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Sheri Rose Shepherd | Bruised But Not Broken

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April 16, 2020
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The author of God's Princess reveals the debilitating circumstances she has faced and the simplicity of Christ in her battles.

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Sheri Rose Shepherd | Bruised But Not Broken

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  • - I WAS DIAGNOSEDWITH CANCER.
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  • MY MARRIAGE ENDED.
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  • EVERYTHING I LOVEDAND LIVED FOR WAS GONE.
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  • I WAS GIVENEIGHT WEEKS TO LIVE.
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  • WHEN LIFE FELL APART,SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD
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  • LEARNED TOWALK WITH GOD.
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  • - AND NOW I HAVE JOYBEFORE THE HEALING.
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  • I NOW KNOW THATGOD IS ENOUGH
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  • AND YOUR LEGACY MEANSSO MUCH MORE
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  • THAN THE LIFETHAT YOU WANTED.
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  • James: THANK ALL OF YOU.
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  • James: THANK ALL OF YOU.WE WELCOME YOU.
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  • James: THANK ALL OF YOU.WE WELCOME YOU.I'M JAMES ROBISON.
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  • WE WELCOME YOU.I'M JAMES ROBISON.BETTY AND I WELCOME YOU
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  • I'M JAMES ROBISON.BETTY AND I WELCOME YOUTO LIFE TODAY .
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  • THE SIT DOWN TALK FORMAT
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  • THE SIT DOWN TALK FORMATAND YOU DIDN'T KNOW BUT
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  • THE SIT DOWN TALK FORMATAND YOU DIDN'T KNOW BUTFOR ABOUT 30 YEARS PLUS
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  • AND YOU DIDN'T KNOW BUTFOR ABOUT 30 YEARS PLUSI JUST WAS IN STADIUMS
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  • FOR ABOUT 30 YEARS PLUSI JUST WAS IN STADIUMSAND COLISEUMS AND PREACHING
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  • I JUST WAS IN STADIUMSAND COLISEUMS AND PREACHING600 CITYWIDE MEETINGS.
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  • AND COLISEUMS AND PREACHING600 CITYWIDE MEETINGS.AND THEN SUDDENLY GOD LED US
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  • 600 CITYWIDE MEETINGS.AND THEN SUDDENLY GOD LED USTO SIT DOWN AND SEEK TO CALL
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  • AND THEN SUDDENLY GOD LED USTO SIT DOWN AND SEEK TO CALLTHE FAMILY, GOD'S FAMILY
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  • TO SIT DOWN AND SEEK TO CALLTHE FAMILY, GOD'S FAMILYIN THE FAMILY ROOM
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  • THE FAMILY, GOD'S FAMILYIN THE FAMILY ROOMTO HELP THEM KNOW THE FATHER.
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  • IN THE FAMILY ROOMTO HELP THEM KNOW THE FATHER.ONE OF OUR FIRST GUESTS
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  • TO HELP THEM KNOW THE FATHER.ONE OF OUR FIRST GUESTSWAS A BEAUTIFUL LADY
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  • ONE OF OUR FIRST GUESTSWAS A BEAUTIFUL LADYNAMED SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD.
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  • WAS A BEAUTIFUL LADYNAMED SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD.SHE WROTE A BOOK THAT WAS
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  • NAMED SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD.SHE WROTE A BOOK THAT WASA BESTSELLER, HIS PRINCESS .
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  • SHE WROTE A BOOK THAT WASA BESTSELLER, HIS PRINCESS .NOW THEN THEY HAVE ASKED
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  • A BESTSELLER, HIS PRINCESS .NOW THEN THEY HAVE ASKEDTHAT SHE WOULD PUT TOGETHER
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  • NOW THEN THEY HAVE ASKEDTHAT SHE WOULD PUT TOGETHERAN INCREDIBLE DEVOTIONAL BOOK
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  • THAT SHE WOULD PUT TOGETHERAN INCREDIBLE DEVOTIONAL BOOKTALKING ABOUT HIS PRINCESS
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  • AN INCREDIBLE DEVOTIONAL BOOKTALKING ABOUT HIS PRINCESSEVERYDAY DEVOTIONAL :
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  • TALKING ABOUT HIS PRINCESSEVERYDAY DEVOTIONAL :"LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING,"
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  • EVERYDAY DEVOTIONAL :"LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING,"WHICH WE ALL NEED.
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  • "LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING,"WHICH WE ALL NEED.WELL, WE'RE REALLY GLAD
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  • WHICH WE ALL NEED.WELL, WE'RE REALLY GLADTO HAVE SHERI ROSE BACK.
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  • WELL, WE'RE REALLY GLADTO HAVE SHERI ROSE BACK.WOULD YOU WELCOME
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  • TO HAVE SHERI ROSE BACK.WOULD YOU WELCOMESHERI ROSE SHEPHERD
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  • WOULD YOU WELCOMESHERI ROSE SHEPHERDTO LIFE TODAY ?
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  • YOU KNOW SINCE YOU WERE HERE
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  • YOU KNOW SINCE YOU WERE HEREAND YOU'VE HAD A REALLY
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  • YOU KNOW SINCE YOU WERE HEREAND YOU'VE HAD A REALLYREMARKABLE JOURNEY BUT
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  • AND YOU'VE HAD A REALLYREMARKABLE JOURNEY BUTYOU'VE ALSO HAD WHAT YOU MIGHT
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  • REMARKABLE JOURNEY BUTYOU'VE ALSO HAD WHAT YOU MIGHTJUST CALL ONE OF THOSE
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  • YOU'VE ALSO HAD WHAT YOU MIGHTJUST CALL ONE OF THOSECATASTROPHIC MOMENTS
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  • JUST CALL ONE OF THOSECATASTROPHIC MOMENTSTHAT ACTUALLY BECAME KIND OF
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  • CATASTROPHIC MOMENTSTHAT ACTUALLY BECAME KIND OFLIKE ALMOST A SERIES OF
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  • THAT ACTUALLY BECAME KIND OFLIKE ALMOST A SERIES OFTHE KIND OF THINGS THAT
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  • LIKE ALMOST A SERIES OFTHE KIND OF THINGS THATWOULD PRETTY WELL,
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  • THE KIND OF THINGS THATWOULD PRETTY WELL,PEOPLE CALL FAR MORE THAN
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  • WOULD PRETTY WELL,PEOPLE CALL FAR MORE THANCAREER ENDING, ALMOST TO
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  • PEOPLE CALL FAR MORE THANCAREER ENDING, ALMOST TOTHE POINT OF LIFE ENDING.
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  • CAREER ENDING, ALMOST TOTHE POINT OF LIFE ENDING.SO TELL US WHAT'S GOING ON
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  • THE POINT OF LIFE ENDING.SO TELL US WHAT'S GOING ONBECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THROUGH IT,
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  • SO TELL US WHAT'S GOING ONBECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THROUGH IT,YOU'RE IN IT,
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  • BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THROUGH IT,YOU'RE IN IT,BUT YOU'RE LEARNING
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  • Sheri: IN LESS THAN FOUR WEEKS
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  • Sheri: IN LESS THAN FOUR WEEKSMY ENTIRE WORLD BLEW UP.
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  • MY MARRIAGE ENDED,
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  • MY MARRIAGE ENDED,EVERYTHING I LOVED
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  • MY MARRIAGE ENDED,EVERYTHING I LOVEDAND LIVED FOR WAS GONE.
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  • EVERYTHING I LOVEDAND LIVED FOR WAS GONE.I WAS GIVEN EIGHT WEEKS
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  • AND LIVED FOR WAS GONE.I WAS GIVEN EIGHT WEEKSTO LIVE AND I TOLD THE DOCTOR,
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  • I WAS GIVEN EIGHT WEEKSTO LIVE AND I TOLD THE DOCTOR,"WELL, IF I ONLY HAVE
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  • TO LIVE AND I TOLD THE DOCTOR,"WELL, IF I ONLY HAVEEIGHT WEEKS TO LIVE,
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  • "WELL, IF I ONLY HAVEEIGHT WEEKS TO LIVE,I LIKE MY HAIR EXTENSIONS
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  • EIGHT WEEKS TO LIVE,I LIKE MY HAIR EXTENSIONSSO I'M NOT GOING TO DO CHEMO."
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  • I LIKE MY HAIR EXTENSIONSSO I'M NOT GOING TO DO CHEMO."BECAUSE I WON'T HAVE HAIR
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  • SO I'M NOT GOING TO DO CHEMO."BECAUSE I WON'T HAVE HAIRTO SEW THEM ON TO.
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  • BECAUSE I WON'T HAVE HAIRTO SEW THEM ON TO.SO I WAS JOKING WITH HIM.
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  • TO SEW THEM ON TO.SO I WAS JOKING WITH HIM.I LITERALLY HAD NO IDEA
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  • SO I WAS JOKING WITH HIM.I LITERALLY HAD NO IDEAHOW I WAS GOING TO GET
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  • I LITERALLY HAD NO IDEAHOW I WAS GOING TO GETTHROUGH IT AT ALL.
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  • HOW I WAS GOING TO GETTHROUGH IT AT ALL.BECAUSE I'D BEEN SPEAKING
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  • THROUGH IT AT ALL.BECAUSE I'D BEEN SPEAKINGEVERY WEEKEND FOR 25 YEARS
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  • BECAUSE I'D BEEN SPEAKINGEVERY WEEKEND FOR 25 YEARSI REALIZED WHEN MY WORLD
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  • EVERY WEEKEND FOR 25 YEARSI REALIZED WHEN MY WORLDFELL APART I DIDN'T HAVE
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  • I REALIZED WHEN MY WORLDFELL APART I DIDN'T HAVEA CHURCH COMMUNITY.
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  • FELL APART I DIDN'T HAVEA CHURCH COMMUNITY.WOMEN WHO WAS A READER
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  • A CHURCH COMMUNITY.WOMEN WHO WAS A READEROF HIS PRINCESS PUT ME
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  • WOMEN WHO WAS A READEROF HIS PRINCESS PUT MEIN A LITTLE BEACH COTTAGE
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  • OF HIS PRINCESS PUT MEIN A LITTLE BEACH COTTAGEAND SAID, "GOD TOLD ME TO
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  • IN A LITTLE BEACH COTTAGEAND SAID, "GOD TOLD ME TOWIPE OUT MY VACATION RENTAL
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  • AND SAID, "GOD TOLD ME TOWIPE OUT MY VACATION RENTALAND PUT YOU HERE FOR
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  • WIPE OUT MY VACATION RENTALAND PUT YOU HERE FORA COUPLE OF YEARS SO YOU HAVE
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  • AND PUT YOU HERE FORA COUPLE OF YEARS SO YOU HAVEAN OPPORTUNITY TO GET HEALING
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  • A COUPLE OF YEARS SO YOU HAVEAN OPPORTUNITY TO GET HEALINGAND TO GET WELL."
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  • AN OPPORTUNITY TO GET HEALINGAND TO GET WELL."WHEN I CHECKED IN THERE
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  • DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER ALSO,
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  • DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER ALSO,AND I DON'T KNOW MY MOM
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  • AND I DON'T KNOW MY MOMGROWING UP.
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  • GROWING UP.SHE DIDN'T RAISE ME SO
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  • SHE DIDN'T RAISE ME SOIT WAS LIKE MOVING
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  • MY WHOLE FAMILY DIDN'T WANT
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  • MY WHOLE FAMILY DIDN'T WANTANYTHING TO DO WITH ME
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  • MY WHOLE FAMILY DIDN'T WANTANYTHING TO DO WITH MEBEING A CHRISTIAN;
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  • ANYTHING TO DO WITH MEBEING A CHRISTIAN;NOW THEY'RE ALL BORN AGAIN,
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  • BEING A CHRISTIAN;NOW THEY'RE ALL BORN AGAIN,AT EVERY LEGACY, EVERY AREA,
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  • NOW THEY'RE ALL BORN AGAIN,AT EVERY LEGACY, EVERY AREA,EVERYBODY SAVED.
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  • AT EVERY LEGACY, EVERY AREA,EVERYBODY SAVED.BUT I'LL TELL YOU
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  • EVERYBODY SAVED.BUT I'LL TELL YOUTHE BIGGEST THING WAS FOR
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  • BUT I'LL TELL YOUTHE BIGGEST THING WAS FORMY CHILDREN, WE WERE
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  • THE BIGGEST THING WAS FORMY CHILDREN, WE WEREVERY CLOSE, AND WHEN I GOT
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  • MY CHILDREN, WE WEREVERY CLOSE, AND WHEN I GOTDIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,
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  • VERY CLOSE, AND WHEN I GOTDIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,THE MOURNING PROCESS STARTED
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  • DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,THE MOURNING PROCESS STARTEDBEFORE, ESPECIALLY IF DOCTORS
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  • THE MOURNING PROCESS STARTEDBEFORE, ESPECIALLY IF DOCTORSTELL YOU YOUR MOM IS GOING
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  • BEFORE, ESPECIALLY IF DOCTORSTELL YOU YOUR MOM IS GOINGTO BE GONE IN EIGHT WEEKS,
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  • TELL YOU YOUR MOM IS GOINGTO BE GONE IN EIGHT WEEKS,THAT WILL TIP ANYBODY'S CHILD.
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  • TO BE GONE IN EIGHT WEEKS,THAT WILL TIP ANYBODY'S CHILD.AND NOW TODAY, HERE I AM
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  • THAT WILL TIP ANYBODY'S CHILD.AND NOW TODAY, HERE I AMALMOST FIVE YEARS LATER
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  • AND NOW TODAY, HERE I AMALMOST FIVE YEARS LATERAND I GUESS THEY WERE WRONG.
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  • ALMOST FIVE YEARS LATERAND I GUESS THEY WERE WRONG.[Applause]
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  • AND I GUESS THEY WERE WRONG.[Applause]THERE'S STILL TUMORS
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  • [Applause]THERE'S STILL TUMORSALL OVER MY LYMPHATIC SYSTEM
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  • THERE'S STILL TUMORSALL OVER MY LYMPHATIC SYSTEMTHAT WE'RE WORKING THROUGH.
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  • ALL OVER MY LYMPHATIC SYSTEMTHAT WE'RE WORKING THROUGH.I AM JUST TAKING
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  • THAT WE'RE WORKING THROUGH.I AM JUST TAKINGONE DAY AT A TIME.
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  • I AM JUST TAKINGONE DAY AT A TIME.BUT I ALWAYS THINK TO MYSELF
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  • ONE DAY AT A TIME.BUT I ALWAYS THINK TO MYSELFWHEN PEOPLE SAY, "OH MY GOSH!
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  • BUT I ALWAYS THINK TO MYSELFWHEN PEOPLE SAY, "OH MY GOSH!YOU'VE BEEN DIAGNOSED
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  • WHEN PEOPLE SAY, "OH MY GOSH!YOU'VE BEEN DIAGNOSEDWITH CANCER!"
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  • YOU'VE BEEN DIAGNOSEDWITH CANCER!"IT'S LIKE, WELL,
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  • WITH CANCER!"IT'S LIKE, WELL,YOU'RE GOING TO DIE TOO.
