Steven Furtick - Ugly Trust (Part 3)

July 2, 2025 | S25 E183 | 28:0

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - Ugly Trust (Part 3) | July 2, 2025
  • >> announcer: up next,
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> you be seeking some food
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  • >> you be seeking some food in the pantry,
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  • In the pantry, stress eating at night,
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  • Stress eating at night, seeking some comfort
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  • Seeking some comfort on some different websites
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  • On some different websites and stuff, too.
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  • And stuff, too. but i want you to know
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  • But i want you to know something about all of that,
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  • Something about all of that, i don't say that to shame you,
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  • I don't say that to shame you, i say that to show you
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  • I say that to show you that famous david,
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  • That famous david, spear dodging david,
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  • Spear dodging david, got to a point
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  • Got to a point of seven years of waiting
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  • Of seven years of waiting where he thought to himself,
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  • Where he thought to himself, "one of these days
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  • "one of these days i will be destroyed
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  • I will be destroyed by the hand of saul."
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  • By the hand of saul." and this phrase, oh, god,
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  • And this phrase, oh, god, this is why i
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  • This is why i got up here today.
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  • Got up here today. this is why i flew in late
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  • This is why i flew in late and got up early
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  • And got up early and listened to metallica
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  • And listened to metallica to preach to you.
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  • To preach to you. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] y'all didn't like that
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  • Y'all didn't like that i listened to metallica.
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  • I listened to metallica. i got --
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  • I got -- i could tell
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  • I could tell you were judging me.
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  • You were judging me. i don't care.
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  • I don't care. i sought the lord.
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  • I sought the lord. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] watch me, watch me,
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  • Watch me, watch me, watch me, watch me.
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  • Watch me, watch me. "david thought to himself,
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  • "david thought to himself, 'one of these days
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  • 'one of these days i will be destroy --
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  • I will be destroy -- "i will bless
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  • "i will bless the lord at all ti --
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  • The lord at all ti -- "david thought to himself,
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  • "david thought to himself, 'one of these days --
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  • 'one of these days -- "i will praise you continually."
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  • "i will praise you continually." "it's kinda hard
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  • "it's kinda hard for god's praise
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  • For god's praise to continually be at my mouth
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  • To continually be at my mouth when this guy keeps
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  • When this guy keeps trying to kill me.
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  • Trying to kill me. it's kinda hard for
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  • It's kinda hard for god's praise to be
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  • God's praise to be in my mouth when my life
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  • In my mouth when my life keeps going backwards.
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  • Keeps going backwards. it's kinda hard
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  • It's kinda hard for god's praise to be
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  • For god's praise to be in my mouth right now."
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  • In my mouth right now." that's okay.
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  • That's okay. david thought to himself,
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  • David thought to himself, "one of these days,"
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  • "one of these days," and i know we have a lot of
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  • And i know we have a lot of thoughts about the future.
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  • Thoughts about the future. you know, "one of these days,
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  • You know, "one of these days, this is gonna catch up with me.
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  • This is gonna catch up with me. i can't keep doing this.
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  • I can't keep doing this. i can't keep going like this.
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  • I can't keep going like this. i can't keep holding
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  • I can't keep holding out like this.
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  • Out like this. i can't keep,
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  • I can't keep, i can't keep,
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  • I can't keep, i can't --
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  • I can't -- i'm doing pretty good
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  • I'm doing pretty good right now,
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  • Right now, but i can't keep
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  • But i can't keep running like this.
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  • Running like this. i can't keep pretending
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  • I can't keep pretending like everything's okay."
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  • Like everything's okay." david thought to himself,
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  • David thought to himself, "this does not end
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  • "this does not end well for me."
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  • Well for me." "how could you
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  • "how could you think that, david?
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  • Think that, david? you have the promise of god.
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  • You have the promise of god. how could you think
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  • How could you think that david?
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  • That david? you have the oil
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  • You have the oil of the anointing
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  • Of the anointing from the prophet samuel
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  • From the prophet samuel that was on you.
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  • That was on you. don't you remember?
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  • Don't you remember? he said he would raise you up.
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  • He said he would raise you up. how can you think
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  • How can you think that, david?"
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  • That, david?" because seeking god
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  • Because seeking god doesn't mean you will never
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  • Doesn't mean you will never think fearful thoughts.
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  • Think fearful thoughts. [applause]
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  • [applause] seeking god does not mean
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  • Seeking god does not mean that you will never feel like
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  • That you will never feel like you're going crazy.
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  • You're going crazy. the truth is nobody knows
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  • The truth is nobody knows what you really go through.
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  • What you really go through. nobody knows what you
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  • Nobody knows what you really push through.
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  • Really push through. nobody knows all the things
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  • Nobody knows all the things that you didn't say
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  • That you didn't say that would have been
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  • That would have been worse than the thing
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  • Worse than the thing that you said
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  • That you said that you had
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  • That you had to apologize for.
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  • To apologize for. nobody really knows
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  • Nobody really knows how crazy it gets,
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  • How crazy it gets, how close you came
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  • How close you came to quitting,
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  • To quitting, how much you struggle
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  • How much you struggle with feeling like enough,
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  • With feeling like enough, how much and how hard
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  • How much and how hard it has been
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  • It has been for you to fight
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  • For you to fight for these 14 months
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  • For these 14 months of sobriety,
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  • Of sobriety, how hard it has been
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  • How hard it has been for you to continue
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  • For you to continue to go home to a situation
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  • To go home to a situation where you're underappreciated
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  • Where you're underappreciated and a job where
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  • And a job where you're undervalued.
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  • You're undervalued. nobody knows.
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  • Nobody knows. but he heard.
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  • But he heard. he heard.
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  • He heard. when you cried,
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  • When you cried, he heard.
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  • He heard. when you prayed,
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  • When you prayed, he heard.
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  • He heard. when you said, "i can't,"
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  • He said, "i can."
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  • He said, "i can." he heard.
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  • He heard. [applause]
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  • [applause] what a word for somebody
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  • What a word for somebody who has felt like
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  • Who has felt like you're going crazy.
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  • You're going crazy. you're not going crazy,
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  • You're building faith, see.
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  • You're building faith, see. you're building faith.
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  • You're building faith. you're getting strong
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  • You're getting strong in your spirit.
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  • In your spirit. you're getting strong
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  • You're getting strong in your beliefs.
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  • In your beliefs. you're learning to walk,
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  • You're learning to walk, not by what you see
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  • Not by what you see but by what god spoke.
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  • But by what god spoke. jesus.
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  • Jesus. [applause]
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  • [applause] i'm trying to find five people
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  • I'm trying to find five people who really need this word.
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  • Who really need this word. i'm trying to find five people.
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  • I'm trying to find five people. [applause]
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  • [applause] now, give me my verse
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  • Now, give me my verse one more time.
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  • One more time. "and david thought to himself,
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  • "and david thought to himself, 'one of these days
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  • 'one of these days i will be destroyed
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  • I will be destroyed by the hand of saul.'"
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  • By the hand of saul.'" the fear is real.
