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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪MATT HAGEE: IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN
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  • MATT HAGEE: IF YOU HAVEN'T BEENAFFECTED BY ADDICTION,
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  • AFFECTED BY ADDICTION,YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS.
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  • YOU KNOW SOMEONE WHO HAS.FIND HOPE NEXT ON
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  • FIND HOPE NEXT ON"THE DIFFERENCE."
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  • "THE DIFFERENCE."♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪MATT HAGEE: GOD'S WORD SAYS
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  • MATT HAGEE: GOD'S WORD SAYSTHAT WHEN WE ARE WEAK,
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  • THAT WHEN WE ARE WEAK,HE IS STRONG.
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  • HE IS STRONG.AND WHOM THE SON SETS FREE
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  • AND WHOM THE SON SETS FREEIS FREE INDEED.
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  • IS FREE INDEED.NO MATTER THE ADDICTION
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  • NO MATTER THE ADDICTIONTHAT YOU'RE FACING,
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  • THAT YOU'RE FACING,NO MATTER THE BONDAGE THAT YOU
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  • NO MATTER THE BONDAGE THAT YOUFEEL LIKE YOU MAY BE IN,
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  • FEEL LIKE YOU MAY BE IN,I ASSURE YOU;
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  • I ASSURE YOU;GOD HAS THE POWER TO BREAK
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  • GOD HAS THE POWER TO BREAKTHOSE CHAINS
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  • THOSE CHAINSAND MAKE ALL THINGS NEW.
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  • AND MAKE ALL THINGS NEW.ON TODAY'S SHOW,
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  • ON TODAY'S SHOW,WE'RE GOING TO BE TALKING
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  • WE'RE GOING TO BE TALKINGWITH ROB KOKE,
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  • WITH ROB KOKE,PASTOR OF SHORELINE CHURCH;
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  • PASTOR OF SHORELINE CHURCH;AND HIS DAUGHTER, DANIELLE,
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  • AND HIS DAUGHTER, DANIELLE,AS THEY SHARE THEIR FAMILY'S
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  • AS THEY SHARE THEIR FAMILY'SJOURNEY FROM ADDICTION
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  • JOURNEY FROM ADDICTIONTO RECOVERY AND EVEN INTO
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  • TO RECOVERY AND EVEN INTOA LIFE OF VICTORY.
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  • A LIFE OF VICTORY.♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪MATT HAGEE: WE'RE HERE
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  • MATT HAGEE: WE'RE HEREWITH CO-AUTHORS,
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  • WITH CO-AUTHORS,FATHER AND DAUGHTER,
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  • FATHER AND DAUGHTER,ROB KOKE AND HIS DAUGHTER,
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  • ROB KOKE AND HIS DAUGHTER,DANIELLE KOKE-GERMAIN.
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  • DANIELLE KOKE-GERMAIN.DANIELLE,
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  • DANIELLE,THANK YOU FOR JOINING US TODAY.
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  • THANK YOU FOR JOINING US TODAY.DANIELLE KOKE: THANK YOU.
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  • DANIELLE KOKE: THANK YOU.MATT HAGEE: PASTOR ROB,
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  • MATT HAGEE: PASTOR ROB,IT'S A PLEASURE.
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  • IT'S A PLEASURE.ROB KOKE: PASTOR MATT.
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  • ROB KOKE: PASTOR MATT.MATT HAGEE: NOW,
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  • MATT HAGEE: NOW,FIRST AND FOREMOST, YOUR BOOK,
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  • FIRST AND FOREMOST, YOUR BOOK,"PRODIGAL DAUGHTER."
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  • "PRODIGAL DAUGHTER."FOR PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN
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  • FOR PEOPLE WHO'VE BEENIN CHURCH,
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  • IN CHURCH,THE PRODIGAL SON'S A FAMILIAR
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  • THE PRODIGAL SON'S A FAMILIARSTORY.
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  • STORY.AND SO IMMEDIATELY THEY WOULD
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  • AND SO IMMEDIATELY THEY WOULDBEGIN TO -- TO DRAW THEIR OWN
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  • BEGIN TO -- TO DRAW THEIR OWNCONCLUSIONS ABOUT WHAT'S INSIDE
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  • CONCLUSIONS ABOUT WHAT'S INSIDETHE BOOK.
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  • THE BOOK.THE THING THAT I THINK
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  • THE THING THAT I THINKIS VERY TELLING IS HOW
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  • IS VERY TELLING IS HOWTRANSPARENT YOU ARE,
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  • TRANSPARENT YOU ARE,AS PASTORS,
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  • AS PASTORS,AS CHURCH LEADERS.
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  • AS CHURCH LEADERS.YOU KNOW ONE OF THE THINGS
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  • YOU KNOW ONE OF THE THINGSTHAT MAYBE SOCIETY, CULTURE,
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  • THAT MAYBE SOCIETY, CULTURE,JUST OUR OWN HUMANITY,
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  • JUST OUR OWN HUMANITY,SAYS IS, YOU KNOW,
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  • SAYS IS, YOU KNOW,"KEEP ALL OF THE DIFFICULTIES
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  • "KEEP ALL OF THE DIFFICULTIESAND YOUR PASTOR OR IN PERSONAL
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  • AND YOUR PASTOR OR IN PERSONALLIFE SEPARATE," YOU KNOW?
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  • LIFE SEPARATE," YOU KNOW?AND YET, WITH THIS TITLE,
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  • AND YET, WITH THIS TITLE,WITH EVEN THE BOOK COVER,
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  • WITH EVEN THE BOOK COVER,YOU'VE GOT A PILL FOR THE "O,"
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  • YOU'VE GOT A PILL FOR THE "O,"YOU KNOW?
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  • YOU KNOW?YOU'RE COMING RIGHT OUT
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  • YOU'RE COMING RIGHT OUTIN FRONT, AND SAYING,
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  • IN FRONT, AND SAYING,HERE'S THE REALITY
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  • HERE'S THE REALITYOF OUR SITUATION.
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  • OF OUR SITUATION.WHAT PROMPTED YOU TO BE
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  • WHAT PROMPTED YOU TO BESO TRANSPARENT IN THE WRITING
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  • SO TRANSPARENT IN THE WRITINGOF THIS BOOK?
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  • OF THIS BOOK?ROB KOKE: UM,
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  • ROB KOKE: UM,TO BE TOTALLY HONEST,
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  • TO BE TOTALLY HONEST,DANIELLE HAD A BIG PART TO PLAY
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  • DANIELLE HAD A BIG PART TO PLAYIN HOW THAT UNFOLDED.
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  • IN HOW THAT UNFOLDED.I TEND TO BE A LITTLE BIT MORE
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  • I TEND TO BE A LITTLE BIT MOREPRIVATE, TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.
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  • PRIVATE, TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.AND I WOULD --
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  • AND I WOULD --MATT HAGEE: IT'S OUR NATURE.
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  • MATT HAGEE: IT'S OUR NATURE.ROB KOKE: I WOULD PROBABLY
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  • ROB KOKE: I WOULD PROBABLYHAVE WANTED TO SHAPE THINGS
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  • HAVE WANTED TO SHAPE THINGSAND CRAFT, YOU KNOW, THE STORY,
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  • AND CRAFT, YOU KNOW, THE STORY,AND MINIMIZE ITS IMPACT,
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  • AND MINIMIZE ITS IMPACT,AND JUST KIND OF CREATE
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  • AND JUST KIND OF CREATEAN ILLUSION PERHAPS OF STRENGTH
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  • AN ILLUSION PERHAPS OF STRENGTHAND VICTORY IN MY OWN LIFE,
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  • AND VICTORY IN MY OWN LIFE,AND ALL OF THAT.
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  • AND ALL OF THAT.UH, BUT DANIELLE IS A PART
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  • UH, BUT DANIELLE IS A PARTOF A DIFFERENT GENERATION
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  • OF A DIFFERENT GENERATIONMAYBE EVEN,
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  • MAYBE EVEN,BUT ALSO HER PERSONALITY
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  • BUT ALSO HER PERSONALITYAND HER MAKEUP,
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  • AND HER MAKEUP,SHE'S JUST REAL AND HONEST,
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  • SHE'S JUST REAL AND HONEST,AND FORTHRIGHT.
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  • AND FORTHRIGHT.AND SHE WANTED TO TELL
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  • AND SHE WANTED TO TELLTHE STORY.
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  • THE STORY.IT WAS REALLY HER INSPIRATION.
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  • IT WAS REALLY HER INSPIRATION.AND SO PART OF IT CAME OUT OF
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  • AND SO PART OF IT CAME OUT OFA SERMON SERIES AFTER WE HAD
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  • A SERMON SERIES AFTER WE HADKIND OF PROCESSED THROUGH THIS.
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  • KIND OF PROCESSED THROUGH THIS.WE DID WANT TO HELP AS MANY
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  • WE DID WANT TO HELP AS MANYPEOPLE AS WE POSSIBLY COULD.
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  • PEOPLE AS WE POSSIBLY COULD.AND SO WE WERE DOING A SERIES
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  • AND SO WE WERE DOING A SERIESOF MESSAGES ON RECOVERY.
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  • OF MESSAGES ON RECOVERY.AND OUR CREATIVE TEAM -- AND WE
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  • AND OUR CREATIVE TEAM -- AND WEPASTOR A LARGE CHURCH JUST
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  • PASTOR A LARGE CHURCH JUSTLIKE YOU GUYS.
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  • LIKE YOU GUYS.I MEAN IT'S UH -- IT'S BEEN AN
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  • I MEAN IT'S UH -- IT'S BEEN ANAMAZING PRIVILEGE AND JOURNEY
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  • AMAZING PRIVILEGE AND JOURNEYTO BE A PART OF THAT.
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  • TO BE A PART OF THAT.BUT OUR CREATIVE TEAM WANTED
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  • BUT OUR CREATIVE TEAM WANTEDTO KIND OF ADD THIS DYNAMIC
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  • TO KIND OF ADD THIS DYNAMICPERHAPS OF AN ADDICT
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  • PERHAPS OF AN ADDICTTELLING HER STORY.
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  • TELLING HER STORY.AND DANIELLE VOLUNTEERED.
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  • AND DANIELLE VOLUNTEERED.SHE SAID,
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  • SHE SAID,"I WANT TO BE THAT VOICE."
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  • "I WANT TO BE THAT VOICE."AND SO WE HAD THIS KIND OF
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  • AND SO WE HAD THIS KIND OFBLACK SCREEN
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  • BLACK SCREENWHERE YOU COULDN'T TELL
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  • WHERE YOU COULDN'T TELLWHO IT WAS;
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  • WHO IT WAS;IT WAS JUST A VOICE.
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  • IT WAS JUST A VOICE.MATT HAGEE: AND THE PASTOR
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  • MATT HAGEE: AND THE PASTORAND DAD IN YOU WAS LIKE,
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  • AND DAD IN YOU WAS LIKE,"WELL HANG ON.
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  • "WELL HANG ON.WE NEED TO TALK THROUGH THIS."
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  • WE NEED TO TALK THROUGH THIS."ROB KOKE: BIG TIME; YOU KNOW?
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  • ROB KOKE: BIG TIME; YOU KNOW?BUT UM -- AND THEN AT THE END
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  • BUT UM -- AND THEN AT THE ENDOF THE SERIES,
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  • OF THE SERIES,WE REVEALED THAT PERSON TO BE
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  • WE REVEALED THAT PERSON TO BEOUR DAUGHTER.
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  • OUR DAUGHTER.AND THERE WERE SOME
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  • AND THERE WERE SOMEWHO WOULD RECOGNIZE HER VOICE
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  • WHO WOULD RECOGNIZE HER VOICETHAT WERE IN THE INNER CIRCLE.
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  • THAT WERE IN THE INNER CIRCLE.BUT YOU KNOW WE HAVE THOUSANDS
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  • BUT YOU KNOW WE HAVE THOUSANDSOF PEOPLE WHO ATTEND
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  • OF PEOPLE WHO ATTENDAND SO MANY PEOPLE DIDN'T KNOW
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  • AND SO MANY PEOPLE DIDN'T KNOWAND DIDN'T MAKE THAT CONNECTION
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  • AND DIDN'T MAKE THAT CONNECTIONUNTIL THE VERY END.
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  • UNTIL THE VERY END.BUT IT WAS REALLY
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  • BUT IT WAS REALLYSUPER POWERFUL WHAT HAPPENED.
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  • SUPER POWERFUL WHAT HAPPENED.YOU KNOW PEOPLE DON'T RELATE TO
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  • YOU KNOW PEOPLE DON'T RELATE TOSUCCESS AS MUCH AS THEY RELATE
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  • SUCCESS AS MUCH AS THEY RELATETO SUFFERING AND TO HEARTACHE
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  • TO SUFFERING AND TO HEARTACHEAND PAIN.
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  • AND PAIN.AND SO UM,
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  • AND SO UM,BEING AS OPEN AS WE WERE
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  • BEING AS OPEN AS WE WEREABOUT IT,
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  • ABOUT IT,GAVE PERMISSION FROM EVERY --
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  • GAVE PERMISSION FROM EVERY --FOR EVERYBODY IN OUR CHURCH
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  • FOR EVERYBODY IN OUR CHURCHTO UM,
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  • TO UM,TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUES
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  • TO DEAL WITH THE ISSUESTHAT THEY HAVE.
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  • THAT THEY HAVE.AND ALL OF US HAVE ISSUES.
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  • AND ALL OF US HAVE ISSUES.MATT HAGEE: AND NOT ONLY IS
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  • MATT HAGEE: AND NOT ONLY ISTHE REALITY OF THE SITUATION
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  • THE REALITY OF THE SITUATIONAND THE OUTCOME OF IT
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  • AND THE OUTCOME OF ITSOMETHING THAT IS A MESSAGE
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  • SOMETHING THAT IS A MESSAGEOF ENCOURAGEMENT,
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  • OF ENCOURAGEMENT,BUT IT'S REALLY THE BIBLICAL
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  • BUT IT'S REALLY THE BIBLICALMANDATE OF,
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  • MANDATE OF,"THEY OVERCAME HIM BY THE BLOOD
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  • "THEY OVERCAME HIM BY THE BLOODOF THE LAMB AND THE WORD
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  • OF THE LAMB AND THE WORDOF THEIR TESTIMONIES."
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  • OF THEIR TESTIMONIES."ROB KOKE: YES.
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  • ROB KOKE: YES.MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW THE BLOOD
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  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW THE BLOODOF JESUS CHRIST IS OUR VICTORY.
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  • OF JESUS CHRIST IS OUR VICTORY.THE WORD OF OUR TESTIMONY
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  • THE WORD OF OUR TESTIMONYIS WHAT HE RESCUED US FROM.
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  • IS WHAT HE RESCUED US FROM.ROB KOKE: YES.
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  • ROB KOKE: YES.MATT HAGEE: AND YOU KNOW I
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  • MATT HAGEE: AND YOU KNOW ITHINK THAT THERE'S A GENERATION
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  • THINK THAT THERE'S A GENERATIONTHAT THEY'RE A LITTLE WORN OUT
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  • THAT THEY'RE A LITTLE WORN OUTWITH PEOPLE WHO WERE
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  • WITH PEOPLE WHO WEREALMOST PERFECT,
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  • ALMOST PERFECT,GETTING JUST A LITTLE MORE
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  • GETTING JUST A LITTLE MOREPERFECT WHENEVER THEY MET
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  • PERFECT WHENEVER THEY METJESUS.
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  • JESUS.ROB KOKE: RIGHT.
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  • ROB KOKE: RIGHT.MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW?
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  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW?INSTEAD OF PEOPLE WHO SAY,
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  • INSTEAD OF PEOPLE WHO SAY,"LOOK; HUMANITY AND LIFE
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  • "LOOK; HUMANITY AND LIFEAND THE CIRCUMSTANCES
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  • AND THE CIRCUMSTANCESTHAT I FACED
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  • THAT I FACEDWERE MORE THAN I COULD TAKE,
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  • WERE MORE THAN I COULD TAKE,AND JESUS HELPED ME OVERCOME
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  • AND JESUS HELPED ME OVERCOMETHOSE THINGS IN WAYS THAT I
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  • THOSE THINGS IN WAYS THAT INEVER COULD."
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  • NEVER COULD."NOW SOMEBODY GOES,
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  • NOW SOMEBODY GOES,"I CAN RELATE TO THAT,"
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  • "I CAN RELATE TO THAT,"YOU KNOW?
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  • YOU KNOW?ROB KOKE: YEAH.
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  • ROB KOKE: YEAH.MATT HAGEE: AND SO DANIELLE,
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  • MATT HAGEE: AND SO DANIELLE,WHEN YOU STEPPED FORWARD
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  • WHEN YOU STEPPED FORWARDTO TELL THE STORY,
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  • TO TELL THE STORY,IT WAS SOMETHING, YOU KNOW,
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  • IT WAS SOMETHING, YOU KNOW,OBVIOUSLY IT WAS IN YOU TO DO.
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  • OBVIOUSLY IT WAS IN YOU TO DO.BUT THAT HAD TO TAKE A LOT
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  • BUT THAT HAD TO TAKE A LOTOF COURAGE IN AND OF
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  • OF COURAGE IN AND OFYOUR OWN SELF.
  • 00:04:38.105 --> 00:04:39.073
  • YOUR OWN SELF.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH, I THINK,
  • 00:04:39.073 --> 00:04:39.406
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH, I THINK,FOR ME,
  • 00:04:39.406 --> 00:04:40.641
  • FOR ME,LIKE I RESOLVED IN MY SPIRIT,
  • 00:04:40.641 --> 00:04:41.909
  • LIKE I RESOLVED IN MY SPIRIT,PRETTY EARLY ON IN MY RECOVERY
  • 00:04:41.909 --> 00:04:43.510
  • PRETTY EARLY ON IN MY RECOVERYTHAT I WAS GOING TO BE
  • 00:04:43.510 --> 00:04:44.478
  • THAT I WAS GOING TO BEVULNERABLE ABOUT IT.
  • 00:04:44.478 --> 00:04:45.979
  • VULNERABLE ABOUT IT.AND I JUST FELT JUST KIND
  • 00:04:45.979 --> 00:04:48.415
  • AND I JUST FELT JUST KINDOF LIKE THIS; HOW CAN I NOT?
  • 00:04:48.415 --> 00:04:49.550
  • OF LIKE THIS; HOW CAN I NOT?JUST --
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  • JUST --YEAH, I JUST FELT LIKE IT WAS
  • 00:04:50.651 --> 00:04:52.619
  • YEAH, I JUST FELT LIKE IT WASMY RIGHT TO BE VULNERABLE.
  • 00:04:52.619 --> 00:04:53.153
  • MY RIGHT TO BE VULNERABLE.ROB KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:04:53.153 --> 00:04:54.088
  • ROB KOKE: YEAH.AND IT WAS PART OF THE GIVING
  • 00:04:54.088 --> 00:04:55.422
  • AND IT WAS PART OF THE GIVINGBACK PROCESS; YOU KNOW,
  • 00:04:55.422 --> 00:04:56.924
  • BACK PROCESS; YOU KNOW,THAT SHE HAD BEEN HELPED
  • 00:04:56.924 --> 00:04:59.093
  • THAT SHE HAD BEEN HELPEDAND NOW SHE WANTED TO HELP.
  • 00:04:59.093 --> 00:04:59.593
  • AND NOW SHE WANTED TO HELP.KENDAL HAGEE: DANIELLE,
  • 00:04:59.593 --> 00:05:00.961
  • KENDAL HAGEE: DANIELLE,YOU STARTED DRINKING AND DOING
  • 00:05:00.961 --> 00:05:02.162
  • YOU STARTED DRINKING AND DOINGTHE DRUGS AT WHAT AGE?
