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Better Together | Walk in Confident Faith - Episode 1134 | January 8, 2026
- For we walk by faith and not by sight.
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- When god calls us into the unknown, we must choose to
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- Trust him and learn to walk in our authority in christ.
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- Come on, let's talk about it.
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- ♪♪
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- You know, i didn't grow up in a christian community.
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- I would go to church just
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- Because i wanted to go to the movies.
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- My mom used to say, if you want to go to the movies, you had to
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- Go to church.
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- So i would go then, right?
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- And i remember just growing up and just going, but never
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- Really had a relationship with the word or with christ.
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- I didn't know.
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- I just kind of went through the motions.
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- It was like, you know, you just check the box and say
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- You did something good.
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- You went to church.
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- Yay for you.
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- And i remember when i got saved, i was probably a year
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- Before i got married and my husband was very involved in
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- Ministry, had went to ministry school.
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- His dad was a pastor, his
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- Granddad and his great grandfather.
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- So he's a fourth generational pastor,
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- Right, and he would teach me faith.
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- He would teach me about the word and telling me things that
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- I had to learn.
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- And i became so comfortable and confident in his faith.
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- Hmm. not in my own.
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- I was like, oh, he knows god.
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- And so when he would pray for certain things and i would see
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- It come to pass, i'd be like, oh, that's what i'm gonna do.
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- I'm gonna start trusting his faith, never still building up
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- My own faith and confidence in the word.
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- And i remember one day, holy spirit begin to minister to me
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- And to tell me that i needed to start believing him for myself.
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- I had no idea what that was about.
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- Didn't even know how it looked.
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- And so i started to now, instead of going to my husband
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- To ask him to pray for me or believe god with me about
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- Something, i started to stand and trust him.
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- I mean, even through my marriage, my children, ministry
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- And everything.
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- Never knew that one day i would have to stand and believe god
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- For myself.
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- And so i remember when maybe 15, 20 years almost now, i went
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- To the doctor and they told me
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- That i had rheumatoid arthritis.
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- I would try to put on my shoes
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- And my feet would swell up so bad.
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- I mean, really bad.
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- And i'm saying, what is this?
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- What is this even come from?
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- I mean, i'm too young to have arthritis in my mind.
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- This is what i'm thinking.
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- And he's like, no, you know, we can just give you some steroids
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- And help you deal with the pain or give you whatever to help
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- Manage it.
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- But this is something that you will live with for the
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- Rest of your life.
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- And at this time, i'm saying, okay, wait.
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- I've seen how confident my husband has been in believing
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- God and seeing things manifest in our lives.
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- And he has walked by faith.
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- So let me start applying what i have seen him do
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- So the same god of peace could be upon my life.
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- And i started to believe god.
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- I started to exercise, started to do things,
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- Change things up in my life.
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- And maybe about a year later, i went back to the doctor and it
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- Was like, well, i don't see any signs, but this is still
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- Something that's present in your body.
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- Well, i'm like, okay, whatever.
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- I don't care what they say.
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- I'm going to trust this word.
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- I'm going to believe god. yeah.
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- The bible tells us like four separate times,
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- The just shall live by faith, right?
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- But i love the one over there, habakkuk 2:4, because
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- It says, the just shall live by his faith and the small h.
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- So now it's like i have to live by my faith and trust this
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- Process, regardless of how things look.
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- So for years i've never had any problem with my feet.
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- My feet never swell.
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- But let me tell you, so
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- Maybe about a year or so ago,
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- My hands and stuff started to hurt.
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- I'm saying, okay, well, they said rheumatoid,
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- It travels, but like 15 years later, what's going on here?
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- So i said, okay, god, if i believed you, then i'm gonna
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- Believe you now.
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- So still just exercising and doing certain things.
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- About a couple of weeks ago, three weeks ago, i go back to
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- The doctor and i'm telling them, i said, please, can you
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- Do this blood work again?
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- Because i truly believe that i'm healed.
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- Sure enough, i get the results back.
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- And it says your rheumatoid arthritis markers are negative.
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- Oh, wow.
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- So i'm saying who wouldn't be
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- Confident in their faith?
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- This is something that we live by.
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- We don't pick it up based upon the circumstances in our life.
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- We don't pick it up as a spare tire or something that we say,
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- Okay, let me just see if it works this time.
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- No. every day we have to trust that the word of god works
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- And is real.
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- I don't care how bad things look.
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- So regardless of how my fingers started to feel, i kept saying,
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- Well, god no, i haven't had any signs of that.
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- And so i believe that i'm healed.
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- So now i'm going to have to get this test again to make sure
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- There's nothing there.
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- This is the first time i got a test and it said it's negative.
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- You cannot convince me that the word of god isn't real.
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- I think i've probably learned
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- To take god at his word at the times
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- When i have started maybe doubting god
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- And then seeing god actually do
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- What he said he was going to do.
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- Maybe not the way i thought it
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- Was supposed to be done or the way
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- I thought it was going to happen, but then all of a
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- Sudden, god does something that's beyond anything i
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- Could have prayed for.
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- And my most frequent appeal for forgiveness has been in times
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- Of that saying, god, i am so sorry that i ever doubted you,
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- That you walked me through this.
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- And normally it's at the 12th hour.
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- That's my 12th hour.
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- It's not his. it's mine.
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- My 12th hour,
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- It's just like, oh, god.
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- And then god does something.
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- And then you just think, why did i ever doubt god?
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- Why would i ever do that?
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- I can take him at his word.
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- And i think doing that
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- A thousand times in my life, to the point where all i was doing
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- Was asking forgiveness for my faithless, um, plight, that god
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- Actually did what he said he was going to do.
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- And, um, so that's my story.
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- When we're talking about faith,
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- I could talk to you all day about faith,
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- All day about victories, all day about things that i have
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- Seen happen in my life because i realized that i do not have
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- To make things happen in my own ability, but i can trust that
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- The faith of god, it works and it is a healer.
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- It is a deliverer.
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- I mean, it is our provider in everything that we do.
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- And a lot of people think, well, i don't have the faith
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- That she has.
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- So how do i get that faith?
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- Well, you got to read over there in romans.
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- Romans 12, it says that he has dealt to every man thee
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- Measure of faith.
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- And you read in the king james, it's the.
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- But every other translation is like a measure.
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- Well, if it's a measure, then that means that we all can have
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- A different level of faith, right?
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- But he says, i've dealt to every man the measure of faith.
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- So that's definitive.
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- That's a definite article. that's like, no, i have the
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- Same faith that amy has. the same faith that has produced
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- Everything that you have in your life is the same faith
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- That sheila can have to walk in
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- Victory in every area of her life.
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- And so for those that are even viewing today, if they're
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- Sitting there saying, god, i would love to have
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- Faith like that. you do.
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- We just have to believe the word of god if you don't become
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- One with what he has said in his word, you will never see
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- The manifestation of god in your life, right?
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- And i think it comes as a result of knowing
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- Who you are in him.
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- Yes. walking in that authority.
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- Yes. you know, when we walk in that authority in which he has
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- Given us, you know, it gives you a whole different mindset.
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- It gives you a different attitude.
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- You won't come in the room like, i'm okay.
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- No, i am healed regardless of what the, you know, the world
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- Says, regardless of the doctor's reports, i am healed,
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- And i have seen it over and over again.
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- I can tell you so many different testimonies that i've
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- Seen in my own life where i know the word of god works.
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- I mean, like, how many of you had, like, faith episodes in
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- Your life where you could say, you can't even convince me that
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- This word doesn't-- like you to be have gone through being a
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- Widow and now married with
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- Six babies, having a beautiful family.
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- No one can convince you that this word doesn't work for you.
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- And i love that you're saying.
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- And you don't always see it, you know?
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- You don't always see it right before you.
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- It's crazy because this past month, my husband leads
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- A widower ministry.
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- It's the only one in the country.
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- And we feel very called that.
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- God's told us to do everything for free.
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- And so with that, we had a huge
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- Need that came up this last month.
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- And literally my husband pulled me in the office, told me this
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- Need, and he said, we're just going to thank god for already
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- Providing the need because we are going to walk in faith.
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- We're going to plan this because we know we've heard
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- From god on this, and he's going to make a way, he's not
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- Going to tell us to do this and not provide somehow.
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- So all month we are, lord, we believe you can do it.
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- But this need and this, the timing is really tight on this.
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- And so three days ago, it's late, it's 11 p.m., i'm folding
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- Laundry and i'm like, lord, we trust you.
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- God, you have never let us down.
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- And something my husband says often is, god still has us, you
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- Know, because god can have you in one circumstance.
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- But we got to believe that god still
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- Has us in all of our circumstances.
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- So i packed up my bags to come here, loaded in the car for the
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- Airport, and i go out.
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- My husband walks in and looks at me and says, you will never
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- Believe what god just did.
