Steven Furtick - Trust Me I'm Trying (Part 1)

February 25, 2026 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - Trust Me I'm Trying (Part 1) | February 25, 2026
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  • >> now john 5:7,
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  • >> now john 5:7, "sir, the invalid replied,
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  • "sir, the invalid replied, i have no one to help
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  • I have no one to help me into the pool when
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  • Me into the pool when the water is stirred,
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  • The water is stirred, while i am trying to get in,
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  • While i am trying to get in, someone else goes down
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  • Someone else goes down ahead of me."
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  • Ahead of me." you're gonna love this because
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  • You're gonna love this because you've been wanting to say this
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  • You've been wanting to say this anyway on my title and i'mma let
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  • Anyway on my title and i'mma let you say it right now and because
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  • You say it right now and because i'm telling you to say it,
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  • I'm telling you to say it, you will have
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  • You will have permission to say it.
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  • Permission to say it. look at the person next to you
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  • Look at the person next to you and tell him this and tell him
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  • And tell him this and tell him in a convincing way, say,
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  • In a convincing way, say, "trust me, i'm trying."
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  • "trust me, i'm trying." you may be seated.
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  • You may be seated. i promise i am.
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  • I really am trying.
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  • I know i don't always hit the
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  • Mark but i really am trying.
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  • 'cause for me i have a rule,
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  • Especially as a boss,
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  • Especially as a boss, the people that work for me is
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  • The people that work for me is that i always try to make it
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  • That i always try to make it a point never to
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  • A point never to punish somebody who's
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  • Punish somebody who's trying to be proactive.
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  • Trying to be proactive. i feel like if somebody makes a
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  • I feel like if somebody makes a mistake because they took
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  • Mistake because they took it a little too far,
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  • It a little too far, that's a little,
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  • That's a little, jesus let peter cut malchus' ear
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  • Jesus let peter cut malchus' ear off in the garden and put it
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  • Off in the garden and put it back on like mr. potato head.
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  • Back on like mr. potato head. but i think he liked peter
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  • But i think he liked peter because peter wouldn't
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  • Because peter wouldn't just sit around,
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  • Just sit around, peter was like,
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  • Peter was like, "alright, i can do
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  • "alright, i can do something about this.
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  • Something about this. the spirit is willing,
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  • The spirit is willing, the flesh is weak and i'm about
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  • The flesh is weak and i'm about to use my flesh to cut off..."
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  • To use my flesh to cut off..." and that's a really
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  • And that's a really interesting thing, isn't it?
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  • Interesting thing, isn't it? now the kids will
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  • Now the kids will call somebody a try-hard.
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  • Call somebody a try-hard. it's like a way of saying,
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  • It's like a way of saying, you know if it looks like you
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  • You know if it looks like you tried too hard on your outfit.
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  • Tried too hard on your outfit. and i get that.
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  • And i get that. but i like people who
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  • But i like people who will give it a level of
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  • Will give it a level of effort and even if they miss,
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  • Effort and even if they miss, they swing so big,
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  • They swing so big, i always like people like that.
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  • I always like people like that. i thought i should
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  • I thought i should tell you this,
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  • Tell you this, if i ever come up here to
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  • If i ever come up here to preach and i don't do good,
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  • Preach and i don't do good, which i'm sure happens,
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  • Which i'm sure happens, it won't be because
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  • It won't be because i didn't try.
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  • I didn't try. so if you ever see me up here
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  • So if you ever see me up here struggling on this pulpit
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  • Struggling on this pulpit and you're like,
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  • And you're like, "i don't really
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  • "i don't really understand this one.
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  • Understand this one. i think i see what he
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  • I think i see what he was trying to do,
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  • Was trying to do, did you catch that?"
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  • Did you catch that?" number one,
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  • Number one, it's probably your fault,
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  • It's probably your fault, 'cause you didn't pray
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  • 'cause you didn't pray enough before you
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  • Enough before you came to church,
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  • Came to church, i'm just kidding,
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  • I'm just kidding, but trust me, i'm trying.
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  • But trust me, i'm trying. and i think sometimes it can be
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  • And i think sometimes it can be frustrating when you are giving
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  • Frustrating when you are giving your best effort but what is
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  • Your best effort but what is required of you is beyond your
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  • Required of you is beyond your best ability and i'mma try to
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  • Best ability and i'mma try to ignore this fly buzzing around
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  • Ignore this fly buzzing around my head but touch somebody
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  • My head but touch somebody and say, "i'm trying,
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  • And say, "i'm trying, i'm really trying."
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  • You must have to really trust
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  • You must have to really trust jesus to follow him when he
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  • Jesus to follow him when he walked the earth.
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  • Walked the earth. people say, "oh i wish i could
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  • People say, "oh i wish i could have followed jesus and walked
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  • Have followed jesus and walked with him, you know,
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  • With him, you know, now it's harder
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  • Now it's harder 'cause god is not visible
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  • 'cause god is not visible like that and it would
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  • Like that and it would have been so cool."
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  • Have been so cool." no, it wouldn't.
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  • No, it wouldn't. it would have been so difficult
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  • It would have been so difficult to trust jesus and he was always
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  • To trust jesus and he was always getting in so much trouble,
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  • Getting in so much trouble, he was always explaining his
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  • He was always explaining his actions and his
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  • Actions and his intentions after the fact,
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  • Intentions after the fact, and what that required from
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  • And what that required from his disciples was just this
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  • His disciples was just this crazy amount of trust,
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  • Crazy amount of trust, i'm trying, i'm really trying.
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  • Whatever you do,
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  • Whatever you do, just pray for me.
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  • Just pray for me. do 'em all.
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  • Do 'em all. let's back up and see why he's
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  • Let's back up and see why he's feeling so feisty today.
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  • Feeling so feisty today. sometime later today john 5,
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  • Sometime later today john 5, jesus went up to jerusalem for
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  • Jesus went up to jerusalem for the feast of the jews,
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  • The feast of the jews, now there's in
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  • Now there's in jerusalem near the sheep gate,
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  • Jerusalem near the sheep gate, a pool,
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  • A pool, which in aramaic
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  • Which in aramaic is called the bethesda,
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  • Is called the bethesda, means house of mercy.
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  • Means house of mercy. and it's surrounded by
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  • And it's surrounded by surrounded by five
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  • Surrounded by five covered colonnades. (or porches)
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  • Covered colonnades. (or porches) here a great number of disabled
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  • Here a great number of disabled people used to lie-the blind,
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  • People used to lie-the blind, the lame and the paralyzed.
