Matthew Barnett: Start Dreaming Again | Praise

July 10, 2025 | 57:5

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  • Coming up tonight on praise...
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  • Well, when people come into our program, i mean, they're strung
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  • Out on fentanyl, drug addiction.
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  • And the first question we ask them is, what is your dream?
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  • Wow. and it freaks them out because they're like, i'm just
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  • Trying to get clean.
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  • Like, how could you ask me such a bold, audacious question?
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  • But the bible says that where there is no revelation, people
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  • Cast off restraint, which means there's no reason to have a
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  • Vision for anything.
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  • You know, there's no reason to have self control.
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  • Because why?
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  • There's nothing to live for.
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  • So when someone is down at their worst, shockingly, we
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  • Shine the biggest spotlight of hope because the enemy will use
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  • Shame as the greatest tool to stop people from ever trying.
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  • And he'll get all of us into that why-bother mindset.
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  • You know, why bother?
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  • I've already gone too far.
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  • Why bother?
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  • I've already done this.
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  • And so when you take away the why bother,
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  • And you shine a spotlight of hope, then they have a reason
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  • To get up.
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  • And then you eventually walk them through the layers to help
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  • Them not fall into that same position again.
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  • There's dreams that you have that you forget along the way.
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  • But if you just trust god, you realize even the things that
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  • You kind of left behind and no longer thought were possible,
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  • He remembers everything.
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  • God has a good memory, and there are certain checkpoints
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  • In life that you have to get to of endurance just to see the
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  • Fruit of that.
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  • Tonight on praise from los angeles,
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  • New york times best selling author and co-founder of the
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  • Dream center, pastor matthew barnett.
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  • And now your host, sheila walsh.
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  • Welcome, welcome, welcome.
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  • I am so excited that you're
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  • With us on this particular program.
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  • I have to tell you, just the last few days, what we're going
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  • To talk about tonight has been so much on my heart.
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  • You know, i gave my life to
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  • Christ when i was growing up in scotland.
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  • I was 11 years old, and my mom
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  • Led me into a relationship with jesus.
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  • And i remember thinking, jesus, if you did all of that for me,
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  • I want to do anything for you.
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  • You name it, i'm there.
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  • And so i went to seminary in london to train to be a
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  • Missionary in india.
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  • But god redirected my steps and i ended up working a lot with
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  • Billy graham and his crusades.
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  • And then i ended up co-hosting the 700 club for five years.
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  • And now i've had the privilege
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  • Of being part of the tbn family.
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  • But across those years, i had the privilege of meeting
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  • Someone and visiting a place called the dream center.
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  • And honestly, it took me back to the very early days of
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  • Saying, you know what, lord, whatever you're doing on this
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  • Earth, i want to be part of it.
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  • And so i have to say, having you here tonight, matthew
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  • Barnett, is such a privilege.
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  • What an honor to be with you.
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  • This is such a great joy.
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  • And i know that's in your heart, because that's all
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  • You've ever believed in is
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  • Helping the hurting and the broken.
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  • And it's going to be a fun time talking about it today.
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  • I know, i know.
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  • I was reading that verse so well known.
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  • It's found in micah chapter six, and this is what it says,
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  • You know, and it's what do we give the lord?
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  • You know, what can we bring to the lord?
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  • What kind of offering should we give him?
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  • Should we bow before god with offerings of yearling calves?
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  • Should we offer him thousands of rams and 10,000 rivers of
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  • Olive oil?
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  • Should we sacrifice our firstborn children to pay for
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  • Our sins?
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  • No, o people, the lord has told you what is good.
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  • And this is what he requires of you to do what is right,
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  • To love mercy, and to walk humbly with your god.
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  • And i have to tell you, matthew, when i look at the
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  • Work of the dream center, that's what i think of.
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  • I want you to take us back to when you were just a wee boy
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  • Growing up with pastor tommy barnett as your dad.
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  • What did you think you would do with your life?
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  • Well, i never thought i'd be in ministry, because when you're
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  • In the shadows of a church,
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  • That was one of the first to do everything--
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  • You know, first to get a 10,000,
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  • First to build a big building,
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  • There's just a little bit of pressure that that nobody put
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  • On me except for myself.
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  • And i thought, that's the last thing i want to do.
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  • Because, you know, how do you
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  • Follow the shoes of a great legend?
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  • But i love the work.
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  • I love the church.
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  • I love going to see the building when my dad would
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  • Like, you know, build a new place.
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  • And every night i'd go there and put the choir robes on me
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  • As a kid, you know, to to stay warm.
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  • You know, they were-- as the nights went on and i just got
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  • A chance to see.
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  • And i think through ministry, not only my father built a big
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  • Church, but, you know, bussing the homeless in on sunday night
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  • And giving them haircuts and and just never forgetting about
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  • The broken. even himself, as he was pastoring this big church,
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  • He'd drive down to the housing projects and pick up families
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  • And bring them to church and take them to lunch after.
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  • So i think one of the reasons why i'm in los angeles today,
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  • And i've been here for 31 years, pastoring in downtown la
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  • Is really just because not the big things that my father did,
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  • But all those little things that really made ministry
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  • Attractive because it really was about the one.
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  • And that was just a great model.
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  • I think it set a great foundation for my life.
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  • And then when i started in la at 20, you know, my dad was
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  • Looking for someone to to pastor a church in downtown la
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  • And a really rough neighborhood, a lot of gangs.
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  • And he tried to find a pastor that would come and take over.
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  • So he was in a van, drove him around ten of them and said,
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  • This is a church on sunset boulevard.
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  • Of course, he didn't tell them that sunset starts in one of
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  • The rougher neighborhoods, but you don't want to tell them
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  • Everything, right?
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  • And, uh, and so every one of them turned it down, and my dad
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  • Said, son, i have nobody to pastor this church.
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  • Would you help me for three
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  • Months until i can find a real pastor?
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  • So it's 31 years and we're
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  • Still looking for the real pastor.
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  • Maybe it's here somewhere.
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  • I don't know, but, uh--
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  • But you know what's interesting?
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  • I watched a video last night.
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  • I was doing some research, and i watched a video of your dad
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  • Talking about the night when he dropped you off there and
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  • Driving away and pulling over and weeping because he felt
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  • Like he'd set you up for failure.
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  • Talk to us about that night.
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  • Yeah. you know, my dad dropped me off there.
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  • Um, it was uncommon world for me.
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  • I've never seen anything like this.
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  • I've never seen, you know, young kids on the steps, you
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  • Know, drinking forties on a church step building or, you
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  • Know, the drive-bys and the gang violence and things that
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  • Was going on.
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  • I was terrified.
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  • I was scared of my own shadow.
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  • I looked at the streets of la as this,
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  • A giant that can never be overcome.
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  • And my dad used to call me.
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  • He felt so bad.
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  • He said, son, you can leave anytime you want.
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  • I am so sorry.
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  • He apologized to me every day for he said, like you said, i'm
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  • Setting him up for failure.
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  • I don't think he'll ever get through this.
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  • He might not ever be the same
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  • Again once he gets through this.
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  • Because i was alone, no staff members.
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  • And, um,
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  • And there i was, just trying to figure out, like, what i was
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  • Supposed to be doing in there.
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  • And then six months came around.
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  • Couldn't find someone.
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  • A year came around.
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  • Finally, one day, i just took a prayer walk around the city of
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  • La, and i saw young men up
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  • Against police cars being arrested.
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  • I saw helicopters that were looking for criminals in the
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  • Park, and that night god spoke to me
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  • A word that changed my life.
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  • He said, i want you to die to your dream of being a success,
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  • And i want you to live to the dream of being a blessing.
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  • Whatever i put in your hand, use it to help people.
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  • Never say it's not enough and love what you have.
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  • And think that what you have is
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  • The best thing in all the world.
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  • And i said, well, god, all i have is a desk and a phone
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  • And an office.
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  • And the lord spoke to me and said, move it to the sidewalk.
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  • So i moved.
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  • Outside the church?
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  • Outside the church, on the sidewalk.
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  • So all the moms would be bringing, fathers be
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  • Bringing their kids to school.
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  • And i'd just buy a jar of candy and say, hey, i got some candy
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  • For you, or four bags of groceries for the week that i
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  • Could afford.
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  • And started giving it away.
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  • And something began to happen.
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  • I fell in love with the city, and i realized that sometimes,
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  • You know, even people that are watching here today, your dream
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  • Goes to rock bottom.
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  • And you think that your dream
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  • Dies when it goes to rock bottom.
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  • But god doesn't destroy dreams in rock bottom.
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  • He oftentimes recreates them and recreates them from a place
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  • Where you start dreaming dreams you never knew that you had.
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  • The only brokenness can reveal.
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  • So i didn't know that i loved, um, homeless people that much
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  • Until my heart was broken.
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  • I didn't know that i loved
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  • People that had addiction problems.
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  • And so the best thing that ever happened in my life is those
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  • 18 people i inherited going down to two.
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  • We were having revival in reverse, you know.
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  • But it allowed me to have nothing but prayer walks
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  • Around the city.
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  • And i took a look around the valley and saw the need.
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  • And that's where the vision began to form.
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  • You know, i think when you release yourself from the
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  • Pressure of being successful, i think that's a big american
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  • Myth of, particularly within the church,
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  • What looks successful as opposed to what would bless the
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  • Lives of other people?
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  • That kind of takes the pressure off, in a way, because you
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  • Don't have some kind of five year, ten year plan that you
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  • Have to achieve things.
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  • Yeah. you know, when i committed myself to the finish
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  • Line and said, la is my heart, my soul, my life, i realized,
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  • Yeah, you don't have to figure out in 5 or 10 years because
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  • You're in it to win it for the rest of your life.
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  • I have time that god can reveal things to me.
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  • I can figure things out.
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  • He can show me things, or he can choose to accelerate things
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  • At whatever tempo god wants to go.
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  • And i read that scripture in all thy ways acknowledge him,
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  • And he shall direct thy paths.
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  • 12 words.
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  • I just need to stand on the right side of those 12 words.
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  • The first six,
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  • And then he will decide.
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  • So everything that god has allowed us to do, you know,
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  • From that little old building to when now in the hospital,
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  • When i drove down that freeway, saw that big old hospital, and
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  • We talked to the sisters who owned it, one of the most
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  • Famous iconic hospitals of all
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  • Time, the queen of angels hospital.
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  • And i was 23 and young enough and naive enough to pull over
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  • And say, how much are you going to sell this building for?
  • 00:09:33.095 --> 00:09:34.964
  • So the hospital wasn't being used.
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  • It wasn't being used except for horror films like halloween and
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  • Like nightmare on elm street.
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  • I mean, it was like slasher
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  • Film central, the hospital, you know?
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  • And, um, and so we just pulled over, talked to the nuns and
  • 00:09:45.341 --> 00:09:49.111
  • Said, you know, we've kind of outgrown our little building.
  • 00:09:49.111 --> 00:09:51.814
  • We put homeless people in houses around the church and,
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  • And ran busses and but this place would be perfect.
  • 00:09:55.284 --> 00:09:58.120
  • And they agreed to sell to us for $3.9 million when they
  • 00:09:58.120 --> 00:10:01.891
  • Could have sold it to hollywood for 16 million.
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  • Wow. and then started the 20 plus year journey of
  • 00:10:04.627 --> 00:10:08.831
  • Whosoever will
  • 00:10:08.831 --> 00:10:10.132
  • 24-hour ministry, people come in any hours of the day and get
  • 00:10:10.132 --> 00:10:13.269
  • Housing and food, and 70% of my staff are graduates of our drug
  • 00:10:13.269 --> 00:10:17.306
  • And alcohol rehab program.
  • 00:10:17.306 --> 00:10:18.741
  • That in itself is incredible.
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  • Yeah. so we, i mean, we got ex-convicts, you know,
  • 00:10:20.142 --> 00:10:23.379
  • We got ex thieves.
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  • And that's just a pastoral staff.
  • 00:10:24.580 --> 00:10:25.881
  • You know, that's not including everybody else we got going on
  • 00:10:25.881 --> 00:10:28.017
  • The dream center.
  • 00:10:28.017 --> 00:10:28.851
  • So it's beautiful organized chaos.
  • 00:10:28.851 --> 00:10:31.153
  • And i think that me being so young starting the city was
  • 00:10:31.153 --> 00:10:34.790
  • Kind of the perfect scenario because it was a blank slate
  • 00:10:34.790 --> 00:10:37.793
  • For a young dreamer to think outside the box and believe
  • 00:10:37.793 --> 00:10:42.164
  • That maybe something was possible.
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  • One of the questions i wanted to ask you, because i love your
  • 00:10:43.933 --> 00:10:46.335
  • Wife, you have the most darling, beautiful wife.
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  • How did you manage to make
  • 00:10:49.572 --> 00:10:51.407
  • Let's live here in a place that's really dangerous
  • 00:10:51.407 --> 00:10:53.976
  • Attractive to caroline?
  • 00:10:53.976 --> 00:10:55.578
  • My wife was the first person to come to the dream center
  • 00:10:55.578 --> 00:10:57.980
  • That literally wasn't a someone who was bussed in.
  • 00:10:57.980 --> 00:11:01.484
  • So here's this girl driving from orange county area to
  • 00:11:01.484 --> 00:11:04.086
  • Downtown la, going to church, and my church was literally
  • 00:11:04.086 --> 00:11:07.389
  • Like, when we were growing
  • 00:11:07.389 --> 00:11:09.024
  • When she showed up, we had about 80 people and about 75 of
  • 00:11:09.024 --> 00:11:12.194
  • Them were homeless.
  • 00:11:12.194 --> 00:11:13.496
  • And so i'm preaching, refereeing fights, you know,
  • 00:11:13.496 --> 00:11:16.198
  • And, uh, and somehow when she showed up, she was so enamored
  • 00:11:16.198 --> 00:11:21.937
  • At 18 years of age by this ministry that she just kept
  • 00:11:21.937 --> 00:11:25.141
  • Showing up, kept, like, washing the hair of homeless people.
  • 00:11:25.141 --> 00:11:28.477
  • Wow. and so, if anything, i think she bought into even more
  • 00:11:28.477 --> 00:11:31.080
  • Than i did.
