Joel Osteen - Still I Rise

March 22, 2026 | 27:29

Joel and Victoria Osteen's message of unconditional love and unending hope reaches everyone across the world.

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Joel Osteen | Joel Osteen - Still I Rise | March 22, 2026
  • >joel: god bless you. it's
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  • >joel: god bless you. it's great to be with you today.
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  • Great to be with you today. i hope you'll stay connected
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  • I hope you'll stay connected with us during the week,
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  • With us during the week, through our daily podcast,
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  • Through our daily podcast, our youtube channel, social
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  • Our youtube channel, social media. and you can come visit
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  • Media. and you can come visit us in person. we'd love to
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  • Us in person. we'd love to have you be a part of one of
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  • Have you be a part of one of our services.
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  • Our services. i like to start with
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  • I like to start with something funny. i heard
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  • Something funny. i heard about this man. he called the
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  • About this man. he called the church office and said, “i
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  • Church office and said, “i want to speak to the head hog
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  • Want to speak to the head hog at the trough.” the secretary
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  • At the trough.” the secretary was offended. she said, “if
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  • Was offended. she said, “if you mean the pastor, you're
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  • You mean the pastor, you're going to have to call him
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  • Going to have to call him pastor. but you may not call
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  • Pastor. but you may not call him the head hog at the
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  • Him the head hog at the trough.” he said, “well, i
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  • Trough.” he said, “well, i was thinking about making a
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  • Was thinking about making a $5,000 donation to your
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  • $5,000 donation to your church.” she said, “hang on,
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  • Church.” she said, “hang on, porky just walked in.”
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  • Porky just walked in.” (laughter)
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  • (laughter) say it like you mean it. this
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  • Say it like you mean it. this is my bible. i am what it
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  • Is my bible. i am what it says i am. i have what it
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  • Says i am. i have what it says i have. i can do what it
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  • Says i have. i can do what it says i can do. today, i will
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  • Says i can do. today, i will be taught the word of god. i
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  • Be taught the word of god. i boldly confess: my mind is
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  • Boldly confess: my mind is alert. my heart is receptive.
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  • Alert. my heart is receptive. i will never be the same in
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  • I will never be the same in jesus' name. god bless you.
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  • Jesus' name. god bless you. i want to talk to you today
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  • I want to talk to you today about still i rise. in life,
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  • About still i rise. in life, things are going to happen
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  • Things are going to happen that we don't understand,
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  • That we don't understand, that are not fair, that can
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  • That are not fair, that can knock the wind out of us. a
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  • Knock the wind out of us. a bad medical report, the loss
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  • Bad medical report, the loss of a loved one, a setback in
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  • Of a loved one, a setback in our business. i can't promise
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  • Our business. i can't promise you that life won't knock you
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  • You that life won't knock you down, but i can promise you,
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  • Down, but i can promise you, you can get back up again.
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  • You can get back up again. the scripture says, “the same
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  • The scripture says, “the same power that raised christ from
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  • Power that raised christ from the dead, lives on the inside
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  • The dead, lives on the inside of you.” god has put bounce
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  • Of you.” god has put bounce back in your spirit. he knew
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  • Back in your spirit. he knew we would face
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  • We would face disappointments, things that
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  • Disappointments, things that could sour our future. he put
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  • Could sour our future. he put in you a fire that cannot be
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  • In you a fire that cannot be put out. a determination to
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  • Put out. a determination to overcome what's trying to
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  • Overcome what's trying to hold you back. a strength to
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  • Hold you back. a strength to rise up when every voice is
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  • Rise up when every voice is telling you to settle. when
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  • Telling you to settle. when life knocks you down, it's
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  • Life knocks you down, it's okay to process it. grieve
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  • Okay to process it. grieve the loss. i'm not telling you
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  • The loss. i'm not telling you to ignore the pain, just be
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  • To ignore the pain, just be strong. god made us with
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  • Strong. god made us with emotions. we feel things.
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  • Emotions. we feel things. what i'm saying is don't stay
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  • What i'm saying is don't stay there. don't let the loss
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  • There. don't let the loss become your location. don't
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  • Become your location. don't let what happened to you
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  • Let what happened to you become your identity. you
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  • Become your identity. you need to have this, still i
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  • Need to have this, still i rise mentality. “yes, life
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  • Rise mentality. “yes, life knocked me down, but it can't
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  • Knocked me down, but it can't keep me down. still i rise.”
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  • Keep me down. still i rise.” “i had a bad break. the door
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  • “i had a bad break. the door closed, i don't understand
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  • Closed, i don't understand it, but still i believe.
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  • It, but still i believe. still i trust, still i smile,
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  • Still i trust, still i smile, still i praise.” you have to
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  • Still i praise.” you have to have a made-up mind, that
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  • Have a made-up mind, that when life knocks you down,
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  • When life knocks you down, you're not going to live
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  • You're not going to live defeated, think about what
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  • Defeated, think about what didn't work out, you declare
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  • Didn't work out, you declare in the face of those
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  • In the face of those circumstances, “still i rise.”
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  • Circumstances, “still i rise.” i was in my kitchen the other
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  • I was in my kitchen the other day. i had a glass of water.
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  • Day. i had a glass of water. i reached over to pick
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  • I reached over to pick something up. somehow the
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  • Something up. somehow the glass slipped out of my hand
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  • Glass slipped out of my hand and hit the countertop. it
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  • And hit the countertop. it broke into a dozen pieces.
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  • Broke into a dozen pieces. the glass had a thick bottom,
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  • The glass had a thick bottom, maybe an inch of solid glass,
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  • Maybe an inch of solid glass, but it was shattered. after i
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  • But it was shattered. after i cleaned it up, i went to the
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  • Cleaned it up, i went to the countertop to see if it was
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  • Countertop to see if it was damaged. i thought it
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  • Damaged. i thought it probably dented it or chipped
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  • Probably dented it or chipped it. the glass was so hard.
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  • It. the glass was so hard. but there was no dent, no
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  • But there was no dent, no ding. it looked perfect. it's
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  • Ding. it looked perfect. it's because the countertop is
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  • Because the countertop is granite. granite is one of
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  • Granite. granite is one of the hardest stones, much
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  • The hardest stones, much harder than glass. you can
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  • Harder than glass. you can drop glass on granite all day
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  • Drop glass on granite all day long. even though the glass
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  • Long. even though the glass is hard, seems so sturdy and
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  • Is hard, seems so sturdy and tough, it will never break
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  • Tough, it will never break the granite. in the same way,
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  • The granite. in the same way, god made you harder than
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  • God made you harder than anything that will come
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  • Anything that will come against you. there are things
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  • Against you. there are things you would think would break
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  • You would think would break you. the sickness, the
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  • You. the sickness, the addiction, the trouble. it
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  • Addiction, the trouble. it feels bigger, stronger, but
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  • Feels bigger, stronger, but can i encourage you, you are
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  • Can i encourage you, you are unbreakable. you are like
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  • Unbreakable. you are like that granite. you are harder
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  • That granite. you are harder than what's trying to break
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  • Than what's trying to break you. you are stronger than
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  • You. you are stronger than what's trying to stop you.
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  • What's trying to stop you. you are more powerful than
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  • You are more powerful than what's trying to hold you.
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  • What's trying to hold you. greater is he that's in you
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  • Greater is he that's in you than what's coming against
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  • You.
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  • You may not have the strength
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  • You may not have the strength on your own, but there's
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  • On your own, but there's something greater in you.
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  • Something greater in you. that bad break may seem like
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  • That bad break may seem like it soured your future. it
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  • It soured your future. it knocked you down, but there
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  • Knocked you down, but there is bounce back in your
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  • Is bounce back in your spirit. that same power that
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  • Spirit. that same power that raised christ is going to
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  • Raised christ is going to raise you back up. now you
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  • Raise you back up. now you can't have a weak, defeated
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  • Can't have a weak, defeated mentality. “i don't know,
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  • Mentality. “i don't know, joel. i can't handle this.
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  • Joel. i can't handle this. it's too much.” have a new
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  • It's too much.” have a new perspective. “yes, i'm
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  • Perspective. “yes, i'm hurting, but i know a secret,
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  • Hurting, but i know a secret, still i rise. yes, it looks
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  • Still i rise. yes, it looks bad, but still i believe.
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  • Bad, but still i believe. yes, i'm outnumbered, but
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  • Yes, i'm outnumbered, but still i trust. yes, i got the
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  • Still i trust. yes, i got the wind knocked out of me, but
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  • Wind knocked out of me, but this is not how my story
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  • This is not how my story ends. i'm not settling here.
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  • Ends. i'm not settling here. still i move forward. still i
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  • Still i move forward. still i dream. still i expect god's
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  • Dream. still i expect god's goodness.
