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Jewish Voice with Jonathan Bernis | Greg Hershberg - A Jewish Man Sees Jesus | April 16, 2025
- Was jewish?
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- You might be asking,
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- What does that mean
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- For your christian faith?
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- Watch today and discover
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- How understanding
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- The jewish roots
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- Of your faith.
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- And your connection
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- To israel and the jewish people
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- Can transform your life
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- And the way you
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- Read the bible.
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- Coming up on jewish voice.
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- ♪ ♪
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- >> welcome to jewish voice.
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- >> welcome to jewish voice. i'm jonathan bernis.
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- I'm jonathan bernis. today, we're honored
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- Today, we're honored to have a dear friend,
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- To have a dear friend, rabbi greg hershberg.
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- Rabbi greg hershberg. he's a remarkable person whose
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- He's a remarkable person whose journey of faith and dedication
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- Journey of faith and dedication has been nothing short
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- Has been nothing short of miraculous.
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- Of miraculous. greg was born
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- Greg was born in the vibrant bronx
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- In the vibrant bronx and raised in an orthodox
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- And raised in an orthodox jewish community.
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- Jewish community. and in a profound moment
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- And in a profound moment on mount tabor in israel,
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- On mount tabor in israel, during his honeymoon in israel,
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- During his honeymoon in israel, changed everything
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- Changed everything when he encountered
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- When he encountered a vision of the messiah.
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- A vision of the messiah. rabbi greg hershberg,
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- Rabbi greg hershberg, welcome, my friend.
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- Welcome, my friend. we should have music
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- We should have music in the background just to --
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- In the background just to -- it's so great to see you.
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- It's so great to see you. >> it's even better to see you.
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- >> it's even better to see you. >> you know, we've been friends
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- >> you know, we've been friends a long time.
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- A long time. >> i connected with you
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- >> i connected with you right away because
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- Right away because you know messianic judaism
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- You know messianic judaism could be very strange.
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- Could be very strange. it could be like granola,
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- It could be like granola, fruit, flakes and nuts.
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- Fruit, flakes and nuts. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> and there's so many
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- >> and there's so many different branches.
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- Different branches. but i know you were kosher
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- But i know you were kosher because you explained to them,
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- Because you explained to them, "it's not us and them.
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- "it's not us and them. it's us."
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- It's us." and that's what i felt.
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- And that's what i felt. i just feel unified
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- I just feel unified with the body.
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- With the body. i don't feel there should be
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- I don't feel there should be any division if we all
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- Any division if we all believe in yeshua.
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- Believe in yeshua. so, the minute i heard you
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- So, the minute i heard you said it, i was like,
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- Said it, i was like, "i like this guy."
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- "i like this guy." >> we have such
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- >> we have such a similar story too and i want
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- A similar story too and i want to talk about that today.
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- To talk about that today. so, you're born in the bronx.
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- So, you're born in the bronx. now, i don't --
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- Now, i don't -- i introduced it as
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- I introduced it as the vibrant bronx.
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- [laughing]
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- I never heard that before.
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- I never heard that before. that was in the tele --
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- That was in the tele -- >> it's actually
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- >> it's actually because new york city
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- Because new york city has five boroughs.
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- Has five boroughs. and for whatever reason,
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- And for whatever reason, most of the jews that immigrated
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- Most of the jews that immigrated through ellis island
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- Through ellis island ended up in the bronx.
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- Ended up in the bronx. it was called the jewish world
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- It was called the jewish world in the ‘70s.
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- In the ‘70s. 80% of all the people who lived
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- 80% of all the people who lived in the bronx were jewish.
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- In the bronx were jewish. >> that's amazing.
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- >> that's amazing. >> yeah, it truly is.
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- >> yeah, it truly is. >> it's like a shtetl.
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- >> it's like a shtetl. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> it's -- yeah.
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- >> it's -- yeah. >> but what happened is,
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- >> but what happened is, in the ‘70s,
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- In the ‘70s, the jewish people start
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- The jewish people start to become professionals
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- To become professionals and affluent,
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- And affluent, and they became doctors,
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- And they became doctors, and lawyers, and engineers.
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- And lawyers, and engineers. so, they moved out of the bronx
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- So, they moved out of the bronx and went to the burbs.
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- And went to the burbs. because, you know, the burbs
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- Because, you know, the burbs have the better houses,
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- Have the better houses, and they have
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- And they have the better schools,
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- The better schools, and on and on.
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- And on and on. my father was poor.
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- My father was poor. i don't know how i was born
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- I don't know how i was born into the only house,
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- Into the only house, jewish household,
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- Jewish household, where they were
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- Where they were poverty stricken.
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- Poverty stricken. but we stayed in the projects.
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- But we stayed in the projects. so, i was the only --
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- So, i was the only -- one of the only jews
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- One of the only jews in the projects left.
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- In the projects left. so, when i went
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- So, when i went to hebrew school, it was --
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- To hebrew school, it was -- it was kind of rough
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- It was kind of rough because the neighborhood
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- Because the neighborhood wasn't jewish anymore.
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- Wasn't jewish anymore. and me and a couple of kids
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- And me and a couple of kids went to this little,
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- Went to this little, broken-down, orthodox synagogue.
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- Broken-down, orthodox synagogue. and in actuality i was thrown --
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- And in actuality i was thrown -- you know, rocks were
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- You know, rocks were thrown at me.
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- Thrown at me. >> you were orthodox...
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- >> you were orthodox... >> orthodox.
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- >> orthodox. >> which means you're wearing
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- >> which means you're wearing the kippah?
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- The kippah? you're very visibly jewish,
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- You're very visibly jewish, right?
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- Right? >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. yeah.
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- Yeah. >> and you experienced
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- >> and you experienced antisemitism?
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- Antisemitism? >> yes, i really did.
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- >> yes, i really did. in the bronx, it was --
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- In the bronx, it was -- i was called
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- I was called every name in the book.
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- Every name in the book. horrible things were said to me,
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- Horrible things were said to me, horrible, as a young man.
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- Horrible, as a young man. i felt that it was part
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- I felt that it was part and parcel to be antisemitic
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- And parcel to be antisemitic if you weren't jewish.
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- If you weren't jewish. i felt hated by many.
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- I felt hated by many. and to be honest with you,
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- And to be honest with you, i didn't wanna be
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- I didn't wanna be jewish anymore.