  • 00:11:31.080 --> 00:11:31.814
  • Even today, like, she wants to
  • 00:11:31.814 --> 00:11:32.948
  • Talk about it more than i do at home.
  • 00:11:32.948 --> 00:11:34.216
  • I'm like, oh, let's watch a sports game.
  • 00:11:34.216 --> 00:11:35.684
  • But her heart was in it, and there's something about that
  • 00:11:35.684 --> 00:11:39.522
  • Crazy chaos that didn't fit the mold,
  • 00:11:39.522 --> 00:11:43.225
  • That was the very thing that
  • 00:11:43.225 --> 00:11:44.426
  • Attracted her to the work of god.
  • 00:11:44.426 --> 00:11:45.795
  • And so, uh, she's been all in ever since.
  • 00:11:45.795 --> 00:11:48.063
  • And so i think god just really knew that there was someone who
  • 00:11:48.063 --> 00:11:52.168
  • Was as crazy as i am for people, you know, and
  • 00:11:52.168 --> 00:11:55.070
  • Really brought us together.
  • 00:11:55.070 --> 00:11:56.539
  • You know, i know this is probably your experience, but
  • 00:11:56.539 --> 00:11:58.808
  • I've been in places where you go where life is very tough.
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  • And i was thinking my last trip when i was over in
  • 00:12:02.645 --> 00:12:05.347
  • Angola and working with the moms who'd all buried children
  • 00:12:05.347 --> 00:12:08.918
  • Because of the lack of clean drinking water.
  • 00:12:08.918 --> 00:12:11.520
  • I mean, just taking me on sacred walks to the places
  • 00:12:11.520 --> 00:12:14.523
  • Where they buried their children.
  • 00:12:14.523 --> 00:12:16.525
  • And i have to tell you, sometimes you go to places like
  • 00:12:16.525 --> 00:12:18.928
  • That thinking, i'm going to go and be the hands and feet of
  • 00:12:18.928 --> 00:12:21.564
  • Jesus, and it ends up being the other way.
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  • Yeah. you know, you find-- because i remember saying to
  • 00:12:24.800 --> 00:12:26.735
  • One, mom, how can you bear this?
  • 00:12:26.735 --> 00:12:29.104
  • And she said, oh, because of jesus.
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  • Because of jesus.
  • 00:12:31.674 --> 00:12:33.108
  • And i found such faith in a
  • 00:12:33.108 --> 00:12:35.211
  • Place that physically looked devastated.
  • 00:12:35.211 --> 00:12:38.414
  • And yet the presence of christ was everything.
  • 00:12:38.414 --> 00:12:41.217
  • Sometimes i think we get choked by our stuff.
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  • Yeah, that's so true.
  • 00:12:43.786 --> 00:12:45.087
  • I mean, when we go to skid row, it's amazing how the presence
  • 00:12:45.087 --> 00:12:47.756
  • Of god shows up.
  • 00:12:47.756 --> 00:12:48.791
  • You know, you're praying for people and sometimes
  • 00:12:48.791 --> 00:12:50.926
  • They'll just reveal things to you.
  • 00:12:50.926 --> 00:12:52.228
  • I tell all of our workers, when you go to skid row, someone
  • 00:12:52.228 --> 00:12:55.064
  • Might tell you they love you and curse you in five minutes
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  • And mean it both times,
  • 00:12:57.766 --> 00:12:58.934
  • Right, but--
  • 00:12:58.934 --> 00:13:00.236
  • And i tell them, i said, look, sometimes people are so broken
  • 00:13:00.236 --> 00:13:02.071
  • And traumatized,
  • 00:13:02.071 --> 00:13:03.272
  • You might be the one person they can truly share their
  • 00:13:03.272 --> 00:13:06.075
  • Frustrations to, their brokenness to.
  • 00:13:06.075 --> 00:13:08.477
  • And the holy spirit shows up.
  • 00:13:08.477 --> 00:13:09.812
  • I mean, i went to macarthur park not long ago, and this
  • 00:13:09.812 --> 00:13:12.748
  • Man was a businessman.
  • 00:13:12.748 --> 00:13:15.150
  • 18 years ago, he went through a divorce and just became a meth
  • 00:13:15.150 --> 00:13:18.487
  • Addict living right there in macarthur park.
  • 00:13:18.487 --> 00:13:21.023
  • And one day, he's praying, as he was using drugs
  • 00:13:21.023 --> 00:13:23.759
  • He was mocking god, basically saying, god, if you're really
  • 00:13:23.759 --> 00:13:27.496
  • Real, pastor matthew barnett himself will come and visit me
  • 00:13:27.496 --> 00:13:30.099
  • In my tent tomorrow. wow.
  • 00:13:30.099 --> 00:13:31.533
  • 24 hours later, i was heading to the car to go home.
  • 00:13:31.533 --> 00:13:34.470
  • My outreach team says, hey pastor, you want to go with us
  • 00:13:34.470 --> 00:13:36.839
  • To macarthur park?
  • 00:13:36.839 --> 00:13:38.040
  • And just on a whim, i said, sure, let's go.
  • 00:13:38.040 --> 00:13:40.309
  • And i went to the park and the man was trembling.
  • 00:13:40.309 --> 00:13:42.678
  • He looked at me and he said, why are you here?
  • 00:13:42.678 --> 00:13:45.114
  • Why are you here?
  • 00:13:45.114 --> 00:13:46.348
  • I'm like, i'm just here to help people, whatever you want.
  • 00:13:46.348 --> 00:13:48.851
  • And he said, i just told god last night that if you're real,
  • 00:13:48.851 --> 00:13:53.055
  • Pastor matthew would show up himself.
  • 00:13:53.055 --> 00:13:55.291
  • And so all these supernatural things.
  • 00:13:55.291 --> 00:13:57.326
  • God hears the prayers of, you know, people who are crying out
  • 00:13:57.326 --> 00:14:01.096
  • And you see it like these responses that happen and so
  • 00:14:01.096 --> 00:14:04.633
  • Many supernatural things happen in these environments where
  • 00:14:04.633 --> 00:14:08.737
  • You're kind of nervous, you're scared, you don't know what's
  • 00:14:08.737 --> 00:14:10.906
  • Going to happen, but then you
  • 00:14:10.906 --> 00:14:12.474
  • Have nothing to rely on but god.
  • 00:14:12.474 --> 00:14:14.376
  • And just dramatic things are happening all the time and
  • 00:14:14.376 --> 00:14:17.780
  • Constantly keeps you on edge, and you never know
  • 00:14:17.780 --> 00:14:20.082
  • What's going to happen.
  • 00:14:20.082 --> 00:14:21.317
  • But, um, i think i've gotten used to this beautiful edge.
  • 00:14:21.317 --> 00:14:24.987
  • And, uh, my dad used to always say, if you're not living on
  • 00:14:24.987 --> 00:14:27.289
  • The edge, you're taking up too much space anyway.
  • 00:14:27.289 --> 00:14:29.158
  • So, uh, that's kind of sounds like we've been cliff hanging
  • 00:14:29.158 --> 00:14:32.294
  • For 31 years.
  • 00:14:32.294 --> 00:14:33.195
  • It's been quite an interesting ride.
  • 00:14:33.195 --> 00:14:34.797
  • Wow. and you're a dad.
  • 00:14:34.797 --> 00:14:36.031
  • You have two incredible children.
  • 00:14:36.031 --> 00:14:38.567
  • What was it like
  • 00:14:38.567 --> 00:14:40.736
  • Being part of that work, that world and having little ones
  • 00:14:40.736 --> 00:14:44.273
  • Of your own?
  • 00:14:44.273 --> 00:14:45.574
  • They're not little anymore, but when they were.
  • 00:14:45.574 --> 00:14:47.843
  • Yeah. and i think one of the beauty of is when i committed
  • 00:14:47.843 --> 00:14:50.312
  • Myself to the finish line, nothing had to be sacrificed in
  • 00:14:50.312 --> 00:14:53.315
  • The process.
  • 00:14:53.315 --> 00:14:54.583
  • You know, i went to all my my daughter's track meets who's
  • 00:14:54.583 --> 00:14:57.152
  • Now training for the olympic games and track and field.
  • 00:14:57.152 --> 00:15:00.122
  • And went to all my son's events, and i was just always
  • 00:15:00.122 --> 00:15:02.524
  • There because there's a certain kind of liberty knowing that
  • 00:15:02.524 --> 00:15:05.794
  • When it's a lifetime calling, you can do everything you know.
  • 00:15:05.794 --> 00:15:08.597
  • I think sometimes you put things on a list like, you
  • 00:15:08.597 --> 00:15:10.733
  • Know, god for god first, family
  • 00:15:10.733 --> 00:15:13.635
  • Second, and make all these lists.
  • 00:15:13.635 --> 00:15:15.437
  • But the bible says, whatsoever your hand finds to do, do with
  • 00:15:15.437 --> 00:15:17.906
  • All thy might.
  • 00:15:17.906 --> 00:15:18.607
  • So god first, family first.
  • 00:15:18.607 --> 00:15:21.076
  • Everything is first.
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  • Your job first.
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  • Do it all well.
  • 00:15:22.811 --> 00:15:24.079
  • And i think we've been able to make time for all of those
  • 00:15:24.079 --> 00:15:26.181
  • Things because, um, you know, it's there's a comfort in
  • 00:15:26.181 --> 00:15:29.651
  • Knowing that the call keeps you going
  • 00:15:29.651 --> 00:15:32.621
  • When the burden leaves you. the burden will come and go,
  • 00:15:32.621 --> 00:15:35.557
  • And sometimes you'll feel it more than others.
  • 00:15:35.557 --> 00:15:37.493
  • But that call keeps you
  • 00:15:37.493 --> 00:15:38.660
  • Grounded on everything that's important.
  • 00:15:38.660 --> 00:15:40.729
  • That's a huge thing, matthew, because if you're just waiting
  • 00:15:40.729 --> 00:15:43.265
  • For all the feelings, they do come and go.
  • 00:15:43.265 --> 00:15:46.001
  • But when you know you're
  • 00:15:46.001 --> 00:15:46.902
  • Exactly where god wants you to be--
  • 00:15:46.902 --> 00:15:48.937
  • But i watched an interest--
  • 00:15:48.937 --> 00:15:50.105
  • I was doing a little research on you last night, and i
  • 00:15:50.105 --> 00:15:51.540
  • Watched this video where, um, you felt like your heart had
  • 00:15:51.540 --> 00:15:55.277
  • Almost grown cold and you and god told you to do something
  • 00:15:55.277 --> 00:15:59.648
  • Which personally, i would have found terrifying.
  • 00:15:59.648 --> 00:16:01.784
  • Yeah. talk to us about that.
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  • Yeah. you know, it was on the 15th year anniversary of
  • 00:16:02.985 --> 00:16:05.687
  • Pastoring, and i felt really robotic.
  • 00:16:05.687 --> 00:16:08.624
  • You know, i was i was on stage and i was talking.
  • 00:16:08.624 --> 00:16:10.526
  • I was going through the motions.
  • 00:16:10.526 --> 00:16:11.693
  • God still blesses his word and things were happening.
  • 00:16:11.693 --> 00:16:14.363
  • But-- and i know you don't always go by feelings, but this
  • 00:16:14.363 --> 00:16:16.799
  • Was a really long period of feeling nothing.
  • 00:16:16.799 --> 00:16:19.535
  • And, um, we were going to have
  • 00:16:19.535 --> 00:16:21.236
  • A big party for me my 15th year anniversary.
  • 00:16:21.236 --> 00:16:23.005
  • God just spoke to me and said, don't have a party.
  • 00:16:23.005 --> 00:16:25.107
  • I want you to go and live homeless on skid row until i
  • 00:16:25.107 --> 00:16:27.176
  • Tell you to stop for several days.
  • 00:16:27.176 --> 00:16:29.445
  • So i went to the streets of skid row.
  • 00:16:29.445 --> 00:16:31.113
  • I brought a piece of cardboard and i began to see things that
  • 00:16:31.113 --> 00:16:34.817
  • Forever shaped my life.
  • 00:16:34.817 --> 00:16:36.251
  • I saw young girls that were jumping from box to box, just
  • 00:16:36.251 --> 00:16:38.987
  • To get $1 and doing horrible things in order to get money to
  • 00:16:38.987 --> 00:16:42.925
  • Get their fix.
  • 00:16:42.925 --> 00:16:44.226
  • I saw families living in tents, little dora the explorer tent,
  • 00:16:44.226 --> 00:16:47.930
  • And little kids sleeping in them.
  • 00:16:47.930 --> 00:16:49.932
  • And i just saw all of the brokenness, you know, and the
  • 00:16:49.932 --> 00:16:53.302
  • Veterans that were on one corner and the other, and
  • 00:16:53.302 --> 00:16:56.572
  • Families that were showing up that had little restaurants,
  • 00:16:56.572 --> 00:16:58.841
  • They had leftover food.
  • 00:16:58.841 --> 00:17:00.142
  • And i was standing in the food line to get food from leftovers
  • 00:17:00.142 --> 00:17:02.845
  • From a restaurant.
  • 00:17:02.845 --> 00:17:03.679
  • I could feel the whole experience.
  • 00:17:03.679 --> 00:17:05.881
  • And that night, god just spoke to me.
  • 00:17:05.881 --> 00:17:07.716
  • He said, i want you to take every family that you see here
  • 00:17:07.716 --> 00:17:10.486
  • And open up a place for them at the dream center.
  • 00:17:10.486 --> 00:17:12.788
  • And from that day on, we began to house all of our homeless
  • 00:17:12.788 --> 00:17:15.324
  • Families that live there.
  • 00:17:15.324 --> 00:17:16.592
  • We have over 200 people that live in our building, that are
  • 00:17:16.592 --> 00:17:18.727
  • Families that were living in their cars and tents, whose
  • 00:17:18.727 --> 00:17:21.697
  • Lives are being transformed.
  • 00:17:21.697 --> 00:17:23.532
  • But those are moments in your life where you sometimes you
  • 00:17:23.532 --> 00:17:26.735
  • Got to do something radical in order to get right.
  • 00:17:26.735 --> 00:17:29.071
  • Yeah. and that's where we really have a change of scenery
  • 00:17:29.071 --> 00:17:31.240
  • In my life.
