5 Minutes with Jesus is a daily devotional series for people in the midst of real life, whether facing anxiety, grief, questions of purpose, or simply needing encouragement and connection. Hosted by Sheila Walsh, each five-minute episode offers Biblical truth, honest reflections on faith and emotions, and closes with a moment of prayer.
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| Sheila Walsh: It’s Okay to Be Honest | 5 Minutes with Jesus | February 19, 2026
- Nothing.
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- Nothing that affects you is petty to god.
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- I don't know what losses you've had in your life.
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- I don't know what you're walking through right now,
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- But i want to say this.
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- Don't hurry through it.
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- And don't hide the pain.
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- And don't let anyone tell you to get over it.
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- And don't hide in secret.
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- Thinking the pain won't find you there.
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- Because it will. i promise.
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- Said.
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- Have you ever read a passage
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- In the bible and thought, well, i do not like that.
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- In the past,
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- I found the story of abraham and isaac really hard to read.
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- I tell you, when i first became a mom, i found it almost cruel.
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- You might remember that in genesis chapter 22,
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- God asks abraham to take isaac the son
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- That he and sarah had waited so long for.
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- To the peak of mount moriah to slaughter him and sacrifice.
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- Why would god do that?
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- I mean,
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- Why would he make them wait until sarah was 90 years old?
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- Well, beyond the possibility of conceiving a child,
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- Only to ask abraham to kill their son.
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- And what made it even
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- More confusing to me was that god knew all along
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- That he'd step in at the last moment and save isaac.
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- That he'd provide an ultimate sacrifice.
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- A ram right before abraham's knife pierced isaac's heart.
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- Well, i believed back then
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- That god only did that to reward abraham's obedience.
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- At least that's what i'd always been taught.
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- Which kind of played
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- Right into my old belief of performing for god.
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- But i read the passage over and over one day, because i knew
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- The holy spirit
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- Was trying to illuminate something that i was missing.
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- So i read and i read and i read.
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- In fact, for most of that day, that's all i did.
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- And then i turned to another familiar story.
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- And slowly i began to understand the beauty of it.
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- I almost broke my heart.
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- I've heard sermons comparing the story
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- Of isaac and abraham to jesus,
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- Saying that god spared isaac but didn't spare his own son.
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- But there is so much more to it.
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- As i read the story of christ's crucifixion,
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- The parallels leapt off the page.
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- Think about it.
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- Abraham placed the wood for the sacrificial pyre on
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- Isaac's back.
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- Christ carried the cross
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- On his back up the hill of his sacrifice.
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- Isaac cried out to his father, asking,
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- Where was the sacrifice for the offering?
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- Christ cried out to his father,
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- Asking why he turned his back on him.
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- The sacrifice.
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- Isaac escaped death
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- After a three day journey.
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- Christ escaped death when he rose from the dead
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- On the third day.
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- When isaac asked what the sacrifice would be,
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- Abraham told isaac that god would provide a lamb.
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- God provided christ,
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- The sinless, perfect lamb.
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- There are so many more parallels in the stories, but
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- There's one powerful distinction that caught my attention.
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- Abraham took his son to the top of mount moriah,
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- But he brought his son back down again.
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- Christ walked up that hill to calvary,
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- But he didn't come back down, at least not immediately
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- On that hill.
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- Christ shed his blood to save every broken one of us.
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- I'd completely missed what it means to be delivered.
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- To be saved.
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- To stop hiding.
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- To tell god the whole truth.
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- When i was younger,
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- I thought salvation meant that we were fixed.
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- That's a very small view.
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- But as i sat that day in my father's presence,
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- I saw jesus on every page of the word of god.
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- What happened with abraham and isaac on mount moriah
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- All those years ago wasn't a cruel test.
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- It was the very embodiment.
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- The playing out of the promise of deliverance for you
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- And me made possible
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- By the lamb of god.
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- Nothing.
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- It's effects you.
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- It's petty to god.
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- He loves you and he cares about everything that affects you.
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- He wants to deliver you,
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- To bring you a present day salvation.
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- But i want you to hear this truth again.
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- Nothing.
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- Nothing that affects you is petty to god.
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- I don't know what losses you've had in your life.
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- I don't know what you're walking through right now,
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- But i want to see this.
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- Don't hurry through it.
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- And don't hide the pain.
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- And don't let anyone tell you to get over it.
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- And don't hide in secret.
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- Thinking the pain won't find you there.
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- Because it will.
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- I promise.
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- Wouldn't you rather confess it to god?
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- To feel him taking your load and delivering you?
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- God will never be offended by your honest
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- Gut level grief or anger.
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- I honestly think we only offend them when we hide our pain,
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- When we pretend that we can save or shield ourselves from it.
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- Trust him with the real you.
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- All of you.
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- Pour out your heart, your tears, and your disappointment.
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- God will never run from the real you.
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- He'll pull you close.
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- You don't have to hide anymore.
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- You get to speak your pain out loud.
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- Get used to the sound of your own voice telling the truth.
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- You don't have to be afraid of being broken.
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- Will always be broken this side of heaven.
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- But that brokenness can only follow us so far.
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- And one day we'll be home.
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- But until then, tell god the whole truth.
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- Let me pray for you.
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- What i want to thank you for all the way
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- Through the old testament.
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- There's pictures
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- Of jesus, pictures of the one who would come, pictures
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- Of the perfect lamb who would be sacrificed
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- In our place.
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- What i want to thank you so much that when we feel
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- As if we don't belong and are not enough,
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- That you have already taken our place, and you say to us, in
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- Me you are more than enough.
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- Lord, i
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- Thank you that you are a safe place for us to tell the truth.
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- Sometimes, lord,
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- We feel
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- As if
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- We can't tell you everything that's going on inside
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- Because we don't want to shock you.
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- But it's crazy because we know you already know.
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- Help us to bring the truth into your light,
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- And you've promised
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- That you will share our lord and walk beside us.
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- Thank you in jesus name.
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- Amen.
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