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  • The fear is real. when he said,
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  • When he said, "he delivered me
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  • "he delivered me from all my fear,"
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  • From all my fear," he doesn't mean he kept me
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  • He doesn't mean he kept me from feeling it.
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  • From feeling it. [applause]
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  • [applause] it was on a loop
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  • It was on a loop in his head.
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  • In his head. he thought to himself,
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  • He thought to himself, the language means
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  • The language means he continued thinking.
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  • He continued thinking. he didn't think this once.
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  • He didn't think this once. he thought it so many times
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  • He thought it so many times that he began to believe
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  • That he began to believe that the lie was true.
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  • That the lie was true. because saul couldn't kill him,
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  • Because saul couldn't kill him, because god had crowned him.
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  • Because god had crowned him. who needed to hear that?
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  • Who needed to hear that? saul can't kill you.
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  • Saul can't kill you. god called you.
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  • God called you. and you know
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  • And you know what the bible says?
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  • What the bible says? it says, "humbles yourself
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  • It says, "humbles yourself under the mighty hand of god
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  • Under the mighty hand of god that he may lift you up
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  • That he may lift you up in due time."
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  • In due time." [applause]
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  • [applause] but it's been seven years
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  • But it's been seven years and david doesn't see
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  • And david doesn't see a clear path to what god
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  • A clear path to what god has committed to him.
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  • Has committed to him. so, he thought to himself,
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  • So, he thought to himself, "one day saul's gonna kill me."
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  • "one day saul's gonna kill me." and here's the phrase,
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  • And here's the phrase, "the best thing i can do."
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  • "the best thing i can do." everybody say that,
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  • Everybody say that, "the best thing i can do."
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  • "the best thing i can do." what this means is
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  • What this means is david's situation is not ideal
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  • David's situation is not ideal and yours may not be either.
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  • And yours may not be either. that you're looking
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  • That you're looking at a range of options
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  • At a range of options where you really want
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  • Where you really want god to do this,
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  • God to do this, but it's not happening.
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  • But it's not happening. so, david says,
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  • So, david says, "the best thing i can do
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  • "the best thing i can do is escape to the land
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  • Is escape to the land of philistines."
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  • Of philistines." that's not where
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  • That's not where he wanted to be,
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  • He wanted to be, it's just the place
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  • It's just the place he had to go for now.
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  • He had to go for now. everybody say, "next."
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  • Everybody say, "next." >> congregation: next.
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  • >> congregation: next. >> i don't know how
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  • >> i don't know how god is gonna deal with saul.
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  • God is gonna deal with saul. some of you are
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  • Some of you are awaiting legal verdicts,
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  • Awaiting legal verdicts, right now,
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  • Right now, some of you are
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  • Some of you are awaiting resolution
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  • Awaiting resolution to relational situations,
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  • To relational situations, some of you are
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  • Some of you are waiting to see
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  • Waiting to see if you're gonna
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  • If you're gonna have to move or not,
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  • Have to move or not, some of you are
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  • Some of you are waiting to see
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  • Waiting to see what the doctor says
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  • What the doctor says in three weeks,
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  • In three weeks, and you're waiting for that.
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  • And you're waiting for that. so, i wanted to get this
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  • So, i wanted to get this in your spirit
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  • In your spirit as a new way to look at
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  • As a new way to look at what it means to seek the lord.
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  • What it means to seek the lord. to seek the lord
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  • To seek the lord doesn't mean that you will
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  • Doesn't mean that you will know exactly what
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  • Know exactly what he's going to do
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  • He's going to do every step along the way.
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  • Every step along the way. david said,
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  • David said, "the best thing i can do
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  • "the best thing i can do is to go to the land
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  • Is to go to the land of the philistines,
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  • Of the philistines, and to escape there,
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  • And to escape there, and then saul will give up
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  • And then saul will give up searching for me
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  • Searching for me anywhere in israel,
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  • Anywhere in israel, and i will slip
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  • And i will slip out of his hand."
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  • Out of his hand." is it possible
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  • Is it possible that david in this moment
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  • That david in this moment isn't even really sure
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  • Isn't even really sure where god's hand is working,
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  • Where god's hand is working, but all he knows is,
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  • But all he knows is, "i've gotta get out of here."
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  • "i've gotta get out of here." and when he says,
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  • And when he says, "i sought the lord,"
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  • "i sought the lord," he's referring back
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  • He's referring back to this incident
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  • To this incident where he had to go
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  • Where he had to go to the philistines,
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  • To the philistines, the enemies that
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  • The enemies that he wanted to kill,
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  • He wanted to kill, and live with them
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  • And live with them for a season
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  • For a season while he waited for god
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  • While he waited for god to do what he had
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  • To do what he had promised to do?
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  • Promised to do? and is it possible
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  • And is it possible that you are
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  • That you are in a season right now
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  • In a season right now where you're seeking the lord,
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  • Where you're seeking the lord, but he hasn't
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  • But he hasn't exactly shown you
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  • Exactly shown you what's gonna happen
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  • What's gonna happen in a sequence of events
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  • In a sequence of events that you can
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  • That you can logically understand?
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  • Logically understand? so, the word of the lord
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  • So, the word of the lord for you is,
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  • For you is, what is the next best thing
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  • What is the next best thing for you to do?
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  • For you to do? the next best thing.
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  • The next best thing. because for david,
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  • Because for david, what he really wanted
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  • What he really wanted was to be the leader of israel.
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  • Was to be the leader of israel. but sometimes you can't do
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  • But sometimes you can't do exactly what you want to do.
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  • Exactly what you want to do. and sometimes the will
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  • And sometimes the will that god has for you
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  • That god has for you is still in the process
  • 00:08:06.671 --> 00:08:07.606
  • Is still in the process of unfolding.
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  • Of unfolding. and sometimes the person that
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  • And sometimes the person that you're supposed to marry hasn't
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  • You're supposed to marry hasn't even moved to charlotte yet.
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  • Even moved to charlotte yet. [applause]
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  • [applause] and sometimes the job that
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  • And sometimes the job that you're supposed to have
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  • You're supposed to have isn't even open yet.
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  • Isn't even open yet. so, you get rejected
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  • So, you get rejected three times for jobs
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  • Three times for jobs that you think you'd be
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  • That you think you'd be a perfect fit for.
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  • A perfect fit for. but the truth is,
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  • But the truth is, if you got that job,
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  • If you got that job, it would become a snare to you
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  • It would become a snare to you for the door that god
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  • For the door that god is going to open.
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  • Is going to open. [applause]
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  • [applause] i'm talking about trusting him.
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  • I'm talking about trusting him. i'm talking about trusting him.
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  • I'm talking about trusting him. i'm talking about,
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  • I'm talking about, "i sought the lord
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  • "i sought the lord and there was a space,
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  • And there was a space, and i didn't
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  • And i didn't know if he heard."
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  • Know if he heard." so, what did david do?
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  • So, what did david do? the next best thing.
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  • The next best thing. "i would love to be fighting
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  • "i would love to be fighting saul's battles right now.