  • 00:05:02.162 --> 00:05:02.730
  • THE DRUGS AT WHAT AGE?I'M LOOKING AT YOU NOW,
  • 00:05:02.730 --> 00:05:03.297
  • I'M LOOKING AT YOU NOW,AND I'M LIKE,
  • 00:05:03.297 --> 00:05:03.831
  • AND I'M LIKE,YOU'RE IN YOUR 20'S,
  • 00:05:03.831 --> 00:05:04.365
  • YOU'RE IN YOUR 20'S,YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL,
  • 00:05:04.365 --> 00:05:05.699
  • YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL,YOU JUST GOT MARRIED SIX MONTHS
  • 00:05:05.699 --> 00:05:06.400
  • YOU JUST GOT MARRIED SIX MONTHSAGO.
  • 00:05:06.400 --> 00:05:07.334
  • AGO.SO TELL US A LITTLE BIT --
  • 00:05:07.334 --> 00:05:08.068
  • SO TELL US A LITTLE BIT --THOSE WHO ARE LISTENING --
  • 00:05:08.068 --> 00:05:10.637
  • THOSE WHO ARE LISTENING --WHEN THIS ALL STARTED.
  • 00:05:10.637 --> 00:05:11.839
  • WHEN THIS ALL STARTED.DANIELLE KOKE: SO FOR ME,
  • 00:05:11.839 --> 00:05:13.040
  • DANIELLE KOKE: SO FOR ME,THIS WHOLE JOURNEY KIND OF
  • 00:05:13.040 --> 00:05:14.141
  • THIS WHOLE JOURNEY KIND OFSTARTED TO TAKE BACK
  • 00:05:14.141 --> 00:05:15.642
  • STARTED TO TAKE BACKTHE CONTEXT OF THE STORY
  • 00:05:15.642 --> 00:05:16.377
  • THE CONTEXT OF THE STORYWHEN WE WERE --
  • 00:05:16.377 --> 00:05:17.277
  • WHEN WE WERE --WHEN I WAS 14,
  • 00:05:17.277 --> 00:05:19.346
  • WHEN I WAS 14,WE LOST MY BROTHER, CALEB,
  • 00:05:19.346 --> 00:05:20.114
  • WE LOST MY BROTHER, CALEB,IN A CAR ACCIDENT.
  • 00:05:20.114 --> 00:05:21.515
  • IN A CAR ACCIDENT.AND THAT WAS LIKE THE MOST
  • 00:05:21.515 --> 00:05:22.149
  • AND THAT WAS LIKE THE MOSTTRAUMATIC THING,
  • 00:05:22.149 --> 00:05:22.850
  • TRAUMATIC THING,STILL TO THIS DAY,
  • 00:05:22.850 --> 00:05:23.751
  • STILL TO THIS DAY,THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.
  • 00:05:23.751 --> 00:05:24.852
  • THAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH.AND SO AS A 14 YEAR OLD,
  • 00:05:24.852 --> 00:05:26.320
  • AND SO AS A 14 YEAR OLD,I DIDN'T QUITE HAVE THE
  • 00:05:26.320 --> 00:05:28.589
  • I DIDN'T QUITE HAVE THEEMOTIONAL TOOLS TO PROCESS
  • 00:05:28.589 --> 00:05:29.990
  • EMOTIONAL TOOLS TO PROCESSTHAT KIND OF A LOSS.
  • 00:05:29.990 --> 00:05:30.824
  • THAT KIND OF A LOSS.AND SO --
  • 00:05:30.824 --> 00:05:31.392
  • AND SO --MATT HAGEE: I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:05:31.392 --> 00:05:33.394
  • MATT HAGEE: I DON'T KNOWTHAT YOU GET THEM AT 48 OR 58.
  • 00:05:33.394 --> 00:05:34.728
  • THAT YOU GET THEM AT 48 OR 58.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:05:34.728 --> 00:05:35.396
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW TRAGEDY
  • 00:05:35.396 --> 00:05:35.996
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW TRAGEDYSTRUCK.
  • 00:05:35.996 --> 00:05:37.030
  • STRUCK.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:05:37.030 --> 00:05:39.767
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.AND SO I JUST -- I DIDN'T KNOW
  • 00:05:39.767 --> 00:05:40.801
  • AND SO I JUST -- I DIDN'T KNOWWHAT I WAS GOING TO DO,
  • 00:05:40.801 --> 00:05:42.069
  • WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO,BUT I KNEW THAT I DIDN'T WANT
  • 00:05:42.069 --> 00:05:44.204
  • BUT I KNEW THAT I DIDN'T WANTTO FEEL WHAT I WAS FEELING.
  • 00:05:44.204 --> 00:05:45.439
  • TO FEEL WHAT I WAS FEELING.AND SO I PINPOINT THAT MOMENT
  • 00:05:45.439 --> 00:05:46.840
  • AND SO I PINPOINT THAT MOMENTTO THE FIRST MOMENT OF KNOWING
  • 00:05:46.840 --> 00:05:47.674
  • TO THE FIRST MOMENT OF KNOWINGTHAT I WANTED TO ESCAPE
  • 00:05:47.674 --> 00:05:48.876
  • THAT I WANTED TO ESCAPEMY EMOTIONS.
  • 00:05:48.876 --> 00:05:50.310
  • MY EMOTIONS.UM, BUT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER,
  • 00:05:50.310 --> 00:05:52.112
  • UM, BUT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER,I DIDN'T QUITE HAVE THE ACCESS
  • 00:05:52.112 --> 00:05:53.180
  • I DIDN'T QUITE HAVE THE ACCESSTO LIKE HARDER STUFF THAT I
  • 00:05:53.180 --> 00:05:54.515
  • TO LIKE HARDER STUFF THAT IWOULD FIND LATER ON IN LIFE.
  • 00:05:54.515 --> 00:05:55.682
  • WOULD FIND LATER ON IN LIFE.SO MY FIRST DRUG OF CHOICE
  • 00:05:55.682 --> 00:05:57.117
  • SO MY FIRST DRUG OF CHOICEWAS ATTENTION FROM BOYS.
  • 00:05:57.117 --> 00:05:58.719
  • WAS ATTENTION FROM BOYS.AND THEN AS I GOT OLDER,
  • 00:05:58.719 --> 00:06:00.387
  • AND THEN AS I GOT OLDER,I DISCOVERED DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.
  • 00:06:00.387 --> 00:06:01.321
  • I DISCOVERED DRUGS AND ALCOHOL.AND UM,
  • 00:06:01.321 --> 00:06:02.756
  • AND UM,WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL,
  • 00:06:02.756 --> 00:06:04.958
  • WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL,I WASN'T QUITE, YOU KNOW, FREE,
  • 00:06:04.958 --> 00:06:06.593
  • I WASN'T QUITE, YOU KNOW, FREE,SO I ONLY HAD ACCESS TO IT ON
  • 00:06:06.593 --> 00:06:07.928
  • SO I ONLY HAD ACCESS TO IT ONTHE WEEKENDS WHEN I COULD
  • 00:06:07.928 --> 00:06:09.163
  • THE WEEKENDS WHEN I COULDARRANGE MY SCHEDULE TO LIE.
  • 00:06:09.163 --> 00:06:09.897
  • ARRANGE MY SCHEDULE TO LIE.MATT HAGEE: YOU GO TO THE
  • 00:06:09.897 --> 00:06:10.631
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU GO TO THEPASTOR'S HOUSE; I GET IT.
  • 00:06:10.631 --> 00:06:11.498
  • PASTOR'S HOUSE; I GET IT.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,
  • 00:06:11.498 --> 00:06:12.299
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,YOU GET IT.
  • 00:06:12.299 --> 00:06:13.667
  • YOU GET IT.UM, BUT THEN WHEN I WENT TO
  • 00:06:13.667 --> 00:06:15.903
  • UM, BUT THEN WHEN I WENT TOCOLLEGE, I HAD ALL THE FREEDOM,
  • 00:06:15.903 --> 00:06:17.104
  • COLLEGE, I HAD ALL THE FREEDOM,AND FREEDOM MIXED WITH WHAT
  • 00:06:17.104 --> 00:06:17.905
  • AND FREEDOM MIXED WITH WHATI DIDN'T KNOW BACK THEN WAS
  • 00:06:17.905 --> 00:06:20.774
  • I DIDN'T KNOW BACK THEN WASADDICTION IS A DEADLY RECIPE.
  • 00:06:20.774 --> 00:06:23.010
  • ADDICTION IS A DEADLY RECIPE.SO IT JUST KIND OF SKYROCKETED
  • 00:06:23.010 --> 00:06:23.911
  • SO IT JUST KIND OF SKYROCKETEDWHEN I WENT TO COLLEGE.
  • 00:06:23.911 --> 00:06:25.312
  • WHEN I WENT TO COLLEGE.AND IT STARTED OFF FUN,
  • 00:06:25.312 --> 00:06:27.114
  • AND IT STARTED OFF FUN,PARTIES, LIFE OF THE PARTY.
  • 00:06:27.114 --> 00:06:28.115
  • PARTIES, LIFE OF THE PARTY.UM, BUT --
  • 00:06:28.115 --> 00:06:29.817
  • UM, BUT --AND IT JUST KIND OF SNOWBALLED
  • 00:06:29.817 --> 00:06:31.919
  • AND IT JUST KIND OF SNOWBALLEDINTO THIS ADDICTION.
  • 00:06:31.919 --> 00:06:32.920
  • INTO THIS ADDICTION.ROB KOKE: AND WE HAD NO IDEA,
  • 00:06:32.920 --> 00:06:34.354
  • ROB KOKE: AND WE HAD NO IDEA,TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.
  • 00:06:34.354 --> 00:06:35.055
  • TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.HONESTLY,
  • 00:06:35.055 --> 00:06:37.124
  • HONESTLY,I MEAN SHE WAS PERHAPS THE MOST
  • 00:06:37.124 --> 00:06:38.392
  • I MEAN SHE WAS PERHAPS THE MOSTDELIGHTFUL ADDICT YOU'D EVER
  • 00:06:38.392 --> 00:06:41.495
  • DELIGHTFUL ADDICT YOU'D EVERMEET IN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:06:41.495 --> 00:06:42.229
  • MEET IN YOUR LIFE.MATT HAGEE: IN THE CONTEXT
  • 00:06:42.229 --> 00:06:43.997
  • MATT HAGEE: IN THE CONTEXTOF INDICATORS,
  • 00:06:43.997 --> 00:06:44.565
  • OF INDICATORS,YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SAY,
  • 00:06:44.565 --> 00:06:45.766
  • YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SAY,"YOU HAD NO IDEA,"
  • 00:06:45.766 --> 00:06:46.333
  • "YOU HAD NO IDEA,"THERE ARE PROBABLY PEOPLE
  • 00:06:46.333 --> 00:06:47.000
  • THERE ARE PROBABLY PEOPLEWHO ARE LISTENING, GO,
  • 00:06:47.000 --> 00:06:48.402
  • WHO ARE LISTENING, GO,"HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE AN IDEA?"
  • 00:06:48.402 --> 00:06:49.736
  • "HOW DO YOU NOT HAVE AN IDEA?"AND THE REALITY OF IT IS,
  • 00:06:49.736 --> 00:06:51.438
  • AND THE REALITY OF IT IS,IS SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY ADEPT
  • 00:06:51.438 --> 00:06:52.940
  • IS SOME PEOPLE ARE VERY ADEPTAT HIDING IT.
  • 00:06:52.940 --> 00:06:55.442
  • AT HIDING IT.AND YOU KNOW, AS YOU MENTIONED,
  • 00:06:55.442 --> 00:06:56.477
  • AND YOU KNOW, AS YOU MENTIONED,YOU KNOW YOU DIDN'T REALIZE IT
  • 00:06:56.477 --> 00:06:58.378
  • YOU KNOW YOU DIDN'T REALIZE ITWAS ADDICTION AT THE TIME.
  • 00:06:58.378 --> 00:06:58.979
  • WAS ADDICTION AT THE TIME.DANIELLE KOKE: LIKE A NORMAL
  • 00:06:58.979 --> 00:06:59.379
  • DANIELLE KOKE: LIKE A NORMALKID.
  • 00:06:59.379 --> 00:07:00.080
  • KID.MATT HAGEE: YEAH.
  • 00:07:00.080 --> 00:07:03.050
  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH.HOW MANY YOUNG PEOPLE TODAY ARE
  • 00:07:03.050 --> 00:07:04.318
  • HOW MANY YOUNG PEOPLE TODAY AREIN A STRUGGLE WITH ADDICTION
  • 00:07:04.318 --> 00:07:05.419
  • IN A STRUGGLE WITH ADDICTIONTHAT THEY'RE NOT EVEN AWARE
  • 00:07:05.419 --> 00:07:06.320
  • THAT THEY'RE NOT EVEN AWARETHAT THAT'S THE SITUATION
  • 00:07:06.320 --> 00:07:07.154
  • THAT THAT'S THE SITUATIONTHEY'RE FACING?
  • 00:07:07.154 --> 00:07:07.888
  • THEY'RE FACING?DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:07:07.888 --> 00:07:08.489
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW?
  • 00:07:08.489 --> 00:07:10.057
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW?AND SO IT'S ONE OF THOSE THINGS
  • 00:07:10.057 --> 00:07:11.792
  • AND SO IT'S ONE OF THOSE THINGSTHAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE JUST
  • 00:07:11.792 --> 00:07:12.793
  • THAT SOMETIMES PEOPLE ARE JUSTREALLY GOOD AT HIDING IT
  • 00:07:12.793 --> 00:07:14.094
  • REALLY GOOD AT HIDING ITAND THEY KEEP IT UNDER COVER.
  • 00:07:14.094 --> 00:07:14.962
  • AND THEY KEEP IT UNDER COVER.AND THEN OTHER TIMES,
  • 00:07:14.962 --> 00:07:16.196
  • AND THEN OTHER TIMES,EVERYBODY'S OBLIVIOUS TO IT,
  • 00:07:16.196 --> 00:07:17.931
  • EVERYBODY'S OBLIVIOUS TO IT,BUT IT'S ALL AROUND THEM.
  • 00:07:17.931 --> 00:07:19.800
  • BUT IT'S ALL AROUND THEM.ROB KOKE: SOME PEOPLE,
  • 00:07:19.800 --> 00:07:22.236
  • ROB KOKE: SOME PEOPLE,WHO GET ADDICTED TO DRUGS,
  • 00:07:22.236 --> 00:07:24.638
  • WHO GET ADDICTED TO DRUGS,ALSO HAVE EMOTIONAL, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:07:24.638 --> 00:07:26.406
  • ALSO HAVE EMOTIONAL, YOU KNOW,OUTBURSTS AND ALL KINDS OF
  • 00:07:26.406 --> 00:07:28.041
  • OUTBURSTS AND ALL KINDS OFSIGNS AND WAYS THAT YOU CAN
  • 00:07:28.041 --> 00:07:28.775
  • SIGNS AND WAYS THAT YOU CANDISCERN THAT SOMETHING
  • 00:07:28.775 --> 00:07:29.576
  • DISCERN THAT SOMETHINGIS WRONG.
  • 00:07:29.576 --> 00:07:30.344
  • IS WRONG.IN DANIELLE'S CASE,
  • 00:07:30.344 --> 00:07:32.045
  • IN DANIELLE'S CASE,SHE WAS A MASTER MANIPULATOR
  • 00:07:32.045 --> 00:07:33.146
  • SHE WAS A MASTER MANIPULATORAND A VERY GOOD LIAR.
  • 00:07:33.146 --> 00:07:36.216
  • AND A VERY GOOD LIAR.AND SHE WAS VERY SKILLED AT
  • 00:07:36.216 --> 00:07:37.484
  • AND SHE WAS VERY SKILLED ATPAINTING A PICTURE THAT SHE
  • 00:07:37.484 --> 00:07:39.453
  • PAINTING A PICTURE THAT SHEKNEW WE WANTED TO SEE ABOUT
  • 00:07:39.453 --> 00:07:40.120
  • KNEW WE WANTED TO SEE ABOUTHER LIFE.
  • 00:07:40.120 --> 00:07:40.888
  • HER LIFE.MATT HAGEE: SHE KNEW WHEN
  • 00:07:40.888 --> 00:07:41.755
  • MATT HAGEE: SHE KNEW WHENTO PERFORM IN FRONT OF YOU.
  • 00:07:41.755 --> 00:07:43.190
  • TO PERFORM IN FRONT OF YOU.SHE KNEW WHEN TO PERFORM IN
  • 00:07:43.190 --> 00:07:44.157
  • SHE KNEW WHEN TO PERFORM INALL CATEGORIES.
  • 00:07:44.157 --> 00:07:44.958
  • ALL CATEGORIES.ROB KOKE: AND SHE WAS AT
  • 00:07:44.958 --> 00:07:45.692
  • ROB KOKE: AND SHE WAS ATA CHRISTIAN SCHOOL TOO
  • 00:07:45.692 --> 00:07:47.094
  • A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL TOOWHEN SHE KIND OF FOUND
  • 00:07:47.094 --> 00:07:48.161
  • WHEN SHE KIND OF FOUNDTHE FREEDOM AND ACCESS
  • 00:07:48.161 --> 00:07:49.763
  • THE FREEDOM AND ACCESSTO MORE DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
  • 00:07:49.763 --> 00:07:51.765
  • TO MORE DRUGS AND ALCOHOLTHAN WE EVER THOUGHT
  • 00:07:51.765 --> 00:07:52.900
  • THAN WE EVER THOUGHTWOULD BE AVAILABLE ON A CAMPUS
  • 00:07:52.900 --> 00:07:53.433
  • WOULD BE AVAILABLE ON A CAMPUSLIKE THAT.
  • 00:07:53.433 --> 00:07:56.036
  • LIKE THAT.AND SO UM, WE UH --
  • 00:07:56.036 --> 00:07:57.938
  • AND SO UM, WE UH --WE DISCOVERED HER --
  • 00:07:57.938 --> 00:08:00.207
  • WE DISCOVERED HER --HER SITUATION WHEN WE OPENED UP
  • 00:08:00.207 --> 00:08:01.675
  • HER SITUATION WHEN WE OPENED UPHER BANK STATEMENT.
  • 00:08:01.675 --> 00:08:02.509
  • HER BANK STATEMENT.WE HAD PUT SOME MONEY IN HER
  • 00:08:02.509 --> 00:08:04.378
  • WE HAD PUT SOME MONEY IN HERACCOUNT FOR INCIDENTAL EXPENSES
  • 00:08:04.378 --> 00:08:06.013
  • ACCOUNT FOR INCIDENTAL EXPENSESWHEN SHE WAS AT SCHOOL.
  • 00:08:06.013 --> 00:08:06.780
  • WHEN SHE WAS AT SCHOOL.AND WE HAD NEVER LOOKED.
  • 00:08:06.780 --> 00:08:07.714
  • AND WE HAD NEVER LOOKED.EVEN FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS,
  • 00:08:07.714 --> 00:08:08.348
  • EVEN FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS,WE JUST, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:08:08.348 --> 00:08:09.049
  • WE JUST, YOU KNOW,PUT THEM IN A PILE.
  • 00:08:09.049 --> 00:08:09.950
  • PUT THEM IN A PILE.WE NEVER EVEN --
  • 00:08:09.950 --> 00:08:10.651
  • WE NEVER EVEN --DANIELLE KOKE: I WAS RELYING
  • 00:08:10.651 --> 00:08:11.318
  • DANIELLE KOKE: I WAS RELYINGON THAT.
