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September 28, 2020
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Better Together LIVE | Episode 116

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  • - LAURIE: GOD CREATED YOU
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  • - LAURIE: GOD CREATED YOUTO BE UNIQUELY YOU.
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  • TO BE UNIQUELY YOU.TODAY WE'RE LEARNING HOW
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  • TODAY WE'RE LEARNING HOWTO USE HIS TRUTH TO
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  • TO USE HIS TRUTH TOOVERCOME OUR INSECURITIES.
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  • OVERCOME OUR INSECURITIES.NOTHING WILL HINDER HIS
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  • NOTHING WILL HINDER HISPLAN, COME ON!
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  • PLAN, COME ON!LET'S TALK ABOUT IT.
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  • LET'S TALK ABOUT IT.♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪- JADA: MAN, WHAT
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  • - JADA: MAN, WHATA GREAT TOPIC, TO TALK
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  • A GREAT TOPIC, TO TALKABOUT BEING BRAVE IN THE
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  • ABOUT BEING BRAVE IN THEMIDST OF OUR INSECURITIES.
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  • MIDST OF OUR INSECURITIES.I LOVE THE IDEA.
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  • I LOVE THE IDEA.BECAUSE IT ALREADY IMPLIES
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  • BECAUSE IT ALREADY IMPLIESTHAT WE'LL NEVER GET RID
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  • THAT WE'LL NEVER GET RIDOF OUR INSECURITIES, BUT
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  • OF OUR INSECURITIES, BUTWE CAN PRESS THROUGH THEM
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  • WE CAN PRESS THROUGH THEMIN JESUS' NAME WITH THE
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  • IN JESUS' NAME WITH THEBOLDNESS OF GOD.
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  • BOLDNESS OF GOD.AND THIS IS SUCH A GREAT
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  • AND THIS IS SUCH A GREATTOPIC FOR ME PERSONALLY,
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  • TOPIC FOR ME PERSONALLY,BECAUSE WHEN I THINK ABOUT
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  • BECAUSE WHEN I THINK ABOUTMY LIFE STORY, Y'ALL, AS A
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  • MY LIFE STORY, Y'ALL, AS AGIRL, I WAS THE TOMBOY OF
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  • GIRL, I WAS THE TOMBOY OFTOMBOYS.
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  • TOMBOYS.I WAS TREE CLIMBING WITH
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  • I WAS TREE CLIMBING WITHMY SKIRTS ON AND MY MOTHER
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  • MY SKIRTS ON AND MY MOTHERWAS LIKE, YOU ARE BANNED
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  • WAS LIKE, YOU ARE BANNEDFROM SKIRTS UNTIL CHURCH.
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  • FROM SKIRTS UNTIL CHURCH.IT WAS JUST CRAZY.
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  • IT WAS JUST CRAZY.I WAS RACING BOYS OUT IN
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  • I WAS RACING BOYS OUT INTHE BACK TRYING TO BEAT
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  • THE BACK TRYING TO BEATPEOPLE IN TRACK AND FIELD.
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  • PEOPLE IN TRACK AND FIELD.IT WAS ALWAYS MY LIFE.
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  • IT WAS ALWAYS MY LIFE.I HAD A COUPLE OF
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  • I HAD A COUPLE OFGIRLFRIENDS AND A LOT OF
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  • GIRLFRIENDS AND A LOT OFGUY FRIENDS, BECAUSE THAT
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  • GUY FRIENDS, BECAUSE THATIS KIND OF WHERE I SAW
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  • IS KIND OF WHERE I SAWMYSELF IN.
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  • MYSELF IN.I THINK AS I GOT OLDER, I
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  • I THINK AS I GOT OLDER, IBECAME A LITTLE MORE
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  • BECAME A LITTLE MORECOMFORTABLE WITH WHO I
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  • COMFORTABLE WITH WHO IWAS, LIKE, HEY, YOU'RE
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  • WAS, LIKE, HEY, YOU'REJUST A LITTLE DIFFERENT,
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  • JUST A LITTLE DIFFERENT,YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE MORE
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  • YOU'RE JUST A LITTLE MOREDIRECT AND NO NONSENSE.
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  • DIRECT AND NO NONSENSE.THAT WAS FINE.
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  • THAT WAS FINE.I THINK RIGHT AS I WAS
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  • I THINK RIGHT AS I WASFEELING A LITTLE BIT OF
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  • FEELING A LITTLE BIT OFSECURITY IN WHO I WAS,
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  • SECURITY IN WHO I WAS,MAYBE EARLY COLLEGE, LATE
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  • MAYBE EARLY COLLEGE, LATECOLLEGE, THEN THE LORD
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  • COLLEGE, THEN THE LORDGIVES ME 2 TIMOTHY 4,
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  • GIVES ME 2 TIMOTHY 4,1 THROUGH 5 WHICH IS
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  • 1 THROUGH 5 WHICH ISBASICALLY LIKE THE
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  • BASICALLY LIKE THESCRIPTURE THAT I THINK MY
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  • SCRIPTURE THAT I THINK MYMINISTRY KIND OF BEGAN IN
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  • MINISTRY KIND OF BEGAN INMY HEART WITH.
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  • MY HEART WITH.HE WAS LIKE, YOU PREACH
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  • HE WAS LIKE, YOU PREACHTHE WORD, TELL THE TRUTH
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  • THE WORD, TELL THE TRUTHIN SEASON, OUT OF SEASON,
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  • IN SEASON, OUT OF SEASON,BE READY TO REPROVE,
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  • BE READY TO REPROVE,REBUKE WITH INSTRUCTIONS.
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  • REBUKE WITH INSTRUCTIONS.THE TIME'S COMING.
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  • THE TIME'S COMING.I REMEMBER A FRIEND
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  • I REMEMBER A FRIENDAFFIRMING THE SCRIPTURE
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  • AFFIRMING THE SCRIPTUREAND GOD GIVING ME THE
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  • AND GOD GIVING ME THESCRIPTURE AND I WAS LIKE,
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  • SCRIPTURE AND I WAS LIKE,WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO,
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  • WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO,LORD?
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  • LORD?BECAUSE EVERYBODY I SAW IN
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  • BECAUSE EVERYBODY I SAW INCHURCH THAT WAS A FEMALE
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  • CHURCH THAT WAS A FEMALEWAS NOT PREACHING THE
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  • WAS NOT PREACHING THEWORD.
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  • WORD.THEY WERE DOING CHILDREN'S
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  • THEY WERE DOING CHILDREN'SMINISTRY, THEY PLAYED
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  • MINISTRY, THEY PLAYEDPIANO, AND THEY WERE SWEET
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  • PIANO, AND THEY WERE SWEETAND THEY HELD TEAS, AND
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  • AND THEY HELD TEAS, ANDTHOSE THINGS WERE
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  • THOSE THINGS WEREWONDERFUL, WE NEEDED THEM.
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  • WONDERFUL, WE NEEDED THEM.BUT I JUST-- ONCE AGAIN,
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  • BUT I JUST-- ONCE AGAIN,FOUND MYSELF IN A PLACE
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  • FOUND MYSELF IN A PLACEWHERE I DID NOT SEE HOW I
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  • WHERE I DID NOT SEE HOW ICOULD FIT.
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  • COULD FIT.I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ALL
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  • I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ALLHAVE EVER BEEN IN THAT
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  • HAVE EVER BEEN IN THATSITUATION WHERE FIRST YOU
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  • SITUATION WHERE FIRST YOUHAVE INSECURITIES WITH WHO
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  • HAVE INSECURITIES WITH WHOYOU ARE AND THEN RIGHT
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  • YOU ARE AND THEN RIGHTWHEN YOU KIND OF GET A
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  • WHEN YOU KIND OF GET ALITTLE SECURITY WITH WHO
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  • LITTLE SECURITY WITH WHOYOU ARE, THEN'S INSECURITY
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  • YOU ARE, THEN'S INSECURITYIN THE ASSIGNMENT GOD
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  • IN THE ASSIGNMENT GODCALLED YOU TO.
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  • CALLED YOU TO.IT'S LIKE THIS MULTILAYERED
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  • IT'S LIKE THIS MULTILAYEREDTHING.
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  • THING.AND IT HAS BEEN SMALL
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  • AND IT HAS BEEN SMALLSTEPS OF OBEDIENCE
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  • STEPS OF OBEDIENCESTARTING TO TEACH WITH OUR
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  • STARTING TO TEACH WITH OURSTUDENT MINISTRY AND THEN
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  • STUDENT MINISTRY AND THENMOVING ON TO DIFFERENT
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  • MOVING ON TO DIFFERENTTHINGS.
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  • THINGS.SMALL STEPS OF OBEDIENCE
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  • SMALL STEPS OF OBEDIENCEWHERE GOD HAS USED THAT
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  • WHERE GOD HAS USED THATSCRIPTURE, HIS WORD, THE
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  • SCRIPTURE, HIS WORD, THEAPOSTLE PAUL IRONICALLY
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  • APOSTLE PAUL IRONICALLYOTHER MEN AND WOMEN OF GOD
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  • OTHER MEN AND WOMEN OF GODTO AFFIRM THAT HE HAS
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  • TO AFFIRM THAT HE HASCALLED ME TO BE EXACTLY
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  • CALLED ME TO BE EXACTLYWHO I AM AND THAT IT IS IN
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  • WHO I AM AND THAT IT IS INLINE WITH THE ASSIGNMENT
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  • LINE WITH THE ASSIGNMENTAND NOT CONTRARY TO IT.
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  • AND NOT CONTRARY TO IT.SO BEING ABLE TO PRESS
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  • SO BEING ABLE TO PRESSTHROUGH THOSE IN
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  • THROUGH THOSE INSECURITIES, WHICH NEVER GO
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  • SECURITIES, WHICH NEVER GOAWAY, DIFFERENT LEVELS
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  • AWAY, DIFFERENT LEVELSBRING UP DIFFERENT
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  • BRING UP DIFFERENTINSECURITIES HAS BEEN SUCH
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  • INSECURITIES HAS BEEN SUCHA GREAT THING FOR ME AND I
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  • A GREAT THING FOR ME AND ICONTINUE TO APPRECIATE HOW
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  • CONTINUE TO APPRECIATE HOWGOD MADE ME KNOWING THAT
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  • GOD MADE ME KNOWING THATTHERE'S THINGS I NEED TO
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  • THERE'S THINGS I NEED TOTEMPER BUT NOT THINGS I
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  • TEMPER BUT NOT THINGS INEED TO ELIMINATE.
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  • NEED TO ELIMINATE.LIKE THIS IS HOW HE'S
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  • LIKE THIS IS HOW HE'SWIRED ME.
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  • WIRED ME.SO I WONDER WHAT THAT'S
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  • SO I WONDER WHAT THAT'SBEEN LIKE FOR YOU, WE HAVE
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  • BEEN LIKE FOR YOU, WE HAVESOME POWER HOUSE WOMEN
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  • SOME POWER HOUSE WOMENHERE TODAY ON THE SHOW.
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  • HERE TODAY ON THE SHOW.SO WHAT HAS THAT BEEN LIKE
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  • SO WHAT HAS THAT BEEN LIKEFOR YOU, PRESSING THROUGH
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  • FOR YOU, PRESSING THROUGHINSECURITIES?
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  • INSECURITIES?- JANICE: YEAH, FOR ME
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  • - JANICE: YEAH, FOR MEIT'S SIMILAR TO YOU,
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  • IT'S SIMILAR TO YOU,I THINK.
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  • I THINK.I HAVE FOUND THAT MY
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  • I HAVE FOUND THAT MYPLACES OF INSECURITY HAVE
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  • PLACES OF INSECURITY HAVEEVERYTHING TO DO WITH MY
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  • EVERYTHING TO DO WITH MYASSIGNMENT.
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  • ASSIGNMENT.IT'S ALMOST LIKE IT'S
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  • IT'S ALMOST LIKE IT'SOBVIOUSLY AN ATTACK FROM
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  • OBVIOUSLY AN ATTACK FROMTHE ENEMY TO TRY TO GET ME
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  • THE ENEMY TO TRY TO GET MENOT TO FULFILL THE THINGS
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  • NOT TO FULFILL THE THINGSTHAT GOD WOULD HAVE ME TO
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  • THAT GOD WOULD HAVE ME TODO.
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  • DO.BUT, YEAH, OF COURSE,
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  • BUT, YEAH, OF COURSE,THERE HAVE BEEN
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  • THERE HAVE BEENINSECURITIES, WHEN I WAS A
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  • INSECURITIES, WHEN I WAS AKID, YOU KNOW, PEOPLE TELL
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  • KID, YOU KNOW, PEOPLE TELLME AS AN ADULT, YOU HAVE A
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  • ME AS AN ADULT, YOU HAVE APRETTY SMILE, IT'S HARD
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  • PRETTY SMILE, IT'S HARDFOR IT TO SINK IN BECAUSE
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  • FOR IT TO SINK IN BECAUSEAS A KID, MY TEETH WERE
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  • AS A KID, MY TEETH WEREHUGE.
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  • HUGE.THEY WERE THIS SIDE AND I
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  • THEY WERE THIS SIDE AND IWAS LIKE HALF THIS SIZE
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  • WAS LIKE HALF THIS SIZEAND IT'S ONE OF THOSE
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  • AND IT'S ONE OF THOSETHINGS I WOULD HATE TO
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  • THINGS I WOULD HATE TOSMILE BECAUSE I WAS LIKE,
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  • SMILE BECAUSE I WAS LIKE,MAN, MY TEETH ARE HUGE.
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  • MAN, MY TEETH ARE HUGE.I HAVE TO GROW INTO THESE
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  • I HAVE TO GROW INTO THESETHINGS.
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  • THINGS.AND FOR NOW FOR THAT TO BE
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  • AND FOR NOW FOR THAT TO BEONE OF THE WAYS THE LORD
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  • ONE OF THE WAYS THE LORDALLOWS ME TO JUST USE
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  • ALLOWS ME TO JUST USEMINISTRY, EVEN IN SMILING
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  • MINISTRY, EVEN IN SMILINGAT PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT
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  • AT PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTBEEN SMILED AT IN AWHILE
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  • BEEN SMILED AT IN AWHILEIS REALLY INTERESTING.
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  • IS REALLY INTERESTING.AND THAT'S A COSMETIC ONE.
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  • AND THAT'S A COSMETIC ONE.BUT JUST LIKE YOU SAID, I
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  • BUT JUST LIKE YOU SAID, IHAVE FOUND THAT HAVING TO
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  • HAVE FOUND THAT HAVING TOSTAND IN FRONT OF PEOPLE
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  • STAND IN FRONT OF PEOPLEAND TEACH AND TO SING.
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  • AND TEACH AND TO SING.I DIDN'T WANT TO STAND IN
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  • I DIDN'T WANT TO STAND INFRONT OF ANYBODY AS A KID.
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  • FRONT OF ANYBODY AS A KID.I WANTED TO HIDE,
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  • I WANTED TO HIDE,ACTUALLY.
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  • ACTUALLY.AND IT'S BEEN INTERESTING
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  • AND IT'S BEEN INTERESTINGTO WATCH THE LORD SAY, NO,
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  • TO WATCH THE LORD SAY, NO,NO, NO, THAT VERY PLACE IS
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  • NO, NO, THAT VERY PLACE ISTHE PLACE I'VE PLANNED TO
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  • THE PLACE I'VE PLANNED TOUSE IN YOU AND DON'T LET
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  • USE IN YOU AND DON'T LETIT GET IN THE WAY AND JUST
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  • IT GET IN THE WAY AND JUSTALLOWING THE LORD TO TELL
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  • ALLOWING THE LORD TO TELLME WHO HE'S MADE ME TO BE
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  • ME WHO HE'S MADE ME TO BEINSTEAD OF THE STORIES
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  • INSTEAD OF THE STORIESI'VE CRAFTED OR THE PLACES
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  • I'VE CRAFTED OR THE PLACESWHERE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN
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  • WHERE PEOPLE HAVE SPOKENINTO THAT AND DECIDED,
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  • INTO THAT AND DECIDED,MAN, YOUR TEETH ARE BIG.
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  • MAN, YOUR TEETH ARE BIG.YOU KNOW WHAT, IT'S GOING
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  • YOU KNOW WHAT, IT'S GOINGTO MAKE A REALLY GREAT
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  • TO MAKE A REALLY GREATSMILE ONE DAY,.
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  • SMILE ONE DAY,.- LAURIE: THAT'S RIGHT.