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  • Saul's battles right now. i would love to be
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  • I would love to be killing philistines,
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  • Killing philistines, like i did with goliath.
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  • Like i did with goliath. i would love to be taking
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  • I would love to be taking my kids to school every day,
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  • My kids to school every day, but i only get to see them
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  • But i only get to see them every other weekend right now.
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  • Every other weekend right now. so, when i get them
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  • So, when i get them every other weekend,
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  • Every other weekend, i'm gonna make that count
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  • I'm gonna make that count cause that's the next
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  • Cause that's the next best thing.
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  • Best thing. i would love to have somebody
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  • I would love to have somebody to take long walks
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  • To take long walks on the beach with,
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  • On the beach with, but i don't have somebody,
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  • But i don't have somebody, and i don't have a beach,
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  • And i don't have a beach, so i'mma get on this treadmill
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  • So i'mma get on this treadmill and get a podcast
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  • And get a podcast and take myself on a walk,
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  • And take myself on a walk, cause that's the next
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  • Cause that's the next best thing.
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  • Best thing. i would love to have
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  • I would love to have healed body right now,
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  • Healed body right now, so i could be in church
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  • So i could be in church with pastor steven,
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  • With pastor steven, but right now i can't
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  • But right now i can't leave the house
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  • Leave the house cause i'm confined
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  • Cause i'm confined to this bed.
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  • To this bed. but i'm gonna lift my hands,
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  • But i'm gonna lift my hands, cause even though i can't get
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  • Cause even though i can't get outta this bed,
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  • Outta this bed, i'm gonna do
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  • I'm gonna do the next best thing.
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  • The next best thing. i would love
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  • I would love to be further along
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  • To be further along in my finances by now,
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  • In my finances by now, but i didn't save
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  • But i didn't save in that season cause
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  • In that season cause nobody taught me,
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  • Nobody taught me, but i trust in god,
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  • But i trust in god, and i've never seen
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  • And i've never seen the righteous forsaken
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  • The righteous forsaken nor his seed begging bread,
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  • Nor his seed begging bread, so i'm gonna do
  • 00:10:17.902 --> 00:10:18.903
  • So i'm gonna do the next best thing.
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  • The next best thing. i'm gonna give him
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  • I'm gonna give him what i've got
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  • What i've got and trust him
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  • And trust him with what i'm not."
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  • With what i'm not." i will bless the lord.
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  • I will bless the lord. at all times.
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  • Good times,
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  • Good times, bad times.
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  • Bad times. ask paul and silas.
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  • Ask paul and silas. "i'd love to be out
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  • "i'd love to be out of this prison,
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  • Of this prison, but they didn't
  • 00:10:40.258 --> 00:10:41.059
  • But they didn't release me yet,
  • 00:10:41.126 --> 00:10:42.761
  • Release me yet, so let's do
  • 00:10:42.827 --> 00:10:43.795
  • So let's do the next best thing.
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  • You praise him
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  • You praise him on the first verse,
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  • On the first verse, i'll praise him
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  • I'll praise him on the second verse.
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  • On the second verse. you sing the chorus,
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  • You sing the chorus, i'll sing the bridge.
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  • I'll sing the bridge. i'm gonna do what
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  • I'm gonna do what he gave me to do
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  • He gave me to do with what i've got to do it."
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • Yes, sir.
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  • Yes, sir. the next best thing for you,
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  • The next best thing for you, that's all you gotta do.
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  • That's all you gotta do. you don't have to figure out
  • 00:11:13.458 --> 00:11:14.225
  • You don't have to figure out the next 50 things,
  • 00:11:14.292 --> 00:11:15.627
  • The next 50 things, that's god's job.
  • 00:11:15.694 --> 00:11:16.561
  • That's god's job. he said,
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  • He said, "you're fired
  • 00:11:17.262 --> 00:11:17.896
  • "you're fired from trying to be god."
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  • From trying to be god." and --
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  • And -- [cheering]
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  • [cheering] i just want you
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  • I just want you to think about it.
  • 00:11:28.373 --> 00:11:31.376
  • To think about it. i just want you
  • 00:11:31.443 --> 00:11:31.976
  • I just want you to think about it.
  • 00:11:32.043 --> 00:11:33.311
  • To think about it. what's the next best
  • 00:11:33.378 --> 00:11:34.079
  • What's the next best thing you can do?
  • 00:11:34.145 --> 00:11:36.147
  • Thing you can do? go complain about it,
  • 00:11:36.214 --> 00:11:38.550
  • Go complain about it, or praise him
  • 00:11:38.616 --> 00:11:40.685
  • Or praise him like he already knows?
  • 00:11:40.752 --> 00:11:43.922
  • Like he already knows? what's the next best thing?
  • 00:11:43.988 --> 00:11:46.991
  • What's the next best thing? "i sought the lord.
  • 00:11:47.058 --> 00:11:49.728
  • "i sought the lord. oh, it wasn't pretty,
  • 00:11:49.794 --> 00:11:51.996
  • Oh, it wasn't pretty, my fears were terrible."
  • 00:11:52.063 --> 00:11:53.298
  • My fears were terrible." the word "fears,"
  • 00:11:53.364 --> 00:11:53.998
  • The word "fears," that he uses is only used
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  • That he uses is only used three other times
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  • Three other times in the bible.
  • 00:11:56.167 --> 00:11:57.702
  • In the bible. it is a state so intense
  • 00:11:57.769 --> 00:11:59.904
  • It is a state so intense that it's only used
  • 00:11:59.971 --> 00:12:00.505
  • That it's only used three times in the bible,
  • 00:12:00.572 --> 00:12:02.273
  • Three times in the bible, it means "horror."
  • 00:12:02.340 --> 00:12:05.543
  • It means "horror." he said,
  • 00:12:05.610 --> 00:12:06.044
  • He said, "i was in a horrible place,
  • 00:12:06.111 --> 00:12:08.980
  • "i was in a horrible place, a lonely place,
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  • A lonely place, an isolated place."
  • 00:12:10.715 --> 00:12:12.383
  • An isolated place." i was talking
  • 00:12:12.450 --> 00:12:12.851
  • I was talking to a brother yesterday,
  • 00:12:12.917 --> 00:12:14.119
  • To a brother yesterday, he said,
  • 00:12:14.185 --> 00:12:14.586
  • He said, "i'm creative but i can't find
  • 00:12:14.652 --> 00:12:15.754
  • "i'm creative but i can't find anybody to collaborate with."
  • 00:12:15.820 --> 00:12:17.088
  • Anybody to collaborate with." i wanted to tell him,
  • 00:12:17.155 --> 00:12:17.889
  • I wanted to tell him, "well, the next best thing
  • 00:12:17.956 --> 00:12:19.023
  • "well, the next best thing is gonna be you gotta
  • 00:12:19.090 --> 00:12:20.225
  • Is gonna be you gotta open up some kind of app
  • 00:12:20.291 --> 00:12:21.459
  • Open up some kind of app on your phone and just start
  • 00:12:21.526 --> 00:12:23.495
  • On your phone and just start collaborating with your phone."