  • 00:17:31.240 --> 00:17:32.374
  • I think we get caught up sometimes in the scenery of
  • 00:17:32.374 --> 00:17:34.009
  • Common life and common things, but when you shift it and you
  • 00:17:34.009 --> 00:17:36.812
  • Put yourself in somebody else's world, however that looks like
  • 00:17:36.812 --> 00:17:40.516
  • To anyone watching, suddenly you're you're day to day things
  • 00:17:40.516 --> 00:17:44.286
  • Of what you see begin to change.
  • 00:17:44.286 --> 00:17:46.355
  • And i think that's what made jesus so awesome and
  • 00:17:46.355 --> 00:17:49.558
  • Compassionate is that he was just constantly putting himself
  • 00:17:49.558 --> 00:17:52.561
  • In someone else's world, and it was just unlocking all these
  • 00:17:52.561 --> 00:17:55.497
  • Wonderful miracles that begin to happen.
  • 00:17:55.497 --> 00:17:57.566
  • If you're just joining us, i'm here with pastor matthew
  • 00:17:57.566 --> 00:18:00.068
  • Barnett of the dream center in la.
  • 00:18:00.068 --> 00:18:02.404
  • And this isn't a oh, let's just listen to matthew's story and
  • 00:18:02.404 --> 00:18:05.207
  • See what amazing things god is doing through him.
  • 00:18:05.207 --> 00:18:07.776
  • It certainly is that,
  • 00:18:07.776 --> 00:18:09.077
  • But i want you and i to be impacted.
  • 00:18:09.077 --> 00:18:12.080
  • I want you and i whether you've known the lord for ten minutes
  • 00:18:12.080 --> 00:18:15.150
  • Or 50 years, to think, lord, how do i live in such a way
  • 00:18:15.150 --> 00:18:20.155
  • That i see people, that i hear people. that's actually become a
  • 00:18:20.155 --> 00:18:23.892
  • Kind of daily prayer of mine. every single morning, i pray,
  • 00:18:23.892 --> 00:18:27.529
  • Lord, give me ears to hear what i'm going to miss.
  • 00:18:27.529 --> 00:18:30.165
  • You know, sometimes you just hear, people seem angry and it's
  • 00:18:30.165 --> 00:18:32.734
  • Like, but what am i missing here?
  • 00:18:32.734 --> 00:18:35.337
  • Or eyes to see?
  • 00:18:35.337 --> 00:18:36.505
  • Well, i'm not going to see without the lord because i
  • 00:18:36.505 --> 00:18:38.507
  • Decided to do this study again of the gospels.
  • 00:18:38.507 --> 00:18:40.742
  • And the thing that's amazing is the one. jesus always saw the
  • 00:18:40.742 --> 00:18:46.181
  • One, the person who, you know, it's easy to speak to crowds,
  • 00:18:46.181 --> 00:18:49.651
  • But he saw the one.
  • 00:18:49.651 --> 00:18:50.986
  • And that to me is very much the heart of the dream center.
  • 00:18:50.986 --> 00:18:54.356
  • You know, it's interesting you said that because i was
  • 00:18:54.356 --> 00:18:55.724
  • Thinking about jesus. in matthew chapter 26 and verse six,
  • 00:18:55.724 --> 00:18:58.927
  • It said that jesus entered the home of simon the leper.
  • 00:18:58.927 --> 00:19:01.697
  • Now, that seems like just kind of a one-off type of verse
  • 00:19:01.697 --> 00:19:04.967
  • That's in there, but we're talking about the final moments
  • 00:19:04.967 --> 00:19:07.569
  • Of his life.
  • 00:19:07.569 --> 00:19:08.804
  • All the pressure, all the burdens of carrying the sin of
  • 00:19:08.804 --> 00:19:11.974
  • Humanity and the weight of the world on his shoulders.
  • 00:19:11.974 --> 00:19:14.509
  • And yet he's having dinner with a man who has leprosy, like
  • 00:19:14.509 --> 00:19:19.514
  • Eating out of the same bowl with him.
  • 00:19:19.514 --> 00:19:21.250
  • And i thought to myself, we always have time to go out of
  • 00:19:21.250 --> 00:19:24.152
  • Our way to serve.
  • 00:19:24.152 --> 00:19:25.254
  • We always have time to make a difference.
  • 00:19:25.254 --> 00:19:26.788
  • We always have time to walk slowly through the crowd and
  • 00:19:26.788 --> 00:19:30.325
  • Realize that there are people that just need a little bit of
  • 00:19:30.325 --> 00:19:32.961
  • Joy, need a little bit of encouragement.
  • 00:19:32.961 --> 00:19:35.497
  • And that's one thing that i've always had to work on all the
  • 00:19:35.497 --> 00:19:38.066
  • Time because i'm go, go, go.
  • 00:19:38.066 --> 00:19:39.735
  • You know, it's like build, build, build something else,
  • 00:19:39.735 --> 00:19:42.170
  • Help one more family.
  • 00:19:42.170 --> 00:19:43.605
  • But before i even get to my office, you know, i pass 7 or 8
  • 00:19:43.605 --> 00:19:47.442
  • People that are checking into rehab or have got their
  • 00:19:47.442 --> 00:19:49.745
  • Suitcases, and i've just learned to stop and talk to
  • 00:19:49.745 --> 00:19:52.381
  • Them, tell them i'm proud of them on the way to what you're
  • 00:19:52.381 --> 00:19:55.717
  • Doing, because there's a lot of things in life that we're
  • 00:19:55.717 --> 00:19:58.020
  • Doing that are really good things,
  • 00:19:58.020 --> 00:19:59.621
  • But most important thing is to prepare your heart for life,
  • 00:19:59.621 --> 00:20:03.392
  • And you can only prepare your heart by stopping and talking
  • 00:20:03.392 --> 00:20:06.895
  • To people and understanding what they're going through.
  • 00:20:06.895 --> 00:20:08.764
  • And so, um, those are things that in the midst of 31 years,
  • 00:20:08.764 --> 00:20:12.634
  • I'm constantly learning that your life and your experiences
  • 00:20:12.634 --> 00:20:16.004
  • And your vision and your heartbeat are usually shaped by
  • 00:20:16.004 --> 00:20:18.907
  • The one, not the big things that happen in life.
  • 00:20:18.907 --> 00:20:21.777
  • The last time i had the privilege of talking to you was
  • 00:20:21.777 --> 00:20:23.845
  • Actually during just after the
  • 00:20:23.845 --> 00:20:25.747
  • La fires, and there was devastation.
  • 00:20:25.747 --> 00:20:29.418
  • And i just wondering because it kind of moved out of the news,
  • 00:20:29.418 --> 00:20:32.521
  • How are things going here in los angeles?
  • 00:20:32.521 --> 00:20:35.123
  • What happened to that area?
  • 00:20:35.123 --> 00:20:36.525
  • Yeah, a lot of people are still struggling.
  • 00:20:36.525 --> 00:20:38.093
  • I mean, the hard part about it is most people that live in,
  • 00:20:38.093 --> 00:20:41.229
  • Especially the altadena area where we're at, they put their
  • 00:20:41.229 --> 00:20:43.865
  • Whole life in life into that house.
  • 00:20:43.865 --> 00:20:45.967
  • I mean, that's the only asset they'll ever have.
  • 00:20:45.967 --> 00:20:47.969
  • So their mortgage and they
  • 00:20:47.969 --> 00:20:49.404
  • Really are kind of paycheck to paycheck.
  • 00:20:49.404 --> 00:20:50.806
  • Most people are in la paycheck to paycheck.
  • 00:20:50.806 --> 00:20:53.175
  • And so when that happened, they just were left with a situation
  • 00:20:53.175 --> 00:20:56.678
  • Where they can't get funds in time.
  • 00:20:56.678 --> 00:20:57.979
  • They can't do this.
  • 00:20:57.979 --> 00:20:59.181
  • And so it's left a lot of people struggling.
  • 00:20:59.181 --> 00:21:00.749
  • And i can't believe this.
  • 00:21:00.749 --> 00:21:01.983
  • The ministry that's always needed our whole life we were
  • 00:21:01.983 --> 00:21:05.821
  • Able through various friends, for example, tony robbins
  • 00:21:05.821 --> 00:21:09.758
  • Showed up out of the blue and said, i got ten--
  • 00:21:09.758 --> 00:21:12.561
  • I got $110,000 checks that that, you know, can you give
  • 00:21:12.561 --> 00:21:17.132
  • Away to families?
  • 00:21:17.132 --> 00:21:18.633
  • Every one of them
  • 00:21:18.633 --> 00:21:19.801
  • I handed them to in a burned out lot and helped them
  • 00:21:19.801 --> 00:21:22.771
  • Get their life--
  • 00:21:22.771 --> 00:21:23.872
  • And every one of them said, oh, i don't want it.
  • 00:21:23.872 --> 00:21:25.273
  • It's-- altadena was a very different thing i've ever
  • 00:21:25.273 --> 00:21:27.509
  • Experienced where people were resistant to take it.
  • 00:21:27.509 --> 00:21:30.379
  • But then they all said this.
  • 00:21:30.379 --> 00:21:32.581
  • They said, this will be seed money to the greatest rebuild
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  • Of my life.
  • 00:21:35.784 --> 00:21:36.785
  • Wow. and we prayed for people.
  • 00:21:36.785 --> 00:21:38.553
  • People like stephen and linda
  • 00:21:38.553 --> 00:21:39.755
  • Tavani who are good friends of ours.
  • 00:21:39.755 --> 00:21:41.923
  • They're missionaries in this local la area for years have
  • 00:21:41.923 --> 00:21:44.593
  • Been on tbn.
  • 00:21:44.593 --> 00:21:45.961
  • They lost everything.
  • 00:21:45.961 --> 00:21:47.195
  • They were just literally-- literally the flames were right
  • 00:21:47.195 --> 00:21:49.931
  • By stephen tavani.
  • 00:21:49.931 --> 00:21:51.433
  • And i sat there and watched this bold, powerful man of
  • 00:21:51.433 --> 00:21:54.069
  • Faith not even talk for 2 or 3 days,
  • 00:21:54.069 --> 00:21:56.338
  • He was so devastated.
  • 00:21:56.338 --> 00:21:57.706
  • And that's only 17 minutes from the dream center.
  • 00:21:57.706 --> 00:21:59.608
  • So when the fires broke out, my house was evacuated as well.
  • 00:21:59.608 --> 00:22:03.378
  • I live right next to it, like three blocks down the road.
  • 00:22:03.378 --> 00:22:05.914
  • So we stayed at the dream center and brought everything.
  • 00:22:05.914 --> 00:22:08.884
  • We were living in my office, so we were the displaced
  • 00:22:08.884 --> 00:22:11.119
  • Helping the displaced.
  • 00:22:11.119 --> 00:22:12.587
  • Let's just throw food on there, on the parking lot, tell people
  • 00:22:12.587 --> 00:22:15.390
  • It's available and let's just see what happens.
  • 00:22:15.390 --> 00:22:17.726
  • Well, 19,000 cars came by in the next two weeks.
  • 00:22:17.726 --> 00:22:20.429
  • 19,000? 19,000.
  • 00:22:20.429 --> 00:22:22.364
  • And within that, people just didn't know where to go to.
  • 00:22:22.364 --> 00:22:25.667
  • So they were showing up and
  • 00:22:25.667 --> 00:22:26.668
  • They were telling their stories.
  • 00:22:26.668 --> 00:22:27.569
  • They were crying.
  • 00:22:27.569 --> 00:22:29.037
  • And um, and we just went out bought cash gift cards, anything
  • 00:22:29.037 --> 00:22:32.941
  • We could find.
  • 00:22:32.941 --> 00:22:34.276
  • And then it turned into something so much more as the
  • 00:22:34.276 --> 00:22:36.478
  • City began to come in and even, like, ryan seacrest showed up
  • 00:22:36.478 --> 00:22:39.481
  • And he gave money to help families.
  • 00:22:39.481 --> 00:22:40.949
  • Just all of these things you never could plan.
  • 00:22:40.949 --> 00:22:43.418
  • And i realize that there's no such thing as a perfect plan in
  • 00:22:43.418 --> 00:22:46.688
  • Anything, really, especially
  • 00:22:46.688 --> 00:22:48.056
  • When you're helping hurting people.
  • 00:22:48.056 --> 00:22:49.191
  • You just get started and you just let god direct it.
  • 00:22:49.191 --> 00:22:51.793
  • You see, that's great.
  • 00:22:51.793 --> 00:22:53.094
  • You just get started because so often we think, well, wait till
  • 00:22:53.094 --> 00:22:55.230
  • I get it all organized.
  • 00:22:55.230 --> 00:22:56.498
  • And, you know, once i've got it all in paper, i'll be there.
  • 00:22:56.498 --> 00:22:58.433
  • But you just get started.
  • 00:22:58.433 --> 00:23:00.068
  • Yeah. and it turned into something that we never dreamed
  • 00:23:00.068 --> 00:23:02.070
  • Would be possible.
  • 00:23:02.070 --> 00:23:03.171
  • And just a sunday morning, a guy gave a testimony.
  • 00:23:03.171 --> 00:23:05.507
  • He came in through the fire shelter and he said, i've been
  • 00:23:05.507 --> 00:23:08.910
  • Hanging around the presence of
  • 00:23:08.910 --> 00:23:09.978
  • God, just living in the shelter.
  • 00:23:09.978 --> 00:23:11.613
  • And i've been having a serious problem with drug addiction.
  • 00:23:11.613 --> 00:23:14.649
  • So he checked himself into rehab from the fire shelter,
  • 00:23:14.649 --> 00:23:17.452
  • And now he's graduating from years and years of having a
  • 00:23:17.452 --> 00:23:20.755
  • Meth addiction.
  • 00:23:20.755 --> 00:23:22.057
  • So it's just it's one of those things where everything in life
  • 00:23:22.057 --> 00:23:25.660
  • Is get-to mentality. like we don't have a have-to
  • 00:23:25.660 --> 00:23:28.663
  • Mentality, we have a get to, but we get to serve.
  • 00:23:28.663 --> 00:23:30.899
  • We get to show up, we get to be inconvenienced.
  • 00:23:30.899 --> 00:23:33.502
  • You know, when the fires broke loose because of covid, you
  • 00:23:33.502 --> 00:23:36.204
  • Know, we served 380 days in a row people food during covid,
  • 00:23:36.204 --> 00:23:39.941
  • In a row, 12 hours a day. wow.
