Steven Furtick - Not As Long As My Song (Part 1)

January 14, 2026 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - Not As Long As My Song (Part 1) | January 14, 2026
  • >> announcer: up next,
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  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor stephen furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking to strengthen
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  • Your faith and shift
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  • Your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> the psalmist in psalm
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  • >> the psalmist in psalm 13 has a prayer to lift to god,
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  • 13 has a prayer to lift to god, and it starts like this:
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  • "how long, lord?
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  • "how long, lord? will you forget me forever?
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  • Will you forget me forever? how long will you
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  • How long will you hide your face from me?
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  • Hide your face from me? how long must i wrestle
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  • How long must i wrestle with my thoughts,
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  • With my thoughts, and day after day have
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  • And day after day have sorrow in my heart?
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  • Sorrow in my heart? how long will my
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  • How long will my enemy triumph over me?
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  • Enemy triumph over me? look on me and answer,
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  • Look on me and answer, lord my god,
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  • Lord my god, give light to my eyes,
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  • Give light to my eyes, or i will sleep in death,
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  • Or i will sleep in death, and my enemy will say
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  • I have overcome him,
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  • And my foes will
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  • Rejoice when i fall.
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  • But i trust in your
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  • Unfailing love."
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  • You see how that just lifted?
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  • You see how that just lifted? this psalm is a lament.
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  • This psalm is a lament. it's a cry for help.
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  • It's a cry for help. it's filled with anguish
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  • It's filled with anguish that's in the tone of sorrow,
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  • That's in the tone of sorrow, but there is a lift
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  • But there is a lift within the lament.
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  • Within the lament. there is a lift within
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  • There is a lift within your lament today.
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  • Your lament today. when you cry to god,
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  • When you cry to god, he won't just leave you crying.
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  • He won't just leave you crying. "for weeping may endure
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  • "for weeping may endure for a night,
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  • For a night, but joy comes with the morning."
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  • But joy comes with the morning." somebody say, "good morning."
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  • Somebody say, "good morning." >> congregation: good morning.
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  • >> "but i trust in
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  • >> "but i trust in your unfailing love.
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  • Your unfailing love. my heart rejoices
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  • My heart rejoices in your salvation.
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  • In your salvation. i will sing the lord's praise,
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  • I will sing the lord's praise, for he has been good to me."
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  • For he has been good to me." go ahead and clap your
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  • Go ahead and clap your hands for the word of god.
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  • [applause]
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  • I wanna give you my title
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  • I wanna give you my title in a special way today,
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  • In a special way today, and i need you to turn
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  • And i need you to turn to your neighbor one more time.
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  • To your neighbor one more time. you don't have to talk
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  • You don't have to talk to them again after this
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  • To them again after this if you don't want to.
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  • [laughter]
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  • But start by asking
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  • But start by asking them a question,
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  • Them a question, it's gonna set up my
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  • It's gonna set up my subject for today.
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  • Subject for today. tell your neighbor
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  • Tell your neighbor first thing --
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  • First thing -- first things first,
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  • First things first, just tell them,
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  • Just tell them, "i know you've been going
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  • "i know you've been going through some trouble."
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  • Through some trouble." >> congregation: i know
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  • >> congregation: i know you've been going
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  • You've been going through some trouble.
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  • Through some trouble. >> look at them and say,
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  • >> look at them and say, "i can tell."
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  • "i can tell." >> congregation: i can tell
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  • >> congregation: i can tell >> now, now look back
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  • >> now, now look back at them and ask,
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  • At them and ask, "how long do you think
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  • "how long do you think it's gonna last?"
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  • It's gonna last?" >> congregation: how long
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  • >> congregation: how long do you think it's gonna last?
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  • Do you think it's gonna last? >> all right, you ready?
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  • >> all right, you ready? now look back at them
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  • Now look back at them and answer that question
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  • And answer that question they just asked you.
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  • They just asked you. look them right in their eyes
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  • Look them right in their eyes and tell them,
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  • And tell them, "not as long as my song."
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  • "not as long as my song." >> congregation: not as long
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  • >> congregation: not as long as my song.
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  • [applause]
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  • >> that's what i wanna preach
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  • >> that's what i wanna preach to you about today,
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  • To you about today, "not as long as my song."
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  • "not as long as my song." father, make it plain
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  • Father, make it plain and powerful and personal.
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  • And powerful and personal. in jesus' name
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  • In jesus' name i give you praise, amen.
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  • I give you praise, amen. you may be seated.
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  • You may be seated. give three hugs
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  • Give three hugs before you sit down,
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  • Before you sit down, and then be seated.
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  • God is good.
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  • God is good. >> congregation: all the time.
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  • >> congregation: all the time. >> all the time,
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  • >> all the time, god is good.
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  • God is good. four times in the psalm
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  • Four times in the psalm the psalmist asked the question
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  • The psalmist asked the question that every parent has heard
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  • That every parent has heard on a road trip, how long?
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  • We had a pretty rainy week
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  • We had a pretty rainy week of weather in charlotte,
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  • Of weather in charlotte, north carolina.
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  • North carolina. holly looked at me friday
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  • Holly looked at me friday and said,
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  • And said, "am i ever gonna
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  • "am i ever gonna see the sun again?"
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  • See the sun again?" how long, lord?
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  • How long, lord? doesn't take long, does it?
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  • It doesn't take long
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  • It doesn't take long for us to get gloomy.
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  • For us to get gloomy. doesn't take long for us
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  • Doesn't take long for us to buy into a narrative
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  • To buy into a narrative that's very negative,
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  • That's very negative, at least for me.
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  • At least for me. doesn't take long.
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  • Doesn't take long. and i have discovered
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  • And i have discovered that even the strongest faith
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  • That even the strongest faith only can hold on so long
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  • Only can hold on so long through certain situations.
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  • Through certain situations. and i have discovered
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  • And i have discovered that the human will has
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  • That the human will has its limits even when you're
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  • Its limits even when you're in the will of god.
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  • In the will of god. now, i know i'm starting early,
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  • Now, i know i'm starting early, but that would have
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  • But that would have been worth writing
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  • Been worth writing down had you had
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  • Down had you had your notebook ready,
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  • Your notebook ready, had i given you a moment
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  • Had i given you a moment to get situated.
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  • To get situated. every human will has
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  • Every human will has its limits even when you're
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  • Its limits even when you're in the will of god.
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  • In the will of god. even when you're doing
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  • Even when you're doing what god called you to do,
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  • What god called you to do, there is a place that
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  • There is a place that you hit a wall.
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  • You hit a wall. so today i wanna talk
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  • So today i wanna talk from the subject,
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  • From the subject, how long, lord?
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  • How long, lord? but i wanna talk about three
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  • But i wanna talk about three l's that i think will help you.
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  • L's that i think will help you. i'm gonna give them to you
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  • I'm gonna give them to you up front and we'll review
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  • Up front and we'll review them at the end.
