The Heart of God with Dr. Rick Rigsby

June 12, 2026 | 57:59

Dr. Rick Rigsby explores a powerful story of faith, history, and racial healing as The Heart of God reveals how the love of Christ can transform hearts, restore communities, and unite a divided city.

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| The Heart of God with Dr. Rick Rigsby | June 12, 2026
  • >> national guard on duty in little rock.
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  • >> a drunkard, racist fireman in a racially charged part of
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  • The united states.
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  • >> he said i was leading my family to hell.
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  • >> he just started telling us, you're going to see a change.
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  • >> a man started the first integrated church in arkansas.
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  • >> little rock. it was like pure evil.
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  • >> you could be sitting up here in the parking lot. boom boom,
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  • Boom boom.
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  • >> brother paul became a father figure for me. the love he had.
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  • I wanted that.
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  • >> black, white, hispanics. everybody was welcome.
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  • >> we start loving those who hate us. people begin to say,
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  • Hey, maybe there is something about this god.
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  • >> he brought everybody from different hoods together. he
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  • Didn't give up. everybody else gave up.
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  • >> i did not know how to love until i came to friendly chapel.
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  • >> love is everything. that is anything.
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  • >> all through scripture, we're encouraged to develop a heart
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  • For god. amen. you can. you can even begin with deuteronomy.
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  • Hear, o israel. for the lord god is one. and then what's
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  • Next? you shall love the lord your god with all your heart,
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  • With all your soul, and with all your might. amen. david
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  • Invited us to cleanse our hearts in psalm 51. y'all
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  • Remember that. create in me a clean heart and renew a
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  • Steadfast spirit within me. restore to me the joy of your
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  • Salvation and sustain within me a willing spirit. and our key
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  • Verse. i will give you a new heart and put a new spirit
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  • Within you. i will remove from you your heart of stone and
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  • Give you a heart of flesh. you will be my people, and i will
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  • Be your god. and then the very first sermon that jesus ever
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  • Preached, the very first sermon focused. come on, y'all don't
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  • Hear what focused on the heart. chapter five, verse eight.
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  • Blessed are the pure are y'all. y'all didn't catch that.
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  • Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see god. our
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  • Story takes place in little rock, arkansas, where one man,
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  • Born and bred in hatred and brokenness, would say yes to
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  • The heart of god. his story unfolded against the backdrop
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  • Of perhaps the greatest movement for justice this
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  • Nation has ever seen, the civil rights movement.
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  • >> it is an unhappy truth that racism is a way of life. the
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  • Vast majority of white americans and i can see nothing
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  • More urgent for america to get rid of the disease of racism.
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  • >> they want to throw white children and colored children
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  • Into the melting pot of. integration of races will be
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  • Destroyed in such a movement.
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  • >> i have this day issued orders to the chief of police
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  • And the police department to continue to make arrests in all
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  • Violations with reference to the segregation laws.
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  • >> december 1st, 1955. rather than following the practices of
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  • Segregation and going to the back of the bus, a retired
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  • Seamstress challenged segregation and refused to give
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  • Up her seat. her name? rosa parks, her city. montgomery,
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  • Alabama.
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  • >> that was the day that we started a bus protest, which
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  • Literally electrified the nation.
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  • >> that moment changed history for many reasons, one being the
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  • Emergence of a young minister. his name, the reverend doctor,
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  • Martin luther king jr. he was only 26 years old and was
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  • Hardly known outside his dexter avenue church congregation.
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  • Just days following parks arrest, the montgomery
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  • Improvement association planned the first mass meeting at holt
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  • Street baptist church. over 5000 people filled the
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  • Sanctuary and the church basement. martin luther king
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  • Spoke with what people called a new voice. that particular
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  • Night, he spoke with a tone of love, and in that love, he
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  • Issued this challenge. the only weapon we have is the weapon of
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  • Protest. we're not wrong.
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  • >> what we are doing, if we are wrong, the supreme court of
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  • This nation is wrong. if we are wrong. the constitution of the
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  • United states is wrong. if we are wrong, god almighty is
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  • Right.
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  • >> and they had.
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  • >> never heard anything like the voice of martin luther king
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  • Jr. literally connecting his message to the beatitudes.
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  • Blessed are those who persecute you.
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  • >> the year old protest against city busses is officially
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  • Called off, and the citizens of montgomery are urged to return
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  • To the busses tomorrow morning on a nonsegregated basis.
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  • >> the success of the montgomery bus boycott led to
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  • The desegregation of bus lines. but not only that, it elevated
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  • King to national prominence, and it stirred a nation to ask
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  • One fundamental question do i carry the heart of god? two
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  • Years after the montgomery bus boycott, another defining
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  • Moment unfolded. the venue right here, little rock,
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  • Arkansas, 1957. this time, the battleground was the classroom.
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  • >> there is nothing strange in seeing nine american children
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  • Walking to school on a september morning, but this was
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  • A special morning and a special part of america. a place where
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  • Children had never gone to school with whites before.
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  • >> the law of the land decrees integration of white and
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  • Colored schoolchildren. but racial feeling still runs high
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  • In the southern states of america.
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  • >> even though the supreme court said kids can go to
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  • Public facilities. the south said no showdown.
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  • >> and it was very chaotic because i had to walk by here
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  • To go to the school where i was attending because we couldn't
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  • Attend central high. everything was segregated.
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  • >> governor orval faubus, a moderate here in arkansas.
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  • Despite federal law. he brought in the national guard to, quote,
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  • Maintain civility, peace and order.
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  • >> i can remember the national guard surrounding the school
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  • First. there were so many times that we were threatened and
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  • People were riding by in cars.
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  • >> but you're just 12 years old in 1957.
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  • >> it was a way of life back then. everything was pretty
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  • Much segregated at that particular time.
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  • >> we along. justice is a lie.
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  • >> what started with a simple speech in montgomery, alabama,
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  • Has now grown into a national movement. all of a sudden, the
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  • Heart of god is beginning to take shape right here in
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  • America. we must challenge ourselves to have a heart that
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  • Beats for god. somebody needs to hear this. despite your
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  • Feelings of inadequacy, despite the fact that you don't feel
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  • Qualified, god can use you. that's all we're trying to say
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  • Today, because i know what some of y'all are asking. what does
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  • That have to do with little rock friendly chapel in north
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  • Little rock? i'm so glad y'all asked. history shows all the
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  • Bad in little rock and north little rock, but history
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  • Doesn't realize there were a lot of black folks and white
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  • Folks praying. there were a lot of people in this community. i
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  • Know i've talked to them that were saying, god, please let us
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  • Have your heart. please let us have your heart. one group of
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  • Folks, a lot of folks said, you know what? we're glad that
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  • Orval faubus remember him. young people, if you don't know,
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  • Learn your history. we're glad that governor orval faubus is
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  • Calling in the national guard. as a matter of fact, there were
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  • Some that celebrated it, like paul holyfield, senior, get
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  • Them blacks out of here. all those. oh, rick, you making
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  • Stuff up? read his book. he says those words in his book.
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  • Get him out. get him out of our community. those kids don't
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  • Belong in our school. get them out. that was 57. everybody say
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  • 1957 with that young firemen didn't realize was that he
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  • Would have an encounter with almighty god. something
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  • Miraculous was happening in north little rock, arkansas,
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  • And it had to do with the prayers of a powerful mama.
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  • This pulpit, this very pulpit is the fulfillment of a promise,
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  • A testament of the heart of god.
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  • >> if you go back to where this all started, brother paul's
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  • Mother was a sharecropper in 1918, and her seven year old
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  • Son choked to death on a cotton seed. and the story goes that
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  • She went into a cotton field and stayed there all night
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  • Praying. and the people that were with her said there was a
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  • Light around her. and what she said she prayed for was, if god
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  • Gave her any more children, she would dedicate them to him. so
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  • She had four more children, and one of them was paul.
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  • >> senior mama holderfield prayed for her son paul, for
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  • Decades. near the end of her life, while battling terminal
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  • Cancer. she finally saw those prayers answered at her bedside.
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  • Paul made a promise to her, god, if you let her live until
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  • Sunday, i'll give my heart to you. well, mama lived through
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  • Sunday and the son kept his promise.
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  • >> paul senior was saved the week that she died. so she left
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  • Here knowing that.
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  • >> i'm coming. hold on. know i'm not the fastest in the
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  • World. hey, hey. are you ready to make a pie? yeah.
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  • >> i'm ready.
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  • >> we've made a million of them. are your daddy? my gosh, he
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  • Loved pie. well, paul loved pie.
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  • >> you're the only one that can make it like daddy, that's for
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  • Sure. well.
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  • >> i won't say anything about that, but it's probably true.
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  • >> oh, it smells good.
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  • >> yeah.
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  • >> yeah. this kitchen, a lot happened in this kitchen. daddy
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  • Cooked all the meals. we didn't use serving bowls and things
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  • Like that. he just set the pot up and we would come along and
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  • Fill our plates, sit down over there, and pretty much every
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  • Night was family night dinner. well, ilan talking about the
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  • Dinner table that sunday when daddy got saved, remember? and
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  • And in the car on the way home, paul asked him. he said he was
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  • Going to come home and pour out all the beer and get rid of his
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  • Cigars. and paul said, daddy? yeah.
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  • >> how long do you think that's going to last? he said, i hope.
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  • >> forever, son.
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  • >> yeah. and it did. yeah. golly.
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  • >> so we came home and we sat down to have lunch and he just,
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  • Daddy just started telling us, you're going to see a change in
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  • Your daddy and you're going to see a change in this house.
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  • >> fast forward to 1970. at this point, america had entered
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  • The post-civil rights era. however, the laws changed far
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  • Faster than the attitudes in north little rock. paul, one
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  • Brother, paul, was serving on the church board when a debate
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  • Arose. black families were moving into the neighborhood,
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  • And some saw it as a problem. but brother paul disagreed,
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  • Insisting, quote, we need sinners, not saints, end quote.
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  • >> i'm this little kid that loves basketball. i dream about
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  • Basketball. and so i would go to the boys club and play every
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  • Day. and i grew up very, very poor. and here this white man
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  • Showed up, started to feed us, and he would hold a devotion. i
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  • Thought, man, this is the dumbest white man i ever seen
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  • Because he would feed us first and then he would have the
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  • Devotion.
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  • >> oh.