  • 00:08:11.318 --> 00:08:11.919
  • ON THAT.(LAUGHTER)
  • 00:08:11.919 --> 00:08:12.753
  • (LAUGHTER)ROB KOKE: AND SO ONE TIME,
  • 00:08:12.753 --> 00:08:13.921
  • ROB KOKE: AND SO ONE TIME,IT CAME AND WE JUST OPENED IT
  • 00:08:13.921 --> 00:08:14.354
  • IT CAME AND WE JUST OPENED ITUP,
  • 00:08:14.354 --> 00:08:15.656
  • UP,AND WE SEE ALL OF THESE DEBIT,
  • 00:08:15.656 --> 00:08:16.223
  • AND WE SEE ALL OF THESE DEBIT,YOU KNOW,
  • 00:08:16.223 --> 00:08:18.325
  • YOU KNOW,KIND OF CHARGES TO ALCOHOLIC
  • 00:08:18.325 --> 00:08:19.059
  • KIND OF CHARGES TO ALCOHOLICESTABLISHMENTS,
  • 00:08:19.059 --> 00:08:20.093
  • ESTABLISHMENTS,AND WE'RE JUST THINKING
  • 00:08:20.093 --> 00:08:21.528
  • AND WE'RE JUST THINKINGSHE'S NOT EVEN 21.
  • 00:08:21.528 --> 00:08:23.263
  • SHE'S NOT EVEN 21.SHE'S NOT EVEN OF AGE.
  • 00:08:23.263 --> 00:08:24.064
  • SHE'S NOT EVEN OF AGE.MATT HAGEE: SOMEBODY HAS STOLEN
  • 00:08:24.064 --> 00:08:24.998
  • MATT HAGEE: SOMEBODY HAS STOLENHER CARD.
  • 00:08:24.998 --> 00:08:25.766
  • HER CARD.ROB KOKE: SOMETHING HAS
  • 00:08:25.766 --> 00:08:26.533
  • ROB KOKE: SOMETHING HASHAPPENED HERE.
  • 00:08:26.533 --> 00:08:29.603
  • HAPPENED HERE.AND SO WE CALL HER, AND WE SAY,
  • 00:08:29.603 --> 00:08:31.038
  • AND SO WE CALL HER, AND WE SAY,"UM, LISTEN DANIELLE.
  • 00:08:31.038 --> 00:08:33.340
  • "UM, LISTEN DANIELLE.WE SEE ALL KINDS OF, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:08:33.340 --> 00:08:34.041
  • WE SEE ALL KINDS OF, YOU KNOW,CHARGES HERE.
  • 00:08:34.041 --> 00:08:35.475
  • CHARGES HERE.IS THERE ANYTHING YOU NEED
  • 00:08:35.475 --> 00:08:36.076
  • IS THERE ANYTHING YOU NEEDTO TELL US?"
  • 00:08:36.076 --> 00:08:38.011
  • TO TELL US?"AND WELL THERE WAS, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:08:38.011 --> 00:08:39.880
  • AND WELL THERE WAS, YOU KNOW,SILENCE FOR A MOMENT.
  • 00:08:39.880 --> 00:08:40.747
  • SILENCE FOR A MOMENT.AND THEN --
  • 00:08:40.747 --> 00:08:41.415
  • AND THEN --DANIELLE KOKE: I WAS LIKE,
  • 00:08:41.415 --> 00:08:42.482
  • DANIELLE KOKE: I WAS LIKE,HOW MUCH DO THEY REALLY KNOW?
  • 00:08:42.482 --> 00:08:43.884
  • HOW MUCH DO THEY REALLY KNOW?WHAT LIE AM I GOING TO TELL?
  • 00:08:43.884 --> 00:08:44.685
  • WHAT LIE AM I GOING TO TELL?BUT AT THAT POINT,
  • 00:08:44.685 --> 00:08:47.554
  • BUT AT THAT POINT,I UM -- I WAS REALLY
  • 00:08:47.554 --> 00:08:48.689
  • I UM -- I WAS REALLYDESPERATE FOR CHANGE.
  • 00:08:48.689 --> 00:08:49.823
  • DESPERATE FOR CHANGE.I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKED
  • 00:08:49.823 --> 00:08:51.258
  • I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKEDDIFFERENT THAN THE PEOPLE
  • 00:08:51.258 --> 00:08:53.226
  • DIFFERENT THAN THE PEOPLETHAT WAS AROUND ME.
  • 00:08:53.226 --> 00:08:54.361
  • THAT WAS AROUND ME.BUT I WASN'T SURE HOW MUCH OF
  • 00:08:54.361 --> 00:08:55.729
  • BUT I WASN'T SURE HOW MUCH OFIT WAS ADDICTION OR WAS I
  • 00:08:55.729 --> 00:08:56.997
  • IT WAS ADDICTION OR WAS IJUST PARTYING TOO HARD.
  • 00:08:56.997 --> 00:08:58.131
  • JUST PARTYING TOO HARD.BUT I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKED
  • 00:08:58.131 --> 00:08:59.399
  • BUT I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKEDDIFFERENT AND I FELT LIKE I
  • 00:08:59.399 --> 00:09:01.001
  • DIFFERENT AND I FELT LIKE INEEDED TO KIND OF COME HOME
  • 00:09:01.001 --> 00:09:01.835
  • NEEDED TO KIND OF COME HOMEAND PROCESS THAT.
  • 00:09:01.835 --> 00:09:02.569
  • AND PROCESS THAT.SO WHEN HE CALLED,
  • 00:09:02.569 --> 00:09:03.971
  • SO WHEN HE CALLED,IT WAS A RELIEF.
  • 00:09:03.971 --> 00:09:05.005
  • IT WAS A RELIEF.MATT HAGEE: SO THE PRODIGAL
  • 00:09:05.005 --> 00:09:07.941
  • MATT HAGEE: SO THE PRODIGALIS AT THE END OF HER ROPE.
  • 00:09:07.941 --> 00:09:08.942
  • IS AT THE END OF HER ROPE.ROB KOKE: NO.
  • 00:09:08.942 --> 00:09:09.643
  • ROB KOKE: NO.KENDAL HAGEE: NO WAY.
  • 00:09:09.643 --> 00:09:10.344
  • KENDAL HAGEE: NO WAY.WHEN WE COME BACK --
  • 00:09:10.344 --> 00:09:11.011
  • WHEN WE COME BACK --MATT HAGEE: WHEN WE COME BACK,
  • 00:09:11.011 --> 00:09:11.845
  • MATT HAGEE: WHEN WE COME BACK,WE'RE GOING FIND OUT HOW FAR --
  • 00:09:11.845 --> 00:09:12.779
  • WE'RE GOING FIND OUT HOW FAR --HOW MUCH FARTHER DANIELLE
  • 00:09:12.779 --> 00:09:13.780
  • HOW MUCH FARTHER DANIELLECOULD GO.
  • 00:09:13.780 --> 00:09:14.648
  • COULD GO.THE GOOD NEWS IS,
  • 00:09:14.648 --> 00:09:15.382
  • THE GOOD NEWS IS,IF YOU HAVE A PRODIGAL
  • 00:09:15.382 --> 00:09:16.083
  • IF YOU HAVE A PRODIGALIN YOUR LIFE,
  • 00:09:16.083 --> 00:09:17.317
  • IN YOUR LIFE,THERE'S ALWAYS A PATH HOME.
  • 00:09:17.317 --> 00:09:18.318
  • THERE'S ALWAYS A PATH HOME.AND GOD'S GRACE CAN GET YOU
  • 00:09:18.318 --> 00:09:18.785
  • AND GOD'S GRACE CAN GET YOUTHERE.
  • 00:09:18.785 --> 00:09:19.553
  • THERE.YOU'RE GOING TO FIND OUT MORE
  • 00:09:19.553 --> 00:09:20.454
  • YOU'RE GOING TO FIND OUT MOREABOUT THAT WHEN YOU COME BACK
  • 00:09:20.454 --> 00:09:24.057
  • ABOUT THAT WHEN YOU COME BACKTO "THE DIFFERENCE."
  • 00:09:24.057 --> 00:09:24.992
  • TO "THE DIFFERENCE."♪ MUSIC ♪ MUSIC ♪
  • 00:09:24.992 --> 00:09:25.892
  • ♪ MUSIC ♪ MUSIC ♪THE UNITED STATES
  • 00:09:25.892 --> 00:09:27.094
  • THE UNITED STATESIS THE GREATEST NATION
  • 00:09:27.094 --> 00:09:27.961
  • IS THE GREATEST NATIONON EARTH;
  • 00:09:27.961 --> 00:09:29.062
  • ON EARTH;YET, THERE ARE POWERS
  • 00:09:29.062 --> 00:09:30.030
  • YET, THERE ARE POWERSTHAT SEEK TO DESTROY
  • 00:09:30.030 --> 00:09:31.131
  • THAT SEEK TO DESTROYOUR COUNTRY.
  • 00:09:31.131 --> 00:09:31.898
  • OUR COUNTRY.PASTOR MATT HAGEE: WE HAVE
  • 00:09:31.898 --> 00:09:32.866
  • PASTOR MATT HAGEE: WE HAVEABANDONED THE PRINCIPLES
  • 00:09:32.866 --> 00:09:34.267
  • ABANDONED THE PRINCIPLESTHAT FOUNDED OUR NATION.
  • 00:09:34.267 --> 00:09:36.003
  • THAT FOUNDED OUR NATION.THE CHURCH IS UNDER ATTACK
  • 00:09:36.003 --> 00:09:37.204
  • THE CHURCH IS UNDER ATTACKAND THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARE
  • 00:09:37.204 --> 00:09:38.939
  • AND THERE ARE THOSE WHO ARETRYING TO CLOSE ITS DOORS
  • 00:09:38.939 --> 00:09:40.440
  • TRYING TO CLOSE ITS DOORSAND DESTROY OUR CONSTITUTIONAL
  • 00:09:40.440 --> 00:09:42.342
  • AND DESTROY OUR CONSTITUTIONALRIGHT TO RELIGIOUS FREEDOM.
  • 00:09:42.342 --> 00:09:44.578
  • RIGHT TO RELIGIOUS FREEDOM.IT IS TIME TO TAKE A STAND
  • 00:09:44.578 --> 00:09:45.979
  • IT IS TIME TO TAKE A STANDAND VOTE FOR LEADERS
  • 00:09:45.979 --> 00:09:47.180
  • AND VOTE FOR LEADERSWHO WOULD PRESERVE
  • 00:09:47.180 --> 00:09:49.116
  • WHO WOULD PRESERVETHE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE.
  • 00:09:49.116 --> 00:09:50.417
  • THE AMERICAN WAY OF LIFE.FOR YOUR GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT,
  • 00:09:50.417 --> 00:09:52.219
  • FOR YOUR GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT,HAGEE MINISTRIES WILL SEND YOU
  • 00:09:52.219 --> 00:09:53.720
  • HAGEE MINISTRIES WILL SEND YOUPASTOR JOHN HAGEE'S BOOK,
  • 00:09:53.720 --> 00:09:55.088
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE'S BOOK,"EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE"
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  • "EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE"WITH OVER 40% NEW CONTENT,
  • 00:09:57.124 --> 00:09:58.225
  • WITH OVER 40% NEW CONTENT,AND A "SHIELDS OF STRENGTH"
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  • AND A "SHIELDS OF STRENGTH"CUSTOM DOG TAG.
  • 00:09:59.793 --> 00:10:01.595
  • CUSTOM DOG TAG.FOR GIFTS OF $200 OR MORE,
  • 00:10:01.595 --> 00:10:03.030
  • FOR GIFTS OF $200 OR MORE,YOU WILL ALSO RECEIVE
  • 00:10:03.030 --> 00:10:04.398
  • YOU WILL ALSO RECEIVEA PROPHECY BIBLE,
  • 00:10:04.398 --> 00:10:05.399
  • A PROPHECY BIBLE,A SIGNED COPY OF
  • 00:10:05.399 --> 00:10:07.000
  • A SIGNED COPY OF"EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE,"
  • 00:10:07.000 --> 00:10:08.101
  • "EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE,"AND A HAND-CRAFTED,
  • 00:10:08.101 --> 00:10:10.070
  • AND A HAND-CRAFTED,VETERAN-MADE, WOODEN CROSS.
  • 00:10:10.070 --> 00:10:10.871
  • VETERAN-MADE, WOODEN CROSS.PASTOR MATT HAGEE: NOW
  • 00:10:10.871 --> 00:10:11.872
  • PASTOR MATT HAGEE: NOWIS THE TIME TO PUT YOUR FAITH
  • 00:10:11.872 --> 00:10:12.873
  • IS THE TIME TO PUT YOUR FAITHINTO ACTION
  • 00:10:12.873 --> 00:10:15.342
  • INTO ACTIONAND GO VOTE THE BIBLE.
  • 00:10:15.342 --> 00:10:16.376
  • AND GO VOTE THE BIBLE.SEND YOUR GIFT TODAY.
  • 00:10:16.376 --> 00:10:17.644
  • SEND YOUR GIFT TODAY.CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREEN
  • 00:10:17.644 --> 00:10:21.481
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON YOUR SCREENOR VISIT JHM.ORG/EMPIRE.
  • 00:10:21.481 --> 00:10:22.683
  • OR VISIT JHM.ORG/EMPIRE.♪ MUSIC ♪
  • 00:10:22.683 --> 00:10:24.618
  • ♪ MUSIC ♪OUR WORLD IS IN CRISIS MODE,
  • 00:10:24.618 --> 00:10:26.653
  • OUR WORLD IS IN CRISIS MODE,BUT GOD IS STILL ON THE THRONE.
  • 00:10:26.653 --> 00:10:27.421
  • BUT GOD IS STILL ON THE THRONE.FROM NEW YORK TIMES
  • 00:10:27.421 --> 00:10:28.455
  • FROM NEW YORK TIMESBEST-SELLING AUTHOR,
  • 00:10:28.455 --> 00:10:30.123
  • BEST-SELLING AUTHOR,PASTOR JOHN HAGEE,
  • 00:10:30.123 --> 00:10:31.591
  • PASTOR JOHN HAGEE,"EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE:
  • 00:10:31.591 --> 00:10:33.560
  • "EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE:THE FINAL GAME OF THRONES."
  • 00:10:33.560 --> 00:10:35.162
  • THE FINAL GAME OF THRONES."NEWLY REVISED AND UPDATED,
  • 00:10:35.162 --> 00:10:35.896
  • NEWLY REVISED AND UPDATED,WITH UP-TO-THE-MINUTE
  • 00:10:35.896 --> 00:10:37.431
  • WITH UP-TO-THE-MINUTEINFORMATION ON HOW CONTEMPORARY
  • 00:10:37.431 --> 00:10:38.765
  • INFORMATION ON HOW CONTEMPORARYEVENTS SHED LIGHT
  • 00:10:38.765 --> 00:10:40.067
  • EVENTS SHED LIGHTON WHAT IS TO COME,
  • 00:10:40.067 --> 00:10:41.101
  • ON WHAT IS TO COME,AND HOW THIS WILL EVENTUALLY
  • 00:10:41.101 --> 00:10:42.369
  • AND HOW THIS WILL EVENTUALLYTAKE US TO THE BATTLE
  • 00:10:42.369 --> 00:10:43.403
  • TAKE US TO THE BATTLEOF ARMAGEDDON.
  • 00:10:43.403 --> 00:10:45.038
  • OF ARMAGEDDON."EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE:
  • 00:10:45.038 --> 00:10:47.140
  • "EARTH'S LAST EMPIRE:THE FINAL GAME OF THRONES,"
  • 00:10:47.140 --> 00:10:49.276
  • THE FINAL GAME OF THRONES,"AVAILABLE AT JHM.ORG
  • 00:10:49.276 --> 00:10:53.180
  • AVAILABLE AT JHM.ORGAND WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD.
  • 00:10:53.180 --> 00:10:54.147
  • AND WHEREVER BOOKS ARE SOLD.MATT HAGEE: WELCOME BACK.
  • 00:10:54.147 --> 00:10:55.015
  • MATT HAGEE: WELCOME BACK.OUR GUESTS ARE ROB
  • 00:10:55.015 --> 00:10:56.283
  • OUR GUESTS ARE ROBAND DANIELLE KOKE
  • 00:10:56.283 --> 00:10:57.317
  • AND DANIELLE KOKEFROM AUSTIN, TEXAS.
  • 00:10:57.317 --> 00:10:58.452
  • FROM AUSTIN, TEXAS.AND JUST BEFORE WE LEFT
  • 00:10:58.452 --> 00:10:59.453
  • AND JUST BEFORE WE LEFTTHE LAST SEGMENT,
  • 00:10:59.453 --> 00:11:01.421
  • THE LAST SEGMENT,YOU HAVE CONFRONTED DANIELLE
  • 00:11:01.421 --> 00:11:02.889
  • YOU HAVE CONFRONTED DANIELLEON SOME CONCERNS.
  • 00:11:02.889 --> 00:11:03.457
  • ON SOME CONCERNS.ROB KOKE: YES.
  • 00:11:03.457 --> 00:11:04.324
  • ROB KOKE: YES.MATT HAGEE: AND YOU'RE TRYING
  • 00:11:04.324 --> 00:11:05.158
  • MATT HAGEE: AND YOU'RE TRYINGFIGURE OUT HOW YOU'RE GOING
  • 00:11:05.158 --> 00:11:06.626
  • FIGURE OUT HOW YOU'RE GOINGTO SLIP -- HOW YOU'RE GOING
  • 00:11:06.626 --> 00:11:07.894
  • TO SLIP -- HOW YOU'RE GOINGTO SLIP THIS KNOT.
  • 00:11:07.894 --> 00:11:08.562
  • TO SLIP THIS KNOT.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:11:08.562 --> 00:11:09.229
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.MATT HAGEE: SO HOW DID THAT
  • 00:11:09.229 --> 00:11:10.163
  • MATT HAGEE: SO HOW DID THATPLAY OUT?
  • 00:11:10.163 --> 00:11:11.765
  • PLAY OUT?DANIELLE KOKE: WELL,
  • 00:11:11.765 --> 00:11:13.166
  • DANIELLE KOKE: WELL,SO YOU KNOW MY FIRST TENDENCY
  • 00:11:13.166 --> 00:11:14.434
  • SO YOU KNOW MY FIRST TENDENCYIN THAT MOMENT WAS --
  • 00:11:14.434 --> 00:11:15.402
  • IN THAT MOMENT WAS --BECAUSE I'M SO USED TO LYING
  • 00:11:15.402 --> 00:11:15.969
  • BECAUSE I'M SO USED TO LYINGAT THIS POINT;
  • 00:11:15.969 --> 00:11:17.003
  • AT THIS POINT;I'M TRYING FIGURE OUT HOW
  • 00:11:17.003 --> 00:11:18.138
  • I'M TRYING FIGURE OUT HOWI'M GOING TO GET OUT OF THIS.
  • 00:11:18.138 --> 00:11:19.806
  • I'M GOING TO GET OUT OF THIS.BUT THEN IN THAT MOMENT,
  • 00:11:19.806 --> 00:11:21.108
  • BUT THEN IN THAT MOMENT,THAT LONG PAUSE, I WAS LIKE,
  • 00:11:21.108 --> 00:11:21.775
  • THAT LONG PAUSE, I WAS LIKE,WHAT?
  • 00:11:21.775 --> 00:11:23.610
  • WHAT?WHAT DO I NEED RIGHT NOW?
  • 00:11:23.610 --> 00:11:24.745
  • WHAT DO I NEED RIGHT NOW?AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I HAD
  • 00:11:24.745 --> 00:11:25.579
  • AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I HADTHAT MOMENT OF CLARITY,
  • 00:11:25.579 --> 00:11:27.547
  • THAT MOMENT OF CLARITY,BUT I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKED
  • 00:11:27.547 --> 00:11:28.115
  • BUT I KNEW THAT MY LIFE LOOKEDDIFFERENT.
  • 00:11:28.115 --> 00:11:29.182
  • DIFFERENT.I WAS KIND OF MISERABLE.
