Steven Furtick - I Thought It Was Through (Part 1)

January 5, 2026 | 28:0

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - I Thought It Was Through (Part 1) | January 5, 2026
  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> it's in psalm 77:19.
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  • >> it's in psalm 77:19. and i'll read this and then work
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  • And i'll read this and then work backward from there to give you
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  • Backward from there to give you the message for today.
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  • The message for today. and the lord's gonna help us
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  • And the lord's gonna help us in some remarkable ways.
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  • In some remarkable ways. psalm 77:19,
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  • The psalmist says to god,
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  • The psalmist says to god, "your path led through the sea,
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  • "your path led through the sea, your way through
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  • Your way through the mighty waters,
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  • The mighty waters, though your footprints
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  • Though your footprints were not seen."
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  • Isn't that
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  • Isn't that a beautiful scripture?
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  • A beautiful scripture? and the lord really
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  • And the lord really used that in my life,
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  • Used that in my life, and i believe he wants
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  • And i believe he wants to use it in yours.
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  • To use it in yours. really underrated scripture too.
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  • Really underrated scripture too. maybe it'll be your favorite
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  • Maybe it'll be your favorite at the end of today.
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  • At the end of today. he says, "your path
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  • He says, "your path led through the sea,
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  • Led through the sea, your way through
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  • Your way through the mighty waters,
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  • The mighty waters, though your footprints
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  • Though your footprints were not seen."
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  • Were not seen." and just turn to the person
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  • And just turn to the person next to you and tell 'em,
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  • Next to you and tell 'em, "even if you don't see it...
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  • "even if you don't see it... >> congregation: even if you
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  • >> congregation: even if you don't see it...
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  • Don't see it... >> god is working."
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  • >> god is working." >> congregation: god is working.
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  • >> congregation: god is working. >> tell them, "even if you
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  • >> tell them, "even if you don't feel it...
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  • Don't feel it... >> congregation: even if you
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  • >> congregation: even if you don't feel it...
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  • Don't feel it... >> god is working."
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  • >> god is working." >> congregation: god is working.
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  • >> congregation: god is working. >> let's put our hands together
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  • >> let's put our hands together and praise the way maker
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  • And praise the way maker in this place.
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  • In this place. come on, praise the way maker
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  • Come on, praise the way maker in this place.
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  • [applause]
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  • God, i thank you for every
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  • God, i thank you for every mountain you brought me over,
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  • Mountain you brought me over, every valley you brought
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  • Every valley you brought me through.
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  • Me through. it was nobody but you
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  • It was nobody but you and i praise you today.
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  • And i praise you today. speak now through your word.
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  • Speak now through your word. use me as a vessel.
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  • Use me as a vessel. i'm willing
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  • I'm willing and available and open.
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  • And available and open. give me the courage,
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  • Give me the courage, give me the clarity,
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  • Give me the clarity, the confidence to speak
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  • The confidence to speak to your children today.
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  • To your children today. and may they receive it
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  • And may they receive it and obey it,
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  • And obey it, for it is in jesus' name
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  • For it is in jesus' name that i pray and believe
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  • That i pray and believe and call it done...
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  • And call it done... amen.
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  • Amen. you may be seated.
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  • Well, boys, bring out
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  • Well, boys, bring out my teaching screen.
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  • [cheering]
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  • Let's get this series
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  • Let's get this series started properly,
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  • Started properly, as i announced to you
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  • As i announced to you our title for the next
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  • Our title for the next six weeks at least,
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  • Six weeks at least, and maybe even beyond
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  • And maybe even beyond that because this is
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  • That because this is such a big topic that
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  • Such a big topic that we're gonna talk about.
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  • We're gonna talk about. and the title of the series,
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  • And the title of the series, it doesn't come exactly from
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  • It doesn't come exactly from the verse that i read you,
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  • The verse that i read you, but i'll show you where it
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  • But i'll show you where it did come from in a moment.
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  • Did come from in a moment. and before you
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  • And before you judge my handwriting,
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  • Judge my handwriting, just know that abby has made
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  • Just know that abby has made fun of my handwriting so much.
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  • Fun of my handwriting so much. and today i made her try
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  • And today i made her try to write on the screen before
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  • To write on the screen before we came out here and she said,
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  • We came out here and she said, "this is harder than
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  • "this is harder than it looks like.
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  • It looks like. i'm so sorry for how
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  • I'm so sorry for how i spoke of you, father."
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  • [laughter]
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  • But what i wanna talk to you
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  • But what i wanna talk to you about for the next few weeks,
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  • About for the next few weeks, the title of the series is,
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  • The title of the series is, and you're gonna like this
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  • And you're gonna like this phrase because you could say
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  • Phrase because you could say it with attitude, okay?
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  • It with attitude, okay? we're gonna talk about..."
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  • That's what...
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  • That's what... i thought."
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  • I thought." you know, you got to look
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  • You know, you got to look at your neighbor and say it
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  • At your neighbor and say it like you were just right
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  • Like you were just right and they were just wrong.
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  • And they were just wrong. and you tried to tell them,
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  • And you tried to tell them, but they wouldn't listen.
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  • But they wouldn't listen. tell them,
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  • Tell them, "that's what i thought."
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  • "that's what i thought." that's what i thought.
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  • That's what i thought. like you were certain and you
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  • Were proved to be correct.
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  • Were proved to be correct. there is no better feeling
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  • There is no better feeling then that's what i thought.
