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Jennie & Levi Lusko | The Fight to Flourish

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September 17, 2020
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The pastoral couple discuss how their greatest personal tragedy taught them how to persevere and overcome.

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Jennie & Levi Lusko | The Fight to Flourish

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  • NEXT! JENNIE AND LEVI'SFIVE-YEAR OLD DAUGHTER
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  • DIED FROM AN ASTHMA ATTACKFIVE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.
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  • - IT'S HARD. IT'S ALL HARDBUT HOLD ON TIGHT TO GOD.
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  • THAT'S REALLY WHATI THINK I WOULD SAY
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  • IS THAT WE CLUNG TIGHTLY,NOT KNOWING,
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  • NOT UNDERSTANDING WHATGOD'S UP TO, WHAT'S HAPPENING,
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  • WHY, BUT JUST HOLDING TIGHTTO A GOD WHO KNOWS ALL
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  • AND WHO LOVES USAND HAS A PLAN FOR USIN THE MIDST OF IT.
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  • Sheila: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !
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  • Sheila: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M SHEILA WALSH.
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  • Sheila: WELCOME TO LIFE TODAY !I'M SHEILA WALSH.I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISON
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  • I'M SHEILA WALSH.I'M HERE WITH RANDY ROBISONAND WE'RE REALLY GLAD THAT
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  • THIS IS A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENT
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  • THIS IS A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENTBECAUSE INSTEAD OF JUST HAVING
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  • THIS IS A LITTLE BIT DIFFERENTBECAUSE INSTEAD OF JUST HAVINGONE GUEST, WE HAVE TWO.
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  • BECAUSE INSTEAD OF JUST HAVINGONE GUEST, WE HAVE TWO.WE HAVE A HUSBAND AND WIFE
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  • ONE GUEST, WE HAVE TWO.WE HAVE A HUSBAND AND WIFETEAM OF LEVI LUSKO
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  • WE HAVE A HUSBAND AND WIFETEAM OF LEVI LUSKOAND JENNIE LUSKO.
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  • TEAM OF LEVI LUSKOAND JENNIE LUSKO.I JUST WANT TO WELCOME YOU
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  • AND JENNIE LUSKO.I JUST WANT TO WELCOME YOUBOTH TO THE SHOW.
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  • I JUST WANT TO WELCOME YOUBOTH TO THE SHOW.Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.
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  • BOTH TO THE SHOW.Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.Jennie: THANK YOU SO MUCH.
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  • Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.Jennie: THANK YOU SO MUCH.Sheila: HERE'S WHAT
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  • Jennie: THANK YOU SO MUCH.Sheila: HERE'S WHATI WANTED TO ASK.
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  • Sheila: HERE'S WHATI WANTED TO ASK.YOUR BOOK, JENNIE,
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  • I WANTED TO ASK.YOUR BOOK, JENNIE,THE FLIGHT TO FLOURISH,
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  • YOUR BOOK, JENNIE,THE FLIGHT TO FLOURISH,I WANT TO READ A LINE FROM
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  • THE FLIGHT TO FLOURISH,I WANT TO READ A LINE FROMYOUR HUSBAND'S ENDORSEMENT
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  • I WANT TO READ A LINE FROMYOUR HUSBAND'S ENDORSEMENTOF THE BOOK THAT I FOUND
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  • YOUR HUSBAND'S ENDORSEMENTOF THE BOOK THAT I FOUNDREALLY FASCINATING:
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  • OF THE BOOK THAT I FOUNDREALLY FASCINATING:"MY WIFE DIDN'T WANT
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  • REALLY FASCINATING:"MY WIFE DIDN'T WANTTO WRITE THIS BOOK.
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  • "MY WIFE DIDN'T WANTTO WRITE THIS BOOK.THE FIGHT TO FLOURISH IS
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  • TO WRITE THIS BOOK.THE FIGHT TO FLOURISH ISA TEAR AND BLOODSTAINED
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  • THE FIGHT TO FLOURISH ISA TEAR AND BLOODSTAINEDPLAYBOOK THAT HAS HELPED HER
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  • WITH GRACE AND GRIT.
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  • WITH GRACE AND GRIT.AND IT WILL HELP YOU
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  • WITH GRACE AND GRIT.AND IT WILL HELP YOUDO THE SAME."
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  • AND IT WILL HELP YOUDO THE SAME."Jennie: THANK YOU.
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  • DO THE SAME."Jennie: THANK YOU.Sheila: SO TALK TO US, JENNIE
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  • Jennie: THANK YOU.Sheila: SO TALK TO US, JENNIEABOUT...
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  • Sheila: SO TALK TO US, JENNIEABOUT...FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW
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  • ABOUT...FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOWYOUR STORY, MAYBE, WOULD YOU
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  • FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOWYOUR STORY, MAYBE, WOULD YOUTELL US WHAT HAPPENED
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  • YOUR STORY, MAYBE, WOULD YOUTELL US WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE AS A FAMILY THAT
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  • TELL US WHAT HAPPENEDIN YOUR LIFE AS A FAMILY THATTHIS BOOK IS THE FRUIT OF.
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  • IN YOUR LIFE AS A FAMILY THATTHIS BOOK IS THE FRUIT OF.Jennie: YES.
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  • THE WORSE PAIN WE'VE EVER
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  • THE WORSE PAIN WE'VE EVEREXPERIENCED WHEN
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  • EXPERIENCED WHENOUR FIVE-YEAR OLD DAUGHTER
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  • JUST SUDDENLY AND SHOCKINGLY
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  • JUST SUDDENLY AND SHOCKINGLYDIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN
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  • JUST SUDDENLY AND SHOCKINGLYDIED AND WENT TO HEAVENFIVE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.
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  • DIED AND WENT TO HEAVENFIVE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.REALLY WAS JUST SO --
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  • FIVE DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS.REALLY WAS JUST SO --IT WAS SUDDEN.
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  • REALLY WAS JUST SO --IT WAS SUDDEN.IT WASN'T LIKE SHE WAS
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  • IT WAS SUDDEN.IT WASN'T LIKE SHE WASSUFFERING FROM AN ILLNESS
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  • IT WASN'T LIKE SHE WASSUFFERING FROM AN ILLNESSOR WE WERE READY FOR IT,
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  • SUFFERING FROM AN ILLNESSOR WE WERE READY FOR IT,WE WERE GETTING READY
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  • OR WE WERE READY FOR IT,WE WERE GETTING READYFOR CHRISTMAS,
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  • WE WERE GETTING READYFOR CHRISTMAS,WRAPPING CHRISTMAS PRESENTS
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  • FOR CHRISTMAS,WRAPPING CHRISTMAS PRESENTSAND GETTING READY FOR
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  • WRAPPING CHRISTMAS PRESENTSAND GETTING READY FOROUR CHURCH,
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  • AND GETTING READY FOROUR CHURCH,WE LEAD FRESH LIFE CHURCH,
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  • OUR CHURCH,WE LEAD FRESH LIFE CHURCH,WE WERE GETTING READY
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  • WE LEAD FRESH LIFE CHURCH,WE WERE GETTING READYFOR CHRISTMAS AND THEN
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  • WE WERE GETTING READYFOR CHRISTMAS AND THENSHE'S HERE ONE MOMENT
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  • FOR CHRISTMAS AND THENSHE'S HERE ONE MOMENTAND GONE, IN HEAVEN,
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  • SHE'S HERE ONE MOMENTAND GONE, IN HEAVEN,THE NEXT MOMENT.
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  • AND GONE, IN HEAVEN,THE NEXT MOMENT.AND SO REALLY THE FOUNDATION
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  • THE NEXT MOMENT.AND SO REALLY THE FOUNDATIONOF MY BOOK IS FROM A PLACE
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  • AND SO REALLY THE FOUNDATIONOF MY BOOK IS FROM A PLACEOF PAIN AND HEARTACHE
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  • OF MY BOOK IS FROM A PLACEOF PAIN AND HEARTACHEAND STRUGGLE AND
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  • OF PAIN AND HEARTACHEAND STRUGGLE ANDFIGHTING FORWARD.
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  • AND STRUGGLE ANDFIGHTING FORWARD.I THINK WE ALL WANT
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  • FIGHTING FORWARD.I THINK WE ALL WANTTHIS FLOURISHING --
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  • I THINK WE ALL WANTTHIS FLOURISHING --THE IDEA OF FLOURISHING,
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  • THIS FLOURISHING --THE IDEA OF FLOURISHING,LIVING IN ABUNDANCE, THRIVING,
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  • THE IDEA OF FLOURISHING,LIVING IN ABUNDANCE, THRIVING,FULL LIFE -- WE WANT THAT.
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  • LIVING IN ABUNDANCE, THRIVING,FULL LIFE -- WE WANT THAT.BUT IT ALMOST FEELS LIKE
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  • FULL LIFE -- WE WANT THAT.BUT IT ALMOST FEELS LIKETHE PAIN WE WALK THROUGH
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  • BUT IT ALMOST FEELS LIKETHE PAIN WE WALK THROUGHOR THE STRUGGLES THAT WE FACE,
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  • THE PAIN WE WALK THROUGHOR THE STRUGGLES THAT WE FACE,THE GRIEF THAT WE'RE IN,
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  • OR THE STRUGGLES THAT WE FACE,THE GRIEF THAT WE'RE IN,THE HEARTACHE, THE SIN
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  • THE GRIEF THAT WE'RE IN,THE HEARTACHE, THE SINTHAT WE'RE STRUGGLING WITH,
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  • THE HEARTACHE, THE SINTHAT WE'RE STRUGGLING WITH,IT HOLDS US BACK FROM
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  • THAT WE'RE STRUGGLING WITH,IT HOLDS US BACK FROMTHAT FLOURISHING LIFE.
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  • IT HOLDS US BACK FROMTHAT FLOURISHING LIFE.BUT WHAT I FOUND AND WHAT
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  • THAT FLOURISHING LIFE.BUT WHAT I FOUND AND WHATI WRITE ABOUT IN THIS BOOK
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  • BUT WHAT I FOUND AND WHATI WRITE ABOUT IN THIS BOOKIS IT IS ACTUALLY THOSE
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  • I WRITE ABOUT IN THIS BOOKIS IT IS ACTUALLY THOSEVERY THINGS THAT HAVE
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  • IS IT IS ACTUALLY THOSEVERY THINGS THAT HAVETHE POTENTIAL AND THE
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  • VERY THINGS THAT HAVETHE POTENTIAL AND THEPOSSIBILITY OF CREATING AND
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  • THE POTENTIAL AND THEPOSSIBILITY OF CREATING ANDBEING THIS FLOURISHING LIFE
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  • POSSIBILITY OF CREATING ANDBEING THIS FLOURISHING LIFETHAT WE'RE WALKING WITH.
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  • BEING THIS FLOURISHING LIFETHAT WE'RE WALKING WITH.WE CAN HAVE PAIN AND POWER
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  • THAT WE'RE WALKING WITH.WE CAN HAVE PAIN AND POWERAT THE SAME TIME.
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  • WE CAN HAVE PAIN AND POWERAT THE SAME TIME.WE CAN GO THROUGH SUFFERING
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  • AT THE SAME TIME.WE CAN GO THROUGH SUFFERINGAND YET FIND SUCH STRENGTH
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  • WE CAN GO THROUGH SUFFERINGAND YET FIND SUCH STRENGTHAND BEAUTY.
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  • AND YET FIND SUCH STRENGTHAND BEAUTY.IT USUALLY GOES HAND IN HAND,
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  • AND BEAUTY.IT USUALLY GOES HAND IN HAND,THOSE TWO THINGS.
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  • IT USUALLY GOES HAND IN HAND,THOSE TWO THINGS.SO REALLY, OUR STORY
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  • THOSE TWO THINGS.SO REALLY, OUR STORYIS THE FOUNDATION OF IT.
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  • SO REALLY, OUR STORYIS THE FOUNDATION OF IT.LIKE MY HUSBAND SAID, LIKE,
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  • IS THE FOUNDATION OF IT.LIKE MY HUSBAND SAID, LIKE,I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE
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  • LIKE MY HUSBAND SAID, LIKE,I WISH I DIDN'T HAVETO WRITE THIS BOOK.
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  • I WISH I DIDN'T HAVETO WRITE THIS BOOK.I HONESTLY DIDN'T WANT TO.
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  • TO WRITE THIS BOOK.I HONESTLY DIDN'T WANT TO.I DIDN'T THINK THAT
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  • I HONESTLY DIDN'T WANT TO.I DIDN'T THINK THATMY VOICE OR WHAT I STRUGGLED
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  • I DIDN'T THINK THATMY VOICE OR WHAT I STRUGGLEDTHROUGH OR THE THINGS THAT
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  • MY VOICE OR WHAT I STRUGGLEDTHROUGH OR THE THINGS THATI LEARNED REALLY NEEDED
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  • THROUGH OR THE THINGS THATI LEARNED REALLY NEEDEDTO BE WRITTEN BUT GOD WAS
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  • I LEARNED REALLY NEEDEDTO BE WRITTEN BUT GOD WASSO GRACIOUS AND SO KIND
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  • TO BE WRITTEN BUT GOD WASSO GRACIOUS AND SO KINDTO REALLY LAY IT OUT BEFORE ME
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  • SO GRACIOUS AND SO KINDTO REALLY LAY IT OUT BEFORE METO BE ABLE TO WALK IN IT.
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  • TO REALLY LAY IT OUT BEFORE METO BE ABLE TO WALK IN IT.EVEN THE JOURNEY OF WRITING
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  • TO BE ABLE TO WALK IN IT.EVEN THE JOURNEY OF WRITINGTHE BOOK WAS A FIGHT FORWARD
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  • EVEN THE JOURNEY OF WRITINGTHE BOOK WAS A FIGHT FORWARDAND A FIGHT TO FLOURISH
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  • THE BOOK WAS A FIGHT FORWARDAND A FIGHT TO FLOURISHIN A SEASON THAT I'M IN
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  • AND A FIGHT TO FLOURISHIN A SEASON THAT I'M INAS A MOM OF FOUR KIDS
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  • IN A SEASON THAT I'M INAS A MOM OF FOUR KIDSAND LEADING A CHURCH.
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  • AS A MOM OF FOUR KIDSAND LEADING A CHURCH.IT'S HARD.
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  • AND LEADING A CHURCH.IT'S HARD.I'M JUST SO THANKFUL
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  • IT'S HARD.I'M JUST SO THANKFULTHAT GOD CALLS US TO DO
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  • I'M JUST SO THANKFULTHAT GOD CALLS US TO DOTHE HARD THINGS BECAUSE
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  • THAT GOD CALLS US TO DOTHE HARD THINGS BECAUSEHE CALLS US TO TRUST HIM
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  • THE HARD THINGS BECAUSEHE CALLS US TO TRUST HIMIN IT AND TO GROW IN IT.
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  • HE CALLS US TO TRUST HIMIN IT AND TO GROW IN IT.SO REALLY, THE FIGHT
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  • IN IT AND TO GROW IN IT.SO REALLY, THE FIGHTTO FLOURISH IS MY LIFE,
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  • SO REALLY, THE FIGHTTO FLOURISH IS MY LIFE,MY STORY, MY STRUGGLE.
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  • TO FLOURISH IS MY LIFE,MY STORY, MY STRUGGLE.I EVEN HAVE LIKE LITTLE
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  • MY STORY, MY STRUGGLE.I EVEN HAVE LIKE LITTLEJOURNAL ENTRIES IN THERE
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  • I EVEN HAVE LIKE LITTLEJOURNAL ENTRIES IN THEREFROM THINGS THAT
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  • JOURNAL ENTRIES IN THEREFROM THINGS THATI'VE WALKED THROUGH.