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  • >> and so when he said a prayer to do the devotion, i was back
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  • On the pool table or whatever i was doing. and that went on for
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  • Quite some time until i started to think, now, what if this guy
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  • Actually gets smart and stop feeding? i'm going to be in
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  • Trouble. and so at that moment, i started to stay and listen to
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  • What he had to say. and that's when the word of god started to
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  • Deal with me. and and i thought, this guy must have something to
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  • Take his time out and use his own money to feed poor kids
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  • Like myself.
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  • >> the story that really touched my heart. it's raining
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  • And brother paul comes by and picks you up and you're not
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  • Home. mother can't find you. he goes to church and he's
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  • Discouraged, right? he he literally is going, god, i made
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  • A promise to to follow you, but it's not working out. i got 5
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  • Or 6 kids and what am i doing? and i think i'm going to quit.
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  • And as the story goes, he's in the foyer of the church, picks
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  • Out a leaflet. and on that centerfold were the words, if
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  • You were on trial for being a christian, would they have
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  • Enough evidence to convict you? and i cried, and i told them i
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  • Would never, ever give up. i decided that i would leave
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  • Evidence so that if i was ever arrested for being a christian,
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  • They'd throw the book at me. as we began to close the service,
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  • I looked out the window and there was nate with his guitar
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  • Over his shoulder. he had walked 19 blocks in the rain
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  • Just to get to church. and from that moment on, brother paul
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  • Was convinced that he was called by god. and if a young
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  • Man would walk 19 blocks in the rain, he couldn't quit either.
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  • >> my friends, they started making fun of me. here's this
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  • White man and this white van in back 1971. that wasn't really
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  • Cool.
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  • >> you know?
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  • >> and so they called me every name that you can think of. but
  • 00:15:50.230 --> 00:15:53.334
  • I'm not going to be made fun of. i'm not going to be up. i'm not
  • 00:15:53.334 --> 00:15:57.104
  • Going to show up. but god just put it on my heart that i
  • 00:15:57.104 --> 00:16:00.975
  • Needed to be there from that day. god has been dealing in my
  • 00:16:00.975 --> 00:16:06.880
  • Life from that particular day ever since, 55 years later.
  • 00:16:06.880 --> 00:16:11.218
  • Goodness.
  • 00:16:11.218 --> 00:16:12.987
  • >> but soon brother paul discovered another need, one
  • 00:16:12.987 --> 00:16:15.956
  • That would ultimately lead to a chapel where everyone would be
  • 00:16:15.956 --> 00:16:20.561
  • Welcome.
  • 00:16:20.561 --> 00:16:22.730
  • >> i think back and thank god i got one of these village
  • 00:16:22.730 --> 00:16:26.400
  • Churches in the worst crime area in north little rock and
  • 00:16:26.400 --> 00:16:29.236
  • Started a soup kitchen. he was preparing me back then. i had
  • 00:16:29.236 --> 00:16:32.272
  • To be prepared to do that in that neighborhood. and i
  • 00:16:32.272 --> 00:16:34.575
  • Believe the boy's love prepared me well. it taught me how to be
  • 00:16:34.575 --> 00:16:38.245
  • Tough on the outside and tender and strong on the inside.
  • 00:16:38.245 --> 00:16:41.482
  • >> one saturday.
  • 00:16:41.482 --> 00:16:43.984
  • >> evening.
  • 00:16:43.984 --> 00:16:44.985
  • >> i was over to the holyfield's house, said, i can
  • 00:16:45.085 --> 00:16:48.288
  • Spend the night with you guys tonight and go to church with
  • 00:16:48.288 --> 00:16:51.558
  • You sunday. and when i went over to the church with them
  • 00:16:51.558 --> 00:16:56.263
  • Sunday, i wasn't treated right because i was black and brother
  • 00:16:56.263 --> 00:17:03.437
  • Paul decided that he was going to change things and make
  • 00:17:03.437 --> 00:17:07.808
  • Things better. with the lord's help, he started from the
  • 00:17:07.808 --> 00:17:11.078
  • Chapel. he was.
  • 00:17:11.078 --> 00:17:11.912
  • >> a real revolutionary, wasn't he?
  • 00:17:11.912 --> 00:17:13.714
  • >> oh yes. you have to have a lot of courage to do the lord's
  • 00:17:13.714 --> 00:17:17.284
  • Work. so he wanted to make a difference and he made a big
  • 00:17:17.284 --> 00:17:20.254
  • Difference for many years.
  • 00:17:20.254 --> 00:17:22.523
  • >> paul senior came and he knocked on our door. and he and
  • 00:17:22.523 --> 00:17:26.827
  • My mom said, i don't know who this white man is at the door.
  • 00:17:26.827 --> 00:17:30.798
  • She said, but he's not the po po. so she opened the
  • 00:17:30.798 --> 00:17:35.536
  • Door and brother paul said, ma'am, i just want to ask
  • 00:17:35.536 --> 00:17:39.173
  • You. he said, i'm brother paul, senior holyfield, and
  • 00:17:39.173 --> 00:17:44.611
  • I'm fixin to start a church. he said, we'll pick your
  • 00:17:44.611 --> 00:17:47.548
  • Kids up and bring em back. yeah. and mama said to take
  • 00:17:47.548 --> 00:17:51.952
  • Him to church with you. she said, come in here. she
  • 00:17:51.952 --> 00:17:55.622
  • Said, well, here you go. you got six days. she said,
  • 00:17:55.622 --> 00:17:58.892
  • What time do they need to be ready?
  • 00:17:58.892 --> 00:18:01.728
  • >> holderfield began cooking meals for 15 neighborhood
  • 00:18:01.728 --> 00:18:04.631
  • Children while working as a fireman in the north little
  • 00:18:04.631 --> 00:18:06.867
  • Rock fire department. soon he was feeding 80. in 1972,
  • 00:18:06.867 --> 00:18:12.206
  • Friendly chapel church of the nazarene was organized in
  • 00:18:12.206 --> 00:18:14.808
  • Little rock, arkansas.
  • 00:18:14.808 --> 00:18:16.276
  • >> she just fell in love with brother paul. he didn't cook
  • 00:18:16.276 --> 00:18:20.180
  • And that man can cook. he would have meatloaf, mashed potatoes,
  • 00:18:20.180 --> 00:18:24.418
  • A whole nine yards, and then we would get to go in this other
  • 00:18:24.418 --> 00:18:28.355
  • Room where the clothes and shoes was, because, you know,
  • 00:18:28.355 --> 00:18:32.059
  • We didn't get clothes. fred klett sure did. and he tell us
  • 00:18:32.059 --> 00:18:35.028
  • To get, you know, pants, dresses, whatever, you know,
  • 00:18:35.028 --> 00:18:38.799
  • Church stuff. and then we could get stuff for school. and i
  • 00:18:38.799 --> 00:18:42.803
  • Remember this house all them 55 years, boy, because every other
  • 00:18:42.803 --> 00:18:47.474
  • Weekend the boys came to spend the weekend. then the girls
  • 00:18:47.474 --> 00:18:51.545
  • Would come. ain't that some? they didn't run the.
  • 00:18:51.545 --> 00:18:54.081
  • >> soup kitchen. he ran it by himself. but paul senior. yeah,
  • 00:18:54.081 --> 00:18:58.752
  • He cooked everything. then he passed it out.
  • 00:18:58.752 --> 00:19:02.956
  • >> yeah.
  • 00:19:02.956 --> 00:19:03.724
  • >> oh man. it's tough.
  • 00:19:03.724 --> 00:19:06.527
  • >> brother paul became a father figure for me. you know, the
  • 00:19:06.527 --> 00:19:10.097
  • Love he had. i wanted that â–ˆi knew that he was a firefighter.
  • 00:19:10.097 --> 00:19:14.501
  • And so i decided that's what i was going to do, too. i became
  • 00:19:14.501 --> 00:19:18.839
  • A fire captain. i was the first black fire captain in the city
  • 00:19:18.839 --> 00:19:21.942
  • Of north little rock. and because i had watched him and i
  • 00:19:21.942 --> 00:19:25.546
  • Just wanted to follow in his footsteps.
  • 00:19:25.546 --> 00:19:31.418
  • >> paul holderfield, who as an adult founded a ministry of
  • 00:19:31.418 --> 00:19:35.055
  • Racial reconciliation and outreach to a struggling
  • 00:19:35.055 --> 00:19:38.192
  • Community in north little rock, arkansas, died on january 13th
  • 00:19:38.192 --> 00:19:42.196
  • Of a heart attack.
  • 00:19:42.196 --> 00:19:43.964
  • >> you fast forward to his funeral. we're in a big church
  • 00:19:43.964 --> 00:19:49.403
  • With all the big pastors in north little rock taking turns
  • 00:19:49.403 --> 00:19:53.006
  • Preaching this man's funeral. and when brother paul junior
  • 00:19:53.006 --> 00:19:56.243
  • Stood up, when he opened his mouth, the place fell silent. i
  • 00:19:56.243 --> 00:20:00.914
  • Never had to worry about him. they had an anointing. now you
  • 00:20:00.914 --> 00:20:07.387
  • Can call it coincidence. you can view it however you like.
  • 00:20:07.387 --> 00:20:11.358
  • But if you look back to that cotton field and that prayer,
  • 00:20:11.358 --> 00:20:15.662
  • And then you move forward and look at what has happened. in
  • 00:20:15.662 --> 00:20:22.502
  • 1972, a man started the first integrated church in arkansas.
  • 00:20:22.502 --> 00:20:26.406
  • That church is sitting square in the center of arkansas, one
  • 00:20:26.406 --> 00:20:32.412
  • Of the most valuable pieces of real estate in this state. you
  • 00:20:32.412 --> 00:20:37.184
  • Can't drive to the northwest, the northeast, the southwest,
  • 00:20:37.184 --> 00:20:42.189
  • Or the southeast without passing that church. how
  • 00:20:42.189 --> 00:20:48.228
  • Unlikely is that?
