Rob Decker - From Rejection To Redemption

May 27, 2025 | S25:E142

A man falsely accused of multiple felonies shares his journey from attempted suicide to a place of freedom, peace, and serving others.

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Life Today with James Robison | Rob Decker - From Rejection To Redemption | May 27, 2025
  • >> i was falsely accused of rape and attempted murder.
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  • And i had a decision to make.
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  • I could go to prison, or i could take my life.
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  • I opted to take my life.
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  • I jumped headfirst out of a third-story loft window.
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  • My foot clipped the awning and changed my fall.
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  • I severed my spine, broke both my arms,
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  • And collapsed my lung, but god showed up.
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  • Rob decker shares his journey from addiction,
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  • Trauma, and brokenness to healing
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  • Through faith in jesus christ. next!
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  • James: betty and i welcome you
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  • James: betty and i welcome you to life today .
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  • James: betty and i welcome you to life today . it's always a joy to us
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  • To life today . it's always a joy to us to be with you.
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  • It's always a joy to us to be with you. i wish we could see you.
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  • To be with you. i wish we could see you. you may say, "no.
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  • I wish we could see you. you may say, "no. you don't want to see me."
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  • You may say, "no. you don't want to see me." yeah! we would love you
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  • No matter what.
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  • No matter what. thank you for watching
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  • No matter what. thank you for watching life today because
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  • Thank you for watching life today because you find exactly what
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  • Life today because you find exactly what the title implies.
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  • You find exactly what the title implies. you find life today.
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  • The title implies. you find life today. well, you're going
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  • You find life today. well, you're going to meet someone right now
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  • Well, you're going to meet someone right now who is an amazing person,
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  • To meet someone right now who is an amazing person, rob decker.
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  • Who is an amazing person, rob decker. i've been glancing down here
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  • Rob decker. i've been glancing down here at how much of his life
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  • I've been glancing down here at how much of his life was like mine.
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  • At how much of his life was like mine. betty, i lived with
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  • A foster couple
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  • A foster couple that weren't my parents.
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  • A foster couple that weren't my parents. then my mother dragged me
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  • That weren't my parents. then my mother dragged me out from under the bed
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  • Then my mother dragged me out from under the bed when i was five, and told me
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  • Out from under the bed when i was five, and told me i was going with her.
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  • When i was five, and told me i was going with her. we hitchhiked all the way
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  • Across the state.
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  • Across the state. many have heard the story.
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  • Across the state. many have heard the story. well, rob decker.
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  • Many have heard the story. well, rob decker. rob, welcome to life today .
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  • Well, rob decker. rob, welcome to life today . rob: thank you.
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  • Rob, welcome to life today . rob: thank you. james: i've kind of started
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  • Rob: thank you. james: i've kind of started with this story because
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  • James: i've kind of started with this story because you found out that you had
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  • With this story because you found out that you had a man living with you that
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  • You found out that you had a man living with you that you thought was your father,
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  • A man living with you that you thought was your father, and found out it wasn't.
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  • You thought was your father, and found out it wasn't. somehow, that made an impact
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  • And found out it wasn't. somehow, that made an impact on you and you made
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  • Somehow, that made an impact on you and you made some not-so-good decisions.
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  • Rob: yeah. when i was
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  • Rob: yeah. when i was in kindergarten, i found out
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  • In kindergarten, i found out that my dad wasn't
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  • That my dad wasn't my biological father.
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  • My biological father. i came home with a diploma
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  • I came home with a diploma from kindergarten, and
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  • My parents sat me down
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  • My parents sat me down to tell me that he wasn't
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  • My parents sat me down to tell me that he wasn't my real dad.
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  • To tell me that he wasn't my real dad. so, he wasn't my real dad,
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  • My real dad. so, he wasn't my real dad, and my sister wasn't
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  • So, he wasn't my real dad, and my sister wasn't my full-blooded sister.
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  • And my sister wasn't my full-blooded sister. and then i started
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  • My full-blooded sister. and then i started asking questions like,
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  • And then i started asking questions like, well, who's my real dad
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  • Asking questions like, well, who's my real dad and where is he?
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  • Well, who's my real dad and where is he? i truly believe that
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  • And where is he? i truly believe that that just started sending me
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  • I truly believe that that just started sending me down a path of destruction
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  • That just started sending me down a path of destruction based on the neglect
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  • Down a path of destruction based on the neglect and abandonment that
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  • Based on the neglect and abandonment that i was feeling from
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  • And abandonment that i was feeling from that conversation.
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  • I was feeling from that conversation. james: so did the full impact
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  • That conversation. james: so did the full impact of the negative aspect
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  • James: so did the full impact of the negative aspect of that hit you
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  • Of the negative aspect of that hit you when you were like
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  • Of that hit you when you were like in your teens and you began
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  • When you were like in your teens and you began to make bad decisions?
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  • In your teens and you began to make bad decisions? rob: well, i think a lot
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  • To make bad decisions? rob: well, i think a lot of things compounded on that.
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  • Rob: well, i think a lot of things compounded on that. i got into pornography
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  • Of things compounded on that. i got into pornography when i was very, very young.
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  • I got into pornography when i was very, very young. i was molested when i was
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  • When i was very, very young. i was molested when i was eight years old
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  • I was molested when i was eight years old by a neighborhood kid.
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  • Eight years old by a neighborhood kid. james: by the way,
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  • By a neighborhood kid. james: by the way, i want to say, i think
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  • James: by the way, i want to say, i think that's probably one of
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  • I want to say, i think that's probably one of the most damaging things
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  • That's probably one of the most damaging things in the whole world.
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  • The most damaging things in the whole world. i don't think people
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  • In the whole world. i don't think people with natural appetites
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  • I don't think people with natural appetites and then we get attracted
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  • With natural appetites and then we get attracted to the fabulous beauty
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  • And then we get attracted to the fabulous beauty that's there
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  • To the fabulous beauty that's there and what god did.
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  • That's there and what god did. but i believe it hits
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  • And what god did. but i believe it hits so deeply and i believe
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  • But i believe it hits so deeply and i believe it twists.
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  • So deeply and i believe it twists. would you agree?
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  • It twists. would you agree? it twists your whole
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  • Would you agree? it twists your whole thought process to where
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  • It twists your whole thought process to where you can be sowing
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  • Thought process to where you can be sowing suicidal seeds
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  • You can be sowing suicidal seeds and destructive seeds,
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  • Suicidal seeds and destructive seeds, or losing your capacity
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  • And destructive seeds, or losing your capacity to even think straight
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  • Or losing your capacity to even think straight and walk straight.
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  • To even think straight and walk straight. do you agree?
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  • And walk straight. do you agree? rob: absolutely 100%.
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  • Do you agree? rob: absolutely 100%. i think that my mental health
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  • Rob: absolutely 100%. i think that my mental health and my development were
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  • I think that my mental health and my development were tampered with at
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  • And my development were tampered with at a very young age,
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  • Tampered with at a very young age, with being molested, and
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  • A very young age, with being molested, and then being around violence
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  • With being molested, and then being around violence all the time.
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  • Then being around violence all the time. abuse.
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  • All the time. abuse. following the molestation,
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  • Abuse. following the molestation, i started getting
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  • Following the molestation, i started getting into pornography that
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  • I started getting into pornography that started to ruin my thought
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  • Into pornography that started to ruin my thought process on intimacy.
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  • Started to ruin my thought process on intimacy. then when i was a teenager,
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  • Process on intimacy. then when i was a teenager, the first girl that
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  • Then when i was a teenager, the first girl that i ever really cared about,
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  • The first girl that i ever really cared about, i watched another man
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  • I ever really cared about, i watched another man take advantage of her
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  • I watched another man take advantage of her in front of me.
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  • Take advantage of her in front of me. it was the first time
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  • In front of me. it was the first time i'd ever drank,
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  • It was the first time i'd ever drank, and he got us drunk.