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  • The lame and the paralyzed. it's important to know
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  • It's important to know before i go on,
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  • Before i go on, that is a specific dwelling
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  • That is a specific dwelling place for people with
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  • Place for people with physical infirmities and the
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  • Physical infirmities and the reason i point that out is i'mma
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  • Reason i point that out is i'mma make some spiritual parallels to
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  • Make some spiritual parallels to the physical infirmities that
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  • The physical infirmities that are mentioned in this passage.
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  • Are mentioned in this passage. but i don't want us to
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  • But i don't want us to miss the historicity for the
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  • Miss the historicity for the sake of application,
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  • Sake of application, i think that would
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  • I think that would be irresponsible bible teaching.
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  • Be irresponsible bible teaching. the people who were at this
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  • The people who were at this particular hospital,
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  • Particular hospital, if we can even call it that,
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  • If we can even call it that, it was more like
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  • It was more like a public service,
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  • A public service, this pool was
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  • This pool was not a resort pool.
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  • Not a resort pool. nobody is bringing you
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  • Nobody is bringing you little umbrellas in your
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  • Little umbrellas in your drink at this pool,
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  • Drink at this pool, this is a crowded pool and
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  • This is a crowded pool and it's pushing and shoving and
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  • It's pushing and shoving and word has it that if you can get
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  • Word has it that if you can get in the pool when the angel stirs
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  • The water intermittently,
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  • The water intermittently, you can get healed.
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  • You can get healed. and this puts certain people who
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  • And this puts certain people who have certain disabilities at an
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  • Have certain disabilities at an advantage over others.
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  • Advantage over others. for instance,
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  • For instance, it said, there were the blind,
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  • It said, there were the blind, the lame and the paralyzed.
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  • The lame and the paralyzed. and so if you're
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  • And so if you're a blind man by this pool,
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  • You can probably feel
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  • You can probably feel your way to the edge of the pool
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  • Your way to the edge of the pool so that when there's an
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  • So that when there's an opportunity to get
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  • Opportunity to get in and be healed,
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  • In and be healed, you'll be the
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  • You'll be the first one there.
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  • First one there. but if you're paralyzed it
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  • But if you're paralyzed it puts you at a disadvantage.
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  • Puts you at a disadvantage. because even if you get yourself
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  • Because even if you get yourself to the edge of the pool,
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  • To the edge of the pool, there's a chance someone
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  • There's a chance someone else can pull you back,
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  • Else can pull you back, you are powerless.
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  • You are powerless. and that's an
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  • And that's an interesting thing about life,
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  • Interesting thing about life, i was out at the
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  • I was out at the ball field last baseball season
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  • Ball field last baseball season and i saw this really good dad
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  • And i saw this really good dad with a fanny pack,
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  • With a fanny pack, he didn't look happy,
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  • He didn't look happy, he didn't look like,
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  • He didn't look like, you know, "these were days,
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  • You know, "these were days, making memories."
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  • Making memories." he didn't look selfie-ready.
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  • He didn't look selfie-ready. but you know what i
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  • But you know what i liked about him?
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  • Liked about him? he was carting this wagon,
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  • He was carting this wagon, he looked like he
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  • He looked like he had some sacks for his kids,
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  • Had some sacks for his kids, and maybe he was
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  • And maybe he was on snack duty that day.
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  • On snack duty that day. and i just admired him
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  • And i just admired him 'cause he was trying.
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  • 'cause he was trying. i watched him pull that
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  • I watched him pull that wagon up the hill.
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  • Wagon up the hill. i thought about it how
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  • I thought about it how he was trying.
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  • He was trying. he was sweating all
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  • He was sweating all through his shirt,
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  • Through his shirt, you could tell he came
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  • You could tell he came straight from work,
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  • Straight from work, it wasn't a baseball shirt,
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  • It wasn't a baseball shirt, he must have had the
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  • He must have had the wagon that he packed the
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  • Wagon that he packed the night before because he didn't
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  • Night before because he didn't have time to change the shirt
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  • Have time to change the shirt but he just came out there,
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  • But he just came out there, shirt was untucked on one side,
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  • Shirt was untucked on one side, look like he spilled a little
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  • Look like he spilled a little something on the collar.
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  • Something on the collar. and he was sweating through it
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  • And he was sweating through it but he was trying.
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  • But he was trying. and i've always loved the
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  • And i've always loved the scripture that says
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  • Scripture that says that jesus looked at one
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  • That jesus looked at one man and he loved him.
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  • Man and he loved him. i've thought about
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  • I've thought about that a lot lately,
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  • That a lot lately, jesus would show up to a
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  • Jesus would show up to a place and look for somebody who
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  • Place and look for somebody who was at a disadvantage.
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  • Was at a disadvantage. i kinda imagine him walking
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  • I kinda imagine him walking around the pool at bethesda and
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  • Around the pool at bethesda and i'm sure his disciples were
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  • I'm sure his disciples were shocked that he would waste time
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  • Shocked that he would waste time with the bunch of people that
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  • With the bunch of people that they would call crippled.
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  • They would call crippled. that's not a pc term but that's
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  • That's not a pc term but that's how they would have put it.
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  • How they would have put it. sickness was connected to
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  • Sickness was connected to spiritual disorder in this time.
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  • Spiritual disorder in this time. judaism in the first century
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  • Judaism in the first century made a strong connection between
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  • Made a strong connection between your spiritual conditions and
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  • Your spiritual conditions and your physical condition.
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  • Your physical condition. so if like if you had money
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  • So if like if you had money that was a proof that you
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  • That was a proof that you were living right.
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  • Were living right. it's how they thought about it.
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  • It's how they thought about it. we know that that's
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  • We know that that's not always the case.
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  • Not always the case. we know a lot of times some of
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  • We know a lot of times some of the greatest people who are the
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  • The greatest people who are the most faithful to god,
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  • Most faithful to god, they might not live in
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  • They might not live in a big house on earth,
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  • A big house on earth, but we're probably be
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  • But we're probably be cleaning their toilets in heaven
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  • Cleaning their toilets in heaven for the treasure that they're
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  • For the treasure that they're storing up after this life and
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  • Storing up after this life and yet there's this tendency to
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  • Yet there's this tendency to just judge things
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  • Just judge things by the physical,
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  • By the physical, always for all of us,
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  • Always for all of us, so i kinda picture him,
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  • So i kinda picture him, jesus walking around
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  • Jesus walking around and asking questions.
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  • And asking questions. one interesting thing the text,
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  • One interesting thing the text, let me show you this real quick.
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  • Let me show you this real quick. it's too cool just for
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  • It's too cool just for me just to reference.
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  • Me just to reference. i wanna make sure,
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  • I wanna make sure, it's very vivid.