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  • Then that's what i thought. or that phrase is so elastic
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  • Or that phrase is so elastic that we use it also to mean that
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  • That we use it also to mean that our bias was confirmed.
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  • Our bias was confirmed. like no, that's what i thought,
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  • Like no, that's what i thought, let's check it.
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  • Let's check it. let's just make sure.
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  • Let's just make sure. that's what i thought.
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  • That's what i thought. but we wanna really use that
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  • But we wanna really use that phrase today to deal with
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  • Phrase today to deal with the thoughts that we think.
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  • The thoughts that we think. because honestly, not only
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  • Because honestly, not only pastorally but personally,
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  • Pastorally but personally, 90% of the problems that i have
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  • 90% of the problems that i have faced in my life have not come
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  • Faced in my life have not come from what the devil did to me or
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  • From what the devil did to me or from what others said about me.
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  • From what others said about me. the biggest problem that
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  • The biggest problem that i have over and over again,
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  • I have over and over again, trying to do what
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  • Trying to do what god wants or the biggest
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  • God wants or the biggest obstacle to god doing what he
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  • Obstacle to god doing what he wants in my life over and over
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  • Wants in my life over and over again seems to be this tricky
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  • Again seems to be this tricky little thing called...
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  • Little thing called... my bracelets are catching
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  • My bracelets are catching the screen.
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  • The screen. oh, lord.
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  • Oh, lord. i don't got time for this.
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  • I don't got time for this. let me try it over here.
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  • Let me try it over here. yeah, better.
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  • Yeah, better. yeah, the biggest
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  • Yeah, the biggest problem for me,
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  • Problem for me, over and over again,
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  • Over and over again, it just happens over
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  • It just happens over and over again is that i get
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  • And over again is that i get trapped in what i thought.
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  • Trapped in what i thought. this is gonna drive me
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  • This is gonna drive me crazy over here.
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  • [laughter]
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  • Welcome back, furtick.
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  • [laughter]
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  • Who sabotaged my screen
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  • Who sabotaged my screen while i was on break?
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  • While i was on break? was it robert madu?
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  • Was it robert madu? did he mess up my screen?
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  • Did he mess up my screen? was it tauren wells?
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  • Was it tauren wells? who messed up my screen?
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  • Who messed up my screen? the biggest obstacle --
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  • The biggest obstacle -- and somebody shout,
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  • And somebody shout, if you know what
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  • If you know what i'm talking about when i say
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  • I'm talking about when i say that the biggest problem
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  • That the biggest problem that i seem to have
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  • That i seem to have over and over again,
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  • Over and over again, it's not necessarily
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  • It's not necessarily the enemies that i face,
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  • The enemies that i face, but it's what i thought.
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  • But it's what i thought. it's not necessarily what
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  • It's not necessarily what my life is at this moment
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  • My life is at this moment that's making me sad,
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  • That's making me sad, it's what i thought my life
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  • It's what i thought my life was going to be at this season.
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  • Was going to be at this season. it's not necessarily who i am as
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  • It's not necessarily who i am as a person that makes me insecure,
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  • A person that makes me insecure, it's what i thought i was
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  • It's what i thought i was supposed to be based on what
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  • Supposed to be based on what i saw that other people
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  • I saw that other people showed me from who they are.
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  • Showed me from who they are. but i didn't see their flaws.
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  • But i didn't see their flaws. and so, now i'm comparing
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  • And so, now i'm comparing my future to somebody whose
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  • My future to somebody whose flaws i have never seen.
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  • Flaws i have never seen. and now, i'm frustrated
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  • And now, i'm frustrated about where i am,
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  • About where i am, not because of where i am,
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  • Not because of where i am, but because of what i thought.
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  • But because of what i thought. i'm not frustrated because
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  • I'm not frustrated because i'm not married at this age,
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  • I'm not married at this age, i'm frustrated because
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  • I'm frustrated because i thought i would be.
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  • I thought i would be. i'm not frustrated because
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  • I'm not frustrated because i'm dealing with this situation.
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  • I'm dealing with this situation. i'm frustrated because
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  • I'm frustrated because i didn't have the chance
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  • I didn't have the chance to prepare for it.
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  • To prepare for it. and over and over again
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  • And over and over again in my life,
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  • In my life, the biggest enemy to what
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  • The biggest enemy to what god wants to do is what
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  • God wants to do is what i thought he was going to do.
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  • I thought he was going to do. now, i want you to get a time
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  • Now, i want you to get a time in your mind where you were,
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  • In your mind where you were, what i like to call,
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  • What i like to call, confidently wrong.
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  • Confidently wrong. and i don't know if you
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  • And i don't know if you can think of one,
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  • Can think of one, or if you've blocked
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  • Or if you've blocked all of that out,
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  • All of that out, selective memory.
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  • Selective memory. i asked everybody in my family,
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  • I asked everybody in my family, and if y'all know any way
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  • And if y'all know any way to fix that while i'm not
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  • To fix that while i'm not using the screen,
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  • Using the screen, that would be awesome.
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  • That would be awesome. if not, we'll all work around it
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  • If not, we'll all work around it and all of the ocd people
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  • And all of the ocd people will ignore that part
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  • Will ignore that part of the screen that is not
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  • Of the screen that is not supposed to be like that.
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  • Supposed to be like that. now listen, i asked everybody
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  • In my family, i said,
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  • In my family, i said, "i need an opening
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  • "i need an opening illustration for
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  • Illustration for my new series called,
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  • My new series called, 'that's what i thought,'
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  • 'that's what i thought,' and i need you to tell me
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  • And i need you to tell me a time when you were so wrong
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  • A time when you were so wrong and you were so sure
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  • And you were so sure you were right."
