832
  • AND SHE SAID-- YOU KNOW, SHE--
  • 00:08:00.334 --> 00:08:01.068
  • AND SHE SAID-- YOU KNOW, SHE--HER JOB -- SHE WAS EXCELLENT AT
  • 00:08:01.068 --> 00:08:01.768
  • HER JOB -- SHE WAS EXCELLENT ATHER JOB, IN THIS ONE POSITION.
  • 00:08:01.768 --> 00:08:02.336
  • HER JOB, IN THIS ONE POSITION.REALLY GOOD AT IT.
  • 00:08:02.336 --> 00:08:03.871
  • REALLY GOOD AT IT.IN FACT, I HIRED HER TO DO
  • 00:08:03.871 --> 00:08:05.639
  • IN FACT, I HIRED HER TO DOSTUFF AROUND MY HOUSE, 'CAUSE
  • 00:08:05.639 --> 00:08:06.940
  • STUFF AROUND MY HOUSE, 'CAUSESHE WAS REALLY GOOD AT IT.
  • 00:08:06.940 --> 00:08:08.308
  • SHE WAS REALLY GOOD AT IT.AND, UH, IN THE MIDST OF ALL
  • 00:08:08.308 --> 00:08:09.610
  • AND, UH, IN THE MIDST OF ALLTHESE CONVERSATIONS, MY WIFE
  • 00:08:09.610 --> 00:08:10.444
  • THESE CONVERSATIONS, MY WIFEAND I SAID, "WHAT ARE YOU
  • 00:08:10.444 --> 00:08:12.079
  • AND I SAID, "WHAT ARE YOUPASSIONATE ABOUT?"
  • 00:08:12.079 --> 00:08:12.813
  • PASSIONATE ABOUT?"AND SHE SAID: "I'M PASSIONATE
  • 00:08:12.813 --> 00:08:13.413
  • AND SHE SAID: "I'M PASSIONATEABOUT COOKING.
  • 00:08:13.413 --> 00:08:14.381
  • ABOUT COOKING.I LOVE TO COOK."
  • 00:08:14.381 --> 00:08:15.382
  • I LOVE TO COOK."I'M ALL: "WHY DON'T YOU GO DO
  • 00:08:15.382 --> 00:08:16.216
  • I'M ALL: "WHY DON'T YOU GO DOTHAT?"
  • 00:08:16.216 --> 00:08:16.817
  • THAT?""AH, IT'S A BIG JUMP.
  • 00:08:16.817 --> 00:08:19.486
  • "AH, IT'S A BIG JUMP.IT'S-- I HAVE TO, LIKE, STOP
  • 00:08:19.486 --> 00:08:20.854
  • IT'S-- I HAVE TO, LIKE, STOPSOMETHING AND BEGIN SOMETHING."
  • 00:08:20.854 --> 00:08:22.723
  • SOMETHING AND BEGIN SOMETHING."AND, SOMETIMES, FOR US, THAT'S
  • 00:08:22.723 --> 00:08:23.290
  • AND, SOMETIMES, FOR US, THAT'SREALLY HARD.
  • 00:08:23.290 --> 00:08:24.458
  • REALLY HARD.LIKE, WE HAVE THIS PASSION.
  • 00:08:24.458 --> 00:08:25.192
  • LIKE, WE HAVE THIS PASSION.WE DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GONNA
  • 00:08:25.192 --> 00:08:25.759
  • WE DON'T KNOW IF IT'S GONNAWORK OUT.
  • 00:08:25.759 --> 00:08:27.160
  • WORK OUT.WHAT YOU'RE GONNA FIND WHEN YOU
  • 00:08:27.160 --> 00:08:28.262
  • WHAT YOU'RE GONNA FIND WHEN YOUSTEP INTO THAT PASSION -- YOU
  • 00:08:28.262 --> 00:08:29.196
  • STEP INTO THAT PASSION -- YOUACTUALLY WON'T CARE HOW MUCH
  • 00:08:29.196 --> 00:08:30.330
  • ACTUALLY WON'T CARE HOW MUCHMONEY YOU MAKE.
  • 00:08:30.330 --> 00:08:34.101
  • MONEY YOU MAKE.AND THAT'S HARD FOR US.
  • 00:08:34.101 --> 00:08:35.435
  • AND THAT'S HARD FOR US.BECAUSE WE HAVE AN ECONOMIC
  • 00:08:35.435 --> 00:08:36.670
  • BECAUSE WE HAVE AN ECONOMICECOSYSTEM THAT WE HAVE TO
  • 00:08:36.670 --> 00:08:38.939
  • ECOSYSTEM THAT WE HAVE TOSUSTAIN TO DO LIFE.
  • 00:08:38.939 --> 00:08:39.473
  • SUSTAIN TO DO LIFE.AND I GET IT.
  • 00:08:39.473 --> 00:08:40.507
  • AND I GET IT.I'M NOT SAYING DITCH IT AND GO
  • 00:08:40.507 --> 00:08:41.208
  • I'M NOT SAYING DITCH IT AND GOINTO SOMETHING THAT WON'T
  • 00:08:41.208 --> 00:08:43.310
  • INTO SOMETHING THAT WON'TACTUALLY HELP YOU LIVE.
  • 00:08:43.310 --> 00:08:44.378
  • ACTUALLY HELP YOU LIVE.I'M NOT SUGGESTING THAT TONIGHT.
  • 00:08:44.378 --> 00:08:45.445
  • I'M NOT SUGGESTING THAT TONIGHT.BUT YOU WILL FIND, IF YOU FIND
  • 00:08:45.445 --> 00:08:46.947
  • BUT YOU WILL FIND, IF YOU FINDA WAY TO LET YOUR PASSION
  • 00:08:46.947 --> 00:08:49.783
  • A WAY TO LET YOUR PASSIONHAPPEN IN EVERYDAY LIFE, YOU'RE
  • 00:08:49.783 --> 00:08:50.984
  • HAPPEN IN EVERYDAY LIFE, YOU'RELIKE: MAN, I FEEL MORE ALIVE
  • 00:08:50.984 --> 00:08:51.985
  • LIKE: MAN, I FEEL MORE ALIVETHAN I DID BEFORE.
  • 00:08:51.985 --> 00:08:53.954
  • THAN I DID BEFORE.IF MY PAYCHECK CAME DOWN TO
  • 00:08:53.954 --> 00:08:55.422
  • IF MY PAYCHECK CAME DOWN TOTHIS, IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER,
  • 00:08:55.422 --> 00:08:56.657
  • THIS, IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER,ANYMORE, 'CAUSE I AM MORE ALIVE
  • 00:08:56.657 --> 00:08:58.492
  • ANYMORE, 'CAUSE I AM MORE ALIVETHAN I WAS PRIOR.
  • 00:08:58.492 --> 00:09:01.662
  • IDENTITY YOUR PASSION.
  • 00:09:04.231 --> 00:09:05.132
  • IDENTITY YOUR PASSION.THIRD AREA: VALUES AND METHODS.
  • 00:09:05.132 --> 00:09:06.800
  • THIRD AREA: VALUES AND METHODS.VALUES AND METHODS.
  • 00:09:06.800 --> 00:09:09.703
  • VALUES AND METHODS.THIS ONE I ACTUALLY WANNA SPEND
  • 00:09:09.703 --> 00:09:11.605
  • THIS ONE I ACTUALLY WANNA SPENDA LITTLE BIT MORE TIME ON.
  • 00:09:11.605 --> 00:09:13.206
  • A LITTLE BIT MORE TIME ON.AND THIS ONE, I FEEL LIKE THE
  • 00:09:13.206 --> 00:09:13.974
  • AND THIS ONE, I FEEL LIKE THELORD IS GOING TO GIVE US
  • 00:09:13.974 --> 00:09:15.342
  • LORD IS GOING TO GIVE USINSIGHT AND WISDOM IN THIS
  • 00:09:15.342 --> 00:09:16.843
  • INSIGHT AND WISDOM IN THISSEASON TO DISTINGUISH THE
  • 00:09:16.843 --> 00:09:18.111
  • SEASON TO DISTINGUISH THEDIFFERENCE BETWEEN VALUES
  • 00:09:18.111 --> 00:09:21.181
  • DIFFERENCE BETWEEN VALUESAND METHODS.
  • 00:09:21.181 --> 00:09:23.750
  • AND METHODS.AND, UH, A COUPLE YEARS AGO,
  • 00:09:23.750 --> 00:09:24.985
  • AND, UH, A COUPLE YEARS AGO,UM, WE INVITED PASTOR BRIAN
  • 00:09:24.985 --> 00:09:26.153
  • UM, WE INVITED PASTOR BRIANHOUSTON FROM HILLSONG TO COME.
  • 00:09:26.153 --> 00:09:28.555
  • HOUSTON FROM HILLSONG TO COME.AND IT WAS A DREAM OF ALL OF
  • 00:09:28.555 --> 00:09:29.323
  • AND IT WAS A DREAM OF ALL OFOURS, BUT A DREAM OF MINE TO
  • 00:09:29.323 --> 00:09:30.724
  • OURS, BUT A DREAM OF MINE TOGET HIM HERE.
  • 00:09:30.724 --> 00:09:31.959
  • GET HIM HERE.HONESTLY, TO BE SELFISH, TO BE
  • 00:09:31.959 --> 00:09:32.793
  • HONESTLY, TO BE SELFISH, TO BEHONEST WITH YOU, I JUST WANTED
  • 00:09:32.793 --> 00:09:33.794
  • HONEST WITH YOU, I JUST WANTEDTO GET MY DAD AND BRIAN IN
  • 00:09:33.794 --> 00:09:35.696
  • TO GET MY DAD AND BRIAN INTHE SAME ROOM.
  • 00:09:35.696 --> 00:09:36.163
  • THE SAME ROOM.THAT WAS IT.
  • 00:09:36.163 --> 00:09:36.997
  • THAT WAS IT.I SAID: I JUST WANT THESE GUYS
  • 00:09:36.997 --> 00:09:38.065
  • I SAID: I JUST WANT THESE GUYSTO MEET.
  • 00:09:38.065 --> 00:09:40.634
  • TO MEET.AND THEN, THE SECOND REASON IS:
  • 00:09:40.634 --> 00:09:41.535
  • AND THEN, THE SECOND REASON IS:I WANNA INTERVIEW THEM FOR
  • 00:09:41.535 --> 00:09:43.070
  • SO, IT WAS VERY SELFISH, BUT IT
  • 00:09:44.404 --> 00:09:45.505
  • SO, IT WAS VERY SELFISH, BUT ITWAS FOR VERY GOOD REASON, IF I
  • 00:09:45.505 --> 00:09:46.773
  • WAS FOR VERY GOOD REASON, IF IMIGHT SAY.
  • 00:09:46.773 --> 00:09:48.475
  • MIGHT SAY.UM, I THINK IT WAS ON THE LAST
  • 00:09:48.475 --> 00:09:49.876
  • UM, I THINK IT WAS ON THE LASTMORNING OF THE CONFERENCE, I
  • 00:09:49.876 --> 00:09:51.612
  • MORNING OF THE CONFERENCE, IINTERVIEWED MY DAD AND BRIAN UP
  • 00:09:51.612 --> 00:09:52.212
  • INTERVIEWED MY DAD AND BRIAN UPON THE STAGE.
  • 00:09:52.212 --> 00:09:53.013
  • ON THE STAGE.AND I'LL TELL YOU -- IF YOU
  • 00:09:53.013 --> 00:09:54.514
  • AND I'LL TELL YOU -- IF YOUWEREN'T THERE, LET ME JUST TELL
  • 00:09:54.514 --> 00:09:55.382
  • WEREN'T THERE, LET ME JUST TELLYOU: IT WAS ONE OF THE MOST
  • 00:09:55.382 --> 00:09:56.483
  • YOU: IT WAS ONE OF THE MOSTFUNNEST AND I THINK INSIGHTFUL
  • 00:09:56.483 --> 00:09:58.118
  • FUNNEST AND I THINK INSIGHTFULINTERVIEWS THAT WE'VE DONE ON
  • 00:09:58.118 --> 00:09:59.987
  • INTERVIEWS THAT WE'VE DONE ONANY OF OUR STAGES OR EVENTS.
