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Better Together LIVE | Episode 117

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September 29, 2020
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Are we ready to invite God into the most hidden corners of our hearts? No pain is too deep for Him to restore. | TBN Prayer Line: 1-888-731-1000

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Better Together LIVE | Episode 117

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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: GOD
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: GODCALLS US TO COME TO HIM
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  • CALLS US TO COME TO HIMJUST AS WE ARE.
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  • JUST AS WE ARE.OUR BROKENNESS IS NO MATCH
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  • OUR BROKENNESS IS NO MATCHFOR HIS LOVE.
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  • FOR HIS LOVE.LET'S TALK ABOUT INVITING
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  • LET'S TALK ABOUT INVITINGGOD INTO THE MOST HIDDEN
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  • GOD INTO THE MOST HIDDENPLACES OF OUR HEARTS AND
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  • PLACES OF OUR HEARTS ANDALLOWING HIM TO MAKE US
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  • ALLOWING HIM TO MAKE USWHOLE.
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  • WHOLE.COME ON, JOIN US.
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  • COME ON, JOIN US.[MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC]- JANICE GAINES: AFTER I
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  • - JANICE GAINES: AFTER IFINISHED SEMINARY, I MOVED
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  • FINISHED SEMINARY, I MOVEDTO NEW YORK BECAUSE I WAS
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  • TO NEW YORK BECAUSE I WASGETTING MARRIED TO MY BEST
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  • GETTING MARRIED TO MY BESTFRIEND, MY HUBBY, E.J.,
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  • FRIEND, MY HUBBY, E.J.,E.J. GAINES,
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  • E.J. GAINES,AND IT WAS AN EXCITING
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  • AND IT WAS AN EXCITINGTIME IN LIFE, BUT
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  • TIME IN LIFE, BUTIT WAS ALSO A TOUGH TIME
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  • IT WAS ALSO A TOUGH TIMEIN LIFE BECAUSE I WAS
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  • IN LIFE BECAUSE I WASMOVING TO NEW YORK CITY,
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  • MOVING TO NEW YORK CITY,AND I REALLY REALIZED THAT
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  • AND I REALLY REALIZED THATTHAT CITY, I MEAN, IT'S A
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  • THAT CITY, I MEAN, IT'S ALOT TO TAKE WHEN YOU HAVE
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  • LOT TO TAKE WHEN YOU HAVETO LIVE THERE FOR THE
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  • TO LIVE THERE FOR THEFIRST TIME EVER.
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  • FIRST TIME EVER.IT'S A LOT TO TAKE.
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  • IT'S A LOT TO TAKE.AND I HAD TO TAKE THE
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  • AND I HAD TO TAKE THESUBWAY, AND I WAS A NEW
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  • SUBWAY, AND I WAS A NEWTEACHER IN THE BRONX, AND
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  • TEACHER IN THE BRONX, ANDSO I HAD TO TAKE THE
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  • SO I HAD TO TAKE THESUBWAY VERY FAR FROM WHERE
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  • SUBWAY VERY FAR FROM WHEREWE LIVED, AND I REMEMBER,
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  • WE LIVED, AND I REMEMBER,JUST, EVERY DAY GETTING
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  • JUST, EVERY DAY GETTINGINTO SOME KIND OF ARGUMENT
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  • INTO SOME KIND OF ARGUMENTON THE SUBWAY.
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  • ON THE SUBWAY.I HAD JUST MOVED THERE,
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  • I HAD JUST MOVED THERE,AND, MIND YOU, I HAD COME
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  • AND, MIND YOU, I HAD COMEFROM SEMINARY, LIKE, THE
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  • FROM SEMINARY, LIKE, THECHRISTIAN BUBBLE, AND I
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  • CHRISTIAN BUBBLE, AND IWAS LIKE, "LORD, WHAT IS
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  • WAS LIKE, "LORD, WHAT ISWRONG WITH ME, WITH THIS
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  • WRONG WITH ME, WITH THISCITY?
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  • CITY?I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE."
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  • I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE."AND I REMEMBER THE LORD
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  • AND I REMEMBER THE LORDASKING ME ONE DAY, HE
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  • ASKING ME ONE DAY, HESAID, "ARE YOU GONNA BE
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  • SAID, "ARE YOU GONNA BEANGRY EVERY DAY ON THE
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  • ANGRY EVERY DAY ON THESUBWAY?"
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  • SUBWAY?"AND I SAID, "WELL, LORD,
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  • AND I SAID, "WELL, LORD,THEY'RE MAKIN' ME ANGRY
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  • THEY'RE MAKIN' ME ANGRYEVERY DAY ON THE SUBWAY."
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  • EVERY DAY ON THE SUBWAY."'CAUSE IF YOU'VE EVER
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  • 'CAUSE IF YOU'VE EVERRIDDEN THE SUBWAY, YOU
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  • RIDDEN THE SUBWAY, YOUKNOW THAT THERE ARE
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  • KNOW THAT THERE AREALTERCATIONS WAITING TO
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  • ALTERCATIONS WAITING TOHAPPEN.
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  • HAPPEN.AND I SAID, "THEY'RE
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  • AND I SAID, "THEY'REMAKING ME ANGRY EVERY DAY,
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  • MAKING ME ANGRY EVERY DAY,LORD."
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  • LORD."AND HE SAID,
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  • AND HE SAID,"WELL, THEY'RE GONNA KEEP
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  • "WELL, THEY'RE GONNA KEEPDOIN' WHAT THEY'RE DOING.
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  • DOIN' WHAT THEY'RE DOING.SO NOW ARE YOU GOING TO BE
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  • SO NOW ARE YOU GOING TO BEANGRY EVERY DAY?"
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  • ANGRY EVERY DAY?"AND I REALIZED, I SAID,
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  • AND I REALIZED, I SAID,"NO, LORD, I DON'T WANNA
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  • "NO, LORD, I DON'T WANNABE ANGRY EVERY DAY."
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  • BE ANGRY EVERY DAY."HE SAID, "THEN YOU HAVE TO
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  • HE SAID, "THEN YOU HAVE TOWORK ON YOU.
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  • WORK ON YOU.YOU HAVE TO LET ME DO WHAT
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  • YOU HAVE TO LET ME DO WHATI WANT TO DO IN YOUR HEART."
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  • I WANT TO DO IN YOUR HEART."AND THAT WAS PROBABLY
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  • AND THAT WAS PROBABLYTHE FIRST TIME I REALIZED
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  • THE FIRST TIME I REALIZEDTHAT I HAD TO COME THROUGH
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  • THAT I HAD TO COME THROUGHTHE THRONE OF GRACE FOR
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  • THE THRONE OF GRACE FORMY OWN FAILURES IN ORDER
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  • MY OWN FAILURES IN ORDERTO BE HEALED,
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  • TO BE HEALED,IN ORDER TO DEAL WITH
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  • IN ORDER TO DEAL WITHSOME THINGS.
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  • SOME THINGS.AND I REALIZED THROUGH
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  • AND I REALIZED THROUGHCOUNSELING, THROUGH TIME
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  • COUNSELING, THROUGH TIMEIN THE WORD, THAT, REALLY,
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  • IN THE WORD, THAT, REALLY,I WAS JUST TRYING TO
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  • I WAS JUST TRYING TOALWAYS PROTECT MYSELF.
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  • ALWAYS PROTECT MYSELF.I AM 4'11 1/2", AND MAYBE
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  • I AM 4'11 1/2", AND MAYBENOT EVEN ANY MORE AFTER
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  • NOT EVEN ANY MORE AFTERHAVING KIDS, AND, YOU
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  • HAVING KIDS, AND, YOUKNOW, SO I'M A SHORTIE,
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  • KNOW, SO I'M A SHORTIE,AND I HAVE BEEN TREATED
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  • AND I HAVE BEEN TREATEDLIKE A SHORTIE ALL OF MY
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  • LIKE A SHORTIE ALL OF MYLIFE, AND BETWEEN SEXUAL
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  • LIFE, AND BETWEEN SEXUALASSAULT AS A KID AND
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  • ASSAULT AS A KID ANDACTUAL ASSAULT IN FIGHTS
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  • ACTUAL ASSAULT IN FIGHTSAND THINGS LIKE THAT, I
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  • AND THINGS LIKE THAT, IHAD GRABBED THIS PERSONA
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  • HAD GRABBED THIS PERSONATHAT I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF
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  • THAT I HAD TO TAKE CARE OFMYSELF WITH.
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  • MYSELF WITH.AND I THOUGHT I HAD
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  • AND I THOUGHT I HADTO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
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  • TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELFAND BE MY OWN PROTECTOR,
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  • AND BE MY OWN PROTECTOR,AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNING
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  • AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNINGOF THE LORD SAYING,
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  • OF THE LORD SAYING,"HEY, I WANT TO PROTECT
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  • "HEY, I WANT TO PROTECTYOU BECAUSE I AM
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  • YOU BECAUSE I AMTHE GREATEST PROTECTION
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  • THE GREATEST PROTECTIONTHAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE."
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  • THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE."AND SO IT LOOKS LIKE,
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  • AND SO IT LOOKS LIKE,REALLY, ME ACKNOWLEDGING
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  • REALLY, ME ACKNOWLEDGINGTO THE LORD THAT I
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  • TO THE LORD THAT IACTUALLY CAN'T DO THIS,
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  • ACTUALLY CAN'T DO THIS,I'VE COME UP AGAINST LIFE
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  • I'VE COME UP AGAINST LIFECIRCUMSTANCES THAT I CAN'T
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  • CIRCUMSTANCES THAT I CAN'THANDLE THIS BY MYSELF, AND
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  • HANDLE THIS BY MYSELF, AND"I NEED YOU TO GO DEEP TO
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  • "I NEED YOU TO GO DEEP TOTHE PLACES THAT I DIDN'T
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  • THE PLACES THAT I DIDN'TEVEN KNOW WERE STILL
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  • EVEN KNOW WERE STILLBLEEDING SO THAT I CAN BE
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  • BLEEDING SO THAT I CAN BEHEALED AND THAT I CAN WALK
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  • HEALED AND THAT I CAN WALKAROUND AND ACTUALLY SHARE
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  • AROUND AND ACTUALLY SHARETHE GOSPEL"-- AND WHAT
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  • THE GOSPEL"-- AND WHATENDED UP HAPPENING WAS THE
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  • ENDED UP HAPPENING WAS THELORD GAVE ME A TACTIC
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  • LORD GAVE ME A TACTICEVERY DAY ON THE SUBWAY,
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  • EVERY DAY ON THE SUBWAY,AND I WOULD CARRY A TINY
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  • AND I WOULD CARRY A TINYLITTLE BIBLE WITH ME, AND
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  • LITTLE BIBLE WITH ME, ANDI WOULD JUST READ IT.
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  • I WOULD JUST READ IT.I READ MORE WORD IN THAT
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  • I READ MORE WORD IN THATSEASON THAN I HAD EVER
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  • SEASON THAN I HAD EVERBEFORE, AND WHAT IT DID
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  • BEFORE, AND WHAT IT DIDWAS IT ALLOWED ME TO FOCUS
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  • WAS IT ALLOWED ME TO FOCUSON WHO I REALLY WAS, BASED
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  • ON WHO I REALLY WAS, BASEDON WHO GOD IS, BUT AT THE
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  • ON WHO GOD IS, BUT AT THESAME TIME, IT WAS SUCH A
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  • SAME TIME, IT WAS SUCH AGOOD TACTIC BECAUSE PEOPLE
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  • GOOD TACTIC BECAUSE PEOPLETHOUGHT I WAS WEIRD ON THE
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  • THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD ON THESUBWAY.
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  • SUBWAY.THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE
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  • THEY THOUGHT I WAS THEWEIRD CHRISTIAN GIRL
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  • WEIRD CHRISTIAN GIRLCARRYING A BIBLE, AND
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  • CARRYING A BIBLE, ANDNOBODY BOTHERED ME.
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  • NOBODY BOTHERED ME.AND SO IT WAS VERY
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  • AND SO IT WAS VERYPRACTICAL BUT, IN THAT
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  • PRACTICAL BUT, IN THATSEASON, VERY EMOTIONAL AS
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  • SEASON, VERY EMOTIONAL ASWELL.
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  • WELL.I DON'T KNOW.
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  • I DON'T KNOW.HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCED
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  • HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCEDANYTHING LIKE THAT, JAMIE?
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  • ANYTHING LIKE THAT, JAMIE?- JAMIE IVEY: WELL, I'VE
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  • - JAMIE IVEY: WELL, I'VENEVER EXPERIENCED READING
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  • NEVER EXPERIENCED READINGMY BIBLE ON A SUBWAY
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  • MY BIBLE ON A SUBWAYBECAUSE I'VE NEVER LIVED
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  • BECAUSE I'VE NEVER LIVEDIN NEW YORK CITY, ALTHOUGH
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  • IN NEW YORK CITY, ALTHOUGHTHAT DOES SOUND FUN
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  • THAT DOES SOUND FUNSOMETIMES BUT MAYBE NOT
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  • SOMETIMES BUT MAYBE NOTLONG-TERM.
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  • LONG-TERM.BUT I DO LOVE HOW YOU'RE
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  • BUT I DO LOVE HOW YOU'RESAYING, LIKE, "GOD'S GOING
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  • SAYING, LIKE, "GOD'S GOINGTO COME IN, AND HE'S GOING
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  • TO COME IN, AND HE'S GOINGTO MEET US RIGHT HERE WE
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  • TO MEET US RIGHT HERE WEARE.
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  • ARE.SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, HE'S
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  • SOMEHOW, SOMEWAY, HE'SGONNA DO THAT."
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  • GONNA DO THAT."WHEN I THINK ABOUT THIS
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  • WHEN I THINK ABOUT THISCOURAGE TO HEAL AND THESE
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  • COURAGE TO HEAL AND THESEHIDDEN PARTS IN OUR
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  • HIDDEN PARTS IN OURHEARTS, I REMEMBER THE
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  • HEARTS, I REMEMBER THEFIRST TIME I WENT TO
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  • FIRST TIME I WENT TOCOUNSELING, AND I WENT TO
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  • COUNSELING, AND I WENT TOCOUNSELING FOR LOTS OF
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  • COUNSELING FOR LOTS OFTHINGS THAT I DIDN'T EVEN
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  • THINGS THAT I DIDN'T EVENTHINK I NEEDED TO GO TO
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  • THINK I NEEDED TO GO TOCOUNSELING FOR, AND, YOU
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  • COUNSELING FOR, AND, YOUKNOW, YOU SIT IN THAT
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  • KNOW, YOU SIT IN THATOFFICE, AND I DON'T KNOW
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  • OFFICE, AND I DON'T KNOWIF YOU'VE EVER BEEN TO A
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  • IF YOU'VE EVER BEEN TO ACOUNSELING OFFICE, BUT ALL
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  • COUNSELING OFFICE, BUT ALLOF A SUDDEN, YOU THINK,
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  • OF A SUDDEN, YOU THINK,"I'M SAYING ALL THE THINGS
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  • "I'M SAYING ALL THE THINGSI'M FEELING, AND I DIDN'T
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  • I'M FEELING, AND I DIDN'TKNOW I WAS FEELING THEM,
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  • KNOW I WAS FEELING THEM,AND I'M CRYING," AND THEN
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  • AND I'M CRYING," AND THENYOU LEAVE, AND YOU'RE
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  • YOU LEAVE, AND YOU'REEXHAUSTED BECAUSE YOU'VE
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  • EXHAUSTED BECAUSE YOU'VEJUST HAD THIS EMOTIONAL
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  • JUST HAD THIS EMOTIONALHOUR OF "I DID NOT KNOW I
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  • HOUR OF "I DID NOT KNOW IHAD ALL THESE THINGS GOING ON."
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  • HAD ALL THESE THINGS GOING ON."AND I REMEMBER WHAT
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  • AND I REMEMBER WHATTHAT DID FOR ME WAS WHEN I
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  • THAT DID FOR ME WAS WHEN ISTARTED TO-- WHEN I
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  • STARTED TO-- WHEN IDECIDED, "HEY, YOU KNOW,
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  • DECIDED, "HEY, YOU KNOW,JAMIE, I THINK YOU SHOULD
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  • JAMIE, I THINK YOU SHOULDDEAL WITH SOME OF THESE
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  • DEAL WITH SOME OF THESETHINGS IN YOUR HEART"-- IS
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  • THINGS IN YOUR HEART"-- ISGOD MET ME THERE.
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  • GOD MET ME THERE.AND I HAD BEEN HOLDING ON
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  • AND I HAD BEEN HOLDING ONSO TIGHTLY TO SOME WOUNDS,
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  • SO TIGHTLY TO SOME WOUNDS,TO SOME PAIN THROUGH LIFE
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  • TO SOME PAIN THROUGH LIFECIRCUMSTANCES, THROUGH
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  • CIRCUMSTANCES, THROUGHOTHER PEOPLE'S DECISIONS,
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  • OTHER PEOPLE'S DECISIONS,OTHER PEOPLE'S CHOICES,
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  • OTHER PEOPLE'S CHOICES,AND I WAS NOT FULLY AWARE
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  • AND I WAS NOT FULLY AWAREOF HOW MUCH THAT PAIN WAS
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  • OF HOW MUCH THAT PAIN WASATTACHED TO ME UNTIL I
  • 00:05:15.594 --> 00:05:17.295
  • ATTACHED TO ME UNTIL IALLOWED MYSELF TO GO INTO
  • 00:05:17.295 --> 00:05:18.330
  • ALLOWED MYSELF TO GO INTOCOUNSELING AND START
  • 00:05:18.330 --> 00:05:19.431
  • COUNSELING AND STARTWORKING THROUGH IT.
