Your Encounter with God - Episode 1100

September 26, 2025 | S7 E1100 | 52:34

A life-changing encounter with God can awaken purpose and stir your heart! Let each moment with Him transform your mind, body, and soul. Experience the confidence and clarity that come from connecting deeply with our Savior. | TBN Prayer Line: 714-731-1000

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  • One moment in god's presence changes everything.
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  • And when we encounter jesus, we receive our true identity and
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  • Our lives are never the same.
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  • Come on, join us.
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  • ♪♪
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  • Looking at our identity in christ,
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  • I mean, it's just,
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  • It's everything.
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  • It's like when you begin to understand who you are and that
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  • Nothing can change that.
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  • Not any of the good stuff doesn't make it better.
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  • And none of the worst stuff makes it worse.
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  • It's just it's who we are.
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  • But one of the questions for today was, has an encounter
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  • With god ever changed the way that you see yourself or
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  • Whatever you're called to do?
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  • Absolutely has with me.
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  • After i graduated from seminary, i wanted to be a
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  • Missionary in india.
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  • But god said no and redirected my steps,
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  • So i ended up working with youth for christ in europe.
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  • I lived in holland and i lived in switzerland and different
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  • Places, and i really loved it.
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  • But i was a musician. that was my thing.
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  • I was a singer, and even when i came to america, i came because
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  • I was a musician. i was signed to
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  • Sparrow records, and even when i was
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  • Working with billy graham, i was there as a singer.
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  • And then after my experience in the psychiatric hospital, once
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  • I was released from that, and pat robertson, who was like a
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  • Dad to me, he was so kind, and he said, you know,
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  • What do you want to do?
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  • Do you want to come back on the air?
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  • And i'm like, no, i really don't.
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  • I feel like i spent 34 years trying to work out what i have
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  • To do to make god love me.
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  • I want to spend the next 30 years working on learning
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  • What jesus has already done.
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  • So i went back to seminary, to fuller seminary out here in
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  • California, and i came home one day and there was a message
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  • On my answering machine.
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  • Remember those, answering machines? message on
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  • My answering machine.
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  • And it was from my best friend marlene.
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  • And she basically said, hey, sheila, call me back.
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  • Are you doing anything on saturday?
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  • So i called her back
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  • And i said, no, do you want to do something?
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  • She said, no, actually, i would like you to do something for me.
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  • And i'm like, yeah, sure, if i can.
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  • She said, well, you go to
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  • Palm springs and speak at a women's luncheon.
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  • And i'm like, no, of course not.
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  • It was just ridiculous.
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  • And i said, marlene, i don't speak.
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  • I mean, i'd never done that before.
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  • I mean, i knew at concerts, concerts
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  • You speak a little bit between the songs. and tv,
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  • And i would interview people and read the prompter, but the
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  • Thought of standing up in front of a group of women with a
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  • Microphone was just like,
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  • I would rather stick my hand in a blender.
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  • So i said, no, i can't do it.
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  • And i said, anyway, you know, most of the women who do that
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  • Kind of thing, why don't you call one of them?
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  • This is what she said, and this is my best friend.
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  • She said, i've asked them all.
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  • You are literally the bottom of the barrel.
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  • That's a vote of confidence.
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  • Yeah, marlene. that's marlene.
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  • So i said, okay, because i love you
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  • I will do it.
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  • But please tell them this was all, you know, you could get.
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  • Well, i woke up on that saturday morning, and i
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  • Have to drive to palm springs from laguna.
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  • And i'm thinking, why did i do that?
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  • What on earth possessed me to
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  • Say yes to something i can't do?
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  • So i'm driving,
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  • I don't know, it's like two, 2.5 hours or something there.
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  • And i'm talking to god on the way there, and i'm basically
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  • Apologizing because i just said, i just i just want you to
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  • Know you're not going to look good today.
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  • This is not going to be a win. bad press for god.
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  • It's not going to be a win for the kingdom.
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  • And i get there and it's worse than i thought.
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  • I mean, it was this-- oh, all these--
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  • It's this gorgeous country club and these chauffeur-driven
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  • Limousines and women getting out in their chanel suits and
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  • Perfect makeup and i'm like, oh, and i've got on
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  • My one decent sunday outfit.
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  • So i go in and they sit me at
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  • The top table, a thousand women. oh, my.
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  • A thousand women. wow.
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  • These-- easing you into it.
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  • Yeah, yeah.
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  • Beautiful tables with crystal and china.
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  • And the women they sat me beside was literally the most
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  • Stunningly beautiful woman i've ever seen in my life.
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  • She had long blond hair and she was size a half maybe.
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  • And i remember when they introduced me and i got up and
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  • I'm like, i mean, literally, i think i was hoping for the
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  • Return of christ because i had nothing.
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  • I literally had nothing.
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  • And i'm standing there at the podium and i'm looking out at
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  • All these incredibly beautiful people.
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  • And i just literally shot up
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  • One of those, lord, what do i do?
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  • And i felt as if the lord had pressed on me,
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  • Just tell the truth. i was like, all right.
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  • So i said, hello, you lovely ladies.
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  • My name is sheila, and eight weeks ago i was released from
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  • A psychiatric hospital,
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  • And i told them my story, and i couldn't even make eye contact
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  • Because i thought if i look at them because i knew they were
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  • All going to be looking at each other, thinking, who
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  • Got this person here?
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  • So i just keep telling my story.
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  • But then halfway through, i started to actually look at
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  • Women's faces and i saw tears flowing through perfect makeup.
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  • And i thought, i guess botox can't cancel pain.
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  • And so i shared my message, and i shared the hope that i had
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  • Found in jesus, and that all i knew was i was heading--
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  • I'd set my face on heading home.
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  • And then i said at the end, you know, if anybody wants to
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  • Talk, i'm not in a big hurry.
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  • The first person to come up to me was the beautiful blond who
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  • Took off her two diamond encrusted bracelets and showed
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  • Me where she'd slit her wrists.
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  • And i remember thinking, some of our masks just cost more.
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  • But they're serving exactly the same purpose.
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  • And i had no idea.
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  • I stayed in line for two hours just listening to woman after
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  • Woman telling me their story.
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  • And i cried the whole way home
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  • Because i was like, you knew that?
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  • Yeah. you knew.
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  • I mean, i saw myself as the only broken one that had been
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  • Picked up and put back on her feet on a path.
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  • I said, no, there's so many of us who are broken.
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  • You know, we're all unqualified
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  • For the call of god on our life.
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  • But because we are sons and daughters and we're accepted
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  • And we're adopted into his
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  • Family, that means you're chosen.
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  • You're called for a great work.
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  • That means we're adopted into who he is.
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  • We have the life of god inside of us.
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  • And so you don't need to feel like you're unworthy today.
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  • God has made you.
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  • Jesus has made you worthy.
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  • And it was after that that i was given this invitation to
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  • Come and be a speaker with an organization.
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  • And i would definitely have said no before that experience,
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  • Because, i mean, i've listened to great speakers.
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  • I know what great orators are like.
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  • But i thought, no, this is not
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  • About me getting it all together.
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  • No, this is i think if i just show up and tell the truth,
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  • And i had no idea.
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  • I would never-- if you told me in my 20s, you'll speak to
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  • Women, i'd be like, no, please. let me speak to dogs.
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  • Anything, anything with a waggy tail.
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  • Not women.
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  • But it was-- it was a commissioning in the
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  • Most broken of all places, you know.
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  • You know this thing where you collapsed on the floor
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  • Somewhere and you thought you were done?
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  • This was actually the preparation ground.
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  • Wow.
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  • So i'm just wondering if any of your own stories of where
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  • You've, where something has just broken through and it's like,
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  • Oh, you meant that? oh, you want me to do that?
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  • Because honestly, on my own, every single time--
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  • I did it this morning before we came here, every time before
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  • I speak or before i'm ever on tv or we do anything together,
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  • I always have this moment before the lord when i think of
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  • That little boy on the hillside with the 5000 men.
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  • So 13,000 people probably.
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  • And i go, lord, under catered one more time
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  • Because i get that. under catered.
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  • I don't have enough.
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  • So i'll bring what i do have and you'll bless it, and you'll
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  • Break it and you'll feed your people.
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  • I have to go next because it's it's just a beautiful story of
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  • An encounter that i had with god, but also because of
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  • Someone's obedience.
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  • So you share your story about god prompting you to to speak
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  • And to share your story and to be honest.
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  • Well, when i was 21 years old, my husband and i had
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  • Just gotten married.
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  • We stepped into full time youth ministry, knew we were called
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  • To ministry, knew we were called to pastor students,
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  • Loved it. like felt confident in it.
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  • I loved everything about ministry, but i didn't know the
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  • Fullness of what god was developing in my life.
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  • And so a group of women from our church went and attended a
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  • Conference called women of faith.
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  • And there was a woman on the platform who was standing and
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  • Speaking, and her name just happened to be sheila walsh,
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  • Who was walking in obedience to something that god
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  • Challenged her to do.
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  • And you preached a message, sheila, about defining moments.
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  • And i remember sitting on the edge of my seat in this massive
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  • Arena at 22 years old and sitting on the edge of my seat,
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  • And i felt the lord lean in and whisper to me, this is
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  • A defining moment.
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  • And i knew that god was calling me to minister to women.
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  • It just was something that was birthed in me in that moment.
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  • So i say that first to say, when we're obedient to the
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  • Things that god challenges us with, the things we feel
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  • Incapable of, the things that we're just bringing, what we
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  • Have to the table,
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  • God will use that in ways that
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  • We would never know or understand.
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  • So my 22 year old self and now my 45 year old self, thanks you
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  • For being obedient.
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  • Sometimes i think we can listen to other people's stories and
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  • It's encouraging.
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  • You know, we hear how they experienced a touch from god or
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  • Maybe received some kind of word from god,
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  • Or someone prayed over them.
