Andrew shares that Christians can harness their emotions and use them for their own benefit, strengthening their relationship with God.
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Andrew Wommack: Gospel Truth | Andrew Wommack - Harnessing Your Emotions (Part 6) | July 15, 2025
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- >> welcome to gospel truth with
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- Andrew wommack. celebrating
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- 25 years of sharing god's
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- Unconditional love and
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- Grace on television.
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- >> and now, here's andrew.
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- >> welcome to our tuesday's
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- Broadcast of the gospel truth.
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- Today i'm continuing a series
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- Talking about how you can
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- Harness your emotions, how you
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- Can control your emotions
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- Instead of letting them control
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- You. i've got this book that is
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- This teaching, but some people
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- I've been talking about
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- I've been talking about emotions, and...and
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- Emotions, and...and there's no way for me to
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- There's no way for me to summarize everything i've said.
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- Summarize everything i've said. this is now our seventh program
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- On that. but basically, i've
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- On that. but basically, i've just been trying to say that god
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- Just been trying to say that god not only can help you control
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- Not only can help you control your emotions, he's giving
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- Your emotions, he's giving you a command to
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- You a command to control your emotions,
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- To not let your heart
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- To not let your heart be troubled in a terrible
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- Be troubled in a terrible situation, to bless the lord at
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- Situation, to bless the lord at all times, psalms 34:1,
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- All times, psalms 34:1, philippians, chapter 4, i
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- Philippians, chapter 4, i believe it's verse 6 says, that
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- Believe it's verse 6 says, that with thanksgiving we are
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- With thanksgiving we are supposed to let our requests
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- Supposed to let our requests be made known unto god,
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- And on and on and on and on we
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- And on and on and on and on we can go with all the scriptures
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- Can go with all the scriptures we've been talking about. this
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- We've been talking about. this is not optional. if you are
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- Is not optional. if you are going to be a victorious
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- Going to be a victorious christian, you're going to have
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- Christian, you're going to have to grab hold of your emotions.
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- And i hate to make these kind of
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- And i hate to make these kind of comparisons, but i don't mean
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- Comparisons, but i don't mean anything bad by it. but did you
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- Anything bad by it. but did you know little kids, when something
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- Know little kids, when something doesn't go their way,
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- Doesn't go their way, they...they throw a fit and they
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- They...they throw a fit and they cry, and they just indulge their
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- Cry, and they just indulge their emotions. part of growing up is
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- Emotions. part of growing up is learning how to control your
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- Learning how to control your emotions, and we've got a lot of
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- Emotions, and we've got a lot of adults today that have never
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- Adults today that have never grown up. they are being led
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- Grown up. they are being led around by their emotions and
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- Around by their emotions and that is not correct. and i have
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- That is not correct. and i have given you so many testimonies.
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- Given you so many testimonies. this is an area that i have had
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- This is an area that i have had to exercise myself in. and i
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- To exercise myself in. and i hadn't...i'm not saying that i
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- Hadn't...i'm not saying that i had conquered it 100%, but i am
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- Had conquered it 100%, but i am a person that i can guarantee i
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- A person that i can guarantee i am not going to vent and give
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- Am not going to vent and give place to my negative emotions.
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- Place to my negative emotions. i'm not going to give place to
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- I'm not going to give place to hurt, bitterness, anger at
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- Hurt, bitterness, anger at people, things like that. i'm
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- People, things like that. i'm going to walk in love. you
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- Going to walk in love. you can't...love is a choice. jesus
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- Can't...love is a choice. jesus chose to love the very people
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- Chose to love the very people crucifying him. if...if emotions
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- Crucifying him. if...if emotions were just something that
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- Were just something that followed whatever happened, and
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- Followed whatever happened, and if something bad happened to
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- If something bad happened to you, you had to have a negative
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- You, you had to have a negative emotion, jesus would have never
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- Been able to say, father,
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- Been able to say, father, forgive them; for they know not
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- Forgive them; for they know not what they do. that was a choice.
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- Love is a choice. now, it can
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- Love is a choice. now, it can involve emotions, but it is at
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- Involve emotions, but it is at its core, a choice. and i tell
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- Its core, a choice. and i tell you, so many people are just
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- You, so many people are just letting their emotions rule and
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- Letting their emotions rule and dominate them instead of
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- Dominate them instead of choosing to do what
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- Choosing to do what god's word says. that's a
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- God's word says. that's a recipe for disaster. i was
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- Recipe for disaster. i was using these verses yesterday
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- Using these verses yesterday out of galatians, chapter
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- Out of galatians, chapter 5, verses 22 and 23,
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- Where it says, but the
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- Where it says, but the fruit of the spirit is love,
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- Fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering,
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- Joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
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- Gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against
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- Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. and i was
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- Talking about that regardless of
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- Talking about that regardless of what you feel in your soul,
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- What you feel in your soul, whether it's hurt, anger,
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- Whether it's hurt, anger, depression, fear, anything, your
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- Depression, fear, anything, your spirit's not like that. your
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- Spirit's not like that. your spirit is constantly like this.
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- It says in ephesians, chapter 1,
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- It says in ephesians, chapter 1, verse 13, once you believed,
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- Verse 13, once you believed, you were sealed by that
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- You were sealed by that holy spirit of promise.
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- The holy spirit, it
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- The holy spirit, it vacuum-packed your born-again
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- Vacuum-packed your born-again spirit. and in that born again
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- Spirit. and in that born again spirit is love, joy and peace.
