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Allen Jackson Ministries | Allen Jackson - When Your Strength Is Small (Part 2) | January 20, 2026
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- Allen: so ananias rolls up and he says, "brother saul, the
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- Lord--jesus, who appeared to you on the road as you were
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- Coming here."
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- How could he know that?
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- The lord told him.
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- "he sent me so that you may see again and be filled with the
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- Holy spirit."
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- I read that, and it feels to me as if this is a tremendous
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- Expression of kindness and grace towards saul.
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- Would you accept a salvation invitation like that?
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- Would you accept a salvation invitation that said, "this
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- Isn't going to be fun.
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- It's gonna be a bumpy road.
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- I'm gonna push you into some groups that you would not have
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- Thought of as peer groups or people you were interested in.
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- They're people that you've despised, that you have loathed,
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- That you wouldn't even have a meal with.
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- In fact, up until this point, you wouldn't have sat at the
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- Table with them.
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- And now they're your assignment."
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- See, i don't think we have an imagination for seeking
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- The lord.
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- We have an imagination for asking god to give us favors, to
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- Grant us wishes like a genie in a bottle.
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- Well, how many verses do i have to read before i can formulate a
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- Prayer request that god will respond to?
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- How many weeks in a row do i have to go to church before i
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- Will have banked enough markers that god will answer a prayer
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- For me?
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- We cultivate this kind of a transactional imagination, and i
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- Understand that it's a bit childish.
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- It's very childlike.
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- "well, i've cleaned my room twice.
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- You don't want me to clean it again this week.
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- How many days in a row do i have to take a bath?"
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- We get that.
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- It's cute if you're a toddler.
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- It's not so cute as we age.
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- And we've had a little bit of this notion with the lord, and
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- God is giving to saul this imagination of a completely
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- Different kind of a life.
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- Same chapter, verse 21, paul begins to tell about jesus.
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- He's just met him.
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- He's hated people that believed in him, and now he's talking
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- About him.
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- "all of those who heard him were astonished and they said, 'isn't
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- This the man who raised havoc in jerusalem among those who call
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- On this name?
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- And hasn't he come here to take them as prisoners to the
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- Chief priest?'
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- Yet saul grew more and more powerful and baffled the jews
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- Living in damascus by proving that jesus is the christ."
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- If we stopped right there, we'd be like, "that's my testimony.
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- That's the kind i want right there.
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- I want that one.
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- Like i'm fresh off conversion, and i'm baffling people with the
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- Wisdom of god.
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- Yes, i kind of thought god was calling me to a ministry
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- Like that.
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- I will be the baffler of the pagans."
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- It's the next part i don't think we're nearly as interested in.
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- "after many days had gone by, the jews conspired to kill him,"
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- To kill him.
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- His friends, his peer group, his fellow scholars;
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- All the people he listed as references on his resume,
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- All the connections he has to the power base
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- Back in jerusalem.
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- He understands how powerful they are.
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- He's been one of them.
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- He's been arresting people, and throwing them into prison, and
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- Cheering while they killed other people.
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- And he came here with his own grant of authority to be a
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- Murderous presence in the city.
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- And then he met this jesus character, and he's been talking
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- About him, and now that same group of people, so he's,
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- There's a 180 degree switch on where he's welcome and where
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- He's not.
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- He's not a kid at this point.
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- He's a professional, very accomplished.
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- He spent well over a decade studying and learning and
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- Preparing, and he's put all of that in the shredder.
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- He's not welcomed.
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- All of his professional accreditations have been pulled.
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- His licenses have been pulled.
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- You know, that's not enough, if that's not enough to say, "well,
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- You know, so far, jesus been really good to me so far.
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- I met him on the road and i couldn't see, but now i can see.
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- So far it's been all right.
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- I'm baffling people, oh-ho-ho, but the next day they wanna
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- Kill me.
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- Wait a minute.
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- My entire professional life is gone.
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- My credibility is in tatters."
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- Saul, the lord jesus who appeared to you.
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- "saul learned of their plan.
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- Day and night they kept close watch on the city gates in order
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- To kill him."
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- This wasn't like a momentary thing.
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- They don't intend for him to escape damascus.
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- He's not going back to jerusalem with this nonsense.
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- You finish it there.
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- It's not there.
