Steven Furtick - Ugly Trust (Part 2)

March 17, 2026 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - Ugly Trust (Part 2) | March 17, 2026
  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> god sent me to preach
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  • >> god sent me to preach to somebody today
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  • To somebody today who is having to trust god
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  • Who is having to trust god in between something
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  • In between something that you believe he
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  • That you believe he spoke to you
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  • Spoke to you and something that you
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  • And something that you are going through
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  • Are going through on the way to what
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  • On the way to what he spoke to you.
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  • He spoke to you. so, who's it for?
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  • So, who's it for? i need to know.
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  • I need to know. who's this message for?
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  • Who's this message for? okay.
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  • Okay. here's what david
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  • Here's what david had to do.
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  • Had to do. he had to go down
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  • He had to go down to a place called "gath"
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  • To a place called "gath" that's in the territory
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  • That's in the territory of the philistines.
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  • Of the philistines. do either of those
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  • Do either of those ring a bell
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  • Ring a bell for anybody in the room?
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  • For anybody in the room? just, even if
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  • Just, even if it's one person?
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  • It's one person? do you remember
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  • Do you remember a famous philistine
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  • A famous philistine in the bible
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  • In the bible that david had
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  • That david had an encounter with?
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  • An encounter with? starts with goli,
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  • Starts with goli, ends with ath.
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  • Ends with ath. goliath, the famous --
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  • Goliath, the famous -- the famous giant
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  • The famous giant that david had to kill.
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  • That david had to kill. he was from gath in philistia.
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  • He was from gath in philistia. now, david is running
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  • Now, david is running from the king
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  • From the king that he wants to be
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  • That he wants to be serving and helping him,
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  • Serving and helping him, fighting for him
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  • Fighting for him and playing music for him.
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  • And playing music for him. and he has to run
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  • And he has to run to the place
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  • To the place where the enemy lives
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  • Where the enemy lives that he was destined to kill,
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  • That he was destined to kill, to hide for a little while.
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  • To hide for a little while. and the bible says
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  • And the bible says that when he got there,
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  • That when he got there, they recognized him.
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  • They recognized him. they were like,
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  • They were like, "this is the dude
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  • "this is the dude that killed goliath.
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  • That killed goliath. that is that little boy
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  • That is that little boy who was keeping sheep,
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  • Who was keeping sheep, came up with
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  • Came up with a sling and a stone."
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  • A sling and a stone." your enemy recognizes you.
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  • Your enemy recognizes you. your enemy knows
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  • Your enemy knows what you're capable of,
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  • What you're capable of, sometimes more than you do.
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  • Sometimes more than you do. they said, "this is david.
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  • They said, "this is david. what's he doing here?"
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  • What's he doing here?" he was trying to hide out,
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  • He was trying to hide out, get some cover, buy some time,
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  • Get some cover, buy some time, to figure out what god
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  • To figure out what god was gonna do next.
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  • Was gonna do next. they said, "this is david."
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  • They said, "this is david." and david was like, "oh, no.
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  • And david was like, "oh, no. i'm in trouble.
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  • I'm in trouble. they know who i am."
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  • They know who i am." so, watch what he did
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  • So, watch what he did to get away.
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  • To get away. this is in 1 samuel 21 --
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  • This is in 1 samuel 21 -- yeah, go back to 21,
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  • Yeah, go back to 21, that late one i sent y'all.
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  • That late one i sent y'all. i didn't send them this,
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  • I didn't send them this, so they didn't have it.
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  • So they didn't have it. but then i sent it to 'em, so.
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  • But then i sent it to 'em, so. put it up there, y'all.
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  • Put it up there, y'all. yeah, i had to show you
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  • Yeah, i had to show you what it looks like
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  • What it looks like to really trust god.
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  • To really trust god. "david took
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  • "david took these words to heart
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  • These words to heart and was very much
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  • And was very much afraid of achish,"
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  • Afraid of achish," achish is not a
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  • Achish is not a achish is a title.
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  • Achish is a title. it's like pharaoh
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  • It's like pharaoh or something like that
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  • Or something like that for the philistine rulers.
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  • For the philistine rulers. "he was very much
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  • "he was very much afraid of achish,
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  • Afraid of achish, king of gath."
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  • King of gath." watch what he did.
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  • Watch what he did. he sought the lord.
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  • He sought the lord. "so, he pretended to be
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  • "so, he pretended to be insane in their presence."
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  • Insane in their presence." [laughter]
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  • [laughter] repeat after me,
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  • Repeat after me, "david...
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  • "david... >> congregation: david...
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  • >> congregation: david... >> went...
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  • >> went... >> congregation: went...
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  • >> congregation: went... >> crazy."
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  • >> crazy." >> congregation: crazy.
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  • >> congregation: crazy. >> "i will bless the lord
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  • >> "i will bless the lord at all times if --
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  • At all times if -- this is david,
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  • This is david, blessing the lord.
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  • Blessing the lord. watch king david.
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  • Watch king david. back up on the screen, y'all.
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  • Back up on the screen, y'all. "he pretended to be insane
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  • "he pretended to be insane in their presence;
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  • In their presence; and while he was in their hands,
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  • And while he was in their hands, he acted like a madman,
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  • He acted like a madman, making marks on the doors
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  • Making marks on the doors of the gate
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  • Of the gate and letting saliva
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  • And letting saliva run down his beard."
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  • Run down his beard." i thought about
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  • I thought about acting this out.
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  • Acting this out. [laughter]
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  • I prayed about it.
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  • I prayed about it. the lord said,
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  • The lord said, "let them use
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  • "let them use their imagination occasionally."
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  • Their imagination occasionally." [laughter]
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  • [laughter] but you get the picture?
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  • But you get the picture? he's running from saul
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  • And he's seeking the lord
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  • And he's seeking the lord with saliva running
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  • With saliva running down his beard,
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  • Down his beard, scratching the door,
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  • Scratching the door, trying to get out
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  • Trying to get out of a situation
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  • Of a situation that he really doesn't have
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  • That he really doesn't have an answer for yet.
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  • An answer for yet. i felt compelled to show you
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  • I felt compelled to show you that picture
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  • That picture for several reasons.
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  • For several reasons. one, you feel like
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  • One, you feel like you're going crazy right now.
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  • You're going crazy right now. not everybody, but some of you.