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  • IT'S LIKE, WELL,YOU'RE GOING TO DIE TOO.I DIDN'T KNOW IF YOU KNEW
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  • YOU'RE GOING TO DIE TOO.I DIDN'T KNOW IF YOU KNEWBUT NEWS FLASH --
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  • I DIDN'T KNOW IF YOU KNEWBUT NEWS FLASH --WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE.
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  • BUT NEWS FLASH --WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE.BUT ONE THING THAT HAS
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  • WE'RE ALL GOING TO DIE.BUT ONE THING THAT HASA LOT OF TIMES NOW,
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  • BUT ONE THING THAT HASA LOT OF TIMES NOW,WHAT I LIKE TO DO, IS TELL
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  • A LOT OF TIMES NOW,WHAT I LIKE TO DO, IS TELLMY STORY THROUGH
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  • WHAT I LIKE TO DO, IS TELLMY STORY THROUGHPHILIPPIANS 4:8 BECAUSE
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  • MY STORY THROUGHPHILIPPIANS 4:8 BECAUSEWELL, PEOPLE WILL SAY,
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  • PHILIPPIANS 4:8 BECAUSEWELL, PEOPLE WILL SAY,"WELL, WHY DID YOU LOSE
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  • WELL, PEOPLE WILL SAY,"WELL, WHY DID YOU LOSEYOUR HEALTH IF YOU'RE
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  • "WELL, WHY DID YOU LOSEYOUR HEALTH IF YOU'REAN ALL ORGANIC EATER?"
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  • YOUR HEALTH IF YOU'REAN ALL ORGANIC EATER?"OR "HOW DID THAT HAPPEN
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  • AN ALL ORGANIC EATER?"OR "HOW DID THAT HAPPENWITH YOUR FAMILY?"
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  • OR "HOW DID THAT HAPPENWITH YOUR FAMILY?"OR "WHERE WAS GOD IN THAT?"
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  • WITH YOUR FAMILY?"OR "WHERE WAS GOD IN THAT?"I BELIEVE THERE IS A MOMENT
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  • OR "WHERE WAS GOD IN THAT?"I BELIEVE THERE IS A MOMENTWHERE YOU HAVE TO SAY AS
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  • I BELIEVE THERE IS A MOMENTWHERE YOU HAVE TO SAY ASA CHRISTIAN, WAS JESUS' LIFE
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  • WHERE YOU HAVE TO SAY ASA CHRISTIAN, WAS JESUS' LIFEON A CROSS ENOUGH FOR ME
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  • A CHRISTIAN, WAS JESUS' LIFEON A CROSS ENOUGH FOR METO FOLLOW HIM?
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  • ON A CROSS ENOUGH FOR METO FOLLOW HIM?AND THERE IS THAT BREAKTHROUGH
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  • TO FOLLOW HIM?AND THERE IS THAT BREAKTHROUGHBREAKDOWN MOMENT.
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  • AND THERE IS THAT BREAKTHROUGHBREAKDOWN MOMENT.NOW I STARTED WITH A BREAKDOWN
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  • BREAKDOWN MOMENT.NOW I STARTED WITH A BREAKDOWNMOMENT WHERE I ASKED
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  • NOW I STARTED WITH A BREAKDOWNMOMENT WHERE I ASKEDTHE DOCTOR TO ASSIST ME TO
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  • MOMENT WHERE I ASKEDTHE DOCTOR TO ASSIST ME TOGO HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD.
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  • THE DOCTOR TO ASSIST ME TOGO HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD.I DIDN'T FEEL I HAD ANYTHING
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  • GO HOME TO BE WITH THE LORD.I DIDN'T FEEL I HAD ANYTHINGTO LOOK UP TO --
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  • I DIDN'T FEEL I HAD ANYTHINGTO LOOK UP TO --NOT BECAUSE OF THE HEALTH.
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  • TO LOOK UP TO --NOT BECAUSE OF THE HEALTH.THE CANCER WAS THE EASIEST
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  • NOT BECAUSE OF THE HEALTH.THE CANCER WAS THE EASIESTTHING I WENT THROUGH.
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  • THE CANCER WAS THE EASIESTTHING I WENT THROUGH.IT WAS FOUR CRISIS AT
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  • THING I WENT THROUGH.IT WAS FOUR CRISIS ATTHE EXACT SAME TIME THAT
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  • IT WAS FOUR CRISIS ATTHE EXACT SAME TIME THATI'LL NEVER TALK ABOUT BECAUSE
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  • THE EXACT SAME TIME THATI'LL NEVER TALK ABOUT BECAUSEI DON'T WANT THE DEVIL
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  • I'LL NEVER TALK ABOUT BECAUSEI DON'T WANT THE DEVILTO HAVE ANY CREDIT.
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  • I DON'T WANT THE DEVILTO HAVE ANY CREDIT.I DON'T WANT HIM TO HAVE
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  • TO HAVE ANY CREDIT.I DON'T WANT HIM TO HAVETO GET TO HEAR WHAT HE DID.
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  • I DON'T WANT HIM TO HAVETO GET TO HEAR WHAT HE DID.BUT IT WAS SO CATASTROPHIC
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  • TO GET TO HEAR WHAT HE DID.BUT IT WAS SO CATASTROPHICTHAT RIGHT BEFORE THEN,
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  • BUT IT WAS SO CATASTROPHICTHAT RIGHT BEFORE THEN,I WAS THE SPEAKER FOR
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  • THAT RIGHT BEFORE THEN,I WAS THE SPEAKER FORTHE CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR'S
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  • I WAS THE SPEAKER FORTHE CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR'SASSOCIATION, AND I KNOW
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  • THE CHRISTIAN COUNSELOR'SASSOCIATION, AND I KNOWIT WAS GOD BECAUSE I GAVE
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  • ASSOCIATION, AND I KNOWIT WAS GOD BECAUSE I GAVEBACK THE HONORARIUM AND SAID,
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  • IT WAS GOD BECAUSE I GAVEBACK THE HONORARIUM AND SAID,"USE THIS FOR SOMEONE THAT
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  • BACK THE HONORARIUM AND SAID,"USE THIS FOR SOMEONE THATWILL NEED PROFESSIONAL
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  • "USE THIS FOR SOMEONE THATWILL NEED PROFESSIONALCOUNSELLING THAT
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  • WILL NEED PROFESSIONALCOUNSELLING THATCAN'T AFFORD IT."
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  • COUNSELLING THATCAN'T AFFORD IT."THEY CALLED ME A FEW WEEKS
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  • CAN'T AFFORD IT."THEY CALLED ME A FEW WEEKSLATER TO BOOK ME FOR
  • 00:05:38.728 --> 00:05:39.829
  • THEY CALLED ME A FEW WEEKSLATER TO BOOK ME FORTHE FOLLOWING YEAR TO SPEAK
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  • LATER TO BOOK ME FORTHE FOLLOWING YEAR TO SPEAKFOR THEM AND I HAD GONE NUMB
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  • THE FOLLOWING YEAR TO SPEAKFOR THEM AND I HAD GONE NUMBAND ALL I COULD EXPLAIN IS...
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  • FOR THEM AND I HAD GONE NUMBAND ALL I COULD EXPLAIN IS...THEY SAID, "OH WE JUST
  • 00:05:44.567 --> 00:05:45.635
  • AND ALL I COULD EXPLAIN IS...THEY SAID, "OH WE JUSTWANT TO TELL YOU
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  • THEY SAID, "OH WE JUSTWANT TO TELL YOUALL OUR GOOD REPORTS.
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  • WANT TO TELL YOUALL OUR GOOD REPORTS.WE WANT TO BOOK YOU AGAIN
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  • ALL OUR GOOD REPORTS.WE WANT TO BOOK YOU AGAINFOR NEXT YEAR."
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  • WE WANT TO BOOK YOU AGAINFOR NEXT YEAR."I WAS LIKE, "AAH! AAH!"
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  • FOR NEXT YEAR."I WAS LIKE, "AAH! AAH!"AND SHE GOES, "SHERI,
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  • I WAS LIKE, "AAH! AAH!"AND SHE GOES, "SHERI,ARE YOU OKAY?"
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  • AND SHE GOES, "SHERI,ARE YOU OKAY?"SHE THOUGHT MAYBE I WAS
  • 00:05:53.109 --> 00:05:54.143
  • ARE YOU OKAY?"SHE THOUGHT MAYBE I WASHAVING A STROKE OR SOMETHING.
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  • SHE THOUGHT MAYBE I WASHAVING A STROKE OR SOMETHING.I SAID, "I CAN'T FEEL.
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  • HAVING A STROKE OR SOMETHING.I SAID, "I CAN'T FEEL.CAN'T FEEL."
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  • I SAID, "I CAN'T FEEL.CAN'T FEEL."SHE GOES, "HONEY, HOLD ON.
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  • CAN'T FEEL."SHE GOES, "HONEY, HOLD ON.I'M GOING TO ASK YOU A LIST
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  • SHE GOES, "HONEY, HOLD ON.I'M GOING TO ASK YOU A LISTOF QUESTIONS AND YOU'RE
  • 00:06:00.917 --> 00:06:03.786
  • I'M GOING TO ASK YOU A LISTOF QUESTIONS AND YOU'REJUST GOING TO SAY YES OR NO."
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  • OF QUESTIONS AND YOU'REJUST GOING TO SAY YES OR NO."AND THERE WERE ABOUT
  • 00:06:04.954 --> 00:06:06.322
  • JUST GOING TO SAY YES OR NO."AND THERE WERE ABOUTA HUNDRED OF THEM.
  • 00:06:06.322 --> 00:06:07.423
  • AND THERE WERE ABOUTA HUNDRED OF THEM.SO SHE STARTED ASKING ME
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  • A HUNDRED OF THEM.SO SHE STARTED ASKING MEALL THESE QUESTIONS
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  • SO SHE STARTED ASKING MEALL THESE QUESTIONSAND SHE SAID, "YOU KNOW THAT
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  • ALL THESE QUESTIONSAND SHE SAID, "YOU KNOW THATSCHOLARSHIP YOU GAVE BACK?
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  • AND SHE SAID, "YOU KNOW THATSCHOLARSHIP YOU GAVE BACK?WE NEED TO GET YOU HELP
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  • SCHOLARSHIP YOU GAVE BACK?WE NEED TO GET YOU HELPLIKE RIGHT NOW BECAUSE
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  • WE NEED TO GET YOU HELPLIKE RIGHT NOW BECAUSEMOST PEOPLE ONLY EXPERIENCE
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  • LIKE RIGHT NOW BECAUSEMOST PEOPLE ONLY EXPERIENCEONE TO TWO AT THE MOST OF
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  • MOST PEOPLE ONLY EXPERIENCEONE TO TWO AT THE MOST OFWHAT YOU WALKED THROUGH,
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  • ONE TO TWO AT THE MOST OFWHAT YOU WALKED THROUGH,I'VE NOT SEEN IT ALL AT ONCE."
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  • WHAT YOU WALKED THROUGH,I'VE NOT SEEN IT ALL AT ONCE."AND I BELIEVE THAT'S
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  • I'VE NOT SEEN IT ALL AT ONCE."AND I BELIEVE THAT'SPROBABLY WHAT CAUSED,
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  • AND I BELIEVE THAT'SPROBABLY WHAT CAUSED,HONESTLY, THE CANCER BECAUSE
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  • PROBABLY WHAT CAUSED,HONESTLY, THE CANCER BECAUSETHE BIBLE SAYS A MAN'S BODY
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  • HONESTLY, THE CANCER BECAUSETHE BIBLE SAYS A MAN'S BODYCAN WITHSTAND SICKNESS
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  • THE BIBLE SAYS A MAN'S BODYCAN WITHSTAND SICKNESSBUT WHO CAN WITHSTAND
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  • CAN WITHSTAND SICKNESSBUT WHO CAN WITHSTANDA CRUSHED SPIRIT?
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  • BUT WHO CAN WITHSTANDA CRUSHED SPIRIT?THE BEAUTY OF PHILIPPIANS 4:8
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  • A CRUSHED SPIRIT?THE BEAUTY OF PHILIPPIANS 4:8IN THIS STORY IS THAT
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  • THE BEAUTY OF PHILIPPIANS 4:8IN THIS STORY IS THATBECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE THE LOVE
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  • IN THIS STORY IS THATBECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE THE LOVEGROWING UP OF A FAMILY,
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  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE THE LOVEGROWING UP OF A FAMILY,I'M A FIRST GENERATIONAL
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  • GROWING UP OF A FAMILY,I'M A FIRST GENERATIONALCHRISTIAN.
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  • I'M A FIRST GENERATIONALCHRISTIAN.I HAD A DAD THAT ABSOLUTELY
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  • CHRISTIAN.I HAD A DAD THAT ABSOLUTELYLOVES AND ADORES ME BUT
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  • I HAD A DAD THAT ABSOLUTELYLOVES AND ADORES ME BUTI DIDN'T HAVE A LOVING FAMILY.
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  • LOVES AND ADORES ME BUTI DIDN'T HAVE A LOVING FAMILY.WHEN MY PARENTS DIVORCED
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  • I DIDN'T HAVE A LOVING FAMILY.WHEN MY PARENTS DIVORCEDNO ONE WAS DIVORCED.
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  • WHEN MY PARENTS DIVORCEDNO ONE WAS DIVORCED.SO WHEN THE DOCTORS GAVE ME
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  • THE FIRST TIME MY PARENTS
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  • THE FIRST TIME MY PARENTSCAME TOGETHER WITH ME
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  • CAME TOGETHER WITH MEIN A ROOM AND SAID,
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  • IN A ROOM AND SAID,"WHAT CAN WE DO?"
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  • "WHAT CAN WE DO?"I SAID, "YOU'RE ALL
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  • I SAID, "YOU'RE ALLI HAVE LEFT!
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  • I HAVE LEFT!EVEN THOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOU,
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  • EACH OTHER.
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  • EACH OTHER.I NEED YOU TO SOMEHOW
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  • EACH OTHER.I NEED YOU TO SOMEHOWBE FRIENDS."
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  • I NEED YOU TO SOMEHOWBE FRIENDS."AND NOW THEY'RE REALLY GOOD
  • 00:07:04.447 --> 00:07:06.916
  • BE FRIENDS."AND NOW THEY'RE REALLY GOODFRIENDS AND I'VE WATCHED
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  • AND NOW THEY'RE REALLY GOODFRIENDS AND I'VE WATCHEDHEALING HAPPEN WITH THEM.
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  • FRIENDS AND I'VE WATCHEDHEALING HAPPEN WITH THEM.I GOT TO LEARN WHO GOD IS
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  • HEALING HAPPEN WITH THEM.I GOT TO LEARN WHO GOD ISWHEN NO ONE ELSE
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  • I GOT TO LEARN WHO GOD ISWHEN NO ONE ELSEIS THERE FOR YOU.
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  • WHEN NO ONE ELSEIS THERE FOR YOU.I LITERALLY SAID TO THE LORD,
  • 00:07:17.326 --> 00:07:18.661
  • IS THERE FOR YOU.I LITERALLY SAID TO THE LORD,HOW AM I EVER GOING TO FIND
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  • I LITERALLY SAID TO THE LORD,HOW AM I EVER GOING TO FINDMY WAY BACK TO YOU, GOD?