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  • Them at the end. and you've heard of lions
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  • And you've heard of lions and tigers and bears, right?
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  • And tigers and bears, right? this is modeled after that,
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  • This is modeled after that, but it's not exactly that.
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  • But it's not exactly that. i wanna talk about limits,
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  • I wanna talk about limits, and levels, and loops.
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  • And levels, and loops. limits, and levels, and loops.
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  • Limits, and levels, and loops. put those in the chat please,
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  • Put those in the chat please, if you're watching online
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  • If you're watching online or the comments.
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  • Or the comments. limits and levels
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  • Limits and levels and loops.
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  • And loops. oh my.
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  • Oh my. amen.
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  • Amen. limits and levels and loops.
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  • Limits and levels and loops. amen.
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  • Amen. you say, "oh my,"
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  • You say, "oh my," i say, "amen."
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  • I say, "amen." my mind went to
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  • My mind went to a personal experience
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  • A personal experience that we had this summer,
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  • That we had this summer, which i mentioned briefly,
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  • Which i mentioned briefly, but my oldest son, elijah,
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  • But my oldest son, elijah, spent the very first weeks
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  • Spent the very first weeks after he graduated college
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  • After he graduated college in the hospital.
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  • In the hospital. and the first part
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  • And the first part of it was planned because
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  • Of it was planned because he had an issue with his spine
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  • He had an issue with his spine that we'd been monitoring
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  • That we'd been monitoring with the neurosurgeon
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  • With the neurosurgeon for five years.
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  • For five years. and upon
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  • And upon the neurosurgeon's advice,
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  • The neurosurgeon's advice, we decided that he needed
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  • We decided that he needed to have the surgery.
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  • To have the surgery. and the surgery
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  • And the surgery was not going be easy.
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  • Was not going be easy. no surgery is minor.
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  • No surgery is minor. no surgery is minor,
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  • No surgery is minor, and this surgery wasn't
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  • And this surgery wasn't even billed as minor.
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  • Even billed as minor. and so we were expecting
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  • And so we were expecting a pretty rough recovery.
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  • A pretty rough recovery. now, i'm not saying elijah
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  • Now, i'm not saying elijah is not tough,
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  • Is not tough, but after his surgery,
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  • But after his surgery, it was amazing to me how good
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  • It was amazing to me how good he kept his attitude because
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  • He kept his attitude because part of the surgery
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  • Part of the surgery where they operated on him,
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  • Where they operated on him, it was at the --
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  • It was at the -- and i'm about to say stuff,
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  • And i'm about to say stuff, i don't really know what
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  • I don't really know what it means but i heard
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  • It means but i heard a doctor say,
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  • A doctor say, and i'm regurgitating
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  • And i'm regurgitating it to you.
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  • It to you. it somehow affected his nausea.
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  • It somehow affected his nausea. and so for the first four days
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  • And so for the first four days after his surgery he was
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  • After his surgery he was just throwing up,
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  • Just throwing up, he couldn't eat anything.
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  • He couldn't eat anything. but he didn't complain much,
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  • But he didn't complain much, and it was amazing that
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  • And it was amazing that he didn't complain much
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  • He didn't complain much because i've lived with this
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  • Because i've lived with this kid 20 years and i'm like,
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  • Kid 20 years and i'm like, "who are you?"
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  • "who are you?" from whence cometh
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  • From whence cometh this strength and power
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  • And self-control and positive
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  • And self-control and positive mental attitude?
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  • Mental attitude? you've been watching
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  • You've been watching david goggins
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  • David goggins and reading the bible
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  • And reading the bible or something like that?
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  • Or something like that? you're not complaining,
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  • You're not complaining, you're just thugging it out."
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  • You're just thugging it out." and he did that
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  • And he did that for several days.
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  • For several days. and i tried to keep him company
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  • In those days and just any way
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  • In those days and just any way i could think of to spend time
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  • I could think of to spend time with him since
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  • With him since he couldn't really eat.
  • 00:07:07.914 --> 00:07:09.348
  • He couldn't really eat. we watched entire seasons
  • 00:07:09.415 --> 00:07:11.451
  • We watched entire seasons of "better call saul" --
  • 00:07:11.517 --> 00:07:12.285
  • Of "better call saul" -- i mean "the chosen."
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  • [laughter]
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  • And you know,
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  • And you know, right about the time when
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  • Right about the time when it looked like his body was
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  • It looked like his body was bouncing back,
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  • Bouncing back, his fever went up.
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  • His fever went up. and holly is our family
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  • And holly is our family doctor and so she knew,
  • 00:07:26.666 --> 00:07:28.468
  • Doctor and so she knew, i think, that it's
  • 00:07:28.534 --> 00:07:29.769
  • I think, that it's become infected.
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  • Become infected. and she took him to the er
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  • And she took him to the er and it had become infected
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  • And it had become infected at the site of the surgery.
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  • At the site of the surgery. and so while we thought
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  • And so while we thought we might be able to get him
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  • We might be able to get him on antibiotics,
  • 00:07:39.979 --> 00:07:41.814
  • On antibiotics, when he developed,
  • 00:07:41.881 --> 00:07:42.949
  • When he developed, how do you say it, holly?
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  • How do you say it, holly? bron -- bacterial meningitis.
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  • Bron -- bacterial meningitis. they came to get him and said,
  • 00:07:48.955 --> 00:07:50.256
  • They came to get him and said, "we're gonna have
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  • "we're gonna have to do the whole
  • 00:07:50.957 --> 00:07:51.557
  • To do the whole surgery over again."
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  • Surgery over again." that was the moment where
  • 00:07:55.795 --> 00:07:58.097
  • That was the moment where his positive mental attitude
  • 00:07:58.164 --> 00:08:00.533
  • His positive mental attitude left the building.
  • 00:08:00.600 --> 00:08:03.002
  • Left the building. and i got it because i thought,
  • 00:08:03.069 --> 00:08:07.840
  • And i got it because i thought, remember the series,
  • 00:08:07.907 --> 00:08:09.308
  • Remember the series, that i was getting better,
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  • That i was getting better, and i thought that
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  • And i thought that this was almost over.
  • 00:08:12.778 --> 00:08:14.614
  • This was almost over. and i set a clock for myself
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  • And i set a clock for myself that i am not gonna complain
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  • That i am not gonna complain on this clock,
  • 00:08:19.118 --> 00:08:20.219
  • On this clock, but that clock has run out.
  • 00:08:20.286 --> 00:08:24.223
  • But that clock has run out. and even the strongest
  • 00:08:24.290 --> 00:08:26.325
  • And even the strongest human will has a limit.
  • 00:08:26.392 --> 00:08:29.862
  • Human will has a limit. even the strongest resolve
  • 00:08:29.929 --> 00:08:32.565
  • Even the strongest resolve has a limit when your win
  • 00:08:32.632 --> 00:08:36.736
  • Has a limit when your win has no end in sight.