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  • You were right." and everybody in my family said,
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  • And everybody in my family said, "can't think of one."
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  • Everybody in my family.
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  • Everybody in my family. "i'll have to get back
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  • "i'll have to get back with you."
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  • With you." and none of them
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  • And none of them got back to me.
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  • [laughter]
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  • Which either means
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  • Which either means they can't remember one time
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  • They can't remember one time where they were completely wrong
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  • Where they were completely wrong and assured that they were
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  • And assured that they were completely right.
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  • Completely right. or it means that there's nothing
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  • Or it means that there's nothing really harder in life than
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  • Really harder in life than to going back and admitting
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  • To going back and admitting and remembering when
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  • And remembering when you were wrong.
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  • You were wrong. you just hit the lead
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  • You just hit the lead on those times in your life,
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  • On those times in your life, like don't want
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  • Like don't want to remember them.
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  • To remember them. and the problem with that is
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  • And the problem with that is then you can't grow from them as
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  • Then you can't grow from them as you go forward in the future.
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  • You go forward in the future. now, when we say
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  • Now, when we say that jesus takes away
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  • That jesus takes away our shame and our sin,
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  • Our shame and our sin, that doesn't mean that he wants
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  • That doesn't mean that he wants to cancel out the lessons
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  • To cancel out the lessons that we learn from our mistakes.
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  • That we learn from our mistakes. it means that he frees us
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  • It means that he frees us from the penalty of it
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  • From the penalty of it and the bondage to it.
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  • And the bondage to it. but it doesn't mean that jesus
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  • But it doesn't mean that jesus wants us to live our lives
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  • Wants us to live our lives just to continue to be wrong
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  • Just to continue to be wrong in all the ways that
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  • In all the ways that we were wrong a year ago,
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  • We were wrong a year ago, five years ago,
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  • Five years ago, ten years ago.
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  • Ten years ago. and there's almost nothing more
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  • And there's almost nothing more difficult than remembering
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  • Difficult than remembering and admitting when you
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  • And admitting when you were just so wrong.
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  • Were just so wrong. i had one this week.
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  • I had one this week. i have fresh examples
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  • I have fresh examples of being confidently wrong.
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  • Of being confidently wrong. i did it at the dinner table.
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  • I did it at the dinner table. one of our kids said something
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  • One of our kids said something and i just came back with
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  • And i just came back with something and i didn't listen
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  • Something and i didn't listen to the rest of their sentence
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  • To the rest of their sentence and i completely missed
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  • And i completely missed the spirit of what
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  • The spirit of what they were trying to say.
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  • They were trying to say. just confidently wrong.
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  • Just confidently wrong. now, i have about a 12 hour
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  • Now, i have about a 12 hour expiration dosage cycle
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  • Expiration dosage cycle on the dumb things i do.
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  • On the dumb things i do. it takes that long for me
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  • It takes that long for me to digest my dumb
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  • To digest my dumb and then apologize.
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  • And then apologize. so, 12 hours later
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  • So, 12 hours later i found myself saying,
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  • I found myself saying, "i was so wrong for that."
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  • "i was so wrong for that." now, that's hard, isn't it?
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  • Now, that's hard, isn't it? that's hard, isn't it?
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  • That's hard, isn't it? to say, "i was wrong
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  • To say, "i was wrong to talk to you like that.
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  • To talk to you like that. i was wrong to assume
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  • I was wrong to assume that about you.
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  • That about you. i was wrong
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  • I was wrong to judge you like that.
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  • To judge you like that. i was wrong to put you
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  • I was wrong to put you in that position."
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  • In that position." i was --
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  • I was -- even to admit dumb things
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  • Even to admit dumb things like i was wrong when
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  • Like i was wrong when i said that song sucked.
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  • I said that song sucked. the first time i heard it
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  • The first time i heard it i thought it sucked,
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  • I thought it sucked, now i realize it's a bop,
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  • Now i realize it's a bop, and i feel dumb
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  • And i feel dumb because i like it,
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  • Because i like it, but i can't admit i like it
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  • But i can't admit i like it because the first time i heard
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  • Because the first time i heard it i thought it was silly.
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  • It i thought it was silly. that actually is a banger.
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  • That actually is a banger. i've been wrong about songs
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  • I've been wrong about songs that i've written before.
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  • That i've written before. we wrote a song
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  • We wrote a song in this church one time
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  • In this church one time and i thought it was good,
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  • And i thought it was good, and then we went to record it.
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  • And then we went to record it. and after the recording
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  • And after the recording i turned to holly and i said,
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  • I turned to holly and i said, "well, i thought
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  • "well, i thought that song was good,
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  • That song was good, but it's not good."
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  • But it's not good." she said, "i thought
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  • She said, "i thought it was pretty good."
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  • It was pretty good." i said, "it wasn't good.
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  • I said, "it wasn't good. you could tell
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  • You could tell the people didn't like it,
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  • The people didn't like it, the people didn't care about it,
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  • The people didn't care about it, and it's not gonna go anywhere,"
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  • And it's not gonna go anywhere," after we recorded,
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  • After we recorded, "oh come to the altar."
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  • "oh come to the altar." that's how wrong
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  • That's how wrong i can be about a song.