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- Somebody called from a church far, thousands and thousands of
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- Miles away, and it was to the exact dollar,
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- The exact dollar what we needed that god had impressed upon
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- Their hearts for that need.
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- And here we had just prayed like god, like a george mueller
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- Moment of god.
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- We're asking you to do this, believing you to do it.
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- And i mean, my husband just has tears in eyes and he said,
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- Glory to god because only god can do that stuff.
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- Wow. and so you do have those moments.
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- And my husband said he's like, if we had done this on our own,
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- Then you would feel like, oh, we got this.
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- But because jesus does it and we had to depend on him for it,
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- He gets all the glory and he just increases our faith.
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- If he can do that in your story, he can do it in
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- Your story, then he can do it in any story.
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- I love that.
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- The bible says that through
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- Christ we are more than conquerors.
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- What that means is that gives you the picture of a warrior
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- Who comes back from battle, and he's won the war, and he comes
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- Home with all the spoils of war, and he gives it to his
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- Wife and to his children.
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- Who's more than a conqueror in that picture?
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- It's not the conqueror.
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- It is the wife and the children
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- Who didn't have to go fight the battle.
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- But they still won, and they still get the benefit of that.
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- It's so important that we see ourselves in relationship with
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- Christ as more than conquerors.
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- He's already gone before us.
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- He's already fought the battle, and he is already reigning.
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- He's already ruling and reigning, and now you just need
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- To get the receipt so that you can then live the life of
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- Overcoming that he has promised you and he's paid for.
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- Well, i've shared before on the show that i was diagnosed with
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- Cancer for the second time in 2020.
- 00:12:45.688 --> 00:12:50.159
- The second time was stage four.
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- Not good at all.
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- And throughout my body.
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- So i had like a real decision to make about how i was going
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- To move forward.
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- And i had to make some very quick decisions.
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- And i have now walked through this.
- 00:13:05.341 --> 00:13:08.777
- We're in 2026 and hit that five year mark.
- 00:13:08.777 --> 00:13:12.882
- You know where there's no reoccurrence and it's all the
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- Bells and chimes and everything you can ring
- 00:13:16.886 --> 00:13:20.089
- I've rung at the cancer treatment center and grateful
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- For that, but i do still have treatment.
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- I have immunotherapy every 21 days, and i take a hormone
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- Suppressant every day.
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- And so i will have that treatment, my doctor says,
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- For the rest of my life.
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- And people respond to that as
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- If it's some kind of failure of faith.
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- I even had people come to some of our board members at the
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- Church and say, we're concerned because amy is talking about
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- Going every 21 days, and isn't she still believing
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- For complete healing?
- 00:13:52.588 --> 00:13:54.156
- And, and i had to go back and say, okay, well, let's talk
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- About what faith really is, because what takes more faith,
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- For me to believe that god will instantly heal me,
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- Which i do believe,
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- Or to have the faith to walk out a healing--
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- I love that.
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- Where i'm there with cancer, patients all look much worse
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- Than i do and always ask me, what are you doing here
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- When my scans probably look a lot worse than theirs?
- 00:14:20.349 --> 00:14:23.652
- And so i go, what takes more faith?
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- Does it take faith to believe that god will be with me, walk
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- With me through the valley of the shadow of death, and that i
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- Have nothing to fear,
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- That i trust him?
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- That takes a lot of faith to walk it out.
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- And of course, i have seen and i believe in instant miracles.
- 00:14:38.200 --> 00:14:42.638
- But i also believe that the greater measure of faith is
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- That god trusts me with his reputation, that i can walk
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- Into a place filled with cancer patients and not look like i
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- Have cancer, not talk like i have cancer, not act like not
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- Feel like i have cancer.
- 00:14:58.520 --> 00:15:00.322
- And often they will tell me i can't wait in the waiting room
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- Because this is for sick people.
- 00:15:03.892 --> 00:15:06.862
- That's happened to me multiple times because there's little
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- Volunteers that work there.
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- The elderly community.
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- And so it's not the same people all the time.
- 00:15:12.101 --> 00:15:13.802
- And i'll go, but i, i am getting treatment today.
- 00:15:13.802 --> 00:15:17.172
- Um, because i, my declaration was, i'm going to walk through
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- The valley of the shadow of death, and i'm not going
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- To look sick. i'm not going to act sick.
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- I'm not going to feel sick because i'm not sick.
- 00:15:24.279 --> 00:15:27.349
- So it doesn't matter what a piece of paper says.
- 00:15:27.349 --> 00:15:30.119
- You know, the same god that breathed breath in my lungs is
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- Recreating me cell by cell, moment by moment.
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- But i have the opportunity to testify of his faithfulness.
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- Yes, but the people who ask you that, you should ask them,
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- How many of you were eyeglasses? yeah.
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- Because, i mean, you're believing god.
- 00:15:50.205 --> 00:15:52.574
- They're believing god for healing, but they put them
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- Eyeglasses on every day so they can see better.
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- Yes.
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- So what's wrong with a supplement?
- 00:15:57.846 --> 00:15:59.848
- You know. that's--
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- To see the manifestation of what you're believing god for.
- 00:16:01.316 --> 00:16:05.254
- You didn't create the doctors.
- 00:16:05.254 --> 00:16:06.989
- The doctors didn't create themselves.
- 00:16:06.989 --> 00:16:09.258
- But there's a lie, really, in christendom, that real radical
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- Faith looks like rejecting any help, any treatment and saying,
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- I'm going to faith it.
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- And i have seen people that i would say are are really
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- Not living by faith.
- 00:16:25.874 --> 00:16:26.909
- They're living in denial. absolutely.
- 00:16:26.909 --> 00:16:28.911
- And they don't want to own what it is that that diagnosis is.
- 00:16:28.911 --> 00:16:31.914
- And listen, i never say my and the c word ever because it
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- Doesn't belong to me. it's not mine.
- 00:16:36.085 --> 00:16:38.253
- I will say i was diagnosed with, but it puts it separate.
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- Absolutely right.
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- And because that really it's, i have authority over this, you
- 00:16:44.426 --> 00:16:47.362
- Know, and my body believes what my mouth says.
- 00:16:47.362 --> 00:16:50.666
- But i have recognized a lot of people,
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- They think faith is a feeling.
- 00:16:52.668 --> 00:16:54.570
- Yeah. they think it's like
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- This supernatural feeling.
- 00:16:55.771 --> 00:16:57.573
- Faith is a substance. right.
- 00:16:57.573 --> 00:16:59.675
- So that means faith is tactile.
- 00:16:59.675 --> 00:17:01.977
- It's tangible.
- 00:17:01.977 --> 00:17:03.245
- There should be evidence of your faith.
- 00:17:03.245 --> 00:17:06.048
- Then i'm going to do everything that supports a long life.
- 00:17:06.048 --> 00:17:11.453
- Yeah. faith is not a feeling.
- 00:17:11.453 --> 00:17:12.988
- Faith is a choice.
- 00:17:12.988 --> 00:17:14.623
- Faith is something that we choose to walk by.
- 00:17:14.623 --> 00:17:17.960
- I am going to walk by faith.
- 00:17:17.960 --> 00:17:19.628
- I'm going to forget what i see because
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- Sometimes my sight isn't very well.
- 00:17:23.799 --> 00:17:26.802
- Sometimes i don't see the things i think that the lord
- 00:17:26.802 --> 00:17:30.072
- Should be doing.
- 00:17:30.072 --> 00:17:31.373
- And sometimes my timing isn't the way i think god
- 00:17:31.373 --> 00:17:34.276
- Should be doing things.
- 00:17:34.276 --> 00:17:36.478
- But he has a plan and he has a timing, and he sees our faith,
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- And he will be faithful to what he's called us to do.
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- I remember when i first started to think about what it meant to
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- Walk by faith.
- 00:18:17.386 --> 00:18:18.687
- I thought, i don't think i have enough faith to walk by faith
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- Until i began to understand
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- That it's actually not about me.
- 00:18:23.458 --> 00:18:24.993
- It's about the more i get to know jesus, the more i
- 00:18:24.993 --> 00:18:27.462
- Understand who he is,
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- And that because he lives in me through his holy spirit, we
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- Have authority in his name.
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- You can ask for anything in jesus name and the father
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- Will hear you.
- 00:18:36.638 --> 00:18:38.840
- Faith without works is what? is dead.
- 00:18:42.110 --> 00:18:44.513
- And we know all of this stuff, but yet we try to manufacture
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- How it's supposed to happen.
- 00:18:50.018 --> 00:18:51.920
- Our job is just to walk this thing out.
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- It's just to live it wow.
- 00:18:54.389 --> 00:18:55.924
- And that's the thing is, is to walk it out, not get stuck.