  • 00:12:23.561 --> 00:12:27.999
  • Collaborating with your phone." y'all don't want me to teach
  • 00:12:28.066 --> 00:12:29.167
  • Y'all don't want me to teach this cause we just want --
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  • This cause we just want -- we want magic wand god.
  • 00:12:30.301 --> 00:12:37.108
  • We want magic wand god. we want, "i sought the lord,
  • 00:12:37.175 --> 00:12:38.343
  • We want, "i sought the lord, and he heard.
  • 00:12:38.409 --> 00:12:41.379
  • And he heard. i sought the --
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  • I sought the -- and he heard."
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  • And he heard." but sometimes, some --
  • 00:12:44.282 --> 00:12:47.085
  • But sometimes, some -- oh woo, woo, woo.
  • 00:12:47.152 --> 00:12:49.687
  • Oh woo, woo, woo. should i do it?
  • 00:12:49.754 --> 00:12:50.255
  • Should i do it? should i do it?
  • 00:12:50.321 --> 00:12:51.122
  • Should i do it? i can save it,
  • 00:12:51.189 --> 00:12:51.823
  • I can save it, i can save it.
  • 00:12:51.890 --> 00:12:52.991
  • I can save it. i plan to be here next week,
  • 00:12:53.057 --> 00:12:54.025
  • I plan to be here next week, i can save it.
  • 00:12:54.092 --> 00:12:54.659
  • I can save it. i can save it.
  • 00:12:54.726 --> 00:12:56.194
  • I can save it. you want it now
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  • You want it now or you want it next week?
  • 00:12:56.861 --> 00:12:58.163
  • Or you want it next week? do you want it now
  • 00:12:58.229 --> 00:12:58.897
  • Do you want it now or do you want it next week?
  • 00:12:58.963 --> 00:13:00.598
  • Or do you want it next week? do you want it right now,
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  • Do you want it right now, while i'm freshly anointed
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  • While i'm freshly anointed with this holy spirit
  • 00:13:04.269 --> 00:13:05.970
  • With this holy spirit to break the chain off
  • 00:13:06.037 --> 00:13:06.838
  • To break the chain off of you of going,
  • 00:13:06.905 --> 00:13:08.139
  • Of you of going, "oh, i can't go here.
  • 00:13:08.206 --> 00:13:09.307
  • "oh, i can't go here. i can't go there.
  • 00:13:09.374 --> 00:13:10.308
  • I can't go there. i don't have a degree.
  • 00:13:10.375 --> 00:13:11.743
  • I don't have a degree. i can't start the business.
  • 00:13:11.810 --> 00:13:13.244
  • I can't start the business. i can't get outta the contract.
  • 00:13:13.311 --> 00:13:14.913
  • I can't get outta the contract. i shouldn't have
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  • I shouldn't have signed the lease."
  • 00:13:15.513 --> 00:13:16.481
  • Signed the lease." why don't you just turn
  • 00:13:16.548 --> 00:13:17.482
  • Why don't you just turn the apartment you're in
  • 00:13:17.549 --> 00:13:18.883
  • The apartment you're in into a habitation
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  • Into a habitation of a holy god
  • 00:13:20.318 --> 00:13:21.386
  • Of a holy god while you wait
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  • While you wait on another one to come?
  • 00:13:22.086 --> 00:13:23.288
  • On another one to come? [applause]
  • 00:13:23.354 --> 00:13:30.795
  • [applause] because the next best thing
  • 00:13:30.862 --> 00:13:35.099
  • Because the next best thing for you to do is connected
  • 00:13:35.166 --> 00:13:39.304
  • To the next thing that god
  • 00:13:39.404 --> 00:13:40.805
  • To the next thing that god is going to do
  • 00:13:40.872 --> 00:13:42.006
  • Is going to do that you don't even
  • 00:13:42.073 --> 00:13:42.974
  • That you don't even know about yet.
  • 00:13:43.041 --> 00:13:44.375
  • Know about yet. [applause]
  • 00:13:44.442 --> 00:13:48.680
  • [applause] god killed saul,
  • 00:13:48.746 --> 00:13:49.881
  • God killed saul, david didn't have to.
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  • Oh, it's better than that,
  • 00:13:54.052 --> 00:13:56.154
  • Oh, it's better than that, you don't even know
  • 00:13:56.221 --> 00:13:56.654
  • You don't even know how good god is,
  • 00:13:56.721 --> 00:13:57.856
  • How good god is, saul fell on his own sword.
  • 00:13:57.922 --> 00:14:02.961
  • Saul fell on his own sword. so, you do the next right thing.
  • 00:14:03.027 --> 00:14:04.863
  • So, you do the next right thing. you have integrity,
  • 00:14:04.929 --> 00:14:06.130
  • You have integrity, you have character,
  • 00:14:06.197 --> 00:14:07.365
  • You have character, you just move on,
  • 00:14:07.432 --> 00:14:08.533
  • You just move on, you forgive,
  • 00:14:08.600 --> 00:14:09.334
  • You forgive, you be bigger
  • 00:14:09.400 --> 00:14:09.934
  • You be bigger than that.
  • 00:14:10.001 --> 00:14:10.768
  • Than that. don't go back
  • 00:14:10.835 --> 00:14:11.402
  • Don't go back and forth with saul.
  • 00:14:11.469 --> 00:14:12.203
  • And forth with saul. [applause]
  • 00:14:12.270 --> 00:14:16.274
  • [applause] what a word.
  • 00:14:16.341 --> 00:14:16.708
  • What a word. what a word.
  • 00:14:16.774 --> 00:14:17.141
  • What a word. it's hard for me to preach it
  • 00:14:17.208 --> 00:14:20.211
  • It's hard for me to preach it to you while the holy spirit is
  • 00:14:20.278 --> 00:14:21.479
  • To you while the holy spirit is still giving it to me.
  • 00:14:21.546 --> 00:14:23.815
  • Still giving it to me. i'm just trying to decide,
  • 00:14:23.882 --> 00:14:24.849
  • I'm just trying to decide, "lord, what should be said out
  • 00:14:24.916 --> 00:14:25.817
  • "lord, what should be said out loud and what should i ponder?"
  • 00:14:25.884 --> 00:14:27.285
  • Loud and what should i ponder?" [laughter]
  • 00:14:27.352 --> 00:14:29.554
  • [laughter] cause he said,
  • 00:14:29.621 --> 00:14:30.088
  • Cause he said, "they don't know what
  • 00:14:30.154 --> 00:14:30.755
  • "they don't know what they're singing,
  • 00:14:30.822 --> 00:14:31.522
  • They're singing, the power of it
  • 00:14:31.589 --> 00:14:32.156
  • The power of it when they say,
  • 00:14:32.223 --> 00:14:32.857
  • When they say, 'i sought the lord.'
  • 00:14:32.924 --> 00:14:34.392
  • 'i sought the lord.' they think that's
  • 00:14:34.459 --> 00:14:35.026
  • They think that's what they're doing
  • 00:14:35.093 --> 00:14:35.727
  • What they're doing only in church right now."