  • 00:05:19.431 --> 00:05:20.932
  • WORKING THROUGH IT.AND WHAT I FOUND WAS THAT
  • 00:05:20.932 --> 00:05:22.401
  • AND WHAT I FOUND WAS THATI COULD HAVE CONTINUED ON.
  • 00:05:22.401 --> 00:05:23.668
  • I COULD HAVE CONTINUED ON.I COULD HAVE CONTINUED ON
  • 00:05:23.668 --> 00:05:25.537
  • I COULD HAVE CONTINUED ONCARRYING THAT PAIN,
  • 00:05:25.537 --> 00:05:27.005
  • CARRYING THAT PAIN,CARRYING THAT SHAME,
  • 00:05:27.005 --> 00:05:28.507
  • CARRYING THAT SHAME,CARRYING THOSE WOUNDS, AND
  • 00:05:28.507 --> 00:05:30.942
  • CARRYING THOSE WOUNDS, ANDI COULD'VE MADE IT THROUGH
  • 00:05:30.942 --> 00:05:31.877
  • I COULD'VE MADE IT THROUGHMY LIFE, BUT YOU KNOW
  • 00:05:31.877 --> 00:05:32.611
  • MY LIFE, BUT YOU KNOWWHAT?
  • 00:05:32.611 --> 00:05:33.478
  • WHAT?I WOULD'VE BEEN EXHAUSTED.
  • 00:05:33.478 --> 00:05:34.780
  • I WOULD'VE BEEN EXHAUSTED.I WOULDN'T BE ALLOWING GOD
  • 00:05:34.780 --> 00:05:36.148
  • I WOULDN'T BE ALLOWING GODTO MEET ME IN THE MOST
  • 00:05:36.148 --> 00:05:37.949
  • TO MEET ME IN THE MOSTINNERMOST, INTIMATE PLACES
  • 00:05:37.949 --> 00:05:38.750
  • INNERMOST, INTIMATE PLACESOF MY HEART.
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  • OF MY HEART.AND WHAT I FOUND WAS
  • 00:05:39.951 --> 00:05:41.753
  • AND WHAT I FOUND WASLETTING HIM IN, LETTING
  • 00:05:41.753 --> 00:05:43.655
  • LETTING HIM IN, LETTINGHIM DO WHAT HE DOES BEST
  • 00:05:43.655 --> 00:05:45.891
  • HIM DO WHAT HE DOES BESTBY MEETING ME THERE AND
  • 00:05:45.891 --> 00:05:47.526
  • BY MEETING ME THERE ANDHEALING THOSE PLACES, I
  • 00:05:47.526 --> 00:05:49.327
  • HEALING THOSE PLACES, IBECAME A DIFFERENT WOMAN
  • 00:05:49.327 --> 00:05:50.128
  • BECAME A DIFFERENT WOMANON THE OTHER SIDE OF THOSE
  • 00:05:50.128 --> 00:05:51.062
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THOSECOUNSELING-- THAT HANDFUL
  • 00:05:51.062 --> 00:05:52.731
  • COUNSELING-- THAT HANDFULOF YEARS THAT I SPENT IN
  • 00:05:52.731 --> 00:05:54.900
  • OF YEARS THAT I SPENT INCOUNSELING BECAUSE I KNEW,
  • 00:05:54.900 --> 00:05:55.500
  • COUNSELING BECAUSE I KNEW,"GOD, I'M GONNA LET YOU IN
  • 00:05:55.500 --> 00:05:57.169
  • "GOD, I'M GONNA LET YOU INTO EVERY SINGLE PLACE OF
  • 00:05:57.169 --> 00:05:58.370
  • TO EVERY SINGLE PLACE OFMY HEART."
  • 00:05:58.370 --> 00:05:59.805
  • MY HEART."AND AS DIFFICULT AS THAT WAS
  • 00:05:59.805 --> 00:06:01.873
  • AND AS DIFFICULT AS THAT WASEMOTIONALLY, LIKE, FOR ME,
  • 00:06:01.873 --> 00:06:02.774
  • EMOTIONALLY, LIKE, FOR ME,I'M JUST LIKE, "WHY WOULD
  • 00:06:02.774 --> 00:06:03.675
  • I'M JUST LIKE, "WHY WOULDI WANNA GO BACK AND RELIVE
  • 00:06:03.675 --> 00:06:04.943
  • I WANNA GO BACK AND RELIVESOME OF THAT PAIN?"
  • 00:06:04.943 --> 00:06:06.144
  • SOME OF THAT PAIN?"BUT WHEN I DID, IT'S AS
  • 00:06:06.144 --> 00:06:08.346
  • BUT WHEN I DID, IT'S ASTHOUGH I WENT BACK AND
  • 00:06:08.346 --> 00:06:09.314
  • THOUGH I WENT BACK ANDALLOWED GOD TO MEET ME
  • 00:06:09.314 --> 00:06:10.248
  • ALLOWED GOD TO MEET METHERE WHERE I HADN'T FELT
  • 00:06:10.248 --> 00:06:11.383
  • THERE WHERE I HADN'T FELTTHAT BEFORE, AND IT'S NOT
  • 00:06:11.383 --> 00:06:12.584
  • THAT BEFORE, AND IT'S NOTTHAT HE WASN'T THERE IN
  • 00:06:12.584 --> 00:06:13.518
  • THAT HE WASN'T THERE INTHOSE MOMENTS, BUT I HAD
  • 00:06:13.518 --> 00:06:14.820
  • THOSE MOMENTS, BUT I HADJUST STORED UP SO MUCH
  • 00:06:14.820 --> 00:06:16.788
  • JUST STORED UP SO MUCHPAIN.
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  • PAIN.AND SO IT TAKES A LOT OF
  • 00:06:18.657 --> 00:06:20.091
  • AND SO IT TAKES A LOT OFCOURAGE TO STEP IN AND
  • 00:06:20.091 --> 00:06:21.493
  • COURAGE TO STEP IN ANDSAY, "HERE ARE SOME PLACES
  • 00:06:21.493 --> 00:06:22.928
  • SAY, "HERE ARE SOME PLACESOF MY HEART THAT I HAVEN'T
  • 00:06:22.928 --> 00:06:24.029
  • OF MY HEART THAT I HAVEN'TREALLY DEALT WITH."
  • 00:06:24.029 --> 00:06:26.097
  • REALLY DEALT WITH."AND SO I KNOW IT'S BEEN A
  • 00:06:26.097 --> 00:06:27.365
  • AND SO I KNOW IT'S BEEN AGAME CHANGER FOR ME,
  • 00:06:27.365 --> 00:06:28.633
  • GAME CHANGER FOR ME,AND I DON'T KNOW, LAURIE,
  • 00:06:28.633 --> 00:06:29.801
  • AND I DON'T KNOW, LAURIE,IF YOU'VE HAD TO WALK THROUGH
  • 00:06:29.801 --> 00:06:30.836
  • IF YOU'VE HAD TO WALK THROUGHSEASONS OF "I'M GONNA LET
  • 00:06:30.836 --> 00:06:31.870
  • SEASONS OF "I'M GONNA LETYOU IN, GOD, EVEN TO THESE
  • 00:06:31.870 --> 00:06:33.605
  • YOU IN, GOD, EVEN TO THESEPLACES THAT I WANNA HOLD
  • 00:06:33.605 --> 00:06:34.706
  • PLACES THAT I WANNA HOLDON SO TIGHTLY TO BECAUSE
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  • ON SO TIGHTLY TO BECAUSEI'M WORRIED ABOUT WHAT
  • 00:06:35.974 --> 00:06:36.508
  • I'M WORRIED ABOUT WHATHAPPENS WHEN YOU GET IN
  • 00:06:36.508 --> 00:06:37.108
  • HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET INTHERE"?
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  • THERE"?- LAURIE: YOU KNOW WHAT I
  • 00:06:38.076 --> 00:06:40.745
  • - LAURIE: YOU KNOW WHAT IHAVE COME TO KNOW AND TO
  • 00:06:40.745 --> 00:06:43.381
  • HAVE COME TO KNOW AND TOLIVE BY THAT, WHEN I GO--
  • 00:06:43.381 --> 00:06:46.418
  • LIVE BY THAT, WHEN I GO--WHEN WE GO THROUGH THINGS,
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  • WHEN WE GO THROUGH THINGS,MY HUSBAND AND I, I SIT
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  • MY HUSBAND AND I, I SITWITH THE LORD, AND I
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  • WITH THE LORD, AND ITHINK, IF THE BLOOD OF
  • 00:06:53.158 --> 00:06:54.559
  • THINK, IF THE BLOOD OFJESUS HAS TAKEN AWAY EVERY
  • 00:06:54.559 --> 00:06:56.661
  • JESUS HAS TAKEN AWAY EVERYEXCUSE AND I AM GOING TO
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  • EXCUSE AND I AM GOING TOSTAND BEFORE GOD ALL BY
  • 00:06:59.764 --> 00:07:01.533
  • STAND BEFORE GOD ALL BYMYSELF, I AM NOT GOING TO
  • 00:07:01.533 --> 00:07:02.968
  • MYSELF, I AM NOT GOING TOBE ABLE TO STAND BEFORE
  • 00:07:02.968 --> 00:07:04.102
  • BE ABLE TO STAND BEFOREGOD AND BLAME SOMEBODY
  • 00:07:04.102 --> 00:07:05.537
  • GOD AND BLAME SOMEBODYELSE FOR MY PROBLEM.
  • 00:07:05.537 --> 00:07:08.773
  • ELSE FOR MY PROBLEM.SO IN THIS SITUATION, HOW
  • 00:07:08.773 --> 00:07:12.310
  • SO IN THIS SITUATION, HOWDID I RESPOND?
  • 00:07:12.310 --> 00:07:14.179
  • DID I RESPOND?HOW DID I REACT OR ACT?
  • 00:07:14.179 --> 00:07:17.649
  • HOW DID I REACT OR ACT?MY HUSBAND SAYS, "DON'T
  • 00:07:17.649 --> 00:07:19.284
  • MY HUSBAND SAYS, "DON'TEVER REACT, BUT ALWAYS ACT."
  • 00:07:19.284 --> 00:07:20.986
  • EVER REACT, BUT ALWAYS ACT."HOW DID I ACT WHEN THAT
  • 00:07:20.986 --> 00:07:26.358
  • HOW DID I ACT WHEN THATOFFENSE WAS DONE TO ME?
  • 00:07:26.358 --> 00:07:29.094
  • OFFENSE WAS DONE TO ME?HOW DID I RESPOND?
  • 00:07:29.094 --> 00:07:29.828
  • HOW DID I RESPOND?WAS THAT GOD CALLING ON MY
  • 00:07:29.828 --> 00:07:30.362
  • WAS THAT GOD CALLING ON MYFAITH?
  • 00:07:30.362 --> 00:07:31.563
  • FAITH?WAS THAT GOD CALLING ON
  • 00:07:31.563 --> 00:07:32.898
  • WAS THAT GOD CALLING ONTHE FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT ON
  • 00:07:32.898 --> 00:07:34.733
  • THE FRUIT OF THE SPIRIT ONTHE INSIDE OF ME?
  • 00:07:34.733 --> 00:07:36.067
  • THE INSIDE OF ME?BECAUSE I WON'T BE ABLE TO
  • 00:07:36.067 --> 00:07:37.669
  • BECAUSE I WON'T BE ABLE TOSTAND BEFORE GOD AND BLAME
  • 00:07:37.669 --> 00:07:41.439
  • STAND BEFORE GOD AND BLAMEMY MOTHER OR MY FATHER OR
  • 00:07:41.439 --> 00:07:43.375
  • MY MOTHER OR MY FATHER ORMY SISTER OR MY BROTHER
  • 00:07:43.375 --> 00:07:45.810
  • MY SISTER OR MY BROTHERFOR WHAT WAS DONE TO ME.
  • 00:07:45.810 --> 00:07:47.212
  • FOR WHAT WAS DONE TO ME.IT WAS HOW DID I RESPOND
  • 00:07:47.212 --> 00:07:48.747
  • IT WAS HOW DID I RESPONDACCORDING TO THE WORD OF
  • 00:07:48.747 --> 00:07:50.081
  • ACCORDING TO THE WORD OFGOD AND ACCORDING TO WHAT
  • 00:07:50.081 --> 00:07:52.984
  • GOD AND ACCORDING TO WHATHE SAYS WHO I AM?
  • 00:07:52.984 --> 00:07:56.621
  • HE SAYS WHO I AM?AND SO I HAVE LEARNED
  • 00:07:56.621 --> 00:07:57.355
  • AND SO I HAVE LEARNEDTHROUGH THE YEARS,
  • 00:07:57.355 --> 00:07:58.390
  • THROUGH THE YEARS,PROBABLY THE HARD WAY, TO
  • 00:07:58.390 --> 00:08:02.527
  • PROBABLY THE HARD WAY, TOTRY NOT TO CAST BLAME ON
  • 00:08:02.527 --> 00:08:04.696
  • TRY NOT TO CAST BLAME ONOTHER PEOPLE BUT JUST
  • 00:08:04.696 --> 00:08:07.465
  • OTHER PEOPLE BUT JUSTSTAND FIRM IN WHO GOD SAYS
  • 00:08:07.465 --> 00:08:09.100
  • STAND FIRM IN WHO GOD SAYSI AM, WHAT I'M CALLED TO
  • 00:08:09.100 --> 00:08:10.769
  • I AM, WHAT I'M CALLED TODO, MY PURPOSE AND MY
  • 00:08:10.769 --> 00:08:11.570
  • DO, MY PURPOSE AND MYDESTINY, AND LET THE CHIPS
  • 00:08:11.570 --> 00:08:13.538
  • DESTINY, AND LET THE CHIPSFALL WHERE THEY MAY.
  • 00:08:13.538 --> 00:08:15.440
  • FALL WHERE THEY MAY.CHRIS?
  • 00:08:15.440 --> 00:08:17.242
  • CHRIS?- CHRISTINE CAINE: WE ARE
  • 00:08:17.242 --> 00:08:18.043
  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: WE AREGOOD FRIENDS, SO I'M LIKE,
  • 00:08:18.043 --> 00:08:19.377
  • GOOD FRIENDS, SO I'M LIKE,YOU ARE LIKE A REAL
  • 00:08:19.377 --> 00:08:20.579
  • YOU ARE LIKE A REALCHRISTIAN BEHIND THE
  • 00:08:20.579 --> 00:08:21.046
  • CHRISTIAN BEHIND THESCENES.
  • 00:08:21.046 --> 00:08:22.147
  • SCENES.I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW
  • 00:08:22.147 --> 00:08:22.781
  • I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOWTHAT SHE, LIKE, REALLY IS.
  • 00:08:22.781 --> 00:08:23.949
  • THAT SHE, LIKE, REALLY IS.[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:08:23.949 --> 00:08:24.749
  • [LAUGHTER]AND THEN THERE'S, LIKE,
  • 00:08:24.749 --> 00:08:25.784
  • AND THEN THERE'S, LIKE,REALLY MESSED-UP PEOPLE
  • 00:08:25.784 --> 00:08:27.786
  • REALLY MESSED-UP PEOPLELIKE US, OKAY?
  • 00:08:27.786 --> 00:08:28.887
  • LIKE US, OKAY?SO FOR THE OTHER 99.99% OF
  • 00:08:28.887 --> 00:08:30.555
  • SO FOR THE OTHER 99.99% OFTHE WORLD THAT IS NOT
  • 00:08:30.555 --> 00:08:33.258
  • THE WORLD THAT IS NOTJESUS, JR., YOU KNOW, I
  • 00:08:33.258 --> 00:08:34.292
  • JESUS, JR., YOU KNOW, ICAME FROM SUCH BROKENNESS.
  • 00:08:34.292 --> 00:08:35.727
  • CAME FROM SUCH BROKENNESS.I WAS LEFT IN A HOSPITAL,
  • 00:08:35.727 --> 00:08:36.595
  • I WAS LEFT IN A HOSPITAL,UNNAMED AND UNWANTED WHEN
  • 00:08:36.595 --> 00:08:38.363
  • UNNAMED AND UNWANTED WHENI WAS BORN.
  • 00:08:38.363 --> 00:08:39.798
  • I WAS BORN.SO THERE WAS A LOT OF
  • 00:08:39.798 --> 00:08:41.700
  • SO THERE WAS A LOT OFABANDONMENT ISSUES, ABUSE
  • 00:08:41.700 --> 00:08:43.835
  • ABANDONMENT ISSUES, ABUSEISSUES-- I WAS SEXUALLY
  • 00:08:43.835 --> 00:08:45.370
  • ISSUES-- I WAS SEXUALLYABUSED FOR ABOUT 12
  • 00:08:45.370 --> 00:08:45.837
  • ABUSED FOR ABOUT 12YEARS-- AND A LOT OF
  • 00:08:45.837 --> 00:08:47.138
  • YEARS-- AND A LOT OFREJECTION, SHAME, GUILT.
  • 00:08:47.138 --> 00:08:48.907
  • REJECTION, SHAME, GUILT.I MEAN, I HAD ALL THE JUNK
  • 00:08:48.907 --> 00:08:51.176
  • I MEAN, I HAD ALL THE JUNKTHAT YOU COULD WANT.
  • 00:08:51.176 --> 00:08:52.777
  • THAT YOU COULD WANT.AND I REMEMBER, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:08:52.777 --> 00:08:54.112
  • AND I REMEMBER, YOU KNOW,THERE WAS-- FOR SOME OF US
  • 00:08:54.112 --> 00:08:54.980
  • THERE WAS-- FOR SOME OF USEVEN WATCHING THIS, I
  • 00:08:54.980 --> 00:08:56.681
  • EVEN WATCHING THIS, ITHINK WE MIGHT CONNECT TO
  • 00:08:56.681 --> 00:08:57.349
  • THINK WE MIGHT CONNECT TOTHIS.