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  • Randy: LEVI AND JENNIE,
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  • Randy: LEVI AND JENNIE,YOU SAY THAT YOUR DAUGHTER,
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  • YOU SAY THAT YOUR DAUGHTER,LENYA IS IN HEAVEN
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  • LENYA IS IN HEAVENAND I BELIEVE THAT.
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  • THAT'S THE HOPE WE HOLD, AND
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  • THAT'S THE HOPE WE HOLD, ANDWE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THAT.
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  • THAT'S THE HOPE WE HOLD, ANDWE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THAT.BUT I KNOW THAT WHEN
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  • WE HAVE TO FIGHT FOR THAT.BUT I KNOW THAT WHENWE LOSE SOMEBODY LIKE THAT,
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  • BUT I KNOW THAT WHENWE LOSE SOMEBODY LIKE THAT,WE KNOW THEY'RE IN HEAVEN
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  • WE LOSE SOMEBODY LIKE THAT,WE KNOW THEY'RE IN HEAVENBUT IT FEELS LIKE
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  • WE KNOW THEY'RE IN HEAVENBUT IT FEELS LIKEWE'RE IN HELL.
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  • BUT IT FEELS LIKEWE'RE IN HELL.AND YOU'VE BEEN VERY HONEST,
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  • WE'RE IN HELL.AND YOU'VE BEEN VERY HONEST,BOTH OF YOU ABOUT
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  • AND YOU'VE BEEN VERY HONEST,BOTH OF YOU ABOUTTHE STRUGGLE, THE DARKNESS
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  • BOTH OF YOU ABOUTTHE STRUGGLE, THE DARKNESSAND THE FIGHT.
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  • THE STRUGGLE, THE DARKNESSAND THE FIGHT.JUST LET PEOPLE KNOW
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  • AND THE FIGHT.JUST LET PEOPLE KNOWBECAUSE I KNOW SOME PEOPLE,
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  • JUST LET PEOPLE KNOWBECAUSE I KNOW SOME PEOPLE,THEY LOOK AT YOU AND
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  • BECAUSE I KNOW SOME PEOPLE,THEY LOOK AT YOU ANDTHEY THINK, WELL, THEY'VE GOT
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  • THEY LOOK AT YOU ANDTHEY THINK, WELL, THEY'VE GOTSOMETHING I DON'T HAVE.
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  • THEY THINK, WELL, THEY'VE GOTSOMETHING I DON'T HAVE.BUT THE PAIN THAT PEOPLE
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  • SOMETHING I DON'T HAVE.BUT THE PAIN THAT PEOPLEARE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW,
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  • BUT THE PAIN THAT PEOPLEARE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW,WHAT CAN YOU SAY TO THEM
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  • ARE GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW,WHAT CAN YOU SAY TO THEMTO JUST COMMUNICATE HOW
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  • WHAT CAN YOU SAY TO THEMTO JUST COMMUNICATE HOWYOU GUYS, YOU'VE BEEN THERE
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  • TO JUST COMMUNICATE HOWYOU GUYS, YOU'VE BEEN THEREAND YOU'VE OVERCOME
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  • YOU GUYS, YOU'VE BEEN THEREAND YOU'VE OVERCOMEAND YOU CONTINUE OVERCOMING.
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  • AND YOU'VE OVERCOMEAND YOU CONTINUE OVERCOMING.Levi: YEAH, RANDY, I THINK
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  • AND YOU CONTINUE OVERCOMING.Levi: YEAH, RANDY, I THINKWHAT YOU GUYS EXPERIENCED
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  • Levi: YEAH, RANDY, I THINKWHAT YOU GUYS EXPERIENCEDWITH YOUR SISTER AND
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  • WHAT YOU GUYS EXPERIENCEDWITH YOUR SISTER ANDWHAT WE'VE FACED WITH
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  • WITH YOUR SISTER ANDWHAT WE'VE FACED WITHOUR DAUGHTER, EVERY ONE OF US
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  • WHAT WE'VE FACED WITHOUR DAUGHTER, EVERY ONE OF USHAVE WALKED THROUGH
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  • OUR DAUGHTER, EVERY ONE OF USHAVE WALKED THROUGHHARD THINGS.
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  • HAVE WALKED THROUGHHARD THINGS.AND I THINK WHAT'S IMPORTANT
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  • HARD THINGS.AND I THINK WHAT'S IMPORTANTTO REMEMBER IS THAT HURTING
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  • AND I THINK WHAT'S IMPORTANTTO REMEMBER IS THAT HURTINGWITH HOPE STILL HURTS.
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  • TO REMEMBER IS THAT HURTINGWITH HOPE STILL HURTS.I ALWAYS WANT
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  • WITH HOPE STILL HURTS.I ALWAYS WANTTO REMIND PEOPLE OF THAT.
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  • I ALWAYS WANTTO REMIND PEOPLE OF THAT.IT CAN ALMOST FEEL LIKE
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  • TO REMIND PEOPLE OF THAT.IT CAN ALMOST FEEL LIKEWELL, EITHER I HAVE FAITH
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  • BUT IT'S NOT SO CLEAN CUT.
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  • BUT IT'S NOT SO CLEAN CUT.YOU CAN HAVE FAITH AND
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  • YOU CAN HAVE FAITH ANDSTILL HAVE QUESTIONS.
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  • STILL HAVE QUESTIONS.YOU CAN HAVE FAITH
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  • YOU CAN HAVE FAITHAND STILL BE SAD.
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  • STILL BE VERY FRUSTRATED.
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  • STILL BE VERY FRUSTRATED.JESUS KNEW HE WAS GOING
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  • STILL BE VERY FRUSTRATED.JESUS KNEW HE WAS GOINGTO RAISE LAZARUS FROM
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  • JESUS KNEW HE WAS GOINGTO RAISE LAZARUS FROMTHE DEAD BUT STILL
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  • TO RAISE LAZARUS FROMTHE DEAD BUT STILLBROKE DOWN CRYING.
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  • THE DEAD BUT STILLBROKE DOWN CRYING.SO THAT SHOWS THAT IN
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  • BROKE DOWN CRYING.SO THAT SHOWS THAT INOUR HUMAN STATE THERE IS
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  • SO THAT SHOWS THAT INOUR HUMAN STATE THERE ISSTILL A FRAILTY OF EMOTIONS
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  • OUR HUMAN STATE THERE ISSTILL A FRAILTY OF EMOTIONSTHAT IS PERFECTLY NORMAL
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  • STILL A FRAILTY OF EMOTIONSTHAT IS PERFECTLY NORMALAND NATURAL.
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  • THAT IS PERFECTLY NORMALAND NATURAL.SO I BELIEVE MY DAUGHTER
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  • AND NATURAL.SO I BELIEVE MY DAUGHTERIS IN HEAVEN BUT THAT
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  • SO I BELIEVE MY DAUGHTERIS IN HEAVEN BUT THATDOESN'T MEAN THAT IT WASN'T
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  • IS IN HEAVEN BUT THATDOESN'T MEAN THAT IT WASN'TSOMETHING THAT HURT
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  • DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT WASN'TSOMETHING THAT HURTLIKE HELL LIKE YOU SAID.
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  • SOMETHING THAT HURTLIKE HELL LIKE YOU SAID.IT DID HURT.
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  • LIKE HELL LIKE YOU SAID.IT DID HURT.IT HURT SO BAD.
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  • IT DID HURT.IT HURT SO BAD.I THINK WHEN WE KNOW THAT
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  • IT HURT SO BAD.I THINK WHEN WE KNOW THATIT'S OKAY TO FEEL ALL
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  • I THINK WHEN WE KNOW THATIT'S OKAY TO FEEL ALLTHE HUMAN EMOTIONS AND
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  • IT'S OKAY TO FEEL ALLTHE HUMAN EMOTIONS ANDSTILL TRUST GOD, THAT IS NOT
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  • THE HUMAN EMOTIONS ANDSTILL TRUST GOD, THAT IS NOTA BETRAYAL OF GOD.
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  • STILL TRUST GOD, THAT IS NOTA BETRAYAL OF GOD.IN FACT, HE IS GLORIFIED
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  • A BETRAYAL OF GOD.IN FACT, HE IS GLORIFIEDBY US NOT REALLY EVEN KNOWING
  • 00:06:19.135 --> 00:06:20.436
  • IN FACT, HE IS GLORIFIEDBY US NOT REALLY EVEN KNOWINGWHAT TO DO BUT STILL
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  • BY US NOT REALLY EVEN KNOWINGWHAT TO DO BUT STILLTRUSTING HIM ANYWAY.
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  • WHAT TO DO BUT STILLTRUSTING HIM ANYWAY.STILL SAYING LIKE JOB,
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  • TRUSTING HIM ANYWAY.STILL SAYING LIKE JOB,I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, GOD.
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  • STILL SAYING LIKE JOB,I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, GOD.ACTUALLY, AT THE MOMENT,
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  • I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU, GOD.ACTUALLY, AT THE MOMENT,I DON'T EVEN KNOW
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  • ACTUALLY, AT THE MOMENT,I DON'T EVEN KNOWIF I LIKE YOU BUT
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  • I DON'T EVEN KNOWIF I LIKE YOU BUTI WILL WORSHIP YOU.
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  • IF I LIKE YOU BUTI WILL WORSHIP YOU.I THINK GOD IS STILL HONORED.
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  • I WILL WORSHIP YOU.I THINK GOD IS STILL HONORED.I THINK THAT'S WHERE
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  • I THINK GOD IS STILL HONORED.I THINK THAT'S WHERETHERE'S A SPACE FOR POWER
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  • Sheila: ONE OF THE THINGS
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  • Sheila: ONE OF THE THINGSI WONDERED, JENNIE BECAUSE
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  • I WONDERED, JENNIE BECAUSEYOU'RE GOING THROUGH
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  • YOU'RE GOING THROUGHTHIS DEVASTATING TRAGEDY AND
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  • THIS DEVASTATING TRAGEDY ANDYOU'RE PASTORS OF A CHURCH,
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  • FOR YOU TO ALLOW PEOPLE
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  • FOR YOU TO ALLOW PEOPLEINTO YOUR PAIN?
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  • FOR YOU TO ALLOW PEOPLEINTO YOUR PAIN?BECAUSE I KNOW SOMETIMES
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  • INTO YOUR PAIN?BECAUSE I KNOW SOMETIMESIF I'M REALLY HURTING
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  • BECAUSE I KNOW SOMETIMESIF I'M REALLY HURTINGI KIND OF WITHDRAW.
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  • IF I'M REALLY HURTINGI KIND OF WITHDRAW.I WONDER WHAT
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  • I KIND OF WITHDRAW.I WONDER WHATTHAT WAS LIKE FOR YOU?
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  • I WONDER WHATTHAT WAS LIKE FOR YOU?Jennie: ABSOLUTELY.
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  • THAT WAS LIKE FOR YOU?Jennie: ABSOLUTELY.I THINK INITIALLY
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  • Jennie: ABSOLUTELY.I THINK INITIALLYWE EXPERIENCED SUCH STRENGTH
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  • I THINK INITIALLYWE EXPERIENCED SUCH STRENGTHAND PEACE AND POWER FROM
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  • WE EXPERIENCED SUCH STRENGTHAND PEACE AND POWER FROMTHE PEOPLE AROUND US
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  • AND PEACE AND POWER FROMTHE PEOPLE AROUND USAND BEING ABLE TO LEAD PEOPLE
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  • THE PEOPLE AROUND USAND BEING ABLE TO LEAD PEOPLE-- I FEEL LIKE IN THE
  • 00:07:05.081 --> 00:07:06.315
  • AND BEING ABLE TO LEAD PEOPLE-- I FEEL LIKE IN THEINITIAL DAYS WE WERE
  • 00:07:06.315 --> 00:07:07.617
  • -- I FEEL LIKE IN THEINITIAL DAYS WE WERELIKE HOW DO WE LEAD?
  • 00:07:07.617 --> 00:07:08.985
  • INITIAL DAYS WE WERELIKE HOW DO WE LEAD?WE KNEW WE JUST HAD
  • 00:07:08.985 --> 00:07:10.686
  • LIKE HOW DO WE LEAD?WE KNEW WE JUST HADTO KEEP MOVING FORWARD.
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  • WE KNEW WE JUST HADTO KEEP MOVING FORWARD.Levi: WE ALSO TOOK TIME
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  • TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD.Levi: WE ALSO TOOK TIMETO HEAL TOO, THOUGH.
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  • Levi: WE ALSO TOOK TIMETO HEAL TOO, THOUGH.Jennie: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH!
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  • TO HEAL TOO, THOUGH.Jennie: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH!WE DID.
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  • Jennie: YEAH, YEAH, YEAH!WE DID.Levi: TOOK A COUPLE
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  • WE DID.Levi: TOOK A COUPLEOF WEEKS OFF.
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  • Levi: TOOK A COUPLEOF WEEKS OFF.Jennie: YOU TOOK A COUPLE
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  • OF WEEKS OFF.Jennie: YOU TOOK A COUPLEMONTHS OFF OR WHATEVER.
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  • Jennie: YOU TOOK A COUPLEMONTHS OFF OR WHATEVER.BUT I THINK INITIALLY
  • 00:07:22.832 --> 00:07:24.200
  • MONTHS OFF OR WHATEVER.BUT I THINK INITIALLYWE JUST REALIZED LIKE LIFE
  • 00:07:24.200 --> 00:07:25.568
  • BUT I THINK INITIALLYWE JUST REALIZED LIKE LIFEIS EVEN MORE SO, WE KNEW THIS
  • 00:07:25.568 --> 00:07:27.603
  • WE JUST REALIZED LIKE LIFEIS EVEN MORE SO, WE KNEW THISBUT WE EXPERIENCED IT
  • 00:07:27.603 --> 00:07:29.272
  • IS EVEN MORE SO, WE KNEW THISBUT WE EXPERIENCED ITTHAT OUR LIVES ARE SO SHORT.
  • 00:07:29.272 --> 00:07:30.907
  • BUT WE EXPERIENCED ITTHAT OUR LIVES ARE SO SHORT.WE DON'T KNOW
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  • THAT OUR LIVES ARE SO SHORT.WE DON'T KNOWHOW LONG WE HAVE.
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  • WE DON'T KNOWHOW LONG WE HAVE.WE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG PEOPLE
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  • HOW LONG WE HAVE.WE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG PEOPLEAROUND US HAVE
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  • WE DON'T KNOW HOW LONG PEOPLEAROUND US HAVEWHO DON'T KNOW JESUS.
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  • AROUND US HAVEWHO DON'T KNOW JESUS.SO REALLY, INITIALLY,
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  • WHO DON'T KNOW JESUS.SO REALLY, INITIALLY,THERE WAS THIS KIND OF FIGHT
  • 00:07:39.982 --> 00:07:41.817
  • SO REALLY, INITIALLY,THERE WAS THIS KIND OF FIGHTFORWARD IN THE SENSE OF
  • 00:07:41.817 --> 00:07:43.119
  • THERE WAS THIS KIND OF FIGHTFORWARD IN THE SENSE OFWE NEED TO JUST TELL PEOPLE
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  • FORWARD IN THE SENSE OFWE NEED TO JUST TELL PEOPLEABOUT JESUS.
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  • WE NEED TO JUST TELL PEOPLEABOUT JESUS.WE NEED TO TELL PEOPLE
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  • ABOUT JESUS.WE NEED TO TELL PEOPLEABOUT HEAVEN.
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  • WE NEED TO TELL PEOPLEABOUT HEAVEN.THAT'S STILL A GREAT --
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  • ABOUT HEAVEN.THAT'S STILL A GREAT --THAT'S WHAT WE DO,
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  • THAT'S STILL A GREAT --THAT'S WHAT WE DO,THAT WHO WE ARE.
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  • THAT'S WHAT WE DO,THAT WHO WE ARE.BUT THERE WAS JUST
  • 00:07:51.594 --> 00:07:53.729
  • THAT WHO WE ARE.BUT THERE WAS JUSTTHIS KIND OF ADDED LIKE...
