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The Abba Who Nutures Like A Mother Part 2

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March 4, 2018
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Hope Generation with Ben Courson

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The Abba Who Nutures Like A Mother Part 2

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  • - DID YOU KNOW THAT SCIENTISTS ARE NOW TELLING US
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  • THAT THERE IS LIGHT IN EVERY SQUARE INCH OF THE UNIVERSE.
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  • NOW LIGHT IS MADE UP OF ENERGY QUANTA, CALLED PHOTONS.
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  • AND THERE ARE APPROXIMATELY FOUR MILLION PHOTONS
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  • PER SQUARE METER.
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  • 96% OF THE UNIVERSE IS UNKNOWABLE,
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  • MADE UP OF DARK ENERGY, BLACK MATTER AND BLACK HOLES.
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  • AND YET, EVEN IN THE PLACES THAT APPEAR TO BE THE DARKEST,
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  • SCIENTISTS TELL US LIGHT IS THERE.
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  • PHOTONS ARE ALL BUT OMNIPRESENT.
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  • NO WONDER THE APOSTLE JOHN SAID "GOD IS LIGHT.
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  • "AND IN HIM THERE IS NO DARKNESS AT ALL."
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  • THE APOSTLE JAMES SAYS THAT
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  • "OUR GOD IS THE FATHER OF LIGHTS,
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  • "IN WHOM IS NO SHADOW OF TURNING."
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  • LIKE LIGHT, GOD IS EVERYWHERE.
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  • DAVID SAID "WHERE CAN I FLEE FROM YOUR PRESENCE, OH LORD?
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  • "IF I ASCEND UP TO THE HEAVENS OR DWELL IN SHIELD.
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  • "IF I TAKE THE WINGS OF THE MORNING
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  • "OR GO TO THE UTTERMOST DEEPS OF THE SEA,
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  • "BEHOLD THOU ART THERE."
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  • SO TO ASK THE QUESTION WHERE IS GOD
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  • IS LIKE ASKING WHAT SHAPE IS YELLOW.
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  • GOD IS EVERYWHERE, EVEN IN THE PLACES THAT APPEAR TO BE
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  • THE DARKEST IN YOUR LIFE.
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  • WHEN YOU'RE GOING THROUGH THE DARK DAY OF DESPAIR,
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  • AND THE DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL,
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  • WHEN YOU'RE SWIMMING THROUGH THE STICKS
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  • AND TREKKING THROUGH TOPHET
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  • AND VENTURING TO THE VALLEY OF THE SHADOW OF DEATH,
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  • GOD IS THERE.
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  • GOD DOES NOT ISOLATE FROM YOUR DARKNESS,
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  • HE INFILTRATES YOUR DARKNESS.
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • THE SPEED OF LIGHT
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  • IS THE ONE STABLE ELEMENT IN ALL OF EXISTENCE.
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  • SO TOO, DAVID SAID, IN PSALM 27,
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  • "YOU ARE MY LIGHT, WHOM SHALL I FEAR."
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  • GOD IS THE ONE STABLE ELEMENT IN YOUR CHAOTIC WORLD.
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  • THE BIBLE SAYS HE IS THE SAME YESTERDAY, TODAY AND FOREVER.
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  • THE ONLY THING NEW ABOUT GOD ARE HIS MERCIES.
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  • HIS MERCIES ARE NEW EVERY MORNING, BUT GOD HIMSELF,
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  • LIKE THE SPEED OF LIGHT, IS STABLE.
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  • SO JUST AS GOD IS LIKE THE SPEED OF LIGHT IN PHOTONS,
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  • IN THAT HE'S EVERYWHERE AND ALWAYS STABLE,
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  • SO TOO WE ARE TO BE HIS LIGHTS TO THIS GENERATION.
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  • IN PHILIPPIANS 2:15, PAUL SAYS, "WE SHINE AS LIGHTS
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  • "IN A WICKED AND PERVERSE GENERATION."
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  • NOW THAT WORD THAT PAUL USED FOR LIGHTS
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  • IS THE WORD PHOSTERES IN GREEK.
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  • THAT'S THE SAME WORD THE AUTHOR OF GENESIS USES
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  • IN THE SEPTUAGINT WHEN HE WRITES
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  • THAT GOD PUT THE SUN, MOON AND STARS UP IN SPACE.
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  • PHOSTERES.
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  • SO JUST AS THE DARKER THE HEAVENS ARE IN THE SKY,
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  • THE MORE THE STARS,
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  • THE PHOSTERES CAN POP,
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  • SO TOO GOD FROM THE HEAVENS LOOKS DOWN AT EARTH
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  • AND SEES THE DARKER OUR WORLD IS,
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  • THE MORE WE, HIS PHOSTERES GET A POP
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  • AGAINST THE PERVERSITY.
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  • SO LET'S STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW DARK THE WORLD IS.
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  • AND LET'S START USING THE DARKNESS AS A BACKDROP
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  • AGAINST WHICH TO SHINE ALL THE BRIGHTER
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  • FOR THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.
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  • 80% OF THE BIBLE IS EITHER POETRY OR A STORY.
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  • AND THIS POETIC STORY OF GOD'S LOVE
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  • FROM GENESIS TO REVELATION, IS A LOVE LETTER
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  • IN WHICH HE ADDRESSES THE HARDEST QUESTIONS
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  • THAT MAKE US QUESTION HIS LOVE.
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  • AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.
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  • ZION ASKS, ZION STANDS FOR JERUSALEM,
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  • HAS THE LORD FORSAKEN ME, HAS THE LORD FORGOTTEN ME?
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  • I'M BEN COURSON, AND YOU'RE WATCHING HOPE GENERATION.
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  • AND YOU JUST TOOK IN A SCENE FROM OUR PREVIOUS EPISODE.
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  • TODAY'S MESSAGE IS ENTITLED
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  • THE ABBA WHO NURTURES LIKE A MOTHER.
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  • MY HEART FOR US IS THAT WE WOULD UNDERSTAND
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  • THAT GOD IS NOT A MAN, HE IS NOT A WOMAN,
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  • RATHER HE IS EL SHADDAI.
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  • PSALM 90 CALLS HIM THE MOST HIGH, IT CALLS HIM EL SHADDAI.
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  • PSALM 90, 91 YOU CAN READ THIS.
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  • THE WORD EL IS A MASCULINE FORM.
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  • THE WORD SHADDAI IS A FEMININE FORM.
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  • SO GOD IS BOTH MASCULINE AND HE HAS A FEMININE SIDE.
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  • HE IS BOTH SO STRONG HE CAN LIFT ISLANDS AS THOUGH
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  • THEY WERE A LITTLE THING.
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  • HE'S NOT AN IRON CURLER, HE'S AN ISLAND CURLER.
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  • THAT'S WHAT ISAIAH SAID.
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  • BUT HE'S ALSO LIKE A MOTHER HEN, JESUS SAID.
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  • LIKE A MOTHER HEN GATHERING HIS CHICKS.
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  • SO HE HAS THE PERFECT FULLNESS
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  • OF BOTH SIDES OF THE MASCULINE AND FEMININE SPECTRUM.
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  • SO IT'S NOT JUST GOD OUR FATHER,
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  • BUT POETICALLY THE MOTHERHOOD OF GOD IS JUST AS BEAUTIFUL.
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  • AND A MOTHER REALLY EXEMPLIFIES WHAT GOD LOOKS LIKE,
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  • BECAUSE LISTEN TO THIS, WHEN A MOTHER GIVES BIRTH,
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  • IT'S BEAUTIFUL BUT IT AIN'T PRETTY.