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  • Not everybody, but some of you. so, when we sing,
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  • So, when we sing, "i sought the lord
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  • "i sought the lord and he heard,"
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  • And he heard," you are not yet sure
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  • You are not yet sure about "he heard," yet,
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  • About "he heard," yet, and to be honest,
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  • And to be honest, you're really not sure
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  • You're really not sure if you're seeking him.
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  • If you're seeking him. because sometimes
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  • Because sometimes you don't feel like
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  • You don't feel like you're seeking him.
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  • You're seeking him. because not everybody
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  • Because not everybody that listens to me preach
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  • That listens to me preach has a three hour prayer time
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  • Has a three hour prayer time every morning.
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  • Every morning. not everybody
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  • Not everybody who listens to me preach
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  • Who listens to me preach quotes the bible
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  • Quotes the bible in hebrew acrostics.
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  • In hebrew acrostics. not everybody that
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  • Not everybody that listens to me preach
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  • Listens to me preach goes home and listens
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  • Goes home and listens to elevation worship
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  • To elevation worship as they walk around
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  • As they walk around the kitchen blessing
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  • The kitchen blessing the lord at all times.
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  • The lord at all times. even this morning,
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  • Even this morning, i was pretty tired,
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  • I was pretty tired, so on my way to church,
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  • So on my way to church, i listened to metallica.
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  • I listened to metallica. sorry.
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  • Sorry. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] i needed something
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  • I needed something to wake me up.
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  • To wake me up. just one song,
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  • Just one song, and then i switched
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  • And then i switched to worship.
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  • To worship. but i needed james hetfield
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  • But i needed james hetfield to get me started.
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  • To get me started. i'm sorry!
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  • I'm sorry! i just needed energy.
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  • I just needed energy. it was early,
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  • It was early, and i'm low on sleep,
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  • And i'm low on sleep, and it helped me.
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  • And it helped me. and i'm telling you that
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  • And i'm telling you that because sometimes we talk
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  • Because sometimes we talk so fancy about faith.
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  • So fancy about faith. "i sought the lord."
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  • "i sought the lord." did you?
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  • Did you? [laughter]
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  • [laughter] or it's guilt.
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  • Or it's guilt. the enemy is like,
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  • The enemy is like, "you're not seeking god,
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  • "you're not seeking god, you don't pray enough.
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  • You don't pray enough. you don't worship enough.
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  • You don't worship enough. you don't praise him enough.
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  • You don't praise him enough. you don't really love him."
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  • You don't really love him." david's got spit
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  • David's got spit in his beard
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  • In his beard in enemy territory
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  • In enemy territory and he's talking about,
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  • And he's talking about, "i sought the lord."
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  • "i sought the lord." so, before you get
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  • So, before you get ashamed of the fact
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  • Ashamed of the fact that sometimes it feels like
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  • That sometimes it feels like you're losing your mind,
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  • You're losing your mind, can we celebrate the fact
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  • Can we celebrate the fact that at least you're
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  • That at least you're losing it in church,
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  • Losing it in church, and at least you're losing it
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  • And at least you're losing it in a room with some
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  • In a room with some other crazy christians
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  • Other crazy christians on a sunday morning
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  • On a sunday morning when it was raining
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  • When it was raining just enough to tell you,
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  • Just enough to tell you, "i'm not going,"
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  • "i'm not going," but you said,
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  • But you said, "no, i'm going.
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  • "no, i'm going. i'm not going
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  • I'm not going crazy without god."
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  • Crazy without god." [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] don't you love knowing that?
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  • Don't you love knowing that? [feedback from mic]
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  • [feedback from mic] oh.
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  • Oh. oh.
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  • Oh. technical difficulties
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  • Technical difficulties trying to stop me
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  • Trying to stop me from preaching today.
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  • From preaching today. but you know what?
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  • But you know what? sometimes in my life,
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  • Sometimes in my life, i have found that
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  • I have found that it is when i am in
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  • It is when i am in the sloppiest
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  • The sloppiest most scrambled --
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  • Most scrambled -- they used to say that
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  • They used to say that i preach better jet lagged.
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  • I preach better jet lagged. and i said,
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  • And i said, "i wonder why that is?"
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  • "i wonder why that is?" because my mind wasn't
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  • Because my mind wasn't in the way so much.
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  • In the way so much. [applause]
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  • [applause] because i would just
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  • Because i would just let it come from the spirit.
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  • Let it come from the spirit. and then they say,
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  • And then they say, "well, let just let the spirit
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  • "well, let just let the spirit flow through you."
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  • Flow through you." easier said than done.
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  • Easier said than done. and i think seeking god
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  • And i think seeking god is like that sometimes.
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  • Is like that sometimes. because the question
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  • Because the question becomes when we say,
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  • Becomes when we say, "i sought the lord,"
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  • "i sought the lord," what does sought even mean?
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  • What does sought even mean? it doesn't mean just
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  • It doesn't mean just that i went to church.
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  • That i went to church. it doesn't just that
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  • It doesn't just that i song a song --
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  • I song a song -- it doesn't --
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  • It doesn't -- sang a song.
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  • Sang a song. it doesn't mean just that
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  • It doesn't mean just that i quoted a bible verse.
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  • I quoted a bible verse. it doesn't mean just that
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  • It doesn't mean just that i had a wish.
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  • I had a wish. it doesn't mean just
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  • It doesn't mean just that i made it a prayer request.
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  • That i made it a prayer request. it doesn't mean just that
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  • It doesn't mean just that i had a desire.
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  • I had a desire. it means something
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  • It means something very different to david.
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  • Very different to david. because he wrote that
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  • Because he wrote that about a situation where
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  • About a situation where spit was running
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  • Spit was running down his beard
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  • Down his beard and he had no idea
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  • And he had no idea what was next.
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  • What was next. that's where
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  • That's where some of you are today.
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  • Some of you are today. and when you go
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  • And when you go to pray about it,
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  • To pray about it, you don't really feel like
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  • You don't really feel like you get a clear answer.
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  • You get a clear answer. and there are some things
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  • And there are some things that you're singing,
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  • That you're singing, "i sought the lord
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  • "i sought the lord and he heard,
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  • And he heard, and he answered,"
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  • And he answered," and there are some things
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  • And there are some things that you're singing,
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  • That you're singing, "i sought the lord...
