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October 9, 2019
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Big Daddy Weave: When the Light Comes

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  • Susan Weaver: I just told everyone that I felt like God
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  • had left me, and it's a struggle,
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  • and I really--I just hated him.
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  • Anna Redmon: It's a little overwhelming.
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  • Jeremy Redmon: What do you need from me?
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  • Because I don't, I mean--
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  • Anna: If I happen to go into labor next week,
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  • it throws everything.
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  • Mike Weaver: Everybody was saying all these,
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  • like, nice things and they're like,
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  • "Dude, man, that's really good."
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  • And--but I felt like I was sensing this disappointment even
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  • from them, and it wasn't really there,
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  • they were just checking on me.
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  • But oh man, I just--oh, I just crumbled.
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  • When the light comes, darkness runs away.
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  • And only what lives in the light can stay.
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  • When the light comes, nothing left to hide.
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  • So, come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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  • I throw open the door, I fall to my knees.
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  • I lay down my pride, no secrets to keep.
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  • The light of your love is shining on me.
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  • The goodness of God is setting me free.
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  • When the light comes, darkness runs away,
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  • and only what lives in the light can stay.
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  • When the light comes, nothing left to hide,
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  • so come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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  • Kandice Weaver: Weight is something that Mike has
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  • struggled with his whole life.
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  • I will always tell him, "I wish you could see yourself through
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  • my eyes," because the way I see him is very differently than the
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  • way he sees himself.
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  • Mike: So, it's called Big Daddy Weave.
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  • And there's this funny and there's this fun
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  • element to that.
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  • But it's also this other thing, or at least in the past it has
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  • been this other thing.
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  • Early on as a kid, I learned that if you make the joke that
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  • you're scared everybody else is going to make,
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  • that sort of gives you the power in the situation in a way.
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  • Jay Weaver: For as long as we can both remember,
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  • our family has struggled with weight issues.
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  • And everybody always ask you when you're the fat guy,
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  • like, "Do you, like, hate your mama and that's what--you
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  • got mom issues?"
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  • No man, I just love hotdogs, you know what I mean?
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  • Like straight up.
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  • Susan: Put your legs on?
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  • Jay: Yes ma'am, please, good morning.
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  • Susan: I remember the time that Jay first
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  • came back on the road.
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  • I worried that he wouldn't go back to that part of his life.
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  • And we drove up, he did, he came out on the stage.
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  • Just to have all our friends there watching when he walked on
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  • the stage, that was like so cool.
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  • We started on the road without feet,
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  • without prosthetics for a couple of months.
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  • He was still needing my medical limited knowledge to take care
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  • of his ankles.
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  • I would still doctor them morning and night.
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  • I would change bandages.
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  • And he was finally able to start the prosthetic journey,
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  • which it's not just like, "Here's your set of legs," you
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  • put them on and you go.
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  • It's a lot of going back and forth of getting them right and
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  • to fit right.
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  • So, then I went from the worry of not taking care of his legs
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  • properly to being his physical therapist in a way.
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  • Everyone sees the physical part of this,
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  • but they don't see the emotional part of it and the mental
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  • part of it.
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  • Like there's the day that I had the big blow up in Bible study.
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  • I just told everyone that I felt like God had left
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  • me and it's a struggle.
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  • And I really--I just hated him.
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  • I hated the situation of not being enough,
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  • of feeling like everything was on me.
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  • I really just wanted to quit everything at that moment.
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  • But I just needed them to know that they were praying for
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  • everyone nightly, but they were missing me.
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  • And not to be selfish and say, "Look at me and--"
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  • But just to--I felt like they just wanted to put a
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  • Band-Aid on it and just pretend that it was okay.
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  • I think everyone--knowing everyone was aware helped.
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  • Mike: Where's your lunch, dude?
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  • Jay: Kim's making it on the bus,
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  • eggs and sausage.
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  • Mike: Dude, eggs and sausage, that's keto.
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  • Jay: Keto-friendly.
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  • Mike: And that's actually what I'm needing like right now.
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  • Kandice: For the first time ever,
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  • the whole tour has decided to do a diet,
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  • if you will, together.
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  • And we're all doing the keto diet.
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  • Jay: To say that we as the Weaver brothers have been
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  • through every diet that is around is probably a safe bet.
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  • Mike: How are you--how are you doing with it, dude?
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  • Are you staying--
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  • Jay: I'm making it. I'm alive and I'm here.