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  • [ALL LAUGHING]
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  • LIKE BRINGING HUMANS INTO THE WORLD
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  • IS NOT NICE, NEAT RIGHT ANGLES.
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  • IT'S A BEAUTIFUL CONCEPT,
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  • BUT WHEN YOU'RE IN THE HOSPITAL ROOM
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  • AND HONESTLY I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A HOSPITAL ROOM,
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  • EXCEPT FOR WHEN I, MYSELF WAS BORN,
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  • BUT LIKE IT'S REALLY BLOODY FROM WHAT I CAN TELL.
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  • AND WHAT A WOMAN DOES IS SHE EXPOSES HERSELF
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  • IN HALF NAKEDNESS AND THROUGH LABOR PAINS
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  • IS LITERALLY BREAKING HER BODY, OPENING HER BODY
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  • TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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  • AND AS MY FRIENDS LIKE TO SAY
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  • WHENEVER WE NEED TO LEAVE SOMEWHERE,
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  • I THINK PETER, YOU MIGHT HAVE TOLD ME THIS,
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  • "LET'S MAKE LIKE A BABY AND HEAD OUT."
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  • BUT ANYWAYS, WAS THAT YOU OR NO?
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  • THE THING IS, SHE LITERALLY BREAKS OPEN HER BODY
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  • TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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  • THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU.
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  • ISN'T THAT WHAT JESUS DID ON THE CROSS?
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  • THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU AS HE LABORED
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  • IN PAIN ON THE CROSS TO GIVE SECOND BIRTH
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  • THAT WE MIGHT BE BORN AGAIN.
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  • [CONGREGATION APPLAUDS]
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  • THIS IS MY BODY, BROKEN FOR YOU.
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  • NOW LISTEN TO THE 2ND PART.
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  • THEN, SHE GIVES BIRTH TO THIS CHILD,
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  • BREAKING APART HER BODY TO GIVE BIRTH TO HER CHILD.
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  • LISTEN TO THE 2ND PART.
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  • THE NEXT THING THE BABY DOES, WHAT DOES IT DO
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  • RIGHT WHEN HE GETS OUT OF THE WOMB?
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  • CRIES, HE CRIES.
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  • AND WHAT DOES THE MOTHER DO?
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  • SHE DOESN'T SAY OH YOU'RE HUNGRY?
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  • LET ME GET YOU SOME TACO BELL.
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  • I'VE NEVER SEEN THAT HAPPEN.
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  • SHE DOESN'T SAY OH YOU'RE HUNGRY,
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  • LET ME GO TO THE STORE AND GET YOU SOME MILK.
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  • SHE SAYS YOU'RE HUNGRY, TAKE, EAT, THIS IS MY BODY.
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  • EAT FROM MY BODY, NOT I WILL PROVIDE FOR YOU A FOOD SOURCE.
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  • SHE SAYS I AM THE FOOD SOURCE.
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  • AS THE BABY FEEDS MILK FROM ITS MOTHER.
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  • JESUS DOESN'T SAY LET ME SHOW YOU THE WAY,
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  • HE SAYS "I AM THE WAY."
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  • HE DIDN'T SAY LET ME GIVE YOU BREAD FROM HEAVEN,
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  • HE SAYS "I AM THE BREAD OF LIFE.
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  • "TAKE, EAT, THIS IS MY BODY.
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  • "IF YOU'VE SEEN ME YOU'VE SEEN THE FATHER,
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  • "BUT IF YOU'VE SEEN ME YOU'VE ALSO SEEN THE MOTHERHOOD
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  • "OF THE FULL NATURE OF THE GODHEAD."
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  • NOW LISTEN TO THIS, THEN, THE MOTHER TAKES THE BABY HOME
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  • AND WHAT DOES THE BABY DO THE FIRST NIGHT?
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  • KEEPS THE MOM UP.
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  • THE HOLY ONE OF ISRAEL
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  • NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS. [LAUGHS]
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  • IF THAT'S NOT A VERSE ABOUT MOTHERS, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IS.
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  • DOESN'T SLEEP.
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  • WHY, BECAUSE SHE IS SO ATTUNED TO THE CRIES OF HER CHILD.
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  • SHE NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS.
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  • AT NIGHT SOMETIMES YOU'RE CRYING
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  • AND YOU MAKE YOUR BED FLOAT IN TEARS AS DAVID DID.
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  • BUT IF YOU CAN'T SLEEP, STOP COUNTING SHEEP,
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  • START TALKING TO THE SHEPHERD.
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  • BECAUSE HE NEITHER SLUMBERS NOR SLEEPS,
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  • HE'S UP ALL NIGHT ATTUNED TO THE CRIES OF THE CREATED.
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  • SO GOD SAYS "I'M LIKE A NURSING MOTHER.
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  • "I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU
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  • "AND I OFFER THE COMFORT OF MYSELF."
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  • AND I LOVE THIS, WHEN A BABY CRIES, THE MOM UNDERSTANDS IT.
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  • LIKE MY NEPHEW EVERETT, HE'S JUST THE CUTEST KID EVER.
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  • HE IS JUST A RASCAL.
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  • THERE'S NO OTHER WAY TO DESCRIBE HIM.
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  • HE IS A RASCAL.
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  • HE HAS BLONDE HAIR AND IT STICKS OUT IN THE BACK
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  • AND HE LOOK EXACTLY LIKE DENNIS THE MENACE.
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  • I HAVE MORE FUN WITH EVERETT THAN LIKE,
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  • I JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH HIM.
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  • BUT WHEN EVERETT TALKS,
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  • I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE'S SAYING.
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  • AND THEN MARY AND SHAE, THEY'LL LISTEN TO EVERETT
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  • AND THEY'RE LIKE OH YEAH, THIS IS WHAT HE SAID.
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  • I JUST HEAR THIS LIKE GARBLED WORD THAT SOUNDS LIKE GREEK.
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  • THEY'RE LIKE OH YEAH, HE WANTS HIS BUZZ LIGHTYEAR TOY.
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  • I'M LIKE HOW DID YOU GET THAT FROM THAT SENTENCE?
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  • HE JUST WANT I WANT BUZZ LIGHTYEAR?
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  • I THOUGHT HE SAID SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
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  • BUT THE MOTHER, EVEN JUST WHEN, BUZZ. BUZZ.
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  • WHAT IS HE TALKING ABOUT?
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  • OH HE WANTS BUZZ, HE WANTS TO WATCH TOY STORY AGAIN.
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  • NO I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE CRIES OF EVERETT OR REL,
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  • JUST AH! BUT THE PARENTS DO.
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  • THE PARENTS CAN TRANSLATE THE CRIES.
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  • LISTEN, ROMAN 8 SAYS, THE HOLY SPIRIT PRAYS THROUGH US
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  • WITH GROANINGS THAT CANNOT BE UTTERED.
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  • SO SOMETIMES WE GO THROUGH SUCH HORRID THINGS
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  • THAT WE CANNOT DEPICT OUR GRIEF
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  • THROUGH MERE VERBIAGE OR WORDS AND WE'RE JUST LIKE [CRIES].
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  • GOD ALL I CAN SAY IS [CRIES].
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  • GOD'S LIKE OH I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED.
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  • COME TO ME, LET ME FEED YOU.
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  • - WOMAN IN CONGREGATION: AW.
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  • [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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  • - I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE OF THAT RESPONSE JUST NOW,
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  • BUT I'M GONNA KEEP GOING.
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  • I LOVE IT, I LOVE THIS GROUP.
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  • [CRIES]
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  • I GOT IN A LONGBOARDING ACCIDENT THE OTHER DAY,
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  • AND SOME OF YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS,
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  • IT WAS LIKE THREE WEEKS AGO.