  • 00:08:57.349 --> 00:08:58.850
  • THIS.I HAD AN ACCIDENT ONCE, A
  • 00:08:58.850 --> 00:08:59.884
  • I HAD AN ACCIDENT ONCE, ASKI ACCIDENT, WHERE I
  • 00:08:59.884 --> 00:09:00.785
  • SKI ACCIDENT, WHERE ISNAPPED MY ACL, TORE MY
  • 00:09:00.785 --> 00:09:03.488
  • SNAPPED MY ACL, TORE MYMCL, TORE MY MENISCUS, AND
  • 00:09:03.488 --> 00:09:04.923
  • MCL, TORE MY MENISCUS, ANDFRACTURED MY KNEE.
  • 00:09:04.923 --> 00:09:06.057
  • FRACTURED MY KNEE.I DID THE WHOLE THING.
  • 00:09:06.057 --> 00:09:07.092
  • I DID THE WHOLE THING.THEY HAD TO GET, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:09:07.092 --> 00:09:08.193
  • THEY HAD TO GET, YOU KNOW,THE SKI PATROL TO COME AND
  • 00:09:08.193 --> 00:09:09.194
  • THE SKI PATROL TO COME ANDTAKE ME DOWN THE MOUNTAIN
  • 00:09:09.194 --> 00:09:10.095
  • TAKE ME DOWN THE MOUNTAINAND PUT YOU IN THE LITTLE
  • 00:09:10.095 --> 00:09:10.929
  • AND PUT YOU IN THE LITTLECOFFIN, GO DOWN THE HILL,
  • 00:09:10.929 --> 00:09:11.496
  • COFFIN, GO DOWN THE HILL,YOU KNOW, SO I HAD TO DO
  • 00:09:11.496 --> 00:09:12.297
  • YOU KNOW, SO I HAD TO DOTHAT.
  • 00:09:12.297 --> 00:09:14.399
  • THAT.AND THEN I HAD A-- THAT'S
  • 00:09:14.399 --> 00:09:16.468
  • AND THEN I HAD A-- THAT'SALL THE WHOLE DEAL.
  • 00:09:16.468 --> 00:09:18.203
  • ALL THE WHOLE DEAL.THEN I HAD A HAMSTRING
  • 00:09:18.203 --> 00:09:19.170
  • THEN I HAD A HAMSTRINGGRAFT, AND THE P.T. CAME
  • 00:09:19.170 --> 00:09:20.372
  • GRAFT, AND THE P.T. CAMEIN THE DAY-- SO I HAD
  • 00:09:20.372 --> 00:09:21.673
  • IN THE DAY-- SO I HADTHE SURGERY, I CAME TO,
  • 00:09:21.673 --> 00:09:24.409
  • THE SURGERY, I CAME TO,AND HE WALKS IN, AND HE
  • 00:09:24.409 --> 00:09:25.276
  • AND HE WALKS IN, AND HESAID THIS TO ME EXACTLY,
  • 00:09:25.276 --> 00:09:28.480
  • SAID THIS TO ME EXACTLY,LIKE VERBATIM, HE SAID,
  • 00:09:28.480 --> 00:09:29.180
  • LIKE VERBATIM, HE SAID,"MRS. CAINE, THE KIND OF
  • 00:09:29.180 --> 00:09:30.015
  • "MRS. CAINE, THE KIND OFINJURY YOU'VE HAD,
  • 00:09:30.015 --> 00:09:31.182
  • INJURY YOU'VE HAD,IT WAS VERY, VERY SEVERE.
  • 00:09:31.182 --> 00:09:32.717
  • IT WAS VERY, VERY SEVERE.IF YOU WERE A PROFESSIONAL
  • 00:09:32.717 --> 00:09:33.885
  • IF YOU WERE A PROFESSIONALATHLETE," WHICH I WAS IN
  • 00:09:33.885 --> 00:09:35.220
  • ATHLETE," WHICH I WAS INMY DREAMS, BUT NOT IN
  • 00:09:35.220 --> 00:09:36.388
  • MY DREAMS, BUT NOT INREALITY, "IF YOU WERE A
  • 00:09:36.388 --> 00:09:37.489
  • REALITY, "IF YOU WERE APROFESSIONAL ATHLETE, YOU
  • 00:09:37.489 --> 00:09:38.823
  • PROFESSIONAL ATHLETE, YOUWOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GO BACK.
  • 00:09:38.823 --> 00:09:40.091
  • WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GO BACK.YOU WOULD NOT BE BACK ON
  • 00:09:40.091 --> 00:09:41.926
  • YOU WOULD NOT BE BACK ONTHE FIELD AT THAT LEVEL AGAIN."
  • 00:09:41.926 --> 00:09:42.927
  • THE FIELD AT THAT LEVEL AGAIN."HE SAID, "BUT, ACTUALLY,
  • 00:09:42.927 --> 00:09:44.362
  • HE SAID, "BUT, ACTUALLY,TECHNICALLY, YOU COULD
  • 00:09:44.362 --> 00:09:46.398
  • TECHNICALLY, YOU COULDRECOVER AND SKI AGAIN
  • 00:09:46.398 --> 00:09:48.400
  • RECOVER AND SKI AGAINBECAUSE YOUR RIGHT KNEE
  • 00:09:48.400 --> 00:09:50.135
  • BECAUSE YOUR RIGHT KNEEIS NOW TECHNICALLY,
  • 00:09:50.135 --> 00:09:51.202
  • IS NOW TECHNICALLY,WITH A HAMSTRING GRAFT,
  • 00:09:51.202 --> 00:09:52.237
  • WITH A HAMSTRING GRAFT,IT'S ACTUALLY TECHNICALLY
  • 00:09:52.237 --> 00:09:52.737
  • IT'S ACTUALLY TECHNICALLYSTRONGER THAN YOUR LEFT
  • 00:09:52.737 --> 00:09:54.472
  • STRONGER THAN YOUR LEFTKNEE.
  • 00:09:54.472 --> 00:09:55.607
  • KNEE.BUT MOST PEOPLE DON'T GET
  • 00:09:55.607 --> 00:09:58.109
  • BUT MOST PEOPLE DON'T GETFULL MOVEMENT BACK OR EVER
  • 00:09:58.109 --> 00:09:59.177
  • FULL MOVEMENT BACK OR EVERGO BACK TO RUNNING OR
  • 00:09:59.177 --> 00:10:00.545
  • GO BACK TO RUNNING ORSKIING," HE SAID, "BECAUSE
  • 00:10:00.545 --> 00:10:04.015
  • SKIING," HE SAID, "BECAUSETHIS IS THE DEAL: THE
  • 00:10:04.015 --> 00:10:04.649
  • THIS IS THE DEAL: THEACCIDENT HAPPENED IN A
  • 00:10:04.649 --> 00:10:05.617
  • ACCIDENT HAPPENED IN ASECOND.
  • 00:10:05.617 --> 00:10:06.451
  • SECOND.IT WAS EXTREMELY PAINFUL,
  • 00:10:06.451 --> 00:10:08.453
  • IT WAS EXTREMELY PAINFUL,BUT THE RECOVERY PROCESS
  • 00:10:08.453 --> 00:10:09.721
  • BUT THE RECOVERY PROCESSIS GOING TO TAKE SEVERAL
  • 00:10:09.721 --> 00:10:13.525
  • IS GOING TO TAKE SEVERALMONTHS, AND THE RECOVERY
  • 00:10:13.525 --> 00:10:15.593
  • MONTHS, AND THE RECOVERYPROCESS IS GONNA BE WAY
  • 00:10:15.593 --> 00:10:16.094
  • PROCESS IS GONNA BE WAYMORE PAINFUL THAN THE
  • 00:10:16.094 --> 00:10:16.895
  • MORE PAINFUL THAN THEACTUAL ACCIDENT.
  • 00:10:16.895 --> 00:10:17.429
  • ACTUAL ACCIDENT.SO, MRS. CAINE, YOU CAN
  • 00:10:17.429 --> 00:10:18.730
  • SO, MRS. CAINE, YOU CANHEAL COMPLETELY OR
  • 00:10:18.730 --> 00:10:20.799
  • HEAL COMPLETELY ORPARTIALLY.
  • 00:10:20.799 --> 00:10:21.566
  • PARTIALLY.YOU CAN HEAL QUICKLY OR
  • 00:10:21.566 --> 00:10:24.669
  • YOU CAN HEAL QUICKLY ORSLOWLY.
  • 00:10:24.669 --> 00:10:27.105
  • SLOWLY.IT'S ENTIRELY UP TO YOU.
  • 00:10:27.105 --> 00:10:27.872
  • IT'S ENTIRELY UP TO YOU.THE DEGREE TO WHICH YOU
  • 00:10:27.872 --> 00:10:29.841
  • THE DEGREE TO WHICH YOUARE WILLING TO EMBRACE THE
  • 00:10:29.841 --> 00:10:31.176
  • ARE WILLING TO EMBRACE THEPAIN OF RECOVERY IS THE
  • 00:10:31.176 --> 00:10:32.110
  • PAIN OF RECOVERY IS THEDEGREE TO WHICH YOU WILL
  • 00:10:32.110 --> 00:10:34.012
  • DEGREE TO WHICH YOU WILLRECOVER."
  • 00:10:34.012 --> 00:10:34.646
  • RECOVER."AND I JUST WANNA SAY THAT,
  • 00:10:34.646 --> 00:10:35.213
  • AND I JUST WANNA SAY THAT,IN MY OWN LIFE,
  • 00:10:35.213 --> 00:10:35.880
  • IN MY OWN LIFE,THAT'S HOW IT'S BEEN
  • 00:10:35.880 --> 00:10:36.614
  • THAT'S HOW IT'S BEENWITH THE LORD.
  • 00:10:36.614 --> 00:10:38.316
  • WITH THE LORD.SOME PEOPLE WITH MY KIND
  • 00:10:38.316 --> 00:10:39.651
  • SOME PEOPLE WITH MY KINDOF BACKGROUND, SOME PEOPLE
  • 00:10:39.651 --> 00:10:40.518
  • OF BACKGROUND, SOME PEOPLEGO, "WELL, CHRIS, YOU
  • 00:10:40.518 --> 00:10:42.287
  • GO, "WELL, CHRIS, YOUKNOW--" EITHER THEY--
  • 00:10:42.287 --> 00:10:43.855
  • KNOW--" EITHER THEY--I MEAN, IT'S ALL PERCEPTION.
  • 00:10:43.855 --> 00:10:45.023
  • I MEAN, IT'S ALL PERCEPTION.SOME PEOPLE THINK, "WELL,
  • 00:10:45.023 --> 00:10:45.890
  • SOME PEOPLE THINK, "WELL,MY BACKGROUND WAS WORSE,"
  • 00:10:45.890 --> 00:10:47.058
  • MY BACKGROUND WAS WORSE,"OR "MY BACKGROUND WAS NOT
  • 00:10:47.058 --> 00:10:48.827
  • OR "MY BACKGROUND WAS NOTWORSE," OR "THIS PERSON
  • 00:10:48.827 --> 00:10:49.894
  • WORSE," OR "THIS PERSONDID WORSE TO ME," OR "THAT
  • 00:10:49.894 --> 00:10:52.263
  • DID WORSE TO ME," OR "THATPERSON DID WORSE."
  • 00:10:52.263 --> 00:10:53.298
  • PERSON DID WORSE."NOW, THE DEAL IS, LAURIE,
  • 00:10:53.298 --> 00:10:53.865
  • NOW, THE DEAL IS, LAURIE,YOU'RE RIGHT WHEN YOU SAID
  • 00:10:53.865 --> 00:10:54.632
  • YOU'RE RIGHT WHEN YOU SAIDTHE BLOOD OF JESUS
  • 00:10:54.632 --> 00:10:55.433
  • THE BLOOD OF JESUSACTUALLY PAID ALL THE
  • 00:10:55.433 --> 00:10:57.335
  • ACTUALLY PAID ALL THEPRICE.
  • 00:10:57.335 --> 00:10:58.403
  • PRICE.I BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT A
  • 00:10:58.403 --> 00:11:00.405
  • I BELIEVE THAT I'M NOT APRODUCT OF MY PAST.
  • 00:11:00.405 --> 00:11:00.972
  • PRODUCT OF MY PAST.I BELIEVE THAT I'M A NEW
  • 00:11:00.972 --> 00:11:02.307
  • I BELIEVE THAT I'M A NEWCREATION IN CHRIST JESUS,
  • 00:11:02.307 --> 00:11:03.408
  • CREATION IN CHRIST JESUS,THAT HE'S MADE ALL THINGS
  • 00:11:03.408 --> 00:11:04.776
  • THAT HE'S MADE ALL THINGSNEW, BUT THERE IS A
  • 00:11:04.776 --> 00:11:06.411
  • NEW, BUT THERE IS APROCESS TO WALKING THAT
  • 00:11:06.411 --> 00:11:07.112
  • PROCESS TO WALKING THATOUT, AND I COULD'VE HAD A
  • 00:11:07.112 --> 00:11:10.148
  • OUT, AND I COULD'VE HAD ACHOICE WHERE I COULD'VE
  • 00:11:10.148 --> 00:11:11.282
  • CHOICE WHERE I COULD'VEREMAINED A VICTIM FOR THE
  • 00:11:11.282 --> 00:11:11.783
  • REMAINED A VICTIM FOR THEREST OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:11:11.783 --> 00:11:13.418
  • REST OF MY LIFE.WHAT WAS DONE TO ME WAS
  • 00:11:13.418 --> 00:11:14.152
  • WHAT WAS DONE TO ME WASWRONG.
  • 00:11:14.152 --> 00:11:15.019
  • WRONG.WHAT I EXPERIENCED WAS
  • 00:11:15.019 --> 00:11:16.921
  • WHAT I EXPERIENCED WASWRONG.
  • 00:11:16.921 --> 00:11:17.589
  • WRONG.IT'S NEVER GONNA BE OKAY.
  • 00:11:17.589 --> 00:11:19.023
  • IT'S NEVER GONNA BE OKAY.IT WAS NEVER OKAY.
  • 00:11:19.023 --> 00:11:20.558
  • IT WAS NEVER OKAY.BUT I HAD TO LEARN TO MAKE
  • 00:11:20.558 --> 00:11:22.827
  • BUT I HAD TO LEARN TO MAKEWHAT JESUS DID FOR ME
  • 00:11:22.827 --> 00:11:24.896
  • WHAT JESUS DID FOR MEBIGGER THAN WHAT THOSE
  • 00:11:24.896 --> 00:11:26.798
  • BIGGER THAN WHAT THOSEABUSERS DID TO ME.
  • 00:11:26.798 --> 00:11:28.600
  • ABUSERS DID TO ME.AND WHEN I LEARNED TO MAKE
  • 00:11:28.600 --> 00:11:30.001
  • AND WHEN I LEARNED TO MAKEWHAT HE DID FOR ME BIGGER
  • 00:11:30.001 --> 00:11:30.802
  • WHAT HE DID FOR ME BIGGERTHAN WHAT THEY DID TO ME
  • 00:11:30.802 --> 00:11:33.171
  • THAN WHAT THEY DID TO MEAND THEN EMBRACE THE PAIN
  • 00:11:33.171 --> 00:11:33.838
  • AND THEN EMBRACE THE PAINOF RECOVERY, I WISH I
  • 00:11:33.838 --> 00:11:37.275
  • OF RECOVERY, I WISH ICOULD TELL YOU, I REALLY
  • 00:11:37.275 --> 00:11:37.976
  • COULD TELL YOU, I REALLYDO, JADA, OR I WISH I
  • 00:11:37.976 --> 00:11:38.977
  • DO, JADA, OR I WISH ICOULD SAY THAT I WENT TO
  • 00:11:38.977 --> 00:11:39.444
  • COULD SAY THAT I WENT TOAN ALTAR CALL, SOMEONE
  • 00:11:39.444 --> 00:11:41.379
  • AN ALTAR CALL, SOMEONESPAT ON ME, I FELL OVER, I
  • 00:11:41.379 --> 00:11:41.946
  • SPAT ON ME, I FELL OVER, IGOT BACK UP AND WENT, "I'M
  • 00:11:41.946 --> 00:11:42.580
  • GOT BACK UP AND WENT, "I'MHEALED; IT'S ALL DONE,"
  • 00:11:42.580 --> 00:11:44.816
  • HEALED; IT'S ALL DONE,"BUT, YOU KNOW, IT TOOK ME
  • 00:11:44.816 --> 00:11:47.218
  • BUT, YOU KNOW, IT TOOK MEYEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS,
  • 00:11:47.218 --> 00:11:49.154
  • YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS,AND THERE ARE STILL
  • 00:11:49.154 --> 00:11:50.054
  • AND THERE ARE STILLCERTAIN THINGS THAT CAN
  • 00:11:50.054 --> 00:11:50.989
  • CERTAIN THINGS THAT CANTRIGGER THINGS IN ME-- I'M
  • 00:11:50.989 --> 00:11:51.856
  • TRIGGER THINGS IN ME-- I'MJUST MUCH MORE AWARE OF
  • 00:11:51.856 --> 00:11:53.258
  • JUST MUCH MORE AWARE OFTHEM NOW-- THAT COULD
  • 00:11:53.258 --> 00:11:54.893
  • THEM NOW-- THAT COULDTRIGGER PATTERNS OF
  • 00:11:54.893 --> 00:11:56.161
  • TRIGGER PATTERNS OFDESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR ALL
  • 00:11:56.161 --> 00:11:57.395
  • DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR ALLOVER AGAIN, AND I THINK IF
  • 00:11:57.395 --> 00:11:58.563
  • OVER AGAIN, AND I THINK IFWE UNDERSTAND THERE'S A
  • 00:11:58.563 --> 00:11:59.697
  • WE UNDERSTAND THERE'S APROCESS TO HEALING-- SO
  • 00:11:59.697 --> 00:12:00.932
  • PROCESS TO HEALING-- SOIT'S AN EVENT.