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  • I'd ever drank, and he got us drunk. i think that just really
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  • And he got us drunk. i think that just really sent me down the wrong path.
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  • I think that just really sent me down the wrong path. so, for 20 years,
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  • Sent me down the wrong path. so, for 20 years, i was battling these issues
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  • So, for 20 years, i was battling these issues with my family, my dad,
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  • I was battling these issues with my family, my dad, my real dad,
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  • With my family, my dad, my real dad, and just all the trauma that
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  • My real dad, and just all the trauma that i was constantly exposed to
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  • And just all the trauma that i was constantly exposed to all the time.
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  • I was constantly exposed to all the time. james: when you met
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  • All the time. james: when you met your real dad,
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  • James: when you met your real dad, what effect did that have?
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  • Your real dad, what effect did that have? rob: well, i met him at 16
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  • What effect did that have? rob: well, i met him at 16 when my dad who raised me
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  • Rob: well, i met him at 16 when my dad who raised me left the house, and my mom
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  • When my dad who raised me left the house, and my mom thought it'd be a good idea
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  • Left the house, and my mom thought it'd be a good idea to bring him in.
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  • Thought it'd be a good idea to bring him in. and i ended up walking in
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  • To bring him in. and i ended up walking in on him as he was
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  • And i ended up walking in on him as he was smoking drugs.
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  • On him as he was smoking drugs. he was smoking meth.
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  • Smoking drugs. he was smoking meth. and that was at 16 years old.
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  • He was smoking meth. and that was at 16 years old. so, between the relationship
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  • And that was at 16 years old. so, between the relationship between my mom and dad,
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  • So, between the relationship between my mom and dad, and then what i saw
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  • Between my mom and dad, and then what i saw with my biological father,
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  • And then what i saw with my biological father, i didn't have any of
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  • With my biological father, i didn't have any of that fatherhood guidance
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  • I didn't have any of that fatherhood guidance in my life.
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  • That fatherhood guidance in my life. james: i want you to tell me
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  • In my life. james: i want you to tell me how you got to this
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  • James: i want you to tell me how you got to this interesting title on a book,
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  • How you got to this interesting title on a book, god's awning : a story
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  • Interesting title on a book, god's awning : a story of rejection and redemption.
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  • Who are very challenged,
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  • Who are very challenged, and he gets them in shape.
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  • And he gets them in shape. he'll help get the body
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  • Where it's a little bit
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  • Where it's a little bit more useful.
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  • Where it's a little bit more useful. but tell me about this
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  • More useful. but tell me about this god's awning and tell me
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  • But tell me about this god's awning and tell me about the ministry that god
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  • God's awning and tell me about the ministry that god and how he moved you into it,
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  • About the ministry that god and how he moved you into it, how god moved you into
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  • And how he moved you into it, how god moved you into the ministry you're in,
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  • How god moved you into the ministry you're in, and what you're doing now.
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  • The ministry you're in, and what you're doing now. rob: yeah.
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  • And what you're doing now. rob: yeah. so god's awning was named
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  • Rob: yeah. so god's awning was named because i was falsely accused
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  • So god's awning was named because i was falsely accused of rape and attempted murder.
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  • Because i was falsely accused of rape and attempted murder. and i had a decision to make.
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  • Of rape and attempted murder. and i had a decision to make. i could go to prison
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  • And i had a decision to make. i could go to prison or i could take my life.
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  • I could go to prison or i could take my life. i opted to take my life.
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  • Or i could take my life. i opted to take my life. i jumped headfirst out of
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  • I opted to take my life. i jumped headfirst out of a third-story loft window.
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  • I jumped headfirst out of a third-story loft window. my foot clipped the awning
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  • A third-story loft window. my foot clipped the awning and changed my fall.
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  • My foot clipped the awning and changed my fall. i severed my spine,
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  • And changed my fall. i severed my spine, broke both my arms,
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  • I severed my spine, broke both my arms, collapsed my lung;
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  • Broke both my arms, collapsed my lung; went to the hospital.
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  • Collapsed my lung; went to the hospital. after a ten-hour surgery,
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  • Went to the hospital. after a ten-hour surgery, i was arrested
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  • After a ten-hour surgery, i was arrested in the hospital.
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  • I was arrested in the hospital. but god showed up.
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  • In the hospital. but god showed up. god showed up
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  • But god showed up. god showed up in the midst of all that.
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  • God showed up in the midst of all that. i was highly medicated,
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  • In the midst of all that. i was highly medicated, and i heard the lord's voice
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  • I was highly medicated, and i heard the lord's voice loud and clear.
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  • And i heard the lord's voice loud and clear. he said, "the charges
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  • Loud and clear. he said, "the charges will be dropped,
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  • He said, "the charges will be dropped, bills will be paid,
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  • Will be dropped, bills will be paid, and you will walk again."
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  • Bills will be paid, and you will walk again." and all those things happened.
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  • And you will walk again." and all those things happened. but i ran back to my old ways
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  • And all those things happened. but i ran back to my old ways and continued to drink
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  • But i ran back to my old ways and continued to drink and use because there was
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  • And continued to drink and use because there was a lot of stuff i wasn't
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  • And so, my ministry hinges
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  • And so, my ministry hinges off of being delivered from
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  • Off of being delivered from drug and alcohol addiction;
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  • Drug and alcohol addiction; understanding what
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  • Understanding what it's like to grow up
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  • It's like to grow up without a good relationship
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  • Without a good relationship with your father,
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  • Figure around,
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  • Figure around, just battling my own demons.
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  • Figure around, just battling my own demons. the suicidal ideations,
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  • Just battling my own demons. the suicidal ideations, all the time.
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  • The suicidal ideations, all the time. jumping out of the window
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  • All the time. jumping out of the window was one thing, but
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  • Jumping out of the window was one thing, but battling suicide was
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  • Was one thing, but battling suicide was something that i suffered
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  • Battling suicide was something that i suffered from my whole life because
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  • Something that i suffered from my whole life because i didn't feel like i had
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  • From my whole life because i didn't feel like i had a purpose or a place
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  • I didn't feel like i had a purpose or a place or anything like that.
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  • A purpose or a place or anything like that. and so everything that
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  • Or anything like that. and so everything that i do now in my community
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  • And so everything that i do now in my community through rise as lions
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  • I do now in my community through rise as lions and recovery rebel softball
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  • Through rise as lions and recovery rebel softball is trying to create
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  • And recovery rebel softball is trying to create that space for people
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  • Is trying to create that space for people to be able to share
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  • That space for people to be able to share the harder topics in life.
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  • To be able to share the harder topics in life. a lot of us men are
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  • The harder topics in life. a lot of us men are not taught to share
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  • A lot of us men are not taught to share and express our feelings.
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  • Not taught to share and express our feelings. we want to be able
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  • And express our feelings. we want to be able to create that, and let men
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  • We want to be able to create that, and let men feel safe so that they can
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  • To create that, and let men feel safe so that they can start their own
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  • Feel safe so that they can start their own healing journey.
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  • Start their own healing journey. james: why do you call
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  • Healing journey. james: why do you call your ministry,
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  • James: why do you call your ministry, was it rising lions?
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  • Your ministry, was it rising lions? rob: rise as lions.
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  • Was it rising lions? rob: rise as lions. it's to resurrect
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  • Rob: rise as lions. it's to resurrect like christ.
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  • It's to resurrect like christ. it's about resurrection
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  • Like christ. it's about resurrection and restoration.
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  • It's about resurrection and restoration. so, it was a play off
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  • And restoration. so, it was a play off of jesus because
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  • So, it was a play off of jesus because that's who i serve
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  • Of jesus because that's who i serve and that's who i love.
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  • That's who i serve and that's who i love. he's done a lot for me.