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  • I BOMBED A HILL IN THE DARK
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  • WITH NOTHING BUT AN iPHONE FLASHLIGHT.
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  • IT WAS AFTER I TAUGHT MONDAY NIGHT.
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  • ME AND THE MONDAY NIGHT GROUP,
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  • WE WENT UP TO THIS HILL, AND BOMBED A HILL.
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  • I HAD NOTHING BUT E.D.M. MUSIC PLAYING
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  • AND AN iPHONE FLASHLIGHT IN THE DARK AND I BOMBED A HILL.
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  • MY FRIEND SAID "DON'T DO IT."
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  • WHICH OF COURSE MADE ME WANT TO.
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  • I BOMBED THE HILL IN THE DARK
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  • AND I WAS HEADING STRAIGHT TOWARD A CAR.
  • 00:11:19.190 --> 00:11:21.250
  • AND I DIDN'T REALIZE THAT THAT CAR WAS MY OWN.
  • 00:11:21.280 --> 00:11:24.030
  • IT WAS SO DARK I COULDN'T EVEN SEE.
  • 00:11:24.060 --> 00:11:25.210
  • I JUST SAW THERE WAS AN OBJECT PARKED AT THE BOTTOM.
  • 00:11:25.240 --> 00:11:28.280
  • SO I COULDN'T SEE WHERE I WAS GOING.
  • 00:11:29.010 --> 00:11:30.020
  • I GOT THE SPEED WOBBLES AND AT THE LAST SECOND,
  • 00:11:30.050 --> 00:11:32.060
  • I TRIED TO HARD TURN TO THE RIGHT.
  • 00:11:32.090 --> 00:11:34.070
  • AND WHEN I WAS SPEED WOBBLING AND TURNING IN TO THE RIGHT,
  • 00:11:34.100 --> 00:11:36.080
  • LITERALLY I REMEMBER THIS SO VIVIDLY,
  • 00:11:36.110 --> 00:11:38.290
  • ONE WORD WENT THROUGH MY MIND. SHOOT.
  • 00:11:39.020 --> 00:11:42.150
  • [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
  • 00:11:42.180 --> 00:11:44.170
  • IF YOU'VE LONGBOARDED YOU KNOW THAT MOMENT
  • 00:11:44.200 --> 00:11:46.040
  • WHEN YOUR SPEED WOBBLES ARE SO OUT OF CONTROL
  • 00:11:46.070 --> 00:11:47.190
  • THAT YOU'RE JUST LIKE DENZEL WASHINGTON, IT'S OVER.
  • 00:11:47.220 --> 00:11:51.070
  • GAME OVER.
  • 00:11:51.100 --> 00:11:53.000
  • AND I CRASHED AND TORE MY AC
  • 00:11:53.030 --> 00:11:55.120
  • AND THAT'S WHY I WAS PREACHING IN A SLING FOR LIKE A WEEK.
  • 00:11:55.150 --> 00:11:57.100
  • BUT ANYWAYS, AFTER THAT ALL I COULD DO WAS,
  • 00:11:57.130 --> 00:12:01.210
  • MY FRIENDS WERE THERE AND ALL I COULD JUST DO IS.
  • 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:04.070
  • [GROANING]
  • 00:12:04.100 --> 00:12:06.250
  • AND THEY'RE LIKE "WE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED,
  • 00:12:06.280 --> 00:12:08.030
  • "WE'RE GOING TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM."
  • 00:12:08.060 --> 00:12:10.000
  • AND GOD IS A FRIEND THAT STICKS CLOSER THAN A BROTHER
  • 00:12:11.030 --> 00:12:13.120
  • AND LIKE A MOTHER HE KNOWS WHEN YOU JUST START [GROANING].
  • 00:12:13.150 --> 00:12:17.000
  • GROANING, HE'S LIKE OH I KNOW
  • 00:12:17.030 --> 00:12:17.250
  • EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:12:17.280 --> 00:12:19.220
  • AND SOMETIMES WE DON'T PRAY BECAUSE WE CAN'T FIND THE WORDS.
  • 00:12:19.250 --> 00:12:22.140
  • I SAY MY PRAYER TIMES AREN'T AS RICH AS THEY USED TO BE,
  • 00:12:22.170 --> 00:12:24.250
  • 'CAUSE I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS.
  • 00:12:24.280 --> 00:12:26.000
  • JESUS SAID "YOU'RE NOT HEARD FOR YOUR MUCH SPEAKING."
  • 00:12:26.030 --> 00:12:27.280
  • THE BIBLE SAYS CRY OUT TO GOD.
  • 00:12:28.010 --> 00:12:29.280
  • SOMETIMES YOU DON'T HAVE THE WORDS, THAT'S OKAY,
  • 00:12:30.010 --> 00:12:32.030
  • JUST GO GOD [YELLS].
  • 00:12:32.060 --> 00:12:33.180
  • GOD'S LIKE PERFECT.
  • 00:12:35.290 --> 00:12:37.160
  • I GOTCHA.
  • 00:12:37.190 --> 00:12:38.140
  • WHEN REL STARTS CRYING, MARY'S LIKE I GOTCHA.
  • 00:12:39.100 --> 00:12:41.210
  • I GOT YOU.
  • 00:12:41.240 --> 00:12:42.190
  • AND ACTUALLY THERE ARE POLYNESIAN TRIBES
  • 00:12:44.040 --> 00:12:45.270
  • THAT DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF.
  • 00:12:46.000 --> 00:12:48.230
  • AND SO WHEN THEIR LOVED ONES DIE
  • 00:12:48.260 --> 00:12:50.100
  • IN SOME THESE POLYNESIAN TRIBES,
  • 00:12:50.130 --> 00:12:51.230
  • THE CLOSEST WORD THEY HAVE TO GRIEF IS THE WORD FATIGUE.
  • 00:12:51.260 --> 00:12:54.240
  • AND SO WHEN SOMEBODY DIES THEY SAY I FEEL FATIGUE.
  • 00:12:54.270 --> 00:12:57.250
  • AND THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD TO ARTICULATE WHAT GRIEF IS.
  • 00:12:59.030 --> 00:13:02.110
  • AND SOCIOLOGISTS AND PSYCHOLOGISTS TELL US
  • 00:13:03.060 --> 00:13:05.180
  • THAT WHEN A NATIVE GROUP OF PEOPLE
  • 00:13:05.210 --> 00:13:07.080
  • DO NOT HAVE A LABEL FOR A CERTAIN EMOTION,
  • 00:13:07.110 --> 00:13:09.120
  • THEY CANNOT BE CONSCIOUS OF SAID EMOTION,
  • 00:13:09.150 --> 00:13:12.020
  • BECAUSE CONSCIOUSNESS AND LABELS
  • 00:13:12.050 --> 00:13:13.250
  • ARE INEXTRICABLY INTERTWINED ON A CELLULAR, VISCERAL LEVEL.
  • 00:13:13.280 --> 00:13:17.220
  • AND SO THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF.
  • 00:13:17.250 --> 00:13:20.030
  • SO THEY JUST SAY I FEEL FATIGUE.
  • 00:13:20.060 --> 00:13:21.190
  • AND BY THE WAY, ALEX, YOU SEND ME THIS TEXT THE OTHER DAY
  • 00:13:21.220 --> 00:13:24.070
  • THAT I LOVE.
  • 00:13:24.100 --> 00:13:25.160
  • ALEX SENT ME THIS TEXT, LISTEN TO THIS.
