Allen Jackson: Life of Service | Allen Jackson Now

October 31, 2025 | 22:52

Allen Jackson interviews Lt. General Jerry Boykin.

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  • And we're going to talk a bit
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  • About your career and what you've done.
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  • But i think the foundation for
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  • You came from a family of real faith.
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  • I know your mother was a godly, praying woman.
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  • I've heard you share a variety of ways
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  • That she would pray and intercede for you
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  • At different points
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  • When you were qualifying for delta in some of those places.
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  • So some of you who think you're all you can do is pray.
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  • That's a misunderstanding.
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  • In most cases, the most valuable thing we can do is pray.
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  • Yes, but in my right.
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  • She didn't when you were doing. yeah. when?
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  • When i had, i got a call asking me to come
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  • And try out for this new unit,
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  • Which turned out to be the delta force. and,
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  • And they said, and we need your answer in one hour.
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  • So i did what every christian man does
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  • When he is confronted with a dilemma.
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  • And i call my mother.
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  • And i told her what was i said,
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  • I don't know if this is where the lord wants me or not, but,
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  • They tell me this is going to be the
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  • Toughest thing i've ever done.
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  • And and they tell me you better be
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  • In the best physical condition you've ever been in.
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  • And i said, mom, you need to be praying for me.
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  • And she said, i'll go pray for you right now.
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  • And she started praying and and, i mean, when my mother prayed,
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  • She shook the gates of heaven. i'm telling you.
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  • And i got family right here.
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  • And i will tell you the same thing. but,
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  • 36.5 years, i was in the army.
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  • Every day that i was in the army,
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  • My mother prayed for me,
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  • And she prayed psalm 91 over me
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  • Every day.
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  • There's, if i remember correctly,
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  • That delta trial, there was another component of that.
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  • You had to make some crazy hike.
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  • And then there was a psychologist
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  • That had an opinion about your fitness.
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  • You know, it may not be the most god honoring
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  • Part of the morning, but it's memorable.
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  • Well,
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  • The trial was a 30 day trial up in the mountains of north
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  • Carolina and going long distances, carrying
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  • Heavy loads and, the last day we went 40 miles.
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  • We started with 118 people, and we finished with 19.
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  • And the last day was 40 miles through the mountains
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  • With a big, heavy rucksack on the snow.
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  • And, and, i came in first and i had been.
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  • Yeah, but i was.
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  • Trust me when i tell you i couldn't do that.
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  • I could not do that on my own.
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  • I was praying and asking the lord to give me what i needed.
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  • If he was his will, that i should be part of this.
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  • Give me what i need and help me through this.
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  • And that's exactly what he did.
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  • He gave me what i needed.
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  • But, they brought us back to fort bragg
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  • Out of those mountains,
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  • And a psychologist came in and gave us all,
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  • A battery of tests and everything.
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  • And just as one psychologist, took us all into a room,
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  • And each one of us individually, he would,
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  • He would talk to us, and.
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  • Well, when he brought me in, i sat down and he said
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  • He was very unpleasant.
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  • Let me just say that.
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  • And i said he said,
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  • Captain boykin, i'm going to recommend
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  • Against you being part of this delta force.
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  • And i said, why?
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  • And he said, because
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  • You rely too much on your faith and you just won't fit in here.
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  • And i thought,
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  • And you rely on your nose to breathe, and i think
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  • I'm gonna break it for you.
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  • Now, pastor, i'm more sanctified now.
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  • Okay?
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  • I'm more sanctified
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  • By the spite of all that.
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  • They took me.
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  • They took me in spite of that, because i've been very open
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  • About my faith.
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  • I did not feel like
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  • I was compelled to hide my faith, particularly
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  • When i was asking the lord to help me to get through this.
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  • That test where he warned me to be so.
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  • And but you know, sometimes
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  • When we compromise on our faith
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  • Or we say we're christian
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  • And we compromise and people see us compromise,
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  • And you don't realize the damage that we do
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  • Is not we can repent and be forgiven for it.
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  • But how about those people that see us compromising
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  • That we cannot do that?
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  • We can't do it?
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  • But there are so many christians that are doing exactly
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  • The same thing. so we're all sinners.