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- Right. because i think a lot of times
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- People claim something as faith,
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- Whenever it is lack of action, it relieves me of duty
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- And puts it all on god.
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- And i don't have to do anything.
- 00:19:09.671 --> 00:19:10.973
- And they call that faith.
- 00:19:10.973 --> 00:19:12.241
- That's not really faith.
- 00:19:12.241 --> 00:19:13.342
- Because he's finished his part.
- 00:19:13.342 --> 00:19:15.143
- Well, peter stepped out of the boat.
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- He had to take a step of faith.
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- Faith takes action.
- 00:19:19.147 --> 00:19:20.682
- And i think that's how i always go,
- 00:19:20.682 --> 00:19:22.784
- Is this fear or faith speaking in my life?
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- Because if it doesn't require anything of me, it's not faith.
- 00:19:25.587 --> 00:19:29.491
- Because faith will require that i step out of this situation
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- And into the eternal purpose of god.
- 00:19:32.861 --> 00:19:35.364
- And i have sat with many, many, many cancer patients and talked
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- About end of life.
- 00:19:40.102 --> 00:19:42.170
- And i did this with my children.
- 00:19:42.170 --> 00:19:45.173
- I made videos for all of the occasions where i may not be in
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- Their future, because i always thought when someone close to
- 00:19:49.678 --> 00:19:52.914
- Me died, i would love to know what they would think about
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- What's happening right now in the world, or what they would
- 00:19:55.517 --> 00:19:57.719
- Think about a grandchild or whatever.
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- So i began to do that and people said, is that
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- Lack of faith.
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- And i said, no, because my faith is not in an outcome.
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- It's in a holy, sovereign, almighty god that i'm going to
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- Spend eternity with.
- 00:20:12.734 --> 00:20:14.303
- So if i really believe that my last breath here means that the
- 00:20:14.303 --> 00:20:19.041
- Next time i open my eyes, i'm in the the cloud of witnesses
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- And i get to spend time with my the heroes that i have read
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- About all my life, i get to talk to jesus,
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- I have no fear of that.
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- Zero. i'm excited about that.
- 00:20:31.920 --> 00:20:34.423
- But i also don't bury my head in the sand and go, okay, i'm
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- Going to live forever.
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- I think there's a gift, even in the diagnosis
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- I have to go, i
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- Know that, you know, the bible says teach us
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- To number our days.
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- I know that i'm not going to live forever.
- 00:20:45.600 --> 00:20:47.402
- None of us get out of this alive.
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- And so i invest very intentionally.
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- That's faith. yes, i agree.
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- That's not doubt.
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- That's i believe,
- 00:20:57.479 --> 00:20:58.747
- But i've also seen around and behind the veil to know that
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- This doesn't always work out in everybody.
- 00:21:02.250 --> 00:21:06.621
- We still win.
- 00:21:06.621 --> 00:21:08.023
- We win no matter what.
- 00:21:08.023 --> 00:21:09.925
- We still win. okay.
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- I don't live here?
- 00:21:11.360 --> 00:21:12.794
- Okay. i still live forever.
- 00:21:12.794 --> 00:21:14.830
- So we still win.
- 00:21:14.830 --> 00:21:16.131
- And i think that takes the fear out of whatever we go through.
- 00:21:16.131 --> 00:21:19.835
- Yes. fear is what keeps us bound.
- 00:21:19.835 --> 00:21:23.138
- And, you know, living like we're desperate for
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- Something to happen.
- 00:21:26.775 --> 00:21:27.943
- It's like, no, i don't have any fear.
- 00:21:27.943 --> 00:21:30.045
- Like, i'm just going to walk in this thing and believe god.
- 00:21:30.045 --> 00:21:32.914
- Fear actually-- internal distress is what causes disease.
- 00:21:32.914 --> 00:21:37.152
- And so fear,
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- This is why we see so many cancer patients find out what
- 00:21:39.321 --> 00:21:42.157
- They have and go downhill very quickly, because they've
- 00:21:42.157 --> 00:21:45.427
- Already been eaten up with
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- Something that is bothering them.
- 00:21:47.596 --> 00:21:49.064
- We were talking about this in the break, how jesus said, man
- 00:21:49.064 --> 00:21:51.833
- Does not live on bread alone, but on every word that
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- Proceeds from the mouth of god.
- 00:21:54.669 --> 00:21:55.937
- And i realized early on i'm not sick because i drank doctor
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- Pepper or i had some fast food.
- 00:22:00.542 --> 00:22:03.011
- I'm sick because i'm internally eating on something, a word
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- That is causing me distress.
- 00:22:08.917 --> 00:22:11.720
- And i've got to fix that.
- 00:22:11.720 --> 00:22:13.455
- What word am i eating on?
- 00:22:13.455 --> 00:22:15.090
- What word is eating on me and changing that, flipping that to
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- Okay, i'm going to live by the word of god.
- 00:22:18.693 --> 00:22:21.129
- This is this is what i'm going to hold on to.
- 00:22:21.129 --> 00:22:23.899
- What did he say about me?
- 00:22:23.899 --> 00:22:26.535
- If you think about faith, like if i was to sit down, you and i
- 00:22:26.535 --> 00:22:30.138
- Just have a cup of tea.
- 00:22:30.138 --> 00:22:31.306
- And i said, how would you define faith?
- 00:22:31.306 --> 00:22:33.408
- You might struggle.
- 00:22:33.408 --> 00:22:35.310
- You might think, well, to be honest, i was thinking of doing
- 00:22:35.310 --> 00:22:38.013
- This, but honestly, i'm afraid of that.
- 00:22:38.013 --> 00:22:39.815
- Fear is a very real thing in life
- 00:22:39.815 --> 00:22:43.318
- Because in fear we're aware of our own, you know, limitations,
- 00:22:43.318 --> 00:22:48.223
- And we're aware of the limitations in the world of
- 00:22:48.223 --> 00:22:50.592
- What could happen.
- 00:22:50.592 --> 00:22:51.960
- But do you know what i find great comfort in is if you
- 00:22:51.960 --> 00:22:54.863
- Haven't read psalm 139 for a while, read it again because
- 00:22:54.863 --> 00:22:58.567
- You know what it says?
- 00:22:58.567 --> 00:22:59.835
- It says even before you were in your mother's womb, god knew
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- Every single day of your life. it was planned out.
- 00:23:02.737 --> 00:23:06.174
- I used to tell my son that when he was worried, when i'd be
- 00:23:06.174 --> 00:23:08.510
- Flying off to africa or camping in the middle of the desert,
- 00:23:08.510 --> 00:23:11.279
- And he'd be like, but, but,
- 00:23:11.279 --> 00:23:13.048
- Mom, how do i know you'll be safe?
- 00:23:13.048 --> 00:23:14.749
- And i said, you know, we can let fear take over.
- 00:23:14.749 --> 00:23:17.919
- Are we going to let faith take over?
- 00:23:17.919 --> 00:23:19.621
- Knowing that god is a perfect plan for my life, i choose to
- 00:23:19.621 --> 00:23:22.891
- To choose faith.
- 00:23:22.891 --> 00:23:24.192
- And the interesting thing about faith is the more you use it,
- 00:23:24.192 --> 00:23:27.195
- Start with what you have, even if it's a little, little bit,
- 00:23:27.195 --> 00:23:30.098
- But the more you use it, the bigger that faith muscle grows.
- 00:23:30.098 --> 00:23:34.135
- I remember oprah winfrey saying this when she was sued by the
- 00:23:34.135 --> 00:23:37.772
- Cattle industry and everything, and she said that battle was
- 00:23:37.772 --> 00:23:41.510
- Won when i was accused by them of coming into the set and
- 00:23:41.510 --> 00:23:48.683
- Purposefully trying to cause harm to their industry.
- 00:23:48.683 --> 00:23:52.487
- And she said, when i was accused of that, something
- 00:23:52.487 --> 00:23:54.923
- Clicked and i went, that is not me.
- 00:23:54.923 --> 00:23:57.692
- I do not plot destruction against people.
- 00:23:57.692 --> 00:24:01.229
- So that's not me.
- 00:24:01.229 --> 00:24:02.764
- Once you realize who you are and what god's called you to.
- 00:24:02.764 --> 00:24:06.134
- And once i knew the world is better with me in it--
- 00:24:06.134 --> 00:24:09.771
- Yeah. so i'm going to do
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- Everything that god requires of me.
- 00:24:11.006 --> 00:24:13.808
- That meant for me selling my house on the beach and
- 00:24:13.808 --> 00:24:17.913
- Saying yes to stepping back into pastoring.
- 00:24:17.913 --> 00:24:21.082
- Even though i had a sweet little life, i realized
- 00:24:21.082 --> 00:24:25.287
- I'm going to have a longer life living in--
- 00:24:25.287 --> 00:24:28.723
- Even if it is more difficult in
- 00:24:28.723 --> 00:24:30.926
- The natural, there's more provision.