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  • And that's who i love. he's done a lot for me. james: what all has been
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  • He's done a lot for me. james: what all has been going on in this ministry
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  • James: what all has been going on in this ministry you've got now?
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  • Going on in this ministry you've got now? rob: well, i get to mentor
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  • You've got now? rob: well, i get to mentor and help a lot of people.
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  • Rob: well, i get to mentor and help a lot of people. i've kind of become
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  • And help a lot of people. i've kind of become the individual who when
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  • I've kind of become the individual who when folks are struggling
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  • The individual who when folks are struggling with addiction or suicidal
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  • Folks are struggling with addiction or suicidal ideation, people just
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  • With addiction or suicidal ideation, people just send them my way.
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  • Ideation, people just send them my way. we start to get
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  • Send them my way. we start to get to the root of the issue
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  • We start to get to the root of the issue with a lot of them.
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  • To the root of the issue with a lot of them. they feel safe and comfortable
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  • With a lot of them. they feel safe and comfortable having those conversations
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  • They feel safe and comfortable having those conversations with me.
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  • Having those conversations with me. and then with the sports,
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  • With me. and then with the sports, we're just providing
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  • And then with the sports, we're just providing a resource in our community
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  • We're just providing a resource in our community for people to gather
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  • A resource in our community for people to gather with the same idea in mind.
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  • For people to gather with the same idea in mind. we're here to support
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  • With the same idea in mind. we're here to support each other
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  • We're here to support each other and lift each other up.
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  • Each other and lift each other up. and recovery looks different
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  • And lift each other up. and recovery looks different for everybody.
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  • And recovery looks different for everybody. it's not just drug
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  • For everybody. it's not just drug and alcohol abuse.
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  • It's not just drug and alcohol abuse. drug and alcohol abuse
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  • And alcohol abuse. drug and alcohol abuse tends to be
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  • Drug and alcohol abuse tends to be the self-medicator.
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  • Tends to be the self-medicator. it's usually the brokenness,
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  • The self-medicator. it's usually the brokenness, the neglect, the abandonment,
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  • It's usually the brokenness, the neglect, the abandonment, the trauma, whatever it is
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  • The neglect, the abandonment, the trauma, whatever it is that a lot of us
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  • The trauma, whatever it is that a lot of us haven't addressed.
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  • That a lot of us haven't addressed. so, we just create that space
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  • Haven't addressed. so, we just create that space so those conversations
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  • Betty: you help a lot
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  • Betty: you help a lot of people now.
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  • Of people now. at what point in your life
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  • At what point in your life did god send someone in your
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  • Rob: the holy spirit!
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  • Rob: the holy spirit! i will say this.
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  • Rob: the holy spirit! i will say this. i was very blessed to have
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  • I will say this. i was very blessed to have people on my journey
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  • I was very blessed to have people on my journey who cared enough about me
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  • People on my journey who cared enough about me to bring me to their home,
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  • Who cared enough about me to bring me to their home, to love on me,
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  • To bring me to their home, to love on me, to take care of me,
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  • To love on me, to take care of me, especially after i broke
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  • To take care of me, especially after i broke my back but it was a journey.
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  • Especially after i broke my back but it was a journey. it was a journey for me.
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  • My back but it was a journey. it was a journey for me. i had to walk it out
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  • It was a journey for me. i had to walk it out with the lord myself.
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  • I had to walk it out with the lord myself. i had to make a lot
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  • With the lord myself. i had to make a lot of mistakes.
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  • I had to make a lot of mistakes. i think for me, i became
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  • Of mistakes. i think for me, i became a survivalist.
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  • I think for me, i became a survivalist. i didn't know how to thrive.
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  • A survivalist. i didn't know how to thrive. so, a lot of times when
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  • I didn't know how to thrive. so, a lot of times when life got hard, i reverted
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  • So, a lot of times when life got hard, i reverted to old behaviors where
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  • Life got hard, i reverted to old behaviors where i wasn't trusting in god,
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  • To old behaviors where i wasn't trusting in god, i was trusting
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  • I wasn't trusting in god, i was trusting in what i knew.
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  • I was trusting in what i knew. god just walked it all out
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  • In what i knew. god just walked it all out with me.
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  • God just walked it all out with me. but i had a great group
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  • With me. but i had a great group of individuals that were
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  • But i had a great group of individuals that were praying over me a lot.
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  • Of individuals that were praying over me a lot. betty: it is a journey.
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  • Praying over me a lot. betty: it is a journey. it definitely is that
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  • Betty: it is a journey. it definitely is that we're all still on.
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  • It definitely is that we're all still on. rob: well, i've been sober
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  • We're all still on. rob: well, i've been sober for about 12 years now.
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  • Rob: well, i've been sober for about 12 years now. god delivered me from drug
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  • For about 12 years now. god delivered me from drug and alcohol abuse
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  • God delivered me from drug and alcohol abuse just like that.
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  • And alcohol abuse just like that. through repentance
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  • Just like that. through repentance and surrender,
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  • Through repentance and surrender, he took it away from me.
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  • And surrender, he took it away from me. i believe everyone
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  • He took it away from me. i believe everyone can have that.
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  • I believe everyone can have that. so, part of my mission
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  • Can have that. so, part of my mission is to meet people
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  • So, part of my mission is to meet people where they're at
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  • Is to meet people where they're at and to let them know
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  • Where they're at and to let them know that there's freedom
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  • And to let them know that there's freedom in christ and there's
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  • That there's freedom in christ and there's freedom from drug
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  • In christ and there's freedom from drug and alcohol abuse.
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  • Freedom from drug and alcohol abuse. james: you're based
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  • And alcohol abuse. james: you're based in colorado springs.
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  • James: you're based in colorado springs. rob: i am.
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  • In colorado springs. rob: i am. james: if someone wanted to
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  • Rob: i am. james: if someone wanted to know how to get ahold of you,
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  • James: if someone wanted to know how to get ahold of you, see what you're doing,
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  • Know how to get ahold of you, see what you're doing, maybe want to somehow
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  • See what you're doing, maybe want to somehow be a part of that process
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  • Maybe want to somehow be a part of that process you're taking them through,
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  • Rob: riseaslions.org.
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  • Rob: riseaslions.org. james: i hope
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  • Rob: riseaslions.org. james: i hope you'll look at that.
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  • James: i hope you'll look at that. check that out.
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  • You'll look at that. check that out. is it something that
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  • Check that out. is it something that people are able to do,
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  • Is it something that people are able to do, of course, if they come
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  • To where you are in person?
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  • To where you are in person? do you do things during
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  • To where you are in person? do you do things during the week on certain days
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  • Do you do things during the week on certain days that you're having a group?
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  • Four softball teams now.
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  • Four softball teams now. so, there's a lot
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  • So, there's a lot of softball being played.
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  • Of softball being played. but, i always give people
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  • But, i always give people access to me so if someone
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  • Access to me so if someone hears my message today
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  • I need to talk to because
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  • I need to talk to because i resonate with his story,
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  • I need to talk to because i resonate with his story, i always leave myself open
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  • I resonate with his story, i always leave myself open to have those conversations.
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  • I always leave myself open to have those conversations. and so, a lot of times
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  • To have those conversations. and so, a lot of times what i do personally
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  • And so, a lot of times what i do personally is one-on-one counseling
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  • What i do personally is one-on-one counseling or mentorship or conversing
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  • Is one-on-one counseling or mentorship or conversing with whoever
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  • Or mentorship or conversing with whoever may be struggling.
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  • With whoever may be struggling. that's just become part
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  • May be struggling. that's just become part of the ministry
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  • James: there was a pretty
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  • James: there was a pretty bad accident that could
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  • Bad accident that could have been worse than it was,
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  • Tell us about it.
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  • Tell us about it. rob: oh, the car accident.
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  • Tell us about it. rob: oh, the car accident. yeah, i got behind
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  • Rob: oh, the car accident. yeah, i got behind the wheel of a car.