  • 00:12:00.932 --> 00:12:02.300
  • IT'S AN EVENT.JESUS DID IT, AND THERE'S
  • 00:12:02.300 --> 00:12:03.334
  • JESUS DID IT, AND THERE'SA PROCESS: I'VE GOTTA WALK
  • 00:12:03.334 --> 00:12:04.202
  • A PROCESS: I'VE GOTTA WALKIN IT, AND IT'S A DAILY
  • 00:12:04.202 --> 00:12:05.336
  • IN IT, AND IT'S A DAILYDECISION.
  • 00:12:05.336 --> 00:12:07.038
  • DECISION.I THINK A LOT OF US WOULD
  • 00:12:07.038 --> 00:12:08.206
  • I THINK A LOT OF US WOULDEMBRACE THAT PROCESS A
  • 00:12:08.206 --> 00:12:10.608
  • EMBRACE THAT PROCESS AWHOLE LOT MORE RATHER THAN
  • 00:12:10.608 --> 00:12:11.910
  • WHOLE LOT MORE RATHER THANTHINKING, "GOD DIDN'T HEAL
  • 00:12:11.910 --> 00:12:12.710
  • THINKING, "GOD DIDN'T HEALME ON AN ALTAR CALL,
  • 00:12:12.710 --> 00:12:13.645
  • ME ON AN ALTAR CALL,THEREFORE, IT DOESN'T WORK
  • 00:12:13.645 --> 00:12:14.579
  • THEREFORE, IT DOESN'T WORKFOR ME."
  • 00:12:14.579 --> 00:12:15.647
  • FOR ME."AND, I MEAN, JADA,
  • 00:12:15.647 --> 00:12:16.214
  • AND, I MEAN, JADA,YOU KNOW, YOU'RE A PASTOR,
  • 00:12:16.214 --> 00:12:17.215
  • YOU KNOW, YOU'RE A PASTOR,SO I GUESS YOU'VE
  • 00:12:17.215 --> 00:12:18.283
  • SO I GUESS YOU'VESEEN PEOPLE PROCESS THINGS
  • 00:12:18.283 --> 00:12:20.118
  • SEEN PEOPLE PROCESS THINGSDIFFERENTLY TOO.
  • 00:12:20.118 --> 00:12:21.619
  • DIFFERENTLY TOO.- JADA EDWARDS:
  • 00:12:21.619 --> 00:12:22.487
  • - JADA EDWARDS:ABSOLUTELY, AND I CAN'T EVEN
  • 00:12:22.487 --> 00:12:24.355
  • ABSOLUTELY, AND I CAN'T EVENTELL YOU HOW 90% OF WHAT YOU
  • 00:12:24.355 --> 00:12:24.856
  • TELL YOU HOW 90% OF WHAT YOUJUST SAID IS EXACTLY MY
  • 00:12:24.856 --> 00:12:25.356
  • JUST SAID IS EXACTLY MYTHOUGHTS.
  • 00:12:25.356 --> 00:12:27.091
  • THOUGHTS.I WAS THINKING ABOUT ALL
  • 00:12:27.091 --> 00:12:28.693
  • I WAS THINKING ABOUT ALLTHOSE THINGS ABOUT TRAUMA
  • 00:12:28.693 --> 00:12:29.561
  • THOSE THINGS ABOUT TRAUMAAND RECOVERY, AND I DO
  • 00:12:29.561 --> 00:12:32.230
  • AND RECOVERY, AND I DOTHINK THAT DELIVERANCE
  • 00:12:32.230 --> 00:12:34.299
  • THINK THAT DELIVERANCEGETS WAY MORE CREDIT AND
  • 00:12:34.299 --> 00:12:37.869
  • GETS WAY MORE CREDIT ANDSHINE THAN THOSE DAILY
  • 00:12:37.869 --> 00:12:38.703
  • SHINE THAN THOSE DAILYDECISIONS, AND I THINK THE
  • 00:12:38.703 --> 00:12:39.838
  • DECISIONS, AND I THINK THECHRISTIAN LIFE IS BOTH.
  • 00:12:39.838 --> 00:12:41.005
  • CHRISTIAN LIFE IS BOTH.THERE'S SALVATION, RIGHT?
  • 00:12:41.005 --> 00:12:43.508
  • THERE'S SALVATION, RIGHT?IT'S THAT TRAUMATIC RESCUE
  • 00:12:43.508 --> 00:12:45.176
  • IT'S THAT TRAUMATIC RESCUETHAT GOD IS, LIKE, "YOU
  • 00:12:45.176 --> 00:12:46.144
  • THAT GOD IS, LIKE, "YOUWERE HEADED FOR HELL.
  • 00:12:46.144 --> 00:12:47.111
  • WERE HEADED FOR HELL.YOU COULDN'T GET TO HEAVEN
  • 00:12:47.111 --> 00:12:48.246
  • YOU COULDN'T GET TO HEAVENON YOUR OWN.
  • 00:12:48.246 --> 00:12:49.247
  • ON YOUR OWN.I HAVE A REQUIREMENT.
  • 00:12:49.247 --> 00:12:50.048
  • I HAVE A REQUIREMENT.I FULFILLED THE
  • 00:12:50.048 --> 00:12:50.481
  • I FULFILLED THEREQUIREMENT.
  • 00:12:50.481 --> 00:12:51.115
  • REQUIREMENT.THERE'S GOOD NEWS HERE.
  • 00:12:51.115 --> 00:12:52.183
  • THERE'S GOOD NEWS HERE.I'M GONNA RESCUE YOU.
  • 00:12:52.183 --> 00:12:53.384
  • I'M GONNA RESCUE YOU.AND THEN THERE'S THE
  • 00:12:53.384 --> 00:12:54.886
  • AND THEN THERE'S THERECOVERY BECAUSE NOW I
  • 00:12:54.886 --> 00:12:56.354
  • RECOVERY BECAUSE NOW INEED TO MOVE YOU TOWARD
  • 00:12:56.354 --> 00:12:57.155
  • NEED TO MOVE YOU TOWARDTHIS NEW CREATION THAT
  • 00:12:57.155 --> 00:12:57.889
  • THIS NEW CREATION THATI'VE MADE YOU TO BE."
  • 00:12:57.889 --> 00:12:59.290
  • I'VE MADE YOU TO BE."AND VERY OFTEN WE'RE CONTENT
  • 00:12:59.290 --> 00:13:00.525
  • AND VERY OFTEN WE'RE CONTENTWITH THE RESCUE OR CONTENT
  • 00:13:00.525 --> 00:13:01.426
  • WITH THE RESCUE OR CONTENTWITH THE DELIVERANCE, AND
  • 00:13:01.426 --> 00:13:02.994
  • WITH THE DELIVERANCE, ANDWE FORGET YOU ACTUALLY
  • 00:13:02.994 --> 00:13:04.362
  • WE FORGET YOU ACTUALLYHAVE TO MAKE DIFFERENT
  • 00:13:04.362 --> 00:13:06.731
  • HAVE TO MAKE DIFFERENTDECISIONS.
  • 00:13:06.731 --> 00:13:07.465
  • DECISIONS.YOU KNOW, I WAS A RUNNER
  • 00:13:07.465 --> 00:13:07.999
  • YOU KNOW, I WAS A RUNNERFOR MANY, MANY YEARS.
  • 00:13:07.999 --> 00:13:08.833
  • FOR MANY, MANY YEARS.THAT'S IN MY PAST.
  • 00:13:08.833 --> 00:13:09.400
  • THAT'S IN MY PAST.AND, LIKE YOU, I STILL AM
  • 00:13:09.400 --> 00:13:10.568
  • AND, LIKE YOU, I STILL AMA RUNNER IN MY MIND.
  • 00:13:10.568 --> 00:13:11.803
  • A RUNNER IN MY MIND.I SEE PEOPLE RUNNING, AND
  • 00:13:11.803 --> 00:13:12.837
  • I SEE PEOPLE RUNNING, ANDI HAVE CRITIQUES FOR THEM.
  • 00:13:12.837 --> 00:13:13.905
  • I HAVE CRITIQUES FOR THEM.I WANNA COACH THEM, AND
  • 00:13:13.905 --> 00:13:14.572
  • I WANNA COACH THEM, ANDTHEY'RE LIKE, "YOU DON'T
  • 00:13:14.572 --> 00:13:15.240
  • THEY'RE LIKE, "YOU DON'TEVEN RUN.
  • 00:13:15.240 --> 00:13:15.740
  • EVEN RUN.WHAT'RE YOU TALKIN'
  • 00:13:15.740 --> 00:13:16.407
  • WHAT'RE YOU TALKIN'ABOUT?"
  • 00:13:16.407 --> 00:13:17.041
  • ABOUT?"[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:13:17.041 --> 00:13:17.609
  • [LAUGHTER]AND SO I REMEMBER GOING TO
  • 00:13:17.609 --> 00:13:18.309
  • AND SO I REMEMBER GOING TOTHE DOCTOR IN MY EARLY
  • 00:13:18.309 --> 00:13:20.411
  • THE DOCTOR IN MY EARLY30s, AND HE SAID, "YOU
  • 00:13:20.411 --> 00:13:21.579
  • 30s, AND HE SAID, "YOUKIND OF HAVE STAGE-TWO
  • 00:13:21.579 --> 00:13:23.548
  • KIND OF HAVE STAGE-TWOARTHRITIS IN YOUR KNEES."
  • 00:13:23.548 --> 00:13:24.115
  • ARTHRITIS IN YOUR KNEES."HE SAID, "THESE ARE KNEES
  • 00:13:24.115 --> 00:13:25.884
  • HE SAID, "THESE ARE KNEESPROBABLY OF MAYBE SOMEONE
  • 00:13:25.884 --> 00:13:27.218
  • PROBABLY OF MAYBE SOMEONEIN THEIR LATE 50s, EARLY 60s."
  • 00:13:27.218 --> 00:13:28.386
  • IN THEIR LATE 50s, EARLY 60s."HE SAID, "THESE ARE ATHLETES'
  • 00:13:28.386 --> 00:13:29.921
  • HE SAID, "THESE ARE ATHLETES'KNEES BECAUSE ATHLETES START
  • 00:13:29.921 --> 00:13:33.524
  • KNEES BECAUSE ATHLETES STARTRUNNING OR START THEIR
  • 00:13:33.524 --> 00:13:34.359
  • RUNNING OR START THEIRSPORT VERY EARLY."
  • 00:13:34.359 --> 00:13:35.159
  • SPORT VERY EARLY."I STARTED AROUND AGE 12,
  • 00:13:35.159 --> 00:13:35.827
  • I STARTED AROUND AGE 12,DISTANCE RUNNING,
  • 00:13:35.827 --> 00:13:37.095
  • DISTANCE RUNNING,10, 20-MILE.
  • 00:13:37.095 --> 00:13:38.229
  • 10, 20-MILE.I MEAN, I WAS A DISTANCE
  • 00:13:38.229 --> 00:13:39.664
  • I MEAN, I WAS A DISTANCERUNNER FROM 12 TILL ABOUT 30.
  • 00:13:39.664 --> 00:13:40.832
  • RUNNER FROM 12 TILL ABOUT 30.AND HE SAID, "WELL, 'CAUSE
  • 00:13:40.832 --> 00:13:41.432
  • AND HE SAID, "WELL, 'CAUSEYOU STARTED YOUNG,
  • 00:13:41.432 --> 00:13:43.134
  • YOU STARTED YOUNG,ACTUALLY, IN YOUR RUNNING,
  • 00:13:43.134 --> 00:13:44.502
  • ACTUALLY, IN YOUR RUNNING,YOU WERE RUNNING WHILE
  • 00:13:44.502 --> 00:13:45.670
  • YOU WERE RUNNING WHILEYOUR BONES WERE BEING
  • 00:13:45.670 --> 00:13:46.070
  • YOUR BONES WERE BEINGFORMED, RIGHT?
  • 00:13:46.070 --> 00:13:46.804
  • FORMED, RIGHT?SO THE THING THAT THE WORK
  • 00:13:46.804 --> 00:13:48.539
  • SO THE THING THAT THE WORKAND THE STRESS AND
  • 00:13:48.539 --> 00:13:49.574
  • AND THE STRESS ANDPRESSURE YOU PUT ON YOUR
  • 00:13:49.574 --> 00:13:50.708
  • PRESSURE YOU PUT ON YOURBODY IN THOSE YEARS
  • 00:13:50.708 --> 00:13:52.076
  • BODY IN THOSE YEARSWOULD'VE BEEN DIFFERENT HAD
  • 00:13:52.076 --> 00:13:53.177
  • WOULD'VE BEEN DIFFERENT HADYOU STARTED RUNNING AT 30."
  • 00:13:53.177 --> 00:13:54.145
  • YOU STARTED RUNNING AT 30."AND SO HE WAS
  • 00:13:54.145 --> 00:13:55.313
  • AND SO HE WASSAYING, "YOU GOTTA FIGURE
  • 00:13:55.313 --> 00:13:56.114
  • SAYING, "YOU GOTTA FIGUREOUT WHAT YOU WANNA DO."
  • 00:13:56.114 --> 00:13:57.181
  • OUT WHAT YOU WANNA DO."AND THERE ARE MANY RUNNERS
  • 00:13:57.181 --> 00:13:58.283
  • AND THERE ARE MANY RUNNERSWHO ARE DIEHARDS LIKE MANY
  • 00:13:58.283 --> 00:14:00.251
  • WHO ARE DIEHARDS LIKE MANYOTHER ATHLETES, AND
  • 00:14:00.251 --> 00:14:00.752
  • OTHER ATHLETES, ANDTHEY'LL TELL YOU, "I'M
  • 00:14:00.752 --> 00:14:01.586
  • THEY'LL TELL YOU, "I'MGONNA KEEP RUNNING, AND
  • 00:14:01.586 --> 00:14:02.420
  • GONNA KEEP RUNNING, ANDI'LL JUST SEE YOU IN A
  • 00:14:02.420 --> 00:14:04.255
  • I'LL JUST SEE YOU IN ACOUPLE YEARS FOR A KNEE
  • 00:14:04.255 --> 00:14:04.822
  • COUPLE YEARS FOR A KNEEREPLACEMENT," AND THEY'LL
  • 00:14:04.822 --> 00:14:05.423
  • REPLACEMENT," AND THEY'LLDO IT AND KEEP RUNNING.
  • 00:14:05.423 --> 00:14:05.990
  • DO IT AND KEEP RUNNING.HE SAID, "YOU GOTTA FIGURE
  • 00:14:05.990 --> 00:14:06.858
  • HE SAID, "YOU GOTTA FIGUREOUT WHAT YOU WANNA DO."
  • 00:14:06.858 --> 00:14:07.392
  • OUT WHAT YOU WANNA DO."AND SO HE SAID, "WHAT'S
  • 00:14:07.392 --> 00:14:08.559
  • AND SO HE SAID, "WHAT'SHAPPENING NOW, THE
  • 00:14:08.559 --> 00:14:09.894
  • HAPPENING NOW, THECONDITION OF YOUR KNEES
  • 00:14:09.894 --> 00:14:11.296
  • CONDITION OF YOUR KNEESCANNOT BE UNDONE, BUT IT
  • 00:14:11.296 --> 00:14:13.298
  • CANNOT BE UNDONE, BUT ITDOESN'T HAVE TO GET WORSE.
  • 00:14:13.298 --> 00:14:14.265
  • DOESN'T HAVE TO GET WORSE.YOU HAVE TO MAKE SOME
  • 00:14:14.265 --> 00:14:15.099
  • YOU HAVE TO MAKE SOMEDIFFERENT DECISIONS."
  • 00:14:15.099 --> 00:14:16.301
  • DIFFERENT DECISIONS."AND I HAD TO DECIDE RIGHT
  • 00:14:16.301 --> 00:14:17.535
  • AND I HAD TO DECIDE RIGHTTHEN, DID I LOVE RUNNING
  • 00:14:17.535 --> 00:14:18.069
  • THEN, DID I LOVE RUNNINGMORE THAN THE HEALTH OF
  • 00:14:18.069 --> 00:14:20.672
  • MORE THAN THE HEALTH OFMY BODY?
  • 00:14:20.672 --> 00:14:22.140
  • MY BODY?DID I LOVE RUNNING ENOUGH
  • 00:14:22.140 --> 00:14:24.008
  • DID I LOVE RUNNING ENOUGHTO KNOW I COULD ALTER MY
  • 00:14:24.008 --> 00:14:25.009
  • TO KNOW I COULD ALTER MYFUTURE NEGATIVELY AND
  • 00:14:25.009 --> 00:14:26.077
  • FUTURE NEGATIVELY ANDSTILL CHOOSE IT?
  • 00:14:26.077 --> 00:14:27.478
  • STILL CHOOSE IT?AND SO I THINK THERE IS A
  • 00:14:27.478 --> 00:14:28.947
  • AND SO I THINK THERE IS AREALITY FOR ALL OF US THAT
  • 00:14:28.947 --> 00:14:30.281
  • REALITY FOR ALL OF US THATWE HAVE A CONDITION, THE
  • 00:14:30.281 --> 00:14:31.249
  • WE HAVE A CONDITION, THECONDITION THAT GOD SAVED
  • 00:14:31.249 --> 00:14:32.483
  • CONDITION THAT GOD SAVEDUS FROM.