  • 00:09:59.987 --> 00:10:01.989
  • ANY OF OUR STAGES OR EVENTS.BECAUSE I WALKED OUT OF THAT
  • 00:10:01.989 --> 00:10:03.724
  • BECAUSE I WALKED OUT OF THATINTERVIEW WITH AN INCREASED
  • 00:10:03.724 --> 00:10:06.026
  • INTERVIEW WITH AN INCREASEDREVELATION ON THIS: HERE'S TWO
  • 00:10:06.026 --> 00:10:08.495
  • REVELATION ON THIS: HERE'S TWOMEN THAT ARE LEADING INCREDIBLE
  • 00:10:08.495 --> 00:10:10.263
  • MEN THAT ARE LEADING INCREDIBLEMOVEMENTS THAT ARE GOING DOWN
  • 00:10:10.263 --> 00:10:11.665
  • MOVEMENTS THAT ARE GOING DOWNAND WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY AS
  • 00:10:11.665 --> 00:10:13.667
  • AND WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY ASSIGNIFICANT MOVES OF GOD.
  • 00:10:13.667 --> 00:10:15.502
  • SIGNIFICANT MOVES OF GOD.THEY LITERALLY-- I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:10:15.502 --> 00:10:17.404
  • THEY LITERALLY-- I DON'T KNOWHOW TO DESCRIBE IT, BUT THEIR
  • 00:10:17.404 --> 00:10:22.009
  • HOW TO DESCRIBE IT, BUT THEIRVALUES WERE SO SIMILAR!
  • 00:10:22.009 --> 00:10:23.176
  • VALUES WERE SO SIMILAR!WHY IS THAT A BIG DEAL?
  • 00:10:23.176 --> 00:10:24.344
  • WHY IS THAT A BIG DEAL?'CAUSE, SOMETIMES, WE THINK A
  • 00:10:24.344 --> 00:10:27.347
  • 'CAUSE, SOMETIMES, WE THINK AVALUE LOOKS A CERTAIN WAY.
  • 00:10:27.347 --> 00:10:29.249
  • VALUE LOOKS A CERTAIN WAY.AN EXPRESSION OF A PRINCIPLE OR
  • 00:10:29.249 --> 00:10:31.118
  • AN EXPRESSION OF A PRINCIPLE ORVALUE ONLY LOOKS LIKE THIS.
  • 00:10:31.118 --> 00:10:32.319
  • VALUE ONLY LOOKS LIKE THIS.THAT IS SO NOT TRUE.
  • 00:10:32.319 --> 00:10:33.720
  • THAT IS SO NOT TRUE.AND THE ENEMY WOULD LOVE FOR
  • 00:10:33.720 --> 00:10:35.889
  • AND THE ENEMY WOULD LOVE FORYOU TO THINK THAT, 'CAUSE THEN
  • 00:10:35.889 --> 00:10:39.026
  • YOU TO THINK THAT, 'CAUSE THENHE CAN CONTROL YOU.
  • 00:10:39.026 --> 00:10:39.693
  • HE CAN CONTROL YOU.THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN
  • 00:10:39.693 --> 00:10:40.894
  • THERE'S A DIFFERENCE BETWEENVALUES, AND METHODS...AND
  • 00:10:40.894 --> 00:10:43.897
  • VALUES, AND METHODS...ANDMODELS.
  • 00:10:43.897 --> 00:10:44.898
  • MODELS.AND, SOMETIMES, I SEE THIS --
  • 00:10:44.898 --> 00:10:45.899
  • AND, SOMETIMES, I SEE THIS --AND I DON'T MEAN THIS IN
  • 00:10:45.899 --> 00:10:47.200
  • AND I DON'T MEAN THIS INCRITICAL, BECAUSE I THINK IT'S
  • 00:10:47.200 --> 00:10:49.603
  • CRITICAL, BECAUSE I THINK IT'SACTUALLY PART OF THE PROCESS --
  • 00:10:49.603 --> 00:10:51.605
  • ACTUALLY PART OF THE PROCESS --I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE DUPLICATE
  • 00:10:51.605 --> 00:10:53.807
  • I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE DUPLICATEWHAT WE'RE DOING HERE IN THEIR
  • 00:10:53.807 --> 00:10:54.908
  • WHAT WE'RE DOING HERE IN THEIRHOME CHURCH, OR THEIR HOME --
  • 00:10:54.908 --> 00:10:55.509
  • HOME CHURCH, OR THEIR HOME --WHATEVER THEIR CONTEXT.
  • 00:10:55.509 --> 00:10:57.177
  • WHATEVER THEIR CONTEXT.AND IT DOESN'T WORK.
  • 00:10:57.177 --> 00:10:58.512
  • AND IT DOESN'T WORK.IT DOESN'T WORK BECAUSE THEY'RE
  • 00:10:58.512 --> 00:11:00.247
  • IT DOESN'T WORK BECAUSE THEY'RETRYING TO DUPLICATE A METHOD,
  • 00:11:00.247 --> 00:11:02.416
  • TRYING TO DUPLICATE A METHOD,NOT TO GET A HOLD OF THE VALUE
  • 00:11:02.416 --> 00:11:04.284
  • NOT TO GET A HOLD OF THE VALUEAND FIND OUT WHAT'S THEIR
  • 00:11:04.284 --> 00:11:05.819
  • AND FIND OUT WHAT'S THEIRUNIQUE EXPRESSION OF THAT
  • 00:11:05.819 --> 00:11:07.320
  • UNIQUE EXPRESSION OF THATVALUE.
  • 00:11:07.320 --> 00:11:08.822
  • VALUE.[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:11:08.822 --> 00:11:09.790
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]AND I FEEL LIKE THE LORD'S
  • 00:11:09.790 --> 00:11:10.891
  • AND I FEEL LIKE THE LORD'SGONNA TAKE ALL OF US INTO A
  • 00:11:10.891 --> 00:11:12.859
  • GONNA TAKE ALL OF US INTO ALEVEL OF WISDOM OF HOW TO
  • 00:11:12.859 --> 00:11:14.561
  • LEVEL OF WISDOM OF HOW TODISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE TWO.
  • 00:11:14.561 --> 00:11:15.896
  • DISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE TWO.'CAUSE WE ALL LIKE TO WEAR THE
  • 00:11:15.896 --> 00:11:16.797
  • 'CAUSE WE ALL LIKE TO WEAR THESAME CLOTHES.
  • 00:11:16.797 --> 00:11:17.497
  • SAME CLOTHES."OH, THAT'S THE CLOTHES YOU
  • 00:11:17.497 --> 00:11:17.964
  • "OH, THAT'S THE CLOTHES YOUWEAR.
  • 00:11:17.964 --> 00:11:18.665
  • WEAR.I'M GONNA PUT ON THAT CLOTHES.
  • 00:11:18.665 --> 00:11:19.800
  • I'M GONNA PUT ON THAT CLOTHES.OKAY."
  • 00:11:19.800 --> 00:11:20.367
  • OKAY."AND WE LIKE TO FOLLOW
  • 00:11:20.367 --> 00:11:20.767
  • AND WE LIKE TO FOLLOWMETHODOLOGY.
  • 00:11:20.767 --> 00:11:21.802
  • METHODOLOGY.AND WE THINK THAT'LL PRODUCE
  • 00:11:21.802 --> 00:11:23.203
  • AND WE THINK THAT'LL PRODUCEIT.
  • 00:11:23.203 --> 00:11:24.071
  • IT.NO. IT'S A VALUE SYSTEM.
  • 00:11:24.071 --> 00:11:25.272
  • NO. IT'S A VALUE SYSTEM.SO, WHEN WE HAVE BRIAN AND MY
  • 00:11:25.272 --> 00:11:26.640
  • SO, WHEN WE HAVE BRIAN AND MYDAD SHARING THEIR HEART, I
  • 00:11:26.640 --> 00:11:27.641
  • DAD SHARING THEIR HEART, IREALIZED THAT, MY GOODNESS,
  • 00:11:27.641 --> 00:11:28.575
  • REALIZED THAT, MY GOODNESS,THEIR VALUE SYSTEMS ARE ALMOST
  • 00:11:28.575 --> 00:11:31.578
  • THEIR VALUE SYSTEMS ARE ALMOSTTHE EXACT SAME.
  • 00:11:31.578 --> 00:11:33.480
  • THE EXACT SAME.BUT YET, THEIR MOVEMENTS
  • 00:11:33.480 --> 00:11:34.781
  • BUT YET, THEIR MOVEMENTSEXPRESS IT SO DIFFERENTLY FROM
  • 00:11:34.781 --> 00:11:36.550
  • EXPRESS IT SO DIFFERENTLY FROMEACH OTHER.
  • 00:11:36.550 --> 00:11:37.718
  • EACH OTHER.AND IT'S NOT LIKE ONE'S BETTER
  • 00:11:37.718 --> 00:11:38.385
  • AND IT'S NOT LIKE ONE'S BETTERTHAN THE OTHER.
  • 00:11:38.385 --> 00:11:39.252
  • THAN THE OTHER.NO.
  • 00:11:39.252 --> 00:11:40.253
  • NO.IT WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:11:40.253 --> 00:11:42.556
  • IT WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFULDEMONSTRATION OF THAT VALUE CAN
  • 00:11:42.556 --> 00:11:44.624
  • DEMONSTRATION OF THAT VALUE CANBE THE SAME, BUT THE WAY IT'S
  • 00:11:44.624 --> 00:11:45.792
  • BE THE SAME, BUT THE WAY IT'SEXPRESSED CAN BE DIFFERENT.
  • 00:11:45.792 --> 00:11:49.029
  • ORIGINALITY SHOULD BE ONE OF
  • 00:11:50.363 --> 00:11:51.264
  • ORIGINALITY SHOULD BE ONE OFYOUR MAIN GOALS IN LIFE, THAT
  • 00:11:51.264 --> 00:11:51.998
  • YOUR MAIN GOALS IN LIFE, THATYOU GO TO THE END OF YOUR LIFE
  • 00:11:51.998 --> 00:11:52.766
  • YOU GO TO THE END OF YOUR LIFEAND SAY: I WAS AS ORIGINAL AS I
  • 00:11:52.766 --> 00:11:55.268
  • AND SAY: I WAS AS ORIGINAL AS IKNEW HOW I COULD BE.
  • 00:11:55.268 --> 00:11:58.338
  • [SOUND OF CHOPPING]
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  • [SOUND OF CHOPPING]♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪
  • 00:12:01.308 --> 00:12:04.311
  • ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪♪ LORD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:12:04.311 --> 00:12:06.413
  • ♪ LORD OF ALL ♪[CLATTERING]
  • 00:12:06.413 --> 00:12:08.548
  • [CLATTERING][LAUGHTER]
  • 00:12:08.548 --> 00:12:09.182
  • [LAUGHTER]- DAUGHTER: MAMA, CAN YOU
  • 00:12:09.182 --> 00:12:10.484
  • - DAUGHTER: MAMA, CAN YOUDANCE WITH ME?
  • 00:12:10.484 --> 00:12:12.586
  • DANCE WITH ME?- MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!
  • 00:12:12.586 --> 00:12:14.888
  • - MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!OH...YEAH...
  • 00:12:14.888 --> 00:12:20.127
  • OH...YEAH...[MIRTHFUL SOUNDS]
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  • [MIRTHFUL SOUNDS][VOCALIZING]
  • 00:12:21.795 --> 00:12:24.931
  • - MALE ANNOUNCER: IN "KINGDOM
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  • INHERITANCE," BILL JOHNSON AND
  • 00:12:29.336 --> 00:12:30.904
  • HIS FELLOW BETHEL TEACHERS
  • 00:12:30.904 --> 00:12:32.005
  • REVEAL HOW TO EMBRACE AND WIELD
  • 00:12:32.005 --> 00:12:33.940
  • THE AUTHORITY GOD HAS ALREADY
  • 00:12:33.940 --> 00:12:35.842
  • GIVEN YOU IN KING JESUS.
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  • THIS CD SET IS YOURS, TODAY, IN
  • 00:12:37.043 --> 00:12:40.380
  • THANKS FOR ANY GIFT OF SUPPORT.
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  • AND FOR A GIFT OF $150 OR MORE,
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  • WE'LL ALSO SEND YOU THE
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  • SIX-MESSAGE DVD SET
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  • "SONS & DAUGHTERS," AND THE
  • 00:12:46.419 --> 00:12:48.255
  • "SUPERNATURAL WAYS OF ROYALTY"
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  • WORKBOOK TO TAKE YOU FARTHER IN
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  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TO
  • 00:12:53.894 --> 00:12:55.529
  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TOREQUEST THESE POWERFUL
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  • REQUEST THESE POWERFULRESOURCES.
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  • RESOURCES.[MUSIC]
  • 00:12:58.565 --> 00:12:59.432
  • [MUSIC]- ANDREW TALLE: THE LORD SPOKE
  • 00:12:59.432 --> 00:13:00.367
  • - ANDREW TALLE: THE LORD SPOKETO ME REALLY STRONGLY THAT: I
  • 00:13:00.367 --> 00:13:01.735
  • TO ME REALLY STRONGLY THAT: IWANT YOU TO DO A CODING SCHOOL.