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  • Yeah, i got behind the wheel of a car. so, after my suicide attempt,
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  • The wheel of a car. so, after my suicide attempt, i was still running back
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  • So, after my suicide attempt, i was still running back to drugs and alcohol,
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  • I was still running back to drugs and alcohol, and i got a hernia.
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  • To drugs and alcohol, and i got a hernia. so, god had given me
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  • And i got a hernia. so, god had given me my life back.
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  • So, god had given me my life back. i was working out
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  • My life back. i was working out all the time.
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  • I was working out all the time. i had a great job.
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  • All the time. i had a great job. i met a beautiful,
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  • I had a great job. i met a beautiful, young woman who's now
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  • I met a beautiful, young woman who's now my wife, alyssa.
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  • Young woman who's now my wife, alyssa. i was kind of having
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  • My wife, alyssa. i was kind of having a temper tantrum and pouting
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  • I was kind of having a temper tantrum and pouting and playing the victim.
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  • A temper tantrum and pouting and playing the victim. i decided to go get drunk,
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  • And playing the victim. i decided to go get drunk, and i got behind the wheel
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  • I decided to go get drunk, and i got behind the wheel of a car and ran into
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  • And i got behind the wheel of a car and ran into somebody's property.
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  • Of a car and ran into somebody's property. i ended up having to flee
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  • Somebody's property. i ended up having to flee the scene of the crime.
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  • I ended up having to flee the scene of the crime. but the beauty of that
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  • The scene of the crime. but the beauty of that incident was, with all
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  • But the beauty of that incident was, with all the physical damage that
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  • Incident was, with all the physical damage that could have taken place,
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  • The physical damage that could have taken place, i didn't hurt anybody,
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  • Could have taken place, i didn't hurt anybody, i didn't hurt myself but
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  • I didn't hurt anybody, i didn't hurt myself but i ended up under a porch
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  • I didn't hurt myself but i ended up under a porch at someone's house.
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  • I ended up under a porch at someone's house. that's when i gave drug
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  • At someone's house. that's when i gave drug and alcohol abuse
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  • That's when i gave drug and alcohol abuse to the lord, and i apologized
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  • And alcohol abuse to the lord, and i apologized to him because i realized
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  • To the lord, and i apologized to him because i realized that he really loved me,
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  • To him because i realized that he really loved me, that he was being
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  • That he really loved me, that he was being patient with me, and that
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  • That he was being patient with me, and that i was holding on to trying
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  • Patient with me, and that i was holding on to trying to fix the problem
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  • I was holding on to trying to fix the problem in my own way
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  • To fix the problem in my own way through drugs and alcohol.
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  • In my own way through drugs and alcohol. in that moment, through
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  • Through drugs and alcohol. in that moment, through repentance and surrender,
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  • In that moment, through repentance and surrender, he delivered me from
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  • Repentance and surrender, he delivered me from drug and alcohol abuse.
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  • He delivered me from drug and alcohol abuse. james: you indicated
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  • Drug and alcohol abuse. james: you indicated to my staff,
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  • James: you indicated to my staff, and just briefly to me
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  • To my staff, and just briefly to me that you crossed paths
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  • And just briefly to me that you crossed paths with me and betty somewhere.
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  • That you crossed paths with me and betty somewhere. rob: yes! yes!
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  • With me and betty somewhere. rob: yes! yes! james: it had some
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  • Rob: yes! yes! james: it had some kind of an effect.
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  • James: it had some kind of an effect. i'm curious about it.
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  • Kind of an effect. i'm curious about it. rob: when i found out
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  • I'm curious about it. rob: when i found out that i was going to sit
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  • Rob: when i found out that i was going to sit across from you two,
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  • That i was going to sit across from you two, i almost broke down crying.
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  • Across from you two, i almost broke down crying. but i'm too macho
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  • I almost broke down crying. but i'm too macho for that, right?
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  • But i'm too macho for that, right? so, when i first gave
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  • For that, right? so, when i first gave my life to the lord,
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  • So, when i first gave my life to the lord, i was watching your show
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  • My life to the lord, i was watching your show all the time.
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  • I was watching your show all the time. i looked at you two like
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  • All the time. i looked at you two like an amazing christian couple;
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  • I looked at you two like an amazing christian couple; like your marriage
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  • An amazing christian couple; like your marriage and ministry, the way
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  • Like your marriage and ministry, the way you serve and give back,
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  • And ministry, the way you serve and give back, and your love.
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  • You serve and give back, and your love. i'm like, it's possible!
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  • And your love. i'm like, it's possible! and so, you carried me
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  • I'm like, it's possible! and so, you carried me through the very first
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  • And so, you carried me through the very first few years of
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  • Through the very first few years of my christian walk.
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  • Few years of my christian walk. i am so grateful for that.
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  • My christian walk. i am so grateful for that. don't make me cry on tv.
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  • I am so grateful for that. don't make me cry on tv. james: thank you, rob.
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  • Don't make me cry on tv. james: thank you, rob. i'm saying thank you, rob,
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  • James: thank you, rob. i'm saying thank you, rob, for giving the testimony
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  • I'm saying thank you, rob, for giving the testimony but hey, thank those of you
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  • For giving the testimony but hey, thank those of you who not only watch life today
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  • But hey, thank those of you who not only watch life today but share literally,
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  • Who not only watch life today but share literally, not the title of a program,
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  • But share literally, not the title of a program, you share life today through
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  • Not the title of a program, you share life today through the program life today
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  • You share life today through the program life today because we can't pay to feed
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  • The program life today because we can't pay to feed the 350,000 children
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  • Because we can't pay to feed the 350,000 children that we're trying
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  • The 350,000 children that we're trying to feed right now.
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  • That we're trying to feed right now. we found them
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  • To feed right now. we found them and they're starving.
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  • We found them and they're starving. you are the miracle
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  • And they're starving. you are the miracle their mothers
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  • You are the miracle their mothers and their families
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  • Their mothers and their families are hoping and praying for.
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  • And their families are hoping and praying for. you're the only miracle hope
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  • They're starving!
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  • They're starving! and you can be
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  • And you can be the miracle provider.
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  • The miracle provider. you can give them the future.
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  • You can give them the future. that's what we ask you to do.
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  • That's what we ask you to do. here he is telling
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  • Here he is telling how life today ,
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  • How life today , which these viewers,
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  • Which these viewers, as surely as they give food
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  • As surely as they give food and give water,
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  • And give water, you were given the water
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  • You were given the water of life and food,
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  • Of life and food, which we try to share
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  • Which we try to share with you every day,
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  • With you every day, and you were giving it
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  • And you were giving it to people like rob.
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  • To people like rob. it does make an impact.
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  • You saw what we were doing
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  • You saw what we were doing to help people.
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  • You saw what we were doing to help people. did that inspire you
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  • To help people. did that inspire you in any way to see
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  • Did that inspire you in any way to see the importance
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  • In any way to see the importance of helping people?
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  • How to serve.
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  • How to serve. i think that's been
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  • I think that's been the greatest gift.
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  • The greatest gift. everything that i do now
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  • Everything that i do now is to give back to others
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  • And so, i thank you
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  • And so, i thank you for that again.
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  • And so, i thank you for that again. james: if somebody
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  • For that again. james: if somebody got your book and got
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  • James: if somebody got your book and got into god's awning ,
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  • Got your book and got into god's awning , what do you think
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  • Into god's awning , what do you think they would see
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  • What do you think they would see and take from it?
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  • They would see and take from it? what's your prayer that
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  • And take from it? what's your prayer that they take from this book?
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  • What's your prayer that they take from this book? rob: there's hope
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  • They take from this book? rob: there's hope for healing and it will
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  • Rob: there's hope for healing and it will always be through christ.