  • 00:14:32.483 --> 00:14:33.952
  • US FROM.I MEAN, IT CAME FROM THE
  • 00:14:33.952 --> 00:14:35.086
  • I MEAN, IT CAME FROM THELIFE WE HAD LIVED UP UNTIL
  • 00:14:35.086 --> 00:14:35.687
  • LIFE WE HAD LIVED UP UNTILTHAT POINT, AND THOSE
  • 00:14:35.687 --> 00:14:37.822
  • THAT POINT, AND THOSETHINGS CANNOT BE UNDONE.
  • 00:14:37.822 --> 00:14:39.324
  • THINGS CANNOT BE UNDONE.THE THINGS THAT HAPPENED
  • 00:14:39.324 --> 00:14:40.425
  • THE THINGS THAT HAPPENEDTO US, THE THINGS THAT WE
  • 00:14:40.425 --> 00:14:41.392
  • TO US, THE THINGS THAT WEBROUGHT ON OURSELVES, THEY
  • 00:14:41.392 --> 00:14:42.493
  • BROUGHT ON OURSELVES, THEYCANNOT BE UNDONE, HOWEVER,
  • 00:14:42.493 --> 00:14:43.795
  • CANNOT BE UNDONE, HOWEVER,THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE THE
  • 00:14:43.795 --> 00:14:45.096
  • THEY DON'T HAVE TO BE THEPLACE THAT WE LIVE, AND
  • 00:14:45.096 --> 00:14:46.164
  • PLACE THAT WE LIVE, ANDTHEY DON'T HAVE TO GET
  • 00:14:46.164 --> 00:14:47.265
  • THEY DON'T HAVE TO GETWORSE.
  • 00:14:47.265 --> 00:14:48.433
  • WORSE.WE DON'T HAVE TO PROGRESS
  • 00:14:48.433 --> 00:14:49.600
  • WE DON'T HAVE TO PROGRESSFURTHER FROM THOSE PLACES.
  • 00:14:49.600 --> 00:14:51.035
  • FURTHER FROM THOSE PLACES.GOD CAN ACTUALLY BEGIN TO
  • 00:14:51.035 --> 00:14:52.570
  • GOD CAN ACTUALLY BEGIN TOHEAL US, BUT THE BEAUTY OF
  • 00:14:52.570 --> 00:14:53.404
  • HEAL US, BUT THE BEAUTY OFSALVATION IS THAT WE COULD
  • 00:14:53.404 --> 00:14:55.006
  • SALVATION IS THAT WE COULDNOT DO IT.
  • 00:14:55.006 --> 00:14:55.673
  • NOT DO IT.GOD HAD TO DO IT.
  • 00:14:55.673 --> 00:14:56.808
  • GOD HAD TO DO IT.BUT SANCTIFICATION IS A
  • 00:14:56.808 --> 00:14:57.642
  • BUT SANCTIFICATION IS APARTNERSHIP.
  • 00:14:57.642 --> 00:14:59.010
  • PARTNERSHIP.I HAVE TO DECIDE, "I WANT
  • 00:14:59.010 --> 00:14:59.811
  • I HAVE TO DECIDE, "I WANTTO BE HEALTHY.
  • 00:14:59.811 --> 00:15:00.912
  • TO BE HEALTHY.I WANNA HEAL."
  • 00:15:00.912 --> 00:15:02.246
  • I WANNA HEAL."WHEN I SEE RUNNERS RUNNING
  • 00:15:02.246 --> 00:15:03.047
  • WHEN I SEE RUNNERS RUNNINGDOWN THE ROAD,
  • 00:15:03.047 --> 00:15:04.082
  • DOWN THE ROAD,A LITTLE SOMETHIN'
  • 00:15:04.082 --> 00:15:04.816
  • A LITTLE SOMETHIN'HAPPENS IN MY HEART, AND I
  • 00:15:04.816 --> 00:15:05.783
  • HAPPENS IN MY HEART, AND IGO, "WELL, THAT'S OKAY.
  • 00:15:05.783 --> 00:15:06.317
  • GO, "WELL, THAT'S OKAY.LET ME HEAD ON TO MY GYM
  • 00:15:06.317 --> 00:15:07.618
  • LET ME HEAD ON TO MY GYMCLASS."
  • 00:15:07.618 --> 00:15:08.086
  • CLASS."AND I HAVE TO DECIDE
  • 00:15:08.086 --> 00:15:09.087
  • AND I HAVE TO DECIDEBECAUSE EVERY TIME
  • 00:15:09.087 --> 00:15:10.288
  • BECAUSE EVERY TIMEI DON'T INDULGE MYSELF,
  • 00:15:10.288 --> 00:15:12.190
  • I DON'T INDULGE MYSELF,I'M CHOOSING HEALING,
  • 00:15:12.190 --> 00:15:13.558
  • I'M CHOOSING HEALING,I'M CHOOSING HEALTH, I'M
  • 00:15:13.558 --> 00:15:14.826
  • I'M CHOOSING HEALTH, I'MCHOOSING WHOLENESS.
  • 00:15:14.826 --> 00:15:15.727
  • CHOOSING WHOLENESS.AND SO I THINK THERE'S
  • 00:15:15.727 --> 00:15:18.096
  • AND SO I THINK THERE'SVERY MUCH A PASSIVITY THAT
  • 00:15:18.096 --> 00:15:18.930
  • VERY MUCH A PASSIVITY THATWE'VE SAID, "I JUST NEED
  • 00:15:18.930 --> 00:15:19.864
  • WE'VE SAID, "I JUST NEEDTHE HOLY SPIRIT TO DO ALL
  • 00:15:19.864 --> 00:15:20.398
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT TO DO ALLTHE WORK."
  • 00:15:20.398 --> 00:15:21.332
  • THE WORK."AND THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:15:21.332 --> 00:15:22.166
  • AND THE HOLY SPIRITDOES DO AMAZING WORK,
  • 00:15:22.166 --> 00:15:23.568
  • DOES DO AMAZING WORK,BUT ONCE WE ARE SAVED,
  • 00:15:23.568 --> 00:15:24.635
  • BUT ONCE WE ARE SAVED,SANCTIFICATION AND
  • 00:15:24.635 --> 00:15:26.804
  • SANCTIFICATION ANDHEALING AND GROWTH IS VERY
  • 00:15:26.804 --> 00:15:28.172
  • HEALING AND GROWTH IS VERYMUCH A PARTNERSHIP, AND IT
  • 00:15:28.172 --> 00:15:29.507
  • MUCH A PARTNERSHIP, AND ITDOESN'T MATTER HOW GREAT
  • 00:15:29.507 --> 00:15:30.675
  • DOESN'T MATTER HOW GREATMY DOCTOR IS.
  • 00:15:30.675 --> 00:15:31.209
  • MY DOCTOR IS.IF I KEEP RUNNING, I'M
  • 00:15:31.209 --> 00:15:31.976
  • IF I KEEP RUNNING, I'MGOING TO WORSEN MY
  • 00:15:31.976 --> 00:15:33.678
  • GOING TO WORSEN MYCONDITION.
  • 00:15:33.678 --> 00:15:34.712
  • CONDITION.AND SO I JUST THINK THAT
  • 00:15:34.712 --> 00:15:35.346
  • AND SO I JUST THINK THATIT'S IMPORTANT FOR ALL OF
  • 00:15:35.346 --> 00:15:36.414
  • IT'S IMPORTANT FOR ALL OFUS TO UNDERSTAND THAT
  • 00:15:36.414 --> 00:15:38.349
  • US TO UNDERSTAND THATHEALING IS A PROCESS.
  • 00:15:38.349 --> 00:15:40.151
  • HEALING IS A PROCESS.WE NOW HAVE THE POWER TO
  • 00:15:40.151 --> 00:15:40.818
  • WE NOW HAVE THE POWER TODO IT WITH GOD, BUT WE
  • 00:15:40.818 --> 00:15:42.487
  • DO IT WITH GOD, BUT WEHAVE TO PARTNER WITH HIM
  • 00:15:42.487 --> 00:15:43.588
  • HAVE TO PARTNER WITH HIMAND SAY, "I ACTUALLY WANNA
  • 00:15:43.588 --> 00:15:44.155
  • AND SAY, "I ACTUALLY WANNABE DIFFERENT."
  • 00:15:44.155 --> 00:15:45.556
  • BE DIFFERENT."AND THAT'S WHERE I
  • 00:15:45.556 --> 00:15:47.025
  • AND THAT'S WHERE IHAVE SEEN PERSONALLY
  • 00:15:47.025 --> 00:15:48.459
  • HAVE SEEN PERSONALLYTHE LIFE-CHANGE IS
  • 00:15:48.459 --> 00:15:48.993
  • THE LIFE-CHANGE ISWHEN I'M MAKIN' THOSE
  • 00:15:48.993 --> 00:15:50.228
  • WHEN I'M MAKIN' THOSESMALL DECISIONS EVERY DAY,
  • 00:15:50.228 --> 00:15:51.095
  • SMALL DECISIONS EVERY DAY,TO SAY, "YES, THIS
  • 00:15:51.095 --> 00:15:51.596
  • TO SAY, "YES, THISHAPPENED TO ME.
  • 00:15:51.596 --> 00:15:52.964
  • HAPPENED TO ME.THIS IS WHO I WAS, BUT I
  • 00:15:52.964 --> 00:15:53.564
  • THIS IS WHO I WAS, BUT IDON'T HAVE TO BE THAT
  • 00:15:53.564 --> 00:15:54.599
  • DON'T HAVE TO BE THATPERSON ANYMORE."
  • 00:15:54.599 --> 00:15:55.266
  • PERSON ANYMORE."- JANICE: THAT IS SO GOOD,
  • 00:15:55.266 --> 00:15:56.434
  • - JANICE: THAT IS SO GOOD,I MEAN, YOU GUYS TALKING
  • 00:15:56.434 --> 00:15:57.435
  • I MEAN, YOU GUYS TALKINGABOUT HEALING BEING
  • 00:15:57.435 --> 00:15:58.269
  • ABOUT HEALING BEINGA CHOICE.
  • 00:15:58.269 --> 00:16:02.273
  • A CHOICE.I THINK I REALIZED IN
  • 00:16:02.273 --> 00:16:03.808
  • I THINK I REALIZED INMINISTRY ONE DAY THAT "OH,
  • 00:16:03.808 --> 00:16:05.476
  • MINISTRY ONE DAY THAT "OH,MY GOODNESS, EVERYBODY
  • 00:16:05.476 --> 00:16:06.978
  • MY GOODNESS, EVERYBODYGETS TO MAKE THAT CHOICE."
  • 00:16:06.978 --> 00:16:08.212
  • GETS TO MAKE THAT CHOICE."AND EVERYBODY'S PROBABLY
  • 00:16:08.212 --> 00:16:09.747
  • AND EVERYBODY'S PROBABLYGONNA CHOOSE A LITTLE BIT
  • 00:16:09.747 --> 00:16:12.116
  • GONNA CHOOSE A LITTLE BITDIFFERENTLY.
  • 00:16:12.116 --> 00:16:13.317
  • DIFFERENTLY.LIKE, I THINK OF YOU
  • 00:16:13.317 --> 00:16:14.385
  • LIKE, I THINK OF YOUCHRIS, AND I THINK, "OH MY
  • 00:16:14.385 --> 00:16:15.353
  • CHRIS, AND I THINK, "OH MYGOODNESS, LIKE, SHE DOES
  • 00:16:15.353 --> 00:16:16.354
  • GOODNESS, LIKE, SHE DOESPUSH-UPS, YOU KNOW, IN THE
  • 00:16:16.354 --> 00:16:16.921
  • PUSH-UPS, YOU KNOW, IN THEMIDDLE OF A SERMON.
  • 00:16:16.921 --> 00:16:17.955
  • MIDDLE OF A SERMON.LIKE, SHE DEFINITELY HAS
  • 00:16:17.955 --> 00:16:18.890
  • LIKE, SHE DEFINITELY HASDECIDED TO HEAL ALL OF THE
  • 00:16:18.890 --> 00:16:21.759
  • DECIDED TO HEAL ALL OF THEWAY, YOU KNOW, AND THEN--
  • 00:16:21.759 --> 00:16:23.694
  • WAY, YOU KNOW, AND THEN--BUT I THINK TO MYSELF THAT
  • 00:16:23.694 --> 00:16:24.829
  • BUT I THINK TO MYSELF THATTHERE ARE PEOPLE WHO
  • 00:16:24.829 --> 00:16:25.563
  • THERE ARE PEOPLE WHODECIDED, "I DON'T WANNA DO
  • 00:16:25.563 --> 00:16:27.999
  • DECIDED, "I DON'T WANNA DOPHYSICAL THERAPY.
  • 00:16:27.999 --> 00:16:28.866
  • PHYSICAL THERAPY.I ACTUALLY PREFER TO SIT
  • 00:16:28.866 --> 00:16:30.001
  • I ACTUALLY PREFER TO SITAND NOT BE ABLE TO WALK IN
  • 00:16:30.001 --> 00:16:32.770
  • AND NOT BE ABLE TO WALK INFIVE YEARS."
  • 00:16:32.770 --> 00:16:33.438
  • FIVE YEARS."AND IT IS HEARTBREAKING
  • 00:16:33.438 --> 00:16:34.572
  • AND IT IS HEARTBREAKINGBECAUSE WHAT I THINK
  • 00:16:34.572 --> 00:16:35.440
  • BECAUSE WHAT I THINKABOUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT
  • 00:16:35.440 --> 00:16:37.809
  • ABOUT WHEN I THINK ABOUTTHAT CHOICE IS I THINK
  • 00:16:37.809 --> 00:16:38.609
  • THAT CHOICE IS I THINKOF EVERYBODY THAT'S ATTACHED
  • 00:16:38.609 --> 00:16:39.210
  • OF EVERYBODY THAT'S ATTACHEDTO THAT CHOICE,
  • 00:16:39.210 --> 00:16:40.745
  • TO THAT CHOICE,AND WHILE IT GRIEVES
  • 00:16:40.745 --> 00:16:41.946
  • AND WHILE IT GRIEVESME ON ONE SIDE, IT
  • 00:16:41.946 --> 00:16:43.648
  • ME ON ONE SIDE, ITACTUALLY GIVES ME GRACE ON
  • 00:16:43.648 --> 00:16:44.782
  • ACTUALLY GIVES ME GRACE ONTHE OTHER FOR PEOPLE.
  • 00:16:44.782 --> 00:16:46.984
  • THE OTHER FOR PEOPLE.WE ARE ENCOUNTERING, AS
  • 00:16:46.984 --> 00:16:48.986
  • WE ARE ENCOUNTERING, ASIMPERFECT HUMANS, EVERY
  • 00:16:48.986 --> 00:16:49.921
  • IMPERFECT HUMANS, EVERYDAY, ONE ANOTHER IN
  • 00:16:49.921 --> 00:16:53.057
  • DAY, ONE ANOTHER INDIFFERENT STAGES OF OUR
  • 00:16:53.057 --> 00:16:53.591
  • DIFFERENT STAGES OF OURHEALINGS, AND I THINK IT
  • 00:16:53.591 --> 00:16:56.294
  • HEALINGS, AND I THINK ITWASN'T UNTIL I HAD MY
  • 00:16:56.294 --> 00:16:57.628
  • WASN'T UNTIL I HAD MYFIRST SON AND I WAS IN THE
  • 00:16:57.628 --> 00:16:58.863
  • FIRST SON AND I WAS IN THEMIDDLE OF POSTPARTUM
  • 00:16:58.863 --> 00:17:00.531
  • MIDDLE OF POSTPARTUMDEPRESSION THAT I
  • 00:17:00.531 --> 00:17:02.400
  • DEPRESSION THAT IREALIZED, OH, MY GOODNESS,
  • 00:17:02.400 --> 00:17:03.601
  • REALIZED, OH, MY GOODNESS,THERE HAVE BEEN PEOPLE
  • 00:17:03.601 --> 00:17:04.669
  • THERE HAVE BEEN PEOPLEI'VE ENCOUNTERED WHO ARE
  • 00:17:04.669 --> 00:17:07.038
  • I'VE ENCOUNTERED WHO AREIN THE THROES OF NEEDING
  • 00:17:07.038 --> 00:17:08.806
  • IN THE THROES OF NEEDINGHEALING AND GRACE, AND I
  • 00:17:08.806 --> 00:17:10.141
  • HEALING AND GRACE, AND IDIDN'T GIVE IT TO 'EM
  • 00:17:10.141 --> 00:17:11.676
  • DIDN'T GIVE IT TO 'EMBECAUSE I WAS EXPECTING
  • 00:17:11.676 --> 00:17:13.344
  • BECAUSE I WAS EXPECTINGTHAT I GET TO MAKE MY
  • 00:17:13.344 --> 00:17:14.545
  • THAT I GET TO MAKE MYCHOICE TO HEAL, BUT "I
  • 00:17:14.545 --> 00:17:15.680
  • CHOICE TO HEAL, BUT "INEED EVERYBODY ELSE TO BE
  • 00:17:15.680 --> 00:17:16.447
  • NEED EVERYBODY ELSE TO BEHEALED ACCORDING TO WHAT
  • 00:17:16.447 --> 00:17:18.049
  • HEALED ACCORDING TO WHATMAKES ME COMPLETELY
  • 00:17:18.049 --> 00:17:19.417
  • MAKES ME COMPLETELYCOMFORTABLE WHEN I
  • 00:17:19.417 --> 00:17:20.718
  • COMFORTABLE WHEN IENCOUNTER YOU."