  • 00:13:01.735 --> 00:13:03.103
  • WANT YOU TO DO A CODING SCHOOL.AND, I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE JOB,
  • 00:13:03.103 --> 00:13:05.238
  • AND, I'LL TAKE CARE OF THE JOB,IF YOU FOLLOW THROUGH.
  • 00:13:05.238 --> 00:13:06.673
  • IF YOU FOLLOW THROUGH.AFTER BETHEL TECH, I GOT THE
  • 00:13:06.673 --> 00:13:08.642
  • AFTER BETHEL TECH, I GOT THECALL TO COME OUT HERE TO THE
  • 00:13:08.642 --> 00:13:10.744
  • CALL TO COME OUT HERE TO THEBAY AREA AND START MY
  • 00:13:10.744 --> 00:13:13.246
  • BAY AREA AND START MYAPPRENTICESHIP WITH IBM.
  • 00:13:13.246 --> 00:13:13.980
  • APPRENTICESHIP WITH IBM.AND THE LORD WANTS TO DO WHAT
  • 00:13:13.980 --> 00:13:16.216
  • HE WANTS TO PUT HIS KIDS THAT
  • 00:13:18.485 --> 00:13:19.252
  • HE WANTS TO PUT HIS KIDS THATCARRY HIS SPIRIT INTO THE MOST
  • 00:13:19.252 --> 00:13:20.387
  • CARRY HIS SPIRIT INTO THE MOSTINFLUENTIAL PLACES
  • 00:13:20.387 --> 00:13:22.689
  • [APPLAUSE]
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  • [APPLAUSE]- ERIC: I REMEMBER IN MY
  • 00:13:28.228 --> 00:13:29.996
  • - ERIC: I REMEMBER IN MYEARLIER YEARS IN PREACHING.
  • 00:13:29.996 --> 00:13:30.697
  • EARLIER YEARS IN PREACHING.I'M JUST GONNA PICK ON MYSELF
  • 00:13:30.697 --> 00:13:31.798
  • I'M JUST GONNA PICK ON MYSELFAND JUST TELL A LITTLE BIT
  • 00:13:31.798 --> 00:13:33.900
  • AND JUST TELL A LITTLE BITABOUT MY OWN JOURNEY.
  • 00:13:33.900 --> 00:13:35.635
  • ABOUT MY OWN JOURNEY.I WOULD COPY BANNING LIEBSCHER.
  • 00:13:35.635 --> 00:13:36.670
  • I WOULD COPY BANNING LIEBSCHER.WHY?
  • 00:13:36.670 --> 00:13:37.304
  • WHY?'CAUSE BANNING'S AWESOME!
  • 00:13:37.304 --> 00:13:38.572
  • 'CAUSE BANNING'S AWESOME!HE'S A GREAT COMMUNICATOR.
  • 00:13:38.572 --> 00:13:39.206
  • HE'S A GREAT COMMUNICATOR.HE IS LINEAR.
  • 00:13:39.206 --> 00:13:40.240
  • HE IS LINEAR.HE'S, LIKE, GOT IT ALL LAID
  • 00:13:40.240 --> 00:13:42.108
  • THERE'S THE MODEL THAT'S
  • 00:13:43.910 --> 00:13:44.845
  • THERE'S THE MODEL THAT'STOTALLY GONNA WORK FOR ME.
  • 00:13:44.845 --> 00:13:46.146
  • TOTALLY GONNA WORK FOR ME.AND I TRIED THAT FOR YEARS!
  • 00:13:46.146 --> 00:13:49.216
  • AND I TRIED THAT FOR YEARS!AND IT STANK!
  • 00:13:49.216 --> 00:13:51.084
  • AND IT STANK![LAUGHTER]
  • 00:13:51.084 --> 00:13:52.786
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THEN, I FOUND JUDAH SMITH.
  • 00:13:52.786 --> 00:13:53.854
  • AND THEN, I FOUND JUDAH SMITH.I'M LIKE: OH! JUDAH SMITH!
  • 00:13:53.854 --> 00:13:55.322
  • I'M LIKE: OH! JUDAH SMITH!AND THEN, I REALIZED I CAN'T
  • 00:13:55.322 --> 00:13:55.989
  • AND THEN, I REALIZED I CAN'TSING, SO I BETTER MOVE AWAY
  • 00:13:55.989 --> 00:13:57.257
  • SING, SO I BETTER MOVE AWAYFROM THAT MODEL.
  • 00:13:57.257 --> 00:13:58.959
  • FROM THAT MODEL.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:13:58.959 --> 00:14:00.493
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THEN, I FOLLOWED MY DAD.
  • 00:14:00.493 --> 00:14:01.895
  • AND THEN, I FOLLOWED MY DAD.MY DAD'S A MASSIVE INFLUENCE
  • 00:14:01.895 --> 00:14:03.663
  • MY DAD'S A MASSIVE INFLUENCEON MY LIFE.
  • 00:14:03.663 --> 00:14:04.764
  • ON MY LIFE.AND SO, I STUDIED HOW HE
  • 00:14:04.764 --> 00:14:05.665
  • AND SO, I STUDIED HOW HEPREACHED, HOW HE STUDIED, HOW
  • 00:14:05.665 --> 00:14:07.300
  • PREACHED, HOW HE STUDIED, HOWHE COMMUNICATED.
  • 00:14:07.300 --> 00:14:08.735
  • HE COMMUNICATED.AND THEN, I STUDIED
  • 00:14:08.735 --> 00:14:10.403
  • I STUDIED A LOT OF PEOPLE
  • 00:14:11.638 --> 00:14:12.405
  • OVER THE YEARS.
  • 00:14:12.405 --> 00:14:12.973
  • WHAT AM I DOING?
  • 00:14:12.973 --> 00:14:14.074
  • I'M PUTTING ON THEIR ARMOUR TO
  • 00:14:14.074 --> 00:14:15.041
  • FIND OUT: NO, THAT
  • 00:14:15.041 --> 00:14:15.942
  • DOESN'T WORK.
  • 00:14:15.942 --> 00:14:17.510
  • LET ME TRY THIS ONE.
  • 00:14:17.510 --> 00:14:19.746
  • AND ALL IT DID FOR ME IS HELP
  • 00:14:19.746 --> 00:14:21.815
  • ME TO NAVIGATE FOR ME TO FIND
  • 00:14:21.815 --> 00:14:23.083
  • OUT MY OWN UNIQUE VOICE, MY OWN
  • 00:14:23.083 --> 00:14:23.984
  • UNIQUE EXPRESSION OF WHAT'S
  • 00:14:23.984 --> 00:14:27.454
  • GOING ON INSIDE.
  • 00:14:27.454 --> 00:14:29.022
  • BUT I NEVER COULD DO THAT IF I
  • 00:14:29.022 --> 00:14:30.290
  • DIDN'T TRY ON 20
  • 00:14:30.290 --> 00:14:33.793
  • PEOPLE'S ARMOUR.
  • 00:14:33.793 --> 00:14:34.427
  • SO, DON'T AVOID COPYING
  • 00:14:34.427 --> 00:14:38.198
  • SOMEBODY IS MY POINT.
  • 00:14:38.198 --> 00:14:38.932
  • AND I KNOW YOU'RE TOLD,
  • 00:14:38.932 --> 00:14:39.466
  • "DON'T COPY PEOPLE."
  • 00:14:39.466 --> 00:14:40.500
  • NO! COPY 'EM!
  • 00:14:40.500 --> 00:14:42.302
  • IMITATE ME, 'CAUSE I'M
  • 00:14:43.603 --> 00:14:45.739
  • IMITATE ME, 'CAUSE I'MIMITATING CHRIST.
  • 00:14:45.739 --> 00:14:46.439
  • IMITATING CHRIST.SO, THERE'S ACTUALLY NOTHING
  • 00:14:46.439 --> 00:14:47.908
  • SO, THERE'S ACTUALLY NOTHINGWRONG WITH COPYING.
  • 00:14:47.908 --> 00:14:50.277
  • WRONG WITH COPYING.JUST DON'T END THERE.
  • 00:14:50.277 --> 00:14:54.714
  • JUST DON'T END THERE.COPY UNTIL YOU FIND YOURSELF.
  • 00:14:54.714 --> 00:14:56.016
  • COPY UNTIL YOU FIND YOURSELF.ARE YOU GUYS ALIVE TONIGHT?
  • 00:14:56.016 --> 00:15:00.153
  • ARE YOU GUYS ALIVE TONIGHT?[AUDIENCE RESPONDS]
  • 00:15:00.153 --> 00:15:02.522
  • [AUDIENCE RESPONDS]LAST ONE, FOR NOW.
  • 00:15:02.522 --> 00:15:04.424
  • LAST ONE, FOR NOW.YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW YOU WORK.
  • 00:15:04.424 --> 00:15:05.859
  • YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW YOU WORK.YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW
  • 00:15:05.859 --> 00:15:07.560
  • YOU NEED TO LEARN HOWYOU'RE WIRED.
  • 00:15:07.560 --> 00:15:08.628
  • YOU'RE WIRED.YOU NEED TO-- YOU NEED TO
  • 00:15:08.628 --> 00:15:11.031
  • YOU NEED TO-- YOU NEED TOSTUDY YOURSELF.
  • 00:15:11.031 --> 00:15:13.099
  • STUDY YOURSELF.AND I DON'T MEAN NAVEL-GAZING
  • 00:15:13.099 --> 00:15:13.934
  • AND I DON'T MEAN NAVEL-GAZINGTO FIGURE OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH
  • 00:15:13.934 --> 00:15:14.601
  • TO FIGURE OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITHYOUR LIFE.
  • 00:15:14.601 --> 00:15:15.168
  • YOUR LIFE.THAT IS NOT WHAT I'M
  • 00:15:15.168 --> 00:15:16.036
  • THAT IS NOT WHAT I'MREFERRING TO.
  • 00:15:16.036 --> 00:15:16.803
  • REFERRING TO.BUT ACTUALLY FIGURE OUT
  • 00:15:16.803 --> 00:15:18.538
  • BUT ACTUALLY FIGURE OUTHOW YOU WORK.
  • 00:15:18.538 --> 00:15:20.974
  • HOW YOU WORK.AND I KNOW I'VE SHARED THIS
  • 00:15:20.974 --> 00:15:22.042
  • AND I KNOW I'VE SHARED THISSTORY IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT
  • 00:15:22.042 --> 00:15:22.742
  • STORY IN A COMPLETELY DIFFERENTCONTEXT, BUT IT'S BEEN A WHILE
  • 00:15:22.742 --> 00:15:23.443
  • CONTEXT, BUT IT'S BEEN A WHILEAND I WANNA-- I WANNA USE IT
  • 00:15:23.443 --> 00:15:27.180
  • HOW YOU WORK.
  • 00:15:28.682 --> 00:15:29.916
  • HOW YOU WORK.SO, I ALLUDED TO EARLIER HOW I
  • 00:15:29.916 --> 00:15:31.518
  • SO, I ALLUDED TO EARLIER HOW IWAS COPYING HOW BANNING
  • 00:15:31.518 --> 00:15:32.385
  • WAS COPYING HOW BANNINGPREACHED, HOW JUDAH PREACHED.
  • 00:15:32.385 --> 00:15:33.119
  • PREACHED, HOW JUDAH PREACHED.THAT WAS A VERY SHORT-LIVED ONE
  • 00:15:33.119 --> 00:15:34.554
  • THAT WAS A VERY SHORT-LIVED ONE'CAUSE HE SINGS AND
  • 00:15:34.554 --> 00:15:35.255
  • 'CAUSE HE SINGS ANDTHAT'S CHEATING.
  • 00:15:35.255 --> 00:15:36.690
  • THAT'S CHEATING.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:36.690 --> 00:15:38.792
  • [LAUGHTER]A JEREMY COMES UP HERE-- JEREMY
  • 00:15:38.792 --> 00:15:39.559
  • A JEREMY COMES UP HERE-- JEREMYRIDDLE COMES UP HERE AND CLOSES
  • 00:15:39.559 --> 00:15:40.393
  • RIDDLE COMES UP HERE AND CLOSESWORSHIP AND SINGS.
  • 00:15:40.393 --> 00:15:41.394
  • WORSHIP AND SINGS.I'M LIKE: "DUDE, YOU
  • 00:15:41.394 --> 00:15:41.962
  • I'M LIKE: "DUDE, YOUCAN'T DO THAT.