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  • - LAURIE: THAT'S RIGHT.- JANICE: JUST REALIZING
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  • - JANICE: JUST REALIZINGTHAT I AM THE LORD'S AND
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  • THAT I AM THE LORD'S ANDHE GETS TO SHAPE THE
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  • HE GETS TO SHAPE THENARRATIVE FOR ME AND WHERE
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  • NARRATIVE FOR ME AND WHEREWE HAVE TO GO BACK AND
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  • WE HAVE TO GO BACK ANDCORRECT IT, LET'S GO BACK
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  • CORRECT IT, LET'S GO BACKAND CORRECT IT.
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  • AND CORRECT IT.HOW ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?
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  • HOW ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?- JAMIE: THIS IS SUCH A
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  • - JAMIE: THIS IS SUCH AGOOD CONVERSATION.
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  • GOOD CONVERSATION.I LIKE WHAT BOTH OF YOU
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  • I LIKE WHAT BOTH OF YOUGUYS ARE HE SAYING, AND
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  • GUYS ARE HE SAYING, ANDJANICE, I LOVE YOUR SMILE
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  • JANICE, I LOVE YOUR SMILESO MUCH.
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  • SO MUCH.PLEASE SMILE AT ME EVERY
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  • PLEASE SMILE AT ME EVERYTIME YOU SEE ME.
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  • TIME YOU SEE ME.JADA, YOU SAID THAT OUR
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  • JADA, YOU SAID THAT OURINSECURITIES DON'T ALWAYS
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  • INSECURITIES DON'T ALWAYSGO AWAY, THEY JUST GET
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  • GO AWAY, THEY JUST GETDIFFERENT.
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  • DIFFERENT.I COULD NOT AGREE WITH
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  • I COULD NOT AGREE WITHTHAT MORE.
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  • THAT MORE.I WAS TELLING SOMEONE
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  • I WAS TELLING SOMEONERECENTLY THAT I'M 42 AND
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  • RECENTLY THAT I'M 42 ANDSOMETHING HAPPENED WHEN I
  • 00:05:34.123 --> 00:05:35.625
  • SOMETHING HAPPENED WHEN IHIT MY 40's WHERE A LOT OF
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  • HIT MY 40's WHERE A LOT OFMY INSECURITIES LIKE I
  • 00:05:37.560 --> 00:05:38.127
  • MY INSECURITIES LIKE IDON'T CARE, I DON'T REALLY
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  • DON'T CARE, I DON'T REALLYCARE ANYMORE WHAT YOU
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  • CARE ANYMORE WHAT YOUMIGHT THINK ABOUT ME.
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  • MIGHT THINK ABOUT ME.I FEEL REALLY CONFIDENT IN
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  • I FEEL REALLY CONFIDENT INWHO I AM.
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  • WHO I AM.I THINK THAT COMES WITH
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  • I THINK THAT COMES WITHMATURITY, SPIRITUAL
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  • MATURITY, SPIRITUALMATURITY AND JUST GETTING
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  • MATURITY AND JUST GETTINGOLDER AS WELL.
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  • OLDER AS WELL.BUT I LOOK BACK AT EVERY
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  • BUT I LOOK BACK AT EVERYSINGLE THING I'VE EVER
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  • SINGLE THING I'VE EVERDONE IN MY LIFE.
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  • DONE IN MY LIFE.WHETHER IT WAS STAY AT
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  • WHETHER IT WAS STAY ATHOME MOM, TEACHER AND A
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  • HOME MOM, TEACHER AND ACOACH.
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  • COACH.PODCASTER.
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  • PODCASTER.WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE,
  • 00:05:55.378 --> 00:05:57.079
  • WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE,THEY'VE ALL BROUGHT THEIR
  • 00:05:57.079 --> 00:05:58.648
  • THEY'VE ALL BROUGHT THEIROWN LEVEL OF INSECURITY
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  • OWN LEVEL OF INSECURITYAND I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
  • 00:05:59.849 --> 00:06:00.783
  • AND I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOUGUYS, BUT FOR ME, I COULD
  • 00:06:00.783 --> 00:06:02.685
  • GUYS, BUT FOR ME, I COULDPINPOINT A LOT OF IT TO ME
  • 00:06:02.685 --> 00:06:04.720
  • PINPOINT A LOT OF IT TO MELOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLE
  • 00:06:04.720 --> 00:06:05.988
  • LOOKING AT OTHER PEOPLEAND SEEING HOW THEY ARE
  • 00:06:05.988 --> 00:06:07.824
  • AND SEEING HOW THEY AREDOING THINGS AND I START
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  • DOING THINGS AND I STARTTO THINK THAT'S HOW I NEED
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  • TO THINK THAT'S HOW I NEEDTO DO THINGS.
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  • TO DO THINGS.SO A BIG SWITCH FOR ME
  • 00:06:12.728 --> 00:06:13.262
  • SO A BIG SWITCH FOR MEHAPPENED A FEW YEARS AGO.
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  • HAPPENED A FEW YEARS AGO.I WAS A PODCASTER.
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  • I WAS A PODCASTER.THAT'S HOW I STARTED MY
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  • THAT'S HOW I STARTED MYWHOLE PUBLIC MINISTRY, A
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  • WHOLE PUBLIC MINISTRY, APODCASTER.
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  • PODCASTER.AND I WOULD LOOK AT MY
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  • AND I WOULD LOOK AT MYGIRLFRIENDS WHO WERE
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  • GIRLFRIENDS WHO WERESTANDING ON STAGES LIKE
  • 00:06:21.070 --> 00:06:22.038
  • STANDING ON STAGES LIKEPROCLAIMING THE TRUTH,
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  • PROCLAIMING THE TRUTH,LIKE MASSIVE EVANGELISTS.
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  • LIKE MASSIVE EVANGELISTS.GREAT SPEAKERS.
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  • GREAT SPEAKERS.I WOULD THINK TO MYSELF, I
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  • I WOULD THINK TO MYSELF, IFEEL INSECURITY BECAUSE I
  • 00:06:27.176 --> 00:06:27.710
  • FEEL INSECURITY BECAUSE IFEEL LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO
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  • FEEL LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TOBE LIKE HER.
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  • BE LIKE HER.AND GOD DID SUCH A GOOD
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  • AND GOD DID SUCH A GOODWORK IN ME WHEN HE KEPT
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  • WORK IN ME WHEN HE KEPTREMINDING ME OVER AND
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  • REMINDING ME OVER ANDOVER, A., THROUGH HIS WORD
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  • OVER, A., THROUGH HIS WORDAND B., THROUGH PEOPLE IN
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  • AND B., THROUGH PEOPLE INMY LIFE OF SAYING, I HAVE
  • 00:06:36.452 --> 00:06:37.620
  • MY LIFE OF SAYING, I HAVEGOOD THINGS FOR YOU TO DO,
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  • GOOD THINGS FOR YOU TO DO,JAMIE.
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  • JAMIE.I WANT YOU TO BE YOU.
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  • I WANT YOU TO BE YOU.I WANT YOU TO DO WHAT
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  • I WANT YOU TO DO WHATYOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO.
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  • YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO.I WANT YOU TO DO WHAT I'VE
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  • I WANT YOU TO DO WHAT I'VECALLED YOU TO DO AND I
  • 00:06:44.026 --> 00:06:45.361
  • CALLED YOU TO DO AND IWANT YOU TO ENCOURAGE
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  • WANT YOU TO ENCOURAGETHOSE OTHER WOMEN IN YOUR
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  • THOSE OTHER WOMEN IN YOURLIFE BECAUSE THEY ARE
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  • LIFE BECAUSE THEY AREDOING WHAT THEY'RE
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  • DOING WHAT THEY'RESUPPOSED TO DO.
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  • SUPPOSED TO DO.I FOUND THAT INSECURITIES,
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  • I FOUND THAT INSECURITIES,THEY'VE COME, THEY'VE
  • 00:06:52.635 --> 00:06:53.870
  • THEY'VE COME, THEY'VEGONE, THEY'VE BEEN LARGER,
  • 00:06:53.870 --> 00:06:54.871
  • GONE, THEY'VE BEEN LARGER,THEY'VE BEEN SMALLER, I'VE
  • 00:06:54.871 --> 00:06:56.606
  • THEY'VE BEEN SMALLER, I'VEBATTLED THEM BETTER AT
  • 00:06:56.606 --> 00:06:58.107
  • BATTLED THEM BETTER ATSOME SEASONS OF MY LIFE.
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  • SOME SEASONS OF MY LIFE.BUT I FOUND, YOU GUYS,
  • 00:06:59.876 --> 00:07:01.344
  • BUT I FOUND, YOU GUYS,WHEN I STARTED TO REALLY
  • 00:07:01.344 --> 00:07:03.012
  • WHEN I STARTED TO REALLYBELIEVE THAT MY LIFE AND
  • 00:07:03.012 --> 00:07:04.580
  • BELIEVE THAT MY LIFE ANDMY GIFTINGS AND MY TALENT
  • 00:07:04.580 --> 00:07:06.916
  • MY GIFTINGS AND MY TALENTHAVE PURPOSE, I'M NOT
  • 00:07:06.916 --> 00:07:07.617
  • HAVE PURPOSE, I'M NOTSAYING THE INSECURITIES
  • 00:07:07.617 --> 00:07:09.619
  • SAYING THE INSECURITIESWENT AWAY, I'M SAYING I
  • 00:07:09.619 --> 00:07:10.152
  • WENT AWAY, I'M SAYING IKNOW HOW TO BATTLE THEM
  • 00:07:10.152 --> 00:07:10.686
  • KNOW HOW TO BATTLE THEMBETTER BECAUSE I CAN
  • 00:07:10.686 --> 00:07:11.254
  • BETTER BECAUSE I CANREALLY HONESTLY SAY, LIKE,
  • 00:07:11.254 --> 00:07:11.954
  • REALLY HONESTLY SAY, LIKE,YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:07:11.954 --> 00:07:13.489
  • YOU KNOW WHAT?THIS IS HOW GOD MADE ME.
  • 00:07:13.489 --> 00:07:14.156
  • THIS IS HOW GOD MADE ME.I THINK THIS IS WHERE HE
  • 00:07:14.156 --> 00:07:15.758
  • I THINK THIS IS WHERE HEWANTS TO USE ME.
  • 00:07:15.758 --> 00:07:16.225
  • WANTS TO USE ME.AND I THINK I'M DOING
  • 00:07:16.225 --> 00:07:17.093
  • AND I THINK I'M DOINGEXACTLY WHAT I'M SUPPOSED
  • 00:07:17.093 --> 00:07:17.560
  • EXACTLY WHAT I'M SUPPOSEDTO DO.
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  • TO DO.AND THAT'S THE BEST PLACE
  • 00:07:18.361 --> 00:07:19.228
  • AND THAT'S THE BEST PLACEI COULD EVER POSSIBLY BE.
  • 00:07:19.228 --> 00:07:19.795
  • I COULD EVER POSSIBLY BE.- LAURIE: I LOVE THAT,
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  • - LAURIE: I LOVE THAT,JAMIE.
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  • JAMIE.I WILL SECOND THE FACT
  • 00:07:23.199 --> 00:07:24.433
  • I WILL SECOND THE FACTTHAT I THINK JANICE HAS
  • 00:07:24.433 --> 00:07:25.968
  • THAT I THINK JANICE HASBEAUTIFULLY GROWN INTO HER
  • 00:07:25.968 --> 00:07:27.670
  • BEAUTIFULLY GROWN INTO HERBEAUTIFUL TEETH.
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  • BEAUTIFUL TEETH.AMAZING.
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  • AMAZING.I ALWAYS THINK BACK ABOUT
  • 00:07:32.775 --> 00:07:34.777
  • I ALWAYS THINK BACK ABOUTIN THE GARDEN OF EDEN,
  • 00:07:34.777 --> 00:07:37.747
  • IN THE GARDEN OF EDEN,THEY WALKED WITH GOD, THEY
  • 00:07:37.747 --> 00:07:38.748
  • THEY WALKED WITH GOD, THEYTALKED WITH GOD AND THE
  • 00:07:38.748 --> 00:07:42.752
  • TALKED WITH GOD AND THESNAKE COMES.
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  • SNAKE COMES.THE ENEMY OF OUR SOUL
  • 00:07:44.186 --> 00:07:45.454
  • THE ENEMY OF OUR SOULCOMES TO QUESTION.
  • 00:07:45.454 --> 00:07:47.123
  • COMES TO QUESTION.DID HE REALLY SAY WHO YOU
  • 00:07:47.123 --> 00:07:48.758
  • DID HE REALLY SAY WHO YOUARE?
  • 00:07:48.758 --> 00:07:49.825
  • ARE?DID HE REALLY SAY?
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  • DID HE REALLY SAY?DID HE REALLY SAY?
  • 00:07:50.760 --> 00:07:53.963
  • DID HE REALLY SAY?AND THEN GOD SAYS WHO TOLD
  • 00:07:53.963 --> 00:07:56.365
  • AND THEN GOD SAYS WHO TOLDYOU YOU WERE NAKED?
  • 00:07:56.365 --> 00:07:57.400
  • YOU YOU WERE NAKED?WHO TOLD YOU YOU WEREN'T
  • 00:07:57.400 --> 00:07:58.501
  • WHO TOLD YOU YOU WEREN'TGOOD ENOUGH?
  • 00:07:58.501 --> 00:07:59.101
  • GOOD ENOUGH?WHO TOLD YOU YOU WERE
  • 00:07:59.101 --> 00:08:00.136
  • WHO TOLD YOU YOU WERESUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THEM?
  • 00:08:00.136 --> 00:08:01.103
  • SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THEM?WHO TOLD YOU THAT?
  • 00:08:01.103 --> 00:08:03.673
  • WHO TOLD YOU THAT?I THINK MATURITY HAS A LOT
  • 00:08:03.673 --> 00:08:04.874
  • I THINK MATURITY HAS A LOTTO DO WITH IT, JAMIE, AND
  • 00:08:04.874 --> 00:08:07.310
  • TO DO WITH IT, JAMIE, ANDJUST GROWING AND YOU GET
  • 00:08:07.310 --> 00:08:09.378
  • JUST GROWING AND YOU GETTO THE AGE, I THINK IT'S
  • 00:08:09.378 --> 00:08:09.946
  • TO THE AGE, I THINK IT'SABOUT 40, WHEN YOU GO, YOU
  • 00:08:09.946 --> 00:08:10.546
  • ABOUT 40, WHEN YOU GO, YOUKNOW WHAT?
  • 00:08:10.546 --> 00:08:12.048
  • KNOW WHAT?I'VE EARNED THESE YEARS,
  • 00:08:12.048 --> 00:08:13.516
  • I'VE EARNED THESE YEARS,I'VE EARNED AN OPINION.
  • 00:08:13.516 --> 00:08:16.252
  • I'VE EARNED AN OPINION.I HAVE EARNED, THAT IS THE
  • 00:08:16.252 --> 00:08:17.019
  • I HAVE EARNED, THAT IS THEWAY I FELT, ANYWAY.
  • 00:08:17.019 --> 00:08:20.022
  • WAY I FELT, ANYWAY.YOU GET MORE CONFIDENT.
  • 00:08:20.022 --> 00:08:21.190
  • YOU GET MORE CONFIDENT.AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:08:21.190 --> 00:08:22.458
  • AND YOU KNOW WHAT?THIS IS JUST THE WAY I AM.
  • 00:08:22.458 --> 00:08:23.659
  • THIS IS JUST THE WAY I AM.I'M NOT GOING TO GET ANY
  • 00:08:23.659 --> 00:08:24.827
  • I'M NOT GOING TO GET ANYTALLER, I'M NOT GOING TO
  • 00:08:24.827 --> 00:08:26.629
  • TALLER, I'M NOT GOING TOGET ANY SKINNIER PROBABLY,
  • 00:08:26.629 --> 00:08:28.798
  • GET ANY SKINNIER PROBABLY,I'M NOT GONNA GET THINGS I
  • 00:08:28.798 --> 00:08:30.066
  • I'M NOT GONNA GET THINGS ICAN'T CHANGE, GOD HAS MADE
  • 00:08:30.066 --> 00:08:33.202
  • CAN'T CHANGE, GOD HAS MADEYOU SO BEAUTIFULLY YOU, SO
  • 00:08:33.202 --> 00:08:37.239
  • YOU SO BEAUTIFULLY YOU, SOWE HAVE TO SEE THAT AS A
  • 00:08:37.239 --> 00:08:38.808
  • WE HAVE TO SEE THAT AS AGIFT TO US NO MATTER WHAT
  • 00:08:38.808 --> 00:08:39.842
  • GIFT TO US NO MATTER WHATIT IS.