  • 00:23:39.941 --> 00:23:42.711
  • So we had a little bit of repetition in this.
  • 00:23:42.711 --> 00:23:44.312
  • And so when the fires took
  • 00:23:44.312 --> 00:23:45.847
  • Place, i just texted like seven people.
  • 00:23:45.847 --> 00:23:47.549
  • I said, you know what to do.
  • 00:23:47.549 --> 00:23:49.551
  • And all the people just went straight to the front line and
  • 00:23:49.551 --> 00:23:51.219
  • Start unloading.
  • 00:23:51.219 --> 00:23:52.454
  • And we never had a meeting about the whole thing because
  • 00:23:52.454 --> 00:23:55.090
  • Everyone's just in tune.
  • 00:23:55.090 --> 00:23:56.424
  • And i think every day, like, if you get up and just look at
  • 00:23:56.424 --> 00:23:59.394
  • Life as a privilege and you know, you get to do this, you
  • 00:23:59.394 --> 00:24:02.864
  • Get to do this, you get to,
  • 00:24:02.864 --> 00:24:04.165
  • You know, deal with difficult situations.
  • 00:24:04.165 --> 00:24:06.535
  • Um, you know, you can still go to heaven with the have-to
  • 00:24:06.535 --> 00:24:09.170
  • Mindset, but you'll enjoy life so much more when you say
  • 00:24:09.170 --> 00:24:12.007
  • Everything that i get to do that's a sacrifice is a great
  • 00:24:12.007 --> 00:24:14.743
  • Privilege unto the lord.
  • 00:24:14.743 --> 00:24:17.746
  • Gosh, i just want to pause there.
  • 00:24:17.746 --> 00:24:18.980
  • There's something about that shifting your mindset from,
  • 00:24:18.980 --> 00:24:21.716
  • Oh gosh, i have to do this to i get to do this.
  • 00:24:21.716 --> 00:24:24.553
  • I get to be the hands and feet of jesus.
  • 00:24:24.553 --> 00:24:27.656
  • Talk to us about have there been people that have come
  • 00:24:27.656 --> 00:24:29.758
  • Through your program that you think, well, lord, who knows
  • 00:24:29.758 --> 00:24:32.260
  • What's going to happen with this one?
  • 00:24:32.260 --> 00:24:33.762
  • They seem like the hardest case or the most difficult to reach,
  • 00:24:33.762 --> 00:24:37.999
  • And you've watched god do what only god can do.
  • 00:24:37.999 --> 00:24:41.036
  • Yeah. i saw a young girl that showed up in our building and
  • 00:24:41.036 --> 00:24:43.772
  • She was so frail.
  • 00:24:43.772 --> 00:24:44.839
  • I mean, her hair was down to here.
  • 00:24:44.839 --> 00:24:47.275
  • She showed up in our building.
  • 00:24:47.275 --> 00:24:48.376
  • She was horribly abused physically by her father.
  • 00:24:48.376 --> 00:24:52.814
  • Sex trafficked.
  • 00:24:52.814 --> 00:24:53.949
  • Um, some of the most hideous things i've ever heard
  • 00:24:53.949 --> 00:24:57.218
  • A young lady, you know-- or things that were done to her
  • 00:24:57.218 --> 00:25:00.722
  • That were broadcast and sent out illegally and and just she
  • 00:25:00.722 --> 00:25:04.993
  • Showed up in our building, and she was just walking around
  • 00:25:04.993 --> 00:25:07.262
  • Like this.
  • 00:25:07.262 --> 00:25:08.496
  • She was just walking around like this and like a zombie.
  • 00:25:08.496 --> 00:25:10.532
  • Like a dead person walking.
  • 00:25:10.532 --> 00:25:12.267
  • And she checked into our women's program, and it was
  • 00:25:12.267 --> 00:25:14.636
  • Almost like the word of god was gradually lifting her head week
  • 00:25:14.636 --> 00:25:18.173
  • By week.
  • 00:25:18.173 --> 00:25:19.441
  • Wow. and then the next week, she showed up and she was kind
  • 00:25:19.441 --> 00:25:20.875
  • Of like lifting up a little bit more and a little bit more, a
  • 00:25:20.875 --> 00:25:22.744
  • Little bit more.
  • 00:25:22.744 --> 00:25:23.912
  • And then she'd begin to lift her head fully.
  • 00:25:23.912 --> 00:25:26.381
  • And then she said, pastor, i'm
  • 00:25:26.381 --> 00:25:28.283
  • No longer cutting my arms anymore.
  • 00:25:28.283 --> 00:25:29.684
  • She showed me her scars up and down her arms of just, you
  • 00:25:29.684 --> 00:25:32.387
  • Know, trying to alleviate the pain of what she's been
  • 00:25:32.387 --> 00:25:34.389
  • Through cutting yourself.
  • 00:25:34.389 --> 00:25:35.924
  • And she said, i got fewer.
  • 00:25:35.924 --> 00:25:37.492
  • I begin to see layers of god's work, like the gradual lifting
  • 00:25:37.492 --> 00:25:41.296
  • Of the head, the posture begin to change, the scars begin to
  • 00:25:41.296 --> 00:25:44.299
  • Heal until eventually there was nothing left.
  • 00:25:44.299 --> 00:25:46.668
  • And now, when she gets up and
  • 00:25:46.668 --> 00:25:48.036
  • Speaks, it's like a seasoned speaker.
  • 00:25:48.036 --> 00:25:49.638
  • I'm like, it's almost a little bit scary in a good way, to see
  • 00:25:49.638 --> 00:25:53.141
  • How much god can change someone.
  • 00:25:53.141 --> 00:25:54.409
  • You're like-- wow.
  • 00:25:54.409 --> 00:25:55.944
  • I don't even recognize you anymore.
  • 00:25:55.944 --> 00:25:58.113
  • It's like, i don't even remember their
  • 00:25:58.113 --> 00:25:59.648
  • Past anymore that much.
  • 00:25:59.648 --> 00:26:00.949
  • I have to almost think about it because of the transformation
  • 00:26:00.949 --> 00:26:02.951
  • That takes place.
  • 00:26:02.951 --> 00:26:04.219
  • But everyone in our program, you know, they're in the word
  • 00:26:04.219 --> 00:26:05.854
  • Of god every day.
  • 00:26:05.854 --> 00:26:06.488
  • It's a one year program.
  • 00:26:06.488 --> 00:26:08.089
  • I mean, it's beans and rice and
  • 00:26:08.089 --> 00:26:09.090
  • Jesus christ, that's what it is.
  • 00:26:09.090 --> 00:26:10.258
  • Man, up in the morning and no cell phones for a year.
  • 00:26:10.258 --> 00:26:13.628
  • And-- wow.
  • 00:26:13.628 --> 00:26:14.929
  • And people just begin to-- and we tell them that it's gonna be
  • 00:26:14.929 --> 00:26:16.264
  • The toughest year, but it'll be the best year.
  • 00:26:16.264 --> 00:26:18.733
  • And you just begin to see guys that came in with ankle
  • 00:26:18.733 --> 00:26:21.169
  • Bracelet monitors, you know, and some guys came in from
  • 00:26:21.169 --> 00:26:24.506
  • Rival gangs who hated each other, and then they become
  • 00:26:24.506 --> 00:26:26.808
  • Best friends.
  • 00:26:26.808 --> 00:26:28.009
  • The gospel is the only thing that can really reconcile
  • 00:26:28.009 --> 00:26:30.345
  • People together.
  • 00:26:30.345 --> 00:26:31.613
  • I'm convinced of it because i've seen the power of what it
  • 00:26:31.613 --> 00:26:33.615
  • Does when everyone starts fighting the same battle, and
  • 00:26:33.615 --> 00:26:36.284
  • That is whatever issues they bring into the program, and
  • 00:26:36.284 --> 00:26:39.120
  • Then they have a solution through the power of god.
  • 00:26:39.120 --> 00:26:41.823
  • And that's why, you know, the dream center that we've turned
  • 00:26:41.823 --> 00:26:44.826
  • Down millions of dollars of government grants because they
  • 00:26:44.826 --> 00:26:47.829
  • Would take jesus out of the element.
  • 00:26:47.829 --> 00:26:49.297
  • How in the world could you ever do that?
  • 00:26:49.297 --> 00:26:51.299
  • You know, so we just realized that if god is first, you never
  • 00:26:51.299 --> 00:26:56.271
  • Water down who you are over the years.
  • 00:26:56.271 --> 00:26:58.139
  • You just stay true to the fact that you know
  • 00:26:58.139 --> 00:27:00.608
  • It's the lord, it's the lord, it's the lord.
  • 00:27:00.608 --> 00:27:02.844
  • Then great things will happen.
  • 00:27:02.844 --> 00:27:04.446
  • Beans and rice and jesus christ. i love that.
  • 00:27:04.446 --> 00:27:08.216
  • That is just brilliant.
  • 00:27:08.216 --> 00:27:09.617
  • If you're just joining us, i'm here with pastor matthew
  • 00:27:09.617 --> 00:27:11.586
  • Barnett from the the dream center here in la and also from
  • 00:27:11.586 --> 00:27:15.957
  • Your church.
  • 00:27:15.957 --> 00:27:16.624
  • How is your church doing?
  • 00:27:16.624 --> 00:27:17.659
  • Yeah, angeles temple, i actually pastor where
  • 00:27:17.659 --> 00:27:20.228
  • Aimee semple mcpherson pastored.
  • 00:27:20.228 --> 00:27:21.863
  • Yeah, i was reading about her last night.
  • 00:27:21.863 --> 00:27:23.598
  • Coming from scotland,
  • 00:27:23.598 --> 00:27:24.432
  • I knew nothing about her.
  • 00:27:24.432 --> 00:27:25.633
  • What a fascinating story.
  • 00:27:25.633 --> 00:27:27.335
  • Oh, one of the great legacies of all time.
  • 00:27:27.335 --> 00:27:29.170
  • I mean, she she came to la in 1920s.
  • 00:27:29.170 --> 00:27:31.639
  • Gospel art from canada, being to like, act like a statue and
  • 00:27:31.639 --> 00:27:35.376
  • People would gather around to start preaching very theatrical
  • 00:27:35.376 --> 00:27:38.713
  • And really changed the game of what it was in los angeles.
  • 00:27:38.713 --> 00:27:41.783
  • And so the foursquare church turned that over to us in the
  • 00:27:41.783 --> 00:27:44.652
  • Year 2000 to have a church.
  • 00:27:44.652 --> 00:27:46.187
  • And so and what's funny is we came to la, we were looking for
  • 00:27:46.187 --> 00:27:49.290
  • A church building, everything closed.
  • 00:27:49.290 --> 00:27:51.493
  • And then when we started to feel the pulse of helping
  • 00:27:51.493 --> 00:27:54.462
  • Hurting people like we were, the hospital opened up and we
  • 00:27:54.462 --> 00:27:57.198
  • Had a little tiny gym.
  • 00:27:57.198 --> 00:27:58.666
  • And i told my dad, i said, you know what?
  • 00:27:58.666 --> 00:28:00.235
  • We'll never probably have a
  • 00:28:00.235 --> 00:28:01.603
  • Great auditorium, but that's okay.
  • 00:28:01.603 --> 00:28:03.304
  • This is who we are.
  • 00:28:03.304 --> 00:28:04.606
  • And then an auditorium that is so amazing that you never could
  • 00:28:04.606 --> 00:28:08.510
  • Have been on the radar, god opens up.
  • 00:28:08.510 --> 00:28:11.713
  • So, boy, you just there's dreams that you have that you
  • 00:28:11.713 --> 00:28:14.616
  • Forget along the way.
  • 00:28:14.616 --> 00:28:16.151
  • But if you just trust god, you realize even the things that
  • 00:28:16.151 --> 00:28:18.353
  • You kind of left behind and no longer thought were possible,
  • 00:28:18.353 --> 00:28:21.890
  • He remembers everything.
  • 00:28:21.890 --> 00:28:23.358
  • And even those that are watching here today, there's
  • 00:28:23.358 --> 00:28:25.260
  • Times in your life you feel like, ah, that's something that,
  • 00:28:25.260 --> 00:28:27.962
  • God has a good memory and there are certain checkpoints in life
  • 00:28:27.962 --> 00:28:31.533
  • That you have to get to of endurance just to see the fruit
  • 00:28:31.533 --> 00:28:34.636
  • Of that, you know.
  • 00:28:34.636 --> 00:28:36.104
  • And, and there's like, if you just get to here, there's times
  • 00:28:36.104 --> 00:28:40.175
  • In my life and in ministry, i remember during covid, when the
  • 00:28:40.175 --> 00:28:44.045
  • Lockdowns were announced, we lost $2 million overnight in
  • 00:28:44.045 --> 00:28:47.115
  • Some of the the revenue that was impacted by it.
  • 00:28:47.115 --> 00:28:50.118
  • And i literally for the first
  • 00:28:50.118 --> 00:28:51.820
  • Time in my life, i told god i quit.
  • 00:28:51.820 --> 00:28:55.023
  • I was done.
  • 00:28:55.023 --> 00:28:55.924
  • The ministry was over.
  • 00:28:55.924 --> 00:28:57.525
  • Have you ever told god that it's been a good run?
  • 00:28:57.525 --> 00:28:59.561
  • Yes, i have. it's been a good run.
  • 00:28:59.561 --> 00:29:01.362
  • You're trying to justify it.
  • 00:29:01.362 --> 00:29:02.564
  • You know, it's been good.
  • 00:29:02.564 --> 00:29:03.965
  • And i told--
  • 00:29:03.965 --> 00:29:04.699
  • This is what i love about god.
  • 00:29:04.699 --> 00:29:06.067
  • He is so kind that he meets you at the point of your of your
  • 00:29:06.067 --> 00:29:11.072
  • Rationale, even though it's not perfect.
  • 00:29:11.072 --> 00:29:13.241
  • Yeah. and my rationale--
  • 00:29:13.241 --> 00:29:14.542
  • And he met me there and said, well, if this is, you know, if
  • 00:29:14.542 --> 00:29:17.712
  • You're-- if you are going to retire, why don't you just
  • 00:29:17.712 --> 00:29:20.048
  • Retire the same way you started, go out serving? you know, put
  • 00:29:20.048 --> 00:29:23.051
  • Some food out there and just put it in people's trunks that
  • 00:29:23.051 --> 00:29:26.054
  • Are driving by.