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- I'm quite confident that the directions have come
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- From jerusalem.
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- Whatever's happened to him, whatever he hit his head on,
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- Whatever this is, you just end it there.
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- But the angels came, and picked him up by the arms, and flew him
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- Over the walls, and deposited him on a mediterranean
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- Cruise ship.
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- "but his followers took him by night and lowered him in a
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- Basket through an opening in the wall."
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- This is a really short period of time from the encounter with
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- Jesus on the road to damascus to his entry into the city and his
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- Sight being restored.
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- He begins to advocate.
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- He begins to tell the story, and now the one he's opposed, he's
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- Advocating for.
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- And they're so confused.
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- His former friends are so confused by the authority
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- Because he understands their arguments.
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- And so his counterpoints are irrefutable, and they can't out
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- Debate him.
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- They can't overcome his logic or his wisdom.
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- And so they're mirroring the rage and the anger and the
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- Violence that he's been a part of.
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- And they said, "we'll just kill you."
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- And paul doesn't relent.
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- And for days he has to stay in hiding.
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- And finally, his friends say, "the only way we know to resolve
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- This is we're gonna put you in a basket and lower you over
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- The wall."
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- He walked into the city with authority from the chief priest
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- In jerusalem.
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- He left the city in a basket.
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- God's been faithful so far.
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- Wasn't quite the way i was expecting it.
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- Galatians 1 says, "after three years, i went up to jerusalem to
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- Get acquainted with peter and stayed with him fifteen days.
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- I saw none of the other apostles--only james, the
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- Lord's brother."
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- There's an opportunity for a little question here about the
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- Timing of paul.
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- Paul goes back to tarsus.
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- Saul goes back to tarsus.
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- It's where he'd studied.
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- It's where he'd grown up.
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- There's not complete uniformity among scholars on when he went
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- And how long he was there.
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- We know he went for at least three years.
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- Some suggest that he may have been there for as long as
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- 13 years.
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- It's not overly relevant, unless they're your years.
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- I don't mean to be trivial with it, but it doesn't really change
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- The narrative.
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- For three years after the damascus experience, paul goes
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- To tarsus.
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- He talks about it in the churches when he ministers
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- Through the balance of your new testament, how he had a
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- Revelation of jesus and the lord taught him.
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- Now he's a scholar of the first order, but now he's not studying
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- In the places he's studied.
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- He's not studying with the tutors that he's had before.
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- And after three years, he goes back to jerusalem.
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- He's not just an overnight success, either for three years
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- Or for 13 years.
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- He stayed focused on seeking the lord.
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- Allen: see, i don't think we've really had, we don't think we've
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- Even had this intent.
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- We don't seek the lord.
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- We really don't.
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- We're born again.
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- We've got our bibles.
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- We go to church some.
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- I mean, we don't even take simple things--like, we look for
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- Reasons not to seek the lord.
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- Like somebody talks about tithing, "well, that's
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- Old testament.
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- We're not under the law anymore."
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- I agree.
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- We're not under the law.
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- But it doesn't mean that all those values and principles have
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- Just been eliminated.
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- You still honor god with your resources.
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- There is no sacrifice in the old testament.
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- There is no offering to the lord that didn't have monetary value
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- To it.
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- They were agrarians, so they brought animals, and crops, and
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- Their harvest.
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- And if you and i don't let god into the finances of our lives,
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- You really can't make a biblical argument that you're a
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- Christ follower.
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- And i'm not taking up another offering.
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- You're safe.
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- But seeking the lord has many facets to it.
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- Seeking the lord.
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- Saul spends years doing it before he becomes the apostle
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- Paul that we know.
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- In acts 9, "when he came to jerusalem, he tried to join the
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- Disciples, but they were all afraid of him, they didn't
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- Believe he was really a disciple," with good reason.
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- They remember him.
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- "he put us in prison.
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- He helped kill stephen, and stephen was a friend of ours.
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- I'm not sitting at the table with him.
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- He's a pig."
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- To a jew, that's not a compliment.
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- "but barnabas took him and brought him to the apostles.
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- And he told them how saul on his journey had seen the lord and
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- That the lord had spoken to him, and how in damascus he had
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- Preached fearlessly.
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- So saul stayed with them and he moved about freely in jerusalem,
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- Speaking boldly in the name of the lord."