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- Jewish anymore. >> did they mention
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- >> did they mention the name of christ?
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- The name of christ? was there a connection
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- Was there a connection to christianity in all this?
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- To christianity in all this? >> they let me know in so many
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- >> they let me know in so many ways that i killed jesus.
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- Ways that i killed jesus. my --
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- My -- deicide.
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- Deicide. we killed god
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- We killed god and that's why we're cursed.
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- And that's why we're cursed. >> so, they did --
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- >> so, they did -- they yelled at you saying
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- They yelled at you saying those things as they were
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- Those things as they were throwing stones at you?
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- Throwing stones at you? >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. it was --
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- It was -- it was just part of my life.
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- It was just part of my life. that's just the way it was.
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- That's just the way it was. i heard racial slurs,
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- I heard racial slurs, ethnic slurs about being
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- Ethnic slurs about being jewish all the time.
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- Jewish all the time. and so, with a name
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- And so, with a name like hershberg, you know,
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- Like hershberg, you know, you can't get away with it.
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- You can't get away with it. so, i stopped introducing myself
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- So, i stopped introducing myself with my last name.
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- With my last name. >> and the yarmulke
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- >> and the yarmulke and whatever else.
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- And whatever else. >> and walking
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- >> and walking to the synagogue on saturday,
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- To the synagogue on saturday, you know, the guys are
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- You know, the guys are playing ball and i'm walking
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- Playing ball and i'm walking to the synagogue 20 blocks.
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- To the synagogue 20 blocks. >> you're accused
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- >> you're accused of being a christ killer.
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- Of being a christ killer. what's your impression of jesus?
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- What's your impression of jesus? >> my impression,
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- >> my impression, we never spoke in my house
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- We never spoke in my house or in any of my extended family.
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- Or in any of my extended family. he was never mentioned.
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- He was never mentioned. he was kind of like a non-issue.
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- He was kind of like a non-issue. never disrespected.
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- Never disrespected. i didn't know
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- I didn't know anything about him.
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- Anything about him. the best i could tell you,
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- The best i could tell you, if you ask me, "who is jesus?"
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- If you ask me, "who is jesus?" i would tell you, "the head
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- I would tell you, "the head of the catholic church."
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- [laughter]
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- Because in new york city
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- Because in new york city in the boroughs.
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- In the boroughs. >> son of mr.
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- >> son of mr. and mrs. christ.
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- And mrs. christ. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> one vatican lane.
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- >> one vatican lane. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. there's no protestantism.
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- There's no protestantism. there's jew and catholic.
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- There's jew and catholic. back then in the ‘70s,
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- Back then in the ‘70s, there's no hinduism.
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- There's no hinduism. there's no buddhism.
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- There's no buddhism. it's jew or catholic.
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- It's jew or catholic. and we were
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- And we were definitely different,
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- Definitely different, i mean, in so many ways.
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- I mean, in so many ways. we're worshiping om saturday.
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- We're worshiping om saturday. they're worshiping on sunday.
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- They're worshiping on sunday. you know,
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- You know, we're having the bagel.
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- We're having the bagel. they're having the biscuit.
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- They're having the biscuit. we're having the brisket.
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- We're having the brisket. they're having the pork loin.
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- They're having the pork loin. their christmas and easter.
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- Their christmas and easter. it's so divided,
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- It's so divided, but i was okay with that.
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- But i was okay with that. i had, you know, friends,
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- I had, you know, friends, and, you know, we knew
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- And, you know, we knew we were different,
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- We were different, but we didn't
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- But we didn't talk about religion.
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- Talk about religion. but i was under the impression
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- But i was under the impression that if we killed their leader,
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- That if we killed their leader, i can't see them being
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- I can't see them being interested in us at all.
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- Interested in us at all. >> now, at some point,
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- >> now, at some point, as you're getting older,
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- As you're getting older, you're thinking,
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- You're thinking, “i don't really wanna be jewish.
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- “i don't really wanna be jewish. i don't wanna go through this.”
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- I don't wanna go through this.” >> i didn't wanna be jewish
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- >> i didn't wanna be jewish after my bar mitzvah.
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- After my bar mitzvah. >> yeah, same here.
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- >> yeah, same here. >> it's sad.
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- >> it's sad. i sat in an orthodox synagogue.
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- I sat in an orthodox synagogue. my mom sat behind the curtain.
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- My mom sat behind the curtain. my rabbi was no game show host.
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- My rabbi was no game show host. i'm not blaming him,
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- I'm not blaming him, but it wasn't touchy-feely,
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- But it wasn't touchy-feely, you know.
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- You know. it was very austere.
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- It was very austere. the service was over four hours.
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- The service was over four hours. it was all in hebrew.
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- It was all in hebrew. it just wasn't fun at all.
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- It just wasn't fun at all. >> and what about god?
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- >> and what about god? what's your --
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- What's your -- did you believe in god?
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- Did you believe in god? what --
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- What -- >> i made a lot of --
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- >> i made a lot of -- i made a lot of de --
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- I made a lot of de -- i made a lot of deals with god.
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- I made a lot of deals with god. “let me make this basket.”
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- “let me make this basket.” i played a lot of basketball.
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- I played a lot of basketball. “let me make this basket and,
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- “let me make this basket and, you know, we'll be tight,”
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- You know, we'll be tight,” kind of thing.
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- Kind of thing. i didn't know anything about
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- I didn't know anything about a personal relationship.
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- A personal relationship. i definitely would not
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- I definitely would not know him as abba, father.
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- Know him as abba, father. and it's sad.
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- And it's sad. i just thought he was
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- I just thought he was out there waiting for me
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- Out there waiting for me to do something wrong,
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- To do something wrong, and i would set zapped
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- And i would set zapped and i would deserve it.
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- And i would deserve it. i was kind of afraid of god,
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- I was kind of afraid of god, but not in a good way.
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- But not in a good way. not in fearful reverence.
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- Not in fearful reverence. >> right.
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- >> right. >> more of like, “stay away.”
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- >> more of like, “stay away.” >> so, you go through
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- >> so, you go through hebrew school.
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- Hebrew school. you're --
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- You're -- all of this training.
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- All of this training. you have your bar mitzvah.
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- You have your bar mitzvah. you're reading from the torah.
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- You're reading from the torah. you're a man, right, age 13.
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- You're a man, right, age 13. but you don't wanna be jewish.