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  • Has no end in sight. because after the surgery,
  • 00:08:39.505 --> 00:08:40.606
  • Because after the surgery, not only was it worse
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  • Not only was it worse the second time,
  • 00:08:41.707 --> 00:08:42.341
  • The second time, but he stayed in the hospital
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  • But he stayed in the hospital that time for the better
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  • That time for the better part of a week,
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  • Part of a week, went home,
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  • Went home, they put a picc line in him
  • 00:08:46.879 --> 00:08:48.180
  • They put a picc line in him to give him his antibiotics
  • 00:08:48.247 --> 00:08:49.815
  • To give him his antibiotics and then what they were putting
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  • And then what they were putting in his body to keep him
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  • In his body to keep him from becoming infected
  • 00:08:51.851 --> 00:08:53.586
  • From becoming infected and to get the infection
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  • And to get the infection out of his body was making
  • 00:08:54.554 --> 00:08:56.055
  • Out of his body was making him nauseous again.
  • 00:08:56.122 --> 00:08:57.123
  • Him nauseous again. so now i can't eat again.
  • 00:08:57.189 --> 00:08:59.225
  • So now i can't eat again. and when i can't eat,
  • 00:08:59.292 --> 00:09:00.426
  • And when i can't eat, i am not very happy
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  • I am not very happy about anything.
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  • About anything. and don't tell me
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  • And don't tell me to praise the lord,
  • 00:09:04.130 --> 00:09:05.031
  • To praise the lord, because i praised the lord
  • 00:09:05.097 --> 00:09:06.499
  • Because i praised the lord for the first week,
  • 00:09:06.566 --> 00:09:07.767
  • For the first week, but i wasn't planning
  • 00:09:07.833 --> 00:09:08.968
  • But i wasn't planning on the second week or to have
  • 00:09:09.035 --> 00:09:10.703
  • On the second week or to have these tubes for 30 days
  • 00:09:10.770 --> 00:09:12.305
  • These tubes for 30 days in my arms.
  • 00:09:12.371 --> 00:09:13.039
  • In my arms. and i know there are people who
  • 00:09:13.105 --> 00:09:14.307
  • And i know there are people who are going through
  • 00:09:14.373 --> 00:09:15.041
  • Are going through a lot worse than that,
  • 00:09:15.107 --> 00:09:16.075
  • A lot worse than that, and your condition is a lot
  • 00:09:16.142 --> 00:09:17.310
  • And your condition is a lot more serious than
  • 00:09:17.376 --> 00:09:18.344
  • More serious than what i'm describing,
  • 00:09:18.411 --> 00:09:19.445
  • What i'm describing, but perhaps we can agree
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  • But perhaps we can agree together that even the strongest
  • 00:09:20.880 --> 00:09:23.482
  • Together that even the strongest human will has a limit.
  • 00:09:23.549 --> 00:09:27.353
  • Human will has a limit. and it seems like the person
  • 00:09:27.420 --> 00:09:28.721
  • And it seems like the person who wrote psalm 13
  • 00:09:28.788 --> 00:09:30.089
  • Who wrote psalm 13 has hit his limit.
  • 00:09:30.156 --> 00:09:33.826
  • Has hit his limit. he doesn't start the beginning
  • 00:09:33.893 --> 00:09:34.961
  • He doesn't start the beginning of the psalm with praise,
  • 00:09:35.027 --> 00:09:37.330
  • Of the psalm with praise, thanks, or glory be,
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  • Thanks, or glory be, or hallowed,
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  • Or hallowed, he says,
  • 00:09:41.534 --> 00:09:42.068
  • He says, "how long?"
  • 00:09:42.134 --> 00:09:43.169
  • "how long?" not hallelujah,
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  • Not hallelujah, but how-long-allujah.
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  • [laughter]
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  • It's a different
  • 00:09:48.374 --> 00:09:48.841
  • It's a different kind of prayer.
  • 00:09:48.908 --> 00:09:49.375
  • Kind of prayer. and i'm choosing these psalms
  • 00:09:49.442 --> 00:09:50.710
  • And i'm choosing these psalms throughout our series to show
  • 00:09:50.776 --> 00:09:51.978
  • Throughout our series to show you that you can come to god
  • 00:09:52.044 --> 00:09:53.879
  • You that you can come to god honestly and sincerely
  • 00:09:53.946 --> 00:09:56.248
  • Honestly and sincerely with your problems,
  • 00:09:56.315 --> 00:09:57.850
  • With your problems, but not focus on your problems
  • 00:09:57.917 --> 00:10:00.152
  • But not focus on your problems and not remain in the same
  • 00:10:00.219 --> 00:10:01.554
  • And not remain in the same place that you came when
  • 00:10:01.621 --> 00:10:02.755
  • Place that you came when you brought your
  • 00:10:02.822 --> 00:10:03.489
  • You brought your problems to god.
  • 00:10:03.556 --> 00:10:04.924
  • Problems to god. by the way,
  • 00:10:04.991 --> 00:10:05.791
  • By the way, elijah is doing so well.
  • 00:10:05.858 --> 00:10:08.494
  • Elijah is doing so well. he's doing so incredibly well.
  • 00:10:08.561 --> 00:10:10.129
  • [applause]
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  • He's actually working
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  • He's actually working for me now,
  • 00:10:12.431 --> 00:10:13.165
  • For me now, clipping my sermons for tiktok.
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  • [applause]
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  • That's right,
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  • That's right, he's on the front row today.
  • 00:10:17.637 --> 00:10:18.671
  • He's on the front row today. they gave him today off,
  • 00:10:18.738 --> 00:10:19.772
  • They gave him today off, but he said if you
  • 00:10:19.839 --> 00:10:20.740
  • But he said if you get preaching too good,
  • 00:10:20.806 --> 00:10:21.574
  • I might have to run to the back
  • 00:10:21.674 --> 00:10:22.575
  • I might have to run to the back and clip you real quick.
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  • [laughter]
  • 00:10:24.377 --> 00:10:25.177
  • Now, the interesting
  • 00:10:25.711 --> 00:10:27.480
  • Now, the interesting thing about the psalmist's
  • 00:10:27.546 --> 00:10:30.783
  • Thing about the psalmist's complaint that ends in praise,
  • 00:10:30.850 --> 00:10:33.986
  • Complaint that ends in praise, but that starts with complaint
  • 00:10:34.053 --> 00:10:35.921
  • But that starts with complaint is he says,
  • 00:10:35.988 --> 00:10:36.789
  • "how long will you
  • 00:10:36.889 --> 00:10:37.556
  • "how long will you forget me, lord?
  • 00:10:37.623 --> 00:10:40.226
  • Forget me, lord? how long are you
  • 00:10:40.292 --> 00:10:41.127
  • How long are you going to hide from me?