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  • BUT THERE WAS JUSTTHIS KIND OF ADDED LIKE...WE EXPERIENCED OUR DAUGHTER
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  • THIS KIND OF ADDED LIKE...WE EXPERIENCED OUR DAUGHTERGOING TO HEAVEN AND
  • 00:07:56.999 --> 00:07:58.968
  • WE EXPERIENCED OUR DAUGHTERGOING TO HEAVEN ANDTHE NEARNESS OF HEAVEN
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  • GOING TO HEAVEN ANDTHE NEARNESS OF HEAVENAND ETERNITY ISN'T AS FAR
  • 00:08:00.703 --> 00:08:02.872
  • THE NEARNESS OF HEAVENAND ETERNITY ISN'T AS FARAS WE THINK.
  • 00:08:02.872 --> 00:08:04.206
  • AND ETERNITY ISN'T AS FARAS WE THINK.SO IT KIND OF GAVE US
  • 00:08:04.206 --> 00:08:05.474
  • AS WE THINK.SO IT KIND OF GAVE USMORE OF A FIRE
  • 00:08:05.474 --> 00:08:08.611
  • SO IT KIND OF GAVE USMORE OF A FIREJUST TO REACH PEOPLE.
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  • MORE OF A FIREJUST TO REACH PEOPLE.I THINK MAYBE NOW ON
  • 00:08:09.979 --> 00:08:11.314
  • JUST TO REACH PEOPLE.I THINK MAYBE NOW ONTHE BACK END IT WILL BE
  • 00:08:11.314 --> 00:08:12.648
  • I THINK MAYBE NOW ONTHE BACK END IT WILL BEEIGHT YEARS THIS YEAR SINCE
  • 00:08:12.648 --> 00:08:14.483
  • THE BACK END IT WILL BEEIGHT YEARS THIS YEAR SINCESHE WENT TO HEAVEN WHERE
  • 00:08:14.483 --> 00:08:16.652
  • EIGHT YEARS THIS YEAR SINCESHE WENT TO HEAVEN WHEREWE HAVE LEARNED THE BEAUTY
  • 00:08:16.652 --> 00:08:20.556
  • SHE WENT TO HEAVEN WHEREWE HAVE LEARNED THE BEAUTYOF REST AND LEANING INTO
  • 00:08:20.556 --> 00:08:22.525
  • WE HAVE LEARNED THE BEAUTYOF REST AND LEANING INTOWHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DO.
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  • OF REST AND LEANING INTOWHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DO.IT MIGHT LOOK DIFFERENT
  • 00:08:23.893 --> 00:08:25.127
  • WHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DO.IT MIGHT LOOK DIFFERENTTHAN SOMEONE ELSE LEADING
  • 00:08:25.127 --> 00:08:26.429
  • IT MIGHT LOOK DIFFERENTTHAN SOMEONE ELSE LEADINGA CHURCH BUT JUST KNOWING
  • 00:08:26.429 --> 00:08:27.730
  • THAN SOMEONE ELSE LEADINGA CHURCH BUT JUST KNOWINGTHE UNIQUE CALLING
  • 00:08:27.730 --> 00:08:29.932
  • A CHURCH BUT JUST KNOWINGTHE UNIQUE CALLINGON OUR LIVES.
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  • THE UNIQUE CALLINGON OUR LIVES.AND EVEN IN MARRIAGES,
  • 00:08:31.400 --> 00:08:33.636
  • ON OUR LIVES.AND EVEN IN MARRIAGES,YOU SEE IN STATISTICS THAT
  • 00:08:33.636 --> 00:08:35.271
  • AND EVEN IN MARRIAGES,YOU SEE IN STATISTICS THATMOST MARRIAGES WON'T LAST
  • 00:08:35.271 --> 00:08:38.507
  • YOU SEE IN STATISTICS THATMOST MARRIAGES WON'T LASTAFTER A CHILD DIES.
  • 00:08:38.507 --> 00:08:41.544
  • MOST MARRIAGES WON'T LASTAFTER A CHILD DIES.AND WE JUST HAVE FOUND THAT
  • 00:08:41.544 --> 00:08:43.412
  • AND BROUGHT OUT A BEAUTY --
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  • AND BROUGHT OUT A BEAUTY --IT'S HARD.
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  • BUT HOLD ON TIGHT TO GOD.
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  • BUT HOLD ON TIGHT TO GOD.THAT'S REALLY WHAT I WOULD SAY
  • 00:08:55.625 --> 00:08:57.460
  • BUT HOLD ON TIGHT TO GOD.THAT'S REALLY WHAT I WOULD SAYIS THAT WE JUST CLUNG TIGHTLY
  • 00:08:57.460 --> 00:08:58.861
  • THAT'S REALLY WHAT I WOULD SAYIS THAT WE JUST CLUNG TIGHTLYNOT KNOWING, NOT UNDERSTANDING
  • 00:08:58.861 --> 00:08:59.862
  • IS THAT WE JUST CLUNG TIGHTLYNOT KNOWING, NOT UNDERSTANDINGWHAT GOD IS UP TO?
  • 00:08:59.862 --> 00:09:01.564
  • NOT KNOWING, NOT UNDERSTANDINGWHAT GOD IS UP TO?WHAT'S HAPPENING? WHY?
  • 00:09:01.564 --> 00:09:02.798
  • WHAT GOD IS UP TO?WHAT'S HAPPENING? WHY?BUT JUST HOLDING TIGHT TO
  • 00:09:02.798 --> 00:09:04.867
  • WHAT'S HAPPENING? WHY?BUT JUST HOLDING TIGHT TOA GOD WHO KNOWS ALL AND
  • 00:09:04.867 --> 00:09:06.802
  • BUT JUST HOLDING TIGHT TOA GOD WHO KNOWS ALL ANDWHO LOVES US AND HAS A PLAN
  • 00:09:06.802 --> 00:09:08.904
  • A GOD WHO KNOWS ALL ANDWHO LOVES US AND HAS A PLANFOR US IN THE MIDST OF IT.
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  • WHO LOVES US AND HAS A PLANFOR US IN THE MIDST OF IT.Randy: THAT'S WHY I THINK
  • 00:09:10.272 --> 00:09:12.408
  • FOR US IN THE MIDST OF IT.Randy: THAT'S WHY I THINKYOUR BOOK IS SO APTLY TITLED
  • 00:09:12.408 --> 00:09:14.110
  • Randy: THAT'S WHY I THINKYOUR BOOK IS SO APTLY TITLEDBECAUSE WHEN YOU SAY
  • 00:09:14.110 --> 00:09:15.578
  • YOUR BOOK IS SO APTLY TITLEDBECAUSE WHEN YOU SAYTHE FIGHT TO FLOURISH ,
  • 00:09:15.578 --> 00:09:17.213
  • BECAUSE WHEN YOU SAYTHE FIGHT TO FLOURISH ,WE ALL WANT THE FLOURISH PART
  • 00:09:17.213 --> 00:09:19.215
  • THE FIGHT TO FLOURISH ,WE ALL WANT THE FLOURISH PARTBUT YOU HAD TO FIGHT.
  • 00:09:19.215 --> 00:09:20.816
  • WE ALL WANT THE FLOURISH PARTBUT YOU HAD TO FIGHT.WHAT WERE SOME OF THE THINGS
  • 00:09:20.816 --> 00:09:22.718
  • BUT YOU HAD TO FIGHT.WHAT WERE SOME OF THE THINGSYOU DISCOVERED AND CONTINUE
  • 00:09:22.718 --> 00:09:25.888
  • WHAT WERE SOME OF THE THINGSYOU DISCOVERED AND CONTINUETO DISCOVER AS YOU FIGHT?
  • 00:09:25.888 --> 00:09:26.956
  • YOU DISCOVERED AND CONTINUETO DISCOVER AS YOU FIGHT?SOME OF THEM MAY BE
  • 00:09:26.956 --> 00:09:28.758
  • TO DISCOVER AS YOU FIGHT?SOME OF THEM MAY BETHE SECRETS TO FIGHTING?
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  • SOME OF THEM MAY BETHE SECRETS TO FIGHTING?Jennie: SO GOOD.
  • 00:09:31.661 --> 00:09:33.529
  • THE SECRETS TO FIGHTING?Jennie: SO GOOD.ALL OVER THE BIBLE YOU SEE
  • 00:09:33.529 --> 00:09:37.266
  • Jennie: SO GOOD.ALL OVER THE BIBLE YOU SEEEXAMPLES OF FIGHTING.
  • 00:09:37.266 --> 00:09:39.235
  • ALL OVER THE BIBLE YOU SEEEXAMPLES OF FIGHTING.PAUL TALKS ABOUT FIGHTING
  • 00:09:39.235 --> 00:09:41.404
  • EXAMPLES OF FIGHTING.PAUL TALKS ABOUT FIGHTINGTHIS FIGHT OF FAITH.
  • 00:09:41.404 --> 00:09:43.739
  • PAUL TALKS ABOUT FIGHTINGTHIS FIGHT OF FAITH.HE COMPARES THE LIFE OF FAITH
  • 00:09:43.739 --> 00:09:47.910
  • THIS FIGHT OF FAITH.HE COMPARES THE LIFE OF FAITHTO A RUNNER WHO IS RUNNING
  • 00:09:47.910 --> 00:09:49.512
  • HE COMPARES THE LIFE OF FAITHTO A RUNNER WHO IS RUNNINGNOT JUST TO RUN,
  • 00:09:49.512 --> 00:09:50.513
  • TO A RUNNER WHO IS RUNNINGNOT JUST TO RUN,WHO LIKES TO RUN?
  • 00:09:50.513 --> 00:09:52.148
  • NOT JUST TO RUN,WHO LIKES TO RUN?I DON'T LIKE TO RUN
  • 00:09:52.148 --> 00:09:53.315
  • WHO LIKES TO RUN?I DON'T LIKE TO RUNBUT IT'S GOOD FOR
  • 00:09:53.315 --> 00:09:55.384
  • I DON'T LIKE TO RUNBUT IT'S GOOD FORYOUR BODY, SO I HEAR.
  • 00:09:55.384 --> 00:09:56.819
  • BUT IT'S GOOD FORYOUR BODY, SO I HEAR.BUT NOT JUST RUNNING TO RUN,
  • 00:09:56.819 --> 00:09:58.320
  • YOUR BODY, SO I HEAR.BUT NOT JUST RUNNING TO RUN,BUT RUNNING TO WIN.
  • 00:09:58.320 --> 00:10:00.656
  • BUT NOT JUST RUNNING TO RUN,BUT RUNNING TO WIN.AND JUST THIS ADDED EFFORT
  • 00:10:00.656 --> 00:10:02.558
  • BUT RUNNING TO WIN.AND JUST THIS ADDED EFFORTAND ADDED ON YOUR TOES,
  • 00:10:02.558 --> 00:10:04.960
  • AND JUST THIS ADDED EFFORTAND ADDED ON YOUR TOES,LEANING IN, LIKE EFFORT
  • 00:10:04.960 --> 00:10:06.962
  • AND ADDED ON YOUR TOES,LEANING IN, LIKE EFFORTAND ENERGY AND ANTICIPATION.
  • 00:10:06.962 --> 00:10:08.698
  • LEANING IN, LIKE EFFORTAND ENERGY AND ANTICIPATION.AND I THINK THAT REALLY,
  • 00:10:08.698 --> 00:10:10.666
  • AND ENERGY AND ANTICIPATION.AND I THINK THAT REALLY,GOD HAS CALLED ALL OF US,
  • 00:10:10.666 --> 00:10:11.834
  • AND I THINK THAT REALLY,GOD HAS CALLED ALL OF US,NO MATTER WHAT
  • 00:10:11.834 --> 00:10:13.035
  • GOD HAS CALLED ALL OF US,NO MATTER WHATWE'VE EXPERIENCED,
  • 00:10:13.035 --> 00:10:14.170
  • NO MATTER WHATWE'VE EXPERIENCED,NO MATTER WHAT WE'VE GONE
  • 00:10:14.170 --> 00:10:15.337
  • WE'VE EXPERIENCED,NO MATTER WHAT WE'VE GONETHROUGH, HE'S CALLED
  • 00:10:15.337 --> 00:10:16.772
  • NO MATTER WHAT WE'VE GONETHROUGH, HE'S CALLEDALL OF US TO FIGHT FORWARD.
  • 00:10:16.772 --> 00:10:18.040
  • THROUGH, HE'S CALLEDALL OF US TO FIGHT FORWARD.I THINK I'VE JUST --
  • 00:10:18.040 --> 00:10:19.308
  • ALL OF US TO FIGHT FORWARD.I THINK I'VE JUST --I LOVE BOXING.
  • 00:10:19.308 --> 00:10:22.578
  • I THINK I'VE JUST --I LOVE BOXING.I LOVE SPIN CLASS
  • 00:10:22.578 --> 00:10:23.913
  • I LOVE BOXING.I LOVE SPIN CLASSAND I FEEL LIKE
  • 00:10:23.913 --> 00:10:26.415
  • I LOVE SPIN CLASSAND I FEEL LIKETHERE IS PARALLELS TO THAT.
  • 00:10:26.415 --> 00:10:28.117
  • AND I FEEL LIKETHERE IS PARALLELS TO THAT.EVEN JUST A STANCE,
  • 00:10:28.117 --> 00:10:29.685
  • THERE IS PARALLELS TO THAT.EVEN JUST A STANCE,LIKE A BOXERS STANCE
  • 00:10:29.685 --> 00:10:31.387
  • EVEN JUST A STANCE,LIKE A BOXERS STANCEIS BENT KNEES, ON YOUR TOES,
  • 00:10:31.387 --> 00:10:32.955
  • LIKE A BOXERS STANCEIS BENT KNEES, ON YOUR TOES,GUARD UP LIKE YOU'RE READY.
  • 00:10:32.955 --> 00:10:34.290
  • IS BENT KNEES, ON YOUR TOES,GUARD UP LIKE YOU'RE READY.YOU'RE READY FOR A HIT
  • 00:10:34.290 --> 00:10:35.624
  • GUARD UP LIKE YOU'RE READY.YOU'RE READY FOR A HITCOMING TO THE SIDE
  • 00:10:35.624 --> 00:10:36.792
  • YOU'RE READY FOR A HITCOMING TO THE SIDEOF YOUR HEAD, A HIT COMING
  • 00:10:36.792 --> 00:10:38.661
  • COMING TO THE SIDEOF YOUR HEAD, A HIT COMINGTO YOUR SIDE.
  • 00:10:38.661 --> 00:10:39.862
  • OF YOUR HEAD, A HIT COMINGTO YOUR SIDE.YOU'RE JUST READY.
  • 00:10:39.862 --> 00:10:41.063
  • TO YOUR SIDE.YOU'RE JUST READY.AND I THINK THAT THAT'S
  • 00:10:41.063 --> 00:10:42.264
  • YOU'RE JUST READY.AND I THINK THAT THAT'SWHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DO
  • 00:10:42.264 --> 00:10:43.399
  • AND I THINK THAT THAT'SWHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DOIS WHEN YOU'RE NOT
  • 00:10:43.399 --> 00:10:45.468
  • WHAT GOD'S CALLED US TO DOIS WHEN YOU'RE NOTIN A SEASON OF SUFFERING,
  • 00:10:45.468 --> 00:10:47.169
  • IS WHEN YOU'RE NOTIN A SEASON OF SUFFERING,TO BE READY FOR WHAT MIGHT
  • 00:10:47.169 --> 00:10:48.504
  • IN A SEASON OF SUFFERING,TO BE READY FOR WHAT MIGHTBE AROUND THE CORNER.