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- So he's made his way to jerusalem, and he's met peter
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- And the crew.
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- And because of barnabas, they've accepted him.
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- God's been very faithful, so far.
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- "he talked and debated with the grecian jews, but they tried to
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- Kill him.
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- And when the brothers learned of this, they took him down to
- 00:12:55.123 --> 00:12:58.760
- Caesarea," caesarea is the port, "and they sent him back
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- To tarsus."
- 00:13:01.496 --> 00:13:04.999
- Again, the timing on this isn't the relevant part, at least not
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- For our purposes today.
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- The faithfulness of god in his life, i think, is unmistakable.
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- But the journey is uncomfortable.
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- He's still relatively new to this.
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- He's making his introductions.
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- He's being welcomed into the community of believers.
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- And on multiple occasions, people don't like his message
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- Enough that they're trying to murder him.
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- When we see a high profile person lose his life because
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- He's an advocate for jesus, how many of us will say things like,
- 00:13:39.400 --> 00:13:44.205
- "well, he should have been more prudent.
- 00:13:44.205 --> 00:13:47.308
- I'm not gonna be reckless.
- 00:13:50.912 --> 00:13:54.515
- Well, i have a responsibility to my family.
- 00:13:54.515 --> 00:13:56.618
- I can't take jesus into the marketplace.
- 00:13:56.618 --> 00:13:58.519
- There could be repercussions, and somebody else would suffer.
- 00:13:58.519 --> 00:14:00.521
- I have other people that depend upon me.
- 00:14:00.521 --> 00:14:04.392
- We want our pastor to be bold, though."
- 00:14:04.392 --> 00:14:09.230
- I think it'd be very easy for saul to say, "well, you know,
- 00:14:13.468 --> 00:14:15.303
- God's been really faithful to me so far."
- 00:14:15.303 --> 00:14:20.708
- In acts 11, "barnabas went to tarsus to look for saul.
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- Revival's broken out.
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- After the persecution, the jews have been scattered.
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- The believers have been scattered from beyond jerusalem
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- And judea.
- 00:14:30.785 --> 00:14:32.120
- And the places they're going, they're telling the jesus story,
- 00:14:32.120 --> 00:14:34.289
- And they're being overwhelmed by the responses.
- 00:14:34.289 --> 00:14:36.057
- So barnabas goes to tarsus to look for saul, and he found him,
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- Then he brought him to antioch.
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- And for a whole year, barnabas and saul met with the church and
- 00:14:40.461 --> 00:14:43.431
- They taught great numbers of people.
- 00:14:43.431 --> 00:14:44.866
- And the disciples were called christians first at antioch."
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- Now we're getting some momentum.
- 00:14:48.102 --> 00:14:49.570
- God's been faithful so far.
- 00:14:49.570 --> 00:14:51.239
- In acts 14, "some of the jews came from antioch and iconium
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- And they won the crowd over.
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- We had some really good runs at antioch, and now some people
- 00:15:01.082 --> 00:15:03.985
- From antioch have come to where we are.
- 00:15:03.985 --> 00:15:05.787
- And they stoned paul, and they dragged him outside of the city.
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- They thought they'd killed him.
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- But after the disciples had gathered around him, he got up
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- And went back into the city.
- 00:15:17.498 --> 00:15:20.234
- The next day he and barnabas left for derbe."
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- God's been faithful, so far.
- 00:15:24.238 --> 00:15:29.711
- That pattern is gonna follow saul of tarsus until we find him
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- As an old man in a roman prison in the city of rome.
- 00:15:32.814 --> 00:15:39.354
- City after city, remarkable responses.
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- The bible says, "god did extraordinary miracles through
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- The hands of paul."
- 00:15:44.092 --> 00:15:46.494
- Not just miracles, extraordinary miracles.
- 00:15:46.494 --> 00:15:50.565
- And in city after city, and place after place, there's a
- 00:15:50.565 --> 00:15:53.368
- Murderous rage released against him, and he didn't quit.
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- Oh, he gets into arguments with people on his team.
- 00:16:01.009 --> 00:16:03.011
- Some people on his team drop out and go, "look, traveling with
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- You is not a, this is not what i thought it was gonna be.
- 00:16:05.046 --> 00:16:08.583
- I just signed up for short-term missions, kind of a cultural
- 00:16:08.583 --> 00:16:11.352
- Experience for myself and my kids.