  • 00:11:29.182 --> 00:11:30.016
  • I WAS KIND OF MISERABLE.IF I LIED,
  • 00:11:30.016 --> 00:11:30.984
  • IF I LIED,I WOULD JUST CONTINUE TO BE
  • 00:11:30.984 --> 00:11:33.453
  • I WOULD JUST CONTINUE TO BEMISERABLE, AND SO I UM,
  • 00:11:33.453 --> 00:11:34.721
  • MISERABLE, AND SO I UM,OPTED TO COME HOME AND KIND
  • 00:11:34.721 --> 00:11:36.189
  • OPTED TO COME HOME AND KINDOF FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS GOING ON
  • 00:11:36.189 --> 00:11:36.857
  • OF FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS GOING ONWITH ME.
  • 00:11:36.857 --> 00:11:37.891
  • WITH ME.ROB KOKE: AND THAT WAS
  • 00:11:37.891 --> 00:11:38.825
  • ROB KOKE: AND THAT WASA REAL SHOCK, TO BE HONEST.
  • 00:11:38.825 --> 00:11:39.793
  • A REAL SHOCK, TO BE HONEST.WHEN SHE SAID,
  • 00:11:39.793 --> 00:11:41.661
  • WHEN SHE SAID,"I THINK I NEED TO COME HOME,"
  • 00:11:41.661 --> 00:11:42.562
  • "I THINK I NEED TO COME HOME,"WE WEREN'T EVEN PREPARED
  • 00:11:42.562 --> 00:11:43.396
  • WE WEREN'T EVEN PREPAREDFOR THAT; YOU KNOW?
  • 00:11:43.396 --> 00:11:44.531
  • FOR THAT; YOU KNOW?WE WERE LOOKING AT THIS
  • 00:11:44.531 --> 00:11:46.199
  • WE WERE LOOKING AT THISSTATEMENT AND WE WERE THINKING
  • 00:11:46.199 --> 00:11:47.868
  • STATEMENT AND WE WERE THINKINGTO OURSELVES, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:11:47.868 --> 00:11:49.102
  • TO OURSELVES, YOU KNOW,OKAY; SHE'S GOT AN ISSUE,
  • 00:11:49.102 --> 00:11:50.504
  • OKAY; SHE'S GOT AN ISSUE,BUT IS THIS COLLEGE
  • 00:11:50.504 --> 00:11:51.538
  • BUT IS THIS COLLEGEEXPERIMENTATION?
  • 00:11:51.538 --> 00:11:52.706
  • EXPERIMENTATION?IS THIS JUST, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:11:52.706 --> 00:11:54.074
  • IS THIS JUST, YOU KNOW,KIND OF, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:11:54.074 --> 00:11:55.408
  • KIND OF, YOU KNOW,MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE THAN
  • 00:11:55.408 --> 00:11:56.009
  • MAYBE A LITTLE BIT MORE THANWHAT --
  • 00:11:56.009 --> 00:11:56.543
  • WHAT --MATT HAGEE: YOU BOUGHT IT
  • 00:11:56.543 --> 00:11:57.277
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU BOUGHT ITFOR YOUR FRIENDS; RIGHT?
  • 00:11:57.277 --> 00:11:57.944
  • FOR YOUR FRIENDS; RIGHT?ROB KOKE: OR SOMETHING;
  • 00:11:57.944 --> 00:11:58.512
  • ROB KOKE: OR SOMETHING;YOU KNOW?
  • 00:11:58.512 --> 00:11:59.179
  • YOU KNOW?MATT HAGEE: TELL ME SOMETHING
  • 00:11:59.179 --> 00:11:59.880
  • MATT HAGEE: TELL ME SOMETHINGTHAT I CAN MANAGE.
  • 00:11:59.880 --> 00:12:00.547
  • THAT I CAN MANAGE.DANIELLE KOKE: YOU WANT
  • 00:12:00.547 --> 00:12:01.081
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YOU WANTTO BELIEVE.
  • 00:12:01.081 --> 00:12:01.848
  • TO BELIEVE.ROB KOKE: SO WHEN SHE SAID,
  • 00:12:01.848 --> 00:12:03.550
  • ROB KOKE: SO WHEN SHE SAID,"I'VE GOT TO COME HOME,"
  • 00:12:03.550 --> 00:12:05.652
  • "I'VE GOT TO COME HOME,"THEN WE KNEW HER LIFE WAS OUT
  • 00:12:05.652 --> 00:12:06.386
  • THEN WE KNEW HER LIFE WAS OUTOF CONTROL,
  • 00:12:06.386 --> 00:12:07.554
  • OF CONTROL,BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO COME
  • 00:12:07.554 --> 00:12:08.188
  • BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO COMEHOME.
  • 00:12:08.188 --> 00:12:09.289
  • HOME.SHE JUST KNEW THAT SHE NEEDED
  • 00:12:09.289 --> 00:12:11.091
  • SHE JUST KNEW THAT SHE NEEDEDTO COME HOME.
  • 00:12:11.091 --> 00:12:12.959
  • TO COME HOME.AND SO WE MET WITH SOME
  • 00:12:12.959 --> 00:12:14.127
  • AND SO WE MET WITH SOMECOUNSELORS IN AUSTIN.
  • 00:12:14.127 --> 00:12:16.129
  • COUNSELORS IN AUSTIN.AND WE DIDN'T KNOW IF SHE
  • 00:12:16.129 --> 00:12:17.063
  • AND WE DIDN'T KNOW IF SHENEEDED TO GO TO REHAB.
  • 00:12:17.063 --> 00:12:18.899
  • NEEDED TO GO TO REHAB.WE DIDN'T KNOW IF SHE NEEDED,
  • 00:12:18.899 --> 00:12:20.000
  • WE DIDN'T KNOW IF SHE NEEDED,YOU KNOW, SOME COUNSELING.
  • 00:12:20.000 --> 00:12:21.802
  • YOU KNOW, SOME COUNSELING.WHAT WAS THE RIGHT PROTOCOL?
  • 00:12:21.802 --> 00:12:23.203
  • WHAT WAS THE RIGHT PROTOCOL?AND WE SETTLED IN ON SOMETHING
  • 00:12:23.203 --> 00:12:23.804
  • AND WE SETTLED IN ON SOMETHINGCALLED
  • 00:12:23.804 --> 00:12:25.372
  • CALLED"90 MEETINGS IN 90 DAYS."
  • 00:12:25.372 --> 00:12:26.206
  • "90 MEETINGS IN 90 DAYS."THAT'S WHAT ONE OF OUR
  • 00:12:26.206 --> 00:12:27.407
  • THAT'S WHAT ONE OF OURFAMILY COUNSELORS HAD REALLY
  • 00:12:27.407 --> 00:12:28.708
  • FAMILY COUNSELORS HAD REALLYENCOURAGED US TO DO.
  • 00:12:28.708 --> 00:12:30.310
  • ENCOURAGED US TO DO.AND IT WOULD BE DANIELLE GOING
  • 00:12:30.310 --> 00:12:32.512
  • AND IT WOULD BE DANIELLE GOINGTO A MEETING EVERY SINGLE DAY
  • 00:12:32.512 --> 00:12:33.780
  • TO A MEETING EVERY SINGLE DAYFOR 90 STRAIGHT DAYS.
  • 00:12:33.780 --> 00:12:34.548
  • FOR 90 STRAIGHT DAYS.IT WOULD BE ALCOHOLICS
  • 00:12:34.548 --> 00:12:35.282
  • IT WOULD BE ALCOHOLICSANONYMOUS,
  • 00:12:35.282 --> 00:12:37.384
  • ANONYMOUS,CELEBRATE RECOVERY AT CHURCH,
  • 00:12:37.384 --> 00:12:38.218
  • CELEBRATE RECOVERY AT CHURCH,BIBLE STUDIES.
  • 00:12:38.218 --> 00:12:39.586
  • BIBLE STUDIES.JUST GO TO A MEETING
  • 00:12:39.586 --> 00:12:40.954
  • JUST GO TO A MEETINGEVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE NEXT
  • 00:12:40.954 --> 00:12:42.389
  • EVERY SINGLE DAY FOR THE NEXT90 DAYS.
  • 00:12:42.389 --> 00:12:43.390
  • 90 DAYS.AND THAT'S THE COURSE
  • 00:12:43.390 --> 00:12:44.457
  • AND THAT'S THE COURSETHAT WE SET OUT ON.
  • 00:12:44.457 --> 00:12:44.991
  • THAT WE SET OUT ON.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:12:44.991 --> 00:12:46.760
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.AND SO I STARTED, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:12:46.760 --> 00:12:47.928
  • AND SO I STARTED, YOU KNOW,GIVING IT AN HONEST SHOT.
  • 00:12:47.928 --> 00:12:48.795
  • GIVING IT AN HONEST SHOT.I WAS LIKE, OKAY;
  • 00:12:48.795 --> 00:12:49.796
  • I WAS LIKE, OKAY;IF THERE'S TRUTH HERE,
  • 00:12:49.796 --> 00:12:51.031
  • IF THERE'S TRUTH HERE,I WANT TO FIGURE IT OUT.
  • 00:12:51.031 --> 00:12:53.200
  • I WANT TO FIGURE IT OUT.AND I WAS -- I WAS DOING IT
  • 00:12:53.200 --> 00:12:54.000
  • AND I WAS -- I WAS DOING ITFOR A LITTLE WHILE.
  • 00:12:54.000 --> 00:12:55.335
  • FOR A LITTLE WHILE.UM, AND THEN SOMEWHERE
  • 00:12:55.335 --> 00:12:56.303
  • UM, AND THEN SOMEWHEREALONG THE JOURNEY --
  • 00:12:56.303 --> 00:12:57.070
  • ALONG THE JOURNEY --MATT HAGEE: LIKE A GOOD
  • 00:12:57.070 --> 00:12:57.571
  • MATT HAGEE: LIKE A GOODNEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION,
  • 00:12:57.571 --> 00:12:59.072
  • NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION,YOU WERE ALL IN FOR A WEEK.
  • 00:12:59.072 --> 00:12:59.906
  • YOU WERE ALL IN FOR A WEEK.DANIELLE KOKE: GOT THIS.
  • 00:12:59.906 --> 00:13:01.374
  • DANIELLE KOKE: GOT THIS.NEW DANIELLE, NEW ME.
  • 00:13:01.374 --> 00:13:04.044
  • NEW DANIELLE, NEW ME.SO I UM -- SO I DID;
  • 00:13:04.044 --> 00:13:04.978
  • SO I UM -- SO I DID;I GAVE IT AN HONEST SHOT.
  • 00:13:04.978 --> 00:13:06.613
  • I GAVE IT AN HONEST SHOT.AND SOMEWHERE ALONG LIKE
  • 00:13:06.613 --> 00:13:07.747
  • AND SOMEWHERE ALONG LIKE30 DAYS,
  • 00:13:07.747 --> 00:13:09.583
  • 30 DAYS,I STARTED TO, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:13:09.583 --> 00:13:11.117
  • I STARTED TO, YOU KNOW,GET THE DOUBTS CREEPING IN.
  • 00:13:11.117 --> 00:13:13.053
  • GET THE DOUBTS CREEPING IN.AND I WAS LIKE, I DON'T KNOW;
  • 00:13:13.053 --> 00:13:14.821
  • AND I WAS LIKE, I DON'T KNOW;I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A DWI;
  • 00:13:14.821 --> 00:13:15.288
  • I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A DWI;YOU KNOW?
  • 00:13:15.288 --> 00:13:15.989
  • YOU KNOW?I DON'T KNOW;
  • 00:13:15.989 --> 00:13:17.490
  • I DON'T KNOW;I'VE NEVER BEEN HOMELESS;
  • 00:13:17.490 --> 00:13:18.024
  • I'VE NEVER BEEN HOMELESS;YEAH,
  • 00:13:18.024 --> 00:13:18.825
  • YEAH,LIKE JUST LISTENING TO OTHER
  • 00:13:18.825 --> 00:13:19.860
  • LIKE JUST LISTENING TO OTHERPEOPLE'S STORIES.
  • 00:13:19.860 --> 00:13:20.961
  • PEOPLE'S STORIES.MATT HAGEE: I'M WAY BETTER THAN
  • 00:13:20.961 --> 00:13:21.528
  • MATT HAGEE: I'M WAY BETTER THANTHEY ARE.
  • 00:13:21.528 --> 00:13:22.128
  • THEY ARE.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,
  • 00:13:22.128 --> 00:13:23.063
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,I'M TOO YOUNG.
  • 00:13:23.063 --> 00:13:23.930
  • I'M TOO YOUNG.KENDAL HAGEE: NOT ME.
  • 00:13:23.930 --> 00:13:24.531
  • KENDAL HAGEE: NOT ME.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH, TOO YOUNG
  • 00:13:24.531 --> 00:13:25.332
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH, TOO YOUNGTO HAVE A PROBLEM.
  • 00:13:25.332 --> 00:13:25.999
  • TO HAVE A PROBLEM.MATT HAGEE: MAN,
  • 00:13:25.999 --> 00:13:26.666
  • MATT HAGEE: MAN,YOU'RE MESSED UP.
  • 00:13:26.666 --> 00:13:27.734
  • YOU'RE MESSED UP.(LAUGHTER)
  • 00:13:27.734 --> 00:13:28.501
  • (LAUGHTER)DANIELLE KOKE: UM,
  • 00:13:28.501 --> 00:13:30.337
  • DANIELLE KOKE: UM,SO SOMEWHERE ALONG
  • 00:13:30.337 --> 00:13:30.837
  • SO SOMEWHERE ALONGTHAT JOURNEY,
  • 00:13:30.837 --> 00:13:32.472
  • THAT JOURNEY,I JUST STARTED THINKING,
  • 00:13:32.472 --> 00:13:33.506
  • I JUST STARTED THINKING,OKAY; WELL MAYBE ALCOHOL
  • 00:13:33.506 --> 00:13:34.507
  • OKAY; WELL MAYBE ALCOHOLIS A PROBLEM.
  • 00:13:34.507 --> 00:13:35.742
  • IS A PROBLEM.I'LL TRY ADDERALL AGAIN.
  • 00:13:35.742 --> 00:13:36.576
  • I'LL TRY ADDERALL AGAIN.I'LL TRY WEED AGAIN.
  • 00:13:36.576 --> 00:13:37.611
  • I'LL TRY WEED AGAIN.THOSE WEREN'T THAT BIG
  • 00:13:37.611 --> 00:13:38.044
  • THOSE WEREN'T THAT BIGOF A DEAL.
  • 00:13:38.044 --> 00:13:39.679
  • OF A DEAL.AND SO THAT JUST SNOWBALLED
  • 00:13:39.679 --> 00:13:40.480
  • AND SO THAT JUST SNOWBALLEDBACK INTO THE SAME THING.
  • 00:13:40.480 --> 00:13:41.848
  • BACK INTO THE SAME THING.I HAD A FEW RELAPSES,
  • 00:13:41.848 --> 00:13:43.683
  • I HAD A FEW RELAPSES,BIG RELAPSES, AT HOME.
  • 00:13:43.683 --> 00:13:45.785
  • BIG RELAPSES, AT HOME.IN ONE OF THE LOWEST POINTS
  • 00:13:45.785 --> 00:13:46.720
  • IN ONE OF THE LOWEST POINTSOF THOSE RELAPSES,
  • 00:13:46.720 --> 00:13:48.154
  • OF THOSE RELAPSES,AND I GOT IN A REALLY BAD CAR
  • 00:13:48.154 --> 00:13:49.222
  • AND I GOT IN A REALLY BAD CARACCIDENT.
  • 00:13:49.222 --> 00:13:52.959
  • ACCIDENT.UM, AND IT WAS ACTUALLY LIKE
  • 00:13:52.959 --> 00:13:53.827
  • UM, AND IT WAS ACTUALLY LIKETHE LOWEST POINT
  • 00:13:53.827 --> 00:13:55.061
  • THE LOWEST POINTWAS REALIZING THAT IT --
  • 00:13:55.061 --> 00:13:56.263
  • WAS REALIZING THAT IT --THAT ACCIDENT WAS
  • 00:13:56.263 --> 00:13:58.198
  • THAT ACCIDENT WASON THE SAME ROAD, UM,
  • 00:13:58.198 --> 00:14:00.500
  • ON THE SAME ROAD, UM,THAT MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY ON.
  • 00:14:00.500 --> 00:14:01.835
  • THAT MY BROTHER PASSED AWAY ON.AND SO IT WAS LIKE,
  • 00:14:01.835 --> 00:14:03.536
  • AND SO IT WAS LIKE,OKAY; THIS IS IT.
  • 00:14:03.536 --> 00:14:04.971
  • OKAY; THIS IS IT.I HAVE A PROBLEM.
  • 00:14:04.971 --> 00:14:07.841
  • I HAVE A PROBLEM.UM, AND SO I WAS GUNG HO
  • 00:14:07.841 --> 00:14:08.375
  • UM, AND SO I WAS GUNG HORECOVERY.
  • 00:14:08.375 --> 00:14:08.909
  • RECOVERY.AT THAT POINT,
  • 00:14:08.909 --> 00:14:10.277
  • AT THAT POINT,I WANTED TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE
  • 00:14:10.277 --> 00:14:10.677
  • I WANTED TO GO BACK TO COLLEGESTILL,
  • 00:14:10.677 --> 00:14:11.478
  • STILL,BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT THIS
  • 00:14:11.478 --> 00:14:12.779
  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT THISTO BE LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE.
  • 00:14:12.779 --> 00:14:14.514
  • TO BE LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE.AND SO I GO TO MY DAD.
  • 00:14:14.514 --> 00:14:15.949
  • AND SO I GO TO MY DAD.I'M PITCHING HIM THIS WHOLE
  • 00:14:15.949 --> 00:14:17.417
  • I'M PITCHING HIM THIS WHOLEPLAN I'VE GOT, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:14:17.417 --> 00:14:18.285
  • PLAN I'VE GOT, YOU KNOW.I'M GOING TO GET A SPONSOR.
  • 00:14:18.285 --> 00:14:19.319
  • I'M GOING TO GET A SPONSOR.DON'T GIVE ME MY CARD.
  • 00:14:19.319 --> 00:14:19.920
  • DON'T GIVE ME MY CARD.DON'T GIVE ME MONEY
  • 00:14:19.920 --> 00:14:21.121
  • DON'T GIVE ME MONEYEVERY MONTH.
  • 00:14:21.121 --> 00:14:22.222
  • EVERY MONTH.YOU KNOW THIS WHOLE THING
  • 00:14:22.222 --> 00:14:22.989
  • YOU KNOW THIS WHOLE THINGLAID OUT.
  • 00:14:22.989 --> 00:14:24.858
  • LAID OUT.UM, I REALLY WANTED TO GO BACK.
  • 00:14:24.858 --> 00:14:25.592
  • UM, I REALLY WANTED TO GO BACK.ROB KOKE: AND WE WEREN'T
  • 00:14:25.592 --> 00:14:26.660
  • ROB KOKE: AND WE WEREN'TFEELING CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO
  • 00:14:26.660 --> 00:14:27.627
  • FEELING CONFIDENT ENOUGH TOMAKE THESE KIND OF DECISIONS
  • 00:14:27.627 --> 00:14:28.295
  • MAKE THESE KIND OF DECISIONSON OUR OWN,
  • 00:14:28.295 --> 00:14:29.930
  • ON OUR OWN,SO WE WERE TALKING WITH OUR,
  • 00:14:29.930 --> 00:14:30.497
  • SO WE WERE TALKING WITH OUR,YOU KNOW,
  • 00:14:30.497 --> 00:14:31.364
  • YOU KNOW,SPIRIT OF INFLUENCE AND
  • 00:14:31.364 --> 00:14:32.799
  • SPIRIT OF INFLUENCE ANDCOUNSELORS TO KIND OF HELP
  • 00:14:32.799 --> 00:14:34.067
  • COUNSELORS TO KIND OF HELPGUIDE IN THAT DECISION-MAKING
  • 00:14:34.067 --> 00:14:35.135
  • GUIDE IN THAT DECISION-MAKINGPROCESS.