  • 00:29:26.054 --> 00:29:27.255
  • I said, okay, god, i'll do that.
  • 00:29:27.255 --> 00:29:29.157
  • And then people started driving by.
  • 00:29:29.157 --> 00:29:31.159
  • We were putting food in their trunks and before long it's
  • 00:29:31.159 --> 00:29:34.696
  • 30 days in.
  • 00:29:34.696 --> 00:29:35.897
  • We have 10,000 people a day that were showing up and i
  • 00:29:35.897 --> 00:29:38.433
  • Already retired.
  • 00:29:38.433 --> 00:29:39.534
  • All this was happening while i quit.
  • 00:29:39.534 --> 00:29:41.536
  • But god, would he begin to speak to me and show me was is
  • 00:29:41.536 --> 00:29:45.807
  • That, um, you don't always have to have a ten year grace runway
  • 00:29:45.807 --> 00:29:49.244
  • Where you feel like you can go for ten years or five years.
  • 00:29:49.244 --> 00:29:51.646
  • Sometimes i do, like right now i feel i can go for a long time,
  • 00:29:51.646 --> 00:29:54.549
  • But there's days where you just
  • 00:29:54.549 --> 00:29:55.750
  • Feel like i only have 24 hours left.
  • 00:29:55.750 --> 00:29:58.620
  • But then he gives you new mercy and he just resets it.
  • 00:29:58.620 --> 00:30:01.723
  • He gives you something to get you a little bit excited about
  • 00:30:01.723 --> 00:30:04.359
  • To keep you in there.
  • 00:30:04.359 --> 00:30:05.660
  • And, um, and so god's been playing that
  • 00:30:05.660 --> 00:30:08.029
  • Give me 24 more hours game with me for years.
  • 00:30:08.029 --> 00:30:11.299
  • And but i always find that he meets the moment when i just
  • 00:30:11.299 --> 00:30:13.835
  • Hang on a little bit longer.
  • 00:30:13.835 --> 00:30:15.403
  • It reminds me of remember in first kings chapter 18, when
  • 00:30:15.403 --> 00:30:18.539
  • Elijah has just gone through this ridiculous demonstration
  • 00:30:18.539 --> 00:30:22.043
  • Of the power of god. fire falls.
  • 00:30:22.043 --> 00:30:23.778
  • All the prophets of baal are gone.
  • 00:30:23.778 --> 00:30:25.747
  • But then elijah goes into the desert, lets his servant go.
  • 00:30:25.747 --> 00:30:29.484
  • Which is his way of saying, i'm no longer a ministry, i quit, i
  • 00:30:29.484 --> 00:30:31.953
  • Don't need a servant anymore.
  • 00:30:31.953 --> 00:30:33.254
  • That's the only reason i had a servant, and lays under a bush
  • 00:30:33.254 --> 00:30:35.690
  • And wants to die.
  • 00:30:35.690 --> 00:30:37.325
  • And i think the compassion of god at that moment to say,
  • 00:30:37.325 --> 00:30:40.795
  • You know what?
  • 00:30:40.795 --> 00:30:41.996
  • Here's something to eat and have another rest.
  • 00:30:41.996 --> 00:30:44.766
  • You're tired because elijah thought i'm the only one left
  • 00:30:44.766 --> 00:30:48.603
  • And he needed to rest.
  • 00:30:48.603 --> 00:30:49.871
  • No, there's actually 7000 of you who have not bowed the knee
  • 00:30:49.871 --> 00:30:53.574
  • That i think sometimes we forget the incredible kindness
  • 00:30:53.574 --> 00:30:57.345
  • Of our father, that he understands our frailty.
  • 00:30:57.345 --> 00:31:00.515
  • What would you say--
  • 00:31:00.515 --> 00:31:01.549
  • Didn't you go through some health challenges?
  • 00:31:01.549 --> 00:31:03.284
  • I did, yes.
  • 00:31:03.284 --> 00:31:04.552
  • Um, right.
  • 00:31:04.552 --> 00:31:05.553
  • During covid, we had everything hit at once.
  • 00:31:05.553 --> 00:31:07.555
  • You know, it was, um, our dome and angeles temple.
  • 00:31:07.555 --> 00:31:10.391
  • Been there for 100 years, and pieces of it started to fall.
  • 00:31:10.391 --> 00:31:14.562
  • Thank god, not during church.
  • 00:31:14.562 --> 00:31:16.297
  • It's a 90 foot dome.
  • 00:31:16.297 --> 00:31:17.298
  • So when it falls, it generates some power.
  • 00:31:17.298 --> 00:31:19.567
  • Even though it's a hard foam,
  • 00:31:19.567 --> 00:31:20.535
  • It could really cause some damage.
  • 00:31:20.535 --> 00:31:22.203
  • And so, um, that hit the ground because we had to repair it and
  • 00:31:22.203 --> 00:31:25.673
  • We were out of our building for 14 months.
  • 00:31:25.673 --> 00:31:27.208
  • We had to build a scaffolding inside the building to go
  • 00:31:27.208 --> 00:31:29.210
  • Straight to the top.
  • 00:31:29.210 --> 00:31:30.745
  • Didn't have the money for that, just going through so much.
  • 00:31:30.745 --> 00:31:32.647
  • And then, um, you know, i was at a mall getting one of those,
  • 00:31:32.647 --> 00:31:35.650
  • Like, chair massages and someone put their elbow in my
  • 00:31:35.650 --> 00:31:38.052
  • Neck and i got up and i was dizzy, i couldn't speak.
  • 00:31:38.052 --> 00:31:42.423
  • In fact, every word that came out of my mouth was a word i
  • 00:31:42.423 --> 00:31:45.059
  • Didn't recognize.
  • 00:31:45.059 --> 00:31:46.160
  • Like, if i'd say house, it would come out as cow.
  • 00:31:46.160 --> 00:31:48.429
  • I mean, it was like one of those things, and it was
  • 00:31:48.429 --> 00:31:51.399
  • Out-of-body experience.
  • 00:31:51.399 --> 00:31:52.767
  • And they took me to the hospital in 15 minutes.
  • 00:31:52.767 --> 00:31:55.303
  • And, um, i was there right next to one.
  • 00:31:55.303 --> 00:31:58.339
  • And they gave me this shot to try to heal the clot and
  • 00:31:58.339 --> 00:32:02.176
  • Realized that i had three strokes in my brain.
  • 00:32:02.176 --> 00:32:04.645
  • And the doctor said as he was giving me the medicine, he's
  • 00:32:04.645 --> 00:32:07.815
  • Like, this is working fast.
  • 00:32:07.815 --> 00:32:09.050
  • He goes, this medicine is good, but it's not that good.
  • 00:32:09.050 --> 00:32:11.352
  • Like jokingly and i begin to get like the face begin to kind
  • 00:32:11.352 --> 00:32:15.289
  • Of heal a little bit of like, you know, had parallelization of
  • 00:32:15.289 --> 00:32:17.825
  • The lip for a little bit,
  • 00:32:17.825 --> 00:32:19.293
  • But then i just begin to heal and i'm sitting in the
  • 00:32:19.293 --> 00:32:21.429
  • Hospital, you know, just gone through covid, just gone
  • 00:32:21.429 --> 00:32:24.832
  • Through this horrible thing, dealing with these strokes.
  • 00:32:24.832 --> 00:32:27.635
  • And then and then, you know, for the whole year getting up
  • 00:32:27.635 --> 00:32:30.671
  • And preaching.
  • 00:32:30.671 --> 00:32:31.305
  • And it was interesting.
  • 00:32:31.305 --> 00:32:32.807
  • It was almost like a, like a mental energy video game where
  • 00:32:32.807 --> 00:32:36.778
  • You only have a certain amount of power left.
  • 00:32:36.778 --> 00:32:38.479
  • You know, and, and i could tell, like, i had three minutes
  • 00:32:38.479 --> 00:32:42.050
  • Left where my brain would just shut down with fog and trying
  • 00:32:42.050 --> 00:32:45.686
  • To weather through all that, you know, and just trying to,
  • 00:32:45.686 --> 00:32:47.922
  • Like, keep the dream center, you know, moving forward and,
  • 00:32:47.922 --> 00:32:50.758
  • And all those battles.
  • 00:32:50.758 --> 00:32:51.726
  • And one day god just said, you know what?
  • 00:32:51.726 --> 00:32:53.528
  • I'm just going to say, send angels of mercy to help you
  • 00:32:53.528 --> 00:32:56.330
  • Just learn to just relax.
  • 00:32:56.330 --> 00:32:58.566
  • And you know, when you can't go
  • 00:32:58.566 --> 00:33:00.034
  • Any longer, just don't go any longer.
  • 00:33:00.034 --> 00:33:01.536
  • Just trust me and remember what you said that, you know,
  • 00:33:01.536 --> 00:33:05.106
  • Legacy is in longevity.
  • 00:33:05.106 --> 00:33:06.374
  • And so just hang in there.
  • 00:33:06.374 --> 00:33:07.909
  • And, um, we went through that just unbelievable experience.
  • 00:33:07.909 --> 00:33:10.912
  • And so the, the last five years have just been pure chaos.
  • 00:33:10.912 --> 00:33:13.281
  • I mean, it's been like a season, unlike others.
  • 00:33:13.281 --> 00:33:15.349
  • And then when we hit 2025, it was funny.
  • 00:33:15.349 --> 00:33:17.819
  • I was i was on vacation with my dad in mexico.
  • 00:33:17.819 --> 00:33:20.521
  • We hadn't been on vacation in family for like ten years.
  • 00:33:20.521 --> 00:33:22.924
  • I mean, and we were-- it's new year's eve.
  • 00:33:22.924 --> 00:33:26.260
  • And i looked up at the fireworks.
  • 00:33:26.260 --> 00:33:27.528
  • I said, god, can 2025
  • 00:33:27.528 --> 00:33:30.565
  • Just be the year of calmness?
  • 00:33:30.565 --> 00:33:33.568
  • And then in january, we go
  • 00:33:33.568 --> 00:33:34.836
  • Through all of thi horrible stuff.
  • 00:33:34.836 --> 00:33:36.637
  • And that took place in the fires and and all that.
  • 00:33:36.637 --> 00:33:39.140
  • But i guess, you know, god just
  • 00:33:39.140 --> 00:33:41.676
  • Knows that we're built for this.
  • 00:33:41.676 --> 00:33:42.910
  • And the miracle is always in the next step that you think
  • 00:33:42.910 --> 00:33:46.781
  • You can't take.
  • 00:33:46.781 --> 00:33:47.782
  • Yeah. and that's why i've learned about life.
  • 00:33:47.782 --> 00:33:49.784
  • Yeah. you know, i remember seeing something once where it
  • 00:33:49.784 --> 00:33:52.753
  • Said if your church was removed from a city or from a town,
  • 00:33:52.753 --> 00:33:56.224
  • Would the neighborhood notice?
  • 00:33:56.224 --> 00:33:58.226
  • And it made me think.
  • 00:33:58.226 --> 00:33:59.494
  • I'm thinking, gosh, i'm not sure they would notice. if the
  • 00:33:59.494 --> 00:34:01.629
  • Dream center was removed from la,
  • 00:34:01.629 --> 00:34:03.998
  • Everybody would notice.
  • 00:34:03.998 --> 00:34:05.800
  • What kind of relationship do you have with like like with
  • 00:34:05.800 --> 00:34:08.069
  • The police?
  • 00:34:08.069 --> 00:34:09.370
  • You know what?
  • 00:34:09.370 --> 00:34:10.071
  • That is one of the greatest
  • 00:34:10.071 --> 00:34:10.972
  • Questions because it really is true.
  • 00:34:10.972 --> 00:34:13.274
  • When you build a foundation to the community, everything over
  • 00:34:13.274 --> 00:34:16.344
  • The years has come and gone.
  • 00:34:16.344 --> 00:34:18.179
  • Um, during covid,
  • 00:34:18.179 --> 00:34:19.814
  • Things that were too big to fail fell apart.
  • 00:34:19.814 --> 00:34:22.550
  • Every week, the rampart police division would fly their
  • 00:34:22.550 --> 00:34:25.553
  • Helicopters over the dream center and they would say,
  • 00:34:25.553 --> 00:34:29.190
  • Thank you, dream center, for all that you do.
  • 00:34:29.190 --> 00:34:31.359
  • And they would bring the sirens from the police, and they would
  • 00:34:31.359 --> 00:34:33.561
  • Come through and they would do a little parade.
  • 00:34:33.561 --> 00:34:36.030
  • And i asked one of the police officers, i said, why are you
  • 00:34:36.030 --> 00:34:38.666
  • Guys doing this?
  • 00:34:38.666 --> 00:34:39.967
  • They said, because we've got to keep your guys's morale high,
  • 00:34:39.967 --> 00:34:43.204
  • Because we've got to keep you
  • 00:34:43.204 --> 00:34:44.172
  • Here in this city serving and fighting.
  • 00:34:44.172 --> 00:34:46.574
  • And when you put down deep roots in the community like
  • 00:34:46.574 --> 00:34:49.310
  • That, the community will fight for you.
  • 00:34:49.310 --> 00:34:52.113
  • They'll be with you.
  • 00:34:52.113 --> 00:34:54.015
  • And that's all we've known.
  • 00:34:54.015 --> 00:34:55.149
  • Gang members don't tag our buildings.
  • 00:34:55.149 --> 00:34:56.684
  • There's no graffiti because we
  • 00:34:56.684 --> 00:34:57.852
  • Feed their moms every single week.
  • 00:34:57.852 --> 00:35:00.188
  • There's no bars on our building or security gates to check in,
  • 00:35:00.188 --> 00:35:02.990
  • Because the best security that you have in a neighborhood is
  • 00:35:02.990 --> 00:35:06.727
  • To be aggressive in serving.
  • 00:35:06.727 --> 00:35:08.529
  • That's the protection you have.
  • 00:35:08.529 --> 00:35:10.331
  • And so everything feels like it's just wide open.