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  • It's very vivid. yes, it said,
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  • Yes, it said, "one who was there,
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  • "one who was there, verse 5, had been an
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  • Verse 5, had been an invalid for 38 years.
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  • Invalid for 38 years. and when jesus
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  • And when jesus saw him lying there,
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  • Saw him lying there, and learned."
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  • And learned." now what stood out to me about
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  • Now what stood out to me about that text wasn't that
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  • That text wasn't that jesus saw him,
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  • Jesus saw him, what stood out to me about
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  • What stood out to me about this text wasn't
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  • This text wasn't that the man had issues,
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  • That the man had issues, we all have issues and
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  • We all have issues and frankly we all have areas of
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  • Frankly we all have areas of paralysis and i'mma talk about
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  • Paralysis and i'mma talk about yours in 7 minutes so buckle in
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  • Yours in 7 minutes so buckle in and get that judgmental
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  • And get that judgmental look off your face.
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  • Look off your face. 'cause i'm coming for you.
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  • 'cause i'm coming for you. on this particular occasion
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  • On this particular occasion what stood out to me
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  • What stood out to me is jesus learned.
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  • Is jesus learned. i didn't think he could do that,
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  • I didn't think he could do that, because he's the image of god,
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  • Because he's the image of god, he's the wisdom of god,
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  • He's the wisdom of god, how can the wisdom of
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  • How can the wisdom of god learn information.
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  • God learn information. i figured he must have been
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  • I figured he must have been walking around asking questions.
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  • Walking around asking questions. "how about her,
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  • "how about her, how long has she been here?"
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  • How long has she been here?" somebody said,
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  • Somebody said, "well, she just
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  • "well, she just got here last week."
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  • Got here last week." and jesus said,
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  • And jesus said, "nah, not her.
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  • "nah, not her. how about him?
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  • How about him? how long has he been like that?
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  • How long has he been like that? that blind guy right there?"
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  • That blind guy right there?" "yes, it's recent,
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  • "yes, it's recent, it's been two months i think.
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  • It's been two months i think. two months?
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  • Two months? jimmy, two months?
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  • Jimmy, two months? yeah, two months and three days.
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  • Yeah, two months and three days. yeah, two months
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  • Yeah, two months and three days."
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  • And three days." "nah, nah, nah, not him.
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  • "nah, nah, nah, not him. how about that one?"
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  • How about that one?" "three years."
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  • "three years." "we'll see, put him on standby."
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  • "we'll see, put him on standby." 'cause he's looking for somebody
  • 00:10:15.034 --> 00:10:15.968
  • 'cause he's looking for somebody to heal he's looking for
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  • To heal he's looking for somebody who can
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  • Somebody who can experience a miracle,
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  • Experience a miracle, he's looking for a platform
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  • He's looking for a platform to demonstrate his power.
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  • To demonstrate his power. "how about him?"
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  • "how about him?" "five years."
  • 00:10:27.980 --> 00:10:29.348
  • "five years." "how about her?"
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  • "how about her?" "seven."
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  • "seven." "how about that guy?
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  • "how about that guy? how long has he been like that?"
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  • How long has he been like that?" "nine years."
  • 00:10:33.352 --> 00:10:34.620
  • "nine years." "getting closer.
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  • "getting closer. how about him?"
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  • How about him?" and finally,
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  • And finally, somebody figures
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  • Somebody figures it out and says,
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  • It out and says, "well, if you want somebody
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  • "well, if you want somebody who's been here a while,
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  • Who's been here a while, i see what you're doing,
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  • I see what you're doing, 38 years."
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  • 38 years." long enough that he has given up
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  • Long enough that he has given up hope that anything can
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  • Hope that anything can ever be different.
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  • Ever be different. and jesus learned that
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  • And jesus learned that there was one.
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  • There was one. i'mma try so hard not to cry
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  • When i say this to you,
  • 00:11:00.713 --> 00:11:02.615
  • When i say this to you, but verse 5 says,
  • 00:11:02.682 --> 00:11:05.017
  • But verse 5 says, "one who was there had
  • 00:11:05.084 --> 00:11:06.619
  • "one who was there had been an invalid for 38 years."
  • 00:11:06.686 --> 00:11:09.255
  • Been an invalid for 38 years." what does it mean that jesus who
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  • What does it mean that jesus who only had three years to do
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  • Ministry and was on his way to a
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  • Ministry and was on his way to a feast would come by for one?
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  • Feast would come by for one? does it mean,
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  • Does it mean, could it mean,
  • 00:11:21.767 --> 00:11:22.968
  • Could it mean, that out of everybody that i'm
  • 00:11:23.035 --> 00:11:24.370
  • That out of everybody that i'm preaching to today,
  • 00:11:24.437 --> 00:11:26.238
  • Preaching to today, out of everybody
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  • Out of everybody that made a decision
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  • That made a decision to show up at a campus,
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  • To show up at a campus, that god might want
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  • That god might want the one in the back who
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  • The one in the back who got here 12 minutes late,
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  • Got here 12 minutes late, pulling a wagon,
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  • Pulling a wagon, just trying to get
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  • Just trying to get through the week.
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  • Through the week. could it be that god is
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  • Could it be that god is looking for the one who had
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  • Looking for the one who had the worst week?
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  • The worst week? the worst upbringing?
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  • The worst upbringing? the one that other people said
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  • The one that other people said could never be anything?
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  • Could never be anything? the one who has gotten so
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  • The one who has gotten so used to how it is?
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  • Used to how it is? this is really
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  • This is really what happens in life,
  • 00:11:55.968 --> 00:11:56.869
  • What happens in life, you get so used to how it is,
  • 00:11:56.936 --> 00:12:01.006
  • You get so used to how it is, that you cannot recognize
  • 00:12:01.073 --> 00:12:03.442
  • That you cannot recognize that how it used to be is no
  • 00:12:03.509 --> 00:12:05.544
  • That how it used to be is no longer what's in front of you.
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  • Longer what's in front of you. alright so let's work on
  • 00:12:09.548 --> 00:12:10.416
  • Alright so let's work on this a little bit.
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  • This a little bit. "bring him here, jesus says."
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  • "bring him here, jesus says." now when you get to heaven,
  • 00:12:12.518 --> 00:12:14.086
  • Now when you get to heaven, you'll probably be shocked who's
  • 00:12:14.153 --> 00:12:15.087
  • You'll probably be shocked who's there and who's not.
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  • There and who's not. how many agree,
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  • How many agree, there's gonna be some
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  • There's gonna be some people in heaven that are
  • 00:12:18.057 --> 00:12:19.191
  • People in heaven that are gonna shock us like,
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  • Gonna shock us like, "whoa, she made it?