  • 00:13:25.190 --> 00:13:28.020
  • "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
  • 00:13:28.050 --> 00:13:30.090
  • "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
  • 00:13:30.120 --> 00:13:33.050
  • [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
  • 00:13:33.080 --> 00:13:36.130
  • LIKE WHO TEXTS SOMETHING LIKE THAT?
  • 00:13:38.050 --> 00:13:39.170
  • THAT IS AWESOME!
  • 00:13:39.200 --> 00:13:40.210
  • IT WAS SO GOOD.
  • 00:13:41.170 --> 00:13:42.130
  • HE JUST TEXTS ME THIS.
  • 00:13:42.160 --> 00:13:43.210
  • IF EVERYBODY SENT TEXTS LIKE THIS,
  • 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:45.140
  • I WOULD LIKE THE STATISTIC THAT WE LOOK AT OUR PHONE
  • 00:13:45.170 --> 00:13:47.180
  • AND PULL IT OUT ONCE EVERY SIX MINUTES,
  • 00:13:47.210 --> 00:13:49.090
  • AND LOOK AT OUR PHONE 150 TIMES A DAY
  • 00:13:49.120 --> 00:13:51.120
  • AND RELEASE DOPAMINE LOOPS IN OUR BRAINS,
  • 00:13:51.150 --> 00:13:53.180
  • WHICH IS WHY OUR CRANIAL PACKAGE
  • 00:13:53.210 --> 00:13:55.020
  • IS SO ADDICTED TO SOCIAL MEDIA.
  • 00:13:55.050 --> 00:13:57.050
  • BUT IF WE GOT TEXTS LIKE THAT EVERY DAY,
  • 00:13:57.080 --> 00:13:58.180
  • I'D BE ALL FOR IT.
  • 00:13:58.210 --> 00:13:59.210
  • "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
  • 00:14:00.260 --> 00:14:02.030
  • "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
  • 00:14:02.060 --> 00:14:03.140
  • THESE POLYNESIAN TRIBES,
  • 00:14:03.170 --> 00:14:04.130
  • THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR GRIEF,
  • 00:14:04.160 --> 00:14:05.250
  • THEY ONLY CAN USE THE WORD FATIGUE,
  • 00:14:05.280 --> 00:14:07.170
  • WHICH IS THE CLOSEST THING
  • 00:14:07.200 --> 00:14:08.240
  • THAT'S AKIN TO THAT ORIGINAL VERBIAGE.
  • 00:14:08.270 --> 00:14:11.100
  • AND MY POINT IS, THAT I'M TRYING TO MAKE
  • 00:14:11.130 --> 00:14:13.050
  • IS THAT SOMETIMES WE DON'T HAVE WORDS, WE DON'T HAVE LABELS,
  • 00:14:13.080 --> 00:14:15.240
  • THAT'S OKAY.
  • 00:14:15.270 --> 00:14:16.290
  • JUST GROAN, THE SPIRIT PRAYS THROUGH THOSE GROANS.
  • 00:14:17.020 --> 00:14:19.170
  • IN FACT THE SPIRIT IS SO CLOSE TO GOD HE IS GOD.
  • 00:14:20.210 --> 00:14:23.070
  • GOD UNDERSTANDS THIS LANGUAGE SO MUCH
  • 00:14:23.100 --> 00:14:25.000
  • THAT HE'S LIKE I'M LISTENING TO MYSELF THROUGH YOU.
  • 00:14:25.030 --> 00:14:27.200
  • DID YOU CATCH THAT?
  • 00:14:29.060 --> 00:14:30.130
  • AND PSALM 56 SAYS ALL OUR TEARS ARE IN HIS BOTTLE.
  • 00:14:32.090 --> 00:14:36.140
  • ALL OF OUR TEARS ARE IN HIS BOTTLE,
  • 00:14:36.170 --> 00:14:38.200
  • THEY ARE ALL IN HIS BOOK.
  • 00:14:38.230 --> 00:14:39.260
  • SOMETIMES THE MOST ELOQUENT PRAYERS YOU CAN EVER PRAY
  • 00:14:39.290 --> 00:14:43.000
  • ARE TEARS, THAT'S IT.
  • 00:14:43.030 --> 00:14:45.030
  • JUST HE COLLECTS 'EM IN HIS BOTTLE.
  • 00:14:45.060 --> 00:14:46.070
  • HE'S LIKE OOOH I LOVE THOSE.
  • 00:14:46.100 --> 00:14:47.230
  • THOSE PRAYERS ARE SO GOOD
  • 00:14:47.260 --> 00:14:48.290
  • I GOTTA COLLECT THOSE PRAYERS IN MY BOTTLE.
  • 00:14:49.020 --> 00:14:51.160
  • TEARS ARE SOME OF THE MOST PRECIOUS PRAYERS TO GOD.
  • 00:14:51.190 --> 00:14:54.050
  • AND SO, DO NOT FEEL SAD FOR YOUR TEARS
  • 00:14:55.290 --> 00:14:58.190
  • AS ROCKS NEVER REGRET THE WATERFALLS.
  • 00:14:58.220 --> 00:15:01.160
  • [CONGREGATION RELUCTANTLY CLAPS]
  • 00:15:07.220 --> 00:15:11.140
  • THIS JUST MAKES ME SO FROTHY RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:15:11.170 --> 00:15:13.200
  • DO NOT FEEL SAD FOR YOUR TEARS
  • 00:15:16.090 --> 00:15:17.210
  • AS ROCKS NEVER REGRET THE WATERFALLS.
  • 00:15:17.240 --> 00:15:20.130
  • THE FATHER WILL NEVER CAUSE HIS CHILD
  • 00:15:20.160 --> 00:15:22.150
  • THE NEEDLESS TEAR, EVER.
  • 00:15:22.180 --> 00:15:24.260
  • THE BIBLE SAYS IF YOU SOW IN TEARS, YOU WILL REAP IN JOY.
  • 00:15:24.290 --> 00:15:27.190
  • THE BIBLE SAYS WEEPING MAY ENDURE FOR THE NIGHT
  • 00:15:27.220 --> 00:15:29.280
  • BUT JOY COMES IN THE MORNING.
  • 00:15:30.010 --> 00:15:31.030
  • GOD WILL NEVER DO ANYTHING TO YOU.
  • 00:15:31.060 --> 00:15:33.080
  • WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO YOU?
  • 00:15:33.110 --> 00:15:34.090
  • IT'S NOT GOD.
  • 00:15:34.120 --> 00:15:35.240
  • WHAT GOD'S DOING IS HE'S DOING THINGS FOR YOU
  • 00:15:35.270 --> 00:15:37.220
  • AND REDEEMING THE PAIN THAT THE ENEMY MEANT TO DESTROY YOU,
  • 00:15:37.250 --> 00:15:40.030
  • HE'LL TURN IT FOR GOOD.
  • 00:15:40.060 --> 00:15:41.170
  • BUT HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR PAIN.
  • 00:15:41.200 --> 00:15:43.160
  • HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR HURT.
  • 00:15:43.190 --> 00:15:45.070
  • HE IS NOT THE CAUSE OF YOUR SUFFERING.
  • 00:15:45.100 --> 00:15:46.290
  • HE IS GOOD.
  • 00:15:47.020 --> 00:15:48.030
  • AND WHAT HE DOES IS HE TURNS YOUR SORROW INTO JOY
  • 00:15:48.060 --> 00:15:50.150
  • THAT THE ENEMY MEANT TO DESTROY YOU,
  • 00:15:50.180 --> 00:15:52.040
  • GOD IS USING TO STRENGTHEN YOUR FAITH.
  • 00:15:52.070 --> 00:15:54.040
  • [CONGREGATION CHEERS AND APPLAUDS]
  • 00:15:54.070 --> 00:15:55.120
  • THAT'S IMPORTANT.