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- Spirit is love, joy and peace. so in your spirit, regardless of
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- So in your spirit, regardless of what's going on in your physical
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- What's going on in your physical realm, regardless of how your
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- Realm, regardless of how your emotions feel, your spirit is
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- Emotions feel, your spirit is feeling love, joy, peace,
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- Feeling love, joy, peace, longsuffering, all of these
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- Longsuffering, all of these things. and the victory in the
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- Things. and the victory in the christian life is to walk in the
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- Christian life is to walk in the spirit, to go by who you are in
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- Spirit, to go by who you are in christ and not go by what you
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- Christ and not go by what you feel and what circumstances are
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- Feel and what circumstances are trying to pressure you into
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- Trying to pressure you into doing. you know, let me just
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- Doing. you know, let me just focus on this peace. this is one
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- Focus on this peace. this is one of the benefits of harnessing
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- Of the benefits of harnessing your emotions that i have used,
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- Your emotions that i have used, and this is one of the number
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- And this is one of the number one ways that i discern god's
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- One ways that i discern god's will for my life. you know,
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- Will for my life. you know, love...love, joy, peace, all
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- Love...love, joy, peace, all these nine things that are
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- These nine things that are listed as fruit of the spirit,
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- Listed as fruit of the spirit, they're there constantly. but
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- They're there constantly. but did you know that there is a
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- Did you know that there is a counterfeit for love? it's not a
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- Counterfeit for love? it's not a good counterfeit, but there are
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- Good counterfeit, but there are a lot of people that don't know
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- A lot of people that don't know the lord and they will just talk
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- The lord and they will just talk about how they love this. i...i
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- About how they love this. i...i saw a thing on one of the news
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- Saw a thing on one of the news feeds that i get, and i'm not
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- Feeds that i get, and i'm not going to mention these people's
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- Going to mention these people's names, i'd get it wrong. but
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- Names, i'd get it wrong. but anyway, it showed these people
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- Anyway, it showed these people who've been married five or six
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- Who've been married five or six times, and they now are on a new
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- Times, and they now are on a new relationship and talking about
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- Relationship and talking about how they love each other so
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- How they love each other so much. and i'm thinking, you
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- Much. and i'm thinking, you wouldn't know love if it was to
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- Wouldn't know love if it was to walk up and introduce itself to
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- Walk up and introduce itself to you. man, they...they are
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- You. man, they...they are operating in nus...nothing but
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- Operating in nus...nothing but lust, and they can't sustain it.
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- Lust, and they can't sustain it. that is not...there is such a
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- That is not...there is such a contrast between god's kind of
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- Contrast between god's kind of love, that says, father, forgive
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- Love, that says, father, forgive them; for they know not what
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- Them; for they know not what they do, to the very people who
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- They do, to the very people who were crucifying you, and the
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- Were crucifying you, and the worldly love, that it's all
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- Worldly love, that it's all just, you know, you scratch my
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- Just, you know, you scratch my back and i'll scratch yours.
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- Back and i'll scratch yours. it's all based on carnal things.
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- It's all based on carnal things. it's all based on looks. a lot
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- It's all based on looks. a lot of it is just nothing but lust.
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- Of it is just nothing but lust. so anyway, love, there is a
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- So anyway, love, there is a cheap imitation for love. and
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- Cheap imitation for love. and some people will talk about how
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- Some people will talk about how they just love this person, but
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- They just love this person, but they love them as long as
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- They love them as long as they're doing whatever they want
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- They're doing whatever they want them to do. the moment they do
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- Them to do. the moment they do something wrong, they kick them
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- Something wrong, they kick them to the curb. and joy, there is a
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- To the curb. and joy, there is a counterfeit for that in the
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- Counterfeit for that in the world, too. there are people
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- World, too. there are people that will talk about that
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- That will talk about that they're just so happy. i read
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- They're just so happy. i read one thing again on another news
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- One thing again on another news feed. this person said that it's
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- Feed. this person said that it's the happiest they've ever been
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- The happiest they've ever been in their life. well, that's
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- In their life. well, that's relative. that's subjective.
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- Relative. that's subjective. maybe they've never been happy
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- Maybe they've never been happy before. and relative to previous
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- Before. and relative to previous things, they may be happy. but
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- Things, they may be happy. but there...you know, you can...you
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- There...you know, you can...you can counterfeit love, you can
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- Can counterfeit love, you can counterfeit joy. but to me,
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- Counterfeit joy. but to me, peace is something that the
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- Peace is something that the world just doesn't have. matter
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- World just doesn't have. matter of fact, the lord said,
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- There's scripture that
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- There's scripture that says, there is no peace,
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- Says, there is no peace, says my god, to the wicked.
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- To people that don't know
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- To people that don't know the lord, they can say that
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- The lord, they can say that they love each other. what they
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- They love each other. what they do, they have their emotions,
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- Do, they have their emotions, lust after somebody, and as long
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- Lust after somebody, and as long as things are going the way they
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- As things are going the way they want, well, then they have
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- Want, well, then they have feelings for them. they can say
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- Feelings for them. they can say that they have joy. but what it
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- That they have joy. but what it is, they're just in the absence
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- Is, they're just in the absence of problems at this moment, and
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- Of problems at this moment, and they got their mind off of
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- They got their mind off of everything else, and they're
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- Everything else, and they're just...they're just ecstatic.
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- Just...they're just ecstatic. but did you know, when it comes
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- But did you know, when it comes to peace, i...the world just
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- To peace, i...the world just doesn't have any peace. and to
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- Doesn't have any peace. and to me, this is the easiest way to
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- Me, this is the easiest way to discern when i am really walking
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- Discern when i am really walking in the spirit is when i have
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- In the spirit is when i have this supernatural god's kind of
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- This supernatural god's kind of peace. and i tell you, god has
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- Peace. and i tell you, god has led me through peace many, many
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- Led me through peace many, many times. let me turn over and
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- Times. let me turn over and read this verse to you
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- Out of colossians, chapter
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- Out of colossians, chapter 3, and in verse 15. this
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- 3, and in verse 15. this verse says, let the peace
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- Verse says, let the peace of god rule in your heart,
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- Of god rule in your heart, to the which also you are
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- To the which also you are called in one body; and be ye
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- Called in one body; and be ye thankful. let the peace of god
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- Thankful. let the peace of god rule. the word for rule there
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- Rule. the word for rule there is the same word that
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- Is the same word that we get umpire from.