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- But you don't wanna be jewish. you know, you don't want stones
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- You know, you don't want stones thrown at you, etcetera.
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- Thrown at you, etcetera. what happens then?
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- What happens then? talk about the next phase
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- Talk about the next phase of your life.
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- Of your life. >> i felt that my bar mitzvah,
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- >> i felt that my bar mitzvah, you know, it was a --
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- You know, it was a -- it was a long half hour portion,
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- It was a long half hour portion, the longest of the year.
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- The longest of the year. i had it memorized, and i had
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- I had it memorized, and i had to memorize the trope.
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- To memorize the trope. and i felt like i'd paid
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- And i felt like i'd paid my penance to judaism,
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- My penance to judaism, and i wanted to have
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- And i wanted to have a personal exodus from
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- A personal exodus from the orthodox community.
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- The orthodox community. >> sure.
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- >> sure. >> and so, i did what
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- >> and so, i did what my mom asked of me.
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- My mom asked of me. so, we started to go more
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- So, we started to go more to synagogue on yom kippur,
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- To synagogue on yom kippur, on rosh hashanah, the holy days,
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- On rosh hashanah, the holy days, and slowly but surely,
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- And slowly but surely, i became more secular.
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- I became more secular. >> it's like christmas
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- >> it's like christmas and easter for the --
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- And easter for the -- for the christians.
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- For the christians. >> it's exactly the same.
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- >> it's exactly the same. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. exactly.
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- Exactly. >> and i just slowly
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- >> and i just slowly became very secular
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- Became very secular and very humanistic,
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- And very humanistic, and pursued education
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- And pursued education and pursued --
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- And pursued -- you know, making a good living.
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- You know, making a good living. that was --
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- That was -- that was my plan.
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- That was my plan. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. and -- but you ended up
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- And -- but you ended up going to israel.
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- Going to israel. and it --
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- And it -- before you went,
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- Before you went, anything that happened that was
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- Anything that happened that was drawing you closer to god
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- Drawing you closer to god or causing you
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- Or causing you to ask questions about,
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- To ask questions about, "what -- what's --
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- "what -- what's -- what am i here for?"
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- What am i here for?" or, "what's gonna happen
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- Or, "what's gonna happen after you die?"
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- After you die?" >> you know,
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- >> you know, i never thought about,
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- I never thought about, "what am i here for?"
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- "what am i here for?" i was here --
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- I was here -- i knew what i was here for,
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- I knew what i was here for, to have fun,
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- To have fun, to have a good time.
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- To have a good time. when i was a little boy --
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- When i was a little boy -- when i was a little boy.
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- When i was a little boy. "eat, drink,
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- "eat, drink, for tomorrow you die."
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- For tomorrow you die." because i saw people dying
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- Because i saw people dying and i believed you didn't
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- And i believed you didn't have tomorrow.
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- Have tomorrow. i lived that way.
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- I lived that way. i lived in the fast lane.
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- I lived in the fast lane. some people say,
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- Some people say, "you don't have tomorrow.
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- "you don't have tomorrow. live everyday like
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- Live everyday like it's your last 'cause
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- It's your last 'cause one day it's gonna be."
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- One day it's gonna be." i believed that.
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- I believed that. with all my heart,
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- With all my heart, i believed that.
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- I believed that. so, when i was a little boy,
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- So, when i was a little boy, even at five years old,
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- Even at five years old, people would ask me,
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- People would ask me, "what do you wanna be
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- "what do you wanna be when you grow up?"
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- When you grow up?" and i always answer
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- And i always answer the same thing, "happy."
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- The same thing, "happy." >> so, what brings you
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- >> so, what brings you to israel?
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- To israel? >> well, you can
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- >> well, you can totally relate to this.
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- Totally relate to this. you know, jews can believe in
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- You know, jews can believe in anything except jesus, right?
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- Anything except jesus, right? you could become a buddhist.
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- You could become a buddhist. and it doesn't matter, right?
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- And it doesn't matter, right? >> right.
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- >> right. >> you know, so we are
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- >> you know, so we are people of the book.
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- People of the book. we were god's first born.
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- We were god's first born. we ha --
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- We ha -- we're like orphans looking
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- We're like orphans looking for our heavenly father.
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- For our heavenly father. we just don't know
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- We just don't know we're looking for him.
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- We're looking for him. so, we searched everywhere
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- So, we searched everywhere because it's ingrained in us
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- Because it's ingrained in us eternal life.
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- Eternal life. it's in our dna.
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- It's in our dna. >> it is.
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- >> it is. >> so, i was looking --
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- >> so, i was looking -- so, i got involved with
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- So, i got involved with eastern thought,
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- Eastern thought, transcendental meditation,
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- Transcendental meditation, ethereal energies.
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- Ethereal energies. i found my little cult leader
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- I found my little cult leader who was enamored with.
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- Who was enamored with. he was jewish.
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- He was jewish. he was a chiropractor.
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- He was a chiropractor. i was working out
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- I was working out a lot of the time.
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- A lot of the time. i was into martial arts.
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- I was into martial arts. he was a master.
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- He was a master. and so, this guy had
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- And so, this guy had total control of me, total.
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- Total control of me, total. from my mid-20s,
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- From my mid-20s, i met my wife, my bernadette.
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- I met my wife, my bernadette. she was my girlfriend
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- She was my girlfriend at the time.
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- At the time. and he said, "you have to go
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- And he said, "you have to go to israel on your honeymoon."
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- To israel on your honeymoon." and i'm thinking, "no way
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- And i'm thinking, "no way am i going to israel
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- Am i going to israel on my honeymoon."
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- On my honeymoon." >> well, israel is gonna
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- >> well, israel is gonna change everything.
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- Change everything. but we have to take
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- But we have to take a short break.
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- A short break. this is such
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- Or bring you testimonies like this without
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- Like this without your support.
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- Your support. it's so appreciated.
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- It's so appreciated. so, thank you for all you do
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- So, thank you for all you do to support jewish voice.
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- Rabbi greg, you're going
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- Rabbi greg, you're going to israel for your honeymoon,
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- To israel for your honeymoon, and something changes that year.
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- And something changes that year. something happens
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- Something happens that's unexpected.
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- That's unexpected. tell us about it.
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- Tell us about it. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. i didn't wanna go
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- I didn't wanna go to israel at all.
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- To israel at all. my wife and i, bernadette,
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- My wife and i, bernadette, we were dating.