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  • And we've done well so far, the whole family's
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  • trying to do it with me.
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  • Mike: When they first started saying it,
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  • I didn't know if I was in or not,
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  • dude, you know?
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  • I can remember literally as early as like in elementary
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  • school, you know, being on diets.
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  • You know, it would just--could gain weight so easily.
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  • And I felt like I was eating the same stuff that other people
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  • were eating and it--but still I'm the chunky kid, you know?
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  • Jay: Well, the only thing--honestly,
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  • the only thing that made me do it was the five band guys
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  • doing it together.
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  • Mike: Together, yeah.
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  • And it's even more that unity thing for everybody,
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  • you know what I mean?
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  • So, it's like we're the ones that really need it,
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  • but they're really supporting us in that, huh?
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  • I appreciate them, dude. That's good, dude.
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  • Jay: Me too. It's a constant battle.
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  • There's been great victory through seasons,
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  • you know, where you see weight loss.
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  • And then there's been times you just see it
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  • come right back to you.
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  • Mike: It's hard on the road to do this because everywhere
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  • somebody's got a pie that they--it's their grandma's
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  • favorite pie or whatever, you know?
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  • And we're trying to hang in there and do this.
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  • Susan: Here you go.
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  • Jay: Well, thank you. Thank you, thank you.
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  • Mike: That's what I'm talking about.
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  • Jay: Eggs and sausage and bacon.
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  • Mike: You get bacon and eggs and I get--I don't understand
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  • how--I need to--I need to talk to my wife now, right?
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  • Jay: That's what living right is for.
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  • [laughing]
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  • Mike: Dude, well, I'm in it if you're in it, dude.
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  • Jay: Yeah man, I'm in, let's do it.
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  • Mike: Keto away.
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  • Jay: Yes sir.
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  • Kandice: I am ready for the battle of Mike's health and his
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  • weight to be one that we're talking about victoriously,
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  • that it's a victorious announcement.
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  • Drew: So, I started working with Big Daddy
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  • Weave about five years ago.
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  • I do massages during the day, and then I take care of catering
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  • and make sure everything is out for people to follow their
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  • ketogenic habits.
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  • Slowly but surely, everybody's starting to feel a lot better
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  • and we're about to see some weight really come off.
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  • And I'm just blessed to be a part of it.
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  • I love these guys.
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  • I've known them all for 20 years.
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  • What's up, buddy?
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  • both: Drew. Drew: Hey man.
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  • Mike: Dude, the keto guru.
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  • Drew: How's it going?
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  • Mike: Man, dude, we're trying to keep it keto, man.
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  • Give us the prognosis here.
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  • I don't know, what do you think?
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  • Drew: That's very well done.
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  • Mike: It's happening, it's happening?
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  • Jay dawg, like, pulled some kung fu over here,
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  • and like breakfast came out of nowhere.
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  • Drew: Dude, where did that come from?
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  • Mike: So, it's sort of like manna from heaven.
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  • Drew: Where's mine?
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  • Jay: You just didn't pray quite long enough this
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  • morning, Drew--
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  • Mike: Exactly, dude. It was delivered by Emily.
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  • Jay: It was my wife, yeah.
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  • Drew: Nice.
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  • Are you guys cooking that up on the bus?
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  • Mike: Yeah.
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  • Drew: Dude, that's awesome.
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  • Jay: She is, not me.
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  • It wouldn't look this good if I cooked it.
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  • Drew: You went to the doctor, right?
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  • How is--how is your levels?
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  • What's going on with that?
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  • Jay: They're still--they're still high,
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  • but she said just give it time.
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  • Drew: Okay. Slow and steady wins the race.
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  • Mike: And that's the thing, bro.
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  • That's what we're appreciating about you,
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  • man, is that you're helping us like get in this and live in
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  • this, you know what I mean?
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  • Drew: I'm actually selfish ambition, this is how I eat.
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  • So, if I can get you guys to do it,
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  • then it's easier for me, so.
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  • [laughing]
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  • Mike: That's awesome.
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  • Jay: One thing I love about Drew is he is tenacious.
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  • Keeping on us, you know?
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  • And it's out of love, it's not out of,
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  • "You big fat thing, what's wrong with you?"
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  • You know what I mean?
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  • It's like, "Hey, you can do this, you got this."
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  • And he's--I mean, dude, he's working his tail off to make
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  • sure we got shakes, make sure we got all the things we need to
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  • have to be successful.