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  • For healing and it will always be through christ. sometimes, what we have
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  • Always be through christ. sometimes, what we have to hear as humans
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  • Sometimes, what we have to hear as humans is that other humans
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  • To hear as humans is that other humans went through it and made it
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  • Is that other humans went through it and made it out on the other side.
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  • Went through it and made it out on the other side. and so, i want people
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  • And healing in that book
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  • And healing in that book and draw closer to christ
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  • And draw closer to christ because of it.
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  • Because of it. james: you can go online
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  • James: you can go online and get it.
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  • And get it. rob is praying that
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  • Rob is praying that it'll be a tremendous
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  • It'll be a tremendous blessing to you,
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  • Blessing to you, and probably, to somebody
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  • And probably, to somebody they know.
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  • They know. invariably, we find people
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  • That we haven't been in,
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  • That we haven't been in, but we see someone who was,
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  • That we haven't been in, but we see someone who was, and we pass something
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  • But we see someone who was, and we pass something on to them.
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  • And we pass something on to them. i hope and pray
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  • On to them. i hope and pray they'll do that.
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  • I hope and pray they'll do that. what's your prayer for
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  • They'll do that. what's your prayer for being on the show today?
  • 00:14:28.757 --> 00:14:29.825
  • What's your prayer for being on the show today? what do you want to come out
  • 00:14:29.892 --> 00:14:30.893
  • Being on the show today? what do you want to come out of being with two people?
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  • What do you want to come out of being with two people? you say that we ministered
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  • Of being with two people? you say that we ministered and helped you through
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  • You say that we ministered and helped you through this process.
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  • And helped you through this process. what do you want
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  • This process. what do you want to see happen?
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  • What do you want to see happen? rob: i just want seeds
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  • To see happen? rob: i just want seeds of hope to be planted
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  • Rob: i just want seeds of hope to be planted in somebody today
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  • Of hope to be planted in somebody today who is going through
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  • In somebody today who is going through a very tough time mentally,
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  • Who is going through a very tough time mentally, physically, emotionally,
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  • A very tough time mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
  • 00:14:47.209 --> 00:14:48.510
  • Physically, emotionally, and spiritually. i want them to feel
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  • And spiritually. i want them to feel full and renewed.
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  • I want them to feel full and renewed. i want them then to take that
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  • Full and renewed. i want them then to take that and give it to other people.
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  • I want them then to take that and give it to other people. that would be my prayer.
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  • And give it to other people. that would be my prayer. that's how we can serve
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  • That would be my prayer. that's how we can serve each other, is to pour
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  • That's how we can serve each other, is to pour what's been poured into us
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  • Each other, is to pour what's been poured into us into other people.
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  • What's been poured into us into other people. james: how do you want
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  • Into other people. james: how do you want people to see god
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  • James: how do you want people to see god in some way like you did
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  • People to see god in some way like you did as an awning?
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  • In some way like you did as an awning? you say the awning
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  • As an awning? you say the awning broke your fall
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  • You say the awning broke your fall to where you weren't killed.
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  • Broke your fall to where you weren't killed. you were certainly hurt badly.
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  • To where you weren't killed. you were certainly hurt badly. how do you see people
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  • You were certainly hurt badly. how do you see people finding an awning
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  • How do you see people finding an awning in their life?
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  • Finding an awning in their life? rob: so, awning means
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  • In their life? rob: so, awning means protection, right?
  • 00:15:20.075 --> 00:15:21.744
  • Rob: so, awning means protection, right? so, what i realized
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  • Protection, right? so, what i realized in my process, in coming out
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  • So, what i realized in my process, in coming out of all of it,
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  • In my process, in coming out of all of it, and it's all hindsight,
  • 00:15:25.948 --> 00:15:26.949
  • Of all of it, and it's all hindsight, 20/20 for me,
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  • And it's all hindsight, 20/20 for me, is that he was always there
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  • 20/20 for me, is that he was always there even in the hard times.
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  • Is that he was always there even in the hard times. what i appreciate
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  • Even in the hard times. what i appreciate about the trials
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  • What i appreciate about the trials and tribulations that
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  • About the trials and tribulations that james speaks about
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  • And tribulations that james speaks about is finding joy in the trials
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  • James speaks about is finding joy in the trials and tribulations, because
  • 00:15:37.860 --> 00:15:39.094
  • Is finding joy in the trials and tribulations, because that's what builds us up.
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  • And tribulations, because that's what builds us up. that's romans 5:3.
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  • That's what builds us up. that's romans 5:3. that's what builds character
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  • That's romans 5:3. that's what builds character in us.
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  • That's what builds character in us. so, a lot of times
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  • In us. so, a lot of times we're in a lot of pain,
  • 00:15:48.270 --> 00:15:50.072
  • So, a lot of times we're in a lot of pain, but a lot of times we can
  • 00:15:50.139 --> 00:15:51.340
  • We're in a lot of pain, but a lot of times we can use that, build from that
  • 00:15:51.407 --> 00:15:53.208
  • But a lot of times we can use that, build from that so that we have the ability
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  • Use that, build from that so that we have the ability to heal and give back
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  • So that we have the ability to heal and give back to others.
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  • To heal and give back to others. without those trials
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  • To others. without those trials and tribulations,
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  • Without those trials and tribulations, we can't build strength.
  • 00:15:59.681 --> 00:16:01.283
  • And tribulations, we can't build strength. we're fitness guys, right?
  • 00:16:01.350 --> 00:16:02.351
  • We can't build strength. we're fitness guys, right? how do we get stronger?
  • 00:16:02.418 --> 00:16:03.585
  • We're fitness guys, right? how do we get stronger? we go to the gym
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  • How do we get stronger? we go to the gym and lift weights.
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  • We go to the gym and lift weights. it doesn't always feel good.
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  • And lift weights. it doesn't always feel good. we add weight
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  • It doesn't always feel good. we add weight to get stronger.
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  • We add weight to get stronger. god does that with us
  • 00:16:09.291 --> 00:16:10.492
  • To get stronger. god does that with us spiritually as well.
  • 00:16:10.559 --> 00:16:11.560
  • God does that with us spiritually as well. so, some of the stuff
  • 00:16:11.627 --> 00:16:12.795
  • Spiritually as well. so, some of the stuff that's being poured onto us,
  • 00:16:12.861 --> 00:16:14.063
  • So, some of the stuff that's being poured onto us, it's because he has
  • 00:16:14.129 --> 00:16:15.130
  • That's being poured onto us, it's because he has a special plan for us,
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  • It's because he has a special plan for us, and he wants to use us
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  • A special plan for us, and he wants to use us in a very powerful way.
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  • James: you were a beautiful
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  • James: you were a beautiful little church girl
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  • James: you were a beautiful little church girl who did everything right
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  • Little church girl who did everything right and came out of
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  • Who did everything right and came out of the choir to get saved.
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  • And came out of the choir to get saved. nobody in the church
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  • The choir to get saved. nobody in the church could believe it.
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  • Nobody in the church could believe it. but when you see people
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  • Like rob, like me,
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  • Like rob, like me, what do you think about,
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  • Like rob, like me, what do you think about, betty?
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  • What do you think about, betty? betty: i was sitting here
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  • Betty? betty: i was sitting here thinking as i listened
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  • Betty: i was sitting here thinking as i listened to your story, and i know
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  • Thinking as i listened to your story, and i know our stories, of course.
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  • To your story, and i know our stories, of course. the journey that
  • 00:16:39.421 --> 00:16:40.456
  • Our stories, of course. the journey that god carries us on is not
  • 00:16:40.522 --> 00:16:41.723
  • The journey that god carries us on is not always a smooth journey.
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  • God carries us on is not always a smooth journey. actually, it probably
  • 00:16:43.092 --> 00:16:44.326
  • Always a smooth journey. actually, it probably won't be but we have
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  • Actually, it probably won't be but we have our ups and downs.