  • 00:15:55.150 --> 00:15:56.110
  • THE PROBLEM WITH JOB
  • 00:15:59.050 --> 00:16:00.050
  • IS HE'S LIKE WHY IS GOD DOING THIS TO ME.
  • 00:16:00.080 --> 00:16:01.220
  • AND GOD'S LIKE UH I DIDN'T.
  • 00:16:01.250 --> 00:16:03.130
  • WHO DID IT TO JOB? THE ENEMY.
  • 00:16:05.040 --> 00:16:07.170
  • SO LISTEN TO THIS. JOB -- I GOTTA GO HERE.
  • 00:16:07.200 --> 00:16:11.110
  • JOB WAS CRYING, HE WAS GROANING,
  • 00:16:11.140 --> 00:16:14.050
  • HE WAS SUFFERING AND HE WAS QUESTIONING
  • 00:16:14.080 --> 00:16:16.100
  • WHETHER GOD IS REALLY GOOD.
  • 00:16:16.130 --> 00:16:17.140
  • AND YOU REMEMBER JOB HAD ALL OF THE SABIEN RAIDERS
  • 00:16:17.170 --> 00:16:20.190
  • STEAL HIS POSSESSIONS.
  • 00:16:20.220 --> 00:16:22.050
  • HE WAS THE RICHEST AND GREATEST MAN IN THE EAST.
  • 00:16:22.080 --> 00:16:24.170
  • WHAT LEBRON IS TO THE EASTERN CONFERENCE,
  • 00:16:24.200 --> 00:16:26.190
  • AND STEPH IS TO THE WEST, LEBRON WAS TO THE EASTERN WORLD.
  • 00:16:26.220 --> 00:16:30.080
  • HE WAS THE GREATEST OF THE EAST.
  • 00:16:30.110 --> 00:16:31.180
  • SO RICH, THAT HE WAS LITERALLY THE RICHEST MAN
  • 00:16:31.210 --> 00:16:34.230
  • IN HIS PART OF THE WORLD.
  • 00:16:34.260 --> 00:16:36.070
  • ALL OF HIS POSSESSIONS GOT STOLEN.
  • 00:16:36.100 --> 00:16:37.270
  • AND HE WENT IN ONE DAY FROM THE RICHEST MAN IN THE WORLD
  • 00:16:38.000 --> 00:16:40.170
  • TO OVERNIGHT, THE POOREST MAN IN THE WORLD.
  • 00:16:40.200 --> 00:16:43.270
  • EVERYTHING TAKEN FROM HIM.
  • 00:16:44.000 --> 00:16:45.010
  • THEN, JOB GOT SO SICK HE HAD BOILS ON HIS SKIN,
  • 00:16:45.040 --> 00:16:49.150
  • WHICH HE HAD TO SCRAPE OFF WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY.
  • 00:16:49.180 --> 00:16:52.280
  • I CRY WHEN I GET A HEADACHE AND I DON'T HAVE TYLENOL.
  • 00:16:54.140 --> 00:16:57.120
  • JOB IS SCRAPING BOILS OFF HIS SKIN
  • 00:16:57.150 --> 00:17:00.030
  • WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY?
  • 00:17:00.060 --> 00:17:02.150
  • THEN, ALL OF JOB'S KIDS DIE.
  • 00:17:02.180 --> 00:17:05.080
  • IN A WHIRLWIND.
  • 00:17:06.090 --> 00:17:07.090
  • NOW ISN'T IT INTERESTING
  • 00:17:08.140 --> 00:17:09.170
  • THAT WHEN GOD SHOWED UP TO JOB AT THE END OF THE STORY,
  • 00:17:09.200 --> 00:17:12.250
  • WHAT DID HE SHOW UP IN?
  • 00:17:12.280 --> 00:17:14.020
  • A WHIRLWIND. WHY?
  • 00:17:14.050 --> 00:17:16.100
  • BECAUSE IN THE PLACE THAT THE ENEMY SENT A WHIRLWIND
  • 00:17:16.130 --> 00:17:18.140
  • TO KILL YOUR KIDS, THAT IS THE SAME PLACE
  • 00:17:18.170 --> 00:17:20.120
  • GOD WILL SHOW UP TO MAKE THE ENEMY PAY.
  • 00:17:20.150 --> 00:17:23.080
  • - [WOMAN] WOW, THAT IS SO COOL!
  • 00:17:23.110 --> 00:17:25.290
  • - COME ON!
  • 00:17:26.020 --> 00:17:26.270
  • - [WOMAN] WOW!
  • 00:17:30.010 --> 00:17:31.060
  • - SO IN THIS WHIRLWIND,
  • 00:17:33.070 --> 00:17:34.200
  • THE PLACE OF JOB'S GREATEST SUFFERING,
  • 00:17:35.150 --> 00:17:37.190
  • THAT'S WHERE GOD SHOWS UP TO COMFORT HIM.
  • 00:17:37.220 --> 00:17:40.110
  • NOW IT GETS CRAZIER.
  • 00:17:40.140 --> 00:17:41.210
  • IN JOB CHAPTER 10, JOB IN THE MIDST OF HIS PAIN,
  • 00:17:41.240 --> 00:17:45.250
  • IN THIS MIDST OF HIS SUFFERING,
  • 00:17:45.280 --> 00:17:47.060
  • LISTEN TO WHAT HE SAYS, THIS IS INSANE.
  • 00:17:47.090 --> 00:17:49.210
  • JOB, IN THE MIDDLE OF HIS SUFFERING,
  • 00:17:49.240 --> 00:17:51.080
  • THIS IS JOB 10, HE SAYS,
  • 00:17:51.110 --> 00:17:54.080
  • "LORD, YOU HAVE GRANTED ME FAVOR."
  • 00:17:57.280 --> 00:18:02.030
  • HOW DO YOU EVEN SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT
  • 00:18:06.020 --> 00:18:08.010
  • WHEN YOUR KIDS DIED,
  • 00:18:09.040 --> 00:18:10.040
  • YOUR WIFE SAYS CURSE GOD SO YOU DIE TOO,
  • 00:18:10.070 --> 00:18:12.250
  • YOUR POSSESSIONS ARE STOLEN FROM YOU,
  • 00:18:12.280 --> 00:18:15.160
  • AND YOU'RE SO SICK YOU'RE SCRAPING BOILS OFF YOUR SKIN
  • 00:18:15.190 --> 00:18:17.220
  • WITH A PIECE OF POTTERY.
  • 00:18:17.250 --> 00:18:19.010
  • HE SAYS, "LORD YOU HAVE GRANTED ME FAVOR.
  • 00:18:20.270 --> 00:18:24.070
  • "EVEN IF YOU SLAY ME, YET WILL I TRUST YOU.
  • 00:18:25.220 --> 00:18:28.110
  • "THE LORD GIVES, THE LORD TAKES AWAY.
  • 00:18:30.160 --> 00:18:32.110
  • "BLESSED BE THE NAME OF THE LORD.
  • 00:18:32.140 --> 00:18:34.030
  • "I WILL WAIT FOR MY CHANGE TO COME."
  • 00:18:35.290 --> 00:18:37.250
  • THESE ARE ALL QUOTES FROM JOB.
  • 00:18:37.280 --> 00:18:39.130
  • HE SAID, "THO MY FLESH BE DESTROYED,
  • 00:18:42.080 --> 00:18:44.210
  • "IN MY FLESH I SHALL SEE GOD,
  • 00:18:44.240 --> 00:18:46.210
  • "FOR BEHOLD MY REDEEMER LIVES."