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  • HOW AM I EVER GOING TO FINDMY WAY BACK TO YOU, GOD?MEANING I LOVED HIM,
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  • MY WAY BACK TO YOU, GOD?MEANING I LOVED HIM,I DIDN'T WALK AWAY FROM HIM
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  • MEANING I LOVED HIM,I DIDN'T WALK AWAY FROM HIMEVER BUT HOW AM I EVER
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  • I DIDN'T WALK AWAY FROM HIMEVER BUT HOW AM I EVERGOING TO FIND MY WAY
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  • EVER BUT HOW AM I EVERGOING TO FIND MY WAYBACK TO JOY, PEACE?
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  • GOING TO FIND MY WAYBACK TO JOY, PEACE?HOW AM I EVER GOING TO BE
  • 00:07:27.870 --> 00:07:29.038
  • BACK TO JOY, PEACE?HOW AM I EVER GOING TO BEHEALED FROM THIS MUCH
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  • HOW AM I EVER GOING TO BEHEALED FROM THIS MUCHHEARTBREAK AT ONE TIME
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  • HEALED FROM THIS MUCHHEARTBREAK AT ONE TIMEAND THIS MUCH BETRAYAL?
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  • HEARTBREAK AT ONE TIMEAND THIS MUCH BETRAYAL?IT IS TOO MUCH.
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  • AND THIS MUCH BETRAYAL?IT IS TOO MUCH.IT IS OVERWHELMING.
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  • IT IS TOO MUCH.IT IS OVERWHELMING.AND THE LORD WAS
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  • IT IS OVERWHELMING.AND THE LORD WASSO SPECIFIC WITH ME.
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  • AND THE LORD WASSO SPECIFIC WITH ME.HE SAID, "GO BACK TO BEFORE
  • 00:07:38.648 --> 00:07:39.982
  • SO SPECIFIC WITH ME.HE SAID, "GO BACK TO BEFOREYOU MET ALL THOSE PEOPLE,
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  • HE SAID, "GO BACK TO BEFOREYOU MET ALL THOSE PEOPLE,BEFORE YOU WERE A WIFE,
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  • YOU MET ALL THOSE PEOPLE,BEFORE YOU WERE A WIFE,BEFORE YOU WERE A MOTHER
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  • BEFORE YOU WERE A WIFE,BEFORE YOU WERE A MOTHERWHEN YOU JUST KNEW ME"
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  • BEFORE YOU WERE A MOTHERWHEN YOU JUST KNEW ME"WHEN I WAS AT YOUR CRUSADE
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  • WHEN YOU JUST KNEW ME"WHEN I WAS AT YOUR CRUSADEAS A BABY CHRISTIAN IN
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  • WHEN I WAS AT YOUR CRUSADEAS A BABY CHRISTIAN INTHE LORD, SINGLE YOUNG WOMAN.
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  • AS A BABY CHRISTIAN INTHE LORD, SINGLE YOUNG WOMAN.AND HE SAYS TO ME, "GO BACK
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  • THE LORD, SINGLE YOUNG WOMAN.AND HE SAYS TO ME, "GO BACKTO ME -- JUST REMEMBER ME."
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  • AND HE SAYS TO ME, "GO BACKTO ME -- JUST REMEMBER ME."SO WHAT I DID IS I STARTED
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  • TO ME -- JUST REMEMBER ME."SO WHAT I DID IS I STARTEDPLAYING THE WORSHIP SONGS
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  • SO WHAT I DID IS I STARTEDPLAYING THE WORSHIP SONGSLIKE WHEN YOU KNOW
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  • PLAYING THE WORSHIP SONGSLIKE WHEN YOU KNOWYOU'RE DATING SOMEONE
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  • LIKE WHEN YOU KNOWYOU'RE DATING SOMEONEAND THEN YOU GET MARRIED
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  • YOU'RE DATING SOMEONEAND THEN YOU GET MARRIEDAND THEN 40 YEARS LATER
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  • AND THEN YOU GET MARRIEDAND THEN 40 YEARS LATERYOU GO BACK TO THE SONG
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  • AND THEN 40 YEARS LATERYOU GO BACK TO THE SONGTHAT YOU FELL IN LOVE WITH
  • 00:08:01.938 --> 00:08:03.039
  • YOU GO BACK TO THE SONGTHAT YOU FELL IN LOVE WITHAND IT KIND OF STIMULATES
  • 00:08:03.039 --> 00:08:04.240
  • THAT YOU FELL IN LOVE WITHAND IT KIND OF STIMULATESTHOSE FEELINGS?
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  • AND IT KIND OF STIMULATESTHOSE FEELINGS?SO I STARTED WITH JUST
  • 00:08:05.641 --> 00:08:07.176
  • THOSE FEELINGS?SO I STARTED WITH JUSTSTIMULATING THOSE FEELINGS
  • 00:08:07.176 --> 00:08:08.311
  • SO I STARTED WITH JUSTSTIMULATING THOSE FEELINGSAND THEN I STARTED WITH
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  • STIMULATING THOSE FEELINGSAND THEN I STARTED WITHGIVING MYSELF GRACE
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  • AND THEN I STARTED WITHGIVING MYSELF GRACEAND GETTING HELP.
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  • GIVING MYSELF GRACEAND GETTING HELP.BECAUSE THE BEAUTIFUL THING
  • 00:08:12.081 --> 00:08:13.249
  • AND GETTING HELP.BECAUSE THE BEAUTIFUL THINGGOD DID THROUGH THIS
  • 00:08:13.249 --> 00:08:14.483
  • BECAUSE THE BEAUTIFUL THINGGOD DID THROUGH THISIS THERE WAS HEALING THAT
  • 00:08:14.483 --> 00:08:15.585
  • GOD DID THROUGH THISIS THERE WAS HEALING THATNEEDED TO HAPPEN TO ME
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  • IS THERE WAS HEALING THATNEEDED TO HAPPEN TO METHAT I DIDN'T KNOW
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  • NEEDED TO HAPPEN TO METHAT I DIDN'T KNOWWAY BEFORE THE WORLD BLEW UP.
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  • THAT I DIDN'T KNOWWAY BEFORE THE WORLD BLEW UP.AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THE MOST
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  • WAY BEFORE THE WORLD BLEW UP.AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THE MOSTEXCITING THING FOR ME
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  • AND NOW I FEEL LIKE THE MOSTEXCITING THING FOR MEIS TO BE ABLE TO SAY
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  • EXCITING THING FOR MEIS TO BE ABLE TO SAYI EXPERIENCED, I KNEW GOD
  • 00:08:26.629 --> 00:08:28.297
  • IS TO BE ABLE TO SAYI EXPERIENCED, I KNEW GODLIKE JOB SAID BUT NOW I'VE
  • 00:08:28.297 --> 00:08:29.732
  • I EXPERIENCED, I KNEW GODLIKE JOB SAID BUT NOW I'VEEXPERIENCED IT FOR MYSELF.
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  • LIKE JOB SAID BUT NOW I'VEEXPERIENCED IT FOR MYSELF.AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING
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  • EXPERIENCED IT FOR MYSELF.AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGIS WHEN MY KIDS WERE GOING
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  • AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGIS WHEN MY KIDS WERE GOINGWHY IS MY MOM GOING
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  • IS WHEN MY KIDS WERE GOINGWHY IS MY MOM GOINGTHROUGH ALL THIS?
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  • WHY IS MY MOM GOINGTHROUGH ALL THIS?NOW YOU KNOW WHAT'S
  • 00:08:35.638 --> 00:08:36.806
  • THROUGH ALL THIS?NOW YOU KNOW WHAT'SSO BEAUTIFUL FOUR YEARS LATER?
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  • NOW YOU KNOW WHAT'SSO BEAUTIFUL FOUR YEARS LATER?BECAUSE I DIDN'T LET
  • 00:08:37.974 --> 00:08:39.141
  • SO BEAUTIFUL FOUR YEARS LATER?BECAUSE I DIDN'T LETTHE DOCTORS ASSIST ME,
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  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T LETTHE DOCTORS ASSIST ME,BECAUSE I DIDN'T GIVE UP,
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  • THE DOCTORS ASSIST ME,BECAUSE I DIDN'T GIVE UP,MY DAUGHTER IS IN FULL-TIME
  • 00:08:41.544 --> 00:08:42.945
  • BECAUSE I DIDN'T GIVE UP,MY DAUGHTER IS IN FULL-TIMEMISSIONS AND GETTING READY
  • 00:08:42.945 --> 00:08:44.113
  • MY DAUGHTER IS IN FULL-TIMEMISSIONS AND GETTING READYTO DO ANOTHER MISSIONS TRIP
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  • MISSIONS AND GETTING READYTO DO ANOTHER MISSIONS TRIPWITH THE DREAM CENTER.
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  • TO DO ANOTHER MISSIONS TRIPWITH THE DREAM CENTER.SHE JUST CAME OFF
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  • WITH THE DREAM CENTER.SHE JUST CAME OFFOF THE WORLD RACE.
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  • SHE JUST CAME OFFOF THE WORLD RACE.MY SON... AND HERE'S WHAT...
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  • OF THE WORLD RACE.MY SON... AND HERE'S WHAT...I'LL NEVER FORGET SITTING
  • 00:08:50.453 --> 00:08:51.587
  • MY SON... AND HERE'S WHAT...I'LL NEVER FORGET SITTINGTHERE WITH MY BABY; I HAVE
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  • I'LL NEVER FORGET SITTINGTHERE WITH MY BABY; I HAVEAN 11-YEAR SPREAD BECAUSE
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  • THERE WITH MY BABY; I HAVEAN 11-YEAR SPREAD BECAUSEGOD HAS A WILD SENSE OF HUMOR.
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  • AN 11-YEAR SPREAD BECAUSEGOD HAS A WILD SENSE OF HUMOR.THE NIGHT BEFORE STEVE'S
  • 00:08:55.691 --> 00:08:56.892
  • GOD HAS A WILD SENSE OF HUMOR.THE NIGHT BEFORE STEVE'SVASECTOMY I GOT PREGNANT
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  • THE NIGHT BEFORE STEVE'SVASECTOMY I GOT PREGNANTWITH THIS LITTLE GIRL.
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  • VASECTOMY I GOT PREGNANTWITH THIS LITTLE GIRL.ANYWAY, I LOVE HER AND
  • 00:09:01.030 --> 00:09:02.231
  • WITH THIS LITTLE GIRL.ANYWAY, I LOVE HER ANDSHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS
  • 00:09:02.231 --> 00:09:03.699
  • ANYWAY, I LOVE HER ANDSHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDSIN ALL THE WORLD.
  • 00:09:03.699 --> 00:09:05.034
  • SHE IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDSIN ALL THE WORLD.BUT WHEN SHE SAID TO ME,
  • 00:09:05.034 --> 00:09:06.402
  • IN ALL THE WORLD.BUT WHEN SHE SAID TO ME,"MOM, BECAUSE OF WHAT
  • 00:09:06.402 --> 00:09:08.404
  • BUT WHEN SHE SAID TO ME,"MOM, BECAUSE OF WHATYOU SURVIVED, IT TRUMPED
  • 00:09:08.404 --> 00:09:09.605
  • "MOM, BECAUSE OF WHATYOU SURVIVED, IT TRUMPEDEVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID
  • 00:09:09.605 --> 00:09:10.906
  • YOU SURVIVED, IT TRUMPEDEVERYTHING YOU'VE SAIDTO ME ABOUT THE LORD."
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  • EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAIDTO ME ABOUT THE LORD."AND I DIDN'T REALIZE
  • 00:09:11.907 --> 00:09:13.109
  • TO ME ABOUT THE LORD."AND I DIDN'T REALIZEPEOPLE WERE WATCHING.
  • 00:09:13.109 --> 00:09:14.243
  • AND I DIDN'T REALIZEPEOPLE WERE WATCHING.SO I HAD GONE DARK FOR
  • 00:09:14.243 --> 00:09:15.378
  • PEOPLE WERE WATCHING.SO I HAD GONE DARK FORA COUPLE OF YEARS MEANING
  • 00:09:15.378 --> 00:09:16.379
  • SO I HAD GONE DARK FORA COUPLE OF YEARS MEANINGI DIDN'T DO ANY BOOKINGS,
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  • A COUPLE OF YEARS MEANINGI DIDN'T DO ANY BOOKINGS,I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
  • 00:09:17.880 --> 00:09:19.582
  • I DIDN'T DO ANY BOOKINGS,I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.AND ONE DAY A CHRISTIAN
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  • I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.AND ONE DAY A CHRISTIANLEADER CATASTROPHICALLY FELL
  • 00:09:23.719 --> 00:09:25.921
  • AND ONE DAY A CHRISTIANLEADER CATASTROPHICALLY FELLAND IT SHOOK ME TO MY CORE
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  • LEADER CATASTROPHICALLY FELLAND IT SHOOK ME TO MY COREBECAUSE IT'S A GOOD FRIEND
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  • AND IT SHOOK ME TO MY COREBECAUSE IT'S A GOOD FRIENDOF MINE.
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  • BECAUSE IT'S A GOOD FRIENDOF MINE.AND HIS CHILD CAME TO ME
  • 00:09:30.259 --> 00:09:31.427
  • OF MINE.AND HIS CHILD CAME TO MEAND SAID, "I HAVE
  • 00:09:31.427 --> 00:09:32.895
  • AND HIS CHILD CAME TO MEAND SAID, "I HAVEA QUESTION FOR YOU.
  • 00:09:32.895 --> 00:09:34.330
  • AND SAID, "I HAVEA QUESTION FOR YOU.I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR HOME,
  • 00:09:34.330 --> 00:09:35.931
  • A QUESTION FOR YOU.I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR HOME,AND OFF AND ON VISITED
  • 00:09:35.931 --> 00:09:37.900
  • I HAVE BEEN IN YOUR HOME,AND OFF AND ON VISITEDWITH YOU, AND SHE SAID,
  • 00:09:37.900 --> 00:09:41.437
  • AND OFF AND ON VISITEDWITH YOU, AND SHE SAID,"CAN YOU TELL ME, MY DAD
  • 00:09:41.437 --> 00:09:43.139
  • WITH YOU, AND SHE SAID,"CAN YOU TELL ME, MY DADWALKED AWAY FROM FAMILY,
  • 00:09:43.139 --> 00:09:44.540
  • "CAN YOU TELL ME, MY DADWALKED AWAY FROM FAMILY,MINISTRY, AND HE'S HAPPIER
  • 00:09:44.540 --> 00:09:46.108
  • WALKED AWAY FROM FAMILY,MINISTRY, AND HE'S HAPPIERTHAN HE'S EVER BEEN.
  • 00:09:46.108 --> 00:09:47.376
  • MINISTRY, AND HE'S HAPPIERTHAN HE'S EVER BEEN.YOU HAVE STAYED FAITHFUL
  • 00:09:47.376 --> 00:09:48.678
  • THAN HE'S EVER BEEN.YOU HAVE STAYED FAITHFULTO GOD AND YOU HAVE CANCER
  • 00:09:48.678 --> 00:09:49.845
  • YOU HAVE STAYED FAITHFULTO GOD AND YOU HAVE CANCERAND YOU'RE ALONE AND
  • 00:09:49.845 --> 00:09:51.681
  • TO GOD AND YOU HAVE CANCERAND YOU'RE ALONE ANDYOU'VE LOST EVERYTHING.
