Billy Hallowell & Angie Howell: Believing in Miracles | Takeaways with Kirk Cameron

July 28, 2025 | 55:2

Kirk Cameron is joined by journalist Billy Hallowell to discuss his documentary exploring the validity of miracles and author Angie Howell to share her personal miracle story.

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  • Kirk cameron: do you believe in miracles?
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  • One description of a miracle is a surprising event that is not
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  • Explicable by natural or scientific laws and is therefore
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  • Considered to be the work of a divine agency.
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  • In light of this definition, have you ever experienced
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  • A miracle?
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  • We're gonna talk with journalist billy hallowell on his recent
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  • Documentary about miracles, and then author angie howell,
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  • Sharing her personal testimony of a miracle in her life.
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  • Let's get to it right now on "takeaways."
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  • Billy hallowell: i went into this thinking, "this will help
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  • Other people.
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  • This will be great for other people."
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  • And i left it completely transformed in how i think.
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  • It actually rocked and shook and changed my faith.
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  • Angie howell: god doesn't just help those who are faithful
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  • To him.
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  • God finds those who are in the middle of the mess, the misfits,
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  • The broken, and he comes right in the middle of the messes that
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  • We create and and he's there with us.
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  • Kirk: it's so great to have back cbn news investigative
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  • Journalist, author, and podcaster billy hallowell he's
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  • The host of a new documentary called "investigating the
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  • Supernatural: miracles," which highlights the real life
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  • Accounts of divine intervention as told by those who were healed
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  • And were examined through groundbreaking
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  • Scientific analysis.
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  • The film shines light on the mysteries of the miraculous,
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  • Blending faith and science in a journey of discovery.
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  • Billy, thanks so much for coming on "takeaways."
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  • Billy: thanks for having me.
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  • Kirk: hey, we've been friends for a while, and you're usually
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  • The one asking me questions about a movie or a documentary
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  • Or a book.
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  • Billy: the tables are totally turned right now.
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  • Kirk: they are, and i'm so excited, because this is a topic
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  • So many people are interested in.
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  • You know, "this miraculous thing happened to my aunt or to my
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  • Uncle, or it happened in history," and we read about
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  • Miracles in the bible, but we question if those things still
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  • Happen today.
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  • So, let's start.
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  • What is a miracle, by definition?
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  • Billy: i love that question.
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  • You know, a miracle is something that happens that we don't have
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  • An explanation for in the natural, right?
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  • And a lot of times we think of the big miracles, the healings,
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  • Which we're gonna talk about today, those sorts of things.
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  • But we all have things that have happened to us that might be
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  • Smaller things.
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  • Like, for instance, i was driving in a car, had a
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  • Diagnosis for my daughter of scoliosis that really upset me,
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  • And i was praying to god.
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  • And i'm like, "god, just give me a sign that it's gonna be okay."
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  • And i was really crying out.
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  • I was struggling.
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  • And i live in new york, you know, there's not a lot of
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  • Trucks with bible verses on the back of them.
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  • I look up, and in that moment there was a truck in front of me
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  • With a bible verse that completely comforted me and told
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  • Me in that moment, it's gonna be okay.
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  • Now for me, i would say that's a mini-miracle, right?
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  • So, it's a broad definition, but it's something we can't explain.
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  • Kirk: so, i've heard people talk about stuff like that, and they
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  • Say, "oh, it's a god wink."
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  • They like to call it, you know, like one of those little winky
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  • Emojis from god, "here's my bible verse for you."
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  • But a healing with no medical explanation for this, that seems
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  • To be next-level.
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  • You know, raising somebody from the dead.
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  • In fact, jesus did that.
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  • He would heal people of diseases, and he would raise
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  • People from the dead, and that would authenticate his identity
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  • And his authority as the messiah.
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  • Billy: yeah, when i think of a miracle, that's--i think of
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  • Lazarus being raised from the dead.
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  • Those are the big miracles.
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  • Those are the ones that we deal with in our documentary.
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  • Kirk: how does science and the medical industry explain
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  • The unexplainable?
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  • Billy: you know, they can't.
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  • And i think you'll often see a lot of these doctors who are not
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  • Believers, right, they'll sort of throw their hands up and say,
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  • "well, we don't really know what happened."
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  • And they're okay with that.
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  • But for me, as an investigative journalist, right, i'm curious.
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  • I want to try to get as close as i can, because you can never
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  • 100% prove a miracle, right?
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  • But you can get really close.
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  • You can get 98%, 99% of the way there, and you can say, "we have
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  • No other explanation for this."
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  • But with science now, you have people who can say, "well,
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  • Statistically, there's a 0% chance this person
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  • Could survive."
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  • If you're dead for 40 minutes and you're brought back, that's
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  • A miracle.
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  • We really don't have an explanation.
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  • So, science does not have a way to really explain these things,
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  • Which i find very compelling.
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  • Now, you can use the science to say, again, statistically, this
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  • Doesn't make sense.
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  • So what is going on?
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  • Kirk: yeah, "the odds that this is--that this would happen are
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  • So small that we have to say we don't know.
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  • But we don't want to call it a miracle," secular--a secular
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  • Person would say, "because we don't want to, like, delve into
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  • The crazy world of the supernatural and all that kind
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  • Of stuff."
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  • Now that you've made the documentary, do you personally
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  • Believe that miracles happen?
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  • Billy: absolutely.
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  • I will tell you, i went into this thinking, "this will help
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  • Other people.
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  • This will be great for other people."
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  • And i left it completely transformed in how i think.
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  • It actually rocked and shook and changed my faith and really
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  • Positioned the way i see miracles.
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  • I think god absolutely does work still in these incredible ways,
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  • But we have to be discerning in how we approach each
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  • Individual case.
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  • Kirk: yeah, so can you unpack that a little bit?
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  • What was your attitude about miracles prior to
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  • This documentary?
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  • Billy: i believed in my mind, and i would have said i believed
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  • It in my heart too, miracles are possible, they happen, i see
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  • Them in scripture, i've heard stories of people who have
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  • Gotten out of wheelchairs, and i would say, i believe that's
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  • Possible, i believe that could happen.
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  • But when i was confronted with people and sat across from
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  • People who had had these miracles happen and i spent time
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  • Looking at the evidence, i went in skeptically on a lot of
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  • These stories.
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  • Like, can we really prove that this person, what they're saying
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  • Is true?
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  • And i ended up walking away feeling like not only can it be
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  • Proven, but i now have to reassess for myself, how do i
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  • Approach miracles?
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  • Do i really believe them in my heart?
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  • Do i believe that god can and will sometimes do these things?
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  • And so, that was a little convicting, because in
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  • Particular, the fight that people had to get their miracle,
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  • Some people fought for 10 years to get their miracle, right?
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  • They kept going to prayer meeting after prayer meeting.
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  • I was like, would i do that?
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  • Like, going into this documentary, would i have had
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  • That persistence?
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  • And i think the answer is no.
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  • I would have given up probably, and i would have said,
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  • "okay, god."
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  • Kirk: "let your will be done."
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  • Billy: "let your will be done," which i think you have to have
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  • An element of that, but you have to believe and trust
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  • And persevere.
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  • And i don't think i had that going into this.
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  • Kirk: yeah, that's a really good question.
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  • Is the god that i pray to, do i think of him as a god
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  • Of miracles?
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  • Or do i think of him as an all-wise god who's just--he's
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  • Gonna do what he's gonna do and miracles really shouldn't
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  • Dominate my thinking, right?
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  • Because i've seen it, i've seen it be detrimental on both sides,
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  • Where some people who are involved in faith healing
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  • Circles are told that if they don't have enough faith, they
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  • Won't get the miracle that they could have if they just really
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  • Believed, and that has destroyed some people's faiths.
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  • And i think of good friends like joni eareckson tada and others
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  • Who would love to be out of her wheelchair.
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  • And i can't think of anyone in the world who has more
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  • Wholehearted faith than joni eareckson tada.
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  • Billy: you're speaking about a tension.
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  • The tension you're speaking about which i had to deal with,
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  • The trust that a miracle is possible, but the trust also
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  • That you might not get the miracle on this side of heaven,
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  • But that you have to believe that god's sovereignty is what
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  • Matters most.
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  • You have to hold both of those things together, right?
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  • And that's tough for people.
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  • That's really difficult.
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  • And it was tough for me, and i walked away, again, very
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  • Convicted and challenged on how i've been looking at it.
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  • Kirk: does it matter if miracles exist?
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  • And if it actually has meaning, like, do you think it's because
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  • God's wanting to tell that person something?
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  • Or is it just something god does every once in a while because
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  • He's decided to do it for whatever reason?
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  • Or is it like, "no, this is a message that i want you to
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  • Understand from me"?
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  • Billy: oh, wow, i think there's so much there.
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  • I think we, first of all, when you're persisting in a miracle
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  • And believing for it and you're not getting it, what are you
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  • Learning along the way?
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  • What is god showing you in that trust of him?
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  • 'cause when we die to self, we have to trust him.
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  • And so, that actually was very convicting to me, because i
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  • Thought, well, i never really think about that.
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  • I think i want this end result.
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  • I don't think about the journey.
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  • And i may not get there, i may not get that result, but i don't
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  • Think about the journey there.
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  • There's that, but there's so many other elements of that,
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  • Because i think the miracle itself that you're fighting for,
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  • It's teaching you about yourself--not only yourself,
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  • But about the lord, right?
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  • There's a lesson there, a deeper lesson there.
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  • Kirk: yeah, and for me, i think of job, and i'm thinking, think
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  • Of all the miracles job was-- would have prayed for.
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  • "oh lord, you know, make these boils go away."
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  • "oh lord, you know, go find my enemies who burned my house down
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  • And took away my whole family."
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  • And jesus, when he was in the garden of gethsemane, "lord, if
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  • There's any way that this can pass from me, but not my will,
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  • But your will be done."
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  • Billy: that's the key.
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  • Kirk: i think, boy, i'm not sure how to think about my miracle
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  • And fighting for my miracle when really the miracle to me is me
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  • Submitting my will to the will of god and having his purposes
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  • Be accomplished, whether i'm stripped of my family and my
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  • Health and crucified or if i'm healed and i'm back up out of
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  • My wheelchair.
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  • Billy: a hundred percent.
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  • Can i tell you the thing that haunted me a little bit in this
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  • On the other side of this?
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  • If we tell people that miracles don't happen anymore and that's
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  • Our narrative, they don't happen, god doesn't work that
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  • Way anymore, this doesn't happen, is it possible, and i
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  • Want to be careful how i say this, because again, you may not
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  • Get the miracle.
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  • Is it possible that there are people, i'm just gonna pose the
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  • Question, that could have had a healing or might have gotten it
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  • If they were conditioned to believe that it were
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  • Possible still?
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  • And are you possibly trapping people or leaving them behind by
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  • Not believing in the possibility?
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  • That haunted me a little bit at the end of this.
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  • Kirk: yeah, i'm thinking of james chapter 1 or 2, something
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  • Like that, where it says, "you don't have because you
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  • Don't ask.
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  • And you don't ask because you're asking with the wrong reasons."
  • 00:10:14.870 --> 00:10:17.306
  • But it--could it be that some people don't ask for a miracle
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  • Because--i mean, they don't get a miracle because they don't ask
  • 00:10:19.675 --> 00:10:22.211
  • For one?
  • 00:10:22.211 --> 00:10:23.546
  • Billy: that's the thing.
  • 00:10:23.546 --> 00:10:24.914
  • I mean, that's the haunting thing.