  • 00:08:39.842 --> 00:08:41.477
  • IT IS.YOU HAVE TO BE CONFIDENT.
  • 00:08:41.477 --> 00:08:42.678
  • YOU HAVE TO BE CONFIDENT.YOU'VE GOT TO BE BRAVE.
  • 00:08:42.678 --> 00:08:43.913
  • YOU'VE GOT TO BE BRAVE.YOU'VE GOT TO CONQUER
  • 00:08:43.913 --> 00:08:45.014
  • YOU'VE GOT TO CONQUERTHOSE INSECURITIES THAT
  • 00:08:45.014 --> 00:08:46.482
  • THOSE INSECURITIES THATWILL PROBABLY BE THERE
  • 00:08:46.482 --> 00:08:47.917
  • WILL PROBABLY BE THEREFOREVER, WHICH THAT IS
  • 00:08:47.917 --> 00:08:51.287
  • FOREVER, WHICH THAT ISWHAT BRAVERY IS.
  • 00:08:51.287 --> 00:08:53.155
  • WHAT BRAVERY IS.BRAVERY IS LOOKING IN THE
  • 00:08:53.155 --> 00:08:54.757
  • BRAVERY IS LOOKING IN THEFACE OF EVERY INSECURITY
  • 00:08:54.757 --> 00:08:55.825
  • FACE OF EVERY INSECURITYAND DOING IT ANYWAY
  • 00:08:55.825 --> 00:08:58.361
  • AND DOING IT ANYWAYBECAUSE WHO SAID YOU WERE
  • 00:08:58.361 --> 00:08:59.795
  • BECAUSE WHO SAID YOU WERETHAT WHEN GOD HAS CREATED
  • 00:08:59.795 --> 00:09:00.730
  • THAT WHEN GOD HAS CREATEDYOU WONDERFULLY AND
  • 00:09:00.730 --> 00:09:02.198
  • YOU WONDERFULLY ANDBEAUTIFULLY?
  • 00:09:02.198 --> 00:09:02.765
  • BEAUTIFULLY?- CHRISTINE: I HAD TO
  • 00:09:02.765 --> 00:09:04.233
  • - CHRISTINE: I HAD TOFIGHT A LOT OF MY
  • 00:09:04.233 --> 00:09:05.034
  • FIGHT A LOT OF MYINSECURITIES, BECAUSE I'VE
  • 00:09:05.034 --> 00:09:05.835
  • INSECURITIES, BECAUSE I'VEGOT LIKE THE FLATTEST HAIR
  • 00:09:05.835 --> 00:09:07.670
  • GOT LIKE THE FLATTEST HAIRON THIS WHOLE SHOW THIS
  • 00:09:07.670 --> 00:09:08.671
  • ON THIS WHOLE SHOW THISWEEK.
  • 00:09:08.671 --> 00:09:10.006
  • WEEK.SO I'VE HAD TO BE BRAVE TO
  • 00:09:10.006 --> 00:09:11.807
  • SO I'VE HAD TO BE BRAVE TOEVEN TAKE MY PLACE AND
  • 00:09:11.807 --> 00:09:15.144
  • EVEN TAKE MY PLACE ANDSTEP UP HERE.
  • 00:09:15.144 --> 00:09:18.014
  • STEP UP HERE.YOU KNOW, BECAUSE I KNOW
  • 00:09:18.014 --> 00:09:19.515
  • YOU KNOW, BECAUSE I KNOWALL OF YOU, WE KNOW OUR
  • 00:09:19.515 --> 00:09:21.751
  • ALL OF YOU, WE KNOW OURSTORIES, AND I KNOW PEOPLE
  • 00:09:21.751 --> 00:09:22.351
  • STORIES, AND I KNOW PEOPLELOOK FROM THE OUTSIDE IN
  • 00:09:22.351 --> 00:09:23.352
  • LOOK FROM THE OUTSIDE INAND LOOK, MAN, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:09:23.352 --> 00:09:24.787
  • AND LOOK, MAN, YOU KNOW,THEY'RE JUST STRONG.
  • 00:09:24.787 --> 00:09:26.255
  • THEY'RE JUST STRONG.PEOPLE HAVE OFTEN SAID TO
  • 00:09:26.255 --> 00:09:27.823
  • PEOPLE HAVE OFTEN SAID TOME, YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY JUST
  • 00:09:27.823 --> 00:09:28.758
  • ME, YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY JUSTSTRONG AND SECURE.
  • 00:09:28.758 --> 00:09:29.291
  • STRONG AND SECURE.I LOOK BACK.
  • 00:09:29.291 --> 00:09:31.627
  • I LOOK BACK.I LOVE WHAT JADA SAID, I
  • 00:09:31.627 --> 00:09:33.129
  • I LOVE WHAT JADA SAID, ITHINK EVERYONE HAS SAID
  • 00:09:33.129 --> 00:09:34.230
  • THINK EVERYONE HAS SAIDIT, THAT YOU KNOW THE
  • 00:09:34.230 --> 00:09:34.930
  • IT, THAT YOU KNOW THEENEMY IS GOING TO COME
  • 00:09:34.930 --> 00:09:35.731
  • ENEMY IS GOING TO COMEAFTER YOU AT THE AREAS OF
  • 00:09:35.731 --> 00:09:37.066
  • AFTER YOU AT THE AREAS OFLORD IS MOST GOING TO USE
  • 00:09:37.066 --> 00:09:38.367
  • LORD IS MOST GOING TO USEYOU.
  • 00:09:38.367 --> 00:09:39.301
  • YOU.IT'S ALWAYS A FIGHT FOR
  • 00:09:39.301 --> 00:09:40.302
  • IT'S ALWAYS A FIGHT FORYOUR FUTURE.
  • 00:09:40.302 --> 00:09:41.804
  • YOUR FUTURE.I DON'T KNOW THAT IT EVER
  • 00:09:41.804 --> 00:09:42.571
  • I DON'T KNOW THAT IT EVERSTOPS THROUGHOUT OUR WHOLE
  • 00:09:42.571 --> 00:09:43.706
  • STOPS THROUGHOUT OUR WHOLELIFE.
  • 00:09:43.706 --> 00:09:45.141
  • LIFE.I REMEMBER-- HE WILL USE
  • 00:09:45.141 --> 00:09:45.708
  • I REMEMBER-- HE WILL USEPEOPLE YOU LOVE.
  • 00:09:45.708 --> 00:09:46.876
  • PEOPLE YOU LOVE.I REMEMBER MY MUM USED TO
  • 00:09:46.876 --> 00:09:47.510
  • I REMEMBER MY MUM USED TOSAY, LITERALLY SAY THE
  • 00:09:47.510 --> 00:09:48.811
  • SAY, LITERALLY SAY THEWORDS TO ME, WHY CAN'T YOU
  • 00:09:48.811 --> 00:09:49.845
  • WORDS TO ME, WHY CAN'T YOUJUST BE NORMAL?
  • 00:09:49.845 --> 00:09:51.147
  • JUST BE NORMAL?WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE LIKE
  • 00:09:51.147 --> 00:09:52.848
  • WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE LIKEEVERY OTHER GREEK GIRL?
  • 00:09:52.848 --> 00:09:55.317
  • EVERY OTHER GREEK GIRL?WHY DO YOU WANT TO READ,
  • 00:09:55.317 --> 00:09:56.285
  • WHY DO YOU WANT TO READ,CHRISTINE, INSTEAD OF
  • 00:09:56.285 --> 00:09:57.420
  • CHRISTINE, INSTEAD OFPLAYING WITH DOLLS?
  • 00:09:57.420 --> 00:09:58.521
  • PLAYING WITH DOLLS?I REMEMBER ONCE WE WERE IN
  • 00:09:58.521 --> 00:09:59.989
  • I REMEMBER ONCE WE WERE INK MART.
  • 00:09:59.989 --> 00:10:00.556
  • K MART.SHE WANTED TO BUY ME A
  • 00:10:00.556 --> 00:10:01.390
  • SHE WANTED TO BUY ME ABARBIE DOLL.
  • 00:10:01.390 --> 00:10:02.591
  • BARBIE DOLL.WHICH PART OF ME LOOKS
  • 00:10:02.591 --> 00:10:03.426
  • WHICH PART OF ME LOOKSLIKE I'M GOING TO PLAY
  • 00:10:03.426 --> 00:10:03.959
  • LIKE I'M GOING TO PLAYWITH BARBIE DOLLS?
  • 00:10:03.959 --> 00:10:05.261
  • WITH BARBIE DOLLS?BUT ANYWAY, SO, I GOT A
  • 00:10:05.261 --> 00:10:08.030
  • BUT ANYWAY, SO, I GOT ABOOK AND I WAS IN THE BOOK
  • 00:10:08.030 --> 00:10:09.899
  • BOOK AND I WAS IN THE BOOKSECTION READING.
  • 00:10:09.899 --> 00:10:11.400
  • SECTION READING.AND I REMEMBER, I WAS LIKE
  • 00:10:11.400 --> 00:10:13.035
  • AND I REMEMBER, I WAS LIKEFIVE YEARS OLD.
  • 00:10:13.035 --> 00:10:13.569
  • FIVE YEARS OLD.AND MY MUM SAYING,
  • 00:10:13.569 --> 00:10:14.603
  • AND MY MUM SAYING,CHRISTINE, NO MAN IS GONNA
  • 00:10:14.603 --> 00:10:15.905
  • CHRISTINE, NO MAN IS GONNAWANT TO MARRY YOU--
  • 00:10:15.905 --> 00:10:16.772
  • WANT TO MARRY YOU--REMEMBER, I'M 54, THIS
  • 00:10:16.772 --> 00:10:18.107
  • REMEMBER, I'M 54, THISGOES BACK A LOT OF YEARS,
  • 00:10:18.107 --> 00:10:19.575
  • GOES BACK A LOT OF YEARS,NO MAN IS GONNA WANT TO
  • 00:10:19.575 --> 00:10:21.410
  • NO MAN IS GONNA WANT TOMARRY YOU IF YOU ARE MORE
  • 00:10:21.410 --> 00:10:21.911
  • MARRY YOU IF YOU ARE MOREINTELLIGENT THAN HIM.
  • 00:10:21.911 --> 00:10:24.513
  • INTELLIGENT THAN HIM.SO WHY DON'T YOU BE LIKE
  • 00:10:24.513 --> 00:10:25.581
  • SO WHY DON'T YOU BE LIKETHE OTHER GIRLS AND PLAY
  • 00:10:25.581 --> 00:10:26.115
  • THE OTHER GIRLS AND PLAYWITH DOLLS AND STOP
  • 00:10:26.115 --> 00:10:27.750
  • WITH DOLLS AND STOPREADING.
  • 00:10:27.750 --> 00:10:28.884
  • READING.I GUESS I'M TRYING TO SAY
  • 00:10:28.884 --> 00:10:30.119
  • I GUESS I'M TRYING TO SAYTO SOME OF OUR VIEWERS
  • 00:10:30.119 --> 00:10:31.153
  • TO SOME OF OUR VIEWERSHERE WHERE YOU GO, YOU
  • 00:10:31.153 --> 00:10:31.887
  • HERE WHERE YOU GO, YOUDON'T EVEN REALIZE HOW
  • 00:10:31.887 --> 00:10:33.055
  • DON'T EVEN REALIZE HOWMUCH YOU INTERNALIZE
  • 00:10:33.055 --> 00:10:34.323
  • MUCH YOU INTERNALIZETHINGS THAT ARE PUT ON YOU
  • 00:10:34.323 --> 00:10:35.324
  • THINGS THAT ARE PUT ON YOUFROM EVEN WELL MEANING
  • 00:10:35.324 --> 00:10:36.792
  • FROM EVEN WELL MEANINGPEOPLE THAT THINK THEY ARE
  • 00:10:36.792 --> 00:10:37.927
  • PEOPLE THAT THINK THEY AREDOING GOOD THINGS FOR YOU.
  • 00:10:37.927 --> 00:10:40.830
  • DOING GOOD THINGS FOR YOU.AS IF I WASN'T BROKEN
  • 00:10:40.830 --> 00:10:43.866
  • AS IF I WASN'T BROKENENOUGH FROM SO MANY THINGS
  • 00:10:43.866 --> 00:10:44.900
  • ENOUGH FROM SO MANY THINGSTHAT HAPPENED TO ME, BUT
  • 00:10:44.900 --> 00:10:45.468
  • THAT HAPPENED TO ME, BUTI'VE GOT TO TELL YOU, IT
  • 00:10:45.468 --> 00:10:46.936
  • I'VE GOT TO TELL YOU, ITTOOK ME DECADES, I'M NOT
  • 00:10:46.936 --> 00:10:47.603
  • TOOK ME DECADES, I'M NOTTALKING YEARS, BUT DECADES
  • 00:10:47.603 --> 00:10:49.772
  • TALKING YEARS, BUT DECADESBEFORE I STARTED TO
  • 00:10:49.772 --> 00:10:52.007
  • BEFORE I STARTED TOUNDERSTAND THE WAY GOD
  • 00:10:52.007 --> 00:10:54.443
  • UNDERSTAND THE WAY GODWIRED ME UP WAS ACTUALLY
  • 00:10:54.443 --> 00:10:57.446
  • WIRED ME UP WAS ACTUALLYFOR GOOD AND HE --
  • 00:10:57.446 --> 00:10:57.980
  • FOR GOOD AND HE --OBVIOUSLY NOW WE LOOK AT
  • 00:10:57.980 --> 00:10:58.380
  • OBVIOUSLY NOW WE LOOK ATIT AND GO, WOW!
  • 00:10:58.380 --> 00:10:58.881
  • IT AND GO, WOW!LOOK AT WHAT CHRIS IS
  • 00:10:58.881 --> 00:10:59.248
  • LOOK AT WHAT CHRIS ISDOING.
  • 00:10:59.248 --> 00:11:00.783
  • DOING.BUT THE FIRST SEVERAL
  • 00:11:00.783 --> 00:11:01.784
  • BUT THE FIRST SEVERALDECADES OF MY LIFE WERE
  • 00:11:01.784 --> 00:11:03.619
  • DECADES OF MY LIFE WEREACTUALLY FIGHTING ALL OF
  • 00:11:03.619 --> 00:11:05.287
  • ACTUALLY FIGHTING ALL OFTHOSE LIES I BELIEVED AND
  • 00:11:05.287 --> 00:11:07.423
  • THOSE LIES I BELIEVED ANDI WAS A BIT LIKE MOSES,
  • 00:11:07.423 --> 00:11:09.325
  • I WAS A BIT LIKE MOSES,WHO AM I?
  • 00:11:09.325 --> 00:11:10.159
  • WHO AM I?WHAT COULD YOU DO WITH ME?
  • 00:11:10.159 --> 00:11:12.862
  • WHAT COULD YOU DO WITH ME?I'M WIRED UP ALL WRONG,
  • 00:11:12.862 --> 00:11:13.729
  • I'M WIRED UP ALL WRONG,WITHOUT REALIZING, I
  • 00:11:13.729 --> 00:11:14.630
  • WITHOUT REALIZING, ITHINK, JADA, GOD
  • 00:11:14.630 --> 00:11:17.166
  • THINK, JADA, GODWIRED ME UP TO DO WHAT HE
  • 00:11:17.166 --> 00:11:18.567
  • WIRED ME UP TO DO WHAT HECALLED ME TO DO.
  • 00:11:18.567 --> 00:11:19.602
  • CALLED ME TO DO.BUT HALF OF MY LIFE ON
  • 00:11:19.602 --> 00:11:20.703
  • BUT HALF OF MY LIFE ONTHIS EARTH HAS BEEN SPENT
  • 00:11:20.703 --> 00:11:21.504
  • THIS EARTH HAS BEEN SPENTFIGHTING THOSE LIES TO GET
  • 00:11:21.504 --> 00:11:25.374
  • FIGHTING THOSE LIES TO GETTO WHERE I NEEDED TO BE.