- 00:16:11.352 --> 00:16:14.322
- And everywhere you go, people get angry, enraged, and furious.
- 00:16:14.322 --> 00:16:20.161
- I'm going home."
- 00:16:20.161 --> 00:16:21.496
- And paul said, "if you're gonna quit, i don't wanna
- 00:16:21.496 --> 00:16:22.864
- Travel with you anyway."
- 00:16:22.864 --> 00:16:25.166
- We can't keep hiding, folks.
- 00:16:25.166 --> 00:16:27.735
- We can't keep praying that god will give us leaders that will
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- Tell the truth when we won't.
- 00:16:30.805 --> 00:16:34.809
- That's the truth.
- 00:16:34.809 --> 00:16:37.545
- I meet with church leaders from across the country, and i tell
- 00:16:37.545 --> 00:16:40.848
- Them the same thing.
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- Some of you may have been in those sessions.
- 00:16:42.183 --> 00:16:43.551
- I say, "stop praying for your pastor to be more bold."
- 00:16:43.551 --> 00:16:45.753
- Most churches, the pastor's an employee.
- 00:16:45.753 --> 00:16:48.589
- Church existed before they got there.
- 00:16:48.589 --> 00:16:50.124
- Church will exist after they're gone.
- 00:16:50.124 --> 00:16:51.492
- There's a board, a presbytery, there's some group of people
- 00:16:51.492 --> 00:16:54.362
- That call that pastor.
- 00:16:54.362 --> 00:16:56.931
- And if he transgresses what they've told him he can talk
- 00:16:56.931 --> 00:16:59.400
- About, they will snatch his job from him like breath.
- 00:16:59.400 --> 00:17:03.938
- Our churches will be more truthful when the people sitting
- 00:17:03.938 --> 00:17:06.174
- In the churches want the truth.
- 00:17:06.174 --> 00:17:09.110
- Well, that's real.
- 00:17:09.110 --> 00:17:10.478
- Should we have pastors that are willing to lose their jobs for
- 00:17:13.848 --> 00:17:16.684
- The sake of the truth?
- 00:17:16.684 --> 00:17:18.286
- Yes, but we should have christ followers that are willing to
- 00:17:18.286 --> 00:17:21.823
- Lose their jobs for the sake of the truth.
- 00:17:21.823 --> 00:17:24.725
- That's not just a pastor assignment.
- 00:17:24.725 --> 00:17:27.562
- I understand there's a greater responsibility.
- 00:17:27.562 --> 00:17:29.530
- I'm not trying to provide an excuse or diminish it.
- 00:17:29.530 --> 00:17:33.067
- I'm telling you what paul faced was not easy.
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- Scroll forward to his prison letters in 2 timothy.
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- 2 timothy is the letter paul writes very near the end of his
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- Life to a young man that he's been mentoring.
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- Timothy's traveled with him some.
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- He's greek.
- 00:17:45.847 --> 00:17:48.549
- I'm sure paul imagines him as a protege.
- 00:17:48.549 --> 00:17:52.687
- In 2 timothy 1, he says, "of this gospel i was appointed a
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- Herald and an apostle and a teacher."
- 00:17:55.490 --> 00:17:59.293
- He writes this from a pit in rome.
- 00:17:59.293 --> 00:18:02.730
- Some of you visited rome, and you've seen it.
- 00:18:02.730 --> 00:18:04.265
- It's a hole in the ground.
- 00:18:04.265 --> 00:18:09.504
- He's not the young man that we meet when he's stoning timothy.
- 00:18:13.708 --> 00:18:20.982
- His body has been changed.
- 00:18:20.982 --> 00:18:24.585
- Five times he was beaten.
- 00:18:24.585 --> 00:18:26.821
- They said 40 lashes would kill a man, and five times he was given
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- 39 lashes.
- 00:18:30.391 --> 00:18:32.894
- Thirty-nine lashes would lay your back open to the bone, tear
- 00:18:32.894 --> 00:18:36.197
- The muscle.
- 00:18:36.197 --> 00:18:39.267
- Maybe the first time that happens to you, it'll scar and
- 00:18:39.267 --> 00:18:42.136
- Heal over.