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  • That's not the point though.
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  • We're all sinners, but we can't compromise our faith.
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  • And because the people
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  • That are hurt the most of the people who see us do that,
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  • I think that's such an important point,
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  • Because it's become fashionable to diminish your faith,
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  • To turn it up
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  • More brightly in some settings
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  • And to turn it down in other settings.
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  • And, you know, the
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  • The marriage covenant you have,
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  • If you had that attitude towards your marriage,
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  • That in some settings i can be less married,
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  • And in some settings i'm more married.
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  • We would all understand that your character was broken.
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  • Well, the covenant you have with god
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  • Is more significant than your marriage covenant.
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  • And i'm not diminishing marriage.
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  • I'm telling you, we have bought into something
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  • That is fundamentally deceptive
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  • And wrong, and from the pit of hell,
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  • We're either christ followers 24 seven wherever we go
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  • Or you're not one.
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  • And you're the lord blessed you.
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  • In spite of that, you ended up you.
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  • You not only were the one of the founding
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  • Participants in delta, eventually you led delta.
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  • Is that right?
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  • I did, i, when i reached the,
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  • Rank of colonel, i became the, unit commander.
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  • And i commanded, delta force for a little over two years.
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  • You spent your professional life leading
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  • Young men and women, overwhelmingly young men.
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  • So i would love to, to borrow a bit of that experience,
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  • If you had a message for fathers that have sons still at home,
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  • What would you say to them today?
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  • There's a lot of voices competing
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  • For how they should think and what they should do,
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  • And how they should help shape those young lives.
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  • What would you say to those fathers?
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  • What i would say to you is, first of all,
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  • Set the example,
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  • Set the example for your son.
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  • He's got to know what a man is supposed to do.
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  • And i got to tell you, in our society today, adam,
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  • I know it's no surprise to you, but men don't even know
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  • What men are supposed to do in many ways, because
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  • They have been beaten down.
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  • They've been told that they are no different from a woman.
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  • And and, and that's simply not true.
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  • And it's not just their plumbing.
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  • I mean, the men come out of the womb meant to be warriors.
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  • Warriors.
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  • You understand what i'm saying? warriors.
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  • Men come out of
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  • The womb meant to be warriors,
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  • But they're in many cases,
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  • They are conditioned to be just the opposite from that.
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  • But i would say men set the example for your son.
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  • Let them see you pray.
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  • Let them understand
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  • How important it is for your children to see you.
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  • Pray and look.
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  • You're going to make
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  • At times bad judgment.
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  • You got to make.
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  • I will say mistakes, but
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  • Be careful when you talk to somebody about a mistake.
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  • When some guy says, well, yes, i slept with this woman
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  • Even though i'm married.
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  • And my, it was a big mistake.
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  • No, it was not a big mistake.
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  • It was a choice.
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  • Don't let them off the hook.
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  • Because the next thing they'll say is.
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  • And everybody makes mistakes,
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  • But everybody doesn't make the choices that you've made.
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  • But everybody doesn't make the choices that you've made.
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  • You gave them the strength of
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  • Your youth to defending and serving this country,
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  • Which hasn't been a particularly chic thing
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  • To do for a while.
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  • And i think, you know, in the the diminishment
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  • Of our attitude towards
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  • The military is connected, in my mind, at least,
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  • To the diminishment of the respect
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  • We have for law enforcement and for first responders.
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  • You can speak to this from experience.
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  • Do you regret it?
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  • Has it been a good thing for you?
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  • What would you say
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  • To the young men
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  • That are looking at their futures
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  • And the families that are looking for the futures?
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  • You see the parents,
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  • We have to value those things for our kids to value them.
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  • But do you think you made a mistake?
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  • If i had to do over again,
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  • I'd go back in the military.
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  • I'd go back and
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  • I'd go back into the u.s.
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  • Army and, and i'd spend another 36 years, i, i don't regret it.
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  • And let me say this to you.
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  • I've talked
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  • To a lot of people that have said, well, i wish i'd stayed in
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  • Or i wish i'd been in the army or been in the military.
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  • I've never heard anybody say
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  • I regret the time that i spent in the military.