  • 00:10:24.914 --> 00:10:26.248
  • And if we're walking around telling people they shouldn't
  • 00:10:26.248 --> 00:10:27.616
  • Ask for one or even believe it, now, again, with that healthy
  • 00:10:27.616 --> 00:10:30.519
  • Condition of "your will, god."
  • 00:10:30.519 --> 00:10:33.389
  • Kirk: why do you think it's so hard for some people to believe
  • 00:10:33.389 --> 00:10:36.992
  • In miracles?
  • 00:10:36.992 --> 00:10:38.861
  • Billy: i think it's become harder because we live in a
  • 00:10:38.861 --> 00:10:40.930
  • Country where we have so much, right?
  • 00:10:40.930 --> 00:10:42.298
  • When you're sick, and this is a good thing, you can go get
  • 00:10:42.298 --> 00:10:44.033
  • Medicine, right?
  • 00:10:44.033 --> 00:10:45.367
  • If you live in a country where there's no surgery, no medicine,
  • 00:10:45.367 --> 00:10:47.336
  • No anything, you better believe you're believing a lot more in
  • 00:10:47.336 --> 00:10:49.472
  • Miracles because you're gonna have to.
  • 00:10:49.472 --> 00:10:51.073
  • You've got nothing else, right?
  • 00:10:51.073 --> 00:10:52.608
  • So, i think we've been conditioned in the west to be
  • 00:10:52.608 --> 00:10:55.611
  • A--and again, it's not always bad.
  • 00:10:55.611 --> 00:10:57.379
  • Very in the material, we're very stuck in the here and now, and
  • 00:10:57.379 --> 00:11:00.416
  • It prevents us, i think, from seeing beyond that or being even
  • 00:11:00.416 --> 00:11:03.185
  • Willing to entertain it.
  • 00:11:03.185 --> 00:11:04.754
  • Kirk: you know why i think some people struggle with believing
  • 00:11:04.754 --> 00:11:08.858
  • In miracles?
  • 00:11:08.858 --> 00:11:10.192
  • Because there's so many charlatans out there who are
  • 00:11:10.192 --> 00:11:15.498
  • Alleging miracle work, and it just smacks of fraud, that
  • 00:11:15.498 --> 00:11:23.139
  • Somehow they--i believe they profit off of things like this.
  • 00:11:23.139 --> 00:11:27.276
  • And if we investigate those types of ministries, i think we
  • 00:11:27.276 --> 00:11:30.079
  • Can find scores of them.
  • 00:11:30.079 --> 00:11:33.783
  • Billy: it hurts people's faith.
  • 00:11:33.783 --> 00:11:35.117
  • Kirk: i think that causes a lot of struggle in believing
  • 00:11:35.117 --> 00:11:37.486
  • In miracles.
  • 00:11:37.486 --> 00:11:38.821
  • Billy: i agree, i think it hurts people's faith when that
  • 00:11:38.821 --> 00:11:40.356
  • Happens, and nobody should be out there doing that.
  • 00:11:40.356 --> 00:11:42.792
  • You have to have a healthy balance on that trust, and i
  • 00:11:42.792 --> 00:11:45.127
  • Think that's part of the death to self and it's part of the
  • 00:11:45.127 --> 00:11:47.396
  • Human condition of trying to get there.
  • 00:11:47.396 --> 00:11:49.431
  • And so, this project for me brought me there.
  • 00:11:49.431 --> 00:11:52.468
  • Kirk: we're gonna talk more with billy about his journey in the
  • 00:11:52.468 --> 00:11:55.037
  • Making of this documentary on miracles, and later in the
  • 00:11:55.037 --> 00:11:58.040
  • Program angie howell will share her personal story of a miracle
  • 00:11:58.040 --> 00:12:02.778
  • Involving her daughter, so don't go away.
  • 00:12:02.778 --> 00:12:05.514
  • Angie: there's no insulation around her nerves in her brain
  • 00:12:05.514 --> 00:12:08.784
  • Or throughout her body.
  • 00:12:08.784 --> 00:12:10.486
  • So, it was very clear very quickly that she would not
  • 00:12:10.486 --> 00:12:15.391
  • Survive for too long.
  • 00:12:15.391 --> 00:12:23.004
  • Survive for too long.
  • 00:12:23.004 --> 00:12:26.736
  • Kirk: we're back with investigative journalist and
  • 00:12:30.807 --> 00:12:32.642
  • Author billy hallowell.
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  • So, billy, i know that being involved in a project where you
  • 00:12:34.344 --> 00:12:38.448
  • Really throw your whole heart and soul into making a movie, it
  • 00:12:38.448 --> 00:12:43.320
  • Can really change you.
  • 00:12:43.320 --> 00:12:44.654
  • So, how did traveling the country, talking to people who
  • 00:12:44.654 --> 00:12:47.557
  • Have been healed and investigating miracles
  • 00:12:47.557 --> 00:12:50.026
  • Change you?
  • 00:12:50.026 --> 00:12:51.394
  • Billy: it forced me to take a deep look at my faith and where
  • 00:12:51.394 --> 00:12:54.865
  • Was it lacking?
  • 00:12:54.865 --> 00:12:56.233
  • You know, you think, oh, my faith is great, i'm in a great
  • 00:12:56.233 --> 00:12:58.201
  • Place, i'm in a great position.
  • 00:12:58.201 --> 00:12:59.536
  • I'll tell you, the spiritual warfare, and i don't use that
  • 00:12:59.536 --> 00:13:02.038
  • Term very often, around this project was intense.
  • 00:13:02.038 --> 00:13:06.009
  • I felt a lot of pressure around it, and i think it was a
  • 00:13:06.009 --> 00:13:08.411
  • Refining in some ways of really just thinking through, do i
  • 00:13:08.411 --> 00:13:11.882
  • Believe the things that i've claimed i believe?
  • 00:13:11.882 --> 00:13:13.783
  • And do i really believe them in my heart?
  • 00:13:13.783 --> 00:13:16.086
  • And so, i've walked away still processing that.
  • 00:13:16.086 --> 00:13:18.421
  • As we're sitting here talking about it, i'm like, man, this
  • 00:13:18.421 --> 00:13:20.657
  • Is--and we had a miracle actually in our family as this
  • 00:13:20.657 --> 00:13:23.960
  • Was going on that was just incredible with my daughter and
  • 00:13:23.960 --> 00:13:26.997
  • Her scoliosis.
  • 00:13:26.997 --> 00:13:28.365
  • And so, even going through that and being like, wow, god.
  • 00:13:28.365 --> 00:13:30.901
  • I mean, this is--it's just crazy the way that you think
  • 00:13:30.901 --> 00:13:34.004
  • You're helping other people and he sometimes is helping you.
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  • Kirk: tell us about dr. chauncey crandall, cardiologist and
  • 00:13:37.540 --> 00:13:41.278
  • Internist, author of "raising the dead," and how he prays for
  • 00:13:41.278 --> 00:13:45.682
  • His patients.
  • 00:13:45.682 --> 00:13:47.050
  • Billy: okay, so dr. crandall is a well respected doctor down
  • 00:13:47.050 --> 00:13:50.520
  • In florida.
  • 00:13:50.520 --> 00:13:51.888
  • His story is complicated, okay?
  • 00:13:51.888 --> 00:13:54.291
  • He had a son, one of his twins, who died of leukemia.
  • 00:13:54.291 --> 00:13:57.794
  • And he fought for a miracle for this son, and we cover this in
  • 00:13:57.794 --> 00:14:00.130
  • The film in depth, because we also cover, hey, not every
  • 00:14:00.130 --> 00:14:02.599
  • Miracle happens, right?
  • 00:14:02.599 --> 00:14:03.934
  • And what do you do with that?
  • 00:14:03.934 --> 00:14:05.268
  • He fought for this son, they went to every prayer meeting
  • 00:14:05.268 --> 00:14:06.736
  • They could, they did everything they could, he ends up
  • 00:14:06.736 --> 00:14:08.571
  • Passing away.
  • 00:14:08.571 --> 00:14:10.006
  • Now, dr. crandall made a decision after that.
  • 00:14:10.006 --> 00:14:12.776
  • He could have been angry at god, or he could have gone all in on
  • 00:14:12.776 --> 00:14:15.612
  • Believing god for miracles.
  • 00:14:15.612 --> 00:14:17.047
  • A lot of people would be angry after they lose their child.
  • 00:14:17.047 --> 00:14:19.349
  • He went all in on miracles, and where his story intersects with
  • 00:14:19.349 --> 00:14:22.886
  • Another person, and this is the craziest story out of all of
  • 00:14:22.886 --> 00:14:26.389
  • Them in this documentary, a man who was dead for 40 minutes.
  • 00:14:26.389 --> 00:14:30.293
  • Dr. crandall now is working at the hospital.
  • 00:14:30.293 --> 00:14:32.128
  • He's the emergency room doctor.
  • 00:14:32.128 --> 00:14:33.496
  • This is after the death of his son.
  • 00:14:33.496 --> 00:14:35.231
  • This man comes in, jeff markin, has a heart attack in the
  • 00:14:35.231 --> 00:14:38.868
  • Hospital, dies.
  • 00:14:38.868 --> 00:14:40.203
  • They try to revive him for 40 minutes to no avail.
  • 00:14:40.203 --> 00:14:44.107
  • They pronounce him dead.
  • 00:14:44.107 --> 00:14:45.442
  • Jeff markin has died.
  • 00:14:45.442 --> 00:14:46.776
  • Dr. crandall walks out of the room.
  • 00:14:46.776 --> 00:14:49.412
  • He's in the hallway, and he feels god say to him, "go back
  • 00:14:49.412 --> 00:14:52.949
  • And pray for that man."
  • 00:14:52.949 --> 00:14:54.818
  • And he's thinking, "that's ridiculous.
  • 00:14:54.818 --> 00:14:56.419
  • I'm not, you know, i'm a christian, but i'm not going
  • 00:14:56.419 --> 00:14:57.921
  • Back in and praying for this guy."
  • 00:14:57.921 --> 00:14:59.255
  • He feels god prompt him again, "go back and pray for that man."
  • 00:14:59.255 --> 00:15:02.792
  • So, he walks back in.
  • 00:15:02.792 --> 00:15:04.127
  • They're preparing the body for the morgue, okay?
  • 00:15:04.127 --> 00:15:06.529
  • And he says to the nurse, "we need to shock him one
  • 00:15:06.529 --> 00:15:08.999
  • More time."
  • 00:15:08.999 --> 00:15:10.333
  • But before he does that, he prays.
  • 00:15:10.333 --> 00:15:11.701
  • He prays over him.
  • 00:15:11.701 --> 00:15:13.036
  • He says, "shock him again."
  • 00:15:13.036 --> 00:15:14.404
  • The nurse says, "we can't shock him again.
  • 00:15:14.404 --> 00:15:15.739
  • We tried for 40 minutes.
  • 00:15:15.739 --> 00:15:17.107
  • There was no heartbeat.
  • 00:15:17.107 --> 00:15:18.441
  • Even if we got a heartbeat, he'd be brain dead, right?
  • 00:15:18.441 --> 00:15:19.909
  • He's been dead for 40 minutes."
  • 00:15:19.909 --> 00:15:21.244
  • They shock him.
  • 00:15:21.244 --> 00:15:22.579
  • Dr. crandall said, "immediately, a heartbeat came back,"
  • 00:15:22.579 --> 00:15:24.914
  • A perfect heartbeat, after they tried for 40 minutes.
  • 00:15:24.914 --> 00:15:28.284
  • Within two days jeff markin was awake.