  • 00:10:48.504 --> 00:10:49.705
  • TO BE READY FOR WHAT MIGHTBE AROUND THE CORNER.AND NOT THAT BEING
  • 00:10:49.705 --> 00:10:50.773
  • BE AROUND THE CORNER.AND NOT THAT BEINGA MESSAGE OF DOOM
  • 00:10:50.773 --> 00:10:51.807
  • AND NOT THAT BEINGA MESSAGE OF DOOMLIKE OH YOU'RE GOING TO GO
  • 00:10:51.807 --> 00:10:52.908
  • A MESSAGE OF DOOMLIKE OH YOU'RE GOING TO GOTHROUGH HARD STUFF.
  • 00:10:52.908 --> 00:10:54.110
  • LIKE OH YOU'RE GOING TO GOTHROUGH HARD STUFF.BUT JESUS SAID IT HIMSELF.
  • 00:10:54.110 --> 00:10:55.411
  • THROUGH HARD STUFF.BUT JESUS SAID IT HIMSELF.HE SAID, "IN THIS WORLD
  • 00:10:55.411 --> 00:10:58.080
  • BUT JESUS SAID IT HIMSELF.HE SAID, "IN THIS WORLDYOU WILL FACE TRIBULATION
  • 00:10:58.080 --> 00:10:59.348
  • HE SAID, "IN THIS WORLDYOU WILL FACE TRIBULATIONAND TROUBLE BUT BE
  • 00:10:59.348 --> 00:11:00.616
  • YOU WILL FACE TRIBULATIONAND TROUBLE BUT BEOF GOOD CHEER, I HAVE
  • 00:11:00.616 --> 00:11:02.184
  • AND TROUBLE BUT BEOF GOOD CHEER, I HAVEOVERCOME THE WORLD."
  • 00:11:02.184 --> 00:11:03.385
  • OF GOOD CHEER, I HAVEOVERCOME THE WORLD."SO KNOWING THAT WE'RE GOING
  • 00:11:03.385 --> 00:11:04.720
  • OVERCOME THE WORLD."SO KNOWING THAT WE'RE GOINGTO FACE STRUGGLES AND
  • 00:11:04.720 --> 00:11:06.055
  • SO KNOWING THAT WE'RE GOINGTO FACE STRUGGLES ANDWE'RE GOING TO FACE GRIEF.
  • 00:11:06.055 --> 00:11:07.656
  • TO FACE STRUGGLES ANDWE'RE GOING TO FACE GRIEF.GRIEF LOOKS SO DIFFERENT
  • 00:11:07.656 --> 00:11:09.191
  • WE'RE GOING TO FACE GRIEF.GRIEF LOOKS SO DIFFERENTFOR DIFFERENT PEOPLE BECAUSE
  • 00:11:09.191 --> 00:11:10.526
  • GRIEF LOOKS SO DIFFERENTFOR DIFFERENT PEOPLE BECAUSEFOR SOME PEOPLE IT IS THE LOSS
  • 00:11:10.526 --> 00:11:11.761
  • FOR DIFFERENT PEOPLE BECAUSEFOR SOME PEOPLE IT IS THE LOSSOF A RELATIONSHIP,
  • 00:11:11.761 --> 00:11:13.362
  • FOR SOME PEOPLE IT IS THE LOSSOF A RELATIONSHIP,OR ITS THE LOSS OF A MARRIAGE
  • 00:11:13.362 --> 00:11:14.764
  • OF A RELATIONSHIP,OR ITS THE LOSS OF A MARRIAGEOR IT'S THE LOSS
  • 00:11:14.764 --> 00:11:16.599
  • OR ITS THE LOSS OF A MARRIAGEOR IT'S THE LOSSOF SOMEONE WHO DID DIE
  • 00:11:16.599 --> 00:11:18.167
  • OR IT'S THE LOSSOF SOMEONE WHO DID DIEOR IT'S THE LOSS OF A DREAM,
  • 00:11:18.167 --> 00:11:19.502
  • OF SOMEONE WHO DID DIEOR IT'S THE LOSS OF A DREAM,OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT LIFE
  • 00:11:19.502 --> 00:11:20.870
  • OR IT'S THE LOSS OF A DREAM,OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT LIFEWAS GOING TO BE LIKE
  • 00:11:20.870 --> 00:11:22.772
  • OF WHAT YOU THOUGHT LIFEWAS GOING TO BE LIKEAND YOUR LIFE IS NOT
  • 00:11:22.772 --> 00:11:24.206
  • WAS GOING TO BE LIKEAND YOUR LIFE IS NOTMEASURING UP OR REACHING
  • 00:11:24.206 --> 00:11:25.608
  • AND YOUR LIFE IS NOTMEASURING UP OR REACHINGTHAT GOAL AT ALL.
  • 00:11:25.608 --> 00:11:27.009
  • MEASURING UP OR REACHINGTHAT GOAL AT ALL.SO TO BE IN A PLACE
  • 00:11:27.009 --> 00:11:29.111
  • THAT GOAL AT ALL.SO TO BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE JUST READY
  • 00:11:29.111 --> 00:11:30.479
  • SO TO BE IN A PLACEWHERE YOU'RE JUST READYAND YOU'RE GUARD IS UP
  • 00:11:30.479 --> 00:11:31.647
  • WHERE YOU'RE JUST READYAND YOU'RE GUARD IS UPAND YOU'RE READY FOR WHAT
  • 00:11:31.647 --> 00:11:32.815
  • AND YOU'RE GUARD IS UPAND YOU'RE READY FOR WHATGOD IS GOING TO TEACH YOU,
  • 00:11:32.815 --> 00:11:34.083
  • AND YOU'RE READY FOR WHATGOD IS GOING TO TEACH YOU,THAT ANTICIPATION OF WHAT
  • 00:11:34.083 --> 00:11:35.284
  • GOD IS GOING TO TEACH YOU,THAT ANTICIPATION OF WHATHE'S GOING TO SHOW YOU
  • 00:11:35.284 --> 00:11:36.552
  • THAT ANTICIPATION OF WHATHE'S GOING TO SHOW YOUIN THE MIDST OF HEARTACHE
  • 00:11:36.552 --> 00:11:37.953
  • HE'S GOING TO SHOW YOUIN THE MIDST OF HEARTACHEAND TRIALS AND GRIEF.
  • 00:11:37.953 --> 00:11:40.055
  • OF HOW HE WANTS TO USE YOU
  • 00:11:42.992 --> 00:11:44.660
  • OF HOW HE WANTS TO USE YOUIN THE MIDST OF IT.
  • 00:11:44.660 --> 00:11:46.228
  • IN THE MIDST OF IT.BECAUSE THE BIBLE EVEN SAYS,
  • 00:11:46.228 --> 00:11:47.696
  • BECAUSE THE BIBLE EVEN SAYS,LIKE GOD COMFORTS US
  • 00:11:47.696 --> 00:11:49.265
  • LIKE GOD COMFORTS USSO THAT WE CAN COMFORT OTHERS
  • 00:11:49.265 --> 00:11:50.399
  • THEIR HEARTACHE.
  • 00:11:51.467 --> 00:11:52.902
  • THEIR HEARTACHE.AND I THINK THAT IS SUCH
  • 00:11:52.902 --> 00:11:54.370
  • THEIR HEARTACHE.AND I THINK THAT IS SUCHA HUGE PART OF IT,
  • 00:11:54.370 --> 00:11:57.139
  • AND I THINK THAT IS SUCHA HUGE PART OF IT,IS ALLOWING GOD TO HEAL,
  • 00:11:57.139 --> 00:11:58.474
  • A HUGE PART OF IT,IS ALLOWING GOD TO HEAL,ALLOWING GOD TO COMFORT,
  • 00:11:58.474 --> 00:11:59.875
  • IS ALLOWING GOD TO HEAL,ALLOWING GOD TO COMFORT,ALLOWING GOD TO MINISTER
  • 00:11:59.875 --> 00:12:01.143
  • ALLOWING GOD TO COMFORT,ALLOWING GOD TO MINISTERTO YOU BUT KNOWING THAT
  • 00:12:01.143 --> 00:12:02.645
  • ALLOWING GOD TO MINISTERTO YOU BUT KNOWING THATIT IS NOT JUST FOR YOU,
  • 00:12:02.645 --> 00:12:03.913
  • TO YOU BUT KNOWING THATIT IS NOT JUST FOR YOU,GOD WANTS TO DO SOMETHING
  • 00:12:03.913 --> 00:12:05.881
  • IT IS NOT JUST FOR YOU,GOD WANTS TO DO SOMETHINGTHROUGH YOU TO HELP OTHERS
  • 00:12:05.881 --> 00:12:07.149
  • GOD WANTS TO DO SOMETHINGTHROUGH YOU TO HELP OTHERSAND STRENGTHEN OTHERS,
  • 00:12:07.149 --> 00:12:08.384
  • THROUGH YOU TO HELP OTHERSAND STRENGTHEN OTHERS,AND INSPIRE OTHERS,
  • 00:12:08.384 --> 00:12:09.485
  • AND STRENGTHEN OTHERS,AND INSPIRE OTHERS,AND ENCOURAGE THEM IN THE
  • 00:12:09.485 --> 00:12:11.787
  • Sheila: LEVI, YOU'VE WRITTEN
  • 00:12:13.422 --> 00:12:14.723
  • Sheila: LEVI, YOU'VE WRITTENSEVERAL BOOKS BEFORE
  • 00:12:14.723 --> 00:12:15.991
  • SEVERAL BOOKS BEFOREWHICH HAVE BEEN AWESOME,
  • 00:12:15.991 --> 00:12:17.526
  • BUT TELL ME ABOUT THIS
  • 00:12:18.627 --> 00:12:19.695
  • BUT TELL ME ABOUT THISNEW BOOK YOU'VE WRITTEN.
  • 00:12:19.695 --> 00:12:20.996
  • BUT TELL ME ABOUT THISNEW BOOK YOU'VE WRITTEN.IT IS CALLED TAKE BACK
  • 00:12:20.996 --> 00:12:22.431
  • NEW BOOK YOU'VE WRITTEN.IT IS CALLED TAKE BACKYOUR LIFE: A 40-DAY
  • 00:12:22.431 --> 00:12:24.033
  • IT IS CALLED TAKE BACKYOUR LIFE: A 40-DAYINTERACTIVE JOURNEY
  • 00:12:24.033 --> 00:12:25.334
  • YOUR LIFE: A 40-DAYINTERACTIVE JOURNEYTO THINKING RIGHT
  • 00:12:25.334 --> 00:12:26.602
  • INTERACTIVE JOURNEYTO THINKING RIGHTSO YOU CAN LIVE RIGHT.
  • 00:12:26.602 --> 00:12:27.803
  • TO THINKING RIGHTSO YOU CAN LIVE RIGHT.WHY DID YOU WRITE THIS BOOK
  • 00:12:27.803 --> 00:12:29.238
  • SO YOU CAN LIVE RIGHT.WHY DID YOU WRITE THIS BOOKAT THIS TIME?
  • 00:12:29.238 --> 00:12:30.639
  • WHY DID YOU WRITE THIS BOOKAT THIS TIME?Levi: SHEILA, THE NUMBER 40
  • 00:12:30.639 --> 00:12:31.707
  • AT THIS TIME?Levi: SHEILA, THE NUMBER 40IN THE BIBLE AS YOU KNOW
  • 00:12:31.707 --> 00:12:33.008
  • Levi: SHEILA, THE NUMBER 40IN THE BIBLE AS YOU KNOWIS THE NUMBER OF TESTING.
  • 00:12:33.008 --> 00:12:34.443
  • IN THE BIBLE AS YOU KNOWIS THE NUMBER OF TESTING.SO MANY TIMES 40 IS USED
  • 00:12:34.443 --> 00:12:35.544
  • IS THE NUMBER OF TESTING.SO MANY TIMES 40 IS USEDIT SPEAKS OF TESTS.
  • 00:12:35.544 --> 00:12:36.579
  • SO MANY TIMES 40 IS USEDIT SPEAKS OF TESTS.I DON'T THINK
  • 00:12:36.579 --> 00:12:37.646
  • IT SPEAKS OF TESTS.I DON'T THINKIT'S A COINCIDENCE THAT
  • 00:12:37.646 --> 00:12:38.981
  • I DON'T THINKIT'S A COINCIDENCE THATWE'RE IN 2020, AND 20 PLUS 20
  • 00:12:38.981 --> 00:12:40.883
  • IT'S A COINCIDENCE THATWE'RE IN 2020, AND 20 PLUS 20IS 40 AND IF THIS YEAR HAS
  • 00:12:40.883 --> 00:12:43.285
  • WE'RE IN 2020, AND 20 PLUS 20IS 40 AND IF THIS YEAR HASNOT BEEN A YEAR OF TESTING.
  • 00:12:43.285 --> 00:12:44.587
  • IS 40 AND IF THIS YEAR HASNOT BEEN A YEAR OF TESTING.I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING
  • 00:12:44.587 --> 00:12:45.721
  • NOT BEEN A YEAR OF TESTING.I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHINGTHAT'S NOT NAILED DOWN HAS
  • 00:12:45.721 --> 00:12:46.989
  • I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHINGTHAT'S NOT NAILED DOWN HASMOVED AND SOME THINGS THAT
  • 00:12:46.989 --> 00:12:49.792
  • THAT'S NOT NAILED DOWN HASMOVED AND SOME THINGS THATARE NAILED DOWN ARE MOVED.
  • 00:12:49.792 --> 00:12:51.861
  • MOVED AND SOME THINGS THATARE NAILED DOWN ARE MOVED.THIS FALL, I THINK ALL OF US
  • 00:12:51.861 --> 00:12:53.629
  • ARE NAILED DOWN ARE MOVED.THIS FALL, I THINK ALL OF USWOULD LIKE TO THINK MAYBE
  • 00:12:53.629 --> 00:12:54.730
  • THIS FALL, I THINK ALL OF USWOULD LIKE TO THINK MAYBEA MONTH FROM NOW IT IS ALL
  • 00:12:54.730 --> 00:12:55.898
  • WOULD LIKE TO THINK MAYBEA MONTH FROM NOW IT IS ALLGOING TO BE BEHIND US,
  • 00:12:55.898 --> 00:12:56.932
  • A MONTH FROM NOW IT IS ALLGOING TO BE BEHIND US,BUT THE REALITY IS
  • 00:12:56.932 --> 00:12:58.033
  • GOING TO BE BEHIND US,BUT THE REALITY ISIF IT IS NOT THIS
  • 00:12:58.033 --> 00:12:59.134
  • BUT THE REALITY ISIF IT IS NOT THISIT IS ANOTHER THING
  • 00:12:59.134 --> 00:13:00.169
  • IF IT IS NOT THISIT IS ANOTHER THINGAND WE'RE BEING TESTED.
  • 00:13:00.169 --> 00:13:01.270
  • IT IS ANOTHER THINGAND WE'RE BEING TESTED.THESE ARE THE TIMES
  • 00:13:01.270 --> 00:13:02.738
  • AND WE'RE BEING TESTED.THESE ARE THE TIMESTHAT TEST MEN'S SOULS.
  • 00:13:02.738 --> 00:13:03.906
  • THESE ARE THE TIMESTHAT TEST MEN'S SOULS.SO MY GOAL IS FOR US TO SEE
  • 00:13:03.906 --> 00:13:05.007
  • THAT TEST MEN'S SOULS.SO MY GOAL IS FOR US TO SEEA TEST AS A GOOD THING
  • 00:13:05.007 --> 00:13:06.108
  • SO MY GOAL IS FOR US TO SEEA TEST AS A GOOD THINGNOT A BAD THING.