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  • Goodness. this is what jacob did in the
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  • This is what jacob did in the scripture. as a young man, he
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  • Scripture. as a young man, he had to leave his hometown
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  • Had to leave his hometown because his brother esau was
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  • Because his brother esau was angry with him. jacob had
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  • Angry with him. jacob had stolen his birthright. esau
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  • Stolen his birthright. esau was going to take revenge, so
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  • Was going to take revenge, so jacob fled to a faraway city
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  • Jacob fled to a faraway city and lived with his uncle for
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  • And lived with his uncle for many years. that's where he
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  • Many years. that's where he met his wives rachel and
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  • Met his wives rachel and leah. they had many children.
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  • Leah. they had many children. jacob was blessed with cattle
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  • Jacob was blessed with cattle and livestock. after
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  • And livestock. after everything cooled down, god
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  • Everything cooled down, god said to him in genesis 31,
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  • Said to him in genesis 31, “return to the land of your
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  • “return to the land of your fathers and i will be with
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  • Fathers and i will be with you.” jacob always wanted to
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  • You.” jacob always wanted to go back home, so he gathered
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  • Go back home, so he gathered his family, his flocks, his
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  • His family, his flocks, his children and he headed toward
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  • Children and he headed toward hebron where his father isaac
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  • Hebron where his father isaac lived. it was a long journey.
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  • Lived. it was a long journey. they made it to the city of
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  • They made it to the city of bethel and camped there.
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  • Bethel and camped there. that's where god changed his
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  • That's where god changed his name from jacob, which means
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  • Name from jacob, which means deceiver, trickster, that's
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  • Deceiver, trickster, that's who he was in the past, to
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  • Who he was in the past, to israel, which means prince
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  • Israel, which means prince with god. it was a destiny
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  • With god. it was a destiny moment, where he had this new
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  • Moment, where he had this new identity, “i'm not who i used
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  • Identity, “i'm not who i used to be. i'm a new man.” he
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  • To be. i'm a new man.” he built an altar there, and
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  • Built an altar there, and worshipped god.
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  • Worshipped god. they left bethel and
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  • They left bethel and continued on the journey. his
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  • Continued on the journey. his wife rachel was pregnant. she
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  • Wife rachel was pregnant. she began to have labor pains.
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  • Began to have labor pains. they stopped and the midwives
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  • They stopped and the midwives began to help her. she went
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  • Began to help her. she went into labor. it was very hard.
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  • Into labor. it was very hard. there were complications.
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  • There were complications. rachel gave birth to the
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  • Rachel gave birth to the child, a healthy baby, but
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  • Child, a healthy baby, but rachel didn't make it. she
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  • Rachel didn't make it. she died during childbirth. here
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  • Died during childbirth. here it was the best of times, a
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  • It was the best of times, a new baby boy, and the worst
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  • New baby boy, and the worst of times. jacob lost his
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  • Of times. jacob lost his beloved wife. in those days,
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  • Beloved wife. in those days, they had multiple wives. he
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  • They had multiple wives. he had married her sister, leah;
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  • Had married her sister, leah; he was tricked into that, but
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  • He was tricked into that, but rachel was the love of his
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  • Rachel was the love of his life. the first time he saw
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  • Life. the first time he saw rachel, it was love at first
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  • Rachel, it was love at first sight. so much so that he
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  • Sight. so much so that he told her father, laban that
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  • Told her father, laban that he would work for him seven
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  • He would work for him seven years just to be able to
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  • Years just to be able to marry her. after the seven
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  • Marry her. after the seven years, laban didn't keep his
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  • Years, laban didn't keep his word. he gave him the oldest
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  • Word. he gave him the oldest daughter leah instead. jacob
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  • Daughter leah instead. jacob said that's not what we
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  • Said that's not what we agreed to. laban said, “then
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  • Agreed to. laban said, “then you have to work for me seven
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  • You have to work for me seven more years to have rachel.”
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  • More years to have rachel.” jacob did it. that's how much
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  • Jacob did it. that's how much he loved rachel. now his
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  • He loved rachel. now his world is shattered. he never
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  • World is shattered. he never dreamed he would lose the
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  • Dreamed he would lose the thing he loved the most. it's
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  • Thing he loved the most. it's one thing if she passed from
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  • One thing if she passed from old age. at their home, they
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  • Old age. at their home, they had reached their
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  • Had reached their destination. but he lost her
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  • Destination. but he lost her along the way, while they
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  • Along the way, while they were in transition, while
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  • Were in transition, while they were dreaming about what
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  • They were dreaming about what was to come.
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  • Was to come. sometimes on our journey in
  • 00:07:03.779 --> 00:07:05.481
  • Sometimes on our journey in life, the unexpected happens.
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  • Life, the unexpected happens. a dream dies, a door closes,
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  • A dream dies, a door closes, a loved one doesn't make it.
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  • A loved one doesn't make it. we didn't see it coming. we
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  • We didn't see it coming. we get knocked down. it's easy
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  • Get knocked down. it's easy to stay down, wonder why it
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  • To stay down, wonder why it happened, live defeated, give
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  • Happened, live defeated, give up on dreams. we were doing
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  • Up on dreams. we were doing the right thing, but the
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  • The right thing, but the wrong thing happened. “god
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  • Wrong thing happened. “god where were you? why didn't
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  • Where were you? why didn't you stop this?” there will
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  • You stop this?” there will always be unanswered
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  • Always be unanswered questions. faith is about
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  • Questions. faith is about trusting when you don't
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  • Trusting when you don't understand. not trying to
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  • Understand. not trying to figure everything out. don't
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  • Figure everything out. don't put a question mark where god
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  • Put a question mark where god has put a period. he's still
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  • Has put a period. he's still in control. he's still
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  • In control. he's still ordering your steps. he still
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  • Ordering your steps. he still has a purpose for you to
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  • Has a purpose for you to fulfill.
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  • Fulfill. it's not like jacob was off
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  • It's not like jacob was off course, doing something he
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  • Course, doing something he wasn't supposed to be doing.
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  • Wasn't supposed to be doing. god told him to go back home.
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  • God told him to go back home. he was being obedient,
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  • He was being obedient, following god's plan for his
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  • Following god's plan for his life. you can imagine the
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  • Life. you can imagine the pain he felt, the grief, the
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  • Pain he felt, the grief, the sense of loss, being
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  • Sense of loss, being overwhelmed. this is the
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  • Overwhelmed. this is the woman he worked fourteen
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  • Woman he worked fourteen years for. this was the
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  • Years for. this was the mother of joseph, a son that
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  • Mother of joseph, a son that would impact the world.
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  • Would impact the world. suddenly she's gone. here
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  • Suddenly she's gone. here they were planning on seeing
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  • They were planning on seeing their family, having a big
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  • Their family, having a big reunion. all being together
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  • Reunion. all being together again, then life happened.
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  • Again, then life happened. what made it even worse is he
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  • What made it even worse is he couldn't bury her with his
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  • Couldn't bury her with his family. the custom in those
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  • Family. the custom in those days is you had to bury a
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  • Days is you had to bury a body within twenty-four
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  • Body within twenty-four hours. they were weeks away
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  • Hours. they were weeks away from their destination. so
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  • From their destination. so right there on the side of
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  • Right there on the side of the road, he dug a grave and
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  • The road, he dug a grave and set a memorial stone, and he
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  • Set a memorial stone, and he marked her passing. this was
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  • Marked her passing. this was a critical point. jacob could
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  • A critical point. jacob could have settled there. he could
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  • Have settled there. he could have canceled his plans, and
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  • Have canceled his plans, and thought, “no need for me to
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  • Thought, “no need for me to go any further. my dreams are
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  • Go any further. my dreams are shattered. i'm too
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  • Shattered. i'm too heartbroken.” he could have
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  • Heartbroken.” he could have lived in mourning.
  • 00:08:48.784 --> 00:08:50.286
  • Lived in mourning. but verse 21 says, “after
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  • But verse 21 says, “after honoring her passing, israel
  • 00:08:52.588 --> 00:08:55.091
  • Honoring her passing, israel journeyed on.” the verse
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  • Journeyed on.” the verse before says, “jacob set a
  • 00:08:57.326 --> 00:08:59.395
  • Before says, “jacob set a marker on her grave.” when
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  • Marker on her grave.” when moses wrote this, he used two
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  • Moses wrote this, he used two different names. it's not a
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  • Different names. it's not a coincidence. god was showing
  • 00:09:05.167 --> 00:09:07.003
  • Coincidence. god was showing us, jacob represents the
  • 00:09:07.069 --> 00:09:09.005
  • Us, jacob represents the human part of us. our
  • 00:09:09.071 --> 00:09:10.606
  • Human part of us. our emotions, the pain, the
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  • Emotions, the pain, the grief, the heart break.
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  • Grief, the heart break. that's jacob. he set up this
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  • That's jacob. he set up this pillar to mark her passing.