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  • "i sought the lord... and i hope he heard,
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  • And i hope he heard, but right now i don't see
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  • But right now i don't see any evidence to support
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  • Any evidence to support the conclusion
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  • The conclusion that he heard."
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  • That he heard." because when jesus was asleep
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  • Because when jesus was asleep on the boat and they said,
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  • On the boat and they said, "master, don't you care?"
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  • "master, don't you care?" it lets me know
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  • It lets me know that there will be times
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  • That there will be times in my life
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  • In my life where it will appear
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  • Where it will appear that he doesn't hear me,
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  • And i will conclude
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  • And i will conclude that he doesn't care.
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  • That he doesn't care. but in some of these spaces,
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  • But in some of these spaces, your seeking is defined
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  • Your seeking is defined by what you do
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  • By what you do in the space between
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  • When you seek him
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  • When you seek him and when he says yes.
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  • And when he says yes. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, if you are there today
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  • So, if you are there today and it's not a pretty situation,
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  • And it's not a pretty situation, the psalmist wants you to know
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  • The psalmist wants you to know that one of the beautiful
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  • That one of the beautiful psalms in the bible
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  • Psalms in the bible came from one of
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  • Came from one of the ugliest situations.
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  • The ugliest situations. and some of the most
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  • And some of the most beautiful testimonies
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  • Beautiful testimonies that you will have
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  • That you will have in your life,
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  • In your life, where you will be
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  • Where you will be singing two years from now,
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  • Singing two years from now, "i sought the lord.
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  • "i sought the lord. back in april 2023,
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  • Back in april 2023, i was standing in church singing
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  • I was standing in church singing 'i sought the lord,'
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  • 'i sought the lord,' and i was seeking him,
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  • And i was seeking him, but i couldn't see him.
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  • But i couldn't see him. and i was groping,
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  • And i was groping, but i couldn't feel him.
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  • But i couldn't feel him. and i was stretching
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  • And i was stretching my hands in faith,
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  • My hands in faith, but i didn't feel it.
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  • But i didn't feel it. and i sought him,
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  • And i sought him, and there was a space."
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  • And there was a space." for david, there was
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  • For david, there was a seven year space.
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  • A seven year space. did you hear
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  • Did you hear what i just said?
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  • What i just said? not seven minutes,
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  • Not seven minutes, not seven months,
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  • Not seven months, seven years that
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  • Seven years that saul chased him,
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  • Saul chased him, seven years that he made
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  • Seven years that he made his home in caves,
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  • His home in caves, seven years that
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  • Seven years that he dealt with depression.
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  • He dealt with depression. you say, "david
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  • You say, "david wasn't depressed.
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  • Wasn't depressed. he blessed the lord
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  • He blessed the lord at all times."
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  • At all times." thank god i've got a bible
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  • Thank god i've got a bible and i don't just have to go
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  • And i don't just have to go off of one little verse.
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  • Off of one little verse. [applause]
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  • [applause] look what david
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  • Look what david did one time.
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  • Did one time. he ran to the king of gath.
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  • He ran to the king of gath. he let spit run down
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  • He let spit run down his beard so the king
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  • His beard so the king let him go.
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  • Let him go. a period of
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  • A period of five more years elapses.
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  • Five more years elapses. saul is still chasing him.
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  • Saul is still chasing him. three times david
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  • Three times david has the opportunity
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  • Has the opportunity to take matters
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  • To take matters in his own hands
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  • In his own hands and kill saul,
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  • And kill saul, but he won't do it
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  • But he won't do it because he trust in god.
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  • Because he trust in god. [applause]
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  • [applause] three times he could
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  • Three times he could take him out,
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  • Take him out, but he doesn't do it
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  • But he doesn't do it because he said,
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  • Because he said, "i trust in god."
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  • "i trust in god." he's not saying
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  • He's not saying i trust in god
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  • I trust in god meaning i never feel fear.
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  • Meaning i never feel fear. he told you,
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  • He told you, "i had fear that
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  • "i had fear that disturbed me to my core."
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  • Disturbed me to my core." it wasn't a feeling of trust,
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  • It wasn't a feeling of trust, it was a decision of trust.
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  • It was a decision of trust. it was a decision to keep
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  • It was a decision to keep doing it god's way
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  • Doing it god's way despite the evidence
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  • Despite the evidence that god's way wasn't working.
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  • That god's way wasn't working. [applause]
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  • So, david has --
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  • So, david has -- it's been seven years
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  • It's been seven years he's been running
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  • He's been running from this guy.
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  • From this guy. it's been three times
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  • It's been three times he was close enough to kill him.
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  • He was close enough to kill him. one time, he caught saul
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  • One time, he caught saul going to the bathroom
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  • Going to the bathroom in a cave.
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  • In a cave. that is a vulnerable
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  • That is a vulnerable position to be in.
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  • Position to be in. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] i don't know, man,
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  • I don't know, man, for me, i probably
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  • For me, i probably would have just
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  • Would have just ended it right there.
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  • Ended it right there. if i see the king
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  • If i see the king who's been trying to kill me
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  • Who's been trying to kill me and he's in the process
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  • And he's in the process of relieving himself,
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  • Of relieving himself, i am going to relieve him
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  • I am going to relieve him of his duties as king
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  • Of his duties as king and kill him
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  • And kill him so i can get some relief
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  • So i can get some relief from the situation.
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  • From the situation. but david said,
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  • But david said, "i trust god.
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  • "i trust god. it's gotta be his timing,
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  • It's gotta be his timing, it's gotta be his way,
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  • It's gotta be his way, it's gotta be his route,
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  • It's gotta be his route, it's gotta be his means,
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  • It's gotta be his means, it's gotta be his strength,
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  • It's gotta be his strength, it's gotta be his power.
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  • It's gotta be his power. i'm not gonna do
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  • I'm not gonna do this david's way,
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  • This david's way, i'm gonna do it god's way.
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  • I'm gonna do it god's way. because if it's god's will,
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  • Because if it's god's will, if it's god's hand,
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  • If it's god's hand, if it's god's favor,
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  • If it's god's favor, then i can have
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  • Then i can have god's strength to support me
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  • God's strength to support me as i go through each season.
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  • As i go through each season. i trust in god."
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  • I trust in god." talk about ugly trust.
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  • Talk about ugly trust. you're in a cave with the king
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  • You're in a cave with the king who is defecating
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  • Who is defecating while he is trying
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  • While he is trying to decapitate you,
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  • To decapitate you, and you have the opportunity
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  • And you have the opportunity to kill him,
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  • To kill him, but you walk away.