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- It's talking about if you
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- It's talking about if you just let it be like an official,
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- Just let it be like an official, it makes the call, it...it
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- It makes the call, it...it decides right and wrong. and
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- Decides right and wrong. and this is one of the things that i
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- This is one of the things that i use these...these godly emotions
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- Use these...these godly emotions for. it says that we have love,
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- For. it says that we have love, joy and peace. they're there
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- Joy and peace. they're there constantly. now when i'm in a
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- Constantly. now when i'm in a situation where i don't have
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- Situation where i don't have peace in the natural, all i've
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- Peace in the natural, all i've got to do is just refocus, make
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- Got to do is just refocus, make sure that i just set aside, i
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- Sure that i just set aside, i cast all of my care about
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- Cast all of my care about whatever problem i'm dealing
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- Whatever problem i'm dealing with over on the lord. and i get
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- With over on the lord. and i get out from under the emotional,
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- Out from under the emotional, the strain, the trauma of it,
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- The strain, the trauma of it, and i just start worshipping the
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- And i just start worshipping the lord and put my mind on the
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- Lord and put my mind on the lord. and then whatever i feel
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- Lord. and then whatever i feel peace about, i let the peace of
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- Peace about, i let the peace of god rule in my heart. and that
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- God rule in my heart. and that has...that's how i started our
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- Has...that's how i started our charis bible college. i'd had
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- Charis bible college. i'd had people ask me to start a bible
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- People ask me to start a bible college many times, but i didn't
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- College many times, but i didn't want to do it because i saw how
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- Want to do it because i saw how much work it was. i saw how many
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- Much work it was. i saw how many people go through a bible
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- People go through a bible college and come out and they're
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- College and come out and they're still a mess, and i didn't want
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- Still a mess, and i didn't want that to be happening with my
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- That to be happening with my name on them, and i'll get
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- Name on them, and i'll get criticized for the people who
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- Criticized for the people who came through. there were just a
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- Came through. there were just a lot of things. financially, it
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- Lot of things. financially, it was going to be a burden. and
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- Was going to be a burden. and so, for years i had just not
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- So, for years i had just not wanted to have a bible college.
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- Wanted to have a bible college. i could see that it could be
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- I could see that it could be beneficial, but i just didn't
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- Beneficial, but i just didn't want to do it. i didn't feel any
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- Want to do it. i didn't feel any peace about it. and then in
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- Peace about it. and then in 1992, it's a long story, but all
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- 1992, it's a long story, but all of a sudden a supernatural peace
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- Of a sudden a supernatural peace came over me about starting
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- Came over me about starting charis bible college. and it was
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- Charis bible college. and it was so radically different than the
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- So radically different than the way i'd been feeling before that
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- Way i'd been feeling before that i knew that my emotions can't
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- I knew that my emotions can't change that quickly. and i said,
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- Change that quickly. and i said, this has got to be god, and
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- This has got to be god, and i...as i prayed about it, i
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- I...as i prayed about it, i started the bible college
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- Started the bible college basically because peace came in
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- Basically because peace came in my heart about that. the way i
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- My heart about that. the way i started on television, i knew
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- Started on television, i knew that someday i'd be on
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- That someday i'd be on television. the lord told me
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- Television. the lord told me that i needed to reach as far
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- That i needed to reach as far and as deep as i possibly could,
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- And as deep as i possibly could, and television is just a way to
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- And television is just a way to reach huge numbers of people,
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- Reach huge numbers of people, and so i knew someday it was
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- And so i knew someday it was coming. i'd been a guest on
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- Coming. i'd been a guest on other people's programs and it
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- Other people's programs and it was working, and i...it seemed
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- Was working, and i...it seemed like i had an ability to talk to
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- Like i had an ability to talk to a camera, which not everybody
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- A camera, which not everybody can do that. and so, i knew it
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- Can do that. and so, i knew it was coming, but i didn't feel
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- Was coming, but i didn't feel any peace about it because it
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- Any peace about it because it was going to be expensive, it
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- Was going to be expensive, it was going to be hard. but all of
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- Was going to be hard. but all of a sudden in 1999, the lord just
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- A sudden in 1999, the lord just spoke to me, or maybe it was
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- Spoke to me, or maybe it was '98, the lord spoke to me and
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- '98, the lord spoke to me and told me it was time. and all of
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- Told me it was time. and all of a sudden, i not only had a
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- A sudden, i not only had a peace, i had such an excitement
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- Peace, i had such an excitement about it that it was just a
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- About it that it was just a total flip flop in my emotions.
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- Total flip flop in my emotions. so anyway, the point that i'm
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- So anyway, the point that i'm making is, there i...there are
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- Making is, there i...there are godly emotions that we have. and
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- Godly emotions that we have. and the only way that you can divide
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- Between whether this emotion is
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- Between whether this emotion is a just a carnal reaction or
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- A just a carnal reaction or if it's a godly reaction,
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- If it's a godly reaction, how can you tell?
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- In hebrews, chapter 4,
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- In hebrews, chapter 4, verse 12, it says, the
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- Verse 12, it says, the word of god is quick, that
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- Word of god is quick, that means alive, and powerful,
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- Means alive, and powerful, sharper than any twoedged sword,
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- Sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing
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- Piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and
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- Asunder of soul and spirit, and joint and marrow, and is a
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- Joint and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and
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- Discerner of the thoughts and the intents of the heart. your
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- Soul is where your physical,
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- Soul is where your physical, natural emotions are. your
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- Natural emotions are. your spirit is where this fruit of
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- Spirit is where this fruit of the spirit, love, joy, peace,
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- The spirit, love, joy, peace, all these things are, and the
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- All these things are, and the word of god will divide between.
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- Word of god will divide between. it's the only thing that can
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- It's the only thing that can separate it. and so there's a
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- Separate it. and so there's a lot of things that i use to help
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- Lot of things that i use to help discern this. but one of them
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- Discern this. but one of them is, the scripture says, don't do
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- Is, the scripture says, don't do anything with malice. malice is
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- Anything with malice. malice is the intent to hurt another
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- The intent to hurt another person. if i have a desire to do
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- Person. if i have a desire to do something, but if it involves
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- Something, but if it involves malice, the intent to hurt
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- Malice, the intent to hurt somebody, i'm wanting to hurt a
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- Somebody, i'm wanting to hurt a person. now you need to use a
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- Person. now you need to use a little bit of discernment with
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- Little bit of discernment with this because sometimes doing the
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- This because sometimes doing the right things will hurt a person,
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- Right things will hurt a person, but because they rejected it.