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  • I can be about a song. and i'm glad i was wrong because
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  • And i'm glad i was wrong because it means there might be
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  • It means there might be something else in my life
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  • Something else in my life right now that i think sucks,
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  • Right now that i think sucks, but it's actually gonna
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  • But it's actually gonna be an amazing thing.
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  • Be an amazing thing. if i'm wrong about that,
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  • If i'm wrong about that, then i might be
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  • Then i might be wrong about this.
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  • Wrong about this. it is the utter relief
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  • It is the utter relief of realizing that you were
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  • Of realizing that you were wrong and admitting it
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  • Wrong and admitting it and growing from it.
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  • And growing from it. but the only thing more
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  • But the only thing more difficult than remembering
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  • Difficult than remembering when you were wrong
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  • When you were wrong and admitting you were wrong,
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  • And admitting you were wrong, which i know isn't a very
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  • Which i know isn't a very good way to start a sermon.
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  • Good way to start a sermon. none of us want
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  • None of us want to talk about that.
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  • To talk about that. the only thing more difficult
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  • The only thing more difficult than remembering and admitting,
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  • Than remembering and admitting, "i was wrong,"
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  • Is to realize i am wrong.
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  • Is to realize i am wrong. if it's that hard for everybody
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  • If it's that hard for everybody in my family and everybody
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  • In my family and everybody watching this sermon
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  • Watching this sermon to go back and remember,
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  • To go back and remember, "i was so wrong.
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  • "i was so wrong. how could i have been so wrong
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  • To think what i thought,
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  • To think what i thought, or to say what i said,
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  • Or to say what i said, or to believe what i believed,
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  • Or to believe what i believed, or to assume what i assumed?"
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  • Or to assume what i assumed?" the only thing more difficult
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  • The only thing more difficult than remembering it
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  • Than remembering it because it doesn't feel good,
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  • Because it doesn't feel good, is realizing that,
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  • Is realizing that, "i am wrong right now."
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  • "i am wrong right now." if we don't even want
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  • If we don't even want to admit that we were wrong,
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  • To admit that we were wrong, how much less do we want
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  • How much less do we want to realize that we are
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  • To realize that we are wrong or might be wrong
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  • Wrong or might be wrong or could possibly be wrong?
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  • Or could possibly be wrong? just see if you can
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  • Just see if you can get it out of your mouth.
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  • Get it out of your mouth. "i may be wrong about that."
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  • "i may be wrong about that." and when you get to that
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  • And when you get to that point in your life,
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  • Point in your life, you realize that
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  • You realize that a lot of us in here,
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  • A lot of us in here, we have iphones.
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  • We have iphones. how many of you have iphones?
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  • How many of you have iphones? hold up your iphone right here
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  • Hold up your iphone right here at this part of the sermon.
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  • At this part of the sermon. iphones.
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  • Iphones. i want you to realize that
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  • I want you to realize that not only do you have iphones,
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  • Not only do you have iphones, but you also have i thoughts.
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  • But you also have i thoughts. and it's possible that the devil
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  • And it's possible that the devil has you trapped in an
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  • Has you trapped in an "i thought" right now
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  • "i thought" right now in your life.
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  • In your life. an i thought.
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  • An i thought. in the psalm we just read,
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  • In the psalm we just read, the psalmist says something
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  • The psalmist says something so incredibly miraculous
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  • And wonderful.
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  • He says,
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  • "god's path led through
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  • The sea and his way through
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  • The mighty waters,
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  • Though his footprints
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  • Were not seen."
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  • But to understand the process
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  • But to understand the process by which he arrived
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  • By which he arrived at that thought,
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  • At that thought, i want to take you
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  • I want to take you all the way back to
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  • All the way back to the beginning of psalm 77.
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  • The beginning of psalm 77. and journey with me now for
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  • And journey with me now for a moment while i build this
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  • A moment while i build this thought out for you,
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  • Thought out for you, that's what i thought.
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  • That's what i thought. the psalmist is lamenting here.
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  • The psalmist is lamenting here. there are four different types
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  • There are four different types of psalms in your bible.
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  • Of psalms in your bible. there are psalms of praise,
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  • There are psalms of praise, psalms of thanksgiving,
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  • Psalms of thanksgiving, psalms of wisdom,
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  • Psalms of wisdom, and psalms of lament.
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  • And psalms of lament. lament is where they're just
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  • Lament is where they're just telling god their trouble.
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  • Telling god their trouble. lament is where they are being
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  • Lament is where they are being honest with god, realizing that,
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  • Honest with god, realizing that, why would you hide it from him?
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  • Why would you hide it from him? it's not like he didn't see
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  • It's not like he didn't see the whole thing.
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  • The whole thing. realizing that you can
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  • Realizing that you can say something to god
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  • Say something to god and he's big enough
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  • And he's big enough to handle your brokenness.
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  • To handle your brokenness. this is a psalm of lament,
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  • This is a psalm of lament, but i want to show you how it
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  • But i want to show you how it goes from a psalm of lament
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  • Goes from a psalm of lament to a psalm of wisdom.
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  • To a psalm of wisdom. and over the course
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  • And over the course of the next several weeks,
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  • Of the next several weeks, i want to help you
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  • I want to help you with your thoughts.
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  • With your thoughts. if some of your
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  • If some of your i thoughts are wrong.
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  • I thoughts are wrong. some of your i thoughts
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  • Some of your i thoughts about people are wrong.
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  • About people are wrong. some of your i thoughts about
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  • Some of your i thoughts about what is still ahead of you
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  • What is still ahead of you in your life are wrong,
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  • In your life are wrong, and you could be
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  • And you could be confidently wrong and you
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  • Confidently wrong and you can be completely trapped.