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  • But you walk away. one time, he stole
  • 00:12:49.488 --> 00:12:50.289
  • One time, he stole saul's water jug
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  • Saul's water jug and his spear,
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  • And his spear, just to show him,
  • 00:12:53.092 --> 00:12:54.126
  • Just to show him, "i could kill you,
  • 00:12:54.193 --> 00:12:54.794
  • "i could kill you, but i didn't.
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  • But i didn't. leave me alone.
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  • Leave me alone. why you keep messing with me?
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  • Why you keep messing with me? why do you keep doing this?"
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  • Why do you keep doing this?" and saul shouts back to him,
  • 00:13:02.434 --> 00:13:04.436
  • And saul shouts back to him, he said, "oh, david,
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  • He said, "oh, david, thank you so much
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  • Thank you so much for sparing my life.
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  • For sparing my life. you're gonna do great things."
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  • You're gonna do great things." nothing like encouragement
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  • Nothing like encouragement from somebody who
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  • From somebody who tracked you out
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  • Tracked you out into the desert to kill you.
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  • Into the desert to kill you. that'll bless you.
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  • That'll bless you. "god's gonna do great things
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  • "god's gonna do great things through you, david."
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  • Through you, david." then look what
  • 00:13:26.158 --> 00:13:26.559
  • Then look what the bible says about david
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  • The bible says about david who trust in god.
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  • Who trust in god. hey, i'm trying to bring you
  • 00:13:30.095 --> 00:13:31.864
  • Hey, i'm trying to bring you into a conversation today
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  • Into a conversation today to let you know that
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  • To let you know that this trust in god thing
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  • This trust in god thing is trickier than it sounds
  • 00:13:36.402 --> 00:13:39.004
  • Is trickier than it sounds on the surface,
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  • On the surface, and that none of us
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  • And that none of us totally trust god
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  • Totally trust god all the time
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  • All the time like we wish we did.
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  • Like we wish we did. that all of us have this
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  • That all of us have this back and forth battle.
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  • Back and forth battle. if i can't get you to see
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  • If i can't get you to see anything other than that today,
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  • Anything other than that today, i did my job.
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  • I did my job. 'cause when you go into
  • 00:13:55.054 --> 00:13:56.021
  • 'cause when you go into those moments
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  • Those moments where you toggle
  • 00:13:56.689 --> 00:13:57.723
  • Where you toggle between trusting god
  • 00:13:57.790 --> 00:14:01.293
  • Between trusting god and having a,
  • 00:14:01.360 --> 00:14:03.729
  • And having a, i don't know what
  • 00:14:03.796 --> 00:14:04.230
  • I don't know what you call these moments,
  • 00:14:04.296 --> 00:14:06.398
  • You call these moments, but i call these
  • 00:14:06.465 --> 00:14:07.633
  • But i call these moments humanity.
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  • Moments humanity. i don't call these moments
  • 00:14:14.740 --> 00:14:16.008
  • I don't call these moments moments of weakness anymore,
  • 00:14:16.075 --> 00:14:17.643
  • Moments of weakness anymore, i call them moments
  • 00:14:17.710 --> 00:14:19.545
  • I call them moments of humanity.
  • 00:14:19.612 --> 00:14:23.082
  • Of humanity. and they don't mean
  • 00:14:23.148 --> 00:14:23.716
  • And they don't mean i don't love god,
  • 00:14:23.782 --> 00:14:25.851
  • I don't love god, and these moments don't mean
  • 00:14:25.918 --> 00:14:26.685
  • And these moments don't mean i don't trust him.
  • 00:14:26.752 --> 00:14:28.787
  • I don't trust him. but we're in a world
  • 00:14:28.854 --> 00:14:29.488
  • But we're in a world where we're having
  • 00:14:29.555 --> 00:14:30.089
  • Where we're having to figure things out
  • 00:14:30.155 --> 00:14:31.824
  • To figure things out step by step
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  • Step by step and faith is not always fancy.
  • 00:14:34.193 --> 00:14:37.663
  • And faith is not always fancy. i don't always
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  • I don't always seeketh him-eth.
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  • Seeketh him-eth. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] i don't always
  • 00:14:43.269 --> 00:14:43.736
  • I don't always have always have
  • 00:14:43.802 --> 00:14:44.103
  • Have always have a king james courage.
  • 00:14:44.169 --> 00:14:48.007
  • A king james courage. sometimes i'm caught
  • 00:14:48.073 --> 00:14:48.674
  • Sometimes i'm caught in conflict,
  • 00:14:48.741 --> 00:14:49.408
  • In conflict, this or that
  • 00:14:49.475 --> 00:14:50.876
  • This or that or the other.
  • 00:14:50.943 --> 00:14:52.411
  • Or the other. "okay, god, maybe
  • 00:14:52.478 --> 00:14:53.445
  • "okay, god, maybe it's option c."
  • 00:14:53.512 --> 00:14:54.246
  • It's option c." so, david, i just wanna
  • 00:14:54.313 --> 00:14:55.948
  • So, david, i just wanna bring you up to date with
  • 00:14:56.015 --> 00:14:56.815
  • Bring you up to date with what it means when he says,
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  • What it means when he says, "i sought the lord
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  • "i sought the lord and he heard
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  • And he heard and delivered me
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  • And delivered me from all my fears."
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  • From all my fears." when saul told david after
  • 00:15:08.761 --> 00:15:09.929
  • When saul told david after seven years of david running,
  • 00:15:09.995 --> 00:15:12.331
  • Seven years of david running, he said, "god's gonna do
  • 00:15:12.398 --> 00:15:13.599
  • He said, "god's gonna do great things for you, david,
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  • Great things for you, david, you're a better man than me.
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  • You're a better man than me. thank you for not killing me."
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  • Thank you for not killing me." look what david did.
  • 00:15:18.470 --> 00:15:20.439
  • Look what david did. 1 samuel 27:1, "but david
  • 00:15:20.506 --> 00:15:25.244
  • 1 samuel 27:1, "but david thought to himself,
  • 00:15:25.311 --> 00:15:28.380
  • Thought to himself, 'one of these days
  • 00:15:28.447 --> 00:15:29.281
  • 'one of these days i will be destroyed
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  • I will be destroyed by the hand of saul.'"