  • 00:15:28.284 --> 00:15:30.687
  • Now, he had a near death experience which i won't get
  • 00:15:30.687 --> 00:15:32.322
  • Into now--we covered in the film--during this time.
  • 00:15:32.322 --> 00:15:35.191
  • He's awake and completely fine.
  • 00:15:35.191 --> 00:15:37.227
  • We interviewed jeff markin for this documentary.
  • 00:15:37.227 --> 00:15:40.430
  • Completely healthy, recovered, and is fine.
  • 00:15:40.430 --> 00:15:43.299
  • I don't know many people who are dead for 40 minutes, who, after
  • 00:15:43.299 --> 00:15:45.969
  • A prompting, the doctor comes in, prays over them, and
  • 00:15:45.969 --> 00:15:49.005
  • Shocks them.
  • 00:15:49.005 --> 00:15:50.340
  • And so, those are the kinds of stories.
  • 00:15:50.340 --> 00:15:51.708
  • Kirk: unbelievable.
  • 00:15:51.708 --> 00:15:53.209
  • Which case was one that shocked you the most?
  • 00:15:53.209 --> 00:15:57.180
  • Billy: so, there were two of them.
  • 00:15:57.180 --> 00:15:58.548
  • And one would be that one, the jeff markin one, because as i
  • 00:15:58.548 --> 00:16:01.117
  • Was very skeptical going into it, 'cause i'm thinking, "come
  • 00:16:01.117 --> 00:16:03.286
  • On, did you really--were you dead for 40 minutes?"
  • 00:16:03.286 --> 00:16:05.522
  • And then to sit across from this person and have the doctor
  • 00:16:05.522 --> 00:16:07.824
  • Corroborate all of it after he didn't get the miracle he wanted
  • 00:16:07.824 --> 00:16:10.794
  • In his life and still believed, that was very convicting for me,
  • 00:16:10.794 --> 00:16:14.798
  • But also incredible.
  • 00:16:14.798 --> 00:16:16.433
  • And then there was another story with a man who was paralyzed for
  • 00:16:16.433 --> 00:16:21.271
  • Ten years.
  • 00:16:21.271 --> 00:16:22.605
  • He was a police officer, bryan lapooh, walking on, you
  • 00:16:22.605 --> 00:16:26.342
  • Know, duty.
  • 00:16:26.342 --> 00:16:27.710
  • Falls on the ice, cracks his neck, breaks his neck, and bryan
  • 00:16:27.710 --> 00:16:33.716
  • Ends up paralyzed for ten years, okay?
  • 00:16:33.716 --> 00:16:35.885
  • So, he goes from a healthy cop working in his job to somebody
  • 00:16:35.885 --> 00:16:38.688
  • Who's paralyzed for ten years.
  • 00:16:38.688 --> 00:16:40.457
  • And excruciating pain, a migraine that lasted three years
  • 00:16:40.457 --> 00:16:43.760
  • During this time due to surgery.
  • 00:16:43.760 --> 00:16:45.762
  • Miserable, begging god for healing, and this is where that
  • 00:16:45.762 --> 00:16:48.865
  • Persistence comes in, because for ten years he and his wife
  • 00:16:48.865 --> 00:16:51.301
  • Went to prayer meeting after prayer meeting after prayer
  • 00:16:51.301 --> 00:16:53.670
  • Meeting to no avail.
  • 00:16:53.670 --> 00:16:55.038
  • There was no healing coming.
  • 00:16:55.038 --> 00:16:56.372
  • He was paralyzed in half of his body, wearing a brace that
  • 00:16:56.372 --> 00:16:58.741
  • Enabled him to kind of walk.
  • 00:16:58.741 --> 00:17:01.344
  • And he told his wife, "i don't want to go to one more healing.
  • 00:17:01.344 --> 00:17:04.214
  • I don't want anybody praying over me or touching me.
  • 00:17:04.214 --> 00:17:05.982
  • I'm done."
  • 00:17:05.982 --> 00:17:07.317
  • And she said, "we have to go to one more, just go to one more.
  • 00:17:07.317 --> 00:17:09.385
  • You could do it for my birthday, it could be my birthday gift.
  • 00:17:09.385 --> 00:17:11.321
  • Just come with me to one more."
  • 00:17:11.321 --> 00:17:12.922
  • It was at that prayer meeting, and we have it on tape, it's in
  • 00:17:12.922 --> 00:17:15.859
  • The film, that bryan's hand for the first time in ten years
  • 00:17:15.859 --> 00:17:19.429
  • Opened up.
  • 00:17:19.429 --> 00:17:20.763
  • He had had a clenched hand, and he took his brace off and walked
  • 00:17:20.763 --> 00:17:23.099
  • Out of that prayer meeting after they prayed over him.
  • 00:17:23.099 --> 00:17:24.901
  • Kirk: what?
  • 00:17:24.901 --> 00:17:26.436
  • Billy: and we were in his house, standing next to him, talking to
  • 00:17:26.436 --> 00:17:28.838
  • Him, completely healthy, no explanation for how he
  • 00:17:28.838 --> 00:17:31.541
  • Was healed.
  • 00:17:31.541 --> 00:17:32.909
  • And all that happened was a final prayer at that meeting.
  • 00:17:32.909 --> 00:17:37.714
  • Kirk: no kidding?
  • 00:17:37.714 --> 00:17:39.082
  • Billy: no kidding.
  • 00:17:39.082 --> 00:17:40.416
  • I mean, he had the--he showed us the brace.
  • 00:17:40.416 --> 00:17:41.784
  • I mean, so going into these stories again, you're thinking,
  • 00:17:41.784 --> 00:17:43.586
  • Is it real?
  • 00:17:43.586 --> 00:17:44.954
  • Is it true?
  • 00:17:44.954 --> 00:17:46.289
  • And you have all that, when you talk about the science, all
  • 00:17:46.289 --> 00:17:47.891
  • That evidence.
  • 00:17:47.891 --> 00:17:49.225
  • Kirk: yeah, and you think of the scriptures where jesus would
  • 00:17:49.225 --> 00:17:50.693
  • Take the man who was crippled and the man who was blind or the
  • 00:17:50.693 --> 00:17:53.930
  • Man who couldn't get up off of this mat or the woman with the
  • 00:17:53.930 --> 00:17:57.567
  • Blood issue, and boom, they're healed, just like
  • 00:17:57.567 --> 00:18:00.203
  • You're describing.
  • 00:18:00.203 --> 00:18:02.172
  • Billy: yeah, and that woman in mark 5, that story has struck me
  • 00:18:02.172 --> 00:18:06.075
  • So much after working on investigating the supernatural
  • 00:18:06.075 --> 00:18:08.778
  • Miracles, because i think about her desperation.
  • 00:18:08.778 --> 00:18:11.414
  • All she wanted to do, she said, "if i could just touch jesus, if
  • 00:18:11.414 --> 00:18:13.917
  • I could just touch his clothing, i'll be healed."
  • 00:18:13.917 --> 00:18:16.085
  • That was the persistence that these people had in this film,
  • 00:18:16.085 --> 00:18:19.155
  • And that was the convicting persistence.
  • 00:18:19.155 --> 00:18:21.090
  • Kirk: was there one story that you remember had you the most
  • 00:18:21.090 --> 00:18:23.393
  • Skeptical before you went out and investigated?
  • 00:18:23.393 --> 00:18:26.963
  • Billy: they all had me skeptical.
  • 00:18:26.963 --> 00:18:28.531
  • I think the idea that somebody could be dead for 40 minutes and
  • 00:18:28.531 --> 00:18:32.602
  • Come back really challenged me, because it's just not something
  • 00:18:32.602 --> 00:18:35.338
  • You hear about.
  • 00:18:35.338 --> 00:18:36.706
  • And so, there was that one.
  • 00:18:36.706 --> 00:18:38.041
  • Also, a brain tumor disappearing, you know, with no
  • 00:18:38.041 --> 00:18:40.376
  • Medical intervention.
  • 00:18:40.376 --> 00:18:41.711
  • I mean, "okay, well, where did the tumor go?"
  • 00:18:41.711 --> 00:18:43.246
  • So, i really went in wanting to see that evidence, and we
  • 00:18:43.246 --> 00:18:46.115
  • Challenged them, like, show us the evidence.
  • 00:18:46.115 --> 00:18:47.517
  • We want to see all of it.
  • 00:18:47.517 --> 00:18:49.285
  • And the more you dug, the more you were kind of digging your
  • 00:18:49.285 --> 00:18:51.588
  • Own hole, 'cause you're like, there's no other
  • 00:18:51.588 --> 00:18:53.189
  • Explanation here.
  • 00:18:53.189 --> 00:18:54.557
  • I can't come up with anything else other than god.
  • 00:18:54.557 --> 00:18:56.759
  • Kirk: yeah, now during the time that you were making this
  • 00:18:56.759 --> 00:18:58.695
  • Documentary, were there any miracles you were praying for
  • 00:18:58.695 --> 00:19:01.764
  • Personally in your family?
  • 00:19:01.764 --> 00:19:04.200
  • Billy: you know, my--yes, a lot of things, but one was that my--
  • 00:19:04.200 --> 00:19:08.905
  • When my daughter turned six, my older daughter, they were doing
  • 00:19:08.905 --> 00:19:11.708
  • A scoliosis scan.
  • 00:19:11.708 --> 00:19:13.176
  • My six year old, the doctor said, pediatrician, "hey, let's
  • 00:19:13.176 --> 00:19:15.478
  • Look at her back too.
  • 00:19:15.478 --> 00:19:16.846
  • She's here, we might as well."
  • 00:19:16.846 --> 00:19:18.181
  • My wife had had scoliosis and had to have reconstructive
  • 00:19:18.181 --> 00:19:20.083
  • Surgery and put rods in her back.
  • 00:19:20.083 --> 00:19:22.285
  • And so, as soon as my six year old bent over and they did the
  • 00:19:22.285 --> 00:19:25.121
  • Test, she was like, "you need to get to a specialist.
  • 00:19:25.121 --> 00:19:27.156
  • This does not look right."
  • 00:19:27.156 --> 00:19:28.591
  • And it's not normal for a six year old to be having the level
  • 00:19:28.591 --> 00:19:31.628
  • Of curve that she had.
  • 00:19:31.628 --> 00:19:32.996
  • Basically, what happened, she had a 34 degree spinal curve
  • 00:19:32.996 --> 00:19:36.799
  • That, thank god, the doctor caught, because you're usually
  • 00:19:36.799 --> 00:19:39.235
  • Surgical by 50 degrees.
  • 00:19:39.235 --> 00:19:40.637
  • And you don't want to do surgery on the spine of a six or seven
  • 00:19:40.637 --> 00:19:43.373
  • Year old kid.
  • 00:19:43.373 --> 00:19:44.707
  • And so, we immediately went from, okay, this kid is normal,
  • 00:19:44.707 --> 00:19:48.478
  • Playing outside, having fun, to she's got to be in a brace, full
  • 00:19:48.478 --> 00:19:51.547
  • Torso brace, 21 hours a day.
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  • And so, that became the new normal.
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  • And we were praying a lot.
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  • You know, we did a lot of different interventions during
  • 00:19:59.422 --> 00:20:01.791
  • The three years that this was going on.
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  • Now, this overlaps with the documentary, so the last year
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  • And a half of these three years, lily, my daughter, is going for
  • 00:20:05.461 --> 00:20:09.332
  • Treatment, she's going for-- she's wearing her brace.
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  • In february as we're about to release this film, we go for a
  • 00:20:11.868 --> 00:20:15.972
  • Scan, and they can barely detect her scoliosis.
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  • She's out of her brace right now.
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  • We are monitoring her back.