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  • Can be completely trapped. that's the situation for
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  • That's the situation for the psalmist in psalm 77.
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  • The psalmist in psalm 77. it's not david
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  • It's not david writing this time,
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  • Writing this time, it's one of the sons of asaph,
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  • It's one of the sons of asaph, the musical leaders,
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  • The musical leaders, and he's pouring out
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  • His heart to god.
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  • He says, "i cried out
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  • To god for help.
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  • I cried out to god to hear me.
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  • When i was in distress,"
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  • Circle the word
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  • Distress, please.
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  • "i sought the lord.
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  • At night, i stretched out
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  • Untiring hands, and i would
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  • Untiring hands, and i would not be comforted.
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  • Not be comforted. i remembered you, god,
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  • I remembered you, god, and i groaned."
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  • And i groaned." what a strange thing to say.
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  • What a strange thing to say. i thought it was,
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  • I thought it was, "i remembered you, god,
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  • "i remembered you, god, and i was grateful.
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  • And i was grateful. i remembered you, god,
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  • I remembered you, god, and i praised.
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  • And i praised. i remembered you, god,
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  • I remembered you, god, and i was encouraged.
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  • And i was encouraged. i remembered you, god,
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  • I remembered you, god, and i rejoiced."
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  • And i rejoiced." he said it was so bad,
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  • He said it was so bad, i remembered you and i groaned.
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  • The reason psalm 77 is special
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  • The reason psalm 77 is special and you might want to study it,
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  • Is because a lot of times
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  • Is because a lot of times when they wrote psalms,
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  • When they wrote psalms, they were asking god
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  • They were asking god to deal with external enemies.
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  • To deal with external enemies. we've got this giant facing us,
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  • We've got this giant facing us, this army coming against us,
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  • This army coming against us, this sickness that
  • 00:14:12.071 --> 00:14:12.905
  • This sickness that we're dealing with,
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  • We're dealing with, and it was an external enemy.
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  • Or in the case of psalm 51,
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  • Or in the case of psalm 51, david is praying about
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  • David is praying about his own sin.
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  • His own sin. he's saying, "create in me
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  • He's saying, "create in me a clean heart, oh, god.
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  • A clean heart, oh, god. i did something horrible
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  • I did something horrible and i need you to make me new,
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  • And i need you to make me new, and i need you to raise me up,
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  • And i need you to raise me up, and i need you to give me
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  • And i need you to give me a second chance."
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  • A second chance." but this is not a psalm
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  • But this is not a psalm about enemies, and this is not
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  • About enemies, and this is not even a psalm about sin.
  • 00:14:32.825 --> 00:14:34.460
  • Even a psalm about sin. in this psalm, the primary
  • 00:14:34.526 --> 00:14:36.095
  • In this psalm, the primary problem for the psalmist
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  • Problem for the psalmist is not an external enemy
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  • Is not an external enemy or even his own sin.
  • 00:14:38.931 --> 00:14:40.900
  • Or even his own sin. his problem is god.
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  • His problem is god. his problem is god.
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  • His problem is god. and more specifically,
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  • And more specifically, his problem is,
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  • His problem is, god, where did you go?
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  • God, where did you go? his problem is,
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  • His problem is, god, when are you going to help
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  • God, when are you going to help me feel something again?
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  • Me feel something again? god, when are you going
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  • God, when are you going to answer this?
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  • To answer this? i'm holding out my arms
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  • I'm holding out my arms to you and you seem to be
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  • To you and you seem to be standing at a distance.
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  • Standing at a distance. i'm not even sure
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  • I'm not even sure you're in the room.
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  • You're in the room. i'm not even sure you hear this.
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  • I'm not even sure you hear this. and so as he's recounting this,
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  • And so as he's recounting this, i want you to understand
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  • I want you to understand the heaviness of it so that
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  • The heaviness of it so that when i encourage you in just
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  • When i encourage you in just a few moments like i plan
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  • A few moments like i plan to do with god's help,
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  • To do with god's help, you will understand the place
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  • You will understand the place this psalm starts at.
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  • This psalm starts at. he has a problem with god,
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  • He has a problem with god, and when you have
  • 00:15:26.111 --> 00:15:26.679
  • And when you have a problem with bills,
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  • A problem with bills, somebody can pay them for you.
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  • Somebody can pay them for you. when you have a problem
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  • When you have a problem in your body,
  • 00:15:31.116 --> 00:15:31.917
  • In your body, you can go
  • 00:15:31.984 --> 00:15:32.484
  • You can go to a doctor about that.
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  • To a doctor about that. when you have a problem,
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  • When you have a problem, even in your mind,
  • 00:15:35.220 --> 00:15:36.355
  • Even in your mind, you can have
  • 00:15:36.422 --> 00:15:36.989
  • You can have a therapist for that.
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  • A therapist for that. but what do you do
  • 00:15:38.257 --> 00:15:39.024
  • But what do you do when your problem is with
  • 00:15:39.091 --> 00:15:40.192
  • When your problem is with the one who has no boss?
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  • The one who has no boss? what do you do when your problem
  • 00:15:44.296 --> 00:15:45.831
  • What do you do when your problem is with the one who has
  • 00:15:45.898 --> 00:15:47.032
  • Is with the one who has no supervisor that
  • 00:15:47.099 --> 00:15:48.200
  • No supervisor that you may ask to speak to?