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  • And you think, you know, what about me?
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  • Lord, you know i love you and i've been serving you,
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  • But i just don't feel like i've
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  • Really had that kind of encounter.
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  • One of the things i would want to say to you is that as much
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  • As you want to encounter god, god wants to encounter you.
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  • God wants to meet you.
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  • Scripture makes it very clear that when we call on the name
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  • Of the lord, when we do it with our whole heart, that god meets
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  • Us in this place, and if you're in a place where you
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  • Feel like i don't think i've really encountered god,
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  • There's several places you can go to shift that dynamic.
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  • Study your bible.
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  • There's something about encountering god
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  • Through the words on the page that's powerful.
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  • Um, develop a prayer life. you know, you don't have to
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  • Fancy words and fancy sentences. you can just--
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  • When i get up in the morning, i'm like, good morning, lord.
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  • I don't know where
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  • You're going, but today i'm going with you.
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  • Um, maybe listen to some worship music.
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  • Put yourself in a place where you begin to experience the
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  • Presence of god in so many different ways.
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  • And as that grows, your hunger for more
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  • And more of him will grow too.
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  • So god birthed something in my heart in that moment, this
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  • Passion for women, this passion to see women awaken to the call
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  • Of god on their life and the purpose that he had for them.
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  • And immediately i did what i tend to always do.
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  • I made a plan of what that would look like, and it has
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  • Looked nothing like what i thought it would look like.
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  • But over the years, i feel like there's been just small moments
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  • And small encounters with god that have continued to shape my
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  • Identity and to, um, define for me the word he spoke to me
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  • All of those years ago.
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  • And one of those moments took place.
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  • My husband was preaching a message, and he was preaching
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  • From the book of mark, chapter five, about a woman with
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  • An issue of blood.
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  • And i was reading along with him as he was preaching, but my
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  • Eye was caught by a man named jairus, who was desperate for
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  • His daughter, who was at the point of death.
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  • Jesus goes with him to the house of this little girl,
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  • Says she's not dead.
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  • She's only sleeping, and proceeds to take the mother and
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  • The father into the room and say to the little girl,
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  • Talitha cumi, little girl, i say to you, arise.
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  • And as my husband was preaching, i was caught
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  • Somewhere different, just in this moment with the lord, this
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  • Revelation of the scripture.
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  • And i took it with me that day.
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  • And the next day i was driving to work, to a job i didn't
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  • Want to have, doing something i didn't feel like i was
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  • Supposed to be doing.
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  • And i pulled the car over and i was sobbing, crying, thinking
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  • About the words, talitha kumi,
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  • Little girl, i say to you, arise.
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  • And i felt the spirit of god almost like a paul moment.
  • 00:12:49.158 --> 00:12:53.596
  • I felt the spirit of god say, this is what i've called you to
  • 00:12:53.596 --> 00:12:56.465
  • Megan, to to speak life into the little girls.
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  • And we're all, we're all that little girl that need things
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  • Resurrected inside of us, that need dreams resurrected, that
  • 00:13:02.738 --> 00:13:05.374
  • Need the purpose of god ignited inside of us.
  • 00:13:05.374 --> 00:13:08.377
  • And i remember i pulled the car over just sobbing, crying,
  • 00:13:08.377 --> 00:13:11.614
  • Asking god, well, what does it look like then?
  • 00:13:11.614 --> 00:13:14.717
  • Because i was so frustrated, because i had had this moment
  • 00:13:14.717 --> 00:13:17.386
  • At 22, and nothing had looked the way that it was supposed to
  • 00:13:17.386 --> 00:13:20.890
  • Look, and i felt like the lord said, megan, you can call forth
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  • Purpose in the life of every woman you come in contact with,
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  • Whether you are sitting at a coffee shop, leading a small
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  • Group, teaching in the nursery, standing on a platform,
  • 00:13:30.299 --> 00:13:34.837
  • Hanging out with a friend.
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  • This is what i've called you to.
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  • And for me, it was such a defining moment for my identity
  • 00:13:38.841 --> 00:13:42.511
  • Because i thought i had this picture and it was a beautiful
  • 00:13:42.511 --> 00:13:45.681
  • Encounter moment with god, but he had to kind of take it and
  • 00:13:45.681 --> 00:13:48.484
  • Shape it a little bit to get me to understand that it was
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  • Bigger than what i thought. wow. yeah.
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  • Well, i go back to mark five and think about the little
  • 00:14:17.347 --> 00:14:20.817
  • Woman with the issue of blood, the unnamed and all we know
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  • About her name was she was the woman with the issue of blood.
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  • She was the woman that was hemorrhaging.
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  • She was the outcast for 12 years.
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  • She was no longer a mother, a wife, none of that.
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  • And then she broke every
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  • Barrier because she had a thought,
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  • If i can touch the man's hem of his garment.
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  • This man named jesus that i've heard about. so rejected,
  • 00:14:47.844 --> 00:14:52.582
  • Lived as an outcast.
  • 00:14:52.582 --> 00:14:54.150
  • Here we're talking about identity.
  • 00:14:54.150 --> 00:14:56.653
  • And for 12 years she was not part of society any longer.
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  • And i think that there's just so many people that have felt
  • 00:15:00.223 --> 00:15:04.894
  • Like an outcast.
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  • I haven't been living right.
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  • I haven't been doing what god's called me to do.
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  • I haven't had that beautiful
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  • Experience and i've been rejected.
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  • I'm all these things and i'm living under all these other
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  • Don't even have the right name.
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  • Nobody's calling me by my real name.
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  • Nobody even knows my name.
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  • And she breaks through the barriers to touch jesus.
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  • Yeah. and i love that.
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  • The thought in her head, a belief,
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  • You know, this man that i've heard about,
  • 00:15:36.126 --> 00:15:38.161
  • I can just touch his garment.
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  • I'll be made whole.
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  • And she does.
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  • And through that, she touches god's heart.
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  • And then he touches hers, you know.
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  • And then she has to say in
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  • Front of everybody, i'm the one.
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  • I'm the one that did it.
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  • I'm the one that touched you, you know?
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  • Then jesus turns and says, daughter.
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  • Yeah. he names her.
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  • And he calls her. he names her daughter.
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  • Your faith has healed you.
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  • One of the most famous stories in scripture is of a woman that
  • 00:16:10.627 --> 00:16:13.897
  • We know had been bleeding, hemorrhaging for 12 years.
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  • And then she reaches out and she touches the hem of christ's
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  • Garment, and he knows somebody has touched him, and power
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  • Has gone out of him.
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  • So he pauses in the midst of
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  • A crowd, and he says, who touched me?
  • 00:16:26.743 --> 00:16:29.179
  • And the disciples, completely missing the point, are like,
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  • Lord, everybody's touching you.
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  • It's busy here.
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  • He's like, no, somebody touched me in faith.
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  • And here's the interesting thing for this woman she has a
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  • Moment to decide what to do.
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  • She can-- she knows now she's healed.
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  • She could go home. and then seven
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  • Make an offering in the temple,
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  • And the priest will declare her
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  • Healed and whole, and she can
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  • Go on with her normal life.
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  • But i think, what would have happened?
  • 00:16:53.536 --> 00:16:54.938
  • Would she feel like she stole a miracle?
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  • Would she feel like she
  • 00:16:56.940 --> 00:16:57.874
  • Did something she shouldn't have done?
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  • The fact that she came forward and fell on her knees
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  • And told jesus the whole story,
  • 00:17:02.612 --> 00:17:05.248
  • It was amazing because he said
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  • To her, you know, he called her daughter.
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  • But not only that, he said, your faith has made you well.
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  • Go in peace.
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  • Not just go home, but go in peace.
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  • Can you imagine having looked
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  • Into the eyes of the son of god?
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  • Not only having received your
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  • Healing, but being owned by him.
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  • She's the only person in the new testament, the only
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  • One woman where jesus calls her daughter.
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  • He talks about daughters of jerusalem when he's on his way
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  • To the crucifixion.
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  • She's the only one that he looks at and says, daughter,
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  • Your faith has made you well. go in peace.
  • 00:17:37.914 --> 00:17:41.284
  • And i think that if we can just get to that place where we just
  • 00:17:41.284 --> 00:17:44.521
  • Say, god, out of all of the stuff that i've lived, out of
  • 00:17:44.521 --> 00:17:49.526
  • All the things that i've done wrong, out of all the good that
  • 00:17:49.526 --> 00:17:52.662
  • I hope i've done, if you can just see me, yeah,
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  • That i know you do,
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  • And i can just reach out and say, i'm going to
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  • Touch you in some way.
  • 00:18:01.471 --> 00:18:03.139
  • You know, and i just think today, would there be a chance
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  • That our faith somehow here on earth could reach up to heaven,
  • 00:18:07.410 --> 00:18:15.318
  • To where jesus would say, all right, somebody just
  • 00:18:15.318 --> 00:18:19.155
  • Touched me, right?
  • 00:18:19.155 --> 00:18:20.690
  • Somebody's faith just reached out and touched me, touched my
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  • Heart and give god incentive,
  • 00:18:25.361 --> 00:18:29.532
  • Just thinking, god, i just want to trust you.
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  • Help me trust you. help my unbelief.
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  • Give me a new name.
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  • Give me all that you've called me to be,
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  • All the things that we want to--
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  • We want to live for the lord.
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  • We want to do great and mighty things.
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  • And it's that step of faith that i think god is
  • 00:18:47.884 --> 00:18:51.554
  • Just looking at.
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  • It gives him incentive when we reach out in faith to him to
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  • Bless our lives, to give us more than we've ever dreamed
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  • Of, you know, and to take us to places where we--
  • 00:19:01.698 --> 00:19:05.201
  • I mean, really? you guys are ministering to women
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  • On the same program?