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  • By the hand of saul.'" read it again.
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  • Read it again. he thought to himself,
  • 00:15:36.488 --> 00:15:39.024
  • He thought to himself, "saul's gonna kill me."
  • 00:15:39.091 --> 00:15:41.827
  • "saul's gonna kill me." the same guy who said,
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  • The same guy who said, "i sought the lord
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  • "i sought the lord and he answered,"
  • 00:15:45.698 --> 00:15:47.533
  • And he answered," thought to himself,
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  • Thought to himself, "i'm gonna die."
  • 00:15:50.002 --> 00:15:53.205
  • "i'm gonna die." what have you been
  • 00:15:53.272 --> 00:15:53.839
  • What have you been thinking to yourself.
  • 00:15:53.906 --> 00:15:58.143
  • Thinking to yourself. i am not done with that verse.
  • 00:15:58.210 --> 00:15:59.511
  • I am not done with that verse. put it back on the screen.
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  • Put it back on the screen. [laughter]
  • 00:16:00.646 --> 00:16:03.315
  • [laughter] they're trying to take me out
  • 00:16:03.382 --> 00:16:04.316
  • They're trying to take me out of this scripture
  • 00:16:04.383 --> 00:16:04.817
  • Of this scripture so quick today.
  • 00:16:04.883 --> 00:16:06.385
  • So quick today. let's stay here a minute.
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  • Let's stay here a minute. i'm not scared of
  • 00:16:08.687 --> 00:16:09.154
  • I'm not scared of the uncomfortable silence.
  • 00:16:09.221 --> 00:16:10.089
  • The uncomfortable silence. are you?
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  • Are you? y'all don't intimidate me,
  • 00:16:11.757 --> 00:16:12.491
  • Y'all don't intimidate me, looking at me like
  • 00:16:12.558 --> 00:16:13.125
  • Looking at me like you always seek the lord.
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  • You always seek the lord. i know you don't.
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  • I know you don't. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] i know you seek
  • 00:16:16.795 --> 00:16:17.229
  • I know you seek some other stuff, too,
  • 00:16:17.296 --> 00:16:18.230
  • Some other stuff, too, and some other places.
  • 00:16:18.297 --> 00:16:19.798
  • And some other places. don't make me prophesy,
  • 00:16:19.865 --> 00:16:20.632
  • Don't make me prophesy, i will get specific.
  • 00:16:20.699 --> 00:16:22.668
  • I will get specific. the lord will show me.
  • 00:16:22.735 --> 00:16:25.938
  • The lord will show me. you be seeking some food
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  • You be seeking some food in the pantry,
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  • In the pantry, stress eating at night,
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  • Stress eating at night, seeking some comfort
  • 00:16:30.075 --> 00:16:30.809
  • Seeking some comfort on some different websites
  • 00:16:30.876 --> 00:16:31.944
  • On some different websites and stuff, too.
  • 00:16:32.011 --> 00:16:35.814
  • And stuff, too. but i want you to know
  • 00:16:35.881 --> 00:16:36.548
  • But i want you to know something about all of that,
  • 00:16:36.615 --> 00:16:38.684
  • Something about all of that, i don't say that to shame you,
  • 00:16:38.751 --> 00:16:40.853
  • I don't say that to shame you, i say that to show you
  • 00:16:40.919 --> 00:16:44.590
  • I say that to show you that famous david,
  • 00:16:44.656 --> 00:16:47.493
  • That famous david, spear dodging david,
  • 00:16:47.559 --> 00:16:49.895
  • Spear dodging david, got to a point
  • 00:16:49.962 --> 00:16:52.598
  • Got to a point of seven years of waiting
  • 00:16:52.664 --> 00:16:55.134
  • Of seven years of waiting where he thought to himself,
  • 00:16:55.200 --> 00:16:59.038
  • Where he thought to himself, "one of these days
  • 00:16:59.104 --> 00:16:59.772
  • "one of these days i will be destroyed
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  • I will be destroyed by the hand of saul."
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  • By the hand of saul." and this phrase, oh, god,
  • 00:17:02.875 --> 00:17:04.376
  • And this phrase, oh, god, this is why i
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  • This is why i got up here today.
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  • Got up here today. this is why i flew in late
  • 00:17:06.245 --> 00:17:07.780
  • This is why i flew in late and got up early
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  • And got up early and listened to metallica
  • 00:17:08.680 --> 00:17:09.515
  • And listened to metallica to preach to you.
  • 00:17:09.581 --> 00:17:10.149
  • To preach to you. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] y'all didn't like that
  • 00:17:12.584 --> 00:17:13.218
  • Y'all didn't like that i listened to metallica.
  • 00:17:13.285 --> 00:17:13.952
  • I listened to metallica. i got --
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  • I got -- i could tell
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  • I could tell you were judging me.
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  • You were judging me. i don't care.
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  • I don't care. i sought the lord.
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  • I sought the lord. [laughter]
  • 00:17:18.357 --> 00:17:22.294
  • [laughter] watch me, watch me,
  • 00:17:22.361 --> 00:17:22.861
  • Watch me, watch me, watch me, watch me.
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  • Watch me, watch me. "david thought to himself,
  • 00:17:25.097 --> 00:17:26.465
  • "david thought to himself, 'one of these days
  • 00:17:26.532 --> 00:17:27.332
  • 'one of these days i will be destroy --
  • 00:17:27.399 --> 00:17:28.534
  • I will be destroy -- "i will bless
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  • "i will bless the lord at all ti --
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  • The lord at all ti -- "david thought to himself,
  • 00:17:30.035 --> 00:17:31.103
  • "david thought to himself, 'one of these days --
  • 00:17:31.170 --> 00:17:32.371
  • 'one of these days -- "i will praise you continually."
  • 00:17:32.438 --> 00:17:34.139
  • "i will praise you continually." "it's kinda hard
  • 00:17:34.206 --> 00:17:35.407
  • "it's kinda hard for god's praise
  • 00:17:35.474 --> 00:17:36.208
  • For god's praise to continually be at my mouth
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  • To continually be at my mouth when this guy keeps
  • 00:17:38.343 --> 00:17:39.445
  • When this guy keeps trying to kill me.