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  • Mike: What's in the shake, man?
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  • What's in the magic shake every night?
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  • Drew: There's macadamia and pecan nut butter that we're
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  • making with that blender.
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  • Peanut butter, protein powder, cacao,
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  • raw cacao, hemp hearts, chia seeds,
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  • pink Himalayan sea salt, and MCT oil.
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  • Mike: Nice, man.
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  • Well, that has helped me tremendously in the show, man.
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  • It's like I really feel like after the last couple of weeks,
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  • like, "All right," like I start to really crave
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  • what that shake is, man.
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  • Drew: Praise the Lord.
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  • Super proud of you guys for sticking with it.
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  • And we're going to--we're going to get it.
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  • Mike: We are going to get it dude.
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  • Thanks, guru Drew.
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  • Drew: Yeah bro.
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  • Jay: Guru Drew. That's awesome.
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  • Mike: Jojo.
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  • Jojo: Hey, hey.
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  • Mike: The man of the hour, Mr. Jason Jordan.
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  • Jason Jordan: How are you man? Nice to meet you.
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  • Jojo: Yeah, glad you're here.
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  • Jason: Yeah dude, glad to be here.
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  • Mike: Bro, thank you for bailing us out, man.
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  • This is so cool. We're in crunch hour.
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  • Man, we had to learn--let Jerm go and work on stuff.
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  • And man, we're like, "What are we going to do?"
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  • Jason: I'm honored to be here.
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  • Mike: He's a killer guitar player,
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  • and I can't wait to see what's going to happen with this, man.
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  • That's a lot of songs in a little amount of time
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  • though, dude.
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  • Jojo: Jason seems like a cool dude.
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  • This is going to be interesting.
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  • I mean, it's unfortunate Jeremy's not here with us,
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  • but you know, when you can find a guy that's definitely about to
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  • knock out the stuff and seems like there's a cool guy that's
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  • going to--that's going to definitely help.
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  • Yeah, yeah, start us on that for me.
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  • So yeah, so one, two, three.
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  • Caught in a romance of desperate devotion.
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  • You're higher than mountains and deeper than oceans.
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  • With a brokenhearted voice, I'll sing like a sonnet.
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  • Won't be satisfied with less than what you want.
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  • Jeremy: I'm home now, and there's a lot more productive
  • 00:11:23.100 --> 00:11:28.120
  • time to be able to work.
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  • It's so much easier working in my studio.
  • 00:11:30.110 --> 00:11:31.230
  • It's night and day difference.
  • 00:11:31.240 --> 00:11:33.190
  • But man, it is still very challenging.
  • 00:11:33.200 --> 00:11:37.160
  • There's just so much to do.
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  • Anna: Kids are going to be home soon because baseball's
  • 00:11:38.280 --> 00:11:41.220
  • over actually.
  • 00:11:41.230 --> 00:11:43.100
  • Jeremy: Yeah, now--
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  • Anna: Can we actually have a conversation?
  • 00:11:44.130 --> 00:11:46.000
  • Jeremy: Okay.
  • 00:11:46.010 --> 00:11:47.060
  • Anna: This week is killing me.
  • 00:11:47.070 --> 00:11:49.080
  • Jeremy: Anna's film is starting super quick,
  • 00:11:49.090 --> 00:11:51.070
  • which means soon as the new baby gets here,
  • 00:11:51.080 --> 00:11:53.060
  • new baby and Anna go on location with the nanny.
  • 00:11:53.070 --> 00:11:55.190
  • And then it'll just be me and the big kids and me trying
  • 00:11:55.200 --> 00:11:58.220
  • to make a record.
  • 00:11:58.230 --> 00:12:00.120
  • This is exhausting.
  • 00:12:00.130 --> 00:12:01.290
  • Anna: I had the fitting yesterday, wrapped today.
  • 00:12:02.000 --> 00:12:03.150
  • I've got to finish making this suit and ship it out.
  • 00:12:03.160 --> 00:12:05.180
  • I've got Michael Larry Smith stuff too.
  • 00:12:05.190 --> 00:12:08.060
  • It's a little overwhelming.
  • 00:12:08.070 --> 00:12:10.160
  • Jeremy: What do you need from me?
  • 00:12:10.170 --> 00:12:13.000
  • Because I--
  • 00:12:13.010 --> 00:12:14.070
  • Anna: I don't know.