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- But because they rejected it. but malice is the intent to
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- But malice is the intent to hurt. and so, one of the things
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- Hurt. and so, one of the things i do, when i have a desire to do
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- I do, when i have a desire to do something, i sit there and say,
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- Something, i sit there and say, is there any malice in this? am
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- Is there any malice in this? am i doing this to get back at a
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- I doing this to get back at a person? am i doing this in
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- Person? am i doing this in response to what a person has
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- Response to what a person has done to me and i'm out to defend
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- Done to me and i'm out to defend myself? that would be another
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- Myself? that would be another scripture that i would apply to
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- Scripture that i would apply to it. it says, don't let anything
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- It. it says, don't let anything be done through vain glory and
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- Be done through vain glory and self-promotion. if the reason
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- Self-promotion. if the reason i'm wanting to do something is
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- I'm wanting to do something is because i'm out to promote
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- Because i'm out to promote myself, that's another thing.
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- Myself, that's another thing. see, the word of god will
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- See, the word of god will divide, that that...no, that's a
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- Divide, that that...no, that's a soulish, that's something in the
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- Soulish, that's something in the soul. but when it comes from the
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- Soul. but when it comes from the spirit, it will be first of all
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- Spirit, it will be first of all pure, peaceable. let me just
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- Pure, peaceable. let me just turn over and read that
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- Turn over and read that verse to you out of james,
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- Chapter 3. and it says in
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- Chapter 3. and it says in verse 17, for the wisdom
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- Verse 17, for the wisdom that is from above is
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- That is from above is first pure, then peaceable,
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- First pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be
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- Gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and
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- Entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality,
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- Good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. man,
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- That's a list of a lot of
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- That's a list of a lot of things. we could spend a lot of
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- Things. we could spend a lot of time talking about that. but
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- Time talking about that. but see, you use the word of god to
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- See, you use the word of god to discern. is this feeling that
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- Discern. is this feeling that i'm having, is this just myself
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- I'm having, is this just myself or is it my born-again spirit?
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- Or is it my born-again spirit? is it one of the fruit of the
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- Is it one of the fruit of the spirit? and the way you discern
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- Spirit? and the way you discern that is by the word of god. your
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- That is by the word of god. your born-again spirit will never
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- Born-again spirit will never contradict the word of god ever,
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- Contradict the word of god ever, ever. it's never contrary to the
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- Ever. it's never contrary to the word of god. and you can use
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- Word of god. and you can use that on a positive and on a
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- That on a positive and on a negative side. you know, if
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- Negative side. you know, if you've got some kind of an
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- You've got some kind of an emotional about, i'm just ready
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- Emotional about, i'm just ready to quit and i'm ready to give
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- To quit and i'm ready to give up, well, that's contrary to the
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- Up, well, that's contrary to the word of god. the word of god
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- Word of god. the word of god says in 1 corinthians, chapter
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- Says in 1 corinthians, chapter 13, that god's kind of love
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- 13, that god's kind of love never fails. it endures all
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- Never fails. it endures all things, it hopes all things, it
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- Things, it hopes all things, it believes all things. it never
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- Believes all things. it never fails. if you were just to a
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- Fails. if you were just to a place to where, i can't stand it
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- Place to where, i can't stand it anymore, you are in the flesh.
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- Anymore, you are in the flesh. if you are in the spirit, your
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- If you are in the spirit, your spirit, god's kind of love can
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- Spirit, god's kind of love can bear all things. amen. i know
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- Bear all things. amen. i know that what i'm saying,
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- That what i'm saying, this...sometimes you gotta
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- This...sometimes you gotta terrify a person before you
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- Terrify a person before you edify them. sometimes you gotta
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- Edify them. sometimes you gotta point out that what you're doing
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- Point out that what you're doing is wrong before they will turn
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- Is wrong before they will turn from it and start doing what's
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- From it and start doing what's right. and there's a lot of
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- Right. and there's a lot of people that honestly, they...in
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- People that honestly, they...in counseling, i've pastored three
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- Counseling, i've pastored three little churches, and i've had
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- Little churches, and i've had lots of people come to me for
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- Lots of people come to me for counseling, and i've had
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- Counseling, and i've had multitudes of people say things,
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- Multitudes of people say things, like i can't bear it anymore.
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- Like i can't bear it anymore. and they're talking about in the
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- And they're talking about in the emotional realm. it's such a
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- Emotional realm. it's such a drain on them, they just can't
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- Drain on them, they just can't bear it anymore. and yet in 1
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- Bear it anymore. and yet in 1 corinthians, chapter 13, verses
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- Corinthians, chapter 13, verses 7 and 8, it says, god's kind of
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- 7 and 8, it says, god's kind of love bears all things. when you
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- Love bears all things. when you say, i can't bear it anymore,
- 00:14:45.307 --> 00:14:46.809
- Say, i can't bear it anymore, you're telling me that you are
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- You're telling me that you are only operating out of the
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- Only operating out of the soulish realm. in the spirit,
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- Soulish realm. in the spirit, god's kind of love bears all
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- God's kind of love bears all things. people have come and
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- Things. people have come and said, i just don't have any hope
- 00:14:56.618 --> 00:14:58.087
- Said, i just don't have any hope anymore that this marriage is
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- Anymore that this marriage is going to last. god's kind of
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- Going to last. god's kind of love hopes all things. you
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- Love hopes all things. you aren't in...you aren't walking
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- Aren't in...you aren't walking in the spirit. you are just in
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- In the spirit. you are just in the flesh. and on and on i could
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- The flesh. and on and on i could go with this. man, you let the
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- Go with this. man, you let the peace of god rule in your heart.