  • 00:17:39.511 --> 00:17:41.814
  • Trying to kill me. it's kinda hard for
  • 00:17:41.880 --> 00:17:42.448
  • It's kinda hard for god's praise to be
  • 00:17:42.514 --> 00:17:43.749
  • God's praise to be in my mouth when my life
  • 00:17:43.816 --> 00:17:45.584
  • In my mouth when my life keeps going backwards.
  • 00:17:45.651 --> 00:17:47.453
  • Keeps going backwards. it's kinda hard
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  • It's kinda hard for god's praise to be
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  • For god's praise to be in my mouth right now."
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  • In my mouth right now." that's okay.
  • 00:17:51.356 --> 00:17:52.291
  • That's okay. david thought to himself,
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  • David thought to himself, "one of these days,"
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  • "one of these days," and i know we have a lot of
  • 00:17:55.127 --> 00:17:56.095
  • And i know we have a lot of thoughts about the future.
  • 00:17:56.161 --> 00:17:57.596
  • Thoughts about the future. you know, "one of these days,
  • 00:17:57.663 --> 00:17:59.264
  • You know, "one of these days, this is gonna catch up with me.
  • 00:17:59.331 --> 00:18:00.599
  • This is gonna catch up with me. i can't keep doing this.
  • 00:18:00.666 --> 00:18:02.034
  • I can't keep doing this. i can't keep going like this.
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  • I can't keep going like this. i can't keep holding
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  • I can't keep holding out like this.
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  • Out like this. i can't keep,
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  • I can't keep, i can't keep,
  • 00:18:06.505 --> 00:18:07.039
  • I can't keep, i can't --
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  • I can't -- i'm doing pretty good
  • 00:18:07.673 --> 00:18:08.273
  • I'm doing pretty good right now,
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  • Right now, but i can't keep
  • 00:18:09.241 --> 00:18:09.875
  • But i can't keep running like this.
  • 00:18:09.942 --> 00:18:10.843
  • Running like this. i can't keep pretending
  • 00:18:10.909 --> 00:18:11.910
  • I can't keep pretending like everything's okay."
  • 00:18:11.977 --> 00:18:13.412
  • Like everything's okay." david thought to himself,
  • 00:18:13.479 --> 00:18:15.481
  • David thought to himself, "this does not end
  • 00:18:15.547 --> 00:18:16.682
  • "this does not end well for me."
  • 00:18:16.748 --> 00:18:17.616
  • Well for me." "how could you
  • 00:18:17.683 --> 00:18:18.217
  • "how could you think that, david?
  • 00:18:18.283 --> 00:18:19.451
  • Think that, david? you have the promise of god.
  • 00:18:19.518 --> 00:18:21.353
  • You have the promise of god. how could you think
  • 00:18:21.420 --> 00:18:22.121
  • How could you think that david?
  • 00:18:22.187 --> 00:18:22.821
  • That david? you have the oil
  • 00:18:22.888 --> 00:18:23.856
  • You have the oil of the anointing
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  • Of the anointing from the prophet samuel
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  • From the prophet samuel that was on you.
  • 00:18:26.291 --> 00:18:27.159
  • That was on you. don't you remember?
  • 00:18:27.226 --> 00:18:28.327
  • Don't you remember? he said he would raise you up.
  • 00:18:28.393 --> 00:18:29.828
  • He said he would raise you up. how can you think
  • 00:18:29.895 --> 00:18:30.996
  • How can you think that, david?"
  • 00:18:31.063 --> 00:18:31.864
  • That, david?" because seeking god
  • 00:18:31.930 --> 00:18:33.765
  • Because seeking god doesn't mean you will never
  • 00:18:33.832 --> 00:18:35.167
  • Doesn't mean you will never think fearful thoughts.
  • 00:18:35.234 --> 00:18:36.735
  • Think fearful thoughts. [applause]
  • 00:18:36.802 --> 00:18:42.841
  • [applause] seeking god does not mean
  • 00:18:42.908 --> 00:18:44.810
  • Seeking god does not mean that you will never feel like
  • 00:18:44.877 --> 00:18:46.178
  • That you will never feel like you're going crazy.
  • 00:18:46.245 --> 00:18:48.347
  • You're going crazy. the truth is nobody knows
  • 00:18:48.413 --> 00:18:49.815
  • The truth is nobody knows what you really go through.
  • 00:18:49.882 --> 00:18:51.517
  • What you really go through. nobody knows what you
  • 00:18:51.583 --> 00:18:52.651
  • Nobody knows what you really push through.
  • 00:18:52.718 --> 00:18:53.819
  • Really push through. nobody knows all the things
  • 00:18:53.886 --> 00:18:55.387
  • Nobody knows all the things that you didn't say
  • 00:18:55.454 --> 00:18:57.089
  • That you didn't say that would have been
  • 00:18:57.156 --> 00:18:57.589
  • That would have been worse than the thing
  • 00:18:57.656 --> 00:18:58.557
  • Worse than the thing that you said
  • 00:18:58.624 --> 00:18:59.191
  • That you said that you had
  • 00:18:59.258 --> 00:18:59.858
  • That you had to apologize for.
  • 00:18:59.925 --> 00:19:01.393
  • To apologize for. nobody really knows
  • 00:19:01.460 --> 00:19:02.928
  • Nobody really knows how crazy it gets,
  • 00:19:02.995 --> 00:19:05.864
  • How crazy it gets, how close you came
  • 00:19:05.931 --> 00:19:07.232
  • How close you came to quitting,
  • 00:19:07.299 --> 00:19:07.900
  • To quitting, how much you struggle
  • 00:19:07.966 --> 00:19:08.934
  • How much you struggle with feeling like enough,
  • 00:19:09.001 --> 00:19:10.536
  • With feeling like enough, how much and how hard
  • 00:19:10.602 --> 00:19:12.004
  • How much and how hard it has been
  • 00:19:12.070 --> 00:19:12.804
  • It has been for you to fight
  • 00:19:12.871 --> 00:19:13.805
  • For you to fight for these 14 months
  • 00:19:13.872 --> 00:19:15.274
  • For these 14 months of sobriety,
  • 00:19:15.340 --> 00:19:16.241
  • Of sobriety, how hard it has been
  • 00:19:16.308 --> 00:19:17.676
  • How hard it has been for you to continue
  • 00:19:17.743 --> 00:19:18.544
  • For you to continue to go home to a situation
  • 00:19:18.610 --> 00:19:20.812
  • To go home to a situation where you're underappreciated
  • 00:19:20.879 --> 00:19:22.481
  • Where you're underappreciated and a job where
  • 00:19:22.548 --> 00:19:23.549
  • And a job where you're undervalued.