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  • Won't be but we have our ups and downs. but i just want you to know,
  • 00:16:47.596 --> 00:16:48.730
  • Our ups and downs. but i just want you to know, as you're watching today,
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  • But i just want you to know, as you're watching today, you listened to rob's story,
  • 00:16:50.232 --> 00:16:51.900
  • As you're watching today, you listened to rob's story, he had setbacks but
  • 00:16:51.967 --> 00:16:53.335
  • You listened to rob's story, he had setbacks but god always picked him up.
  • 00:16:53.402 --> 00:16:56.004
  • He had setbacks but god always picked him up. god's always there.
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  • God always picked him up. god's always there. you say, "where is god?"
  • 00:16:57.773 --> 00:16:59.741
  • God's always there. you say, "where is god?" he's right here in your heart.
  • 00:16:59.808 --> 00:17:02.211
  • You say, "where is god?" he's right here in your heart. if you haven't received him,
  • 00:17:02.277 --> 00:17:03.779
  • He's right here in your heart. if you haven't received him, all you have to do is say,
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  • And save me.
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  • And save me. if you are a christian
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  • If you are a christian but you feel far away,
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  • But you feel far away, he's right there at your back.
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  • He's right there at your back. he's ready to cover you.
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  • He's ready to cover you. he's ready to walk
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  • He's ready to walk ahead of you and be
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  • Ahead of you and be your protection as
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  • Your protection as the awning was for you, rob.
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  • The awning was for you, rob. so please don't give up
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  • So please don't give up on yourselves.
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  • On yourselves. god hasn't.
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  • James: well, that's
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  • James: well, that's an invitation from god,
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  • James: well, that's an invitation from god, not from betty.
  • 00:17:29.471 --> 00:17:30.539
  • An invitation from god, not from betty. we've been married
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  • Not from betty. we've been married for 62 years.
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  • We've been married for 62 years. we dated for four years,
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  • So we've been together
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  • So we've been together for 66 years.
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  • So we've been together for 66 years. i'm just telling you this,
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  • For 66 years. i'm just telling you this, betty, all over the world,
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  • I'm just telling you this, betty, all over the world, we've watched people
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  • Betty, all over the world, we've watched people come to jesus and see
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  • We've watched people come to jesus and see their lives changed.
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  • Come to jesus and see their lives changed. and every day on this program,
  • 00:17:43.185 --> 00:17:44.920
  • Their lives changed. and every day on this program, hundreds of lives,
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  • And every day on this program, hundreds of lives, even thousands are saved.
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  • Hundreds of lives, even thousands are saved. we've had the joy
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  • Even thousands are saved. we've had the joy of bringing millions
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  • We've had the joy of bringing millions and millions of people
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  • Of bringing millions and millions of people to christ.
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  • And millions of people to christ. we found out the other day
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  • To christ. we found out the other day from one mission outreach,
  • 00:17:53.695 --> 00:17:54.863
  • We found out the other day from one mission outreach, that 100 million people
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  • From one mission outreach, that 100 million people have come to christ,
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  • That 100 million people have come to christ, we'd sponsored all of it
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  • Have come to christ, we'd sponsored all of it and had signed up and
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  • We'd sponsored all of it and had signed up and taken a full bible study.
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  • And had signed up and taken a full bible study. that's miraculous.
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  • Taken a full bible study. that's miraculous. well, that's what
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  • That's miraculous. well, that's what life today does,
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  • Well, that's what life today does, and that's what you provide.
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  • Life today does, and that's what you provide. our viewers,
  • 00:18:07.409 --> 00:18:08.410
  • And that's what you provide. our viewers, just like the supporters
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  • Our viewers, just like the supporters of what you're doing,
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  • Just like the supporters of what you're doing, and all you're doing with
  • 00:18:10.746 --> 00:18:12.214
  • Of what you're doing, and all you're doing with your outreach are supported
  • 00:18:12.281 --> 00:18:13.782
  • And all you're doing with your outreach are supported by people's prayers
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  • Your outreach are supported by people's prayers and by their finances.
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  • By people's prayers and by their finances. i hope you will
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  • And by their finances. i hope you will check rob out.
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  • I hope you will check rob out. right now, we're trying,
  • 00:18:19.254 --> 00:18:20.455
  • Check rob out. right now, we're trying, with your help,
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  • And it's the only way
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  • We can do it, to feed
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  • 350,000 starving children.
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  • Betty: james, the thing
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  • That blesses me so much
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  • Is when i see the lines,
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  • The children lining up
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  • To get a bowl of porridge
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  • Or whatever nutrition
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  • That they need that
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  • We've sent over there.
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  • Maybe you've helped us.
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  • You probably have.
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  • Please don't stop!
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  • These children need care.
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  • The mothers have done
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  • All they can do.
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  • They have nothing
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  • To offer them.
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  • But hopefully, we do.
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  • I hope you'll join with us,
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  • And let's feed these
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  • Precious little ones
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  • That god has given
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  • These mothers to care for.
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  • James: would you right now go
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  • And get your bank card
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  • And use it like
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  • A check, please?
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  • If you write a check,
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  • Make it to life but do it now!
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  • Call us and tell us
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  • You're mailing it.
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  • Go online and make the best
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  • Gift you possibly can.
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  • $30, $50, or $100,
  • 00:19:11.873 --> 00:19:14.076
  • You feed three, five, or ten
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  • Children for the next months.
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  • Could you give $1,000
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  • Or more and feed 100?
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  • Father, please, please move
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  • Those viewing with your love,
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  • Your compassion,
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  • And your help in jesus' name.
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  • We are his hands
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  • And his arms.
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  • Would you reach out,
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  • Put his arms around
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  • Someone right now,
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  • And give them life?
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  • Please do it.
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  • Right now, across the continent of africa,
  • 00:19:46.008 --> 00:19:48.710
  • Children are suffering, facing severe malnutrition,
  • 00:19:48.710 --> 00:19:51.713
  • And even death.
  • 00:19:51.713 --> 00:19:53.815
  • With food reserves gone,
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  • And many areas experiencing severe famine,
  • 00:19:55.851 --> 00:19:57.886
  • We urgently need to replenish supplies
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  • To keep feeding the 350,000 children
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  • Who are counting on us.
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  • Through life's mission feeding outreach,
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  • Your gift of love can be an answer to prayer
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  • For a hurting and hungry child in their time of need.
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  • Call now with your life-saving gift
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  • Of $30, $50, or $100
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  • To help feed and care for three, five, or ten children
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  • For three full months.
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  • Found in god's creation to help you live your best life.
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  • Finally, please consider a gift of $1,000 or more,
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  • >> hi, i'm jordan rubin, and for over two decades,
  • 00:21:15.831 --> 00:21:18.400
  • My wife nicki and i have been supporting the ministries of life.
  • 00:21:18.400 --> 00:21:21.803
  • With any gift to mission feeding,
  • 00:21:21.803 --> 00:21:24.206
  • You will transform the lives of 350,000 children in africa
  • 00:21:24.206 --> 00:21:29.411
  • By giving them nutritious food and a hope for the future.
  • 00:21:29.411 --> 00:21:33.315
  • With your gift, you'll receive a powerful wellness bundle,
  • 00:21:33.315 --> 00:21:36.518
  • Which can bring the power of health and nutrition into your own home.
  • 00:21:36.518 --> 00:21:40.155
  • Transform the lives of thousands
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  • And your own family. do it today.
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  • James: rob, i pray for you
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  • James: rob, i pray for you and your ministry.
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  • James: rob, i pray for you and your ministry. thank you for being
  • 00:21:48.997 --> 00:21:50.098
  • And your ministry. thank you for being with us on life today .
  • 00:21:50.165 --> 00:21:51.233
  • Thank you for being with us on life today . rob: thanks for having me.
  • 00:21:51.299 --> 00:21:52.334
  • With us on life today . rob: thanks for having me. james: keep sharing it. okay?