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- Peace of god rule in your heart. you let these godly emotions
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- You let these godly emotions rule in your heart. and god's
- 00:15:17.673 --> 00:15:19.942
- Rule in your heart. and god's kind of love will be reflected
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- Kind of love will be reflected perfectly in the way that jesus
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- Perfectly in the way that jesus acted. it'll bear all things,
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- Acted. it'll bear all things, hope all things, endure all
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- Hope all things, endure all things. it never fails. and joy,
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- Things. it never fails. and joy, god's kind of joy. man, jesus
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- God's kind of joy. man, jesus rejoiced in the spirit
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- Because he said, you've
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- Because he said, you've hidden these things
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- Hidden these things from the wise and prudent
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- From the wise and prudent and revealed them unto babes.
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- And revealed them unto babes. and it says, for the joy
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- And it says, for the joy that was set before him,
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- That was set before him, he endured the cross. he was
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- He endured the cross. he was operating in joy even as he was
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- Operating in joy even as he was being rejected and punished and
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- Being rejected and punished and whipped and spit on, crucified.
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- I know what i'm saying is
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- I know what i'm saying is just like it's off the page
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- Just like it's off the page for most people. it's not
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- For most people. it's not like on a different page; it's
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- Like on a different page; it's out of the book. it's like you
- 00:16:01.683 --> 00:16:03.118
- Out of the book. it's like you don't even have any reference
- 00:16:03.185 --> 00:16:04.586
- Don't even have any reference point for doing this. you have
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- Point for doing this. you have just indulged your emotions. you
- 00:16:06.021 --> 00:16:07.856
- Just indulged your emotions. you have lived from your emotions.
- 00:16:07.923 --> 00:16:09.992
- Have lived from your emotions. if a person does something to
- 00:16:10.059 --> 00:16:11.460
- If a person does something to you, you've got no choice but
- 00:16:11.527 --> 00:16:13.228
- You, you've got no choice but just to hate them and resent
- 00:16:13.295 --> 00:16:15.531
- Just to hate them and resent everything that they've done to
- 00:16:15.597 --> 00:16:16.765
- Everything that they've done to you. but i'm telling you, that
- 00:16:16.832 --> 00:16:18.500
- You. but i'm telling you, that is not your born-again spirit.
- 00:16:18.567 --> 00:16:21.070
- Is not your born-again spirit. in your born-again spirit,
- 00:16:21.136 --> 00:16:22.337
- In your born-again spirit, you've got god's kind of love.
- 00:16:22.404 --> 00:16:24.073
- You've got god's kind of love. you can choose to love people.
- 00:16:24.139 --> 00:16:25.774
- You can choose to love people. you can choose to have joy in
- 00:16:25.841 --> 00:16:28.077
- You can choose to have joy in the midst of a terrible
- 00:16:28.143 --> 00:16:29.144
- The midst of a terrible situation, and you can choose to
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- Situation, and you can choose to have peace. it's always there.
- 00:16:32.314 --> 00:16:33.982
- Have peace. it's always there. it's just a matter of you
- 00:16:34.049 --> 00:16:35.050
- It's just a matter of you discerning it. you know, when
- 00:16:35.117 --> 00:16:38.220
- Discerning it. you know, when the lord first touched my life,
- 00:16:38.287 --> 00:16:39.755
- The lord first touched my life, march the 23rd, 1968, i fell so
- 00:16:39.822 --> 00:16:43.158
- March the 23rd, 1968, i fell so in love with the lord, i fell
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- In love with the lord, i fell out of love with anything or
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- Out of love with anything or anybody else. and i was in my
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- Anybody else. and i was in my second semester of college, and
- 00:16:49.398 --> 00:16:52.101
- Second semester of college, and i had...prior to that experience
- 00:16:52.167 --> 00:16:53.902
- I had...prior to that experience with the lord, i just loved
- 00:16:53.969 --> 00:16:55.704
- With the lord, i just loved college. i was out on my own. i
- 00:16:55.771 --> 00:16:57.306
- College. i was out on my own. i was having the time of my life.
- 00:16:57.372 --> 00:16:59.007
- Was having the time of my life. i thought everything was
- 00:16:59.074 --> 00:17:00.142
- I thought everything was awesome. and when i had that
- 00:17:00.209 --> 00:17:02.277
- Awesome. and when i had that encounter with the lord, i fell
- 00:17:02.344 --> 00:17:03.745
- Encounter with the lord, i fell so in love with the lord, i got
- 00:17:03.812 --> 00:17:05.013
- So in love with the lord, i got to where i hated college. and
- 00:17:05.080 --> 00:17:07.015
- To where i hated college. and so, i just...because i didn't
- 00:17:07.082 --> 00:17:08.817
- So, i just...because i didn't want to go, i just had lost my
- 00:17:08.884 --> 00:17:10.853
- Want to go, i just had lost my interest in it, i said i was
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- Interest in it, i said i was going to quit, and boy, i mean,
- 00:17:12.054 --> 00:17:13.288
- Going to quit, and boy, i mean, the feathers hit the fan. they
- 00:17:13.355 --> 00:17:15.190
- The feathers hit the fan. they threatened to kick me out of my
- 00:17:15.257 --> 00:17:16.492
- Threatened to kick me out of my church. my...my mother didn't
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- Church. my...my mother didn't talk to me for two weeks. i had
- 00:17:19.094 --> 00:17:21.063
- Talk to me for two weeks. i had people come against me and tell
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- People come against me and tell me i was of the devil. and
- 00:17:22.297 --> 00:17:24.500
- Me i was of the devil. and because of it, just to honor my
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- Because of it, just to honor my mother, i decided to stay in
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- Mother, i decided to stay in school for a while until that
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- School for a while until that semester was over, she said so
- 00:17:30.339 --> 00:17:33.408
- Semester was over, she said so that you wouldn't get a zero.