  • 00:19:23.615 --> 00:19:24.650
  • You're undervalued. nobody knows.
  • 00:19:24.716 --> 00:19:27.419
  • Nobody knows. but he heard.
  • 00:19:27.486 --> 00:19:29.254
  • But he heard. he heard.
  • 00:19:29.321 --> 00:19:30.989
  • He heard. when you cried,
  • 00:19:31.056 --> 00:19:32.257
  • When you cried, he heard.
  • 00:19:32.324 --> 00:19:33.892
  • He heard. when you prayed,
  • 00:19:33.959 --> 00:19:35.160
  • When you prayed, he heard.
  • 00:19:35.227 --> 00:19:37.062
  • He heard. when you said, "i can't,"
  • 00:19:37.129 --> 00:19:38.297
  • When you said, "i can't," he said, "i can."
  • 00:19:38.363 --> 00:19:40.232
  • He said, "i can." he heard.
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  • He heard. [applause]
  • 00:19:41.867 --> 00:19:46.238
  • [applause] what a word for somebody
  • 00:19:46.305 --> 00:19:48.874
  • What a word for somebody who has felt like
  • 00:19:48.941 --> 00:19:49.841
  • Who has felt like you're going crazy.
  • 00:19:49.908 --> 00:19:51.176
  • You're not going crazy,
  • 00:19:51.276 --> 00:19:52.578
  • You're not going crazy, you're building faith, see.
  • 00:19:52.644 --> 00:19:54.346
  • You're building faith, see. you're building faith.
  • 00:19:54.413 --> 00:19:55.781
  • You're building faith. you're getting strong
  • 00:19:55.847 --> 00:19:56.848
  • You're getting strong in your spirit.
  • 00:19:56.915 --> 00:19:57.983
  • In your spirit. you're getting strong
  • 00:19:58.050 --> 00:19:59.051
  • You're getting strong in your beliefs.
  • 00:19:59.117 --> 00:20:00.118
  • In your beliefs. you're learning to walk,
  • 00:20:00.185 --> 00:20:01.453
  • You're learning to walk, not by what you see
  • 00:20:01.520 --> 00:20:02.821
  • Not by what you see but by what god spoke.
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  • Jesus.
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  • Jesus. [applause]
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  • [applause] i'm trying to find five people
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  • I'm trying to find five people who really need this word.
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  • Who really need this word. i'm trying to find five people.
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  • I'm trying to find five people. [applause]
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  • [applause] now, give me my verse
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  • Now, give me my verse one more time.
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  • One more time. "and david thought to himself,
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  • "and david thought to himself, 'one of these days
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  • 'one of these days i will be destroyed
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  • I will be destroyed by the hand of saul.'"
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  • By the hand of saul.'" the fear is real.
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  • The fear is real. when he said,
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  • When he said, "he delivered me
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  • "he delivered me from all my fear,"
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  • From all my fear," he doesn't mean he kept me
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  • He doesn't mean he kept me from feeling it.
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  • From feeling it. [applause]
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  • [applause] it was on a loop
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  • It was on a loop in his head.
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  • In his head. he thought to himself,
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  • He thought to himself, the language means
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  • The language means he continued thinking.
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  • He continued thinking. he didn't think this once.
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  • He didn't think this once. he thought it so many times
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  • He thought it so many times that he began to believe
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  • That he began to believe that the lie was true.
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  • That the lie was true. because saul couldn't kill him,
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  • Because saul couldn't kill him, because god had crowned him.
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  • Because god had crowned him. who needed to hear that?
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  • Who needed to hear that? saul can't kill you.
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  • Saul can't kill you. god called you.
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  • God called you. and you know
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  • And you know what the bible says?
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  • What the bible says? it says, "humble yourself
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  • It says, "humble yourself under the mighty hand of god
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  • Under the mighty hand of god that he may lift you up
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  • That he may lift you up in due time."
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  • In due time." [applause]
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  • [applause] but it's been seven years
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  • But it's been seven years and david doesn't see
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  • And david doesn't see a clear path to what god
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  • A clear path to what god has committed to him.
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  • Has committed to him. so, he thought to himself,
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  • So, he thought to himself, "one day saul's gonna kill me."
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  • "one day saul's gonna kill me." and here's the phrase,
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  • And here's the phrase, "the best thing i can do."
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  • "the best thing i can do." everybody say that,
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  • Everybody say that, "the best thing i can do."
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  • "the best thing i can do." what this means is
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  • What this means is david's situation is not ideal
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  • David's situation is not ideal and yours may not be either.
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  • And yours may not be either. that you're looking
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  • That you're looking at a range of options
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  • At a range of options where you really want
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  • Where you really want god to do this,
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  • God to do this, but it's not happening.
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  • But it's not happening. so, david says,
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  • So, david says, "the best thing i can do
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  • "the best thing i can do is escape to the land
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  • Is escape to the land of philistines."
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  • Of philistines." that's not where
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  • That's not where he wanted to be,
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  • He wanted to be, it's just the place
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  • It's just the place he had to go for now.
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  • He had to go for now. everybody say, "next."
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  • Everybody say, "next." >> congregation: next.
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  • >> congregation: next. >> i don't know how
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  • >> i don't know how god is gonna deal with saul.
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  • God is gonna deal with saul. some of you are
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  • Some of you are awaiting legal verdicts,
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  • Awaiting legal verdicts, right now,
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  • Right now, some of you are
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  • Some of you are awaiting resolution
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  • Awaiting resolution to relational situations,
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  • To relational situations, some of you are
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  • Some of you are waiting to see
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  • Waiting to see if you're gonna
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  • If you're gonna have to move or not,
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  • Have to move or not, some of you are
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  • Some of you are waiting to see
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  • Waiting to see what the doctor says
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  • What the doctor says in three weeks,
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  • In three weeks, and you're waiting for that.
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  • And you're waiting for that. so, i wanted to get this
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  • So, i wanted to get this in your spirit
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  • In your spirit as a new way to look at
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  • As a new way to look at what it means to seek the lord.
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  • What it means to seek the lord. to seek the lord
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  • To seek the lord doesn't mean that you will
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  • Doesn't mean that you will know exactly what
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  • Know exactly what he's going to do
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  • He's going to do every step along the way.