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  • You may ask to speak to? what do you do when you're in
  • 00:15:50.769 --> 00:15:52.037
  • What do you do when you're in a situation where what god did
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  • A situation where what god did is so much different than what
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  • Is so much different than what you thought he should do?
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  • That is psalm 77.
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  • "i remembered you, god,
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  • And i groaned,"
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  • Not shouted, groan.
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  • Not clap, groaned.
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  • Not danced, groaned.
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  • "i remembered you, god,
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  • And i groaned.
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  • I meditated,
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  • And my spirit grew faint."
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  • People will tell you all
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  • People will tell you all the time how much they've grown,
  • 00:16:16.862 --> 00:16:18.230
  • The time how much they've grown, but they won't tell you how much
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  • But they won't tell you how much they groaned so they could
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  • They groaned so they could grow into the place
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  • Grow into the place where they are today.
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  • Where they are today. this is the process of becoming
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  • This is the process of becoming a person that god can use,
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  • A person that god can use, and it is not easy.
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  • He said, "my spirit grew faint.
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  • He said, "my spirit grew faint. you kept my eyes from closing.
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  • You kept my eyes from closing. i was too troubled to speak."
  • 00:16:34.780 --> 00:16:37.783
  • I was too troubled to speak." and then, verse 5 gives us
  • 00:16:37.850 --> 00:16:40.019
  • And then, verse 5 gives us the entire problem,
  • 00:16:40.085 --> 00:16:41.520
  • The entire problem, not only with the psalmist
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  • Not only with the psalmist but with ourselves.
  • 00:16:42.488 --> 00:16:44.289
  • But with ourselves. i thought, everybody say,
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  • I thought, everybody say, "i thought."
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  • "i thought." >> congregation: i thought.
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  • >> congregation: i thought. >> i thought
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  • >> i thought about the former days.
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  • About the former days. justin, do i even have
  • 00:16:55.868 --> 00:16:56.869
  • Justin, do i even have to say it?
  • 00:16:56.935 --> 00:16:57.569
  • To say it? circle, "i thought."
  • 00:16:57.636 --> 00:16:59.605
  • Circle, "i thought." circle it for everybody in here
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  • Circle it for everybody in here who's having doubtful thoughts.
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  • Who's having doubtful thoughts. circle it for everybody in here
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  • Circle it for everybody in here who's having fearful thoughts.
  • 00:17:04.009 --> 00:17:05.477
  • Who's having fearful thoughts. circle it for everybody in here
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  • Circle it for everybody in here who's having jelly, petous --
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  • Who's having jelly, petous -- petty.
  • 00:17:09.281 --> 00:17:09.848
  • Petty. jealous, petty what?
  • 00:17:09.915 --> 00:17:11.917
  • Jealous, petty what? jelly thoughts.
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  • Jelly thoughts. jelly thoughts,
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  • Jelly thoughts, we're calling 'em right now.
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  • We're calling 'em right now. circle it for everybody in here
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  • Circle it for everybody in here who is dealing not with an
  • 00:17:17.222 --> 00:17:19.124
  • Who is dealing not with an external threat and maybe not
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  • External threat and maybe not even a personal sin, but with a,
  • 00:17:21.326 --> 00:17:25.330
  • Even a personal sin, but with a, "i thought."
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  • "i thought." now, when i read this at first,
  • 00:17:28.233 --> 00:17:29.768
  • Now, when i read this at first, you're gonna be like,
  • 00:17:29.835 --> 00:17:30.969
  • You're gonna be like, "he did the right thing.
  • 00:17:31.036 --> 00:17:31.770
  • "he did the right thing. this is what
  • 00:17:31.837 --> 00:17:32.337
  • This is what you're supposed to do.
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  • You're supposed to do. this is what we teach
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  • This is what we teach in church that you're supposed
  • 00:17:34.073 --> 00:17:34.873
  • In church that you're supposed to go back and remember.
  • 00:17:34.940 --> 00:17:36.675
  • To go back and remember. if you're in a season right now
  • 00:17:36.742 --> 00:17:37.876
  • If you're in a season right now where you don't know
  • 00:17:37.943 --> 00:17:38.977
  • Where you don't know what god is gonna do,
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  • What god is gonna do, just remember what he did."
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  • Just remember what he did." and that's what it
  • 00:17:41.346 --> 00:17:42.014
  • And that's what it sounds like on the surface,
  • 00:17:42.081 --> 00:17:43.382
  • Sounds like on the surface, but i want to dig a little bit
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  • Because i've been waiting
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  • Because i've been waiting two months to preach
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  • This message and i'mma
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  • Preach it today.
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  • I thought about the former days
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  • When my jeans
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  • Fit a little looser.
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  • I thought about the former days
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  • When my hamstrings weren't so --
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  • I thought about the former days
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  • When i didn't need these
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  • Readers to look at my bible
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  • And this size 67 font
  • 00:18:02.734 --> 00:18:04.670
  • In order to preach it to you.
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  • I thought about the former days,
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  • I thought about the former days, the years of long ago.
  • 00:18:08.207 --> 00:18:10.476
  • The years of long ago. "i remembered
  • 00:18:10.542 --> 00:18:11.043
  • "i remembered my songs in the night.
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  • My songs in the night. my heart meditated
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  • My heart meditated and my spirit asked,"
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  • And my spirit asked," what's wrong with
  • 00:18:14.780 --> 00:18:15.347
  • What's wrong with any of this?
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  • Any of this? it's an i thought.
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  • It's an i thought. "i remembered," verse 6 please,
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  • "i remembered," verse 6 please, "my songs in the night.