  • 00:10:41.193 --> 00:10:42.461
  • Going to hide from me? i can't find you.
  • 00:10:42.528 --> 00:10:44.563
  • I can't find you. man, it's like you keep
  • 00:10:44.630 --> 00:10:45.598
  • Man, it's like you keep telling me, god,
  • 00:10:45.665 --> 00:10:46.499
  • Telling me, god, to do something,
  • 00:10:46.565 --> 00:10:47.099
  • To do something, but then i do what i thought you
  • 00:10:47.166 --> 00:10:48.100
  • But then i do what i thought you told me to do
  • 00:10:48.167 --> 00:10:48.734
  • Told me to do and i'm not sure if that's
  • 00:10:48.801 --> 00:10:49.468
  • And i'm not sure if that's what you told me to do because
  • 00:10:49.535 --> 00:10:50.369
  • What you told me to do because i don't feel you.
  • 00:10:50.436 --> 00:10:52.705
  • I don't feel you. i moved because i thought
  • 00:10:52.772 --> 00:10:53.673
  • I moved because i thought i was moving in obedience
  • 00:10:53.739 --> 00:10:55.241
  • I was moving in obedience to the will of god
  • 00:10:55.307 --> 00:10:56.842
  • To the will of god for my life."
  • 00:10:56.909 --> 00:10:57.576
  • For my life." but even when you're
  • 00:10:57.643 --> 00:10:59.412
  • But even when you're in the will of god,
  • 00:10:59.478 --> 00:11:01.080
  • In the will of god, the strongest human will
  • 00:11:01.147 --> 00:11:02.348
  • The strongest human will can only hold on so long.
  • 00:11:02.415 --> 00:11:05.951
  • Can only hold on so long. and when you get in
  • 00:11:06.018 --> 00:11:06.652
  • And when you get in that place of how long,
  • 00:11:06.719 --> 00:11:08.287
  • That place of how long, how long,
  • 00:11:08.354 --> 00:11:09.522
  • How long, i think i should say
  • 00:11:09.588 --> 00:11:10.389
  • I think i should say it like this,
  • 00:11:10.456 --> 00:11:11.757
  • It like this, you can only be strong
  • 00:11:11.824 --> 00:11:12.758
  • You can only be strong for so long.
  • 00:11:12.825 --> 00:11:15.528
  • For so long. you can only feel
  • 00:11:15.594 --> 00:11:16.228
  • You can only feel forgotten for so long.
  • 00:11:16.295 --> 00:11:17.530
  • Forgotten for so long. you can only feel taken
  • 00:11:17.596 --> 00:11:18.564
  • You can only feel taken for granted for so long.
  • 00:11:18.631 --> 00:11:20.700
  • For granted for so long. you can only do for others
  • 00:11:20.766 --> 00:11:21.767
  • You can only do for others so long and say,
  • 00:11:21.834 --> 00:11:22.568
  • So long and say, "well, i'm doing
  • 00:11:22.635 --> 00:11:23.102
  • "well, i'm doing it for the lord,
  • 00:11:23.169 --> 00:11:23.836
  • It for the lord, i'm doing it for the lord,
  • 00:11:23.903 --> 00:11:24.770
  • I'm doing it for the lord, i'm doing it for the lord,
  • 00:11:24.837 --> 00:11:25.938
  • I'm doing it for the lord, i'm doing it for the lord.
  • 00:11:26.005 --> 00:11:27.606
  • I'm doing it for the lord. a thank you would be nice,
  • 00:11:27.673 --> 00:11:28.741
  • A thank you would be nice, but i'm not doing
  • 00:11:28.808 --> 00:11:29.975
  • But i'm not doing it for thank you,
  • 00:11:30.042 --> 00:11:30.776
  • It for thank you, i'm doing it for the lord."
  • 00:11:30.843 --> 00:11:32.278
  • I'm doing it for the lord." and then you explode on us
  • 00:11:32.344 --> 00:11:34.313
  • And then you explode on us because even the nicest,
  • 00:11:34.380 --> 00:11:36.282
  • Because even the nicest, most polite, most servant
  • 00:11:36.348 --> 00:11:38.684
  • Most polite, most servant hearted person can only serve
  • 00:11:38.751 --> 00:11:40.920
  • Hearted person can only serve strong for so long before
  • 00:11:40.986 --> 00:11:42.888
  • Strong for so long before you start wondering how long
  • 00:11:42.955 --> 00:11:44.957
  • You start wondering how long till they reciprocate
  • 00:11:45.024 --> 00:11:46.525
  • Till they reciprocate for me?
  • 00:11:46.592 --> 00:11:47.426
  • For me? don't say amen,
  • 00:11:47.493 --> 00:11:48.327
  • Don't say amen, they'll know you're agitated
  • 00:11:48.394 --> 00:11:49.361
  • They'll know you're agitated with them and you're about
  • 00:11:49.428 --> 00:11:50.096
  • With them and you're about to explode any minute
  • 00:11:50.162 --> 00:11:51.297
  • To explode any minute and they need to duck.
  • 00:11:51.363 --> 00:11:52.431
  • And they need to duck. "how long will you forget me?
  • 00:11:52.498 --> 00:11:54.266
  • "how long will you forget me? how long will you hide from me?"
  • 00:11:54.333 --> 00:11:56.235
  • How long will you hide from me?" he actually says something
  • 00:11:56.302 --> 00:11:57.670
  • He actually says something that i know we've
  • 00:11:57.737 --> 00:11:58.571
  • That i know we've all felt in here,
  • 00:11:58.637 --> 00:11:59.538
  • All felt in here, "how long will
  • 00:11:59.605 --> 00:12:00.306
  • "how long will my enemy triumph over me?"
  • 00:12:00.372 --> 00:12:01.941
  • My enemy triumph over me?" in other words,
  • 00:12:02.007 --> 00:12:02.608
  • In other words, how long till i get a win?
  • 00:12:02.675 --> 00:12:05.678
  • How long till i get a win? i don't feel like
  • 00:12:05.745 --> 00:12:06.345
  • I don't feel like i'm winning anywhere.
  • 00:12:06.412 --> 00:12:08.781
  • I'm winning anywhere. maybe you felt that way
  • 00:12:08.848 --> 00:12:09.715
  • Maybe you felt that way as a husband this week.
  • 00:12:09.782 --> 00:12:11.117
  • As a husband this week. if i'm winning as a provider
  • 00:12:11.183 --> 00:12:12.785
  • If i'm winning as a provider i'm not winning as a parent.
  • 00:12:12.852 --> 00:12:15.154
  • I'm not winning as a parent. i'm paying for stuff
  • 00:12:15.221 --> 00:12:16.255
  • I'm paying for stuff but i don't have time
  • 00:12:16.322 --> 00:12:17.022
  • But i don't have time to play with my kids because
  • 00:12:17.089 --> 00:12:17.790
  • To play with my kids because if i play with my kids
  • 00:12:17.857 --> 00:12:19.125
  • If i play with my kids i can't pay for the stuff,
  • 00:12:19.191 --> 00:12:20.192
  • I can't pay for the stuff, and they don't wanna
  • 00:12:20.259 --> 00:12:20.926
  • And they don't wanna play with nothing.