  • 00:17:20.718 --> 00:17:21.352
  • ENCOUNTER YOU."AND SO IT GAVE ME
  • 00:17:21.352 --> 00:17:22.420
  • AND SO IT GAVE MEGRACE FOR OTHER PEOPLE,
  • 00:17:22.420 --> 00:17:23.754
  • GRACE FOR OTHER PEOPLE,REALIZING THAT EVERYBODY
  • 00:17:23.754 --> 00:17:24.922
  • REALIZING THAT EVERYBODYIS IN THE MIDST OF
  • 00:17:24.922 --> 00:17:26.224
  • IS IN THE MIDST OFMAKING THEIR OWN CHOICE,
  • 00:17:26.224 --> 00:17:30.194
  • MAKING THEIR OWN CHOICE,AND I NEED TO RESPOND
  • 00:17:30.194 --> 00:17:31.596
  • AND I NEED TO RESPONDIN LIFE WITH SUCH
  • 00:17:31.596 --> 00:17:33.164
  • IN LIFE WITH SUCHA GRACE-- THAT I HAVE
  • 00:17:33.164 --> 00:17:35.066
  • A GRACE-- THAT I HAVEENOUGH OF, BY THE WAY,
  • 00:17:35.066 --> 00:17:36.434
  • ENOUGH OF, BY THE WAY,BECAUSE THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:17:36.434 --> 00:17:36.934
  • BECAUSE THE HOLY SPIRITHAS LAVISHED IT ON ME,
  • 00:17:36.934 --> 00:17:38.136
  • HAS LAVISHED IT ON ME,THE WORD SAYS-- RESPOND WITH
  • 00:17:38.136 --> 00:17:39.637
  • THE WORD SAYS-- RESPOND WITHSUCH A GRACE THAT PEOPLE
  • 00:17:39.637 --> 00:17:41.506
  • SUCH A GRACE THAT PEOPLEHAVE SPACE TO CHOOSE
  • 00:17:41.506 --> 00:17:43.174
  • HAVE SPACE TO CHOOSEBECAUSE WHAT I HAVE FOUND
  • 00:17:43.174 --> 00:17:44.809
  • BECAUSE WHAT I HAVE FOUNDIN MY LIFE IS THAT IT HAS
  • 00:17:44.809 --> 00:17:46.577
  • IN MY LIFE IS THAT IT HASBEEN THE LORD'S KINDNESS
  • 00:17:46.577 --> 00:17:48.946
  • BEEN THE LORD'S KINDNESSTHAT'S DRAWN ME ACTUALLY
  • 00:17:48.946 --> 00:17:51.249
  • THAT'S DRAWN ME ACTUALLYTO WANT TO BE WHOLE, TO
  • 00:17:51.249 --> 00:17:54.752
  • TO WANT TO BE WHOLE, TOWANT TO BE HEALED, AND THAT
  • 00:17:54.752 --> 00:17:56.220
  • WANT TO BE HEALED, AND THATBROKENNESS TO EVEN-- IT'S
  • 00:17:56.220 --> 00:17:57.889
  • BROKENNESS TO EVEN-- IT'SHIS KINDNESS THAT GIVES ME
  • 00:17:57.889 --> 00:17:59.123
  • HIS KINDNESS THAT GIVES METHE STRENGTH TO SAY,
  • 00:17:59.123 --> 00:18:00.324
  • THE STRENGTH TO SAY,"OKAY, WELL, HERE'S THIS
  • 00:18:00.324 --> 00:18:01.492
  • "OKAY, WELL, HERE'S THISBROKENNESS.
  • 00:18:01.492 --> 00:18:02.660
  • BROKENNESS.WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH IT?"
  • 00:18:02.660 --> 00:18:04.162
  • WHAT CAN YOU DO WITH IT?"AND TRUST HIM TO ACTUALLY
  • 00:18:04.162 --> 00:18:05.863
  • AND TRUST HIM TO ACTUALLYGIVE ME THOSE-- THAT
  • 00:18:05.863 --> 00:18:07.498
  • GIVE ME THOSE-- THATBEAUTY FOR THOSE ASHES,
  • 00:18:07.498 --> 00:18:08.866
  • BEAUTY FOR THOSE ASHES,THAT NOTHINGNESS,
  • 00:18:08.866 --> 00:18:10.368
  • THAT NOTHINGNESS,THAT COMPLETELY DESTROYED
  • 00:18:10.368 --> 00:18:12.236
  • THAT COMPLETELY DESTROYEDPLACE, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:18:12.236 --> 00:18:13.437
  • PLACE, YOU KNOW.SO IT'S GIVEN ME GRACE FOR
  • 00:18:13.437 --> 00:18:15.039
  • SO IT'S GIVEN ME GRACE FOROTHERS, AND THEN IT'S JUST
  • 00:18:15.039 --> 00:18:16.240
  • OTHERS, AND THEN IT'S JUSTALLOWED ME-- HIS KINDNESS
  • 00:18:16.240 --> 00:18:18.376
  • ALLOWED ME-- HIS KINDNESSHAS ALLOWED ME TO MAKE THE
  • 00:18:18.376 --> 00:18:19.877
  • HAS ALLOWED ME TO MAKE THECHOICE TO BE WHOLE BECAUSE
  • 00:18:19.877 --> 00:18:20.578
  • CHOICE TO BE WHOLE BECAUSETHERE ARE PEOPLE, THERE
  • 00:18:20.578 --> 00:18:22.580
  • THERE ARE PEOPLE, THEREARE MY CHILDREN.
  • 00:18:22.580 --> 00:18:23.548
  • ARE MY CHILDREN.IF I DON'T CHOOSE TO GET
  • 00:18:23.548 --> 00:18:24.982
  • IF I DON'T CHOOSE TO GETWHOLE, IF I DON'T CHOOSE
  • 00:18:24.982 --> 00:18:26.117
  • WHOLE, IF I DON'T CHOOSETO BE HEALED, MY CHILDREN
  • 00:18:26.117 --> 00:18:26.717
  • TO BE HEALED, MY CHILDRENARE GONNA FEEL THE EFFECTS
  • 00:18:26.717 --> 00:18:27.952
  • ARE GONNA FEEL THE EFFECTSOF THAT.
  • 00:18:27.952 --> 00:18:28.486
  • OF THAT.NOW, THEY'RE GONNA GO TO
  • 00:18:28.486 --> 00:18:29.153
  • NOW, THEY'RE GONNA GO TOCOUNSELING ANYWAY,
  • 00:18:29.153 --> 00:18:29.921
  • COUNSELING ANYWAY,PROBABLY, AND THEY MIGHT
  • 00:18:29.921 --> 00:18:30.988
  • PROBABLY, AND THEY MIGHTTALK ABOUT ME REALLY
  • 00:18:30.988 --> 00:18:31.956
  • TALK ABOUT ME REALLYBADLY, BUT I CAN DO MY
  • 00:18:31.956 --> 00:18:33.291
  • BADLY, BUT I CAN DO MYBEST RIGHT NOW, YOU KNOW?
  • 00:18:33.291 --> 00:18:35.626
  • BEST RIGHT NOW, YOU KNOW?WHAT ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?
  • 00:18:35.626 --> 00:18:37.195
  • WHAT ABOUT YOU, JAMIE?[LAUGHTER]
  • 00:18:37.195 --> 00:18:38.629
  • [LAUGHTER]- JAMIE: ALL OF OUR KIDS ARE
  • 00:18:38.629 --> 00:18:39.197
  • - JAMIE: ALL OF OUR KIDS AREDEFINITELY GONNA BE GOING
  • 00:18:39.197 --> 00:18:40.264
  • DEFINITELY GONNA BE GOINGTO COUNSELING AND TALKING
  • 00:18:40.264 --> 00:18:40.898
  • TO COUNSELING AND TALKINGABOUT US BECAUSE ALL OF US
  • 00:18:40.898 --> 00:18:41.666
  • ABOUT US BECAUSE ALL OF USARE JUST DOING OUR BEST
  • 00:18:41.666 --> 00:18:42.300
  • ARE JUST DOING OUR BESTTHAT WE CAN, YOU GUYS.
  • 00:18:42.300 --> 00:18:43.167
  • THAT WE CAN, YOU GUYS.THAT'S ALL WE'RE DOING HERE.
  • 00:18:43.167 --> 00:18:44.402
  • THAT'S ALL WE'RE DOING HERE.BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK
  • 00:18:44.402 --> 00:18:45.002
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I THINKABOUT TOO?
  • 00:18:45.002 --> 00:18:46.304
  • ABOUT TOO?LIKE, I THINK THIS LONG
  • 00:18:46.304 --> 00:18:47.672
  • LIKE, I THINK THIS LONGROAD OF THIS JOURNEY
  • 00:18:47.672 --> 00:18:48.339
  • ROAD OF THIS JOURNEYTOWARDS HEALING AND THE
  • 00:18:48.339 --> 00:18:49.240
  • TOWARDS HEALING AND THELONG ROAD, LIKE,
  • 00:18:49.240 --> 00:18:49.974
  • LONG ROAD, LIKE,SANCTIFICATION THAT WE'RE
  • 00:18:49.974 --> 00:18:51.075
  • SANCTIFICATION THAT WE'RETALKING ABOUT AND HOW GOD
  • 00:18:51.075 --> 00:18:52.210
  • TALKING ABOUT AND HOW GODMEETS US IN THOSE PLACES,
  • 00:18:52.210 --> 00:18:53.311
  • MEETS US IN THOSE PLACES,ANOTHER THING THAT I THINK
  • 00:18:53.311 --> 00:18:55.112
  • ANOTHER THING THAT I THINKIS SO IMPORTANT AS WELL IS
  • 00:18:55.112 --> 00:18:56.113
  • IS SO IMPORTANT AS WELL ISFOR US TO REMEMBER IS
  • 00:18:56.113 --> 00:18:57.114
  • FOR US TO REMEMBER ISTHAT, WHEN I LOOK AT MY
  • 00:18:57.114 --> 00:18:58.316
  • THAT, WHEN I LOOK AT MYLIFE AND THE WAYS THAT I
  • 00:18:58.316 --> 00:18:59.483
  • LIFE AND THE WAYS THAT IGET TO MINISTER TO WOMEN
  • 00:18:59.483 --> 00:19:00.384
  • GET TO MINISTER TO WOMENTHE MOST, YOU KNOW WHERE
  • 00:19:00.384 --> 00:19:01.485
  • THE MOST, YOU KNOW WHEREMOST OF THAT COMES FROM?
  • 00:19:01.485 --> 00:19:02.019
  • MOST OF THAT COMES FROM?THE THINGS THAT HE'S
  • 00:19:02.019 --> 00:19:03.120
  • THE THINGS THAT HE'SHEALED IN ME.
  • 00:19:03.120 --> 00:19:04.255
  • HEALED IN ME.LIKE, OF COURSE, WE TALK
  • 00:19:04.255 --> 00:19:05.690
  • LIKE, OF COURSE, WE TALKABOUT SALVATION AND THAT
  • 00:19:05.690 --> 00:19:07.058
  • ABOUT SALVATION AND THATMOMENT THAT WE HAVE
  • 00:19:07.058 --> 00:19:08.593
  • MOMENT THAT WE HAVEACCEPTED JESUS AND HE HAS
  • 00:19:08.593 --> 00:19:09.327
  • ACCEPTED JESUS AND HE HASCHANGED OUR LIFE, BUT YOU
  • 00:19:09.327 --> 00:19:09.927
  • CHANGED OUR LIFE, BUT YOUKNOW WHAT ELSE?
  • 00:19:09.927 --> 00:19:10.928
  • KNOW WHAT ELSE?A LOT OF TIMES, THE
  • 00:19:10.928 --> 00:19:11.696
  • A LOT OF TIMES, THECONVERSATIONS I'M HAVING
  • 00:19:11.696 --> 00:19:12.897
  • CONVERSATIONS I'M HAVINGWITH WOMEN ARE, LIKE, HOW
  • 00:19:12.897 --> 00:19:13.664
  • WITH WOMEN ARE, LIKE, HOWDO THEY GET OVER THEIR
  • 00:19:13.664 --> 00:19:14.899
  • DO THEY GET OVER THEIRSEXUAL SHAME AND THE
  • 00:19:14.899 --> 00:19:16.033
  • SEXUAL SHAME AND THEBROKENNESS THAT THEY
  • 00:19:16.033 --> 00:19:17.001
  • BROKENNESS THAT THEYMIGHT'VE ENDURED IN THEIR
  • 00:19:17.001 --> 00:19:17.635
  • MIGHT'VE ENDURED IN THEIRMARRIAGE OR BEFORE
  • 00:19:17.635 --> 00:19:18.569
  • MARRIAGE OR BEFOREMARRIAGE.
  • 00:19:18.569 --> 00:19:19.437
  • MARRIAGE.AND I HAVE A UNIQUE
  • 00:19:19.437 --> 00:19:20.171
  • AND I HAVE A UNIQUEPOSITION TO SPEAK TO THAT
  • 00:19:20.171 --> 00:19:21.005
  • POSITION TO SPEAK TO THATBECAUSE I'VE WALKED
  • 00:19:21.005 --> 00:19:21.973
  • BECAUSE I'VE WALKEDTHROUGH HEALING WITH THE
  • 00:19:21.973 --> 00:19:23.107
  • THROUGH HEALING WITH THELORD IN THAT SPECIFICALLY
  • 00:19:23.107 --> 00:19:24.875
  • LORD IN THAT SPECIFICALLYIN MY LIFE, AND SO GOD HAS
  • 00:19:24.875 --> 00:19:26.611
  • IN MY LIFE, AND SO GOD HASTAKEN SOMETHING THAT, FOR
  • 00:19:26.611 --> 00:19:27.578
  • TAKEN SOMETHING THAT, FORYEARS, I HATED AND I
  • 00:19:27.578 --> 00:19:28.779
  • YEARS, I HATED AND IWISHED WASN'T A PART OF MY
  • 00:19:28.779 --> 00:19:29.714
  • WISHED WASN'T A PART OF MYSTORY.
  • 00:19:29.714 --> 00:19:30.548
  • STORY.AND, LISTEN, IF I COULD GO
  • 00:19:30.548 --> 00:19:31.349
  • AND, LISTEN, IF I COULD GOBACK AND REDO THINGS,
  • 00:19:31.349 --> 00:19:32.350
  • BACK AND REDO THINGS,OBVIOUSLY, I WOULD, BUT
  • 00:19:32.350 --> 00:19:34.285
  • OBVIOUSLY, I WOULD, BUTTHE BEAUTY AND THE
  • 00:19:34.285 --> 00:19:36.387
  • THE BEAUTY AND THECRAZINESS OF GOD IS THAT
  • 00:19:36.387 --> 00:19:37.521
  • CRAZINESS OF GOD IS THATHE TAKES WHAT WE THOUGHT
  • 00:19:37.521 --> 00:19:40.124
  • HE TAKES WHAT WE THOUGHTWAS BROKEN AND MESSED UP
  • 00:19:40.124 --> 00:19:41.459
  • WAS BROKEN AND MESSED UPAND "NO ONE COULD EVER USE
  • 00:19:41.459 --> 00:19:42.526
  • AND "NO ONE COULD EVER USEUS," AND GOD SAYS, "I'M
  • 00:19:42.526 --> 00:19:43.995
  • US," AND GOD SAYS, "I'MGONNA TAKE THOSE THINGS.
  • 00:19:43.995 --> 00:19:45.096
  • GONNA TAKE THOSE THINGS.I'M GONNA HEAL YOUR HEART
  • 00:19:45.096 --> 00:19:46.097
  • I'M GONNA HEAL YOUR HEARTWITH IT, AND THEN I'M
  • 00:19:46.097 --> 00:19:47.465
  • WITH IT, AND THEN I'MGONNA ALLOW YOU TO BRING
  • 00:19:47.465 --> 00:19:48.232
  • GONNA ALLOW YOU TO BRINGMORE PEOPLE TO ME THROUGH
  • 00:19:48.232 --> 00:19:49.066
  • MORE PEOPLE TO ME THROUGHYOUR STORY."
  • 00:19:49.066 --> 00:19:50.134
  • YOUR STORY."AND I JUST THINK, MAN,
  • 00:19:50.134 --> 00:19:51.302
  • AND I JUST THINK, MAN,IF WE COULD GRASP HOW
  • 00:19:51.302 --> 00:19:52.637
  • IF WE COULD GRASP HOWMUCH GOD IS WILLING
  • 00:19:52.637 --> 00:19:54.572
  • MUCH GOD IS WILLINGAND ABLE TO USE WHAT
  • 00:19:54.572 --> 00:19:56.540
  • AND ABLE TO USE WHATWE WISH WE COULD JUST
  • 00:19:56.540 --> 00:19:58.142
  • WE WISH WE COULD JUSTKIND OF HIDE AND NEVER
  • 00:19:58.142 --> 00:19:59.443
  • KIND OF HIDE AND NEVERSPEAK ABOUT, AND GOD'S
  • 00:19:59.443 --> 00:20:00.578
  • SPEAK ABOUT, AND GOD'SLIKE, "I'M GOING TO
  • 00:20:00.578 --> 00:20:01.312
  • LIKE, "I'M GOING TOACTUALLY USE THAT TO
  • 00:20:01.312 --> 00:20:02.913
  • ACTUALLY USE THAT TOCHANGE THE WORLD.
  • 00:20:02.913 --> 00:20:04.181
  • CHANGE THE WORLD.I'M GOING TO USE YOUR STORY.
  • 00:20:04.181 --> 00:20:05.283
  • I'M GOING TO USE YOUR STORY.I'M GONNA USE THE PLACES
  • 00:20:05.283 --> 00:20:06.417
  • I'M GONNA USE THE PLACESYOU'VE BEEN, THE WAYS THAT
  • 00:20:06.417 --> 00:20:07.551
  • YOU'VE BEEN, THE WAYS THATI'VE HEALED YOU, AND I'M
  • 00:20:07.551 --> 00:20:08.552
  • I'VE HEALED YOU, AND I'MGOING TO BRING MORE PEOPLE
  • 00:20:08.552 --> 00:20:09.287
  • GOING TO BRING MORE PEOPLEINTO THE KINGDOM BECAUSE
  • 00:20:09.287 --> 00:20:10.154
  • INTO THE KINGDOM BECAUSEOF THAT."