  • 00:14:35.135 --> 00:14:37.037
  • PROCESS.AND WE DIDN'T FEEL ULTIMATELY
  • 00:14:37.037 --> 00:14:38.705
  • AND WE DIDN'T FEEL ULTIMATELYLIKE THIS WAS, YOU KNOW, HEY,
  • 00:14:38.705 --> 00:14:40.807
  • LIKE THIS WAS, YOU KNOW, HEY,WE'VE GOT THIS SOLID ANSWER.
  • 00:14:40.807 --> 00:14:42.876
  • WE'VE GOT THIS SOLID ANSWER.BUT THE ALTERNATIVE WAS TO KEEP
  • 00:14:42.876 --> 00:14:44.244
  • BUT THE ALTERNATIVE WAS TO KEEPHER AT HOME AND TO TRY TO
  • 00:14:44.244 --> 00:14:46.112
  • HER AT HOME AND TO TRY TOSHELTER HER LIFE COMPLETELY.
  • 00:14:46.112 --> 00:14:48.481
  • SHELTER HER LIFE COMPLETELY.TO SEND HER BACK TO SCHOOL WITH
  • 00:14:48.481 --> 00:14:50.150
  • TO SEND HER BACK TO SCHOOL WITHREMOVING ALL OF THE WAYS THAT
  • 00:14:50.150 --> 00:14:51.284
  • REMOVING ALL OF THE WAYS THATSHE WAS ABLE TO HAVE ACCESS
  • 00:14:51.284 --> 00:14:52.552
  • SHE WAS ABLE TO HAVE ACCESSIN THE PAST.
  • 00:14:52.552 --> 00:14:54.120
  • IN THE PAST.AND YOU KNOW WE HAVE A YOUTH
  • 00:14:54.120 --> 00:14:55.855
  • AND YOU KNOW WE HAVE A YOUTHPASTOR THAT WAS NOW STARTING
  • 00:14:55.855 --> 00:14:57.023
  • PASTOR THAT WAS NOW STARTINGA CHURCH UP IN THAT AREA.
  • 00:14:57.023 --> 00:14:58.058
  • A CHURCH UP IN THAT AREA.AND SO WE KNEW THAT SHE HAD
  • 00:14:58.058 --> 00:14:59.192
  • AND SO WE KNEW THAT SHE HADGREAT ACCOUNTABILITY
  • 00:14:59.192 --> 00:15:00.493
  • GREAT ACCOUNTABILITYAND RELATIONSHIPS.
  • 00:15:00.493 --> 00:15:01.361
  • AND RELATIONSHIPS.MATT HAGEE: THOSE CONNECTIONS.
  • 00:15:01.361 --> 00:15:01.962
  • MATT HAGEE: THOSE CONNECTIONS.ROB KOKE: YEAH,
  • 00:15:01.962 --> 00:15:02.562
  • ROB KOKE: YEAH,THERE WERE CONNECTIONS THERE.
  • 00:15:02.562 --> 00:15:03.363
  • THERE WERE CONNECTIONS THERE.SO WE,
  • 00:15:03.363 --> 00:15:04.764
  • SO WE,YOU KNOW WITH PRAYER AND
  • 00:15:04.764 --> 00:15:05.632
  • YOU KNOW WITH PRAYER ANDA LITTLE BIT OF TREPIDATION,
  • 00:15:05.632 --> 00:15:06.232
  • A LITTLE BIT OF TREPIDATION,I GUESS,
  • 00:15:06.232 --> 00:15:07.801
  • I GUESS,WE SENT HER OFF TO SCHOOL.
  • 00:15:07.801 --> 00:15:08.468
  • WE SENT HER OFF TO SCHOOL.MATT HAGEE: WHICH IS SUCH
  • 00:15:08.468 --> 00:15:10.203
  • MATT HAGEE: WHICH IS SUCHAN HONEST STATEMENT.
  • 00:15:10.203 --> 00:15:11.471
  • AN HONEST STATEMENT.AND I APPLAUD YOU FOR SAYING,
  • 00:15:11.471 --> 00:15:12.205
  • AND I APPLAUD YOU FOR SAYING,YOU KNOW,
  • 00:15:12.205 --> 00:15:13.406
  • YOU KNOW,WE REACHED OUT TO OUR
  • 00:15:13.406 --> 00:15:14.374
  • WE REACHED OUT TO OURINNER CIRCLE.
  • 00:15:14.374 --> 00:15:15.442
  • INNER CIRCLE.AND PEOPLE --
  • 00:15:15.442 --> 00:15:16.343
  • AND PEOPLE --YOU KNOW THE BIBLE SAYS,
  • 00:15:16.343 --> 00:15:17.344
  • YOU KNOW THE BIBLE SAYS,"AND A MULTITUDE OF COUNSEL
  • 00:15:17.344 --> 00:15:18.545
  • "AND A MULTITUDE OF COUNSELIS WISDOM FOUND."
  • 00:15:18.545 --> 00:15:19.713
  • IS WISDOM FOUND."AND FOR YOU TO SAY,
  • 00:15:19.713 --> 00:15:21.614
  • AND FOR YOU TO SAY,HEY, I'M TOO CLOSE TO THIS.
  • 00:15:21.614 --> 00:15:22.649
  • HEY, I'M TOO CLOSE TO THIS.I'M DAD.
  • 00:15:22.649 --> 00:15:23.416
  • I'M DAD.THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT WANTS
  • 00:15:23.416 --> 00:15:25.218
  • THERE'S A PART OF ME THAT WANTSTO TOTALLY PROTECT MY DAUGHTER,
  • 00:15:25.218 --> 00:15:25.885
  • TO TOTALLY PROTECT MY DAUGHTER,BUT THEN THERE'S ALSO
  • 00:15:25.885 --> 00:15:27.220
  • BUT THEN THERE'S ALSOA REALISTIC SIDE OF ME THAT
  • 00:15:27.220 --> 00:15:29.189
  • A REALISTIC SIDE OF ME THATRECOGNIZES I CAN'T KEEP HER
  • 00:15:29.189 --> 00:15:30.824
  • RECOGNIZES I CAN'T KEEP HERLOCKED IN A TOWER FOREVER.
  • 00:15:30.824 --> 00:15:31.524
  • LOCKED IN A TOWER FOREVER.ROB KOKE: RIGHT.
  • 00:15:31.524 --> 00:15:32.192
  • ROB KOKE: RIGHT.MATT HAGEE: SHE'S GOING TO HAVE
  • 00:15:32.192 --> 00:15:33.560
  • MATT HAGEE: SHE'S GOING TO HAVETO BECOME A FUNCTIONAL ADULT
  • 00:15:33.560 --> 00:15:34.427
  • TO BECOME A FUNCTIONAL ADULTIF SHE'S GOING TO LIVE
  • 00:15:34.427 --> 00:15:36.629
  • IF SHE'S GOING TO LIVEA VICTORIOUS LIFE WHERE SHE'S
  • 00:15:36.629 --> 00:15:38.164
  • A VICTORIOUS LIFE WHERE SHE'SOVERCOME AND OWNED HER PAST.
  • 00:15:38.164 --> 00:15:38.898
  • OVERCOME AND OWNED HER PAST.SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO FACE
  • 00:15:38.898 --> 00:15:39.733
  • SHE'S GOING TO HAVE TO FACEHER FUTURE.
  • 00:15:39.733 --> 00:15:41.034
  • HER FUTURE.SO I MEAN STUCK IN THAT,
  • 00:15:41.034 --> 00:15:42.035
  • SO I MEAN STUCK IN THAT,YOU'RE REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE.
  • 00:15:42.035 --> 00:15:42.969
  • YOU'RE REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE.AND I THINK THAT THERE'S
  • 00:15:42.969 --> 00:15:44.971
  • AND I THINK THAT THERE'SA CHALLENGE THAT SOMETIMES
  • 00:15:44.971 --> 00:15:45.805
  • A CHALLENGE THAT SOMETIMESWHEN PEOPLE GET IN THESE
  • 00:15:45.805 --> 00:15:47.741
  • WHEN PEOPLE GET IN THESEDIFFICULT SITUATIONS,
  • 00:15:47.741 --> 00:15:49.776
  • DIFFICULT SITUATIONS,ESPECIALLY IN A SPIRITUAL
  • 00:15:49.776 --> 00:15:50.410
  • ESPECIALLY IN A SPIRITUALASPECT,
  • 00:15:50.410 --> 00:15:51.378
  • ASPECT,ISOLATION BECOMES
  • 00:15:51.378 --> 00:15:52.545
  • ISOLATION BECOMESA VERY BAD THING.
  • 00:15:52.545 --> 00:15:53.279
  • A VERY BAD THING.DANIELLE KOKE: YES.
  • 00:15:53.279 --> 00:15:54.047
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YES.MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW I'M
  • 00:15:54.047 --> 00:15:54.848
  • MATT HAGEE: YOU KNOW I'MTHE ONLY ONE WHO'S EVER DEALT
  • 00:15:54.848 --> 00:15:55.548
  • THE ONLY ONE WHO'S EVER DEALTWITH THIS.
  • 00:15:55.548 --> 00:15:56.483
  • WITH THIS.I CAN'T TELL ANYBODY
  • 00:15:56.483 --> 00:15:57.851
  • I CAN'T TELL ANYBODYWHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.
  • 00:15:57.851 --> 00:15:58.818
  • WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH.AND THERE'S PROBABLY PEOPLE
  • 00:15:58.818 --> 00:16:00.653
  • AND THERE'S PROBABLY PEOPLEALL AROUND YOU, WHO CAN SAY,
  • 00:16:00.653 --> 00:16:01.488
  • ALL AROUND YOU, WHO CAN SAY,I MAY NOT HAVE THE EXACT
  • 00:16:01.488 --> 00:16:02.188
  • I MAY NOT HAVE THE EXACTSAME DETAILS,
  • 00:16:02.188 --> 00:16:04.090
  • SAME DETAILS,BUT HERE'S HOW I OVERCAME MY
  • 00:16:04.090 --> 00:16:06.226
  • BUT HERE'S HOW I OVERCAME MYDIFFICULT DAY; YOU KNOW?
  • 00:16:06.226 --> 00:16:07.160
  • DIFFICULT DAY; YOU KNOW?AND THAT HAD TO PROVIDE
  • 00:16:07.160 --> 00:16:07.861
  • AND THAT HAD TO PROVIDEA LOT OF STRENGTH
  • 00:16:07.861 --> 00:16:10.030
  • A LOT OF STRENGTHAND SUPPORT IN YOUR PRAYER
  • 00:16:10.030 --> 00:16:10.730
  • AND SUPPORT IN YOUR PRAYERAND TREPIDATION,
  • 00:16:10.730 --> 00:16:11.264
  • AND TREPIDATION,WHICH IS ANOTHER
  • 00:16:11.264 --> 00:16:12.332
  • WHICH IS ANOTHERVERY TRANSPARENT STATEMENT.
  • 00:16:12.332 --> 00:16:13.466
  • VERY TRANSPARENT STATEMENT.I DON'T KNOW THAT ANY
  • 00:16:13.466 --> 00:16:14.834
  • I DON'T KNOW THAT ANYHUMAN BEING, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:16:14.834 --> 00:16:16.369
  • HUMAN BEING, YOU KNOW,OUTSIDE OF JUST THOSE FEW
  • 00:16:16.369 --> 00:16:17.971
  • OUTSIDE OF JUST THOSE FEWMOMENTS WHERE FAITH KICKS IN
  • 00:16:17.971 --> 00:16:19.539
  • MOMENTS WHERE FAITH KICKS INEVERY DOOR OF FEAR,
  • 00:16:19.539 --> 00:16:20.673
  • EVERY DOOR OF FEAR,MOVES FORWARD WITHOUT BOTH.
  • 00:16:20.673 --> 00:16:21.908
  • MOVES FORWARD WITHOUT BOTH.YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT DAVID
  • 00:16:21.908 --> 00:16:23.243
  • YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT DAVIDRAN FORWARD WITH A SLINGSHOT
  • 00:16:23.243 --> 00:16:23.810
  • RAN FORWARD WITH A SLINGSHOTIN HIS HAND,
  • 00:16:23.810 --> 00:16:24.310
  • IN HIS HAND,LOOKING AT THE GIANT,
  • 00:16:24.310 --> 00:16:26.613
  • LOOKING AT THE GIANT,GOING, I HOPE THIS WORKS.
  • 00:16:26.613 --> 00:16:28.181
  • GOING, I HOPE THIS WORKS.(LAUGHTER)
  • 00:16:28.181 --> 00:16:29.015
  • (LAUGHTER)I'M GOING TO LET HER GO,
  • 00:16:29.015 --> 00:16:30.717
  • I'M GOING TO LET HER GO,BUT PLEASE.
  • 00:16:30.717 --> 00:16:31.651
  • BUT PLEASE.KENDAL HAGEE: GOD, HELP ME.
  • 00:16:31.651 --> 00:16:32.585
  • KENDAL HAGEE: GOD, HELP ME.MATT HAGEE: MAKE SURE I DON'T
  • 00:16:32.585 --> 00:16:33.253
  • MATT HAGEE: MAKE SURE I DON'TMISS.
  • 00:16:33.253 --> 00:16:33.887
  • MISS.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.
  • 00:16:33.887 --> 00:16:35.422
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH.ROB KOKE: SO DANIELLE WENT BACK
  • 00:16:35.422 --> 00:16:36.056
  • ROB KOKE: SO DANIELLE WENT BACKTO SCHOOL,
  • 00:16:36.056 --> 00:16:37.357
  • TO SCHOOL,AND THIS IS WHERE THE STORY,
  • 00:16:37.357 --> 00:16:39.759
  • AND THIS IS WHERE THE STORY,I THINK, REALLY, UM,
  • 00:16:39.759 --> 00:16:42.128
  • I THINK, REALLY, UM,IS SO HELPFUL FOR PEOPLE,
  • 00:16:42.128 --> 00:16:42.996
  • IS SO HELPFUL FOR PEOPLE,BECAUSE THEY --
  • 00:16:42.996 --> 00:16:44.731
  • BECAUSE THEY --IF YOU RECOGNIZE THE FORCE OF
  • 00:16:44.731 --> 00:16:45.999
  • IF YOU RECOGNIZE THE FORCE OFADDICTION IN SOMEONE'S LIFE,
  • 00:16:45.999 --> 00:16:47.067
  • ADDICTION IN SOMEONE'S LIFE,WHAT HAPPENED NEXT WAS REALLY
  • 00:16:47.067 --> 00:16:47.801
  • WHAT HAPPENED NEXT WAS REALLYPRETTY TELLING.
  • 00:16:47.801 --> 00:16:48.468
  • PRETTY TELLING.DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,
  • 00:16:48.468 --> 00:16:49.269
  • DANIELLE KOKE: YEAH,AND IT'S IMPORTANT TO NOTE THAT
  • 00:16:49.269 --> 00:16:50.804
  • AND IT'S IMPORTANT TO NOTE THATWHEN I WENT BACK TO COLLEGE,
  • 00:16:50.804 --> 00:16:52.472
  • WHEN I WENT BACK TO COLLEGE,I WAS GUNG HO RECOVERY.
  • 00:16:52.472 --> 00:16:54.040
  • I WAS GUNG HO RECOVERY.I TOLD ALL OF MY FRIENDS,
  • 00:16:54.040 --> 00:16:55.308
  • I TOLD ALL OF MY FRIENDS,LIKE THIS WAS OUT THERE.
  • 00:16:55.308 --> 00:16:55.875
  • LIKE THIS WAS OUT THERE.KENDAL HAGEE: YEAH,
  • 00:16:55.875 --> 00:16:56.543
  • KENDAL HAGEE: YEAH,THAT'S MY PAST.
  • 00:16:56.543 --> 00:16:58.378
  • THAT'S MY PAST.DANIELLE KOKE: UM, AND I WENT,
  • 00:16:58.378 --> 00:16:59.312
  • DANIELLE KOKE: UM, AND I WENT,THE FIRST DAY THAT I GOT BACK,
  • 00:16:59.312 --> 00:17:00.213
  • THE FIRST DAY THAT I GOT BACK,I WENT TO GET COFFEE
  • 00:17:00.213 --> 00:17:00.947
  • I WENT TO GET COFFEEWITH A FRIEND.
  • 00:17:00.947 --> 00:17:02.949
  • WITH A FRIEND.AND SHE UH -- WE WERE JUST
  • 00:17:02.949 --> 00:17:03.683
  • AND SHE UH -- WE WERE JUSTCATCHING UP,
  • 00:17:03.683 --> 00:17:04.284
  • CATCHING UP,NORMAL THINGS,
  • 00:17:04.284 --> 00:17:05.085
  • NORMAL THINGS,NORMAL LIFE.
  • 00:17:05.085 --> 00:17:05.885
  • NORMAL LIFE.HOW WAS YOUR SUMMER?
  • 00:17:05.885 --> 00:17:08.021
  • HOW WAS YOUR SUMMER?AND SHE SAID SOMETHING THAT IS,
  • 00:17:08.021 --> 00:17:09.389
  • AND SHE SAID SOMETHING THAT IS,YOU KNOW, IT WAS HARMFUL,
  • 00:17:09.389 --> 00:17:10.523
  • YOU KNOW, IT WAS HARMFUL,BUT SHE DIDN'T MEAN IT
  • 00:17:10.523 --> 00:17:11.091
  • BUT SHE DIDN'T MEAN ITAS HARMFUL.
  • 00:17:11.091 --> 00:17:11.691
  • AS HARMFUL.SHE WAS JUST LIKE,
  • 00:17:11.691 --> 00:17:12.792
  • SHE WAS JUST LIKE,YOU KNOW I'M SO HAP --
  • 00:17:12.792 --> 00:17:13.359
  • YOU KNOW I'M SO HAP --I'M HAPPY FOR YOU.
  • 00:17:13.359 --> 00:17:14.727
  • I'M HAPPY FOR YOU.I'M PROUD OF YOU,
  • 00:17:14.727 --> 00:17:15.695
  • I'M PROUD OF YOU,BUT IT'S GOING TO KIND OF SUCK
  • 00:17:15.695 --> 00:17:16.496
  • BUT IT'S GOING TO KIND OF SUCKTHAT WE WON'T GET TO DRINK
  • 00:17:16.496 --> 00:17:17.964
  • THAT WE WON'T GET TO DRINKTOGETHER THIS YEAR.
  • 00:17:17.964 --> 00:17:20.300
  • TOGETHER THIS YEAR.AND I WAS LIKE THAT SHIFT
  • 00:17:20.300 --> 00:17:22.368
  • AND I WAS LIKE THAT SHIFTIN MY MIND GOING FROM GUNG HO
  • 00:17:22.368 --> 00:17:24.104
  • IN MY MIND GOING FROM GUNG HORECOVERY TO WELL MAYBE
  • 00:17:24.104 --> 00:17:26.306
  • RECOVERY TO WELL MAYBEONE DRINK WON'T HURT.
  • 00:17:26.306 --> 00:17:28.174
  • ONE DRINK WON'T HURT.AND THAT NIGHT, I DRANK.
  • 00:17:28.174 --> 00:17:32.412
  • AND THAT NIGHT, I DRANK.AND BACK, COMPLETE SNOWBALL.
  • 00:17:32.412 --> 00:17:33.246
  • AND BACK, COMPLETE SNOWBALL.ROB KOKE: AND YOU KNOW THE
  • 00:17:33.246 --> 00:17:34.080
  • ROB KOKE: AND YOU KNOW THEISSUE WITH ADDICTION IS --
  • 00:17:34.080 --> 00:17:34.948
  • ISSUE WITH ADDICTION IS --YOU PROBABLY CAN GUESS.