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  • "whoa, she made it? that must have been like a thief
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  • That must have been like a thief on the cross death bed kinda,
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  • On the cross death bed kinda, she got in right at the wire."
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  • She got in right at the wire." "whoa, they made it?
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  • "whoa, they made it? i thought they
  • 00:12:36.108 --> 00:12:36.842
  • I thought they believed weird stuff.
  • 00:12:36.909 --> 00:12:38.844
  • Believed weird stuff. they were new-agey,
  • 00:12:38.911 --> 00:12:40.679
  • And they made it?"
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  • And they made it?" i think we're gonna be surprised
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  • I think we're gonna be surprised who's there and who's not.
  • 00:12:43.649 --> 00:12:46.852
  • Who's there and who's not. 'cause i think we're always
  • 00:12:46.919 --> 00:12:47.820
  • 'cause i think we're always surprised who god picks and who
  • 00:12:47.887 --> 00:12:50.756
  • Surprised who god picks and who he uses and who he doesn't.
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  • He uses and who he doesn't. one was there who was there who
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  • One was there who was there who had been lying there for so long
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  • That you can even tell in his
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  • That you can even tell in his response in the question jesus
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  • Response in the question jesus asked him that he had gotten
  • 00:13:02.468 --> 00:13:06.372
  • Asked him that he had gotten tired of trying,
  • 00:13:06.438 --> 00:13:10.743
  • Tired of trying, my message today is for
  • 00:13:10.810 --> 00:13:12.745
  • My message today is for anybody who's tired of trying
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  • Anybody who's tired of trying in an area of your life.
  • 00:13:14.613 --> 00:13:17.283
  • In an area of your life. tired of trying to repair a
  • 00:13:17.349 --> 00:13:20.219
  • Tired of trying to repair a significant relationship,
  • 00:13:20.286 --> 00:13:22.888
  • Significant relationship, tired of trying to be open so
  • 00:13:22.955 --> 00:13:25.724
  • Tired of trying to be open so that you can
  • 00:13:25.791 --> 00:13:26.759
  • That you can experience relationship,
  • 00:13:26.826 --> 00:13:29.662
  • Experience relationship, tired of trying to overcome the
  • 00:13:29.728 --> 00:13:31.163
  • Tired of trying to overcome the thing that you keep going back
  • 00:13:31.230 --> 00:13:32.865
  • Thing that you keep going back to and it's been since you were
  • 00:13:32.932 --> 00:13:34.733
  • To and it's been since you were even in your teens and
  • 00:13:34.800 --> 00:13:36.068
  • Even in your teens and now you're a grown man,
  • 00:13:36.135 --> 00:13:38.571
  • Now you're a grown man, i edited it for youtube,
  • 00:13:38.637 --> 00:13:40.139
  • I edited it for youtube, and now i'm tired of
  • 00:13:40.206 --> 00:13:41.574
  • And now i'm tired of trying because there was a time
  • 00:13:41.640 --> 00:13:44.176
  • Trying because there was a time where i tried to get people
  • 00:13:44.243 --> 00:13:45.444
  • Where i tried to get people to help me to get into the
  • 00:13:45.511 --> 00:13:47.046
  • To help me to get into the pool but now i found out
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  • Pool but now i found out that there's no one to help me,
  • 00:13:48.848 --> 00:13:50.382
  • That there's no one to help me, now what's mind
  • 00:13:50.449 --> 00:13:51.383
  • Now what's mind blowing about the situation,
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  • Blowing about the situation, at the pool,
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  • At the pool, at bethesda,
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  • At bethesda, is how many different
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  • Is how many different ways i have heard this preach
  • 00:13:55.888 --> 00:13:58.324
  • Ways i have heard this preach that completely contradict the
  • 00:13:58.390 --> 00:13:59.925
  • That completely contradict the heart of god.
  • 00:13:59.992 --> 00:14:01.493
  • Heart of god. for instance,
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  • For instance, when jesus comes up
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  • When jesus comes up to the man and learned that
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  • To the man and learned that he had been lying there and he
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  • He had been lying there and he had been in this condition for
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  • Had been in this condition for a long time, pause.
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  • A long time, pause. how many of y'all have been
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  • How many of y'all have been in a certain condition
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  • In a certain condition for a long time?
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  • For a long time? jesus, i need help,
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  • Jesus, i need help, there's three honest
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  • There's three honest people in the church.
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  • People in the church. and i forgot i was coming out to
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  • And i forgot i was coming out to speak to the perfect saints,
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  • Speak to the perfect saints, the 10/10, a+ saints,
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  • The 10/10, a+ saints, i forgot i was
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  • I forgot i was talking to the all-stars,
  • 00:14:30.022 --> 00:14:31.257
  • Talking to the all-stars, i thought i was coming to
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  • I thought i was coming to elevation where they're not
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  • Elevation where they're not afraid to be real,
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  • Afraid to be real, in your name, amen.
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  • In your name, amen. how many of y'all have had
  • 00:14:36.228 --> 00:14:37.396
  • How many of y'all have had certain patterns of thinking
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  • Certain patterns of thinking that have been negative
  • 00:14:39.765 --> 00:14:41.033
  • That have been negative for a long time?
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  • For a long time? i mean, a long time?
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  • I mean, a long time? i don't know how old
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  • I don't know how old the man was,
  • 00:14:47.673 --> 00:14:48.407
  • The man was, but 38 years, trust me,
  • 00:14:48.474 --> 00:14:49.508
  • But 38 years, trust me, i'm 39, is a long time.
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  • I'm 39, is a long time. this is the entire span of my
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  • This is the entire span of my natural life and for so long
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  • Natural life and for so long he's been unable to move that
  • 00:14:57.650 --> 00:15:00.219
  • He's been unable to move that now he cannot recognize the help
  • 00:15:00.286 --> 00:15:03.155
  • Now he cannot recognize the help that is standing right in front
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  • That is standing right in front of him and jesus asks a question
  • 00:15:05.190 --> 00:15:08.594
  • Of him and jesus asks a question that i have
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  • That i have often heard misinterpreted,
  • 00:15:09.395 --> 00:15:11.363
  • Often heard misinterpreted, "do you want to get well?"
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  • "do you want to get well?" tone is everything,
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  • Tone is everything, that's why you can't
  • 00:15:15.834 --> 00:15:16.702
  • That's why you can't text every conversation.
  • 00:15:16.769 --> 00:15:18.270
  • Text every conversation. because tone is everything.