  • 00:19:07.770 --> 00:19:09.839
  • Well, that's why i had to tell the story, because i thought
  • 00:19:09.839 --> 00:19:12.242
  • That's just, just like god.
  • 00:19:12.242 --> 00:19:13.843
  • How many years later?
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  • How many years do you think?
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  • 23 years later. 23 years later.
  • 00:19:16.246 --> 00:19:18.681
  • Isn't that crazy?
  • 00:19:18.681 --> 00:19:19.749
  • It's amazing how god works all things together.
  • 00:19:19.749 --> 00:19:23.219
  • Yeah, it's a beautiful--
  • 00:19:23.219 --> 00:19:24.687
  • And if you had seen me 30 minutes before i was preaching,
  • 00:19:24.687 --> 00:19:27.357
  • I was throwing up in the bathroom.
  • 00:19:27.357 --> 00:19:29.325
  • Seriously?
  • 00:19:29.325 --> 00:19:30.593
  • Seriously was i was like, oh-- because two women had spoken
  • 00:19:30.593 --> 00:19:33.062
  • Before me and they were both brilliant.
  • 00:19:33.062 --> 00:19:34.631
  • And i'm like, oh my gosh, maybe that thing in palm springs was
  • 00:19:34.631 --> 00:19:38.268
  • Just a one off.
  • 00:19:38.268 --> 00:19:40.336
  • But no, it's just we just reach out in the midst of what we
  • 00:19:40.336 --> 00:19:43.172
  • Know we can't--
  • 00:19:43.172 --> 00:19:44.707
  • There's something about knowing what you don't have, but what
  • 00:19:44.707 --> 00:19:47.977
  • Is available from god that god can fill.
  • 00:19:47.977 --> 00:19:52.081
  • The bible says, call on me and i will answer.
  • 00:19:52.081 --> 00:19:56.286
  • That's a promise from god.
  • 00:19:56.286 --> 00:19:58.288
  • We might not see it the way we want to see it or hear it the
  • 00:19:58.288 --> 00:20:01.491
  • Way we want to hear it.
  • 00:20:01.491 --> 00:20:02.759
  • But he made a promise.
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  • You call on me and i will answer you.
  • 00:20:04.727 --> 00:20:07.930
  • And so, wherever you are today, whatever you need,
  • 00:20:07.930 --> 00:20:10.833
  • You can call on god.
  • 00:20:10.833 --> 00:20:12.735
  • Let him fix it.
  • 00:20:12.735 --> 00:20:14.203
  • Let him answer your prayers.
  • 00:20:14.203 --> 00:20:16.272
  • Let him do his will.
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  • You just say not my will, but yours.
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  • Have at it.
  • 00:20:20.677 --> 00:20:21.277
  • God. i'm calling on you.
  • 00:20:21.277 --> 00:20:22.679
  • I need help, i need wisdom, and he says, i'll give you and
  • 00:20:22.679 --> 00:20:27.150
  • I will not hold back.
  • 00:20:27.150 --> 00:20:29.752
  • We've talked about this week about when jesus spits in mud
  • 00:20:29.752 --> 00:20:32.488
  • And brings sight to a blind man's eyes.
  • 00:20:32.488 --> 00:20:35.024
  • One part of the story that's always stuck out to me is when
  • 00:20:35.024 --> 00:20:38.795
  • He can see, and then people notice him that are used to him
  • 00:20:38.795 --> 00:20:43.966
  • Being blind, and they don't even recognize him because
  • 00:20:43.966 --> 00:20:46.869
  • They're used to him being blind.
  • 00:20:46.869 --> 00:20:48.137
  • Some of us might be able to relate to that when we put our
  • 00:20:48.137 --> 00:20:50.139
  • Faith in jesus, and now we have joy, now we have peace, or now
  • 00:20:50.139 --> 00:20:52.709
  • We're more gracious.
  • 00:20:52.709 --> 00:20:53.743
  • We don't gossip as much, we're not angry as much.
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  • Whatever. people might be like is that even the same person,
  • 00:20:55.078 --> 00:20:58.114
  • You know, and they said, is that the same person?
  • 00:20:58.114 --> 00:21:00.650
  • No, that it only looks like him.
  • 00:21:00.650 --> 00:21:02.285
  • And he responds, i am the man.
  • 00:21:02.285 --> 00:21:05.288
  • He could have said, oh, that's not me, that's not me.
  • 00:21:05.288 --> 00:21:06.823
  • I don't know that guy.
  • 00:21:06.823 --> 00:21:08.257
  • And i just loved this part
  • 00:21:08.257 --> 00:21:09.559
  • Where he said, i am the man. i am
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  • The one that was hurting, broken, didn't have hope.
  • 00:21:12.128 --> 00:21:16.132
  • I am the same man, and the power to say i was the one that you
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  • Saw living one way, and now i'm the one that is living a
  • 00:21:20.937 --> 00:21:23.840
  • Different way because of jesus,
  • 00:21:23.840 --> 00:21:25.208
  • It's not arrogant. it's truthful.
  • 00:21:25.208 --> 00:21:27.944
  • It's revealing the truth to people. i was thinking about
  • 00:21:27.944 --> 00:21:29.846
  • I recently went to a conference with a friend who knew me
  • 00:21:29.846 --> 00:21:32.648
  • Before jesus. do you have any of those
  • 00:21:32.648 --> 00:21:34.784
  • Friends that knew you before jesus?
  • 00:21:34.784 --> 00:21:37.153
  • And she came with me to a conference and, um, all the
  • 00:21:37.153 --> 00:21:41.224
  • People at the conference, the leaders and the other speakers,
  • 00:21:41.224 --> 00:21:43.860
  • They all knew that she knew me before jesus.
  • 00:21:43.860 --> 00:21:46.863
  • So they said, hey, after this, we're all going to go out to
  • 00:21:46.863 --> 00:21:48.598
  • Dinner and we want to hear all the stories, right?
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  • And me and her are walking to dinner and she goes, hey, you
  • 00:21:51.234 --> 00:21:54.170
  • Know, what stories am i allowed to tell?
  • 00:21:54.170 --> 00:21:56.606
  • And i loved that.
  • 00:21:56.606 --> 00:21:57.607
  • I loved that she was willing to lie for me.
  • 00:21:57.607 --> 00:21:59.509
  • Like, don't lie.
  • 00:21:59.509 --> 00:22:00.510
  • But like, it's so nice that-- a little bit.
  • 00:22:00.510 --> 00:22:02.245
  • Yeah. we love a loyal friend.
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  • And, you know, i just looked at her
  • 00:22:04.380 --> 00:22:05.915
  • With all of the growth i've had and healing i've had, i just
  • 00:22:05.915 --> 00:22:10.553
  • Looked at her and said,
  • 00:22:10.553 --> 00:22:11.454
  • You know, you can tell them anything.
  • 00:22:11.454 --> 00:22:13.089
  • They all know.
  • 00:22:13.089 --> 00:22:14.090
  • They're all my friends, too.
  • 00:22:14.090 --> 00:22:15.458
  • They all know. it's well documented.
  • 00:22:15.458 --> 00:22:16.993
  • No one thinks i've had the perfect life.
  • 00:22:16.993 --> 00:22:18.561
  • People know i grew up on the streets.
  • 00:22:18.561 --> 00:22:19.762
  • People know i had a whole life before jesus.
  • 00:22:19.762 --> 00:22:22.098
  • No one here has, um, been lied to.
  • 00:22:22.098 --> 00:22:25.134
  • No one here thinks i'm something i'm not.
  • 00:22:25.134 --> 00:22:27.103
  • You can tell them anything.
  • 00:22:27.103 --> 00:22:28.104
  • And i could have said to her, i'm the man.
  • 00:22:28.104 --> 00:22:30.573
  • Yeah, i'm the same one.
  • 00:22:30.573 --> 00:22:32.375
  • And when we hide the truth about what jesus has saved us
  • 00:22:32.375 --> 00:22:36.045
  • From, we hide the truth of a savior who can be with us, who
  • 00:22:36.045 --> 00:22:40.149
  • Can redeem anything, who brings dead things to life,
  • 00:22:40.149 --> 00:22:43.686
  • Makes all things new.
  • 00:22:43.686 --> 00:22:45.521
  • And it's important that we tell
  • 00:22:45.521 --> 00:22:47.123
  • The truth about who we really are.
  • 00:22:47.123 --> 00:22:49.492
  • God wants to use that to reveal his real power.
  • 00:22:49.492 --> 00:22:53.062
  • It's so funny that the things that we think disqualify us
  • 00:22:53.062 --> 00:22:55.932
  • Are, in fact, what god wants to use because it turns out many
  • 00:22:55.932 --> 00:22:58.701
  • People feel disqualified and he wants us to share his story
  • 00:22:58.701 --> 00:23:02.972
  • Through our lens. what a god.
  • 00:23:02.972 --> 00:23:05.274
  • The transformation.
  • 00:23:05.274 --> 00:23:07.443
  • You know when we say yes to the gospel, when we make a decision
  • 00:23:07.443 --> 00:23:10.446
  • To accept jesus, it changes the direction of our lives.
  • 00:23:10.446 --> 00:23:15.451
  • It says in the scripture that we are made new and that new
  • 00:23:15.451 --> 00:23:20.289
  • Calling, that new identity, we have a responsibility to share
  • 00:23:20.289 --> 00:23:26.128
  • Our faith with others.
  • 00:23:26.128 --> 00:23:27.730
  • There's something beautiful about your story, about knowing
  • 00:23:27.730 --> 00:23:31.300
  • Who you were before christ and who you are now.
  • 00:23:31.300 --> 00:23:34.370
  • And we have each been crafted with a mission in mind.
  • 00:23:34.370 --> 00:23:38.574
  • God placed us here to help other people find him.
  • 00:23:38.574 --> 00:23:43.045
  • We're on a search and rescue mission, friends.