  • 00:12:20.993 --> 00:12:22.394
  • Play with nothing. but if i'm gonna pay for it
  • 00:12:22.461 --> 00:12:23.529
  • But if i'm gonna pay for it i gotta work for it,
  • 00:12:23.596 --> 00:12:24.363
  • I gotta work for it, and if i'm working for it
  • 00:12:24.430 --> 00:12:25.331
  • And if i'm working for it i can't be with them.
  • 00:12:25.397 --> 00:12:26.198
  • I can't be with them. i can't win anywhere.
  • 00:12:26.265 --> 00:12:27.767
  • I can't win anywhere. how long 'til i can retire?
  • 00:12:27.833 --> 00:12:32.304
  • How long 'til i can retire? how long, lord?
  • 00:12:32.371 --> 00:12:35.207
  • How long, lord? and i'm making light of it,
  • 00:12:35.274 --> 00:12:36.308
  • And i'm making light of it, although there is nothing
  • 00:12:36.375 --> 00:12:37.810
  • Although there is nothing light about the feeling,
  • 00:12:37.877 --> 00:12:39.478
  • Light about the feeling, just to bring us
  • 00:12:39.545 --> 00:12:40.279
  • Just to bring us into the thought.
  • 00:12:40.346 --> 00:12:41.647
  • Into the thought. how long will you
  • 00:12:41.714 --> 00:12:42.815
  • How long will you forget me, lord?
  • 00:12:42.882 --> 00:12:44.683
  • Forget me, lord? how long will you hide from me?
  • 00:12:44.750 --> 00:12:47.319
  • How long will you hide from me? how long will it be
  • 00:12:47.386 --> 00:12:48.087
  • How long will it be 'til i feel you?
  • 00:12:48.154 --> 00:12:49.021
  • 'til i feel you? how long will it be 'til you
  • 00:12:49.088 --> 00:12:50.222
  • How long will it be 'til you confirm for me that this
  • 00:12:50.289 --> 00:12:51.457
  • Confirm for me that this is the right thing to do?
  • 00:12:51.524 --> 00:12:52.625
  • Is the right thing to do? how long, lord,
  • 00:12:52.691 --> 00:12:54.260
  • How long, lord, 'til i get this thing
  • 00:12:54.326 --> 00:12:55.594
  • 'til i get this thing out of my arm?
  • 00:12:55.661 --> 00:12:56.228
  • Out of my arm? how long till i can eat again?
  • 00:12:56.295 --> 00:12:58.264
  • How long till i can eat again? smile again?
  • 00:12:58.330 --> 00:12:59.932
  • Smile again? breathe deeply again,
  • 00:12:59.999 --> 00:13:01.133
  • Breathe deeply again, and not feel that shallow,
  • 00:13:01.200 --> 00:13:02.468
  • And not feel that shallow, crippling anxiety that
  • 00:13:02.535 --> 00:13:03.803
  • Crippling anxiety that i've been managing
  • 00:13:03.869 --> 00:13:04.870
  • I've been managing for three months?
  • 00:13:04.937 --> 00:13:05.771
  • For three months? and i can't tell anybody,
  • 00:13:05.838 --> 00:13:06.939
  • And i can't tell anybody, but how long you expect me
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  • But how long you expect me to smile at them
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  • To smile at them while i'm stressed
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  • While i'm stressed inside of myself?
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  • Inside of myself? how long is my enemy gonna win?
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  • How long is my enemy gonna win? and i know you're mighty,
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  • And i know you're mighty, and i know you're great,
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  • And i know you're great, and i know you're awesome,
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  • And i know you're awesome, and i know you're wonderful,
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  • And i know you're wonderful, but when are you gonna
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  • But when are you gonna do something about what
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  • Do something about what my enemy is doing to me?
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  • My enemy is doing to me? do you see how
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  • Do you see how they're talking about me?
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  • They're talking about me? do you see how they're
  • 00:13:27.526 --> 00:13:28.260
  • Do you see how they're taking advantage of me?
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  • Taking advantage of me? do you see how they're
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  • Do you see how they're walking all over me?
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  • Walking all over me? how long until you rise
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  • How long until you rise up and defend me, lord?
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  • Up and defend me, lord? how long?
  • 00:13:36.135 --> 00:13:38.103
  • How long? but the one that felt
  • 00:13:38.170 --> 00:13:39.138
  • So personal to me,
  • 00:13:39.238 --> 00:13:40.506
  • So personal to me, and perhaps it will feel
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  • And perhaps it will feel personal to you as well,
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  • Personal to you as well, was the one sandwiched right
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  • Was the one sandwiched right in the middle of all
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  • In the middle of all of that where he
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  • Of that where he said in verse 2 --
  • 00:13:47.279 --> 00:13:48.280
  • Said in verse 2 -- and i don't know if you
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  • And i don't know if you ever had experience where
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  • Ever had experience where you thought that the lord
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  • You thought that the lord wrote a special verse
  • 00:13:50.783 --> 00:13:51.884
  • Wrote a special verse in your bible because
  • 00:13:51.951 --> 00:13:53.085
  • He's been following you around.
  • 00:13:53.185 --> 00:13:55.187
  • He's been following you around. and the lord just took a verse
  • 00:13:55.254 --> 00:13:56.288
  • And the lord just took a verse that wasn't there before
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  • That wasn't there before and put it in there for you.
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  • And put it in there for you. i felt that way when
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  • I felt that way when i read psalm 1 --
  • 00:13:58.724 --> 00:14:00.125
  • I read psalm 1 -- psalm 13: 2.
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  • "how long must i wrestle
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  • "how long must i wrestle with my thoughts?"
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  • With my thoughts?" i totally get that question.
  • 00:14:08.934 --> 00:14:13.572
  • How long will i wrestle
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  • How long will i wrestle with my thoughts?
  • 00:14:14.974 --> 00:14:15.674
  • With my thoughts? you know whoever
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  • You know whoever wrote this psalm,
  • 00:14:16.308 --> 00:14:18.611
  • Wrote this psalm, he must not be very tough
  • 00:14:18.677 --> 00:14:21.313
  • He must not be very tough because if he was tough,
  • 00:14:21.380 --> 00:14:22.281
  • Because if he was tough, he would just buck up, buckaroo.
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  • He would just buck up, buckaroo. he would just get over it.
  • 00:14:26.619 --> 00:14:28.821
  • He would just get over it. when life gave him lemons,
  • 00:14:28.888 --> 00:14:29.989
  • When life gave him lemons, he would just
  • 00:14:30.055 --> 00:14:30.856
  • He would just make some lemonade.