  • 00:21:52.401 --> 00:21:53.468
  • Rob: thanks for having me. james: keep sharing it. okay? rob: thank you
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  • James: keep sharing it. okay? rob: thank you for inspiring me.
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  • Rob: thank you for inspiring me. james: love you.
  • 00:21:55.704 --> 00:21:56.705
  • For inspiring me. james: love you. thank you for helping us
  • 00:21:56.772 --> 00:21:57.806
  • James: love you. thank you for helping us love so many with his love.
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  • Thank you for helping us love so many with his love. god bless you.
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  • >> i'm susie larson.
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  • >> i'm susie larson. we live in a day
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  • >> i'm susie larson. we live in a day when it seems evil
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  • We live in a day when it seems evil is winning the day.
  • 00:22:12.587 --> 00:22:13.722
  • When it seems evil is winning the day. you look around
  • 00:22:13.789 --> 00:22:14.756
  • Is winning the day. you look around and you notice
  • 00:22:14.823 --> 00:22:15.857
  • You look around and you notice that even christians
  • 00:22:15.924 --> 00:22:16.958
  • And you notice that even christians are living lives of reaction.
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  • We're shaking our fists
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  • We're shaking our fists at the darkness.
  • 00:22:19.094 --> 00:22:20.061
  • We're shaking our fists at the darkness. we find ourselves angry
  • 00:22:20.128 --> 00:22:21.196
  • At the darkness. we find ourselves angry more often
  • 00:22:21.263 --> 00:22:22.197
  • We find ourselves angry more often than we're hopeful.
  • 00:22:22.264 --> 00:22:23.198
  • More often than we're hopeful. so what are we to do
  • 00:22:23.265 --> 00:22:24.266
  • Than we're hopeful. so what are we to do in this day?
  • 00:22:24.332 --> 00:22:25.333
  • So what are we to do in this day? well, i found some answers
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  • In this day? well, i found some answers in psalm 37.
  • 00:22:26.501 --> 00:22:27.636
  • Well, i found some answers in psalm 37. in psalm 37 we're reminded
  • 00:22:27.702 --> 00:22:29.471
  • In psalm 37. in psalm 37 we're reminded not to fret over the wicked
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  • In psalm 37 we're reminded not to fret over the wicked because there's
  • 00:22:31.473 --> 00:22:32.541
  • Not to fret over the wicked because there's a clear distinction in heaven
  • 00:22:32.607 --> 00:22:33.642
  • Because there's a clear distinction in heaven between the wicked
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  • A clear distinction in heaven between the wicked and those who fear god.
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  • Between the wicked and those who fear god. if we live in reaction
  • 00:22:36.311 --> 00:22:37.546
  • And those who fear god. if we live in reaction to evil,
  • 00:22:37.612 --> 00:22:38.713
  • If we live in reaction to evil, it will only harm us
  • 00:22:38.780 --> 00:22:39.848
  • To evil, it will only harm us and harm others.
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  • It will only harm us and harm others. but in psalm 37 it says,
  • 00:22:40.949 --> 00:22:42.317
  • And harm others. but in psalm 37 it says, but you,
  • 00:22:42.384 --> 00:22:43.351
  • But in psalm 37 it says, but you, you dwell on the land
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  • But you, you dwell on the land and feed
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  • You dwell on the land and feed on god's faithfulness.
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  • And feed on god's faithfulness. you delight in the lord,
  • 00:22:46.488 --> 00:22:47.422
  • On god's faithfulness. you delight in the lord, and he will give you
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  • You delight in the lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
  • 00:22:48.523 --> 00:22:49.458
  • And he will give you the desires of your heart. you need to know
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  • The desires of your heart. you need to know that in a little while
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  • You need to know that in a little while the wicked will be no more.
  • 00:22:51.560 --> 00:22:52.527
  • That in a little while the wicked will be no more. though you look carefully
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  • The wicked will be no more. though you look carefully for his place,
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  • Though you look carefully for his place, he will not be there.
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  • For his place, he will not be there. the humble
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  • He will not be there. the humble will inherit the land
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  • The humble will inherit the land and delight themselves
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  • Will inherit the land and delight themselves in an abundance of peace.
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  • And delight themselves in an abundance of peace. when you find yourself tempted
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  • In an abundance of peace. when you find yourself tempted to shake your fist
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  • When you find yourself tempted to shake your fist at the darkness,
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  • To shake your fist at the darkness, shine brighter because
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  • At the darkness, shine brighter because your spiritual flourishing,
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  • Shine brighter because your spiritual flourishing, when you have a thriving,
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  • Your spiritual flourishing, when you have a thriving, flourishing walk with god,
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  • When you have a thriving, flourishing walk with god, it actually strengthens
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  • Flourishing walk with god, it actually strengthens your community,
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  • It actually strengthens your community, it actually brings
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  • Your community, it actually brings a little bit of heaven
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  • It actually brings a little bit of heaven to earth.
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  • A little bit of heaven to earth. so i challenge you today:
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  • To earth. so i challenge you today: glance at the news;
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  • So i challenge you today: glance at the news; gaze at jesus.
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  • Glance at the news; gaze at jesus. of course,
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  • Gaze at jesus. of course, know what's going on
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  • Of course, know what's going on in our day
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  • Know what's going on in our day but really regulate
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  • In our day but really regulate your inputs,
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  • But really regulate your inputs, because when the good news
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  • Your inputs, because when the good news upstages the bad news,
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  • Because when the good news upstages the bad news, suddenly a faith perspective
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  • Upstages the bad news, suddenly a faith perspective comes once again.
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  • Suddenly a faith perspective comes once again. so you delight in the lord.
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  • Comes once again. so you delight in the lord. you feed on his faithfulness.
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  • So you delight in the lord. you feed on his faithfulness. you commit your way to him,
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  • You feed on his faithfulness. you commit your way to him, because scripture promises
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  • You commit your way to him, because scripture promises that soon, and very soon,
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  • Because scripture promises that soon, and very soon, your righteousness will shine
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  • That soon, and very soon, your righteousness will shine like the dawn.
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  • Your righteousness will shine like the dawn. if you jump ahead to malachi,
  • 00:23:43.411 --> 00:23:44.579
  • Like the dawn. if you jump ahead to malachi, there's a place where
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  • If you jump ahead to malachi, there's a place where the people are accusing god,
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  • There's a place where the people are accusing god, and god has said,
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  • The people are accusing god, and god has said, "you've said terrible things
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  • And god has said, "you've said terrible things about me."
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  • "you've said terrible things about me." and they're like,
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  • About me." and they're like, "what have we said about you?"
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  • And they're like, "what have we said about you?" and they were so clueless
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  • "what have we said about you?" and they were so clueless to their own
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  • And they were so clueless to their own spiritual condition
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  • To their own spiritual condition that they dared
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  • Spiritual condition that they dared to go back and forth with god
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  • That they dared to go back and forth with god in such a dishonorable way.
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  • To go back and forth with god in such a dishonorable way. and he said, "you are saying,
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  • In such a dishonorable way. and he said, "you are saying, 'what's the use
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  • And he said, "you are saying, 'what's the use in obeying god?
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  • 'what's the use in obeying god? the wicked are the ones
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  • In obeying god? the wicked are the ones who get away
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  • The wicked are the ones who get away with everything.'"
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  • Who get away with everything.'" you know, we call the arrogant
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  • With everything.'" you know, we call the arrogant "blessed."
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  • You know, we call the arrogant "blessed." i mean they've doubled down
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  • "blessed." i mean they've doubled down even in their attitude.
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  • I mean they've doubled down even in their attitude. but then you jump ahead
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  • Even in their attitude. but then you jump ahead and it says, "but then,
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  • But then you jump ahead and it says, "but then, those who loved
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  • And it says, "but then, those who loved and feared the lord,
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  • Those who loved and feared the lord, they spoke with one another
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  • And feared the lord, they spoke with one another and the lord listened.