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  • She's gonna go in a couple weeks and they'll look again to see
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  • Where she is.
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  • But right now, they wouldn't even diagnose her
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  • With scoliosis.
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  • Kirk: wow, how long has she had the brace?
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  • Billy: three years. kirk: three years.
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  • Billy: that's not a common experience that somebody
  • 00:20:31.854 --> 00:20:34.490
  • Corrects to almost 0 when they were at 34 degrees, you know, so
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  • It's been--it was incredibly miraculous, and it happened at
  • 00:20:36.726 --> 00:20:38.761
  • The same time that this documentary was coming out.
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  • Kirk: wow, i'm hoping that people understand that if we're
  • 00:20:41.798 --> 00:20:46.436
  • Believers in christ, there is a miracle that is going to heal
  • 00:20:46.436 --> 00:20:52.041
  • Every disease, every sin is going to be eradicated, and we
  • 00:20:52.041 --> 00:20:56.779
  • Are gonna be whole and holy and our face-to-face meeting with
  • 00:20:56.779 --> 00:21:03.553
  • Jesus is this final miracle that will happen to everyone whose
  • 00:21:03.553 --> 00:21:09.959
  • Name is written in the book of life.
  • 00:21:09.959 --> 00:21:11.294
  • And so, miracles are happening every single day.
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  • Billy: they are, and they're gonna happen.
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  • Kirk: whether it's on this side of eternity or on the other side
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  • Of eternity, a miracle is in your future.
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  • Billy: a hundred percent, and i think we have to be comfortable.
  • 00:21:20.937 --> 00:21:22.972
  • We have to get to that place of being comfortable, and i think
  • 00:21:22.972 --> 00:21:25.141
  • It starts with the death to ourselves and saying, "god,
  • 00:21:25.141 --> 00:21:28.745
  • Whatever your will is, whatever your plan is, i'm going to give
  • 00:21:28.745 --> 00:21:32.415
  • Myself over to that, while still believing that you can do
  • 00:21:32.415 --> 00:21:35.618
  • These things," right?
  • 00:21:35.618 --> 00:21:36.986
  • I think that that tension for me is something i want to live in.
  • 00:21:36.986 --> 00:21:39.789
  • And i want to live in it well.
  • 00:21:39.789 --> 00:21:41.124
  • And we're not always going to do that, but persisting in that.
  • 00:21:41.124 --> 00:21:44.427
  • And so, i think people will be encouraged, no matter where
  • 00:21:44.427 --> 00:21:46.362
  • They are.
  • 00:21:46.362 --> 00:21:47.730
  • I would tell people whether you're an atheist, whether
  • 00:21:47.730 --> 00:21:49.065
  • You're a christian who believes in miracles, there's something
  • 00:21:49.065 --> 00:21:51.167
  • In this film for you.
  • 00:21:51.167 --> 00:21:53.336
  • And that's what we're hearing from people.
  • 00:21:53.336 --> 00:21:54.771
  • Even people who are skeptical in the christian world that
  • 00:21:54.771 --> 00:21:56.606
  • Miracles still happen are really encouraged by what they're
  • 00:21:56.606 --> 00:21:59.776
  • Seeing in this film.
  • 00:21:59.776 --> 00:22:01.110
  • Kirk: and it's so exciting to know that we have been loved by
  • 00:22:01.110 --> 00:22:05.047
  • And we speak to and we're together with not just god, but
  • 00:22:05.047 --> 00:22:10.119
  • A god of miracles, a god who is sovereign over everything and
  • 00:22:10.119 --> 00:22:14.991
  • Can do exactly as he pleases, and that he loves us.
  • 00:22:14.991 --> 00:22:19.896
  • What--there's a final question, what is it that you hope people
  • 00:22:19.896 --> 00:22:23.032
  • Will walk away from your film with?
  • 00:22:23.032 --> 00:22:26.536
  • Billy: i hope people will walk away with hope.
  • 00:22:26.536 --> 00:22:28.938
  • I think hope and a built up faith in recognizing that there,
  • 00:22:28.938 --> 00:22:32.175
  • As you were saying, there is a god who is real and he's still
  • 00:22:32.175 --> 00:22:35.978
  • Performing miracles and that we need to learn to believe for
  • 00:22:35.978 --> 00:22:39.916
  • Those miracles, but also trusting that he has a plan that
  • 00:22:39.916 --> 00:22:42.819
  • Is best for us.
  • 00:22:42.819 --> 00:22:44.187
  • So, i hope they'll go to cbn.com/supernatural, watch it
  • 00:22:44.187 --> 00:22:47.089
  • And be inspired.
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  • Kirk: cbn.com/supernatural, and after the break, angie howell
  • 00:22:48.458 --> 00:22:52.829
  • Will join us, sharing her miracle testimony and the power
  • 00:22:52.829 --> 00:22:56.499
  • Of prayer.
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  • We'll be right back.
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  • Kirk: we'd like to welcome dr. erez soref who serves as
  • 00:23:01.804 --> 00:23:05.074
  • President of one for israel ministry.
  • 00:23:05.074 --> 00:23:07.243
  • One for israel's dynamic online outreach ministry transformed
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  • The visibility of the gospel in israel, with over 70 million
  • 00:23:10.913 --> 00:23:15.184
  • Views in hebrew alone.
  • 00:23:15.184 --> 00:23:17.753
  • One for israel also operates the only hebrew-speaking accredited
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  • Seminary in the world, training jewish and arab pastors and
  • 00:23:22.024 --> 00:23:25.828
  • Leading outreach and evangelism in the digital arena.
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  • I'm so thankful you're here.
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  • Thank you for joining us.
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  • Erez soref: oh, shalom, kirk, great to be here.
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  • Kirk: so, you're the president of this bible seminary and the
  • 00:23:34.370 --> 00:23:38.274
  • Leading gospel ministry in israel, but you didn't grow up
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  • In the faith.
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  • So, how did you come to christ and get where you are?
  • 00:23:43.446 --> 00:23:46.716
  • Erez: so, it sounds really weird.
  • 00:23:46.716 --> 00:23:48.718
  • And we refer to this phenomenon as jesus being the best-kept
  • 00:23:48.718 --> 00:23:52.088
  • Secret in the jewish world and in israel.
  • 00:23:52.088 --> 00:23:54.757
  • And growing up in israel, i've never heard about jesus
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  • Of nazareth.
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  • And even though i visited the sea of galilee in jerusalem
  • 00:23:58.861 --> 00:24:00.796
  • Often, i didn't know anything about him, never seen a
  • 00:24:00.796 --> 00:24:03.533
  • New testament.
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  • And in fact, i've heard the gospel when i was 22 after my
  • 00:24:04.867 --> 00:24:08.137
  • Military service, when i met a group of followers of jesus for
  • 00:24:08.137 --> 00:24:13.242
  • The first time in my life.
  • 00:24:13.242 --> 00:24:14.577
  • It was in europe, and it was through their testimony and
  • 00:24:14.577 --> 00:24:18.648
  • Their love, they got me in paul's language to be jealous,
  • 00:24:18.648 --> 00:24:23.553
  • Spiritually jealous in a good way.
  • 00:24:23.553 --> 00:24:25.588
  • And so, i started reading the new testament, finally became
  • 00:24:25.588 --> 00:24:29.392
  • Convinced in my head and then in my heart that a spiritual
  • 00:24:29.392 --> 00:24:32.161
  • Experience with yeshua, jesus.
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  • And i thought i was the only jewish disciple since paul to
  • 00:24:34.530 --> 00:24:37.767
  • Have made this great discovery.
  • 00:24:37.767 --> 00:24:40.136
  • Went home very enthused to tell my parents, my friends, my
  • 00:24:40.136 --> 00:24:43.573
  • Family, my neighbors, my people about this great discovery.
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  • The initial response was very different than what i expected.
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  • It was not all that positive.
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  • But i did find out that i'm not the--i wasn't the only follower
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  • Of yeshua in the country, which was great encouragement to me.
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  • I started attending a local church or congregation.
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  • And that's kind of how we started.
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  • Kirk: wow, that is so fascinating to me.
  • 00:25:05.528 --> 00:25:07.463
  • And i grew up in atheism, and we found christ, and life has
  • 00:25:07.463 --> 00:25:13.035
  • Never been the same.
  • 00:25:13.035 --> 00:25:14.370
  • And the ministry that you have in israel to jews, to arabs with
  • 00:25:14.370 --> 00:25:18.207
  • The gospel is just overwhelmingly encouraging.
  • 00:25:18.207 --> 00:25:21.510
  • What is the climate like right now for the reception of the
  • 00:25:21.510 --> 00:25:25.781
  • Gospel in israel as opposed to when you first heard the gospel?
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  • Erez: so, say 30 some years ago, shortly after i became a
  • 00:25:30.586 --> 00:25:34.156
  • Follower of jesus, i started going to university, and my
  • 00:25:34.156 --> 00:25:37.927
  • Friends and i, you know, we had a couple of us, and we would go
  • 00:25:37.927 --> 00:25:40.663
  • Out and talk to other students about spiritual things and jesus
  • 00:25:40.663 --> 00:25:43.466
  • In particular.
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  • And the response was always, always, always, with no failure,
  • 00:25:44.800 --> 00:25:47.803
  • You know, how can you, as an israeli jew, talk to us
  • 00:25:47.803 --> 00:25:50.806
  • About jesus?
  • 00:25:50.806 --> 00:25:52.141
  • I mean, who's ever heard about this thing?
  • 00:25:52.141 --> 00:25:53.509
  • And now jumping 30 some years ahead, of course, the exposure,
  • 00:25:53.509 --> 00:25:57.647
  • As you mentioned, is just dramatically different.
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  • But especially the last 20 months with the current war
  • 00:26:01.017 --> 00:26:05.788
  • That's going on in israel, maybe the most difficult season in the
  • 00:26:05.788 --> 00:26:10.192
  • Life of the jewish people and the state of israel since the
  • 00:26:10.192 --> 00:26:14.330
  • Holocaust, and a lot of people have existential questions.
  • 00:26:14.330 --> 00:26:18.334
  • You know, why is this happening?
  • 00:26:18.334 --> 00:26:19.669
  • Is there hope in any way, shape, or form?
  • 00:26:19.669 --> 00:26:21.470
  • And so, our channels, digital channels have just seen an
  • 00:26:21.470 --> 00:26:25.307
  • Explosion of people calling us, writing us, texting us, wanting
  • 00:26:25.307 --> 00:26:29.845
  • To hear more about the hope in yeshua, in jesus.
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  • Kirk: yeah, this is very, very encouraging.
  • 00:26:33.849 --> 00:26:37.253
  • What are some of the challenges that you are seeing and that the
  • 00:26:37.253 --> 00:26:40.623
  • Gospel is facing in israel today?
  • 00:26:40.623 --> 00:26:42.825
  • Erez: well, we share the gospel both with jewish people and arab
  • 00:26:42.825 --> 00:26:45.261
  • People, and it's both similar but also different in terms of
  • 00:26:45.261 --> 00:26:48.397
  • The challenges.
  • 00:26:48.397 --> 00:26:49.765
  • You know, our arab evangelism team and our--actually, our
  • 00:26:49.765 --> 00:26:52.568
  • Jewish one too gets a lot of threats, you know, including
  • 00:26:52.568 --> 00:26:56.138
  • Life threats.
  • 00:26:56.138 --> 00:26:57.840
  • There is a group in the nation of israel of people that kind of
  • 00:26:57.840 --> 00:27:02.078
  • Like paul before he became the apostle, that truly believe that
  • 00:27:02.078 --> 00:27:06.582
  • They serve god by trying to stop our activity.