  • 00:11:25.374 --> 00:11:26.041
  • TO WHERE I NEEDED TO BE.- JADA: ABSOLUTELY, AND I
  • 00:11:26.041 --> 00:11:27.443
  • - JADA: ABSOLUTELY, AND ITHINK THAT THERE'S EVEN
  • 00:11:27.443 --> 00:11:28.611
  • THINK THAT THERE'S EVENWOMEN ON THE OTHER EXTREME
  • 00:11:28.611 --> 00:11:30.846
  • WOMEN ON THE OTHER EXTREMEWHO WERE SO INTROVERTED
  • 00:11:30.846 --> 00:11:31.480
  • WHO WERE SO INTROVERTEDAND SO QUIET AND JUST
  • 00:11:31.480 --> 00:11:34.383
  • AND SO QUIET AND JUSTMAYBE THAT SURPRISED
  • 00:11:34.383 --> 00:11:34.950
  • MAYBE THAT SURPRISEDBECAUSE GOD CALLED THEM TO
  • 00:11:34.950 --> 00:11:35.818
  • BECAUSE GOD CALLED THEM TODO SOMETHING BOLD AND JUST
  • 00:11:35.818 --> 00:11:37.319
  • DO SOMETHING BOLD AND JUSTUNLIKE WHAT THEY EVER
  • 00:11:37.319 --> 00:11:38.387
  • UNLIKE WHAT THEY EVERENVISIONED THEMSELVES
  • 00:11:38.387 --> 00:11:39.321
  • ENVISIONED THEMSELVESDOING.
  • 00:11:39.321 --> 00:11:41.323
  • DOING.AND I THINK FOR ME THE
  • 00:11:41.323 --> 00:11:42.291
  • AND I THINK FOR ME THEGOAL HAS BEEN TO SOMEHOW
  • 00:11:42.291 --> 00:11:45.394
  • GOAL HAS BEEN TO SOMEHOWBEGIN TO MOVE FROM
  • 00:11:45.394 --> 00:11:47.096
  • BEGIN TO MOVE FROMINSECURITY TO JUST
  • 00:11:47.096 --> 00:11:48.764
  • INSECURITY TO JUSTAWARENESS BECAUSE I CAN
  • 00:11:48.764 --> 00:11:49.932
  • AWARENESS BECAUSE I CANHAVE THINGS IN MY
  • 00:11:49.932 --> 00:11:51.634
  • HAVE THINGS IN MYPERSONALITY AND IN MY LIFE
  • 00:11:51.634 --> 00:11:53.169
  • PERSONALITY AND IN MY LIFEEXPERIENCE THAT GOD IS
  • 00:11:53.169 --> 00:11:54.970
  • EXPERIENCE THAT GOD ISGONNA USE AND USE FOR HIS
  • 00:11:54.970 --> 00:11:56.038
  • GONNA USE AND USE FOR HISGLORY AND THERE'S GONNA BE
  • 00:11:56.038 --> 00:11:56.939
  • GLORY AND THERE'S GONNA BETHINGS HE NEED TO TEMPER.
  • 00:11:56.939 --> 00:11:58.574
  • THINGS HE NEED TO TEMPER.THAT HE NEEDS TO SHARPEN.
  • 00:11:58.574 --> 00:12:00.609
  • THAT HE NEEDS TO SHARPEN.THAT HE NEEDS TO IMPROVE.
  • 00:12:00.609 --> 00:12:02.011
  • THAT HE NEEDS TO IMPROVE.BUT I DON'T WANT ANY OF
  • 00:12:02.011 --> 00:12:03.112
  • BUT I DON'T WANT ANY OFTHOSE THINGS TO CHALLENGE
  • 00:12:03.112 --> 00:12:04.446
  • THOSE THINGS TO CHALLENGEMY SECURITY.
  • 00:12:04.446 --> 00:12:05.314
  • MY SECURITY.BECAUSE MY SECURITY IS IN
  • 00:12:05.314 --> 00:12:06.849
  • BECAUSE MY SECURITY IS INJESUS CHRIST ALONE.
  • 00:12:06.849 --> 00:12:08.350
  • JESUS CHRIST ALONE.SO I CAN BE AWARE AND
  • 00:12:08.350 --> 00:12:09.985
  • SO I CAN BE AWARE ANDSTILL BE SECURE.
  • 00:12:09.985 --> 00:12:12.288
  • STILL BE SECURE.SO INSECURITY IS A LABEL
  • 00:12:12.288 --> 00:12:13.589
  • SO INSECURITY IS A LABELTHAT WE USE IN GENERAL FOR
  • 00:12:13.589 --> 00:12:15.524
  • THAT WE USE IN GENERAL FORTHINGS THAT MAKE US FEEL
  • 00:12:15.524 --> 00:12:16.258
  • THINGS THAT MAKE US FEELUNSETTLED.
  • 00:12:16.258 --> 00:12:17.893
  • UNSETTLED.BUT AS BELIEVERS, AS WOMEN
  • 00:12:17.893 --> 00:12:19.061
  • BUT AS BELIEVERS, AS WOMENWHO LOVE GOD, THEN OUR
  • 00:12:19.061 --> 00:12:20.863
  • WHO LOVE GOD, THEN OURSECURITY IS REALLY NEVER
  • 00:12:20.863 --> 00:12:21.797
  • SECURITY IS REALLY NEVERIN QUESTION.
  • 00:12:21.797 --> 00:12:23.966
  • IN QUESTION.OUR AWARENESS IN SAYING,
  • 00:12:23.966 --> 00:12:25.367
  • OUR AWARENESS IN SAYING,HERE'S WHERE I KNOW I'M
  • 00:12:25.367 --> 00:12:26.302
  • HERE'S WHERE I KNOW I'MGOING TO STRUGGLE.
  • 00:12:26.302 --> 00:12:28.304
  • GOING TO STRUGGLE.HERE'S WHERE I KNOW GOD IS
  • 00:12:28.304 --> 00:12:31.273
  • HERE'S WHERE I KNOW GOD ISGOOD AND HE IS SOVEREIGN,
  • 00:12:31.273 --> 00:12:32.208
  • GOOD AND HE IS SOVEREIGN,I CAN PRESS THROUGH THAT.
  • 00:12:32.208 --> 00:12:33.042
  • I CAN PRESS THROUGH THAT.I THINK FOR MANY OF US IT
  • 00:12:33.042 --> 00:12:34.143
  • I THINK FOR MANY OF US ITIS STARTING TO MAKE THAT
  • 00:12:34.143 --> 00:12:35.144
  • IS STARTING TO MAKE THATSHIFT FROM INSECURITY,
  • 00:12:35.144 --> 00:12:36.545
  • SHIFT FROM INSECURITY,LETTING THOSE THINGS GET
  • 00:12:36.545 --> 00:12:38.013
  • LETTING THOSE THINGS GETTHE BEST OF US TO JUST
  • 00:12:38.013 --> 00:12:38.881
  • THE BEST OF US TO JUSTAWARENESS AND REALIZING,
  • 00:12:38.881 --> 00:12:40.416
  • AWARENESS AND REALIZING,GUESS WHAT?
  • 00:12:40.416 --> 00:12:42.551
  • GUESS WHAT?WHATEVER YOU'RE LEARNING
  • 00:12:42.551 --> 00:12:43.118
  • WHATEVER YOU'RE LEARNINGABOUT YOURSELF GOD ALREADY
  • 00:12:43.118 --> 00:12:44.153
  • ABOUT YOURSELF GOD ALREADYKNEW WHEN HE CALLED YOU.
  • 00:12:44.153 --> 00:12:45.287
  • KNEW WHEN HE CALLED YOU.HE'S NOT SURPRISED BY
  • 00:12:45.287 --> 00:12:46.422
  • HE'S NOT SURPRISED BYWHATEVER DISCOVERIES YOU'VE
  • 00:12:46.422 --> 00:12:49.458
  • WHATEVER DISCOVERIES YOU'VEMADE ABOUT YOURSELF.
  • 00:12:49.458 --> 00:12:50.025
  • MADE ABOUT YOURSELF.THAT AWARENESS CAN AFFIRM
  • 00:12:50.025 --> 00:12:52.761
  • THAT AWARENESS CAN AFFIRMOUR SECURITY IN WHO GOD
  • 00:12:52.761 --> 00:12:54.063
  • OUR SECURITY IN WHO GODHAS MADE US TO BE AND WHAT
  • 00:12:54.063 --> 00:12:55.431
  • HAS MADE US TO BE AND WHATHE'S CALLED US TO DO.
  • 00:12:55.431 --> 00:12:57.399
  • HE'S CALLED US TO DO.IT'S BEEN SO PROFOUND AND
  • 00:12:57.399 --> 00:12:59.568
  • IT'S BEEN SO PROFOUND ANDI JUST WONDER FOR MYSELF
  • 00:12:59.568 --> 00:13:01.370
  • I JUST WONDER FOR MYSELFAND I HOPE FOR ANYBODY
  • 00:13:01.370 --> 00:13:02.404
  • AND I HOPE FOR ANYBODYELSE OUT THERE THAT WE
  • 00:13:02.404 --> 00:13:04.974
  • ELSE OUT THERE THAT WEDON'T DELAY WALKING IN
  • 00:13:04.974 --> 00:13:06.542
  • DON'T DELAY WALKING INPURPOSE BECAUSE WE ARE
  • 00:13:06.542 --> 00:13:07.843
  • PURPOSE BECAUSE WE ARETRYING TO WRESTLE WITH OUR
  • 00:13:07.843 --> 00:13:09.311
  • TRYING TO WRESTLE WITH OURPERSONALITIES, AND GOD IS
  • 00:13:09.311 --> 00:13:13.048
  • PERSONALITIES, AND GOD ISLIKE, IF I SET THE APOSTLE
  • 00:13:13.048 --> 00:13:13.749
  • LIKE, IF I SET THE APOSTLEPAUL APART FROM HIS
  • 00:13:13.749 --> 00:13:14.950
  • PAUL APART FROM HISMOTHER'S WOMB, I KNEW THAT
  • 00:13:14.950 --> 00:13:16.752
  • MOTHER'S WOMB, I KNEW THATWHILE HE WAS PERSON KING
  • 00:13:16.752 --> 00:13:18.687
  • WHILE HE WAS PERSON KINGOF THE CHURCH HE STILL HAD
  • 00:13:18.687 --> 00:13:19.388
  • OF THE CHURCH HE STILL HADA CALL ON HIS LIFE.
  • 00:13:19.388 --> 00:13:19.955
  • A CALL ON HIS LIFE.I DON'T NEED YOU TO TRY TO
  • 00:13:19.955 --> 00:13:20.356
  • I DON'T NEED YOU TO TRY TOFIX YOURSELF.
  • 00:13:20.356 --> 00:13:21.190
  • FIX YOURSELF.ONCE YOU RESPOND TO ME,
  • 00:13:21.190 --> 00:13:22.157
  • ONCE YOU RESPOND TO ME,I'M READY TO PUT YOU INTO
  • 00:13:22.157 --> 00:13:22.858
  • I'M READY TO PUT YOU INTOACTION.
  • 00:13:22.858 --> 00:13:24.159
  • ACTION.I THINK, I JUST WOULD HOPE
  • 00:13:24.159 --> 00:13:25.694
  • I THINK, I JUST WOULD HOPEFOR ANYBODY ELSE,
  • 00:13:25.694 --> 00:13:27.496
  • FOR ANYBODY ELSE,REGARDLESS OF WHAT SEASON
  • 00:13:27.496 --> 00:13:28.464
  • REGARDLESS OF WHAT SEASONOF LIFE YOU'RE IN THAT
  • 00:13:28.464 --> 00:13:29.431
  • OF LIFE YOU'RE IN THATTHERE'S NOT A DELAY OR
  • 00:13:29.431 --> 00:13:30.532
  • THERE'S NOT A DELAY ORHESITATION IN DOING WHAT
  • 00:13:30.532 --> 00:13:31.967
  • HESITATION IN DOING WHATGOD'S ASKED YOU TO DO
  • 00:13:31.967 --> 00:13:32.968
  • GOD'S ASKED YOU TO DOBECAUSE YOU ARE
  • 00:13:32.968 --> 00:13:34.136
  • BECAUSE YOU AREQUESTIONING HOW HE'S MADE
  • 00:13:34.136 --> 00:13:34.904
  • QUESTIONING HOW HE'S MADEYOU.
  • 00:13:34.904 --> 00:13:37.339
  • YOU.SO I DON'T KNOW ABOUT FOR
  • 00:13:37.339 --> 00:13:38.307
  • SO I DON'T KNOW ABOUT FORYOU, JANICE, WHAT THAT'S
  • 00:13:38.307 --> 00:13:39.775
  • YOU, JANICE, WHAT THAT'SBEEN LIKE, BUT FOR ME,
  • 00:13:39.775 --> 00:13:40.643
  • BEEN LIKE, BUT FOR ME,IT'S BEEN SO PROFOUND
  • 00:13:40.643 --> 00:13:41.577
  • IT'S BEEN SO PROFOUNDIN ME BEING FRUITFUL FOR
  • 00:13:41.577 --> 00:13:43.312
  • IN ME BEING FRUITFUL FORGOD.
  • 00:13:43.312 --> 00:13:44.980
  • GOD.- JANICE: YES, I
  • 00:13:44.980 --> 00:13:46.515
  • - JANICE: YES, ICOMPLETELY AGREE.
  • 00:13:46.515 --> 00:13:47.016
  • COMPLETELY AGREE.THAT AWARENESS YOU ARE
  • 00:13:47.016 --> 00:13:48.250
  • THAT AWARENESS YOU ARETALKING ABOUT.
  • 00:13:48.250 --> 00:13:49.518
  • TALKING ABOUT.FOR ME IT HAS CHANGED THE
  • 00:13:49.518 --> 00:13:51.120
  • FOR ME IT HAS CHANGED THETAPES THAT PLAY IN MY
  • 00:13:51.120 --> 00:13:52.254
  • TAPES THAT PLAY IN MYHEAD.
  • 00:13:52.254 --> 00:13:54.356
  • HEAD.BEING AWARE OF WHAT GOD
  • 00:13:54.356 --> 00:13:56.592
  • BEING AWARE OF WHAT GODSAYS ABOUT ME AND WHO HE
  • 00:13:56.592 --> 00:13:58.060
  • SAYS ABOUT ME AND WHO HEHAS CALLED ME TO BE, WHO
  • 00:13:58.060 --> 00:13:59.261
  • HAS CALLED ME TO BE, WHOHE HAS MADE ME TO BE,
  • 00:13:59.261 --> 00:14:00.496
  • HE HAS MADE ME TO BE,FASHIONED ME IN MY MOM'S
  • 00:14:00.496 --> 00:14:01.964
  • FASHIONED ME IN MY MOM'SWOMB.
  • 00:14:01.964 --> 00:14:03.899
  • WOMB.IT'S ALL BEEN ABOUT
  • 00:14:03.899 --> 00:14:05.534
  • IT'S ALL BEEN ABOUTHEARING THAT AND REPLACING
  • 00:14:05.534 --> 00:14:06.769
  • HEARING THAT AND REPLACINGWHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT
  • 00:14:06.769 --> 00:14:08.137
  • WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUTMYSELF OR EVEN WHAT PEOPLE
  • 00:14:08.137 --> 00:14:09.338
  • MYSELF OR EVEN WHAT PEOPLEHAVE TOLD ME ABOUT MYSELF,
  • 00:14:09.338 --> 00:14:11.473
  • HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT MYSELF,WELL MEANING PEOPLE, LIKE
  • 00:14:11.473 --> 00:14:12.241
  • WELL MEANING PEOPLE, LIKEYOU SAID, CHRIS, THAT
  • 00:14:12.241 --> 00:14:16.245
  • YOU SAID, CHRIS, THATPROCESS IS A GRADUAL ONE
  • 00:14:16.245 --> 00:14:18.213
  • PROCESS IS A GRADUAL ONEYOU CAN'T ACTUALLY SKIP.
  • 00:14:18.213 --> 00:14:21.250
  • YOU CAN'T ACTUALLY SKIP.I HAVE FOUND THAT WHEN I
  • 00:14:21.250 --> 00:14:22.651
  • I HAVE FOUND THAT WHEN ISEEK THE LORD, WHEN I TAKE
  • 00:14:22.651 --> 00:14:24.019
  • SEEK THE LORD, WHEN I TAKETHE TIME OUT TO HAVE
  • 00:14:24.019 --> 00:14:25.754
  • THE TIME OUT TO HAVEDEVOTIONAL TIME REGULARLY,
  • 00:14:25.754 --> 00:14:28.190
  • DEVOTIONAL TIME REGULARLY,THOSE SEASONS ARE THE ONES
  • 00:14:28.190 --> 00:14:29.625
  • THOSE SEASONS ARE THE ONESWHERE I HEAR THE LORD MOST
  • 00:14:29.625 --> 00:14:30.592
  • WHERE I HEAR THE LORD MOSTCLEARLY.