  • 00:20:48.228 --> 00:20:50.864
  • >> when god finds a man or a woman whose heart is committed
  • 00:20:50.864 --> 00:20:57.237
  • Completely to him, his work is supernatural and the impossible
  • 00:20:57.237 --> 00:21:02.676
  • Is performed. are y'all with me? i mean, you can read scripture
  • 00:21:02.676 --> 00:21:12.753
  • From noah to moses to abraham, to ruth, to joshua, to to rahab,
  • 00:21:12.753 --> 00:21:19.092
  • To david, to peter, to paul, to all the disciples. you know
  • 00:21:19.092 --> 00:21:23.196
  • What you find in the bible? the same thing you find
  • 00:21:23.196 --> 00:21:26.500
  • Post-biblical times you find imperfect people with blaring
  • 00:21:26.500 --> 00:21:30.404
  • Faults and checkered past. those biblical heroes served as
  • 00:21:30.404 --> 00:21:34.107
  • Models, and they proved to us that the least likeliest
  • 00:21:34.107 --> 00:21:38.345
  • Depended on god, because they were convinced that god's
  • 00:21:38.345 --> 00:21:41.548
  • Strength is made perfect in our weakness. right? when you can
  • 00:21:41.548 --> 00:21:46.720
  • Get over yourself, just keep looking straight ahead. i don't
  • 00:21:46.720 --> 00:21:49.856
  • Want you to blow your cover when you can get over yourself
  • 00:21:49.856 --> 00:21:55.228
  • And your ability to try to impress folks when you can get
  • 00:21:55.228 --> 00:21:59.900
  • Over yourself and all the things you need to prop
  • 00:21:59.900 --> 00:22:06.073
  • Yourself up, when you can get over yourself and say, god, all
  • 00:22:06.073 --> 00:22:10.811
  • I am is filthy rags. i have nothing to offer anybody no
  • 00:22:10.811 --> 00:22:15.782
  • More but god. somewhere i read that the leper said, if you are
  • 00:22:15.782 --> 00:22:21.888
  • Willing, will you cleanse me? and i read that jesus said, i'm
  • 00:22:21.888 --> 00:22:26.226
  • Not only willing, i'm able to cleanse you. y'all ain't
  • 00:22:26.226 --> 00:22:34.534
  • Hearing me. i said, when we can get over ourselves and come
  • 00:22:34.534 --> 00:22:38.105
  • Just as we are, god will take that hardest. god will take
  • 00:22:38.105 --> 00:22:44.311
  • That hardest stone. i said he'll take that hardest stone
  • 00:22:44.311 --> 00:22:49.216
  • Away from you. we tend to glorify and elevate to
  • 00:22:49.216 --> 00:22:54.254
  • Sainthood. brother paul senior. the reality is he did nothing.
  • 00:22:54.254 --> 00:23:00.427
  • It was all about jesus. on the morning of september 15th, 1963,
  • 00:23:00.427 --> 00:23:10.871
  • Parishioners gathered at 16th street baptist church here in
  • 00:23:10.871 --> 00:23:14.474
  • Birmingham, alabama. this particular sunday was youth day.
  • 00:23:14.474 --> 00:23:18.412
  • Girls were downstairs preparing to lead worship. but then at
  • 00:23:18.412 --> 00:23:23.817
  • 1022, a bomb planted by white supremacists tore through the
  • 00:23:23.817 --> 00:23:27.487
  • Church. four young girls were killed. addie mae collins,
  • 00:23:27.487 --> 00:23:32.459
  • Denise mcnair, carole robertson and cynthia wesley. the images
  • 00:23:32.459 --> 00:23:38.231
  • Shocked the nation, but what followed reveals something
  • 00:23:38.231 --> 00:23:41.835
  • Deeper. the church did not retreat. they mourned and they
  • 00:23:41.835 --> 00:23:46.206
  • Endured. because this was never just political. this was
  • 00:23:46.206 --> 00:23:51.578
  • Spiritual. a battle between hatred and love, fear and
  • 00:23:51.578 --> 00:23:56.550
  • Courage.
  • 00:23:56.550 --> 00:23:57.717
  • >> life is hard. times as hard as crucible. still, it has its
  • 00:23:57.818 --> 00:24:03.390
  • Bleak and difficult moments. but if one will hold on, he
  • 00:24:03.390 --> 00:24:08.094
  • Will discover that god walks with him.
  • 00:24:08.094 --> 00:24:12.432
  • >> in the wild.
  • 00:24:12.432 --> 00:24:14.201
  • >> and that same faith would take root in communities all
  • 00:24:14.201 --> 00:24:18.238
  • Throughout the country. for example, in north little rock,
  • 00:24:18.238 --> 00:24:21.408
  • Brother paul, one carried that conviction into the streets,
  • 00:24:21.408 --> 00:24:24.678
  • And it didn't stop with brother paul. one under the leadership
  • 00:24:24.678 --> 00:24:28.181
  • Of brother paul. two that same heart expanded, reaching into
  • 00:24:28.181 --> 00:24:32.919
  • Prisons, into gangs and into places that many people had
  • 00:24:32.919 --> 00:24:37.257
  • Written off.
  • 00:24:37.257 --> 00:24:40.160
  • >> dad started the church. his heart was changed when he saw
  • 00:24:40.160 --> 00:24:43.296
  • Such prejudice. he wanted to have a church where everybody's
  • 00:24:43.296 --> 00:24:45.866
  • Welcome, and we've had racial harmony and racial
  • 00:24:45.866 --> 00:24:49.469
  • Reconciliation in our little part of the world for 51 years.
  • 00:24:49.469 --> 00:24:53.039
  • And when all the racial turmoil started, i had the privilege of
  • 00:24:53.039 --> 00:24:56.376
  • Telling our church family, we just got to keep doing what
  • 00:24:56.376 --> 00:24:59.513
  • We've been doing for 51 years a loving kids, feeding the
  • 00:24:59.513 --> 00:25:03.884
  • Homeless, clothing our homeless community and just loving them
  • 00:25:03.884 --> 00:25:07.888
  • Right where they are and letting them know that
  • 00:25:07.888 --> 00:25:11.825
  • Everything that we do is because of the one who provides
  • 00:25:11.825 --> 00:25:15.395
  • Us with the resources to do it. his name is jesus.
  • 00:25:15.395 --> 00:25:21.268
  • >> father, thank you for this day. thank you for our.
  • 00:25:21.268 --> 00:25:23.503
  • >> open it up and see what.
  • 00:25:23.503 --> 00:25:25.438
  • >> you got. oh.
  • 00:25:25.438 --> 00:25:26.973
  • >> now i know why bob beat you down here. i love you, buddy.
  • 00:25:26.973 --> 00:25:33.079
  • >> delicious.
  • 00:25:33.079 --> 00:25:33.947
  • >> do you always give praise to tony?
  • 00:25:33.947 --> 00:25:35.549
  • >> jesus.
  • 00:25:35.549 --> 00:25:36.082
  • >> alright buddy.
  • 00:25:36.082 --> 00:25:37.150
  • >> love you. love you too, daddy. brother.
  • 00:25:37.150 --> 00:25:43.557
  • >> oh my goodness. hurt. when's the last time you've been to
  • 00:25:43.557 --> 00:25:46.626
  • The flying fish?
  • 00:25:46.626 --> 00:25:48.161
  • >> this one? yeah.
  • 00:25:48.161 --> 00:25:50.430
  • >> counting this time?
  • 00:25:50.430 --> 00:25:52.165
  • >> no. kurt. three months ago.
  • 00:25:52.165 --> 00:25:55.135
  • >> this time. this isn't it.
  • 00:25:55.135 --> 00:25:59.739
  • >> and have you ever come here?
  • 00:25:59.739 --> 00:26:01.508
  • >> yeah.
  • 00:26:01.508 --> 00:26:02.208
  • >> it's a fun place.
  • 00:26:02.208 --> 00:26:03.209
  • >> i've caught bigger fish than most of them.
  • 00:26:03.209 --> 00:26:05.478
  • >> i'm not surprised to hear that.
  • 00:26:05.478 --> 00:26:07.948
  • >> man, it's great to be together with you all again. i
  • 00:26:07.948 --> 00:26:10.917
  • Have to tell y'all, the holder feels. especially our mutual
  • 00:26:10.917 --> 00:26:15.855
  • Friend paul junior could not have had better friends than
  • 00:26:15.855 --> 00:26:20.026
  • The two of you.
  • 00:26:20.026 --> 00:26:21.361
  • >> he gave more to me than i gave him, for sure. yeah. i was
  • 00:26:21.361 --> 00:26:24.898
  • Running a soup truck under bridges here in little rock,
  • 00:26:24.898 --> 00:26:27.801
  • And when i started, i kept hearing the name brother paul,
  • 00:26:27.801 --> 00:26:30.704
  • Brother paul. and i thought, i'm gonna go over and meet him.
  • 00:26:30.704 --> 00:26:33.673
  • You know, i thought, you know, i'd go in and visit with him
  • 00:26:33.673 --> 00:26:36.776
  • For about five minutes and ended up staying three hours
  • 00:26:36.776 --> 00:26:39.012
  • For the reasons that his church was. there was the reason i was
  • 00:26:39.012 --> 00:26:42.682
  • Under the bridge. wow. you know, and i just instantly connected
  • 00:26:42.682 --> 00:26:45.118
  • With him.
  • 00:26:45.118 --> 00:26:46.286
  • >> one of the most powerful stories i have ever heard in my
  • 00:26:46.386 --> 00:26:48.788
  • Life. brother paul was operating the soup kitchen just
  • 00:26:48.788 --> 00:26:50.991
  • Like he would do regularly. a gentleman came late and became
  • 00:26:50.991 --> 00:26:55.161
  • Rather agitated when brother paul said, you've. you've
  • 00:26:55.161 --> 00:26:58.798
  • Missed the soup kitchen for the day. these are the times. and
  • 00:26:58.798 --> 00:27:01.868
  • The man got violent. he did.
  • 00:27:01.868 --> 00:27:03.837
  • >> and man's probably about six, six, big man. he was cussing
  • 00:27:03.837 --> 00:27:07.474
  • And f bombing. he was just being aggressive, telling this
  • 00:27:07.474 --> 00:27:10.276
  • Man's not who he says he is. he's not. and brother paul just
  • 00:27:10.276 --> 00:27:14.214
  • Kept walking towards him and he kept walking. the guy drew his
  • 00:27:14.214 --> 00:27:16.750
  • Fist back. i mean drew it back. and brother paul gets probably
  • 00:27:16.750 --> 00:27:20.320
  • About 6 to 10in from him. i don't know how far it is and
  • 00:27:20.320 --> 00:27:24.858
  • This guy just collapses on. just started crying. the guy's
  • 00:27:24.858 --> 00:27:29.396
  • Apologizing. just saying. i'm so sorry. i'm so sorry that i
  • 00:27:29.396 --> 00:27:32.265
  • Said that to you. so brother paul gives him a meal. brother
  • 00:27:32.265 --> 00:27:35.669
  • Paul goes, just skip it. and the guy goes, just skip it. and
  • 00:27:35.669 --> 00:27:41.241
  • The guy started walking away and he's probably about ten
  • 00:27:41.241 --> 00:27:44.577
  • Steps away. and he turns around again. he goes, just skip it.