  • 00:09:51.681 --> 00:09:54.083
  • AND YOU'RE ALONE ANDYOU'VE LOST EVERYTHING.WHY SHOULD I FOLLOW YOU,
  • 00:09:54.083 --> 00:09:56.485
  • YOU'VE LOST EVERYTHING.WHY SHOULD I FOLLOW YOU,YOUR FAITH, OVER MY HAPPY
  • 00:09:56.485 --> 00:09:58.587
  • WHY SHOULD I FOLLOW YOU,YOUR FAITH, OVER MY HAPPYDADDY'S FAITH OF LIVING
  • 00:09:58.587 --> 00:09:59.989
  • YOUR FAITH, OVER MY HAPPYDADDY'S FAITH OF LIVINGFOR HIMSELF?"
  • 00:09:59.989 --> 00:10:01.257
  • DADDY'S FAITH OF LIVINGFOR HIMSELF?"AND SO THE FIRST THING I DID
  • 00:10:01.257 --> 00:10:02.692
  • FOR HIMSELF?"AND SO THE FIRST THING I DIDIS TELL HER THE TRUTH.
  • 00:10:02.692 --> 00:10:04.860
  • AND SO THE FIRST THING I DIDIS TELL HER THE TRUTH.I HAVE THAT QUESTION EVERY DAY
  • 00:10:04.860 --> 00:10:06.662
  • IS TELL HER THE TRUTH.I HAVE THAT QUESTION EVERY DAYFOR GOD, WHERE IS THE BLESSING
  • 00:10:06.662 --> 00:10:08.064
  • I HAVE THAT QUESTION EVERY DAYFOR GOD, WHERE IS THE BLESSINGIN THE OBEDIENCE
  • 00:10:08.064 --> 00:10:09.231
  • FOR GOD, WHERE IS THE BLESSINGIN THE OBEDIENCEOF FOLLOWING YOU?
  • 00:10:09.231 --> 00:10:10.332
  • IN THE OBEDIENCEOF FOLLOWING YOU?WHERE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT
  • 00:10:10.332 --> 00:10:11.400
  • OF FOLLOWING YOU?WHERE ARE THE PEOPLE THATSHOULD BE THERE FOR ME
  • 00:10:11.400 --> 00:10:12.468
  • WHERE ARE THE PEOPLE THATSHOULD BE THERE FOR METHAT I WAS THERE FOR?
  • 00:10:12.468 --> 00:10:13.536
  • SHOULD BE THERE FOR METHAT I WAS THERE FOR?ALL THOSE THOUGHTS.
  • 00:10:13.536 --> 00:10:14.603
  • THAT I WAS THERE FOR?ALL THOSE THOUGHTS.I SAID, "BUT HONEY,
  • 00:10:14.603 --> 00:10:15.671
  • GOD FILLED MY MOUTH BECAUSE
  • 00:10:16.739 --> 00:10:17.940
  • GOD FILLED MY MOUTH BECAUSEI DIDN'T KNOW HOW I WAS GOING
  • 00:10:17.940 --> 00:10:19.075
  • I DIDN'T KNOW HOW I WAS GOINGTO ANSWER THAT ONE!
  • 00:10:19.075 --> 00:10:20.276
  • TO ANSWER THAT ONE!AND HE FILLED MY MOUTH
  • 00:10:20.276 --> 00:10:21.944
  • AND HE FILLED MY MOUTHAND I SAID, "THE DIFFERENCE IS
  • 00:10:21.944 --> 00:10:23.412
  • AND I SAID, "THE DIFFERENCE ISTHE SLIDE SHOW AT
  • 00:10:23.412 --> 00:10:25.481
  • WE WILL LEAVE ON THE EARTH,
  • 00:10:27.316 --> 00:10:28.984
  • WE WILL LEAVE ON THE EARTH,AND OUR PLACEMENT IN HEAVEN."
  • 00:10:28.984 --> 00:10:30.519
  • WE WILL LEAVE ON THE EARTH,AND OUR PLACEMENT IN HEAVEN."AND WHEN YOU CAN DRAW
  • 00:10:30.519 --> 00:10:32.655
  • AND OUR PLACEMENT IN HEAVEN."AND WHEN YOU CAN DRAWFROM THAT TRILOGY,
  • 00:10:32.655 --> 00:10:34.523
  • AND WHEN YOU CAN DRAWFROM THAT TRILOGY,WHAT WILL I BE REMEMBERED FOR?
  • 00:10:34.523 --> 00:10:35.558
  • FROM THAT TRILOGY,WHAT WILL I BE REMEMBERED FOR?NOW WE CAN SAY, "OH YEAH,
  • 00:10:35.558 --> 00:10:36.959
  • WHAT WILL I BE REMEMBERED FOR?NOW WE CAN SAY, "OH YEAH,HE WAS HAPPIER."
  • 00:10:36.959 --> 00:10:38.194
  • NOW WE CAN SAY, "OH YEAH,HE WAS HAPPIER."AND LOOK AT THE NEW THIS,
  • 00:10:38.194 --> 00:10:39.228
  • HE WAS HAPPIER."AND LOOK AT THE NEW THIS,LOOK AT THE MONEY, AND LOOK
  • 00:10:39.228 --> 00:10:40.196
  • AND LOOK AT THE NEW THIS,LOOK AT THE MONEY, AND LOOKAT THE BLESSINGS FROM
  • 00:10:40.196 --> 00:10:42.798
  • LOOK AT THE MONEY, AND LOOKAT THE BLESSINGS FROMBEING SINFUL BUT PEOPLE
  • 00:10:42.798 --> 00:10:45.601
  • AT THE BLESSINGS FROMBEING SINFUL BUT PEOPLEDON'T UNDERSTAND THAT
  • 00:10:45.601 --> 00:10:48.170
  • BEING SINFUL BUT PEOPLEDON'T UNDERSTAND THATETERNITY IS A LONG TIME
  • 00:10:48.170 --> 00:10:49.438
  • DON'T UNDERSTAND THATETERNITY IS A LONG TIMEBUT YOUR LEGACY...
  • 00:10:49.438 --> 00:10:51.006
  • ETERNITY IS A LONG TIMEBUT YOUR LEGACY...SO I HAD TO MAKE A DECISION
  • 00:10:51.006 --> 00:10:52.308
  • BUT YOUR LEGACY...SO I HAD TO MAKE A DECISIONTO BE HONEST.
  • 00:10:52.308 --> 00:10:53.576
  • SO I HAD TO MAKE A DECISIONTO BE HONEST.AND YOU SAID THIS
  • 00:10:53.576 --> 00:10:54.977
  • TO BE HONEST.AND YOU SAID THISAT A CONFERENCE, MY FIRST
  • 00:10:54.977 --> 00:10:56.145
  • AND YOU SAID THISAT A CONFERENCE, MY FIRSTCRUSADE, SO I KIND OF FEEL
  • 00:10:56.145 --> 00:10:57.213
  • AT A CONFERENCE, MY FIRSTCRUSADE, SO I KIND OF FEELLIKE THIS IS REALLY SPECIAL
  • 00:10:57.213 --> 00:10:58.380
  • CRUSADE, SO I KIND OF FEELLIKE THIS IS REALLY SPECIALBECAUSE YOU'RE MY FIRST
  • 00:10:58.380 --> 00:10:59.548
  • LIKE THIS IS REALLY SPECIALBECAUSE YOU'RE MY FIRSTINTERVIEW BACK THAT
  • 00:10:59.548 --> 00:11:00.883
  • BECAUSE YOU'RE MY FIRSTINTERVIEW BACK THATI FEEL LIKE IT IS SO SPECIAL
  • 00:11:00.883 --> 00:11:02.318
  • INTERVIEW BACK THATI FEEL LIKE IT IS SO SPECIALBECAUSE YOU HAD A CALL
  • 00:11:02.318 --> 00:11:03.452
  • I FEEL LIKE IT IS SO SPECIALBECAUSE YOU HAD A CALLWHERE YOU WERE GOING TO MAKE
  • 00:11:03.452 --> 00:11:04.587
  • BECAUSE YOU HAD A CALLWHERE YOU WERE GOING TO MAKEA DECISION LIKE IS GOD GOOD
  • 00:11:04.587 --> 00:11:06.021
  • WHERE YOU WERE GOING TO MAKEA DECISION LIKE IS GOD GOODOR NOT, REGARDLESS
  • 00:11:06.021 --> 00:11:07.690
  • A DECISION LIKE IS GOD GOODOR NOT, REGARDLESSOF WHAT HAPPENS?
  • 00:11:07.690 --> 00:11:09.158
  • OR NOT, REGARDLESSOF WHAT HAPPENS?SO I HAD THIS BREAKTHROUGH
  • 00:11:09.158 --> 00:11:11.460
  • OF WHAT HAPPENS?SO I HAD THIS BREAKTHROUGHMOMENT, AFTER THE BREAKDOWN,
  • 00:11:11.460 --> 00:11:12.995
  • SO I HAD THIS BREAKTHROUGHMOMENT, AFTER THE BREAKDOWN,WHERE I SAID,
  • 00:11:12.995 --> 00:11:15.097
  • MOMENT, AFTER THE BREAKDOWN,WHERE I SAID,YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?
  • 00:11:15.097 --> 00:11:18.467
  • WHERE I SAID,YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?YOUR LIFE IS ENOUGH FOR ME
  • 00:11:18.467 --> 00:11:19.735
  • YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?YOUR LIFE IS ENOUGH FOR METO FOLLOW YOU.
  • 00:11:19.735 --> 00:11:21.270
  • YOUR LIFE IS ENOUGH FOR METO FOLLOW YOU.IF YOU DON'T ANSWER
  • 00:11:21.270 --> 00:11:23.072
  • TO FOLLOW YOU.IF YOU DON'T ANSWERANOTHER PRAYER, IF I DON'T
  • 00:11:23.072 --> 00:11:24.173
  • IF YOU DON'T ANSWERANOTHER PRAYER, IF I DON'TEVER HAVE A HUSBAND
  • 00:11:24.173 --> 00:11:25.241
  • ANOTHER PRAYER, IF I DON'TEVER HAVE A HUSBANDTO LOVE ME,
  • 00:11:25.241 --> 00:11:26.442
  • EVER HAVE A HUSBANDTO LOVE ME,IF I DON'T EVER REMARRY,
  • 00:11:26.442 --> 00:11:27.543
  • TO LOVE ME,IF I DON'T EVER REMARRY,IF I DON'T EVER
  • 00:11:27.543 --> 00:11:28.577
  • IF I DON'T EVER REMARRY,IF I DON'T EVERHAVE A MINISTRY,
  • 00:11:28.577 --> 00:11:29.812
  • IF I DON'T EVERHAVE A MINISTRY,IF I NEVER HAVE ANYTHING,
  • 00:11:29.812 --> 00:11:30.980
  • HAVE A MINISTRY,IF I NEVER HAVE ANYTHING,YOUR LIFE WAS ENOUGH.
  • 00:11:30.980 --> 00:11:32.114
  • IF I NEVER HAVE ANYTHING,YOUR LIFE WAS ENOUGH.AND I'M NOT KIDDING,
  • 00:11:32.114 --> 00:11:33.649
  • YOUR LIFE WAS ENOUGH.AND I'M NOT KIDDING,SOMETHING, WHEN I ANSWERED
  • 00:11:33.649 --> 00:11:35.050
  • AND I'M NOT KIDDING,SOMETHING, WHEN I ANSWEREDTHAT LITTLE GIRL'S QUESTION
  • 00:11:35.050 --> 00:11:37.153
  • SOMETHING, WHEN I ANSWEREDTHAT LITTLE GIRL'S QUESTIONABOUT THE SLIDE SHOW
  • 00:11:37.153 --> 00:11:39.021
  • THAT LITTLE GIRL'S QUESTIONABOUT THE SLIDE SHOWAND GOD WAS ENOUGH, AND
  • 00:11:39.021 --> 00:11:40.589
  • ABOUT THE SLIDE SHOWAND GOD WAS ENOUGH, ANDGOING BACK TO MY FIRST LOVE,
  • 00:11:40.589 --> 00:11:43.225
  • AND GOD WAS ENOUGH, ANDGOING BACK TO MY FIRST LOVE,WAIT! LET ME REMEMBER GOD
  • 00:11:43.225 --> 00:11:45.194
  • GOING BACK TO MY FIRST LOVE,WAIT! LET ME REMEMBER GODWHEN IT WAS JUST ME AND GOD,
  • 00:11:45.194 --> 00:11:46.462
  • WAIT! LET ME REMEMBER GODWHEN IT WAS JUST ME AND GOD,AND I WAS JUST IN THIS
  • 00:11:46.462 --> 00:11:48.731
  • WHEN IT WAS JUST ME AND GOD,AND I WAS JUST IN THISHONEYMOON WITH JESUS PHASE
  • 00:11:48.731 --> 00:11:50.032
  • AND I WAS JUST IN THISHONEYMOON WITH JESUS PHASEOF MY LIFE
  • 00:11:50.032 --> 00:11:52.635
  • HONEYMOON WITH JESUS PHASEOF MY LIFETHAT IT DIDN'T EVEN PHASE ME
  • 00:11:52.635 --> 00:11:54.470
  • OF MY LIFETHAT IT DIDN'T EVEN PHASE MEWHAT ANYBODY ELSE DID
  • 00:11:54.470 --> 00:11:55.471
  • THAT IT DIDN'T EVEN PHASE MEWHAT ANYBODY ELSE DIDOR DIDN'T DO.
  • 00:11:55.471 --> 00:11:56.539
  • WHAT ANYBODY ELSE DIDOR DIDN'T DO.MY FAITH WAS NOT IN
  • 00:11:56.539 --> 00:11:57.606
  • OR DIDN'T DO.MY FAITH WAS NOT INWATCHING WHAT HAPPENED
  • 00:11:57.606 --> 00:11:58.674
  • MY FAITH WAS NOT INWATCHING WHAT HAPPENEDOR DIDN'T HAPPEN TO ME.
  • 00:11:58.674 --> 00:11:59.875
  • WATCHING WHAT HAPPENEDOR DIDN'T HAPPEN TO ME.MY FAITH WASN'T IN WATCHING.
  • 00:11:59.875 --> 00:12:00.976
  • OR DIDN'T HAPPEN TO ME.MY FAITH WASN'T IN WATCHING.I TELL PEOPLE ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:12:00.976 --> 00:12:01.977
  • MY FAITH WASN'T IN WATCHING.I TELL PEOPLE ALL THE TIME.THEY GO, "WELL, LOOK AT
  • 00:12:01.977 --> 00:12:03.045
  • I TELL PEOPLE ALL THE TIME.THEY GO, "WELL, LOOK ATALL THE CHRISTIANS THAT
  • 00:12:03.045 --> 00:12:04.079
  • THEY GO, "WELL, LOOK ATALL THE CHRISTIANS THATSAY THEIR CHRISTIANS AND
  • 00:12:04.079 --> 00:12:05.247
  • ALL THE CHRISTIANS THATSAY THEIR CHRISTIANS ANDWHAT THEY'RE DOING."