  • 00:15:41.962 --> 00:15:42.595
  • CAN'T DO THAT.IT MAKES ALL OF US LOOK
  • 00:15:42.595 --> 00:15:44.097
  • IT MAKES ALL OF US LOOKREALLY BAD.
  • 00:15:44.097 --> 00:15:44.564
  • REALLY BAD.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:44.564 --> 00:15:45.298
  • [LAUGHTER]WHEN YOU COME UP HERE AND CLOSE
  • 00:15:45.298 --> 00:15:46.266
  • WHEN YOU COME UP HERE AND CLOSEWORSHIP AND SING YOUR WAY--
  • 00:15:46.266 --> 00:15:48.601
  • WORSHIP AND SING YOUR WAY--IT--"
  • 00:15:48.601 --> 00:15:49.602
  • IT--"NONE OF YOU KNOW WHAT I'M
  • 00:15:49.602 --> 00:15:50.236
  • NONE OF YOU KNOW WHAT I'MTALKIN' ABOUT 'CAUSE YOU
  • 00:15:50.236 --> 00:15:50.971
  • TALKIN' ABOUT 'CAUSE YOUHAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS POSITION.
  • 00:15:50.971 --> 00:15:51.604
  • HAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS POSITION.SO...
  • 00:15:51.604 --> 00:15:52.539
  • SO...[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:15:52.539 --> 00:15:53.173
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THEN, I COPIED MY DAD
  • 00:15:53.173 --> 00:15:55.408
  • AND THEN, I COPIED MY DADFOR A SEASON.
  • 00:15:55.408 --> 00:15:56.076
  • FOR A SEASON.I LITERALLY COPIED MY DAD.
  • 00:15:56.076 --> 00:15:56.810
  • I LITERALLY COPIED MY DAD.AND, IN SOME WAYS, I STILL DRAW
  • 00:15:56.810 --> 00:15:57.711
  • AND, IN SOME WAYS, I STILL DRAWFROM HIM, OF COURSE.
  • 00:15:57.711 --> 00:15:58.845
  • FROM HIM, OF COURSE.THIS IS HOW HE LAYS IT OUT.
  • 00:15:58.845 --> 00:15:59.846
  • THIS IS HOW HE LAYS IT OUT.AND, HONESTLY, IT WAS REALLY
  • 00:15:59.846 --> 00:16:01.381
  • AND, HONESTLY, IT WAS REALLYGOOD FOR A SEASON.
  • 00:16:01.381 --> 00:16:02.549
  • GOOD FOR A SEASON.AND THEN, I FOUND OUT: OKAY.
  • 00:16:02.549 --> 00:16:04.084
  • AND THEN, I FOUND OUT: OKAY.THAT'S NOT WHO I AM, RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:16:04.084 --> 00:16:06.219
  • THAT'S NOT WHO I AM, RIGHT NOW.I'M GONNA TAKE PARTS OF IT, BUT
  • 00:16:06.219 --> 00:16:07.053
  • I'M GONNA TAKE PARTS OF IT, BUTI'M GONNA FIND MY OWN UNIQUE
  • 00:16:07.053 --> 00:16:08.288
  • I'M GONNA FIND MY OWN UNIQUEEXPRESSION.
  • 00:16:08.288 --> 00:16:10.957
  • EXPRESSION.SO, IN THAT SEASON-- THIS
  • 00:16:10.957 --> 00:16:12.125
  • SO, IN THAT SEASON-- THISREALLY BEGAN WHEN I WAS, LIKE,
  • 00:16:12.125 --> 00:16:14.561
  • REALLY BEGAN WHEN I WAS, LIKE,23 YEARS OLD.
  • 00:16:14.561 --> 00:16:15.628
  • 23 YEARS OLD.AND, I WAS A YOUTH PASTOR, AS I
  • 00:16:15.628 --> 00:16:17.864
  • AND, I WAS A YOUTH PASTOR, AS IMENTIONED.
  • 00:16:17.864 --> 00:16:19.566
  • MENTIONED.AND, USUALLY, YOUTH PASTORS,
  • 00:16:19.566 --> 00:16:22.702
  • AND, USUALLY, YOUTH PASTORS,YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO PREACH AT
  • 00:16:22.702 --> 00:16:24.337
  • YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO PREACH ATLEAST...YOU KNOW, AT LEAST ONCE
  • 00:16:24.337 --> 00:16:25.338
  • LEAST...YOU KNOW, AT LEAST ONCEIN A WHILE, IF NOT EVERY WEEK.
  • 00:16:25.338 --> 00:16:26.072
  • IN A WHILE, IF NOT EVERY WEEK.AND, IN THIS CASE, NO ONE ELSE
  • 00:16:26.072 --> 00:16:26.873
  • AND, IN THIS CASE, NO ONE ELSEWOULD, 'CAUSE I WAS THE YOUTH
  • 00:16:26.873 --> 00:16:27.640
  • WOULD, 'CAUSE I WAS THE YOUTHPASTOR OF A SMALL YOUTH GROUP
  • 00:16:27.640 --> 00:16:30.477
  • PASTOR OF A SMALL YOUTH GROUPIN WEAVERVILLE.
  • 00:16:30.477 --> 00:16:31.378
  • IN WEAVERVILLE.AND SO, I DIDN'T WANNA PREACH.
  • 00:16:31.378 --> 00:16:32.012
  • AND SO, I DIDN'T WANNA PREACH.IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH
  • 00:16:32.012 --> 00:16:33.246
  • IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITHPUBLIC-- BEING IN FRONT
  • 00:16:33.246 --> 00:16:34.114
  • PUBLIC-- BEING IN FRONTOF PEOPLE.
  • 00:16:34.114 --> 00:16:35.281
  • OF PEOPLE.IT HAD NOTHING-- NO FEAR IN ME.
  • 00:16:35.281 --> 00:16:37.250
  • IT HAD NOTHING-- NO FEAR IN ME.THERE WAS NOTHING OF
  • 00:16:37.250 --> 00:16:37.884
  • THERE WAS NOTHING OFTHAT NATURE.
  • 00:16:37.884 --> 00:16:38.618
  • THAT NATURE.IT JUST-- I JUST
  • 00:16:38.618 --> 00:16:39.953
  • IT JUST-- I JUSTDIDN'T WANT TO.
  • 00:16:39.953 --> 00:16:40.920
  • DIDN'T WANT TO.AND SO, THIS IS HOW OUR YOUTH
  • 00:16:40.920 --> 00:16:43.156
  • AND SO, THIS IS HOW OUR YOUTHSERVICES WOULD GO.
  • 00:16:43.156 --> 00:16:43.923
  • SERVICES WOULD GO.OUR WORSHIP WOULD BE
  • 00:16:43.923 --> 00:16:44.491
  • OUR WORSHIP WOULD BEREALLY LONG.
  • 00:16:44.491 --> 00:16:45.258
  • REALLY LONG.LIKE, I WOULD MAKE WORSHIP GO
  • 00:16:45.258 --> 00:16:47.193
  • LIKE, I WOULD MAKE WORSHIP GOREALLY LONG.
  • 00:16:47.193 --> 00:16:48.528
  • REALLY LONG.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:16:48.528 --> 00:16:49.829
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THEN, WE WOULD ROLL RIGHT
  • 00:16:49.829 --> 00:16:51.398
  • AND THEN, WE WOULD ROLL RIGHTINTO MINISTRY TIME.
  • 00:16:51.398 --> 00:16:52.999
  • INTO MINISTRY TIME.SO, I TOOK OUT THE WHOLE
  • 00:16:52.999 --> 00:16:54.467
  • SO, I TOOK OUT THE WHOLEMESSAGE PART AND I SAID: I
  • 00:16:54.467 --> 00:16:54.968
  • MESSAGE PART AND I SAID: IAIN'T DOING THAT.
  • 00:16:54.968 --> 00:16:55.702
  • AIN'T DOING THAT.I'M JUST GONNA MAKE WORSHIP GO
  • 00:16:55.702 --> 00:16:56.669
  • I'M JUST GONNA MAKE WORSHIP GOREALLY LONG.
  • 00:16:56.669 --> 00:16:57.337
  • REALLY LONG.SO, LIKE SIX MONTHS, TWELVE
  • 00:16:57.337 --> 00:16:58.872
  • SO, LIKE SIX MONTHS, TWELVEMONTHS GOES BY, AND MY WIFE
  • 00:16:58.872 --> 00:17:01.107
  • MONTHS GOES BY, AND MY WIFEPULLED ME ASIDE, SAID,
  • 00:17:01.107 --> 00:17:02.308
  • PULLED ME ASIDE, SAID,"WORSHIP IS WAY TOO LONG."
  • 00:17:02.308 --> 00:17:03.009
  • "WORSHIP IS WAY TOO LONG."I'M LIKE: "WHAT ARE YOU
  • 00:17:03.009 --> 00:17:03.543
  • I'M LIKE: "WHAT ARE YOUTALKIN' ABOUT?
  • 00:17:03.543 --> 00:17:05.678
  • TALKIN' ABOUT?THE LORD IS SHOWING UP.
  • 00:17:05.678 --> 00:17:07.280
  • THE LORD IS SHOWING UP.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:07.280 --> 00:17:08.114
  • [LAUGHTER]DO YOU NOT SEE THEM CRYING?
  • 00:17:08.114 --> 00:17:09.115
  • DO YOU NOT SEE THEM CRYING?DO YOU NOT SEE THE KIDS
  • 00:17:09.115 --> 00:17:10.417
  • DO YOU NOT SEE THE KIDSLAID OUT?
  • 00:17:10.417 --> 00:17:11.551
  • LAID OUT?DO YOU NOT SEE THE MIRACLES
  • 00:17:11.551 --> 00:17:12.652
  • DO YOU NOT SEE THE MIRACLESIN THE ROOM?"
  • 00:17:12.652 --> 00:17:13.453
  • IN THE ROOM?"SHE'S LIKE, "ERIC, WORSHIP
  • 00:17:13.453 --> 00:17:14.821
  • SHE'S LIKE, "ERIC, WORSHIPIS TOO LONG."
  • 00:17:14.821 --> 00:17:16.556
  • IS TOO LONG."I'M ALL: "NO...NO, NO, NO."
  • 00:17:16.556 --> 00:17:17.991
  • I'M ALL: "NO...NO, NO, NO."I DIDN'T DO THAT PART.
  • 00:17:17.991 --> 00:17:20.226
  • I DIDN'T DO THAT PART.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:20.226 --> 00:17:21.394
  • [LAUGHTER]NO WAY WOULD I DO THAT TO
  • 00:17:21.394 --> 00:17:25.098
  • NO WAY WOULD I DO THAT TOCANDACE...EVER IN MY LIFE WOULD
  • 00:17:25.098 --> 00:17:27.934
  • CANDACE...EVER IN MY LIFE WOULDI SHOW HER MY HAND.
  • 00:17:27.934 --> 00:17:28.668
  • I SHOW HER MY HAND.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:17:28.668 --> 00:17:29.736
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THAT REALLY BEGAN THIS,
  • 00:17:29.736 --> 00:17:30.937
  • AND THAT REALLY BEGAN THIS,LIKE: YEAH, MAYBE WORSHIP
  • 00:17:30.937 --> 00:17:32.839
  • LIKE: YEAH, MAYBE WORSHIPIS A LITTLE LONG.
  • 00:17:32.839 --> 00:17:33.673
  • IS A LITTLE LONG.AND I BEGAN TO REALIZE: I'M
  • 00:17:33.673 --> 00:17:35.475
  • AND I BEGAN TO REALIZE: I'MAVOIDING SPEAKING AT ALL COSTS.
  • 00:17:35.475 --> 00:17:38.178
  • AVOIDING SPEAKING AT ALL COSTS.AT ALL COSTS.
  • 00:17:38.178 --> 00:17:39.179
  • AT ALL COSTS.AND JUDAH SMITH CAME TO TOWN.
  • 00:17:39.179 --> 00:17:40.680
  • AND JUDAH SMITH CAME TO TOWN.HE SPOKE AT A CONFERENCE HERE.
  • 00:17:40.680 --> 00:17:41.915
  • HE SPOKE AT A CONFERENCE HERE.I BELIEVE THE CONFERENCE WAS
  • 00:17:41.915 --> 00:17:43.583
  • I BELIEVE THE CONFERENCE WASCALLED THE CALL.
  • 00:17:43.583 --> 00:17:44.217
  • CALLED THE CALL.THIS WAS BEFORE LOU ENGLE
  • 00:17:44.217 --> 00:17:44.951
  • THIS WAS BEFORE LOU ENGLECALLED HIS EVENT THE CALL.