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  • Every step along the way. david said,
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  • David said, "the best thing i can do
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  • "the best thing i can do is to go to the land
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  • Is to go to the land of the philistines,
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  • Of the philistines, and to escape there,
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  • And to escape there, and then saul will give up
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  • And then saul will give up searching for me
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  • Searching for me anywhere in israel,
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  • Anywhere in israel, and i will slip
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  • And i will slip out of his hand."
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  • Out of his hand." is it possible
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  • Is it possible that david in this moment
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  • That david in this moment isn't even really sure
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  • Isn't even really sure where god's hand is working,
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  • Where god's hand is working, but all he knows is,
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  • But all he knows is, "i've gotta get out of here."
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  • "i've gotta get out of here." and when he says,
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  • And when he says, "i sought the lord,"
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  • "i sought the lord," he's referring back
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  • He's referring back to this incident
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  • To this incident where he had to go
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  • Where he had to go to the philistines,
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  • To the philistines, the enemies that
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  • The enemies that he wanted to kill,
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  • He wanted to kill, and live with them
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  • And live with them for a season
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  • For a season while he waited for god
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  • While he waited for god to do what he had
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  • To do what he had promised to do?
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  • Promised to do? and is it possible
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  • And is it possible that you are
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  • That you are in a season right now
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  • In a season right now where you're seeking the lord,
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  • Where you're seeking the lord, but he hasn't
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  • But he hasn't exactly shown you
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  • Exactly shown you what's gonna happen
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  • What's gonna happen in a sequence of events
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  • In a sequence of events that you can
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  • That you can logically understand?
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  • Logically understand? so, the word of the lord
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  • So, the word of the lord for you is,
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  • For you is, what is the next best thing
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  • What is the next best thing for you to do?
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  • >> before we go,
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  • >> before we go, i want you to know something.
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  • I want you to know something. you are already making
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  • You are already making a difference far beyond
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  • A difference far beyond what you can see.
  • 00:24:05.263 --> 00:24:06.698
  • What you can see. when you give
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  • When you give to steven furtick ministries,
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  • To steven furtick ministries, you're helping us respond,
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  • You're helping us respond, serve, and continue
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  • Serve, and continue getting god's word
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  • Getting god's word in people's hearts,
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  • In people's hearts, even in the middle
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  • Even in the middle of challenging circumstances.
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  • Of challenging circumstances. one of our partnerships
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  • One of our partnerships is with build the future
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  • Is with build the future in south africa.
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  • In south africa. through this organization,
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  • Through this organization, educators are receiving
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  • Educators are receiving training and support
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  • Training and support that allows them to make
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  • That allows them to make a lasting impact in
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  • A lasting impact in their communities.
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  • Their communities. because of your generosity,
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  • Because of your generosity, teachers in communities
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  • Teachers in communities around the world
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  • Around the world are being equipped
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  • Are being equipped to serve the next generation
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  • To serve the next generation with purpose, skill, and hope.
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  • With purpose, skill, and hope. right now, lives are being
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  • Right now, lives are being shaped and futures are
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  • Shaped and futures are being strengthened because
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  • Being strengthened because you chose to give.
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  • You chose to give. this is one of the ways
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  • This is one of the ways your giving puts the love
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  • Your giving puts the love of jesus into action
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  • Of jesus into action beyond the walls of the church,
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  • Beyond the walls of the church, meeting real needs and creating
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  • Meeting real needs and creating real change.
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  • Real change. if you'd like to continue
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  • If you'd like to continue partnering with us today,
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  • Partnering with us today, you can call the number
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  • You can call the number on your screen
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  • On your screen or go online to give.
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  • Or go online to give. every gift matters.
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  • Every gift matters. and together, god uses it
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  • And together, god uses it to bring hope and truth
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  • To bring hope and truth to people who need it
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  • To people who need it right now.
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  • >> what does it mean
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  • >> what does it mean to be blessed?
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  • To be blessed? is it to have
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  • Is it to have a certain set of circumstances?
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  • A certain set of circumstances? is it to have your world
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  • Is it to have your world just the way you want it?
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  • Just the way you want it? or is it something else?
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  • Or is it something else? today, i wanna offer you
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  • Today, i wanna offer you a free resource
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  • A free resource that is all about that,
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  • How to find the blessings
  • 00:25:24.609 --> 00:25:25.810
  • That are already all around you.
  • 00:25:25.877 --> 00:25:27.846
  • And if we can begin
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  • To shift our perspective
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  • And see the things
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  • That god has already given,
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  • We'll be able to say
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  • With confidence,
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  • With confidence, "i am blessed."
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  • I want you to call right now
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  • And request your free copy
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  • Of "blessed" as our
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  • Gift to you.
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  • >> ♪ i call you jesus ♪
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  • ♪ i call you ♪
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  • ♪ i call you healer ♪
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  • ♪ risen and reigning ♪
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  • ♪ in power ♪
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  • ♪ something comes ♪
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  • ♪ out of the grave ♪
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  • ♪ every time i call you jesus ♪
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  • ♪ i call you ♪
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  • ♪ i call you savior ♪
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  • ♪ worthy of glory forever ♪
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  • ♪ something comes ♪
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  • ♪ out of the grave ♪
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  • ♪ every time i call your name ♪
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> ♪ i have a king ♪
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  • ♪ with dominion over death ♪
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  • ♪ he holds the keys ♪
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  • ♪ in his holy ♪
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  • ♪ nail-scarred hands ♪
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  • ♪ he is the heel yeah-eah ♪
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  • ♪ that has crushed ♪
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  • ♪ the serpent's head ♪
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  • ♪ our resurrected ♪
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  • ♪ great i am ♪
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  • ♪ come on ♪
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  • ♪ i call you jesus ♪
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  • ♪ i call you ♪
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  • ♪ i call you healer ♪
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  • ♪ risen and reigning ♪
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  • ♪ in power ♪
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  • ♪ something comes ♪
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  • ♪ out of the grave ♪
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  • ♪ every time i call you jesus ♪
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  • ♪ i call you ♪
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  • ♪ i call you savior ♪
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  • ♪ worthy of glory forever ♪
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  • ♪ something comes ♪
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  • ♪ out of the grave ♪
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  • ♪ every time i call your name ♪
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  • ♪ chains break ♪
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  • ♪ dry bones wake ♪
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  • ♪ every time i call ♪
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