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  • Make some lemonade. he must not be very strong
  • 00:14:33.626 --> 00:14:35.961
  • He must not be very strong in the lord, this man.
  • 00:14:36.028 --> 00:14:43.569
  • In the lord, this man. look in your bible, abbey,
  • 00:14:43.636 --> 00:14:44.670
  • Look in your bible, abbey, verse, not verse one,
  • 00:14:44.737 --> 00:14:46.538
  • Verse, not verse one, but right before verse one,
  • 00:14:46.605 --> 00:14:48.240
  • But right before verse one, and you will see
  • 00:14:48.307 --> 00:14:49.842
  • And you will see above psalm 13,
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  • Above psalm 13, the attribution of who
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  • The attribution of who wrote this psalm.
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  • Wrote this psalm. although it does not mention
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  • Although it does not mention what the situation was
  • 00:14:56.015 --> 00:14:57.116
  • What the situation was that inspired the psalm,
  • 00:14:57.182 --> 00:14:58.751
  • That inspired the psalm, it gives us the name
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  • It gives us the name of the person who wrote
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  • Of the person who wrote the psalm,
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  • The psalm, and he's a man named david.
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  • And he's a man named david. so i take back everything
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  • So i take back everything i just said a minute
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  • I just said a minute ago about he must be a wimp,
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  • Ago about he must be a wimp, he must not be very strong.
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  • He must not be very strong. i would never say
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  • I would never say that about david,
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  • That about david, and i definitely wouldn't
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  • And i definitely wouldn't say it to his face.
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  • [laughter]
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  • Even if i thought that david
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  • Even if i thought that david was an emotional basket case,
  • 00:15:20.706 --> 00:15:21.974
  • Was an emotional basket case, i wouldn't say it to david
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  • I wouldn't say it to david because if david could
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  • Because if david could find a rock.
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  • [laughter]
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  • I might comment it
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  • I might comment it in the youtube section
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  • In the youtube section about david.
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  • [laughter]
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  • But i wouldn't say
  • 00:15:36.255 --> 00:15:36.689
  • But i wouldn't say it to his face.
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  • It to his face. internet courage,
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  • Internet courage, that's what some people have.
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  • That's what some people have. comment courage.
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  • Comment courage. but david had strong courage
  • 00:15:45.197 --> 00:15:46.799
  • But david had strong courage and strong faith,
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  • And strong faith, which is why we are surprised
  • 00:15:47.733 --> 00:15:50.235
  • Which is why we are surprised to hear him talking this way.
  • 00:15:50.302 --> 00:15:52.938
  • To hear him talking this way. most scholars tell us that david
  • 00:15:53.005 --> 00:15:54.473
  • Most scholars tell us that david wrote this at the time
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  • Wrote this at the time of his life that he was
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  • Of his life that he was no longer a kid
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  • No longer a kid but not yet a king.
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  • But not yet a king. those transitional
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  • Those transitional moments in life.
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  • Moments in life. and in his specific instance,
  • 00:16:03.816 --> 00:16:05.718
  • And in his specific instance, the king who was king was trying
  • 00:16:05.784 --> 00:16:07.553
  • The king who was king was trying to kill him because he
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  • To kill him because he was threatened by him.
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  • Was threatened by him. and it is highly likely
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  • And it is highly likely that david wrote psalm 13,
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  • That david wrote psalm 13, david wrote psalm 13
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  • David wrote psalm 13 in this transitional moment
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  • In this transitional moment of needing to trust god.
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  • Of needing to trust god. but i -- i'm stuck on the fact
  • 00:16:20.432 --> 00:16:22.134
  • But i -- i'm stuck on the fact that it was david because
  • 00:16:22.201 --> 00:16:23.335
  • That it was david because when he says,
  • 00:16:23.402 --> 00:16:24.336
  • When he says, "how long must i wrestle
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  • "how long must i wrestle with my thoughts?"
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  • With my thoughts?" it occurs to me that david
  • 00:16:28.574 --> 00:16:29.775
  • It occurs to me that david was really good at wrestling.
  • 00:16:29.842 --> 00:16:32.444
  • Was really good at wrestling. i'll take you to the moment
  • 00:16:32.511 --> 00:16:33.545
  • I'll take you to the moment that david's name became famous.
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  • That david's name became famous. now this is the one that
  • 00:16:35.147 --> 00:16:36.448
  • Now this is the one that put david on the map.
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  • Put david on the map. you've heard it,
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  • You've heard it, you know it,
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  • You know it, you love it.
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  • You love it. it involves an uncircumcised
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  • It involves an uncircumcised philistine named goliath.
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  • Philistine named goliath. he hails from philistia,
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  • He hails from philistia, 9 foot 3 inches tall,
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  • 9 foot 3 inches tall, weighing in at 320 pounds,
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  • Weighing in at 320 pounds, carrying a bronze spear,
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  • Carrying a bronze spear, a javelin and a shield
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  • A javelin and a shield that's bigger than david.
  • 00:16:56.268 --> 00:16:57.870
  • That's bigger than david. here comes goliath,
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  • Here comes goliath, and for 40 days he taunts
  • 00:16:59.405 --> 00:17:02.274
  • And for 40 days he taunts the nation of israel,
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  • The nation of israel, 1 samuel 17.
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  • 1 samuel 17. david shows up one day
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  • David shows up one day with cheese and bread disguised
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  • As a door dasher,
  • 00:17:10.215 --> 00:17:12.718
  • As a door dasher, but coming in as a deliverer.
  • 00:17:12.785 --> 00:17:15.354
  • But coming in as a deliverer. you hear what i just said?
  • 00:17:15.421 --> 00:17:17.689
  • You hear what i just said? did you hear what i just said?
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  • [applause]
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  • He's disguised like doordash,
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  • But he's carrying deliverance,
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  • But he's carrying deliverance, and he hears the giant
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  • And he hears the giant taunting the people
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  • Of god and says,
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  • Of god and says, "how long has he been talking
  • 00:17:29.668 --> 00:17:32.037
  • "how long has he been talking to y'all like this?
  • 00:17:32.104 --> 00:17:34.206
  • To y'all like this? how long are you gonna
  • 00:17:34.273 --> 00:17:35.441
  • How long are you gonna let him keep talking
  • 00:17:35.507 --> 00:17:36.241
  • Let him keep talking trash when you have the truth?"
  • 00:17:36.308 --> 00:17:39.578
  • Trash when you have the truth?" "well, see david,
  • 00:17:39.645 --> 00:17:40.579
  • "well, see david, he's a big giant
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  • He's a big giant and you're a little boy."
  • 00:17:41.914 --> 00:17:43.015
  • And you're a little boy." and the king that was threatened
  • 00:17:43.082 --> 00:17:44.616
  • And the king that was threatened by david that didn't even really
  • 00:17:44.683 --> 00:17:45.818
  • By david that didn't even really know his name yet says to david,
  • 00:17:45.884 --> 00:17:48.420
  • Know his name yet says to david, "you can't fight against him.