  • 00:27:44.577 --> 00:27:48.515
  • And he goes, yeah, just skip it. and i thought when i was
  • 00:27:48.515 --> 00:27:52.118
  • Watching, i thought a psalm. i think it's 103 going that god
  • 00:27:52.118 --> 00:27:56.389
  • Forgets our sins as far as the east is from the west. it's
  • 00:27:56.389 --> 00:28:00.727
  • Gone. yeah. he no longer. it's skip it, man. it's like it
  • 00:28:00.727 --> 00:28:04.330
  • Never happened. oh, and i asked brother paul. we asked. brother
  • 00:28:04.330 --> 00:28:07.734
  • Paul afterwards said, what did you say to him? and he said,
  • 00:28:07.734 --> 00:28:10.770
  • Well, when i got close to him, i just said, you're hurting
  • 00:28:10.770 --> 00:28:14.007
  • Aren't you, man? wow. you're really hurting. wow. and he
  • 00:28:14.007 --> 00:28:16.910
  • Says, yes, i am. and he just collapsed.
  • 00:28:16.910 --> 00:28:19.412
  • >> collapsed right there. that is just a great, great story.
  • 00:28:19.412 --> 00:28:23.717
  • >> verily i say unto you, when you've done it unto one of the
  • 00:28:23.717 --> 00:28:28.088
  • Least of these, you have done it unto me.
  • 00:28:28.088 --> 00:28:33.860
  • >> oh, i love you, i love you.
  • 00:28:33.860 --> 00:28:36.763
  • >> you get back up in there, you know, after, you know,
  • 00:28:36.763 --> 00:28:41.134
  • You're not going to be almost they're going to change your
  • 00:28:41.134 --> 00:28:43.403
  • Mind. i like it, i like it. oh, one of the sweetest guys i've
  • 00:28:43.403 --> 00:28:48.241
  • Ever met. homeless. but he asked me could he possibly lay
  • 00:28:48.241 --> 00:28:52.879
  • Down because he wasn't feeling well. you join me in praying
  • 00:28:52.879 --> 00:28:56.449
  • For him.
  • 00:28:56.449 --> 00:28:57.083
  • >> paul, you are the man.
  • 00:28:57.083 --> 00:28:58.218
  • >> no, i'm not the man.
  • 00:28:58.218 --> 00:29:00.053
  • >> no. hold on now. now i'm pointing to the man.
  • 00:29:00.053 --> 00:29:02.255
  • >> i'm pointing you to the man. but i ain't the man i shouldn't.
  • 00:29:02.255 --> 00:29:06.226
  • Thank you, brother. you're welcome. steve. you're welcome
  • 00:29:06.226 --> 00:29:08.161
  • Buddy. love you.
  • 00:29:08.161 --> 00:29:17.036
  • >> this is just right. two blocks from the church. it's
  • 00:29:17.036 --> 00:29:20.607
  • Like it was kids everywhere. you could be sitting up here in
  • 00:29:20.607 --> 00:29:25.411
  • The parking lot. boom, boom, boom, boom. people be shooting
  • 00:29:25.411 --> 00:29:29.048
  • Just like that. it's just. it was bad. it was bad back then.
  • 00:29:29.048 --> 00:29:32.852
  • >> little rock was. it was. it was like pure evil. and brother
  • 00:29:32.852 --> 00:29:36.256
  • Paul knew that, which is one of the main reasons he picked the
  • 00:29:36.256 --> 00:29:39.592
  • House he picked to live in, because that was one of the
  • 00:29:39.592 --> 00:29:42.929
  • Worst neighborhoods.
  • 00:29:42.929 --> 00:29:43.696
  • >> and he never moved.
  • 00:29:43.696 --> 00:29:44.864
  • >> and he never moved. he didn't give up.
  • 00:29:44.864 --> 00:29:46.933
  • >> he didn't give up.
  • 00:29:46.933 --> 00:29:48.067
  • >> everybody else. everybody else gave up. brother paul
  • 00:29:48.067 --> 00:29:51.204
  • Stood for a purpose bigger than himself. he brought everybody
  • 00:29:51.204 --> 00:29:55.542
  • From different hoods together in this jam. yeah. like there's
  • 00:29:55.542 --> 00:29:59.179
  • People from little rock all across the bridge. you know,
  • 00:29:59.179 --> 00:30:01.414
  • They come to this church different hoods everywhere. he
  • 00:30:01.414 --> 00:30:04.551
  • Forgave. even if you did him wrong, he'll forgive you. like
  • 00:30:04.551 --> 00:30:07.887
  • You could do him wrong. i'm talking wrong. it don't even
  • 00:30:07.887 --> 00:30:11.324
  • Mean. and it's like after he forgive you, it's like you
  • 00:30:11.324 --> 00:30:14.627
  • Never did it. and i still to this day, don't see how.
  • 00:30:14.627 --> 00:30:18.531
  • >> oh, are you ready? oh.
  • 00:30:18.531 --> 00:30:20.700
  • >> and i always heard people talk about brother paul and the
  • 00:30:20.700 --> 00:30:24.270
  • Entire community knew him. sometimes i was a little bit
  • 00:30:24.270 --> 00:30:26.606
  • Nervous to talk to him because i didn't know if i'd measure up,
  • 00:30:26.606 --> 00:30:30.844
  • But he was. he was just a pillar in this community. it
  • 00:30:30.844 --> 00:30:34.781
  • Didn't matter who you were. it didn't matter where you came
  • 00:30:34.781 --> 00:30:37.984
  • From. he loved you. he loved people. and it is the most
  • 00:30:37.984 --> 00:30:42.288
  • Godly thing that i've ever seen in my life.
  • 00:30:42.288 --> 00:30:45.491
  • >> because i'm telling you, i did not know how to love and do
  • 00:30:45.491 --> 00:30:49.929
  • For people until i come to friendly chapel. people at my
  • 00:30:49.929 --> 00:30:53.466
  • Job say how you how you be down there with them gang members. i
  • 00:30:53.466 --> 00:30:57.036
  • Said, them gang members ain't going to hurt us. i said, we
  • 00:30:57.036 --> 00:31:00.039
  • Love them. you can mention friendly chapel people. i just
  • 00:31:00.039 --> 00:31:04.677
  • Light up. hey! oh, brother paul, brother, we know we seen
  • 00:31:04.677 --> 00:31:08.548
  • Miracles down there on that street.
  • 00:31:08.548 --> 00:31:11.217
  • >> we had that perfect day. he was in the bedroom watching
  • 00:31:11.217 --> 00:31:15.989
  • That ball game.
  • 00:31:15.989 --> 00:31:20.493
  • >> i went to go get a snack in the kitchen. and you went in?
  • 00:31:20.493 --> 00:31:23.730
  • >> i went.
  • 00:31:23.730 --> 00:31:24.631
  • >> in to check on him.
  • 00:31:24.631 --> 00:31:26.499
  • >> and he was laying on the floor. and so i screamed. i
  • 00:31:26.499 --> 00:31:29.535
  • Mean, i held out hope, but i knew when i looked at him, i
  • 00:31:29.535 --> 00:31:32.672
  • Bargained with god. i prayed for a miracle. i said, god,
  • 00:31:32.672 --> 00:31:35.942
  • Please, i know you can. you can bring him back to life. you can,
  • 00:31:35.942 --> 00:31:39.646
  • You can do anything. please, god, please. and i don't know
  • 00:31:39.646 --> 00:31:43.283
  • How long i did that. and.
  • 00:31:43.283 --> 00:31:47.520
  • >> three months.
  • 00:31:47.520 --> 00:31:48.554
  • >> yeah.
  • 00:31:48.554 --> 00:31:49.689
  • >> the worst thing i've ever experienced in my life. yeah.
  • 00:31:49.789 --> 00:31:53.593
  • How you can grieve and praise the lord at the same time.
  • 00:31:53.593 --> 00:31:57.196
  • >> that's what i said. you have grief in this hand, and then
  • 00:31:57.196 --> 00:32:01.567
  • You have joy that nobody can take from you in this hand. and
  • 00:32:01.567 --> 00:32:06.539
  • How they just enjoy wins out every time. as much as i'm
  • 00:32:06.539 --> 00:32:10.877
  • Missing, joy wins out. and i love you so much. yeah.
  • 00:32:10.877 --> 00:32:16.582
  • >> we're gonna get through it. yeah. i love you.
  • 00:32:16.582 --> 00:32:22.021
  • >> cathy sent me. my wife sent me over here because she said
  • 00:32:22.021 --> 00:32:25.091
  • She wanted a report on how the dressing was.
  • 00:32:25.091 --> 00:32:27.460
  • >> oh, great.
  • 00:32:27.460 --> 00:32:28.561
  • >> it was great. awesome. best in town. always good.
  • 00:32:28.561 --> 00:32:31.464
  • >> all right.
  • 00:32:31.464 --> 00:32:32.665
  • >> how about the ham and the turkey? it was good. it's all
  • 00:32:32.665 --> 00:32:35.201
  • Good. awesome. all right. bless you for everything you do. well,
  • 00:32:35.201 --> 00:32:38.972
  • Bless y'all. y'all are y'all are much bigger blessing to us
  • 00:32:38.972 --> 00:32:41.574
  • Than we are to y'all. okay. be be.
  • 00:32:41.574 --> 00:32:44.510
  • >> it was almost like a presidential sendoff because
  • 00:32:44.510 --> 00:32:47.313
  • When we left the church, interstate was shut down.
  • 00:32:47.313 --> 00:32:52.585
  • Bridges and overpass. there were people standing up waving
  • 00:32:52.585 --> 00:32:56.589
  • Flags. people were pulling off the side of the road with their
  • 00:32:56.589 --> 00:32:59.792
  • Hands over their heart. for brother paul.
  • 00:32:59.792 --> 00:33:02.695
  • >> the whole city, you know, all of little rock felt the
  • 00:33:02.695 --> 00:33:05.999
  • Loss of brother paul.
  • 00:33:05.999 --> 00:33:07.367
  • >> that funeral was huge and i've just never seen anything
  • 00:33:07.367 --> 00:33:12.171
  • Like it. we arranged to have an escort to make sure that family
  • 00:33:12.171 --> 00:33:16.175
  • Knew that the north little rock police department loved them.