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  • Pillar to mark her passing. god didn't say, “jacob you
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  • God didn't say, “jacob you have to get going. don't feel
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  • Have to get going. don't feel anything. be stronger.” grief
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  • Anything. be stronger.” grief is not weakness. grief is a
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  • Is not weakness. grief is a sign that you loved. when you
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  • Sign that you loved. when you love deeply, you grieve
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  • Love deeply, you grieve deeply. there's a time for
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  • Deeply. there's a time for mourning, a time for weeping,
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  • Mourning, a time for weeping, a time to process so you can
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  • A time to process so you can heal. if you don't grieve
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  • Heal. if you don't grieve your losses and you hold
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  • Your losses and you hold everything in, just try to
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  • Everything in, just try to override it, it's not
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  • Override it, it's not healthy. there needs to be
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  • Healthy. there needs to be release. weeping endures for
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  • Release. weeping endures for a night, then joy comes.
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  • A night, then joy comes. don't bypass the process. but
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  • Don't bypass the process. but here's the key, the enemy
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  • Here's the key, the enemy would love for a season of
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  • Would love for a season of mourning to turn into a
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  • Mourning to turn into a lifetime of mourning, to
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  • Lifetime of mourning, to where you set up camp at the
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  • Where you set up camp at the memorial stone. you always
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  • Memorial stone. you always think about what you lost.
  • 00:10:00.189 --> 00:10:02.024
  • Think about what you lost. you relive the hurt, and give
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  • You relive the hurt, and give up on dreams, settle in the
  • 00:10:03.926 --> 00:10:05.661
  • Up on dreams, settle in the sorrow. that's how jacob
  • 00:10:05.728 --> 00:10:07.263
  • Sorrow. that's how jacob felt. those are normal
  • 00:10:07.329 --> 00:10:08.931
  • Felt. those are normal emotions.
  • 00:10:08.998 --> 00:10:10.232
  • Emotions. then the scripture switches
  • 00:10:10.299 --> 00:10:11.867
  • Then the scripture switches his name and says, “israel
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  • His name and says, “israel journeyed on.” israel is the
  • 00:10:14.570 --> 00:10:16.739
  • Journeyed on.” israel is the spirit inside you. it's who
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  • Spirit inside you. it's who god called you to be. when
  • 00:10:19.041 --> 00:10:21.010
  • God called you to be. when jacob wants to settle in
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  • Jacob wants to settle in defeat, israel moves forward
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  • Defeat, israel moves forward in faith. when jacob is
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  • In faith. when jacob is overcome with sorrow. israel
  • 00:10:26.582 --> 00:10:28.484
  • Overcome with sorrow. israel rises up, wipes the tears and
  • 00:10:28.551 --> 00:10:30.686
  • Rises up, wipes the tears and presses on. weeping endures
  • 00:10:30.753 --> 00:10:33.289
  • Presses on. weeping endures for a night, that's jacob.
  • 00:10:33.355 --> 00:10:35.024
  • For a night, that's jacob. but joy is coming in the
  • 00:10:35.091 --> 00:10:36.325
  • But joy is coming in the morning, that's israel. jacob
  • 00:10:36.392 --> 00:10:38.527
  • Morning, that's israel. jacob will feel overwhelmed by the
  • 00:10:38.594 --> 00:10:39.895
  • Will feel overwhelmed by the loss, but the israel in you
  • 00:10:39.962 --> 00:10:42.164
  • Loss, but the israel in you says, “still i rise. still i
  • 00:10:42.231 --> 00:10:44.333
  • Says, “still i rise. still i believe. still i trust. still
  • 00:10:44.400 --> 00:10:46.469
  • Believe. still i trust. still i journey on.” we see this
  • 00:10:46.535 --> 00:10:48.838
  • I journey on.” we see this with job. he lost everything.
  • 00:10:48.904 --> 00:10:51.240
  • With job. he lost everything. in the middle of the trouble,
  • 00:10:51.307 --> 00:10:52.842
  • In the middle of the trouble, when he should have been
  • 00:10:52.908 --> 00:10:53.542
  • When he should have been depressed, he looked up and
  • 00:10:53.609 --> 00:10:54.977
  • Depressed, he looked up and said, “though he slay me, yet
  • 00:10:55.044 --> 00:10:56.946
  • Said, “though he slay me, yet will i trust him.” that
  • 00:10:57.012 --> 00:10:58.748
  • Will i trust him.” that wasisrael coming out.
  • 00:10:58.814 --> 00:10:59.849
  • Wasisrael coming out. but when we have bad breaks
  • 00:10:59.915 --> 00:11:01.917
  • But when we have bad breaks and we have to bury a dream,
  • 00:11:01.984 --> 00:11:03.719
  • And we have to bury a dream, or bury something that you
  • 00:11:03.786 --> 00:11:05.221
  • Or bury something that you dearly loved, jacob will be
  • 00:11:05.287 --> 00:11:07.223
  • Dearly loved, jacob will be there. the grieving, the
  • 00:11:07.289 --> 00:11:09.058
  • There. the grieving, the weeping, the sorrow. but can
  • 00:11:09.125 --> 00:11:10.926
  • Weeping, the sorrow. but can i encourage you, there's an
  • 00:11:10.993 --> 00:11:12.561
  • I encourage you, there's an israel in you as well. israel
  • 00:11:12.628 --> 00:11:15.364
  • Israel in you as well. israel carries the power, the
  • 00:11:15.431 --> 00:11:16.832
  • Carries the power, the fortitude, the strength that
  • 00:11:16.899 --> 00:11:18.901
  • Fortitude, the strength that causes you to rise back up.
  • 00:11:18.968 --> 00:11:20.736
  • Causes you to rise back up. to defy the odds. to journey
  • 00:11:20.803 --> 00:11:22.905
  • To defy the odds. to journey on when all the circumstances
  • 00:11:22.972 --> 00:11:25.441
  • On when all the circumstances tell you to settle. “look
  • 00:11:25.508 --> 00:11:26.976
  • Tell you to settle. “look what happened. it's not fair.
  • 00:11:27.042 --> 00:11:29.145
  • What happened. it's not fair. this has soured your life.”
  • 00:11:29.211 --> 00:11:30.880
  • This has soured your life.” when jacob wants to sit down,
  • 00:11:30.946 --> 00:11:32.882
  • When jacob wants to sit down, israel stands up. jacob feels
  • 00:11:32.948 --> 00:11:35.151
  • Israel stands up. jacob feels the pain, but israel carries
  • 00:11:35.217 --> 00:11:37.052
  • The pain, but israel carries the promise. no weapon formed
  • 00:11:37.119 --> 00:11:39.355
  • The promise. no weapon formed against you will prosper.
  • 00:11:39.421 --> 00:11:40.923
  • Against you will prosper. there are beauty for those
  • 00:11:40.990 --> 00:11:42.091
  • There are beauty for those ashes. jacob will try to
  • 00:11:42.158 --> 00:11:44.193
  • Ashes. jacob will try to convince you that you're
  • 00:11:44.260 --> 00:11:44.960
  • Convince you that you're done. you've seen your best
  • 00:11:45.027 --> 00:11:47.096
  • Done. you've seen your best days. you can't handle this.
  • 00:11:47.163 --> 00:11:48.831
  • Days. you can't handle this. but if you'll listen
  • 00:11:48.898 --> 00:11:49.532
  • But if you'll listen carefully, you'll hear israel
  • 00:11:49.598 --> 00:11:51.333
  • Carefully, you'll hear israel saying, “no, no. still i
  • 00:11:51.400 --> 00:11:52.601
  • Saying, “no, no. still i rise. still i move forward.
  • 00:11:52.668 --> 00:11:54.770
  • Rise. still i move forward. still i pursue. yes, that
  • 00:11:54.837 --> 00:11:56.839
  • Still i pursue. yes, that door closed, i'm
  • 00:11:56.906 --> 00:11:57.773
  • Door closed, i'm disappointed, but i'm going
  • 00:11:57.840 --> 00:11:58.974
  • Disappointed, but i'm going to knock on another door.”
  • 00:11:59.041 --> 00:12:00.309
  • To knock on another door.” that's israel. that trouble
  • 00:12:00.376 --> 00:12:02.178
  • That's israel. that trouble with your child, the
  • 00:12:02.244 --> 00:12:03.412
  • With your child, the difficulty at work, should
  • 00:12:03.479 --> 00:12:05.047
  • Difficulty at work, should have given you a nervous
  • 00:12:05.114 --> 00:12:05.881
  • Have given you a nervous breakdown, taken your joy,
  • 00:12:05.948 --> 00:12:08.017
  • Breakdown, taken your joy, your victory. but you felt a
  • 00:12:08.083 --> 00:12:09.652
  • Your victory. but you felt a strength, a power, that you
  • 00:12:09.718 --> 00:12:11.754
  • Strength, a power, that you can't explain, to keep moving
  • 00:12:11.821 --> 00:12:13.589
  • Can't explain, to keep moving forward. that's israel.
  • 00:12:13.656 --> 00:12:15.357
  • Forward. that's israel. that's god sustaining you.
  • 00:12:15.424 --> 00:12:17.059
  • That's god sustaining you. that's his spirit causing you
  • 00:12:17.126 --> 00:12:18.928
  • That's his spirit causing you to overcome.