  • 00:27:06.582 --> 00:27:09.819
  • So, they would anything from, you know, articles in the
  • 00:27:09.819 --> 00:27:12.421
  • Newspaper telling how terrible we are, digital media of course
  • 00:27:12.421 --> 00:27:16.559
  • Now, demonstrations in front of our buildings, and now more
  • 00:27:16.559 --> 00:27:20.696
  • Recently trying to pursue a legal route, suing us for all
  • 00:27:20.696 --> 00:27:25.568
  • Sorts of different things and trying to, you know, just take
  • 00:27:25.568 --> 00:27:29.538
  • Attention and resources and stop our activity.
  • 00:27:29.538 --> 00:27:31.907
  • You know, it's really not about us and that those people are not
  • 00:27:31.907 --> 00:27:34.577
  • Our enemies.
  • 00:27:34.577 --> 00:27:35.911
  • They're actually, you know, the people that we're trying
  • 00:27:35.911 --> 00:27:37.279
  • To reach.
  • 00:27:37.279 --> 00:27:38.614
  • We pray for them.
  • 00:27:38.614 --> 00:27:39.982
  • There'll be more apostle pauls from among them.
  • 00:27:39.982 --> 00:27:41.517
  • But the reality for the church in israel is that there's a lot
  • 00:27:41.517 --> 00:27:46.222
  • Of struggle, i mean, on an ongoing basis.
  • 00:27:46.222 --> 00:27:48.724
  • Kirk: yeah, i've learned throughout history that this may
  • 00:27:48.724 --> 00:27:52.394
  • Be one of the periods of time in our history where revival or a
  • 00:27:52.394 --> 00:27:58.968
  • Great awakening breaks out because they always come during
  • 00:27:58.968 --> 00:28:02.371
  • Times of financial hardship, spiritual apathy, persecution,
  • 00:28:02.371 --> 00:28:08.010
  • And even economic challenges.
  • 00:28:08.010 --> 00:28:10.379
  • People turn their hearts to god, and with the war you're saying
  • 00:28:10.379 --> 00:28:13.115
  • That's exactly what's happening.
  • 00:28:13.115 --> 00:28:15.151
  • Erez: that's exactly what's happening.
  • 00:28:15.151 --> 00:28:16.552
  • Kirk: well, how can we pray for israel?
  • 00:28:16.552 --> 00:28:18.554
  • Erez: well, first of all, thank you.
  • 00:28:18.554 --> 00:28:19.889
  • And, you know, praying for israel, praying for the peace of
  • 00:28:19.889 --> 00:28:21.924
  • Jerusalem is something that scripture is commanding us
  • 00:28:21.924 --> 00:28:24.360
  • To do.
  • 00:28:24.360 --> 00:28:25.694
  • God is commanding us in scripture.
  • 00:28:25.694 --> 00:28:27.062
  • And for that reason, we at one for israel created this 31 day
  • 00:28:27.062 --> 00:28:32.635
  • Prayer guide.
  • 00:28:32.635 --> 00:28:33.969
  • And in that prayer guide you can learn specifically how to pray
  • 00:28:33.969 --> 00:28:37.673
  • For different groups in israel for different things that are
  • 00:28:37.673 --> 00:28:40.910
  • Very relevant for the life of followers of yeshua, of jesus in
  • 00:28:40.910 --> 00:28:45.447
  • Israel, in a very both intelligent and informed way.
  • 00:28:45.447 --> 00:28:49.919
  • So this is a great resource.
  • 00:28:49.919 --> 00:28:51.320
  • We get very, very good feedback, and it's completely free.
  • 00:28:51.320 --> 00:28:55.024
  • Kirk: i love that.
  • 00:28:55.024 --> 00:28:56.358
  • If we want to pray for israel, let's pray specifically, like
  • 00:28:56.358 --> 00:28:59.829
  • Here for unity in messiah, training ministers, underground
  • 00:28:59.829 --> 00:29:03.199
  • Believers, the oral torah.
  • 00:29:03.199 --> 00:29:05.100
  • This is fantastic.
  • 00:29:05.100 --> 00:29:06.435
  • Just scan the qr code that you have on your screen, or you can
  • 00:29:06.435 --> 00:29:10.139
  • Call the number or visit the website oneforisrael.org.
  • 00:29:10.139 --> 00:29:15.611
  • We'll have more on "takeaways," right after this.
  • 00:29:15.611 --> 00:29:21.007
  • We'll have more on "takeaways," right after this.
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  • Kirk: angie howell is a pediatric registered nurse.
  • 00:29:29.024 --> 00:29:32.161
  • She's an entrepreneur and an inspirational speaker.
  • 00:29:32.161 --> 00:29:35.164
  • She's written a book about a miracle that took place in her
  • 00:29:35.164 --> 00:29:38.567
  • Life involving the birth of her daughter jade.
  • 00:29:38.567 --> 00:29:40.903
  • It's called "jewel of heaven."
  • 00:29:40.903 --> 00:29:42.938
  • Angie, thanks so much for coming on "takeaways."
  • 00:29:42.938 --> 00:29:44.907
  • Angie: thank you for having me.
  • 00:29:44.907 --> 00:29:46.876
  • Kirk: well, i wanna talk about miracles, because i think
  • 00:29:46.876 --> 00:29:50.546
  • Everyone is intrigued by them and excited at the possibility
  • 00:29:50.546 --> 00:29:54.884
  • That maybe a miracle could happen to them.
  • 00:29:54.884 --> 00:29:56.919
  • Some people have prayed for miracles for years and years and
  • 00:29:56.919 --> 00:29:59.622
  • Years, and they've not seen the miracle that they've hoped for,
  • 00:29:59.622 --> 00:30:02.324
  • And then others have had them happen when they never expected
  • 00:30:02.324 --> 00:30:06.195
  • It to happen.
  • 00:30:06.195 --> 00:30:07.730
  • So, you've called your daughter jade your jewel from heaven.
  • 00:30:07.730 --> 00:30:14.670
  • Can you describe a little bit about what life was like for you
  • 00:30:14.670 --> 00:30:19.074
  • Before jade?
  • 00:30:19.074 --> 00:30:20.442
  • Angie: yeah, so i had a pretty messy life.
  • 00:30:20.442 --> 00:30:23.812
  • When i found out i was pregnant with jade, i was on my
  • 00:30:23.812 --> 00:30:27.616
  • Third marriage.
  • 00:30:27.616 --> 00:30:29.084
  • I had seven children already at home, and i was really just
  • 00:30:29.084 --> 00:30:32.821
  • Looking for this freedom.
  • 00:30:32.821 --> 00:30:35.758
  • I'd been a mother half of my life, and i really wanted just a
  • 00:30:35.758 --> 00:30:39.662
  • Little independence to be who i wanted to be.
  • 00:30:39.662 --> 00:30:43.599
  • I wasn't following jesus.
  • 00:30:43.599 --> 00:30:45.734
  • And so, my life was just a complete mess, upside down.
  • 00:30:45.734 --> 00:30:49.805
  • I knew jesus, i had accepted him as my savior when i was a young
  • 00:30:49.805 --> 00:30:53.075
  • Child, but i just went off on my own path.
  • 00:30:53.075 --> 00:30:56.211
  • I, like angie does, went rogue.
  • 00:30:56.211 --> 00:30:58.747
  • And so, when i would need something, i would reach out
  • 00:30:58.747 --> 00:31:02.484
  • To jesus.
  • 00:31:02.484 --> 00:31:03.819
  • I would say that prayer.
  • 00:31:03.819 --> 00:31:05.187
  • I was definitely a lukewarm christian and did not really put
  • 00:31:05.187 --> 00:31:07.756
  • My faith where i should have.
  • 00:31:07.756 --> 00:31:10.960
  • Kirk: and then when she was born, is that when you found out
  • 00:31:10.960 --> 00:31:14.096
  • There was something very wrong?
  • 00:31:14.096 --> 00:31:15.531
  • Yeah, so i kind of knew in the pregnancy that they--it was
  • 00:31:15.531 --> 00:31:18.567
  • Pretty bumpy.
  • 00:31:18.567 --> 00:31:19.902
  • And had a couple of medical emergencies during
  • 00:31:19.902 --> 00:31:23.639
  • The pregnancy.
  • 00:31:23.639 --> 00:31:25.407
  • When she was born, she looked perfect.
  • 00:31:25.407 --> 00:31:27.476
  • She was beautiful, and everyone said, "look, we told you, she's
  • 00:31:27.476 --> 00:31:31.347
  • Gonna be fine," and she looked fine, and until she wasn't fine,
  • 00:31:31.347 --> 00:31:36.919
  • Just a few days after she was born.
  • 00:31:36.919 --> 00:31:38.921
  • Kirk: and so, you started seeing doctors, and they started giving
  • 00:31:38.921 --> 00:31:42.424
  • You scans on mri machines.
  • 00:31:42.424 --> 00:31:46.061
  • And after a while, it became apparent that there was
  • 00:31:46.061 --> 00:31:49.264
  • Something very wrong.
  • 00:31:49.264 --> 00:31:50.599
  • How did the doctors explain the results to you?
  • 00:31:50.599 --> 00:31:52.334
  • Angie: yeah, you know, so we were actually rushed back to the
  • 00:31:52.334 --> 00:31:55.104
  • Hospital when jade was five days old.
  • 00:31:55.104 --> 00:31:57.573
  • And so, that sort of started this cascade of events of every
  • 00:31:57.573 --> 00:32:03.045
  • Specialist imaginable.
  • 00:32:03.045 --> 00:32:06.148
  • So, we ended up with the neurologist when she was about
  • 00:32:06.148 --> 00:32:09.084
  • Four weeks old, and he said, "we need a brain mri.
  • 00:32:09.084 --> 00:32:12.454
  • I need to know what's going on with this baby."
  • 00:32:12.454 --> 00:32:14.656
  • She won't eat, she's very floppy.
  • 00:32:14.656 --> 00:32:17.359
  • And there's clearly something very, very scary going on
  • 00:32:17.359 --> 00:32:21.497
  • With her.
  • 00:32:21.497 --> 00:32:22.831
  • Kirk: oh, wow.
  • 00:32:22.831 --> 00:32:24.166
  • I just can't imagine discovering that there's something wrong
  • 00:32:24.166 --> 00:32:27.369
  • With your child, because you want to fix it and you can't.
  • 00:32:27.369 --> 00:32:31.907
  • What did you pray when you found out that there was something
  • 00:32:31.907 --> 00:32:35.044
  • Wrong with jade?
  • 00:32:35.044 --> 00:32:36.445
  • Angie: you know, i was--when we were at the hospital and jade
  • 00:32:36.445 --> 00:32:41.316
  • Was laying in the bed, literally dying in front of me, i just put
  • 00:32:41.316 --> 00:32:45.954
  • My head on the bed and just prayed, "lord, you know, take
  • 00:32:45.954 --> 00:32:50.392
  • Me, not her.
  • 00:32:50.392 --> 00:32:52.428
  • I'll exchange my life for hers.
  • 00:32:52.428 --> 00:32:54.329
  • She doesn't deserve this.
  • 00:32:54.329 --> 00:32:56.031
  • This is an unfair thing for my sweet baby to go through."
  • 00:32:56.031 --> 00:33:02.037
  • Kirk: and so, what did the doctors tell you jade had and
  • 00:33:02.037 --> 00:33:06.742
  • What her prognosis was?
  • 00:33:06.742 --> 00:33:08.510
  • Angie: yeah, so we ended up getting that first brain mri,
  • 00:33:08.510 --> 00:33:11.814
  • And it came back really, really bad.