  • 00:13:06.108 --> 00:13:07.343
  • A TEST AS A GOOD THINGNOT A BAD THING.GOD DOESN'T TEST US
  • 00:13:07.343 --> 00:13:08.344
  • NOT A BAD THING.GOD DOESN'T TEST USTO DESTROY US, HE TESTS US
  • 00:13:08.344 --> 00:13:09.478
  • GOD DOESN'T TEST USTO DESTROY US, HE TESTS USTO PROVE THE POWER OF HIS LOVE
  • 00:13:09.478 --> 00:13:10.579
  • TO DESTROY US, HE TESTS USTO PROVE THE POWER OF HIS LOVEINSIDE OF US.
  • 00:13:10.579 --> 00:13:11.814
  • TO PROVE THE POWER OF HIS LOVEINSIDE OF US.SO THE GOAL OF THIS
  • 00:13:11.814 --> 00:13:12.915
  • INSIDE OF US.SO THE GOAL OF THISNEW INTERACTIVE JOURNEY,
  • 00:13:12.915 --> 00:13:14.016
  • SO THE GOAL OF THISNEW INTERACTIVE JOURNEY,FIRST OF ALL,
  • 00:13:14.016 --> 00:13:15.284
  • NEW INTERACTIVE JOURNEY,FIRST OF ALL,IT WAS A LOAD BARRIER.
  • 00:13:15.284 --> 00:13:16.352
  • FIRST OF ALL,IT WAS A LOAD BARRIER.SOMETIMES PEOPLE THINK
  • 00:13:16.352 --> 00:13:17.386
  • IT WAS A LOAD BARRIER.SOMETIMES PEOPLE THINKI CAN'T READ A BOOK.
  • 00:13:17.386 --> 00:13:18.387
  • SOMETIMES PEOPLE THINKI CAN'T READ A BOOK.WELL, THIS IS 40 DAYS
  • 00:13:18.387 --> 00:13:19.421
  • I CAN'T READ A BOOK.WELL, THIS IS 40 DAYSOF READING.
  • 00:13:19.421 --> 00:13:20.422
  • WELL, THIS IS 40 DAYSOF READING.ANYBODY CAN DO THAT.
  • 00:13:20.422 --> 00:13:21.857
  • OF READING.ANYBODY CAN DO THAT.A LITTLE BIT A DAY.
  • 00:13:21.857 --> 00:13:23.192
  • ANYBODY CAN DO THAT.A LITTLE BIT A DAY.JUST A SPOON FULL OF SUGAR.
  • 00:13:23.192 --> 00:13:28.097
  • A LITTLE BIT A DAY.JUST A SPOON FULL OF SUGAR.ALSO, THERE'S EVERYDAY
  • 00:13:28.097 --> 00:13:29.598
  • JUST A SPOON FULL OF SUGAR.ALSO, THERE'S EVERYDAYQUESTIONS, PRAYERS,
  • 00:13:29.598 --> 00:13:30.933
  • ALSO, THERE'S EVERYDAYQUESTIONS, PRAYERS,THERE IS SPACE TO DOODLE.
  • 00:13:30.933 --> 00:13:32.268
  • QUESTIONS, PRAYERS,THERE IS SPACE TO DOODLE.MY GOAL IS FOR PEOPLE
  • 00:13:32.268 --> 00:13:34.203
  • THERE IS SPACE TO DOODLE.MY GOAL IS FOR PEOPLETO JUST REALLY GIVE SOME ROOM
  • 00:13:34.203 --> 00:13:35.404
  • MY GOAL IS FOR PEOPLETO JUST REALLY GIVE SOME ROOMFOR THE HOLY SPIRIT,
  • 00:13:35.404 --> 00:13:36.572
  • TO JUST REALLY GIVE SOME ROOMFOR THE HOLY SPIRIT,GIVE SOME ROOM FOR
  • 00:13:36.572 --> 00:13:37.907
  • FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT,GIVE SOME ROOM FORSOME TIME ALONE WITH GOD.
  • 00:13:37.907 --> 00:13:39.074
  • GIVE SOME ROOM FORSOME TIME ALONE WITH GOD.AND WHAT I'M HOPING THAT
  • 00:13:39.074 --> 00:13:40.609
  • SOME TIME ALONE WITH GOD.AND WHAT I'M HOPING THATPEOPLE CAN SEE IS THAT
  • 00:13:40.609 --> 00:13:41.810
  • AND WHAT I'M HOPING THATPEOPLE CAN SEE IS THAT40 DAYS FROM NOW YOUR LIFE
  • 00:13:41.810 --> 00:13:43.212
  • PEOPLE CAN SEE IS THAT40 DAYS FROM NOW YOUR LIFECOULD LOOK VERY DIFFERENT.
  • 00:13:43.212 --> 00:13:44.413
  • 40 DAYS FROM NOW YOUR LIFECOULD LOOK VERY DIFFERENT.IF YOU GIVE A LITTLE BIT
  • 00:13:44.413 --> 00:13:45.648
  • COULD LOOK VERY DIFFERENT.IF YOU GIVE A LITTLE BITOF DEDICATED TIME TO MEETING
  • 00:13:45.648 --> 00:13:46.749
  • IF YOU GIVE A LITTLE BITOF DEDICATED TIME TO MEETINGWITH THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:13:46.749 --> 00:13:47.883
  • OF DEDICATED TIME TO MEETINGWITH THE HOLY SPIRITEVERY DAY, LETTING JESUS
  • 00:13:47.883 --> 00:13:49.118
  • WITH THE HOLY SPIRITEVERY DAY, LETTING JESUSBREATHE HIS NEW POWER
  • 00:13:49.118 --> 00:13:50.219
  • EVERY DAY, LETTING JESUSBREATHE HIS NEW POWERINSIDE OF YOU, JUST WHAT
  • 00:13:50.219 --> 00:13:51.487
  • BREATHE HIS NEW POWERINSIDE OF YOU, JUST WHATCOULD IT LOOK LIKE?
  • 00:13:51.487 --> 00:13:52.821
  • INSIDE OF YOU, JUST WHATCOULD IT LOOK LIKE?IF YOU WILL LET HIM SHOW YOU
  • 00:13:52.821 --> 00:13:54.590
  • COULD IT LOOK LIKE?IF YOU WILL LET HIM SHOW YOUWHAT YOUR BLIND SPOTS ARE.
  • 00:13:54.590 --> 00:13:55.691
  • IF YOU WILL LET HIM SHOW YOUWHAT YOUR BLIND SPOTS ARE.BECAUSE I THINK WE'RE ALL
  • 00:13:55.691 --> 00:13:56.825
  • WHAT YOUR BLIND SPOTS ARE.BECAUSE I THINK WE'RE ALLCAPABLE OF BEING OUR OWN
  • 00:13:56.825 --> 00:13:58.193
  • BECAUSE I THINK WE'RE ALLCAPABLE OF BEING OUR OWNWORST ENEMY, AND HOLDING
  • 00:13:58.193 --> 00:13:59.662
  • CAPABLE OF BEING OUR OWNWORST ENEMY, AND HOLDINGOURSELVES BACK, WHETHER
  • 00:13:59.662 --> 00:14:02.531
  • WORST ENEMY, AND HOLDINGOURSELVES BACK, WHETHERIT IS A SELF-SABOTAGING
  • 00:14:02.531 --> 00:14:04.533
  • OURSELVES BACK, WHETHERIT IS A SELF-SABOTAGINGTENDENCY OR AN ADDICTION
  • 00:14:04.533 --> 00:14:05.701
  • IT IS A SELF-SABOTAGINGTENDENCY OR AN ADDICTIONOR A PATTERN OF THINKING,
  • 00:14:05.701 --> 00:14:07.169
  • TENDENCY OR AN ADDICTIONOR A PATTERN OF THINKING,EVEN JUST NEGATIVITY,
  • 00:14:07.169 --> 00:14:08.370
  • OR A PATTERN OF THINKING,EVEN JUST NEGATIVITY,IT CAN JUST GET IN THE WAY
  • 00:14:08.370 --> 00:14:10.072
  • EVEN JUST NEGATIVITY,IT CAN JUST GET IN THE WAY-- A VICTIM MENTALITY.
  • 00:14:10.072 --> 00:14:11.273
  • IT CAN JUST GET IN THE WAY-- A VICTIM MENTALITY.SO IN THE BOOK I TRY
  • 00:14:11.273 --> 00:14:12.408
  • -- A VICTIM MENTALITY.SO IN THE BOOK I TRYTO REALLY GIVE SOME OF
  • 00:14:12.408 --> 00:14:13.509
  • SO IN THE BOOK I TRYTO REALLY GIVE SOME OFTHE THINGS THAT GOD HAS
  • 00:14:13.509 --> 00:14:14.710
  • TO REALLY GIVE SOME OFTHE THINGS THAT GOD HASSHOWN ME THROUGH SCRIPTURE,
  • 00:14:14.710 --> 00:14:16.745
  • THE THINGS THAT GOD HASSHOWN ME THROUGH SCRIPTURE,THROUGH MY OWN STRUGGLES
  • 00:14:16.745 --> 00:14:19.615
  • SHOWN ME THROUGH SCRIPTURE,THROUGH MY OWN STRUGGLESWITH ANXIETY AND DIFFICULT
  • 00:14:19.615 --> 00:14:20.783
  • THROUGH MY OWN STRUGGLESWITH ANXIETY AND DIFFICULTTHOUGHTS THAT I'VE GOTTEN
  • 00:14:20.783 --> 00:14:22.851
  • WITH ANXIETY AND DIFFICULTTHOUGHTS THAT I'VE GOTTENINTO TOXICALLY.
  • 00:14:22.851 --> 00:14:24.053
  • THOUGHTS THAT I'VE GOTTENINTO TOXICALLY.SO I JUST REALLY WANT
  • 00:14:24.053 --> 00:14:25.254
  • INTO TOXICALLY.SO I JUST REALLY WANTTO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE THAT
  • 00:14:25.254 --> 00:14:26.722
  • SO I JUST REALLY WANTTO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE THATYOU CAN TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK.
  • 00:14:26.722 --> 00:14:27.890
  • TO ENCOURAGE PEOPLE THATYOU CAN TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK.YOU MAYBE HAVE GIVEN
  • 00:14:27.890 --> 00:14:29.124
  • YOU CAN TAKE YOUR LIFE BACK.YOU MAYBE HAVE GIVENTHE REINS OVER TO STRESS
  • 00:14:29.124 --> 00:14:30.459
  • YOU MAYBE HAVE GIVENTHE REINS OVER TO STRESSOR GIVEN THE REINS OVER
  • 00:14:30.459 --> 00:14:32.394
  • THE REINS OVER TO STRESSOR GIVEN THE REINS OVERTO A MEDICATING TENDENCY
  • 00:14:32.394 --> 00:14:33.629
  • OR GIVEN THE REINS OVERTO A MEDICATING TENDENCYOR WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE.
  • 00:14:33.629 --> 00:14:34.797
  • TO A MEDICATING TENDENCYOR WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE.EVERY TIME I'M STRESSED
  • 00:14:34.797 --> 00:14:35.931
  • OR WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE.EVERY TIME I'M STRESSEDI GO SHOPPING OR ONLINE
  • 00:14:35.931 --> 00:14:37.499
  • EVERY TIME I'M STRESSEDI GO SHOPPING OR ONLINEGAMBLING OR WHATEVER IT IS.
  • 00:14:37.499 --> 00:14:38.901
  • I GO SHOPPING OR ONLINEGAMBLING OR WHATEVER IT IS.BUT TAKE YOUR LIVES BACK
  • 00:14:38.901 --> 00:14:40.035
  • GAMBLING OR WHATEVER IT IS.BUT TAKE YOUR LIVES BACKBECAUSE FOR FREEDOM
  • 00:14:40.035 --> 00:14:41.704
  • Randy: BOTH OF YOU GUYS,
  • 00:14:43.138 --> 00:14:44.406
  • Randy: BOTH OF YOU GUYS,YOU'RE WRITING THESE BOOKS
  • 00:14:44.406 --> 00:14:46.308
  • YOU'RE WRITING THESE BOOKSON TESTING, ON FIGHTING,
  • 00:14:46.308 --> 00:14:47.476
  • ON TESTING, ON FIGHTING,TO OVERCOME,
  • 00:14:47.476 --> 00:14:48.978
  • AND BOTH OF YOU, OBVIOUSLY
  • 00:14:50.512 --> 00:14:52.748
  • AND BOTH OF YOU, OBVIOUSLYHAVE GONE DEEPLY TO SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:14:52.748 --> 00:14:53.983
  • AND BOTH OF YOU, OBVIOUSLYHAVE GONE DEEPLY TO SCRIPTURE.ARE THERE ANY PARTICULAR
  • 00:14:53.983 --> 00:14:55.384
  • HAVE GONE DEEPLY TO SCRIPTURE.ARE THERE ANY PARTICULARSCRIPTURES THAT COME TO MIND
  • 00:14:55.384 --> 00:14:56.552
  • ARE THERE ANY PARTICULARSCRIPTURES THAT COME TO MINDTHAT WOULD ENCOURAGE
  • 00:14:56.552 --> 00:14:57.820
  • SCRIPTURES THAT COME TO MINDTHAT WOULD ENCOURAGEOTHER PEOPLE IN THE MIDDLE
  • 00:14:57.820 --> 00:14:59.855
  • THAT WOULD ENCOURAGEOTHER PEOPLE IN THE MIDDLEOF THEIR TEST OR THEIR FIGHT
  • 00:14:59.855 --> 00:15:02.391
  • OTHER PEOPLE IN THE MIDDLEOF THEIR TEST OR THEIR FIGHTOR THEIR STRUGGLE?
  • 00:15:02.391 --> 00:15:03.559
  • OF THEIR TEST OR THEIR FIGHTOR THEIR STRUGGLE?Jennie: THE FIRST THAT COMES
  • 00:15:03.559 --> 00:15:06.095
  • OR THEIR STRUGGLE?Jennie: THE FIRST THAT COMESTO MIND IS JAMES ONE
  • 00:15:06.095 --> 00:15:07.596
  • Jennie: THE FIRST THAT COMESTO MIND IS JAMES ONEWHERE JAMES, THE BROTHER
  • 00:15:07.596 --> 00:15:08.998
  • TO MIND IS JAMES ONEWHERE JAMES, THE BROTHEROF JESUS IS LITERALLY
  • 00:15:08.998 --> 00:15:11.033
  • WHERE JAMES, THE BROTHEROF JESUS IS LITERALLYTALKING TO CHRISTIANS
  • 00:15:11.033 --> 00:15:12.368
  • OF JESUS IS LITERALLYTALKING TO CHRISTIANSWHO'VE BEEN SCATTERED ABROAD
  • 00:15:12.368 --> 00:15:13.836
  • TALKING TO CHRISTIANSWHO'VE BEEN SCATTERED ABROADAND WHO ARE BEING PERSECUTED
  • 00:15:13.836 --> 00:15:15.004
  • WHO'VE BEEN SCATTERED ABROADAND WHO ARE BEING PERSECUTEDFOR THEIR FAITH.
  • 00:15:15.004 --> 00:15:16.238
  • AND WHO ARE BEING PERSECUTEDFOR THEIR FAITH.SO THE BOOK OF JAMES
  • 00:15:16.238 --> 00:15:19.408
  • FOR THEIR FAITH.SO THE BOOK OF JAMESIS JUST THIS, THIS IS HOW
  • 00:15:19.408 --> 00:15:20.709
  • SO THE BOOK OF JAMESIS JUST THIS, THIS IS HOWYOU LIVE THIS LIFE.
  • 00:15:20.709 --> 00:15:22.144
  • AND SO HE SAYS, "COUNT IT
  • 00:15:25.180 --> 00:15:27.149
  • AND SO HE SAYS, "COUNT ITALL JOY WHEN YOU FALL
  • 00:15:27.149 --> 00:15:28.817
  • ALL JOY WHEN YOU FALLINTO VARIOUS TRIALS."