  • 00:17:34.948 --> 00:17:36.082
  • YOU PROBABLY CAN GUESS.IS THAT YOU DON'T --
  • 00:17:36.082 --> 00:17:38.985
  • IS THAT YOU DON'T --YOU DON'T START AGAIN, UM,
  • 00:17:38.985 --> 00:17:39.752
  • YOU DON'T START AGAIN, UM,ANEW AND FRESH;
  • 00:17:39.752 --> 00:17:40.820
  • ANEW AND FRESH;YOU ACTUALLY START AT YOUR
  • 00:17:40.820 --> 00:17:43.590
  • YOU ACTUALLY START AT YOURWORST MOMENT AND GO WORSE
  • 00:17:43.590 --> 00:17:44.924
  • WORST MOMENT AND GO WORSEAND WORSE AND WORSE.
  • 00:17:44.924 --> 00:17:45.925
  • AND WORSE AND WORSE.AND NOW,
  • 00:17:45.925 --> 00:17:47.026
  • AND NOW,A COUPLE OF MONTHS INTO IT,
  • 00:17:47.026 --> 00:17:48.128
  • A COUPLE OF MONTHS INTO IT,WE'RE CONNECTING WITH HER
  • 00:17:48.128 --> 00:17:49.829
  • WE'RE CONNECTING WITH HEREVERY SINGLE DAY, TEXTING,
  • 00:17:49.829 --> 00:17:51.331
  • EVERY SINGLE DAY, TEXTING,ASKING THE HARD QUESTIONS.
  • 00:17:51.331 --> 00:17:52.632
  • ASKING THE HARD QUESTIONS.AGAIN, BRILLIANT LIAR,
  • 00:17:52.632 --> 00:17:53.900
  • AGAIN, BRILLIANT LIAR,PAINTING A PICTURE.
  • 00:17:53.900 --> 00:17:55.568
  • PAINTING A PICTURE.UH, BUT I'M GOING ON A MISSIONS
  • 00:17:55.568 --> 00:17:57.203
  • UH, BUT I'M GOING ON A MISSIONSTRIP TO UGANDA.
  • 00:17:57.203 --> 00:17:58.238
  • TRIP TO UGANDA.AND WE'RE ON THE PHONE
  • 00:17:58.238 --> 00:17:59.105
  • AND WE'RE ON THE PHONEAND WE'RE TALKING,
  • 00:17:59.105 --> 00:18:01.975
  • AND WE'RE TALKING,AND I COULD JUST TELL SOMETHING
  • 00:18:01.975 --> 00:18:02.942
  • AND I COULD JUST TELL SOMETHINGWASN'T RIGHT.
  • 00:18:02.942 --> 00:18:04.777
  • WASN'T RIGHT.AND I'M IN UGANDA,
  • 00:18:04.777 --> 00:18:05.979
  • AND I'M IN UGANDA,AND I E-MAIL HER,
  • 00:18:05.979 --> 00:18:07.347
  • AND I E-MAIL HER,AND I SAY, "DANIELLE,
  • 00:18:07.347 --> 00:18:08.681
  • AND I SAY, "DANIELLE,YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
  • 00:18:08.681 --> 00:18:10.583
  • YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU.WE JUST HAD THIS CONVERSATION
  • 00:18:10.583 --> 00:18:11.351
  • WE JUST HAD THIS CONVERSATIONABOUT YOUR SCHOOL,
  • 00:18:11.351 --> 00:18:12.018
  • ABOUT YOUR SCHOOL,AND YOUR STUDIES,
  • 00:18:12.018 --> 00:18:12.752
  • AND YOUR STUDIES,AND YOUR FUTURE,
  • 00:18:12.752 --> 00:18:14.320
  • AND YOUR FUTURE,AND YOUR DREAMS.
  • 00:18:14.320 --> 00:18:16.422
  • AND YOUR DREAMS.EVERYTHING SOUNDED GREAT.
  • 00:18:16.422 --> 00:18:18.691
  • EVERYTHING SOUNDED GREAT.BUT I'M JUST GOING TO ASK YOU
  • 00:18:18.691 --> 00:18:20.026
  • BUT I'M JUST GOING TO ASK YOUAGAIN;
  • 00:18:20.026 --> 00:18:21.294
  • AGAIN;TELL ME IF IT'S REALLY GOING
  • 00:18:21.294 --> 00:18:22.328
  • TELL ME IF IT'S REALLY GOINGGREAT.
  • 00:18:22.328 --> 00:18:23.263
  • GREAT.I WON'T JUDGE YOU.
  • 00:18:23.263 --> 00:18:25.398
  • I WON'T JUDGE YOU.I PROMISE YOU I WON'T BE ANGRY.
  • 00:18:25.398 --> 00:18:26.933
  • I PROMISE YOU I WON'T BE ANGRY.I'LL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER
  • 00:18:26.933 --> 00:18:28.101
  • I'LL DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWERTO GET YOU THE HELP THAT YOU
  • 00:18:28.101 --> 00:18:29.169
  • TO GET YOU THE HELP THAT YOUNEED.
  • 00:18:29.169 --> 00:18:30.036
  • NEED.IF I'M WRONG,
  • 00:18:30.036 --> 00:18:31.070
  • IF I'M WRONG,JUST COUNT IT AS A DAD
  • 00:18:31.070 --> 00:18:32.205
  • JUST COUNT IT AS A DADWHO'S TRYING HIS BEST TO LOVE
  • 00:18:32.205 --> 00:18:33.106
  • WHO'S TRYING HIS BEST TO LOVEHIS DAUGHTER.
  • 00:18:33.106 --> 00:18:34.274
  • HIS DAUGHTER.BUT IF I'M RIGHT,
  • 00:18:34.274 --> 00:18:35.608
  • BUT IF I'M RIGHT,JUST KNOW THAT WE'LL GIVE YOU
  • 00:18:35.608 --> 00:18:37.010
  • JUST KNOW THAT WE'LL GIVE YOUEVERYTHING YOU NEED TO GET
  • 00:18:37.010 --> 00:18:38.878
  • EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO GETTHE HELP THAT YOU NEED."
  • 00:18:38.878 --> 00:18:40.947
  • THE HELP THAT YOU NEED."AND HER RESPONSE BACK WAS --
  • 00:18:40.947 --> 00:18:41.781
  • AND HER RESPONSE BACK WAS --DANIELLE KOKE: "I'M READY.
  • 00:18:41.781 --> 00:18:42.582
  • DANIELLE KOKE: "I'M READY.TAKE ME HOME."
  • 00:18:42.582 --> 00:18:44.150
  • TAKE ME HOME."ROB KOKE: YEAH. AND THAT'S WHEN
  • 00:18:44.150 --> 00:18:45.051
  • ROB KOKE: YEAH. AND THAT'S WHENTHE HEALING BEGAN.
  • 00:18:45.051 --> 00:18:47.420
  • THE HEALING BEGAN.THAT WAS LITERALLY THE LAST
  • 00:18:47.420 --> 00:18:49.189
  • THAT WAS LITERALLY THE LASTDRINK SHE EVER HAD WAS ON
  • 00:18:49.189 --> 00:18:50.957
  • DRINK SHE EVER HAD WAS ONTHAT NIGHT.
  • 00:18:50.957 --> 00:18:52.759
  • THAT NIGHT.AND WE BROUGHT HER HOME,
  • 00:18:52.759 --> 00:18:53.226
  • AND WE BROUGHT HER HOME,AND WE BROUGHT HER
  • 00:18:53.226 --> 00:18:54.527
  • AND WE BROUGHT HERINTO RECOVERY.
  • 00:18:54.527 --> 00:18:56.596
  • INTO RECOVERY.AND WE PUT HER INTO REHAB,
  • 00:18:56.596 --> 00:18:58.965
  • AND WE PUT HER INTO REHAB,WHICH IS A STORY ALL TO ITSELF.
  • 00:18:58.965 --> 00:19:00.133
  • WHICH IS A STORY ALL TO ITSELF.BUT IT'S --
  • 00:19:00.133 --> 00:19:02.802
  • BUT IT'S --I THINK SHE FOUND THE STRENGTH,
  • 00:19:02.802 --> 00:19:04.103
  • I THINK SHE FOUND THE STRENGTH,HER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD,
  • 00:19:04.103 --> 00:19:06.573
  • HER RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD,EVERYTHING IN THAT PROCESS
  • 00:19:06.573 --> 00:19:07.207
  • EVERYTHING IN THAT PROCESSOF HEALING.
  • 00:19:07.207 --> 00:19:08.107
  • OF HEALING.AND WE'RE SO THRILLED TO HAVE
  • 00:19:08.107 --> 00:19:09.008
  • AND WE'RE SO THRILLED TO HAVEHER WITH US NOW.
  • 00:19:09.008 --> 00:19:09.542
  • HER WITH US NOW.KENDAL HAGEE: WOW.
  • 00:19:09.542 --> 00:19:10.210
  • KENDAL HAGEE: WOW.MATT HAGEE: WELL I WANT
  • 00:19:10.210 --> 00:19:11.377
  • MATT HAGEE: WELL I WANTTO GIVE YOU, AGAIN,
  • 00:19:11.377 --> 00:19:12.712
  • TO GIVE YOU, AGAIN,ACCOLADES FOR THE COURAGE
  • 00:19:12.712 --> 00:19:14.214
  • ACCOLADES FOR THE COURAGETO TELL YOUR STORY,
  • 00:19:14.214 --> 00:19:15.848
  • TO TELL YOUR STORY,AND NOT ONLY TELL YOUR STORY,
  • 00:19:15.848 --> 00:19:17.550
  • AND NOT ONLY TELL YOUR STORY,BUT TELL IT IN A WAY THAT
  • 00:19:17.550 --> 00:19:19.652
  • BUT TELL IT IN A WAY THATRELATES TO PEOPLE WHO STRUGGLE.
  • 00:19:19.652 --> 00:19:22.889
  • RELATES TO PEOPLE WHO STRUGGLE.UH, YOU'VE SHARED WHY
  • 00:19:22.889 --> 00:19:24.057
  • UH, YOU'VE SHARED WHYTHE SITUATION OCCURRED.
  • 00:19:24.057 --> 00:19:25.758
  • THE SITUATION OCCURRED.YOU'VE SHARED HOW YOU
  • 00:19:25.758 --> 00:19:26.559
  • YOU'VE SHARED HOW YOUMANEUVERED THROUGH IT,
  • 00:19:26.559 --> 00:19:27.227
  • MANEUVERED THROUGH IT,BECAUSE I THINK THERE'S
  • 00:19:27.227 --> 00:19:27.961
  • BECAUSE I THINK THERE'SPROBABLY SOME PARENTS,
  • 00:19:27.961 --> 00:19:28.695
  • PROBABLY SOME PARENTS,WHO ARE WATCHING THAT ARE
  • 00:19:28.695 --> 00:19:29.362
  • WHO ARE WATCHING THAT AREGOING,
  • 00:19:29.362 --> 00:19:30.163
  • GOING,I MIGHT NEED TO GO CHECK
  • 00:19:30.163 --> 00:19:33.032
  • I MIGHT NEED TO GO CHECKMY KID'S RECEIPTS; YOU KNOW?
  • 00:19:33.032 --> 00:19:34.167
  • MY KID'S RECEIPTS; YOU KNOW?AND THEN AS A FATHER,
  • 00:19:34.167 --> 00:19:34.934
  • AND THEN AS A FATHER,TO SAY, LOOK;
  • 00:19:34.934 --> 00:19:36.102
  • TO SAY, LOOK;I'M GOING TO TRANSPARENTLY
  • 00:19:36.102 --> 00:19:37.070
  • I'M GOING TO TRANSPARENTLYLOVE YOU.
  • 00:19:37.070 --> 00:19:38.371
  • LOVE YOU.I WANT TO TRUST YOU.
  • 00:19:38.371 --> 00:19:39.706
  • I WANT TO TRUST YOU.I'M WORRIED ABOUT THIS.
  • 00:19:39.706 --> 00:19:40.506
  • I'M WORRIED ABOUT THIS.ARE YOU THERE?
  • 00:19:40.506 --> 00:19:41.274
  • ARE YOU THERE?ARE YOU NOT THERE?
  • 00:19:41.274 --> 00:19:42.141
  • ARE YOU NOT THERE?YOU KNOW SOMETIMES PARENTS,
  • 00:19:42.141 --> 00:19:43.109
  • YOU KNOW SOMETIMES PARENTS,"I'M INFRINGING
  • 00:19:43.109 --> 00:19:44.377
  • "I'M INFRINGINGON THEIR PRIVACY."
  • 00:19:44.377 --> 00:19:45.678
  • ON THEIR PRIVACY."YOU KNOW GOD GAVE
  • 00:19:45.678 --> 00:19:46.846
  • YOU KNOW GOD GAVETHEM TO YOU FOR A REASON;
  • 00:19:46.846 --> 00:19:47.447
  • THEM TO YOU FOR A REASON;YOU KNOW?
  • 00:19:47.447 --> 00:19:50.149
  • YOU KNOW?HE DIDN'T -- HE -- HE EXPECTS
  • 00:19:50.149 --> 00:19:51.584
  • HE DIDN'T -- HE -- HE EXPECTSYOU TO BE THE PRIVATE DETECTIVE
  • 00:19:51.584 --> 00:19:52.752
  • YOU TO BE THE PRIVATE DETECTIVEOF YOUR CHILD'S LIFE.
  • 00:19:52.752 --> 00:19:53.653
  • OF YOUR CHILD'S LIFE.ROB KOKE: YES.
  • 00:19:53.653 --> 00:19:55.088
  • ROB KOKE: YES.MATT HAGEE: I WAS ALWAYS AWARE.
  • 00:19:55.088 --> 00:19:57.390
  • MATT HAGEE: I WAS ALWAYS AWARE.I HAVE A P.I. WATCHING OVER ME.
  • 00:19:57.390 --> 00:19:59.058
  • I HAVE A P.I. WATCHING OVER ME.HIS NAME'S "DAD."
  • 00:19:59.058 --> 00:19:59.726
  • HIS NAME'S "DAD."ROB KOKE: THAT'S ONE OF THE
  • 00:19:59.726 --> 00:20:01.027
  • ROB KOKE: THAT'S ONE OF THEMAGICAL PARTS ABOUT THE BOOK,
  • 00:20:01.027 --> 00:20:01.761
  • MAGICAL PARTS ABOUT THE BOOK,TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.
  • 00:20:01.761 --> 00:20:02.862
  • TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.IT'S WRITTEN,
  • 00:20:02.862 --> 00:20:03.730
  • IT'S WRITTEN,CHAPTER BY CHAPTER,
  • 00:20:03.730 --> 00:20:04.697
  • CHAPTER BY CHAPTER,FROM MY PERSPECTIVE,
  • 00:20:04.697 --> 00:20:05.999
  • FROM MY PERSPECTIVE,DANIELLE'S PERSPECTIVE.
  • 00:20:05.999 --> 00:20:07.467
  • DANIELLE'S PERSPECTIVE.SHE'S FUNNY, WITTY,
  • 00:20:07.467 --> 00:20:09.135
  • SHE'S FUNNY, WITTY,RAW, REAL.
  • 00:20:09.135 --> 00:20:10.703
  • RAW, REAL.WE SHARE IT LIKE IT IS.
  • 00:20:10.703 --> 00:20:12.038
  • WE SHARE IT LIKE IT IS.THERE'S NO SUGAR COATING.
  • 00:20:12.038 --> 00:20:15.375
  • THERE'S NO SUGAR COATING.THERE'S NO CLICHÉS AND JUST
  • 00:20:15.375 --> 00:20:16.943
  • THERE'S NO CLICHÉS AND JUSTALL EASY SOLUTIONS.
  • 00:20:16.943 --> 00:20:18.144
  • ALL EASY SOLUTIONS.IT'S ALL IN THERE.
  • 00:20:18.144 --> 00:20:19.412
  • IT'S ALL IN THERE.BUT IT'S A STORY OF HOPE AND
  • 00:20:19.412 --> 00:20:21.681
  • BUT IT'S A STORY OF HOPE ANDVICTORY FOR ANYBODY WHO'S GOING
  • 00:20:21.681 --> 00:20:22.915
  • VICTORY FOR ANYBODY WHO'S GOINGTHROUGH THIS KIND OF CHALLENGE.
  • 00:20:22.915 --> 00:20:23.916
  • THROUGH THIS KIND OF CHALLENGE.AND REALLY IT'S A LOVE STORY
  • 00:20:23.916 --> 00:20:24.884
  • AND REALLY IT'S A LOVE STORYAT THE END OF THE DAY.
  • 00:20:24.884 --> 00:20:25.585
  • AT THE END OF THE DAY.MATT HAGEE: IF YOU ARE
  • 00:20:25.585 --> 00:20:26.019
  • MATT HAGEE: IF YOU AREIN A MOMENT
  • 00:20:26.019 --> 00:20:26.619
  • IN A MOMENTWHERE YOU'RE SEARCHING
  • 00:20:26.619 --> 00:20:27.253
  • WHERE YOU'RE SEARCHINGFOR HOPE,
  • 00:20:27.253 --> 00:20:28.221
  • FOR HOPE,I ASSURE YOU THAT OUR GOD
  • 00:20:28.221 --> 00:20:29.622
  • I ASSURE YOU THAT OUR GODIS A GOD OF ALL HOPE.
  • 00:20:29.622 --> 00:20:30.556
  • IS A GOD OF ALL HOPE.IF YOU'RE A PARENT,
  • 00:20:30.556 --> 00:20:31.624
  • IF YOU'RE A PARENT,WHO'S SEARCHING FOR ANSWERS
  • 00:20:31.624 --> 00:20:32.725
  • WHO'S SEARCHING FOR ANSWERSTO QUESTIONS THAT YOU MIGHT BE
  • 00:20:32.725 --> 00:20:33.526
  • TO QUESTIONS THAT YOU MIGHT BEAFRAID TO ASK,
  • 00:20:33.526 --> 00:20:34.494
  • AFRAID TO ASK,I WANT YOU TO GET THIS BOOK
  • 00:20:34.494 --> 00:20:35.028
  • I WANT YOU TO GET THIS BOOKIN YOUR HANDS,
  • 00:20:35.028 --> 00:20:35.995
  • IN YOUR HANDS,BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING FIND
  • 00:20:35.995 --> 00:20:37.630
  • BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING FINDTHE ENCOURAGEMENT YOU NEED.
  • 00:20:37.630 --> 00:20:38.131
  • THE ENCOURAGEMENT YOU NEED.I WANT YOU TO KNOW,
  • 00:20:38.131 --> 00:20:39.232
  • I WANT YOU TO KNOW,FOR EVERY PRODIGAL OUT THERE,
  • 00:20:39.232 --> 00:20:40.266
  • FOR EVERY PRODIGAL OUT THERE,THERE'S A LOVING FATHER
  • 00:20:40.266 --> 00:20:42.068
  • THERE'S A LOVING FATHERWITH WAITING, OPEN ARMS,
  • 00:20:42.068 --> 00:20:43.369
  • WITH WAITING, OPEN ARMS,WANTING YOU HOME AGAIN.
  • 00:20:43.369 --> 00:20:43.970
  • WANTING YOU HOME AGAIN.THANK YOU FOR WATCHING
  • 00:20:43.970 --> 00:20:45.305
  • THANK YOU FOR WATCHING"THE DIFFERENCE."
  • 00:20:45.305 --> 00:20:47.507
  • "THE DIFFERENCE."♪ MUSIC ♪
  • 00:20:47.507 --> 00:20:48.908
  • ♪ MUSIC ♪THE LIFE OF A CHILD IS PRECIOUS
  • 00:20:48.908 --> 00:20:49.909
  • THE LIFE OF A CHILD IS PRECIOUSIN GOD'S EYES.