  • 00:33:11.814 --> 00:33:15.284
  • The word fatal was presented to us.
  • 00:33:15.284 --> 00:33:18.754
  • There's not an actual diagnosis for what had happened to
  • 00:33:18.754 --> 00:33:23.058
  • Jade's brain.
  • 00:33:23.058 --> 00:33:24.426
  • She had no myelination of the white matter of her brain.
  • 00:33:24.426 --> 00:33:27.162
  • And basically, that's just a big medical terminology for there's
  • 00:33:27.162 --> 00:33:33.001
  • No insulation around her nerves in her brain or throughout
  • 00:33:33.001 --> 00:33:36.505
  • Her body.
  • 00:33:36.505 --> 00:33:37.873
  • So, it was very clear very quickly that she would not
  • 00:33:37.873 --> 00:33:42.644
  • Survive for too long.
  • 00:33:42.644 --> 00:33:44.847
  • Kirk: wow, then in your book, you talked about a very unlikely
  • 00:33:44.847 --> 00:33:48.517
  • Event, and that was that rich--your brother?
  • 00:33:48.517 --> 00:33:51.487
  • Angie: he's my cousin.
  • 00:33:51.487 --> 00:33:52.988
  • Kirk: your cousin rich came to the hospital to see jade and
  • 00:33:52.988 --> 00:33:58.594
  • Asked you if his biker club could pray for jade, is
  • 00:33:58.594 --> 00:34:03.799
  • That right?
  • 00:34:03.799 --> 00:34:05.134
  • Angie: yeah, so he showed up at the hospital in the very
  • 00:34:05.134 --> 00:34:06.735
  • Beginning, and i was pretty angry at god at that point.
  • 00:34:06.735 --> 00:34:10.906
  • I knew that--i thought god had left me.
  • 00:34:10.906 --> 00:34:14.843
  • So, when rich shows up in his leather coat and riding his
  • 00:34:14.843 --> 00:34:18.914
  • Harley and in his bible with him, his durag, you know, i
  • 00:34:18.914 --> 00:34:23.085
  • Just said, "you need to just go, because god has left
  • 00:34:23.085 --> 00:34:26.355
  • The building.
  • 00:34:26.355 --> 00:34:27.689
  • He is not here with me.
  • 00:34:27.689 --> 00:34:29.024
  • Take your bible and leave.
  • 00:34:29.024 --> 00:34:31.293
  • I don't want anything to do with any of this."
  • 00:34:31.293 --> 00:34:34.496
  • And i had just become such a dark place that, at that point,
  • 00:34:34.496 --> 00:34:40.035
  • There would be no prayer.
  • 00:34:40.035 --> 00:34:41.370
  • I would not accept any of that.
  • 00:34:41.370 --> 00:34:43.238
  • And so, rich left, but he didn't stop pursuing me, just
  • 00:34:43.238 --> 00:34:48.810
  • Like jesus.
  • 00:34:48.810 --> 00:34:50.145
  • Like, rich continued to call and try to get ahold of me.
  • 00:34:50.145 --> 00:34:54.850
  • And so, even when i was pulling myself away from jesus and my
  • 00:34:54.850 --> 00:34:59.254
  • Family and going into this dark dungeon place, rich and all of
  • 00:34:59.254 --> 00:35:03.759
  • The people that jesus had already decided long before then
  • 00:35:03.759 --> 00:35:07.563
  • He would send to help me, they stayed there.
  • 00:35:07.563 --> 00:35:11.133
  • They were constant.
  • 00:35:11.133 --> 00:35:12.467
  • They kept trying to get through to me.
  • 00:35:12.467 --> 00:35:15.604
  • Kirk: what made you finally give in and relent and allow rich
  • 00:35:15.604 --> 00:35:19.274
  • To pray?
  • 00:35:19.274 --> 00:35:20.609
  • Angie: because he was harassing me constantly, kirk, in a
  • 00:35:20.609 --> 00:35:23.779
  • Good way.
  • 00:35:23.779 --> 00:35:25.113
  • And i was just--i just found out about this bad brain mri.
  • 00:35:25.113 --> 00:35:27.816
  • Jade was getting worse.
  • 00:35:27.816 --> 00:35:29.518
  • She had a feeding tube at this point in her stomach, and she
  • 00:35:29.518 --> 00:35:33.055
  • Was very sick.
  • 00:35:33.055 --> 00:35:34.456
  • And so, he just kept calling, and i accidentally answered my
  • 00:35:34.456 --> 00:35:38.293
  • Phone one day, and he said, "you know, i just think we need to
  • 00:35:38.293 --> 00:35:42.431
  • Get over with the brothers and let them pray over her."
  • 00:35:42.431 --> 00:35:46.201
  • And i finally said, "you know what?
  • 00:35:46.201 --> 00:35:47.903
  • Fine, we'll go, we'll go.
  • 00:35:47.903 --> 00:35:49.938
  • It couldn't get any worse.
  • 00:35:49.938 --> 00:35:51.673
  • She's already gonna die, so we'll do it."
  • 00:35:51.673 --> 00:35:56.144
  • Kirk: this reminds me of the story in the scriptures where i
  • 00:35:56.144 --> 00:36:00.082
  • Believe it was jesus himself tells the story of the woman
  • 00:36:00.082 --> 00:36:02.985
  • Who's looking for justice and she just keeps knocking on the
  • 00:36:02.985 --> 00:36:05.821
  • Door of the judge, and finally he's like, "okay, fine.
  • 00:36:05.821 --> 00:36:09.124
  • Okay, fine.
  • 00:36:09.124 --> 00:36:10.492
  • All right, i'm gonna help you."
  • 00:36:10.492 --> 00:36:11.994
  • And how much more does god want to help us when
  • 00:36:11.994 --> 00:36:15.464
  • We're persistent?
  • 00:36:15.464 --> 00:36:16.798
  • And god helped you open the door and let rich and the biker
  • 00:36:16.798 --> 00:36:21.036
  • Guys in.
  • 00:36:21.036 --> 00:36:22.371
  • Angie: because i sure wasn't gonna let that happen.
  • 00:36:22.371 --> 00:36:23.939
  • I was absolutely not going to be the one to pursue that.
  • 00:36:23.939 --> 00:36:27.442
  • So, praise god that he sent these people one after the next
  • 00:36:27.442 --> 00:36:31.580
  • To just pursue me and get me in that space that we needed to
  • 00:36:31.580 --> 00:36:35.651
  • Be in.
  • 00:36:35.651 --> 00:36:36.985
  • Kirk: and so, they came in and they prayed for her?
  • 00:36:36.985 --> 00:36:38.453
  • Angie: so, we show up at the biker party, i called it, and
  • 00:36:38.453 --> 00:36:41.823
  • Everyone's out front smoking cigarettes and wearing
  • 00:36:41.823 --> 00:36:43.959
  • Their leather.
  • 00:36:43.959 --> 00:36:45.327
  • Kirk: and where's jade, is she at the hospital?
  • 00:36:45.327 --> 00:36:46.662
  • Angie: she's with me in a car seat, yes, and we carry her in,
  • 00:36:46.662 --> 00:36:50.799
  • And everyone was very kind to us.
  • 00:36:50.799 --> 00:36:52.834
  • It was not what i was expecting.
  • 00:36:52.834 --> 00:36:54.303
  • I'm still very angry with god and rich and everyone.
  • 00:36:54.303 --> 00:36:57.939
  • And rich starts the prayer, and i'm in the middle of the room,
  • 00:36:57.939 --> 00:37:02.577
  • And there's like, i'm in a bull's-eye, and i'm all of a
  • 00:37:02.577 --> 00:37:05.681
  • Sudden all these hands come out and they're getting ready to lay
  • 00:37:05.681 --> 00:37:08.817
  • Hands on her.
  • 00:37:08.817 --> 00:37:10.152
  • I'm like, "where's the door?
  • 00:37:10.152 --> 00:37:12.387
  • I need to get out of here."
  • 00:37:12.387 --> 00:37:13.989
  • Kirk: is this some creepy cult?
  • 00:37:13.989 --> 00:37:15.457
  • Is this a seance?
  • 00:37:15.457 --> 00:37:16.825
  • What's gonna happen?
  • 00:37:16.825 --> 00:37:18.160
  • Angie: and i had never experienced a prayer like
  • 00:37:18.160 --> 00:37:19.528
  • That before.
  • 00:37:19.528 --> 00:37:20.862
  • So, when the hands came out, they started anointing jade's
  • 00:37:20.862 --> 00:37:24.633
  • Head and her heart and all the areas of her body that she had
  • 00:37:24.633 --> 00:37:28.804
  • Had some medical problem with.
  • 00:37:28.804 --> 00:37:30.906
  • And i just thought, my goodness, they had just smoked cigarettes
  • 00:37:30.906 --> 00:37:34.476
  • And they're putting their filthy hands on her.
  • 00:37:34.476 --> 00:37:37.179
  • I couldn't get out of there fast enough.
  • 00:37:37.179 --> 00:37:40.182
  • Kirk: wow, i can't wait to hear what happens, and when we come
  • 00:37:40.182 --> 00:37:44.519
  • Back from the break, angie is gonna share the rest of the
  • 00:37:44.519 --> 00:37:47.422
  • Story about the power of prayer and what happened with her
  • 00:37:47.422 --> 00:37:50.592
  • Daughter, so don't go away.
  • 00:37:50.592 --> 00:37:58.999
  • Daughter, so don't go away.
  • 00:37:58.999 --> 00:38:01.772
  • Kirk: we're back with angie howell, who wrote "jewel of
  • 00:38:05.943 --> 00:38:08.779
  • Heaven," sharing her miracle testimony.
  • 00:38:08.779 --> 00:38:11.448
  • So, you're there, you're at the biker meeting.
  • 00:38:11.448 --> 00:38:14.618
  • They're surrounding you and your daughter jade.
  • 00:38:14.618 --> 00:38:17.688
  • They're laying hands on her.
  • 00:38:17.688 --> 00:38:19.356
  • They're anointing her with oil.
  • 00:38:19.356 --> 00:38:21.892
  • Then what happens?
  • 00:38:21.892 --> 00:38:23.260
  • Angie: so, i leave as quickly as i can.
  • 00:38:23.260 --> 00:38:25.929
  • Kirk: you couldn't get out of there fast enough.
  • 00:38:25.929 --> 00:38:27.297
  • Angie: i could not get out of there fast enough.
  • 00:38:27.297 --> 00:38:29.166
  • But kirk, you know, something changed.
  • 00:38:29.166 --> 00:38:31.135
  • And i felt it.
  • 00:38:31.135 --> 00:38:32.469
  • Something changed in me, and i saw a change in jade too.
  • 00:38:32.469 --> 00:38:36.039
  • For the first time, she made an audible noise from the
  • 00:38:36.039 --> 00:38:40.043
  • Back seat.
  • 00:38:40.043 --> 00:38:41.378
  • And i just thought, "i don't know what happened in there, but
  • 00:38:41.378 --> 00:38:45.082
  • Something happened."
  • 00:38:45.082 --> 00:38:46.417
  • Kirk: and so did you go back to the doctor's a couple weeks
  • 00:38:46.417 --> 00:38:48.152
  • Later, another mri, and what happened?
  • 00:38:48.152 --> 00:38:50.687
  • Angie: we had already scheduled that follow-up brain mri,
  • 00:38:50.687 --> 00:38:53.457
  • Because really we needed a benchmark of how long we would
  • 00:38:53.457 --> 00:38:56.627
  • Have with jade, you know, was it months or weeks or how long it
  • 00:38:56.627 --> 00:38:59.763
  • Would be.