  • 00:15:18.337 --> 00:15:20.906
  • Because tone is everything. sometimes you need to pick up
  • 00:15:20.973 --> 00:15:22.141
  • Sometimes you need to pick up the phone and call people
  • 00:15:22.207 --> 00:15:24.843
  • The phone and call people because completely depending on
  • 00:15:24.910 --> 00:15:26.578
  • Because completely depending on the tone is how you see
  • 00:15:26.645 --> 00:15:27.880
  • The tone is how you see the heart of jesus.
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  • The heart of jesus. i always read it for a long
  • 00:15:29.548 --> 00:15:30.749
  • I always read it for a long time like jesus said,
  • 00:15:30.816 --> 00:15:32.851
  • Time like jesus said, "do you want to get well?"
  • 00:15:32.918 --> 00:15:35.020
  • "do you want to get well?" i almost see him now like he's
  • 00:15:35.087 --> 00:15:36.889
  • I almost see him now like he's got something in his back pocket
  • 00:15:36.956 --> 00:15:38.958
  • Got something in his back pocket and he's sneaking around the
  • 00:15:39.024 --> 00:15:40.292
  • And he's sneaking around the pool looking for somebody,
  • 00:15:40.359 --> 00:15:41.794
  • Pool looking for somebody, they say god helps
  • 00:15:41.860 --> 00:15:42.928
  • They say god helps those who help themselves,
  • 00:15:42.995 --> 00:15:44.296
  • Those who help themselves, but i almost see
  • 00:15:44.363 --> 00:15:45.030
  • But i almost see jesus looking for somebody who
  • 00:15:45.097 --> 00:15:46.332
  • Jesus looking for somebody who can't and he's like,
  • 00:15:46.398 --> 00:15:48.133
  • Can't and he's like, "i see you caught
  • 00:15:48.200 --> 00:15:49.301
  • "i see you caught in this situation,
  • 00:15:49.368 --> 00:15:50.436
  • In this situation, you wanna get well?"
  • 00:15:50.502 --> 00:15:54.540
  • You wanna get well?" and the man has every reason
  • 00:15:54.606 --> 00:15:56.475
  • And the man has every reason to be suspicious.
  • 00:15:56.542 --> 00:15:59.178
  • To be suspicious. can you imagine how many people
  • 00:15:59.244 --> 00:16:00.679
  • Can you imagine how many people have taken advantage of him?
  • 00:16:00.746 --> 00:16:03.015
  • Have taken advantage of him? in almost 40 years of suffering?
  • 00:16:03.082 --> 00:16:06.919
  • In almost 40 years of suffering? how many hustlers have come
  • 00:16:06.986 --> 00:16:08.187
  • How many hustlers have come trough the pool at bethesda?
  • 00:16:08.253 --> 00:16:10.422
  • Trough the pool at bethesda? trying to sell a magic
  • 00:16:10.489 --> 00:16:12.291
  • Trying to sell a magic potion or bubbling water?
  • 00:16:12.358 --> 00:16:14.293
  • Potion or bubbling water? "hey, i got some cream, man,
  • 00:16:14.360 --> 00:16:15.627
  • "hey, i got some cream, man, put it on your legs,
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  • Put it on your legs, i promise, it's blessed.
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  • I promise, it's blessed. hey, man, i promise you,
  • 00:16:19.865 --> 00:16:21.367
  • Hey, man, i promise you, i'll bring you to the pool,
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  • I'll bring you to the pool, i'll push you in when
  • 00:16:22.201 --> 00:16:22.935
  • I'll push you in when the water starts bubbling,
  • 00:16:23.002 --> 00:16:25.070
  • The water starts bubbling, just give me half now
  • 00:16:25.137 --> 00:16:26.038
  • Just give me half now and half after the move,
  • 00:16:26.105 --> 00:16:26.905
  • And half after the move, i promise you,
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  • I promise you, i can carry you in,
  • 00:16:27.973 --> 00:16:28.774
  • I can carry you in, i got you."
  • 00:16:28.841 --> 00:16:31.343
  • I got you." how many times did somebody
  • 00:16:31.410 --> 00:16:32.578
  • How many times did somebody make him a promise?
  • 00:16:32.644 --> 00:16:34.513
  • Make him a promise? 'cause it seems
  • 00:16:34.580 --> 00:16:35.381
  • 'cause it seems cruel that christ,
  • 00:16:35.447 --> 00:16:37.349
  • Cruel that christ, the expression of the
  • 00:16:37.416 --> 00:16:38.317
  • The expression of the love of god would stand over a
  • 00:16:38.384 --> 00:16:40.219
  • Love of god would stand over a man who couldn't move and ask
  • 00:16:40.285 --> 00:16:42.388
  • Man who couldn't move and ask him such a ridiculous question.
  • 00:16:42.454 --> 00:16:45.858
  • Him such a ridiculous question. do you wanna lose weight?
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  • Do you wanna lose weight? well yeah.
  • 00:16:48.160 --> 00:16:50.896
  • Well yeah. do you want to be happy?
  • 00:16:50.963 --> 00:16:54.500
  • Do you want to be happy? well yeah.
  • 00:16:54.566 --> 00:16:57.069
  • Well yeah. do you want to be able to live
  • 00:16:57.136 --> 00:16:58.670
  • Do you want to be able to live at peace without anxiety?
  • 00:16:58.737 --> 00:17:00.873
  • At peace without anxiety? well yeah.
  • 00:17:00.939 --> 00:17:03.275
  • Well yeah. what you selling?
  • 00:17:03.342 --> 00:17:05.644
  • What you selling? i heard this spiel before,
  • 00:17:05.711 --> 00:17:08.380
  • I heard this spiel before, i tried that diet.
  • 00:17:08.447 --> 00:17:10.549
  • I tried that diet. how many of y'all tried
  • 00:17:10.616 --> 00:17:11.316
  • How many of y'all tried that diet before?
  • 00:17:11.383 --> 00:17:13.685
  • That diet before? i put a meditation
  • 00:17:13.752 --> 00:17:14.686
  • I put a meditation app on my phone,
  • 00:17:14.753 --> 00:17:18.791
  • App on my phone, y'all to be honest with you,
  • 00:17:18.857 --> 00:17:20.092
  • Y'all to be honest with you, i got four mediations apps
  • 00:17:20.159 --> 00:17:21.627
  • I got four mediations apps on my phone.
  • 00:17:21.693 --> 00:17:23.462
  • On my phone. i tried all of them,
  • 00:17:23.529 --> 00:17:25.164
  • I tried all of them, i either fall asleep,
  • 00:17:25.230 --> 00:17:26.999
  • I either fall asleep, or my legs start
  • 00:17:27.066 --> 00:17:28.067
  • Or my legs start doing like that,
  • 00:17:28.133 --> 00:17:29.668
  • Doing like that, i can't do it,
  • 00:17:29.735 --> 00:17:30.702
  • I can't do it, everybody tells me to meditate.