  • 00:18:46.240 --> 00:18:48.140
  • JOB 10, "THOU HAS GRANTED ME FAVOR."
  • 00:18:48.170 --> 00:18:52.010
  • AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE CRAZY THING IS?
  • 00:18:53.210 --> 00:18:54.270
  • HE WAS RIGHT.
  • 00:18:55.000 --> 00:18:55.280
  • JOB HAD AN AWESOME LIFE.
  • 00:18:57.100 --> 00:19:00.290
  • CAN I TELL YOU WHY?
  • 00:19:01.020 --> 00:19:02.200
  • MOST PEOPLE THINK JOB GOT THE BAD BOOK.
  • 00:19:02.230 --> 00:19:05.130
  • LIKE I HEAR PEOPLE SAY ALL THE TIME,
  • 00:19:06.190 --> 00:19:08.210
  • IT'D BE SO AWESOME TO BE DAVID, A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWN HEART.
  • 00:19:08.240 --> 00:19:11.240
  • IT WOULD BE SO AMAZING TO BE ELIJAH,
  • 00:19:11.270 --> 00:19:14.020
  • CALLING DOWN DRAGON BALL Z LIKE FIREBALLS FROM HEAVEN.
  • 00:19:14.050 --> 00:19:16.160
  • I'VE NEVER HEARD ANYONE SAY
  • 00:19:16.190 --> 00:19:17.230
  • GOD I WANT MY LIFE TO BE LIKE JOB.
  • 00:19:17.260 --> 00:19:19.290
  • BUT JOB HAD AN INCREDIBLE LIFE. HOW SO?
  • 00:19:21.180 --> 00:19:26.000
  • COMMENTARIES TELL US THAT THOSE 40 CHAPTERS THAT DOCUMENT
  • 00:19:26.030 --> 00:19:28.280
  • JOB'S SUFFERING WAS NINE MONTHS LONG.
  • 00:19:29.010 --> 00:19:31.280
  • AND WE TAKE THE NUMEROLOGY AND CHRONOLOGY
  • 00:19:35.000 --> 00:19:37.100
  • OF THE 40 CHAPTERS OF JOB,
  • 00:19:37.130 --> 00:19:38.200
  • WHICH DICTATES MOST OF THE BOOK, AND WE THINK THAT,
  • 00:19:38.230 --> 00:19:41.170
  • WE ASSUME THAT THAT WAS JOB'S WHOLE LIFE. IT WASN'T.
  • 00:19:41.200 --> 00:19:44.290
  • IT WAS NINE MONTHS.
  • 00:19:45.020 --> 00:19:46.220
  • WHAT DOES A MOTHER DO IN NINE MONTHS?
  • 00:19:46.250 --> 00:19:49.110
  • AND GOD, LIKE A MOTHER, HE GIVES BIRTH
  • 00:19:51.280 --> 00:19:55.060
  • TO THE MOST AMAZING THINGS IN OUR LIFE,
  • 00:19:55.090 --> 00:19:56.230
  • SOMETIMES WHEN THE ENEMY'S TRYING TO DESTROY US
  • 00:19:56.260 --> 00:19:58.150
  • OVER THOSE NINE MONTHS.
  • 00:19:58.180 --> 00:20:00.040
  • AND LISTEN, IT SAYS THAT AFTER JOB
  • 00:20:00.070 --> 00:20:03.240
  • GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE, MEMBER ZECHARIAH SAYS
  • 00:20:03.270 --> 00:20:07.020
  • "TURN TO THE STRONGHOLD YOU PRISONERS OF HOPE,
  • 00:20:07.050 --> 00:20:08.260
  • "EVEN TODAY DO I DECLARE THAT I WILL RESTORE DOUBLE TO YOU."
  • 00:20:08.290 --> 00:20:11.270
  • ALTHOUGH JOB'S TROUBLE DOUBLED,
  • 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:13.100
  • HE GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE.
  • 00:20:13.130 --> 00:20:15.250
  • HE GOT TWICE AS MANY BLESSINGS AS BEFORE
  • 00:20:15.280 --> 00:20:17.180
  • BECAUSE ZECHARIAH PROPHESIED, TURN TO THE STRONGHOLDS
  • 00:20:17.210 --> 00:20:19.290
  • YOU PRISONERS OF HOPE,
  • 00:20:20.020 --> 00:20:21.090
  • "EVEN TODAY DO I DECLARE THAT I WILL RESTORE DOUBLE TO YOU."
  • 00:20:21.120 --> 00:20:23.230
  • ALTHOUGH HIS TROUBLE DOUBLED, HE GOT DOUBLE FOR HIS TROUBLE.
  • 00:20:23.260 --> 00:20:26.070
  • TWICE THE SHEEP, TWICE THE CATTLE,
  • 00:20:26.100 --> 00:20:27.190
  • TWICE THE OXEN, TWICE THE WELLS
  • 00:20:27.220 --> 00:20:29.080
  • TWICE THE STRENGTH, TWICE THE FAVOR,
  • 00:20:29.110 --> 00:20:32.020
  • TWICE THE BLESSINGS.
  • 00:20:33.170 --> 00:20:35.100
  • AND LISTEN, IT SAYS THE ONLY THING
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  • HE DIDN'T GET TWICE AS MUCH OF WAS HIS KIDS.
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  • HE GOT THE EXACT SAME NUMBER OF KIDS
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  • THAT HE HAD WHEN THEY FIRST WERE BORN
  • 00:20:41.020 --> 00:20:43.030
  • AND THEN DIED IN A WHIRLWIND. WHY?
  • 00:20:43.060 --> 00:20:45.020
  • BECAUSE JOB DIDN'T LOSE HIS FIRST KIDS,
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  • THEY JUST CHANGED ADDRESSES.
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  • TO BE ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO BE PRESENT FROM THE LORD.
  • 00:20:49.240 --> 00:20:52.200
  • TO BE ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO BE PRESENT WITH THE LORD.
  • 00:20:52.230 --> 00:20:54.240
  • SO THE FACT THAT HE LOST THAT NUMBER OF KIDS,
  • 00:20:54.270 --> 00:20:56.280
  • THEN HAD THAT EXACT SAME NUMBER OF KIDS,
  • 00:20:57.010 --> 00:20:58.270
  • MEANS THAT HE GOT TWICE THE AMOUNT OF KIDS.
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  • THEY WERE JUST IN DIFFERENT LOCATIONS.
  • 00:21:00.230 --> 00:21:02.190
  • THEN, IT SAYS JOB LIVED 140 YEARS.
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  • AND SAW HIS GREAT, GREAT GRANDCHILDREN.
  • 00:21:08.260 --> 00:21:11.000
  • AND THE PROBLEM IS WE JUDGE 140 YEARS ON NINE MONTHS.
  • 00:21:11.030 --> 00:21:15.210
  • WE JUDGE THE REST OF OUR LIFE ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
  • 00:21:15.240 --> 00:21:18.150
  • WOULD YOU TAKE NINE MONTHS OF SUFFERING
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  • FOR 140 YEARS OF AWESOMENESS?
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  • [CONGREGATION AGREES]
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  • AND, DON'T FORGET, HE LIVED AN AWESOME LIFE
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  • BEFORE THAT NINE MONTHS OF SUFFERING TOO.
  • 00:21:26.190 --> 00:21:28.200
  • AND THEN 140 YEARS AFTER.
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  • WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, IT IS A MISTAKE
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  • TO JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
  • 00:21:32.280 --> 00:21:35.190
  • WHEN YOU'RE GROANING, WHEN YOU'RE WEEPING,
  • 00:21:36.240 --> 00:21:38.020
  • WHEN YOU'RE CRYING, WHEN YOU'RE WAILING,
  • 00:21:38.050 --> 00:21:39.120
  • IT IS A MISTAKE TO JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE
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  • ON THIS CURRENT SEASON.