- 00:18:42.136 --> 00:18:44.238
- The second time it happens, you tear all that scar tissue.
- 00:18:44.238 --> 00:18:47.341
- I'll tell you, by the time that's happened five times, he's
- 00:18:47.341 --> 00:18:50.578
- A mess.
- 00:18:50.578 --> 00:18:53.514
- It's affected his posture.
- 00:18:53.514 --> 00:18:56.684
- I had a friend who had a serious addiction problem, and he
- 00:18:56.684 --> 00:18:59.020
- Injected himself in the arms so much that he had so much scar
- 00:18:59.020 --> 00:19:04.158
- Tissue, it left him bent over.
- 00:19:04.158 --> 00:19:08.329
- When paul's writing this, he's been physically changed in
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- Serving the king.
- 00:19:13.801 --> 00:19:15.136
- God's been faithful, so far.
- 00:19:15.136 --> 00:19:21.075
- "of this gospel i was appointed a herald and an apostle and
- 00:19:21.075 --> 00:19:23.911
- A teacher.
- 00:19:23.911 --> 00:19:25.413
- That's why i'm suffering as i am.
- 00:19:25.413 --> 00:19:28.216
- I'm not here because i'm a thief.
- 00:19:28.216 --> 00:19:29.617
- Yet i am not ashamed."
- 00:19:33.020 --> 00:19:36.324
- I think it would be hard to write to a young man that you
- 00:19:40.528 --> 00:19:42.763
- Were mentoring from a prison cell and say, "i'm not ashamed."
- 00:19:42.763 --> 00:19:50.938
- I think he's saying a lot more than that.
- 00:19:54.842 --> 00:19:56.244
- "timothy, i don't want you to be ashamed.
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- I don't want you to be ashamed of me.
- 00:20:00.514 --> 00:20:04.285
- I don't want you to be ashamed of the cause."
- 00:20:04.285 --> 00:20:08.789
- He tells him why, "because i know whom i have believed, and
- 00:20:08.789 --> 00:20:15.363
- I'm convinced that he's able to guard what i've entrusted to him
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- For that day."
- 00:20:19.200 --> 00:20:21.335
- By the time paul writes that, he's not saying "so far."
- 00:20:21.335 --> 00:20:28.075
- He's saying, "timothy, god is faithful.
- 00:20:28.075 --> 00:20:31.345
- Through the beatings and the shipwrecks, and the persecution
- 00:20:31.345 --> 00:20:34.749
- And the hatred, in all the things, timothy, you can
- 00:20:34.749 --> 00:20:39.920
- Trust him."
- 00:20:39.920 --> 00:20:42.023
- He tells him to endure hardship like a soldier, to finish
- 00:20:42.023 --> 00:20:46.994
- The race.
- 00:20:46.994 --> 00:20:48.362
- He said, "stir up the gifts that god put in you."
- 00:20:48.362 --> 00:20:52.533
- Paul talks to timothy pretty directly.
- 00:20:52.533 --> 00:20:56.337
- Seek the lord.
- 00:20:56.337 --> 00:20:59.540
- And if you need a motivation for that, that next verse, it's in
- 00:20:59.540 --> 00:21:02.743
- The same book.
- 00:21:02.743 --> 00:21:04.111
- It's 2 timothy, he's wrapping it up.
- 00:21:04.111 --> 00:21:05.446
- He said, "i'm already being poured out like a
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- Drink offering."
- 00:21:06.847 --> 00:21:08.182
- That's blind to us.
- 00:21:08.182 --> 00:21:09.517
- They'd bring a drink offering to the priest, and the
- 00:21:09.517 --> 00:21:10.885
- Priest would pour it out on the ground.
- 00:21:10.885 --> 00:21:12.453
- He said, "my life is ebbing away.
- 00:21:12.453 --> 00:21:15.222
- The time has come for my departure.
- 00:21:15.222 --> 00:21:17.058
- I have fought the good fight, i have finished the race, i've
- 00:21:17.058 --> 00:21:20.094
- Kept the faith.
- 00:21:20.094 --> 00:21:21.462
- Now there's in store for me the crown of righteousness, which
- 00:21:21.462 --> 00:21:24.565
- The lord, the righteous judge, will award to me on that
- 00:21:24.565 --> 00:21:26.634
- Day--but it's not only for me, timothy, it's for all who are
- 00:21:26.634 --> 00:21:31.038
- Longing for his appearing.