  • 00:33:16.175 --> 00:33:18.478
  • It still is not enough to thank him for what he did. i hope
  • 00:33:18.478 --> 00:33:23.016
  • That i can be half that person that he was.
  • 00:33:23.016 --> 00:33:26.819
  • >> he would always talk about it wasn't him. it was christ in
  • 00:33:26.819 --> 00:33:30.757
  • Him. he always gave christ the credit, always gave christ the
  • 00:33:30.757 --> 00:33:35.895
  • Glory. he is one of the one of the just, true living saints
  • 00:33:35.895 --> 00:33:40.266
  • That i've ever known.
  • 00:33:40.266 --> 00:33:41.567
  • >> brother paul never. he never gave up the broom. he never
  • 00:33:41.567 --> 00:33:45.004
  • Gave up the ladle for serving soup. he never gave up those
  • 00:33:45.004 --> 00:33:49.142
  • Basics of going picking up the bread. and it wasn't really
  • 00:33:49.142 --> 00:33:52.145
  • Because he had to. he just didn't want to. and he kept it
  • 00:33:52.145 --> 00:33:55.681
  • Simple.
  • 00:33:55.681 --> 00:33:56.783
  • >> how simple is this? soup? soap? salvation. you want to
  • 00:33:56.883 --> 00:34:00.353
  • Change your community? serve them is. would you agree?
  • 00:34:00.353 --> 00:34:04.957
  • >> exactly. but also let god change you.
  • 00:34:04.957 --> 00:34:07.160
  • >> let god change you. you. yeah.
  • 00:34:07.160 --> 00:34:09.328
  • >> there's a lot of people even that don't know the lord that
  • 00:34:09.328 --> 00:34:12.432
  • Serve. good point. okay. but you're carrying the presence of
  • 00:34:12.432 --> 00:34:17.236
  • Christ with you. that's what's so unique. you know, they're
  • 00:34:17.236 --> 00:34:20.339
  • Not commanded to eat, but we're commanded to feed them. okay,
  • 00:34:20.339 --> 00:34:24.077
  • Okay. it's on, you know, it's on us. it's who needs who. we
  • 00:34:24.077 --> 00:34:27.146
  • Need them. we need them more than they need us. yeah,
  • 00:34:27.146 --> 00:34:30.083
  • Because we're commanded to do that. yeah, but it's more than
  • 00:34:30.083 --> 00:34:32.385
  • Just the command. it's carrying the presence of jesus. yes.
  • 00:34:32.385 --> 00:34:41.394
  • >> 90% of the people that come through our doors, they don't
  • 00:34:41.394 --> 00:34:44.397
  • Ever get to feel that love. they don't get to feel the love
  • 00:34:44.397 --> 00:34:47.533
  • That that jesus has for them. so we do it for him.
  • 00:34:47.533 --> 00:34:52.538
  • >> good morning, this man. good morning man, i was homeless, i
  • 00:34:52.538 --> 00:34:57.210
  • Was a meth head until i was 40, which means i've been clean 24
  • 00:34:57.210 --> 00:35:01.114
  • Years now. and i came here then it was just a bunch of messed
  • 00:35:01.114 --> 00:35:06.219
  • Up people trying to be better. and nobody judged you for your
  • 00:35:06.219 --> 00:35:11.224
  • Past, but you were being uplifted for what you were
  • 00:35:11.224 --> 00:35:14.460
  • Trying to be. this is. heavenly father, we thank you for this
  • 00:35:14.460 --> 00:35:18.464
  • Day. help everybody to come through these doors, to feel
  • 00:35:18.464 --> 00:35:21.701
  • The love and the caring that we have to put forward that
  • 00:35:21.701 --> 00:35:26.706
  • Brother paul taught us for us. yes. thank you.
  • 00:35:26.706 --> 00:35:34.580
  • >> what happens when you say, yes, god, you have my
  • 00:35:34.580 --> 00:35:41.053
  • Everything. you've got me totally. i am so possessed by
  • 00:35:41.053 --> 00:35:45.758
  • You that i don't want to do anything but serve you. and
  • 00:35:45.758 --> 00:35:50.830
  • When that happens, when there's a change in here, there's going
  • 00:35:50.830 --> 00:35:53.900
  • To be a change out there. and friendly chapel just happens to
  • 00:35:53.900 --> 00:35:58.704
  • Be an example of what can happen if we sacrificially
  • 00:35:58.704 --> 00:36:03.409
  • Chase the right thing. i have a question for y'all. what are
  • 00:36:03.409 --> 00:36:06.145
  • You chasing right now? hey, fellas, you ever chased the
  • 00:36:06.145 --> 00:36:10.149
  • Wrong girl? ladies, let me hear you say, hey, you ever waste
  • 00:36:10.149 --> 00:36:17.890
  • Your time chasing the wrong fella? what are you chasing
  • 00:36:17.890 --> 00:36:28.234
  • This morning? for too many years of my life. i chased
  • 00:36:28.234 --> 00:36:31.804
  • After approval, trying to appease the sensibilities of
  • 00:36:31.804 --> 00:36:35.775
  • People i didn't even know. you want to see change in your
  • 00:36:35.775 --> 00:36:39.779
  • Family? chase after him. you want to see change in the
  • 00:36:39.779 --> 00:36:42.982
  • Community. chase after him. you want to see everything change.
  • 00:36:42.982 --> 00:36:47.720
  • Chase after him. in the spring of 1965, the struggle for civil
  • 00:36:47.720 --> 00:36:56.729
  • Rights reached a critical turning point in selma, alabama.
  • 00:36:56.729 --> 00:37:01.067
  • For many black citizens, the right to vote was nearly
  • 00:37:01.067 --> 00:37:04.270
  • Impossible. now, once again, leaders called for action. a
  • 00:37:04.270 --> 00:37:08.608
  • Peaceful march from selma to montgomery. on march the 7th,
  • 00:37:08.608 --> 00:37:13.246
  • Hundreds stepped onto the edmund pettus bridge, awaiting
  • 00:37:13.246 --> 00:37:17.016
  • On the other side of the bridge, the alabama state troopers, in
  • 00:37:17.016 --> 00:37:21.120
  • What became known as bloody sunday, peaceful men and women
  • 00:37:21.120 --> 00:37:26.525
  • Were met with violence. clubs, tear gas brutally broadcasts
  • 00:37:26.525 --> 00:37:31.597
  • All across the watching nation, but the movement did not
  • 00:37:31.597 --> 00:37:35.568
  • Retreat. days later, thousands were turned, walking side by
  • 00:37:35.568 --> 00:37:41.340
  • Side for 54 miles, and when they reached the alabama state
  • 00:37:41.340 --> 00:37:45.978
  • Capitol, doctor martin luther king junior stood and declared
  • 00:37:45.978 --> 00:37:49.615
  • That justice would not be denied. within months, the
  • 00:37:49.615 --> 00:37:54.987
  • Voting rights act of 1965 became law. it was a moment
  • 00:37:54.987 --> 00:37:59.659
  • That proved something powerful. real change never happens in
  • 00:37:59.659 --> 00:38:05.464
  • Isolation. it takes people coming together, standing
  • 00:38:05.464 --> 00:38:09.368
  • Together, walking together. the civil rights movement did not
  • 00:38:09.368 --> 00:38:13.706
  • Just change laws, it changed lives. it shaped communities.
  • 00:38:13.706 --> 00:38:17.677
  • It impacted generations to come. and in places like little rock,
  • 00:38:17.677 --> 00:38:22.048
  • That same spirit of faith and action continue through leaders
  • 00:38:22.048 --> 00:38:25.618
  • Like brother paul the second, whose life was marked by
  • 00:38:25.618 --> 00:38:29.188
  • Bringing people together, reaching across divides, and
  • 00:38:29.188 --> 00:38:33.125
  • Transforming a city, an impact that lasted throughout the
  • 00:38:33.125 --> 00:38:37.496
  • Decades and continues to resonate today.
  • 00:38:37.496 --> 00:38:45.037
  • >> good morning everybody.
  • 00:38:45.037 --> 00:38:46.472
  • >> good morning paul. paul.
  • 00:38:46.472 --> 00:38:48.641
  • >> yeah. what we got today, we got chili. we're serving chili
  • 00:38:48.641 --> 00:38:52.244
  • Today.
  • 00:38:52.244 --> 00:38:52.712
  • >> right, baby?
  • 00:38:52.712 --> 00:38:53.913
  • >> you know, your dad used to cook chili for the appreciation
  • 00:38:54.013 --> 00:38:56.649
  • Dinner. is that going to be something you're going to.
  • 00:38:56.649 --> 00:38:58.818
  • >> i'm not over.
  • 00:38:58.818 --> 00:38:59.819
  • >> i'm not going to do.
  • 00:38:59.819 --> 00:39:01.687
  • >> i'm not a cook. i'm not a cook. i will help put it
  • 00:39:01.687 --> 00:39:04.824
  • Together. but yeah, i'm not cooking.
  • 00:39:04.824 --> 00:39:06.692
  • >> it's good.
  • 00:39:06.692 --> 00:39:07.860
  • >> will you serve anywhere from 180 to 210 on a daily basis?
  • 00:39:07.960 --> 00:39:17.103
  • >> same thing. you know what i mean, i did. morning, morning.
  • 00:39:17.103 --> 00:39:20.106
  • >> morning. all right. yes, sir. yes, sir.
  • 00:39:20.106 --> 00:39:22.475
  • >> good, good real good, real good.
  • 00:39:22.475 --> 00:39:25.378
  • >> good morning, good morning, good morning. hey, pal.
  • 00:39:25.378 --> 00:39:28.948
  • Everybody doing all right? yes, sir. yes, sir. yes, sir. every
  • 00:39:28.948 --> 00:39:33.386
  • Once in a while, a.
  • 00:39:33.386 --> 00:39:35.488
  • >> soup kitchen is about to start. this is one of the great
  • 00:39:35.488 --> 00:39:38.824
  • Things that friendly chapel. am i going to get to see brother
  • 00:39:38.824 --> 00:39:41.861
  • Paul?
  • 00:39:41.861 --> 00:39:42.328
  • >> good morning.
  • 00:39:42.328 --> 00:39:43.028
  • >> good morning. where is he?
  • 00:39:43.028 --> 00:39:44.630
  • >> hey, come on. brother paul. yes, sir. what's going on?