  • 00:21:42.270 --> 00:21:43.290
  • CAN I SPEAK FROM MY HEART ON THIS?
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  • A YEAR AND ONE MONTH AGO,
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  • I WAS SO HEARTBROKEN OVER A SITUATION IN MY LIFE,
  • 00:21:50.070 --> 00:21:54.000
  • I WAS SO DEPRESSED THAT I LITERALLY WANTED TO DIE.
  • 00:21:54.030 --> 00:21:57.130
  • I DIDN'T TELL PEOPLE BUT I WOULD SIT IN MY HOUSE
  • 00:21:57.160 --> 00:22:00.220
  • AND I WOULD LOOK AT MY WALLS AND I WANTED TO DIE.
  • 00:22:00.250 --> 00:22:03.280
  • I LITERALLY JUST WANTED TO DIE.
  • 00:22:04.010 --> 00:22:05.180
  • AND I THOUGHT I WILL NEVER HAVE JOY AGAIN.
  • 00:22:06.260 --> 00:22:11.160
  • BECAUSE MY HEART WAS HURTING
  • 00:22:12.200 --> 00:22:14.180
  • AND I'M LIKE STRUGGLING WITH DEEP, DEEP, DEEP DESPAIR,
  • 00:22:14.210 --> 00:22:17.120
  • AND I'M LIKE I'M NEVER GONNA BE HAPPY AGAIN.
  • 00:22:17.150 --> 00:22:20.060
  • LIKE GOD, I'M JUST GONNA THROW MYSELF IN YOUR ARMS
  • 00:22:20.090 --> 00:22:23.240
  • AND I'M JUST GONNA GROAN AND CRY AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
  • 00:22:23.270 --> 00:22:27.050
  • AND WHAT HAPPENED IS, OVER A YEAR LATER,
  • 00:22:28.030 --> 00:22:31.070
  • GOD HAS RESTORED SO MUCH JOY TO ME,
  • 00:22:32.090 --> 00:22:35.210
  • GOD HAS RESTORED SO MUCH PEACE TO ME,
  • 00:22:35.240 --> 00:22:39.150
  • THAT LIKE I CAN'T WAIT TO LONGBOARD
  • 00:22:39.180 --> 00:22:41.050
  • AND LISTEN TO E.D.M. AND WORSHIP GOD
  • 00:22:41.080 --> 00:22:42.240
  • WHEN I LOOK AT THE STARS WITH WIND BLOWING IN MY FACE
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  • EVEN IF I TEAR MY ACROMIOCLAVICULAR BONE.
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  • [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
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  • DON'T JUDGE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE ON ONE SEASON.
  • 00:22:52.120 --> 00:22:55.080
  • IT'S NINE MONTHS. NINE MONTHS.
  • 00:22:55.110 --> 00:22:59.060
  • AND 140 YEARS AFTER,
  • 00:22:59.090 --> 00:23:00.210
  • YOU'RE GONNA SUCK THE MORROW OUT OF LIFE.
  • 00:23:00.240 --> 00:23:02.260
  • TO USE THE MOTHER ANALOGY.
  • 00:23:02.290 --> 00:23:04.110
  • AND YOU'RE GONNA LTD, LIVE THE DREAM.
  • 00:23:04.140 --> 00:23:06.210
  • ARE YOU TRACKING WITH ME, 'CAUSE, THIS IS HUGE STUFF.
  • 00:23:08.130 --> 00:23:13.050
  • [CONGREGATION APPLAUDS]
  • 00:23:13.080 --> 00:23:15.290
  • GOD DIDN'T JUST BRING JOB OUT.
  • 00:23:16.020 --> 00:23:17.250
  • HE MADE THE ENEMY PAY.
  • 00:23:17.280 --> 00:23:19.270
  • AND WE SEE THIS ALSO SO VIVIDLY IN THE LIFE OF JESUS.
  • 00:23:21.020 --> 00:23:24.070
  • YOU REMEMBER, OKAY HERE'S THE DEAL,
  • 00:23:24.100 --> 00:23:26.200
  • YOU CAN'T SEE HOPE RIGHT NOW, SOME OF YOU.
  • 00:23:27.200 --> 00:23:29.160
  • SOME OF YOU CAME TO CHURCH TODAY
  • 00:23:29.190 --> 00:23:30.210
  • AND YOU'RE LIKE I LITERALLY CANNOT SEE HOPE ANYWHERE.
  • 00:23:30.240 --> 00:23:33.190
  • I CAN'T SEE HOW THIS IS GONNA WORK OUT.
  • 00:23:33.220 --> 00:23:35.130
  • THE BIBLE IS ALWAYS SPEAKING AGAINST YOUR SENSES
  • 00:23:35.160 --> 00:23:38.060
  • AND IT'S ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT I SHOULD LIVE BY FAITH.
  • 00:23:38.090 --> 00:23:40.120
  • WE DO NOT WALK BY SIGHT, WE WALK BY FAITH.
  • 00:23:40.150 --> 00:23:42.290
  • ROMANS 5 SAYS HOPE THAT IS SEEN IS NOT HOPE. WHY?
  • 00:23:43.020 --> 00:23:46.120
  • BECAUSE WHAT YOU SEE ISN'T REAL. SO MUCH OF THE TIME.
  • 00:23:46.150 --> 00:23:49.270
  • AND WHAT YOU CANNOT SEE IS REAL.
  • 00:23:50.000 --> 00:23:52.000
  • NOW I'M NOT JUST TALKING SPIRITUALITY,
  • 00:23:52.030 --> 00:23:53.270
  • I'M TALKING SCIENTIFICALLY. LISTEN, DID YOU KNOW
  • 00:23:54.000 --> 00:23:57.050
  • THAT A LOTTA THE THINGS YOU SEE AREN'T REAL?
  • 00:23:57.080 --> 00:23:59.070
  • FOR EXAMPLE, COLORS DON'T EXIST.
  • 00:23:59.100 --> 00:24:02.000
  • SCIENTISTS ARE NOW CLAIMING
  • 00:24:02.030 --> 00:24:03.220
  • AND SCIENTISTS NOW HAVE DEVELOPED A THEORY
  • 00:24:03.250 --> 00:24:06.190
  • THAT IS DICTATING AND DECREEING
  • 00:24:06.220 --> 00:24:08.090
  • THAT COLORS HAVE NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE.
  • 00:24:08.120 --> 00:24:11.050
  • THERE IS NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO PINK.
  • 00:24:11.080 --> 00:24:13.090
  • THERE IS NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO BLUE.
  • 00:24:13.120 --> 00:24:15.290
  • COLORS ARE NOTHING MORE THAN A PLAY OF ENERGY QUANTA
  • 00:24:16.020 --> 00:24:18.220
  • CALLED PHOTONS, DURING UV RAYS ON YOUR CORNEAL RETINA,
  • 00:24:18.250 --> 00:24:22.260
  • BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN AN ILLUSION ON YOUR EYESIGHT.
  • 00:24:22.290 --> 00:24:25.130
  • THAT'S WHY IF YOU GO INTO A DARK ROOM, THERE ARE NO COLORS.
  • 00:24:25.160 --> 00:24:28.150
  • WHY?
  • 00:24:28.180 --> 00:24:29.160
  • BECAUSE COLORS AND LIGHT ARE THE SAME THING.