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- That you wouldn't get a zero. and when you finally get
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- And when you finally get straightened out and want to
- 00:17:36.445 --> 00:17:37.412
- Straightened out and want to come back to school, you'd
- 00:17:37.479 --> 00:17:38.647
- Come back to school, you'd ha...you wouldn't have a zero
- 00:17:38.714 --> 00:17:40.649
- Ha...you wouldn't have a zero and you'd be able to go back
- 00:17:40.716 --> 00:17:41.884
- And you'd be able to go back into college. so anyway, to
- 00:17:41.950 --> 00:17:42.918
- Into college. so anyway, to humor her, i stayed in school.
- 00:17:42.985 --> 00:17:45.120
- Humor her, i stayed in school. this was back before i was
- 00:17:45.187 --> 00:17:46.021
- This was back before i was married, but i was miserable. i
- 00:17:46.088 --> 00:17:49.958
- Married, but i was miserable. i just hated it. and finally one
- 00:17:50.025 --> 00:17:52.127
- Just hated it. and finally one night i read the verse
- 00:17:52.194 --> 00:17:53.362
- In romans, chapter 14, verse 23.
- 00:17:53.428 --> 00:17:55.464
- In romans, chapter 14, verse 23. the last part of that
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- The last part of that verse says, whatsoever is
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- Verse says, whatsoever is not of faith is sin.
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- And man, that just hit
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- And man, that just hit me. and i said, i'm not in
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- Me. and i said, i'm not in faith. i don't feel like i'm
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- Faith. i don't feel like i'm supposed to be in school, but
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- Supposed to be in school, but yet i am there because of the
- 00:18:07.376 --> 00:18:08.977
- Yet i am there because of the pressure of everybody else. and
- 00:18:09.044 --> 00:18:10.646
- Pressure of everybody else. and i said, i'm in sin because i'm
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- I said, i'm in sin because i'm not doing what i think i should
- 00:18:12.915 --> 00:18:14.283
- Not doing what i think i should be doing. and i said, i'm not
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- Be doing. and i said, i'm not going to be in sin tomorrow. so
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- Going to be in sin tomorrow. so i went home early. i just
- 00:18:17.252 --> 00:18:19.388
- I went home early. i just decided to get a word from
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- Decided to get a word from god and make a decision and
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- God and make a decision and so that tomorrow i
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- So that tomorrow i wouldn't be living in sin.
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- And that scripture in
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- And that scripture in colossians 3:15, about let the
- 00:18:27.329 --> 00:18:29.064
- Colossians 3:15, about let the peace of god rule in your heart
- 00:18:29.131 --> 00:18:31.233
- Peace of god rule in your heart just jumped out at me.
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- And so, here's how i decided
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- And so, here's how i decided to do that. i...i contemplated
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- To do that. i...i contemplated with my imagination, if
- 00:18:37.506 --> 00:18:38.740
- With my imagination, if i stay in school, what's
- 00:18:38.807 --> 00:18:40.943
- I stay in school, what's that going to be like,
- 00:18:41.009 --> 00:18:42.377
- That going to be like, and i tried to imagine,
- 00:18:42.444 --> 00:18:43.645
- And i tried to imagine, and i mean, i hated it. and i
- 00:18:43.712 --> 00:18:47.216
- And i mean, i hated it. and i had zero peace, zero peace about
- 00:18:47.282 --> 00:18:50.953
- Had zero peace, zero peace about staying in school. but when i
- 00:18:51.019 --> 00:18:52.955
- Staying in school. but when i contemplated getting out of
- 00:18:53.021 --> 00:18:54.556
- Contemplated getting out of school, i didn't have total
- 00:18:54.623 --> 00:18:56.458
- School, i didn't have total peace with that because people
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- Peace with that because people were going to reject me, i was
- 00:18:59.661 --> 00:19:01.063
- Were going to reject me, i was going to lose money from the
- 00:19:01.129 --> 00:19:02.130
- Going to lose money from the government. as long as i was
- 00:19:02.197 --> 00:19:03.365
- Government. as long as i was going to school, i was getting
- 00:19:03.432 --> 00:19:04.433
- Going to school, i was getting $350 a month, and i was probably
- 00:19:04.499 --> 00:19:08.370
- $350 a month, and i was probably going to get drafted and sent to
- 00:19:08.437 --> 00:19:09.638
- Going to get drafted and sent to vietnam. and so, i didn't have
- 00:19:09.705 --> 00:19:12.040
- Vietnam. and so, i didn't have total peace about quitting
- 00:19:12.107 --> 00:19:13.442
- Total peace about quitting school, but i had zero peace
- 00:19:13.508 --> 00:19:15.911
- School, but i had zero peace about staying in school. so
- 00:19:15.978 --> 00:19:17.646
- About staying in school. so considering my two options, i
- 00:19:17.713 --> 00:19:19.581
- Considering my two options, i had to do one of those two, i
- 00:19:19.648 --> 00:19:21.817
- Had to do one of those two, i had the most peace about
- 00:19:21.883 --> 00:19:23.785
- Had the most peace about quitting school. and so, that's
- 00:19:23.852 --> 00:19:25.520
- Quitting school. and so, that's what i decided to do, was to
- 00:19:25.587 --> 00:19:27.589
- What i decided to do, was to quit school. and anyway, it's a
- 00:19:27.656 --> 00:19:29.391
- Quit school. and anyway, it's a long story, i won't...i hadn't
- 00:19:29.458 --> 00:19:30.626
- Long story, i won't...i hadn't got time to go into the whole
- 00:19:30.692 --> 00:19:31.827
- Got time to go into the whole thing. but, looking back at
- 00:19:31.893 --> 00:19:34.263
- Thing. but, looking back at that, that's one of the greatest
- 00:19:34.329 --> 00:19:35.564
- That, that's one of the greatest decisions i ever made in my
- 00:19:35.631 --> 00:19:37.466
- Decisions i ever made in my life. i was 18 years old. i had
- 00:19:37.532 --> 00:19:40.602
- Life. i was 18 years old. i had only been in touch with the lord
- 00:19:40.669 --> 00:19:42.304
- Only been in touch with the lord for just a few weeks, as really,
- 00:19:42.371 --> 00:19:45.974
- For just a few weeks, as really, you know, listening to him, and
- 00:19:46.041 --> 00:19:47.876
- You know, listening to him, and it's one of the greatest
- 00:19:47.943 --> 00:19:48.777
- It's one of the greatest decisions i ever made. it set my
- 00:19:48.844 --> 00:19:50.612
- Decisions i ever made. it set my life on a course that i would
- 00:19:50.679 --> 00:19:52.147
- Life on a course that i would have had to have rebelled at god
- 00:19:52.214 --> 00:19:54.616
- Have had to have rebelled at god to keep from doing what i'm
- 00:19:54.683 --> 00:19:55.817
- To keep from doing what i'm doing today. and it was all
- 00:19:55.884 --> 00:19:57.686
- Doing today. and it was all because of i recognized this
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- Because of i recognized this emotion, this godly emotion of
- 00:20:00.956 --> 00:20:03.158
- Emotion, this godly emotion of peace, and i let the peace of
- 00:20:03.225 --> 00:20:05.761
- Peace, and i let the peace of god that was in my heart
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- God that was in my heart overrule my head and the
- 00:20:07.529 --> 00:20:10.165
- Overrule my head and the negative, carnal emotions that i
- 00:20:10.232 --> 00:20:12.134
- Negative, carnal emotions that i was having because of the
- 00:20:12.200 --> 00:20:13.201
- Was having because of the criticism of people. and i tell
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- Criticism of people. and i tell you, it's one of the best
- 00:20:15.270 --> 00:20:16.004
- You, it's one of the best decisions i've ever made.