  • 00:14:35.793 --> 00:14:41.032
  • Only in church right now." but this seeking the lord thing
  • 00:14:41.099 --> 00:14:43.635
  • But this seeking the lord thing is sometimes gonna look like
  • 00:14:43.701 --> 00:14:44.636
  • Is sometimes gonna look like you're spitting
  • 00:14:44.702 --> 00:14:45.270
  • You're spitting and scratching.
  • 00:14:45.336 --> 00:14:51.643
  • And scratching. nobody really knows what it's
  • 00:14:51.709 --> 00:14:53.244
  • Nobody really knows what it's like to be on those tours,
  • 00:14:53.311 --> 00:14:55.146
  • Like to be on those tours, except holly.
  • 00:14:55.213 --> 00:14:57.615
  • Except holly. nobody knows what
  • 00:14:57.682 --> 00:14:58.650
  • Nobody knows what it's really like
  • 00:14:58.716 --> 00:14:59.817
  • It's really like to look up at an arena
  • 00:14:59.884 --> 00:15:01.686
  • To look up at an arena full of people and go,
  • 00:15:01.753 --> 00:15:03.388
  • Full of people and go, "jesus, this is wonderful,
  • 00:15:03.454 --> 00:15:05.523
  • "jesus, this is wonderful, and i'm terrified."
  • 00:15:05.590 --> 00:15:08.860
  • And i'm terrified." except the woman that was back
  • 00:15:08.927 --> 00:15:09.994
  • Except the woman that was back there with me two hours
  • 00:15:10.061 --> 00:15:12.664
  • There with me two hours before when i'm saying,
  • 00:15:12.730 --> 00:15:15.300
  • Before when i'm saying, "it feels like razor blades
  • 00:15:15.366 --> 00:15:16.601
  • "it feels like razor blades in my vocal cords,
  • 00:15:16.668 --> 00:15:18.102
  • In my vocal cords, and i don't want these people
  • 00:15:18.169 --> 00:15:19.137
  • And i don't want these people to feel cheated tonight,
  • 00:15:19.203 --> 00:15:20.405
  • To feel cheated tonight, i don't what it
  • 00:15:20.471 --> 00:15:20.939
  • I don't what it to feel stale tonight,
  • 00:15:21.005 --> 00:15:21.940
  • To feel stale tonight, and i don't feel like
  • 00:15:22.006 --> 00:15:22.674
  • And i don't feel like i have the energy."
  • 00:15:22.740 --> 00:15:23.708
  • I have the energy." and sometimes before you preach
  • 00:15:23.775 --> 00:15:25.209
  • And sometimes before you preach you feel like
  • 00:15:25.276 --> 00:15:25.677
  • You feel like you get the flu,
  • 00:15:25.743 --> 00:15:26.945
  • You get the flu, but it's not in your body
  • 00:15:27.011 --> 00:15:27.679
  • But it's not in your body it's in your mind.
  • 00:15:27.745 --> 00:15:30.448
  • It's in your mind. and for her to be with me,
  • 00:15:30.515 --> 00:15:31.316
  • And for her to be with me, she'll say,
  • 00:15:31.382 --> 00:15:31.783
  • She'll say, "come over here."
  • 00:15:31.849 --> 00:15:33.551
  • "come over here." and sometimes she'll just
  • 00:15:33.618 --> 00:15:35.253
  • And sometimes she'll just put her hand on my shoulder,
  • 00:15:35.320 --> 00:15:37.255
  • Put her hand on my shoulder, and sometimes she'll press
  • 00:15:37.322 --> 00:15:37.922
  • And sometimes she'll press strength into my mind.
  • 00:15:37.989 --> 00:15:40.825
  • Strength into my mind. [applause]
  • 00:15:40.892 --> 00:15:50.635
  • [applause] i know we're supposed
  • 00:15:50.702 --> 00:15:51.135
  • I know we're supposed to be better than that,
  • 00:15:51.202 --> 00:15:53.504
  • To be better than that, we're supposed to float
  • 00:15:53.571 --> 00:15:54.372
  • We're supposed to float on the stage on a cloud.
  • 00:15:54.439 --> 00:15:56.541
  • On the stage on a cloud. [laughter]
  • 00:15:56.607 --> 00:15:58.076
  • [laughter] of shekinah glory.
  • 00:15:58.142 --> 00:16:03.982
  • Of shekinah glory. but sometimes i'm scribbling
  • 00:16:04.048 --> 00:16:05.183
  • But sometimes i'm scribbling and scratching,
  • 00:16:05.249 --> 00:16:05.717
  • And scratching, and spitting just like you,
  • 00:16:05.783 --> 00:16:09.587
  • And spitting just like you, but i'm seeking him.
  • 00:16:09.654 --> 00:16:11.022
  • But i'm seeking him. [applause]
  • 00:16:11.089 --> 00:16:19.497
  • [applause] david thought to himself,
  • 00:16:19.564 --> 00:16:20.698
  • David thought to himself, "saul's gonna kill me."
  • 00:16:20.765 --> 00:16:22.066
  • "saul's gonna kill me." but he kept seeking god,
  • 00:16:22.133 --> 00:16:24.035
  • But he kept seeking god, even while he was thinking
  • 00:16:24.102 --> 00:16:25.103
  • Even while he was thinking crazy stuff to himself.
  • 00:16:25.169 --> 00:16:27.672
  • Crazy stuff to himself. and that's what
  • 00:16:27.739 --> 00:16:28.740
  • And that's what i want you to do, church.
  • 00:16:28.806 --> 00:16:33.011
  • I want you to do, church. i want you to say,
  • 00:16:33.077 --> 00:16:33.778
  • I want you to say, "i sought the lord,
  • 00:16:33.845 --> 00:16:36.814
  • "i sought the lord, and i sought him again.
  • 00:16:36.881 --> 00:16:40.118
  • And i sought him again. and i sought him
  • 00:16:40.184 --> 00:16:40.785
  • And i sought him even as i thought
  • 00:16:40.852 --> 00:16:42.720
  • Even as i thought he didn't hear me,
  • 00:16:42.787 --> 00:16:45.790
  • He didn't hear me, even as the devil
  • 00:16:45.857 --> 00:16:46.524
  • Even as the devil told me,
  • 00:16:46.591 --> 00:16:47.058
  • Told me, 'you're never gonna
  • 00:16:47.125 --> 00:16:48.326
  • Be free from this.
  • 00:16:48.426 --> 00:16:50.661
  • Be free from this. your dad did it,
  • 00:16:50.728 --> 00:16:51.796
  • Your dad did it, his dad did it
  • 00:16:51.863 --> 00:16:52.697
  • His dad did it and you will die
  • 00:16:52.764 --> 00:16:53.331
  • And you will die an alcoholic too.'"
  • 00:16:53.398 --> 00:16:55.233
  • An alcoholic too.'" even while you are thinking
  • 00:16:55.299 --> 00:16:56.367
  • Even while you are thinking that to yourself
  • 00:16:56.434 --> 00:16:58.336
  • That to yourself you do the next best thing.