  • 00:12:14.080 --> 00:12:15.150
  • The thing is is I know you've got a lot on your plate and so
  • 00:12:15.160 --> 00:12:18.000
  • do I, but if I happen to go into labor next week,
  • 00:12:18.010 --> 00:12:24.200
  • it throws everything.
  • 00:12:24.210 --> 00:12:26.100
  • So, are we going to have construction going on in the
  • 00:12:26.110 --> 00:12:29.200
  • studio next week too?
  • 00:12:29.210 --> 00:12:31.090
  • Jeremy: I mean, you've got your upstairs workspace.
  • 00:12:31.100 --> 00:12:33.160
  • Anna: I know, but I can't--I can't move a rack up there.
  • 00:12:33.170 --> 00:12:35.110
  • It's too difficult for me right now to get anything up and
  • 00:12:35.120 --> 00:12:39.170
  • down the stairs.
  • 00:12:39.180 --> 00:12:40.250
  • Jeremy: I mean, I'm here, but it's hard for me to be in there
  • 00:12:40.260 --> 00:12:43.240
  • working and in here working.
  • 00:12:43.250 --> 00:12:45.010
  • Anna: As long as you can just get the floor really getting
  • 00:12:45.020 --> 00:12:47.120
  • clean and so--
  • 00:12:47.130 --> 00:12:49.110
  • Jeremy: Well, I can mop it or do--I don't know,
  • 00:12:49.120 --> 00:12:51.010
  • we'll figure it out.
  • 00:12:51.020 --> 00:12:52.030
  • At least I'm--I should be home.
  • 00:12:52.040 --> 00:12:54.040
  • Anna: Yeah.
  • 00:12:54.050 --> 00:12:55.110
  • Jeremy: Minus these few days.
  • 00:12:55.120 --> 00:12:56.280
  • So, we just wait until Sunday at least.
  • 00:12:56.290 --> 00:12:58.170
  • What are you going to do if the doctor wants to induce?
  • 00:12:58.180 --> 00:13:01.020
  • Anna: I don't know.
  • 00:13:01.030 --> 00:13:02.150
  • Jeremy: Try what you did last time.
  • 00:13:02.160 --> 00:13:03.260
  • Anna: Do the concoction of--
  • 00:13:03.270 --> 00:13:05.260
  • Jeremy: What was it, almond butter?
  • 00:13:05.270 --> 00:13:07.250
  • Anna: Castor oil and champagne.
  • 00:13:07.260 --> 00:13:09.200
  • It's the most disgusting thing.
  • 00:13:09.210 --> 00:13:11.140
  • Jeremy: I don't have to take it with you, right?
  • 00:13:11.150 --> 00:13:12.150
  • Anna: Yeah. Jeremy: No.
  • 00:13:12.160 --> 00:13:13.170
  • Anna: Of course you do.
  • 00:13:13.180 --> 00:13:14.190
  • You're going to be on the toilet.
  • 00:13:14.200 --> 00:13:16.030
  • Jeremy: Oh gosh, yeah.
  • 00:13:16.040 --> 00:13:17.160
  • I'll be on the toilet, you be in the ER, right, right.
  • 00:13:17.170 --> 00:13:20.030
  • Oh gross, no thanks.
  • 00:13:20.040 --> 00:13:22.140
  • 00:13:22.150 --> 00:13:32.140
  • 00:13:32.150 --> 00:13:38.050
  • So I could rise, now I'm alive.
  • 00:13:39.060 --> 00:13:45.170
  • Mike: Hey everybody, we're so excited to announce that our
  • 00:13:47.010 --> 00:13:48.190
  • brand new record, "When the Light Comes," is available now.
  • 00:13:48.200 --> 00:13:52.130
  • We're so excited to share these songs that were birthed out of
  • 00:13:52.140 --> 00:13:55.100
  • this last season of life.
  • 00:13:55.110 --> 00:13:56.220
  • For more info, go to bigdaddyweave.com or listen
  • 00:13:56.230 --> 00:13:59.190
  • wherever you listen to music.
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  • God, you called me out, now I'm alive.
  • 00:14:03.070 --> 00:14:08.140
  • 00:14:09.200 --> 00:14:11.210
  • Kandice: So, how do you think it's going with the keto diet?
  • 00:14:11.220 --> 00:14:14.210
  • Mike: It just seems like I got so far to go again, you know?
  • 00:14:14.220 --> 00:14:17.290
  • Back in 2008, a friend of mine had made this weight loss goal
  • 00:14:18.000 --> 00:14:22.050
  • that he was going to lose 80 pounds in 2008.