  • 00:23:43.045 --> 00:23:45.581
  • So can i just encourage you to make sure that you don't shy
  • 00:23:45.581 --> 00:23:50.219
  • Away from your story, but you share your story with every
  • 00:23:50.219 --> 00:23:53.856
  • Person that you can and share about who you were before jesus
  • 00:23:53.856 --> 00:23:57.493
  • And who you are now.
  • 00:23:57.493 --> 00:23:58.861
  • Nobody can argue with your story, but our mission is to
  • 00:23:58.861 --> 00:24:01.998
  • Make the gospel known to everyone.
  • 00:24:01.998 --> 00:24:05.735
  • One, it all points back to
  • 00:24:05.735 --> 00:24:07.870
  • This is not possible apart from him.
  • 00:24:07.870 --> 00:24:10.373
  • There's no other story to tell.
  • 00:24:10.373 --> 00:24:12.108
  • There's nothing to boast in.
  • 00:24:12.108 --> 00:24:13.609
  • There's no-- like for me,
  • 00:24:13.609 --> 00:24:15.478
  • I feel like my life is just a series of so many, like,
  • 00:24:15.478 --> 00:24:19.015
  • Insecure moments where he's like, oh, okay,
  • 00:24:19.015 --> 00:24:23.019
  • We're back. let me, let me help.
  • 00:24:23.019 --> 00:24:24.754
  • But one i remember it was a big moment for me.
  • 00:24:24.754 --> 00:24:27.123
  • I remember like i was being ministered to and i just felt
  • 00:24:27.123 --> 00:24:30.526
  • The lord, it was like
  • 00:24:30.526 --> 00:24:31.827
  • Almost like he just like, took his like, you know,
  • 00:24:31.827 --> 00:24:34.797
  • Pointer finger and like, straightened my chest.
  • 00:24:34.797 --> 00:24:37.300
  • And he said, you have no idea the plans i have for you.
  • 00:24:37.300 --> 00:24:40.937
  • Wow.
  • 00:24:40.937 --> 00:24:42.572
  • Who he was speaking to was a young little girl that would be
  • 00:24:42.572 --> 00:24:45.207
  • Happy to just kind of always
  • 00:24:45.207 --> 00:24:47.410
  • Fade into the background like i don't--
  • 00:24:47.410 --> 00:24:50.046
  • Sometimes i think when people have microphones, you can
  • 00:24:50.046 --> 00:24:51.914
  • Assume like, oh, their problem is pride.
  • 00:24:51.914 --> 00:24:53.749
  • Like, whoa. my, my problem is like, i all go hiding and
  • 00:24:53.749 --> 00:24:57.687
  • You'll never see me again. you won't hear from me.
  • 00:24:57.687 --> 00:24:59.722
  • I'll be good at it, you know.
  • 00:24:59.722 --> 00:25:01.057
  • Me too.
  • 00:25:01.057 --> 00:25:01.924
  • Yeah. like just so, so-- insecurity.
  • 00:25:01.924 --> 00:25:05.261
  • Yeah. so insecurity
  • 00:25:05.261 --> 00:25:07.330
  • Ridden that, like, put his finger in my chest,
  • 00:25:07.330 --> 00:25:09.799
  • You have no idea the plans i have for you.
  • 00:25:09.799 --> 00:25:12.635
  • Because i never would have
  • 00:25:12.635 --> 00:25:14.103
  • Ever believed that. i never would have--
  • 00:25:14.103 --> 00:25:16.539
  • And what's funny about that is there was no specificity.
  • 00:25:16.539 --> 00:25:20.343
  • There's no detail to that.
  • 00:25:20.343 --> 00:25:21.644
  • There's not this is how.
  • 00:25:21.644 --> 00:25:23.379
  • This is what it is. this is how.
  • 00:25:23.379 --> 00:25:24.647
  • Just get ready. just get ready.
  • 00:25:24.647 --> 00:25:27.650
  • Completely dependent.,
  • 00:25:27.650 --> 00:25:28.918
  • Right. and then there's so many steps along the way.
  • 00:25:28.918 --> 00:25:31.454
  • But i remember this, this other-- man, like i started
  • 00:25:31.454 --> 00:25:35.024
  • By speaking, and then he's like, i want you to sing.
  • 00:25:35.024 --> 00:25:37.026
  • I'm like, no, i don't want to sing.
  • 00:25:37.026 --> 00:25:38.394
  • And so then i sing.
  • 00:25:38.394 --> 00:25:39.362
  • I'm like, well, i'm done speaking.
  • 00:25:39.362 --> 00:25:40.463
  • He's like, no, i want you to-- what are we doing?
  • 00:25:40.463 --> 00:25:42.665
  • Well, i don't feel qualified at any of it.
  • 00:25:42.665 --> 00:25:45.201
  • I hear about moses and his story and i'm like, yeah. like,
  • 00:25:45.201 --> 00:25:48.904
  • Please send-- like find someone else, please.
  • 00:25:48.904 --> 00:25:52.575
  • And i remember him--
  • 00:25:52.575 --> 00:25:54.076
  • I was getting up to lead worship, fresh, new at it.
  • 00:25:54.076 --> 00:25:57.913
  • So many insecurities, just i don't-- i'm doing this because
  • 00:25:57.913 --> 00:26:01.083
  • I love you and you asked. that's why i'm doing this.
  • 00:26:01.083 --> 00:26:04.053
  • And i remember him saying making me a promise,
  • 00:26:04.053 --> 00:26:07.490
  • Hey, kallie, every time you open your mouth, i'll accompany you
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  • With my presence. wow.
  • 00:26:10.726 --> 00:26:12.895
  • Beautiful.
  • 00:26:12.895 --> 00:26:13.763
  • And that promise is enough to just
  • 00:26:13.763 --> 00:26:15.364
  • Keep opening up your mouth.
  • 00:26:15.364 --> 00:26:18.167
  • Why? because i love his presence.
  • 00:26:18.167 --> 00:26:19.902
  • Yeah. because i love when he shows up.
  • 00:26:19.902 --> 00:26:23.072
  • And i think there's nothing else to boast in.
  • 00:26:23.072 --> 00:26:26.542
  • To take this insecure little girl and then to find a raw on
  • 00:26:26.542 --> 00:26:30.980
  • The inside.
  • 00:26:30.980 --> 00:26:32.281
  • Not because i think the raw is great, not because i think it's
  • 00:26:32.281 --> 00:26:34.984
  • Anything, but because you said that you would show up when i
  • 00:26:34.984 --> 00:26:37.920
  • Open up my mouth.
  • 00:26:37.920 --> 00:26:38.954
  • And i love you, and i love when you show up.
  • 00:26:38.954 --> 00:26:42.558
  • I have no idea the plans that that you have for me.
  • 00:26:42.558 --> 00:26:46.295
  • But if you're there for them, like, sign me up.
  • 00:26:46.295 --> 00:26:50.032
  • And in the meantime, what he did is
  • 00:26:50.032 --> 00:26:52.268
  • He built me brave. he built me bold.
  • 00:26:52.268 --> 00:26:55.304
  • Not anything that i could have done.
  • 00:26:55.304 --> 00:26:57.506
  • There is not a shred of that that's like
  • 00:26:57.506 --> 00:26:59.475
  • Because i have x, y, and z.
  • 00:26:59.475 --> 00:27:01.077
  • That's the masterful ability of god to bring us from
  • 00:27:01.077 --> 00:27:05.247
  • One place and to transform us into the thing that he has
  • 00:27:05.247 --> 00:27:09.085
  • In his heart.
  • 00:27:09.085 --> 00:27:10.286
  • I don't know anything more wonderful and magnificent,
  • 00:27:10.286 --> 00:27:12.888
  • And often it's in the least qualified parts of our self
  • 00:27:12.888 --> 00:27:16.592
  • That he points his finger.
  • 00:27:16.592 --> 00:27:18.327
  • He says that i want that,
  • 00:27:18.327 --> 00:27:20.162
  • I want that, and you're not going alone.
  • 00:27:20.162 --> 00:27:22.631
  • I will not ever ask you to go out alone to a place where
  • 00:27:22.631 --> 00:27:26.235
  • I'm not going with you.
  • 00:27:26.235 --> 00:27:27.536
  • It reminds me of the chronicles of narnia.
  • 00:27:27.536 --> 00:27:29.538
  • I think it's magician's nephew where there's, um, lucy is on a
  • 00:27:29.538 --> 00:27:33.476
  • Bridge, and this huge army is coming against her, and she's--
  • 00:27:33.476 --> 00:27:37.546
  • She's just this little girl with bangs.
  • 00:27:37.546 --> 00:27:40.082
  • And suddenly the army all retreats.
  • 00:27:40.082 --> 00:27:44.019
  • It's because aslan is right behind her, right?
  • 00:27:44.019 --> 00:27:46.455
  • It's like she wasn't coming in her own strength.
  • 00:27:46.455 --> 00:27:48.657
  • It's like, you know, when you
  • 00:27:48.657 --> 00:27:50.159
  • Hear him roar, you'd better run.
  • 00:27:50.159 --> 00:27:52.895
  • And the fact that he would accompany a little girl,
  • 00:27:52.895 --> 00:27:55.898
  • There's just something about that that's just so--
  • 00:27:55.898 --> 00:27:58.300
  • Just makes me think of all the people watching right now who
  • 00:27:58.300 --> 00:28:00.603
  • Think, well, i'm happy for all of you, but what about me?
  • 00:28:00.603 --> 00:28:04.039
  • Yes. and i'm thinking,
  • 00:28:04.039 --> 00:28:05.241
  • But you know what?
  • 00:28:05.241 --> 00:28:06.642
  • God's heart towards every single person that can hear our
  • 00:28:06.642 --> 00:28:10.212
  • Voices at the moment, or who watch is the same.