  • 00:12:05.247 --> 00:12:06.315
  • SAY THEIR CHRISTIANS ANDWHAT THEY'RE DOING."I SAID, "YOU AREN'T CALLED
  • 00:12:06.315 --> 00:12:07.383
  • WHAT THEY'RE DOING."I SAID, "YOU AREN'T CALLEDTO FOLLOW CHRISTIANS.
  • 00:12:07.383 --> 00:12:08.484
  • I SAID, "YOU AREN'T CALLEDTO FOLLOW CHRISTIANS.YOU'RE CALLED
  • 00:12:08.484 --> 00:12:09.718
  • TO FOLLOW CHRISTIANS.YOU'RE CALLEDTO FOLLOW CHRIST!
  • 00:12:09.718 --> 00:12:10.786
  • YOU'RE CALLEDTO FOLLOW CHRIST!WHY IS YOUR FAITH
  • 00:12:10.786 --> 00:12:11.854
  • THAT IS A DANGEROUS PLACE
  • 00:12:12.922 --> 00:12:13.989
  • THAT IS A DANGEROUS PLACETO PUT YOUR FAITH.
  • 00:12:13.989 --> 00:12:15.057
  • CHRIST WOULD NOT DO THAT.
  • 00:12:16.292 --> 00:12:18.093
  • CHRIST WOULD NOT DO THAT.AND WHY IS GOD GETTING ALL
  • 00:12:18.093 --> 00:12:21.430
  • AND THAT WAS JUST...
  • 00:12:22.998 --> 00:12:24.300
  • AND THAT WAS JUST...ALL THE SUDDEN THIS
  • 00:12:24.300 --> 00:12:26.902
  • AND THAT WAS JUST...ALL THE SUDDEN THISVERY BROKEN, COULD NOT FEEL,
  • 00:12:26.902 --> 00:12:28.337
  • ALL THE SUDDEN THISVERY BROKEN, COULD NOT FEEL,COULD NOT TOUCH,
  • 00:12:28.337 --> 00:12:29.605
  • VERY BROKEN, COULD NOT FEEL,COULD NOT TOUCH,PEOPLE WERE COMING UP TO ME
  • 00:12:29.605 --> 00:12:30.973
  • COULD NOT TOUCH,PEOPLE WERE COMING UP TO MEAND GOING, EVERYWHERE I GO
  • 00:12:30.973 --> 00:12:32.107
  • PEOPLE WERE COMING UP TO MEAND GOING, EVERYWHERE I GOSOMEONE HAS A STORY ABOUT
  • 00:12:32.107 --> 00:12:33.242
  • AND GOING, EVERYWHERE I GOSOMEONE HAS A STORY ABOUTHIS PRINCESS AND HOW...
  • 00:12:33.242 --> 00:12:34.476
  • SOMEONE HAS A STORY ABOUTHIS PRINCESS AND HOW...I COULDN'T FEEL THEM.
  • 00:12:34.476 --> 00:12:36.612
  • HIS PRINCESS AND HOW...I COULDN'T FEEL THEM.I COULDN'T RESPOND TO THEM.
  • 00:12:36.612 --> 00:12:37.646
  • I COULDN'T FEEL THEM.I COULDN'T RESPOND TO THEM.I LITERALLY WAS LIKE
  • 00:12:37.646 --> 00:12:38.747
  • I COULDN'T RESPOND TO THEM.I LITERALLY WAS LIKEI HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWN
  • 00:12:38.747 --> 00:12:39.882
  • I LITERALLY WAS LIKEI HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWNOR SOMETHING.
  • 00:12:39.882 --> 00:12:40.983
  • I HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWNOR SOMETHING.I LITERALLY COULD NOT
  • 00:12:40.983 --> 00:12:43.786
  • OR SOMETHING.I LITERALLY COULD NOTFEEL ANYMORE. NOTHING!
  • 00:12:43.786 --> 00:12:47.489
  • I LITERALLY COULD NOTFEEL ANYMORE. NOTHING!AND NOW I HAVE JOY
  • 00:12:47.489 --> 00:12:49.124
  • FEEL ANYMORE. NOTHING!AND NOW I HAVE JOYBEFORE THE HEALING.
  • 00:12:49.124 --> 00:12:50.192
  • AND NOW I HAVE JOYBEFORE THE HEALING.I HAVE JOY
  • 00:12:50.192 --> 00:12:51.493
  • BEFORE THE HEALING.I HAVE JOYIN THE CIRCUMSTANCE.
  • 00:12:51.493 --> 00:12:53.329
  • I HAVE JOYIN THE CIRCUMSTANCE.I DO UNDERSTAND
  • 00:12:53.329 --> 00:12:54.630
  • IN THE CIRCUMSTANCE.I DO UNDERSTANDWHAT IT IS LIKE.
  • 00:12:54.630 --> 00:12:55.731
  • I DO UNDERSTANDWHAT IT IS LIKE.AND THERE IS FREEDOM
  • 00:12:55.731 --> 00:12:56.932
  • WHAT IT IS LIKE.AND THERE IS FREEDOMBECAUSE NOW MY JOY ISN'T
  • 00:12:56.932 --> 00:13:00.536
  • AND THERE IS FREEDOMBECAUSE NOW MY JOY ISN'TATTACHED TO A PERSON, A PLACE,
  • 00:13:00.536 --> 00:13:03.272
  • BECAUSE NOW MY JOY ISN'TATTACHED TO A PERSON, A PLACE,OR PAIN OR HAPPINESS.
  • 00:13:03.272 --> 00:13:04.607
  • ATTACHED TO A PERSON, A PLACE,OR PAIN OR HAPPINESS.IT IS NOT ATTACHED TO THOSE.
  • 00:13:04.607 --> 00:13:05.975
  • OR PAIN OR HAPPINESS.IT IS NOT ATTACHED TO THOSE.NOW I'M ABLE TO ENJOY THOSE
  • 00:13:05.975 --> 00:13:08.611
  • IT IS NOT ATTACHED TO THOSE.NOW I'M ABLE TO ENJOY THOSETHINGS AS THEY COME AND
  • 00:13:08.611 --> 00:13:10.746
  • NOW I'M ABLE TO ENJOY THOSETHINGS AS THEY COME ANDLET GO OF THOSE THINGS THAT
  • 00:13:10.746 --> 00:13:13.182
  • THINGS AS THEY COME ANDLET GO OF THOSE THINGS THATI THOUGHT I NEEDED SO BADLY.
  • 00:13:13.182 --> 00:13:15.317
  • LET GO OF THOSE THINGS THATI THOUGHT I NEEDED SO BADLY.I NOW KNOW THAT GOD
  • 00:13:15.317 --> 00:13:17.920
  • I THOUGHT I NEEDED SO BADLY.I NOW KNOW THAT GODIS ENOUGH AND YOUR LEGACY
  • 00:13:17.920 --> 00:13:19.822
  • I NOW KNOW THAT GODIS ENOUGH AND YOUR LEGACYMEANS SO MUCH MORE THAN
  • 00:13:19.822 --> 00:13:22.091
  • AND WHEN I FIRST DID
  • 00:13:23.392 --> 00:13:25.160
  • AND WHEN I FIRST DIDMY FIRST FACEBOOK LIVE,
  • 00:13:25.160 --> 00:13:26.562
  • MY FIRST FACEBOOK LIVE,I DECIDED TO FACE MY AUDIENCE,
  • 00:13:26.562 --> 00:13:28.631
  • I DECIDED TO FACE MY AUDIENCE,I WAS SCARED.
  • 00:13:28.631 --> 00:13:30.633
  • AND THAT TOOK ME BACK.
  • 00:13:31.901 --> 00:13:33.802
  • AND THAT TOOK ME BACK.I THOUGHT MAYBE A FEW HUNDRED.
  • 00:13:33.802 --> 00:13:35.137
  • AND THAT TOOK ME BACK.I THOUGHT MAYBE A FEW HUNDRED.AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN,
  • 00:13:35.137 --> 00:13:36.739
  • I THOUGHT MAYBE A FEW HUNDRED.AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN,THEN I GOT A NEW BOOK CONTRACT
  • 00:13:36.739 --> 00:13:38.007
  • AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN,THEN I GOT A NEW BOOK CONTRACTWITH FOCUS ON THE FAMILY
  • 00:13:38.007 --> 00:13:39.541
  • THEN I GOT A NEW BOOK CONTRACTWITH FOCUS ON THE FAMILYFOR A CHILDREN'S BOOK LINE.
  • 00:13:39.541 --> 00:13:40.910
  • WITH FOCUS ON THE FAMILYFOR A CHILDREN'S BOOK LINE.THEN I GOT ANOTHER CONTRACT
  • 00:13:40.910 --> 00:13:42.278
  • FOR A CHILDREN'S BOOK LINE.THEN I GOT ANOTHER CONTRACTFOR THIS BOOK.
  • 00:13:42.278 --> 00:13:43.679
  • THEN I GOT ANOTHER CONTRACTFOR THIS BOOK.AND I'M LIKE,
  • 00:13:43.679 --> 00:13:44.880
  • FOR THIS BOOK.AND I'M LIKE,WHAT JUST HAPPENED?
  • 00:13:44.880 --> 00:13:45.981
  • AND I'M LIKE,WHAT JUST HAPPENED?NOW I'M HERE WITH YOU GUYS
  • 00:13:45.981 --> 00:13:47.082
  • WHAT JUST HAPPENED?NOW I'M HERE WITH YOU GUYSON LIFE TODAY .
  • 00:13:47.082 --> 00:13:48.217
  • NOW I'M HERE WITH YOU GUYSON LIFE TODAY .I'M LIKE WAIT A MINUTE!
  • 00:13:48.217 --> 00:13:50.019
  • ON LIFE TODAY .I'M LIKE WAIT A MINUTE!AND I'M DOING CONFERENCES,
  • 00:13:50.019 --> 00:13:51.520
  • I'M LIKE WAIT A MINUTE!AND I'M DOING CONFERENCES,TRAVELING WITH THE FISH RADIO
  • 00:13:51.520 --> 00:13:52.821
  • AND I'M DOING CONFERENCES,TRAVELING WITH THE FISH RADIOAND DOING THEIR BIG EVENTS.
  • 00:13:52.821 --> 00:13:54.890
  • TRAVELING WITH THE FISH RADIOAND DOING THEIR BIG EVENTS.I'M LIKE, HOW IN THE WORLD?
  • 00:13:54.890 --> 00:13:56.091
  • AND DOING THEIR BIG EVENTS.I'M LIKE, HOW IN THE WORLD?WAIT, LORD, WE WERE DONE.
  • 00:13:56.091 --> 00:13:57.126
  • I'M LIKE, HOW IN THE WORLD?WAIT, LORD, WE WERE DONE.WE WERE GOING HOME.
  • 00:13:57.126 --> 00:13:58.294
  • WAIT, LORD, WE WERE DONE.WE WERE GOING HOME.WE DID IT.
  • 00:13:58.294 --> 00:14:00.296
  • WE WERE GOING HOME.WE DID IT.I HAD COMPLETION AND NOW...
  • 00:14:00.296 --> 00:14:01.330
  • WE DID IT.I HAD COMPLETION AND NOW...James: YOU WERE SUPPOSED
  • 00:14:01.330 --> 00:14:02.298
  • I HAD COMPLETION AND NOW...James: YOU WERE SUPPOSEDTO BE DEAD!
  • 00:14:02.298 --> 00:14:03.399
  • James: YOU WERE SUPPOSEDTO BE DEAD!Sheri: BETTY, I CAN
  • 00:14:03.399 --> 00:14:04.700
  • TO BE DEAD!Sheri: BETTY, I CANSAY THIS TO YOU!
  • 00:14:04.700 --> 00:14:05.868
  • Sheri: BETTY, I CANSAY THIS TO YOU!I HAVE WANTED TO LOSE
  • 00:14:05.868 --> 00:14:07.169
  • SAY THIS TO YOU!I HAVE WANTED TO LOSE30 POUNDS FOR MY WHOLE LIFE
  • 00:14:07.169 --> 00:14:08.671
  • I HAVE WANTED TO LOSE30 POUNDS FOR MY WHOLE LIFEAND NEVER COULD AND
  • 00:14:08.671 --> 00:14:10.005
  • 30 POUNDS FOR MY WHOLE LIFEAND NEVER COULD ANDI WAS FORCED TO EAT HEALTHY
  • 00:14:10.005 --> 00:14:11.206
  • AND NEVER COULD ANDI WAS FORCED TO EAT HEALTHYBECAUSE OF THE CANCER
  • 00:14:11.206 --> 00:14:12.308
  • I WAS FORCED TO EAT HEALTHYBECAUSE OF THE CANCERAND I FINALLY LOST
  • 00:14:12.308 --> 00:14:15.844
  • BECAUSE OF THE CANCERAND I FINALLY LOSTTHAT STUPID WEIGHT!
  • 00:14:15.844 --> 00:14:20.316
  • AND I FINALLY LOSTTHAT STUPID WEIGHT![Applause]
  • 00:14:20.316 --> 00:14:21.550
  • THAT STUPID WEIGHT![Applause]James: IT IS AMAZING WHAT
  • 00:14:21.550 --> 00:14:24.119
  • [Applause]James: IT IS AMAZING WHATGOD CAN DO WITH A DEAD PERSON.
  • 00:14:24.119 --> 00:14:27.656
  • LIFE IN CHRIST YOU FIND IT;
  • 00:14:29.158 --> 00:14:30.259
  • LIFE IN CHRIST YOU FIND IT;WHEN WE LOSE OUR LIFE
  • 00:14:30.259 --> 00:14:31.293
  • LIFE IN CHRIST YOU FIND IT;WHEN WE LOSE OUR LIFEIN HIS PURPOSE.
  • 00:14:31.293 --> 00:14:32.328
  • WHEN WE LOSE OUR LIFEIN HIS PURPOSE.I WISH EVERYONE WOULD
  • 00:14:32.328 --> 00:14:33.395
  • IN HIS PURPOSE.I WISH EVERYONE WOULDGET THAT.
  • 00:14:33.395 --> 00:14:35.097
  • THIS IS AN ABSOLUTE TRUTH.
  • 00:14:36.865 --> 00:14:38.267
  • THIS IS AN ABSOLUTE TRUTH.JESUS SAID, "IF YOU'LL LOSE
  • 00:14:38.267 --> 00:14:39.335
  • THIS IS AN ABSOLUTE TRUTH.JESUS SAID, "IF YOU'LL LOSEYOUR LIFE..."
  • 00:14:39.335 --> 00:14:40.669
  • JESUS SAID, "IF YOU'LL LOSEYOUR LIFE..."AND IF YOU REALLY COME
  • 00:14:40.669 --> 00:14:42.171
  • YOUR LIFE..."AND IF YOU REALLY COMETO UNDERSTAND THAT,
  • 00:14:42.171 --> 00:14:43.305
  • AND IF YOU REALLY COMETO UNDERSTAND THAT,AND SOMETIMES IT TAKES
  • 00:14:43.305 --> 00:14:44.506
  • TO UNDERSTAND THAT,AND SOMETIMES IT TAKESA LITTLE WHILE TO FULLY
  • 00:14:44.506 --> 00:14:45.607
  • AND SOMETIMES IT TAKESA LITTLE WHILE TO FULLYUNDERSTAND IT BUT HE SAID,
  • 00:14:45.607 --> 00:14:47.276
  • A LITTLE WHILE TO FULLYUNDERSTAND IT BUT HE SAID,"LOSE YOUR LIFE IN ME"
  • 00:14:47.276 --> 00:14:48.510
  • UNDERSTAND IT BUT HE SAID,"LOSE YOUR LIFE IN ME"WHICH LITERALLY MEANS
  • 00:14:48.510 --> 00:14:50.312
  • "LOSE YOUR LIFE IN ME"WHICH LITERALLY MEANSIN HIS KINGDOM PURPOSE.