  • 00:14:22.060 --> 00:14:25.020
  • And I was like, "Dude, well, it's 2009 now and I'm going to
  • 00:14:25.030 --> 00:14:28.280
  • one up you, you know?
  • 00:14:28.290 --> 00:14:31.120
  • So, I'm going to lose 90 pounds in 2009."
  • 00:14:31.130 --> 00:14:33.180
  • And man, it was an incredible year,
  • 00:14:33.190 --> 00:14:35.220
  • but it was a year full of pressure to,
  • 00:14:35.230 --> 00:14:37.240
  • 'cause I, like, had said this thing and it needs to happen by
  • 00:14:37.250 --> 00:14:40.170
  • the end of the year or else you fail, you know?
  • 00:14:40.180 --> 00:14:44.020
  • And we got to the end of the year and I get on the scale,
  • 00:14:44.030 --> 00:14:47.160
  • and I had lost 84 pounds, man.
  • 00:14:47.170 --> 00:14:51.040
  • I mean, that is like losing a middle schooler off of
  • 00:14:51.050 --> 00:14:54.200
  • your body, man.
  • 00:14:54.210 --> 00:14:56.000
  • That is an accomplishment.
  • 00:14:56.010 --> 00:14:57.070
  • But I couldn't see any of it 'cause all I saw is you missed
  • 00:14:57.080 --> 00:14:59.220
  • it by six pounds.
  • 00:14:59.230 --> 00:15:01.170
  • Not good enough, failure.
  • 00:15:01.180 --> 00:15:04.020
  • Status quo of your life, big fella, you know?
  • 00:15:04.030 --> 00:15:08.010
  • Kandice: He was working so, so hard.
  • 00:15:08.020 --> 00:15:09.250
  • And when he didn't make that, that was--that was hard just
  • 00:15:09.260 --> 00:15:12.240
  • seeing him--it was just painful.
  • 00:15:12.250 --> 00:15:17.200
  • It was painful to watch the person that you love the most
  • 00:15:17.210 --> 00:15:19.270
  • not reach this goal when they had done this incredible thing.
  • 00:15:19.280 --> 00:15:23.180
  • All he saw was the failure.
  • 00:15:23.190 --> 00:15:25.240
  • Mike: Food is like medicine, man,
  • 00:15:25.250 --> 00:15:28.000
  • to me and it always--it always has been, you know?
  • 00:15:28.010 --> 00:15:30.060
  • It's been like my drug.
  • 00:15:30.070 --> 00:15:32.120
  • And then starting the keto and getting through like the first
  • 00:15:32.130 --> 00:15:35.090
  • couple weeks of it, and man, nothing moved.
  • 00:15:35.100 --> 00:15:37.110
  • And I guess I don't know if I'm doing something wrong or what,
  • 00:15:37.120 --> 00:15:39.270
  • but I know I got to do something, man, you know?
  • 00:15:39.280 --> 00:15:42.110
  • Kandice: As we begin this new keto diet,
  • 00:15:42.120 --> 00:15:44.140
  • I just hope and pray that it's something that will really work
  • 00:15:44.150 --> 00:15:49.110
  • for Mike, that it will be something that we can all do
  • 00:15:49.120 --> 00:15:53.030
  • together to make our whole family healthier.
  • 00:15:53.040 --> 00:15:57.220
  • I always told you I love you exactly the way you are.
  • 00:15:57.230 --> 00:16:02.000
  • I fell in love with who you are.
  • 00:16:02.010 --> 00:16:04.160
  • And you know my heart, that it's never about that.
  • 00:16:04.170 --> 00:16:08.160
  • I just want you to be healthy, and I want that spark of
  • 00:16:08.170 --> 00:16:11.220
  • confidence to come back, and that you excited to go outside
  • 00:16:11.230 --> 00:16:14.250
  • and play with the kids to come back and not just be hurting.
  • 00:16:14.260 --> 00:16:17.180
  • And so, I just want it for you.
  • 00:16:17.190 --> 00:16:19.010
  • Mike: Even as Kandice says to me,
  • 00:16:19.020 --> 00:16:21.190
  • "Look, I want you to be healthy for you,
  • 00:16:21.200 --> 00:16:25.120
  • not because I'm over here thinking you need to be
  • 00:16:25.130 --> 00:16:27.240
  • something more for me," it like--the trick that I play on
  • 00:16:27.250 --> 00:16:33.150
  • myself is I turn that thing and I'm like,
  • 00:16:33.160 --> 00:16:36.290
  • "Yeah, but I have to be more--I need to be more for you.