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  • You will never regret it.
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  • And let me tell you, if you got a son or a daughter,
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  • Either one
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  • That aren't sure what they want to do with their lives,
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  • There's a good way to get them on the right track.
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  • And we're getting back to being a real army.
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  • We're getting back to having
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  • A focus.
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  • We are
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  • Now focusing on getting ready to win the nation's wars.
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  • And douglas macarthur stood in the west part mess hall.
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  • That's the dining facility,
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  • In 1962.
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  • And he looked down at the cadets there
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  • And he said, your mission
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  • Remains fixed, determined, inviolable.
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  • It is to win the nation's wars.
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  • That has not changed.
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  • But when we got into this cycle of all this woke nonsense,
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  • There was no focus
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  • On winning wars.
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  • That mission has not changed.
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  • But when we were more and concerned about somebody
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  • Knowing the proper pronouns
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  • Than being able to hit a target downrange
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  • That was not preparing for war.
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  • And if we had been called up, then
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  • It could have been an ugly situation.
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  • But now, as soon as we had a new president,
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  • The recruiting went off the scale, it went off the scale.
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  • And we, you know,
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  • We have to recognize that that's what our military is for.
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  • So i have no regrets whatsoever.
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  • And trust me when i tell you my body is so beat up right now
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  • For that.
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  • I've been shot at.
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  • I've been shot once.
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  • I've been hit with a mortar once i've,
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  • Had a parachute fail, and,
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  • And i believe it or not, i went through this.
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  • Can i tell this?
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  • You know what freefall
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  • Parachuting is, is different than static land or static land.
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  • A plane pose your and you're only 1200 feet up.
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  • But when you go into a freefall, you go up very high.
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  • I've been as high as an over in europe.
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  • I've been as high as,
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  • 24,000ft.
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  • And we jump out
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  • And you fly for a little ways till you get stable,
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  • And then you pull, and then you just fly the canopy. so,
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  • I had
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  • Never had any training when i started doing that.
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  • I mean, that was kind of stupid, but.
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  • And i told the people last night, i have a fear of heights.
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  • I honestly have a fear of heights.
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  • That's no joke.
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  • So i,
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  • I said to the guys one day, i said, hey,
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  • I can do that.
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  • I'm watching you. i'm watching what you do.
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  • I can do that. let take me up.
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  • I will do that.
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  • And they took me up, and this was one of these.
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  • It was a cia airplane.
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  • And you had to climb out on the strut.
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  • I mean, climb out on the strut,
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  • And, so i climb out on, i strut and it dawns on me.
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  • What are you doing?
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  • And i thought, oh, lord, if you will get me through
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  • This, i'll never be this stupid again.
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  • And i and i jumped, but
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  • So i had i did three jumps with no training.
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  • And then on the fourth jump,
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  • I got out.
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  • And my air on me and my, parachute
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  • Malfunctioned.
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  • The automatic opening device opened at the same time.
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  • I can't, i pull my canopy and the two of them
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  • Just kind of hate each other like this.
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  • It's the worst entanglement you can have.
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  • And i'm sailing through the air knowing that i'm.
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  • I'm going to be killed.
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  • And i just said, lord, don't let me die.
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  • And the holy spirit said to me,
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  • Greater is he
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  • That is in you than he that is in the world.
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  • And i went,
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  • I went into the trees,
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  • Some 80ft pine trees, and one of those pine trees snagged,
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  • And i went all the way to the end of the ropes.
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  • And i hit my knee on a stump, and i got up and walked away
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  • From it. and.
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  • God will never leave you
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  • Nor forsake.
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  • Nor forsake.
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  • But i thought of you
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  • With the israeli hostages,
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  • Because i know you were involved
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  • In the rescue attempt for their hostages
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  • That were in iran,
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  • And i read where it was one of the more disappointing.
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  • But i it's a part of the story.
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  • I mean, the lord blessed your life
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  • And has established you,
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  • But everything didn't work
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  • The way you wanted it because that they didn't.
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  • And i've heard you tell some of those takeaways.
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  • I mean, i i've been celebrating all week, those israeli
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  • Men and women that walked out, it seemed impossible to me.