  • 00:14:30.592 --> 00:14:32.861
  • CLEARLY.AND EVEN THOUGH I'M
  • 00:14:32.861 --> 00:14:34.263
  • AND EVEN THOUGH I'MSEEKING HIM AND SEEKING
  • 00:14:34.263 --> 00:14:35.998
  • SEEKING HIM AND SEEKINGHIM AND LEARNING ABOUT
  • 00:14:35.998 --> 00:14:36.966
  • HIM AND LEARNING ABOUTHIM, HE MAKES ME MORE
  • 00:14:36.966 --> 00:14:38.267
  • HIM, HE MAKES ME MOREAWARE IN WAYS I NEED TO BE
  • 00:14:38.267 --> 00:14:39.735
  • AWARE IN WAYS I NEED TO BEAWARE.
  • 00:14:39.735 --> 00:14:41.236
  • AWARE.SO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLY
  • 00:14:41.236 --> 00:14:42.671
  • SO PEOPLE ARE PROBABLYWATCHING AND THINKING,
  • 00:14:42.671 --> 00:14:43.205
  • WATCHING AND THINKING,LIKE, HOW DOES THAT
  • 00:14:43.205 --> 00:14:44.506
  • LIKE, HOW DOES THATHAPPEN?
  • 00:14:44.506 --> 00:14:45.341
  • HAPPEN?FOR ME, MY HUSBAND MAKES
  • 00:14:45.341 --> 00:14:46.041
  • FOR ME, MY HUSBAND MAKESFUN OF ME.
  • 00:14:46.041 --> 00:14:47.776
  • FUN OF ME.EVERY TIME YOU HAVE A DOWN
  • 00:14:47.776 --> 00:14:50.045
  • EVERY TIME YOU HAVE A DOWNSEASON YOU ARE READING THE
  • 00:14:50.045 --> 00:14:51.647
  • SEASON YOU ARE READING THEWORD AND YOU'RE PRAYING,
  • 00:14:51.647 --> 00:14:52.381
  • WORD AND YOU'RE PRAYING,ALL OF A SUDDEN LIFE
  • 00:14:52.381 --> 00:14:53.749
  • ALL OF A SUDDEN LIFEHAPPENS FOR YOU.
  • 00:14:53.749 --> 00:14:54.283
  • HAPPENS FOR YOU.THAT IS REALLY WHAT
  • 00:14:54.283 --> 00:14:55.551
  • THAT IS REALLY WHATHAPPENS, WHEN I FIND--
  • 00:14:55.551 --> 00:14:58.554
  • HAPPENS, WHEN I FIND--EVERY SINGLE TIME WHEN I
  • 00:14:58.554 --> 00:15:00.522
  • EVERY SINGLE TIME WHEN IHAVE FOUND I'VE BEEN THE
  • 00:15:00.522 --> 00:15:02.424
  • HAVE FOUND I'VE BEEN THEMOST FAITHFUL TO COME TO
  • 00:15:02.424 --> 00:15:03.993
  • MOST FAITHFUL TO COME TOTHE LORD AND TO SUBMIT MY
  • 00:15:03.993 --> 00:15:06.395
  • THE LORD AND TO SUBMIT MYTIME TO HIM AND SAY I WANT
  • 00:15:06.395 --> 00:15:08.230
  • TIME TO HIM AND SAY I WANTTO KNOW YOU.
  • 00:15:08.230 --> 00:15:09.365
  • TO KNOW YOU.I WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU.
  • 00:15:09.365 --> 00:15:11.066
  • I WANT TO HEAR FROM YOU.WHAT WILL YOU RECEIVE ME
  • 00:15:11.066 --> 00:15:12.101
  • WHAT WILL YOU RECEIVE MEFROM YOUR WORD TODAY?
  • 00:15:12.101 --> 00:15:12.901
  • FROM YOUR WORD TODAY?WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALK
  • 00:15:12.901 --> 00:15:14.303
  • WHAT DO YOU WANT TO TALKTO ME ABOUT TODAY?
  • 00:15:14.303 --> 00:15:15.037
  • TO ME ABOUT TODAY?I WANT TO WORSHIP YOU AND
  • 00:15:15.037 --> 00:15:15.771
  • I WANT TO WORSHIP YOU ANDTELL YOU HOW AWESOME YOU
  • 00:15:15.771 --> 00:15:17.239
  • TELL YOU HOW AWESOME YOUARE.
  • 00:15:17.239 --> 00:15:18.007
  • ARE.THOSE ARE THE TIMES WHEN,
  • 00:15:18.007 --> 00:15:20.042
  • THOSE ARE THE TIMES WHEN,ONE, I HEAR THE WHISPERS
  • 00:15:20.042 --> 00:15:20.843
  • ONE, I HEAR THE WHISPERSTHROUGHOUT THE DAY, WHEN
  • 00:15:20.843 --> 00:15:21.977
  • THROUGHOUT THE DAY, WHENTHE TAPE PLAYS IN MY MIND
  • 00:15:21.977 --> 00:15:24.046
  • THE TAPE PLAYS IN MY MINDAND SAYS, UGH!
  • 00:15:24.046 --> 00:15:25.147
  • AND SAYS, UGH!HERE'S ONE.
  • 00:15:25.147 --> 00:15:26.081
  • HERE'S ONE.BECAUSE I JUST HAD A BABY
  • 00:15:26.081 --> 00:15:26.582
  • BECAUSE I JUST HAD A BABYNINE MONTHS AGO.
  • 00:15:26.582 --> 00:15:28.250
  • NINE MONTHS AGO.LIKE, OH, MY GOODNESS,
  • 00:15:28.250 --> 00:15:29.818
  • LIKE, OH, MY GOODNESS,GIRL, YOU ARE FLUFFY.
  • 00:15:29.818 --> 00:15:31.820
  • GIRL, YOU ARE FLUFFY.AND I HAD TO SNATCH THAT
  • 00:15:31.820 --> 00:15:33.222
  • AND I HAD TO SNATCH THATTHING UP AND SAY, NO, NO,
  • 00:15:33.222 --> 00:15:34.189
  • THING UP AND SAY, NO, NO,NO.
  • 00:15:34.189 --> 00:15:35.190
  • NO.WE ARE CHANGING THE TAPE.
  • 00:15:35.190 --> 00:15:36.925
  • WE ARE CHANGING THE TAPE.YOU, MY SISTER,
  • 00:15:36.925 --> 00:15:37.826
  • YOU, MY SISTER,MY DAUGHTER, MY FRIEND,
  • 00:15:37.826 --> 00:15:40.863
  • MY DAUGHTER, MY FRIEND,ARE BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:15:40.863 --> 00:15:41.397
  • ARE BEAUTIFUL.YOU MADE AND DELIVERED A
  • 00:15:41.397 --> 00:15:42.598
  • YOU MADE AND DELIVERED APERSON.
  • 00:15:42.598 --> 00:15:43.565
  • PERSON.AND THAT'S THE
  • 00:15:43.565 --> 00:15:44.833
  • AND THAT'S THEBOMBED OUT THOUGHT.
  • 00:15:44.833 --> 00:15:47.069
  • BOMBED OUT THOUGHT.SO JUST CHANGING THE TAPE
  • 00:15:47.069 --> 00:15:48.604
  • SO JUST CHANGING THE TAPEPLAYER, REALIZING THAT, IF
  • 00:15:48.604 --> 00:15:50.439
  • PLAYER, REALIZING THAT, IFYOU HEAR THAT VOICE AND IT
  • 00:15:50.439 --> 00:15:51.874
  • YOU HEAR THAT VOICE AND ITDOESN'T SOUND LIKE THE
  • 00:15:51.874 --> 00:15:54.410
  • DOESN'T SOUND LIKE THELORD, THEN IT'S BEEN
  • 00:15:54.410 --> 00:15:56.145
  • LORD, THEN IT'S BEENPLANTED BY SOMEBODY ELSE.
  • 00:15:56.145 --> 00:15:56.712
  • PLANTED BY SOMEBODY ELSE.REMEMBER, OUR LIFE IS
  • 00:15:56.712 --> 00:15:57.413
  • REMEMBER, OUR LIFE ISHIDDEN IN CHRIST.
  • 00:15:57.413 --> 00:15:59.848
  • HIDDEN IN CHRIST.WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO THE
  • 00:15:59.848 --> 00:16:00.816
  • WOULD YOU SAY THAT TO THELORD?
  • 00:16:00.816 --> 00:16:01.316
  • LORD?HOW WOULD YOU THINK OF
  • 00:16:01.316 --> 00:16:01.984
  • HOW WOULD YOU THINK OFHIM?
  • 00:16:01.984 --> 00:16:02.518
  • HIM?HOW WOULD YOU LABEL HIM?
  • 00:16:02.518 --> 00:16:06.021
  • HOW WOULD YOU LABEL HIM?AND REPLACING ALL THOSE
  • 00:16:06.021 --> 00:16:07.689
  • AND REPLACING ALL THOSELABELS AND ALL OF THOSE
  • 00:16:07.689 --> 00:16:09.825
  • LABELS AND ALL OF THOSEJUST NONTRUTHS WITH THE
  • 00:16:09.825 --> 00:16:11.260
  • JUST NONTRUTHS WITH THETRUTH OF THE GOSPEL AND
  • 00:16:11.260 --> 00:16:13.062
  • TRUTH OF THE GOSPEL ANDWHO HE SAYS THAT I AM.
  • 00:16:13.062 --> 00:16:14.029
  • WHO HE SAYS THAT I AM.YOU ARE RIGHT.
  • 00:16:14.029 --> 00:16:15.197
  • YOU ARE RIGHT.THAT AWARENESS WILL
  • 00:16:15.197 --> 00:16:17.900
  • THAT AWARENESS WILLCOUNTERACT THAT FOR SURE.
  • 00:16:17.900 --> 00:16:19.301
  • COUNTERACT THAT FOR SURE.I FOUND IT'S TIME IN THE
  • 00:16:19.301 --> 00:16:20.836
  • I FOUND IT'S TIME IN THEWORD AND IN PRAYER AND
  • 00:16:20.836 --> 00:16:22.571
  • WORD AND IN PRAYER ANDWORSHIP THAT ACTUALLY
  • 00:16:22.571 --> 00:16:24.006
  • WORSHIP THAT ACTUALLYBUILDS THAT AWARENESS FOR
  • 00:16:24.006 --> 00:16:24.773
  • BUILDS THAT AWARENESS FORME.
  • 00:16:24.773 --> 00:16:26.041
  • ME.WHAT ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?
  • 00:16:26.041 --> 00:16:27.109
  • WHAT ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?- JAMIE: JANICE, THAT IS
  • 00:16:27.109 --> 00:16:27.776
  • - JAMIE: JANICE, THAT ISSO GOOD.
  • 00:16:27.776 --> 00:16:28.310
  • SO GOOD.AND, I THINK IT'S
  • 00:16:28.310 --> 00:16:29.645
  • AND, I THINK IT'SIMPORTANT THAT EVERYONE
  • 00:16:29.645 --> 00:16:30.679
  • IMPORTANT THAT EVERYONESEES, I THINK YOU SEE IT.
  • 00:16:30.679 --> 00:16:31.980
  • SEES, I THINK YOU SEE IT.YOU SEE ALL OF US LADIES
  • 00:16:31.980 --> 00:16:33.348
  • YOU SEE ALL OF US LADIESON HERE, THERE'S FIVE OF
  • 00:16:33.348 --> 00:16:34.049
  • ON HERE, THERE'S FIVE OFUS AND YOU MIGHT THINK,
  • 00:16:34.049 --> 00:16:34.983
  • US AND YOU MIGHT THINK,THEY NEVER STRUGGLE.
  • 00:16:34.983 --> 00:16:37.019
  • THEY NEVER STRUGGLE.THEY ARE STRONG WOMEN.
  • 00:16:37.019 --> 00:16:38.620
  • THEY ARE STRONG WOMEN.THEY'VE GOT ALL OF IT
  • 00:16:38.620 --> 00:16:40.022
  • THEY'VE GOT ALL OF ITTOGETHER AND WE'RE SITTING
  • 00:16:40.022 --> 00:16:40.923
  • TOGETHER AND WE'RE SITTINGHERE GOING, NO, LISTEN UP,
  • 00:16:40.923 --> 00:16:41.990
  • HERE GOING, NO, LISTEN UP,GUYS, WE ARE ALL IN THE
  • 00:16:41.990 --> 00:16:42.858
  • GUYS, WE ARE ALL IN THESAME BOAT HERE.
  • 00:16:42.858 --> 00:16:43.759
  • SAME BOAT HERE.WE ARE ALL STRUGGLING WITH
  • 00:16:43.759 --> 00:16:44.293
  • WE ARE ALL STRUGGLING WITHTHIS.
  • 00:16:44.293 --> 00:16:46.795
  • THIS.BUT ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:16:46.795 --> 00:16:48.097
  • BUT ALL THE TIME.BUT WE ARE FIGHTING IT.
  • 00:16:48.097 --> 00:16:48.964
  • BUT WE ARE FIGHTING IT.I THINK THAT IS WHAT I
  • 00:16:48.964 --> 00:16:50.399
  • I THINK THAT IS WHAT IWANT TO SAY THE MOST.
  • 00:16:50.399 --> 00:16:51.200
  • WANT TO SAY THE MOST.I LOVE WHAT YOU ARE
  • 00:16:51.200 --> 00:16:51.967
  • I LOVE WHAT YOU ARESAYING, JANICE, ABOUT
  • 00:16:51.967 --> 00:16:53.035
  • SAYING, JANICE, ABOUTCHANGING THAT NARRATIVE IN
  • 00:16:53.035 --> 00:16:54.403
  • CHANGING THAT NARRATIVE INOUR HEADS AND CHANGING
  • 00:16:54.403 --> 00:16:55.037
  • OUR HEADS AND CHANGINGWHAT WE'RE LISTENING TO
  • 00:16:55.037 --> 00:16:56.171
  • WHAT WE'RE LISTENING TOAND CHANGING THE VOICES.
  • 00:16:56.171 --> 00:16:56.872
  • AND CHANGING THE VOICES.AND, LAURIE, YOU MENTIONED
  • 00:16:56.872 --> 00:16:58.040
  • AND, LAURIE, YOU MENTIONEDIT, WHAT DID EVE BELIEVE
  • 00:16:58.040 --> 00:16:59.141
  • IT, WHAT DID EVE BELIEVEIN THE GARDEN?
  • 00:16:59.141 --> 00:17:00.275
  • IN THE GARDEN?SHE BELIEVED A DIFFERENT
  • 00:17:00.275 --> 00:17:00.976
  • SHE BELIEVED A DIFFERENTNARRATIVE THAN WHAT WAS
  • 00:17:00.976 --> 00:17:01.477
  • NARRATIVE THAN WHAT WASTRUTH OF WHAT GOD TOLD
  • 00:17:01.477 --> 00:17:02.010
  • TRUTH OF WHAT GOD TOLDHER.
  • 00:17:02.010 --> 00:17:03.345
  • HER.SO I THINK THAT'S ONE OF
  • 00:17:03.345 --> 00:17:05.514
  • SO I THINK THAT'S ONE OFTHE THINGS THAT'S THE
  • 00:17:05.514 --> 00:17:07.015
  • THE THINGS THAT'S THEBIGGEST FOR ME IN FIGHTING
  • 00:17:07.015 --> 00:17:07.649
  • BIGGEST FOR ME IN FIGHTINGINSECURITIES, IS WHAT AM I
  • 00:17:07.649 --> 00:17:08.817
  • INSECURITIES, IS WHAT AM IBELIEVING TO BE TRUE ABOUT
  • 00:17:08.817 --> 00:17:09.418
  • BELIEVING TO BE TRUE ABOUTME?
  • 00:17:09.418 --> 00:17:10.786
  • ME?AND WE HAVE THIS ENTIRE
  • 00:17:10.786 --> 00:17:12.221
  • AND WE HAVE THIS ENTIREBOOK RIGHT HERE FULL OF
  • 00:17:12.221 --> 00:17:13.722
  • BOOK RIGHT HERE FULL OFGOD TELLING US WHAT HE
  • 00:17:13.722 --> 00:17:14.823
  • GOD TELLING US WHAT HETHINKS-- NOT ONLY JUST
  • 00:17:14.823 --> 00:17:15.757
  • THINKS-- NOT ONLY JUSTABOUT US, BUT ABOUT ALL
  • 00:17:15.757 --> 00:17:17.793
  • ABOUT US, BUT ABOUT ALLTHE STORIES WE HAVE HERE,
  • 00:17:17.793 --> 00:17:19.128
  • THE STORIES WE HAVE HERE,THE PEOPLE, THE SAINTS
  • 00:17:19.128 --> 00:17:19.995
  • THE PEOPLE, THE SAINTSTHAT WALKED BEFORE US,
  • 00:17:19.995 --> 00:17:21.497
  • THAT WALKED BEFORE US,WHO, THEY ALL STRUGGLED
  • 00:17:21.497 --> 00:17:22.397
  • WHO, THEY ALL STRUGGLEDWITH INSECURITY.