  • 00:12:18.994 --> 00:12:20.896
  • To overcome. maybe a relationship didn't
  • 00:12:20.963 --> 00:12:22.431
  • Maybe a relationship didn't work it. you lost a loved
  • 00:12:22.498 --> 00:12:24.633
  • Work it. you lost a loved one. you should get stuck,
  • 00:12:24.700 --> 00:12:26.769
  • One. you should get stuck, thinking, “why? it's not
  • 00:12:26.836 --> 00:12:28.437
  • Thinking, “why? it's not fair. i don't understand it.”
  • 00:12:28.504 --> 00:12:30.406
  • Fair. i don't understand it.” that's where jacob was. but
  • 00:12:30.472 --> 00:12:32.441
  • That's where jacob was. but what happened with him, is
  • 00:12:32.508 --> 00:12:33.809
  • What happened with him, is going to happen to you.
  • 00:12:33.876 --> 00:12:35.244
  • Going to happen to you. israel is going to show up.
  • 00:12:35.311 --> 00:12:37.513
  • Israel is going to show up. jacob couldn't have done this
  • 00:12:37.580 --> 00:12:38.614
  • Jacob couldn't have done this on his own. it was too much,
  • 00:12:38.681 --> 00:12:40.416
  • On his own. it was too much, too overwhelming. but when he
  • 00:12:40.482 --> 00:12:42.351
  • Too overwhelming. but when he came to the end of his
  • 00:12:42.418 --> 00:12:43.485
  • Came to the end of his ability, israel stepped in.
  • 00:12:43.552 --> 00:12:45.487
  • Ability, israel stepped in. that's the spirit of god
  • 00:12:45.554 --> 00:12:47.189
  • That's the spirit of god causing you to move forward,
  • 00:12:47.256 --> 00:12:48.924
  • Causing you to move forward, to continue on, despite
  • 00:12:48.991 --> 00:12:51.360
  • To continue on, despite what's tried to stop you. now
  • 00:12:51.427 --> 00:12:53.629
  • What's tried to stop you. now don't be down on yourself
  • 00:12:53.696 --> 00:12:55.598
  • Don't be down on yourself when things feel heavy. some
  • 00:12:55.664 --> 00:12:57.633
  • When things feel heavy. some people say if you have faith,
  • 00:12:57.700 --> 00:12:59.001
  • People say if you have faith, you shouldn't grieve. you
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  • You shouldn't grieve. you shouldn't feel the pain, feel
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  • Shouldn't feel the pain, feel the sadness. jacob doesn't go
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  • The sadness. jacob doesn't go away. we're human. jesus wept
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  • Away. we're human. jesus wept when his friend lazarus died.
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  • When his friend lazarus died. he felt sorrow and heartache.
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  • He felt sorrow and heartache. in the garden of gethsemane,
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  • In the garden of gethsemane, he was so overwhelmed, he
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  • He was so overwhelmed, he sweat drops of blood. he's
  • 00:13:14.984 --> 00:13:17.353
  • Sweat drops of blood. he's god, yet in his body, he had
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  • God, yet in his body, he had these emotions. it's not a
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  • These emotions. it's not a lack of faith to feel things.
  • 00:13:21.323 --> 00:13:23.459
  • Lack of faith to feel things. the jacob in you feels pain.
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  • The jacob in you feels pain. jacob reacts to loss,
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  • Jacob reacts to loss, betrayal. jacob carries
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  • Betrayal. jacob carries wounds and questions. that's
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  • Wounds and questions. that's the natural part of us. on
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  • The natural part of us. on our own, by ourselves, we
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  • Our own, by ourselves, we would get stuck. the good
  • 00:13:35.471 --> 00:13:36.939
  • Would get stuck. the good news is, there's not just a
  • 00:13:37.006 --> 00:13:38.440
  • News is, there's not just a jacob in you, there's an
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  • Jacob in you, there's an israel in you. that's who i'm
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  • Israel in you. that's who i'm calling out. israel gets up,
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  • Calling out. israel gets up, after being knocked down.
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  • After being knocked down. israel moves forward, while
  • 00:13:46.048 --> 00:13:47.583
  • Israel moves forward, while they're still hurting. israel
  • 00:13:47.650 --> 00:13:49.251
  • They're still hurting. israel trusts even though there's
  • 00:13:49.318 --> 00:13:50.386
  • Trusts even though there's unanswered questions. israel
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  • Unanswered questions. israel praises through the pain and
  • 00:13:52.354 --> 00:13:54.056
  • Praises through the pain and speaks victory in the middle
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  • Speaks victory in the middle of the trouble. jacob buries
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  • Of the trouble. jacob buries the dreams, mourns the loss,
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  • The dreams, mourns the loss, acknowledges the
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  • Acknowledges the disappointment. but israel
  • 00:14:01.030 --> 00:14:02.731
  • Disappointment. but israel journeys on.
  • 00:14:02.798 --> 00:14:04.199
  • Journeys on. you may be in a tough season,
  • 00:14:04.266 --> 00:14:05.567
  • You may be in a tough season, too. you feel the pain.
  • 00:14:05.634 --> 00:14:08.003
  • Too. you feel the pain. discouraged over the
  • 00:14:08.070 --> 00:14:08.871
  • Discouraged over the difficulty. jacob's been out
  • 00:14:08.938 --> 00:14:10.839
  • Difficulty. jacob's been out a long time. israel is in
  • 00:14:10.906 --> 00:14:13.542
  • A long time. israel is in you, but you have to let him
  • 00:14:13.609 --> 00:14:14.944
  • You, but you have to let him rise up. it starts in our
  • 00:14:15.010 --> 00:14:16.812
  • Rise up. it starts in our thoughts. what are you
  • 00:14:16.879 --> 00:14:18.414
  • Thoughts. what are you telling yourself? “i can't
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  • Telling yourself? “i can't handle this. it's too much.
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  • Handle this. it's too much. why did they treat me that
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  • Why did they treat me that way?” that's going to keep
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  • Way?” that's going to keep israel from showing up. he's
  • 00:14:24.653 --> 00:14:26.488
  • Israel from showing up. he's in you, but you have to let
  • 00:14:26.555 --> 00:14:27.623
  • In you, but you have to let him come alive. try a
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  • Him come alive. try a different approach. “god this
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  • Different approach. “god this was a bad break, i don't
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  • Was a bad break, i don't understand it, but god, i
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  • Understand it, but god, i trust you. you said you've
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  • Trust you. you said you've armed with strength for every
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  • Armed with strength for every battle. you said i can do all
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  • Battle. you said i can do all things through christ. i may
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  • Things through christ. i may be down now but i'm not
  • 00:14:40.569 --> 00:14:41.537
  • Be down now but i'm not staying down, still i will
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  • Staying down, still i will arise.”
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  • Arise.” jacob had every reason to
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  • Jacob had every reason to settle on the way to his
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  • Settle on the way to his destiny. he was doing the
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  • Destiny. he was doing the right thing, pursuing what god
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  • Right thing, pursuing what god told him, and he lost what
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  • Told him, and he lost what mattered most to him. he
  • 00:14:54.083 --> 00:14:55.317
  • Mattered most to him. he could have become bitter,
  • 00:14:55.384 --> 00:14:56.986
  • Could have become bitter, overcome by sorrow, stuck in
  • 00:14:57.052 --> 00:14:59.054
  • Overcome by sorrow, stuck in unanswered questions, but he
  • 00:14:59.121 --> 00:15:00.789
  • Unanswered questions, but he did what we all have to do.
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  • Did what we all have to do. he let israel rise up. he was
  • 00:15:02.157 --> 00:15:05.094
  • He let israel rise up. he was saying in effect, “i'm
  • 00:15:05.160 --> 00:15:06.295
  • Saying in effect, “i'm hurting, but i'm still
  • 00:15:06.362 --> 00:15:07.463
  • Hurting, but i'm still moving. i'm grieving, but i'm
  • 00:15:07.529 --> 00:15:09.732
  • Moving. i'm grieving, but i'm going forward. i've lost
  • 00:15:09.798 --> 00:15:11.633
  • Going forward. i've lost something precious, but i
  • 00:15:11.700 --> 00:15:13.235
  • Something precious, but i didn't lose my purpose.” we
  • 00:15:13.302 --> 00:15:15.137
  • Didn't lose my purpose.” we all have these times like
  • 00:15:15.204 --> 00:15:16.405
  • All have these times like jacob that don't seem fair.
  • 00:15:16.472 --> 00:15:18.640
  • Jacob that don't seem fair. you may feel the pain, but
  • 00:15:18.707 --> 00:15:20.409
  • You may feel the pain, but don't forfeit the promise.