  • 00:15:28.817 --> 00:15:30.019
  • "INTO DIFFERENT TRIALS
  • 00:15:31.754 --> 00:15:33.856
  • "INTO DIFFERENT TRIALSAND TEMPTATIONS."
  • 00:15:33.856 --> 00:15:36.592
  • "INTO DIFFERENT TRIALSAND TEMPTATIONS."BECAUSE THESE THINGS
  • 00:15:36.592 --> 00:15:38.460
  • AND TEMPTATIONS."BECAUSE THESE THINGSACTUALLY PRODUCE A PATIENCE
  • 00:15:38.460 --> 00:15:40.129
  • BECAUSE THESE THINGSACTUALLY PRODUCE A PATIENCEAND A PERSEVERANCE IN YOU
  • 00:15:40.129 --> 00:15:41.263
  • ACTUALLY PRODUCE A PATIENCEAND A PERSEVERANCE IN YOUTHAT WILL HELP YOU
  • 00:15:41.263 --> 00:15:42.398
  • AND A PERSEVERANCE IN YOUTHAT WILL HELP YOUTO KEEP GOING.
  • 00:15:42.398 --> 00:15:43.499
  • THAT WILL HELP YOUTO KEEP GOING.BECAUSE THE WHOLE GOAL
  • 00:15:43.499 --> 00:15:44.700
  • TO KEEP GOING.BECAUSE THE WHOLE GOALIS THAT WE WOULD WALK
  • 00:15:44.700 --> 00:15:45.901
  • BECAUSE THE WHOLE GOALIS THAT WE WOULD WALKWITH JESUS OUR WHOLE LIVES,
  • 00:15:45.901 --> 00:15:47.002
  • IS THAT WE WOULD WALKWITH JESUS OUR WHOLE LIVES,THAT WE WOULD GROW,
  • 00:15:47.002 --> 00:15:48.137
  • WITH JESUS OUR WHOLE LIVES,THAT WE WOULD GROW,THAT WE WOULD FLOURISH,
  • 00:15:48.137 --> 00:15:50.406
  • THAT WE WOULD GROW,THAT WE WOULD FLOURISH,THAT WE WOULD LIVE THESE LIVES
  • 00:15:50.406 --> 00:15:53.008
  • THAT WE WOULD FLOURISH,THAT WE WOULD LIVE THESE LIVESFOR GOD'S GLORY REGARDLESS
  • 00:15:53.008 --> 00:15:54.910
  • THAT WE WOULD LIVE THESE LIVESFOR GOD'S GLORY REGARDLESSOF WHAT HAPPENS GOOD AND BAD.
  • 00:15:54.910 --> 00:15:57.579
  • FOR GOD'S GLORY REGARDLESSOF WHAT HAPPENS GOOD AND BAD.SO HE'S SAYING IF YOU GO
  • 00:15:57.579 --> 00:15:58.847
  • OF WHAT HAPPENS GOOD AND BAD.SO HE'S SAYING IF YOU GOTHROUGH THESE THINGS
  • 00:15:58.847 --> 00:16:00.549
  • SO HE'S SAYING IF YOU GOTHROUGH THESE THINGSCONSIDERING THEM A GIFT,
  • 00:16:00.549 --> 00:16:01.884
  • THROUGH THESE THINGSCONSIDERING THEM A GIFT,CONSIDERING THEM
  • 00:16:01.884 --> 00:16:03.752
  • CONSIDERING THEM A GIFT,CONSIDERING THEMAN OPPORTUNITY FOR GOD
  • 00:16:03.752 --> 00:16:05.354
  • CONSIDERING THEMAN OPPORTUNITY FOR GODTO BUILD UP YOUR ENDURANCE,
  • 00:16:05.354 --> 00:16:06.588
  • AN OPPORTUNITY FOR GODTO BUILD UP YOUR ENDURANCE,AND TO BUILD UP
  • 00:16:06.588 --> 00:16:07.790
  • TO BUILD UP YOUR ENDURANCE,AND TO BUILD UPYOUR PERSEVERANCE AND
  • 00:16:07.790 --> 00:16:09.191
  • AND TO BUILD UPYOUR PERSEVERANCE ANDTO BUILD UP YOUR PATIENCE
  • 00:16:09.191 --> 00:16:10.359
  • YOUR PERSEVERANCE ANDTO BUILD UP YOUR PATIENCESO THAT YOU CAN KEEP
  • 00:16:10.359 --> 00:16:11.560
  • TO BUILD UP YOUR PATIENCESO THAT YOU CAN KEEPSHOWING UP, AND SO THAT
  • 00:16:11.560 --> 00:16:12.728
  • SO THAT YOU CAN KEEPSHOWING UP, AND SO THATYOU CAN KEEP FIGHTING,
  • 00:16:12.728 --> 00:16:13.962
  • SHOWING UP, AND SO THATYOU CAN KEEP FIGHTING,AND SO THAT YOU CAN KEEP
  • 00:16:13.962 --> 00:16:15.130
  • YOU CAN KEEP FIGHTING,AND SO THAT YOU CAN KEEPLIVING THIS LIFE THAT GOD
  • 00:16:15.130 --> 00:16:16.965
  • AND SO THAT YOU CAN KEEPLIVING THIS LIFE THAT GODHAS CALLED YOU TO LIVE.
  • 00:16:16.965 --> 00:16:19.935
  • LIVING THIS LIFE THAT GODHAS CALLED YOU TO LIVE.THAT VERSE EVEN RECENTLY,
  • 00:16:19.935 --> 00:16:21.336
  • HAS CALLED YOU TO LIVE.THAT VERSE EVEN RECENTLY,BUT THROUGHOUT MY LIFE
  • 00:16:21.336 --> 00:16:23.405
  • THAT VERSE EVEN RECENTLY,BUT THROUGHOUT MY LIFEHAS BEEN SUCH A HUGE,
  • 00:16:23.405 --> 00:16:24.773
  • BUT THROUGHOUT MY LIFEHAS BEEN SUCH A HUGE,PERSPECTIVE CHANGE.
  • 00:16:24.773 --> 00:16:26.508
  • HAS BEEN SUCH A HUGE,PERSPECTIVE CHANGE.SO OFTEN WE LOOK AT A TRIAL
  • 00:16:26.508 --> 00:16:29.078
  • PERSPECTIVE CHANGE.SO OFTEN WE LOOK AT A TRIALAND WE LOOK AT DIFFICULTIES
  • 00:16:29.078 --> 00:16:30.846
  • SO OFTEN WE LOOK AT A TRIALAND WE LOOK AT DIFFICULTIESAND WE SEE AN OBSTACLE,
  • 00:16:30.846 --> 00:16:32.147
  • AND WE LOOK AT DIFFICULTIESAND WE SEE AN OBSTACLE,LIKE OH MY GOSH!
  • 00:16:32.147 --> 00:16:33.415
  • AND WE SEE AN OBSTACLE,LIKE OH MY GOSH!THIS IS JUST IN MY WAY.
  • 00:16:33.415 --> 00:16:34.516
  • LIKE OH MY GOSH!THIS IS JUST IN MY WAY.I'M SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING GOD
  • 00:16:34.516 --> 00:16:36.118
  • THIS IS JUST IN MY WAY.I'M SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING GODBUT THIS IS IN MY WAY.
  • 00:16:36.118 --> 00:16:37.419
  • I'M SUPPOSED TO BE LOVING GODBUT THIS IS IN MY WAY.BUT JAMES IS SAYING, NO.
  • 00:16:37.419 --> 00:16:38.554
  • BUT THIS IS IN MY WAY.BUT JAMES IS SAYING, NO.LOOK AT IT DIFFERENTLY.
  • 00:16:38.554 --> 00:16:40.155
  • BUT JAMES IS SAYING, NO.LOOK AT IT DIFFERENTLY.LOOK AT IT AS A GIFT.
  • 00:16:40.155 --> 00:16:41.457
  • LOOK AT IT DIFFERENTLY.LOOK AT IT AS A GIFT.AS SOMETHING THAT IS
  • 00:16:41.457 --> 00:16:42.724
  • LOOK AT IT AS A GIFT.AS SOMETHING THAT ISTREASURED, AS SOMETHING
  • 00:16:42.724 --> 00:16:44.059
  • AS SOMETHING THAT ISTREASURED, AS SOMETHINGTHAT IS BEAUTIFUL, THAT GOD
  • 00:16:44.059 --> 00:16:46.261
  • TREASURED, AS SOMETHINGTHAT IS BEAUTIFUL, THAT GODACTUALLY WANTS TO USE
  • 00:16:46.261 --> 00:16:48.130
  • THAT IS BEAUTIFUL, THAT GODACTUALLY WANTS TO USETO BRING A DEPTH AND A BEAUTY
  • 00:16:48.130 --> 00:16:50.265
  • ACTUALLY WANTS TO USETO BRING A DEPTH AND A BEAUTYAND A VIBRANCY IN YOU
  • 00:16:50.265 --> 00:16:51.934
  • TO BRING A DEPTH AND A BEAUTYAND A VIBRANCY IN YOUAND THROUGH YOU.
  • 00:16:51.934 --> 00:16:53.135
  • AND A VIBRANCY IN YOUAND THROUGH YOU.Levi: YEAH, FOR ME IT WOULD
  • 00:16:53.135 --> 00:16:54.403
  • AND THROUGH YOU.Levi: YEAH, FOR ME IT WOULDBE MATTHEW SIX WHERE JESUS
  • 00:16:54.403 --> 00:16:55.804
  • Levi: YEAH, FOR ME IT WOULDBE MATTHEW SIX WHERE JESUSSAID, "IF YOUR EYE IS GOOD,
  • 00:16:55.804 --> 00:16:56.972
  • BE MATTHEW SIX WHERE JESUSSAID, "IF YOUR EYE IS GOOD,YOUR WHOLE BODY
  • 00:16:56.972 --> 00:16:58.140
  • SAID, "IF YOUR EYE IS GOOD,YOUR WHOLE BODYIS GOING TO BE GOOD.
  • 00:16:58.140 --> 00:16:59.241
  • YOUR WHOLE BODYIS GOING TO BE GOOD.BUT IF YOUR EYE IS BAD,
  • 00:16:59.241 --> 00:17:00.309
  • IS GOING TO BE GOOD.BUT IF YOUR EYE IS BAD,EVEN IF YOU HAVE ALL THE LIGHT
  • 00:17:00.309 --> 00:17:01.343
  • BUT IF YOUR EYE IS BAD,EVEN IF YOU HAVE ALL THE LIGHTYOU'RE STILL GOING TO WALK
  • 00:17:01.343 --> 00:17:02.811
  • EVEN IF YOU HAVE ALL THE LIGHTYOU'RE STILL GOING TO WALKIN DARKNESS."
  • 00:17:02.811 --> 00:17:04.113
  • YOU'RE STILL GOING TO WALKIN DARKNESS."IN THE BOOK, TAKE BACK
  • 00:17:04.113 --> 00:17:05.414
  • IN DARKNESS."IN THE BOOK, TAKE BACKYOUR LIFE I'M REALLY TRYING
  • 00:17:05.414 --> 00:17:06.548
  • IN THE BOOK, TAKE BACKYOUR LIFE I'M REALLY TRYINGTO HELP PEOPLE TRY
  • 00:17:06.548 --> 00:17:07.716
  • YOUR LIFE I'M REALLY TRYINGTO HELP PEOPLE TRYAND FIGURE OUT WHAT LENS
  • 00:17:07.716 --> 00:17:09.284
  • TO HELP PEOPLE TRYAND FIGURE OUT WHAT LENSTHEY'RE USING TO VIEW TRIALS,
  • 00:17:09.284 --> 00:17:11.186
  • AND FIGURE OUT WHAT LENSTHEY'RE USING TO VIEW TRIALS,SITUATIONS, THEMSELVES.
  • 00:17:11.186 --> 00:17:12.588
  • THEY'RE USING TO VIEW TRIALS,SITUATIONS, THEMSELVES.I THINK IF WE CAN DO A LENS
  • 00:17:12.588 --> 00:17:14.056
  • SITUATIONS, THEMSELVES.I THINK IF WE CAN DO A LENSCHANGE AND GET OUR VISION
  • 00:17:14.056 --> 00:17:15.190
  • I THINK IF WE CAN DO A LENSCHANGE AND GET OUR VISIONUP TO WHERE GOD WANTS IT
  • 00:17:15.190 --> 00:17:16.358
  • CHANGE AND GET OUR VISIONUP TO WHERE GOD WANTS ITTO BE, IT WILL CHANGE
  • 00:17:16.358 --> 00:17:17.726
  • UP TO WHERE GOD WANTS ITTO BE, IT WILL CHANGEYOUR WHOLE LIFE.
  • 00:17:17.726 --> 00:17:18.794
  • AS YOU'VE SAID, LEVI,
  • 00:17:19.862 --> 00:17:20.929
  • AS YOU'VE SAID, LEVI,WE'RE LIVING IN
  • 00:17:20.929 --> 00:17:22.331
  • WE'RE LIVING INVERY DIFFERENT TIMES.
  • 00:17:22.331 --> 00:17:24.466
  • VERY DIFFERENT TIMES.IT'S NOT EVEN A NEW NORMAL,
  • 00:17:24.466 --> 00:17:26.802
  • I WAS WONDERING, WHAT DO
  • 00:17:27.970 --> 00:17:29.571
  • I WAS WONDERING, WHAT DOYOU SEE GOD DOING THROUGH
  • 00:17:29.571 --> 00:17:31.540
  • I WAS WONDERING, WHAT DOYOU SEE GOD DOING THROUGHHIS CHURCH AT THE MOMENT?
  • 00:17:31.540 --> 00:17:32.741
  • YOU SEE GOD DOING THROUGHHIS CHURCH AT THE MOMENT?BECAUSE EVEN THAT IS NOT
  • 00:17:32.741 --> 00:17:34.009
  • HIS CHURCH AT THE MOMENT?BECAUSE EVEN THAT IS NOTTHE WAY IT USED TO BE.
  • 00:17:34.009 --> 00:17:35.043
  • BECAUSE EVEN THAT IS NOTTHE WAY IT USED TO BE.WHAT DO YOU SEE GOD DOING
  • 00:17:35.043 --> 00:17:37.713
  • THE WAY IT USED TO BE.WHAT DO YOU SEE GOD DOINGAND WHAT IS YOUR HOPE FOR US?
  • 00:17:37.713 --> 00:17:38.947
  • WHAT DO YOU SEE GOD DOINGAND WHAT IS YOUR HOPE FOR US?Levi: I SEE THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:17:38.947 --> 00:17:40.616
  • AND WHAT IS YOUR HOPE FOR US?Levi: I SEE THE HOLY SPIRITCALLING US TO JOY.
  • 00:17:40.616 --> 00:17:41.950
  • Levi: I SEE THE HOLY SPIRITCALLING US TO JOY.I THINK THIS IS AN --
  • 00:17:41.950 --> 00:17:43.218
  • CALLING US TO JOY.I THINK THIS IS AN --WHEN GOD ALLOWS THINGS
  • 00:17:43.218 --> 00:17:44.286
  • I THINK THIS IS AN --WHEN GOD ALLOWS THINGSTO BE STRIPPED AWAY AND
  • 00:17:44.286 --> 00:17:45.420
  • WHEN GOD ALLOWS THINGSTO BE STRIPPED AWAY ANDOF COURSE, I'M NOT PRESUMING
  • 00:17:45.420 --> 00:17:46.488
  • TO BE STRIPPED AWAY ANDOF COURSE, I'M NOT PRESUMINGTO KNOW WHY GOD ALLOWED
  • 00:17:46.488 --> 00:17:47.623
  • OF COURSE, I'M NOT PRESUMINGTO KNOW WHY GOD ALLOWEDCOVID-19.