  • 00:16:58.403 --> 00:17:02.807
  • [applause]
  • 00:17:02.907 --> 00:17:04.242
  • [applause] that's all you gotta do.
  • 00:17:04.308 --> 00:17:07.412
  • That's all you gotta do. i promise you.
  • 00:17:07.478 --> 00:17:09.213
  • I promise you. i'm giving you a testimony.
  • 00:17:09.280 --> 00:17:11.783
  • I'm giving you a testimony. i saw it in my family,
  • 00:17:11.849 --> 00:17:13.451
  • I saw it in my family, i saw it when my
  • 00:17:13.518 --> 00:17:14.352
  • I saw it when my dad was dying of als,
  • 00:17:14.419 --> 00:17:16.621
  • Dad was dying of als, i wanted god to heal him,
  • 00:17:16.687 --> 00:17:18.222
  • I wanted god to heal him, god didn't heal him.
  • 00:17:18.289 --> 00:17:19.490
  • God didn't heal him. i want to take care of him,
  • 00:17:19.557 --> 00:17:20.925
  • I want to take care of him, that didn't work out.
  • 00:17:20.992 --> 00:17:21.893
  • That didn't work out. for two years i couldn't
  • 00:17:21.959 --> 00:17:23.094
  • For two years i couldn't take care of him,
  • 00:17:23.161 --> 00:17:24.295
  • Take care of him, my mom was taking
  • 00:17:24.362 --> 00:17:24.929
  • My mom was taking care of him.
  • 00:17:24.996 --> 00:17:25.763
  • Care of him. he became abusive toward her.
  • 00:17:25.830 --> 00:17:29.000
  • He became abusive toward her. so, we had to put him
  • 00:17:29.067 --> 00:17:29.867
  • So, we had to put him in a nursing home,
  • 00:17:29.934 --> 00:17:32.070
  • In a nursing home, and he was way too young
  • 00:17:32.136 --> 00:17:33.137
  • And he was way too young to be in that nursing home.
  • 00:17:33.204 --> 00:17:34.639
  • To be in that nursing home. i was crushed
  • 00:17:34.705 --> 00:17:35.440
  • I was crushed the day i walked in
  • 00:17:35.506 --> 00:17:36.207
  • The day i walked in and he was calling, "bingo,"
  • 00:17:36.274 --> 00:17:37.408
  • And he was calling, "bingo," in a nursing home,
  • 00:17:37.475 --> 00:17:38.576
  • In a nursing home, when i knew i wanted him
  • 00:17:38.643 --> 00:17:39.577
  • When i knew i wanted him down the street with my mom.
  • 00:17:39.644 --> 00:17:43.081
  • Down the street with my mom. but they couldn't be together,
  • 00:17:43.147 --> 00:17:44.615
  • But they couldn't be together, it wasn't safe for her.
  • 00:17:44.682 --> 00:17:48.152
  • It wasn't safe for her. so, why were we doing
  • 00:17:48.219 --> 00:17:49.087
  • So, why were we doing a thanksgiving dinner
  • 00:17:49.153 --> 00:17:50.288
  • A thanksgiving dinner in a nursing home
  • 00:17:50.354 --> 00:17:51.322
  • In a nursing home with my dad while he
  • 00:17:51.389 --> 00:17:52.623
  • With my dad while he was dying with an
  • 00:17:52.690 --> 00:17:53.491
  • Was dying with an uncertain time limit left?
  • 00:17:53.558 --> 00:17:55.159
  • Uncertain time limit left? and why were we eating
  • 00:17:55.226 --> 00:17:55.960
  • And why were we eating off of paper plates,
  • 00:17:56.027 --> 00:17:57.061
  • Off of paper plates, a microwaved meal
  • 00:17:57.128 --> 00:17:58.296
  • A microwaved meal in a nursing home
  • 00:17:58.362 --> 00:17:58.996
  • In a nursing home with a man who was in his 60s?
  • 00:17:59.063 --> 00:18:02.200
  • With a man who was in his 60s? it wasn't what i wanted,
  • 00:18:02.266 --> 00:18:04.869
  • It wasn't what i wanted, it was the next best thing.
  • 00:18:04.936 --> 00:18:09.707
  • It was the next best thing. [applause]
  • 00:18:09.774 --> 00:18:12.110
  • [applause] that's what it
  • 00:18:12.176 --> 00:18:12.610
  • That's what it means to seek him.
  • 00:18:12.677 --> 00:18:15.279
  • Means to seek him. it -- oh,
  • 00:18:15.346 --> 00:18:17.181
  • It -- oh, it's such a good quote.
  • 00:18:17.248 --> 00:18:18.516
  • It's such a good quote. he said that faith doesn't show
  • 00:18:18.583 --> 00:18:22.120
  • He said that faith doesn't show you the whole staircase just
  • 00:18:22.186 --> 00:18:23.488
  • You the whole staircase just enough to take the next step,
  • 00:18:23.554 --> 00:18:25.490
  • Enough to take the next step, the next best thing.
  • 00:18:25.556 --> 00:18:28.526
  • The next best thing. my camera operators are
  • 00:18:28.593 --> 00:18:29.393
  • My camera operators are usually better than this.
  • 00:18:29.460 --> 00:18:30.094
  • Usually better than this. i wanted them to show
  • 00:18:30.161 --> 00:18:30.795
  • I wanted them to show you the stairs.
  • 00:18:30.862 --> 00:18:33.131
  • You the stairs. can y'all not get that shot?
  • 00:18:33.197 --> 00:18:34.832
  • Can y'all not get that shot? i'mma buy some more cameras
  • 00:18:34.899 --> 00:18:35.833
  • I'mma buy some more cameras before next week.
  • 00:18:35.900 --> 00:18:36.701
  • Before next week. [laughter]
  • 00:18:36.767 --> 00:18:37.635
  • [laughter] come over to this side.
  • 00:18:37.702 --> 00:18:38.503
  • Come over to this side. i wanted that illustration
  • 00:18:38.569 --> 00:18:39.504
  • I wanted that illustration but let me do
  • 00:18:39.570 --> 00:18:40.204
  • But let me do the next best thing.
  • 00:18:40.271 --> 00:18:41.973
  • The next best thing. i'll use this side
  • 00:18:42.039 --> 00:18:42.573
  • I'll use this side of the stairs.
  • 00:18:42.640 --> 00:18:44.809
  • Of the stairs. yeah, yeah, yeah.
  • 00:18:44.876 --> 00:18:46.043
  • Yeah, yeah, yeah. just like that.
  • 00:18:46.110 --> 00:18:47.612
  • Just like that. just like that.
  • 00:18:47.678 --> 00:18:49.714
  • Just like that. now, watch this,
  • 00:18:49.780 --> 00:18:56.521
  • Now, watch this, watch this.