  • 00:14:50.312 --> 00:14:52.147
  • WHICH LITERALLY MEANSIN HIS KINGDOM PURPOSE.WHAT HE WISHES AND WILLS
  • 00:14:52.147 --> 00:14:53.615
  • IN HIS KINGDOM PURPOSE.WHAT HE WISHES AND WILLSTO ACCOMPLISH THROUGH
  • 00:14:53.615 --> 00:14:55.417
  • WHAT HE WISHES AND WILLSTO ACCOMPLISH THROUGHYIELDED CLAY THAT HE SHAPES
  • 00:14:55.417 --> 00:14:57.820
  • TO ACCOMPLISH THROUGHYIELDED CLAY THAT HE SHAPESAS A VESSEL OF HONOR.
  • 00:14:57.820 --> 00:14:59.455
  • YIELDED CLAY THAT HE SHAPESAS A VESSEL OF HONOR.SO WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR LIFE
  • 00:14:59.455 --> 00:15:00.589
  • AS A VESSEL OF HONOR.SO WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR LIFEIN HIM, THINK ABOUT WHAT
  • 00:15:00.589 --> 00:15:02.658
  • SO WHEN YOU LOSE YOUR LIFEIN HIM, THINK ABOUT WHATHE SAID NOW, YOU FIND IT.
  • 00:15:02.658 --> 00:15:03.859
  • IN HIM, THINK ABOUT WHATHE SAID NOW, YOU FIND IT.FIND WHAT LIFE?
  • 00:15:03.859 --> 00:15:05.160
  • HE SAID NOW, YOU FIND IT.FIND WHAT LIFE?THE LIFE HE OFFERS,
  • 00:15:05.160 --> 00:15:06.595
  • FIND WHAT LIFE?THE LIFE HE OFFERS,THE LIFE OF FULLNESS,
  • 00:15:06.595 --> 00:15:08.097
  • THE LIFE HE OFFERS,THE LIFE OF FULLNESS,OF FRUITFULNESS,
  • 00:15:08.097 --> 00:15:09.765
  • THE LIFE OF FULLNESS,OF FRUITFULNESS,THE LIFE ABUNDANT.
  • 00:15:09.765 --> 00:15:11.033
  • OF FRUITFULNESS,THE LIFE ABUNDANT.NOT NECESSARILY WITH
  • 00:15:11.033 --> 00:15:12.968
  • THE LIFE ABUNDANT.NOT NECESSARILY WITHABUNDANCE, BUT ABUNDANT
  • 00:15:12.968 --> 00:15:15.771
  • NOT NECESSARILY WITHABUNDANCE, BUT ABUNDANTWITH OR WITHOUT ABUNDANCE.
  • 00:15:15.771 --> 00:15:17.673
  • ABUNDANCE, BUT ABUNDANTWITH OR WITHOUT ABUNDANCE.THIS IS THE LIFE HE OFFERS.
  • 00:15:17.673 --> 00:15:19.241
  • WITH OR WITHOUT ABUNDANCE.THIS IS THE LIFE HE OFFERS.Betty: WHAT YOU'RE DESCRIBING,
  • 00:15:19.241 --> 00:15:20.442
  • THIS IS THE LIFE HE OFFERS.Betty: WHAT YOU'RE DESCRIBING,AS I LISTEN TO YOU,
  • 00:15:20.442 --> 00:15:22.311
  • Betty: WHAT YOU'RE DESCRIBING,AS I LISTEN TO YOU,IS THE BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIP
  • 00:15:22.311 --> 00:15:23.846
  • AS I LISTEN TO YOU,IS THE BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIPTHAT GOD DESIRES SO MUCH
  • 00:15:23.846 --> 00:15:25.681
  • IS THE BEAUTIFUL RELATIONSHIPTHAT GOD DESIRES SO MUCHWITH EVERY ONE OF US.
  • 00:15:25.681 --> 00:15:26.715
  • THAT GOD DESIRES SO MUCHWITH EVERY ONE OF US.AND IT IS THROUGH THOSE
  • 00:15:26.715 --> 00:15:28.050
  • WITH EVERY ONE OF US.AND IT IS THROUGH THOSETOUGH TIMES BECAUSE
  • 00:15:28.050 --> 00:15:29.551
  • AND IT IS THROUGH THOSETOUGH TIMES BECAUSEWE'VE EXPERIENCED THAT TOO,
  • 00:15:29.551 --> 00:15:30.853
  • TOUGH TIMES BECAUSEWE'VE EXPERIENCED THAT TOO,IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONS
  • 00:15:30.853 --> 00:15:32.254
  • WE'VE EXPERIENCED THAT TOO,IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONSAND THINGS THAT COME AT US.
  • 00:15:32.254 --> 00:15:33.989
  • IN DIFFERENT SITUATIONSAND THINGS THAT COME AT US.BUT I HAVE FOUND THE RICHNESS
  • 00:15:33.989 --> 00:15:36.825
  • AND THINGS THAT COME AT US.BUT I HAVE FOUND THE RICHNESSOF GOD'S LOVE AND HIS JOY
  • 00:15:36.825 --> 00:15:38.927
  • BUT I HAVE FOUND THE RICHNESSOF GOD'S LOVE AND HIS JOYAND HIS PEACE THAT PASSES
  • 00:15:38.927 --> 00:15:40.896
  • OF GOD'S LOVE AND HIS JOYAND HIS PEACE THAT PASSESALL UNDERSTANDING.
  • 00:15:40.896 --> 00:15:42.264
  • AND HIS PEACE THAT PASSESALL UNDERSTANDING.AND EVEN IN THE MIDST OF THE
  • 00:15:42.264 --> 00:15:44.833
  • ALL UNDERSTANDING.AND EVEN IN THE MIDST OF THETURMOIL, GOD IS RIGHT THERE.
  • 00:15:44.833 --> 00:15:46.335
  • AND EVEN IN THE MIDST OF THETURMOIL, GOD IS RIGHT THERE.Sheri: ALSO, I'M REALIZING
  • 00:15:46.335 --> 00:15:48.637
  • TURMOIL, GOD IS RIGHT THERE.Sheri: ALSO, I'M REALIZINGNOW, LIFE IS NOT FAIR.
  • 00:15:48.637 --> 00:15:50.005
  • Sheri: ALSO, I'M REALIZINGNOW, LIFE IS NOT FAIR.IT'S NEVER GOING TO BE FAIR
  • 00:15:50.005 --> 00:15:51.573
  • NOW, LIFE IS NOT FAIR.IT'S NEVER GOING TO BE FAIRWHILE WE'RE HERE ON THIS SIDE.
  • 00:15:51.573 --> 00:15:52.808
  • IT'S NEVER GOING TO BE FAIRWHILE WE'RE HERE ON THIS SIDE.AND SO IF I AM LOOKING
  • 00:15:52.808 --> 00:15:54.043
  • WHILE WE'RE HERE ON THIS SIDE.AND SO IF I AM LOOKINGFOR JUSTICE ON THIS SIDE
  • 00:15:54.043 --> 00:15:56.345
  • AND SO IF I AM LOOKINGFOR JUSTICE ON THIS SIDEOF ETERNITY, I HAVE A JUST GOD
  • 00:15:56.345 --> 00:15:57.713
  • FOR JUSTICE ON THIS SIDEOF ETERNITY, I HAVE A JUST GODAND I'M SORRY BUT ETERNITY
  • 00:15:57.713 --> 00:15:59.381
  • OF ETERNITY, I HAVE A JUST GODAND I'M SORRY BUT ETERNITYIS A LONG TIME SO THOSE OF YOU
  • 00:15:59.381 --> 00:16:00.449
  • AND I'M SORRY BUT ETERNITYIS A LONG TIME SO THOSE OF YOUTHAT ARE HURTING PEOPLE
  • 00:16:00.449 --> 00:16:01.550
  • IS A LONG TIME SO THOSE OF YOUTHAT ARE HURTING PEOPLEAND SINNING, HAVE A GOOD TIME
  • 00:16:01.550 --> 00:16:02.785
  • THAT ARE HURTING PEOPLEAND SINNING, HAVE A GOOD TIMEBECAUSE IT IS OVER.
  • 00:16:02.785 --> 00:16:04.820
  • AND SINNING, HAVE A GOOD TIMEBECAUSE IT IS OVER.ETERNITY IS FOREVER --
  • 00:16:04.820 --> 00:16:06.155
  • BECAUSE IT IS OVER.ETERNITY IS FOREVER --AND EVERY CHOICE
  • 00:16:06.155 --> 00:16:07.189
  • ETERNITY IS FOREVER --AND EVERY CHOICEAND DECISION THAT YOU MADE.
  • 00:16:07.189 --> 00:16:10.392
  • AND EVERY CHOICEAND DECISION THAT YOU MADE.AND I REALIZE WHEN AN EAGLE
  • 00:16:10.392 --> 00:16:12.127
  • AND DECISION THAT YOU MADE.AND I REALIZE WHEN AN EAGLEWANTS TO KILL A SNAKE,
  • 00:16:12.127 --> 00:16:13.362
  • AND I REALIZE WHEN AN EAGLEWANTS TO KILL A SNAKE,WHAT GOD KIND OF SHOWED ME
  • 00:16:13.362 --> 00:16:14.696
  • WANTS TO KILL A SNAKE,WHAT GOD KIND OF SHOWED MEIS THEY'LL GO AND THEY'LL
  • 00:16:14.696 --> 00:16:16.999
  • WHAT GOD KIND OF SHOWED MEIS THEY'LL GO AND THEY'LLPULL THE SNAKE OFF THE GROUND.
  • 00:16:16.999 --> 00:16:18.200
  • IS THEY'LL GO AND THEY'LLPULL THE SNAKE OFF THE GROUND.WHERE WE TRY TO FIGHT
  • 00:16:18.200 --> 00:16:19.368
  • PULL THE SNAKE OFF THE GROUND.WHERE WE TRY TO FIGHTTHE SNAKES ON THE GROUND
  • 00:16:19.368 --> 00:16:20.803
  • WHERE WE TRY TO FIGHTTHE SNAKES ON THE GROUNDWHERE THE SNAKE IS POWERFUL.
  • 00:16:20.803 --> 00:16:22.337
  • THE SNAKES ON THE GROUNDWHERE THE SNAKE IS POWERFUL.BUT HE'LL PULL IT OFF OF IT.
  • 00:16:22.337 --> 00:16:25.107
  • WHERE THE SNAKE IS POWERFUL.BUT HE'LL PULL IT OFF OF IT.SO OUR JOB ISN'T TO WIN
  • 00:16:25.107 --> 00:16:26.575
  • BUT HE'LL PULL IT OFF OF IT.SO OUR JOB ISN'T TO WINA BATTLE WITH THE DEVIL,
  • 00:16:26.575 --> 00:16:27.876
  • SO OUR JOB ISN'T TO WINA BATTLE WITH THE DEVIL,IT IS TO CHANGE
  • 00:16:27.876 --> 00:16:29.478
  • A BATTLE WITH THE DEVIL,IT IS TO CHANGETHE BATTLE GROUND.
  • 00:16:29.478 --> 00:16:30.779
  • IT IS TO CHANGETHE BATTLE GROUND.AND WHEN WE CHANGE THE BATTLE
  • 00:16:30.779 --> 00:16:32.347
  • THE BATTLE GROUND.AND WHEN WE CHANGE THE BATTLEGROUND IT CHANGES EVERYTHING.
  • 00:16:32.347 --> 00:16:33.549
  • AND WHEN WE CHANGE THE BATTLEGROUND IT CHANGES EVERYTHING.SO I CHANGED THE BATTLE
  • 00:16:33.549 --> 00:16:34.783
  • GROUND IT CHANGES EVERYTHING.SO I CHANGED THE BATTLEGROUND AND I WAS LIKE,
  • 00:16:34.783 --> 00:16:36.018
  • SO I CHANGED THE BATTLEGROUND AND I WAS LIKE,I JUST NEED TO BE ME.
  • 00:16:36.018 --> 00:16:37.286
  • GROUND AND I WAS LIKE,I JUST NEED TO BE ME.I CANNOT CHANGE
  • 00:16:37.286 --> 00:16:38.654
  • I JUST NEED TO BE ME.I CANNOT CHANGEWHAT HAS BEEN DONE.
  • 00:16:38.654 --> 00:16:40.122
  • I CANNOT CHANGEWHAT HAS BEEN DONE.AND I STILL TO THIS DAY,
  • 00:16:40.122 --> 00:16:41.256
  • WHAT HAS BEEN DONE.AND I STILL TO THIS DAY,I'M GOING TO BE HONEST
  • 00:16:41.256 --> 00:16:42.357
  • AND I STILL TO THIS DAY,I'M GOING TO BE HONESTWITH YOU, AND YOU HAVE
  • 00:16:42.357 --> 00:16:43.459
  • I'M GOING TO BE HONESTWITH YOU, AND YOU HAVENO IDEA THE INFLUENCE
  • 00:16:43.459 --> 00:16:45.027
  • WITH YOU, AND YOU HAVENO IDEA THE INFLUENCEYOU'VE HAD ON ME,
  • 00:16:45.027 --> 00:16:46.361
  • NO IDEA THE INFLUENCEYOU'VE HAD ON ME,AND YOUR NEXT GUEST WHO WAS
  • 00:16:46.361 --> 00:16:49.098
  • YOU'VE HAD ON ME,AND YOUR NEXT GUEST WHO WASTHE ONLY FRIEND I FELT SAFE
  • 00:16:49.098 --> 00:16:50.766
  • AND YOUR NEXT GUEST WHO WASTHE ONLY FRIEND I FELT SAFECALLING, LISA BEVERE
  • 00:16:50.766 --> 00:16:51.967
  • THE ONLY FRIEND I FELT SAFECALLING, LISA BEVEREBECAUSE I WAS SO SCARED FROM
  • 00:16:51.967 --> 00:16:53.969
  • CALLING, LISA BEVEREBECAUSE I WAS SO SCARED FROMSO MUCH MASSIVE BETRAYAL,
  • 00:16:53.969 --> 00:16:54.970
  • BECAUSE I WAS SO SCARED FROMSO MUCH MASSIVE BETRAYAL,I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
  • 00:16:54.970 --> 00:16:56.271
  • SO MUCH MASSIVE BETRAYAL,I DIDN'T EVEN KNOWWHAT END WAS UP.