  • 00:35:10.331 --> 00:35:13.267
  • Yes, we have security people watching, you know, kind of
  • 00:35:13.267 --> 00:35:15.636
  • Plainclothes type of situation.
  • 00:35:15.636 --> 00:35:17.271
  • But that welcoming mentality is the best protection that we
  • 00:35:17.271 --> 00:35:20.808
  • Have in the community.
  • 00:35:20.808 --> 00:35:22.343
  • And so you stay and you serve long enough
  • 00:35:22.343 --> 00:35:26.013
  • And i think what happens is you change the atmosphere of the
  • 00:35:26.013 --> 00:35:28.249
  • Community and you earn the right to be heard.
  • 00:35:28.249 --> 00:35:31.085
  • And you don't just-- you know what?
  • 00:35:31.085 --> 00:35:32.753
  • I was looking at some of your stuff last night.
  • 00:35:32.753 --> 00:35:35.089
  • You don't just say, okay, here's a meal for today.
  • 00:35:35.089 --> 00:35:37.658
  • You're in it for the long haul.
  • 00:35:37.658 --> 00:35:38.926
  • How important is it, particularly in a family who
  • 00:35:38.926 --> 00:35:41.462
  • Have lost so much,
  • 00:35:41.462 --> 00:35:42.730
  • How important is education?
  • 00:35:42.730 --> 00:35:45.199
  • Oh, it's extremely important.
  • 00:35:45.199 --> 00:35:46.667
  • You know, we saw that during covid where all the kids that
  • 00:35:46.667 --> 00:35:51.739
  • Had no money had nowhere to go.
  • 00:35:51.739 --> 00:35:53.307
  • I mean, they had no tutors, nothing.
  • 00:35:53.307 --> 00:35:55.276
  • And so, you know, we set up an outdoor school for the kids.
  • 00:35:55.276 --> 00:35:58.279
  • They bought them all laptops and we just began to find
  • 00:35:58.279 --> 00:36:02.049
  • Like how much these kids struggle every single day.
  • 00:36:02.049 --> 00:36:04.986
  • You know, their parents work hard to get them oftentimes
  • 00:36:04.986 --> 00:36:07.855
  • Into the classroom.
  • 00:36:07.855 --> 00:36:09.123
  • So, you know, we do all the feeding for the kids during the
  • 00:36:09.123 --> 00:36:11.259
  • Summertime when they don't get the school meals.
  • 00:36:11.259 --> 00:36:14.462
  • So many of these kids are just really at situations where
  • 00:36:14.462 --> 00:36:17.098
  • They're overcrowded in the classrooms and they really
  • 00:36:17.098 --> 00:36:19.800
  • Do start behind in so many areas.
  • 00:36:19.800 --> 00:36:21.869
  • But, you know, that's one of the big things.
  • 00:36:21.869 --> 00:36:24.071
  • You know, we have ged programs at the dream center.
  • 00:36:24.071 --> 00:36:26.440
  • Parents are getting their ged in 30, 35 years of age going
  • 00:36:26.440 --> 00:36:29.377
  • Back to school.
  • 00:36:29.377 --> 00:36:30.444
  • We have kids getting help as well.
  • 00:36:30.444 --> 00:36:32.179
  • And just the education, too, of
  • 00:36:32.179 --> 00:36:33.514
  • Just even basic elements of the gospel.
  • 00:36:33.514 --> 00:36:35.650
  • You know, we have trucks that go into the community.
  • 00:36:35.650 --> 00:36:37.818
  • We do a little 45 minute after school church programs where we
  • 00:36:37.818 --> 00:36:41.722
  • Do one verse a week.
  • 00:36:41.722 --> 00:36:42.790
  • That's it, because that's all they can retain.
  • 00:36:42.790 --> 00:36:44.625
  • And we'll have gang members literally because of the gospel
  • 00:36:44.625 --> 00:36:48.129
  • And the education they're receiving of the word,
  • 00:36:48.129 --> 00:36:50.264
  • They will drop their kids off and sit them there and gang
  • 00:36:50.264 --> 00:36:53.200
  • Members and say, listen to what they're saying as we're just
  • 00:36:53.200 --> 00:36:56.003
  • Doing outdoor children's church with the kids.
  • 00:36:56.003 --> 00:36:58.205
  • Um, there's just so many things that the church can be and
  • 00:36:58.205 --> 00:37:01.142
  • Provide in the community.
  • 00:37:01.142 --> 00:37:03.444
  • And as i always kind of try to tell, you know, people in our
  • 00:37:03.444 --> 00:37:06.414
  • Government officials, i'm like, you got the biggest volunteer
  • 00:37:06.414 --> 00:37:08.849
  • Base in the world, you know, that could be mobilized to make
  • 00:37:08.849 --> 00:37:11.986
  • A difference.
  • 00:37:11.986 --> 00:37:12.653
  • And so we see that and the
  • 00:37:12.653 --> 00:37:14.255
  • Ability to move quickly and fast.
  • 00:37:14.255 --> 00:37:16.490
  • And really if you look at every single disaster, it's usually
  • 00:37:16.490 --> 00:37:19.160
  • The churches that are there as the very first ones, because
  • 00:37:19.160 --> 00:37:21.696
  • Their ears are so connected to the needs of the community.
  • 00:37:21.696 --> 00:37:24.732
  • So i was looking at all the different things you do, and i
  • 00:37:24.732 --> 00:37:26.334
  • Just wanted to talk about a couple of them.
  • 00:37:26.334 --> 00:37:29.870
  • What is this adopt a block?
  • 00:37:29.870 --> 00:37:31.639
  • I love this.
  • 00:37:31.639 --> 00:37:32.840
  • Adopt a block is basically giving everyone a chance to
  • 00:37:32.840 --> 00:37:35.376
  • Participate in outreach,
  • 00:37:35.376 --> 00:37:36.677
  • Even people who have work jobs, you know, who don't have time
  • 00:37:36.677 --> 00:37:39.380
  • To be at the dream center every day.
  • 00:37:39.380 --> 00:37:41.082
  • It's basically just two people taking about 20 to 30 visits a
  • 00:37:41.082 --> 00:37:44.118
  • Week, and they're the neighborhood servant.
  • 00:37:44.118 --> 00:37:45.920
  • Knock on the door.
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  • Hey, i'm here to serve you.
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  • Are you good?
  • 00:37:48.055 --> 00:37:48.522
  • Are you fine?
  • 00:37:48.522 --> 00:37:49.123
  • Do you need anything?
  • 00:37:49.123 --> 00:37:50.391
  • The first few weeks is very relational in the sense of, you
  • 00:37:50.391 --> 00:37:53.194
  • Know, we're not knock on the door trying to, like,
  • 00:37:53.194 --> 00:37:54.895
  • Overnight, you know, tell them the whole gospel yet, but we
  • 00:37:54.895 --> 00:37:57.665
  • Just we just show up into their lives and we just serve.
  • 00:37:57.665 --> 00:38:01.035
  • And so it activates people that are naturally good at talking
  • 00:38:01.035 --> 00:38:03.871
  • To people.
  • 00:38:03.871 --> 00:38:05.106
  • It's activated people who are scared to death to talk to
  • 00:38:05.106 --> 00:38:07.074
  • People, but they can fix the sink or they can activate
  • 00:38:07.074 --> 00:38:09.877
  • Someone to come to their house to do this or mow a lawn.
  • 00:38:09.877 --> 00:38:12.680
  • And so adopt a block is really like turned into this thing
  • 00:38:12.680 --> 00:38:16.150
  • Where you just go into the community and say, i am your
  • 00:38:16.150 --> 00:38:18.252
  • Neighborhood servant and you
  • 00:38:18.252 --> 00:38:20.888
  • Start growing with people, like that
  • 00:38:20.888 --> 00:38:22.456
  • Trust begins. they start
  • 00:38:22.456 --> 00:38:23.791
  • Telling you about their families.
  • 00:38:23.791 --> 00:38:25.059
  • Hey, my kid's got a ball game this week.
  • 00:38:25.059 --> 00:38:26.627
  • I'm there, you know?
  • 00:38:26.627 --> 00:38:27.895
  • So it really narrows down the gospel for the people in the
  • 00:38:27.895 --> 00:38:30.231
  • Church to where sometimes they
  • 00:38:30.231 --> 00:38:31.599
  • Think they can't change the world,
  • 00:38:31.599 --> 00:38:32.900
  • It's too big,
  • 00:38:32.900 --> 00:38:33.968
  • But, like, don't worry about that.
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  • Someone's got that block taken care of.
  • 00:38:34.902 --> 00:38:36.370
  • Someone's got-- you're good.
  • 00:38:36.370 --> 00:38:37.605
  • We're going to do it.
  • 00:38:37.605 --> 00:38:38.739
  • But if you can focus on this is your little church,
  • 00:38:38.739 --> 00:38:41.475
  • This is your little area to serve,
  • 00:38:41.475 --> 00:38:43.244
  • It really breaks down the idea of, hey, maybe we can make a
  • 00:38:43.244 --> 00:38:45.913
  • Big difference.
  • 00:38:45.913 --> 00:38:47.014
  • But that's something that would work everywhere.
  • 00:38:47.014 --> 00:38:49.383
  • That's not just something that would work in la.
  • 00:38:49.383 --> 00:38:51.352
  • I'm just thinking of, you know, we live in a little village
  • 00:38:51.352 --> 00:38:53.921
  • Called colleyville, just north of dallas.
  • 00:38:53.921 --> 00:38:56.123
  • I mean, that whole concept of adopt a block and just serve
  • 00:38:56.123 --> 00:38:59.660
  • People, as opposed to sticking leaflets through their door to
  • 00:38:59.660 --> 00:39:03.130
  • Invite them to a service, but actually just getting to know
  • 00:39:03.130 --> 00:39:05.833
  • People because jesus was so relational.
  • 00:39:05.833 --> 00:39:09.703
  • Yeah. and sometimes it's just like a quick check up on them.
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  • Hey. we're here.
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  • We're from adopt a block team.
  • 00:39:13.607 --> 00:39:14.775
  • Are you good?
  • 00:39:14.775 --> 00:39:15.376
  • Do you need anything?
  • 00:39:15.376 --> 00:39:16.577
  • Until that trust begins to build, and then eventually,
  • 00:39:16.577 --> 00:39:18.145
  • They won't let you out of the house.
  • 00:39:18.145 --> 00:39:19.246
  • You're like, i got to go.
  • 00:39:19.246 --> 00:39:20.147
  • You know?
  • 00:39:20.147 --> 00:39:21.415
  • And so it's just one of those things where you just really
  • 00:39:21.415 --> 00:39:24.418
  • Lay down that foundational root, and you keep showing up
  • 00:39:24.418 --> 00:39:26.787
  • Until that wall breaks down over time.
  • 00:39:26.787 --> 00:39:29.089
  • And it looks different in different communities.
  • 00:39:29.089 --> 00:39:31.625
  • Um, and some of the wealthier communities, it's actually
  • 00:39:31.625 --> 00:39:33.727
  • Worked because it's like, hey, i got some friends that got
  • 00:39:33.727 --> 00:39:36.464
  • My back here.
  • 00:39:36.464 --> 00:39:37.465
  • And i think it works in every community.
  • 00:39:37.465 --> 00:39:39.133
  • And that's been the the beauty of adopt a block.
  • 00:39:39.133 --> 00:39:41.368
  • And now we've had to kind of expand adopt a block outside
  • 00:39:41.368 --> 00:39:44.438
  • Of our normal neighborhood because the whole neighborhood
  • 00:39:44.438 --> 00:39:46.240
  • Comes to us now.
  • 00:39:46.240 --> 00:39:47.208
  • It's like they've adopted us in a sense.
  • 00:39:47.208 --> 00:39:49.109
  • And so we're kind of using it to break through new
  • 00:39:49.109 --> 00:39:51.378
  • Neighborhoods and communities.
  • 00:39:51.378 --> 00:39:52.913
  • Wow. wow.
  • 00:39:52.913 --> 00:39:54.215
  • I think so many people in our, and maybe covid helped toward
  • 00:39:54.215 --> 00:39:57.651
  • This, but people are really lonely, aren't they?
  • 00:39:57.651 --> 00:40:00.120
  • Oh, yeah.
  • 00:40:00.120 --> 00:40:00.955
  • People feel very-- i mean, i see
  • 00:40:00.955 --> 00:40:02.189
  • This everywhere i go in the country.
  • 00:40:02.189 --> 00:40:03.657
  • I was in new york last week, and it's just you look into
  • 00:40:03.657 --> 00:40:06.460
  • People's faces and people are so lonely.
  • 00:40:06.460 --> 00:40:08.929
  • And i think to be able to be the hands and feet of jesus and
  • 00:40:08.929 --> 00:40:11.932
  • Just noticing somebody, you know. you kind of remind me of,
  • 00:40:11.932 --> 00:40:16.003
  • I'm going to have the privilege
  • 00:40:16.003 --> 00:40:17.271
  • In a couple of weeks of interviewing.
  • 00:40:17.271 --> 00:40:18.405
  • Do you remember the name nicky cruz?
  • 00:40:18.405 --> 00:40:20.140
  • Yes.
  • 00:40:20.140 --> 00:40:21.308
  • Well, i'm going to get to interview nicky because i
  • 00:40:21.308 --> 00:40:23.210
  • Remember way back then when david wilkerson, i mean, they
  • 00:40:23.210 --> 00:40:26.146
  • Just literally showed up in the worst neighborhood gang
  • 00:40:26.146 --> 00:40:28.949
  • Violence and just literally showed up and stayed.
  • 00:40:28.949 --> 00:40:32.853
  • And there was something about being there, not demanding
  • 00:40:32.853 --> 00:40:36.690
  • Anything from the people, but just being there that gave them
  • 00:40:36.690 --> 00:40:39.693
  • The right to tell people about the love of god.
  • 00:40:39.693 --> 00:40:42.296
  • Absolutely. yeah.
  • 00:40:42.296 --> 00:40:43.597
  • The familiarity breaks down every wall.
  • 00:40:43.597 --> 00:40:45.499
  • Consistency breaks down resistance.
  • 00:40:45.499 --> 00:40:47.067
  • You know, it's just like you just keep showing up in
  • 00:40:47.067 --> 00:40:49.169
  • People's lives and you become a dependable, like factor
  • 00:40:49.169 --> 00:40:52.973
  • In their life.