  • 00:17:30.769 --> 00:17:32.037
  • Everybody tells me to meditate. the bible says meditate,
  • 00:17:32.104 --> 00:17:33.672
  • The bible says meditate, russel brand says meditate.
  • 00:17:33.739 --> 00:17:35.507
  • Russel brand says meditate. joe rogan says meditate,
  • 00:17:35.574 --> 00:17:37.209
  • Joe rogan says meditate, everybody's telling
  • 00:17:37.276 --> 00:17:38.277
  • Everybody's telling me to meditate,
  • 00:17:38.343 --> 00:17:39.011
  • Me to meditate, i tried it,
  • 00:17:39.078 --> 00:17:39.945
  • I tried it, i really did try it,
  • 00:17:40.012 --> 00:17:41.380
  • I really did try it, they also taught me
  • 00:17:41.447 --> 00:17:42.247
  • They also taught me about portion control.
  • 00:17:42.314 --> 00:17:43.916
  • About portion control. i tried portion control,
  • 00:17:43.982 --> 00:17:45.717
  • I tried portion control, how many y'all tried,
  • 00:17:45.784 --> 00:17:46.819
  • How many y'all tried, somebody told me one time,
  • 00:17:46.885 --> 00:17:47.953
  • Somebody told me one time, they said, "here's how they
  • 00:17:48.020 --> 00:17:49.755
  • They said, "here's how they stayed at an ideal weight,
  • 00:17:49.822 --> 00:17:52.024
  • Stayed at an ideal weight, when you're full,
  • 00:17:52.091 --> 00:17:52.991
  • When you're full, stop eating."
  • 00:17:53.058 --> 00:17:53.926
  • Stop eating." my only problem,
  • 00:17:53.992 --> 00:17:54.993
  • My only problem, i never found full.
  • 00:17:55.060 --> 00:17:59.665
  • I never found full. that gauge got broken somewhere
  • 00:17:59.731 --> 00:18:02.401
  • That gauge got broken somewhere in my childhood.
  • 00:18:02.468 --> 00:18:04.603
  • In my childhood. i never felt full.
  • 00:18:04.670 --> 00:18:06.205
  • I never felt full. so i kept eating,
  • 00:18:06.271 --> 00:18:06.972
  • So i kept eating, i tried that,
  • 00:18:07.039 --> 00:18:08.073
  • I tried that, oh, they say if
  • 00:18:08.140 --> 00:18:09.475
  • Oh, they say if you don't complain,
  • 00:18:09.541 --> 00:18:11.410
  • You don't complain, you will feel more
  • 00:18:11.477 --> 00:18:12.277
  • You will feel more connected to god,
  • 00:18:12.344 --> 00:18:14.279
  • Connected to god, i tried it,
  • 00:18:14.346 --> 00:18:15.948
  • I tried it, but i found out
  • 00:18:16.014 --> 00:18:17.216
  • But i found out sometimes if you don't complain,
  • 00:18:17.282 --> 00:18:18.851
  • Sometimes if you don't complain, nothing changes.
  • 00:18:18.917 --> 00:18:21.553
  • I tried so hard not to complain,
  • 00:18:21.653 --> 00:18:23.355
  • I tried so hard not to complain, i one time,
  • 00:18:23.422 --> 00:18:24.289
  • I one time, i was going to go seven
  • 00:18:24.356 --> 00:18:25.324
  • I was going to go seven days without complaining
  • 00:18:25.390 --> 00:18:26.391
  • Days without complaining and i thought if i could do it,
  • 00:18:26.458 --> 00:18:27.893
  • And i thought if i could do it, i could make a sermon out of it.
  • 00:18:27.960 --> 00:18:30.095
  • I could make a sermon out of it. i thought i could call it,
  • 00:18:30.162 --> 00:18:31.096
  • I thought i could call it, you know, seven days,
  • 00:18:31.163 --> 00:18:32.231
  • You know, seven days, a week of worship,
  • 00:18:32.297 --> 00:18:33.031
  • A week of worship, or something like that.
  • 00:18:33.098 --> 00:18:34.233
  • Or something like that. i tried so hard not to
  • 00:18:34.299 --> 00:18:36.201
  • I tried so hard not to complain for seven days.
  • 00:18:36.268 --> 00:18:39.037
  • Complain for seven days. what happen was and this is so
  • 00:18:39.104 --> 00:18:42.975
  • Embarrassing to admit to you,
  • 00:18:43.075 --> 00:18:45.210
  • Embarrassing to admit to you, the more i tried not
  • 00:18:45.277 --> 00:18:46.712
  • The more i tried not to complain externally,
  • 00:18:46.778 --> 00:18:48.780
  • To complain externally, 'cause sometimes you can
  • 00:18:48.847 --> 00:18:49.681
  • 'cause sometimes you can fix the symptom,
  • 00:18:49.748 --> 00:18:52.718
  • Fix the symptom, now i'm in the text,
  • 00:18:52.784 --> 00:18:54.620
  • Now i'm in the text, you can fix the symptom
  • 00:18:54.686 --> 00:18:56.655
  • You can fix the symptom and stop trying to complain,
  • 00:18:56.722 --> 00:18:58.624
  • And stop trying to complain, but the root to it,
  • 00:18:58.690 --> 00:19:00.259
  • But the root to it, what happened to me was,
  • 00:19:00.325 --> 00:19:01.260
  • What happened to me was, i went five good
  • 00:19:01.326 --> 00:19:02.227
  • I went five good days without complaining,
  • 00:19:02.294 --> 00:19:04.263
  • Days without complaining, but on day six,
  • 00:19:04.329 --> 00:19:05.697
  • But on day six, the walls of jericho came
  • 00:19:05.764 --> 00:19:07.466
  • The walls of jericho came tumbling down a day early,
  • 00:19:07.533 --> 00:19:10.302
  • Tumbling down a day early, everything in my path,
  • 00:19:10.369 --> 00:19:12.671
  • Everything in my path, oh it was a tornado,
  • 00:19:12.738 --> 00:19:15.641
  • Oh it was a tornado, it was a downpour because
  • 00:19:15.707 --> 00:19:17.609
  • It was a downpour because when you fix the symptom
  • 00:19:17.676 --> 00:19:19.811
  • When you fix the symptom but don't address system that
  • 00:19:19.878 --> 00:19:22.514
  • But don't address system that created the symptom,
  • 00:19:22.581 --> 00:19:24.082
  • Created the symptom, the end is worse
  • 00:19:24.149 --> 00:19:25.184
  • The end is worse than the beginning.