  • 00:28:10.212 --> 00:28:13.983
  • I believe that what you think about yourself determines
  • 00:28:13.983 --> 00:28:16.952
  • How you live.
  • 00:28:16.952 --> 00:28:18.587
  • So if you think you're unworthy, you'll start living
  • 00:28:18.587 --> 00:28:21.056
  • Like you are.
  • 00:28:21.056 --> 00:28:21.791
  • If you think you're not enough,
  • 00:28:21.791 --> 00:28:22.958
  • You'll start living like you are.
  • 00:28:22.958 --> 00:28:24.527
  • If you think that you're garbage, you'll start
  • 00:28:24.527 --> 00:28:26.328
  • Living like you are.
  • 00:28:26.328 --> 00:28:27.596
  • But if you discover who you are in christ, when you put your
  • 00:28:27.596 --> 00:28:31.167
  • Faith in jesus and discover the new identity, the real identity
  • 00:28:31.167 --> 00:28:35.037
  • You have now as god's child, man, when you know who you are,
  • 00:28:35.037 --> 00:28:39.275
  • It changes how you live.
  • 00:28:39.275 --> 00:28:40.810
  • So when you know that you are chosen, you start living
  • 00:28:40.810 --> 00:28:43.179
  • Like you are.
  • 00:28:43.179 --> 00:28:44.280
  • When you know that you are loved, you start living
  • 00:28:44.280 --> 00:28:45.981
  • Like you are.
  • 00:28:45.981 --> 00:28:47.249
  • When you know that you are free indeed, and guilt and shame
  • 00:28:47.249 --> 00:28:49.752
  • Have no place in your life, you start living like you are.
  • 00:28:49.752 --> 00:28:52.454
  • You start walking into rooms differently.
  • 00:28:52.454 --> 00:28:54.924
  • You start having a tender authority in your life.
  • 00:28:54.924 --> 00:28:58.828
  • It changes how you have hard conversations.
  • 00:28:58.828 --> 00:29:01.197
  • It changes how you make hard decisions.
  • 00:29:01.197 --> 00:29:03.499
  • It changes how you look at yourself in the mirror and how
  • 00:29:03.499 --> 00:29:05.701
  • You look at other people.
  • 00:29:05.701 --> 00:29:07.136
  • It's important that you know who you are so you can live the
  • 00:29:07.136 --> 00:29:10.840
  • Full life you've been created to live.
  • 00:29:10.840 --> 00:29:14.143
  • I have a thing in my yard that christian made for me when he
  • 00:29:14.143 --> 00:29:17.580
  • Was a little boy.
  • 00:29:17.580 --> 00:29:18.781
  • He got one of those bags of cement, and he put lots of
  • 00:29:18.781 --> 00:29:21.984
  • Little broken bits of pottery
  • 00:29:21.984 --> 00:29:24.153
  • In it and wrote with his little finger.
  • 00:29:24.153 --> 00:29:26.088
  • I love you, mom.
  • 00:29:26.088 --> 00:29:27.389
  • And wherever i go in life, it comes with me, because it's a
  • 00:29:27.389 --> 00:29:30.593
  • Profound reminder to me of it's a beautiful thing that god will
  • 00:29:30.593 --> 00:29:34.096
  • Do with a broken life.
  • 00:29:34.096 --> 00:29:35.364
  • If you give him all the pieces. you give him all the pieces.
  • 00:29:35.364 --> 00:29:38.734
  • He makes something.
  • 00:29:38.734 --> 00:29:40.035
  • And that's the beautiful thing about every story that's been
  • 00:29:40.035 --> 00:29:42.104
  • Shared. an encounter with jesus changes things.
  • 00:29:42.104 --> 00:29:45.007
  • An encounter with jesus,
  • 00:29:45.007 --> 00:29:46.542
  • We see someone being healed, renamed.
  • 00:29:46.542 --> 00:29:49.645
  • That's what you talked about with blind eyes, being able to
  • 00:29:49.645 --> 00:29:52.414
  • See what you couldn't see before, being awakened to
  • 00:29:52.414 --> 00:29:55.284
  • Purpose, being awakened to destiny. like, an encounter
  • 00:29:55.284 --> 00:29:58.120
  • With jesus will change things.
  • 00:29:58.120 --> 00:29:59.722
  • And i think for the person who's listening that goes,
  • 00:29:59.722 --> 00:30:02.191
  • I'm hearing all of this, but what about me?
  • 00:30:02.191 --> 00:30:04.493
  • I think it's just a posture of going, god, like just
  • 00:30:04.493 --> 00:30:09.298
  • On your own, in your own
  • 00:30:09.298 --> 00:30:10.266
  • Conversation with your heavenly father,
  • 00:30:10.266 --> 00:30:11.934
  • Just going, god, here's all my broken pieces, here's who i am,
  • 00:30:11.934 --> 00:30:15.838
  • I want more of you.
  • 00:30:15.838 --> 00:30:17.039
  • And just saying, would you, would you take my life?
  • 00:30:17.039 --> 00:30:18.941
  • I surrender it to you.
  • 00:30:18.941 --> 00:30:20.843
  • If you have something for me, i want it.
  • 00:30:20.843 --> 00:30:23.312
  • And it's just this posture of having an open heart
  • 00:30:23.312 --> 00:30:25.781
  • And saying, i want to touch jesus.
  • 00:30:25.781 --> 00:30:27.783
  • I want to grab the hem of his garment.
  • 00:30:27.783 --> 00:30:29.485
  • I want to encounter his presence because an encounter
  • 00:30:29.485 --> 00:30:31.787
  • With the presence of god changes everything.
  • 00:30:31.787 --> 00:30:35.024
  • And it's a simple posture of surrender.
  • 00:30:35.024 --> 00:30:37.927
  • It doesn't require you being in a room with a pastor who lays a
  • 00:30:37.927 --> 00:30:40.963
  • Hand on you to pray for you.
  • 00:30:40.963 --> 00:30:42.064
  • It doesn't require a perfect worship setting.
  • 00:30:42.064 --> 00:30:45.134
  • It just is a posture of surrender.
  • 00:30:45.134 --> 00:30:47.236
  • And god, i want more of you. right,
  • 00:30:47.236 --> 00:30:49.338
  • And no matter where you are in your life, whether you're in a
  • 00:30:49.338 --> 00:30:52.341
  • Season of disappointment, of waiting, of grief or
  • 00:30:52.341 --> 00:30:56.145
  • Celebration, no matter what season you're in, if you want
  • 00:30:56.145 --> 00:31:00.449
  • God, you can have god.
  • 00:31:00.449 --> 00:31:03.819
  • But god will not force himself
  • 00:31:03.819 --> 00:31:05.287
  • Onto you if you do not want him.
  • 00:31:05.287 --> 00:31:07.756
  • One of the best choices you can make today is to put your faith
  • 00:31:07.756 --> 00:31:10.759
  • In jesus and to believe in him, intertwine your life with him,
  • 00:31:10.759 --> 00:31:16.165
  • Spend real time with him, and as you put your faith in jesus,
  • 00:31:16.165 --> 00:31:19.468
  • The holy spirit lives in you.
  • 00:31:19.468 --> 00:31:21.904
  • And then as you start thinking different thoughts, that might
  • 00:31:21.904 --> 00:31:26.308
  • Be the holy spirit, as you start being directed in
  • 00:31:26.308 --> 00:31:28.310
  • Different ways, that might be the holy spirit,
  • 00:31:28.310 --> 00:31:30.079
  • As you read the word of god and
  • 00:31:30.079 --> 00:31:31.013
  • Discover new things about yourself,
  • 00:31:31.013 --> 00:31:32.414
  • This is the holy spirit showing you who you are,
  • 00:31:32.414 --> 00:31:35.417
  • Start taking steps of obedience.
  • 00:31:35.417 --> 00:31:37.219
  • You were created to be brave.
  • 00:31:37.219 --> 00:31:38.787
  • Take a step of faith and start becoming who
  • 00:31:38.787 --> 00:31:40.756
  • You were created to be.
  • 00:31:40.756 --> 00:31:42.224
  • I love what you said, sheila, about some of us can feel like,
  • 00:31:42.224 --> 00:31:45.127
  • Oh, that worked for that person, but not for me.
  • 00:31:45.127 --> 00:31:46.962
  • And i don't think it works the same for everybody.
  • 00:31:46.962 --> 00:31:49.832
  • Right.
  • 00:31:49.832 --> 00:31:50.933
  • Even like in this group of people, we've all met in
  • 00:31:50.933 --> 00:31:52.968
  • Different ways, in different seasons.
  • 00:31:52.968 --> 00:31:54.236
  • We live in different parts of the country.
  • 00:31:54.236 --> 00:31:55.604
  • We have different family dynamics.
  • 00:31:55.604 --> 00:31:57.706
  • We have different miracles we're praying for.
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  • We happen to all be here today, but we go back to different
  • 00:32:00.175 --> 00:32:02.811
  • Lives that are very different from each other's.
  • 00:32:02.811 --> 00:32:05.447
  • Wherever you are today, god wants to have a real encounter
  • 00:32:05.447 --> 00:32:08.650
  • With you in your real life.
  • 00:32:08.650 --> 00:32:10.619
  • That might look different than all of ours, but if you want
  • 00:32:10.619 --> 00:32:12.654
  • God, you can have god.
  • 00:32:12.654 --> 00:32:14.156
  • But it will not happen--
  • 00:32:14.156 --> 00:32:15.891
  • The miracle you're praying for, the encounter of god you want,
  • 00:32:15.891 --> 00:32:19.194
  • It's not just going to happen on autopilot when you are
  • 00:32:19.194 --> 00:32:22.031
  • Pushing god away.
  • 00:32:22.031 --> 00:32:23.198
  • Yeah, invite god into your life and if you want him,
  • 00:32:23.198 --> 00:32:25.401
  • You can have him.
  • 00:32:25.401 --> 00:32:26.568
  • And it will be better than a version of any of ours.