  • 00:18:56.587 --> 00:18:58.189
  • Watch this. it's gonna be ugly,
  • 00:18:58.256 --> 00:18:59.323
  • It's gonna be ugly, it's gonna be ugly sometimes.
  • 00:18:59.390 --> 00:19:01.092
  • It's gonna be ugly sometimes. it's gonna be ugly sometimes.
  • 00:19:01.159 --> 00:19:02.360
  • It's gonna be ugly sometimes. every prayer is not
  • 00:19:02.426 --> 00:19:03.027
  • Every prayer is not gonna be pretty,
  • 00:19:03.094 --> 00:19:03.995
  • Gonna be pretty, every prayer isn't gonna
  • 00:19:04.061 --> 00:19:04.529
  • Every prayer isn't gonna happen in church,
  • 00:19:04.595 --> 00:19:05.396
  • Happen in church, every faith experience
  • 00:19:05.463 --> 00:19:06.430
  • Every faith experience isn't gonna happen
  • 00:19:06.497 --> 00:19:07.165
  • Isn't gonna happen in a controlled environment,
  • 00:19:07.231 --> 00:19:08.799
  • In a controlled environment, but the bible says to humble
  • 00:19:08.866 --> 00:19:11.068
  • But the bible says to humble yourself under his hand because
  • 00:19:11.135 --> 00:19:13.771
  • Yourself under his hand because saul's hand is nothing
  • 00:19:13.838 --> 00:19:15.106
  • Saul's hand is nothing compared to his hand.
  • 00:19:15.173 --> 00:19:16.340
  • Compared to his hand. [applause]
  • 00:19:16.407 --> 00:19:21.479
  • [applause] and 1 peter 5:6 says,
  • 00:19:21.546 --> 00:19:23.981
  • And 1 peter 5:6 says, "in due time he will
  • 00:19:24.048 --> 00:19:30.254
  • "in due time he will lift you up."
  • 00:19:30.321 --> 00:19:36.661
  • Lift you up." one next best thing
  • 00:19:36.727 --> 00:19:40.398
  • One next best thing at a time,
  • 00:19:40.464 --> 00:19:41.499
  • At a time, that's how he's gonna
  • 00:19:41.566 --> 00:19:42.333
  • That's how he's gonna bring you out.
  • 00:19:42.400 --> 00:19:43.034
  • Bring you out. [applause]
  • 00:19:43.100 --> 00:19:48.339
  • [applause] ugly trust.
  • 00:19:48.406 --> 00:19:50.541
  • Ugly trust. spitty-beard trust.
  • 00:19:50.608 --> 00:19:53.578
  • Spitty-beard trust. crust in your eyes
  • 00:19:53.644 --> 00:19:54.912
  • Crust in your eyes but went anyway.
  • 00:19:54.979 --> 00:19:58.015
  • But went anyway. tears on your pillow.
  • 00:19:58.082 --> 00:20:01.452
  • Tears on your pillow. sleepless nights but i'm not
  • 00:20:01.519 --> 00:20:04.255
  • Sleepless nights but i'm not giving up on god.
  • 00:20:04.322 --> 00:20:08.626
  • Giving up on god. ugly trust.
  • 00:20:08.693 --> 00:20:12.863
  • Ugly trust. you know what that means
  • 00:20:12.930 --> 00:20:13.564
  • You know what that means to me, ugly?
  • 00:20:13.631 --> 00:20:16.300
  • Put it on the screen, y'all.
  • 00:20:16.400 --> 00:20:18.502
  • Put it on the screen, y'all. it means,
  • 00:20:18.569 --> 00:20:20.071
  • It means, trusting god until
  • 00:20:20.137 --> 00:20:23.341
  • Trusting god until god lifts you.
  • 00:20:23.407 --> 00:20:26.177
  • God lifts you. [applause]
  • 00:20:26.244 --> 00:20:34.085
  • In due time,
  • 00:20:34.185 --> 00:20:35.920
  • In due time, he raised david up,
  • 00:20:35.987 --> 00:20:38.055
  • He raised david up, but in the meantime,
  • 00:20:38.122 --> 00:20:40.191
  • But in the meantime, david had to go to a place
  • 00:20:40.258 --> 00:20:41.359
  • David had to go to a place that he didn't wanna be.
  • 00:20:41.425 --> 00:20:43.327
  • That he didn't wanna be. who is this that i'm preaching
  • 00:20:43.394 --> 00:20:45.096
  • Who is this that i'm preaching to that you are in
  • 00:20:45.162 --> 00:20:45.963
  • To that you are in an until god lifts you.
  • 00:20:46.030 --> 00:20:51.602
  • An until god lifts you. until god lifts you humble
  • 00:20:51.669 --> 00:20:56.374
  • Until god lifts you humble yourself and seek him.
  • 00:20:56.440 --> 00:21:00.544
  • Yourself and seek him. stand all over the room.
  • 00:21:00.611 --> 00:21:02.380
  • Stand all over the room. lift your hands to your father.
  • 00:21:02.446 --> 00:21:04.482
  • Lift your hands to your father. he said,
  • 00:21:04.548 --> 00:21:05.149
  • He said, "i will bless the lord at.
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  • "i will bless the lord at. all times.
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  • All times. when saul's spears are flying,
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  • When saul's spears are flying, when my heart is breaking,
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  • When my heart is breaking, when answers don't come easy,
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  • When answers don't come easy, i will bless
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  • I will bless the lord at all times."
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  • The lord at all times." this is ugly trust.
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  • This is ugly trust. some of you need to have --
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  • Some of you need to have -- you know,
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  • You know, how they have ugly cry,
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  • How they have ugly cry, some of y'all need
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  • Some of y'all need to have ugly praise.
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  • To have ugly praise. just like,
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  • Just like, "god, this is what
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  • "god, this is what it looks like
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  • It looks like for our family right now.
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  • For our family right now. even right now my whole family
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  • Even right now my whole family isn't in church with me,
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  • Isn't in church with me, even right now
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  • Even right now i can't get everybody together,
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  • I can't get everybody together, even right now,
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  • Even right now, i can't get everything
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  • I can't get everything worked out,
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  • Worked out, but my hands are lifted."
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  • But my hands are lifted." lift them up.
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  • Lift them up. lift them up.
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  • Lift them up. this is ugly trust.
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  • This is ugly trust. because he said,
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  • Because he said, "i will bless the lord
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  • "i will bless the lord at all times,
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  • At all times, o magnify the lord with me,
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  • O magnify the lord with me, let us exalt,"
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  • Let us exalt," what does exalt mean?
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  • What does exalt mean? to lift him up.
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  • To lift him up. so, until he lifts you up,
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  • So, until he lifts you up, what do you do?
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  • What do you do? what do you do?
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  • What do you do? lift him up.
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  • Lift him up. i want you to begin to lift him
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  • I want you to begin to lift him up right now in your heart.
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  • Up right now in your heart. i want you to begin to praise
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  • I want you to begin to praise him right now
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  • Him right now with your own mouth.
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  • With your own mouth. i will bless the lord
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  • I will bless the lord at all times.
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  • At all times. i trust you, god.