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- There's more grace, there's more spiritual energy.
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- And what's so weird is, you know, i've been pastoring most
- 00:24:36.998 --> 00:24:42.270
- Of my life, but in the position i'm in now, which is sort of
- 00:24:42.270 --> 00:24:46.408
- The tip of the sword, you know, a lot of the weight falling us.
- 00:24:46.408 --> 00:24:50.145
- It's the easiest job i've ever had in my life because it is
- 00:24:50.145 --> 00:24:54.182
- The yes of heaven.
- 00:24:54.182 --> 00:24:55.383
- It's-- i know that i-- who would bet on me?
- 00:24:55.383 --> 00:24:58.219
- I'm a cancer patient.
- 00:24:58.219 --> 00:24:59.854
- Only a church that walks by faith would believe in a leader
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- That has a stage four cancer diagnosis.
- 00:25:03.725 --> 00:25:06.361
- But we're all walking by faith and leaving more room for
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- The holy spirit. yes.
- 00:25:09.230 --> 00:25:10.765
- And i think that's what i've learned more than anything
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- Is our the greater our dependance, the more
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- Evidence of faith. yeah.
- 00:25:16.504 --> 00:25:18.373
- I love that.
- 00:25:18.373 --> 00:25:19.541
- So let me just ask you a couple questions.
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- I'm thinking of somebody watching this right now and
- 00:25:22.010 --> 00:25:24.112
- Listening to what you said,
- 00:25:24.112 --> 00:25:25.447
- Dee dee is saying,
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- Absolutely. listening to what you've said and said,
- 00:25:26.915 --> 00:25:30.552
- Absolutely, i believe that.
- 00:25:30.552 --> 00:25:32.354
- Where do i start to get that kind of faith?
- 00:25:32.354 --> 00:25:34.656
- What would you say to somebody who's like, i want to believe
- 00:25:34.656 --> 00:25:37.726
- God, but i don't come from a family of faith.
- 00:25:37.726 --> 00:25:39.928
- I don't have a background of faith.
- 00:25:39.928 --> 00:25:41.563
- I wouldn't even know where to start.
- 00:25:41.563 --> 00:25:43.765
- Yeah, for me, i would say it's a decision.
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- Just like they decided to trust whoever else is in their life,
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- Not based upon anything they
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- Have done for them, but just a choice.
- 00:25:52.307 --> 00:25:56.144
- I had to start choosing to trust god.
- 00:25:56.144 --> 00:25:59.581
- I didn't understand what that was.
- 00:25:59.581 --> 00:26:02.317
- I didn't know how that looked other than what i saw in mike.
- 00:26:02.317 --> 00:26:05.954
- I saw him believe god, say he was going to trust god.
- 00:26:05.954 --> 00:26:08.857
- His words were in alignment and his actions were in alignment.
- 00:26:08.857 --> 00:26:12.694
- He would read the word and he would confess the word, and he
- 00:26:12.694 --> 00:26:15.864
- Would act on it like it was already done.
- 00:26:15.864 --> 00:26:18.333
- So faith says to me that it's already done.
- 00:26:18.333 --> 00:26:20.902
- So it puts me from a in a different place.
- 00:26:20.902 --> 00:26:24.339
- So now i started acting like everything was all right.
- 00:26:24.339 --> 00:26:28.276
- I mean, even when my feet would swell, i didn't lay there and
- 00:26:28.276 --> 00:26:31.746
- Say, oh, my feet are not swollen because that's denial.
- 00:26:31.746 --> 00:26:35.984
- My feet were swollen and they stayed swollen for some time,
- 00:26:35.984 --> 00:26:39.754
- But i still would get up and say, no, i'm going to put my
- 00:26:39.754 --> 00:26:42.891
- Shoes on and i'm going to go walking.
- 00:26:42.891 --> 00:26:44.826
- And so i would act like everything was all right,
- 00:26:44.826 --> 00:26:47.896
- Even when it wasn't.
- 00:26:47.896 --> 00:26:49.764
- Didn't matter how i feel, because faith, like you just
- 00:26:49.764 --> 00:26:52.300
- Said, is not a feeling.
- 00:26:52.300 --> 00:26:53.468
- It's not based upon how we feel.
- 00:26:53.468 --> 00:26:55.303
- I wake up sometimes now and say, am i saved?
- 00:26:55.303 --> 00:26:58.306
- It has nothing to do with how i feel.
- 00:26:58.306 --> 00:27:01.409
- I wake up mike still laying there.
- 00:27:01.409 --> 00:27:03.144
- I'm like, do i love you today?
- 00:27:03.144 --> 00:27:05.413
- You know, it's like, yeah.
- 00:27:05.413 --> 00:27:06.681
- Love is not a feeling.
- 00:27:06.681 --> 00:27:08.850
- It's a choice. it's a decision.
- 00:27:08.850 --> 00:27:11.319
- I decide that i'm going to believe this.
- 00:27:11.319 --> 00:27:15.523
- And so i took out if this works. now i put in
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- Since this works. faith is not an if.
- 00:27:20.995 --> 00:27:25.066
- For me, it's
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- Since this works.
- 00:27:26.067 --> 00:27:28.269
- My circumstances really began to shift when i chose faith
- 00:27:28.269 --> 00:27:33.374
- Over my feelings.
- 00:27:33.374 --> 00:27:35.510
- See, faith is not a feeling and our circumstances can create
- 00:27:35.510 --> 00:27:39.881
- This storm around us that causes us to fear or
- 00:27:39.881 --> 00:27:43.184
- To doubt even god.
- 00:27:43.184 --> 00:27:45.186
- But in those moments, we cannot base what we choose to do with
- 00:27:45.186 --> 00:27:50.191
- Our lives on what we feel.
- 00:27:50.191 --> 00:27:52.994
- Because then, wherever the wind blows would direct our lives.
- 00:27:52.994 --> 00:27:56.197
- And that's not how god steers us.
- 00:27:56.197 --> 00:27:57.999
- He steers us with the anchor of his word.
- 00:27:57.999 --> 00:28:00.368
- So it's so important that our faith is built on the solid
- 00:28:00.368 --> 00:28:04.072
- Revelation of who he is.
- 00:28:04.072 --> 00:28:06.074
- This is why, when peter had the revelation about who jesus was,
- 00:28:06.074 --> 00:28:10.979
- Jesus said to him, upon this rock of revelation, i will
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- Build my church.
- 00:28:14.349 --> 00:28:15.583
- Later, peter denied christ three times and he felt like a
- 00:28:15.583 --> 00:28:19.087
- Total failure.
- 00:28:19.087 --> 00:28:19.988
- Went back to fishing.
- 00:28:19.988 --> 00:28:21.289
- But when jesus found him again, he reinstated him in ministry.
- 00:28:21.289 --> 00:28:25.260
- Why? because peter's qualification didn't rest
- 00:28:25.260 --> 00:28:28.496
- On his qualifications.
- 00:28:28.496 --> 00:28:30.999
- His qualifications rested on his revelation of jesus.
- 00:28:30.999 --> 00:28:35.170
- It was always, always about who jesus was and all who he was.
- 00:28:35.170 --> 00:28:40.375
- He made more room for jesus, and that was the rock that
- 00:28:40.375 --> 00:28:44.012
- Jesus could count on.
- 00:28:44.012 --> 00:28:45.380
- So even in our lives, i think it's so important for us to
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- Remember that it always goes back to that unshakable
- 00:28:48.650 --> 00:28:53.354
- Faith that's built on the rock of the revelation of who jesus
- 00:28:53.354 --> 00:28:57.125
- Is in our lives.
- 00:28:57.125 --> 00:28:58.393
- He will never let us down. even when we let ourselves down,
- 00:28:58.393 --> 00:29:02.330
- He is the rock that can never be shaken.
- 00:29:02.330 --> 00:29:06.501
- And so now, because i've had one faith episode, i just trust
- 00:29:06.501 --> 00:29:11.573
- God now for everything else that i go through.
- 00:29:11.573 --> 00:29:14.342
- But people try to use or operate in their faith
- 00:29:14.342 --> 00:29:18.079
- When things are bad.
- 00:29:18.079 --> 00:29:20.148
- And that's not a good time because all work-- if you go out
- 00:29:20.148 --> 00:29:24.085
- Even in the natural,
- 00:29:24.085 --> 00:29:25.520
- If i'm building a tower and it is raining, it is storming,
- 00:29:25.520 --> 00:29:30.091
- The work ceases.
- 00:29:30.091 --> 00:29:32.160
- They gotta rely on the foundation that they have
- 00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:34.996
- Already built for that building to stand up during the storm.