  • 00:38:59.763 --> 00:39:01.098
  • And so, we took her back to get her follow-up brain mri, and the
  • 00:39:01.098 --> 00:39:05.335
  • Neurologist just said, "i need you to come back.
  • 00:39:05.335 --> 00:39:08.071
  • I need to talk to you.
  • 00:39:08.071 --> 00:39:09.673
  • I wanna sit you down and tell you what's going on here."
  • 00:39:09.673 --> 00:39:14.311
  • Kirk: yeah, not by email, nothing like that.
  • 00:39:14.311 --> 00:39:16.380
  • Like, we need to have a talk.
  • 00:39:16.380 --> 00:39:18.415
  • And so, how did the talk go?
  • 00:39:18.415 --> 00:39:20.784
  • Angie: so, he sat us down the same way as he did the first
  • 00:39:20.784 --> 00:39:23.987
  • Time and he put up the two screens like he did before.
  • 00:39:23.987 --> 00:39:27.124
  • And the first screen popped up and it was that beautiful,
  • 00:39:27.124 --> 00:39:31.328
  • Beautiful brain that i was just so jealous over and i just
  • 00:39:31.328 --> 00:39:34.498
  • Wished that my baby's brain would be like that.
  • 00:39:34.498 --> 00:39:37.301
  • And i kept waiting.
  • 00:39:37.301 --> 00:39:38.669
  • That was the healthy brain, right?
  • 00:39:38.669 --> 00:39:40.938
  • And that one popped up, and then i just kept waiting for jade's
  • 00:39:40.938 --> 00:39:44.508
  • Brain to pop up again like it did before.
  • 00:39:44.508 --> 00:39:48.145
  • And it didn't.
  • 00:39:48.145 --> 00:39:49.580
  • He said, "this is your daughter's brain.
  • 00:39:49.580 --> 00:39:52.149
  • And i cannot explain it, but it's completely normal.
  • 00:39:52.149 --> 00:39:57.321
  • Completely normal."
  • 00:39:57.321 --> 00:39:59.523
  • Kirk: i mean, obviously we just look at that and we say,
  • 00:39:59.523 --> 00:40:01.658
  • "a miracle?"
  • 00:40:01.658 --> 00:40:02.993
  • Angie: it is a miracle, it truly is.
  • 00:40:02.993 --> 00:40:04.561
  • Kirk: was there any medical treatments that were done
  • 00:40:04.561 --> 00:40:07.264
  • Between the prayer and the mri?
  • 00:40:07.264 --> 00:40:09.366
  • Angie: there were no medical treatments.
  • 00:40:09.366 --> 00:40:11.301
  • We were just sustaining her life at that point with her g tube.
  • 00:40:11.301 --> 00:40:15.372
  • But without a doubt, i've talked to multiple neurologists, i
  • 00:40:15.372 --> 00:40:19.843
  • Actually interviewed with a neurosurgeon a few months ago.
  • 00:40:19.843 --> 00:40:24.515
  • And he just said, "folks, i just have to tell you this is a bona
  • 00:40:24.515 --> 00:40:27.951
  • Fide miracle."
  • 00:40:27.951 --> 00:40:29.286
  • He's reviewed her chart, he's seen her files.
  • 00:40:29.286 --> 00:40:31.989
  • There's no other way to explain it.
  • 00:40:31.989 --> 00:40:33.824
  • Kirk: there's no medical explanation for how
  • 00:40:33.824 --> 00:40:35.692
  • That happened.
  • 00:40:35.692 --> 00:40:37.060
  • So, once her brain condition normalized and the problem
  • 00:40:37.060 --> 00:40:42.966
  • Vanished, did her health stabilize?
  • 00:40:42.966 --> 00:40:45.903
  • Angie: so, jade did slowly start to get better, but we're
  • 00:40:45.903 --> 00:40:49.373
  • Talking years.
  • 00:40:49.373 --> 00:40:50.741
  • Jade had a g tube for 13 years, and so she didn't walk early or
  • 00:40:50.741 --> 00:40:56.179
  • Walk like other children did.
  • 00:40:56.179 --> 00:40:58.215
  • She was off on her milestones.
  • 00:40:58.215 --> 00:41:00.017
  • She is 18 and has some cognitive difficulties and disabilities,
  • 00:41:00.017 --> 00:41:05.889
  • But i will tell you that whole road was just--it was just
  • 00:41:05.889 --> 00:41:09.826
  • Worth it.
  • 00:41:09.826 --> 00:41:11.161
  • She is the most amazing human being i've ever met.
  • 00:41:11.161 --> 00:41:14.431
  • I wouldn't change a hair on her head.
  • 00:41:14.431 --> 00:41:16.633
  • You know, god made her exactly how he intended her to be and
  • 00:41:16.633 --> 00:41:19.903
  • Knit her--
  • 00:41:19.903 --> 00:41:21.238
  • He knit her together in my womb, and she is such an amazing
  • 00:41:21.238 --> 00:41:25.275
  • Human being.
  • 00:41:25.275 --> 00:41:26.610
  • She has been a missionary in mexico.
  • 00:41:26.610 --> 00:41:28.312
  • She has climbed a mountain in colorado.
  • 00:41:28.312 --> 00:41:31.014
  • And she is just part of this whole testimony that we have the
  • 00:41:31.014 --> 00:41:34.551
  • Opportunity to share with the world.
  • 00:41:34.551 --> 00:41:36.720
  • Kirk: yeah, i just love hearing stories like this.
  • 00:41:36.720 --> 00:41:39.656
  • And what you're saying is so true.
  • 00:41:39.656 --> 00:41:41.725
  • We have this idea, i think, that because god is good, god is
  • 00:41:41.725 --> 00:41:46.863
  • Gonna make everything easy, and it's all gonna go right, and
  • 00:41:46.863 --> 00:41:50.901
  • Nothing terrible is gonna happen.
  • 00:41:50.901 --> 00:41:52.569
  • And sometimes people see things happen that are really
  • 00:41:52.569 --> 00:41:56.206
  • Difficult, and it makes them lose their faith or question the
  • 00:41:56.206 --> 00:41:58.775
  • Goodness and faithfulness of god.
  • 00:41:58.775 --> 00:42:00.844
  • But in the midst of all those things, god can also show us
  • 00:42:00.844 --> 00:42:04.014
  • Just how faithful he is, and he develops character qualities in
  • 00:42:04.014 --> 00:42:08.085
  • You and me because of people like jade.
  • 00:42:08.085 --> 00:42:12.289
  • And i've talked to so many parents who have children with
  • 00:42:12.289 --> 00:42:14.691
  • Different kinds of disabilities or illnesses and they would say,
  • 00:42:14.691 --> 00:42:19.596
  • "i would never have wished this upon my child, but i would never
  • 00:42:19.596 --> 00:42:22.432
  • Want to be anybody else than the parent i am of this child,
  • 00:42:22.432 --> 00:42:27.971
  • Because they've developed things in me and my child is so
  • 00:42:27.971 --> 00:42:30.741
  • Precious and irreplaceable that god's demonstrating his
  • 00:42:30.741 --> 00:42:35.812
  • Faithfulness in the midst of it."
  • 00:42:35.812 --> 00:42:37.414
  • Angie: yes, and our story really is a testimony that god doesn't
  • 00:42:37.414 --> 00:42:42.886
  • Just help those who are faithful to him.
  • 00:42:42.886 --> 00:42:45.522
  • God finds those who are in the middle of the mess, the misfits,
  • 00:42:45.522 --> 00:42:48.925
  • The broken children, the women at the well, like i was.
  • 00:42:48.925 --> 00:42:54.998
  • And he comes right in the middle of the messes that we create,
  • 00:42:54.998 --> 00:42:59.102
  • And he's there with us.
  • 00:42:59.102 --> 00:43:00.504
  • He sits with us.
  • 00:43:00.504 --> 00:43:02.039
  • Kirk: yeah, because you weren't, you know, the pollyanna church
  • 00:43:02.039 --> 00:43:07.244
  • Lady who was hosting all the bake sales and leading the
  • 00:43:07.244 --> 00:43:11.481
  • Awana class.
  • 00:43:11.481 --> 00:43:13.784
  • You were someone who really wasn't walking with jesus, and
  • 00:43:13.784 --> 00:43:19.256
  • Yet the miracle happened when you were in that place.
  • 00:43:19.256 --> 00:43:22.492
  • Angie: yes, yes, and that's what he does, right?
  • 00:43:22.492 --> 00:43:25.228
  • He shows up and he meets us right where we're at.
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  • And to use--think of who he used to perform that miracle,
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  • The hands that were laid on her, the christian bikers.
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  • Kirk: stinky cigarette hands of bikers.
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  • Angie: yeah, just like the people jesus hung out with, the
  • 00:43:41.078 --> 00:43:43.747
  • Stinky fishermen, you know, the tax collectors.
  • 00:43:43.747 --> 00:43:46.717
  • Like, he's gathered these people together, and i think it's so
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  • Important that we do not discount what someone looks like
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  • Or where they've come from or the choices they made before
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  • Jesus, because look at who he-- the most unlikely people to
  • 00:43:57.360 --> 00:44:01.598
  • Perform the most extraordinary miracles.
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  • Kirk: that's right, and then in your book you share the story of
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  • How jade came to you when she was seven years old, and she
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  • Told you something about heaven.
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  • Angie: this is a crazy story.
  • 00:44:13.043 --> 00:44:14.678
  • So, seven years old, but had just started talking, so within
  • 00:44:14.678 --> 00:44:18.315
  • The last--the previous year or so.
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  • And we were just reading a book about just bible stories.
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  • There's one in there about heaven, and she gets really
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  • Excited and starts sort of jumping on the bed, and she
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  • Says, "oh, i know heaven, mommy."
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  • And again, you have to remember, she is cognitively about three
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  • Years old.
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  • And she said, "i know heaven, mommy."
  • 00:44:40.537 --> 00:44:42.806
  • And i said, "oh, you're so cute.
  • 00:44:42.806 --> 00:44:44.808
  • Tell me all about that."
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  • And she said, "that's where i met jesus."
  • 00:44:46.143 --> 00:44:49.679
  • And i just, my jaw dropped, and she went on to say, "when i was
  • 00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:55.185
  • In your tummy, i met jesus in heaven.
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  • And i asked him, 'where's my mommy?
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  • I want my mommy.
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  • And he put me back.'"
  • 00:45:02.659 --> 00:45:05.128
  • And the reason that this is so significant, because some people
  • 00:45:05.128 --> 00:45:08.331
  • Will say, "oh, she just made it up," or whatever.
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  • When i was pregnant with her at 17 weeks, i almost lost her, and
  • 00:45:11.134 --> 00:45:14.237
  • I had a major hemorrhage.
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  • And i was on the--my knees on the bathroom floor, crying out
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  • To god, "don't take this baby, don't take this baby."
  • 00:45:19.442 --> 00:45:22.712
  • And i believe, in that moment, it was that moment that jade met
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  • Jesus in heaven and said, "i want my mommy," and then with
  • 00:45:27.818 --> 00:45:30.921
  • All the grace and mercy of the lord he said, "okay, i'm gonna
  • 00:45:30.921 --> 00:45:35.926
  • Put you back."
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  • And he did, and he put her back.
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  • Kirk: wow.
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  • What are your thoughts about the power of prayer now?
  • 00:45:40.797 --> 00:45:44.100
  • I know you believe in prayer.