  • 00:16:37.000 --> 00:16:39.230
  • I don't feel like enough for you so often, you know?"
  • 00:16:39.240 --> 00:16:44.030
  • Kandice: But I think you often don't feel confident
  • 00:16:44.040 --> 00:16:46.000
  • in yourself.
  • 00:16:46.010 --> 00:16:47.150
  • And that shifts when there's better choices being made.
  • 00:16:47.160 --> 00:16:51.250
  • And the devastation that you felt after in the 90 in '09
  • 00:16:51.260 --> 00:16:55.080
  • thing and you didn't quite meet your goal,
  • 00:16:55.090 --> 00:16:58.200
  • that was gut wrenching to watch.
  • 00:16:58.210 --> 00:17:01.240
  • Mike: Everybody was saying all these like nice things and
  • 00:17:01.250 --> 00:17:03.290
  • they're like, "Dude man, that's really good."
  • 00:17:04.000 --> 00:17:06.040
  • And--but I felt like I was sensing this disappointment
  • 00:17:06.050 --> 00:17:08.240
  • even from them.
  • 00:17:08.250 --> 00:17:10.120
  • And it wasn't really there, they were just checking on me.
  • 00:17:10.130 --> 00:17:12.140
  • But oh man, I just--oh, I just crumbled.
  • 00:17:12.150 --> 00:17:16.030
  • Kandice: I think a lot of times if Mike starts something,
  • 00:17:16.040 --> 00:17:20.160
  • if he's really been giving it his all and it doesn't seem to
  • 00:17:20.170 --> 00:17:23.120
  • work, there's a greater sadness and disappointment with that
  • 00:17:23.130 --> 00:17:27.280
  • that makes him want to just throw the towel and be like,
  • 00:17:27.290 --> 00:17:31.060
  • "It's not even worth it.
  • 00:17:31.070 --> 00:17:32.160
  • Let's just order pizza and call it a day."
  • 00:17:32.170 --> 00:17:34.250
  • Mike: We have had such an awesome life,
  • 00:17:34.260 --> 00:17:37.290
  • but I feel like this keeps being this thing that's always somehow
  • 00:17:38.000 --> 00:17:43.050
  • in the way, you know what I mean?
  • 00:17:43.060 --> 00:17:44.260
  • And it's in the way of me, you know what I mean?
  • 00:17:44.270 --> 00:17:47.020
  • It's not in the way of you, because man,
  • 00:17:47.030 --> 00:17:49.200
  • you always--you always love me even when I don't
  • 00:17:49.210 --> 00:17:57.080
  • love me, you know?
  • 00:17:57.090 --> 00:18:00.130
  • And that changes me, you know?
  • 00:18:00.140 --> 00:18:10.090
  • Here we go again.
  • 00:18:10.100 --> 00:18:13.060
  • Kandice: I'm in it with you, though.
  • 00:18:13.070 --> 00:18:14.170
  • Mike: I know you are, I know you are.
  • 00:18:14.180 --> 00:18:16.060
  • You're my biggest cheerleader
  • 00:18:16.070 --> 00:18:17.190
  • and I don't know what I'd do without you.
  • 00:18:17.200 --> 00:18:21.020
  • Kandice: Back at you, my love.
  • 00:18:21.030 --> 00:18:25.290
  • Susan: So, like you know how we talked about like on the last
  • 00:18:26.000 --> 00:18:28.130
  • run how we thought it'd be easier to eat keto at home?
  • 00:18:28.140 --> 00:18:32.090
  • Like I think--
  • 00:18:32.100 --> 00:18:33.230
  • Jay: We found out that wasn't exactly the truth.
  • 00:18:33.240 --> 00:18:35.060
  • Susan: Yeah, so it's been a little easier on the road,
  • 00:18:35.070 --> 00:18:38.110
  • but like we don't have a scale here on the road.
  • 00:18:38.120 --> 00:18:41.190
  • Like maybe that's a good thing for both of us since like--
  • 00:18:41.200 --> 00:18:45.000
  • Jay: I didn't lose any weight since yesterday.
  • 00:18:45.010 --> 00:18:47.090
  • What's the matter with me?
  • 00:18:47.100 --> 00:18:48.170
  • Susan: No, like 'cause like weigh in day,
  • 00:18:48.180 --> 00:18:50.170
  • when we got home was like--it was like devastating.