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- We were dating. we were going to the caribbean
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- We were going to the caribbean every three months.
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- Every three months. i was doing well financially.
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- I was doing well financially. she was a swimsuit model
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- She was a swimsuit model at the time and we're living
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- At the time and we're living very external.
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- Very external. we're living to --
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- We're living to -- very hedonistically in a sense.
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- Very hedonistically in a sense. and i just didn't put hedonism
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- And i just didn't put hedonism and israel together.
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- And israel together. i just thought i'll have
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- I just thought i'll have more rocks thrown at me.
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- More rocks thrown at me. that's what i'm thinking.
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- That's what i'm thinking. i'm thinking jamaica.
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- I'm thinking jamaica. and so, this guy had such
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- And so, this guy had such a strong pull.
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- A strong pull. it was --
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- It was -- he said, "no.
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- He said, "no. i think you have to go."
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- I think you have to go." and, you know, you wonder.
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- And, you know, you wonder. he was definitely a cult leader,
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- He was definitely a cult leader, and he wasn't a believer.
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- And he wasn't a believer. god used balaam's donkey.
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- God used balaam's donkey. he could use
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- He could use my karate teacher, right?
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- My karate teacher, right? i mean, god can do anything.
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- I mean, god can do anything. god's god.
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- God's god. so, yeah.
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- So, yeah. we were on the el al flight
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- We were on the el al flight leaving from jfk in new york
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- Leaving from jfk in new york and we land in israel.
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- And we land in israel. and we started to go right away
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- And we started to go right away on another flight to el al.
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- On another flight to el al. and el al airlines
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- And el al airlines and down to eilat.
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- And down to eilat. and if you've been there,
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- And if you've been there, it's in the sinai peninsula.
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- It's in the sinai peninsula. it's gorgeous.
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- It's gorgeous. it's on the red sea.
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- It's on the red sea. beautiful hotels.
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- Beautiful hotels. i'm loving eilat a lot
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- I'm loving eilat a lot ‘cause it's a total party.
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- ‘cause it's a total party. we're water skiing.
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- We're water skiing. i'm scuba diving in egypt.
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- I'm scuba diving in egypt. we're going out at night
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- We're going out at night dancing and partying.
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- Dancing and partying. i'm like, “this isn't so --
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- I'm like, “this isn't so -- you know, israel is not
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- You know, israel is not so bad after all.
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- So bad after all. i'm loving it.”
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- I'm loving it.” but then our time
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- But then our time in eilat was over
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- In eilat was over and we went to jerusalem,
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- And we went to jerusalem, and i hated it, hated it.
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- And i hated it, hated it. i didn't know anything about
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- I didn't know anything about spiritual warfare,
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- Spiritual warfare, but i felt it.
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- But i felt it. i felt it breathing down
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- I felt it breathing down my neck.
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- My neck. and when you've got
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- And when you've got an armenian quarter,
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- An armenian quarter, and a christian quarter,
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- And a christian quarter, and a muslim quarter,
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- And a muslim quarter, and a jewish quarter,
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- And a jewish quarter, how could it be so divided?
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- How could it be so divided? when i went to spain,
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- When i went to spain, there were spanish people.
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- There were spanish people. in greece, there were
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- In greece, there were greek people.
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- Greek people. i just thought it would be
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- I just thought it would be all jewish people.
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- All jewish people. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> in my ignorance,
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- >> in my ignorance, i didn't know.
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- I didn't know. >> that's an
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- >> that's an interesting response.
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- Interesting response. you're not a believer and you
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- You're not a believer and you feel the warfare.
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- Feel the warfare. >> i felt it.
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- >> i felt it. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> it was --
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- >> it was -- it was blatant.
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- It was blatant. it was obvious.
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- It was obvious. you'd have to be dead
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- You'd have to be dead not to feel it.
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- Not to feel it. so, we were there for
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- So, we were there for about seven, eight days.
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- About seven, eight days. still had a good time.
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- Still had a good time. still managed to party and go
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- Still managed to party and go to some good restaurants.
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- To some good restaurants. and the last day before we were
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- And the last day before we were going to greece, i said,
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- Going to greece, i said, "bernadette, let's go up north."
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- "bernadette, let's go up north." she said, "why?"
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- She said, "why?" i said, "i've read about
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- I said, "i've read about this place.
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- This place. i'd like to check it out."
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- I'd like to check it out." you know, and something really
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- You know, and something really amazing happened there.
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- Amazing happened there. i mean, jesus --
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- I mean, jesus -- i called him, "this jesus."
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- I called him, "this jesus." forgive me.
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- Forgive me. but at the time,
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- But at the time, this jesus transfigures.
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- This jesus transfigures. and moses and elijah,
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- And moses and elijah, those were my guys.
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- Those were my guys. you know, mose --
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- You know, mose -- there are --
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- There are -- right?
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- Right? moses and elijah shows up.
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- Moses and elijah shows up. i wanna --
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- I wanna -- >> they're our guys.
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- >> they're our guys. >> i wanna go check it out.
- 00:14:07.572 --> 00:14:08.473
- >> i wanna go check it out. so, it was the last day.
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- So, it was the last day. why were we gonna go to greece?
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- Why were we gonna go to greece? i was convinced israel was
- 00:14:11.042 --> 00:14:12.210
- I was convinced israel was gonna be horrific.
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- Gonna be horrific. so, give me a week in greece.
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- So, give me a week in greece. and so, we went up there
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- And so, we went up there and we're looking for
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- And we're looking for the transfiguration mountain.
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- The transfiguration mountain. this is 1989.
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- This is 1989. and a lot of jewish people
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- And a lot of jewish people were hitchhiking
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- Were hitchhiking especially soldiers.
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- Especially soldiers. so, we picked them up.
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- So, we picked them up. i said, "do you know
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- I said, "do you know where the transfiguration
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- Where the transfiguration mountain is?"
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- Mountain is?" they didn't speak english.
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- They didn't speak english. little did i know,
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- Little did i know, the biblical name is tabor.
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- The biblical name is tabor. mount tabor.
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- Mount tabor. the biblical name
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- The biblical name for what transpired there
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- For what transpired there was transfigure.
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- Was transfigure. so, nobody knew where it was.
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- So, nobody knew where it was. so, this one guy is hitchhiking,
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- So, this one guy is hitchhiking, and i said,
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- And i said, "where are you going?"
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- "where are you going?" he said, "i'm going to tabor."