  • 00:32:26.568 --> 00:32:28.804
  • It will be real for you in your real life.
  • 00:32:28.804 --> 00:32:32.007
  • Our heart posture has so much
  • 00:32:32.007 --> 00:32:34.410
  • To do with our encountering god now.
  • 00:32:34.410 --> 00:32:36.578
  • He always reaches toward us.
  • 00:32:36.578 --> 00:32:38.847
  • He always takes that first step.
  • 00:32:38.847 --> 00:32:41.417
  • But our posturing to be available to him the the pause,
  • 00:32:41.417 --> 00:32:46.021
  • The wait, when it feels like he's pressing in, the
  • 00:32:46.021 --> 00:32:49.591
  • Reminders to pause what we're doing and to look to him,
  • 00:32:49.591 --> 00:32:53.762
  • Those, those sorts of things.
  • 00:32:53.762 --> 00:32:55.431
  • He is always wanting to talk to us.
  • 00:32:55.431 --> 00:32:58.067
  • He is always wanting to come close.
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  • Oftentimes, i think we miss him in the busyness of our day.
  • 00:33:00.602 --> 00:33:04.006
  • We miss him because we don't turn our attention, our
  • 00:33:04.006 --> 00:33:07.176
  • Affection to his face, to seek him, to ask him the questions,
  • 00:33:07.176 --> 00:33:12.281
  • To get to know him.
  • 00:33:12.281 --> 00:33:13.615
  • So the posturing has everything to do with the encounter
  • 00:33:13.615 --> 00:33:17.653
  • That's on the other side.
  • 00:33:17.653 --> 00:33:20.489
  • When my dad passed away when i was 18 years old, i think that
  • 00:33:20.489 --> 00:33:24.393
  • Was the first time i realized that i needed to have a faith
  • 00:33:24.393 --> 00:33:28.530
  • That was my own, and not just an inherited faith.
  • 00:33:28.530 --> 00:33:31.934
  • I couldn't just have a relationship with god
  • 00:33:31.934 --> 00:33:33.669
  • The way that my dad did.
  • 00:33:33.669 --> 00:33:35.104
  • I couldn't just rely on my dad's closeness with god to
  • 00:33:35.104 --> 00:33:38.674
  • Equal my closeness with god.
  • 00:33:38.674 --> 00:33:39.942
  • I think that i felt like i inherited a name, kind of like
  • 00:33:39.942 --> 00:33:43.278
  • You inherit a last name, like this is the family i'm a part
  • 00:33:43.278 --> 00:33:46.048
  • Of, so this is who i am.
  • 00:33:46.048 --> 00:33:47.516
  • But when my dad passed, i realized i didn't have my own
  • 00:33:47.516 --> 00:33:51.420
  • Real and honest relationship with god.
  • 00:33:51.420 --> 00:33:54.156
  • For real, for me.
  • 00:33:54.156 --> 00:33:55.858
  • And when i said yes to god when i was in my 20s, for real, as
  • 00:33:55.858 --> 00:33:59.528
  • Who i really am. i wasn't trying to be like anybody else.
  • 00:33:59.528 --> 00:34:01.864
  • That's when i realized that god was giving me a new name, so
  • 00:34:01.864 --> 00:34:04.800
  • Much more than my physical, earthly last name and the
  • 00:34:04.800 --> 00:34:07.636
  • Family i'm a part of
  • 00:34:07.636 --> 00:34:09.271
  • Quite literally. even more literally, the family of god
  • 00:34:09.271 --> 00:34:12.474
  • That i'm a part of.
  • 00:34:12.474 --> 00:34:14.109
  • When i put my faith in jesus, i have a new name, i am loved,
  • 00:34:14.109 --> 00:34:16.979
  • I am chosen, i am a daughter of god.
  • 00:34:16.979 --> 00:34:19.715
  • This is who i really am.
  • 00:34:19.715 --> 00:34:22.284
  • And now i'm still learning how to live as who i really am,
  • 00:34:22.284 --> 00:34:26.555
  • Live as the new name that i have now in christ.
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  • It's that john 15 where it's
  • 00:34:46.009 --> 00:34:47.777
  • Like, i can't live off of one encounter.
  • 00:34:47.777 --> 00:34:49.579
  • It's like we can have these marking moments.
  • 00:34:49.579 --> 00:34:51.781
  • We are meant to remain connected to the vine.
  • 00:34:51.781 --> 00:34:55.385
  • Apart from that, there is no fruit.
  • 00:34:55.385 --> 00:34:58.054
  • There's nothing to speak of.
  • 00:34:58.054 --> 00:34:59.355
  • That's why there's nothing to boast of when we do anything.
  • 00:34:59.355 --> 00:35:02.258
  • Why? it's because i'm connected to the source.
  • 00:35:02.258 --> 00:35:04.727
  • Anything coming out is only
  • 00:35:04.727 --> 00:35:06.863
  • Because i'm a part of something stronger.
  • 00:35:06.863 --> 00:35:08.598
  • The strength of who i am is directly related to my
  • 00:35:08.598 --> 00:35:12.101
  • Dependence on jesus.
  • 00:35:12.101 --> 00:35:14.237
  • Right? and so i can't live off of one encounter
  • 00:35:14.237 --> 00:35:17.240
  • I had 20 years ago where i felt commissioned.
  • 00:35:17.240 --> 00:35:19.442
  • I can't live off of one encounter when i said yes, we
  • 00:35:19.442 --> 00:35:22.378
  • Need continual, that woven, the face to face with god,
  • 00:35:22.378 --> 00:35:27.450
  • Continual, coming back, thirsting, hungering after his
  • 00:35:27.450 --> 00:35:31.654
  • Voice like the daily bread that it is.
  • 00:35:31.654 --> 00:35:34.457
  • And the fruit, like the fruit, isn't even up to us.
  • 00:35:34.457 --> 00:35:37.994
  • Like if anyone's sitting, listening and saying,
  • 00:35:37.994 --> 00:35:39.529
  • I couldn't do that,
  • 00:35:39.529 --> 00:35:40.697
  • None of us can. you're right.
  • 00:35:40.697 --> 00:35:42.465
  • You can't. none of us can.
  • 00:35:42.465 --> 00:35:44.300
  • We cannot.
  • 00:35:44.300 --> 00:35:45.501
  • But what happens when we stay close to jesus,
  • 00:35:45.501 --> 00:35:48.671
  • Connected not just passively,
  • 00:35:48.671 --> 00:35:51.207
  • Actively showing up, trusting he's showing back up to us,
  • 00:35:51.207 --> 00:35:56.579
  • Woven in in our lives, dependent on the voice of god,
  • 00:35:56.579 --> 00:36:00.316
  • You will not believe the fruit that comes.
  • 00:36:00.316 --> 00:36:02.418
  • You just will not believe what he can do with that.
  • 00:36:02.418 --> 00:36:05.588
  • Sometimes it just starts by saying yes.
  • 00:36:05.588 --> 00:36:07.390
  • Yes. yes, lord.
  • 00:36:07.390 --> 00:36:08.391
  • That's my tattoo on my wrist. yes, lord.
  • 00:36:08.391 --> 00:36:10.793
  • There's a picture my mom had hanging above her bed,
  • 00:36:10.793 --> 00:36:13.496
  • Two words.
  • 00:36:13.496 --> 00:36:15.265
  • And when i was a smart aleck teenager, i used to say,
  • 00:36:15.265 --> 00:36:16.899
  • You don't know what you're saying yes to.
  • 00:36:16.899 --> 00:36:19.002
  • And she would say no, but i know who i'm saying yes to.
  • 00:36:19.002 --> 00:36:21.638
  • Wow.
  • 00:36:21.638 --> 00:36:23.006
  • And that came from years of walking through you hardship
  • 00:36:23.006 --> 00:36:25.875
  • And pain and all sorts-- and loss, but
  • 00:36:25.875 --> 00:36:28.444
  • She had learned, i can say yes to the lord.
  • 00:36:28.444 --> 00:36:31.814
  • Yeah. right.
  • 00:36:31.814 --> 00:36:33.049
  • Because, you know, i read that book by dag hammarskjold.
  • 00:36:33.049 --> 00:36:35.551
  • You know, the guy that used to be secretary general of
  • 00:36:35.551 --> 00:36:37.186
  • The united nations.
  • 00:36:37.186 --> 00:36:38.621
  • When he died, they found this diary by his bed.
  • 00:36:38.621 --> 00:36:41.291
  • And it had-- it was kind of like his journey with god.
  • 00:36:41.291 --> 00:36:44.560
  • And at the end, he wrote this one thing where he said, for
  • 00:36:44.560 --> 00:36:47.297
  • Everything that has been, thank you.
  • 00:36:47.297 --> 00:36:49.632
  • And for everything that will be, yes.
  • 00:36:49.632 --> 00:36:51.734
  • And i remember reading it and thinking, lord, i don't
  • 00:36:51.734 --> 00:36:53.836
  • Think i can pray that. for everything that has been,
  • 00:36:53.836 --> 00:36:56.739
  • Thank you?
  • 00:36:56.739 --> 00:36:58.007
  • I'm not don't think i'm very grateful for some of the things
  • 00:36:58.007 --> 00:36:59.709
  • That have happened.
  • 00:36:59.709 --> 00:37:00.910
  • So i thought, okay, the problem is not you, god.
  • 00:37:00.910 --> 00:37:02.712
  • The problem is me.
  • 00:37:02.712 --> 00:37:03.980
  • So i'm going to spend more time getting to know who you are.
  • 00:37:03.980 --> 00:37:06.349
  • Wow.
  • 00:37:06.349 --> 00:37:07.583
  • But the more you get to know who he is, then it's like,
  • 00:37:07.583 --> 00:37:09.719
  • For everything that has been--
  • 00:37:09.719 --> 00:37:12.088
  • Yeah. thank you.