  • 00:45:44.100 --> 00:45:45.468
  • I know you believe in miracles, because you experienced
  • 00:45:45.468 --> 00:45:48.839
  • Something that the medical community cannot explain
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  • Medically, and so you're convinced.
  • 00:45:52.175 --> 00:45:54.711
  • But what about the power of prayer?
  • 00:45:54.711 --> 00:45:57.180
  • We could pray for a miracle right now for someone that we
  • 00:45:57.180 --> 00:45:59.816
  • Know who needs healing and it might happen, it might
  • 00:45:59.816 --> 00:46:03.887
  • Not happen.
  • 00:46:03.887 --> 00:46:05.222
  • So, what should we make of the power of prayer?
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  • Angie: yeah, so, i mean, the bible, what does the bible say?
  • 00:46:08.391 --> 00:46:10.594
  • It says that we pray, we fast, we lay hands, we do all of
  • 00:46:10.594 --> 00:46:13.496
  • These things.
  • 00:46:13.496 --> 00:46:14.865
  • And we still are skeptics, even as christians, like, oh, that
  • 00:46:14.865 --> 00:46:18.535
  • Really happen?
  • 00:46:18.535 --> 00:46:19.870
  • Is that really a miracle?
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  • I think it's important that we really look at--the bible
  • 00:46:21.238 --> 00:46:25.108
  • Says it, it is, and so miracles happen every day.
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  • They do.
  • 00:46:30.146 --> 00:46:31.514
  • And i tell my own families in the company that i started, you
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  • Know what?
  • 00:46:35.252 --> 00:46:36.586
  • You may not get that miracle that you're asking for, but your
  • 00:46:36.586 --> 00:46:39.890
  • Child is the miracle.
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  • And you may have to look every single day to find that miracle
  • 00:46:41.825 --> 00:46:46.363
  • In your child.
  • 00:46:46.363 --> 00:46:47.697
  • Your child's still alive.
  • 00:46:47.697 --> 00:46:49.065
  • They had 13 seizures yesterday, and they're still here.
  • 00:46:49.065 --> 00:46:51.568
  • That is a miracle in itself.
  • 00:46:51.568 --> 00:46:53.270
  • We don't always get the miracle we asked for, but there's a
  • 00:46:53.270 --> 00:46:57.073
  • Miracle in every single one of these children that god's
  • 00:46:57.073 --> 00:46:59.843
  • Given us.
  • 00:46:59.843 --> 00:47:01.912
  • Kirk: well, angie, i would love, if you would be willing to, just
  • 00:47:01.912 --> 00:47:07.350
  • Speak to the mom, the dad, the somebody who might have some
  • 00:47:07.350 --> 00:47:11.922
  • Sort of miracle that they're praying for right now, and they
  • 00:47:11.922 --> 00:47:14.791
  • Don't feel worthy to god, and they certainly don't feel worthy
  • 00:47:14.791 --> 00:47:22.365
  • For god to do a miracle for them.
  • 00:47:22.365 --> 00:47:25.268
  • What kind of encouragement would you give them?
  • 00:47:25.268 --> 00:47:28.238
  • Angie: yes, i would just say you are a child of god, and you are
  • 00:47:28.238 --> 00:47:33.643
  • Constantly on our father's mind.
  • 00:47:33.643 --> 00:47:36.846
  • Keep praying, keep praying for a miracle for your child.
  • 00:47:36.846 --> 00:47:40.216
  • Don't stop, do not cease in your prayers.
  • 00:47:40.216 --> 00:47:44.087
  • The lord is listening.
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  • He is there with you.
  • 00:47:45.722 --> 00:47:47.057
  • And even though you may not feel him sometimes, he is there.
  • 00:47:47.057 --> 00:47:50.627
  • He is going to join you right where you are at.
  • 00:47:50.627 --> 00:47:53.029
  • And even if you're in a mess like i was, even if you're a
  • 00:47:53.029 --> 00:47:56.599
  • Complete hot mess like i was, look at what the lord did
  • 00:47:56.599 --> 00:47:59.436
  • For me.
  • 00:47:59.436 --> 00:48:00.804
  • I didn't deserve it.
  • 00:48:00.804 --> 00:48:02.138
  • I got it though.
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  • I got that miracle.
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  • Jade got that miracle.
  • 00:48:04.841 --> 00:48:06.543
  • So, i would just encourage them to continue to pray, find that
  • 00:48:06.543 --> 00:48:10.447
  • Miracle in your child every day, look for it.
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  • It's there, you just may have to look a little harder to find it.
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  • Kirk: angie, thank you so much for sharing your story with us.
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  • Angie: thank you so much.
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  • Kirk: after the break, we'll review today's takeaways.
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  • Kirk: after the break, we'll review today's takeaways.
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  • Kirk: is the impossible still possible?
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  • In a world where analysis and evidence often takes center
  • 00:48:41.978 --> 00:48:45.382
  • Stage, do miracles have a place?
  • 00:48:45.382 --> 00:48:48.451
  • Do they even exist?
  • 00:48:48.451 --> 00:48:50.186
  • Billy hallowell's investigation into the supernatural reminds us
  • 00:48:50.186 --> 00:48:53.823
  • That miracles still happen, just not always when we want or how
  • 00:48:53.823 --> 00:48:58.728
  • We expect.
  • 00:48:58.728 --> 00:49:00.130
  • Here's a few of our takeaways.
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  • Remember that god is all powerful and always good, even
  • 00:49:02.532 --> 00:49:07.404
  • Without your miracle.
  • 00:49:07.404 --> 00:49:10.006
  • God doesn't operate on our timeline, nor does he respond to
  • 00:49:10.006 --> 00:49:13.910
  • Every desperate prayer with immediate signs and wonders.
  • 00:49:13.910 --> 00:49:17.647
  • But as billy shared, through the miraculous healing of his own
  • 00:49:17.647 --> 00:49:21.217
  • Daughter's scoliosis, god is still in the business
  • 00:49:21.217 --> 00:49:24.120
  • Of miracles.
  • 00:49:24.120 --> 00:49:25.455
  • He is, after all, the miracle worker.
  • 00:49:25.455 --> 00:49:28.758
  • It's not god's sovereignty that has diminished.
  • 00:49:28.758 --> 00:49:31.995
  • Sometimes it's our belief in him.
  • 00:49:31.995 --> 00:49:34.964
  • Miracles often require faith, and faith demands perseverance.
  • 00:49:34.964 --> 00:49:40.637
  • Some breakthroughs take years, some even decades, and sometimes
  • 00:49:40.637 --> 00:49:45.041
  • The answers that we long for don't come in the way we expect.
  • 00:49:45.041 --> 00:49:50.647
  • So, the real challenge is to trust god's will, to believe
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  • That he is all powerful and always good, regardless of when
  • 00:49:55.218 --> 00:49:59.522
  • Or how he chooses to act.
  • 00:49:59.522 --> 00:50:03.059
  • Learn to be comfortable with tension.
  • 00:50:03.059 --> 00:50:06.496
  • True faith means surrender.
  • 00:50:06.496 --> 00:50:08.164
  • It means dying to our own will and trusting in his plan, his
  • 00:50:08.164 --> 00:50:13.203
  • Purpose, and his perfect timing.
  • 00:50:13.203 --> 00:50:16.306
  • We're still believing that he can do the impossible.
  • 00:50:16.306 --> 00:50:20.076
  • Real trust is forged in this kind of tension.
  • 00:50:20.076 --> 00:50:23.980
  • It endures, it grows, it holds fast to the truth that, even in
  • 00:50:23.980 --> 00:50:28.818
  • The waiting, god is still working, he's still listening,
  • 00:50:28.818 --> 00:50:31.721
  • He's still loving, and god is sovereign.
  • 00:50:31.721 --> 00:50:35.458
  • When we learn to embrace this tension and walk by faith, not
  • 00:50:35.458 --> 00:50:38.761
  • By sight, we begin to notice the everyday miracles that we often
  • 00:50:38.761 --> 00:50:43.133
  • Miss: the miracles of life, breath, creativity, and love.
  • 00:50:43.133 --> 00:50:49.772
  • We see that very lesson in angie howell's story, a journey that
  • 00:50:49.772 --> 00:50:53.643
  • Is marked by a devastating diagnosis, desperate prayers,
  • 00:50:53.643 --> 00:50:57.981
  • And then ultimately a divine encounter.
  • 00:50:57.981 --> 00:51:02.285
  • Trust that god will meet you where you are.
  • 00:51:02.285 --> 00:51:05.855
  • When angie received jade's devastating diagnosis, remember
  • 00:51:05.855 --> 00:51:09.559
  • She was crushed.
  • 00:51:09.559 --> 00:51:10.927
  • She even tried to barter with god, offering her own life in
  • 00:51:10.927 --> 00:51:14.531
  • Exchange for hers.
  • 00:51:14.531 --> 00:51:17.100
  • She felt like most of us would, abandoned, convinced that prayer
  • 00:51:17.100 --> 00:51:21.004
  • Was pointless and that her miracle would never come.
  • 00:51:21.004 --> 00:51:24.674
  • But even in her despair, god was at work.
  • 00:51:24.674 --> 00:51:27.710
  • And at her most desperate, he even moved in the most unlikely
  • 00:51:27.710 --> 00:51:31.548
  • Way, giving her the miracle that she longed for.
  • 00:51:31.548 --> 00:51:34.617
  • And now, looking back, angie sees what she couldn't see then.
  • 00:51:34.617 --> 00:51:38.555
  • God had a plan all along.
  • 00:51:38.555 --> 00:51:41.925
  • Her story is a reminder that, even in our lowest moments, god
  • 00:51:41.925 --> 00:51:45.628
  • Meets us where we are, and he often moves when we least
  • 00:51:45.628 --> 00:51:48.898
  • Expect it.
  • 00:51:48.898 --> 00:51:50.233
  • All we have to do is keep trusting him.
  • 00:51:50.233 --> 00:51:54.204
  • Look for the little miracles and believe for the big one.
  • 00:51:54.204 --> 00:51:59.075
  • Before jade's healing, remember, angie believed in jesus, but
  • 00:51:59.075 --> 00:52:02.879
  • Miracles were another story.
  • 00:52:02.879 --> 00:52:04.981
  • But that changed the day jade's fatal brain abnormality
  • 00:52:04.981 --> 00:52:09.519
  • Disappeared without explanation.
  • 00:52:09.519 --> 00:52:12.222
  • Angie came to see that miracles aren't just possible, they're
  • 00:52:12.222 --> 00:52:15.491
  • Actually happening every day.
  • 00:52:15.491 --> 00:52:18.127
  • His fingerprints are everywhere.
  • 00:52:18.127 --> 00:52:20.797
  • We just have to open our eyes and look.
  • 00:52:20.797 --> 00:52:24.133
  • We may not see the miracle that we're praying for just yet, but
  • 00:52:24.133 --> 00:52:26.869
  • That doesn't mean god isn't moving.
  • 00:52:26.869 --> 00:52:28.805
  • He's hearing us, he sees us, he is with us, and like he did with
  • 00:52:28.805 --> 00:52:33.476
  • Angie, he will meet us right where we are.
  • 00:52:33.476 --> 00:52:37.146
  • So, look for the little miracles, keep praying, keep
  • 00:52:37.146 --> 00:52:40.183
  • Believing, because god still moves, and he just might
  • 00:52:40.183 --> 00:52:44.887
  • Surprise you.
  • 00:52:44.887 --> 00:52:46.923
  • Well, that's all for this episode of "takeaways."
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  • Thanks for watching, and if you've enjoyed this show, don't
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  • Forget to set your dvr so you never miss an episode.
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  • We'll see you here next time for more great conversations.
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