  • 00:17:22.397 --> 00:17:23.832
  • WITH INSECURITY.NOBODY IN THIS BIBLE WAS
  • 00:17:23.832 --> 00:17:24.666
  • NOBODY IN THIS BIBLE WASPERFECT AND DIDN'T
  • 00:17:24.666 --> 00:17:25.200
  • PERFECT AND DIDN'TSTRUGGLE.
  • 00:17:25.200 --> 00:17:26.468
  • STRUGGLE.BECAUSE GOD USES PEOPLE
  • 00:17:26.468 --> 00:17:28.837
  • BECAUSE GOD USES PEOPLEWHO ARE BROKEN PEOPLE
  • 00:17:28.837 --> 00:17:30.272
  • WHO ARE BROKEN PEOPLEBECAUSE IT'S ALL HE HAS TO
  • 00:17:30.272 --> 00:17:31.106
  • BECAUSE IT'S ALL HE HAS TOWORK WITH.
  • 00:17:31.106 --> 00:17:32.541
  • WORK WITH.SO WE ARE ALL WALKING THE
  • 00:17:32.541 --> 00:17:33.075
  • SO WE ARE ALL WALKING THESAME ROAD.
  • 00:17:33.075 --> 00:17:35.144
  • SAME ROAD.BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS, I
  • 00:17:35.144 --> 00:17:37.146
  • BUT THE DIFFERENCE IS, IWANT YOU, ME, ALL OF US TO
  • 00:17:37.146 --> 00:17:38.413
  • WANT YOU, ME, ALL OF US TOBE WOMEN WHO ARE WILLING
  • 00:17:38.413 --> 00:17:39.214
  • BE WOMEN WHO ARE WILLINGTO FIGHT FOR THE TRUTH.
  • 00:17:39.214 --> 00:17:41.049
  • TO FIGHT FOR THE TRUTH.AND I DON'T WANT TO BE A
  • 00:17:41.049 --> 00:17:42.017
  • AND I DON'T WANT TO BE AWOMAN THAT JUST LAYS DOWN
  • 00:17:42.017 --> 00:17:42.818
  • WOMAN THAT JUST LAYS DOWNAND BELIEVES WHAT'S NOT
  • 00:17:42.818 --> 00:17:43.652
  • AND BELIEVES WHAT'S NOTTRUE.
  • 00:17:43.652 --> 00:17:44.386
  • TRUE.I WANT TO FIGHT FOR THE
  • 00:17:44.386 --> 00:17:45.287
  • I WANT TO FIGHT FOR THETRUTH.
  • 00:17:45.287 --> 00:17:45.821
  • TRUTH.ONE OF THE THINGS SOMEONE
  • 00:17:45.821 --> 00:17:47.189
  • ONE OF THE THINGS SOMEONETOLD ME RECENTLY, SHE
  • 00:17:47.189 --> 00:17:48.624
  • TOLD ME RECENTLY, SHESAID, JAMIE, WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:17:48.624 --> 00:17:50.125
  • SAID, JAMIE, WHEN YOU'REFEELING THESE INSECURITIES
  • 00:17:50.125 --> 00:17:51.193
  • FEELING THESE INSECURITIESAND FEELING THESE THINGS
  • 00:17:51.193 --> 00:17:53.362
  • AND FEELING THESE THINGSTHAT ARE NOT TRUE, IMAGINE
  • 00:17:53.362 --> 00:17:53.962
  • THAT ARE NOT TRUE, IMAGINEWHAT YOU WOULD SAY TO
  • 00:17:53.962 --> 00:17:54.830
  • WHAT YOU WOULD SAY TOANOTHER WOMAN IF SHE WERE
  • 00:17:54.830 --> 00:17:55.597
  • ANOTHER WOMAN IF SHE WERETO COME TO YOU WITH THESE
  • 00:17:55.597 --> 00:17:56.098
  • TO COME TO YOU WITH THESEINSECURITIES.
  • 00:17:56.098 --> 00:17:57.166
  • INSECURITIES.BECAUSE HERE'S THE TRUTH.
  • 00:17:57.166 --> 00:17:58.634
  • BECAUSE HERE'S THE TRUTH.IF YOU ARE A FOLLOWER OF
  • 00:17:58.634 --> 00:17:59.535
  • IF YOU ARE A FOLLOWER OFJESUS AND YOU ARE READING
  • 00:17:59.535 --> 00:18:00.002
  • JESUS AND YOU ARE READINGHIS WORD.
  • 00:18:00.002 --> 00:18:01.336
  • HIS WORD.YOU KNOW HOW TO COMBAT
  • 00:18:01.336 --> 00:18:02.704
  • YOU KNOW HOW TO COMBATTHIS.
  • 00:18:02.704 --> 00:18:04.139
  • THIS.YOU KNOW THE THINGS TO
  • 00:18:04.139 --> 00:18:06.008
  • YOU KNOW THE THINGS TOSAY.
  • 00:18:06.008 --> 00:18:06.542
  • SAY.YOU KNOW THE VERSES, YOU
  • 00:18:06.542 --> 00:18:07.109
  • YOU KNOW THE VERSES, YOUNOT THINGS.
  • 00:18:07.109 --> 00:18:08.310
  • NOT THINGS.YOU KNOW WHAT GOD SAYS
  • 00:18:08.310 --> 00:18:08.744
  • YOU KNOW WHAT GOD SAYSABOUT US TO BE TRUE.
  • 00:18:08.744 --> 00:18:09.411
  • ABOUT US TO BE TRUE.SOMETIMES WE OURSELVES
  • 00:18:09.411 --> 00:18:09.845
  • SOMETIMES WE OURSELVESCAN'T BELIEVE IT.
  • 00:18:09.845 --> 00:18:10.879
  • CAN'T BELIEVE IT.SHE CHALLENGED ME.
  • 00:18:10.879 --> 00:18:11.613
  • SHE CHALLENGED ME.SHE SAID WHAT WOULD YOU
  • 00:18:11.613 --> 00:18:12.915
  • SHE SAID WHAT WOULD YOUSAY TO SOMEONE WHO WAS
  • 00:18:12.915 --> 00:18:14.149
  • SAY TO SOMEONE WHO WASCOMING TO YOU WITH THE
  • 00:18:14.149 --> 00:18:14.550
  • COMING TO YOU WITH THESAME PROBLEMS?
  • 00:18:14.550 --> 00:18:15.317
  • SAME PROBLEMS?AND THAT WAS A REALLY GOOD
  • 00:18:15.317 --> 00:18:16.084
  • AND THAT WAS A REALLY GOODTHING FOR ME.
  • 00:18:16.084 --> 00:18:17.085
  • THING FOR ME.SOMETIMES IT MEANS YOU
  • 00:18:17.085 --> 00:18:18.887
  • SOMETIMES IT MEANS YOUHAVE TO WRITE OUT TRUTHS,
  • 00:18:18.887 --> 00:18:19.488
  • HAVE TO WRITE OUT TRUTHS,GUYS, PUT THEM ON A STICKY
  • 00:18:19.488 --> 00:18:20.055
  • GUYS, PUT THEM ON A STICKYNOTE.
  • 00:18:20.055 --> 00:18:20.789
  • NOTE.YOU'VE GOT TO PUT THEM
  • 00:18:20.789 --> 00:18:21.290
  • YOU'VE GOT TO PUT THEMWHEREVER YOU SPEND THE
  • 00:18:21.290 --> 00:18:21.823
  • WHEREVER YOU SPEND THEMOST TIME.
  • 00:18:21.823 --> 00:18:23.091
  • MOST TIME.MAYBE THAT IS WHERE ARE
  • 00:18:23.091 --> 00:18:23.859
  • MAYBE THAT IS WHERE AREYOU DOING DISHES OR MAYBE
  • 00:18:23.859 --> 00:18:24.593
  • YOU DOING DISHES OR MAYBETHAT IS IN YOUR CAR
  • 00:18:24.593 --> 00:18:25.594
  • THAT IS IN YOUR CARBECAUSE YOU HAVE KIDS AND
  • 00:18:25.594 --> 00:18:26.795
  • BECAUSE YOU HAVE KIDS ANDYOU SPEND ALL OF YOUR DAY
  • 00:18:26.795 --> 00:18:27.663
  • YOU SPEND ALL OF YOUR DAYDRIVING THEM AROUND
  • 00:18:27.663 --> 00:18:28.197
  • DRIVING THEM AROUNDEVERYWHERE.
  • 00:18:28.197 --> 00:18:32.334
  • EVERYWHERE.WHATEVER IT IS, PUT THOSE
  • 00:18:32.334 --> 00:18:32.968
  • WHATEVER IT IS, PUT THOSETRUTHS WHEREEVER YOU
  • 00:18:32.968 --> 00:18:33.402
  • TRUTHS WHEREEVER YOUCAN READ THEM.
  • 00:18:33.402 --> 00:18:34.636
  • CAN READ THEM.BECAUSE LIKE JADA SAID, IF
  • 00:18:34.636 --> 00:18:35.103
  • BECAUSE LIKE JADA SAID, IFYOU ARE A FOLLOWER OF
  • 00:18:35.103 --> 00:18:36.872
  • YOU ARE A FOLLOWER OFJESUS, OUR INSECURITIES
  • 00:18:36.872 --> 00:18:37.606
  • JESUS, OUR INSECURITIESARE NOT WHO WE ARE.
  • 00:18:37.606 --> 00:18:38.340
  • ARE NOT WHO WE ARE.WE ARE A NEW CREATION.
  • 00:18:38.340 --> 00:18:38.907
  • WE ARE A NEW CREATION.WE ARE STRONG.
  • 00:18:38.907 --> 00:18:40.175
  • WE ARE STRONG.WE ARE HIS.
  • 00:18:40.175 --> 00:18:42.244
  • WE ARE HIS.AND SO, WE HAVE TO REMIND
  • 00:18:42.244 --> 00:18:42.811
  • AND SO, WE HAVE TO REMINDOURSELVES OF WHAT IS TRUE
  • 00:18:42.811 --> 00:18:44.580
  • OURSELVES OF WHAT IS TRUEBECAUSE WE JUST FORGET AND
  • 00:18:44.580 --> 00:18:46.949
  • BECAUSE WE JUST FORGET ANDWE JUST GO OFF AND START
  • 00:18:46.949 --> 00:18:48.684
  • WE JUST GO OFF AND STARTTO BELIEVE THINGS THAT ARE
  • 00:18:48.684 --> 00:18:49.251
  • TO BELIEVE THINGS THAT ARENOT TRUE ABOUT OURSELVES.
  • 00:18:49.251 --> 00:18:50.152
  • NOT TRUE ABOUT OURSELVES.- LAURIE: THERE ARE SO
  • 00:18:50.152 --> 00:18:51.653
  • - LAURIE: THERE ARE SOMANY TIMES THAT WE THINK
  • 00:18:51.653 --> 00:18:52.688
  • MANY TIMES THAT WE THINKOF OURSELVES AND NOBODY
  • 00:18:52.688 --> 00:18:55.691
  • OF OURSELVES AND NOBODYELSE SEES THAT.
  • 00:18:55.691 --> 00:18:56.758
  • ELSE SEES THAT.WE WILL THINK SOMETHING, I
  • 00:18:56.758 --> 00:18:57.793
  • WE WILL THINK SOMETHING, IDON'T LIKE THE WAY THIS
  • 00:18:57.793 --> 00:18:59.094
  • DON'T LIKE THE WAY THISLOOKS OR THIS LOOKS OR
  • 00:18:59.094 --> 00:19:00.095
  • LOOKS OR THIS LOOKS ORTHIS LOOKS AND PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:19:00.095 --> 00:19:00.662
  • THIS LOOKS AND PEOPLE AREGOING, WHAT ARE YOU
  • 00:19:00.662 --> 00:19:01.330
  • GOING, WHAT ARE YOUTALKING ABOUT?
  • 00:19:01.330 --> 00:19:02.497
  • TALKING ABOUT?LAST NIGHT I WAS SITTING
  • 00:19:02.497 --> 00:19:03.498
  • LAST NIGHT I WAS SITTINGWITH MY BEAUTIFUL-- I HAVE
  • 00:19:03.498 --> 00:19:06.535
  • WITH MY BEAUTIFUL-- I HAVEA BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER-IN- LOVE.
  • 00:19:06.535 --> 00:19:07.035
  • A BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER-IN- LOVE.SHE IS 23 YEARS OLD.
  • 00:19:07.035 --> 00:19:08.337
  • SHE IS 23 YEARS OLD.WE WERE TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:19:08.337 --> 00:19:10.772
  • WE WERE TALKING ABOUTINSECURITIES.
  • 00:19:10.772 --> 00:19:11.873
  • INSECURITIES.AND THIS WOULD BE A
  • 00:19:11.873 --> 00:19:13.508
  • AND THIS WOULD BE APERFECT-- I AM A PERFECT
  • 00:19:13.508 --> 00:19:16.545
  • PERFECT-- I AM A PERFECTCASE 101 RIGHT NOW OF
  • 00:19:16.545 --> 00:19:18.046
  • CASE 101 RIGHT NOW OFBEING BRAVE BECAUSE I AM
  • 00:19:18.046 --> 00:19:20.048
  • BEING BRAVE BECAUSE I AMNOT LIKE THE REST OF THESE
  • 00:19:20.048 --> 00:19:21.550
  • NOT LIKE THE REST OF THESEBEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO ARE
  • 00:19:21.550 --> 00:19:23.819
  • BEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO AREJUST ELOQUENT AND HAVE ALL
  • 00:19:23.819 --> 00:19:25.887
  • JUST ELOQUENT AND HAVE ALLTHE WORDS TO SAY.
  • 00:19:25.887 --> 00:19:28.323
  • THE WORDS TO SAY.THIS IS MY TIME OF TOTAL
  • 00:19:28.323 --> 00:19:31.893
  • THIS IS MY TIME OF TOTALINSECURITY, BEING BRAVE.
  • 00:19:31.893 --> 00:19:32.761
  • INSECURITY, BEING BRAVE.SO WE ARE DOING THAT
  • 00:19:32.761 --> 00:19:34.096
  • SO WE ARE DOING THATTODAY.
  • 00:19:34.096 --> 00:19:34.963
  • TODAY.I WAS TELLING AUDREY LAST
  • 00:19:34.963 --> 00:19:36.932
  • I WAS TELLING AUDREY LASTNIGHT.
  • 00:19:36.932 --> 00:19:38.300
  • NIGHT.I WAS THINKING.
  • 00:19:38.300 --> 00:19:39.268
  • I WAS THINKING.IF I COULD TAKE AWAY
  • 00:19:39.268 --> 00:19:41.103
  • IF I COULD TAKE AWAYEVERY ONE OF HER
  • 00:19:41.103 --> 00:19:43.605
  • EVERY ONE OF HERINSECURITIES, I'M NOT
  • 00:19:43.605 --> 00:19:44.439
  • INSECURITIES, I'M NOTSAYING SHE IS INSECURE BUT
  • 00:19:44.439 --> 00:19:45.674
  • SAYING SHE IS INSECURE BUTIF SHE FEELS ANYTHING,
  • 00:19:45.674 --> 00:19:47.342
  • IF SHE FEELS ANYTHING,SHE'S 23.
  • 00:19:47.342 --> 00:19:48.910
  • SHE'S 23.I WAS LOOKING AT HER AND
  • 00:19:48.910 --> 00:19:50.679
  • I WAS LOOKING AT HER ANDSAYING, BABY, THERE IS NO
  • 00:19:50.679 --> 00:19:53.048
  • SAYING, BABY, THERE IS NOREASON IN THE WORLD TO
  • 00:19:53.048 --> 00:19:56.385
  • REASON IN THE WORLD TOFEEL INSECURE ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:19:56.385 --> 00:19:58.287
  • FEEL INSECURE ABOUT THAT.SO, THERE COMES THE AGE, I
  • 00:19:58.287 --> 00:19:59.888
  • SO, THERE COMES THE AGE, IBELIEVE, MAYBE NOT SO MUCH
  • 00:19:59.888 --> 00:20:01.657
  • BELIEVE, MAYBE NOT SO MUCHMATURITY BUT THE AGE OF
  • 00:20:01.657 --> 00:20:03.392
  • MATURITY BUT THE AGE OFSAYING, YOU'VE GOT TO LET
  • 00:20:03.392 --> 00:20:05.427
  • SAYING, YOU'VE GOT TO LETGO.