- 00:20:16.071 --> 00:20:17.239
- There's people watching this
- 00:20:18.440 --> 00:20:19.441
- There's people watching this program right now, that if you
- 00:20:19.508 --> 00:20:21.943
- Program right now, that if you would do the same thing and just
- 00:20:22.010 --> 00:20:23.512
- Would do the same thing and just sit down and consider your
- 00:20:23.578 --> 00:20:24.713
- Sit down and consider your options and make sure you've got
- 00:20:24.780 --> 00:20:26.114
- Options and make sure you've got all the options on the table,
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- All the options on the table, make sure that you're
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- Make sure that you're considering every possibility.
- 00:20:28.517 --> 00:20:31.119
- Considering every possibility. and then if you're born again,
- 00:20:31.186 --> 00:20:33.588
- And then if you're born again, just let the peace of god rule.
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- Just let the peace of god rule. look at the options. imagine
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- Look at the options. imagine what's going to happen if i make
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- What's going to happen if i make this choice, if i make this
- 00:20:40.028 --> 00:20:41.129
- This choice, if i make this choice, this choice, and then
- 00:20:41.196 --> 00:20:43.365
- Choice, this choice, and then let the peace of god rule in
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- Let the peace of god rule in your heart. and that's how i've
- 00:20:46.468 --> 00:20:48.603
- Your heart. and that's how i've done so many things. that's how
- 00:20:48.670 --> 00:20:49.838
- Done so many things. that's how we started our bible school,
- 00:20:49.905 --> 00:20:51.039
- We started our bible school, it's how i started on
- 00:20:51.106 --> 00:20:51.940
- It's how i started on television. it's how i make so
- 00:20:52.007 --> 00:20:54.042
- Television. it's how i make so many decisions, is i look at my
- 00:20:54.109 --> 00:20:56.645
- Many decisions, is i look at my options, and i...i make sure
- 00:20:56.712 --> 00:20:58.747
- Options, and i...i make sure that i'm in the presence of god
- 00:20:58.814 --> 00:21:00.849
- That i'm in the presence of god and that i'm listening to the
- 00:21:00.916 --> 00:21:02.184
- And that i'm listening to the spirit, that i'm not just
- 00:21:02.250 --> 00:21:03.585
- Spirit, that i'm not just letting circumstances scream at
- 00:21:03.652 --> 00:21:05.687
- Letting circumstances scream at me. but once i get my heart
- 00:21:05.754 --> 00:21:07.689
- Me. but once i get my heart stayed on the lord and i know
- 00:21:07.756 --> 00:21:09.191
- Stayed on the lord and i know i'm in that sweet place where
- 00:21:09.257 --> 00:21:10.959
- I'm in that sweet place where i'm in fellowship with the lord,
- 00:21:11.026 --> 00:21:13.261
- I'm in fellowship with the lord, then i'll consider my options,
- 00:21:13.328 --> 00:21:14.796
- Then i'll consider my options, and i'll just follow the one
- 00:21:14.863 --> 00:21:16.164
- And i'll just follow the one that gives me the most peace.
- 00:21:16.231 --> 00:21:17.466
- And that's how god speaks to
- 00:21:18.767 --> 00:21:20.001
- You. let the peace of god rule,
- 00:21:20.068 --> 00:21:22.471
- You. let the peace of god rule, umpire in your heart. i tell
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- You, god's speaking to a number
- 00:21:25.006 --> 00:21:26.308
- You, god's speaking to a number of people today, and you just
- 00:21:26.375 --> 00:21:29.077
- Of people today, and you just need to learn how to do these
- 00:21:29.144 --> 00:21:30.579
- Need to learn how to do these things. this is what all of this
- 00:21:30.645 --> 00:21:32.047
- Things. this is what all of this teaching is about. i tell you,
- 00:21:32.114 --> 00:21:34.750
- Teaching is about. i tell you, if you're a person that just
- 00:21:34.816 --> 00:21:36.017
- If you're a person that just allows your emotions to dominate
- 00:21:36.084 --> 00:21:38.286
- Allows your emotions to dominate you and control you, you are
- 00:21:38.353 --> 00:21:39.788
- You and control you, you are going to be a mess. and i know
- 00:21:39.855 --> 00:21:42.457
- Going to be a mess. and i know that there's many of you
- 00:21:42.524 --> 00:21:43.291
- That there's many of you watching this right now, you're
- 00:21:43.358 --> 00:21:44.593
- Watching this right now, you're saying, man, i...that's the way
- 00:21:44.659 --> 00:21:45.994
- Saying, man, i...that's the way i am right now, how can i
- 00:21:46.061 --> 00:21:47.562
- I am right now, how can i change? well, if you don't know
- 00:21:47.629 --> 00:21:49.331
- Change? well, if you don't know the lord, you first of all need
- 00:21:49.398 --> 00:21:50.565
- The lord, you first of all need to be born again. but once you
- 00:21:50.632 --> 00:21:52.667
- To be born again. but once you get born again, you still need
- 00:21:52.734 --> 00:21:54.403
- Get born again, you still need to let the peace of god rule in
- 00:21:54.469 --> 00:21:56.938
- To let the peace of god rule in your heart, and you do this
- 00:21:57.005 --> 00:21:58.240
- Your heart, and you do this through the word of god. it's
- 00:21:58.306 --> 00:21:59.541
- Through the word of god. it's the thing that discerns between
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- The thing that discerns between soul and spirit, your
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- Soul and spirit, your soulish emotions and
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- Soulish emotions and your spiritual emotions.