  • 00:20:10.154 --> 00:20:11.088
  • OF THAT."WHEN I THINK ABOUT THAT
  • 00:20:11.088 --> 00:20:11.656
  • WHEN I THINK ABOUT THATIS WHEN I GO,
  • 00:20:11.656 --> 00:20:13.457
  • IS WHEN I GO,"OKAY, GOD, HERE I AM.
  • 00:20:13.457 --> 00:20:15.059
  • "OKAY, GOD, HERE I AM.I WANT YOU TO COME IN TO
  • 00:20:15.059 --> 00:20:16.227
  • I WANT YOU TO COME IN TOALL THE PARTS OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:20:16.227 --> 00:20:17.028
  • ALL THE PARTS OF MY LIFE.I WANT YOU TO HEAL
  • 00:20:17.028 --> 00:20:17.962
  • I WANT YOU TO HEALEVERYTHING THAT I HAVE
  • 00:20:17.962 --> 00:20:18.996
  • EVERYTHING THAT I HAVEBECAUSE I WANT MY ENTIRE
  • 00:20:18.996 --> 00:20:20.531
  • BECAUSE I WANT MY ENTIRELIFE TO BE USED FOR YOUR
  • 00:20:20.531 --> 00:20:21.766
  • LIFE TO BE USED FOR YOURGLORY."
  • 00:20:21.766 --> 00:20:22.900
  • GLORY."AND THE WAY THAT HAPPENS
  • 00:20:22.900 --> 00:20:24.568
  • AND THE WAY THAT HAPPENSIS BY US INVITING HIM
  • 00:20:24.568 --> 00:20:25.603
  • IS BY US INVITING HIMIN AND HAVING THAT
  • 00:20:25.603 --> 00:20:26.671
  • IN AND HAVING THATCOURAGE AND THAT BRAVERY
  • 00:20:26.671 --> 00:20:27.972
  • COURAGE AND THAT BRAVERYTO SAY, "GOD, I WANT YOU
  • 00:20:27.972 --> 00:20:29.240
  • TO SAY, "GOD, I WANT YOUTO HEAL ALL THE PARTS,"
  • 00:20:29.240 --> 00:20:30.641
  • TO HEAL ALL THE PARTS,"BECAUSE THE CRAZY THING IS
  • 00:20:30.641 --> 00:20:31.809
  • BECAUSE THE CRAZY THING ISHE'S GOING TO USE ALL OF
  • 00:20:31.809 --> 00:20:33.277
  • HE'S GOING TO USE ALL OFTHOSE THINGS FOR HIS GLORY,
  • 00:20:33.277 --> 00:20:35.446
  • THOSE THINGS FOR HIS GLORY,AND I AM HERE FOR THAT.
  • 00:20:35.446 --> 00:20:37.581
  • AND I AM HERE FOR THAT.I'LL TELL YOU THAT MUCH.
  • 00:20:37.581 --> 00:20:38.783
  • I'LL TELL YOU THAT MUCH.- LAURIE: I LOVE THAT
  • 00:20:38.783 --> 00:20:40.351
  • - LAURIE: I LOVE THATBECAUSE THAT IS WHEN WE
  • 00:20:40.351 --> 00:20:41.419
  • BECAUSE THAT IS WHEN WEBECOME THE WITNESS OF THE
  • 00:20:41.419 --> 00:20:42.820
  • BECOME THE WITNESS OF THEGOODNESS OF GOD.
  • 00:20:42.820 --> 00:20:44.255
  • GOODNESS OF GOD.IT'S THE THINGS THAT WE
  • 00:20:44.255 --> 00:20:47.291
  • IT'S THE THINGS THAT WEEXPERIENCE FOR OURSELVES
  • 00:20:47.291 --> 00:20:49.360
  • EXPERIENCE FOR OURSELVESTHAT GOD MAKES THE PLATFORM.
  • 00:20:49.360 --> 00:20:50.428
  • THAT GOD MAKES THE PLATFORM.THOSE INSECURITIES, THOSE
  • 00:20:50.428 --> 00:20:51.996
  • THOSE INSECURITIES, THOSETHINGS, YOU KNOW, THOSE
  • 00:20:51.996 --> 00:20:54.231
  • THINGS, YOU KNOW, THOSEPLACES OF BROKENNESS,
  • 00:20:54.231 --> 00:20:56.033
  • PLACES OF BROKENNESS,JAMIE, THAT YOU JUST SAID,
  • 00:20:56.033 --> 00:20:56.600
  • JAMIE, THAT YOU JUST SAID,YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU LOOK
  • 00:20:56.600 --> 00:20:58.035
  • YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU LOOKBACK OVER YOUR LIFE, YOU
  • 00:20:58.035 --> 00:21:01.238
  • BACK OVER YOUR LIFE, YOUSEE THE TIMES OF THE MOST
  • 00:21:01.238 --> 00:21:02.573
  • SEE THE TIMES OF THE MOSTHORRIBLE THINGS, JAMIE,
  • 00:21:02.573 --> 00:21:03.541
  • HORRIBLE THINGS, JAMIE,THAT YOU WOULD NEVER
  • 00:21:03.541 --> 00:21:04.842
  • THAT YOU WOULD NEVERCHOOSE TO GO THROUGH
  • 00:21:04.842 --> 00:21:07.244
  • CHOOSE TO GO THROUGHAGAIN, BUT WHAT HAS COME
  • 00:21:07.244 --> 00:21:08.813
  • AGAIN, BUT WHAT HAS COMEOUT OF THAT AND WHAT I
  • 00:21:08.813 --> 00:21:10.748
  • OUT OF THAT AND WHAT IHAVE EXPERIENCED GOD IN
  • 00:21:10.748 --> 00:21:14.018
  • HAVE EXPERIENCED GOD INTHE FACE OF THAT
  • 00:21:14.018 --> 00:21:16.520
  • THE FACE OF THATHORRIBLENESS IS USUALLY
  • 00:21:16.520 --> 00:21:17.621
  • HORRIBLENESS IS USUALLYTHAT'S THE PASSION THAT
  • 00:21:17.621 --> 00:21:18.589
  • THAT'S THE PASSION THATYOU CAN MINISTER FROM.
  • 00:21:18.589 --> 00:21:19.824
  • YOU CAN MINISTER FROM.LIKE, CHRIS, I KNOW YOU
  • 00:21:19.824 --> 00:21:21.092
  • LIKE, CHRIS, I KNOW YOUHAVE SO MANY PLACES LIKE THAT.
  • 00:21:21.092 --> 00:21:23.461
  • HAVE SO MANY PLACES LIKE THAT.YOU'VE GONE THROUGH
  • 00:21:23.461 --> 00:21:24.795
  • YOU'VE GONE THROUGHTERRIBLE PAIN, BUT, MAN,
  • 00:21:24.795 --> 00:21:26.197
  • TERRIBLE PAIN, BUT, MAN,YOUR PLATFORM, THAT'S THE
  • 00:21:26.197 --> 00:21:27.898
  • YOUR PLATFORM, THAT'S THEFOUNDATION OF YOUR
  • 00:21:27.898 --> 00:21:29.367
  • FOUNDATION OF YOURPLATFORM AND WHAT YOU DO
  • 00:21:29.367 --> 00:21:31.369
  • PLATFORM AND WHAT YOU DOAROUND THE WORLD, AND I
  • 00:21:31.369 --> 00:21:33.504
  • AROUND THE WORLD, AND IWANT YOU, MY SWEETNESS, TO
  • 00:21:33.504 --> 00:21:35.306
  • WANT YOU, MY SWEETNESS, TOTAKE THAT, AND I WANT YOU
  • 00:21:35.306 --> 00:21:36.507
  • TAKE THAT, AND I WANT YOUTO PRAY THAT OVER
  • 00:21:36.507 --> 00:21:38.209
  • TO PRAY THAT OVEREVERYBODY.
  • 00:21:38.209 --> 00:21:40.010
  • EVERYBODY.I WANT YOU TO IMPART--
  • 00:21:40.010 --> 00:21:41.011
  • I WANT YOU TO IMPART--TALK ABOUT IT A LITTLE BIT,
  • 00:21:41.011 --> 00:21:41.545
  • TALK ABOUT IT A LITTLE BIT,BUT TAKE THIS PROGRAM OUT,
  • 00:21:41.545 --> 00:21:43.280
  • BUT TAKE THIS PROGRAM OUT,PRAYIN' FOR EVERYONE
  • 00:21:43.280 --> 00:21:44.715
  • PRAYIN' FOR EVERYONEWATCHING, IF YOU WOULD.
  • 00:21:44.715 --> 00:21:46.283
  • WATCHING, IF YOU WOULD.- CHRISTINE: YOU KNOW, I
  • 00:21:46.283 --> 00:21:47.818
  • - CHRISTINE: YOU KNOW, IWILL, AND I JUST WANNA SAY
  • 00:21:47.818 --> 00:21:48.953
  • WILL, AND I JUST WANNA SAYTHAT THE DEGREE TO WHICH
  • 00:21:48.953 --> 00:21:50.488
  • THAT THE DEGREE TO WHICHWE ALLOW GOD TO DO A WORK
  • 00:21:50.488 --> 00:21:51.422
  • WE ALLOW GOD TO DO A WORKIN US IS THE DEGREE TO
  • 00:21:51.422 --> 00:21:52.790
  • IN US IS THE DEGREE TOWHICH HE'S GOING TO DO
  • 00:21:52.790 --> 00:21:54.258
  • WHICH HE'S GOING TO DOTHAT WORK THROUGH US.
  • 00:21:54.258 --> 00:21:55.426
  • THAT WORK THROUGH US.SOMETIMES I THINK WE COME
  • 00:21:55.426 --> 00:21:57.261
  • SOMETIMES I THINK WE COMEOUT OF SOMETHING, WE
  • 00:21:57.261 --> 00:21:58.028
  • OUT OF SOMETHING, WETHINK, "I'VE GOT A STORY."
  • 00:21:58.028 --> 00:21:59.363
  • THINK, "I'VE GOT A STORY."ALLOW YOUR STORY TO BECOME
  • 00:21:59.363 --> 00:22:02.566
  • ALLOW YOUR STORY TO BECOMEA TESTIMONY THAT HAPPENS
  • 00:22:02.566 --> 00:22:03.467
  • A TESTIMONY THAT HAPPENSOVER TIME, A TIME OF
  • 00:22:03.467 --> 00:22:04.468
  • OVER TIME, A TIME OFWALKING IN VICTORY AND IN
  • 00:22:04.468 --> 00:22:06.003
  • WALKING IN VICTORY AND INHEALING AND IN WHOLENESS.
  • 00:22:06.003 --> 00:22:07.605
  • HEALING AND IN WHOLENESS.THE BIBLE SAYS THAT PEOPLE
  • 00:22:07.605 --> 00:22:09.006
  • THE BIBLE SAYS THAT PEOPLEWILL BE SAVED BY THE BLOOD
  • 00:22:09.006 --> 00:22:09.774
  • WILL BE SAVED BY THE BLOODOF THE LAMB, THE WORD OF
  • 00:22:09.774 --> 00:22:10.875
  • OF THE LAMB, THE WORD OFOUR TESTIMONY, NOT JUST
  • 00:22:10.875 --> 00:22:12.410
  • OUR TESTIMONY, NOT JUSTOUR STORY.
  • 00:22:12.410 --> 00:22:13.611
  • OUR STORY.WE NEED OUR STORY TO
  • 00:22:13.611 --> 00:22:14.812
  • WE NEED OUR STORY TOBECOME A TESTIMONY OF THE
  • 00:22:14.812 --> 00:22:17.047
  • BECOME A TESTIMONY OF THEOVERCOMING LIFE THAT JESUS
  • 00:22:17.047 --> 00:22:18.315
  • OVERCOMING LIFE THAT JESUSHAS ENABLED US TO LIVE
  • 00:22:18.315 --> 00:22:20.151
  • HAS ENABLED US TO LIVEAND, OF COURSE, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:22:20.151 --> 00:22:21.152
  • AND, OF COURSE, YOU KNOW,"THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB,
  • 00:22:21.152 --> 00:22:24.255
  • "THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB,THE WORD OF OUR TESTIMONY,
  • 00:22:24.255 --> 00:22:24.822
  • THE WORD OF OUR TESTIMONY,AND THAT WE LOVE NOT OUR
  • 00:22:24.822 --> 00:22:25.756
  • AND THAT WE LOVE NOT OURLIVES UNTO DEATH."
  • 00:22:25.756 --> 00:22:26.624
  • LIVES UNTO DEATH."SO, YOU KNOW YOUR HEALING IS
  • 00:22:26.624 --> 00:22:27.391
  • SO, YOU KNOW YOUR HEALING ISABOUT YOU, AND IT'S ALSO
  • 00:22:27.391 --> 00:22:28.492
  • ABOUT YOU, AND IT'S ALSOABOUT EVERYONE ELSE THAT'S
  • 00:22:28.492 --> 00:22:29.059
  • ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE THAT'SON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUR
  • 00:22:29.059 --> 00:22:29.760
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE OF YOUROBEDIENCE.
  • 00:22:29.760 --> 00:22:30.594
  • OBEDIENCE.IF I DIDN'T ALLOW GOD TO
  • 00:22:30.594 --> 00:22:31.695
  • IF I DIDN'T ALLOW GOD TOCOME INTO THOSE BROKEN
  • 00:22:31.695 --> 00:22:33.631
  • COME INTO THOSE BROKENPLACES OF MY HEART AND MY
  • 00:22:33.631 --> 00:22:34.298
  • PLACES OF MY HEART AND MYSOUL, YOU KNOW, THERE
  • 00:22:34.298 --> 00:22:35.533
  • SOUL, YOU KNOW, THEREWOULD BE NO A21.
  • 00:22:35.533 --> 00:22:37.501
  • WOULD BE NO A21.WE WOULDN'T BE HAVING THE
  • 00:22:37.501 --> 00:22:38.469
  • WE WOULDN'T BE HAVING THEVICTIMS OF HUMAN
  • 00:22:38.469 --> 00:22:39.570
  • VICTIMS OF HUMANTRAFFICKING AND SEX
  • 00:22:39.570 --> 00:22:41.105
  • TRAFFICKING AND SEXTRAFFICKING SAVED AROUND
  • 00:22:41.105 --> 00:22:41.972
  • TRAFFICKING SAVED AROUNDTHE WORLD AND RESTORED AND
  • 00:22:41.972 --> 00:22:44.208
  • THE WORLD AND RESTORED ANDHEALED.
  • 00:22:44.208 --> 00:22:45.843
  • HEALED.YOU KNOW, THAT WOULDN'T
  • 00:22:45.843 --> 00:22:47.111
  • YOU KNOW, THAT WOULDN'TEXIST TODAY IF I HADN'T
  • 00:22:47.111 --> 00:22:48.546
  • EXIST TODAY IF I HADN'TALLOWED GOD TO DO WHAT GOD
  • 00:22:48.546 --> 00:22:50.414
  • ALLOWED GOD TO DO WHAT GODHAS DONE IN AND THROUGH MY
  • 00:22:50.414 --> 00:22:52.316
  • HAS DONE IN AND THROUGH MYLIFE, AND I THINK THAT IN
  • 00:22:52.316 --> 00:22:53.317
  • LIFE, AND I THINK THAT INYOUR CASE, TOO, I WANT YOU
  • 00:22:53.317 --> 00:22:55.019
  • YOUR CASE, TOO, I WANT YOUTO KNOW THAT THERE IS NO
  • 00:22:55.019 --> 00:22:56.353
  • TO KNOW THAT THERE IS NOWOUNDED PLACE IN YOUR
  • 00:22:56.353 --> 00:22:57.721
  • WOUNDED PLACE IN YOURHEART THAT JESUS CANNOT HEAL.
  • 00:22:57.721 --> 00:22:59.757
  • HEART THAT JESUS CANNOT HEAL.THERE IS NOT ONE WOUNDED--
  • 00:22:59.757 --> 00:23:01.292
  • THERE IS NOT ONE WOUNDED--NOTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED
  • 00:23:01.292 --> 00:23:02.226
  • NOTHING THAT HAS HAPPENEDTO YOU THAT JESUS DOESN'T
  • 00:23:02.226 --> 00:23:03.194
  • TO YOU THAT JESUS DOESN'TWANNA STEP INTO THAT PLACE
  • 00:23:03.194 --> 00:23:04.195
  • WANNA STEP INTO THAT PLACEOF BROKENNESS AND BRING
  • 00:23:04.195 --> 00:23:05.463
  • OF BROKENNESS AND BRINGHEALING AND BRING
  • 00:23:05.463 --> 00:23:06.997
  • HEALING AND BRINGRESTORATION AND BRING
  • 00:23:06.997 --> 00:23:08.365
  • RESTORATION AND BRINGWHOLENESS.
  • 00:23:08.365 --> 00:23:09.467
  • WHOLENESS.AND YOUR HISTORY DOES NOT
  • 00:23:09.467 --> 00:23:10.568
  • AND YOUR HISTORY DOES NOTNEED TO DEFINE YOUR
  • 00:23:10.568 --> 00:23:11.068
  • NEED TO DEFINE YOURDESTINY.