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- He said, "i'm going to tabor." i said, "okay, we got
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- I said, "okay, we got nothing better to do.
- 00:14:47.879 --> 00:14:50.214
- Nothing better to do. we were jump bumming around."
- 00:14:50.281 --> 00:14:50.848
- We were jump bumming around." so, i drove him there,
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- So, i drove him there, dropped him off.
- 00:14:52.016 --> 00:14:53.551
- Dropped him off. looked to my left
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- Looked to my left and there was a mountain.
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- And there was a mountain. and i don't how to explain this,
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- And i don't how to explain this, but then again,
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- But then again, i don't know how to explain
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- I don't know how to explain a lot of things about god.
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- A lot of things about god. i just try to follow his lead,
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- I just try to follow his lead, you know.
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- You know. i'm just a guy.
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- I'm just a guy. he is the god.
- 00:15:05.129 --> 00:15:06.230
- He is the god. i felt like somebody was
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- I felt like somebody was on top of the mountain with
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- On top of the mountain with a fishing rod and they cast it,
- 00:15:09.600 --> 00:15:12.503
- A fishing rod and they cast it, and the hook went into my heart.
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- And the hook went into my heart. and i could not prevent myself
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- And i could not prevent myself from going up.
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- From going up. bernadette was screaming
- 00:15:19.577 --> 00:15:21.179
- Bernadette was screaming and she's a tough bronx chick.
- 00:15:21.245 --> 00:15:22.880
- And she's a tough bronx chick. she was screaming,
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- She was screaming, because i was driving
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- Because i was driving so recklessly up tabor.
- 00:15:25.249 --> 00:15:28.052
- So recklessly up tabor. something was pulling me.
- 00:15:28.119 --> 00:15:29.821
- Something was pulling me. i had to get up there
- 00:15:29.887 --> 00:15:30.722
- I had to get up there and i don't know why.
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- And i don't know why. >> you could just feel it.
- 00:15:31.422 --> 00:15:32.090
- >> you could just feel it. it just grabbed hold of you.
- 00:15:32.156 --> 00:15:32.924
- It just grabbed hold of you. >> it was --
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- >> it was -- >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> again, it was blatant.
- 00:15:34.759 --> 00:15:36.527
- >> again, it was blatant. nothing was gonna stop me.
- 00:15:36.594 --> 00:15:37.462
- Nothing was gonna stop me. wild horses couldn't keep me
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- Wild horses couldn't keep me away from getting up
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- Away from getting up to that mountain.
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- To that mountain. >> yeah.
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- >> yeah. >> and i did,
- 00:15:41.432 --> 00:15:42.800
- >> and i did, and i opened up the car door
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- And i opened up the car door and i ran out.
- 00:15:44.702 --> 00:15:45.269
- And i ran out. i never closed the car door.
- 00:15:45.336 --> 00:15:47.005
- I never closed the car door. i ran out and i saw
- 00:15:47.071 --> 00:15:47.805
- I ran out and i saw this basilica, this covering,
- 00:15:47.872 --> 00:15:49.874
- This basilica, this covering, and i ran to the covering.
- 00:15:49.941 --> 00:15:50.808
- And i ran to the covering. just on top of the mountain,
- 00:15:50.875 --> 00:15:51.609
- Just on top of the mountain, there was a plaque.
- 00:15:51.676 --> 00:15:52.944
- There was a plaque. and the plaque said,
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- And the plaque said, "the basilica
- 00:15:53.878 --> 00:15:54.379
- "the basilica to the transfiguration."
- 00:15:54.445 --> 00:15:56.514
- To the transfiguration." and i heard a voice.
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- And i heard a voice. i can't guarantee
- 00:15:57.181 --> 00:15:58.082
- I can't guarantee it was an audible voice.
- 00:15:58.149 --> 00:15:59.584
- It was an audible voice. but i definitely heard it
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- But i definitely heard it in my heart, and it said,
- 00:16:00.885 --> 00:16:02.553
- In my heart, and it said, "come away with me and pray."
- 00:16:02.620 --> 00:16:04.789
- "come away with me and pray." and i'm embarrassed to say
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- And i'm embarrassed to say i didn't know how to pray.
- 00:16:05.857 --> 00:16:07.191
- I didn't know how to pray. i knew rote prayers
- 00:16:07.258 --> 00:16:07.892
- I knew rote prayers from my jewish upbringing.
- 00:16:07.959 --> 00:16:09.093
- From my jewish upbringing. i didn't know how
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- I didn't know how to talk to god.
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- To talk to god. so, the best i could do is,
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- So, the best i could do is, i went to a quiet spot.
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- I went to a quiet spot. i stood.
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- I stood. i closed my eyes.
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- I closed my eyes. i emptied myself so i can
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- I emptied myself so i can raise my consciousness.
- 00:16:18.603 --> 00:16:20.304
- Raise my consciousness. and it was almost like i was
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- And it was almost like i was doing a sun posture,
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- Doing a sun posture, if you will.
- 00:16:23.007 --> 00:16:25.209
- If you will. and then it happened.
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- And then it happened. >> no witnessing?
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- >> no witnessing? no, no...
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- No, no... >> no.
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- >> no. >> nothing?
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- >> nothing? no, bible reading?
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- No, bible reading? >> i think i was so far gone
- 00:16:34.952 --> 00:16:36.020
- >> i think i was so far gone that i needed something.
- 00:16:36.087 --> 00:16:37.422
- That i needed something. and god's infinite mercy
- 00:16:37.488 --> 00:16:38.423
- And god's infinite mercy and grace --
- 00:16:38.489 --> 00:16:40.224
- And grace -- i needed something more than
- 00:16:40.291 --> 00:16:42.293
- I needed something more than just have somebody share
- 00:16:42.360 --> 00:16:44.328
- Just have somebody share the gospel with me from
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- The gospel with me from the book of romans.
- 00:16:45.329 --> 00:16:46.297
- The book of romans. i needed something big.
- 00:16:46.364 --> 00:16:48.566
- I needed something big. and so, i tell people
- 00:16:48.633 --> 00:16:51.302
- And so, i tell people i went into a trance.
- 00:16:51.369 --> 00:16:52.203
- I went into a trance. and obviously,
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- And obviously, some mainline christians
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- Some mainline christians and believers have a problem
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- And believers have a problem with that ‘cause
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- With that ‘cause they think trance,
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- They think trance, they think cult.