  • 00:16:56.271 --> 00:16:57.372
  • I DIDN'T EVEN KNOWWHAT END WAS UP.AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
  • 00:16:57.372 --> 00:16:58.574
  • WHAT END WAS UP.AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOWTHAT UNTIL TONIGHT THAT
  • 00:16:58.574 --> 00:16:59.842
  • AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOWTHAT UNTIL TONIGHT THATSHE WAS THE ONLY PERSON
  • 00:16:59.842 --> 00:17:01.176
  • THAT UNTIL TONIGHT THATSHE WAS THE ONLY PERSONI CALLED, AND THE ONLY PERSON
  • 00:17:01.176 --> 00:17:02.644
  • SHE WAS THE ONLY PERSONI CALLED, AND THE ONLY PERSONI FELT SAFE TO BE TRANSPARENT
  • 00:17:02.644 --> 00:17:04.079
  • I CALLED, AND THE ONLY PERSONI FELT SAFE TO BE TRANSPARENTAND TRUTHFUL WITH.
  • 00:17:04.079 --> 00:17:06.482
  • I FELT SAFE TO BE TRANSPARENTAND TRUTHFUL WITH.BUT I'M REALIZING NOW
  • 00:17:06.482 --> 00:17:07.583
  • AND TRUTHFUL WITH.BUT I'M REALIZING NOWYOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE
  • 00:17:07.583 --> 00:17:09.852
  • BUT I'M REALIZING NOWYOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVEEVERYBODY KNOW YOUR BUSINESS.
  • 00:17:09.852 --> 00:17:11.253
  • YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVEEVERYBODY KNOW YOUR BUSINESS.YOU DON'T.
  • 00:17:11.253 --> 00:17:12.554
  • EVERYBODY KNOW YOUR BUSINESS.YOU DON'T.YOU DON'T NEED
  • 00:17:12.554 --> 00:17:13.655
  • YOU DON'T.YOU DON'T NEEDTO KEEP RELIVING.
  • 00:17:13.655 --> 00:17:14.723
  • YOU DON'T NEEDTO KEEP RELIVING.YOU DON'T NEED TO KEEP
  • 00:17:14.723 --> 00:17:15.757
  • TO KEEP RELIVING.YOU DON'T NEED TO KEEPRETURNING TO IT BUT
  • 00:17:15.757 --> 00:17:17.192
  • YOU DON'T NEED TO KEEPRETURNING TO IT BUTYOU DO NEED TO MOURN IT.
  • 00:17:17.192 --> 00:17:18.594
  • RETURNING TO IT BUTYOU DO NEED TO MOURN IT.YOU NEED TO MOURN THE LOSS.
  • 00:17:18.594 --> 00:17:20.295
  • YOU DO NEED TO MOURN IT.YOU NEED TO MOURN THE LOSS.YOU CANNOT PUT A SCRIPTURE
  • 00:17:20.295 --> 00:17:21.864
  • YOU NEED TO MOURN THE LOSS.YOU CANNOT PUT A SCRIPTUREOVER A BROKEN HEART.
  • 00:17:21.864 --> 00:17:24.233
  • YOU CANNOT PUT A SCRIPTUREOVER A BROKEN HEART.IT WILL NOT WORK.
  • 00:17:24.233 --> 00:17:25.534
  • OVER A BROKEN HEART.IT WILL NOT WORK.James: YOU ACTUALLY PUT
  • 00:17:25.534 --> 00:17:28.203
  • IT WILL NOT WORK.James: YOU ACTUALLY PUTIN HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAY ,
  • 00:17:28.203 --> 00:17:30.873
  • James: YOU ACTUALLY PUTIN HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAY ,"LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING."
  • 00:17:30.873 --> 00:17:32.241
  • IN HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAY ,"LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING."AND WHAT YOU'RE DOING HERE
  • 00:17:32.241 --> 00:17:33.575
  • "LOVE LETTERS FROM YOUR KING."AND WHAT YOU'RE DOING HEREIS YOU'RE SOWING
  • 00:17:33.575 --> 00:17:34.943
  • AND WHAT YOU'RE DOING HEREIS YOU'RE SOWINGDAILY DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTS
  • 00:17:34.943 --> 00:17:36.845
  • IS YOU'RE SOWINGDAILY DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTSTHAT ACTUALLY LIFT PEOPLE
  • 00:17:36.845 --> 00:17:38.280
  • DAILY DEVOTIONAL THOUGHTSTHAT ACTUALLY LIFT PEOPLETO THE HIGHER PLAIN.
  • 00:17:38.280 --> 00:17:39.581
  • THAT ACTUALLY LIFT PEOPLETO THE HIGHER PLAIN.AND I'M SORRY, SHERI
  • 00:17:39.581 --> 00:17:41.683
  • TO THE HIGHER PLAIN.AND I'M SORRY, SHERITHAT THIS IS NOT OPRAH,
  • 00:17:41.683 --> 00:17:43.318
  • AND I'M SORRY, SHERITHAT THIS IS NOT OPRAH,IT IS NOT DR. PHIL
  • 00:17:43.318 --> 00:17:46.288
  • THAT THIS IS NOT OPRAH,IT IS NOT DR. PHILSO WE'RE ACTUALLY OUT OF TIME.
  • 00:17:46.288 --> 00:17:47.556
  • IT IS NOT DR. PHILSO WE'RE ACTUALLY OUT OF TIME.OR I THINK WE COULD
  • 00:17:47.556 --> 00:17:48.857
  • SO WE'RE ACTUALLY OUT OF TIME.OR I THINK WE COULDJUST GO ON AND ON AND ON.
  • 00:17:48.857 --> 00:17:50.058
  • OR I THINK WE COULDJUST GO ON AND ON AND ON.DO YOU APPRECIATE SHERI
  • 00:17:50.058 --> 00:17:52.494
  • JUST GO ON AND ON AND ON.DO YOU APPRECIATE SHERISHARING SO BEAUTIFULLY
  • 00:17:52.494 --> 00:17:54.263
  • DO YOU APPRECIATE SHERISHARING SO BEAUTIFULLYAND SO HONESTLY?
  • 00:17:54.263 --> 00:17:55.964
  • SHARING SO BEAUTIFULLYAND SO HONESTLY?[Applause]
  • 00:17:55.964 --> 00:17:58.200
  • AND SO HONESTLY?[Applause]SHERI, WHAT OUR AMAZING
  • 00:17:58.200 --> 00:17:59.501
  • [Applause]SHERI, WHAT OUR AMAZINGVIEWERS, AND I'VE SAID
  • 00:17:59.501 --> 00:18:01.103
  • SHERI, WHAT OUR AMAZINGVIEWERS, AND I'VE SAIDTHIS NOT BECAUSE I'M TRYING
  • 00:18:01.103 --> 00:18:03.138
  • VIEWERS, AND I'VE SAIDTHIS NOT BECAUSE I'M TRYINGTO MANIPULATE YOU
  • 00:18:03.138 --> 00:18:05.307
  • THIS NOT BECAUSE I'M TRYINGTO MANIPULATE YOUWITH FLATTERY, I'M EXPRESSING
  • 00:18:05.307 --> 00:18:07.109
  • TO MANIPULATE YOUWITH FLATTERY, I'M EXPRESSINGTHE TRUTH TO YOU.
  • 00:18:07.109 --> 00:18:08.310
  • WITH FLATTERY, I'M EXPRESSINGTHE TRUTH TO YOU.YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED
  • 00:18:08.310 --> 00:18:09.478
  • THE TRUTH TO YOU.YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSEDBY THE TESTIMONY.
  • 00:18:09.478 --> 00:18:10.679
  • YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSEDBY THE TESTIMONY.YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED AS YOU
  • 00:18:10.679 --> 00:18:12.281
  • BY THE TESTIMONY.YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED AS YOUHAVE SEEN US BRING PEOPLE
  • 00:18:12.281 --> 00:18:13.382
  • YOU HAVE BEEN BLESSED AS YOUHAVE SEEN US BRING PEOPLETHROUGH HERE,
  • 00:18:13.382 --> 00:18:14.550
  • HAVE SEEN US BRING PEOPLETHROUGH HERE,SOME WELL-KNOWN AUTHORS,
  • 00:18:14.550 --> 00:18:16.251
  • THROUGH HERE,SOME WELL-KNOWN AUTHORS,WRITERS, SPEAKERS, PREACHERS,
  • 00:18:16.251 --> 00:18:18.353
  • SOME WELL-KNOWN AUTHORS,WRITERS, SPEAKERS, PREACHERS,LEADERS AND SOME PEOPLE
  • 00:18:18.353 --> 00:18:19.421
  • WRITERS, SPEAKERS, PREACHERS,LEADERS AND SOME PEOPLEYOU NEVER HEARD OF BUT
  • 00:18:19.421 --> 00:18:21.323
  • LEADERS AND SOME PEOPLEYOU NEVER HEARD OF BUTGOD WAS SO BIG IN THEM
  • 00:18:21.323 --> 00:18:22.758
  • YOU NEVER HEARD OF BUTGOD WAS SO BIG IN THEMAND YOU'VE APPRECIATED IT.
  • 00:18:22.758 --> 00:18:23.792
  • GOD WAS SO BIG IN THEMAND YOU'VE APPRECIATED IT.BUT YOU KNOW WHAT'S
  • 00:18:23.792 --> 00:18:25.327
  • AND YOU'VE APPRECIATED IT.BUT YOU KNOW WHAT'SREALLY AMAZING?
  • 00:18:25.327 --> 00:18:26.495
  • BUT YOU KNOW WHAT'SREALLY AMAZING?YOU KNOW EVERY DAY,
  • 00:18:26.495 --> 00:18:28.497
  • REALLY AMAZING?YOU KNOW EVERY DAY,IF YOU WATCH JAMES AND BETTY,
  • 00:18:28.497 --> 00:18:29.665
  • YOU KNOW EVERY DAY,IF YOU WATCH JAMES AND BETTY,WE'RE GOING TO SHOW YOU
  • 00:18:29.665 --> 00:18:31.600
  • IF YOU WATCH JAMES AND BETTY,WE'RE GOING TO SHOW YOUA BROKEN HEART.
  • 00:18:31.600 --> 00:18:33.936
  • WE'RE GOING TO SHOW YOUA BROKEN HEART.AND THERE IS A PERFECT MIRACLE
  • 00:18:33.936 --> 00:18:36.538
  • A BROKEN HEART.AND THERE IS A PERFECT MIRACLEFOR THAT SITUATION.
  • 00:18:36.538 --> 00:18:39.908
  • AND THERE IS A PERFECT MIRACLEFOR THAT SITUATION.YOU WATCH; AND I BELIEVE YOU
  • 00:18:39.908 --> 00:18:42.811
  • FOR THAT SITUATION.YOU WATCH; AND I BELIEVE YOUWATCH WITH A HEART OF LOVE
  • 00:18:42.811 --> 00:18:44.012
  • YOU WATCH; AND I BELIEVE YOUWATCH WITH A HEART OF LOVEAND COMPASSION,
  • 00:18:44.012 --> 00:18:46.014
  • WATCH WITH A HEART OF LOVEAND COMPASSION,OF GENUINE CARE.
  • 00:18:46.014 --> 00:18:47.516
  • AND COMPASSION,OF GENUINE CARE.AND SOMEHOW, SUPERNATURALLY
  • 00:18:47.516 --> 00:18:48.684
  • THROUGH HIS EYES.
  • 00:18:49.785 --> 00:18:51.053
  • THROUGH HIS EYES.RIGHT NOW WE'RE IN
  • 00:18:51.053 --> 00:18:52.254
  • THROUGH HIS EYES.RIGHT NOW WE'RE INMISSION FEEDING AND BOY,
  • 00:18:52.254 --> 00:18:53.922
  • WOULD YOU RIGHT NOW HELP US
  • 00:18:55.991 --> 00:18:57.392
  • WOULD YOU RIGHT NOW HELP USGET GOD'S ARMS AROUND
  • 00:18:57.392 --> 00:18:58.594
  • GET GOD'S ARMS AROUNDHUNDREDS OF THOUSANDS
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  • HUNDREDS OF THOUSANDSOF LITTLE CHILDREN
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  • OF LITTLE CHILDRENTHAT WE'VE GOT LOCATED
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  • BETTY, I'M BELIEVING
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  • BETTY, I'M BELIEVINGEVERY BELIEVER WATCHING TODAY
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  • BETTY, I'M BELIEVINGEVERY BELIEVER WATCHING TODAYIS GOING TO MAKE A GIFT
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  • EVERY BELIEVER WATCHING TODAYIS GOING TO MAKE A GIFTTO HELP US FEED
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  • THAT WE HAVE FOUND
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  • THAT WE HAVE FOUNDTHAT NEED OUR HELP.
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  • THAT NEED OUR HELP.GIFTS OF $30, $50, OR $100
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  • GIFTS OF $30, $50, OR $100FEED THREE, FIVE
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  • FEED THREE, FIVEOR TEN CHILDREN.
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  • OR TEN CHILDREN.BETTY, WHAT DO YOU LONG TO SEE
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  • BETTY, WHAT DO YOU LONG TO SEEEVERYBODY WATCHING US
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  • EVERYBODY WATCHING USDO RIGHT NOW?
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  • DO RIGHT NOW?MY FIRST RESPONSE
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  • MY FIRST RESPONSEWAS THANK YOU, JESUS!
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  • WAS THANK YOU, JESUS!THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME
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  • THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN MEAN OPPORTUNITY TO GIVE
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  • AN OPPORTUNITY TO GIVEOF MYSELF, TO GIVE OF YOU
  • 00:19:31.593 --> 00:19:32.961
  • OF MYSELF, TO GIVE OF YOUAND TO GIVE HOPE TO THOSE
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  • AND TO GIVE HOPE TO THOSEMOTHERS THAT LOVE THEIR
  • 00:19:34.429 --> 00:19:35.631
  • MOTHERS THAT LOVE THEIRCHILDREN AS MUCH AS
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  • CHILDREN AS MUCH ASWE LOVE OUR OWN CHILDREN.
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  • WE LOVE OUR OWN CHILDREN.THANK YOU GOD THAT I CAN
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  • THANK YOU GOD THAT I CANREACH OUT IN LOVE AND
  • 00:19:41.370 --> 00:19:43.005
  • REACH OUT IN LOVE ANDSUPPORT TO FEED THESE
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  • SUPPORT TO FEED THESEPRECIOUS LITTLE ONES THAT NEED
  • 00:19:44.973 --> 00:19:46.608
  • PRECIOUS LITTLE ONES THAT NEEDAN OPPORTUNITY TO RUN
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  • AN OPPORTUNITY TO RUNAROUND AND PLAY AND
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  • AROUND AND PLAY ANDBE CHILDREN LIKE GOD
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  • BE CHILDREN LIKE GODCREATED THEM TO BE.
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  • CREATED THEM TO BE.SO PLEASE JOIN WITH US.
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  • SO PLEASE JOIN WITH US.LET'S BE THAT BLESSING,
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  • LET'S BE THAT BLESSING,LET'S BE THAT HOPE
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  • LET'S BE THAT HOPEFOR THIS MOTHER.