  • 00:23:11.068 --> 00:23:12.503
  • DESTINY.I AM LIVING PROOF THAT YOU
  • 00:23:12.503 --> 00:23:14.738
  • I AM LIVING PROOF THAT YOUCAN STOP BAD, AND YOU CAN
  • 00:23:14.738 --> 00:23:15.873
  • CAN STOP BAD, AND YOU CANFINISH GOOD IF YOU ALLOW
  • 00:23:15.873 --> 00:23:16.807
  • FINISH GOOD IF YOU ALLOWTHE HOLY SPIRIT TO COME
  • 00:23:16.807 --> 00:23:18.242
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT TO COMEIN AND DO A WORK IN YOU,
  • 00:23:18.242 --> 00:23:18.976
  • IN AND DO A WORK IN YOU,AND YOUR GREATEST DAYS ARE
  • 00:23:18.976 --> 00:23:20.411
  • AND YOUR GREATEST DAYS AREAHEAD OF YOU AND NOT
  • 00:23:20.411 --> 00:23:21.212
  • AHEAD OF YOU AND NOTBEHIND YOU.
  • 00:23:21.212 --> 00:23:22.246
  • BEHIND YOU.SO LET ME PRAY, LET ME
  • 00:23:22.246 --> 00:23:22.913
  • SO LET ME PRAY, LET MEPRAY.
  • 00:23:22.913 --> 00:23:24.048
  • PRAY.I'VE GOT FAITH FOR THIS.
  • 00:23:24.048 --> 00:23:26.217
  • I'VE GOT FAITH FOR THIS.YOU GOTTA KNOW THAT I'VE
  • 00:23:26.217 --> 00:23:27.384
  • YOU GOTTA KNOW THAT I'VEGOT FAITH TO BELIEVE THAT
  • 00:23:27.384 --> 00:23:28.118
  • GOT FAITH TO BELIEVE THATGOD COULD BRING HEALING
  • 00:23:28.118 --> 00:23:29.286
  • GOD COULD BRING HEALINGINTO YOUR HEART.
  • 00:23:29.286 --> 00:23:30.654
  • INTO YOUR HEART.SO, FATHER, I PRAY, I PRAY
  • 00:23:30.654 --> 00:23:31.522
  • SO, FATHER, I PRAY, I PRAYFOR EVERY WOMAN ON THE
  • 00:23:31.522 --> 00:23:32.156
  • FOR EVERY WOMAN ON THEOTHER SIDE OF THIS SCREEN,
  • 00:23:32.156 --> 00:23:33.491
  • OTHER SIDE OF THIS SCREEN,SO MANY FEELING SO BROKEN,
  • 00:23:33.491 --> 00:23:35.025
  • SO MANY FEELING SO BROKEN,SO MANY THAT HAVE GONE
  • 00:23:35.025 --> 00:23:35.860
  • SO MANY THAT HAVE GONETHROUGH SO MUCH PAIN AND
  • 00:23:35.860 --> 00:23:37.695
  • THROUGH SO MUCH PAIN ANDABUSE AND HEARTACHE AND
  • 00:23:37.695 --> 00:23:40.264
  • ABUSE AND HEARTACHE ANDRELATIONAL BREAKDOWN, AND
  • 00:23:40.264 --> 00:23:41.966
  • RELATIONAL BREAKDOWN, ANDSO MUCH TRAUMA WITH FAMILY
  • 00:23:41.966 --> 00:23:43.501
  • SO MUCH TRAUMA WITH FAMILYAND FRIENDS.
  • 00:23:43.501 --> 00:23:45.069
  • AND FRIENDS.SO, FATHER, I PRAY THAT
  • 00:23:45.069 --> 00:23:46.403
  • SO, FATHER, I PRAY THATYOU WOULD DO WHAT ONLY YOU
  • 00:23:46.403 --> 00:23:48.172
  • YOU WOULD DO WHAT ONLY YOUCOULD DO IN THIS MOMENT.
  • 00:23:48.172 --> 00:23:49.440
  • COULD DO IN THIS MOMENT.JESUS, YOU WALKED, AND YOU
  • 00:23:49.440 --> 00:23:50.174
  • JESUS, YOU WALKED, AND YOUSAID TO THE MAN BY THE
  • 00:23:50.174 --> 00:23:51.342
  • SAID TO THE MAN BY THEPOOL OF BETHESDA, "DO YOU
  • 00:23:51.342 --> 00:23:52.309
  • POOL OF BETHESDA, "DO YOUWANT TO BE MADE WELL?"
  • 00:23:52.309 --> 00:23:53.511
  • WANT TO BE MADE WELL?"SO, LORD, I PRAY THAT EVEN
  • 00:23:53.511 --> 00:23:54.712
  • SO, LORD, I PRAY THAT EVENNOW THERE WOULD BE AN
  • 00:23:54.712 --> 00:23:57.448
  • NOW THERE WOULD BE ANAWAKENING WHERE WOMEN
  • 00:23:57.448 --> 00:23:57.982
  • AWAKENING WHERE WOMENWOULD SUDDENLY GO, "I WANT
  • 00:23:57.982 --> 00:23:58.516
  • WOULD SUDDENLY GO, "I WANTTO BE MADE WELL.
  • 00:23:58.516 --> 00:23:59.250
  • TO BE MADE WELL.I'M SICK OF LYING HERE.
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  • I'M SICK OF LYING HERE.I'M SICK OF BEING IN THIS
  • 00:24:00.417 --> 00:24:01.452
  • I'M SICK OF BEING IN THISSAME OLE PLACE.
  • 00:24:01.452 --> 00:24:02.887
  • SAME OLE PLACE.JESUS, I WANT TO BE MADE WELL."
  • 00:24:02.887 --> 00:24:04.321
  • JESUS, I WANT TO BE MADE WELL."AND THEN I PRAY THAT, HOLY
  • 00:24:04.321 --> 00:24:06.090
  • AND THEN I PRAY THAT, HOLYGHOST, YOU WOULD DO WHAT
  • 00:24:06.090 --> 00:24:07.391
  • GHOST, YOU WOULD DO WHATONLY YOU COULD DO,
  • 00:24:07.391 --> 00:24:08.392
  • ONLY YOU COULD DO,THAT YOU WOULD GO INTO
  • 00:24:08.392 --> 00:24:09.660
  • THAT YOU WOULD GO INTOTHOSE DARK, DARK PLACES,
  • 00:24:09.660 --> 00:24:10.327
  • THOSE DARK, DARK PLACES,THOSE PLACES WHERE
  • 00:24:10.327 --> 00:24:11.395
  • THOSE PLACES WHERESOME OF US HAVE PUT
  • 00:24:11.395 --> 00:24:12.363
  • SOME OF US HAVE PUTDOUBLE-DEADLOCK, PADLOCKED
  • 00:24:12.363 --> 00:24:13.797
  • DOUBLE-DEADLOCK, PADLOCKEDAND MADE VOWS, "NO ONE
  • 00:24:13.797 --> 00:24:14.832
  • AND MADE VOWS, "NO ONEWILL EVER DO THAT.
  • 00:24:14.832 --> 00:24:16.033
  • WILL EVER DO THAT.NO ONE CAN COME BACK."
  • 00:24:16.033 --> 00:24:17.434
  • NO ONE CAN COME BACK."AND SO EVEN NOW, LORD,
  • 00:24:17.434 --> 00:24:18.736
  • AND SO EVEN NOW, LORD,THAT THOSE PADLOCKS WOULD
  • 00:24:18.736 --> 00:24:20.070
  • THAT THOSE PADLOCKS WOULDBE BROKEN, IN JESUS' NAME,
  • 00:24:20.070 --> 00:24:21.572
  • BE BROKEN, IN JESUS' NAME,THAT YOUR SPIRIT WOULD GO
  • 00:24:21.572 --> 00:24:22.773
  • THAT YOUR SPIRIT WOULD GOIN AND BEGIN A DEEP WORK
  • 00:24:22.773 --> 00:24:24.341
  • IN AND BEGIN A DEEP WORKOF HEALING AND RESTORATION
  • 00:24:24.341 --> 00:24:25.676
  • OF HEALING AND RESTORATIONAND THAT YOU WOULD GIVE
  • 00:24:25.676 --> 00:24:28.145
  • AND THAT YOU WOULD GIVETHE WOMEN THE COURAGE AND
  • 00:24:28.145 --> 00:24:29.179
  • THE WOMEN THE COURAGE ANDTHE STRENGTH TO WALK
  • 00:24:29.179 --> 00:24:30.381
  • THE STRENGTH TO WALKTHROUGH THIS PROCESS,
  • 00:24:30.381 --> 00:24:32.416
  • THROUGH THIS PROCESS,FATHER, TO THE OTHER SIDE
  • 00:24:32.416 --> 00:24:33.851
  • FATHER, TO THE OTHER SIDEOF WHOLENESS AND HEALING
  • 00:24:33.851 --> 00:24:34.852
  • OF WHOLENESS AND HEALINGIN JESUS' NAME, AMEN,
  • 00:24:34.852 --> 00:24:37.755
  • IN JESUS' NAME, AMEN,LORD, AMEN.
  • 00:24:37.755 --> 00:24:38.822
  • LORD, AMEN.- LAURIE: THANK YOU.
  • 00:24:38.822 --> 00:24:41.325
  • - LAURIE: THANK YOU.THANK YOU, JESUS.
  • 00:24:41.325 --> 00:24:42.393
  • THANK YOU, JESUS.I JUST KNOW HE IS THE
  • 00:24:42.393 --> 00:24:43.093
  • I JUST KNOW HE IS THEGREAT HEALER.
  • 00:24:43.093 --> 00:24:46.063
  • GREAT HEALER.HE IS THE GREAT PHYSICIAN.
  • 00:24:46.063 --> 00:24:46.964
  • HE IS THE GREAT PHYSICIAN.HE IS THE WONDERFUL
  • 00:24:46.964 --> 00:24:48.465
  • HE IS THE WONDERFULCOUNSELOR.
  • 00:24:48.465 --> 00:24:48.899
  • COUNSELOR.HE'S ALMIGHTY GOD.
  • 00:24:48.899 --> 00:24:54.104
  • HE'S ALMIGHTY GOD.AND I THINK THAT,
  • 00:24:54.104 --> 00:24:55.539
  • AND I THINK THAT,IN THIS TIME, THIS SEASON--
  • 00:24:55.539 --> 00:24:58.275
  • IN THIS TIME, THIS SEASON--HAS BEEN A LITTLE OVERWHELMING
  • 00:24:58.275 --> 00:24:59.743
  • HAS BEEN A LITTLE OVERWHELMINGFOR SO MANY.
  • 00:24:59.743 --> 00:25:02.146
  • FOR SO MANY.THE LAST MONTH HAS BEEN AN
  • 00:25:02.146 --> 00:25:07.084
  • THE LAST MONTH HAS BEEN ANESPECIALLY INTENSE SEASON
  • 00:25:07.084 --> 00:25:10.054
  • ESPECIALLY INTENSE SEASONFOR OUR FAMILY, FOR MANY
  • 00:25:10.054 --> 00:25:11.388
  • FOR OUR FAMILY, FOR MANYOF THOSE AROUND US, AND
  • 00:25:11.388 --> 00:25:14.158
  • OF THOSE AROUND US, ANDI'M JUST HERE TO SPEAK OF
  • 00:25:14.158 --> 00:25:15.693
  • I'M JUST HERE TO SPEAK OFTHE FAITHFULNESS OF GOD.
  • 00:25:15.693 --> 00:25:18.162
  • THE FAITHFULNESS OF GOD.AND THAT'S THE GREAT STORY
  • 00:25:18.162 --> 00:25:20.297
  • AND THAT'S THE GREAT STORYOF WALKING WITH HIM FOR SO
  • 00:25:20.297 --> 00:25:22.333
  • OF WALKING WITH HIM FOR SOMANY YEARS.
  • 00:25:22.333 --> 00:25:23.334
  • MANY YEARS.YA GOTTA HANG IN THERE.
  • 00:25:23.334 --> 00:25:24.368
  • YA GOTTA HANG IN THERE.YOU GOTTA WALK THIS LIFE
  • 00:25:24.368 --> 00:25:26.770
  • YOU GOTTA WALK THIS LIFEOF FAITH.
  • 00:25:26.770 --> 00:25:28.038
  • OF FAITH.YOU GOTTA STEP OUT.
  • 00:25:28.038 --> 00:25:29.106
  • YOU GOTTA STEP OUT.YOU GOTTA BE BRAVE IN THE
  • 00:25:29.106 --> 00:25:31.976
  • YOU GOTTA BE BRAVE IN THEFACE OF FEAR.
  • 00:25:31.976 --> 00:25:33.177
  • FACE OF FEAR.THAT'S WHEN YOU HAVE TO
  • 00:25:33.177 --> 00:25:35.212
  • THAT'S WHEN YOU HAVE TOHAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO
  • 00:25:35.212 --> 00:25:37.247
  • HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TOSTEP OUT WITH COURAGE.
  • 00:25:37.247 --> 00:25:39.083
  • STEP OUT WITH COURAGE.I LOVE-- THE BIBLE TALKS
  • 00:25:39.083 --> 00:25:41.418
  • I LOVE-- THE BIBLE TALKSABOUT, WHEN THERE'S FEAR,
  • 00:25:41.418 --> 00:25:42.953
  • ABOUT, WHEN THERE'S FEAR,IT ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT TO
  • 00:25:42.953 --> 00:25:46.724
  • IT ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT TOBE COURAGEOUS.
  • 00:25:46.724 --> 00:25:47.491
  • BE COURAGEOUS.AND IT ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT
  • 00:25:47.491 --> 00:25:48.659
  • AND IT ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT"FEAR NOT, BECAUSE I, THE
  • 00:25:48.659 --> 00:25:53.931
  • "FEAR NOT, BECAUSE I, THELORD GOD, AM WITH YOU."
  • 00:25:53.931 --> 00:25:55.032
  • LORD GOD, AM WITH YOU."WHEN HE SAYS, "FEAR NOT,"
  • 00:25:55.032 --> 00:25:56.100
  • WHEN HE SAYS, "FEAR NOT,"THERE ALWAYS COMES SOMETHING
  • 00:25:56.100 --> 00:25:56.900
  • THERE ALWAYS COMES SOMETHINGTHAT SAYS,
  • 00:25:56.900 --> 00:25:58.836
  • THAT SAYS,"BECAUSE I, ALMIGHTY GOD,"
  • 00:25:58.836 --> 00:26:00.404
  • "BECAUSE I, ALMIGHTY GOD,"YOU KNOW, "HAVE PAVED THE
  • 00:26:00.404 --> 00:26:02.873
  • YOU KNOW, "HAVE PAVED THEWAY," OR "I HAVE CAUSED
  • 00:26:02.873 --> 00:26:04.074
  • WAY," OR "I HAVE CAUSEDYOU TO BE COURAGEOUS."
  • 00:26:04.074 --> 00:26:07.144
  • YOU TO BE COURAGEOUS."SO, JUST HANG IN THERE.
  • 00:26:07.144 --> 00:26:08.278
  • SO, JUST HANG IN THERE.BELIEVE WELL, BELIEVE
  • 00:26:08.278 --> 00:26:09.313
  • BELIEVE WELL, BELIEVEHARD.
  • 00:26:09.313 --> 00:26:10.581
  • HARD.YOU KNOW, OUR "BETTER
  • 00:26:10.581 --> 00:26:11.315
  • YOU KNOW, OUR "BETTERTOGETHER" COMMUNITY IS
  • 00:26:11.315 --> 00:26:12.316
  • TOGETHER" COMMUNITY ISALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
  • 00:26:12.316 --> 00:26:13.584
  • ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
  • 00:26:13.584 --> 00:26:14.218
  • YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA.
  • 00:26:14.218 --> 00:26:15.119
  • SOCIAL MEDIA.LET US KNOW HOW WE CAN
  • 00:26:15.119 --> 00:26:16.053
  • LET US KNOW HOW WE CANPRAY FOR YOU.
  • 00:26:16.053 --> 00:26:17.321
  • PRAY FOR YOU.WE ALL LOVE TO PRAY, AND
  • 00:26:17.321 --> 00:26:19.790
  • WE ALL LOVE TO PRAY, ANDWE LOVE TO PRAY FOR YOU.
  • 00:26:19.790 --> 00:26:20.724
  • WE LOVE TO PRAY FOR YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US
  • 00:26:20.724 --> 00:26:21.592
  • THANKS FOR JOINING USTODAY.
  • 00:26:21.592 --> 00:26:23.160
  • TODAY.YOU KNOW, HEARTBREAK,
  • 00:26:23.160 --> 00:26:24.695
  • YOU KNOW, HEARTBREAK,BROKEN TRUST, AND
  • 00:26:24.695 --> 00:26:25.562
  • BROKEN TRUST, ANDEMOTIONAL BARRIERS CAN
  • 00:26:25.562 --> 00:26:26.897
  • EMOTIONAL BARRIERS CANKEEP US TRAPPED IN A
  • 00:26:26.897 --> 00:26:28.966
  • KEEP US TRAPPED IN APAINFUL CYCLE.
  • 00:26:28.966 --> 00:26:30.267
  • PAINFUL CYCLE.UNDERSTANDING GOD'S
  • 00:26:30.267 --> 00:26:31.335
  • UNDERSTANDING GOD'SUNCONDITIONAL LOVE SETS US
  • 00:26:31.335 --> 00:26:32.269
  • UNCONDITIONAL LOVE SETS USFREE.
  • 00:26:32.269 --> 00:26:33.404
  • FREE.TOMORROW WE'RE LEARNING
  • 00:26:33.404 --> 00:26:35.272
  • TOMORROW WE'RE LEARNINGHOW TO LOVE AGAIN, AND
  • 00:26:35.272 --> 00:26:36.273
  • HOW TO LOVE AGAIN, ANDWE'LL SEE YOU THEN.
  • 00:26:36.273 --> 00:26:37.408
  • WE'LL SEE YOU THEN.BYE-BYE.
  • 00:26:37.408 --> 00:26:39.743