  • 00:20:05.427 --> 00:20:06.762
  • GO.IF WE COULD JUST TEACH THE
  • 00:20:06.762 --> 00:20:08.630
  • IF WE COULD JUST TEACH THEYOUNGER WOMEN THAT YOU
  • 00:20:08.630 --> 00:20:09.197
  • YOUNGER WOMEN THAT YOUDON'T HAVE TO HAVE BIGGER
  • 00:20:09.197 --> 00:20:11.199
  • DON'T HAVE TO HAVE BIGGERANYTHING.
  • 00:20:11.199 --> 00:20:12.334
  • ANYTHING.YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE
  • 00:20:12.334 --> 00:20:13.702
  • YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVEGREATER THIS OR THAT.
  • 00:20:13.702 --> 00:20:16.271
  • GREATER THIS OR THAT.YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE
  • 00:20:16.271 --> 00:20:17.572
  • YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVETHAT TO WEAR OR THAT TO
  • 00:20:17.572 --> 00:20:18.874
  • THAT TO WEAR OR THAT TOWEAR.
  • 00:20:18.874 --> 00:20:20.442
  • WEAR.YOU CAN JUST BE YOU AND BE
  • 00:20:20.442 --> 00:20:22.811
  • YOU CAN JUST BE YOU AND BEHOW GOD HAS CREATED YOU TO
  • 00:20:22.811 --> 00:20:23.679
  • HOW GOD HAS CREATED YOU TOBE.
  • 00:20:23.679 --> 00:20:24.413
  • BE.- CHRISTINE: WE ARE
  • 00:20:24.413 --> 00:20:25.414
  • - CHRISTINE: WE ARETALKING ABOUT THE YOUNGER
  • 00:20:25.414 --> 00:20:26.214
  • TALKING ABOUT THE YOUNGERGENERATION, LAURIE.
  • 00:20:26.214 --> 00:20:26.748
  • GENERATION, LAURIE.I'M SO GLAD YOU BROUGHT
  • 00:20:26.748 --> 00:20:27.282
  • I'M SO GLAD YOU BROUGHTTHAT UP.
  • 00:20:27.282 --> 00:20:28.216
  • THAT UP.BECAUSE HERE'S THE DEAL.
  • 00:20:28.216 --> 00:20:29.685
  • BECAUSE HERE'S THE DEAL.I GOT SAVED BEFORE THERE
  • 00:20:29.685 --> 00:20:33.388
  • I GOT SAVED BEFORE THEREWAS AN INTERNET.
  • 00:20:33.388 --> 00:20:35.657
  • WAS AN INTERNET.I GOT SAVED AND GROUNDED
  • 00:20:35.657 --> 00:20:37.159
  • I GOT SAVED AND GROUNDEDIN MY SPIRITUAL FORMATION
  • 00:20:37.159 --> 00:20:38.060
  • IN MY SPIRITUAL FORMATIONBEFORE THERE WAS ANY
  • 00:20:38.060 --> 00:20:40.062
  • BEFORE THERE WAS ANYSOCIAL MEDIA.
  • 00:20:40.062 --> 00:20:40.862
  • SOCIAL MEDIA.AND IT WAS HARD ENOUGH
  • 00:20:40.862 --> 00:20:42.864
  • AND IT WAS HARD ENOUGHTHEN.
  • 00:20:42.864 --> 00:20:43.665
  • THEN.IT WAS EVEN HARD ENOUGH
  • 00:20:43.665 --> 00:20:44.466
  • IT WAS EVEN HARD ENOUGHTHEN TO GROW INTO WHO GOD
  • 00:20:44.466 --> 00:20:45.934
  • THEN TO GROW INTO WHO GODCALLED ME TO BE AND YOU
  • 00:20:45.934 --> 00:20:47.069
  • CALLED ME TO BE AND YOUKNOW, I HAD PEOPLE LIKE
  • 00:20:47.069 --> 00:20:49.004
  • KNOW, I HAD PEOPLE LIKEMOSES THAT YOU WOULD LOOK
  • 00:20:49.004 --> 00:20:50.172
  • MOSES THAT YOU WOULD LOOKAT WHO SAYS TO THE LORD,
  • 00:20:50.172 --> 00:20:50.672
  • AT WHO SAYS TO THE LORD,WHO AM I?
  • 00:20:50.672 --> 00:20:51.673
  • WHO AM I?AND GIDEON WHO SAID MY
  • 00:20:51.673 --> 00:20:52.774
  • AND GIDEON WHO SAID MYTRIBE IS THE LEAST OF THE
  • 00:20:52.774 --> 00:20:53.241
  • TRIBE IS THE LEAST OF THELEAST.
  • 00:20:53.241 --> 00:20:53.775
  • LEAST.MY CLAN.
  • 00:20:53.775 --> 00:20:54.843
  • MY CLAN.SO THROUGHOUT SCRIPTURE WE
  • 00:20:54.843 --> 00:20:56.178
  • SO THROUGHOUT SCRIPTURE WESEE PRECEDENTS OF PEOPLE
  • 00:20:56.178 --> 00:20:56.878
  • SEE PRECEDENTS OF PEOPLEWHO STRUGGLED WITH THEIR
  • 00:20:56.878 --> 00:20:57.913
  • WHO STRUGGLED WITH THEIROWN LIMITATIONS.
  • 00:20:57.913 --> 00:21:00.048
  • OWN LIMITATIONS.AND THE CALL OF GOD AND
  • 00:21:00.048 --> 00:21:00.716
  • AND THE CALL OF GOD ANDGOING, I'VE GOT TO STEP
  • 00:21:00.716 --> 00:21:01.750
  • GOING, I'VE GOT TO STEPINTO IT.
  • 00:21:01.750 --> 00:21:03.452
  • INTO IT.WHEN YOU MAGNIFY THAT WITH
  • 00:21:03.452 --> 00:21:04.753
  • WHEN YOU MAGNIFY THAT WITHSOCIAL MEDIA AND THE
  • 00:21:04.753 --> 00:21:06.988
  • SOCIAL MEDIA AND THEINTERNET, OF COURSE, I'M
  • 00:21:06.988 --> 00:21:08.123
  • INTERNET, OF COURSE, I'MCONCERNED ABOUT THIS
  • 00:21:08.123 --> 00:21:09.057
  • CONCERNED ABOUT THISGENERATION.
  • 00:21:09.057 --> 00:21:10.926
  • GENERATION.I'VE GOT A 18 YEAR OLD
  • 00:21:10.926 --> 00:21:11.993
  • I'VE GOT A 18 YEAR OLDDAUGHTER, A 14 YEAR OLD
  • 00:21:11.993 --> 00:21:12.928
  • DAUGHTER, A 14 YEAR OLDDAUGHTER, SO IT'S REAL.
  • 00:21:12.928 --> 00:21:14.629
  • DAUGHTER, SO IT'S REAL.SO SOME OF THE STRUGGLES--
  • 00:21:14.629 --> 00:21:16.665
  • SO SOME OF THE STRUGGLES--INSECURITY HAS BEEN THERE
  • 00:21:16.665 --> 00:21:17.632
  • INSECURITY HAS BEEN THEREFROM THE OUTSET OF TIME
  • 00:21:17.632 --> 00:21:18.333
  • FROM THE OUTSET OF TIMELIKE WE HAVE SAID FROM THE
  • 00:21:18.333 --> 00:21:19.735
  • LIKE WE HAVE SAID FROM THEBOOK OF GENESIS ON.
  • 00:21:19.735 --> 00:21:20.736
  • BOOK OF GENESIS ON.BUT IT IS MAGNIFIED IN
  • 00:21:20.736 --> 00:21:22.838
  • BUT IT IS MAGNIFIED INTHIS GENERATION BECAUSE I
  • 00:21:22.838 --> 00:21:24.039
  • THIS GENERATION BECAUSE ITHINK OF SOCIAL MEDIA AND
  • 00:21:24.039 --> 00:21:25.006
  • THINK OF SOCIAL MEDIA ANDTHE INTERNET.
  • 00:21:25.006 --> 00:21:26.108
  • THE INTERNET.SO YOU'LL NEED TO LISTEN
  • 00:21:26.108 --> 00:21:26.641
  • SO YOU'LL NEED TO LISTENTO US.
  • 00:21:26.641 --> 00:21:27.709
  • TO US.WE ARE NOT JUST BEING BIG
  • 00:21:27.709 --> 00:21:29.077
  • WE ARE NOT JUST BEING BIGSISTERS AND MAMAS, WE ARE
  • 00:21:29.077 --> 00:21:30.212
  • SISTERS AND MAMAS, WE ARETRYING TO SAVE YOUR LIFE
  • 00:21:30.212 --> 00:21:30.679
  • TRYING TO SAVE YOUR LIFEHERE.
  • 00:21:30.679 --> 00:21:32.214
  • HERE.YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO
  • 00:21:32.214 --> 00:21:34.116
  • YOU HAVE TO LEARN TOMONITOR HOW MUCH SOCIAL
  • 00:21:34.116 --> 00:21:35.350
  • MONITOR HOW MUCH SOCIALMEDIA YOU ACTUALLY SCROLL
  • 00:21:35.350 --> 00:21:37.085
  • MEDIA YOU ACTUALLY SCROLLTHROUGH.
  • 00:21:37.085 --> 00:21:39.154
  • THROUGH.HOW MUCH YOU LOOK AT.
  • 00:21:39.154 --> 00:21:40.255
  • HOW MUCH YOU LOOK AT.LISTEN, I HAVE DO THIS
  • 00:21:40.255 --> 00:21:41.156
  • LISTEN, I HAVE DO THISWITH MYSELF.
  • 00:21:41.156 --> 00:21:42.324
  • WITH MYSELF.I LITERALLY, I'M NOT
  • 00:21:42.324 --> 00:21:44.226
  • I LITERALLY, I'M NOTJOKING.
  • 00:21:44.226 --> 00:21:45.827
  • JOKING.FOUR YEARS AGO I LITERALLY
  • 00:21:45.827 --> 00:21:48.029
  • FOUR YEARS AGO I LITERALLYUNFOLLOWED 150 PEOPLE
  • 00:21:48.029 --> 00:21:49.598
  • UNFOLLOWED 150 PEOPLEBECAUSE I WENT, I'M DONE.
  • 00:21:49.598 --> 00:21:50.899
  • BECAUSE I WENT, I'M DONE.I'M DONE WITH WHAT THIS IS
  • 00:21:50.899 --> 00:21:51.767
  • I'M DONE WITH WHAT THIS ISDOING TO ME.
  • 00:21:51.767 --> 00:21:52.868
  • DOING TO ME.WITH SOME OF THE
  • 00:21:52.868 --> 00:21:54.269
  • WITH SOME OF THECOMPARISON GAMES, WHAT
  • 00:21:54.269 --> 00:21:55.137
  • COMPARISON GAMES, WHATIT'S TRIGGERING IN ME THAT
  • 00:21:55.137 --> 00:21:57.706
  • IT'S TRIGGERING IN ME THATISN'T RIGHT.
  • 00:21:57.706 --> 00:21:59.441
  • ISN'T RIGHT.YOU DON'T HAVE A LOT OF
  • 00:21:59.441 --> 00:22:00.242
  • YOU DON'T HAVE A LOT OFFOLLOWERS, OKAY, THIS IS
  • 00:22:00.242 --> 00:22:01.710
  • FOLLOWERS, OKAY, THIS ISMAYBE SOME PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:22:01.710 --> 00:22:02.377
  • MAYBE SOME PEOPLE AREGOING TO READ THIS WRONG
  • 00:22:02.377 --> 00:22:03.145
  • GOING TO READ THIS WRONGOR WHATEVER.
  • 00:22:03.145 --> 00:22:05.013
  • OR WHATEVER.IT IS NOT ABOUT THEM.
  • 00:22:05.013 --> 00:22:05.747
  • IT IS NOT ABOUT THEM.IT'S ABOUT WHAT THIS IS
  • 00:22:05.747 --> 00:22:06.615
  • IT'S ABOUT WHAT THIS ISDOING TO ME.
  • 00:22:06.615 --> 00:22:08.450
  • DOING TO ME.IN ORDER FOR ME TO STAY
  • 00:22:08.450 --> 00:22:09.684
  • IN ORDER FOR ME TO STAYSTEADFAST IN THE WORD OF
  • 00:22:09.684 --> 00:22:10.952
  • STEADFAST IN THE WORD OFGOD, BELIEVE THE TRUTH OF
  • 00:22:10.952 --> 00:22:14.055
  • GOD, BELIEVE THE TRUTH OFGOD, I'VE GOT TO MINIMIZE
  • 00:22:14.055 --> 00:22:14.956
  • GOD, I'VE GOT TO MINIMIZEWHAT I LOOK AT.
  • 00:22:14.956 --> 00:22:16.224
  • WHAT I LOOK AT.IT'S NOT JUST ME TELLING
  • 00:22:16.224 --> 00:22:17.793
  • IT'S NOT JUST ME TELLINGEVERYONE ELSE, MINIMIZE
  • 00:22:17.793 --> 00:22:19.428
  • EVERYONE ELSE, MINIMIZEWHAT I FOCUS ON, WHAT I
  • 00:22:19.428 --> 00:22:21.129
  • WHAT I FOCUS ON, WHAT ILOOK AT, WHAT I SCROLL
  • 00:22:21.129 --> 00:22:22.631
  • LOOK AT, WHAT I SCROLLTHROUGH, WHAT I READ, WHAT
  • 00:22:22.631 --> 00:22:23.064
  • THROUGH, WHAT I READ, WHATI LISTEN TO.
  • 00:22:23.064 --> 00:22:24.032
  • I LISTEN TO.WHAT I WATCH.
  • 00:22:24.032 --> 00:22:26.735
  • WHAT I WATCH.SO IF YOU ARE WONDERING
  • 00:22:26.735 --> 00:22:27.302
  • SO IF YOU ARE WONDERINGHOW PEOPLE LIKE US WALK IN
  • 00:22:27.302 --> 00:22:28.703
  • HOW PEOPLE LIKE US WALK INCONFIDENCE AND STRENGTH,
  • 00:22:28.703 --> 00:22:29.938
  • CONFIDENCE AND STRENGTH,I'VE GOT TO TELL YOU, IT'S
  • 00:22:29.938 --> 00:22:31.072
  • I'VE GOT TO TELL YOU, IT'SAS MUCH ABOUT WHAT I DON'T
  • 00:22:31.072 --> 00:22:32.574
  • AS MUCH ABOUT WHAT I DON'TLOOK AT AND DON'T SCROLL,
  • 00:22:32.574 --> 00:22:33.642
  • LOOK AT AND DON'T SCROLL,WHAT I DON'T KNOW AS MUCH
  • 00:22:33.642 --> 00:22:34.342
  • WHAT I DON'T KNOW AS MUCHAS WHAT I DO KNOW.
  • 00:22:34.342 --> 00:22:35.844
  • AS WHAT I DO KNOW.AND I'M DETERMINED TO KNOW
  • 00:22:35.844 --> 00:22:37.112
  • AND I'M DETERMINED TO KNOWWHAT THE SCRIPTURE SAYS
  • 00:22:37.112 --> 00:22:38.346
  • WHAT THE SCRIPTURE SAYSAND WHAT JESUS SAYS ABOUT
  • 00:22:38.346 --> 00:22:39.214
  • AND WHAT JESUS SAYS ABOUTME.
  • 00:22:39.214 --> 00:22:41.149
  • ME.WHICH IS, I DON'T KNOW A
  • 00:22:41.149 --> 00:22:41.650
  • WHICH IS, I DON'T KNOW AWHOLE LOT ABOUT ABOUT A
  • 00:22:41.650 --> 00:22:42.250
  • WHOLE LOT ABOUT ABOUT ALOT OF OTHER STUFF.
  • 00:22:42.250 --> 00:22:43.084
  • LOT OF OTHER STUFF.JADA, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU DO
  • 00:22:43.084 --> 00:22:44.152
  • JADA, I DON'T KNOW IF YOU DOTHE SAME THING IN TERMS
  • 00:22:44.152 --> 00:22:46.421
  • THE SAME THING IN TERMSOF LIMITING YOU LOOK AT.