  • 00:18:50.180 --> 00:18:54.040
  • Jay: Yeah, 'cause it wasn't the progress we wanted to see.
  • 00:18:54.050 --> 00:18:57.150
  • Susan: And that's the hardest thing for me is when you are
  • 00:18:57.160 --> 00:19:02.140
  • devastated about something, if I feel like I have to be the
  • 00:19:02.150 --> 00:19:08.220
  • ultimate fixer and I don't know how to fix that.
  • 00:19:08.230 --> 00:19:11.260
  • Jay: So, obviously as a dude, when you hear your wife say
  • 00:19:11.270 --> 00:19:15.060
  • things like, "I want to be a fixer for you," it's never the
  • 00:19:15.070 --> 00:19:18.060
  • way you want things to be, you know?
  • 00:19:18.070 --> 00:19:21.220
  • But praise God he is the God of a million and one
  • 00:19:21.230 --> 00:19:26.280
  • chances, you know?
  • 00:19:26.290 --> 00:19:28.200
  • And so, all I can say is today, I'm going to put my best
  • 00:19:28.210 --> 00:19:33.140
  • fake foot forward.
  • 00:19:33.150 --> 00:19:35.080
  • Susan: Before you lost your feet,
  • 00:19:35.090 --> 00:19:37.090
  • the concern of you having a heart attack,
  • 00:19:37.100 --> 00:19:41.060
  • like you know, you're going off on that lawnmower,
  • 00:19:41.070 --> 00:19:44.100
  • I told you, you can't die 'cause I don't know all the bank stuff.
  • 00:19:44.110 --> 00:19:47.020
  • So I don't--
  • 00:19:47.030 --> 00:19:49.140
  • Jay: That's wrong.
  • 00:19:49.150 --> 00:19:50.170
  • [laughing]
  • 00:19:50.180 --> 00:19:52.090
  • Susan: I mean, like no, but I'm serious,
  • 00:19:52.100 --> 00:19:55.210
  • like you hold us together, and so you got to take care
  • 00:19:55.220 --> 00:19:59.090
  • of yourself so that we're all together and we can
  • 00:19:59.100 --> 00:20:03.000
  • do this life.
  • 00:20:03.010 --> 00:20:04.110
  • I am so thankful that on this tour run that it's the whole
  • 00:20:04.120 --> 00:20:09.120
  • tour all doing it together, so it's not just me being a mother
  • 00:20:09.130 --> 00:20:14.240
  • hen to Jay and the kids of, "Don't eat this,
  • 00:20:14.250 --> 00:20:19.230
  • don't drink that."
  • 00:20:19.240 --> 00:20:21.030
  • I'm glad for the partnership in all of it.
  • 00:20:21.040 --> 00:20:25.030
  • Jay: I appreciate the fact that you guys are willing to go
  • 00:20:25.040 --> 00:20:29.020
  • try to do this with me.
  • 00:20:29.030 --> 00:20:31.060
  • You know, because it--sure you might not be overweight or the
  • 00:20:31.070 --> 00:20:34.050
  • girls may not be, yeah, these fat creatures like their dad,
  • 00:20:34.060 --> 00:20:39.220
  • you know what I mean?
  • 00:20:39.230 --> 00:20:41.000
  • But at the same time, health is still health, you know?
  • 00:20:41.010 --> 00:20:44.190
  • And what we want for them as parents is overall health.
  • 00:20:44.200 --> 00:20:47.090
  • So anyway, I think I'm excited about the journey as a family.
  • 00:20:47.100 --> 00:20:51.110
  • You know, just being able to go and do things 'cause
  • 00:20:51.120 --> 00:20:55.090
  • nobody's--Dad's not tired and worn out,
  • 00:20:55.100 --> 00:20:58.060
  • you know what I mean, 'cause of this.
  • 00:20:58.070 --> 00:20:59.070
  • And you know, it just--I think in the long run,
  • 00:20:59.080 --> 00:21:02.020
  • we're going to see the benefits far outweigh the sacrifice.
  • 00:21:02.030 --> 00:21:05.030
  • Susan: And you've done amazing.
  • 00:21:05.040 --> 00:21:06.240
  • Like I'm really proud of you.
  • 00:21:06.250 --> 00:21:08.170
  • And I know that like all the crew,
  • 00:21:08.180 --> 00:21:10.180
  • they're all proud of how you've been sticking with it.