- 00:29:34.996 --> 00:29:39.801
- Right? and so now if i'm sick
- 00:29:39.801 --> 00:29:42.503
- And i'm going through, i can't scramble.
- 00:29:42.503 --> 00:29:45.506
- That's not the time to scramble and say-- because your mind is
- 00:29:45.506 --> 00:29:50.011
- All over the place.
- 00:29:50.011 --> 00:29:51.646
- So for me, it's just a decision.
- 00:29:51.646 --> 00:29:53.548
- And having the word of god deep inside you. deep inside.
- 00:29:53.548 --> 00:29:56.517
- I remember when evelyn husband, i don't know if you
- 00:29:56.517 --> 00:29:58.620
- Remember her, but she was the one
- 00:29:58.620 --> 00:29:59.921
- Her husband was a commander of the space shuttle that exploded
- 00:29:59.921 --> 00:30:03.124
- On reentry, and she and her two children were standing there
- 00:30:03.124 --> 00:30:06.294
- Watching the countdown.
- 00:30:06.294 --> 00:30:08.129
- And she said it was so exciting.
- 00:30:08.129 --> 00:30:09.564
- Matthew and laura, her children, are so excited
- 00:30:09.564 --> 00:30:11.499
- Watching it, but when
- 00:30:11.499 --> 00:30:12.667
- It got to zero and it suddenly started to climb back
- 00:30:12.667 --> 00:30:14.936
- Up again, the people from nasa immediately came running out
- 00:30:14.936 --> 00:30:18.139
- And she knew something was terribly wrong.
- 00:30:18.139 --> 00:30:20.775
- And i remember having dinner with her after that and she
- 00:30:20.775 --> 00:30:22.777
- Said, it's too late in those moments to try and find
- 00:30:22.777 --> 00:30:26.547
- Something in here. she said,
- 00:30:26.547 --> 00:30:28.116
- But when you have the word of god deep inside you, because
- 00:30:28.116 --> 00:30:30.919
- She said, what came to her was psalm 23, even if i walk
- 00:30:30.919 --> 00:30:34.222
- Through the valley of the shadow, for there to be a
- 00:30:34.222 --> 00:30:36.591
- Shadow, there has to be light.
- 00:30:36.591 --> 00:30:38.326
- So even here,
- 00:30:38.326 --> 00:30:40.061
- So having the having the word
- 00:30:40.061 --> 00:30:42.096
- To me, that's where our faith starts.
- 00:30:42.096 --> 00:30:44.232
- Having the word of god as deep as the marrow in our bones.
- 00:30:44.232 --> 00:30:47.135
- And that's where the mistakes start.
- 00:30:47.135 --> 00:30:48.569
- I love that y'all are saying that because a lot of people
- 00:30:48.569 --> 00:30:51.439
- Try to believe god or exercise their faith based on something
- 00:30:51.439 --> 00:30:55.343
- God didn't promise them.
- 00:30:55.343 --> 00:30:57.312
- Start with the promises in the word.
- 00:30:57.312 --> 00:30:59.881
- What did god promise you? then believe for that,
- 00:30:59.881 --> 00:31:02.717
- Because a lot of times people will just kind
- 00:31:02.717 --> 00:31:05.019
- Of kooky say, you know, god wants me to have this,
- 00:31:05.019 --> 00:31:07.522
- Or god wants me to have that.
- 00:31:07.522 --> 00:31:08.823
- I'm like, did he really say that?
- 00:31:08.823 --> 00:31:10.925
- Aligned with the word? yeah.
- 00:31:10.925 --> 00:31:12.026
- Or is that just your flesh really loud, that wants
- 00:31:12.026 --> 00:31:14.662
- That big mansion or that big diamond or whatever?
- 00:31:14.662 --> 00:31:18.199
- Uh, i think starting with what is god want for me?
- 00:31:18.199 --> 00:31:20.668
- He wants abundant life for me.
- 00:31:20.668 --> 00:31:22.370
- God wants peace for me in my home and my children.
- 00:31:22.370 --> 00:31:25.173
- Yeah.
- 00:31:25.173 --> 00:31:26.674
- God wants to settle my boundaries in pleasant places,
- 00:31:26.674 --> 00:31:29.110
- To know the word.
- 00:31:29.110 --> 00:31:30.645
- Knowing the word is what's going to build your faith
- 00:31:30.645 --> 00:31:32.580
- More than anything else
- 00:31:32.580 --> 00:31:34.048
- Because you see then the faithfulness of god in
- 00:31:34.048 --> 00:31:36.317
- Everything displayed around you.
- 00:31:36.317 --> 00:31:39.053
- You cannot walk in the authority in which god has
- 00:31:39.053 --> 00:31:43.858
- Given you without knowing his word.
- 00:31:43.858 --> 00:31:47.161
- How? you don't even know his word, so you don't even
- 00:31:47.161 --> 00:31:50.331
- Know the authority that he has given you.
- 00:31:50.331 --> 00:31:53.167
- You don't know how he has empowered you.
- 00:31:53.167 --> 00:31:55.870
- So what are you walking in?
- 00:31:55.870 --> 00:31:57.171
- You're walking in your own strength and your own ability
- 00:31:57.171 --> 00:32:00.742
- When you don't know the word.
- 00:32:00.742 --> 00:32:02.343
- That's why the scripture tells us to study, to show ourselves
- 00:32:02.343 --> 00:32:06.647
- Approved unto him.
- 00:32:06.647 --> 00:32:08.916
- So you don't have to be ashamed.
- 00:32:08.916 --> 00:32:10.918
- If you want to walk in something, you have to walk in
- 00:32:10.918 --> 00:32:14.389
- His word, knowing his word.
- 00:32:14.389 --> 00:32:17.892
- I also think people think because i live by faith and i
- 00:32:17.892 --> 00:32:23.197
- Trust god that i'm not going to have encounters of sickness
- 00:32:23.197 --> 00:32:29.570
- Or, you know, poverty or whatever, anything, mental
- 00:32:29.570 --> 00:32:33.674
- Depression, that i'm not going to deal with those things.
- 00:32:33.674 --> 00:32:35.676
- But the scripture is clear. over there in john 16:33 it says,
- 00:32:35.676 --> 00:32:39.580
- Because we're in this world,
- 00:32:39.580 --> 00:32:40.648
- We're going to have trials and tribulations.
- 00:32:40.648 --> 00:32:43.551
- So we're thinking, oh, well, god put this on me.
- 00:32:43.551 --> 00:32:46.220
- God didn't put this on you. because you're in this world,
- 00:32:46.220 --> 00:32:50.391
- You're subject to some of the systems that are in this world,
- 00:32:50.391 --> 00:32:53.961
- And you can encounter those things, but he's given us a way
- 00:32:53.961 --> 00:32:58.800
- To have victory in it.
- 00:32:58.800 --> 00:33:00.868
- I love i think one time we were talking about, you know, peter
- 00:33:00.868 --> 00:33:04.972
- And how he stepped out on the water and you made a comment
- 00:33:04.972 --> 00:33:09.077
- About how, you know, the storm didn't stop until they
- 00:33:09.077 --> 00:33:11.646
- Got back on the boat.
- 00:33:11.646 --> 00:33:12.914
- So even though it's a storm happening, you can still have
- 00:33:12.914 --> 00:33:16.717
- Victory inside of a storm.
- 00:33:16.717 --> 00:33:19.287
- What i love about peter is that jesus was asleep in the storm.
- 00:33:19.287 --> 00:33:25.359
- Yes.
- 00:33:25.359 --> 00:33:26.527
- So he wakes him up saying, what are you doing asleep?
- 00:33:26.527 --> 00:33:30.698
- You know, don't you care?
- 00:33:30.698 --> 00:33:32.300
- We're dying here.
- 00:33:32.300 --> 00:33:34.268
- Jesus again says, o ye of
- 00:33:34.268 --> 00:33:36.370
- Little faith. where's your faith?
- 00:33:36.370 --> 00:33:38.139
- And i've been out here showing you the miracles that i do, and
- 00:33:38.139 --> 00:33:42.043
- Trying to tell you about the kingdom of god, and that it's
- 00:33:42.043 --> 00:33:44.479
- Inside of you, and that you
- 00:33:44.479 --> 00:33:46.514
- Have it, and you can do all things.
- 00:33:46.514 --> 00:33:48.382
- So where is your faith?
- 00:33:48.382 --> 00:33:49.750
- But then peter starts learning to sleep in his storm.
- 00:33:49.750 --> 00:33:54.689
- The last night of his his life,
- 00:33:54.689 --> 00:33:57.792
- He's getting ready to face the trial of his life.
- 00:33:57.792 --> 00:34:01.229
- And what is he doing in prison?
- 00:34:01.229 --> 00:34:03.164
- He's sleeping.
- 00:34:03.164 --> 00:34:04.699
- Wow. he is sleeping in the storm.