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  • Don't forfeit the promise. what god has spoken over your
  • 00:15:22.244 --> 00:15:23.746
  • What god has spoken over your life is still going to come
  • 00:15:23.812 --> 00:15:25.247
  • Life is still going to come to pass. it may be difficult,
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  • To pass. it may be difficult, but the israel in you is
  • 00:15:27.783 --> 00:15:29.485
  • But the israel in you is saying, “journey on. keep
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  • Saying, “journey on. keep dreaming. keep pursuing. keep
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  • Dreaming. keep pursuing. keep expecting.” you can't keep a
  • 00:15:33.756 --> 00:15:35.891
  • Expecting.” you can't keep a good person down. despite
  • 00:15:35.958 --> 00:15:38.027
  • Good person down. despite what's happened, you will
  • 00:15:38.093 --> 00:15:39.061
  • What's happened, you will still arise. you will still
  • 00:15:39.128 --> 00:15:40.896
  • Still arise. you will still see the goodness of god.
  • 00:15:40.963 --> 00:15:43.365
  • See the goodness of god. my father was pastoring a
  • 00:15:43.432 --> 00:15:44.533
  • My father was pastoring a church back in the late
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  • Church back in the late 1950's. it was very
  • 00:15:45.601 --> 00:15:47.736
  • 1950's. it was very successful. they had just
  • 00:15:47.803 --> 00:15:49.304
  • Successful. they had just built a beautiful new
  • 00:15:49.371 --> 00:15:50.205
  • Built a beautiful new sanctuary seating a thousand
  • 00:15:50.272 --> 00:15:51.807
  • Sanctuary seating a thousand people. he was on the state
  • 00:15:51.874 --> 00:15:53.242
  • People. he was on the state board for his denomination,
  • 00:15:53.308 --> 00:15:54.977
  • Board for his denomination, on his way up. then my sister
  • 00:15:55.044 --> 00:15:57.246
  • On his way up. then my sister lisa was born with a birth
  • 00:15:57.312 --> 00:15:59.114
  • Lisa was born with a birth injury, something like
  • 00:15:59.181 --> 00:16:00.616
  • Injury, something like cerebral palsy. the doctors
  • 00:16:00.682 --> 00:16:02.684
  • Cerebral palsy. the doctors told my parents that she
  • 00:16:02.751 --> 00:16:03.986
  • Told my parents that she would probably never be able
  • 00:16:04.053 --> 00:16:05.287
  • Would probably never be able to speak, walk or even feed
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  • To speak, walk or even feed herself. they didn't see that
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  • Herself. they didn't see that coming. jacob was there.
  • 00:16:09.391 --> 00:16:11.927
  • Coming. jacob was there. their human emotions. they
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  • Their human emotions. they were discouraged, felt this
  • 00:16:13.762 --> 00:16:15.497
  • Were discouraged, felt this sorrow and heaviness,
  • 00:16:15.564 --> 00:16:17.332
  • Sorrow and heaviness, wondering why it happened.
  • 00:16:17.399 --> 00:16:19.234
  • Wondering why it happened. but inside each one of us,
  • 00:16:19.301 --> 00:16:21.036
  • But inside each one of us, there's not just jacob,
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  • There's not just jacob, there's an israel. my father
  • 00:16:22.538 --> 00:16:24.673
  • There's an israel. my father told how he felt this holy
  • 00:16:24.740 --> 00:16:26.375
  • Told how he felt this holy anger. this fire, this
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  • Anger. this fire, this passion to pray and believe
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  • Passion to pray and believe that lisa could be healed.
  • 00:16:31.080 --> 00:16:32.981
  • That lisa could be healed. that went against everything
  • 00:16:33.048 --> 00:16:34.016
  • That went against everything he was taught back then. in
  • 00:16:34.083 --> 00:16:35.784
  • He was taught back then. in seminary, he was told that
  • 00:16:35.851 --> 00:16:37.486
  • Seminary, he was told that the day of miracles was over,
  • 00:16:37.553 --> 00:16:39.121
  • The day of miracles was over, that it ceased when the last
  • 00:16:39.188 --> 00:16:40.422
  • That it ceased when the last disciples died. he went to a
  • 00:16:40.489 --> 00:16:42.324
  • Disciples died. he went to a hotel downtown to pray and
  • 00:16:42.391 --> 00:16:44.426
  • Hotel downtown to pray and read the scriptures. jacob
  • 00:16:44.493 --> 00:16:46.462
  • Read the scriptures. jacob was grieving, but israel
  • 00:16:46.528 --> 00:16:47.930
  • Was grieving, but israel journeyed on.
  • 00:16:47.996 --> 00:16:49.398
  • Journeyed on. my father saw how jesus went
  • 00:16:49.465 --> 00:16:51.033
  • My father saw how jesus went around healing people, with
  • 00:16:51.100 --> 00:16:52.634
  • Around healing people, with great power and victory.
  • 00:16:52.701 --> 00:16:54.837
  • Great power and victory. faith rose in his heart. he
  • 00:16:54.903 --> 00:16:56.839
  • Faith rose in his heart. he came back to his church and
  • 00:16:56.905 --> 00:16:58.307
  • Came back to his church and started preaching with a new
  • 00:16:58.373 --> 00:16:59.475
  • Started preaching with a new fire and passion, encouraging
  • 00:16:59.541 --> 00:17:01.844
  • Fire and passion, encouraging them to believe that god can
  • 00:17:01.910 --> 00:17:03.579
  • Them to believe that god can do what seems impossible. he
  • 00:17:03.645 --> 00:17:05.647
  • Do what seems impossible. he thought they would be
  • 00:17:05.714 --> 00:17:06.348
  • Thought they would be excited, on board, but it was
  • 00:17:06.415 --> 00:17:08.884
  • Excited, on board, but it was just the opposite. they
  • 00:17:08.951 --> 00:17:10.285
  • Just the opposite. they didn't like it. it went
  • 00:17:10.352 --> 00:17:11.553
  • Didn't like it. it went against their tradition. they
  • 00:17:11.620 --> 00:17:13.622
  • Against their tradition. they ended up asking my father to
  • 00:17:13.689 --> 00:17:15.290
  • Ended up asking my father to leave. my parents had poured
  • 00:17:15.357 --> 00:17:17.226
  • Leave. my parents had poured their heart into those
  • 00:17:17.292 --> 00:17:18.227
  • Their heart into those people, given them their very
  • 00:17:18.293 --> 00:17:19.795
  • People, given them their very best. my mother told me
  • 00:17:19.862 --> 00:17:22.030
  • Best. my mother told me lifelong friends never spoke
  • 00:17:22.097 --> 00:17:24.266
  • Lifelong friends never spoke to her again. like jacob, on
  • 00:17:24.333 --> 00:17:26.902
  • To her again. like jacob, on the way to their destination,
  • 00:17:26.969 --> 00:17:28.937
  • The way to their destination, doing what god called them to
  • 00:17:29.004 --> 00:17:30.305
  • Doing what god called them to do, a dream died. it didn't
  • 00:17:30.372 --> 00:17:32.674
  • Do, a dream died. it didn't seem fair. god could have
  • 00:17:32.741 --> 00:17:34.510
  • Seem fair. god could have stopped it. there were
  • 00:17:34.576 --> 00:17:36.011
  • Stopped it. there were unanswered questions. my
  • 00:17:36.078 --> 00:17:38.147
  • Unanswered questions. my parents grieved the loss.
  • 00:17:38.213 --> 00:17:40.182
  • Parents grieved the loss. they mourned what didn't work
  • 00:17:40.249 --> 00:17:41.483
  • They mourned what didn't work out, but they didn't get
  • 00:17:41.550 --> 00:17:42.818
  • Out, but they didn't get bitter. they didn't hold on
  • 00:17:42.885 --> 00:17:44.419
  • Bitter. they didn't hold on to the hurt and talk bad
  • 00:17:44.486 --> 00:17:46.221
  • To the hurt and talk bad about the people, try to get
  • 00:17:46.288 --> 00:17:47.923
  • About the people, try to get revenge. they realized god
  • 00:17:47.990 --> 00:17:50.325
  • Revenge. they realized god put a period there. that
  • 00:17:50.392 --> 00:17:52.361
  • Put a period there. that season was over. god is our
  • 00:17:52.427 --> 00:17:55.164
  • Season was over. god is our doorkeeper. he opens and
  • 00:17:55.230 --> 00:17:57.232
  • Doorkeeper. he opens and closes the doors in our life.
  • 00:17:57.299 --> 00:17:59.601
  • Closes the doors in our life. it doesn't always make sense
  • 00:17:59.668 --> 00:18:00.969
  • It doesn't always make sense to us. he numbers our days.
  • 00:18:01.036 --> 00:18:03.839
  • To us. he numbers our days. our times are in his hands.
  • 00:18:03.906 --> 00:18:06.475
  • Our times are in his hands. daddy had to bury that dream.
  • 00:18:06.542 --> 00:18:08.377
  • Daddy had to bury that dream. accept that it didn't work
  • 00:18:08.443 --> 00:18:09.645
  • Accept that it didn't work out. but just because one
  • 00:18:09.711 --> 00:18:11.713
  • Out. but just because one dream dies, doesn't mean god
  • 00:18:11.780 --> 00:18:13.682
  • Dream dies, doesn't mean god doesn't have another dream.