  • 00:40:52.973 --> 00:40:54.074
  • You become foundational piece of their kid's life.
  • 00:40:54.074 --> 00:40:56.076
  • They grow up and like, i'll go to the mall, maybe in glendale
  • 00:40:56.076 --> 00:40:58.979
  • Or something, and some will come up to me and say, pastor,
  • 00:40:58.979 --> 00:41:00.447
  • I want to thank you.
  • 00:41:00.447 --> 00:41:01.015
  • I said, why?
  • 00:41:01.015 --> 00:41:02.116
  • They said, like 20 years ago, you housed our family
  • 00:41:02.116 --> 00:41:03.684
  • When we had nowhere to go.
  • 00:41:03.684 --> 00:41:05.119
  • And that's become like the most beautiful reward of my life.
  • 00:41:05.119 --> 00:41:07.821
  • Or i went through your rehab program.
  • 00:41:07.821 --> 00:41:09.523
  • I was strung out on meth, and,
  • 00:41:09.523 --> 00:41:10.925
  • And i had no where to go.
  • 00:41:10.925 --> 00:41:12.293
  • And i got my life back together through your program.
  • 00:41:12.293 --> 00:41:15.195
  • And so now it's like the reward is in the longevity.
  • 00:41:15.195 --> 00:41:18.198
  • You're seeing people come up to
  • 00:41:18.198 --> 00:41:19.767
  • You and they're all like, hey, pastor.
  • 00:41:19.767 --> 00:41:21.168
  • And what i love the most about it is they don't even say
  • 00:41:21.168 --> 00:41:22.770
  • Pastor matthew.
  • 00:41:22.770 --> 00:41:23.504
  • They say, hey, dream center guy.
  • 00:41:23.504 --> 00:41:25.406
  • And that makes me feel good because our whole team is
  • 00:41:25.406 --> 00:41:27.541
  • Doing it together.
  • 00:41:27.541 --> 00:41:28.842
  • They don't even know my name, but they know the name of the
  • 00:41:28.842 --> 00:41:30.578
  • Dream center because it represents a people's movement
  • 00:41:30.578 --> 00:41:33.514
  • Of serving, of 6000 kids a year that do youth group trips and
  • 00:41:33.514 --> 00:41:37.785
  • Short-term missions and come by to serve and daily people that
  • 00:41:37.785 --> 00:41:42.022
  • Check in.
  • 00:41:42.022 --> 00:41:43.190
  • And so it's just releasing a generation that i really
  • 00:41:43.190 --> 00:41:45.859
  • Believe is just meant for revival.
  • 00:41:45.859 --> 00:41:47.661
  • There's like i feel it's like a powder keg of just something
  • 00:41:47.661 --> 00:41:50.497
  • Big is just about to happen.
  • 00:41:50.497 --> 00:41:51.799
  • You know, and, and, um, and you just lay one brick at a time,
  • 00:41:51.799 --> 00:41:55.836
  • And you just keep serving.
  • 00:41:55.836 --> 00:41:57.071
  • The foundation gets higher.
  • 00:41:57.071 --> 00:41:58.439
  • The ropes in the ground get deeper.
  • 00:41:58.439 --> 00:42:00.608
  • And you just see people show up every day.
  • 00:42:00.608 --> 00:42:03.377
  • The police officers will drop off a guy.
  • 00:42:03.377 --> 00:42:05.279
  • I saw them literally.
  • 00:42:05.279 --> 00:42:06.447
  • They will drop off guys, sometimes fully handcuffed, and
  • 00:42:06.447 --> 00:42:09.183
  • Walk them to our rehab program and say, i don't really think
  • 00:42:09.183 --> 00:42:12.653
  • This person is ready for jail.
  • 00:42:12.653 --> 00:42:14.455
  • Can you help them?
  • 00:42:14.455 --> 00:42:15.756
  • And they'll-- literally when i see that cop car pull up and a
  • 00:42:15.756 --> 00:42:18.759
  • Young man in that car,
  • 00:42:18.759 --> 00:42:21.028
  • It would be natural
  • 00:42:21.028 --> 00:42:22.196
  • Nothing wrong with it to say,
  • 00:42:22.196 --> 00:42:23.130
  • I wonder what he did.
  • 00:42:23.130 --> 00:42:24.098
  • But i don't think that anymore.
  • 00:42:24.098 --> 00:42:25.466
  • When i see that, i say to myself, what will he become?
  • 00:42:25.466 --> 00:42:29.103
  • Wow. because i know that when people are in the presence of
  • 00:42:29.103 --> 00:42:31.572
  • God for one year, they don't stand a chance.
  • 00:42:31.572 --> 00:42:33.941
  • God is going to get a hold of them, and it's going to do
  • 00:42:33.941 --> 00:42:36.310
  • Great things and move them on to incredible heights.
  • 00:42:36.310 --> 00:42:39.947
  • But i agree with you, matthew.
  • 00:42:39.947 --> 00:42:41.148
  • I think we are on the verge of
  • 00:42:41.148 --> 00:42:42.549
  • Seeing god do something remarkable.
  • 00:42:42.549 --> 00:42:44.451
  • But this younger generation, i was-- i'm not a big social media
  • 00:42:44.451 --> 00:42:48.689
  • Person, but i was flipping through the other night and i
  • 00:42:48.689 --> 00:42:50.290
  • Stopped on this young girl.
  • 00:42:50.290 --> 00:42:51.325
  • She had to be, i don't know, 20, 21.
  • 00:42:51.325 --> 00:42:54.395
  • And she's just talking outside a grocery store that she went
  • 00:42:54.395 --> 00:42:57.064
  • In and she saw this lady in a wheelchair, and the holy spirit
  • 00:42:57.064 --> 00:43:00.501
  • Said, would you pray for her?
  • 00:43:00.501 --> 00:43:01.802
  • So she prays for this woman and a miracle occurs.
  • 00:43:01.802 --> 00:43:05.706
  • I mean, she literally prays for
  • 00:43:05.706 --> 00:43:06.707
  • This woman to get up out of her chair.
  • 00:43:06.707 --> 00:43:09.276
  • And this beautiful woman is in floods of tears and said to
  • 00:43:09.276 --> 00:43:13.013
  • This young girl, i was asking
  • 00:43:13.013 --> 00:43:14.815
  • God, have you forgotten about me?
  • 00:43:14.815 --> 00:43:17.051
  • Wow.
  • 00:43:17.051 --> 00:43:18.318
  • That i when i watched that, it made me think remind back to
  • 00:43:18.318 --> 00:43:21.188
  • When i was 21 and when it was like, lord, i believe anything
  • 00:43:21.188 --> 00:43:24.892
  • Is possible, that you can do
  • 00:43:24.892 --> 00:43:26.393
  • Anything, and sometimes you can get--
  • 00:43:26.393 --> 00:43:28.562
  • And i'm talking about myself, not about you.
  • 00:43:28.562 --> 00:43:30.097
  • But sometimes you can get a little jaded and you just get
  • 00:43:30.097 --> 00:43:32.399
  • Into the business of being a
  • 00:43:32.399 --> 00:43:33.667
  • Believer as opposed to the lord,
  • 00:43:33.667 --> 00:43:37.171
  • What are you going to do today?
  • 00:43:37.171 --> 00:43:39.473
  • Is that kind of your heart when you walk in every morning like,
  • 00:43:39.473 --> 00:43:42.109
  • Okay, lord, what's today?
  • 00:43:42.109 --> 00:43:44.211
  • Yeah, i really do.
  • 00:43:44.211 --> 00:43:45.779
  • I think the longer you go in ministry, the more excited i
  • 00:43:45.779 --> 00:43:49.683
  • Start getting about little things that i used to not get
  • 00:43:49.683 --> 00:43:52.286
  • That excited about or these miracles that just happened day
  • 00:43:52.286 --> 00:43:56.290
  • By day.
  • 00:43:56.290 --> 00:43:57.391
  • My dad used to always get mad at me growing up.
  • 00:43:57.391 --> 00:43:58.625
  • He said, son, you need to take time to celebrate more the
  • 00:43:58.625 --> 00:44:02.062
  • Things that god is doing on the way to where you're going.
  • 00:44:02.062 --> 00:44:04.498
  • And he gets mad at me and like, he's like, that was a win.
  • 00:44:04.498 --> 00:44:07.634
  • And you just passed by like that was nothing,
  • 00:44:07.634 --> 00:44:09.903
  • You know, and uh, or we'll walk--
  • 00:44:09.903 --> 00:44:12.172
  • I remember i was walking to a golf tournament once to go see
  • 00:44:12.172 --> 00:44:14.374
  • Tiger woods play, and i was in a hurry to go see him, you
  • 00:44:14.374 --> 00:44:16.810
  • Know, riviera.
  • 00:44:16.810 --> 00:44:17.978
  • And my dad said, stop. i go, what's wrong?
  • 00:44:17.978 --> 00:44:20.180
  • Did you see how beautiful those flowers were?
  • 00:44:20.180 --> 00:44:21.915
  • I'm like, uh, yeah, they're pretty, but i got to go.
  • 00:44:21.915 --> 00:44:24.918
  • And he literally made me and my friends stop and stare at those
  • 00:44:24.918 --> 00:44:27.554
  • Flowers and admire how great they were.
  • 00:44:27.554 --> 00:44:29.189
  • We're like, yeah, they really are pretty, you know?
  • 00:44:29.189 --> 00:44:31.658
  • But i think you learn in life that that's the fuel that keeps
  • 00:44:31.658 --> 00:44:34.294
  • You going.
  • 00:44:34.294 --> 00:44:34.762
  • It's gratitude.
  • 00:44:34.762 --> 00:44:35.529
  • It's thankfulness.
  • 00:44:35.529 --> 00:44:36.797
  • It's, um, having that mentality of of every day.
  • 00:44:36.797 --> 00:44:40.200
  • What are you going to do next?
  • 00:44:40.200 --> 00:44:41.168
  • God, it doesn't have to be something big.
  • 00:44:41.168 --> 00:44:42.770
  • It could just be something in me.
  • 00:44:42.770 --> 00:44:43.971
  • And when you talk about the younger generation, you're
  • 00:44:43.971 --> 00:44:46.140
  • Seeing this happening.
  • 00:44:46.140 --> 00:44:47.274
  • And it's a strange thing because i think with social
  • 00:44:47.274 --> 00:44:50.043
  • Media, with all the bad, with this, some of the good that's
  • 00:44:50.043 --> 00:44:52.513
  • Happened with it is there's just a lot of voices out there
  • 00:44:52.513 --> 00:44:55.682
  • And i don't think young people are as afraid of being canceled
  • 00:44:55.682 --> 00:44:59.052
  • Anymore or one prevailing voice.
  • 00:44:59.052 --> 00:45:01.054
  • There's a million different voices.
  • 00:45:01.054 --> 00:45:02.322
  • So now it's like, hey, i'm just going to be bold with what i
  • 00:45:02.322 --> 00:45:04.224
  • Believe in.
  • 00:45:04.224 --> 00:45:05.425
  • And it's kind of unlock this fearlessness in them to be
  • 00:45:05.425 --> 00:45:09.963
  • Like, well, there's hundreds of different voices out there.
  • 00:45:09.963 --> 00:45:11.899
  • I got one, i'm not afraid to share it.
  • 00:45:11.899 --> 00:45:13.801
  • And young men are returning at greater numbers than ever
  • 00:45:13.801 --> 00:45:16.503
  • Before, finally trying to catch up with the women.
  • 00:45:16.503 --> 00:45:19.606
  • And so it's neat to see that, you know, that there's
  • 00:45:19.606 --> 00:45:22.876
  • Something happening.
  • 00:45:22.876 --> 00:45:24.011
  • I think that issue of loneliness really goes along
  • 00:45:24.011 --> 00:45:26.713
  • With a lot of the young men just looking for community as
  • 00:45:26.713 --> 00:45:29.650
  • Well, especially during all the
  • 00:45:29.650 --> 00:45:31.185
  • Aftermath of covid, things like that.
  • 00:45:31.185 --> 00:45:32.986
  • And so i just really believe these are exciting
  • 00:45:32.986 --> 00:45:35.823
  • Times, even when chaos breaks out, like what's happening in
  • 00:45:35.823 --> 00:45:38.926
  • Our city just a mile from like all that's happening, this is
  • 00:45:38.926 --> 00:45:41.728
  • Just an unbelievable chance for
  • 00:45:41.728 --> 00:45:43.030
  • Us to just to show up and be dependable.
  • 00:45:43.030 --> 00:45:46.133
  • We always call it the ministry of showing up the gift that
  • 00:45:46.133 --> 00:45:48.302
  • Nobody wants.
  • 00:45:48.302 --> 00:45:49.536
  • You know, the ministry of showing up is powerful because
  • 00:45:49.536 --> 00:45:53.207
  • It shows that you don't quit.
  • 00:45:53.207 --> 00:45:55.509
  • You're stable and you'll never stop being a voice to those who
  • 00:45:55.509 --> 00:45:58.679
  • Need it the most.
  • 00:45:58.679 --> 00:45:59.947
  • I remember once sitting down with chuck swindoll, and it was
  • 00:45:59.947 --> 00:46:02.349
  • When i'd just been asked to join this team of women who
  • 00:46:02.349 --> 00:46:04.418
  • Were literally speaking in arenas all over the country,
  • 00:46:04.418 --> 00:46:06.987
  • And i was terrified.
  • 00:46:06.987 --> 00:46:08.422
  • The thought of speaking to
  • 00:46:08.422 --> 00:46:09.489
  • Women was just terrifying to me.
  • 00:46:09.489 --> 00:46:11.358
  • And i remember saying to him, can you help me?
  • 00:46:11.358 --> 00:46:13.427
  • Is there some key to ministry?
  • 00:46:13.427 --> 00:46:14.795
  • And he said, yeah, two words show up.
  • 00:46:14.795 --> 00:46:18.232
  • And i was like, that's it.
  • 00:46:18.232 --> 00:46:19.499
  • And he said, yeah, sheila.
  • 00:46:19.499 --> 00:46:21.001
  • All jesus asks of you is, what do you have?