  • 00:39:44.630 --> 00:39:47.366
  • What's going on?
  • 00:39:47.366 --> 00:39:48.434
  • >> it's good to see you.
  • 00:39:48.434 --> 00:39:49.969
  • >> how you doing? good, good. love you man.
  • 00:39:49.969 --> 00:39:52.071
  • >> you want to pray with us this morning? all right.
  • 00:39:52.071 --> 00:39:54.974
  • >> come on.
  • 00:39:54.974 --> 00:39:56.208
  • >> hey, fellas. how y'all doing? it's good to see you, man. hey,
  • 00:39:56.308 --> 00:39:58.978
  • Good to see y'all. jean. good to see you, brother. love you
  • 00:39:58.978 --> 00:40:01.981
  • Too. hey, everybody.
  • 00:40:01.981 --> 00:40:03.149
  • >> how y'all doing?
  • 00:40:03.149 --> 00:40:04.350
  • >> friend and pastor, doctor rick rigsby. so let's open up
  • 00:40:04.350 --> 00:40:07.453
  • In prayer and then we'll we will get get started. lord,
  • 00:40:07.453 --> 00:40:12.558
  • Thank you for this day. thank you for giving us and our
  • 00:40:12.558 --> 00:40:15.294
  • Church the ability to serve. i pray that they have a great day,
  • 00:40:15.294 --> 00:40:18.431
  • A great rest of their week. i pray that they're blessed. i
  • 00:40:18.431 --> 00:40:21.434
  • Pray that this food be nourishment to their bodies
  • 00:40:21.434 --> 00:40:24.069
  • Again. lord, we just want to tell you how much we. we love
  • 00:40:24.069 --> 00:40:27.506
  • You. how thankful, thankful we are for what you do for us and
  • 00:40:27.506 --> 00:40:30.576
  • What you will do for us. we love you and it's in jesus name
  • 00:40:30.576 --> 00:40:33.746
  • We pray. amen.
  • 00:40:33.746 --> 00:40:34.680
  • >> amen, amen.
  • 00:40:34.680 --> 00:40:35.614
  • >> alright.
  • 00:40:35.614 --> 00:40:36.148
  • >> let's come on in.
  • 00:40:36.148 --> 00:40:37.516
  • >> this picture is very, very special to you, to your mother,
  • 00:40:37.516 --> 00:40:40.486
  • To your entire family. it's special to all of us. this is a
  • 00:40:40.486 --> 00:40:44.924
  • Picture that was taken of a man that found out where your mom
  • 00:40:44.924 --> 00:40:50.029
  • And dad lived, and was hungry, and comes to your front door,
  • 00:40:50.029 --> 00:40:55.401
  • And your father answers the door, turns around and says,
  • 00:40:55.401 --> 00:40:59.004
  • Mama, fix this man some food. and this was the picture that
  • 00:40:59.004 --> 00:41:03.976
  • Was captured.
  • 00:41:03.976 --> 00:41:05.244
  • >> it was interesting because, you know, we're all together as
  • 00:41:05.244 --> 00:41:07.446
  • A family that day, everybody's day off, it's a holiday and
  • 00:41:07.446 --> 00:41:10.182
  • This guy's hungry. he comes to the door and when you see this
  • 00:41:10.182 --> 00:41:14.487
  • Guy crying and embracing my father, you see what it means
  • 00:41:14.487 --> 00:41:19.124
  • To people. and and you start seeing yourself like, what
  • 00:41:19.124 --> 00:41:23.262
  • Impact could i make on somebody?
  • 00:41:23.262 --> 00:41:25.264
  • >> what's going on? good morning. how are you doing?
  • 00:41:25.264 --> 00:41:28.167
  • Good to see y'all.
  • 00:41:28.167 --> 00:41:29.535
  • >> wait till you taste this.
  • 00:41:29.535 --> 00:41:30.736
  • >> yeah. oh yeah. it's good.
  • 00:41:30.736 --> 00:41:32.538
  • >> good morning. even though you got a dallas cowboy hat on,
  • 00:41:32.538 --> 00:41:35.708
  • I'm gonna still give you some.
  • 00:41:35.708 --> 00:41:37.576
  • >> are they disappointed?
  • 00:41:37.576 --> 00:41:38.911
  • >> hey, i got some good news. the cowboys are going to the
  • 00:41:38.911 --> 00:41:43.215
  • Super bowl next year if they buy tickets.
  • 00:41:43.215 --> 00:41:48.287
  • >> yeah. i'm going. what's going on? he out here joking.
  • 00:41:48.287 --> 00:41:51.857
  • Good day. what's going on? you doing all right? i don't.
  • 00:41:51.857 --> 00:41:55.895
  • >> care who you are.
  • 00:41:55.895 --> 00:41:56.929
  • >> that's funny. yeah.
  • 00:41:56.929 --> 00:41:58.297
  • >> is that the old sanctuary? can i take.
  • 00:41:58.297 --> 00:42:01.000
  • >> a look at it?
  • 00:42:01.000 --> 00:42:02.535
  • >> because. yeah. come on in.
  • 00:42:02.535 --> 00:42:03.802
  • >> this was the very first time that i met y'all right here in
  • 00:42:03.802 --> 00:42:07.540
  • This building.
  • 00:42:07.540 --> 00:42:08.374
  • >> so are you preaching this church?
  • 00:42:08.374 --> 00:42:09.775
  • >> yeah, i preached in this church. i want to say it was
  • 00:42:09.775 --> 00:42:12.678
  • 2000 was the very first time. and it it looked huge back then.
  • 00:42:12.678 --> 00:42:16.015
  • That was 20 some years ago. and i remember i fell in love with
  • 00:42:16.015 --> 00:42:20.286
  • Your family, fell in love with friendly chapel. i remember
  • 00:42:20.286 --> 00:42:23.722
  • Calling my wife saying, i have never seen church like this.
  • 00:42:23.722 --> 00:42:27.793
  • It's not what they do, it's who they are. they just love folks.
  • 00:42:27.793 --> 00:42:33.532
  • They feed folks. they care for folks. and i've been all over
  • 00:42:33.532 --> 00:42:36.936
  • The world. i've never seen a church. brother paul, like the
  • 00:42:36.936 --> 00:42:39.838
  • Church your grandfather started like the church, your father
  • 00:42:39.838 --> 00:42:43.676
  • Continued. and now like the church that you're privileged
  • 00:42:43.676 --> 00:42:46.011
  • To shepherd.
  • 00:42:46.011 --> 00:42:47.246
  • >> this church is was 55 years last year. so my grandpa
  • 00:42:47.246 --> 00:42:51.550
  • Started it. and then when he passed away, my dad took over
  • 00:42:51.550 --> 00:42:55.120
  • And i never thought i'd be here. but but here we are. i was a
  • 00:42:55.120 --> 00:42:59.458
  • Doctor, chiropractor, and just i enjoyed my job. and then
  • 00:42:59.458 --> 00:43:02.962
  • After my dad passed, it just it wasn't i didn't enjoy going to
  • 00:43:02.962 --> 00:43:06.298
  • Work anymore.
  • 00:43:06.298 --> 00:43:07.399
  • >> would you say that leaders are cornered?
  • 00:43:07.399 --> 00:43:09.435
  • >> yeah. leaders. leaders can be cornered, that's for sure.
  • 00:43:09.435 --> 00:43:11.837
  • >> what was going through your mind, brother paul, when you
  • 00:43:11.837 --> 00:43:15.641
  • Started wondering, god, are you calling me? because i think
  • 00:43:15.641 --> 00:43:18.844
  • There's so many people that are watching right now that wonder,
  • 00:43:18.844 --> 00:43:21.413
  • God, how could you be calling me, using me?
  • 00:43:21.413 --> 00:43:24.717
  • >> i was just kind of in shock for, for a while. and i feel
  • 00:43:24.717 --> 00:43:28.754
  • Like god's calling me to be here. but i got a lot of
  • 00:43:28.754 --> 00:43:32.591
  • Concerns. people would ask. they would say, hey, you know,
  • 00:43:32.591 --> 00:43:35.094
  • Is it going to continue?
  • 00:43:35.094 --> 00:43:36.929
  • >> footsy man, love you.
  • 00:43:36.929 --> 00:43:39.465
  • >> it's hard on our church. i think that's one of the things
  • 00:43:39.465 --> 00:43:42.601
  • I worried about, i know was what were we going to do with
  • 00:43:42.601 --> 00:43:45.638
  • Our.
  • 00:43:45.638 --> 00:43:46.271
  • >> church.
  • 00:43:46.271 --> 00:43:47.373
  • >> the congregation, everybody just felt lost. you know,
  • 00:43:47.473 --> 00:43:50.943
  • Everybody had been saying it has to be a holder field. it
  • 00:43:50.943 --> 00:43:54.079
  • Has to be a holder field, you know? and we're like, well, you
  • 00:43:54.079 --> 00:43:57.416
  • Know, that's god. god has to do that. not not us.
  • 00:43:57.416 --> 00:44:01.353
  • >> when brother paul philip announced that he was going to
  • 00:44:01.353 --> 00:44:04.623
  • Take over friendly chapel as pastor.
  • 00:44:04.623 --> 00:44:07.426
  • >> the lord has put his hand on paul philip holderfield and to
  • 00:44:07.426 --> 00:44:12.531
  • Accept a call into ministry.
  • 00:44:12.531 --> 00:44:16.468
  • >> the whole congregation just went in the whole world and
  • 00:44:16.468 --> 00:44:21.173
  • Clapping. went crazy. yes, everybody was clapping.
  • 00:44:21.173 --> 00:44:33.085
  • >> brother paul, philip holderfield the third.
  • 00:44:33.085 --> 00:44:36.622
  • >> and i'm not. yes, everybody just went crazy.
  • 00:44:36.622 --> 00:44:45.631
  • >> it's wonderful. chapel.
  • 00:44:45.631 --> 00:44:52.871
  • >> as soon as it happened i. not audibly, but in my spirit i
  • 00:44:52.871 --> 00:44:58.577
  • Heard god say, is that quick enough for you? do you not
  • 00:44:58.577 --> 00:45:01.780
  • Trust me? do you not know i'm in control? yeah. you know, and
  • 00:45:01.780 --> 00:45:07.252
  • I'm like, yes it is. you know, it's quick enough.
  • 00:45:07.252 --> 00:45:10.255
  • >> all the miracles.