- 00:21:31.038 --> 00:21:33.474
- Timothy, i know god will be faithful to me.
- 00:21:33.474 --> 00:21:38.112
- I may be chained in a prison."
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- I didn't put the next lines in there.
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- I was out of room, but i knew i'd be out of--he said,
- 00:21:42.116 --> 00:21:45.419
- "timothy, can you hurry?
- 00:21:45.419 --> 00:21:48.689
- I'm cold.
- 00:21:48.689 --> 00:21:51.592
- Bring me your coat.
- 00:21:51.592 --> 00:21:55.663
- And can you bring my parchments?
- 00:21:55.663 --> 00:21:57.198
- I'm so alone.
- 00:22:00.368 --> 00:22:04.138
- Demas is gone.
- 00:22:04.138 --> 00:22:05.673
- I've sent others to other places.
- 00:22:09.477 --> 00:22:11.011
- I'm alone.
- 00:22:11.011 --> 00:22:12.346
- Can you hurry, timothy?"
- 00:22:12.346 --> 00:22:15.249
- But it's not a defeatist message.
- 00:22:15.249 --> 00:22:18.452
- He said, "there's a crown of righteousness for me.
- 00:22:18.452 --> 00:22:22.523
- If you don't get here before the executioner does, timothy, i'm
- 00:22:22.523 --> 00:22:25.960
- Not ashamed."
- 00:22:25.960 --> 00:22:28.362
- Folks, i got a question.
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- Are we gonna seek the lord?
- 00:22:31.098 --> 00:22:32.566
- Are we gonna seek the lord?
- 00:22:36.103 --> 00:22:39.573
- Are we gonna begin to conform to the image of christ?
- 00:22:39.573 --> 00:22:44.245
- We've had this lukewarm, false gospel that said christ will
- 00:22:44.245 --> 00:22:48.549
- Conform to the image of our wish list.
- 00:22:48.549 --> 00:22:51.552
- But i'm grateful for god's blessings, and the prayers he
- 00:22:51.552 --> 00:22:53.854
- Answers, and the good things he does for us, but i wanna give
- 00:22:53.854 --> 00:22:57.124
- Him my best.
- 00:22:57.124 --> 00:23:00.961
- I'm working to get "so far" out of my vocabulary.
- 00:23:04.965 --> 00:23:08.569
- Yeah, you'll be disappointed.
- 00:23:08.569 --> 00:23:09.937
- Man, it's disappointing when people try to kill you.
- 00:23:09.937 --> 00:23:12.873
- I don't like death threats.
- 00:23:12.873 --> 00:23:15.910
- God is preparing a church without spot or wrinkle, and i
- 00:23:20.080 --> 00:23:26.353
- Want to be included.
- 00:23:26.353 --> 00:23:28.189
- And i believe you do, too.
- 00:23:28.189 --> 00:23:29.523
- I wanna pray for you.
- 00:23:29.523 --> 00:23:30.891
- Will you stand with me?
- 00:23:30.891 --> 00:23:33.561
- If you're at home, you need to stand with us, please.
- 00:23:33.561 --> 00:23:38.165
- In fact, if the person watching with you has gone to sleep, wake
- 00:23:38.165 --> 00:23:40.267
- Them up.
- 00:23:40.267 --> 00:23:41.602
- We're about to pray.
- 00:23:41.602 --> 00:23:43.237
- I put people to sleep every week.
- 00:23:43.237 --> 00:23:46.373
- People tell me that.
- 00:23:46.373 --> 00:23:47.708
- "pastor, when i can't sleep, i put one of your sermons on.
- 00:23:47.708 --> 00:23:53.814
- You put me to sleep every time, so far."
- 00:23:53.814 --> 00:23:59.086
- Oh, the lord loves you.
- 00:24:02.623 --> 00:24:05.759
- He recruits people like saul of tarsus and turns them
- 00:24:05.759 --> 00:24:08.329
- Into apostles.
- 00:24:08.329 --> 00:24:10.998
- We will get to meet him, and timothy, and luke.
- 00:24:10.998 --> 00:24:20.040
- To think luke stayed with him while he was imprisoned in
- 00:24:20.040 --> 00:24:22.610
- Caesarea for two years to put the gospel together.