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  • TO TOUCH EVERY HEART RIGHT NOW
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  • TO TOUCH EVERY HEART RIGHT NOWAND THEY'LL RESPOND IN LOVE;
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  • TO TOUCH EVERY HEART RIGHT NOWAND THEY'LL RESPOND IN LOVE;IN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:20:03.358 --> 00:20:05.394
  • AND THEY'LL RESPOND IN LOVE;IN JESUS' NAME.WOULD YOU GO GET YOUR BANKCARD
  • 00:20:05.394 --> 00:20:06.495
  • IN JESUS' NAME.WOULD YOU GO GET YOUR BANKCARDAND KNOW I'M GOING TO USE IT
  • 00:20:06.495 --> 00:20:07.562
  • WOULD YOU GO GET YOUR BANKCARDAND KNOW I'M GOING TO USE ITLIKE A CHECK?
  • 00:20:07.562 --> 00:20:08.630
  • AND KNOW I'M GOING TO USE ITLIKE A CHECK?OR IF YOU WRITE A CHECK,
  • 00:20:08.630 --> 00:20:09.698
  • LIKE A CHECK?OR IF YOU WRITE A CHECK,JUST KNOW THAT I'M GOING
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  • THAT'S WHAT I'M GIVING.
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  • THAT'S WHAT I'M GIVING.THANKS FOR MAKING THAT CALL.
  • 00:20:14.369 --> 00:20:16.204
  • THANKS FOR MAKING THAT CALL.THANK YOU FOR THE GIFT.
  • 00:20:16.204 --> 00:20:16.371
  • MISSION FEEDING BEGANWITH A PROMISE TO BE THERE
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  • IN TIMES OF CRISISFOR THOUSANDS OF HURTING
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  • AND HUNGRY CHILDRENIN THEIR TIME OF NEED.
  • 00:20:23.045 --> 00:20:25.447
  • NOW MORE THAN EVERWE NEED YOUR HELP
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  • TO SAVE LIVES BY FEEDINGAND CARING FOR CHILDREN
  • 00:20:27.616 --> 00:20:30.519
  • ACROSS THE CONTINENTOF AFRICA.
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  • WITH FOOD RESERVES GONEAND MANY AREAS
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  • EXPERIENCINGSEVERE FAMINE,
  • 00:20:35.223 --> 00:20:37.159
  • WE URGENTLY NEED TO REPLENISHOUR SUPPLIES TO REACH
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  • THE 350.000 CHILDRENWHO ARE COUNTING ON US.
  • 00:20:40.329 --> 00:20:43.665
  • YOUR GIFT OF LOVE CANBE THE MIRACLE ANSWER
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  • TO A DESPERATEMOTHER'S PRAYER.
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  • CALL NOW WITH YOUR LIFESAVINGGIFT OF $30, $50, OR $100
  • 00:20:48.670 --> 00:20:52.407
  • THAT WILL HELPFEED AND CARE FOR
  • 00:20:52.507 --> 00:20:54.509
  • THREE, FIVE OR TEN CHILDRENFOR THREE FULL MONTHS.
  • 00:20:54.609 --> 00:20:58.613
  • WITH YOUR GIFTWE'LL SEND YOU
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  • THE GLOBAL IMPACTOF LIFE JOURNAL.
  • 00:21:00.749 --> 00:21:02.718
  • THIS SOFTCOVER JOURNALINCLUDES PICTURES
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  • FROM THE MISSION FIELDAND INSPIRING SCRIPTURES
  • 00:21:04.886 --> 00:21:07.022
  • AS A REMINDER OF YOUR IMPACTIN GIVING TO BLESS LIVES
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  • AROUNDTHE WORLD.
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  • WITH YOUR GIFTOF $100 OR MORE,
  • 00:21:12.294 --> 00:21:14.262
  • PLEASE REQUESTTHE GLOBAL IMPACT BIBLE.
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  • THIS ENGLISHSTANDARD VERSION
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  • PRESENTS A FASCINATINGGUIDE TO THE IMPACT
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  • OF THE BESTSELLING BOOKOF ALL TIME
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  • FILLED WITH QUOTESFROM WELL-KNOWN FIGURES,
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  • PHOTOGRAPHS ANDREPRODUCTIONS OF FINE ART.
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  • IT HIGHLIGHTS THE MANYSURPRISING WAYS
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  • SCRIPTURE HASSHAPED CIVILIZATION.
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  • FINALLY WITH YOUR GIFTOF $1.000 OR MORE
  • 00:21:31.947 --> 00:21:34.816
  • TO HELP FEED AND CAREFOR 100 CHILDREN
  • 00:21:34.916 --> 00:21:37.219
  • BE SURE TO REQUESTOUR COMMEMORATIVE
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  • BRONZE SCULPTURE,"A MOTHER'S STRENGTH."
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  • PLEASE CALL, WRITE, OR MAKEYOUR GIFT ONLINE TODAY.
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  • James: WELL, FROM THE BOTTOM
  • 00:21:49.097 --> 00:21:50.198
  • James: WELL, FROM THE BOTTOMOF OUR HEART WE WANT TO SAY
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  • James: WELL, FROM THE BOTTOMOF OUR HEART WE WANT TO SAYTHANK YOU IN BEHALF
  • 00:21:51.433 --> 00:21:52.567
  • OF OUR HEART WE WANT TO SAYTHANK YOU IN BEHALFOF THE MISSIONARIES,
  • 00:21:52.567 --> 00:21:54.403
  • THANK YOU IN BEHALFOF THE MISSIONARIES,AND ESPECIALLY THOSE PARENTS
  • 00:21:54.403 --> 00:21:56.271
  • OF THE MISSIONARIES,AND ESPECIALLY THOSE PARENTSOF THOSE PRECIOUS LITTLE ONES
  • 00:21:56.271 --> 00:21:57.873
  • AND ESPECIALLY THOSE PARENTSOF THOSE PRECIOUS LITTLE ONESWHOSE LIVES YOU'RE SAVING.
  • 00:21:57.873 --> 00:21:58.907
  • OF THOSE PRECIOUS LITTLE ONESWHOSE LIVES YOU'RE SAVING.IF YOU'D LIKE TO HAVE
  • 00:21:58.907 --> 00:22:00.542
  • WHOSE LIVES YOU'RE SAVING.IF YOU'D LIKE TO HAVESHERI ROSE SHEPHERD'S BOOK,
  • 00:22:00.542 --> 00:22:01.777
  • IF YOU'D LIKE TO HAVESHERI ROSE SHEPHERD'S BOOK,HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAY
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  • SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD'S BOOK,HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAYDEVOTIONAL , IT IS QUITE
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  • HIS PRINCESS EVERY DAYDEVOTIONAL , IT IS QUITEA BIG BOOK.
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  • DEVOTIONAL , IT IS QUITEA BIG BOOK.IT IS QUITE IMPRESSIVE.
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  • A BIG BOOK.IT IS QUITE IMPRESSIVE.WE'LL BE GLAD TO SEND IT
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  • IT IS QUITE IMPRESSIVE.WE'LL BE GLAD TO SEND ITTO YOU IF YOU WOULD GIVE
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  • WE'LL BE GLAD TO SEND ITTO YOU IF YOU WOULD GIVESOMEONE LIFE AND SAY,
  • 00:22:10.752 --> 00:22:13.088
  • TO YOU IF YOU WOULD GIVESOMEONE LIFE AND SAY,"WOULD YOU PLEASE SEND THAT?"
  • 00:22:13.088 --> 00:22:14.156
  • SOMEONE LIFE AND SAY,"WOULD YOU PLEASE SEND THAT?"YES, WE WILL BECAUSE
  • 00:22:14.156 --> 00:22:15.257
  • "WOULD YOU PLEASE SEND THAT?"YES, WE WILL BECAUSEWE WANT TO BLESS YOU
  • 00:22:15.257 --> 00:22:16.491
  • YES, WE WILL BECAUSEWE WANT TO BLESS YOUAND SHE IS A BLESSING.
  • 00:22:16.491 --> 00:22:17.759
  • WE WANT TO BLESS YOUAND SHE IS A BLESSING.WOULD YOU JOIN ME AND BETTY
  • 00:22:17.759 --> 00:22:18.827
  • AND SHE IS A BLESSING.WOULD YOU JOIN ME AND BETTYIN SAYING THANKS TO
  • 00:22:18.827 --> 00:22:21.229
  • WOULD YOU JOIN ME AND BETTYIN SAYING THANKS TOSHERI ROSE SHEPHERD?
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  • IN SAYING THANKS TOSHERI ROSE SHEPHERD?SHERI, BLESS YOU!
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  • SHERI ROSE SHEPHERD?SHERI, BLESS YOU!YOU'RE DOING GOOD!
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  • SHERI, BLESS YOU!YOU'RE DOING GOOD!GOD IS BLESSING.
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  • YOU'RE DOING GOOD!GOD IS BLESSING.THANK YOU FOR WATCHING.
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  • ♪ NOW'S THE TIMEFOR ALL THE WORLD TO KNOWYOUR NAME ♪
  • 00:23:05.006 --> 00:23:09.344
  • ♪ NOW'S THE TIMEFOR EVERY HEARTTO SING YOUR PRAISE ♪
  • 00:23:09.444 --> 00:23:13.982
  • ♪ NO MORE SILENCEIN THE CHURCH ♪
  • 00:23:14.082 --> 00:23:16.351
  • ♪ NO MORE STANDINGTO THE SIDE ♪
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  • ♪ BY YOUR SPIRITWE'RE EMPOWERED ♪
  • 00:23:18.820 --> 00:23:20.989
  • ♪ LET THE DARKNESSRUN AND HIDE ♪
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  • ♪ YEAH! ♪
  • 00:23:23.859 --> 00:23:25.894
  • ♪ NOW YOUR CHURCHIS RISING UP ♪
  • 00:23:25.994 --> 00:23:28.163
  • ♪ AND YOUR CHILDRENSINGING OUT ♪
  • 00:23:28.263 --> 00:23:30.465
  • ♪ WITH YOUR PRAISEOUR HEARTS ERUPT ♪
  • 00:23:30.565 --> 00:23:32.868
  • ♪ AND A SONG OF LOVERESOUNDS ♪
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  • ♪ BE EXALTEDGOD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:23:35.237 --> 00:23:37.539
  • ♪ IN THE HEAVENSAND THE EARTH ♪
  • 00:23:37.639 --> 00:23:39.908
  • ♪ BY YOUR GRACEWE ARE REDEEMED ♪
  • 00:23:40.008 --> 00:23:42.410
  • ♪ LOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
  • 00:23:42.511 --> 00:23:45.847
  • ♪ EVERYDAY LET US PROCLAIMYOUR TRUTH IN LOVE ♪
  • 00:23:48.183 --> 00:23:52.787
  • ♪ IN YOUR NAME WE ASK AND PRAYYOUR KINGDOM COME ♪
  • 00:23:52.888 --> 00:23:57.459
  • ♪ WAKE US UPSO WE CAN SEE ♪
  • 00:23:57.559 --> 00:23:59.895
  • ♪ WE'VE BEEN SLEEPINGLONG ENOUGH ♪
  • 00:23:59.995 --> 00:24:02.364
  • ♪ TIME TO DEMONSTRATEYOUR POWER ♪
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  • ♪ WE ARE CALLEDTO OVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ YEAH! ♪
  • 00:24:07.235 --> 00:24:11.606
  • ♪ NOW YOUR CHURCHIS RISING UP ♪
  • 00:24:11.706 --> 00:24:13.975
  • ♪ AND YOUR CHILDRENSINGING OUT ♪
  • 00:24:14.075 --> 00:24:16.478
  • ♪ WITH YOUR PRAISEOUR HEARTS ERUPT ♪
  • 00:24:16.578 --> 00:24:18.680
  • ♪ AND A SONG OF LOVERESOUNDS ♪
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  • ♪ BE EXALTEDGOD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:24:21.082 --> 00:24:23.385
  • ♪ IN THE HEAVENSAND THE EARTH ♪
  • 00:24:23.485 --> 00:24:25.754
  • ♪ BY YOUR GRACEWE ARE REDEEMED ♪
  • 00:24:25.854 --> 00:24:28.189
  • ♪ LOVE HASOVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ LOVE HAS OVERCOMEOVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ OVERCOMELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ FOR EVERYONELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
  • 00:25:02.490 --> 00:25:09.598
  • ♪ OVERCOMELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ FOR EVERYONELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ OVERCOMEOVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ OVERCOMELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
  • 00:25:31.086 --> 00:25:37.792
  • ♪ FOR EVERYONESAY ♪
  • 00:25:37.892 --> 00:25:40.395
  • ♪ FOR EVERYONELOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
  • 00:25:40.495 --> 00:25:47.035
  • ♪ NOW YOUR CHURCHIS RISING UP ♪
  • 00:25:49.471 --> 00:25:51.740
  • ♪ AND YOUR CHILDRENSINGING OUT ♪
  • 00:25:55.343 --> 00:25:58.880
  • ♪ NOW YOUR CHURCHIS RISING UP ♪
  • 00:26:03.652 --> 00:26:05.787
  • ♪ AND YOUR CHILDRENSINGING OUT ♪
  • 00:26:05.887 --> 00:26:08.156
  • ♪ WITH YOUR PRAISEOUR HEARTS ERUPT ♪
  • 00:26:08.256 --> 00:26:10.525
  • ♪ AND A SONG OF LOVERESOUNDS ♪
  • 00:26:10.625 --> 00:26:12.894
  • ♪ BE EXALTEDGOD OF ALL ♪
  • 00:26:12.994 --> 00:26:15.196
  • ♪ IN THE HEAVENSAND THE EARTH ♪
  • 00:26:15.296 --> 00:26:17.599
  • ♪ BY YOUR GRACEWE ARE REDEEMED ♪
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  • ♪ LOVE HAS OVERCOME ♪
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  • ♪ HEY!HEY! ♪
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  • ♪ HEY!HEY! ♪
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  • ♪ LET US OVERCOMECOME, COME! ♪
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  • - I WISH I COULD DO MORE FORLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL ,
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  • BUT I'M SAVINGFOR RETIREMENT.
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  • Announcer: WE HAVE A PLANTHAT CAN HELP YOU DO BOTH.
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  • CONTACT LIFE PLANNINGSERVICES TODAY.
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  • - ANYTHING -- ALCOHOL, DRUGS,ANYTHING THAT I COULD DO
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  • TO NOT BE PRESENT,REALLY, IN MY PAIN.
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  • CYNTHIA GARRETTNEXT WEEK!
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  • LIFE TODAY IS MADEPOSSIBLE BY THE SUPPORTERS OFLIFE OUTREACH INTERNATIONAL.
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  • YOUR GIFT WILL BE USEDEXCLUSIVELY FOR THE EXEMPTPURPOSES OF LIFE.
  • 00:27:16.157 --> 00:27:19.160
  • THE MINISTRY FEATURESSPECIFIC OUTREACHES
  • 00:27:19.260 --> 00:27:21.229
  • AS EXAMPLES OF THE PROGRAMSIT SUPPORTS AND CONDUCTS.
  • 00:27:21.329 --> 00:27:23.298
  • GIFTS ARE CONSIDEREDTO BE WITHOUT RESTRICTION
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  • AS TO USE UNLESS EXPLICITLYSTIPULATED BY THE DONOR.
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  • THE MINISTRY IS A MEMBEROF THE E.C.F.A.
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