  • 00:45:10.255 --> 00:45:11.290
  • >> but it's his timing. it had to be his timing.
  • 00:45:11.290 --> 00:45:18.130
  • >> thank you. thank you master. good morning. good morning. how
  • 00:45:18.130 --> 00:45:20.933
  • Are you? good, good.
  • 00:45:20.933 --> 00:45:22.000
  • >> good to see you.
  • 00:45:22.000 --> 00:45:23.168
  • >> how you doing, man? good things are going well. yeah.
  • 00:45:23.168 --> 00:45:25.404
  • >> i get to show you the. what's going on. good to see
  • 00:45:25.404 --> 00:45:29.174
  • You. you doing alright? doing alright? good to see you.
  • 00:45:29.174 --> 00:45:33.512
  • Thanks for coming. i sit up there. yeah. and i just looked.
  • 00:45:33.512 --> 00:45:37.483
  • >> at him. he say it.
  • 00:45:37.483 --> 00:45:39.151
  • >> may cry. i told him don't.
  • 00:45:39.151 --> 00:45:40.419
  • >> cry baby. hey do what you gotta do. thank you, thank you.
  • 00:45:40.419 --> 00:45:44.189
  • Thank you, thank you. hey, don't worry about that. it
  • 00:45:44.189 --> 00:45:46.325
  • Ain't wouldn't be the first time here, would it? no, no.
  • 00:45:46.325 --> 00:45:49.228
  • That's right. it's going to be. it's going to be a good service.
  • 00:45:49.228 --> 00:45:52.397
  • Yeah. well, i'm glad you're here now. and i'll be looking
  • 00:45:52.397 --> 00:45:55.300
  • For you every sunday from now on.
  • 00:45:55.300 --> 00:45:57.169
  • >> he will.
  • 00:45:57.169 --> 00:45:58.337
  • >> he will. yeah he will. yeah. it's good to have you here.
  • 00:45:58.437 --> 00:46:01.173
  • Love you too, baby. yeah. love you too. that's right. good.
  • 00:46:01.173 --> 00:46:03.509
  • >> this is the day the lord has made. we will rejoice and be
  • 00:46:03.509 --> 00:46:07.246
  • Glad in it. it's an old.
  • 00:46:07.246 --> 00:46:09.581
  • >> it's easy.
  • 00:46:09.581 --> 00:46:10.349
  • >> like sunday morning.
  • 00:46:10.349 --> 00:46:11.416
  • >> oh, look at you.
  • 00:46:11.416 --> 00:46:13.819
  • >> i had one thing to. what? i'm talking about. me and you.
  • 00:46:13.819 --> 00:46:16.922
  • >> okay, good.
  • 00:46:16.922 --> 00:46:19.291
  • >> i let you hear it.
  • 00:46:19.291 --> 00:46:20.659
  • >> surprise you. brother.
  • 00:46:20.659 --> 00:46:22.127
  • >> i was thinking about how we've been, you know, preparing
  • 00:46:22.127 --> 00:46:24.463
  • The last week and how i'll ask the question. you come in and
  • 00:46:24.463 --> 00:46:27.599
  • It's going to. i think it's going to be special.
  • 00:46:27.599 --> 00:46:30.269
  • >> i do, i do too. i love.
  • 00:46:30.269 --> 00:46:32.304
  • >> what you said when we first started talking about this
  • 00:46:32.304 --> 00:46:34.640
  • Documentary, you said, i have one.
  • 00:46:34.640 --> 00:46:36.475
  • >> question, remember?
  • 00:46:36.475 --> 00:46:37.643
  • >> what did.
  • 00:46:37.643 --> 00:46:38.043
  • >> you say?
  • 00:46:38.043 --> 00:46:39.111
  • >> i said, it's going to glorify jesus. yeah. is it
  • 00:46:39.111 --> 00:46:41.713
  • Going to be about him?
  • 00:46:41.713 --> 00:46:42.848
  • >> yeah.
  • 00:46:42.848 --> 00:46:44.049
  • >> as you think about your 50 plus year relationship with
  • 00:46:44.049 --> 00:46:46.051
  • Friendly chapel, you think about brother paul, his son,
  • 00:46:46.051 --> 00:46:49.488
  • Brother paul junior, and now brother paul junior's son paul
  • 00:46:49.488 --> 00:46:52.424
  • The third. what is the one constant that you have seen in
  • 00:46:52.424 --> 00:46:58.130
  • Five decades of this church? being in north little rock.
  • 00:46:58.130 --> 00:47:02.034
  • >> people loving, giving, growing, caring for each other
  • 00:47:02.034 --> 00:47:07.439
  • And that work is going to continue.
  • 00:47:07.439 --> 00:47:09.274
  • >> he did a fantastic job of preparing us for this. he
  • 00:47:09.274 --> 00:47:13.011
  • Preached it from the pulpit that, you know, one day that he
  • 00:47:13.011 --> 00:47:16.215
  • Would be the one laying there in front of us and and but that
  • 00:47:16.215 --> 00:47:20.085
  • Doesn't mean the lord was going anywhere. you feel the holy
  • 00:47:20.085 --> 00:47:22.588
  • Spirit here, and it's not because of anything that we're
  • 00:47:22.588 --> 00:47:26.625
  • Doing. it's the work that the lord is doing with a bunch of
  • 00:47:26.625 --> 00:47:29.895
  • Bunch of folks. you know, we're just ordinary people coming to
  • 00:47:29.895 --> 00:47:33.432
  • Work every day, and i'm here 5 or 6 days a week and don't want
  • 00:47:33.432 --> 00:47:37.269
  • To be anywhere else. i'll be here till the lord takes me
  • 00:47:37.269 --> 00:47:39.938
  • Home.
  • 00:47:39.938 --> 00:47:41.139
  • >> i mean, how many times did paul say paul junior say, we're
  • 00:47:41.240 --> 00:47:44.042
  • Going to keep doing what we've been doing for 50 years.
  • 00:47:44.042 --> 00:47:46.945
  • >> for 54 years. we're going to keep on doing it. do you
  • 00:47:46.945 --> 00:47:50.015
  • Remember what your daddy said? we came.
  • 00:47:50.015 --> 00:47:52.184
  • >> yeah, and stayed.
  • 00:47:52.184 --> 00:47:53.952
  • >> we came when they didn't want.
  • 00:47:53.952 --> 00:47:55.854
  • >> us stay till they couldn't do.
  • 00:47:55.854 --> 00:47:57.656
  • >> without, couldn't do without us. and so that's where we are.
  • 00:47:57.656 --> 00:48:01.193
  • We were planted that many years ago when everybody said, you're
  • 00:48:01.193 --> 00:48:04.496
  • Going to get killed down there. it's the worst crime area in
  • 00:48:04.496 --> 00:48:08.033
  • Little rock, north little rock, maybe the state of arkansas.
  • 00:48:08.033 --> 00:48:11.236
  • And we stayed till they couldn't do without us.
  • 00:48:11.236 --> 00:48:14.006
  • >> he wanted everybody to know that jesus that changed his
  • 00:48:14.006 --> 00:48:17.009
  • Life.
  • 00:48:17.009 --> 00:48:19.811
  • >> what happens in a community when one person says yes to
  • 00:48:19.811 --> 00:48:24.850
  • Jesus.
  • 00:48:24.850 --> 00:48:25.984
  • >> it makes a drastic change. it revolutionized the whole
  • 00:48:26.084 --> 00:48:29.154
  • Entire city, and especially the city of north little rock. it
  • 00:48:29.154 --> 00:48:33.692
  • Was radically changed because of what had happened at
  • 00:48:33.692 --> 00:48:37.062
  • Friendly chapel and brother paul senior. and then later on
  • 00:48:37.062 --> 00:48:40.032
  • The same. the transformation continued when brother paul
  • 00:48:40.032 --> 00:48:44.636
  • Junior took over the pastorship. and it's still going on today
  • 00:48:44.636 --> 00:48:49.374
  • With our third pastor, brother paul phillip. yes, yes, amen.
  • 00:48:49.374 --> 00:48:54.780
  • >> like he said, he would rather be a sermon than give a
  • 00:48:54.780 --> 00:48:57.816
  • Sermon. and nonbelievers don't believe in jesus christ because
  • 00:48:57.816 --> 00:49:02.321
  • Christians look like they do. they don't see us making a
  • 00:49:02.321 --> 00:49:04.823
  • Difference. they don't see selflessness and humility and
  • 00:49:04.823 --> 00:49:08.427
  • Sacrifice. and the things that jesus called us to. and that's
  • 00:49:08.427 --> 00:49:12.497
  • That was the calling for brother paul senior and brother
  • 00:49:12.497 --> 00:49:15.400
  • Paul junior in the church. if there was more churches like
  • 00:49:15.400 --> 00:49:18.503
  • That, then people would realize, oh, there really is something
  • 00:49:18.503 --> 00:49:22.107
  • Different about jesus.
  • 00:49:22.107 --> 00:49:23.342
  • >> the world will be a better place. the united states will
  • 00:49:23.342 --> 00:49:26.144
  • Be a better place. if it was more of like friendly chapel.
  • 00:49:26.144 --> 00:49:31.183
  • >> lord, i'll say that. so i give you a hug. oh, don't put
  • 00:49:31.183 --> 00:49:36.054
  • Me on that.
  • 00:49:36.054 --> 00:49:39.691
  • >> oh.
  • 00:49:39.691 --> 00:49:46.631
  • >> he's always okay.
  • 00:49:46.631 --> 00:49:47.966
  • >> it's simple. enacting the gospel is simple, and it's
  • 00:49:47.966 --> 00:49:52.004
  • Something that shouldn't be a part of our life. it should be
  • 00:49:52.004 --> 00:49:54.873
  • All our lives. if you put your arm around somebody that's got
  • 00:49:54.873 --> 00:49:59.544
  • Vomit down their shirt and hadn't took a bath in a week,
  • 00:49:59.544 --> 00:50:04.182
  • You might be on to something you might be on. that's what
  • 00:50:04.182 --> 00:50:07.185
  • Friendly chapel specializes in.
  • 00:50:07.185 --> 00:50:09.254
  • >> it took one brother meeting, one brother paul for me to
  • 00:50:09.254 --> 00:50:12.524
  • Believe that it could be lived that way. but the question is,
  • 00:50:12.524 --> 00:50:16.028
  • Will you be that one that takes courage to walk out a whole new
  • 00:50:16.028 --> 00:50:22.167
  • Life and a new calling for some people to make a whole life
  • 00:50:22.167 --> 00:50:25.270
  • Change?