  • 00:17:44.951 --> 00:17:47.720
  • CALLED HIS EVENT THE CALL.AND, WHAT WE WOULD DO IS WE'D
  • 00:17:47.720 --> 00:17:48.455
  • AND, WHAT WE WOULD DO IS WE'DHAVE THE SPEAKER OF THE
  • 00:17:48.455 --> 00:17:49.155
  • HAVE THE SPEAKER OF THECONFERENCE HERE COME UP TO
  • 00:17:49.155 --> 00:17:49.789
  • CONFERENCE HERE COME UP TOWEAVERVILLE AND DO A
  • 00:17:49.789 --> 00:17:50.557
  • WEAVERVILLE AND DO ASUNDAY MORNING.
  • 00:17:50.557 --> 00:17:52.058
  • SUNDAY MORNING.AND THIS WAS A LONG TIME AGO.
  • 00:17:52.058 --> 00:17:53.726
  • AND THIS WAS A LONG TIME AGO.AND JUDAH WAS TWO YEARS YOUNGER
  • 00:17:53.726 --> 00:17:54.861
  • AND JUDAH WAS TWO YEARS YOUNGERTHAN ME, WHICH MADE IT WORSE.
  • 00:17:54.861 --> 00:17:56.396
  • THAN ME, WHICH MADE IT WORSE.IT'S LIKE: HOW CAN THAT BE
  • 00:17:56.396 --> 00:17:58.031
  • IT'S LIKE: HOW CAN THAT BEPOSSIBLE THAT YOU'RE BETTER
  • 00:17:58.031 --> 00:17:59.032
  • POSSIBLE THAT YOU'RE BETTERTHAN ME BUT YOU'RE YOUNGER THAN
  • 00:17:59.032 --> 00:17:59.899
  • THAN ME BUT YOU'RE YOUNGER THANME?
  • 00:17:59.899 --> 00:18:00.834
  • ME?[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:00.834 --> 00:18:01.835
  • [LAUGHTER]THAT'S HOW COMPETITIVE I AM.
  • 00:18:01.835 --> 00:18:03.703
  • THAT'S HOW COMPETITIVE I AM.I JUST...EXPOSED MYSELF.
  • 00:18:03.703 --> 00:18:05.338
  • I JUST...EXPOSED MYSELF.SO, HE CAME UP AND HE SPOKE.
  • 00:18:05.338 --> 00:18:06.406
  • SO, HE CAME UP AND HE SPOKE.AND I STILL REMEMBER THIS
  • 00:18:06.406 --> 00:18:06.873
  • AND I STILL REMEMBER THISMESSAGE.
  • 00:18:06.873 --> 00:18:08.208
  • MESSAGE.THIS WAS ABOUT 18, 19 YEARS
  • 00:18:08.208 --> 00:18:08.975
  • THIS WAS ABOUT 18, 19 YEARSAGO.
  • 00:18:08.975 --> 00:18:10.443
  • AGO.I STILL REMEMBER THIS MESSAGE
  • 00:18:10.443 --> 00:18:12.378
  • I STILL REMEMBER THIS MESSAGEABOUT CLAY WATER POTS, THE CLAY
  • 00:18:12.378 --> 00:18:13.746
  • ABOUT CLAY WATER POTS, THE CLAYPOTS IN THE BIBLE.
  • 00:18:13.746 --> 00:18:14.681
  • POTS IN THE BIBLE.WONDERFUL MESSAGE.
  • 00:18:14.681 --> 00:18:16.149
  • WONDERFUL MESSAGE.SO, HE PREACHED AND I'M JUST
  • 00:18:16.149 --> 00:18:18.551
  • SO, HE PREACHED AND I'M JUSTLIKE IN COMPLETE AWE OF HIS
  • 00:18:18.551 --> 00:18:20.120
  • LIKE IN COMPLETE AWE OF HISABILITY TO COMMUNICATE.
  • 00:18:20.120 --> 00:18:21.554
  • ABILITY TO COMMUNICATE.AND, OBVIOUSLY, THE WORD WAS
  • 00:18:21.554 --> 00:18:22.822
  • AND, OBVIOUSLY, THE WORD WASJUST SUPER IMPACTING.
  • 00:18:22.822 --> 00:18:24.491
  • JUST SUPER IMPACTING.AND SO, HE DID SOMETHING THAT I
  • 00:18:24.491 --> 00:18:26.426
  • AND SO, HE DID SOMETHING THAT IHAD NEVER SEEN HIM DO UP UNTIL
  • 00:18:26.426 --> 00:18:26.860
  • HAD NEVER SEEN HIM DO UP UNTILTHAT POINT.
  • 00:18:26.860 --> 00:18:28.094
  • THAT POINT.I'M SURE HE DOES IT NORMALLY.
  • 00:18:28.094 --> 00:18:30.296
  • I'M SURE HE DOES IT NORMALLY.I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND HIM
  • 00:18:30.296 --> 00:18:31.231
  • I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND HIMENOUGH TO NOTICE IT.
  • 00:18:31.231 --> 00:18:31.965
  • ENOUGH TO NOTICE IT.AND SO, HE'S DONE PREACHING AND
  • 00:18:31.965 --> 00:18:32.732
  • AND SO, HE'S DONE PREACHING ANDHE MOVES INTO PROPHETIC
  • 00:18:32.732 --> 00:18:33.166
  • HE MOVES INTO PROPHETICMINISTRY.
  • 00:18:33.166 --> 00:18:34.067
  • MINISTRY.AND HE IS JUST...CALLIN' PEOPLE
  • 00:18:34.067 --> 00:18:35.168
  • AND HE IS JUST...CALLIN' PEOPLEOUT -- WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE,
  • 00:18:35.168 --> 00:18:35.802
  • OUT -- WORDS OF KNOWLEDGE,PROPHETIC...
  • 00:18:35.802 --> 00:18:37.337
  • PROPHETIC...HE'S JUST-- JUST GOING FOR IT.
  • 00:18:37.337 --> 00:18:38.805
  • HE'S JUST-- JUST GOING FOR IT.AND IT WAS SO AMAZING TO SEE.
  • 00:18:38.805 --> 00:18:40.607
  • AND IT WAS SO AMAZING TO SEE.'CAUSE I HAD LISTENED TO SOME
  • 00:18:40.607 --> 00:18:42.075
  • 'CAUSE I HAD LISTENED TO SOMEOF HIS CDs, BUT THEY WOULD
  • 00:18:42.075 --> 00:18:44.644
  • OF HIS CDs, BUT THEY WOULDALWAYS CUT IT OFF BEFORE
  • 00:18:44.644 --> 00:18:45.211
  • ALWAYS CUT IT OFF BEFORETHE MINISTRY TIME.
  • 00:18:45.211 --> 00:18:45.879
  • THE MINISTRY TIME.BUT THE GUY WAS JUST MOVING.
  • 00:18:45.879 --> 00:18:47.213
  • BUT THE GUY WAS JUST MOVING.AND IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, HE
  • 00:18:47.213 --> 00:18:48.114
  • AND IN THE MIDDLE OF IT, HEGOES, "WHERE'S PASTOR ERIC?"
  • 00:18:48.114 --> 00:18:49.315
  • GOES, "WHERE'S PASTOR ERIC?"AND SO, I HAPPENED TO BE OVER
  • 00:18:49.315 --> 00:18:49.916
  • AND SO, I HAPPENED TO BE OVERTHERE, IN OUR BUILDING
  • 00:18:49.916 --> 00:18:53.486
  • THERE, IN OUR BUILDINGIN WEAVERVILLE.
  • 00:18:53.486 --> 00:18:54.087
  • IN WEAVERVILLE."WHERE'S PASTOR ERIC?"
  • 00:18:54.087 --> 00:18:54.821
  • "WHERE'S PASTOR ERIC?"AND I SAID, "I'M OVER HERE."
  • 00:18:54.821 --> 00:18:55.388
  • AND I SAID, "I'M OVER HERE."AND HE SAID, "COME."
  • 00:18:55.388 --> 00:18:56.156
  • AND HE SAID, "COME."I CAME UP HERE.
  • 00:18:56.156 --> 00:18:56.823
  • I CAME UP HERE.AND, HE LOOKED AT ME AND HE
  • 00:18:56.823 --> 00:18:57.524
  • AND, HE LOOKED AT ME AND HESAID, UM--
  • 00:18:57.524 --> 00:18:58.758
  • SAID, UM--AND FOR THE PREVIOUS SIX
  • 00:18:58.758 --> 00:19:00.126
  • AND FOR THE PREVIOUS SIXMONTHS, I HAD THIS PRIVATE
  • 00:19:00.126 --> 00:19:01.895
  • MONTHS, I HAD THIS PRIVATEPRAYER TO GOD: "GOD, YOU EITHER
  • 00:19:01.895 --> 00:19:02.996
  • PRAYER TO GOD: "GOD, YOU EITHERNEED TO GIVE ME A DESIRE TO
  • 00:19:02.996 --> 00:19:04.731
  • NEED TO GIVE ME A DESIRE TOPREACH, OR, I NEED A CHANGE.
  • 00:19:04.731 --> 00:19:05.832
  • PREACH, OR, I NEED A CHANGE.LIKE, I NEED TO STOP BEING A
  • 00:19:05.832 --> 00:19:07.000
  • LIKE, I NEED TO STOP BEING AYOUTH PASTOR, 'CAUSE...MY WIFE
  • 00:19:07.000 --> 00:19:08.468
  • YOUTH PASTOR, 'CAUSE...MY WIFETELLS ME WORSHIP IS TOO LONG."
  • 00:19:08.468 --> 00:19:10.937
  • TELLS ME WORSHIP IS TOO LONG."[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:10.937 --> 00:19:11.971
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THIS WAS SIX MONTHS.
  • 00:19:11.971 --> 00:19:12.972
  • AND THIS WAS SIX MONTHS.NO ONE KNEW THIS.
  • 00:19:12.972 --> 00:19:14.641
  • NO ONE KNEW THIS.I WAS JUST ALL INTERNAL AND I'M
  • 00:19:14.641 --> 00:19:15.508
  • I WAS JUST ALL INTERNAL AND I'MJUST PRAYING.
  • 00:19:15.508 --> 00:19:15.975
  • JUST PRAYING.AND...
  • 00:19:15.975 --> 00:19:16.676
  • AND...SO, HE CALLS ME OUT AND HE
  • 00:19:16.676 --> 00:19:17.877
  • SO, HE CALLS ME OUT AND HEGIVES ME TWO PROPHETIC WORDS.
  • 00:19:17.877 --> 00:19:19.512
  • GIVES ME TWO PROPHETIC WORDS.I'LL JUST TELL YOU THE FIRST
  • 00:19:19.512 --> 00:19:20.813
  • I'LL JUST TELL YOU THE FIRSTPART THAT'S RELEVANT FOR NOW.
  • 00:19:20.813 --> 00:19:21.848
  • PART THAT'S RELEVANT FOR NOW.AND HE SAID: "THE LORD IS GOING
  • 00:19:21.848 --> 00:19:23.283
  • AND HE SAID: "THE LORD IS GOINGTO CHANGE THE WAY YOU STUDY AND
  • 00:19:23.283 --> 00:19:24.484
  • TO CHANGE THE WAY YOU STUDY ANDCHANGE THE WAY YOU PREACH."
  • 00:19:24.484 --> 00:19:25.451
  • CHANGE THE WAY YOU PREACH."AND I-- IT WAS ONE OF THOSE
  • 00:19:25.451 --> 00:19:26.119
  • AND I-- IT WAS ONE OF THOSEPRIVATE THINGS.
  • 00:19:26.119 --> 00:19:27.720
  • PRIVATE THINGS.AND HE GAVE IT TO ME AND IT HIT
  • 00:19:27.720 --> 00:19:28.688
  • AND HE GAVE IT TO ME AND IT HITME HARD.
  • 00:19:28.688 --> 00:19:29.689
  • ME HARD.ALL I KNOW -- I WENT FROM
  • 00:19:29.689 --> 00:19:32.225
  • ALL I KNOW -- I WENT FROMHAVING ABSOLUTELY NO DESIRE.
  • 00:19:32.225 --> 00:19:32.892
  • HAVING ABSOLUTELY NO DESIRE.I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING,
  • 00:19:32.892 --> 00:19:33.293
  • I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING,I WAS LIKE:
  • 00:19:33.293 --> 00:19:34.861
  • I WAS LIKE:GIVE ME A MICROPHONE.
  • 00:19:34.861 --> 00:19:36.396
  • GIVE ME A MICROPHONE.I'M...READY TO GO.
  • 00:19:36.396 --> 00:19:37.330
  • I'M...READY TO GO.[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:19:37.330 --> 00:19:37.931
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]BUT HERE'S THE PROBLEM.