  • 00:46:21.001 --> 00:46:23.904
  • What did i put in your hands?
  • 00:46:23.904 --> 00:46:25.405
  • Whatever i put in your hands, then use that.
  • 00:46:25.405 --> 00:46:28.175
  • I'm just thinking of all our beautiful tbn family who are at
  • 00:46:28.175 --> 00:46:31.478
  • Home watching this, and i would love if you'd just take a few
  • 00:46:31.478 --> 00:46:34.181
  • Minutes, matthew, and talk to
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  • Him and maybe pray for them, because,
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  • I don't know, there's something that god is doing in these days
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  • That i want us all to be part of.
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  • Oh, yeah.
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  • I mean, i would like to say to them that,
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  • You know, just when you think it's over, god could do
  • 00:46:47.828 --> 00:46:49.563
  • Something brand new to allow
  • 00:46:49.563 --> 00:46:50.764
  • You to realize that it's just begun.
  • 00:46:50.764 --> 00:46:52.933
  • There's times in life where you go.
  • 00:46:52.933 --> 00:46:54.434
  • You take the losses in life really personal.
  • 00:46:54.434 --> 00:46:57.738
  • You take the victories really, and overlook them at times.
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  • But i want to tell you that, you know, to all those that are
  • 00:47:02.242 --> 00:47:04.244
  • Watching here today that there is a new season.
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  • There is a place beyond where you're going through right now.
  • 00:47:07.347 --> 00:47:10.450
  • You know, there are these bridge moments to the destiny
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  • That god has.
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  • And trust me, i know after five years of just feeling like, how
  • 00:47:14.821 --> 00:47:17.090
  • In the world am i going to make it?
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  • I'm just showing up.
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  • I'm just showing up, and now kind of enter into a new
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  • Season of life.
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  • You know, there's a scripture that says that men see not the
  • 00:47:23.897 --> 00:47:26.533
  • Bright lights that are in the clouds, and there is bright
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  • Lights behind those clouds.
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  • There are better days that are there for you.
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  • And i just want to encourage every one of you to, to don't
  • 00:47:33.707 --> 00:47:36.810
  • Look at your life, um, based on what you wish it would have
  • 00:47:36.810 --> 00:47:40.814
  • Been or over assess what you want it to be.
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  • Just look at your life right now.
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  • Because when david went through some tragic experiences of his
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  • Life and he lost everything,
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  • David didn't say that
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  • The evidence of my comeback is when i get everything back.
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  • He didn't say when i get everything back, when i get my
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  • Palace, my power, my position
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  • Back then my comeback is solidified.
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  • He said no, renew a right spirit within me.
  • 00:48:04.338 --> 00:48:07.507
  • All he wanted was to have a good spirit again, and i would
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  • Encourage you just to tune out all the noise of your mind
  • 00:48:10.978 --> 00:48:15.615
  • That would tell you you're not enough or you haven't done
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  • Enough, and just focus on the moment right here and say, god,
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  • How can i wake up today in the beauty of your brand new moment
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  • And just recreate me from this day on?
  • 00:48:26.360 --> 00:48:29.796
  • We can all look back and say, i could have done this, i should
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  • Have done this.
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  • But really, the power is in the moment and this is a moment for
  • 00:48:34.568 --> 00:48:37.637
  • You right now to just pick up the broken pieces and say, god,
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  • The beauty of-- the best thing that you can do is in broken
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  • Pieces, because the greatest
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  • Dreams are formed from brokenness
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  • Because you start dreaming from god's heart.
  • 00:48:50.717 --> 00:48:53.186
  • Maybe not from your imagination anymore.
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  • You're dreaming from god's heart.
  • 00:48:54.755 --> 00:48:56.490
  • So in a world that says, give me your best, god says, give me
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  • Your worst.
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  • God loves it when we give him the broken pieces of our life,
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  • Because that's truly when he can do the best thing.
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  • That is absolutely beautiful.
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  • And if you're watching this and you're thinking, you know what?
  • 00:49:09.369 --> 00:49:13.073
  • I believe that is the lord.
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  • I believe that god is speaking to me.
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  • Can i just pray for you?
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  • I just pray that and i'm including myself in this.
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  • You know, i mean, i've walked with the lord for many years,
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  • But i don't want to become so familiar with his goodness and
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  • With his grace and with the whole point of why jesus came.
  • 00:49:28.722 --> 00:49:32.893
  • You know, we can get so distracted by the news.
  • 00:49:32.893 --> 00:49:35.495
  • You know, we listen to what's happening in different parts of
  • 00:49:35.495 --> 00:49:37.364
  • The world, and that becomes everything.
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  • But know god is sovereign.
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  • God is in control.
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  • God is on the throne.
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  • God wasn't surprised by anything that happened in your
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  • Life today or will be tomorrow?
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  • Let me pray for you.
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  • Father, i want to pray right now for every man and woman and
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  • Child who is watching.
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  • Lord, your heart is about relationship.
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  • You came, jesus, so that we could have a way back to our
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  • Father again.
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  • And i just pray for every person who is watching, who
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  • Feels, you know what i feel
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  • Like i've missed my turn, my time.
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  • I feel like i used to be effective for the lord, but i'm
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  • Not anymore.
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  • Lord. we just reject those as
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  • Lies and we just say, here i am.
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  • We think of that little boy on the hillside who gave up his
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  • Lunch, which was clearly not enough.
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  • But you took it and you blessed it, and you broke it, and you
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  • Fed your people.
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  • So, lord, we just want to bring ourselves to you again as empty
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  • Vessels, as people who mess up, but that we have been loved by
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  • A god who refused to live without us.
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  • So, father, we just want to say we trust you.
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  • We want to acknowledge you in all our ways so that you will
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  • Direct our path.
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  • Show us holy spirit how to do that.
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  • And we ask it in the powerful name of our lord and savior,
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  • Jesus christ.
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  • Amen.
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  • I read something i think i'll maybe watched it last night,
  • 00:51:05.519 --> 00:51:09.990
  • But it was somebody who came to, and i don't know if it was
  • 00:51:09.990 --> 00:51:12.492
  • Called the dream center at that time, but it was when you
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  • Realized what god was doing because this person said, um,
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  • I'm dreaming again.
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  • That's pretty huge, because i think of so many people who
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  • Have given up on that, that
  • 00:51:26.840 --> 00:51:29.142
  • Dreaming again changes everything.
  • 00:51:29.142 --> 00:51:31.578
  • Well, when people come into our program, the first thing we we
  • 00:51:31.578 --> 00:51:34.147
  • Tell them, i mean, they're strung out in fentanyl, drug
  • 00:51:34.147 --> 00:51:37.184
  • Addiction and they come into our program,
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  • And the first question we ask them is, what is your dream?
  • 00:51:38.785 --> 00:51:42.122
  • Wow. and it freaks them out because they're like, i'm just
  • 00:51:42.122 --> 00:51:44.491
  • Trying to get clean.
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  • Like, how could you ask me such a bold, audacious question?
  • 00:51:45.759 --> 00:51:48.662
  • But the bible says that where there is no revelation, people
  • 00:51:48.662 --> 00:51:51.598
  • Cast off restraint, which means there's no reason to have a
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  • Vision for anything.
  • 00:51:55.602 --> 00:51:56.803
  • You know, there's no reason to have self-control.
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  • Because why?
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  • There's nothing to live for.
  • 00:51:59.706 --> 00:52:01.241
  • So when someone is down at their worst, shockingly, we
  • 00:52:01.241 --> 00:52:04.711
  • Shine the biggest spotlight of hope because the enemy will use
  • 00:52:04.711 --> 00:52:08.114
  • Shame as the greatest tool to stop people from ever trying.
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  • And he'll get all of us into that why-bother mindset?
  • 00:52:11.418 --> 00:52:14.354
  • You know, why bother?
  • 00:52:14.354 --> 00:52:15.288
  • I've already gone too far. why bother?
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  • I've already done this.
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  • And so when you take away the why bother,
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  • And you shine a spotlight of hope, then they have a reason
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  • To get up.
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  • And then you eventually walk them through the layers to help
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  • Them not fall into that same position again.
  • 00:52:27.901 --> 00:52:30.136
  • So that's one of the most interesting things we do.
  • 00:52:30.136 --> 00:52:33.139
  • Um, we obliterate shame, shine a big spotlight, and then help
  • 00:52:33.139 --> 00:52:36.309
  • Them walk to their destiny.
  • 00:52:36.309 --> 00:52:37.844
  • Wow. wow.
  • 00:52:37.844 --> 00:52:39.145
  • And you said something on one of the things i was watching.
  • 00:52:39.145 --> 00:52:41.448
  • It was like when the problems
  • 00:52:41.448 --> 00:52:42.749
  • Get bigger, that's when you stay.
  • 00:52:42.749 --> 00:52:45.518
  • That's a huge statement because so often we think, well, if
  • 00:52:45.518 --> 00:52:47.587
  • It's not going well, god can't be in it.
  • 00:52:47.587 --> 00:52:49.155
  • So i'm out of here.
  • 00:52:49.155 --> 00:52:50.290
  • I'm going to find something that's more successful.
  • 00:52:50.290 --> 00:52:52.959
  • But you, you don't live by that.
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  • No, i you know, i live by the calling, not the burden.
  • 00:52:56.429 --> 00:52:58.798
  • And, you know, we bought that building for $3.9 million.
  • 00:52:58.798 --> 00:53:01.801
  • It's probably worth close to 200 million now.
  • 00:53:01.801 --> 00:53:03.970
  • I mean, we know that we
  • 00:53:03.970 --> 00:53:04.804
  • Probably could sell it for that.
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  • It's most coveted land in
  • 00:53:06.339 --> 00:53:07.340
  • All of la.
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  • It's around the 101 freeway.
  • 00:53:08.041 --> 00:53:09.109
  • It's in every skyline of every tv show.
  • 00:53:09.109 --> 00:53:12.379
  • All the more reason to stay, because why not,
  • 00:53:12.379 --> 00:53:15.515
  • Underneath the hollywood sign, the hollywood freeway.
  • 00:53:15.515 --> 00:53:17.784
  • Something that stands for the real hollywood dream.
  • 00:53:17.784 --> 00:53:20.654
  • And that is to pick up the broken pieces of the 99% who
  • 00:53:20.654 --> 00:53:23.256
  • Couldn't make it.
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  • There's no legacy greater than that, and no amount of selling
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  • A building worth that.
  • 00:53:26.893 --> 00:53:28.361
  • If our people want to get, if they want to help, if they want
  • 00:53:28.361 --> 00:53:31.031
  • To get involved, matthew, what do they do?
  • 00:53:31.031 --> 00:53:32.766
  • Yeah, they can go to dreamcenter.org
  • 00:53:32.766 --> 00:53:34.567
  • And there's many ways they can help.
  • 00:53:34.567 --> 00:53:36.636
  • Of course they can give, but they can also bring people into
  • 00:53:36.636 --> 00:53:39.506
  • Our recovery program through that applications online.
  • 00:53:39.506 --> 00:53:43.076
  • There's someone in need,
  • 00:53:43.076 --> 00:53:44.377
  • They can come by to serve with us and pretty much show up any
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  • Hour of the day.
  • 00:53:46.746 --> 00:53:48.014
  • We're always doing something and come out and be with us and
  • 00:53:48.014 --> 00:53:50.050
  • Hang out with us and, and just support the work that's going
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  • On, because it's something that will keep going on, and it's
  • 00:53:52.786 --> 00:53:56.056
  • God's people who have done it.
  • 00:53:56.056 --> 00:53:57.223
  • So that's a legacy that just lives on forever.
  • 00:53:57.223 --> 00:53:59.326
  • And that is just to be an advocate for people, you know,
  • 00:53:59.326 --> 00:54:02.329
  • Take a risk on risky people and just make a difference.
  • 00:54:02.329 --> 00:54:05.699
  • Well, i hope, like me, you have been moved by everything that
  • 00:54:05.699 --> 00:54:09.102
  • Matthew has shared.
  • 00:54:09.102 --> 00:54:10.403
  • And you know what i love?
  • 00:54:10.403 --> 00:54:11.438
  • I love his honesty, that it's not always easy.
  • 00:54:11.438 --> 00:54:13.540
  • It's not that the great success keeps you going.
  • 00:54:13.540 --> 00:54:16.276
  • It's this calling.
  • 00:54:16.276 --> 00:54:17.544
  • It's this understanding that you and i get to serve people.
  • 00:54:17.544 --> 00:54:21.548
  • So perhaps you can think of--
  • 00:54:21.548 --> 00:54:22.749
  • Maybe ask the lord,
  • 00:54:22.749 --> 00:54:23.917
  • Show me one way to today, lord, show me one person.
  • 00:54:23.917 --> 00:54:27.253
  • Show me one way that i could make a difference.
  • 00:54:27.253 --> 00:54:29.556
  • And let somebody know that they're seen,
  • 00:54:29.556 --> 00:54:31.758
  • That that you care about them, that that there is hope.
  • 00:54:31.758 --> 00:54:36.029
  • A lot of people are living very hopeless lives, but hope is
  • 00:54:36.029 --> 00:54:39.399
  • Available and hope has a name and his name is jesus.
  • 00:54:39.399 --> 00:54:43.303
  • So, matthew, i just want to, on behalf of all our family here,
  • 00:54:43.303 --> 00:54:45.939
  • I want to thank you just for for who you are.
  • 00:54:45.939 --> 00:54:48.742
  • Tell your dad we love him too.
  • 00:54:48.742 --> 00:54:51.111
  • I'm just so grateful for you.
  • 00:54:51.111 --> 00:54:52.846
  • What an honor.
  • 00:54:52.846 --> 00:54:54.147
  • Tbn has built the dream center over the years, and i love you
  • 00:54:54.147 --> 00:54:56.950
  • Forever for it.
  • 00:54:56.950 --> 00:54:58.218
  • And we'll just keep standing strong and helping people and
  • 00:54:58.218 --> 00:55:01.721
  • Living the legacy together of making a difference.
  • 00:55:01.721 --> 00:55:04.791
  • It's beautiful.
  • 00:55:04.791 --> 00:55:06.092
  • So for matt and laurie and all of us here at tbn, we love you
  • 00:55:06.092 --> 00:55:10.530
  • And we'll see you next time.
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  • ♪♪
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