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- And anyway, i'm going
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- To be spending a lot more time
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- Explaining this, but i encourage
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- You to please get these
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- Materials. this book is just
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- Under 200 pages, and it'll go
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- Into all the things we're
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- Talking about. this is a brief
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- Summary of this larger teaching.
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- The larger teaching is by far
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- The better thing to get. and
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- Then we have cds, dvds, and a
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- Usb that will...combines both
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- The audio and the video on
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- Here. please call or write
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- Today to respond and
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- Receive these products.
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- >> growing up, rebecca
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- Grunder traveled the world
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- For her father's work,
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- Experiencing many different
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- Cultures and traditions.
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- This also led to many
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- Conflicting ideas about the
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- True character of god,
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- Leaving her feeling distant
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- And confused in her faith.
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- Wanting answers, rebecca
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- Asks god to help her find a
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- Bible college that would
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- Finally teach her the truth.
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- Not long after, some
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- Friends, completely unaware
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- Of rebecca's request, invited
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- Her to join them at our charis
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- Location in switzerland.
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- >> i remember entering the
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- College and i said to god,
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- God, why haven't i heard
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- This before? every country i
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- Went to would say, you know
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- Different things about how
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- You relate to god. and you
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- Start to realize, oh, this
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- Doesn't have to be done
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- This way. oh, this is not
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- Actually how god created us.
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- Oh, this is not this is just
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- Tradition. this is not how
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- We're supposed to function.
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- >> taking her unique
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- Experience, rebecca helps
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- Guide her students toward
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- The same solid foundation
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- That transformed her life.
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- >> that's what i love doing,
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- Is kind of helping others
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- Grow in their relationship
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- With god and their intimacy
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- With god, but then also figuring
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- Out what's in them and helping
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- That really flourish.
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- >> i tell you that rebecca
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- Is a blessing. she's been
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- Through more than what that
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- Little video portrayed, but
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- She has been a blessing. her
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- Life has been totally changed.
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- And there are so many other
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- People that, just like rebecca,
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- They they would be transformed
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- If they just knew the truth. and
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- This is what we're doing
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- Through charis bible
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- College, i would like to
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- Invite you to join with us.
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- We've got information on the
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- Screen and you can go check
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- Out what we're all about.
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- You can see what our future
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- Plans are for our charis
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- Bible college, and i
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- Encourage you to check it
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- Out, pray about it, and then
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- Join with us and become a
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- Partner with us today.
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- >> as a nurse and
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- Nutritionist, vanya's faith
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- Was in the medical
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- Community. like the gospels
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- Account of the woman with
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- The issue of blond, vanya
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- Would suffer many things
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- From many physicians until
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- She had the faith to reach
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- Out to jesus for her healing.
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- >> we went through that
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- Procedure, and i just went
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- To the follow up alone, and
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- He sat next to me because
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- These are my friends. and he
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- Said, you have cancer. and
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- He goes, i'm so sorry. on
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- The way home, i just said
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- Out loud in my car. you made
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- Me smart. god, i'm gonna get
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- Out of this on my own.
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- >> months passed, and
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- Vanya's condition was only
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- Getting worse. knowing her
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- Days were numbered, she was
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- Desperate to try anything.
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- And in the middle of a
- 00:25:28.550 --> 00:25:29.718
- Detox session, researched
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- Bentonite clay at the
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- Suggestion of a doctor. it
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- Was in this search that she
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- Would find the key to her
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- Healing, just not in the way
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- She had ever imagined.
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- >> i'm laying on the floor
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- So i, sideways, i hit the
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- Wrong button and niki
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- Ochenski pops up on my
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- Screen. she's, you know, oh,
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- She's so happy and she's so
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- Perky. and i'm thinking,
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- When is she going to start
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- Talking about clay?
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- >> when the doctor finally
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- Came out. he goes, oh, niki.
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- What happened? jesus healed me
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- Like i told you he was going to.
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- >> i'm like, this is too
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- Good to be true. you know,
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- So i type in niki ochenski's
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- Obituary when i type that
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- In, i didn't get anything
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- Except more testimonies and
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- This guy andrew wommack.
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- >> vanya looked up andrew
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- Wommack and discovered a
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- Ministry full of resources,
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- Including a daily television
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- Program and dozens of
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- Healing testimonies.
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- >> we have to assure our
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- Heart with the word. our
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- Heart will condemn us and
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- Our heart will say, well,
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- You don't have solid proof
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- That you're anything. well,
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- I would just get the word
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- Out and i would assure my
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- Heart. no, this is what the
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- Word says. this is my proof.
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- >> as she renewed her mind
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- With scripture. vanya
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- Saw radical improvements.
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- She took her family to
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- Colorado to see the easter
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- Performance of god with us,
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- Where she met andrew.
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- >> andrew pointblanked and
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- Said, are you healed?
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- >> i just go, yes, i am. and
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- Man, if i could have like
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- Pulled those words back or
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- Slapped myself, i would
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- Have. but i knew it was true.
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- >> today, vanya is walking
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- In her complete healing and
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- Is continuing in the word. her
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- Entire family is experiencing
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- God's love like never before.
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