  • 00:19:37.931 --> 00:19:38.431
  • BUT HERE'S THE PROBLEM.[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:19:38.431 --> 00:19:38.865
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]YEAH...YEAH.
  • 00:19:38.865 --> 00:19:39.666
  • YEAH...YEAH.YEAH.
  • 00:19:39.666 --> 00:19:40.867
  • YEAH.THE WORST PART COMES NEXT.
  • 00:19:40.867 --> 00:19:41.968
  • THE WORST PART COMES NEXT.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:41.968 --> 00:19:42.869
  • [LAUGHTER]THE DESIRE WAS THERE; THE SKILL
  • 00:19:42.869 --> 00:19:44.437
  • THE DESIRE WAS THERE; THE SKILLWAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.
  • 00:19:44.437 --> 00:19:46.706
  • WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:19:46.706 --> 00:19:50.476
  • [LAUGHTER]IT WAS SO BAD.
  • 00:19:50.476 --> 00:19:52.478
  • IT WAS SO BAD.I MEAN, THE DESIRE'S WHAT KEPT
  • 00:19:52.478 --> 00:19:53.346
  • I MEAN, THE DESIRE'S WHAT KEPTME ALIVE FOR THOSE YEARS OF
  • 00:19:53.346 --> 00:19:55.582
  • ME ALIVE FOR THOSE YEARS OFSPEAKING EVERY WEEK.
  • 00:19:55.582 --> 00:19:56.482
  • SPEAKING EVERY WEEK.I WAS LIKE: I'M PASSIONATE.
  • 00:19:56.482 --> 00:19:57.550
  • I WAS LIKE: I'M PASSIONATE.BUT IT WAS THE WORST...IT WAS
  • 00:19:57.550 --> 00:20:01.321
  • BUT IT WAS THE WORST...IT WASJUST BAD.
  • 00:20:01.321 --> 00:20:02.021
  • JUST BAD.I'LL JUST TELL YOU THAT, RIGHT
  • 00:20:02.021 --> 00:20:02.355
  • I'LL JUST TELL YOU THAT, RIGHTNOW.
  • 00:20:02.355 --> 00:20:03.289
  • NOW.I DON'T KNOW IF ANY KIDS ARE
  • 00:20:03.289 --> 00:20:04.457
  • I DON'T KNOW IF ANY KIDS ARESTILL FOLLOWING THE LORD TODAY
  • 00:20:04.457 --> 00:20:05.892
  • STILL FOLLOWING THE LORD TODAYBECAUSE OF THAT SEASON.
  • 00:20:05.892 --> 00:20:06.559
  • BECAUSE OF THAT SEASON.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:20:06.559 --> 00:20:07.327
  • [LAUGHTER]I-I DON'T KNOW.
  • 00:20:07.327 --> 00:20:08.695
  • I-I DON'T KNOW.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:20:08.695 --> 00:20:09.562
  • [LAUGHTER]IT WOULDN'T SURPRISE ME IF ALL
  • 00:20:09.562 --> 00:20:10.363
  • IT WOULDN'T SURPRISE ME IF ALLOF THEM, LIKE, SAID, "YEAH, I
  • 00:20:10.363 --> 00:20:11.464
  • OF THEM, LIKE, SAID, "YEAH, IDON'T KNOW ABOUT..."
  • 00:20:11.464 --> 00:20:11.965
  • DON'T KNOW ABOUT..."NO, I'M KIDDING.
  • 00:20:11.965 --> 00:20:13.099
  • NO, I'M KIDDING.THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE.
  • 00:20:13.099 --> 00:20:13.533
  • THAT SOUNDS HORRIBLE.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:20:13.533 --> 00:20:14.567
  • [LAUGHTER]BUT, IT WAS JUST BAD.
  • 00:20:14.567 --> 00:20:16.169
  • BUT, IT WAS JUST BAD.AND THAT WAS A SEASON, LIKE,
  • 00:20:16.169 --> 00:20:16.836
  • AND THAT WAS A SEASON, LIKE,I'M TRYING ON EVERYBODY'S
  • 00:20:16.836 --> 00:20:17.437
  • I'M TRYING ON EVERYBODY'SARMOUR.
  • 00:20:17.437 --> 00:20:18.171
  • ARMOUR.I'M TRYIN' THIS ONE, I'M TRYING
  • 00:20:18.171 --> 00:20:18.938
  • I'M TRYIN' THIS ONE, I'M TRYINGTHIS ONE...
  • 00:20:18.938 --> 00:20:20.073
  • THIS ONE...AND THIS WENT ON FOR A PERIOD
  • 00:20:20.073 --> 00:20:20.773
  • AND THIS WENT ON FOR A PERIODOF TIME.
  • 00:20:20.773 --> 00:20:21.708
  • OF TIME.AND I'M PASSIONATE, AND, EVERY
  • 00:20:21.708 --> 00:20:23.109
  • AND I'M PASSIONATE, AND, EVERYTHURSDAY MORNING, I WOULD HAVE
  • 00:20:23.109 --> 00:20:24.143
  • THURSDAY MORNING, I WOULD HAVEMILD DEPRESSION, LIKE: I QUIT!
  • 00:20:24.143 --> 00:20:26.646
  • MILD DEPRESSION, LIKE: I QUIT!I QUIT!
  • 00:20:26.646 --> 00:20:27.714
  • I QUIT!AND I WOULD QUIT ALL THE WAY TO
  • 00:20:27.714 --> 00:20:28.281
  • AND I WOULD QUIT ALL THE WAY TOTHE NEXT WEDNESDAY.
  • 00:20:28.281 --> 00:20:30.049
  • THE NEXT WEDNESDAY.AND I-- MY DESIRE WOULD GET ME
  • 00:20:30.049 --> 00:20:31.351
  • AND I-- MY DESIRE WOULD GET MEUP IN FRONT OF THE KIDS AGAIN.
  • 00:20:31.351 --> 00:20:32.118
  • UP IN FRONT OF THE KIDS AGAIN.IT WAS JUST A REALLY BAD SEASON
  • 00:20:32.118 --> 00:20:34.020
  • IT WAS JUST A REALLY BAD SEASONOF COMMUNICATION FOR ME.
  • 00:20:34.020 --> 00:20:34.887
  • OF COMMUNICATION FOR ME.AND MY BIGGEST ISSUE WAS I
  • 00:20:34.887 --> 00:20:36.089
  • AND MY BIGGEST ISSUE WAS IDIDN'T KNOW HOW TO GET THIS
  • 00:20:36.089 --> 00:20:38.558
  • DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO GET THISOUT.
  • 00:20:38.558 --> 00:20:39.959
  • OUT.I KNEW WHAT THE LORD WAS
  • 00:20:39.959 --> 00:20:40.994
  • I KNEW WHAT THE LORD WASSPEAKING TO ME.
  • 00:20:40.994 --> 00:20:41.928
  • SPEAKING TO ME.I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS LIKE
  • 00:20:41.928 --> 00:20:43.963
  • I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS LIKETHIS DOWNLOAD!
  • 00:20:43.963 --> 00:20:45.131
  • THIS DOWNLOAD!BANDWIDTH WAS WIDE.
  • 00:20:45.131 --> 00:20:46.232
  • BANDWIDTH WAS WIDE.GOD WAS JUST SPEAKING.
  • 00:20:46.232 --> 00:20:47.533
  • GOD WAS JUST SPEAKING.BUT I COULD NOT GET IT OUT.
  • 00:20:47.533 --> 00:20:49.035
  • BUT I COULD NOT GET IT OUT.EVERY TIME I WOULD GO TO
  • 00:20:49.035 --> 00:20:50.069
  • EVERY TIME I WOULD GO TOARTICULATE IT, IT WOULD FAIL
  • 00:20:50.069 --> 00:20:52.472
  • ARTICULATE IT, IT WOULD FAILMISERABLY.
  • 00:20:52.472 --> 00:20:54.040
  • MISERABLY.SO, THIS WENT ON FOR SOME TIME.
  • 00:20:54.040 --> 00:20:55.508
  • SO, THIS WENT ON FOR SOME TIME.AND I'M GETTING TO THE END OF
  • 00:20:55.508 --> 00:20:57.744
  • AND I'M GETTING TO THE END OFMY, LIKE-- MY DESIRE IS
  • 00:20:57.744 --> 00:20:59.245
  • MY, LIKE-- MY DESIRE ISSTARTING TO BE AFFECTED BY JUST
  • 00:20:59.245 --> 00:21:00.546
  • STARTING TO BE AFFECTED BY JUSTUTTER FAILURE.
  • 00:21:00.546 --> 00:21:01.514
  • UTTER FAILURE.ANYBODY EVER BEEN THERE?
  • 00:21:01.514 --> 00:21:02.048
  • ANYBODY EVER BEEN THERE?YEAH.
  • 00:21:02.048 --> 00:21:04.150
  • YEAH.AND SO, I'M FINALLY IN MY
  • 00:21:04.150 --> 00:21:05.818
  • AND SO, I'M FINALLY IN MYOFFICE, AND...I DON'T REMEMBER
  • 00:21:05.818 --> 00:21:06.586
  • OFFICE, AND...I DON'T REMEMBERWHAT THE TIMELINE, EXACTLY.
  • 00:21:06.586 --> 00:21:07.420
  • WHAT THE TIMELINE, EXACTLY.IT WAS A WHILE.
  • 00:21:07.420 --> 00:21:08.688
  • IT WAS A WHILE.AND I'M SITTING THERE AND I'M
  • 00:21:08.688 --> 00:21:09.656
  • AND I'M SITTING THERE AND I'MHAVING THIS CONVERSATION WITH
  • 00:21:09.656 --> 00:21:10.556
  • HAVING THIS CONVERSATION WITHTHE LORD.
  • 00:21:10.556 --> 00:21:11.624
  • THE LORD.IT'S LIKE: "GOD, THIS IS-- I
  • 00:21:11.624 --> 00:21:13.092
  • IT'S LIKE: "GOD, THIS IS-- INEED HELP.
  • 00:21:13.092 --> 00:21:14.327
  • NEED HELP.THIS IS-- JUDAH SAID YOU'D
  • 00:21:14.327 --> 00:21:15.361
  • THIS IS-- JUDAH SAID YOU'DCHANGE THE WAY I STUDY AND
  • 00:21:15.361 --> 00:21:16.429
  • CHANGE THE WAY I STUDY ANDCHANGE THE WAY I PREACH.
  • 00:21:16.429 --> 00:21:17.163
  • CHANGE THE WAY I PREACH.AND I DON'T SEE ANY OF THAT
  • 00:21:17.163 --> 00:21:18.031
  • AND I DON'T SEE ANY OF THATHAPPENING.
  • 00:21:18.031 --> 00:21:18.765
  • HAPPENING.AND I'M TRYING EVERYTHING I
  • 00:21:18.765 --> 00:21:19.799
  • AND I'M TRYING EVERYTHING IKNOW HOW TO DO."
  • 00:21:19.799 --> 00:21:20.900
  • KNOW HOW TO DO."HE SAID: ERIC, GET OUT A PIECE
  • 00:21:20.900 --> 00:21:21.434
  • HE SAID: ERIC, GET OUT A PIECEOF PAPER.
  • 00:21:21.434 --> 00:21:22.535
  • OF PAPER.I SAID, "ALL RIGHT."
  • 00:21:22.535 --> 00:21:23.536
  • I SAID, "ALL RIGHT."SO, I GOT OUT AN OLD YELLOW
  • 00:21:23.536 --> 00:21:24.270
  • SO, I GOT OUT AN OLD YELLOWLEGAL PAD.
  • 00:21:24.270 --> 00:21:25.138
  • LEGAL PAD.ANYBODY REMEMBER THOSE?
  • 00:21:25.138 --> 00:21:27.273
  • ANYBODY REMEMBER THOSE?AND I GOT OUT AND OLD YELLOW
  • 00:21:27.273 --> 00:21:28.374
  • AND I GOT OUT AND OLD YELLOWLEGAL PAD AND I BELIEVE IT WAS
  • 00:21:28.374 --> 00:21:30.076
  • LEGAL PAD AND I BELIEVE IT WASA BIC BALLPOINT BLUE PEN.
  • 00:21:30.076 --> 00:21:32.078
  • A BIC BALLPOINT BLUE PEN.AND I SAT THERE, AND I HEARD
  • 00:21:32.078 --> 00:21:33.646
  • AND I SAT THERE, AND I HEARDTHE HOLY SPIRIT SAY: JUST START
  • 00:21:33.646 --> 00:21:35.014
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT SAY: JUST STARTWRITING DOWN WHAT YOU'RE
  • 00:21:35.014 --> 00:21:35.581
  • WRITING DOWN WHAT YOU'RETHINKING, RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:21:35.581 --> 00:21:36.749
  • THINKING, RIGHT NOW.ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:21:36.749 --> 00:21:37.350
  • ALL RIGHT.I CAN DO THAT.