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- They think cult. but in actuality,
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- But in actuality, the bible says in acts 10:10
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- The bible says in acts 10:10 that peter went into a trance.
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- That peter went into a trance. and in acts 22:17 it says
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- And in acts 22:17 it says paul went into a trance.
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- Paul went into a trance. those are heavy hitters.
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- Those are heavy hitters. those are heavy hitters.
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- Those are heavy hitters. trance is when you're thrown
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- Trance is when you're thrown out of your mind.
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- Out of your mind. i --
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- I -- it was radical.
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- It was radical. when i met him,
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- When i met him, this eastern sky opened up.
- 00:17:16.360 --> 00:17:17.462
- This eastern sky opened up. he came down.
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- He came down. his face shone like the sun.
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- His face shone like the sun. his clothes was
- 00:17:20.698 --> 00:17:21.232
- His clothes was a white as light.
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- A white as light. he pressed himself up
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- He pressed himself up against me.
- 00:17:22.800 --> 00:17:25.870
- Against me. and the first --
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- And the first -- the first thing he said was,
- 00:17:26.471 --> 00:17:28.106
- The first thing he said was, "i love you."
- 00:17:28.172 --> 00:17:29.740
- "i love you." now, i got a lot of love
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- Now, i got a lot of love from my mom.
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- From my mom. my mom was a very loving person,
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- My mom was a very loving person, very, incredibly gentle,
- 00:17:33.344 --> 00:17:34.812
- Very, incredibly gentle, beautiful spirit.
- 00:17:34.879 --> 00:17:36.380
- Beautiful spirit. i had aunts.
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- I had aunts. i had three sisters
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- I had three sisters that loved me dearly.
- 00:17:37.982 --> 00:17:39.350
- That loved me dearly. i had a wife with me
- 00:17:39.417 --> 00:17:40.651
- I had a wife with me that loved me dearly.
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- That loved me dearly. i never felt love like i felt
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- I never felt love like i felt in that moment.
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- In that moment. it's inexplicable.
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- It's inexplicable. >> it's incredible.
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- >> it's incredible. >> it was otherworldly.
- 00:17:47.525 --> 00:17:49.227
- >> it was otherworldly. it was otherworldly.
- 00:17:49.293 --> 00:17:50.461
- It was otherworldly. i was in a wrapped condition.
- 00:17:50.528 --> 00:17:52.763
- I was in a wrapped condition. it was something
- 00:17:52.830 --> 00:17:53.698
- It was something i've never felt,
- 00:17:53.764 --> 00:17:54.332
- I've never felt, something i never felt since.
- 00:17:54.398 --> 00:17:56.000
- Something i never felt since. i have four children
- 00:17:56.067 --> 00:17:56.901
- I have four children that love me.
- 00:17:56.968 --> 00:17:58.102
- That love me. it was something more intense.
- 00:17:58.169 --> 00:18:00.171
- It was something more intense. >> i wanna move on
- 00:18:00.238 --> 00:18:00.905
- >> i wanna move on 'cause we just have
- 00:18:00.972 --> 00:18:01.672
- 'cause we just have a little bit of time left.
- 00:18:01.739 --> 00:18:03.040
- A little bit of time left. quickly, you've been through --
- 00:18:03.107 --> 00:18:05.143
- Quickly, you've been through -- we had a parallel
- 00:18:05.209 --> 00:18:05.710
- We had a parallel health crisis...
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- Health crisis... >> yes.
- 00:18:06.477 --> 00:18:07.245
- >> yes. >> and we're alive today
- 00:18:07.311 --> 00:18:08.579
- >> and we're alive today by the grace of god.
- 00:18:08.646 --> 00:18:09.347
- By the grace of god. >> yes.
- 00:18:09.413 --> 00:18:09.780
- >> yes. >> just talk about that
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- >> just talk about that 'cause it really parallels.
- 00:18:10.882 --> 00:18:12.016
- 'cause it really parallels. we've been on the phone
- 00:18:12.083 --> 00:18:12.783
- We've been on the phone with each other
- 00:18:12.850 --> 00:18:13.885
- With each other encouraging each other.
- 00:18:13.951 --> 00:18:15.353
- Encouraging each other. but talk about that.
- 00:18:15.419 --> 00:18:17.688
- But talk about that. >> i was with bernadette
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- >> i was with bernadette in saint louis, and i collapsed.
- 00:18:19.190 --> 00:18:22.126
- In saint louis, and i collapsed. i was rushed to the hospital.
- 00:18:22.193 --> 00:18:24.328
- I was rushed to the hospital. they said i had
- 00:18:24.395 --> 00:18:24.862
- They said i had a blood staph infection.
- 00:18:24.929 --> 00:18:25.730
- A blood staph infection. i said, "okay."
- 00:18:25.796 --> 00:18:26.631
- I said, "okay." i thought after
- 00:18:26.697 --> 00:18:27.265
- I thought after my doctor said --
- 00:18:27.331 --> 00:18:27.798
- My doctor said -- he said 20% of people die
- 00:18:27.865 --> 00:18:28.900
- He said 20% of people die from blood staph.
- 00:18:28.966 --> 00:18:30.468
- From blood staph. "what do we do?"
- 00:18:30.535 --> 00:18:31.068
- "what do we do?" i was admitted.
- 00:18:31.135 --> 00:18:32.036
- I was admitted. i was given some
- 00:18:32.103 --> 00:18:32.703
- I was given some strong antibiotics,vancomycin,
- 00:18:32.770 --> 00:18:34.472
- Strong antibiotics,vancomycin, my renal shut down,
- 00:18:34.539 --> 00:18:35.273
- My renal shut down, so now i'm in kidney failure
- 00:18:35.339 --> 00:18:37.208
- So now i'm in kidney failure along with the blood staph,
- 00:18:37.275 --> 00:18:39.043
- Along with the blood staph, and i have stents.
- 00:18:39.110 --> 00:18:39.844
- And i have stents. i have a disease.
- 00:18:39.911 --> 00:18:41.045
- I have a disease. i have a vascular disease,
- 00:18:41.112 --> 00:18:42.079
- I have a vascular disease, so i have all these stents
- 00:18:42.146 --> 00:18:42.980
- So i have all these stents in my body.