  • 00:17:47.623 --> 00:17:48.690
  • TO KNOW WHY GOD ALLOWEDCOVID-19.THAT'S ALL ABOVE
  • 00:17:48.690 --> 00:17:49.825
  • COVID-19.THAT'S ALL ABOVEMY PAY GRADE.
  • 00:17:49.825 --> 00:17:51.059
  • THAT'S ALL ABOVEMY PAY GRADE.BUT I DO KNOW WHAT GOD
  • 00:17:51.059 --> 00:17:52.294
  • MY PAY GRADE.BUT I DO KNOW WHAT GODIS TRYING TO DO IN THE SENSE
  • 00:17:52.294 --> 00:17:53.529
  • BUT I DO KNOW WHAT GODIS TRYING TO DO IN THE SENSETHAT IT'S THE SAME THING
  • 00:17:53.529 --> 00:17:54.696
  • IS TRYING TO DO IN THE SENSETHAT IT'S THE SAME THINGHE'S BEEN DOING EVER SINCE
  • 00:17:54.696 --> 00:17:55.931
  • THAT IT'S THE SAME THINGHE'S BEEN DOING EVER SINCEHIS SON ROSE FROM THE GRAVE,
  • 00:17:55.931 --> 00:17:57.666
  • HE'S BEEN DOING EVER SINCEHIS SON ROSE FROM THE GRAVE,HE'S CALLING US TO TRUE JOY.
  • 00:17:57.666 --> 00:17:58.867
  • HIS SON ROSE FROM THE GRAVE,HE'S CALLING US TO TRUE JOY.I THINK WE, AS THE CHURCH
  • 00:17:58.867 --> 00:18:00.002
  • HE'S CALLING US TO TRUE JOY.I THINK WE, AS THE CHURCHSO EASILY TAKE OUR JOY
  • 00:18:00.002 --> 00:18:01.436
  • I THINK WE, AS THE CHURCHSO EASILY TAKE OUR JOYOR TRY TO TAKE HAPPINESS
  • 00:18:01.436 --> 00:18:03.939
  • SO EASILY TAKE OUR JOYOR TRY TO TAKE HAPPINESSFROM CIRCUMSTANCES,
  • 00:18:03.939 --> 00:18:05.674
  • OR TRY TO TAKE HAPPINESSFROM CIRCUMSTANCES,FROM I THINK CONTROL.
  • 00:18:05.674 --> 00:18:08.210
  • FROM CIRCUMSTANCES,FROM I THINK CONTROL.THIS SEASON OF ALL,
  • 00:18:08.210 --> 00:18:09.444
  • FROM I THINK CONTROL.THIS SEASON OF ALL,CONTROL HAS BEEN EXPOSED
  • 00:18:09.444 --> 00:18:11.413
  • THIS SEASON OF ALL,CONTROL HAS BEEN EXPOSEDAS AN IDOL WE WORSHIP.
  • 00:18:11.413 --> 00:18:13.482
  • CONTROL HAS BEEN EXPOSEDAS AN IDOL WE WORSHIP.I'M NOT IN CONTROL.
  • 00:18:13.482 --> 00:18:14.616
  • AS AN IDOL WE WORSHIP.I'M NOT IN CONTROL.NONE OF US CAN DO ANYTHING.
  • 00:18:14.616 --> 00:18:16.852
  • I'M NOT IN CONTROL.NONE OF US CAN DO ANYTHING.BUT ARE WE EVER?
  • 00:18:16.852 --> 00:18:18.353
  • NONE OF US CAN DO ANYTHING.BUT ARE WE EVER?AND I THINK OUR GREAT JOY
  • 00:18:18.353 --> 00:18:19.755
  • BUT ARE WE EVER?AND I THINK OUR GREAT JOYCOMES FROM REMEMBERING
  • 00:18:19.755 --> 00:18:21.423
  • AND I THINK OUR GREAT JOYCOMES FROM REMEMBERINGGOD IS IN CONTROL.
  • 00:18:21.423 --> 00:18:22.858
  • AND SOME AIR TO BREATHE,
  • 00:18:25.027 --> 00:18:26.361
  • AND SOME AIR TO BREATHE,WE SHOULD BE HAPPY BECAUSE
  • 00:18:26.361 --> 00:18:27.529
  • WE SHOULD BE HAPPY BECAUSECHRIST CAN NEVER BE
  • 00:18:27.529 --> 00:18:28.730
  • CHRIST CAN NEVER BETAKEN FROM US.
  • 00:18:28.730 --> 00:18:30.299
  • A PLACE WHERE WE'RE LEARNING
  • 00:18:32.534 --> 00:18:33.835
  • A PLACE WHERE WE'RE LEARNINGTO VALUE WHAT CANNOT
  • 00:18:33.835 --> 00:18:35.304
  • A PLACE WHERE WE'RE LEARNINGTO VALUE WHAT CANNOTBE TAKEN AWAY FROM US,
  • 00:18:35.304 --> 00:18:36.605
  • TO VALUE WHAT CANNOTBE TAKEN AWAY FROM US,HAVING OUR TRUE HOME,
  • 00:18:36.605 --> 00:18:37.739
  • BE TAKEN AWAY FROM US,HAVING OUR TRUE HOME,AND OUR CALLING HERE
  • 00:18:37.739 --> 00:18:39.041
  • HAVING OUR TRUE HOME,AND OUR CALLING HEREAS AMBASSADORS ON THIS EARTH,
  • 00:18:39.041 --> 00:18:40.709
  • AND OUR CALLING HEREAS AMBASSADORS ON THIS EARTH,AS APPRENTICES UNDER JESUS,
  • 00:18:40.709 --> 00:18:42.044
  • AS AMBASSADORS ON THIS EARTH,AS APPRENTICES UNDER JESUS,I THINK WE ARE POSITIONED
  • 00:18:42.044 --> 00:18:43.212
  • AS APPRENTICES UNDER JESUS,I THINK WE ARE POSITIONEDLIKE NEVER BEFORE
  • 00:18:43.212 --> 00:18:44.947
  • Sheila: THAT'S POWERFUL.
  • 00:18:47.216 --> 00:18:48.350
  • Sheila: THAT'S POWERFUL.JENNIE, I JUST WANT TO SAY
  • 00:18:48.350 --> 00:18:49.518
  • JENNIE, I JUST WANT TO SAYTHANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS.
  • 00:18:49.518 --> 00:18:50.586
  • THANK YOU FOR WRITING THIS.I HAVE A FRIEND WHO LOST
  • 00:18:50.586 --> 00:18:52.287
  • I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO KNOW
  • 00:18:53.589 --> 00:18:55.224
  • I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO KNOWWHAT EVEN TO PUT IN HER HANDS.
  • 00:18:55.224 --> 00:18:56.325
  • I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING TO KNOWWHAT EVEN TO PUT IN HER HANDS.SO I'M GOING TO MAKE SURE
  • 00:18:56.325 --> 00:18:57.693
  • WHAT EVEN TO PUT IN HER HANDS.SO I'M GOING TO MAKE SURESHE GETS YOUR BOOK.
  • 00:18:57.693 --> 00:18:59.628
  • SO I'M GOING TO MAKE SURESHE GETS YOUR BOOK.SO IN BEHALF OF ALL THE WOMEN,
  • 00:18:59.628 --> 00:19:00.762
  • SHE GETS YOUR BOOK.SO IN BEHALF OF ALL THE WOMEN,ALL THE FAMILIES WHO WOULD
  • 00:19:00.762 --> 00:19:02.431
  • SO IN BEHALF OF ALL THE WOMEN,ALL THE FAMILIES WHO WOULDBE IMPACTED, THANK YOU FOR
  • 00:19:02.431 --> 00:19:04.199
  • ALL THE FAMILIES WHO WOULDBE IMPACTED, THANK YOU FORTAKING THAT PAINFUL JOURNEY
  • 00:19:04.199 --> 00:19:05.934
  • BE IMPACTED, THANK YOU FORTAKING THAT PAINFUL JOURNEYTO WRITE YOUR STORY.
  • 00:19:05.934 --> 00:19:07.269
  • TAKING THAT PAINFUL JOURNEYTO WRITE YOUR STORY.Jennie: THANK YOU, SHEILA!
  • 00:19:07.269 --> 00:19:08.403
  • TO WRITE YOUR STORY.Jennie: THANK YOU, SHEILA!THANK YOU SO MUCH!
  • 00:19:08.403 --> 00:19:09.471
  • Jennie: THANK YOU, SHEILA!THANK YOU SO MUCH!Sheila: WELL, ONE OF THE
  • 00:19:09.471 --> 00:19:10.539
  • THANK YOU SO MUCH!Sheila: WELL, ONE OF THETHINGS YOU KNOW ABOUT US
  • 00:19:10.539 --> 00:19:11.607
  • Sheila: WELL, ONE OF THETHINGS YOU KNOW ABOUT USHERE AT LIFE IS THAT
  • 00:19:11.607 --> 00:19:12.674
  • THINGS YOU KNOW ABOUT USHERE AT LIFE IS THATWE'RE VERY COMMITTED
  • 00:19:12.674 --> 00:19:13.742
  • HERE AT LIFE IS THATWE'RE VERY COMMITTEDTO HAVING OUR EYES OPENED
  • 00:19:13.742 --> 00:19:14.810
  • WE'RE VERY COMMITTEDTO HAVING OUR EYES OPENEDTO OTHERS AROUND THE WORLD
  • 00:19:14.810 --> 00:19:15.978
  • TO HAVING OUR EYES OPENEDTO OTHERS AROUND THE WORLDWHO ARE HURTING.
  • 00:19:15.978 --> 00:19:17.279
  • SEASON WHEN WE ARE TRYING
  • 00:19:18.981 --> 00:19:20.148
  • TO PUT SHOES ON THE FEET
  • 00:19:20.148 --> 00:19:21.216
  • OF LITTLE ONES WHO HAVE
  • 00:19:21.216 --> 00:19:22.284
  • NEVER HAD THEM AND GIVE
  • 00:19:22.284 --> 00:19:23.352
  • SOME CHILDREN WHO HAVE
  • 00:19:23.352 --> 00:19:24.519
  • NEVER BEEN ABLE TO SMILE
  • 00:19:24.519 --> 00:19:26.054
  • THAT POSSIBILITY.
  • 00:19:26.054 --> 00:19:27.389
  • SO WE'RE COMING CLOSE
  • 00:19:27.389 --> 00:19:28.557
  • TO THE END
  • 00:19:28.557 --> 00:19:29.691
  • OF OUR CHRISTMAS SHOES
  • 00:19:29.691 --> 00:19:30.859
  • AND SMILES SEASON.
  • 00:19:30.859 --> 00:19:31.927
  • YOU'RE PROBABLY THINKING
  • 00:19:31.927 --> 00:19:33.061
  • ISN'T IT A LITTLE EARLY
  • 00:19:33.061 --> 00:19:34.096
  • TO BE TALKING ABOUT CHRISTMAS?
  • 00:19:34.096 --> 00:19:35.163
  • NO, ABSOLUTELY NOT
  • 00:19:35.163 --> 00:19:36.198
  • BECAUSE WE WANT
  • 00:19:36.198 --> 00:19:37.332
  • TO GET THESE SHOES
  • 00:19:37.332 --> 00:19:38.400
  • TO THESE CHILDREN
  • 00:19:38.400 --> 00:19:40.435
  • IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:19:40.435 --> 00:19:41.603
  • I'VE WATCHED THESE CHILDREN
  • 00:19:41.603 --> 00:19:42.904
  • AS THEY WALK OVER
  • 00:19:42.904 --> 00:19:44.439
  • THESE ROUGH ROCKY ROADS.
  • 00:19:44.439 --> 00:19:45.707
  • WHERE THEY PUT THEIR DARLING
  • 00:19:45.707 --> 00:19:47.109
  • LITTLE UNPROTECTED FEET
  • 00:19:47.109 --> 00:19:48.710
  • INTO WATER THAT IS NOT
  • 00:19:48.710 --> 00:19:50.045
  • CLEAN WATER.
  • 00:19:50.045 --> 00:19:51.346
  • AND IT CAN ACTUALLY, HONESTLY,
  • 00:19:51.346 --> 00:19:53.315
  • EVEN COST THEM THEIR LIVES.
  • 00:19:53.315 --> 00:19:54.983
  • BUT WE CAN DO SO MUCH
  • 00:19:54.983 --> 00:19:56.918
  • FOR SO LITTLE.
  • 00:19:56.918 --> 00:19:58.754
  • THESE SHOES ARE AMAZING.
  • 00:19:58.754 --> 00:19:59.955
  • I'VE HAD THE JOY, RANDY
  • 00:19:59.955 --> 00:20:01.990
  • OF PUTTING THEM ON LITTLE FEET
  • 00:20:01.990 --> 00:20:03.225
  • AND SEEING CHILDREN
  • 00:20:03.225 --> 00:20:04.459
  • LITERALLY DANCE FOR THE
  • 00:20:04.459 --> 00:20:05.594
  • FIRST TIME BECAUSE THEY'VE
  • 00:20:05.594 --> 00:20:07.729
  • NEVER HAD A PAIR OF SHOES.
  • 00:20:07.729 --> 00:20:08.964
  • Randy: IT REALLY DOES IMPACT
  • 00:20:08.964 --> 00:20:10.198
  • NOT JUST THEIR HEALTH
  • 00:20:10.198 --> 00:20:11.566
  • BUT IT JUST PUTS A SMILE
  • 00:20:11.566 --> 00:20:12.934
  • ON THEIR FACE.
  • 00:20:12.934 --> 00:20:14.569
  • AND OF COURSE, THE SURGERIES,
  • 00:20:14.569 --> 00:20:16.838
  • THEY AVERAGE ABOUT $500
  • 00:20:16.838 --> 00:20:18.540
  • FOR A CORRECTIVE SURGERY
  • 00:20:18.540 --> 00:20:20.008
  • FOR THE CLEFT LIP,
  • 00:20:20.008 --> 00:20:21.276
  • THE CLEFT PALATE
  • 00:20:21.276 --> 00:20:23.478
  • WHICH LITERALLY PUTS A SMILE
  • 00:20:23.478 --> 00:20:24.646
  • ON A CHILD'S FACE.
  • 00:20:24.646 --> 00:20:25.781
  • BUT HERE'S WHAT
  • 00:20:25.781 --> 00:20:27.482
  • I JUST WANT YOU TO HEAR TODAY.
  • 00:20:27.482 --> 00:20:29.651
  • WE AS GOD'S PEOPLE,
  • 00:20:29.651 --> 00:20:32.321
  • WE ARE HIS HANDS, HIS FEET.
  • 00:20:32.321 --> 00:20:34.222
  • WE ARE HIS EXPRESSION
  • 00:20:34.222 --> 00:20:36.224
  • OF LOVE AND EVERYTHING,
  • 00:20:36.224 --> 00:20:37.626
  • EVERY GREAT QUALITY
  • 00:20:37.626 --> 00:20:39.494
  • THAT GOD HAS ON THIS EARTH.
  • 00:20:39.494 --> 00:20:42.898
  • IT'S JUST ANSWERING THE CALL
  • 00:20:42.898 --> 00:20:45.500
  • TO BE THE BODY OF CHRIST
  • 00:20:45.500 --> 00:20:47.102
  • AND TO OFFER THAT HOPE
  • 00:20:47.102 --> 00:20:48.203
  • AND ENCOURAGEMENT
  • 00:20:48.203 --> 00:20:49.504
  • AROUND THE WORLD.
  • 00:20:49.504 --> 00:20:51.373
  • POVERTY ISA KILLER
  • 00:20:52.407 --> 00:20:54.309
  • AND BECAUSE OF ITCHILDREN NEEDLESSLY SUFFER,
  • 00:20:54.409 --> 00:20:56.812
  • NOT ONLY FROM A LACKOF FOOD AND CLEAN WATER,
  • 00:20:56.912 --> 00:20:59.348
  • BUT ALSO FROM A LACK OF THINGSWE OFTEN TAKE FOR GRANTED
  • 00:20:59.448 --> 00:21:02.551
  • LIKE A SIMPLEPAIR OF SHOES.