  • 00:19:25.250 --> 00:19:27.186
  • Than the beginning. [applause]
  • 00:19:27.252 --> 00:19:35.260
  • [applause] you wanna get well?
  • 00:19:35.327 --> 00:19:37.362
  • You wanna get well? well yeah, i'm trying.
  • 00:19:37.429 --> 00:19:43.535
  • Well yeah, i'm trying. when you get to heaven,
  • 00:19:43.602 --> 00:19:45.704
  • When you get to heaven, you be surprised who's
  • 00:19:45.771 --> 00:19:46.705
  • You be surprised who's there and who's not.
  • 00:19:46.772 --> 00:19:49.074
  • There and who's not. but one thing you might really
  • 00:19:49.141 --> 00:19:50.609
  • But one thing you might really be shocked about, this dude,
  • 00:19:50.676 --> 00:19:54.346
  • Be shocked about, this dude, whoever he is in john 5,
  • 00:19:54.413 --> 00:19:56.715
  • Whoever he is in john 5, is gonna have a long line of
  • 00:19:56.782 --> 00:19:58.717
  • Is gonna have a long line of preachers waiting to apologize
  • 00:19:58.784 --> 00:20:00.953
  • Preachers waiting to apologize to him for how we misinterpreted
  • 00:20:01.019 --> 00:20:05.023
  • To him for how we misinterpreted his story in john 5.
  • 00:20:05.090 --> 00:20:08.694
  • His story in john 5. oh, i've heard everything,
  • 00:20:08.760 --> 00:20:11.096
  • Oh, i've heard everything, i've heard it said that
  • 00:20:11.163 --> 00:20:12.798
  • I've heard it said that in 38 years the man
  • 00:20:12.864 --> 00:20:14.466
  • In 38 years the man should have been able to
  • 00:20:14.533 --> 00:20:15.534
  • Should have been able to crawl or roll his way to the
  • 00:20:15.601 --> 00:20:17.202
  • Crawl or roll his way to the edge of the pool, yeah,
  • 00:20:17.269 --> 00:20:19.771
  • Edge of the pool, yeah, like that would work,
  • 00:20:19.838 --> 00:20:21.573
  • Like that would work, 'cause now somebody stronger
  • 00:20:21.640 --> 00:20:22.641
  • 'cause now somebody stronger than you is just gonna
  • 00:20:22.708 --> 00:20:24.376
  • Than you is just gonna hold you back at the moment,
  • 00:20:24.443 --> 00:20:25.344
  • Hold you back at the moment, you're still powerless
  • 00:20:25.410 --> 00:20:26.278
  • You're still powerless to fall in at the right time.
  • 00:20:26.345 --> 00:20:28.213
  • To fall in at the right time. and besides,
  • 00:20:28.280 --> 00:20:30.048
  • And besides, when has jesus ever taunted
  • 00:20:30.115 --> 00:20:32.651
  • When has jesus ever taunted someone into transformation?
  • 00:20:32.718 --> 00:20:36.154
  • Someone into transformation? you really think that's the
  • 00:20:36.221 --> 00:20:37.222
  • You really think that's the spirit of the savior?
  • 00:20:37.289 --> 00:20:39.191
  • Spirit of the savior? some of us do.
  • 00:20:39.258 --> 00:20:41.760
  • Some of us do. we really picture god
  • 00:20:41.827 --> 00:20:43.028
  • We really picture god like standing over us,
  • 00:20:43.095 --> 00:20:44.463
  • Like standing over us, in our minds,
  • 00:20:44.529 --> 00:20:44.997
  • In our minds, our concepts of god, like,
  • 00:20:45.063 --> 00:20:47.199
  • Our concepts of god, like, you don't want it bad enough.
  • 00:20:47.266 --> 00:20:52.471
  • You don't want it bad enough. if you would have done it
  • 00:20:52.537 --> 00:20:53.338
  • If you would have done it different when they were eight,
  • 00:20:53.405 --> 00:20:55.807
  • Different when they were eight, they wouldn't be in so much
  • 00:20:55.874 --> 00:20:56.908
  • They wouldn't be in so much trouble when they were eighteen.
  • 00:20:56.975 --> 00:20:58.043
  • Trouble when they were eighteen. see?
  • 00:20:58.110 --> 00:20:58.677
  • See? you screwed them up.
  • 00:20:58.744 --> 00:21:00.145
  • You screwed them up. that's what god sounds
  • 00:21:00.212 --> 00:21:01.146
  • That's what god sounds like to a lot of us,
  • 00:21:01.213 --> 00:21:02.214
  • Like to a lot of us, so it's no surprise
  • 00:21:02.281 --> 00:21:03.348
  • So it's no surprise that when we hear jesus say,
  • 00:21:03.415 --> 00:21:04.716
  • That when we hear jesus say, "do you want to get well?"
  • 00:21:04.783 --> 00:21:06.251
  • "do you want to get well?" he says it with a
  • 00:21:06.318 --> 00:21:07.452
  • He says it with a snarl you know?
  • 00:21:07.519 --> 00:21:08.320
  • Snarl you know? do you even wanna get well?
  • 00:21:08.387 --> 00:21:09.888
  • Do you even wanna get well? do you even lift,
  • 00:21:09.955 --> 00:21:11.156
  • Do you even lift, are you even serious,
  • 00:21:11.223 --> 00:21:12.291
  • Are you even serious, i mean prove it if you do,
  • 00:21:12.357 --> 00:21:13.759
  • I mean prove it if you do, if you wanna get well,
  • 00:21:13.825 --> 00:21:14.826
  • If you wanna get well, say i wanna get well.
  • 00:21:14.893 --> 00:21:17.863
  • Say i wanna get well. so why did he ask it?
  • 00:21:17.929 --> 00:21:22.968
  • So why did he ask it? why did he ask the man do you
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  • Why did he ask the man do you wanna get well before he helped
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  • Wanna get well before he helped him get up and walk?
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  • Him get up and walk? and as i prayed
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  • And as i prayed through that this week,
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  • Through that this week, i realize that before jesus
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  • I realize that before jesus could help him walk,
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  • Could help him walk, he had to help him want.
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  • I don't know who this for,
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  • I don't know who this for, but god is dealing with your
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  • But god is dealing with your desires in this season of life.
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  • Desires in this season of life. you have been disappointed over
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  • You have been disappointed over and over and over again.
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  • And over and over again. and every time you try,
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  • And every time you try, nobody notices.
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  • Nobody notices. and every time you try,
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  • And every time you try, you come up short.
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  • You come up short. sickness is cyclical.
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  • Sickness is cyclical. it comes around,
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  • It comes around, it goes around.