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  • "my songs in the night. my heart meditated
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  • My heart meditated and my spirit asked."
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  • And my spirit asked." now, watch what happens
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  • When it starts with me.
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  • When it starts with me. verse 7, this is
  • 00:18:35.901 --> 00:18:37.503
  • Verse 7, this is what you get back.
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  • What you get back. when you send out an i thought,
  • 00:18:39.805 --> 00:18:41.373
  • When you send out an i thought, this is what you get back.
  • 00:18:41.440 --> 00:18:42.374
  • This is what you get back. and you know what?
  • 00:18:42.441 --> 00:18:43.108
  • And you know what? you can't block an i thought,
  • 00:18:43.175 --> 00:18:45.844
  • You can't block an i thought, not with your fingers.
  • 00:18:45.911 --> 00:18:48.113
  • Not with your fingers. you have to deal with it.
  • 00:18:48.180 --> 00:18:51.049
  • You have to deal with it. and the psalmist is putting it
  • 00:18:51.116 --> 00:18:52.117
  • And the psalmist is putting it all out there for us today,
  • 00:18:52.184 --> 00:18:53.385
  • All out there for us today, which gives us permission
  • 00:18:53.452 --> 00:18:54.419
  • Which gives us permission to know that we can feel
  • 00:18:54.486 --> 00:18:55.454
  • To know that we can feel emotionally confused and still
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  • Emotionally confused and still get spiritually strong.
  • 00:18:57.389 --> 00:19:01.960
  • Get spiritually strong. watch what he says.
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  • Watch what he says. it gets worse
  • 00:19:03.428 --> 00:19:04.029
  • Before it gets better.
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  • Before it gets better. "will the lord reject forever?
  • 00:19:05.330 --> 00:19:08.066
  • "will the lord reject forever? will he never show
  • 00:19:08.133 --> 00:19:08.867
  • Will he never show his favor again?
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  • His favor again? has his unfailing love
  • 00:19:11.203 --> 00:19:12.471
  • Has his unfailing love vanished forever?
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  • Vanished forever? has his promise
  • 00:19:14.773 --> 00:19:15.574
  • Has his promise failed for all time?
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  • Failed for all time? has god forgotten
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  • Has god forgotten to be merciful?
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  • To be merciful? has he, in anger,
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  • Has he, in anger, withheld his compassion?"
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  • I thought, and that's
  • 00:19:24.683 --> 00:19:26.485
  • I thought, and that's what came back.
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  • What came back. and what i heard
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  • And what i heard the psalmist saying today,
  • 00:19:29.288 --> 00:19:30.722
  • The psalmist saying today, and i wonder
  • 00:19:30.789 --> 00:19:32.124
  • And i wonder if it's true of you,
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  • If it's true of you, he says, i thought,
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  • He says, i thought, i suffered and i thought...
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  • I suffered and i thought... i thought it was through."
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  • I thought it was through." i thought back over
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  • I thought back over the best days of my life
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  • The best days of my life and i thought they're behind me.
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  • And i thought they're behind me. i thought about the things that
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  • I thought about the things that i would love to see god do for
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  • I would love to see god do for me that he's done for others,
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  • Me that he's done for others, and i thought,
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  • And i thought, "well, i guess he just doesn't
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  • "well, i guess he just doesn't want to do it for me.
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  • Want to do it for me. i thought."
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  • I thought." i thought.
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  • I thought. i thought it was through.
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  • I thought it was through. i thought that
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  • I thought that my experience of god had
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  • My experience of god had completely dried up.
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  • Completely dried up. i thought he didn't
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  • I thought he didn't love me anymore.
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  • Love me anymore. the psalmist said that,
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  • The psalmist said that, i didn't.
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  • I didn't. so, if you've ever felt that,
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  • So, if you've ever felt that, you're in the bible.
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  • You're in the bible. i thought that god had
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  • I thought that god had taken his hand off my life.
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  • Taken his hand off my life. i thought he had just given up
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  • I thought he had just given up on me because others did.
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  • On me because others did. i thought it was through.
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  • I thought it was through. and you see in this passage
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  • And you see in this passage what they call the three ps
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  • What they call the three ps of negative thinking.
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  • Of negative thinking. i'm gonna be talking to you
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  • I'm gonna be talking to you over the next six weeks
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  • Over the next six weeks about i thought,
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  • About i thought, and i'm going to be talking
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  • And i'm going to be talking to you about three ways
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  • To you about three ways of negative thinking that
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  • Of negative thinking that you may recognize in your life.
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  • You may recognize in your life. they're all here in the psalm,
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  • They're all here in the psalm, and we'll come back
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  • And we'll come back to them a few times,
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  • But i just wanna
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  • But i just wanna point them out to you.
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  • Point them out to you. he says, "will the lord
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  • He says, "will the lord reject forever?
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  • Reject forever? will he never show
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  • Will he never show his favor again?
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  • His favor again? has his unfailing love
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  • Has his unfailing love vanished forever?
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  • Vanished forever? i thought it was through.
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  • I thought it was through. i thought it was gone.
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  • I didn't see his footprints
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  • I didn't see his footprints in the sand."
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  • In the sand." y'all ever seen that
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  • Y'all ever seen that little poster on the thing?
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  • Little poster on the thing? did you ever see butt prints
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  • Did you ever see butt prints in the sand?
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  • In the sand? that's another one.
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  • That's another one. you can look that up
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  • You can look that up another time.