  • 00:21:02.651 --> 00:21:05.120
  • FAR TOO MANY CHILDRENLIVING IN EXTREME POVERTY
  • 00:21:05.220 --> 00:21:08.023
  • HAVE NEVER OWNEDA NEW PAIR OF SHOES.
  • 00:21:08.123 --> 00:21:10.258
  • AND WHILE THATMAY SEEM MINOR
  • 00:21:10.359 --> 00:21:12.260
  • IN LIGHT OFALL THEIR NEEDS,
  • 00:21:12.361 --> 00:21:14.262
  • WALKING WITH BARE FEETPUTS THEM AT RISK
  • 00:21:14.363 --> 00:21:16.264
  • OF LIFE-THREATENINGINFECTIONS AND DISEASE
  • 00:21:16.365 --> 00:21:18.300
  • THAT COULD LEAD TOCRIPPLING CONSEQUENCES
  • 00:21:18.400 --> 00:21:20.302
  • AND EVEN DEATH.
  • 00:21:20.402 --> 00:21:22.304
  • BY RESPONDING TODAY,
  • 00:21:22.404 --> 00:21:24.306
  • YOU WILL HELP SECURE AND MAKEREADY 150.000 CHRISTMAS SHOES
  • 00:21:24.406 --> 00:21:28.410
  • TO BE SHIPPED AND DELIVEREDTO CHILDREN AROUND THE WORLD
  • 00:21:28.510 --> 00:21:30.779
  • JUST IN TIMEFOR THE HOLIDAYS.
  • 00:21:30.879 --> 00:21:32.814
  • YOUR GIFT OF $36
  • 00:21:32.914 --> 00:21:34.816
  • WILL HELP PROVIDETEN PAIRS OF SHOES.
  • 00:21:34.916 --> 00:21:37.018
  • A GIFT OF $72 WILL HELPPROVIDE 20 PAIRS.
  • 00:21:37.119 --> 00:21:39.654
  • AND A GIFTOF $180
  • 00:21:39.755 --> 00:21:41.656
  • WILL HELP PROVIDE50 PAIRS OF CHRISTMAS SHOES
  • 00:21:41.757 --> 00:21:43.792
  • FOR CHILDRENIN NEED.
  • 00:21:43.892 --> 00:21:45.794
  • AS A THANK YOU FOR YOURGIFT OF SUPPORT,
  • 00:21:45.894 --> 00:21:47.796
  • BE SURE TO REQUESTTHIS BEAUTIFULLY CRAFTED
  • 00:21:47.896 --> 00:21:49.798
  • BLUE CRYSTALSHOE ORNAMENT.
  • 00:21:49.898 --> 00:21:51.800
  • A TREASURE TO DISPLAYAT EACH CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:21:51.900 --> 00:21:53.969
  • WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE,
  • 00:21:54.069 --> 00:21:55.971
  • YOU MAY ALSO REQUESTTHIS KEEPSAKE BOXED SET
  • 00:21:56.071 --> 00:21:58.306
  • OF ALL LIFE'SCHRISTMAS SHOE ORNAMENTS.
  • 00:21:58.407 --> 00:22:00.809
  • FINALLY, PLEASE CONSIDERA GIFT OF $1.000 OR MORE
  • 00:22:00.909 --> 00:22:04.246
  • TO HELP PROVIDE275 PAIRS OF SHOES
  • 00:22:04.346 --> 00:22:07.315
  • OR TWO CHILDREN WITHCORRECTIVE CLEFT LIPOR PALATE SURGERIES.
  • 00:22:07.416 --> 00:22:10.685
  • AND YOU MAY REQUESTTHE BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:22:10.786 --> 00:22:12.687
  • "A MOTHER'S STRENGTH"BRONZE SCULPTURE.
  • 00:22:12.788 --> 00:22:15.157
  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, ORMAKE YOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY!
  • 00:22:15.257 --> 00:22:20.262
  • Randy: I WANT TO THANK
  • 00:22:23.999 --> 00:22:25.233
  • Randy: I WANT TO THANKALL OF YOU WHO ARE
  • 00:22:25.233 --> 00:22:26.501
  • Randy: I WANT TO THANKALL OF YOU WHO AREPARTICIPATING IN THE SHOES
  • 00:22:26.501 --> 00:22:27.736
  • ALL OF YOU WHO AREPARTICIPATING IN THE SHOESAND SMILES.
  • 00:22:27.736 --> 00:22:29.104
  • PARTICIPATING IN THE SHOESAND SMILES.AND IF YOU HAVEN'T YET,
  • 00:22:29.104 --> 00:22:30.405
  • AND SMILES.AND IF YOU HAVEN'T YET,IT'S NOT TOO LATE,
  • 00:22:30.405 --> 00:22:31.506
  • AND IF YOU HAVEN'T YET,IT'S NOT TOO LATE,DO WHAT YOU CAN.
  • 00:22:31.506 --> 00:22:32.607
  • IT'S NOT TOO LATE,DO WHAT YOU CAN.WE'RE GOING TO MAKE THIS
  • 00:22:32.607 --> 00:22:33.909
  • DO WHAT YOU CAN.WE'RE GOING TO MAKE THISSUCH A SPECIAL CHRISTMAS.
  • 00:22:33.909 --> 00:22:35.143
  • WE'RE GOING TO MAKE THISSUCH A SPECIAL CHRISTMAS.I ALSO WANT TO THANK, SHEILA,
  • 00:22:35.143 --> 00:22:36.711
  • SUCH A SPECIAL CHRISTMAS.I ALSO WANT TO THANK, SHEILA,OUR TWO WONDERFUL
  • 00:22:36.711 --> 00:22:38.046
  • I ALSO WANT TO THANK, SHEILA,OUR TWO WONDERFULGUESTS TODAY.
  • 00:22:38.046 --> 00:22:40.048
  • OUR TWO WONDERFULGUESTS TODAY.SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM THEM.
  • 00:22:40.048 --> 00:22:41.650
  • GUESTS TODAY.SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM THEM.I JUST APPRECIATE
  • 00:22:41.650 --> 00:22:42.951
  • SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM THEM.I JUST APPRECIATEEVERYTHING THAT THEY'RE DOING.
  • 00:22:42.951 --> 00:22:44.152
  • I JUST APPRECIATEEVERYTHING THAT THEY'RE DOING.Sheila: AND THEIR BOOKS,
  • 00:22:44.152 --> 00:22:45.187
  • EVERYTHING THAT THEY'RE DOING.Sheila: AND THEIR BOOKS,TAKE BACK YOUR LIFE
  • 00:22:45.187 --> 00:22:46.254
  • Sheila: AND THEIR BOOKS,TAKE BACK YOUR LIFEBY LEVI AND
  • 00:22:46.254 --> 00:22:47.255
  • TAKE BACK YOUR LIFEBY LEVI ANDTHE FIGHT TO FLOURISH
  • 00:22:47.255 --> 00:22:48.290
  • BY LEVI ANDTHE FIGHT TO FLOURISHBY JENNIE LUSKO.
  • 00:22:48.290 --> 00:22:49.391
  • THE FIGHT TO FLOURISHBY JENNIE LUSKO.THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCH
  • 00:22:49.391 --> 00:22:50.492
  • BY JENNIE LUSKO.THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCHFOR BEING WITH US.
  • 00:22:50.492 --> 00:22:51.560
  • THANK YOU BOTH SO MUCHFOR BEING WITH US.WE ABSOLUTELY LOVE
  • 00:22:51.560 --> 00:22:52.627
  • FOR BEING WITH US.WE ABSOLUTELY LOVEAND TREASURE YOU.
  • 00:22:52.627 --> 00:22:53.695
  • WE ABSOLUTELY LOVEAND TREASURE YOU.Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.
  • 00:22:53.695 --> 00:22:54.696
  • AND TREASURE YOU.Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.Jennie: WHAT A JOY!
  • 00:22:54.696 --> 00:22:56.031
  • Levi: THANKS FOR HAVING US.Jennie: WHAT A JOY!THANK YOU.
  • 00:22:56.031 --> 00:22:57.232
  • Jennie: WHAT A JOY!THANK YOU.Sheila: AND WE WILL SEE YOU
  • 00:22:57.232 --> 00:22:58.400
  • THANK YOU.Sheila: AND WE WILL SEE YOUNEXT TIME ON LIFE TODAY .
  • 00:22:58.400 --> 00:22:59.501
  • Sheila: AND WE WILL SEE YOUNEXT TIME ON LIFE TODAY .FROM RANDY AND ME AND
  • 00:22:59.501 --> 00:23:01.203
  • NEXT TIME ON LIFE TODAY .FROM RANDY AND ME ANDALL OF US HERE AT LIFE TODAY ,
  • 00:23:01.203 --> 00:23:02.637
  • FROM RANDY AND ME ANDALL OF US HERE AT LIFE TODAY ,TAKE CARE, AND GOD BLESS!
  • 00:23:02.637 --> 00:23:04.806
  • ♪ SHATTERED ♪
  • 00:23:28.330 --> 00:23:30.232
  • ♪ LIKE YOU'VE NEVERBEEN BEFORE ♪
  • 00:23:30.332 --> 00:23:34.369
  • ♪ THE LIFEYOU KNEW ♪
  • 00:23:34.469 --> 00:23:38.039
  • ♪ IN A THOUSAND PIECESON THE FLOOR ♪
  • 00:23:38.139 --> 00:23:41.276
  • ♪ AND WORDSFALL SHORT ♪
  • 00:23:41.376 --> 00:23:43.278
  • ♪ IN TIMESLIKE THESE ♪
  • 00:23:43.378 --> 00:23:45.280
  • ♪ WHEN THIS WORLDDRIVES YOU TO YOUR KNEES ♪
  • 00:23:45.380 --> 00:23:49.384
  • ♪ YOU THINK YOU'LL NEVERGOING TO GET BACK ♪
  • 00:23:49.484 --> 00:23:53.021
  • ♪ TO THE YOUYOU USED TO BE ♪
  • 00:23:53.121 --> 00:23:56.958
  • ♪ TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:23:58.126 --> 00:24:01.530
  • ♪ CLOSE YOUR EYESAND BREATHE IT IN ♪
  • 00:24:01.630 --> 00:24:05.066
  • ♪ LET THE SHADOWSFALL AWAY ♪
  • 00:24:05.166 --> 00:24:08.603
  • ♪ STEP INTOTHE LINE OF GRACE ♪
  • 00:24:08.703 --> 00:24:12.240
  • ♪ YESTERDAY'SA CLOSING DOOR ♪
  • 00:24:12.340 --> 00:24:15.810
  • ♪ YOU DON'T LIVETHERE ANYMORE ♪
  • 00:24:15.911 --> 00:24:19.381
  • ♪ SAY GOOD-BYETO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN ♪
  • 00:24:19.481 --> 00:24:23.351
  • ♪ AND TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:24:23.451 --> 00:24:27.656
  • ♪ BEGINNING ♪
  • 00:24:32.827 --> 00:24:35.163
  • ♪ JUST LET THAT WORDWASH OVER YOU ♪
  • 00:24:35.263 --> 00:24:38.667
  • ♪ IT'S ALL RIGHT NOW ♪
  • 00:24:38.767 --> 00:24:42.270
  • ♪ LOVE'S HEALING HANDSHAVE PULLED YOU THROUGH ♪
  • 00:24:42.370 --> 00:24:45.740
  • ♪ SO GET BACK UP ♪
  • 00:24:45.840 --> 00:24:47.742
  • ♪ TOUCH THAT ONE ♪
  • 00:24:47.842 --> 00:24:49.744
  • ♪ LEAVE THE DARKNESSFEEL THE SUN ♪
  • 00:24:49.844 --> 00:24:53.982
  • ♪ BECAUSE YOUR STORY'SFAR FROM OVER ♪
  • 00:24:54.082 --> 00:24:57.519
  • ♪ AND YOUR JOURNEY'SJUST BEGUN ♪
  • 00:24:57.619 --> 00:25:01.323
  • ♪ TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:25:02.490 --> 00:25:05.927
  • ♪ CLOSE YOUR EYESAND BREATHE IT IN ♪
  • 00:25:06.027 --> 00:25:09.631
  • ♪ LET THE SHADOWSFALL AWAY ♪
  • 00:25:09.731 --> 00:25:13.034
  • ♪ STEP INTOTHE LIGHT OF GRACE ♪
  • 00:25:13.134 --> 00:25:16.638
  • ♪ YESTERDAY'SA CLOSING DOOR ♪
  • 00:25:16.738 --> 00:25:20.241
  • ♪ YOU DON'T LIVETHERE ANYMORE ♪
  • 00:25:20.342 --> 00:25:23.845
  • ♪ SAY GOOD-BYETO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN ♪
  • 00:25:23.945 --> 00:25:27.649
  • ♪ AND TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:25:27.749 --> 00:25:31.553
  • ♪ LET EVERYHEARTBREAK ♪
  • 00:25:32.687 --> 00:25:36.124
  • ♪ AND EVERY SCAR ♪
  • 00:25:36.224 --> 00:25:40.662
  • ♪ BE A WITNESSTHAT REMINDS YOU ♪
  • 00:25:40.762 --> 00:25:43.999
  • ♪ WHO HAS CARRIED YOUTHIS FAR ♪
  • 00:25:44.099 --> 00:25:46.768
  • ♪ 'CAUSE LOVESEES FARTHER ♪
  • 00:25:46.868 --> 00:25:50.338
  • ♪ THAN YOUEVER COULD ♪
  • 00:25:50.438 --> 00:25:54.643
  • ♪ IN THIS MOMENTHEAVEN'S WORKING ♪
  • 00:25:54.743 --> 00:25:58.380
  • ♪ EVERYTHINGFOR YOUR GOOD ♪
  • 00:25:58.480 --> 00:26:02.550
  • ♪ TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:26:03.551 --> 00:26:06.855
  • ♪ CLOSE YOUR EYESAND BREATHE IT IN ♪
  • 00:26:06.955 --> 00:26:10.358
  • ♪ LET THE SHADOWSFALL AWAY ♪
  • 00:26:10.458 --> 00:26:13.962
  • ♪ STEP INTOTHE LIGHT OF GRACE ♪
  • 00:26:14.062 --> 00:26:17.532
  • ♪ YESTERDAY'SA CLOSING DOOR ♪
  • 00:26:17.632 --> 00:26:21.136
  • ♪ YOU DON'T LIVETHERE ANYMORE ♪
  • 00:26:21.236 --> 00:26:24.839
  • ♪ SAY GOOD-BYETO WHERE YOU'VE BEEN ♪
  • 00:26:24.939 --> 00:26:28.376
  • ♪ AND TELL YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:26:28.476 --> 00:26:35.950
  • ♪ YOUR HEART TO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:26:36.051 --> 00:26:42.991
  • ♪ YOUR HEARTTO BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:26:43.091 --> 00:26:50.398
  • ♪ BEAT AGAIN ♪
  • 00:26:50.498 --> 00:26:55.770
  • NEXT WEEK,FINDING PANDEMIC PROTECTION.
  • 00:27:02.610 --> 00:27:05.647
  • - BECAUSE YOU GIVETHE BODY WHAT IT NEEDS.
  • 00:27:05.747 --> 00:27:08.049
  • AND OUR BODY IS FEARFULLYAND WONDERFULLY MADE.
  • 00:27:08.149 --> 00:27:11.653
  • LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
  • 00:27:12.654 --> 00:27:16.057
  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
  • 00:27:23.398 --> 00:27:25.366
  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
  • 00:27:25.467 --> 00:27:27.502
  • THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
  • 00:27:27.602 --> 00:27:29.010