  • 00:18:13.749 --> 00:18:15.651
  • Doesn't have another dream. losing a job, a relationship,
  • 00:18:15.717 --> 00:18:17.419
  • Losing a job, a relationship, a loved one, that doesn't
  • 00:18:17.486 --> 00:18:19.188
  • A loved one, that doesn't stop god's purpose for your
  • 00:18:19.254 --> 00:18:20.789
  • Stop god's purpose for your life. your destiny is not in
  • 00:18:20.856 --> 00:18:23.859
  • Life. your destiny is not in what you've lost, it's in
  • 00:18:23.926 --> 00:18:25.360
  • What you've lost, it's in what you have left. but
  • 00:18:25.427 --> 00:18:27.129
  • What you have left. but here's the whole key, if you
  • 00:18:27.196 --> 00:18:28.530
  • Here's the whole key, if you focus on the loss, what
  • 00:18:28.597 --> 00:18:30.432
  • Focus on the loss, what didn't work out, what they
  • 00:18:30.499 --> 00:18:31.934
  • Didn't work out, what they did, you're going to get
  • 00:18:32.000 --> 00:18:33.168
  • Did, you're going to get stuck. sure, you're going to
  • 00:18:33.235 --> 00:18:35.070
  • Stuck. sure, you're going to feel the emotion,
  • 00:18:35.137 --> 00:18:36.605
  • Feel the emotion, disappointment, sadness,
  • 00:18:36.672 --> 00:18:38.507
  • Disappointment, sadness, jacob is there. but israel's
  • 00:18:38.574 --> 00:18:40.842
  • Jacob is there. but israel's in there too. after you
  • 00:18:40.909 --> 00:18:42.878
  • In there too. after you process the loss, you go
  • 00:18:42.945 --> 00:18:44.813
  • Process the loss, you go through the healing, israel
  • 00:18:44.880 --> 00:18:46.815
  • Through the healing, israel is going to rise up and say,
  • 00:18:46.882 --> 00:18:48.517
  • Is going to rise up and say, “journey on. move forward.
  • 00:18:48.584 --> 00:18:51.186
  • “journey on. move forward. don't stay here and mourn
  • 00:18:51.253 --> 00:18:52.454
  • Don't stay here and mourn this any longer.” it's a
  • 00:18:52.521 --> 00:18:54.056
  • This any longer.” it's a season, don't let it turn
  • 00:18:54.122 --> 00:18:56.058
  • Season, don't let it turn into a lifetime.
  • 00:18:56.124 --> 00:18:57.626
  • Into a lifetime. this is what my parents did.
  • 00:18:57.693 --> 00:18:59.261
  • This is what my parents did. they went out and started
  • 00:18:59.328 --> 00:19:00.362
  • They went out and started lakewood with ninety people
  • 00:19:00.429 --> 00:19:02.397
  • Lakewood with ninety people on mother's day in 1959. my
  • 00:19:02.464 --> 00:19:04.900
  • On mother's day in 1959. my sister lisa kept getting
  • 00:19:04.967 --> 00:19:06.535
  • Sister lisa kept getting better and better, defying
  • 00:19:06.602 --> 00:19:08.203
  • Better and better, defying the odds. of course, today
  • 00:19:08.270 --> 00:19:09.805
  • The odds. of course, today she's perfectly normal.
  • 00:19:09.871 --> 00:19:11.506
  • She's perfectly normal. lakewood is still going
  • 00:19:11.573 --> 00:19:12.541
  • Lakewood is still going strong sixty-seven years
  • 00:19:12.608 --> 00:19:14.243
  • Strong sixty-seven years later. what the enemy means
  • 00:19:14.309 --> 00:19:16.245
  • Later. what the enemy means for harm, god knows how to
  • 00:19:16.311 --> 00:19:18.547
  • For harm, god knows how to turn to your advantage.
  • 00:19:18.614 --> 00:19:20.148
  • Turn to your advantage. sometimes what we think is
  • 00:19:20.215 --> 00:19:21.583
  • Sometimes what we think is the enemy is really the
  • 00:19:21.650 --> 00:19:23.018
  • The enemy is really the divine plan of god. things we
  • 00:19:23.085 --> 00:19:25.087
  • Divine plan of god. things we don't understand, but it's
  • 00:19:25.153 --> 00:19:26.355
  • Don't understand, but it's all working for his purpose.
  • 00:19:26.421 --> 00:19:28.824
  • All working for his purpose. had my father not journeyed
  • 00:19:28.890 --> 00:19:30.525
  • Had my father not journeyed on, we wouldn't be here
  • 00:19:30.592 --> 00:19:31.760
  • On, we wouldn't be here today. had my mother gotten
  • 00:19:31.827 --> 00:19:33.795
  • Today. had my mother gotten bitter, lived with a chip on
  • 00:19:33.862 --> 00:19:35.464
  • Bitter, lived with a chip on her shoulder, she would have
  • 00:19:35.530 --> 00:19:36.999
  • Her shoulder, she would have never seen all the blessing
  • 00:19:37.065 --> 00:19:38.367
  • Never seen all the blessing and favor. they were knocked
  • 00:19:38.433 --> 00:19:40.335
  • And favor. they were knocked down, but they made this
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  • Down, but they made this decision, “we're not going to
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  • Decision, “we're not going to stay down.” they felt the
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  • Stay down.” they felt the sting of rejection, being
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  • Sting of rejection, being misunderstood, pushed out,
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  • Misunderstood, pushed out, but they also felt israel
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  • But they also felt israel inside. despite the
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  • Inside. despite the opposition, they had the
  • 00:19:53.081 --> 00:19:54.516
  • Opposition, they had the attitude, “still we rise.
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  • Attitude, “still we rise. still we believe. still we
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  • Still we believe. still we journey on.” the scripture
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  • Journey on.” the scripture says, “a good man falls seven
  • 00:20:00.622 --> 00:20:02.257
  • Says, “a good man falls seven times, but he gets back up
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  • Times, but he gets back up again.” the question is not
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  • Again.” the question is not are you going to get knocked
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  • Are you going to get knocked down. life happens to us all.
  • 00:20:07.963 --> 00:20:10.399
  • Down. life happens to us all. the question is are you going
  • 00:20:10.465 --> 00:20:12.034
  • The question is are you going to get back up again. when it
  • 00:20:12.100 --> 00:20:14.469
  • To get back up again. when it says israel journeyed on, it
  • 00:20:14.536 --> 00:20:16.338
  • Says israel journeyed on, it means he rose up with a new
  • 00:20:16.405 --> 00:20:17.773
  • Means he rose up with a new attitude, a new courage, a
  • 00:20:17.839 --> 00:20:20.242
  • Attitude, a new courage, a new determination that said,
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  • New determination that said, “this bad break is not going
  • 00:20:22.444 --> 00:20:23.945
  • “this bad break is not going to defeat me. this loss is
  • 00:20:24.012 --> 00:20:25.947
  • To defeat me. this loss is not going to define me. i
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  • Not going to define me. i know i am stronger than
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  • Know i am stronger than what's trying to stop me. i
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  • What's trying to stop me. i am more powerful than what's
  • 00:20:30.552 --> 00:20:32.020
  • Am more powerful than what's trying to keep me down.” you
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  • Trying to keep me down.” you have bounce back in your
  • 00:20:34.156 --> 00:20:35.324
  • Have bounce back in your spirit. resurrection power.
  • 00:20:35.390 --> 00:20:38.126
  • Spirit. resurrection power. don't settle in the
  • 00:20:38.193 --> 00:20:38.994
  • Don't settle in the disappointment. journey on to
  • 00:20:39.061 --> 00:20:41.229
  • Disappointment. journey on to the new things god has for
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  • You.
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  • I heard about this
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  • I heard about this five-year-old boy; his name
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  • Five-year-old boy; his name was johnny. he was in church
  • 00:20:46.335 --> 00:20:48.003
  • Was johnny. he was in church one sunday morning with his
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  • One sunday morning with his family. the pastor was up
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  • Family. the pastor was up speaking. johnny kept
  • 00:20:51.073 --> 00:20:52.607
  • Speaking. johnny kept standing up. he couldn't sit
  • 00:20:52.674 --> 00:20:54.242
  • Standing up. he couldn't sit still. his mother whispered,
  • 00:20:54.309 --> 00:20:55.877
  • Still. his mother whispered, “johnny, please sit down.” he
  • 00:20:55.944 --> 00:20:58.013
  • “johnny, please sit down.” he would sit. thirty seconds
  • 00:20:58.080 --> 00:20:59.381
  • Would sit. thirty seconds later he would stand back up.