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  • I trust you, god. i trust you with my future,
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  • I trust you with my future, i trust you with my family,
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  • I trust you with my family, i trust you with my children.
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  • I trust you with my children. god, i trust you
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  • God, i trust you with this decision,
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  • With this decision, i trust you with this economy,
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  • I trust you with this economy, i trust you with this move,
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  • I trust you with this move, i trust you
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  • I trust you with this transition.
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  • With this transition. come on and lift him up.
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  • Come on and lift him up. lift him up.
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  • Lift him up. lift him up.
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  • Lift him up. this is ugly trust.
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  • This is ugly trust. it doesn't have to be pretty.
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  • It doesn't have to be pretty. it doesn't have to be
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  • It doesn't have to be in an alphabetical order,
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  • In an alphabetical order, it doesn't have to be
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  • It doesn't have to be king james english,
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  • King james english, just say,
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  • Just say, "i need you, god.
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  • "i need you, god. i trust you, god.
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  • I trust you, god. here's my life, lord.
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  • Here's my life, lord. here's my dreams, lord.
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  • Here's my dreams, lord. here's my heart, lord.
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  • Here's my heart, lord. it's yours, lord."
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪ ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪ >> ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • >> ♪ and he answered ♪ >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪ >> ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • >> ♪ and he heard ♪ ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪ ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪ ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪ ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪ ♪ that's why i trust ♪
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  • ♪ that's why i trust ♪ >> ♪ that's why ♪
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  • >> ♪ that's why ♪ >> ♪ that's why i trust ♪
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  • >> ♪ that's why i trust ♪ >> look at me,
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  • >> look at me, i don't trust him
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  • I don't trust him because of how long it took him
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  • Because of how long it took him to answer it,
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  • To answer it, i don't trust him
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  • I don't trust him 'cause he answered it
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  • 'cause he answered it when i wanted him
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  • When i wanted him to answer it,
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  • To answer it, i don't trust him
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  • I don't trust him because he answered it how
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  • Because he answered it how i wanted him to answer it,
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  • I wanted him to answer it, i trust him because he is god.
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  • >> so, i want you
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  • >> so, i want you to take just a moment
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  • To take just a moment and think about
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  • And think about that area in your life,
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  • That area in your life, that situation in your life
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  • That situation in your life where you're having
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  • Where you're having the hardest time
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  • The hardest time trusting god right now.
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  • Trusting god right now. i mean, turning over
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  • I mean, turning over the results to him.
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  • The results to him. i don't mean
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  • I don't mean that you're not
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  • That you're not doing everything you can do
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  • Doing everything you can do but there comes a point
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  • But there comes a point where you have to say,
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  • Where you have to say, "god, i trust you
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  • "god, i trust you with my finances.
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  • With my finances. i trust you with my family.
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  • I trust you with my family. i trust you with my future.
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  • I trust you with my future. i trust you to set me free
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  • I trust you to set me free from this thing
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  • From this thing that has had me
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  • That has had me held down for so long."
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  • Held down for so long." and if that's
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  • And if that's where you are today,
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  • Where you are today, i have a resource for you.
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  • I have a resource for you. it's called "ugly trust."
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  • You ever heard
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  • You ever heard of the ugly cry?
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  • Of the ugly cry? [laughing]
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  • [laughing] this is like that,
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  • This is like that, but it's ugly trust.
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  • But it's ugly trust. it's when you
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  • It's when you want to trust god,
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  • Want to trust god, but you don't exactly know
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  • But you don't exactly know how and what that looks like.
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  • How and what that looks like. i want to walk you through that,
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  • I want to walk you through that, because for all of us,
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  • Because for all of us, there are seasons in our life
  • 00:24:37.127 --> 00:24:38.329
  • There are seasons in our life where trust doesn't come easy
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  • Where trust doesn't come easy and it doesn't look pretty.
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  • And it doesn't look pretty. >> right.
  • 00:24:41.465 --> 00:24:41.899
  • >> right. >> but that doesn't mean
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  • >> but that doesn't mean it's not possible.
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  • It's not possible. and this series
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  • And this series is gonna step you through that
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  • Is gonna step you through that in a really practical way.
  • 00:24:47.438 --> 00:24:48.339
  • In a really practical way. >> yes.
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  • >> yes. so, here's what
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  • So, here's what we want you to do.
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  • We want you to do. call or go online right now
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  • And request your copy of "ugly trust."
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  • Of "ugly trust." it's available for
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  • Your gift of any amount. and it's really time for us
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  • And it's really time for us to learn what true trust
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  • To learn what true trust looks like.
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  • Looks like. it's not pretty.
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  • It's not pretty. it doesn't look
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  • It doesn't look like you feel,
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  • Like you feel, like you thought it would.
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  • Like you thought it would. >> yeah.
  • 00:25:08.626 --> 00:25:09.260
  • >> yeah. it's like a muscle.
  • 00:25:09.326 --> 00:25:10.060
  • It's like a muscle. you have to train it.
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  • You have to train it. you have to really work on this
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  • You have to really work on this so that you can step into
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  • So that you can step into difficult situations and say,
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  • Difficult situations and say, "god, i don't know how,
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  • "god, i don't know how, i don't know when,
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  • I don't know when, but i'm believing
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  • But i'm believing that you can do it
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  • That you can do it 'cause i know who
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  • 'cause i know who is inside of me."
  • 00:25:21.305 --> 00:25:22.273
  • Is inside of me." >> that's right.
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  • >> that's right. >> hey, thank you for watching.
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  • >> hey, thank you for watching. thank you for being
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  • Thank you for being a part of this ministry.
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  • A part of this ministry. call right now and tell 'em,
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  • 'ugly trust' series that he was talking about."
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  • That he was talking about." alright?
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  • Alright? and as you do it,
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  • Ugly trust." and let's take
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  • And let's take the next step together.
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  • The next step together. >> yeah.
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  • >> ♪ oh i can hear a sound ♪
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  • ♪ the abundance of rain ♪
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  • ♪ and it sounds like freedom ♪
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  • ♪ and it's headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ oh i can hear a sound ♪
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  • ♪ the abundance of rain ♪
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  • ♪ and it sounds like provision ♪
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  • ♪ is headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ oh i can see a cloud ♪
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  • ♪ and it's heavy with rain ♪
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  • ♪ and it looks like healing ♪
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  • ♪ is headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ oh i can see a cloud ♪
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  • ♪ and it's heavy with rain ♪
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  • ♪ and it looks like joy ♪
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  • ♪ and it's headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ yes it's headed ♪
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  • ♪ our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ prophesy ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's coming ♪
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  • ♪ it's coming ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's coming ♪
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  • ♪ it's coming ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ oh it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ oh it's headed our way ♪
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  • >> ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ it's headed our way ♪
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  • ♪ so darkness ♪
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  • ♪ bow down to the day ♪
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  • ♪ mountains get up out my way ♪
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  • ♪ breaking out of yesterday ♪
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  • >> ♪ i got a new thing ♪
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  • >> ♪ i got a new thing coming ♪
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