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  • They spoke with one another and the lord listened. and a book was opened
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  • And the lord listened. and a book was opened of remembrance."
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  • And a book was opened of remembrance." if you read that passage,
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  • Of remembrance." if you read that passage, it is so powerful
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  • If you read that passage, it is so powerful because it says, once again,
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  • It is so powerful because it says, once again, you will see the distinction
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  • Because it says, once again, you will see the distinction between those who love god
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  • You will see the distinction between those who love god and those who don't.
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  • Between those who love god and those who don't. i say all that to say,
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  • And those who don't. i say all that to say, on earth,
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  • I say all that to say, on earth, even amongst christians,
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  • Are getting blurred.
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  • Are getting blurred. barna did a report
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  • Barna did a report a number of years ago
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  • A number of years ago that on paper says
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  • That on paper says we don't look any different
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  • We don't look any different than non-christians
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  • Than non-christians in our addictions,
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  • In our default behaviors.
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  • In our default behaviors. on paper, we look the same,
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  • In our default behaviors. on paper, we look the same, as if the resurrection power
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  • On paper, we look the same, as if the resurrection power has not made a difference
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  • As if the resurrection power has not made a difference in our lives.
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  • Has not made a difference in our lives. but i want you to know
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  • In our lives. but i want you to know there's perfect clarity
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  • But i want you to know there's perfect clarity in heaven.
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  • There's perfect clarity in heaven. i often say
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  • In heaven. i often say heaven knows who's who
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  • I often say heaven knows who's who in the zoo.
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  • Heaven knows who's who in the zoo. right?
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  • In the zoo. right? heaven knows our hearts.
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  • Right? heaven knows our hearts. but it matters
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  • Heaven knows our hearts. but it matters that there is a distinction
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  • But it matters that there is a distinction on earth for us as believers.
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  • That there is a distinction on earth for us as believers. it matters that we live out
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  • On earth for us as believers. it matters that we live out our convictions
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  • It matters that we live out our convictions and we take god at his word,
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  • Our convictions and we take god at his word, because he is
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  • And we take god at his word, because he is who he says he is
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  • Because he is who he says he is and he's going to do
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  • Who he says he is and he's going to do what he says he'll do.
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  • And he's going to do what he says he'll do. and he rewards those
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  • What he says he'll do. and he rewards those who earnestly seek him.
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  • And he rewards those who earnestly seek him. and i'm telling you,
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  • Who earnestly seek him. and i'm telling you, no one is going to ask
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  • And i'm telling you, no one is going to ask about the hope within you
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  • No one is going to ask about the hope within you unless they see hope
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  • About the hope within you unless they see hope all over you.
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  • Unless they see hope all over you. how do you do that?
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  • All over you. how do you do that? you live in continual response
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  • How do you do that? you live in continual response to god's love.
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  • You live in continual response to god's love. you stand on his word.
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  • To god's love. you stand on his word. you do what he says
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  • You stand on his word. you do what he says and you trust
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  • You do what he says and you trust that he's going to do
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  • And you trust that he's going to do what he says he'll do.
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  • That he's going to do what he says he'll do. when was the last time
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  • What he says he'll do. when was the last time you delighted in the lord?
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  • When was the last time you delighted in the lord? when was the last time
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  • You delighted in the lord? when was the last time you dared to dream with god
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  • When was the last time you dared to dream with god about some
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  • You dared to dream with god about some of the wonderful things
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  • About some of the wonderful things he wants to do
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  • Of the wonderful things he wants to do in and through you?
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  • He wants to do in and through you? when was the last time
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  • In and through you? when was the last time you sought god
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  • When was the last time you sought god just for his face,
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  • You sought god just for his face, not his hand.
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  • Just for his face, not his hand. but just because
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  • Not his hand. but just because you want to be with him?
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  • But just because you want to be with him? any gift from his hand
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  • You want to be with him? any gift from his hand pales in comparison
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  • Any gift from his hand pales in comparison to knowing his heart
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  • Pales in comparison to knowing his heart because he's our greatest gift
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  • To knowing his heart because he's our greatest gift and we have him.
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  • Because he's our greatest gift and we have him. i challenge you,
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  • And we have him. i challenge you, in these evil days,
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  • I challenge you, in these evil days, let your walk with god
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  • In these evil days, let your walk with god be the greatest thing
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  • Let your walk with god be the greatest thing about you.
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  • Be the greatest thing about you. let your intimacy with god,
  • 00:25:55.110 --> 00:25:56.244
  • About you. let your intimacy with god, and your love of his word,
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  • Let your intimacy with god, and your love of his word, be the most prominent thing
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  • And your love of his word, be the most prominent thing about you.
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  • Be the most prominent thing about you. because as you start to enjoy
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  • About you. because as you start to enjoy the presence of god,
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  • Because as you start to enjoy the presence of god, as you start to stand
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  • The presence of god, as you start to stand on the word of god,
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  • As you start to stand on the word of god, you will be more connected
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  • On the word of god, you will be more connected to eternity than you are
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  • You will be more connected to eternity than you are to the things of this world,
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  • To eternity than you are to the things of this world, and people will see it.
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  • To the things of this world, and people will see it. people will notice.
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  • And people will see it. people will notice. there will be a fruit
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  • People will notice. there will be a fruit in your life
  • 00:26:13.361 --> 00:26:14.362
  • There will be a fruit in your life and a power on your life
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  • In your life and a power on your life that is very distinguishable.
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  • And a power on your life that is very distinguishable. heaven has perfect clarity
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  • That is very distinguishable. heaven has perfect clarity about who those are
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  • Heaven has perfect clarity about who those are pretending to be christians
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  • About who those are pretending to be christians and those who are very serious
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  • Pretending to be christians and those who are very serious about their faith.
  • 00:26:23.004 --> 00:26:24.005
  • And those who are very serious about their faith. but the world needs
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  • About their faith. but the world needs what god has imparted.
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  • But the world needs what god has imparted. so your walk of faith matters!
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  • What god has imparted. so your walk of faith matters! delight in the lord.
  • 00:26:28.977 --> 00:26:30.178
  • So your walk of faith matters! delight in the lord. feed on his faithfulness.
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  • Delight in the lord. feed on his faithfulness. dwell in the land.
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  • Feed on his faithfulness. dwell in the land. find ways to serve him,
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  • Dwell in the land. find ways to serve him, to obey him, to love
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  • Find ways to serve him, to obey him, to love when it doesn't suit you.
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  • To obey him, to love when it doesn't suit you. because when you do that,
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  • When it doesn't suit you. because when you do that, you are shouting
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  • Because when you do that, you are shouting to a world in need,
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  • You are shouting to a world in need, this is what god is like.
  • 00:26:41.156 --> 00:26:42.157
  • To a world in need, this is what god is like. you know, he loved us so much
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  • This is what god is like. you know, he loved us so much that he sent his son.
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  • You know, he loved us so much that he sent his son. so as we live as jesus lived,
  • 00:26:44.426 --> 00:26:46.494
  • That he sent his son. so as we live as jesus lived, people will know
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  • So as we live as jesus lived, people will know that there is a god in heaven
  • 00:26:47.996 --> 00:26:49.164
  • People will know that there is a god in heaven who hears us
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  • That there is a god in heaven who hears us when we cry out to him.
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  • Who hears us when we cry out to him. he loves us
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  • When we cry out to him. he loves us and he wants a relationship
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  • He loves us and he wants a relationship with all of us.
  • 00:26:54.069 --> 00:26:55.136
  • And he wants a relationship with all of us. so may you live as one
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  • With all of us. so may you live as one who is spoken for
  • 00:26:56.304 --> 00:26:57.505
  • So may you live as one who is spoken for and you will see
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  • Who is spoken for and you will see what god will do.
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