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  • It goes around. you're well for a little while,
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  • You're well for a little while, and then it's the same
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  • And then it's the same thing all over again but
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  • Thing all over again but this it's only worse.
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  • This it's only worse. because now, not only are you
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  • Because now, not only are you back where you started but you
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  • Back where you started but you have less hope that it
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  • Have less hope that it is ever going to be different
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  • Is ever going to be different because you've cycled
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  • Because you've cycled through it one more time,
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  • Through it one more time, just to realize,
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  • Just to realize, "well i guess i'm just
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  • "well i guess i'm just a cynical person.
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  • A cynical person. well, i guess i'm just
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  • Well, i guess i'm just a negative person.
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  • A negative person. i guess nobody in my family was
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  • I guess nobody in my family was meant to go to college."
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  • Meant to go to college." see, when you hang
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  • See, when you hang around the colonnades,
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  • Around the colonnades, with people who are sick,
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  • With people who are sick, sickness because normal to
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  • Sickness because normal to you and it starts to be easier
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  • You and it starts to be easier for you to accept the
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  • For you to accept the condition than to challenge it.
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  • Condition than to challenge it. because to challenge the
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  • Because to challenge the condition means to risk
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  • Condition means to risk disappointment and some
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  • Disappointment and some of us have tried,
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  • Of us have tried, got blocked.
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  • Got blocked. tried, got blocked.
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  • Tried, got blocked. and now people see you and they
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  • And now people see you and they assume that you don't care,
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  • Assume that you don't care, no i care,
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  • No i care, i cared and i cared so much
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  • I cared and i cared so much but they didn't care back.
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  • But they didn't care back. and i tried so hard and i still
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  • And i tried so hard and i still got looked over and don't you
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  • Got looked over and don't you know it's hard when
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  • Know it's hard when your expectation has been
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  • Your expectation has been damaged by disappointment.
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  • Damaged by disappointment. it's a slow damage,
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  • It's a slow damage, it's a slow tearing
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  • It's a slow tearing of the muscle fibers,
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  • Of the muscle fibers, it's a slow deterioration of
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  • It's a slow deterioration of your hope by disappointment,
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  • Your hope by disappointment, it is not one event
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  • It is not one event that creates it,
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  • That creates it, it's over and over,
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  • It's over and over, i tried and i tried
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  • I tried and i tried and i smiled and i
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  • And i smiled and i stayed and i cooked,
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  • Stayed and i cooked, and i parented and i disciplined
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  • And i parented and i disciplined and i showed up and i didn't
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  • And i showed up and i didn't care and the man has
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  • Care and the man has finally gotten to a place,
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  • Finally gotten to a place, i believe where he is
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  • I believe where he is tired of trying, are you?
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  • >> we're so thankful that
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  • >> we're so thankful that you joined us today.
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  • You joined us today. one of my favorite things
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  • One of my favorite things about these sermons is how
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  • About these sermons is how i can take the word
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  • I can take the word and apply it immediately.
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  • And apply it immediately. there are always connections
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  • There are always connections that i can make and ways that
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  • That i can make and ways that i can practically process
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  • I can practically process these teachings.
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  • These teachings. i could easily listen and then
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  • I could easily listen and then walk away and really not
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  • Walk away and really not do anything with it.
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  • Do anything with it. but when i really do sit down
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  • But when i really do sit down and apply this to my life,
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  • And apply this to my life, i begin to feel a shift
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  • I begin to feel a shift in my spirit.
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  • In my spirit. >> yeah, and you see
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  • >> yeah, and you see changes in your life and you
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  • Changes in your life and you accept it and embrace
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  • Accept it and embrace the challenge.
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  • The challenge. so today, if you felt
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  • So today, if you felt challenged or encouraged,
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  • Challenged or encouraged, i have a resource i want to make
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  • And really, really help you in your
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  • Relationship with god, grow closer to him and see
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  • Grow closer to him and see what he has for you.
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  • >> it's wise to choose
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  • >> it's wise to choose your battles when you can,
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  • Your battles when you can, but what do you do
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  • But what do you do when your battle chooses you?
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  • When your battle chooses you? this is what
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  • This is what the lord says to you,
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  • The lord says to you, “don't be afraid,
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  • “don't be afraid, don't be discouraged,
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  • Don't be discouraged, don't back down;
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  • Don't back down; if you fight it,
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  • If you fight it, you're gonna lose it.”
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  • You're gonna lose it.” you can't fight it;
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  • You can't fight it; give it back.
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  • Give it back. you can't figure it out;
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  • You can't figure it out; give it back.
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  • Give it back. how do you give it back?
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  • How do you give it back? that's a focus.
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  • That's a focus. that's looking beyond
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  • That's looking beyond what's coming against you,
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  • What's coming against you, and looking toward
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  • And looking toward what is within you,
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  • What is within you, to know that greater is he
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  • To know that greater is he that is in me,
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  • That is in me, than he that is in the world,
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  • Than he that is in the world, and god wants his battle back.
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  • And god wants his battle back. i want you to get in position;
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  • I want you to get in position; not so that you can fight,
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  • Not so that you can fight, not so that you can struggle,
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  • Not so that you can struggle, but so that you can see
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  • But so that you can see the deliverance.
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  • The deliverance. god is fighting for worshippers,
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  • God is fighting for worshippers, god is fighting for praisers,
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  • God is fighting for praisers, god is fighting for his people;
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  • God is fighting for his people; god is fighting for you,
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  • God is fighting for you, because somebody
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  • Because somebody has been wondering,
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  • Has been wondering, “is god using me?
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  • “is god using me? is this even worth it?”,
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  • Is this even worth it?”, but there's something
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  • But there's something about that,
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  • About that, that should let you know
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  • That should let you know that if the devil showed up
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  • That if the devil showed up in the first place,
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  • In the first place, there must be
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  • There must be something important.
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  • Something important. you're his friend;
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  • You're his friend; you get his help,
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  • You get his help, you get his strength,
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  • You get his strength, you get his miracles,
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  • You get his miracles, you get his wisdom,
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  • You get his wisdom, you get his provision,
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  • You get his provision, you get his angels.
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  • You get his angels. what do you do
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  • What do you do when the battle chooses you?
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  • When the battle chooses you? you worship your way through it.
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  • >> announcer: we all face
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  • Battles in situations
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  • That feel like
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  • They're too much to manage.
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  • Get your copy, today, of
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  • “when the battle chooses you”,
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  • And give your battle
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  • Back to god.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • ♪ miracles on miracles ♪
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  • ♪ count your miracles ♪
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  • ♪ one-two-three-four ♪
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  • ♪ i can't even count 'em all ♪
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  • ♪ miracles on miracles ♪
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  • ♪ a million little miracles ♪
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