  • 00:24:29.190 --> 00:24:31.080
  • UV RAYS IN THE ENERGY QUANTA OF PHOTONS THAT IS LIGHT,
  • 00:24:31.110 --> 00:24:34.210
  • FOUR MILLIONS PHOTONS PER SQUARE METER
  • 00:24:34.240 --> 00:24:37.120
  • ARE JUST PLAYING ON YOUR CORNEAL RETINA
  • 00:24:37.150 --> 00:24:39.050
  • AND CRANIAL PACKAGE TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE
  • 00:24:39.080 --> 00:24:41.070
  • THAT YOU'RE SEEING COLORS.
  • 00:24:41.100 --> 00:24:42.090
  • BUT THERE'S NO OBJECTIVE EXISTENCE TO BLUE.
  • 00:24:42.120 --> 00:24:44.130
  • IT'S JUST A TRICK OF THE LIGHT.
  • 00:24:44.160 --> 00:24:46.020
  • THAT'S WHY IN THE DARK YOU CAN'T SEE COLORS,
  • 00:24:46.050 --> 00:24:48.070
  • 'CAUSE THEY DON'T EXIST.
  • 00:24:48.100 --> 00:24:49.180
  • LISTEN TO THIS.
  • 00:24:51.070 --> 00:24:52.220
  • GRAVITY,
  • 00:24:52.250 --> 00:24:53.200
  • OR ACTUALLY I'M GONNA HOLD OFF ON GRAVITY FOR A SECOND
  • 00:24:55.110 --> 00:24:57.150
  • 'CAUSE HERE'S ANOTHER ONE.
  • 00:24:57.180 --> 00:24:59.170
  • YOUR CHAIR. YOU'RE LIKE, OH, MY CHAIR EXISTS.
  • 00:25:00.160 --> 00:25:02.060
  • MY CHAIR IS SOLID.
  • 00:25:02.090 --> 00:25:03.140
  • MY CHAIR IS SOLID, I'M SITTING ON IT,
  • 00:25:03.170 --> 00:25:05.050
  • IT'S JUST SO SOLID, I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT
  • 00:25:05.080 --> 00:25:07.200
  • FALLING THROUGH IT. IT LOOKS REALLY SOLID. BUT IT'S NOT.
  • 00:25:07.230 --> 00:25:11.240
  • YOUR CHAIR IS MADE UP OF PROTONS, NEUTRONS, ELECTRONS,
  • 00:25:11.270 --> 00:25:14.290
  • WHICH MAKE UP AN ATOM AND DON'T TRUST ADAMS,
  • 00:25:15.020 --> 00:25:16.290
  • THEY MAKE UP EVERYTHING.
  • 00:25:17.020 --> 00:25:18.160
  • [CONGREGATION LAUGHS]
  • 00:25:19.290 --> 00:25:22.010
  • YOU'LL GET IT ON YOUR WAY HOME.
  • 00:25:22.040 --> 00:25:24.120
  • YOU'RE LIKE NO, I GET IT NOW I JUST DON'T THINK IT'S FUNNY.
  • 00:25:24.150 --> 00:25:25.250
  • OKAY SO ATOMS MAKE UP EVERYTHING.
  • 00:25:25.280 --> 00:25:29.240
  • AND AN ATOM IS JUST A SNOW FLURRY OF PARTICLES,
  • 00:25:29.270 --> 00:25:33.010
  • PROTONS, NEUTRONS, ELECTRONS
  • 00:25:33.040 --> 00:25:34.200
  • AND 150 OTHER SUBATOMIC PARTICLES,
  • 00:25:34.230 --> 00:25:37.020
  • MUONS, QUARKS, THE HIGGS BOSON, ET CETERA,
  • 00:25:37.050 --> 00:25:40.070
  • THAT ARE MOVING AS SUCH RAPID RATES,
  • 00:25:40.100 --> 00:25:41.240
  • SOME OF THESE PARTICLES DO 47.000 LAPS
  • 00:25:41.270 --> 00:25:44.000
  • AROUND A FOUR MILE TUNNEL IN ONE SECOND.
  • 00:25:44.030 --> 00:25:45.290
  • AND THEY'RE MOVING AT SUCH INTENSE SPEEDS
  • 00:25:46.020 --> 00:25:48.040
  • THAT WE THINK IT'S SOLID, BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN
  • 00:25:48.070 --> 00:25:50.060
  • A SNOW FLURRY OF QUANTUM MECHANICS, QUANTUM ENTANGLEMENT,
  • 00:25:50.090 --> 00:25:53.030
  • QUANTUM COMMUNICATION, AND THESE SPEEDS ARE SO RAPID
  • 00:25:53.060 --> 00:25:56.110
  • THAT THEY LOOK SOLID.
  • 00:25:56.140 --> 00:25:57.180
  • BUT IT'S NOTHING MORE THAN A SNOW FLURRY OF PARTICLES.
  • 00:25:57.210 --> 00:26:00.240
  • WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS, YOUR CHAIR IS NOT SOLID.
  • 00:26:02.010 --> 00:26:05.040
  • IT LOOKS SOLID BUT YOUR EYE IS DECEIVING YOU.
  • 00:26:05.070 --> 00:26:08.020
  • LET'S TAKE IN AN UPCOMING SCENE
  • 00:26:09.170 --> 00:26:11.100
  • FROM OUR FORTHCOMING EPISODE.
  • 00:26:11.130 --> 00:26:13.020
  • THERE'S A LOTTA THINGS WE DON'T SEE THAT ARE REAL.
  • 00:26:14.290 --> 00:26:19.040
  • AND WHEN YOU CAN'T SEE HOPE,
  • 00:26:19.070 --> 00:26:20.170
  • THAT DOESN'T MEAN IT'S NOT REAL.
  • 00:26:20.200 --> 00:26:22.030
  • PAUL SAYS IF YOU CAN SEE HOPE YOU KNOW IT'S NOT REAL.
  • 00:26:22.060 --> 00:26:24.170
  • HOPE THAT IS SEEN IS NOT HOPE.
  • 00:26:24.200 --> 00:26:26.170
  • "FATIGUE IS THE PRICE OF LEADERSHIP.
  • 00:26:28.140 --> 00:26:31.070
  • "THE WORLD IS RUN BY TIRED MEN."
  • 00:26:31.100 --> 00:26:33.260
  • EVEN YOUTHS GROW WEARY AND LACK STRENGTH,
  • 00:26:33.290 --> 00:26:36.150
  • BUT THOSE WHO WAIT UPON THE LORD,
  • 00:26:36.180 --> 00:26:38.090
  • THOSE WHO HOPE IN THE LORD WILL RENEW THEIR STRENGTH
  • 00:26:38.120 --> 00:26:41.170
  • AND RUN AND NOT GROW WEARY.
  • 00:26:41.200 --> 00:26:43.200
  • MAKE SURE YOU SET YOUR DVR FOR THIS TIME
  • 00:26:43.230 --> 00:26:45.230
  • TO TAKE IN OUR NEXT EPISODE.
  • 00:26:45.260 --> 00:26:47.260
  • I'M BEN COURSON, AND WE'LL SEE YA LATER, HOPE GENERATORS.
  • 00:26:47.290 --> 00:26:51.100
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:26:51.130 --> 00:27:01.230
  • -I CAN'T TELL YOU HOW MUCH YOUR STORIES OF HOPE HAVE IMPACTED
  • 00:27:01.260 --> 00:27:05.010
  • THE TEAM OF HOPE GENERATION TO KNOW THAT LIVES ARE BEING
  • 00:27:05.040 --> 00:27:08.080
  • CHANGED BY THE MESSAGE OF THE GOD OF HOPE.
  • 00:27:08.110 --> 00:27:11.040
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