  • 00:21:37.350 --> 00:21:38.785
  • I CAN DO THAT.SO, I JUST STARTED WRITING
  • 00:21:38.785 --> 00:21:39.319
  • SO, I JUST STARTED WRITINGDOWN.
  • 00:21:39.319 --> 00:21:40.820
  • DOWN.AND IT WAS-- YOU KNOW, IT WAS
  • 00:21:40.820 --> 00:21:42.789
  • AND IT WAS-- YOU KNOW, IT WASNOT DONE IN ANY LINEAR FASHION.
  • 00:21:42.789 --> 00:21:44.190
  • NOT DONE IN ANY LINEAR FASHION.IT WAS A PHRASE HERE, I'D
  • 00:21:44.190 --> 00:21:46.125
  • IT WAS A PHRASE HERE, I'DCIRCLE IT, I'D MAKE A LINE OVER
  • 00:21:46.125 --> 00:21:47.460
  • CIRCLE IT, I'D MAKE A LINE OVERHERE, I MAKE ANOTHER PHRASE...
  • 00:21:47.460 --> 00:21:48.795
  • HERE, I MAKE ANOTHER PHRASE...AND, PRETTY SOON -- I DON'T
  • 00:21:48.795 --> 00:21:49.729
  • AND, PRETTY SOON -- I DON'TKNOW, A FEW MINUTES WENT BY --
  • 00:21:49.729 --> 00:21:51.097
  • KNOW, A FEW MINUTES WENT BY --AND, PRETTY SOON, THE ENTIRE
  • 00:21:51.097 --> 00:21:52.865
  • AND, PRETTY SOON, THE ENTIREONE PAGE IS COVERED WITH
  • 00:21:52.865 --> 00:21:54.934
  • ONE PAGE IS COVERED WITHTHOUGHTS AND CONCEPTS.
  • 00:21:54.934 --> 00:21:56.469
  • THOUGHTS AND CONCEPTS.BUT NOTHING WENT IN ANY ORDERLY
  • 00:21:56.469 --> 00:21:57.503
  • BUT NOTHING WENT IN ANY ORDERLYFASHION.
  • 00:21:57.503 --> 00:21:58.371
  • FASHION.IT WAS KIND OF JUST ALL OVER
  • 00:21:58.371 --> 00:21:59.939
  • IT WAS KIND OF JUST ALL OVERTHE MAP -- ALL OVER THE PAGE,
  • 00:21:59.939 --> 00:22:01.074
  • THE MAP -- ALL OVER THE PAGE,IF YOU WILL.
  • 00:22:01.074 --> 00:22:02.241
  • IF YOU WILL.MY STUFF WAS WRITTEN SIDEWAYS,
  • 00:22:02.241 --> 00:22:03.376
  • MY STUFF WAS WRITTEN SIDEWAYS,DOWN THIS SIDE, AND IT WAS--
  • 00:22:03.376 --> 00:22:05.278
  • DOWN THIS SIDE, AND IT WAS--BUT-- SO, I GET DONE WITH THAT,
  • 00:22:05.278 --> 00:22:07.547
  • BUT-- SO, I GET DONE WITH THAT,AND, SO, I'M DONE.
  • 00:22:07.547 --> 00:22:08.314
  • AND, SO, I'M DONE.AND THEN, I HEARD THE
  • 00:22:08.314 --> 00:22:09.549
  • AND THEN, I HEARD THEHOLY SPIRIT SAY:
  • 00:22:09.549 --> 00:22:10.116
  • HOLY SPIRIT SAY:THIS IS HOW YOUR BRAIN
  • 00:22:10.116 --> 00:22:11.451
  • THIS IS HOW YOUR BRAINPROCESSES INFORMATION AND THIS
  • 00:22:11.451 --> 00:22:13.186
  • PROCESSES INFORMATION AND THISIS HOW I COMMUNICATE TO YOU.
  • 00:22:13.186 --> 00:22:16.456
  • IS HOW I COMMUNICATE TO YOU.IF YOU WANNA ASK ME SOME OF MY
  • 00:22:16.456 --> 00:22:18.224
  • IF YOU WANNA ASK ME SOME OF MYTOP ENCOUNTERS WITH THE LORD IN
  • 00:22:18.224 --> 00:22:19.559
  • TOP ENCOUNTERS WITH THE LORD INMY LIFE, THAT IS ONE OF 'EM,
  • 00:22:19.559 --> 00:22:20.159
  • MY LIFE, THAT IS ONE OF 'EM,RIGHT THERE.
  • 00:22:20.159 --> 00:22:21.527
  • RIGHT THERE.I DIDN'T FALL OUT, I DIDN'T-- I
  • 00:22:21.527 --> 00:22:23.129
  • I DIDN'T FALL OUT, I DIDN'T-- IDIDN'T FEEL NOTHING.
  • 00:22:23.129 --> 00:22:25.398
  • DIDN'T FEEL NOTHING.I FELT THE MOST AMOUNT OF
  • 00:22:25.398 --> 00:22:27.166
  • I FELT THE MOST AMOUNT OFLIBERATION UP UNTIL THAT POINT
  • 00:22:27.166 --> 00:22:28.000
  • LIBERATION UP UNTIL THAT POINTIN MY LIFE.
  • 00:22:28.000 --> 00:22:29.235
  • IN MY LIFE.I BEGAN TO WRITE: "OH.
  • 00:22:29.235 --> 00:22:31.104
  • I BEGAN TO WRITE: "OH.THIS IS HOW I FUNCTION.
  • 00:22:31.104 --> 00:22:32.538
  • THIS IS HOW I FUNCTION.THIS IS HOW-- THIS IS HOW MY
  • 00:22:32.538 --> 00:22:34.841
  • THIS IS HOW-- THIS IS HOW MYMIND WORKS.
  • 00:22:34.841 --> 00:22:36.642
  • MIND WORKS.IT WORKS IN THIS FASHION.
  • 00:22:36.642 --> 00:22:37.810
  • IT WORKS IN THIS FASHION.AND THIS IS HOW THE LORD SPEAKS
  • 00:22:37.810 --> 00:22:38.544
  • AND THIS IS HOW THE LORD SPEAKSTO ME."
  • 00:22:38.544 --> 00:22:39.946
  • TO ME."WHEN I WAS TRYING TO GET THE
  • 00:22:39.946 --> 00:22:42.882
  • WHEN I WAS TRYING TO GET THELORD IN A LINEAR A, B, C, D, E,
  • 00:22:42.882 --> 00:22:46.419
  • LORD IN A LINEAR A, B, C, D, E,F, G, AND IT WAS UTTER FAILURE.
  • 00:22:46.419 --> 00:22:48.121
  • F, G, AND IT WAS UTTER FAILURE.AND WHEN I REALIZED, "IF I CAN
  • 00:22:48.121 --> 00:22:49.389
  • AND WHEN I REALIZED, "IF I CANDO THIS..." THE LORD GAVE ME A
  • 00:22:49.389 --> 00:22:50.957
  • DO THIS..." THE LORD GAVE ME AFRAMEWORK THAT HE COULD FILL
  • 00:22:50.957 --> 00:22:53.092
  • FRAMEWORK THAT HE COULD FILLFOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:22:53.092 --> 00:22:55.962
  • FOR THE REMAINDER OF MY LIFE.NOW, THAT'S MY OWN STORY.
  • 00:22:55.962 --> 00:22:56.963
  • NOW, THAT'S MY OWN STORY.AND I REALIZE NOT ALL OF YOU
  • 00:22:56.963 --> 00:22:57.830
  • AND I REALIZE NOT ALL OF YOUARE GONNA STAND UP HERE AND
  • 00:22:57.830 --> 00:22:58.297
  • ARE GONNA STAND UP HERE ANDPREACH.
  • 00:22:58.297 --> 00:22:59.432
  • PREACH.BUT THIS IS PART OF WHO I AM IS
  • 00:22:59.432 --> 00:23:00.933
  • BUT THIS IS PART OF WHO I AM ISDOING THIS ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:23:00.933 --> 00:23:03.069
  • DOING THIS ALL THE TIME.SO, I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU:
  • 00:23:03.069 --> 00:23:04.537
  • SO, I WANNA ENCOURAGE YOU:PURSUE THE LORD GOD.
  • 00:23:04.537 --> 00:23:07.140
  • PURSUE THE LORD GOD.HOW DO I WORK?
  • 00:23:07.140 --> 00:23:08.741
  • HOW DO I WORK?HOW DO I PROCESS INFORMATION?
  • 00:23:08.741 --> 00:23:09.776
  • HOW DO I PROCESS INFORMATION?IT'S SUPER PRACTICAL, BUT ONE
  • 00:23:09.776 --> 00:23:11.377
  • IT'S SUPER PRACTICAL, BUT ONEOF THE MOST LIBERATING THINGS I
  • 00:23:11.377 --> 00:23:12.412
  • OF THE MOST LIBERATING THINGS IHAVE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY
  • 00:23:12.412 --> 00:23:13.346
  • HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED IN MYLIFE.
  • 00:23:13.346 --> 00:23:14.480
  • LIFE.NOW, HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO ME?
  • 00:23:14.480 --> 00:23:17.183
  • NOW, HOW DO YOU SPEAK TO ME?WHY DO-- WHY, WHEN EVERYBODY
  • 00:23:17.183 --> 00:23:18.117
  • WHY DO-- WHY, WHEN EVERYBODYSAYS IT LOOKS THIS WAY, I THINK
  • 00:23:18.117 --> 00:23:19.118
  • SAYS IT LOOKS THIS WAY, I THINKIT LOOKS THIS WAY?
  • 00:23:19.118 --> 00:23:20.586
  • IT LOOKS THIS WAY?THAT'S AN INDICATION THAT YOU
  • 00:23:20.586 --> 00:23:21.821
  • THAT'S AN INDICATION THAT YOUHAVE A UNIQUE FRAMEWORK THAT
  • 00:23:21.821 --> 00:23:23.423
  • HAVE A UNIQUE FRAMEWORK THATYOU NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT THAT
  • 00:23:23.423 --> 00:23:25.291
  • YOU NEED TO FIND OUT WHAT THATLOOKS LIKE FOR YOU.
  • 00:23:25.291 --> 00:23:26.793
  • LOOKS LIKE FOR YOU.I LOVE IT, GOING INTO AN
  • 00:23:26.793 --> 00:23:28.127
  • I LOVE IT, GOING INTO ANENVIRONMENT, AND I SEE ONE
  • 00:23:28.127 --> 00:23:30.363
  • ENVIRONMENT, AND I SEE ONEPERSON STAND OUT AND EVERYBODY
  • 00:23:30.363 --> 00:23:32.398
  • PERSON STAND OUT AND EVERYBODYELSE IS IN MONOTONE.
  • 00:23:32.398 --> 00:23:33.533
  • ELSE IS IN MONOTONE.I LOVE IT!
  • 00:23:33.533 --> 00:23:34.834
  • I LOVE IT!BECAUSE THAT PERSON REFUSED TO
  • 00:23:34.834 --> 00:23:37.603
  • BECAUSE THAT PERSON REFUSED TOFIT INTO A MONOTONE WORLD.
  • 00:23:37.603 --> 00:23:38.304
  • FIT INTO A MONOTONE WORLD.- AUDIENCE MEMBER: WHOOH!!
  • 00:23:38.304 --> 00:23:38.905
  • - AUDIENCE MEMBER: WHOOH!!- ERIC: THEY SAID: NO.
  • 00:23:38.905 --> 00:23:39.772
  • - ERIC: THEY SAID: NO.I'M GONNA BE THE COLOR IN THE
  • 00:23:39.772 --> 00:23:40.606
  • I'M GONNA BE THE COLOR IN THEMIDDLE OF A MONOTONE WORLD.
  • 00:23:40.606 --> 00:23:42.275
  • MIDDLE OF A MONOTONE WORLD.[APPLAUSE]
  • 00:23:42.275 --> 00:23:43.209
  • [APPLAUSE]AND, RIGHT NOW, CULTURE IS
  • 00:23:43.209 --> 00:23:44.310
  • AND, RIGHT NOW, CULTURE ISTRYING TO GET EVERYONE TO BE
  • 00:23:44.310 --> 00:23:46.679
  • TRYING TO GET EVERYONE TO BETHE SAME.