  • 00:37:12.088 --> 00:37:13.456
  • And for everything that will be because of who you are,
  • 00:37:13.456 --> 00:37:17.593
  • Sign me up. to know our identity
  • 00:37:17.593 --> 00:37:20.997
  • In jesus has everything to do with saying
  • 00:37:20.997 --> 00:37:24.367
  • Yes to him.
  • 00:37:24.367 --> 00:37:25.668
  • Why? because back when i said yes to him in the first place,
  • 00:37:25.668 --> 00:37:28.805
  • I committed to giving my whole life over to him.
  • 00:37:28.805 --> 00:37:32.075
  • So my identity as a daughter, my identity as
  • 00:37:32.075 --> 00:37:35.745
  • Being hidden in jesus, is folded up in my yes.
  • 00:37:35.745 --> 00:37:39.682
  • I gave that initial yes.
  • 00:37:39.682 --> 00:37:41.184
  • And it is our honor and our joy out of who we are to
  • 00:37:41.184 --> 00:37:45.655
  • Continually give our yes to him.
  • 00:37:45.655 --> 00:37:48.658
  • It is a lifetime of saying whatever it is that you want,
  • 00:37:48.658 --> 00:37:51.994
  • Wherever you're leading and guiding.
  • 00:37:51.994 --> 00:37:53.830
  • You have my full and complete surrender.
  • 00:37:53.830 --> 00:37:56.933
  • Why? because i'm given over,
  • 00:37:56.933 --> 00:37:58.501
  • Because i belong to him,
  • 00:37:58.501 --> 00:38:00.136
  • Because i'm his child,
  • 00:38:00.136 --> 00:38:01.604
  • And because he gets all of me.
  • 00:38:01.604 --> 00:38:04.974
  • Throughout this week, we've even talked about ways that
  • 00:38:04.974 --> 00:38:07.076
  • We've said yes to god and waited.
  • 00:38:07.076 --> 00:38:09.145
  • And we've seen, we've seen the favor of god.
  • 00:38:09.145 --> 00:38:12.715
  • We've seen the character of god revealed to us.
  • 00:38:12.715 --> 00:38:15.318
  • We've seen god move in ways after seasons of waiting.
  • 00:38:15.318 --> 00:38:18.221
  • And yet many of us are also in another season of waiting.
  • 00:38:18.221 --> 00:38:22.158
  • That's something i think is important to say and i can just
  • 00:38:22.158 --> 00:38:26.362
  • Speak on behalf of myself,
  • 00:38:26.362 --> 00:38:27.530
  • I have said yes to things, not knowing what the
  • 00:38:27.530 --> 00:38:29.966
  • End results would be.
  • 00:38:29.966 --> 00:38:31.167
  • And i can say today that now i
  • 00:38:31.167 --> 00:38:32.802
  • Have seen why god called me to something.
  • 00:38:32.802 --> 00:38:35.271
  • I see the fruit of seeds planted and seeds watered.
  • 00:38:35.271 --> 00:38:38.174
  • I'm a walking, living testimony of god is good.
  • 00:38:38.174 --> 00:38:41.711
  • He is trustworthy. i've seen it.
  • 00:38:41.711 --> 00:38:43.546
  • And yet, today i am saying yes to things that i have no idea
  • 00:38:43.546 --> 00:38:47.016
  • How they're going to turn out. right.
  • 00:38:47.016 --> 00:38:48.918
  • I am praying for things, even though i have no practical idea
  • 00:38:48.918 --> 00:38:53.556
  • Of how that's going to work out.
  • 00:38:53.556 --> 00:38:55.024
  • Any timeline that i thought would have made sense
  • 00:38:55.024 --> 00:38:57.193
  • Hasn't happened yet.
  • 00:38:57.193 --> 00:38:58.494
  • Any door i thought would have opened by now hasn't been yet.
  • 00:38:58.494 --> 00:39:00.863
  • And i have all these great suggestions for god, and i
  • 00:39:00.863 --> 00:39:03.766
  • Think i'd be a great project manager.
  • 00:39:03.766 --> 00:39:05.568
  • Yeah. um, and yet,
  • 00:39:05.568 --> 00:39:07.203
  • So i just want to say that you say yes to god and then
  • 00:39:07.203 --> 00:39:09.872
  • Sometimes you see the results and sometimes you don't.
  • 00:39:09.872 --> 00:39:11.941
  • By the way, there's a bunch of things that god called me to do
  • 00:39:11.941 --> 00:39:13.209
  • That i believe i heard him, i believe i was faithful and i
  • 00:39:13.209 --> 00:39:15.945
  • Said yes, and i still don't really know why.
  • 00:39:15.945 --> 00:39:17.680
  • It might have not been for my experience with god.
  • 00:39:17.680 --> 00:39:20.983
  • It might have been a blessing
  • 00:39:20.983 --> 00:39:21.918
  • On someone else's and i have no idea.
  • 00:39:21.918 --> 00:39:23.619
  • And today, the kind of things me and my husband are praying
  • 00:39:23.619 --> 00:39:27.089
  • About and planning for, and believing god for are the kind
  • 00:39:27.089 --> 00:39:30.693
  • Of things that it will have to take a miracle for.
  • 00:39:30.693 --> 00:39:34.163
  • And so i just mean to say that i've seen some fruit, and also
  • 00:39:34.163 --> 00:39:38.868
  • There's things i don't know what's going to happen.
  • 00:39:38.868 --> 00:39:41.637
  • And that is what it looks like to actually follow jesus.
  • 00:39:41.637 --> 00:39:45.374
  • This will always be happening forever.
  • 00:39:45.374 --> 00:39:48.344
  • So, um, i invite you to join the journey and put your faith
  • 00:39:48.344 --> 00:39:51.614
  • In jesus and live a life of constantly seeing his favor,
  • 00:39:51.614 --> 00:39:55.284
  • Seeing his goodness, and also believing for the next thing
  • 00:39:55.284 --> 00:39:58.721
  • He's calling you to do and the next thing he wants for you.
  • 00:39:58.721 --> 00:40:01.557
  • Continuously. thank you for this and yes to what's ahead
  • 00:40:01.557 --> 00:40:05.995
  • Forever and ever until i see you face to face.
  • 00:40:05.995 --> 00:40:09.198
  • Yeah. wow. beautiful.
  • 00:40:09.198 --> 00:40:11.801
  • The most important rsvp in life is saying yes to god.
  • 00:40:11.801 --> 00:40:16.939
  • Yeah.
  • 00:40:16.939 --> 00:40:18.207
  • You know, it's like god puts out this glorious invitation to
  • 00:40:18.207 --> 00:40:20.843
  • Every man, woman and child on the planet, you know?
  • 00:40:20.843 --> 00:40:23.679
  • And but we need to respond.
  • 00:40:23.679 --> 00:40:26.048
  • I'm thinking of even people watching right now.
  • 00:40:26.048 --> 00:40:27.750
  • And maybe you watch better together and you think,
  • 00:40:27.750 --> 00:40:29.852
  • You know, i love this program.
  • 00:40:29.852 --> 00:40:31.053
  • I love hearing them all yakety yak.
  • 00:40:31.053 --> 00:40:32.588
  • But you don't really know jesus personally.
  • 00:40:32.588 --> 00:40:35.791
  • And scripture makes it so clear.
  • 00:40:35.791 --> 00:40:37.760
  • Whoever calls on the name of the lord will be saved.
  • 00:40:37.760 --> 00:40:42.698
  • If you believe in your heart that jesus is the son of god
  • 00:40:42.698 --> 00:40:44.867
  • And that god raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
  • 00:40:44.867 --> 00:40:48.971
  • And whatever you are, you can
  • 00:40:48.971 --> 00:40:49.972
  • Just pray a simple prayer like that.
  • 00:40:49.972 --> 00:40:51.340
  • You don't need fancy words.
  • 00:40:51.340 --> 00:40:53.075
  • You don't need to get down on your knee.
  • 00:40:53.075 --> 00:40:54.243
  • You don't need to do anything.
  • 00:40:54.243 --> 00:40:55.711
  • Just simply have to say yes and begin the greatest adventure in
  • 00:40:55.711 --> 00:41:00.182
  • Life, which is following jesus.
  • 00:41:00.182 --> 00:41:03.819
  • If you have never put your faith in jesus before, today is
  • 00:41:03.819 --> 00:41:06.522
  • A great day to do it.
  • 00:41:06.522 --> 00:41:08.124
  • You don't have to get your whole life together, or your
  • 00:41:08.124 --> 00:41:10.760
  • Routines together, or have every duck lined up in a row.
  • 00:41:10.760 --> 00:41:14.630
  • All you have to do is believe
  • 00:41:14.630 --> 00:41:16.132
  • In jesus and put your faith in him.
  • 00:41:16.132 --> 00:41:18.568
  • And from that moment, you don't
  • 00:41:18.568 --> 00:41:21.003
  • All of a sudden change who you are.
  • 00:41:21.003 --> 00:41:22.838
  • No, you become more of who you really are.
  • 00:41:22.838 --> 00:41:25.041
  • And you don't change your
  • 00:41:25.041 --> 00:41:26.042
  • Routines or your life or your personality.
  • 00:41:26.042 --> 00:41:28.110
  • No. in your real life and your real schedule, in your
  • 00:41:28.110 --> 00:41:30.846
  • Personality, you start to encounter god in your real
  • 00:41:30.846 --> 00:41:33.683
  • Life, and you start to be more of who you are at home,
  • 00:41:33.683 --> 00:41:37.587
  • At work, on weekends and in weeknights.
  • 00:41:37.587 --> 00:41:41.090
  • And i want you to know that jesus is available for you
  • 00:41:41.090 --> 00:41:43.526
  • Today, right where you are.