  • 00:17:48.487 --> 00:17:50.355
  • "you can't fight against him. he's too big for you."
  • 00:17:50.422 --> 00:17:51.657
  • He's too big for you." now, i just wanna remind
  • 00:17:51.723 --> 00:17:52.558
  • Now, i just wanna remind you of david's resume.
  • 00:17:52.624 --> 00:17:53.959
  • You of david's resume. pick up in 1 samuel 17:34.
  • 00:17:54.026 --> 00:17:57.796
  • "but david said to saul,"
  • 00:17:57.896 --> 00:18:00.466
  • "but david said to saul," that's the king,
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  • That's the king, that's the kid
  • 00:18:02.067 --> 00:18:03.001
  • That's the kid talking to the king.
  • 00:18:03.068 --> 00:18:04.570
  • Talking to the king. "your servant has been
  • 00:18:04.636 --> 00:18:05.737
  • "your servant has been keeping his father's sheep.
  • 00:18:05.804 --> 00:18:08.407
  • Keeping his father's sheep. when a lion or a bear came
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  • When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep
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  • And carried off a sheep from the flock,
  • 00:18:12.244 --> 00:18:13.278
  • From the flock, i went after it,
  • 00:18:13.345 --> 00:18:14.980
  • I went after it, i struck it,
  • 00:18:15.047 --> 00:18:16.448
  • I struck it, and i rescued the sheep
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  • And i rescued the sheep from its mouth."
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  • From its mouth." check this phrase.
  • 00:18:19.685 --> 00:18:21.286
  • Check this phrase. "when it turned on me,
  • 00:18:21.353 --> 00:18:24.189
  • "when it turned on me, i seized it by its hair," woo!
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  • I seized it by its hair," woo! "struck and killed it."
  • 00:18:28.127 --> 00:18:29.628
  • "struck and killed it." you see what i'm saying?
  • 00:18:29.695 --> 00:18:30.762
  • He didn't just kill
  • 00:18:30.863 --> 00:18:32.131
  • He didn't just kill the lion from a distance
  • 00:18:32.197 --> 00:18:33.398
  • The lion from a distance or say a prayer over it
  • 00:18:33.465 --> 00:18:35.234
  • Or say a prayer over it and god gave it a tumor
  • 00:18:35.300 --> 00:18:36.468
  • And god gave it a tumor and it died, he said,
  • 00:18:36.535 --> 00:18:38.203
  • And it died, he said, "i grabbed it up close
  • 00:18:38.270 --> 00:18:40.239
  • "i grabbed it up close and i wrestled with a lion
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  • And i wrestled with a lion and tore the sheep out
  • 00:18:42.808 --> 00:18:44.543
  • And tore the sheep out of his mouth."
  • 00:18:44.610 --> 00:18:46.545
  • Of his mouth." that's david.
  • 00:18:46.612 --> 00:18:48.413
  • That's david. that's what he did.
  • 00:18:48.480 --> 00:18:50.215
  • That's what he did. and when saul heard
  • 00:18:50.282 --> 00:18:51.183
  • And when saul heard what he was capable of doing
  • 00:18:51.250 --> 00:18:52.818
  • What he was capable of doing with the mane of a lion,
  • 00:18:52.885 --> 00:18:54.119
  • With the mane of a lion, he sent him to the battle line
  • 00:18:54.186 --> 00:18:55.754
  • He sent him to the battle line to fight the lion.
  • 00:18:55.821 --> 00:18:56.989
  • To fight the lion. and with one smooth stone,
  • 00:18:57.055 --> 00:18:59.424
  • And with one smooth stone, had five ready,
  • 00:18:59.491 --> 00:19:00.526
  • Had five ready, but only needed
  • 00:19:00.592 --> 00:19:01.460
  • But only needed one smooth stone,
  • 00:19:01.527 --> 00:19:03.829
  • One smooth stone, knocked the giant down,
  • 00:19:03.896 --> 00:19:05.230
  • Knocked the giant down, cut off his head.
  • 00:19:05.297 --> 00:19:06.365
  • Cut off his head. and the bible says with a sling
  • 00:19:06.431 --> 00:19:07.666
  • And the bible says with a sling and a not a sword in his hand,
  • 00:19:07.733 --> 00:19:09.301
  • And a not a sword in his hand, he triumphed over
  • 00:19:09.368 --> 00:19:10.269
  • He triumphed over the giant in verse 50.
  • 00:19:10.335 --> 00:19:12.638
  • The giant in verse 50. but the moment that i realized
  • 00:19:12.704 --> 00:19:14.573
  • But the moment that i realized that david was very good
  • 00:19:14.640 --> 00:19:17.576
  • That david was very good at dealing with a lion
  • 00:19:17.643 --> 00:19:19.678
  • At dealing with a lion that turned on him,
  • 00:19:19.745 --> 00:19:21.680
  • That turned on him, is the moment that i realized
  • 00:19:21.747 --> 00:19:23.282
  • Is the moment that i realized that this time in psalm 13,
  • 00:19:23.348 --> 00:19:26.518
  • That this time in psalm 13, he is not dealing with a lion,
  • 00:19:26.585 --> 00:19:29.821
  • He is not dealing with a lion, he is not dealing with a bear.
  • 00:19:29.888 --> 00:19:33.425
  • He is not dealing with a bear. and the problem in psalm 13
  • 00:19:33.492 --> 00:19:35.160
  • And the problem in psalm 13 is that david knows what
  • 00:19:35.227 --> 00:19:36.528
  • Is that david knows what to do with an external threat.
  • 00:19:36.595 --> 00:19:40.799
  • To do with an external threat. i can rip it apart.
  • 00:19:40.866 --> 00:19:42.935
  • I can rip it apart. give me a challenge,
  • 00:19:43.001 --> 00:19:44.536
  • Give me a challenge, i'll figure it out.
  • 00:19:44.603 --> 00:19:46.038
  • I'll figure it out. if there was a problem,
  • 00:19:46.104 --> 00:19:47.506
  • If there was a problem, "yo, i'll solve it."
  • 00:19:47.573 --> 00:19:49.508
  • "yo, i'll solve it." david knew --
  • 00:19:49.575 --> 00:19:51.410
  • David knew -- that's a psalm also.
  • 00:19:51.476 --> 00:19:53.078
  • That's a psalm also. "if there's a lion
  • 00:19:53.145 --> 00:19:55.013
  • "if there's a lion in front of me,
  • 00:19:55.080 --> 00:19:56.415
  • In front of me, i know what to do
  • 00:19:56.481 --> 00:19:57.916
  • I know what to do with the lion.
  • 00:19:57.983 --> 00:19:58.617
  • With the lion. i have a reliable
  • 00:19:58.684 --> 00:20:00.118
  • I have a reliable strategy for a lion.