  • 00:50:25.270 --> 00:50:26.171
  • >> you ain't got to reinvent the lord's love.
  • 00:50:26.271 --> 00:50:28.340
  • >> yeah.
  • 00:50:28.340 --> 00:50:29.474
  • >> come on at all. you just gotta show it before you tell
  • 00:50:29.574 --> 00:50:31.610
  • It.
  • 00:50:31.610 --> 00:50:34.112
  • >> oh my lord. oh, i love.
  • 00:50:34.112 --> 00:50:43.822
  • >> oh, brother paul. now your grandpa was a golden gloves
  • 00:50:43.822 --> 00:50:47.793
  • Champ.
  • 00:50:47.793 --> 00:50:48.927
  • >> he was a golden glove champ. and his old family photo.
  • 00:50:49.027 --> 00:50:51.063
  • That's me up there.
  • 00:50:51.063 --> 00:50:53.165
  • >> in the corner there.
  • 00:50:53.165 --> 00:50:55.734
  • >> oh my goodness. would you look at that.
  • 00:50:55.734 --> 00:50:58.603
  • >> now do you remember giving this book to my dad?
  • 00:50:58.603 --> 00:51:00.939
  • >> oh my gosh. oswald chambers my utmost for his highest.
  • 00:51:00.939 --> 00:51:03.975
  • >> yeah. and you wrote in there. you wrote it was from you. and
  • 00:51:03.975 --> 00:51:07.312
  • This was 2005, a couple days before my birthday.
  • 00:51:07.312 --> 00:51:09.481
  • >> gosh, i.
  • 00:51:09.481 --> 00:51:10.649
  • >> remember this. this is really look at this. he wrote
  • 00:51:10.649 --> 00:51:13.285
  • All through this book.
  • 00:51:13.285 --> 00:51:14.519
  • >> he wrote all through it. and i don't know, i came across
  • 00:51:14.519 --> 00:51:17.422
  • This, but right here he wrote something and it was something
  • 00:51:17.422 --> 00:51:20.292
  • That you told him. yeah. and in here it says, quit trying to
  • 00:51:20.292 --> 00:51:23.361
  • Prove yourself, paul here. your daddy, paul, he is proud of his
  • 00:51:23.361 --> 00:51:28.467
  • Son. and he wrote down here rick rigsby.
  • 00:51:28.467 --> 00:51:32.437
  • >> i remember that, and i sensed that with your dad. and
  • 00:51:32.437 --> 00:51:35.540
  • I just told him, your father is proud of you. there is no need
  • 00:51:35.540 --> 00:51:39.344
  • To prove your worth or the rightness of what you do. and
  • 00:51:39.344 --> 00:51:42.514
  • What i find interesting, paul, is that the very same comments
  • 00:51:42.514 --> 00:51:47.752
  • That i shared with your dad, i am now privileged brother to
  • 00:51:47.752 --> 00:51:51.556
  • Share with you.
  • 00:51:51.556 --> 00:51:52.924
  • >> talked about me and pastor rick's relationship. you know,
  • 00:51:52.924 --> 00:51:57.462
  • I'm 37 and i, i ran a marathon last year. he's 70 and had foot
  • 00:51:57.462 --> 00:52:02.067
  • And a foot surgery and shoulder surgery last year. i go to bed
  • 00:52:02.067 --> 00:52:07.606
  • At 11. he goes to bed at 830. and if you've ever heard him
  • 00:52:07.606 --> 00:52:15.380
  • Preach, he likes to call himself pretty ricky. but what
  • 00:52:15.380 --> 00:52:25.457
  • Unites us? doesn't our heart beat the same? yes. people.
  • 00:52:25.457 --> 00:52:29.661
  • Listen up. you got to get this part. yeah. the common unifier
  • 00:52:29.661 --> 00:52:33.765
  • Is we both have a heart that beats for god. and that makes
  • 00:52:33.765 --> 00:52:38.670
  • All things possible. yes, it says where two or more gather.
  • 00:52:38.670 --> 00:52:43.842
  • He is in our midst and we are gathering here this morning. i
  • 00:52:43.842 --> 00:52:47.646
  • Say again, all things are possible because both of our
  • 00:52:47.646 --> 00:52:49.781
  • Hearts beat for god. it isn't about color. it's not about age.
  • 00:52:49.781 --> 00:52:53.418
  • Yes, it's about the heart of god. amen. as a church, we need
  • 00:52:53.418 --> 00:52:59.224
  • To stop making excuses. stop saying brother paul's not here
  • 00:52:59.224 --> 00:53:06.398
  • No more. neither is moses, neither is joshua. but god's
  • 00:53:06.398 --> 00:53:10.101
  • Here right now. and i was worried about will people stop
  • 00:53:10.101 --> 00:53:16.007
  • Coming to church? i you know, i'm not a public speaker. i'm
  • 00:53:16.007 --> 00:53:19.010
  • Not a i'm not a preacher. people sometimes say that you
  • 00:53:19.010 --> 00:53:22.247
  • Got big shoes to fill and. but, you know, that's not my job.
  • 00:53:22.247 --> 00:53:26.551
  • You know, they gave me a great example. so i'm going to follow
  • 00:53:26.551 --> 00:53:29.688
  • Those footsteps and, and yes, i can't fill their shoes, but i
  • 00:53:29.688 --> 00:53:32.657
  • Got to the point where i knew that if i just followed and was
  • 00:53:32.657 --> 00:53:36.995
  • Obedient to, to god's calling, that he would take care of the
  • 00:53:36.995 --> 00:53:40.565
  • Rest.
  • 00:53:40.565 --> 00:53:43.101
  • >> personally, i am so proud of you. i can hear your daddy
  • 00:53:43.101 --> 00:53:47.372
  • Right now saying i'm proud of him.
  • 00:53:47.372 --> 00:53:52.444
  • >> you said one thing you said, you know, i know if it was the
  • 00:53:52.444 --> 00:53:55.647
  • Other way around, your dad would have been there for my
  • 00:53:55.647 --> 00:53:58.583
  • Kids.
  • 00:53:58.583 --> 00:53:59.117
  • >> so he would have.
  • 00:53:59.117 --> 00:54:00.452
  • >> you know. yeah. i just really appreciate you. and, you
  • 00:54:00.452 --> 00:54:02.687
  • Know, there was one time where i didn't feel like i had nobody
  • 00:54:02.687 --> 00:54:06.458
  • To talk to. and so, you know, i'm just really thankful for
  • 00:54:06.458 --> 00:54:09.461
  • You. i love you.
  • 00:54:09.461 --> 00:54:11.396
  • >> i love you.
  • 00:54:11.396 --> 00:54:20.905
  • >> lord, thank you that we can come to this church, lord, and
  • 00:54:20.905 --> 00:54:24.209
  • Listen about your word and that we can just come in your house.
  • 00:54:24.209 --> 00:54:27.445
  • And i just want to pray that papa was happy in heaven with
  • 00:54:27.445 --> 00:54:31.549
  • Grace and grace, papa. and like seeing dodger and everybody
  • 00:54:31.549 --> 00:54:33.818
  • Else and all the other pets, lord. and just thank you for
  • 00:54:33.818 --> 00:54:36.688
  • This day, lord, and we all love you, jesus and god. in jesus
  • 00:54:36.688 --> 00:54:39.791
  • Name i'll say amen. amen.
  • 00:54:39.791 --> 00:54:42.861
  • >> great job son. i'm really proud of you.
  • 00:54:42.861 --> 00:54:46.531
  • >> we can help those who help us and love those who love us,
  • 00:54:46.531 --> 00:54:50.769
  • And be nice to those who's nice to us and give to those who's
  • 00:54:50.769 --> 00:54:54.239
  • Give us. and no one will ever even expect that god's anywhere
  • 00:54:54.239 --> 00:54:57.208
  • Around. but when we start loving those who hate us and
  • 00:54:57.208 --> 00:55:02.347
  • Being nice to those who's nasty to us, and helping those who's
  • 00:55:02.347 --> 00:55:06.618
  • Never helped no one, people begin to say, hey, maybe there
  • 00:55:06.618 --> 00:55:08.920
  • Is something about this god, hey, maybe we have seen god.
  • 00:55:08.920 --> 00:55:13.458
  • Amen. i want to be like jesus.
  • 00:55:13.458 --> 00:55:17.395
  • >> people are always going to be people, love them, care for
  • 00:55:17.395 --> 00:55:21.066
  • Them, help them, feed them. i don't care what year, what year
  • 00:55:21.066 --> 00:55:25.070
  • It is, if it's 20, 50 or 2070, people are going to need to be
  • 00:55:25.070 --> 00:55:28.940
  • Loved and to see the love of christ and how you treat them.
  • 00:55:28.940 --> 00:55:33.111
  • And so hopefully french family a whole lot in the future. what
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  • It's been in the past.
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  • >> oh, man.
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  • >> who is it? hey, bryson, how are you doing? tyler. ball
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  • Cannonball!
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  • >> hey, tyler. come here.
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  • >> yes or no? did god stop doing miracles after brother
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  • Paul? senior? did god stop doing miracles after brother
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  • Paul? junior? is god stopping doing miracles with brother
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  • Paul the third? no, because god's work is not contingent
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  • Upon any man or any woman. so here's the message of the our
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  • Father. i want a heart that beats for you. so i close by
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  • Asking you, what is possessing your heart? would you do a
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  • Homework assignment if i gave it to you? i'm going to ask you
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  • Again and just lie to me. and just instead of that, would you
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  • Do a homework assignment if i gave it to you? read revelation
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  • Three. pastor rick. i don't know where revelation is. just
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  • Keep reading the bible. you'll get there. read revelation
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  • Three. read about what jesus said about a lukewarm person. a
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  • Lukewarm christian made jesus sick and it makes him ill today.
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  • What are you saying, pastor rick? even though your
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  • Circumstances might seem dire, even though you were just
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  • Diagnosed, even if, kathy, you've walked up to a casket
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  • Recently, i just say this, father, whatever i am going
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  • Through, may i be a sacrificial sacrifice to you so that this
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  • Day somebody knows that you are real. i want a heart that truly
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  • Beats for you. behold, i stand at the door and knock. amen.
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  • >> amen.
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  • >> anyone who lets me in, i will come in and i will sup
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  • With them. and the only requirement is this is your
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  • Heart. completely his.
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