- 00:34:04.699 --> 00:34:08.870
- And the angels come to him.
- 00:34:08.870 --> 00:34:10.104
- And they have to wake him up because he's learned how to
- 00:34:10.104 --> 00:34:13.007
- Sleep during his storms. yeah.
- 00:34:13.007 --> 00:34:16.911
- The bible says that we walk by faith and not by sight, so
- 00:34:16.911 --> 00:34:22.083
- That can kind of mess us up sometimes when we're wanting
- 00:34:22.083 --> 00:34:25.186
- To see god move.
- 00:34:25.186 --> 00:34:26.721
- We want it to see it done quickly.
- 00:34:26.721 --> 00:34:28.890
- We wanted to see it done this way.
- 00:34:28.890 --> 00:34:31.526
- And that's not the way. god has a plan.
- 00:34:31.526 --> 00:34:34.061
- God chooses to do things in his timing and in his order and the
- 00:34:34.061 --> 00:34:39.000
- Way he wants it done.
- 00:34:39.000 --> 00:34:40.501
- So we just have to rest in that, because sometimes i don't
- 00:34:40.501 --> 00:34:44.739
- Feel like faithing it anymore,
- 00:34:44.739 --> 00:34:48.309
- And i just want to see it accomplished.
- 00:34:48.309 --> 00:34:50.745
- And god knows that. god sees our heart.
- 00:34:50.745 --> 00:34:53.681
- God knows our desires, but god will do things his way and
- 00:34:53.681 --> 00:34:58.019
- It'll be greater than we ever imagined or dreamed of.
- 00:34:58.019 --> 00:35:01.989
- When i think of faith also, i think of in matthew nine where
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- It talks about this man was sick and that his friends took
- 00:35:05.726 --> 00:35:09.630
- Him to jesus and they took off the roof and they put him down.
- 00:35:09.630 --> 00:35:13.734
- And in matthew nine, it says, and when jesus saw their--
- 00:35:13.734 --> 00:35:16.971
- Faith. it's not even his.
- 00:35:16.971 --> 00:35:18.005
- Not even his.
- 00:35:18.005 --> 00:35:19.740
- And so i think if you are struggling with your faith and
- 00:35:19.740 --> 00:35:23.544
- You're struggling in those times, i have been that
- 00:35:23.544 --> 00:35:26.080
- Man that was sick.
- 00:35:26.080 --> 00:35:27.348
- I have been that person that was sick that could not believe
- 00:35:27.348 --> 00:35:30.751
- For it myself, and i had friends that would speak it
- 00:35:30.751 --> 00:35:34.355
- Over me, that they would say, brittany, you think that you
- 00:35:34.355 --> 00:35:36.791
- Are going to be lonely and alone the rest of your life and
- 00:35:36.791 --> 00:35:39.560
- That your ministry and your life is over as you know it,
- 00:35:39.560 --> 00:35:42.630
- But god has something so much bigger ahead of you.
- 00:35:42.630 --> 00:35:45.399
- And so they would speak that over me, and they would lower
- 00:35:45.399 --> 00:35:48.402
- Me down and meet with jesus.
- 00:35:48.402 --> 00:35:51.038
- And god saw their faith.
- 00:35:51.038 --> 00:35:52.807
- And when i saw their faith, it encouraged me to have faith.
- 00:35:52.807 --> 00:35:56.277
- And it's crazy because god uses every little bit of things
- 00:35:56.277 --> 00:35:59.847
- In our lives.
- 00:35:59.847 --> 00:36:01.082
- And so often, if we are in seasons where you're giving or
- 00:36:01.082 --> 00:36:03.517
- Receiving, and that season just like that sick person, he was in
- 00:36:03.517 --> 00:36:07.588
- A season where he was receiving someone, speaking faith,
- 00:36:07.588 --> 00:36:11.158
- Receiving healing, all that. but you know what
- 00:36:11.158 --> 00:36:13.361
- One day he got to do?
- 00:36:13.361 --> 00:36:14.528
- He got to be the person that gave it.
- 00:36:14.528 --> 00:36:16.364
- Yes.
- 00:36:16.364 --> 00:36:18.065
- And so i'm on the other side now, sitting down with that
- 00:36:18.065 --> 00:36:20.167
- Lonely, tired, young widow
- 00:36:20.167 --> 00:36:22.970
- Saying, you're going to make it.
- 00:36:22.970 --> 00:36:24.171
- Your best days are not behind you.
- 00:36:24.171 --> 00:36:26.173
- They're ahead of you, because jesus and heaven
- 00:36:26.173 --> 00:36:28.442
- Are ahead and he is not done writing your story.
- 00:36:28.442 --> 00:36:31.345
- But it was my friends who stepped in when i
- 00:36:31.345 --> 00:36:33.981
- Didn't have the faith and brought me to jesus.
- 00:36:33.981 --> 00:36:36.284
- To this community. yes.
- 00:36:36.284 --> 00:36:37.918
- You know, that's why we have to fellowship.
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- Like the bible tells us
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- Not to fail to assemble ourselves together.
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- He doesn't want us just to come together and have fun
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- And have a good time.
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- But there is power in community, you know, there's
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- Strength in community, and we have to know how to bear the
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- Infirmities of each other.
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- It's the same way with that centurion soldier over there
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- In luke seven.
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- I mean, he walked in it for his friend, his servant.
- 00:37:02.843 --> 00:37:05.880
- He says, hey, look, i need you to heal my servant.
- 00:37:05.880 --> 00:37:08.683
- It wasn't even about him.
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- It wasn't even about a child
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- Or his spouse, but it was a servant.
- 00:37:11.986 --> 00:37:15.156
- And so when we can walk in that same authority and
- 00:37:15.156 --> 00:37:18.159
- Understanding for one another, can you imagine a victory that
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- We all could have as a body, as a whole?
- 00:37:22.463 --> 00:37:27.435
- And i love that the centurion saw the authority of jesus.
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- You're under-- yes.
- 00:37:32.973 --> 00:37:34.275
- You know, he was under authority.
- 00:37:34.275 --> 00:37:36.043
- He knew what authority looked like.
- 00:37:36.043 --> 00:37:37.878
- And so you don't even have to come.
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- You gotta come to my house.
- 00:37:39.480 --> 00:37:40.715
- I'm not even worthy of you coming.
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- You don't even have to come.
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- Just speak the word
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- Because i know the authority that you walk in.
- 00:37:44.985 --> 00:37:47.822
- And jesus was amazed.
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- And he was amazed. great faith.
- 00:37:49.290 --> 00:37:51.425
- Great faith. that time was great faith.
- 00:37:51.425 --> 00:37:53.027
- I was like, you haven't seen this in all of his own people.
- 00:37:53.027 --> 00:37:56.197
- Yeah. and here it is.
- 00:37:56.197 --> 00:37:57.465
- This is a gentile sitting here talking about just speak the
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- Word using that authority.
- 00:38:01.068 --> 00:38:03.304
- He's like, come on, all of you have been with me.
- 00:38:03.304 --> 00:38:06.874
- And that's why it's so important for us to tell our
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- Testimonies and share our stories of the goodness of god.
- 00:38:09.610 --> 00:38:13.147
- But at the same time, the people that are listening, even
- 00:38:13.147 --> 00:38:15.983
- Those that are home, can't discredit our stories because
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- They look at us where we are now.
- 00:38:21.222 --> 00:38:23.991
- And i think, oh, it can't be as bad as what i'm going through.
- 00:38:23.991 --> 00:38:28.329
- And so when we share our stories, we pray that people
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- Will really embrace those
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- Stories as truths so they can change.
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- Mhm.
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- Welcome to better together i'm here with amie and i'm brittany.
- 00:38:42.877 --> 00:38:45.379
- And we're going over questions from the audience that we have
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- Sandra who watches from australia
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- Sent in this question, how do you
- 00:38:50.518 --> 00:38:52.019
- Move past fear and walk in faith?
- 00:38:52.019 --> 00:38:54.188
- I used to feel fearless because of god's presence.
- 00:38:54.188 --> 00:38:57.291
- But after surviving a pancreatic tumor and a stroke,
- 00:38:57.291 --> 00:39:00.294
- I find it difficult to move beyond feeling profound fear
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- That stops me from doing even
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- The most basic things, like driving.
- 00:39:06.066 --> 00:39:08.769
- Yeah, i can relate.
- 00:39:08.769 --> 00:39:10.137
- I know what it feels like to wake up every morning and just
- 00:39:10.137 --> 00:39:12.706
- Have that big c word over your head, but i would encourage
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- You, sandra, in this, that god
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- Says he's near the brokenhearted.
- 00:39:19.947 --> 00:39:22.249
- And when we are most vulnerable, when we are most
- 00:39:22.249 --> 00:39:24.885
- Broken, that's when we can expect more of his presence,
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- Not less of his presence.