  • 00:20:00.185 --> 00:20:02.221
  • Strategy for a lion. i can beat a bear.
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  • I can beat a bear. but this time,"
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  • But this time," david says,
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  • David says, "i am wrestling
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  • "i am wrestling with my thoughts.
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  • With my thoughts. i'm not wrestling
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  • I'm not wrestling with a lion this time,
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  • With a lion this time, i'm wrestling with my mind.
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  • I'm wrestling with my mind. how long can i wrestle with
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  • How long can i wrestle with something that isn't coming
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  • Something that isn't coming from the outside,
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  • I can deal with that.
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  • I can deal with that. not with a to do list,
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  • Not with a to do list, i can deal with that.
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  • I can deal with that. not with a challenge
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  • Not with a challenge that i'm facing that i can plan
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  • That i'm facing that i can plan for in an appointment
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  • For in an appointment or something that i can prep
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  • Or something that i can prep for with my knowledge
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  • For with my knowledge and my intellect and my skill.
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  • And my intellect and my skill. i've been able to do that
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  • I've been able to do that on several levels
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  • Throughout the years,
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  • Throughout the years, but now i'm dealing with
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  • But now i'm dealing with something and it's not a bear,
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  • Something and it's not a bear, it's my brain.
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  • It's my brain. it's not a lion, it's my mind.
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  • It's not a lion, it's my mind. so it begs the question,
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  • So it begs the question, what do i do when
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  • What do i do when the enemy moves the fight
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  • The enemy moves the fight to the inside?
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  • To the inside? where i can't leave
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  • Where i can't leave it at the office.
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  • It at the office. where i can't leave
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  • Where i can't leave it in a location.
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  • It in a location. where i can't leave it
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  • Where i can't leave it for a nine to five.
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  • For a nine to five. and he hits his limit
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  • And he hits his limit and he says, "how long?"
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  • And he says, "how long?" i could deal with this until
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  • I could deal with this until they had to operate again.
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  • They had to operate again. i could deal with it.
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  • I could deal with it. you know what i was saying
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  • You know what i was saying to the lord the other week?
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  • To the lord the other week? i said,
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  • I said, "i thought i was
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  • "i thought i was through with this."
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  • Through with this." have you ever felt
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  • Have you ever felt that way about something?
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  • That way about something? i thought i was through with
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  • I thought i was through with this because you already praised
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  • This because you already praised the lord for all your progress
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  • The lord for all your progress publicly at your e group.
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  • [laughter]
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  • And you don't really know
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  • And you don't really know how to go back and tell
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  • How to go back and tell the e group that i got bad news,
  • 00:21:35.480 --> 00:21:38.483
  • The e group that i got bad news, it got infected and i got
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  • It got infected and i got to do it again.
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  • To do it again. because the first time they
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  • Because the first time they prayed me through it,
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  • Prayed me through it, but this time they might
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  • But this time they might judge me because of it.
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  • Judge me because of it. y'all getting quiet.
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  • Y'all getting quiet. preacher is preaching truth.
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  • Preacher is preaching truth. this is holy ghost
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  • This is holy ghost truth right now.
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  • Truth right now. i am on your case right now.
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  • I am on your case right now. how long?
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  • How long? i could deal with it
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  • I could deal with it if you just give me a dumbbell.
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  • If you just give me a dumbbell. i can curl a dumbbell.
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  • I can curl a dumbbell. but when i am a dumbbell...
  • 00:22:07.212 --> 00:22:11.216
  • But when i am a dumbbell... when i'm dealing with stuff
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  • When i'm dealing with stuff that's happening on the inside.
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  • That's happening on the inside. you remember last week
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  • You remember last week we talked about paul saying,
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  • We talked about paul saying, "i put the ways
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  • "i put the ways of childhood behind me."
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  • Of childhood behind me." that's wonderful,
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  • That's wonderful, you can put certain ways
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  • You can put certain ways of childhood behind you.
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  • Of childhood behind you. i sold all my wrestling figures,
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  • I sold all my wrestling figures, all my lex luger and sting
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  • All my lex luger and sting and ultimate warrior
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  • And ultimate warrior and hulk hogan.
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  • And hulk hogan. i sold them all.
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  • I sold them all. wish i hadn't,
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  • Wish i hadn't, they're worth a lot
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  • They're worth a lot more money now.
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  • More money now. but i put all that behind me.
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  • But i put all that behind me. but i still wrestle
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  • But i still wrestle with the ways of childhood.
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  • With the ways of childhood. and so it begs the question,
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  • And so it begs the question, what do you do when
  • 00:22:41.079 --> 00:22:41.780
  • What do you do when you hit your limit?
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  • You hit your limit? i'm speaking to somebody today
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  • I'm speaking to somebody today and you feel like
  • 00:22:45.417 --> 00:22:47.085
  • And you feel like i have hit my limit.
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  • I have hit my limit. i'm a pretty strong person,
  • 00:22:49.121 --> 00:22:51.289
  • I'm a pretty strong person, but i've hit my limit.
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  • But i've hit my limit. i can carry a lot,
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  • I can carry a lot, but i have hit my limit.
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  • But i have hit my limit. i have dealt with this
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  • I have dealt with this and i have,
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  • And i have, i have coped with this
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  • I have coped with this and i have managed this,
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  • And i have managed this, and i have managed not
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  • And i have managed not to make everybody else
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  • To make everybody else crazy around me,
  • 00:23:03.268 --> 00:23:04.136
  • Crazy around me, but i'm going crazy.
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  • But i'm going crazy. i have hit my limit.
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  • That they matter,
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  • And that love still shows up.
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  • Thank you for being the kind of church that gives generously,
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  • Of church that gives generously, because when we give together,
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  • Because when we give together, we're sharing more than warmth.
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  • We're sharing more than warmth. we're sharing the love of jesus.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> elevation nights is back
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  • >> elevation nights is back on tour in 2026!
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  • On tour in 2026! let's go!
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  • >> ♪ jesus be the name ♪
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  • ♪ jesus be the name ♪
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  • ♪ oh jesus be the name ♪
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  • ♪ that gets all the glory ♪
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  • ♪ jesus ♪
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  • >> ♪ oh may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ his reward in me ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ all the glory ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ his reward in me ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ all the glory ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ his reward in me ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ all the glory ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ his reward in me ♪
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  • ♪ and may the lamb receive ♪
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  • ♪ all the glory ♪
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • ♪ o lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ worthy is ♪
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  • ♪ the lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ how worthy is ♪
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  • ♪ the lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ and worthy is the lamb ♪
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  • ♪ one more time we sing ♪
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  • ♪ worthy is the lamb ♪
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  • ♪ o lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ and worthy is ♪
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  • ♪ the lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ and worthy is ♪
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  • ♪ the lamb of god ♪
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  • ♪ and worthy is the lamb ♪
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  • ♪ ♪
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