- 00:18:43.047 --> 00:18:43.414
- In my body. and they said,
- 00:18:43.481 --> 00:18:43.781
- And they said, "listen, we're worried
- 00:18:43.848 --> 00:18:44.949
- "listen, we're worried because this blood staph likes
- 00:18:45.016 --> 00:18:47.418
- Because this blood staph likes to seat itself in the stents."
- 00:18:47.485 --> 00:18:50.521
- To seat itself in the stents." i was like, "what do we do?"
- 00:18:50.588 --> 00:18:51.389
- I was like, "what do we do?" he said, "we gotta rush you
- 00:18:51.455 --> 00:18:52.123
- He said, "we gotta rush you to emory.
- 00:18:52.190 --> 00:18:53.558
- To emory. we had to do surgery.
- 00:18:53.624 --> 00:18:54.325
- We had to do surgery. you gotta get in
- 00:18:54.392 --> 00:18:54.859
- You gotta get in a local hospital."
- 00:18:54.926 --> 00:18:55.660
- A local hospital." i was rushed there.
- 00:18:55.726 --> 00:18:56.360
- I was rushed there. i was riding in pain.
- 00:18:56.427 --> 00:18:57.528
- I was riding in pain. long story short.
- 00:18:57.595 --> 00:18:58.996
- Long story short. they said they're gonna
- 00:18:59.063 --> 00:18:59.497
- They said they're gonna have to open me up.
- 00:18:59.564 --> 00:19:00.164
- Have to open me up. they don't know what's going on.
- 00:19:00.231 --> 00:19:01.999
- They don't know what's going on. and i said to the doctor,
- 00:19:02.066 --> 00:19:03.301
- And i said to the doctor, who i knew for ten years now,
- 00:19:03.367 --> 00:19:04.969
- Who i knew for ten years now, an exceptional surgery,
- 00:19:05.036 --> 00:19:06.571
- An exceptional surgery, i said, "dr. dobesh,
- 00:19:06.637 --> 00:19:07.605
- I said, "dr. dobesh, should i say, 'goodbye,'
- 00:19:07.672 --> 00:19:08.639
- Should i say, 'goodbye,' to my children?"
- 00:19:08.706 --> 00:19:09.540
- To my children?" just tongue in cheek.
- 00:19:09.607 --> 00:19:12.677
- Just tongue in cheek. he said, "yes."
- 00:19:12.743 --> 00:19:15.346
- He said, "yes." and i'm very close to my kids.
- 00:19:15.413 --> 00:19:17.882
- And i'm very close to my kids. i'm not good at anything.
- 00:19:17.949 --> 00:19:20.084
- I'm not good at anything. i'm not gifted.
- 00:19:20.151 --> 00:19:20.985
- I'm not gifted. i have no talents.
- 00:19:21.052 --> 00:19:22.587
- I have no talents. but i lost my dad
- 00:19:22.653 --> 00:19:23.821
- But i lost my dad when i was young,
- 00:19:23.888 --> 00:19:24.455
- When i was young, and i loved my dad,
- 00:19:24.522 --> 00:19:25.189
- And i loved my dad, so i said,
- 00:19:25.256 --> 00:19:26.390
- So i said, “i'm going to be a good father.
- 00:19:26.457 --> 00:19:28.192
- “i'm going to be a good father. that's where i'm gonna
- 00:19:28.259 --> 00:19:28.826
- That's where i'm gonna spend my time.
- 00:19:28.893 --> 00:19:29.527
- Spend my time. that's gonna be my hobby.”
- 00:19:29.594 --> 00:19:31.362
- That's gonna be my hobby.” and i'm close with my kids.
- 00:19:31.429 --> 00:19:32.530
- And i'm close with my kids. they love me.
- 00:19:32.597 --> 00:19:33.164
- They love me. i love them.
- 00:19:33.231 --> 00:19:34.699
- I love them. and one by one,
- 00:19:34.765 --> 00:19:35.466
- And one by one, i had to pull them him.
- 00:19:35.533 --> 00:19:36.767
- I had to pull them him. i talked to 'em.
- 00:19:36.834 --> 00:19:38.936
- I talked to 'em. and i had to say to my oldest,
- 00:19:39.003 --> 00:19:41.239
- And i had to say to my oldest, "jeremy, it doesn't look good.
- 00:19:41.305 --> 00:19:44.408
- "jeremy, it doesn't look good. i have a very small chance
- 00:19:44.475 --> 00:19:45.576
- I have a very small chance to live.
- 00:19:45.643 --> 00:19:46.911
- To live. i love you.
- 00:19:46.978 --> 00:19:47.678
- I love you. you've never hurt me.
- 00:19:47.745 --> 00:19:50.014
- You've never hurt me. i've always felt 10 feet tall
- 00:19:50.081 --> 00:19:51.015
- I've always felt 10 feet tall when i was with you.
- 00:19:51.082 --> 00:19:52.049
- When i was with you. best days of my life."
- 00:19:52.116 --> 00:19:53.384
- Best days of my life." and he said,
- 00:19:53.451 --> 00:19:53.751
- And he said, "dad, i want you to know
- 00:19:53.818 --> 00:19:54.518
- "dad, i want you to know upfront if you don't make it,
- 00:19:54.585 --> 00:19:55.987
- Upfront if you don't make it, i'm not gonna go to your funeral
- 00:19:56.053 --> 00:19:58.823
- I'm not gonna go to your funeral 'cause i can't believe that
- 00:19:58.889 --> 00:20:00.458
- 'cause i can't believe that you're not gonna be in my life."
- 00:20:00.524 --> 00:20:02.927
- You're not gonna be in my life." and the next three went
- 00:20:02.994 --> 00:20:04.695
- And the next three went the same way.
- 00:20:04.762 --> 00:20:05.596
- The same way. my second son said,
- 00:20:05.663 --> 00:20:07.431
- My second son said, “dad, you're everybody's rabbi,
- 00:20:07.498 --> 00:20:09.367
- “dad, you're everybody's rabbi, but you're my rabbi.”
- 00:20:09.433 --> 00:20:10.735
- But you're my rabbi.” he said, “tell me,
- 00:20:10.801 --> 00:20:11.402
- He said, “tell me, what am i supposed to do
- 00:20:11.469 --> 00:20:12.370
- What am i supposed to do without my rabbi?”
- 00:20:12.436 --> 00:20:14.138
- Without my rabbi?” my daughter said,
- 00:20:14.205 --> 00:20:14.805
- My daughter said, “you're my best friend.