  • 00:20:59.448 --> 00:21:00.682
  • Later he would stand back up. this happened again and
  • 00:21:00.749 --> 00:21:01.883
  • This happened again and again. at one point, he stood
  • 00:21:01.950 --> 00:21:04.019
  • Again. at one point, he stood up and wouldn't sit back
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  • Up and wouldn't sit back down. his mother reached
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  • Down. his mother reached over, put her hands on his
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  • Over, put her hands on his shoulders, pushed him down,
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  • Shoulders, pushed him down, and held him down. he was so
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  • And held him down. he was so upset. he looked at her and
  • 00:21:12.994 --> 00:21:14.529
  • Upset. he looked at her and said, “i may be sitting down
  • 00:21:14.596 --> 00:21:16.298
  • Said, “i may be sitting down on the outside, but i'm
  • 00:21:16.365 --> 00:21:17.699
  • On the outside, but i'm standing up on the inside.”
  • 00:21:17.766 --> 00:21:20.135
  • Standing up on the inside.” sometimes life will push you
  • 00:21:20.202 --> 00:21:22.270
  • Sometimes life will push you down. it's like the
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  • Down. it's like the circumstances won't let you
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  • Circumstances won't let you get back up. th medical
  • 00:21:25.240 --> 00:21:26.975
  • Get back up. th medical report is holding you down,
  • 00:21:27.042 --> 00:21:28.744
  • Report is holding you down, that trouble with your child,
  • 00:21:28.810 --> 00:21:30.045
  • That trouble with your child, that loss. you may not be
  • 00:21:30.112 --> 00:21:31.913
  • That loss. you may not be able to get up on the
  • 00:21:31.980 --> 00:21:32.848
  • Able to get up on the outside, but like little
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  • Outside, but like little johnny, you have to get up on
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  • Johnny, you have to get up on the inside. in your attitude,
  • 00:21:36.118 --> 00:21:38.854
  • The inside. in your attitude, in your thinking. you have to
  • 00:21:38.920 --> 00:21:40.722
  • In your thinking. you have to talk to yourself the right
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  • Talk to yourself the right way. not, “this is too much.
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  • Way. not, “this is too much. i'll never get well. this bad
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  • I'll never get well. this bad break has soured my future.”
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  • Break has soured my future.” you're defeating yourself.
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  • You're defeating yourself. israel is in you.
  • 00:21:50.198 --> 00:21:51.333
  • Israel is in you. supernatural strength,
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  • Supernatural strength, courage, to get back up, to
  • 00:21:53.168 --> 00:21:54.803
  • Courage, to get back up, to journey on. but if you're
  • 00:21:54.870 --> 00:21:56.605
  • Journey on. but if you're only focusing on the hurt,
  • 00:21:56.671 --> 00:21:58.540
  • Only focusing on the hurt, the disappointment, israel
  • 00:21:58.607 --> 00:22:00.075
  • The disappointment, israel will stay silent. you've got
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  • Will stay silent. you've got to wake him up. get your fire
  • 00:22:01.943 --> 00:22:03.979
  • To wake him up. get your fire back, get your passion back.
  • 00:22:04.045 --> 00:22:06.181
  • Back, get your passion back. god didn't bring you this far
  • 00:22:06.248 --> 00:22:07.449
  • God didn't bring you this far to leave you. he knows what's
  • 00:22:07.516 --> 00:22:09.718
  • To leave you. he knows what's come against you. he feels
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  • Come against you. he feels the pain. he collects your
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  • The pain. he collects your tears. this is not the end of
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  • Tears. this is not the end of your story. this is one
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  • Your story. this is one chapter. you had to bury
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  • Chapter. you had to bury something on the road, in
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  • Something on the road, in transition to where god is
  • 00:22:20.729 --> 00:22:22.397
  • Transition to where god is taking you. it wasn't a
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  • Taking you. it wasn't a surprise to him. it didn't
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  • Surprise to him. it didn't cancel your destiny. do like
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  • Cancel your destiny. do like israel and journey on.
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  • Israel and journey on. he continued to his hometown,
  • 00:22:30.138 --> 00:22:31.673
  • He continued to his hometown, and he was reunited with his
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  • And he was reunited with his father isaac. he hadn't seen
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  • Father isaac. he hadn't seen him for decades. he left as
  • 00:22:35.310 --> 00:22:37.412
  • Him for decades. he left as jacob, the deceiver, the
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  • Jacob, the deceiver, the trickster. he was known for
  • 00:22:39.481 --> 00:22:41.183
  • Trickster. he was known for his poor choices, but he came
  • 00:22:41.249 --> 00:22:43.318
  • His poor choices, but he came home as israel. a patriarch,
  • 00:22:43.385 --> 00:22:45.987
  • Home as israel. a patriarch, a man of great honor and
  • 00:22:46.054 --> 00:22:47.322
  • A man of great honor and respect. i'm sure when he was
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  • Respect. i'm sure when he was burying rachel, on the side
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  • Burying rachel, on the side of the road, in transition,
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  • Of the road, in transition, he thought he'd seen his best
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  • He thought he'd seen his best days. that he would just have
  • 00:22:55.497 --> 00:22:56.865
  • Days. that he would just have to survive. but here's how
  • 00:22:56.932 --> 00:22:58.800
  • To survive. but here's how good god is. after the loss
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  • Good god is. after the loss of rachel, after the
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  • Of rachel, after the heartbreak, he went on to see
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  • Heartbreak, he went on to see his twelve sons become the
  • 00:23:04.539 --> 00:23:06.441
  • His twelve sons become the twelve tribes of israel.
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  • Twelve tribes of israel. benjamin, the son rachel gave
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  • Benjamin, the son rachel gave birth to when she passed, he
  • 00:23:10.178 --> 00:23:11.980
  • Birth to when she passed, he was called the son of
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  • Was called the son of strength. his tribe became
  • 00:23:13.014 --> 00:23:15.083
  • Strength. his tribe became known for courage and
  • 00:23:15.150 --> 00:23:16.284
  • Known for courage and loyalty. after the loss,
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  • Loyalty. after the loss, jacob saw his son joseph rise
  • 00:23:18.854 --> 00:23:21.056
  • Jacob saw his son joseph rise to power and become the prime
  • 00:23:21.122 --> 00:23:22.924
  • To power and become the prime minister of egypt. joseph was
  • 00:23:22.991 --> 00:23:25.026
  • Minister of egypt. joseph was the one god used to save the
  • 00:23:25.093 --> 00:23:26.995
  • The one god used to save the israelites during the famine.
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  • Israelites during the famine. this all happened after the
  • 00:23:28.997 --> 00:23:30.599
  • This all happened after the bad break.
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  • Bad break. if jacob were here today, he
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  • If jacob were here today, he would tell you, loss is not
  • 00:23:33.502 --> 00:23:35.604
  • Would tell you, loss is not the end of your story. when
  • 00:23:35.670 --> 00:23:37.639
  • The end of your story. when life knocks you down, israel
  • 00:23:37.706 --> 00:23:39.407
  • Life knocks you down, israel steps in. there's a power in
  • 00:23:39.474 --> 00:23:41.476
  • Steps in. there's a power in you you can't explain, a
  • 00:23:41.543 --> 00:23:43.144
  • You you can't explain, a force to push you forward, a
  • 00:23:43.211 --> 00:23:44.980
  • Force to push you forward, a grace to make it through what
  • 00:23:45.046 --> 00:23:46.348
  • Grace to make it through what should stop you. sure, you're
  • 00:23:46.414 --> 00:23:48.316
  • Should stop you. sure, you're going to feel the emotions:
  • 00:23:48.383 --> 00:23:49.451
  • Going to feel the emotions: sorrow, grief. jacob is your
  • 00:23:49.518 --> 00:23:51.853
  • Sorrow, grief. jacob is your humanity, but israel is your
  • 00:23:51.920 --> 00:23:54.055
  • Humanity, but israel is your destiny. there is a favor on
  • 00:23:54.122 --> 00:23:56.558
  • Destiny. there is a favor on the other side of
  • 00:23:56.625 --> 00:23:57.425
  • The other side of disappointment. there are new
  • 00:23:57.492 --> 00:23:58.927
  • Disappointment. there are new beginnings on the path in
  • 00:23:58.994 --> 00:24:01.129
  • Beginnings on the path in front of you. it's okay to
  • 00:24:01.196 --> 00:24:02.531
  • Front of you. it's okay to bury something. acknowledge
  • 00:24:02.597 --> 00:24:04.232
  • Bury something. acknowledge the season, grieve the loss.