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  • Another time. he says, "i felt rejected.
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  • He says, "i felt rejected. i thought it was never
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  • I thought it was never gonna come again."
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  • Gonna come again." now, that's strong,
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  • Now, that's strong, saying never.
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  • Saying never. that's strong when you
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  • That's strong when you think that he will never
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  • Think that he will never show you favor again.
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  • Show you favor again. and he said, "i thought
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  • And he said, "i thought his love had vanished."
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  • His love had vanished." and they call these
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  • And they call these the three ps of negative
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  • The three ps of negative thinking because they're traps.
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  • Thinking because they're traps. and it's when you take something
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  • And it's when you take something that happens to you and you
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  • That happens to you and you make it personal, rejection.
  • 00:21:47.426 --> 00:21:53.265
  • Make it personal, rejection. it's when you make
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  • It's when you make it permanent, never.
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  • It permanent, never. and it's when
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  • And it's when it becomes pervasive,
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  • It becomes pervasive, vanished, everywhere.
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  • Vanished, everywhere. it took everything away.
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  • It took everything away. it's completely ripping
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  • It's completely ripping through your whole life.
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  • Through your whole life. there's one thing to have
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  • There's one thing to have a problem and you've
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  • A problem and you've got it in a corner.
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  • Got it in a corner. and this is the one thing that
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  • And this is the one thing that i'm dealing with in my life.
  • 00:22:15.721 --> 00:22:17.222
  • I'm dealing with in my life. but you know, the enemy
  • 00:22:17.289 --> 00:22:18.590
  • But you know, the enemy has you in an i thought
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  • Has you in an i thought when it becomes personal,
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  • When it becomes personal, "the lord rejected me.
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  • "the lord rejected me. there's something wrong
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  • There's something wrong with me."
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  • With me." it's fine to be disappointed
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  • It's fine to be disappointed because somebody didn't
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  • Because somebody didn't want to be your friend.
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  • Want to be your friend. it is another thing to assume
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  • It is another thing to assume that they are worthy to be
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  • That they are worthy to be the olympic figure skating
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  • The olympic figure skating judge of your life.
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  • Judge of your life. and then, you stop putting
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  • And then, you stop putting yourself out there because you
  • 00:22:38.276 --> 00:22:39.778
  • Yourself out there because you think that somehow they have
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  • Think that somehow they have the stamp of approval
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  • The stamp of approval to give the human race,
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  • To give the human race, and that they know just
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  • And that they know just from their virtue of their
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  • From their virtue of their own goodness whether
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  • Own goodness whether or not you're worthy.
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  • Or not you're worthy. and now, you've got
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  • And now, you've got yourself isolated because
  • 00:22:50.021 --> 00:22:51.390
  • Yourself isolated because you took it personal.
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  • You took it personal. and there may have been
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  • And there may have been something that they were going
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  • Something that they were going through that was so dark that
  • 00:22:54.559 --> 00:22:55.727
  • Through that was so dark that if you would have known that,
  • 00:22:55.794 --> 00:22:56.461
  • If you would have known that, you would have given them
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  • You would have given them a hug and said,
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  • A hug and said, "i'll send you
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  • "i'll send you a christmas card."
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  • A christmas card." but now you've got it
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  • But now you've got it personal, permanent.
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  • Personal, permanent. it's never coming back.
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  • It's never coming back. it's always going
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  • It's always going to be this way.
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  • To be this way. it will never change.
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  • It will never change. i'm never going to be able
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  • I'm never going to be able to go a week without doing this.
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  • To go a week without doing this. i am never going to find anybody
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  • I am never going to find anybody who gets me.
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  • Who gets me. it's permanent.
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  • It's permanent. it's gonna stay
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  • It's gonna stay this way forever,
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  • This way forever, and it's pervasive.
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  • And it's pervasive. it's when you can't celebrate
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  • It's when you can't celebrate the kid that's doing good
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  • The kid that's doing good because of the one that
  • 00:23:20.285 --> 00:23:20.919
  • Because of the one that you're worried about.
  • 00:23:20.986 --> 00:23:21.720
  • You're worried about. it's when you can't celebrate
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  • It's when you can't celebrate the health in your body because
  • 00:23:23.388 --> 00:23:25.056
  • The health in your body because of the hell in your mind.
  • 00:23:25.123 --> 00:23:26.792
  • Of the hell in your mind. it's because you're in an
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  • It's because you're in an i thought.
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  • >> thank you so much
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  • Of what god is doing. we are so grateful for you.
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  • >> scripture tells us
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  • >> scripture tells us that when we give,
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  • That when we give, we're reflecting
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  • We're reflecting the heart of god,
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  • The heart of god, meeting needs and spreading
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  • Meeting needs and spreading his love in real, tangible ways.
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  • These kits may look simple,
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  • A blanket, a hat,
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  • A pair of gloves,
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  • But they carry hope.
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  • They remind someone
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  • That god sees them,
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  • That they matter,
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  • And that love still shows up.
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  • Thank you for being the kind
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  • Thank you for being the kind of church that gives generously,
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  • Of church that gives generously, because when we give together,
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  • Because when we give together, we're sharing more than warmth.
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  • We're sharing more than warmth. we're sharing the love of jesus.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> ♪ who am i ♪
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  • ♪ that you keep me ♪
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  • ♪ on your mind ♪
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  • ♪ god i'm just ♪
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  • ♪ grateful for you ♪
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  • ♪ i'm just grateful ♪
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  • ♪ for you ♪
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • ♪ ♪
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