  • 00:41:43.526 --> 00:41:44.794
  • So all you would have to do today is put your faith in him,
  • 00:41:44.794 --> 00:41:46.662
  • Believe in him.
  • 00:41:46.662 --> 00:41:47.430
  • Tell jesus i put my faith in you.
  • 00:41:47.430 --> 00:41:49.799
  • I believe you died and rose again.
  • 00:41:49.799 --> 00:41:51.601
  • I turn away from my sin and my shame.
  • 00:41:51.601 --> 00:41:53.970
  • Amen. i know it sounds simple.
  • 00:41:53.970 --> 00:41:57.039
  • I think sometimes we believe the lie that it's more
  • 00:41:57.039 --> 00:42:00.242
  • Complicated than that.
  • 00:42:00.242 --> 00:42:01.877
  • And that's how the enemy has lied to us and
  • 00:42:01.877 --> 00:42:04.347
  • Kept us away from god.
  • 00:42:04.347 --> 00:42:05.648
  • It is that simple.
  • 00:42:05.648 --> 00:42:06.649
  • You don't have to figure it all out today.
  • 00:42:06.649 --> 00:42:08.618
  • You just take one step and then after you put your faith in
  • 00:42:08.618 --> 00:42:11.253
  • Jesus, i believe he will reveal to you the next steps
  • 00:42:11.253 --> 00:42:13.889
  • He's calling you to take.
  • 00:42:13.889 --> 00:42:15.758
  • If you're making that choice
  • 00:42:15.758 --> 00:42:16.659
  • Today, i'm celebrating with you today.
  • 00:42:16.659 --> 00:42:19.662
  • And don't ever feel alone walking through things.
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  • I mean, we talk about all of our different lives in the walk
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  • Of faith and the unknown.
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  • Faith is walking into the unknown.
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  • Yes, it is.
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  • With just your yes and amen to what god wills and that
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  • Surrender of not my will, but yours.
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  • Yes, you know, and god has to take you through some stuff to
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  • Get you to that place, you know, how would we know that
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  • God was the healer or the mender of the brokenhearted
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  • If we'd never been brokenhearted before?
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  • To find the facets of god,
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  • You go through things in life to find those riches of who god
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  • Is, the full supply, the satisfaction of my soul.
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  • That means nothing else has ever satisfied me like jesus.
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  • The joy that's unspeakable, that means that i shouldn't
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  • Have this joy right now,
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  • But i don't know how i'm here, but i have a joy down deep in
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  • My heart that i can't pay for.
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  • There's nowhere to buy that, right?
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  • You know that,
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  • That love unconditionally of i do not deserve to be loved
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  • Like i am today.
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  • But god's love goes deeper than anything, you know.
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  • And those those riches of god's goodness is available.
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  • And i love the personal--
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  • God sees us all individually.
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  • We're not just like this big group and we're all in here.
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  • And you know, he's the stragglers and stuff.
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  • It's like, there's sheila, there's kallie, there's megan,
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  • There's hosanna.
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  • You know, we've got this personal relationship with
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  • Jesus, and he takes us and
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  • His grace is sufficient for every day.
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  • His mercies are new every morning.
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  • Yeah, because we serve a great, big, wonderful god, you know,
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  • And the identity that we have in christ is being an overcomer
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  • Or beloved or chosen,
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  • All those beautiful words that we all love,
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  • That's all ours. that's who we are in christ.
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  • Redeemed of the lord.
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  • Sanctified by his blood.
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  • Saved by his grace. yeah.
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  • You know, and have eternal life.
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  • That's not something we're looking forward to.
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  • He says, if you receive christ, you have eternal life.
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  • We're living in that eternal life here and now.
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  • Amen. i would just say, for the person that's listening right
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  • Now, that feels like
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  • Every word is targeted directly at your heart,
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  • That's the power of the holy spirit.
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  • That's something that only god can do.
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  • And if you find yourself in a place where you realize you
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  • Need jesus, like sheila said, i think you just take a moment
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  • Right now and say, jesus, i give you my life.
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  • And if you find yourself in a moment where you just want
  • 00:45:02.858 --> 00:45:06.162
  • More of him, say god,
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  • I surrender my plans, not my will, but your will be done.
  • 00:45:07.630 --> 00:45:11.267
  • It's simple little prayers and posture in our heart before the
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  • Lord that we get to go,
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  • God, i want more of you.
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  • And i don't think it's by accident that you've tuned in
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  • Or that you've listened to this program, because i believe that
  • 00:45:20.276 --> 00:45:25.080
  • God orchestrates every detail of our lives.
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  • And it might just be that you stumbled across this moment
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  • Because he wanted to get your attention and remind you who
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  • He is, and remind you that you are loved, that you are chosen,
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  • That you are called, and that your identity is firm
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  • And secure in him.
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  • And i think if all of us were to say anything, that would be
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  • Our greatest hope for anyone is that they know that they are
  • 00:45:45.634 --> 00:45:49.738
  • Exactly who god created them to be.
  • 00:45:49.738 --> 00:45:51.807
  • They are loved by god, chosen by god, his daughter, his son.
  • 00:45:51.807 --> 00:45:56.145
  • And he's got good plans.
  • 00:45:56.145 --> 00:45:59.148
  • I think the best thing that any of us can do to keep our
  • 00:45:59.148 --> 00:46:02.051
  • Identity in christ at the center of everything we say and
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  • Do, is to stay connected to the source.
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  • John 15 talks about abiding in christ.
  • 00:46:09.258 --> 00:46:13.362
  • And i've just got to encourage you, friends, you need time
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  • With your savior.
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  • You need time reading the word of god because it is his
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  • Living, breathing word for you.
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  • You need time in prayer where you talk to god, and time in
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  • Prayer where you slow down and you just listen to what he
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  • Wants to say to you.
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  • I think this is the biggest key in walking in confidence in our
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  • Identity in christ is by
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  • Staying connected to the source.
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  • If you ever need reminding, you can ask any time.
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  • He delights to tell us who we are.
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  • He delights to joy over us.
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  • It says his opinions,
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  • His thoughts about us outnumber the grains of sand,
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  • The hairs on our head,
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  • He loves to tell us about us.
  • 00:47:00.609 --> 00:47:03.512
  • And sometimes it feels like, oh, i should know by now. that's
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  • Needy. i want to be needy for his voice all the
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  • Days of my life.
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  • I want to hear his opinion.
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  • If we forget, if we've lost it, or if we just want to hear him
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  • Say it all over again,
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  • Whatever that is,
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  • Like there's unlimited
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  • Things that he has to say about who we are, and it dives it in
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  • Deeper and deeper and deeper.
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  • So i just, man, the encouragement to just run back
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  • And ask him over and over and over.
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  • He's always-- it's his delight to share with us.
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  • Christian was a little boy, whenever we said our prayers,
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  • And he was closing his eyes, i would go to his bedroom door
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  • And i'd turn back and i'd say, which boy does mommy love?
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  • And he'd put his little hand on
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  • His cheek and he'd say, this boy.
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  • And then he would say, say it again, mom.
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  • Say it again.
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  • I wanted to just read these last two verses before we
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  • Close out, jeremiah 17.
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  • I was praying for us last night and thought, lord, what would
  • 00:47:56.765 --> 00:47:59.768
  • Be your word for as we close out?
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  • And it says, but blessed are those who trust in the lord,
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  • And have made the lord their hope and confidence.
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  • They are like trees planted along a riverbank with roots
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  • That reach deep into the water.
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  • Such trees are not bothered by the heat or worried by
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  • Long months of drought.
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  • Their leaves stay green and
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  • They never stop producing fruit.
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  • Beautiful. let's pray.
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  • Lord, i've loved this week.
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  • I just love seeing everything
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  • You're doing in all of our lives.
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  • I love what i learned from my sisters.
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  • I love how i hear your voice through their stories.
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  • And lord, i want to thank you for this better together
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  • Family, for those that we haven't met yet down here, but
  • 00:48:40.642 --> 00:48:44.646
  • Who come and sit beside us day after day.
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  • Lord, we just want to
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  • Pray you'd wash our eyes a second time
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  • So we see you for who you are,
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  • That you would give us this hunger for your voice, for no
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  • Other voice more than yours, and that you would give us the
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  • Faith to stand and those times when it seems as if we're just
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  • In a waiting place
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  • But understand that we never wait alone,
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  • That you are with us.
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  • And lord, we just long,
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  • We long to encounter you more and more,
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  • And we tell you we're hungry for your voice
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  • And we love your presence.
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  • And we pray your blessing on all those who are
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  • Joining us right now.
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  • We ask for your grace and your mercy to flood their hearts
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  • And their homes.
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  • In jesus' name, amen.
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  • Can pray for you.
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  • Do you know what i love to do?
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  • I'm a people watcher. like in the airports,
  • 00:49:44.406 --> 00:49:46.708
  • I love to watch people walking and we're all so different.
  • 00:49:46.708 --> 00:49:50.179
  • Like your gifts are different than my gifts.
  • 00:49:50.179 --> 00:49:53.048
  • So how can we all have the same identity in christ if
  • 00:49:53.048 --> 00:49:56.718
  • We're all made differently?
  • 00:49:56.718 --> 00:49:58.454
  • And i think it just comes down to our worth.
  • 00:49:58.454 --> 00:50:01.490
  • You know, if i was to ask you, who are you,
  • 00:50:01.490 --> 00:50:04.660
  • How would you answer that?
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  • You might give me a job description or a label,
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  • Or sam's my husband.
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  • But who you really are is a child of the king.
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  • I got a privilege when i was living in london, when i worked
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  • At the bbc of doing a couple of events with the royal family,
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  • And i mean, they're all the royal family, but they're
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  • All very, very different.
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  • Different personality styles,
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  • Different heights, different everything.
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  • Even more so in god's kingdom. you are uniquely gifted by god
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  • As you are, just as i am.
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  • But we're all all made in the image of the father.
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