  • 00:24:04.299 --> 00:24:06.434
  • The season, grieve the loss. but don't let the loss become
  • 00:24:06.501 --> 00:24:07.969
  • But don't let the loss become your location. it's not okay
  • 00:24:08.036 --> 00:24:10.238
  • Your location. it's not okay to stay. israel is there to
  • 00:24:10.305 --> 00:24:12.274
  • To stay. israel is there to help you journey on, to move
  • 00:24:12.340 --> 00:24:14.142
  • Help you journey on, to move forward. when things come
  • 00:24:14.209 --> 00:24:15.744
  • Forward. when things come against you that you think
  • 00:24:15.810 --> 00:24:16.745
  • Against you that you think are too much for you. you
  • 00:24:16.811 --> 00:24:17.846
  • Are too much for you. you have to remind yourself; you
  • 00:24:17.913 --> 00:24:19.447
  • Have to remind yourself; you are unbreakable. god has made
  • 00:24:19.514 --> 00:24:21.516
  • Are unbreakable. god has made you harder, stronger, more
  • 00:24:21.583 --> 00:24:23.552
  • You harder, stronger, more resilient than anything that
  • 00:24:23.618 --> 00:24:25.320
  • Resilient than anything that tries to stop you. now don't
  • 00:24:25.387 --> 00:24:27.289
  • Tries to stop you. now don't have a weak, defeated
  • 00:24:27.355 --> 00:24:28.290
  • Have a weak, defeated mentality. have a still i
  • 00:24:28.356 --> 00:24:29.991
  • Mentality. have a still i rise mentality. despite the
  • 00:24:30.058 --> 00:24:32.127
  • Rise mentality. despite the loss, despite the bad break.
  • 00:24:32.193 --> 00:24:33.962
  • Loss, despite the bad break. still i believe. still i
  • 00:24:34.029 --> 00:24:35.230
  • Still i believe. still i praise. still i trust. still
  • 00:24:35.297 --> 00:24:36.665
  • Praise. still i trust. still i journey on.” if you'll do
  • 00:24:36.731 --> 00:24:39.901
  • I journey on.” if you'll do this, i believe and declare,
  • 00:24:39.968 --> 00:24:42.003
  • This, i believe and declare, israel's going to show up.
  • 00:24:42.070 --> 00:24:43.672
  • Israel's going to show up. god will not only bring you
  • 00:24:43.738 --> 00:24:44.940
  • God will not only bring you through, but you will
  • 00:24:45.006 --> 00:24:46.007
  • Through, but you will flourish again. weeping may
  • 00:24:46.074 --> 00:24:48.143
  • Flourish again. weeping may endure for a night, but joy
  • 00:24:48.209 --> 00:24:49.544
  • Endure for a night, but joy is coming, strength is
  • 00:24:49.611 --> 00:24:50.745
  • Is coming, strength is coming, healing, new
  • 00:24:50.812 --> 00:24:52.213
  • Coming, healing, new relationships, victory, in
  • 00:24:52.280 --> 00:24:55.150
  • Relationships, victory, in jesus' name. if you receive
  • 00:24:55.216 --> 00:24:57.152
  • Jesus' name. if you receive it, can you say amen?
  • 00:24:57.218 --> 00:24:58.720
  • It, can you say amen? (applause)
  • 00:24:58.787 --> 00:24:59.287
  • Joel's message
  • 00:25:00.488 --> 00:25:01.489
  • Joel's message resonated with me
  • 00:25:01.556 --> 00:25:02.657
  • Resonated with me because i tried to listen
  • 00:25:02.724 --> 00:25:03.758
  • Because i tried to listen to other people
  • 00:25:03.825 --> 00:25:04.893
  • To other people and some of them
  • 00:25:04.960 --> 00:25:05.827
  • And some of them were like hellfire
  • 00:25:05.894 --> 00:25:07.028
  • Were like hellfire and brimstone.
  • 00:25:07.095 --> 00:25:07.896
  • And brimstone. so i took what joel said
  • 00:25:07.963 --> 00:25:10.332
  • So i took what joel said in the i am's and
  • 00:25:10.398 --> 00:25:11.833
  • In the i am's and i physically replaced them with
  • 00:25:11.900 --> 00:25:14.069
  • I physically replaced them with i am strong, i am worthy.
  • 00:25:14.135 --> 00:25:16.438
  • I am strong, i am worthy. i started
  • 00:25:16.504 --> 00:25:17.238
  • I started saying those over and over
  • 00:25:17.305 --> 00:25:18.907
  • Saying those over and over and over throughout my day,
  • 00:25:18.974 --> 00:25:21.109
  • And over throughout my day, and i said, you know,
  • 00:25:21.176 --> 00:25:22.444
  • And i said, you know, i will do this for one year.
  • 00:25:22.510 --> 00:25:25.180
  • I will do this for one year. and it actually changed
  • 00:25:25.246 --> 00:25:27.082
  • And it actually changed my mindset
  • 00:25:27.148 --> 00:25:27.983
  • My mindset from being a victim
  • 00:25:28.049 --> 00:25:29.884
  • From being a victim to being a victor.
  • 00:25:29.951 --> 00:25:32.053
  • To being a victor. what a powerful story.
  • 00:25:32.120 --> 00:25:33.788
  • What a powerful story. one life changed by hope,
  • 00:25:33.855 --> 00:25:35.490
  • One life changed by hope, by faith,
  • 00:25:35.557 --> 00:25:36.291
  • By faith, by the goodness of god.
  • 00:25:36.358 --> 00:25:38.159
  • By the goodness of god. this is the reason
  • 00:25:38.226 --> 00:25:39.127
  • This is the reason we do what we do.
  • 00:25:39.194 --> 00:25:40.161
  • We do what we do. every message,
  • 00:25:40.228 --> 00:25:41.229
  • Every message, every broadcast, every prayer.
  • 00:25:41.296 --> 00:25:43.398
  • Every broadcast, every prayer. it's about reaching people
  • 00:25:43.465 --> 00:25:44.733
  • It's about reaching people right where they are,
  • 00:25:44.799 --> 00:25:45.934
  • Right where they are, and reminding them
  • 00:25:46.001 --> 00:25:47.002
  • And reminding them that god is not finished
  • 00:25:47.068 --> 00:25:48.236
  • That god is not finished with them.
  • 00:25:48.303 --> 00:25:49.270
  • With them. the truth is,
  • 00:25:49.337 --> 00:25:50.338
  • The truth is, none of this happens
  • 00:25:50.405 --> 00:25:51.306
  • None of this happens without you.
  • 00:25:51.373 --> 00:25:52.507
  • Without you. this is the time of year
  • 00:25:52.574 --> 00:25:53.708
  • This is the time of year when my team and i make plans
  • 00:25:53.775 --> 00:25:55.677
  • When my team and i make plans for how we can impact
  • 00:25:55.744 --> 00:25:56.778
  • As many people as possible
  • 00:25:56.878 --> 00:25:58.647
  • As many people as possible over the next 12 months.
  • 00:25:58.713 --> 00:26:00.248
  • Over the next 12 months. so thank you
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  • So thank you in advance for your generosity.
  • 00:26:00.882 --> 00:26:02.917
  • In advance for your generosity. god sees your heart
  • 00:26:02.984 --> 00:26:04.085
  • God sees your heart to help others
  • 00:26:04.152 --> 00:26:05.020
  • To help others to make a difference
  • 00:26:05.086 --> 00:26:06.087
  • To make a difference with your life.
  • 00:26:06.154 --> 00:26:07.355
  • With your life. as our way of saying thank you,
  • 00:26:07.422 --> 00:26:08.923
  • As our way of saying thank you, we want to send you
  • 00:26:08.990 --> 00:26:09.724
  • We want to send you a new resource called double
  • 00:26:09.791 --> 00:26:11.326
  • A new resource called double for your trouble.
  • 00:26:11.393 --> 00:26:12.527
  • For your trouble. it will encourage you
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  • It will encourage you and uplift you.
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  • And uplift you. this ministry
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  • This ministry is reaching people
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  • Is reaching people around the world
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  • Around the world with the message of hope,
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  • With the message of hope, and as our way of saying
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  • And as our way of saying thank you
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  • Thank you for your gift of any amount,
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  • For your gift of any amount, we would like to send you
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  • We would like to send you a copy of double
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  • A copy of double for your trouble:
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  • For your trouble: a daily guide for restoration.
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  • A daily guide for restoration. this 31-day spiral bound
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  • This 31-day spiral bound resource is an invitation
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  • Resource is an invitation into healing, restoration,
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  • Into healing, restoration, and the abundant life
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  • And the abundant life god has promised.
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  • God has promised. request your copy
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  • None of us like difficulties. but if you'll stay in faith,
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  • But if you'll stay in faith, you won't come out the same.
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  • You won't come out the same. you'll come out with double.
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  • You'll come out with double. victoria and i pray for
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  • Victoria and i pray for you and your family every day.
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  • You and your family every day. thank you for your prayers
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  • Thank you for your prayers and support.
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  • And support. your donations
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  • Your donations are bringing hope
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  • Are bringing hope to people around the world.
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  • To people around the world. special thank you
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  • Special thank you to our champion
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  • To our champion of hope partners
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  • Of hope partners for all you do
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  • For all you do to make the ministry possible.
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  • To make the ministry possible. until we see you again
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  • Until we see you again next week,
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  • Next week, may the lord bless
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  • May the lord bless you and keep you.
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  • You and keep you. be sure to request
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  • Be sure to request your copy of double
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