  • 00:20:49.909 --> 00:20:50.743
  • IN GOD'S EYES.AND THE GIFT OF LIFE
  • 00:20:50.743 --> 00:20:51.911
  • AND THE GIFT OF LIFEIS SOMETHING YOU CAN BECOME
  • 00:20:51.911 --> 00:20:53.146
  • IS SOMETHING YOU CAN BECOMEA PART OF TODAY.
  • 00:20:53.146 --> 00:20:54.247
  • A PART OF TODAY.THE SANCTUARY OF HOPE
  • 00:20:54.247 --> 00:20:56.015
  • THE SANCTUARY OF HOPEIS A ONE-OF-A-KIND SAFE HAVEN
  • 00:20:56.015 --> 00:20:57.250
  • IS A ONE-OF-A-KIND SAFE HAVENTHAT PROVIDES A LOVING,
  • 00:20:57.250 --> 00:20:58.151
  • THAT PROVIDES A LOVING,SAFE ENVIRONMENT
  • 00:20:58.151 --> 00:20:59.285
  • SAFE ENVIRONMENTWHERE BOTH BABY AND MOTHER
  • 00:20:59.285 --> 00:21:00.553
  • WHERE BOTH BABY AND MOTHERCAN RECEIVE THE EDUCATION,
  • 00:21:00.553 --> 00:21:01.321
  • CAN RECEIVE THE EDUCATION,CARE AND HOPE
  • 00:21:01.321 --> 00:21:02.655
  • CARE AND HOPETHEY DESPERATELY NEED.
  • 00:21:02.655 --> 00:21:03.790
  • THEY DESPERATELY NEED.YOUR MONTHLY GIFT WILL PROVIDE
  • 00:21:03.790 --> 00:21:05.058
  • YOUR MONTHLY GIFT WILL PROVIDETHE OPPORTUNITY TO CHANGE
  • 00:21:05.058 --> 00:21:06.659
  • THE OPPORTUNITY TO CHANGETHE LIFE OF A CHILD AND MOTHER
  • 00:21:06.659 --> 00:21:08.127
  • THE LIFE OF A CHILD AND MOTHERBY BECOMING A LEGACY PARTNER
  • 00:21:08.127 --> 00:21:08.861
  • BY BECOMING A LEGACY PARTNERTODAY.
  • 00:21:08.861 --> 00:21:09.996
  • TODAY.WHEN YOU PARTNER WITH US,
  • 00:21:09.996 --> 00:21:12.065
  • WHEN YOU PARTNER WITH US,OUR LEGACY BECOMES YOUR LEGACY.
  • 00:21:12.065 --> 00:21:13.433
  • OUR LEGACY BECOMES YOUR LEGACY.CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SCREEN
  • 00:21:13.433 --> 00:21:16.669
  • CALL THE NUMBER ON THE SCREENOR GO TO JHM.ORG/PARTNER.
  • 00:21:16.669 --> 00:21:18.271
  • OR GO TO JHM.ORG/PARTNER.YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN EXPLORE
  • 00:21:18.271 --> 00:21:19.439
  • YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN EXPLOREISRAEL WITH PASTOR MATT,
  • 00:21:19.439 --> 00:21:20.673
  • ISRAEL WITH PASTOR MATT,KENDAL, AND THEIR CHILDREN
  • 00:21:20.673 --> 00:21:23.109
  • KENDAL, AND THEIR CHILDRENON THE 2021 ISRAEL FAMILY TRIP.
  • 00:21:23.109 --> 00:21:24.110
  • ON THE 2021 ISRAEL FAMILY TRIP.THIS ISN'T YOUR TYPICAL
  • 00:21:24.110 --> 00:21:24.944
  • THIS ISN'T YOUR TYPICALPILGRIMAGE.
  • 00:21:24.944 --> 00:21:26.346
  • PILGRIMAGE.THIS FUN AND EXCITING TRIP
  • 00:21:26.346 --> 00:21:27.780
  • THIS FUN AND EXCITING TRIPIS DESIGNED FOR FAMILIES.
  • 00:21:27.780 --> 00:21:28.715
  • IS DESIGNED FOR FAMILIES.MORE THAN JUST VISITING
  • 00:21:28.715 --> 00:21:30.049
  • MORE THAN JUST VISITINGHISTORICAL PLACES,
  • 00:21:30.049 --> 00:21:31.150
  • HISTORICAL PLACES,PAST WILL MEET PRESENT,
  • 00:21:31.150 --> 00:21:32.785
  • PAST WILL MEET PRESENT,AS YOU SAIL ACROSS THE SEA
  • 00:21:32.785 --> 00:21:33.753
  • AS YOU SAIL ACROSS THE SEAOF GALILEE.
  • 00:21:33.753 --> 00:21:35.488
  • OF GALILEE.DISCOVER ANCIENT ANTIQUITIES
  • 00:21:35.488 --> 00:21:37.357
  • DISCOVER ANCIENT ANTIQUITIESWHILE ON AN ARCHEOLOGICAL DIG.
  • 00:21:37.357 --> 00:21:38.858
  • WHILE ON AN ARCHEOLOGICAL DIG.RECREATE THE DAY-TO-DAY LIFE
  • 00:21:38.858 --> 00:21:40.493
  • RECREATE THE DAY-TO-DAY LIFEOF AN ANCIENT BIBLICAL VILLAGE,
  • 00:21:40.493 --> 00:21:41.728
  • OF AN ANCIENT BIBLICAL VILLAGE,INCLUDING HERDING SHEEP
  • 00:21:41.728 --> 00:21:42.962
  • INCLUDING HERDING SHEEPAND MAKING CHEESE.
  • 00:21:42.962 --> 00:21:43.996
  • AND MAKING CHEESE.FLOAT ON THE DEAD SEA,
  • 00:21:43.996 --> 00:21:45.565
  • FLOAT ON THE DEAD SEA,AND SWIM IN THE MEDITERRANEAN.
  • 00:21:45.565 --> 00:21:46.265
  • AND SWIM IN THE MEDITERRANEAN.TAKE COMMUNION
  • 00:21:46.265 --> 00:21:47.100
  • TAKE COMMUNIONAT THE GARDEN TOMB
  • 00:21:47.100 --> 00:21:47.967
  • AT THE GARDEN TOMBAND BE BAPTIZED
  • 00:21:47.967 --> 00:21:49.202
  • AND BE BAPTIZEDIN THE JORDAN RIVER.
  • 00:21:49.202 --> 00:21:50.436
  • IN THE JORDAN RIVER.WHETHER YOU'RE RIDING ATV'S
  • 00:21:50.436 --> 00:21:51.471
  • WHETHER YOU'RE RIDING ATV'SACROSS THE DESERT
  • 00:21:51.471 --> 00:21:52.872
  • ACROSS THE DESERTOR TAKING PART IN A CAMEL
  • 00:21:52.872 --> 00:21:53.840
  • OR TAKING PART IN A CAMELCARAVAN,
  • 00:21:53.840 --> 00:21:55.108
  • CARAVAN,THIS IS THE PERFECT WAY
  • 00:21:55.108 --> 00:21:57.110
  • THIS IS THE PERFECT WAYTO BRING THE BIBLE TO LIFE
  • 00:21:57.110 --> 00:21:58.778
  • TO BRING THE BIBLE TO LIFEFOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.
  • 00:21:58.778 --> 00:21:59.946
  • FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.SPACE IS LIMITED,
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  • SPACE IS LIMITED,SO CALL OR GO TO JHM.ORG
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  • SO CALL OR GO TO JHM.ORGFOR MORE INFORMATION
  • 00:22:04.784 --> 00:22:06.119
  • FOR MORE INFORMATIONAND RESERVE YOUR SPOT
  • 00:22:06.119 --> 00:22:07.887
  • AND RESERVE YOUR SPOTON THIS ONE-OF-A-KIND TOUR
  • 00:22:07.887 --> 00:22:09.188
  • ON THIS ONE-OF-A-KIND TOURTODAY.
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  • TODAY.♪ MUSIC ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♪AND WELCOME TO THE KITCHEN SET
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  • AND WELCOME TO THE KITCHEN SETHERE ON "THE DIFFERENCE."
  • 00:22:17.830 --> 00:22:19.132
  • HERE ON "THE DIFFERENCE."TODAY KENDAL AND I ARE GOING
  • 00:22:19.132 --> 00:22:20.466
  • TODAY KENDAL AND I ARE GOINGTO GIVE YOU A GLIMPSE OF SOME
  • 00:22:20.466 --> 00:22:21.300
  • TO GIVE YOU A GLIMPSE OF SOMEOF THE THINGS THAT WE DO
  • 00:22:21.300 --> 00:22:22.235
  • OF THE THINGS THAT WE DOIN OUR HOUSE.
  • 00:22:22.235 --> 00:22:22.869
  • IN OUR HOUSE.IF YOU FOLLOWED US
  • 00:22:22.869 --> 00:22:24.137
  • IF YOU FOLLOWED USON SOCIAL MEDIA OR INSTAGRAM,
  • 00:22:24.137 --> 00:22:25.037
  • ON SOCIAL MEDIA OR INSTAGRAM,YOU KNOW THAT WE LOVE
  • 00:22:25.037 --> 00:22:25.938
  • YOU KNOW THAT WE LOVETHE OUTDOORS.
  • 00:22:25.938 --> 00:22:27.507
  • THE OUTDOORS.YOU KNOW THAT WE LOVE TO HUNT.
  • 00:22:27.507 --> 00:22:28.341
  • YOU KNOW THAT WE LOVE TO HUNT.AND ONE OF THE QUESTIONS
  • 00:22:28.341 --> 00:22:30.042
  • AND ONE OF THE QUESTIONSTHAT WE OFTEN GET ASKED IS,
  • 00:22:30.042 --> 00:22:31.644
  • THAT WE OFTEN GET ASKED IS,"WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE DEER
  • 00:22:31.644 --> 00:22:32.845
  • "WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THE DEERTHAT YOU HARVEST?"
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  • THAT YOU HARVEST?"FIRST AND FOREMOST,
  • 00:22:33.646 --> 00:22:35.148
  • FIRST AND FOREMOST,I WANT TO LET INDIVIDUALS KNOW
  • 00:22:35.148 --> 00:22:36.082
  • I WANT TO LET INDIVIDUALS KNOWTHAT WHENEVER WE HAVE
  • 00:22:36.082 --> 00:22:37.216
  • THAT WHENEVER WE HAVETHE PRIVILEGE TO HARVEST
  • 00:22:37.216 --> 00:22:37.817
  • THE PRIVILEGE TO HARVESTAN ANIMAL,
  • 00:22:37.817 --> 00:22:38.751
  • AN ANIMAL,WE CONSIDER THAT TO BE
  • 00:22:38.751 --> 00:22:40.586
  • WE CONSIDER THAT TO BESOMETHING THAT GOD GAVE US
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  • SOMETHING THAT GOD GAVE USTHE RIGHT TO DO.
  • 00:22:41.721 --> 00:22:42.688
  • THE RIGHT TO DO.IN THE BOOK OF GENESIS,
  • 00:22:42.688 --> 00:22:44.056
  • IN THE BOOK OF GENESIS,IT VERY CLEARLY ESTABLISHES
  • 00:22:44.056 --> 00:22:45.291
  • IT VERY CLEARLY ESTABLISHESTHAT HE CREATED THE EARTH,
  • 00:22:45.291 --> 00:22:46.192
  • THAT HE CREATED THE EARTH,AND HE GAVE US DOMINION
  • 00:22:46.192 --> 00:22:47.126
  • AND HE GAVE US DOMINIONOVER IT,
  • 00:22:47.126 --> 00:22:48.161
  • OVER IT,AND HE GAVE US ALL
  • 00:22:48.161 --> 00:22:49.061
  • AND HE GAVE US ALLOF THE THINGS THAT THE EARTH
  • 00:22:49.061 --> 00:22:49.962
  • OF THE THINGS THAT THE EARTHCREATES,
  • 00:22:49.962 --> 00:22:51.063
  • CREATES,AS OUR SUSTENANCE.
  • 00:22:51.063 --> 00:22:51.731
  • AS OUR SUSTENANCE.ONE OF THE THINGS
  • 00:22:51.731 --> 00:22:52.999
  • ONE OF THE THINGSWE'RE INTERESTED IN IS FEEDING
  • 00:22:52.999 --> 00:22:54.467
  • WE'RE INTERESTED IN IS FEEDINGOUR FAMILY HEALTHY SOURCES
  • 00:22:54.467 --> 00:22:55.268
  • OUR FAMILY HEALTHY SOURCESOF PROTEIN.
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  • OF PROTEIN.AND KENDAL,
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  • AND KENDAL,ONE OF THE THINGS THAT YOU KNOW
  • 00:22:57.036 --> 00:22:58.971
  • ONE OF THE THINGS THAT YOU KNOWFROM YOUR TIME IN HEALTH CARE
  • 00:22:58.971 --> 00:23:00.139
  • FROM YOUR TIME IN HEALTH CAREWORKING AS A NURSE IS THAT
  • 00:23:00.139 --> 00:23:01.407
  • WORKING AS A NURSE IS THATWHAT YOU EAT HAS A LOT TO DO
  • 00:23:01.407 --> 00:23:02.041
  • WHAT YOU EAT HAS A LOT TO DOWITH YOUR HEALTH.
  • 00:23:02.041 --> 00:23:02.675
  • WITH YOUR HEALTH.KENDAL HAGEE: YES, IT DOES.
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: YES, IT DOES.AND SO VENISON,
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  • AND SO VENISON,WHEN I FOUND OUT AT FIRST,
  • 00:23:04.811 --> 00:23:05.578
  • WHEN I FOUND OUT AT FIRST,I HAVE TO TELL YOU I WAS
  • 00:23:05.578 --> 00:23:06.212
  • I HAVE TO TELL YOU I WASA LITTLE SKEPTICAL
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  • A LITTLE SKEPTICALABOUT EATING VENISON.
  • 00:23:07.346 --> 00:23:08.714
  • ABOUT EATING VENISON.I WAS LIKE, "WHAT?
  • 00:23:08.714 --> 00:23:09.615
  • I WAS LIKE, "WHAT?EATING VENISON?
  • 00:23:09.615 --> 00:23:10.883
  • EATING VENISON?I WAS LIKE I'VE ALWAYS EATEN
  • 00:23:10.883 --> 00:23:11.851
  • I WAS LIKE I'VE ALWAYS EATENBEEF MY WHOLE LIFE.
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  • BEEF MY WHOLE LIFE.MATT HAGEE: YEAH,
  • 00:23:12.385 --> 00:23:13.319
  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH,BUT DID YOU THINK THAT COWS
  • 00:23:13.319 --> 00:23:14.821
  • BUT DID YOU THINK THAT COWSACTUALLY VOLUNTEERED TO GO TO
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  • ACTUALLY VOLUNTEERED TO GO TOTHE GROCERY STORE?
  • 00:23:15.321 --> 00:23:16.088
  • THE GROCERY STORE?KENDAL HAGEE: NO, BUT I JUST --
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  • KENDAL HAGEE: NO, BUT I JUST --NO, BUT I JUST DIDN'T REALLY
  • 00:23:17.490 --> 00:23:18.891
  • NO, BUT I JUST DIDN'T REALLYUNDERSTAND THE PROCESS.
  • 00:23:18.891 --> 00:23:19.926
  • UNDERSTAND THE PROCESS.BUT THEN ONCE I DID SOME
  • 00:23:19.926 --> 00:23:21.127
  • BUT THEN ONCE I DID SOMERESEARCH ON THE NUTRITIONAL
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  • RESEARCH ON THE NUTRITIONALBENEFITS OF EATING VENISON,
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  • BENEFITS OF EATING VENISON,OKAY.
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  • OKAY.YOU CAN EAT THREE OUNCES
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  • YOU CAN EAT THREE OUNCESOF BEEF
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  • OF BEEFAND IT'S LIKE 250 CALORIES.
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  • AND IT'S LIKE 250 CALORIES.YOU CAN EAT THREE OUNCES
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  • YOU CAN EAT THREE OUNCESOF VENISON
  • 00:23:29.569 --> 00:23:31.370
  • OF VENISONAND IT'S ONLY 130 CALORIES.
  • 00:23:31.370 --> 00:23:32.238
  • AND IT'S ONLY 130 CALORIES.MATT HAGEE: OR YOU CAN EAT
  • 00:23:32.238 --> 00:23:33.306
  • MATT HAGEE: OR YOU CAN EATSIX OUNCES OF VENISON
  • 00:23:33.306 --> 00:23:34.373
  • SIX OUNCES OF VENISONAND YOU STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN
  • 00:23:34.373 --> 00:23:35.374
  • AND YOU STILL HAVEN'T GOTTENOVER TWO OUNCES OF BEEF.
  • 00:23:35.374 --> 00:23:36.075
  • OVER TWO OUNCES OF BEEF.KENDAL HAGEE: SO IT'S LIKE
  • 00:23:36.075 --> 00:23:36.509
  • KENDAL HAGEE: SO IT'S LIKELESS CALORIES,
  • 00:23:36.509 --> 00:23:37.176
  • LESS CALORIES,LESS FAT,
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  • LESS FAT,DECREASED CHOLESTEROL,
  • 00:23:37.977 --> 00:23:39.011
  • DECREASED CHOLESTEROL,SO THE HEALTH BENEFITS
  • 00:23:39.011 --> 00:23:40.580
  • SO THE HEALTH BENEFITSARE AMAZING.
  • 00:23:40.580 --> 00:23:41.380
  • ARE AMAZING.MATT HAGEE: AND ONE OF
  • 00:23:41.380 --> 00:23:42.281
  • MATT HAGEE: AND ONE OFTHE THINGS THAT WE'VE BEEN ABLE
  • 00:23:42.281 --> 00:23:43.216
  • THE THINGS THAT WE'VE BEEN ABLETO DO IS WE WORK WITH
  • 00:23:43.216 --> 00:23:44.450
  • TO DO IS WE WORK WITHA LOCAL PROCESSOR HERE
  • 00:23:44.450 --> 00:23:45.551
  • A LOCAL PROCESSOR HEREIN THE SAN ANTONIO AREA,
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  • IN THE SAN ANTONIO AREA,ACTUALLY IN THE CITY OF BOERNE,
  • 00:23:46.552 --> 00:23:47.820
  • ACTUALLY IN THE CITY OF BOERNE,KLEIN'S PROCESSING.
  • 00:23:47.820 --> 00:23:49.388
  • KLEIN'S PROCESSING.AND THEY MAKE SOME WONDERFUL
  • 00:23:49.388 --> 00:23:50.556
  • AND THEY MAKE SOME WONDERFULTHINGS OUT OF THE ANIMALS
  • 00:23:50.556 --> 00:23:50.990
  • THINGS OUT OF THE ANIMALSYOU HARVEST.
  • 00:23:50.990 --> 00:23:51.657
  • YOU HARVEST.WE'RE GOING TO GIVE YOU
  • 00:23:51.657 --> 00:23:52.458
  • WE'RE GOING TO GIVE YOUTHE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE ONE
  • 00:23:52.458 --> 00:23:53.292
  • THE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE ONEOF THE RECIPES THAT YOU'VE
  • 00:23:53.292 --> 00:23:54.260
  • OF THE RECIPES THAT YOU'VEPROBABLY SEEN ME POST
  • 00:23:54.260 --> 00:23:55.962
  • PROBABLY SEEN ME POSTON MY INSTAGRAM STORIES --
  • 00:23:55.962 --> 00:23:56.562
  • ON MY INSTAGRAM STORIES --KENDAL-HAGEE: YES.
  • 00:23:56.562 --> 00:23:57.163
  • KENDAL-HAGEE: YES.MATT HAGEE: -- BECAUSE I LOVE
  • 00:23:57.163 --> 00:23:57.630
  • MATT HAGEE: -- BECAUSE I LOVETO COOK.