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  • But you went to get our hostages in iran.
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  • You talk about iran, you know, 1980,
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  • We went into iran to rescue 52 americans that were being held
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  • By followers of the ayatollah khomeini.
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  • And and we got about 100 miles from tehran,
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  • And we landed in c-130s, and we brought in rh
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  • 53 helicopters
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  • Off the uss nimitz and tucked them in behind the c one 30s.
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  • And we pulled the hoses out and started
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  • Refueling the helicopters so we could go in on
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  • To the next leg into the embassy and get our hostages.
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  • And all of a sudden, one of the,
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  • One of the helicopters lifted off in the sand.
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  • This was right out in the middle of the desert
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  • In a sand just blew up.
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  • And, and it was, i mean, the pilot couldn't see.
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  • He went vertical, he lost his equilibrium,
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  • And he came back and landed right on top of the,
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  • Of the,
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  • C-130, and it burst into flames.
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  • I was outside, i was about
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  • Oh, really?
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  • Probably from here to that screen, from it.
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  • And when it exploded, i turned and i felt the heat,
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  • And i, i had no idea what happened.
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  • I thought they had fired mortars or something at us, and
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  • And i looked back and, and i realize that 45 of the
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  • Delta force men that had prayed before we launched
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  • Were stuck inside that burning wreckage.
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  • And i didn't, i didn't know what to do.
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  • So i did what i always do
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  • Since i couldn't call my mother.
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  • I, i just started praying.
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  • I went, reached out to my source.
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  • I prayed a ten second prayer.
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  • I said, father, these men trusted you.
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  • I'm asking you to bring them out alive, lord farrell.
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  • In jesus name, amen. ten second prayer.
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  • No. sir.
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  • Sadducees and the pharisees.
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  • I prayed these long, elaborate,
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  • You know, prayers.
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  • But they weren't praying to god.
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  • They were praying to the people around.
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  • And i will tell you that i get very suspect
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  • To people that pray these long prayers
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  • And start quoting scripture and all that.
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  • You think god doesn't know what the scripture says.
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  • Or think about it.
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  • But, it was,
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  • I guess it was one of those turning points
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  • In your life where you realize just how fragile life is,
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  • And you realize that at any moment it could end.
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  • And for me, it made me much more aware
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  • Because those 45 men jumped out of that helicopter.
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  • I mean, out of that, aircraft,
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  • They troop door came open
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  • And here they come, jumping through the flames,
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  • Jumping through the flames, out onto the desert floor.
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  • And running is like shadrach, meshach and abednego.
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  • You know what?
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  • Nebuchadnezzar put them in that fiery furnace.
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  • And then nebuchadnezzar jumped up and ran over there.
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  • And he said, yo, dudes, come here and check this out.
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  • That's the way they talk back.
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  • Then.
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  • Didn't we throw three?
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  • I see a fourth.
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  • It looks like the son of god.
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  • I can assure you
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  • There was a fourth worker walking around
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  • And that burning wreckage that night.
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  • He will never leave us nor forsake us.
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  • He will never leave us nor forsake us.
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  • One of the things that i used to tell the
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  • Those young men
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  • That i was teaching, i told leadership i had the most
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  • Oversubscribed class
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  • In all of that at the whole,
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  • University or college.
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  • I guess it really is.
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  • You can't
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  • You can't compromise on what you believe.
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  • And here's what i'd say to them.
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  • I'd get them around the fire the last night of class.
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  • I would do it outdoors and i'd get them around a foreigner.
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  • Say, you need to know
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  • What your values are.
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  • You need to know what you believe in.
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  • You need to know what you're willing to sacrifice for,
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  • What you're willing to, to even die for.
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  • Maybe
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  • You need to know that, but you need to know why
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  • You believe it. it's not enough.
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  • It's not enough.
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  • If you don't know why you believe it, that's not enough.
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  • You gotta know why you believe it.
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  • And and and in our case, we believe it.
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  • Because us in the word of god.
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  • But we've gotta know what we believe in.
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  • It's not just a matter of having a value.
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  • You need to know why you have that value, general.
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  • Thank you, thank you,
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  • Thank you for your service to our country, for your.
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