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- So i would lean into that and allow him to heal you
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- And heal you of fear.
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- Because, listen, the worst thing that could happen to you
- 00:39:35.529 --> 00:39:38.432
- Has already happened.
- 00:39:38.432 --> 00:39:39.733
- And look how faithful god has been to bring you through that.
- 00:39:39.733 --> 00:39:43.471
- You've got a story to tell, and i would focus on that.
- 00:39:43.471 --> 00:39:47.341
- God wants to open up brand new avenues of healing, because
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- People will want to come to you and ask you, how are you so
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- Fearless after you've been
- 00:39:53.914 --> 00:39:55.115
- Through what you've been through?
- 00:39:55.115 --> 00:39:56.250
- I know i face that every day and i realize i can be a
- 00:39:56.250 --> 00:39:59.920
- Walking, talking testimony.
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- Yes, keep doing it.
- 00:40:02.556 --> 00:40:03.791
- Don't let fear steal anything from you.
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- Not even one day.
- 00:40:06.560 --> 00:40:08.562
- Oh, that is so good and so powerful.
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- Join the conversation on our
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- For those who struggle with kind of like anxiety or
- 00:40:23.778 --> 00:40:26.848
- Depression or any of those things,
- 00:40:26.848 --> 00:40:28.149
- I really believe in the power
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- Of speaking the word of god out loud.
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- Amen.
- 00:40:32.487 --> 00:40:33.421
- There is something that is so powerful.
- 00:40:33.421 --> 00:40:34.856
- I can tell you that from my own life.
- 00:40:34.856 --> 00:40:36.558
- Just even if i go all the way back to in the hospital when
- 00:40:36.558 --> 00:40:41.229
- The middle of the night, dark,
- 00:40:41.229 --> 00:40:43.532
- Alone, afraid, feeling like a failure.
- 00:40:43.532 --> 00:40:45.967
- And you know how you hear the whispers then of,
- 00:40:45.967 --> 00:40:48.136
- You know, you're a disaster.
- 00:40:48.136 --> 00:40:49.437
- Nothing-- you know you're not going to make it out of here.
- 00:40:49.437 --> 00:40:52.240
- And i literally-- because it's interesting, in a psych
- 00:40:52.240 --> 00:40:55.076
- Hospital, they take away
- 00:40:55.076 --> 00:40:55.977
- Anything you can hurt yourself with.
- 00:40:55.977 --> 00:40:57.879
- They didn't take away the one thing i could heal myself with.
- 00:40:57.879 --> 00:41:00.348
- They left me with my bible.
- 00:41:00.348 --> 00:41:01.917
- And i remember dragging myself and planting my feet down and
- 00:41:01.917 --> 00:41:05.086
- Saying, i believe i will live to see the goodness of the lord
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- In the land of the living.
- 00:41:09.824 --> 00:41:11.526
- I believe, and i would speak the word of god out loud, and i
- 00:41:11.526 --> 00:41:16.131
- Could feel faith rising.
- 00:41:16.131 --> 00:41:18.199
- You know, because if i was left
- 00:41:18.199 --> 00:41:19.267
- To my own thoughts, it wasn't pretty.
- 00:41:19.267 --> 00:41:21.836
- But there's power in speaking the word of god out loud.
- 00:41:21.836 --> 00:41:24.472
- There's a difference between just reading it mentally and
- 00:41:24.472 --> 00:41:28.410
- Speaking it outside. hear yourself.
- 00:41:28.410 --> 00:41:30.679
- Yes, because even the atmosphere doesn't shift--
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- A declaration.
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- When you just read it,
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- You know, quietly, internally.
- 00:41:35.050 --> 00:41:37.452
- But when you speak it out, it shifts the atmosphere, and
- 00:41:37.452 --> 00:41:41.323
- Every cell in your body responds to the word of god
- 00:41:41.323 --> 00:41:45.160
- Because it's our shared dna.
- 00:41:45.160 --> 00:41:47.762
- We were made from the very voice of god.
- 00:41:47.762 --> 00:41:50.231
- And so was this.
- 00:41:50.231 --> 00:41:51.866
- So it's like it's our dna.
- 00:41:51.866 --> 00:41:53.602
- It repairs our dna.
- 00:41:53.602 --> 00:41:55.236
- I love that you're saying that about it
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- Healing you.
- 00:41:57.105 --> 00:41:57.939
- But we need to know it.
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- You know, that's so good what you're saying of, like, you're
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- Speaking in authority.
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- You're not just reading it.
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- You're saying, god--
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- I mean, i used to walk around my house, like.
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- And i used that same verse.
- 00:42:06.448 --> 00:42:07.816
- What was so powerful,
- 00:42:07.816 --> 00:42:08.783
- Because i felt like i was dying inside.
- 00:42:08.783 --> 00:42:10.051
- Now i will live and i will see the goodness of god in the
- 00:42:10.051 --> 00:42:13.188
- Land of the living.
- 00:42:13.188 --> 00:42:14.489
- Because i felt like everything was going to die, and i would
- 00:42:14.489 --> 00:42:17.292
- Take out the passage that says,
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- Great will be the peace of your sons
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- Because i kept thinking, god, what's going on in this
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- Little tiny newborn?
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- His little heart?
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- And i would just speak that over and over again.
- 00:42:25.100 --> 00:42:26.568
- I would declare his goodness.
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- I will speak of his name.
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- I will declare it.
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- God, you are good.
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- You are faithful.
- 00:42:32.374 --> 00:42:33.675
- I will not fear in the valley of the shadow of death, because
- 00:42:33.675 --> 00:42:36.411
- You are going to lead me beside still waters when everything is
- 00:42:36.411 --> 00:42:39.848
- Disturbing, when everything feels like chaos.
- 00:42:39.848 --> 00:42:42.150
- But the word of god has power, and it also gives us words
- 00:42:42.150 --> 00:42:45.420
- When we don't have words to pray or words to say.
- 00:42:45.420 --> 00:42:48.223
- Because there are times where i have nothing, i come before the
- 00:42:48.223 --> 00:42:50.959
- Lord and i'm like god,
- 00:42:50.959 --> 00:42:52.127
- I literally have no words.
- 00:42:52.127 --> 00:42:54.162
- But he has given us words.
- 00:42:54.162 --> 00:42:56.131
- He's given us the hope that's living and active and sharper
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- Than any two-edged sword.
- 00:42:59.901 --> 00:43:01.803
- And i think that that is what's so powerful in our life.
- 00:43:01.803 --> 00:43:04.639
- Yeah. if you are lacking in faith, go to the word and you
- 00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:07.542
- Say it until your heart can believe it.
- 00:43:07.542 --> 00:43:09.978
- I love one of the things that we say is you can't just tell
- 00:43:09.978 --> 00:43:13.915
- Someone they're going to be okay.
- 00:43:13.915 --> 00:43:15.183
- You stay with them until they can be, say i'm okay.
- 00:43:15.183 --> 00:43:18.186
- And i think the same thing with the word of god is you say it
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- Out loud until you start believing it.
- 00:43:21.189 --> 00:43:23.925
- You know, you say the hope of god, the hope of glory.
- 00:43:23.925 --> 00:43:27.095
- When all the fear, the anxiety, the depression, the questions
- 00:43:27.095 --> 00:43:30.131
- Are coming, you hold on to the truth that never fails.
- 00:43:30.131 --> 00:43:35.136
- Starting the new year in the spiritual authority that god
- 00:43:35.136 --> 00:43:38.039
- Has given us is walking in his ways and in his truth.
- 00:43:38.039 --> 00:43:42.043
- It's taking god and his promises as the truth that
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- We can depend on.
- 00:43:45.046 --> 00:43:46.581
- When all the life is storms and it's going the wind of
- 00:43:46.581 --> 00:43:50.385
- Everything, the wind of change, the wind of pain, the wind of
- 00:43:50.385 --> 00:43:53.521
- Suffering, and even the wind of good things that blow in
- 00:43:53.521 --> 00:43:56.291
- And out of your life,
- 00:43:56.291 --> 00:43:57.592
- You can know that the one thing that stands is the authority of
- 00:43:57.592 --> 00:44:00.528
- God's word, his promises that stand true no matter what
- 00:44:00.528 --> 00:44:03.631
- Happens in our life, and that
- 00:44:03.631 --> 00:44:05.100
- We can stand on christ, our foundation.
- 00:44:05.100 --> 00:44:09.104
- I remember when i was probably about 16-- 16, 17, 18,
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- I guess. i used to lie so much about my age.
- 00:44:14.175 --> 00:44:17.712
- I used to tell people i was much older.