  • 00:23:46.679 --> 00:23:48.681
  • THE SAME.CULTURE IS TRYING TO GET YOU TO
  • 00:23:48.681 --> 00:23:49.916
  • CULTURE IS TRYING TO GET YOU TOTHINK A CERTAIN WAY, ACT A
  • 00:23:49.916 --> 00:23:52.452
  • THINK A CERTAIN WAY, ACT ACERTAIN WAY, ACTUALLY HAVE NO
  • 00:23:52.452 --> 00:23:53.386
  • CERTAIN WAY, ACTUALLY HAVE NOBOUNDARIES, JUST BE LAWLESS IN
  • 00:23:53.386 --> 00:23:55.555
  • BOUNDARIES, JUST BE LAWLESS INNATURE!
  • 00:23:55.555 --> 00:23:57.490
  • NATURE!AND IT REQUIRES BELIEVERS TO
  • 00:23:57.490 --> 00:23:58.357
  • AND IT REQUIRES BELIEVERS TOREALIZE: I WILL NOT BE SHOVED
  • 00:23:58.357 --> 00:24:00.259
  • REALIZE: I WILL NOT BE SHOVEDINTO THAT BOX!
  • 00:24:00.259 --> 00:24:01.461
  • INTO THAT BOX!I WILL BE THE COLOR IN A
  • 00:24:01.461 --> 00:24:03.062
  • I WILL BE THE COLOR IN AMONOTONE WORLD!
  • 00:24:03.062 --> 00:24:03.796
  • MONOTONE WORLD![APPLAUSE]
  • 00:24:03.796 --> 00:24:04.530
  • [APPLAUSE]I WILL BE THE ONE WHO STANDS UP
  • 00:24:04.530 --> 00:24:06.299
  • I WILL BE THE ONE WHO STANDS UPAND SAYS, "WELL, I'M BLUE.
  • 00:24:06.299 --> 00:24:07.066
  • AND SAYS, "WELL, I'M BLUE.[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:24:07.066 --> 00:24:08.201
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]Y'ALL ARE GRAY?
  • 00:24:08.201 --> 00:24:08.801
  • Y'ALL ARE GRAY?I'M A BLUE ONE."
  • 00:24:08.801 --> 00:24:11.771
  • I'M A BLUE ONE."[APPLAUSE, CHEERS]
  • 00:24:11.771 --> 00:24:12.638
  • [APPLAUSE, CHEERS]ORIGINALITY SHOULD BE ONE OF
  • 00:24:12.638 --> 00:24:14.474
  • ORIGINALITY SHOULD BE ONE OFYOUR MAIN GOALS IN LIFE THAT
  • 00:24:14.474 --> 00:24:15.608
  • YOUR MAIN GOALS IN LIFE THATYOU GO TO THE END OF YOUR LIFE
  • 00:24:15.608 --> 00:24:16.542
  • YOU GO TO THE END OF YOUR LIFEAND SAY, "I WAS AS ORIGINAL AS
  • 00:24:16.542 --> 00:24:19.111
  • AND SAY, "I WAS AS ORIGINAL ASI KNEW HOW I COULD BE."
  • 00:24:19.111 --> 00:24:20.146
  • I KNEW HOW I COULD BE."- AUDIENCE MEMBER: YEAH!!
  • 00:24:20.146 --> 00:24:20.913
  • - AUDIENCE MEMBER: YEAH!!- ERIC: SO, YOU HAVE AN
  • 00:24:20.913 --> 00:24:23.382
  • AND WE PREACH THIS INCREDIBLE
  • 00:24:24.684 --> 00:24:25.651
  • AND WE PREACH THIS INCREDIBLEMESSAGE OF IDENTITY IN CHRIST.
  • 00:24:25.651 --> 00:24:26.886
  • MESSAGE OF IDENTITY IN CHRIST.BUT WE SOMETIMES GET LOST IN
  • 00:24:26.886 --> 00:24:27.587
  • BUT WE SOMETIMES GET LOST INTHAT AND DON'T ACTUALLY FIND
  • 00:24:27.587 --> 00:24:30.823
  • THAT AND DON'T ACTUALLY FINDOUT WHO WE ARE IN CHRIST.
  • 00:24:30.823 --> 00:24:32.959
  • OUT WHO WE ARE IN CHRIST.WHO ARE YOU?
  • 00:24:32.959 --> 00:24:34.760
  • WHO ARE YOU?"YOU DON'T KNOW MY STORY."
  • 00:24:34.760 --> 00:24:35.695
  • "YOU DON'T KNOW MY STORY."YOU'RE RIGHT -- I DON'T.
  • 00:24:35.695 --> 00:24:36.929
  • YOU'RE RIGHT -- I DON'T.BUT ALL I KNOW IS GOD IS THE
  • 00:24:36.929 --> 00:24:38.097
  • BUT ALL I KNOW IS GOD IS THEAUTHOR OF YOUR STORY AND HE'S
  • 00:24:38.097 --> 00:24:39.365
  • AUTHOR OF YOUR STORY AND HE'STHE ONE THAT CAN FINISH IT.
  • 00:24:39.365 --> 00:24:42.335
  • THE ONE THAT CAN FINISH IT.HE'S THE ONE THAT CAN REDEEM
  • 00:24:42.335 --> 00:24:44.170
  • HE'S THE ONE THAT CAN REDEEMWHAT THE ENEMY'S USED AGAINST
  • 00:24:44.170 --> 00:24:44.871
  • WHAT THE ENEMY'S USED AGAINSTYOU AND MAKE IT THE GREATEST
  • 00:24:44.871 --> 00:24:46.372
  • YOU AND MAKE IT THE GREATESTSTORY OF ALL.
  • 00:24:46.372 --> 00:24:47.673
  • STORY OF ALL.MAYBE THAT'S YOUR Y AND YOU
  • 00:24:47.673 --> 00:24:50.877
  • MAYBE THAT'S YOUR Y AND YOUJUST NEED TO EMBRACE IT.
  • 00:24:50.877 --> 00:24:52.745
  • STUDY HOW YOU THINK.
  • 00:24:55.781 --> 00:24:56.549
  • WHY DO CERTAIN THINGS STAND OUT
  • 00:24:56.549 --> 00:24:57.216
  • TO YOU AND IT STANDS OUT TO
  • 00:24:57.216 --> 00:24:58.284
  • NOBODY ELSE?
  • 00:24:58.284 --> 00:24:59.752
  • WHY DO CERTAIN THINGS BOTHER
  • 00:24:59.752 --> 00:25:01.787
  • YOU?
  • 00:25:01.787 --> 00:25:03.523
  • WHY ARE YOU-- WHY ARE YOU
  • 00:25:03.523 --> 00:25:05.691
  • SO DIFFERENT?
  • 00:25:05.691 --> 00:25:06.893
  • YOU GET IN A CERTAIN SITUATION
  • 00:25:06.893 --> 00:25:07.560
  • AND YOU FEEL LIKE THE BLACK
  • 00:25:07.560 --> 00:25:08.694
  • SHEEP.
  • 00:25:08.694 --> 00:25:09.495
  • YOU'RE LIKE: MAN, I FEEL REALLY
  • 00:25:09.495 --> 00:25:10.963
  • OUT OF PLACE.
  • 00:25:10.963 --> 00:25:11.797
  • INSTEAD OF BEING INSECURE,
  • 00:25:11.797 --> 00:25:13.533
  • LIKE: WHY DO I FEEL SO OUT OF
  • 00:25:15.067 --> 00:25:15.668
  • LIKE: WHY DO I FEEL SO OUT OFPLACE, RIGHT NOW?
  • 00:25:15.668 --> 00:25:16.636
  • PLACE, RIGHT NOW?IT COULD BE INDICATION THAT
  • 00:25:16.636 --> 00:25:17.670
  • IT COULD BE INDICATION THATYOU'RE BEGINNING TO FIND OUT
  • 00:25:17.670 --> 00:25:19.105
  • YOU'RE BEGINNING TO FIND OUTWHO YOU ARE.
  • 00:25:19.105 --> 00:25:21.507
  • WHO YOU ARE.OH, THIS IS WHO I AM.
  • 00:25:21.507 --> 00:25:22.542
  • OH, THIS IS WHO I AM.THIS IS WHY-- THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:25:22.542 --> 00:25:25.077
  • THIS IS WHY-- THIS IS WHATFLOATS MY BOAT.
  • 00:25:25.077 --> 00:25:25.745
  • FLOATS MY BOAT.- AUDIENCE MEMBER: YEAH!!
  • 00:25:25.745 --> 00:25:26.646
  • - AUDIENCE MEMBER: YEAH!!- ERIC: THIS IS WHAT MAKES MY
  • 00:25:26.646 --> 00:25:27.947
  • - ERIC: THIS IS WHAT MAKES MYCLOCK TICK.
  • 00:25:27.947 --> 00:25:29.782
  • CLOCK TICK.AND, ALL OF A SUDDEN, YOU STEP
  • 00:25:29.782 --> 00:25:31.884
  • AND, ALL OF A SUDDEN, YOU STEPINTO YOUR FREEDOM AND LIBERTY.
  • 00:25:31.884 --> 00:25:33.619
  • INTO YOUR FREEDOM AND LIBERTY.IT'S THE BEST-- IT'S THE BEST
  • 00:25:33.619 --> 00:25:36.055
  • IT'S THE BEST-- IT'S THE BESTTHING IN THE WORLD IS WHEN YOU
  • 00:25:36.055 --> 00:25:36.856
  • THING IN THE WORLD IS WHEN YOUSTEP INTO YOUR FREEDOM, INTO
  • 00:25:36.856 --> 00:25:38.724
  • STEP INTO YOUR FREEDOM, INTOYOUR LIBERTY THAT GOD DESIGNED
  • 00:25:38.724 --> 00:25:41.327
  • YOUR LIBERTY THAT GOD DESIGNEDFOR YOU.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]- MALE ANNOUNCER: YOU POSSESS
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  • - MALE ANNOUNCER: YOU POSSESSMORE HEAVENLY AUTHORITY, POWER,
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  • MORE HEAVENLY AUTHORITY, POWER,AND FAVOR THAN YOU'RE CURRENTLY
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  • BUT YOU CAN STEP INTO THIS
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  • HIGHER LEVEL OF LIVING SIMPLY
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  • BY DISCOVERING YOUR IDENTITY.
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  • IN "KINGDOM INHERITANCE," A
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  • FIVE-MESSAGE SERIES ON AUDIO
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  • CD, BILL JOHNSON AND HIS FELLOW
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  • BETHEL TEACHERS REVEAL HOW TO
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  • EMBRACE AND WIELD THE AUTHORITY
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  • GOD HAS ALREADY GIVEN YOU IN
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  • IT'S YOURS TODAY IN THANKS FOR
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  • IT'S YOURS TODAY IN THANKS FORANY GIFT OF SUPPORT TO TBN'S
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  • ANY GIFT OF SUPPORT TO TBN'SGLOBAL MISSION TO ADVANCE THE
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  • GLOBAL MISSION TO ADVANCE THEKINGDOM OF JESUS CHRIST.
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  • KINGDOM OF JESUS CHRIST.TO TAKE YOU FARTHER AND FASTER
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  • TO TAKE YOU FARTHER AND FASTERIN DISCOVERING YOUR TRUE
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  • IN DISCOVERING YOUR TRUEIDENTITY, WE'LL SEND YOU
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  • IDENTITY, WE'LL SEND YOUTHE SIX-MESSAGE DVD SET
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  • AND "THE SUPERNATURAL WAYS OF
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  • ROYALTY" WORKBOOK, PLUS THE
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  • ENTIRE "KINGDOM INHERITANCE"
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  • CD SET, IN THANKS FOR YOUR GIFT
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  • OF $150 OR MORE.
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  • CALL OR GO ONLINE, NOW, TO
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  • REQUEST THESE POWERFUL
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  • CALL 800-710-5090.
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  • CALL 800-710-5090.OR SHARE YOUR GIFT ONLINE WHEN
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  • [SOUND OF CHOPPING]
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  • [SOUND OF CHOPPING]♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪
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  • ♪ GOD, OUR FATHER ♪♪ LORD OF ALL ♪
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  • ♪ LORD OF ALL ♪[CLATTERING]
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  • [CLATTERING][LAUGHTER]
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  • [LAUGHTER]- DAUGHTER: MAMA, CAN YOU
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  • - DAUGHTER: MAMA, CAN YOUDANCE WITH ME?
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  • DANCE WITH ME?- MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!
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  • - MOTHER: OH, OF COURSE, BABE!OH...YEAH...
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  • OH...YEAH...[MIRTHFUL SOUNDS]
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  • [MIRTHFUL SOUNDS][VOCALIZING]
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