  • 00:22:46.421 --> 00:22:47.122
  • OF LIMITING YOU LOOK AT.- JADA: ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:22:47.122 --> 00:22:49.891
  • - JADA: ABSOLUTELY.I'VE GOT TO THE POINT
  • 00:22:49.891 --> 00:22:51.193
  • I'VE GOT TO THE POINTWHERE I HAVE SOME LITTLE
  • 00:22:51.193 --> 00:22:51.693
  • WHERE I HAVE SOME LITTLETIMERS NOW BECAUSE
  • 00:22:51.693 --> 00:22:52.761
  • TIMERS NOW BECAUSESOMETIME I DO NEED SOCIAL
  • 00:22:52.761 --> 00:22:53.462
  • SOMETIME I DO NEED SOCIALMEDIA FOR WORK OR
  • 00:22:53.462 --> 00:22:53.995
  • MEDIA FOR WORK ORMINISTRY.
  • 00:22:53.995 --> 00:22:55.197
  • MINISTRY.AND SOMETIMES I JUST ASK
  • 00:22:55.197 --> 00:22:56.565
  • AND SOMETIMES I JUST ASKMYSELF, GOD, HOW ARE YOU
  • 00:22:56.565 --> 00:22:58.033
  • MYSELF, GOD, HOW ARE YOUGETTING GLORY OUT OF THIS
  • 00:22:58.033 --> 00:22:58.967
  • GETTING GLORY OUT OF THISTRIP TO THE SOCIAL MEDIA
  • 00:22:58.967 --> 00:22:59.434
  • TRIP TO THE SOCIAL MEDIAPAGE?
  • 00:22:59.434 --> 00:23:00.469
  • PAGE?AM I SAYING SOMETHING YOU
  • 00:23:00.469 --> 00:23:01.369
  • AM I SAYING SOMETHING YOUNEED TO SAY?
  • 00:23:01.369 --> 00:23:02.237
  • NEED TO SAY?AM I COMMENTING ON
  • 00:23:02.237 --> 00:23:03.238
  • AM I COMMENTING ONSOMEBODY'S POST THAT NEEDS
  • 00:23:03.238 --> 00:23:03.705
  • SOMEBODY'S POST THAT NEEDSENCOURAGEMENT?
  • 00:23:03.705 --> 00:23:04.940
  • ENCOURAGEMENT?AM I DOING SOMETHING
  • 00:23:04.940 --> 00:23:06.007
  • AM I DOING SOMETHINGFRUITFUL?
  • 00:23:06.007 --> 00:23:07.776
  • FRUITFUL?SURE THERE IS VEG OUT TIME
  • 00:23:07.776 --> 00:23:08.977
  • SURE THERE IS VEG OUT TIMEBUT WE DON'T NEED A LOT OF
  • 00:23:08.977 --> 00:23:10.078
  • BUT WE DON'T NEED A LOT OFIT BECAUSE I THINK, CHRIS,
  • 00:23:10.078 --> 00:23:11.046
  • IT BECAUSE I THINK, CHRIS,WHAT YOU SHARED THERE ARE
  • 00:23:11.046 --> 00:23:11.947
  • WHAT YOU SHARED THERE AREGOING TO BE THINGS THAT
  • 00:23:11.947 --> 00:23:13.014
  • GOING TO BE THINGS THATHAPPEN IN OUR LIVES THAT
  • 00:23:13.014 --> 00:23:14.616
  • HAPPEN IN OUR LIVES THATBUILD INTO THOSE
  • 00:23:14.616 --> 00:23:15.684
  • BUILD INTO THOSEINSECURITIES AND THEN
  • 00:23:15.684 --> 00:23:16.818
  • INSECURITIES AND THENTHERE'S GONNA BE THINGS
  • 00:23:16.818 --> 00:23:18.787
  • THERE'S GONNA BE THINGSTHAT ARE JUST ROLES GOD
  • 00:23:18.787 --> 00:23:20.088
  • THAT ARE JUST ROLES GODCALLED US TO PLAY AND WITH
  • 00:23:20.088 --> 00:23:22.357
  • CALLED US TO PLAY AND WITHSOCIAL MEDIA SO MANY WAYS
  • 00:23:22.357 --> 00:23:24.593
  • SOCIAL MEDIA SO MANY WAYSTO COMPARE OURSELVES IT
  • 00:23:24.593 --> 00:23:25.861
  • TO COMPARE OURSELVES ITWOULD BE NEVER ENDING.
  • 00:23:25.861 --> 00:23:26.661
  • WOULD BE NEVER ENDING.SO YOU'VE GOT YOUR LIFE
  • 00:23:26.661 --> 00:23:27.462
  • SO YOU'VE GOT YOUR LIFEEXPERIENCE THINGS THAT NO
  • 00:23:27.462 --> 00:23:28.597
  • EXPERIENCE THINGS THAT NOONE EVER SAW AND THEN
  • 00:23:28.597 --> 00:23:30.031
  • ONE EVER SAW AND THENYOU'VE GOT WHEN GOD
  • 00:23:30.031 --> 00:23:31.032
  • YOU'VE GOT WHEN GODCALLS YOU TO BE A
  • 00:23:31.032 --> 00:23:33.535
  • CALLS YOU TO BE ASTUDENT OR A MOTHER OR A
  • 00:23:33.535 --> 00:23:34.336
  • STUDENT OR A MOTHER OR ACAREER WOMAN OR A WIFE.
  • 00:23:34.336 --> 00:23:34.870
  • CAREER WOMAN OR A WIFE.AND THEN YOU'RE LIKE MY
  • 00:23:34.870 --> 00:23:36.271
  • AND THEN YOU'RE LIKE MYLIVING ROOM DOESN'T LOOK
  • 00:23:36.271 --> 00:23:37.038
  • LIVING ROOM DOESN'T LOOKLIKE HER LIVING ROOM.
  • 00:23:37.038 --> 00:23:38.073
  • LIKE HER LIVING ROOM.SO IT'S JUST-- IT BECOMES
  • 00:23:38.073 --> 00:23:40.342
  • SO IT'S JUST-- IT BECOMESAN ENDLESS PLACE TO
  • 00:23:40.342 --> 00:23:41.009
  • AN ENDLESS PLACE TOCOMPARE.
  • 00:23:41.009 --> 00:23:43.044
  • COMPARE.AND ALL IT DOES IS UNDO
  • 00:23:43.044 --> 00:23:44.946
  • AND ALL IT DOES IS UNDOALL THE TRUTH AND GOODNESS
  • 00:23:44.946 --> 00:23:46.715
  • ALL THE TRUTH AND GOODNESSTHAT GOD DEPOSITS IN US.
  • 00:23:46.715 --> 00:23:48.183
  • THAT GOD DEPOSITS IN US.SO I THINK IT'S SO
  • 00:23:48.183 --> 00:23:51.086
  • SO I THINK IT'S SOIMPORTANT TO BE MINDFUL OF
  • 00:23:51.086 --> 00:23:52.787
  • IMPORTANT TO BE MINDFUL OFWHAT WE TAKE IN AND TO
  • 00:23:52.787 --> 00:23:54.789
  • WHAT WE TAKE IN AND TOSTAY EXTREMELY ANCHORED AS
  • 00:23:54.789 --> 00:23:56.358
  • STAY EXTREMELY ANCHORED ASJAMIE SAID IN THE WORD OF
  • 00:23:56.358 --> 00:23:57.659
  • JAMIE SAID IN THE WORD OFGOD BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE
  • 00:23:57.659 --> 00:23:58.960
  • GOD BECAUSE THAT'S WHERETHE TRUTH IS GOING TO BE.
  • 00:23:58.960 --> 00:23:59.628
  • THE TRUTH IS GOING TO BE.I JUST WANT TO PRAY FOR
  • 00:23:59.628 --> 00:24:00.562
  • I JUST WANT TO PRAY FOREVERYONE WATCHING RIGHT
  • 00:24:00.562 --> 00:24:01.463
  • EVERYONE WATCHING RIGHTNOW, WHETHER YOU'RE
  • 00:24:01.463 --> 00:24:03.064
  • NOW, WHETHER YOU'REINTROVERTED, EXTROVERTED.
  • 00:24:03.064 --> 00:24:05.834
  • INTROVERTED, EXTROVERTED.HAD A HARD PAST OR MAYBE
  • 00:24:05.834 --> 00:24:07.068
  • HAD A HARD PAST OR MAYBEYOU ARE JUST STRUGGLING
  • 00:24:07.068 --> 00:24:07.602
  • YOU ARE JUST STRUGGLINGTODAY.
  • 00:24:07.602 --> 00:24:09.170
  • TODAY.I WANT TO PRAY THAT GOD
  • 00:24:09.170 --> 00:24:10.572
  • I WANT TO PRAY THAT GODGIVES YOU AWARENESS, THAT
  • 00:24:10.572 --> 00:24:11.339
  • GIVES YOU AWARENESS, THATHE KNOWS YOU AS YOU ARE
  • 00:24:11.339 --> 00:24:12.173
  • HE KNOWS YOU AS YOU AREAND HE HAS PREPARED YOU TO
  • 00:24:12.173 --> 00:24:13.375
  • AND HE HAS PREPARED YOU TOWALK THROUGH IT.
  • 00:24:13.375 --> 00:24:14.276
  • WALK THROUGH IT.FATHER, I THANK YOU SO
  • 00:24:14.276 --> 00:24:15.844
  • FATHER, I THANK YOU SOMUCH FOR EVERY PERSON
  • 00:24:15.844 --> 00:24:17.012
  • MUCH FOR EVERY PERSONWATCHING RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:24:17.012 --> 00:24:18.580
  • WATCHING RIGHT NOW.I THANK YOU THAT WE ARE
  • 00:24:18.580 --> 00:24:19.648
  • I THANK YOU THAT WE AREMADE IN YOUR IMAGE.
  • 00:24:19.648 --> 00:24:21.016
  • MADE IN YOUR IMAGE.WE ARE MADE ACCORDING TO
  • 00:24:21.016 --> 00:24:21.716
  • WE ARE MADE ACCORDING TOYOUR PLAN.
  • 00:24:21.716 --> 00:24:23.218
  • YOUR PLAN.THAT NOTHING ABOUT US
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  • THAT NOTHING ABOUT USSURPRISES YOU OR CATCHES
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  • SURPRISES YOU OR CATCHESYOU OFF GUARD.
  • 00:24:26.421 --> 00:24:27.756
  • YOU OFF GUARD.YOU'VE CALLED US AND
  • 00:24:27.756 --> 00:24:29.591
  • YOU'VE CALLED US ANDASSIGNED US FROM BEFORE WE
  • 00:24:29.591 --> 00:24:32.260
  • ASSIGNED US FROM BEFORE WEWERE EVEN BORN.
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  • WERE EVEN BORN.SO GOD, WOULD YOU HELP US
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  • SO GOD, WOULD YOU HELP USTO CLING TO THAT MORE THAN
  • 00:24:35.030 --> 00:24:36.464
  • TO CLING TO THAT MORE THANTHE LATEST TRENDS OR THE
  • 00:24:36.464 --> 00:24:38.099
  • THE LATEST TRENDS OR THEOPINIONS OF OTHERS WHEN
  • 00:24:38.099 --> 00:24:38.833
  • OPINIONS OF OTHERS WHENTHEY GO AGAINST YOUR WORD,
  • 00:24:38.833 --> 00:24:39.768
  • THEY GO AGAINST YOUR WORD,GOD.
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  • GOD.I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD HELP
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  • I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD HELPUS TO HEAL FROM WHATEVER
  • 00:24:41.503 --> 00:24:44.039
  • US TO HEAL FROM WHATEVERHAS HAPPENED IN OUR PAST
  • 00:24:44.039 --> 00:24:44.739
  • HAS HAPPENED IN OUR PASTAND GIVE US PERSPECTIVE
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  • AND GIVE US PERSPECTIVEFOR THE THINGS WE ARE
  • 00:24:45.240 --> 00:24:46.007
  • FOR THE THINGS WE AREDEALING WITH IN OUR
  • 00:24:46.007 --> 00:24:48.009
  • DEALING WITH IN OURPRESENT SO WE CAN GAZE TO
  • 00:24:48.009 --> 00:24:49.144
  • PRESENT SO WE CAN GAZE TOTHE FUTURE, GOD, WITH OUR
  • 00:24:49.144 --> 00:24:49.945
  • THE FUTURE, GOD, WITH OURPURPOSE ORIENTED APPROACH
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  • PURPOSE ORIENTED APPROACHTO WHAT YOU CALLED YOU TO
  • 00:24:51.346 --> 00:24:52.380
  • TO WHAT YOU CALLED YOU TODO.
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  • DO.I PRAY, LORD THAT, THERE
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  • I PRAY, LORD THAT, THEREBE NO DELAY, NO HESITATION
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  • BE NO DELAY, NO HESITATIONIN MEN AND WOMEN STEPPING
  • 00:24:56.851 --> 00:24:59.087
  • IN MEN AND WOMEN STEPPINGOUT IN FAITH AND WITH
  • 00:24:59.087 --> 00:25:01.022
  • OUT IN FAITH AND WITHBOLDNESS COMING FROM YOU
  • 00:25:01.022 --> 00:25:02.924
  • BOLDNESS COMING FROM YOUTO LIVE OUT THE CALL THAT
  • 00:25:02.924 --> 00:25:04.092
  • TO LIVE OUT THE CALL THATYOU'VE PUT ON THEIR LIVES.
  • 00:25:04.092 --> 00:25:04.993
  • YOU'VE PUT ON THEIR LIVES.WE TRUST YOU, GOD, WE MOVE
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  • WE TRUST YOU, GOD, WE MOVERIGHT NOW IN JESUS' NAME,
  • 00:25:06.294 --> 00:25:08.496
  • RIGHT NOW IN JESUS' NAME,AMEN.
  • 00:25:08.496 --> 00:25:10.031
  • AMEN.- LAURIE: AMEN.
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  • - LAURIE: AMEN.OUR CONFIDENCE IS IN THE
  • 00:25:10.632 --> 00:25:11.333
  • OUR CONFIDENCE IS IN THELORD.
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  • LORD.AMEN.
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  • AMEN.OUR SECURITY, EVERYTHING
  • 00:25:14.769 --> 00:25:16.404
  • OUR SECURITY, EVERYTHINGWE NEED IS FOUND IN JESUS.
  • 00:25:16.404 --> 00:25:17.505
  • WE NEED IS FOUND IN JESUS.YOU KNOW, OUR
  • 00:25:17.505 --> 00:25:18.273
  • YOU KNOW, OUR"BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
  • 00:25:18.273 --> 00:25:19.374
  • "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
  • 00:25:19.374 --> 00:25:20.308
  • IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
  • 00:25:20.308 --> 00:25:21.509
  • YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOW
  • 00:25:21.509 --> 00:25:22.410
  • SOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOWHOW WE CAN PRAY FOR YOU,
  • 00:25:22.410 --> 00:25:24.746
  • HOW WE CAN PRAY FOR YOU,THANK FOR JOINING US TODAY.
  • 00:25:24.746 --> 00:25:26.114
  • THANK FOR JOINING US TODAY.TOO OFTEN WE TRY TO HIDE
  • 00:25:26.114 --> 00:25:27.816
  • TOO OFTEN WE TRY TO HIDEOUR BROKENNESS FROM THE
  • 00:25:27.816 --> 00:25:29.985
  • OUR BROKENNESS FROM THEONE WHO ALREADY SEES ALL
  • 00:25:29.985 --> 00:25:31.653
  • ONE WHO ALREADY SEES ALLOF EVERYTHING AND KNOWS US
  • 00:25:31.653 --> 00:25:33.355
  • OF EVERYTHING AND KNOWS USFULLY, OUR PRECIOUS
  • 00:25:33.355 --> 00:25:34.189
  • FULLY, OUR PRECIOUSHEAVENLY FATHER.
  • 00:25:34.189 --> 00:25:35.657
  • HEAVENLY FATHER.HE WAITS FOR US TO OPEN
  • 00:25:35.657 --> 00:25:37.125
  • HE WAITS FOR US TO OPENOUR HEARTS TO HIM.
  • 00:25:37.125 --> 00:25:38.226
  • OUR HEARTS TO HIM.TOMORROW WE ARE TALKING
  • 00:25:38.226 --> 00:25:39.527
  • TOMORROW WE ARE TALKINGABOUT HAVING THE COURAGE
  • 00:25:39.527 --> 00:25:40.595
  • ABOUT HAVING THE COURAGETO HEAL.
  • 00:25:40.595 --> 00:25:41.663
  • TO HEAL.WE WILL SEE YOU THEN.
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  • WE WILL SEE YOU THEN.WE LOVE YOU, BYE BYE.
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