  • 00:21:10.190 --> 00:21:13.260
  • Jay: Yeah, I just let him finish what he started, you know?
  • 00:21:13.270 --> 00:21:18.270
  • It's going to take him 'cause I'm going to go run out and find
  • 00:21:18.280 --> 00:21:21.100
  • a--like a buffet of Snickers bars or something,
  • 00:21:21.110 --> 00:21:24.010
  • you know what I mean?
  • 00:21:24.020 --> 00:21:26.010
  • Susan: So, after Jay got out of the hospital and we were
  • 00:21:26.020 --> 00:21:29.020
  • still going for a lot of treatments,
  • 00:21:29.030 --> 00:21:31.060
  • Michael and I were trying to find a bus or an RV to take Jay
  • 00:21:31.070 --> 00:21:35.140
  • to get him back on the road.
  • 00:21:35.150 --> 00:21:38.020
  • Jay really wasn't seeing it, so we were trying to see
  • 00:21:38.030 --> 00:21:41.060
  • it for him.
  • 00:21:41.070 --> 00:21:42.250
  • So, now that we're on the road, watching him walk on stage and
  • 00:21:42.260 --> 00:21:47.200
  • just battle through it and letting people watch him battle
  • 00:21:47.210 --> 00:21:52.240
  • through it, to see him doing what he's been called to do,
  • 00:21:52.250 --> 00:21:57.190
  • even though it's so hard, is amazing.
  • 00:21:57.200 --> 00:22:01.280
  • I know there's days where he's wanted to give up.
  • 00:22:01.290 --> 00:22:04.270
  • And there's days I wanted to give up,
  • 00:22:04.280 --> 00:22:07.160
  • I'm like, "I didn't sign up for this hard work."
  • 00:22:07.170 --> 00:22:10.090
  • But it's also rewarding to look back at what we've been through
  • 00:22:10.100 --> 00:22:14.230
  • and be like, "We did it.
  • 00:22:14.240 --> 00:22:16.260
  • We made it through life without any feet for a little bit."
  • 00:22:16.270 --> 00:22:22.090
  • 00:22:22.100 --> 00:22:23.270
  • I see the work of your hands,
  • 00:22:23.280 --> 00:22:28.290
  • galaxies spin in a heavenly dance.
  • 00:22:29.000 --> 00:22:33.250
  • Oh God, all that you are is so overwhelming.
  • 00:22:33.260 --> 00:22:43.220
  • And I hear the sound of your voice all at once,
  • 00:22:43.230 --> 00:22:49.110
  • it's a gentle and thundering noise.
  • 00:22:49.120 --> 00:22:53.050
  • Oh God, all that you are is so overwhelming.
  • 00:22:53.060 --> 00:23:02.090
  • I delight myself in you, captivated by your beauty.
  • 00:23:02.100 --> 00:23:12.000
  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
  • 00:23:12.010 --> 00:23:21.100
  • And God, I run into your arms, unashamed because of mercy.
  • 00:23:21.110 --> 00:23:31.010
  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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  • Oh.
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  • Mike: We can just sing this through.
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  • Sing this to God.
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  • You are beautiful, you are beautiful.
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  • Oh God, there is no one more beautiful,
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  • you are beautiful.
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  • God, you are the most beautiful.
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  • And you are so wonderful.
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  • You are wonderful, you are wonderful.
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  • Oh God, there is no one more wonderful.
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  • You are wonderful.
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  • God, you are the most wonderful.
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  • You're glorious, Jesus.
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  • Sing you are glorious, you are glorious.
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  • Oh God, there is no one more glorious.
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  • You are glorious.
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  • God, you are the most glorious, glorious.
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  • You are glorious.
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  • I delight myself in you, in the glory of your presence.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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  • God, I run into your arms, unashamed because of mercy.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you, oh.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you
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  • and your great love.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you, Jesus.
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  • I'm overwhelmed, I'm overwhelmed by you.
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  • [audience cheering]
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  • Mike: Hey everybody, we're so excited to be bringing
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  • The Alive Tour with Big Daddy Weave to a city near you.
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  • We would love for you to join us in a night of worship.
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  • Go to bigdaddyweave.com for more info.
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  • The God who called me out, now I'm alive.
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  • When the light comes, darkness runs away.
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  • And only what lives in the light can stay.
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  • When the light comes, nothing left to hide.
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  • So, come out of the darkness and turn on the light.
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