  • 00:23:57.630 --> 00:23:58.331
  • TO COOK.AND ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVE
  • 00:23:58.331 --> 00:23:59.899
  • AND ONE OF THE THINGS I LOVETO COOK ARE BREAKFAST TACOS.
  • 00:23:59.899 --> 00:24:01.868
  • TO COOK ARE BREAKFAST TACOS.AND THIS IS VENISON PAN
  • 00:24:01.868 --> 00:24:02.368
  • AND THIS IS VENISON PANSAUSAGE.
  • 00:24:02.368 --> 00:24:03.669
  • SAUSAGE.AND SO WHAT WE DO IS WE START
  • 00:24:03.669 --> 00:24:05.238
  • AND SO WHAT WE DO IS WE STARTWITH JUST A LITTLE BIT OF OIL.
  • 00:24:05.238 --> 00:24:06.072
  • WITH JUST A LITTLE BIT OF OIL.AND THE REASON WE START WITH
  • 00:24:06.072 --> 00:24:07.640
  • AND THE REASON WE START WITHOIL IS BECAUSE THIS MEAT IS
  • 00:24:07.640 --> 00:24:09.008
  • OIL IS BECAUSE THIS MEAT ISACTUALLY SO LEAN THAT IF YOU
  • 00:24:09.008 --> 00:24:10.343
  • ACTUALLY SO LEAN THAT IF YOUDON'T PUT SOMETHING IN THE PAN,
  • 00:24:10.343 --> 00:24:11.344
  • DON'T PUT SOMETHING IN THE PAN,IT WILL ACTUALLY STICK.
  • 00:24:11.344 --> 00:24:12.778
  • IT WILL ACTUALLY STICK.SO DARLING, IF YOU DON'T MIND.
  • 00:24:12.778 --> 00:24:13.346
  • SO DARLING, IF YOU DON'T MIND.KENDAL HAGEE: YES,
  • 00:24:13.346 --> 00:24:13.913
  • KENDAL HAGEE: YES,LET ME START DOING THIS.
  • 00:24:13.913 --> 00:24:14.580
  • LET ME START DOING THIS.MATT HAGEE: YEAH,
  • 00:24:14.580 --> 00:24:15.147
  • MATT HAGEE: YEAH,SCOOP THAT OUT OF THERE.
  • 00:24:15.147 --> 00:24:15.815
  • SCOOP THAT OUT OF THERE.KENDAL HAGEE: THIS IS WHAT
  • 00:24:15.815 --> 00:24:16.349
  • KENDAL HAGEE: THIS IS WHATWE DO AT THE HOUSE.
  • 00:24:16.349 --> 00:24:17.016
  • WE DO AT THE HOUSE.WE ACTUALLY -- I'M HIS
  • 00:24:17.016 --> 00:24:17.517
  • WE ACTUALLY -- I'M HISLITTLE SOUS CHEF.
  • 00:24:17.517 --> 00:24:18.217
  • LITTLE SOUS CHEF.MATT HAGEE: SO THIS IS
  • 00:24:18.217 --> 00:24:19.085
  • MATT HAGEE: SO THIS ISPAN SAUSAGE HERE,
  • 00:24:19.085 --> 00:24:19.986
  • PAN SAUSAGE HERE,AND YOU JUST WANT TO PUT THAT
  • 00:24:19.986 --> 00:24:20.520
  • AND YOU JUST WANT TO PUT THATIN THE PAN,
  • 00:24:20.520 --> 00:24:22.488
  • IN THE PAN,SPREAD IT OUT AND LET IT BROWN.
  • 00:24:22.488 --> 00:24:24.924
  • SPREAD IT OUT AND LET IT BROWN.AND THEN THIS HERE IS CHORIZO.
  • 00:24:24.924 --> 00:24:28.227
  • AND THEN THIS HERE IS CHORIZO.NOW, THIS IS WHAT I CALL
  • 00:24:28.227 --> 00:24:30.162
  • NOW, THIS IS WHAT I CALLGRINGO TACOS
  • 00:24:30.162 --> 00:24:31.297
  • GRINGO TACOSAND THIS IS PURO MEXICANO
  • 00:24:31.297 --> 00:24:32.031
  • AND THIS IS PURO MEXICANOTACOS.
  • 00:24:32.031 --> 00:24:33.533
  • TACOS.THIS IS WHAT YOU LIVE FOR.
  • 00:24:33.533 --> 00:24:34.200
  • THIS IS WHAT YOU LIVE FOR.KENDAL HAGEE: AND YOU'RE
  • 00:24:34.200 --> 00:24:34.867
  • KENDAL HAGEE: AND YOU'REGOING TO BE SURPRISED ON
  • 00:24:34.867 --> 00:24:35.468
  • GOING TO BE SURPRISED ONHOW WELL THAT --
  • 00:24:35.468 --> 00:24:36.402
  • HOW WELL THAT --I MEAN THAT IS AMAZING.
  • 00:24:36.402 --> 00:24:37.537
  • I MEAN THAT IS AMAZING.MATT HAGEE: THIS IS LEAN.
  • 00:24:37.537 --> 00:24:39.705
  • MATT HAGEE: THIS IS LEAN.THIS IS FLAVORFUL AND IT GIVES
  • 00:24:39.705 --> 00:24:41.073
  • THIS IS FLAVORFUL AND IT GIVESYOU AN OPPORTUNITY TO HAVE
  • 00:24:41.073 --> 00:24:42.241
  • YOU AN OPPORTUNITY TO HAVEA TASTE OF HOME WHEN IT COMES
  • 00:24:42.241 --> 00:24:44.110
  • A TASTE OF HOME WHEN IT COMESTO BREAKFAST TACOS IN MY HOUSE
  • 00:24:44.110 --> 00:24:46.679
  • TO BREAKFAST TACOS IN MY HOUSEAND REALLY ENJOY SOMETHING
  • 00:24:46.679 --> 00:24:47.847
  • AND REALLY ENJOY SOMETHINGTHAT IS HEALTHY FOR YOU.
  • 00:24:47.847 --> 00:24:49.682
  • THAT IS HEALTHY FOR YOU.SO THE SAME AS THE PAN SAUSAGE,
  • 00:24:49.682 --> 00:24:51.617
  • SO THE SAME AS THE PAN SAUSAGE,YOU PUT THE CHORIZO IN THAT PAN
  • 00:24:51.617 --> 00:24:52.051
  • YOU PUT THE CHORIZO IN THAT PANTHERE.
  • 00:24:52.051 --> 00:24:53.386
  • THERE.HERE; LET'S USE THIS SPOON.
  • 00:24:53.386 --> 00:24:54.120
  • HERE; LET'S USE THIS SPOON.KENDAL HAGEE: DON'T -- DON'T,
  • 00:24:54.120 --> 00:24:55.555
  • KENDAL HAGEE: DON'T -- DON'T,DON'T MAKE -- WE GET ALL OF
  • 00:24:55.555 --> 00:24:56.455
  • DON'T MAKE -- WE GET ALL OFOUR KIDS IN THE KITCHEN
  • 00:24:56.455 --> 00:24:57.523
  • OUR KIDS IN THE KITCHENTO HELP US DO THIS.
  • 00:24:57.523 --> 00:24:59.458
  • TO HELP US DO THIS.J.W. IS OUR EGG CRACKER.
  • 00:24:59.458 --> 00:25:00.593
  • J.W. IS OUR EGG CRACKER.HANNAH IS THE ONE THAT HELPS
  • 00:25:00.593 --> 00:25:01.360
  • HANNAH IS THE ONE THAT HELPSWITH THE MEAT.
  • 00:25:01.360 --> 00:25:03.229
  • WITH THE MEAT.WE GET MADISON HELPING TO STIR.
  • 00:25:03.229 --> 00:25:04.397
  • WE GET MADISON HELPING TO STIR.BUT EVERY SATURDAY,
  • 00:25:04.397 --> 00:25:06.899
  • BUT EVERY SATURDAY,WE DO ONE HUGE SKILLET
  • 00:25:06.899 --> 00:25:08.868
  • WE DO ONE HUGE SKILLETOF CHORIZO AND THEN WE DO
  • 00:25:08.868 --> 00:25:10.336
  • OF CHORIZO AND THEN WE DOANOTHER ONE OF THE SAUSAGE.
  • 00:25:10.336 --> 00:25:11.070
  • ANOTHER ONE OF THE SAUSAGE.MATT HAGEE: AND YOU GET TO PUT
  • 00:25:11.070 --> 00:25:11.771
  • MATT HAGEE: AND YOU GET TO PUTTHEM IN THE FRIDGE AND THEN YOU
  • 00:25:11.771 --> 00:25:13.306
  • THEM IN THE FRIDGE AND THEN YOUCAN MAKE TACOS ALL WEEK LONG.
  • 00:25:13.306 --> 00:25:15.708
  • CAN MAKE TACOS ALL WEEK LONG.SO WHILE YOUR MEAT IS BROWNING,
  • 00:25:15.708 --> 00:25:17.109
  • SO WHILE YOUR MEAT IS BROWNING,YOU WANT TO GET A BOWL AND JUST
  • 00:25:17.109 --> 00:25:18.444
  • YOU WANT TO GET A BOWL AND JUSTDO A SIMPLE EGG SCRAMBLE.
  • 00:25:18.444 --> 00:25:19.378
  • DO A SIMPLE EGG SCRAMBLE.YOU KNOW IF YOU'VE BEEN
  • 00:25:19.378 --> 00:25:20.146
  • YOU KNOW IF YOU'VE BEENIN THE KITCHEN AND DONE
  • 00:25:20.146 --> 00:25:21.781
  • IN THE KITCHEN AND DONEBREAKFAST AT ANY POINT IN TIME,
  • 00:25:21.781 --> 00:25:23.149
  • BREAKFAST AT ANY POINT IN TIME,YOU'VE ACTUALLY CRACKED EGGS.
  • 00:25:23.149 --> 00:25:24.050
  • YOU'VE ACTUALLY CRACKED EGGS.YOU TAKE YOUR EGGS,
  • 00:25:24.050 --> 00:25:25.051
  • YOU TAKE YOUR EGGS,PUT THEM IN A BOIL.
  • 00:25:25.051 --> 00:25:25.985
  • PUT THEM IN A BOIL.WE LIKE TO MIX A LITTLE BIT
  • 00:25:25.985 --> 00:25:27.820
  • WE LIKE TO MIX A LITTLE BITOF MILK IN OUR EGGS.
  • 00:25:27.820 --> 00:25:28.754
  • OF MILK IN OUR EGGS.AND IN TERMS
  • 00:25:28.754 --> 00:25:30.523
  • AND IN TERMSOF THE PAN SAUSAGE,
  • 00:25:30.523 --> 00:25:31.591
  • OF THE PAN SAUSAGE,THIS IS WHERE WE WILL ADD
  • 00:25:31.591 --> 00:25:32.158
  • THIS IS WHERE WE WILL ADDA LITTLE BIT
  • 00:25:32.158 --> 00:25:32.992
  • A LITTLE BITOF EXTRA SEASONING.
  • 00:25:32.992 --> 00:25:33.659
  • OF EXTRA SEASONING.IF YOU HAVE A FAVORITE
  • 00:25:33.659 --> 00:25:34.660
  • IF YOU HAVE A FAVORITESEASONING THAT YOU LIKE,
  • 00:25:34.660 --> 00:25:35.261
  • SEASONING THAT YOU LIKE,SALT AND PEPPER
  • 00:25:35.261 --> 00:25:36.329
  • SALT AND PEPPERARE ALWAYS GOOD.
  • 00:25:36.329 --> 00:25:37.163
  • ARE ALWAYS GOOD.WE PUT THEM IN THE EGGS
  • 00:25:37.163 --> 00:25:38.965
  • WE PUT THEM IN THE EGGSAND THEN SCRAMBLE THOSE UP.
  • 00:25:38.965 --> 00:25:39.832
  • AND THEN SCRAMBLE THOSE UP.AND THEN ONCE THE MEAT
  • 00:25:39.832 --> 00:25:41.467
  • AND THEN ONCE THE MEATIS COMPLETELY BROWN,
  • 00:25:41.467 --> 00:25:43.502
  • IS COMPLETELY BROWN,YOU TAKE THE EGGS AND POUR THEM
  • 00:25:43.502 --> 00:25:45.171
  • YOU TAKE THE EGGS AND POUR THEMEVENLY OVER THE MEAT
  • 00:25:45.171 --> 00:25:46.772
  • EVENLY OVER THE MEATTHAT'S FULLY COOKED.
  • 00:25:46.772 --> 00:25:48.007
  • THAT'S FULLY COOKED.YOU GIVE THAT THE OPPORTUNITY
  • 00:25:48.007 --> 00:25:50.009
  • YOU GIVE THAT THE OPPORTUNITYTO MIX TOGETHER.
  • 00:25:50.009 --> 00:25:51.544
  • TO MIX TOGETHER.AND YOU PUT IT DOWN TO ABOUT
  • 00:25:51.544 --> 00:25:53.045
  • AND YOU PUT IT DOWN TO ABOUTA MEDIUM HEAT.
  • 00:25:53.045 --> 00:25:54.013
  • A MEDIUM HEAT.THE REASON -- LOOK AT THIS.
  • 00:25:54.013 --> 00:25:55.081
  • THE REASON -- LOOK AT THIS.SHE'S TWO-HANDING IT.
  • 00:25:55.081 --> 00:25:55.681
  • SHE'S TWO-HANDING IT.I'M PROUD OF YOU.
  • 00:25:55.681 --> 00:25:56.515
  • I'M PROUD OF YOU.I'VE NEVER SEEN THIS KIND
  • 00:25:56.515 --> 00:25:57.350
  • I'VE NEVER SEEN THIS KINDOF EFFORT.
  • 00:25:57.350 --> 00:25:57.984
  • OF EFFORT.YOU'RE DOING GREAT.
  • 00:25:57.984 --> 00:25:58.618
  • YOU'RE DOING GREAT.KENDAL HAGEE: NORMALLY,
  • 00:25:58.618 --> 00:25:59.285
  • KENDAL HAGEE: NORMALLY,I HAVE THE KIDS HELPING ME.
  • 00:25:59.285 --> 00:25:59.986
  • I HAVE THE KIDS HELPING ME.I'M LIKE, "GET OVER HERE;
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  • I'M LIKE, "GET OVER HERE;YOU DO THIS."
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  • YOU DO THIS."MATT HAGEE: YOU PUT THEM DOWN
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  • MATT HAGEE: YOU PUT THEM DOWNTO A MEDIUM TO LOW HEAT
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  • TO A MEDIUM TO LOW HEATONCE YOU PUT THE EGGS IN,
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  • ONCE YOU PUT THE EGGS IN,BECAUSE IF YOU COOK THE EGGS
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  • BECAUSE IF YOU COOK THE EGGSTOO FAST, THEY'LL BROWN.
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  • TOO FAST, THEY'LL BROWN.AND WHEN THEY BROWN,
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  • AND WHEN THEY BROWN,IT'S NOT NECESSARILY A FLAVOR
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  • IT'S NOT NECESSARILY A FLAVORPROBLEM,
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  • PROBLEM,BUT IT'S AN APPEARANCE PROBLEM.
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  • BUT IT'S AN APPEARANCE PROBLEM.YOU DON'T WANT YOUR FOOD
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  • YOU DON'T WANT YOUR FOODTO LOOK UGLY.
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  • TO LOOK UGLY.YOU WANT IT TO LOOK GOOD
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  • YOU WANT IT TO LOOK GOODWHEN YOU EAT IT.
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  • WHEN YOU EAT IT.AND SO AFTER YOU GET THE MEAT
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  • AND SO AFTER YOU GET THE MEATBROWN, YOU ADD THE EGGS IN.
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  • BROWN, YOU ADD THE EGGS IN.AND WHAT YOU WIND UP WITH IS
  • 00:26:18.938 --> 00:26:19.939
  • AND WHAT YOU WIND UP WITH ISA FINISHED PRODUCT THAT LOOKS
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  • A FINISHED PRODUCT THAT LOOKSLIKE THIS FOR THE PAN SAUSAGE
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  • LIKE THIS FOR THE PAN SAUSAGEAND EGGS.
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  • AND EGGS.AND THEN YOU HAVE THIS
  • 00:26:24.543 --> 00:26:26.178
  • AND THEN YOU HAVE THISFOR THE CHORIZO AND EGGS.
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  • FOR THE CHORIZO AND EGGS.NOW,
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  • NOW,ONE OF THE THINGS THAT WE LIKE
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  • ONE OF THE THINGS THAT WE LIKETO DO IS WE SERVE OUR PAN
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  • TO DO IS WE SERVE OUR PANSAUSAGE AND EGGS
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  • SAUSAGE AND EGGSIN FLOUR TORTILLAS.
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  • IN FLOUR TORTILLAS.AND WE SERVE OUR CHORIZO
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  • AND WE SERVE OUR CHORIZOAND EGG IN CORN TORTILLAS.
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  • AND EGG IN CORN TORTILLAS.CORN TORTILLAS IS A TRADITIONAL
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  • CORN TORTILLAS IS A TRADITIONALTORTILLA, UH, FOR YOU KNOW,
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  • TORTILLA, UH, FOR YOU KNOW,REAL SOUTH TEXAS MEXICAN FOOD.
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  • REAL SOUTH TEXAS MEXICAN FOOD.AND IT REALLY GOES WELL WITH
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  • AND IT REALLY GOES WELL WITHCHORIZO AND EGGS,
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  • CHORIZO AND EGGS,ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S A HOMEMADE
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  • ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S A HOMEMADECORN TORTILLA.
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  • CORN TORTILLA.PACKETED CORN, NOT SO MUCH,
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  • PACKETED CORN, NOT SO MUCH,BUT HOMEMADE CORN IS RIGHT ON.
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  • BUT HOMEMADE CORN IS RIGHT ON.AND IF YOU'D LIKE MORE
  • 00:26:51.671 --> 00:26:52.538
  • AND IF YOU'D LIKE MOREINFORMATION ABOUT
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  • INFORMATION ABOUTTHIS BREAKFAST RECIPE
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  • THIS BREAKFAST RECIPEMADE WITH VENISON
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  • MADE WITH VENISONTHAT WE HARVESTED
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  • THAT WE HARVESTEDBY GOD'S GRACE,
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  • BY GOD'S GRACE,YOU CAN GO TO MATT
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  • YOU CAN GO TO MATTAND KENDAL HAGEE FACEBOOK,
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  • AND KENDAL HAGEE FACEBOOK,AND WE'LL BE GLAD TO SHARE
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  • AND WE'LL BE GLAD TO SHAREWITH YOU MORE SECRETS
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  • WITH YOU MORE SECRETSFROM OUR KITCHEN IN OUR HOME
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  • FROM OUR KITCHEN IN OUR HOMETO YOURS.
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  • TO YOURS.♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪MATT HAGEE: KENDAL AND I
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  • MATT HAGEE: KENDAL AND IWANT TO THANK ROB KOKE
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  • WANT TO THANK ROB KOKEAND HIS DAUGHTER, DANIELLE,
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  • AND HIS DAUGHTER, DANIELLE,FOR BEING OUR GUESTS TODAY
  • 00:27:12.024 --> 00:27:13.492
  • FOR BEING OUR GUESTS TODAYAND SHARING THEIR STORY
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  • AND SHARING THEIR STORYOF ENCOURAGEMENT.
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  • OF ENCOURAGEMENT.WE ALSO WANT EACH
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  • WE ALSO WANT EACHAND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO KNOW
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  • AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO KNOWTHAT THERE IS A HOPE
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  • THAT THERE IS A HOPEAND HIS NAME IS JESUS.
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  • AND HIS NAME IS JESUS.HE IS THE DIFFERENCE MAKER
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  • HE IS THE DIFFERENCE MAKERIN YOUR LIFE.
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  • IN YOUR LIFE.GOD BLESS YOU.
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  • GOD BLESS YOU.WE'LL SEE YOU SOON.
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