- 00:44:17.712 --> 00:44:20.281
- I know this is not the story you want to tell
- 00:44:20.281 --> 00:44:23.818
- On television, but it was like i used to lie so much
- 00:44:23.818 --> 00:44:27.122
- About my age. i did.
- 00:44:27.122 --> 00:44:28.723
- I used to tell people, i'm 20,
- 00:44:28.723 --> 00:44:30.458
- 21, and i was nowhere near that age.
- 00:44:30.458 --> 00:44:33.294
- And i remember when i really had to tell my age, the truth,
- 00:44:33.294 --> 00:44:38.666
- I had to go back and subtract the years because i had lied
- 00:44:38.666 --> 00:44:43.104
- So much about it.
- 00:44:43.104 --> 00:44:44.372
- I had convinced myself that this was my age.
- 00:44:44.372 --> 00:44:49.210
- And so it's the same way with the word of god.
- 00:44:49.210 --> 00:44:52.580
- Okay, you don't believe this yet?
- 00:44:52.580 --> 00:44:54.783
- Keep saying it.
- 00:44:54.783 --> 00:44:56.117
- You keep saying it.
- 00:44:56.117 --> 00:44:57.152
- You're going to believe it at some point.
- 00:44:57.152 --> 00:44:59.687
- I'm like when you were just talking,
- 00:44:59.687 --> 00:45:01.623
- We are created in his image, right?
- 00:45:01.623 --> 00:45:04.592
- And he is a speaking spirit.
- 00:45:04.592 --> 00:45:06.728
- He spoke everything he wanted
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- Out of his mouth to come to pass.
- 00:45:09.697 --> 00:45:11.699
- If you read all the way through genesis, in the beginning,
- 00:45:11.699 --> 00:45:14.536
- It talks about
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- And he said, and he said, and i think around the last one
- 00:45:15.804 --> 00:45:20.008
- It starts talking about,
- 00:45:20.008 --> 00:45:21.242
- And he saw. he didn't see it until he said it.
- 00:45:21.242 --> 00:45:25.547
- You gotta keep saying it out of your mouth.
- 00:45:25.547 --> 00:45:29.818
- And we think thoughts will change thoughts.
- 00:45:29.818 --> 00:45:32.554
- Thoughts don't change thoughts.
- 00:45:32.554 --> 00:45:34.355
- You got to say something out of your mouth to change a thought.
- 00:45:34.355 --> 00:45:37.559
- And science has come in
- 00:45:37.559 --> 00:45:39.828
- Alignment even with the word of god.
- 00:45:39.828 --> 00:45:42.263
- That's how we reframe our thinking.
- 00:45:42.263 --> 00:45:44.032
- That's how we we change the whole processes and mechanisms
- 00:45:44.032 --> 00:45:48.403
- Of our brain is by saying something out of our mouth.
- 00:45:48.403 --> 00:45:52.307
- Okay, yeah, my feet do swell
- 00:45:52.307 --> 00:45:54.309
- Up, but i'm healed by his stripes.
- 00:45:54.309 --> 00:45:56.678
- So regardless of what you see, say something different until
- 00:45:56.678 --> 00:46:00.849
- You can see what you're saying.
- 00:46:00.849 --> 00:46:02.584
- And that's not sticking your head in the sand, pretending
- 00:46:02.584 --> 00:46:04.619
- It's not-- that's,
- 00:46:04.619 --> 00:46:05.653
- I mean, that is really what it looks like to
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- Walk by faith. yes.
- 00:46:07.722 --> 00:46:09.257
- You know, that you're declaring this is what is true.
- 00:46:09.257 --> 00:46:11.359
- No matter what i might be feeling at this moment,
- 00:46:11.359 --> 00:46:13.261
- Feelings do not have brains.
- 00:46:13.261 --> 00:46:15.163
- But we can speak the word of god out loud.
- 00:46:15.163 --> 00:46:17.498
- Oh, yeah. and i think, too, you know,
- 00:46:17.498 --> 00:46:18.800
- I was in places where i couldn't read.
- 00:46:18.800 --> 00:46:20.735
- It was like my focus--
- 00:46:20.735 --> 00:46:21.803
- I was crying or just hurting so much
- 00:46:21.803 --> 00:46:24.339
- It felt like i couldn't even focus on the word of god.
- 00:46:24.339 --> 00:46:27.108
- So i would play the word of god
- 00:46:27.108 --> 00:46:28.509
- On my phone, and it would just play.
- 00:46:28.509 --> 00:46:30.178
- I would have worship music going, because sometimes in
- 00:46:30.178 --> 00:46:33.615
- Your hard season, you can come up with all these excuses of
- 00:46:33.615 --> 00:46:36.751
- Not having hope poured into you, but hope can be
- 00:46:36.751 --> 00:46:39.487
- Played over you as well.
- 00:46:39.487 --> 00:46:41.189
- And so whatever season you're in, if you were in that season
- 00:46:41.189 --> 00:46:44.192
- Where you can't see, or you're in a busy season where you're
- 00:46:44.192 --> 00:46:47.996
- Just like, god, i can't even
- 00:46:47.996 --> 00:46:49.030
- Focus, play the truth over yourself.
- 00:46:49.030 --> 00:46:52.367
- Yes. that's good.
- 00:46:52.367 --> 00:46:53.635
- Yeah. i was thinking, too, when you were talking about, um,
- 00:46:53.635 --> 00:46:57.071
- Thoughts can't change thoughts and words change thoughts.
- 00:46:57.071 --> 00:47:00.975
- But even actions change words.
- 00:47:00.975 --> 00:47:03.778
- Yeah. and because you're going to the greater ammunition.
- 00:47:03.778 --> 00:47:07.048
- Right? and so you taking that walk was saying, i am not going
- 00:47:07.048 --> 00:47:10.952
- To be stuck in this bed with a pity party believing i've got
- 00:47:10.952 --> 00:47:14.889
- This, because what action affirms what outcome.
- 00:47:14.889 --> 00:47:18.626
- And we, i love how all of us, in talking about faith, have said
- 00:47:18.626 --> 00:47:22.497
- Over and over seeing faith or what faith looks like.
- 00:47:22.497 --> 00:47:27.101
- So it shows when we believe there is fruit our eyes see.
- 00:47:27.101 --> 00:47:33.408
- I can see your faith because of what you're doing.
- 00:47:33.408 --> 00:47:35.910
- I can see. i'm a witness to faith when i see it in action.
- 00:47:35.910 --> 00:47:40.014
- And i think even for women today that might be watching
- 00:47:40.014 --> 00:47:43.284
- That are like, i don't have any
- 00:47:43.284 --> 00:47:44.919
- Friends that can lower me on a mat--
- 00:47:44.919 --> 00:47:47.755
- Here we are. yeah. yeah.
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- Every, every day.
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- Every day.
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- Isn't that wonderful?
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- Because maybe they don't know what we think
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- Or what we pray.
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- But going into this, we're always praying, lord, for the
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- Woman that you have-- yes.
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- To for us to partner our faith with.
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- Yes. i mean, that's powerful.
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- There is no space.
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- There is no time in the spirit.
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- And we want to be the, the ones to raise you on that mat and
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- Lower you down to jesus.
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- Yeah. so probably the best thing that i get to do is to
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- Tell you, our beautiful bt watchers that we're the ones.
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- I'm the one.
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- I'll fight for you.
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- I will tear the roof off for you.
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- Sometimes we just need someone to join their faith with ours.
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- And i want to be the one to join my faith with you.
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- I want to believe god well with you,
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- That no matter where you find yourself, no matter if you're
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- In despair, god has a way out.
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- No matter what you're facing today, god sees you.
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- God is near to you.
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- He has peace for you.
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- He has joy for you.
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- Your time is not over yet.
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- He has life for you.
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- Abundant life.
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- He will never stop pursuing you
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- Because he loves you so very much.
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- And so i'll join my faith with you.
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- And i'll believe for your family.
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- I'll believe for your job.
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- I'll believe for your future with you,
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- That god has great things in store for you today.
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- And just to let you know, i love you so very much.
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- But god loves you so much more
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- And he has good plans for you today.
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- I want to end with this.
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- You know, it may not happen the way you want it to happen,
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- It may not manifest as soon as you want it to manifest, but
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- Stay in the process.
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- Keep your focus on what he has promised you, and you will see
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- The desired results of your heart.
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- Amen.
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- So, father, in the name of jesus, we thank you for
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- Everyone that are viewing today.
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- We thank you, father, that their hearts are full of faith,
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- That they are trusting you, that they are believing you.
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- Father, we cast down every imagination that exalts itself
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- Against the knowledge of you. father, and we decree, just
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- Like jesus prayed for peter,
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- That their faith will fail them not.
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- Father, we thank you that we can come together and add our
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- Faith to their faith, that they will have the victory in their
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- Life that they desire to see.
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- In jesus' name we pray,
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- Amen. amen.
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