- 00:24:22.610 --> 00:24:26.981
- God's preparing a church, not to sit in the building and sing
- 00:24:31.151 --> 00:24:35.756
- Polite little songs, to be ambassadors for him.
- 00:24:35.756 --> 00:24:40.995
- Let's pray.
- 00:24:40.995 --> 00:24:42.329
- Father, thank you.
- 00:24:42.329 --> 00:24:43.664
- I thank you for your word and its truth and authority.
- 00:24:43.664 --> 00:24:47.801
- As we come to the conclusion of this year, we acknowledge your
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- Goodness to us, your faithfulness to us, your grace
- 00:24:50.404 --> 00:24:54.074
- To us, your provision to us.
- 00:24:54.074 --> 00:24:58.178
- You have shepherded and guided and directed us, and we thank
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- You for it today.
- 00:25:01.282 --> 00:25:02.616
- We praise you for it, for the strength to meet a new year.
- 00:25:02.616 --> 00:25:06.253
- Lord, give us the strength to complete the assignments that
- 00:25:06.253 --> 00:25:08.489
- You created us each one for.
- 00:25:08.489 --> 00:25:11.525
- May we not turn back or be distracted.
- 00:25:11.525 --> 00:25:14.828
- May we not yield to the criticism, or the oppression, or
- 00:25:14.828 --> 00:25:20.234
- The threats.
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- Give us wisdom to be advocates for you that will bring about
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- Your purposes.
- 00:25:27.341 --> 00:25:29.610
- Holy spirit, give us the humility to seek the lord.
- 00:25:29.610 --> 00:25:34.214
- May the fear of god grow in us, so that the presence of the lord
- 00:25:34.214 --> 00:25:37.851
- Becomes meaningful to us.
- 00:25:37.851 --> 00:25:40.354
- Give us understanding hearts and listening ears.
- 00:25:40.354 --> 00:25:43.691
- May the purposes of god break forth in our generation with a
- 00:25:43.691 --> 00:25:47.361
- Clarity and an authority and a power that will cause your
- 00:25:47.361 --> 00:25:50.331
- Enemies to tremble.
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- We praise you for it, and we thank you for it, for it's in
- 00:25:52.633 --> 00:25:56.270
- Jesus's name that we pray and we believe.
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- Amen.
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- God bless you.
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- ♪♪♪
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- Allen: i love the promise of a new year, all the opportunities
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- That it holds.
- 00:26:14.788 --> 00:26:16.123
- We wanna begin that on purpose, so we've created a new tool.
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- It's a book, it's a devotional, 365-day devotional built out of
- 00:26:18.659 --> 00:26:23.063
- Those digital devotionals that you're familiar with.
- 00:26:23.063 --> 00:26:25.566
- The intent is just to give you a bit of a spiritual beginning for
- 00:26:25.566 --> 00:26:28.435
- The day, a little vitamin, spiritual vitamin for your day,
- 00:26:28.435 --> 00:26:30.771
- A prayer, a scripture verse.
- 00:26:30.771 --> 00:26:32.439
- It's easy to share.
- 00:26:32.439 --> 00:26:33.774
- You know, i've often said to you, "don't rage against
- 00:26:33.774 --> 00:26:35.309
- The darkness.
- 00:26:35.309 --> 00:26:36.677
- Turn up the light."
- 00:26:36.677 --> 00:26:38.012
- Well, we very creatively entitled this devotional, "turn
- 00:26:38.012 --> 00:26:40.047
- Up the light."
- 00:26:40.047 --> 00:26:41.382
- Get a couple of copies.
- 00:26:41.382 --> 00:26:42.750
- Share one with a friend, maybe a family member.
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- Let's do it together.
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- God is moving in the earth.
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- Don't let your attention be drawn to the darkness and the
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- Chaos and the confusion.
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- Let's focus our hearts on the lord.
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- Ask him to turn up the light and raise our hands, and let's just
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- See what he will do in our lives.
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- Let's pray.
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- Father, i thank you for a new year, for the strength to meet
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- This beginning.
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- We wanna invite you into the midst of our homes, our lives,
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- Our journeys.
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- May christ in us truly be a light in this world this year,
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- In jesus's name.
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- Amen.
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- ♪♪♪
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