- 00:20:14.872 --> 00:20:16.674
- “you're my best friend. how am i supposed to go on?”
- 00:20:16.741 --> 00:20:18.509
- How am i supposed to go on?” it was awful.
- 00:20:18.576 --> 00:20:20.444
- It was awful. as great as that moment
- 00:20:20.511 --> 00:20:21.245
- As great as that moment was in mount tra --
- 00:20:21.312 --> 00:20:23.281
- Was in mount tra -- transfiguration mount,
- 00:20:23.347 --> 00:20:25.049
- Transfiguration mount, it was horrible,
- 00:20:25.116 --> 00:20:26.417
- It was horrible, horrific painful, tortured.
- 00:20:26.484 --> 00:20:29.887
- Horrific painful, tortured. i went through this
- 00:20:29.954 --> 00:20:30.454
- I went through this 12-and-a-half-hour surgery.
- 00:20:30.521 --> 00:20:32.290
- 12-and-a-half-hour surgery. lost all my blood.
- 00:20:32.356 --> 00:20:34.525
- Lost all my blood. the surgeon who was fairly
- 00:20:34.592 --> 00:20:36.160
- The surgeon who was fairly agnostic who i've been
- 00:20:36.227 --> 00:20:37.295
- Agnostic who i've been witnessing to for ten years,
- 00:20:37.361 --> 00:20:39.530
- Witnessing to for ten years, he said he looked up at
- 00:20:39.597 --> 00:20:40.298
- He said he looked up at the screen and he expected me
- 00:20:40.364 --> 00:20:41.699
- The screen and he expected me to be flatlined, and he said
- 00:20:41.766 --> 00:20:43.534
- To be flatlined, and he said i wasn't flatlined.
- 00:20:43.601 --> 00:20:44.468
- I wasn't flatlined. and i said, "dr. dobesh,
- 00:20:44.535 --> 00:20:45.603
- And i said, "dr. dobesh, how do you explain that?
- 00:20:45.670 --> 00:20:46.537
- How do you explain that? there was no gas in the car,
- 00:20:46.604 --> 00:20:47.605
- There was no gas in the car, how was it driving?
- 00:20:47.672 --> 00:20:48.372
- How was it driving? there's no --
- 00:20:48.439 --> 00:20:49.206
- There's no -- there's no blood
- 00:20:49.273 --> 00:20:49.807
- There's no blood in my system, how am i living?"
- 00:20:49.874 --> 00:20:51.309
- In my system, how am i living?" he said, "it's a phenomenon."
- 00:20:51.375 --> 00:20:53.611
- He said, "it's a phenomenon." i said, "that's called
- 00:20:53.678 --> 00:20:55.146
- I said, "that's called a miracle."
- 00:20:55.212 --> 00:20:55.846
- A miracle." >> yeah.
- 00:20:55.913 --> 00:20:56.480
- >> yeah. >> we throw that term around.
- 00:20:56.547 --> 00:20:58.215
- >> we throw that term around. when there's
- 00:20:58.282 --> 00:20:58.883
- When there's medical intervention,
- 00:20:58.949 --> 00:20:59.483
- Medical intervention, that's not a miracle,
- 00:20:59.550 --> 00:21:00.584
- That's not a miracle, that's a blessing.
- 00:21:00.651 --> 00:21:01.886
- That's a blessing. there's only 250 miracles
- 00:21:01.952 --> 00:21:02.953
- There's only 250 miracles in the bible.
- 00:21:03.020 --> 00:21:03.521
- In the bible. >> you know, they --
- 00:21:03.587 --> 00:21:04.288
- >> you know, they -- in my case,
- 00:21:04.355 --> 00:21:06.090
- In my case, very, very similar.
- 00:21:06.157 --> 00:21:07.024
- Very, very similar. the -- my --
- 00:21:07.091 --> 00:21:09.093
- The -- my -- the surgeon told my wife
- 00:21:09.160 --> 00:21:13.564
- The surgeon told my wife call his -- my fr --
- 00:21:13.631 --> 00:21:14.298
- Call his -- my fr -- told my friend,
- 00:21:14.365 --> 00:21:15.566
- Told my friend, 'cause i was in dallas,
- 00:21:15.633 --> 00:21:16.934
- 'cause i was in dallas, "you need to call his spouse.
- 00:21:17.001 --> 00:21:18.502
- "you need to call his spouse. he's not gonna make it."
- 00:21:18.569 --> 00:21:20.338
- He's not gonna make it." which is so horrible, horrible.
- 00:21:20.404 --> 00:21:22.573
- Which is so horrible, horrible. and then, i did
- 00:21:22.640 --> 00:21:24.308
- And then, i did pull through, miraculously,
- 00:21:24.375 --> 00:21:25.476
- Pull through, miraculously, and then they found a liver
- 00:21:25.543 --> 00:21:26.711
- And then they found a liver for me in four days.
- 00:21:26.777 --> 00:21:28.212
- For me in four days. and i remember this --
- 00:21:28.279 --> 00:21:29.113
- And i remember this -- the surgeon coming in
- 00:21:29.180 --> 00:21:30.381
- The surgeon coming in and saying,
- 00:21:30.448 --> 00:21:30.981
- And saying, “we found a liver for you,
- 00:21:31.048 --> 00:21:31.982
- “we found a liver for you, will you accept it?”
- 00:21:32.049 --> 00:21:33.484
- Will you accept it?” and i said, “is that a,” --
- 00:21:33.551 --> 00:21:35.920
- And i said, “is that a,” -- i said, “is that a miracle?”
- 00:21:35.986 --> 00:21:36.787
- I said, “is that a miracle?” he said, “it's highly unusual.
- 00:21:36.854 --> 00:21:38.589
- He said, “it's highly unusual. four days in a system that
- 00:21:38.656 --> 00:21:40.124
- Four days in a system that takes six months.
- 00:21:40.191 --> 00:21:41.792
- Takes six months. yeah.
- 00:21:41.859 --> 00:21:42.193
- Yeah. was absolutely mir,” --
- 00:21:42.259 --> 00:21:43.361
- Was absolutely mir,” -- miracle after miracle.
- 00:21:43.427 --> 00:21:44.762
- Miracle after miracle. my doctor told me that i had
- 00:21:44.829 --> 00:21:46.197
- My doctor told me that i had a 10% chance of surviving
- 00:21:46.263 --> 00:21:48.532
- A 10% chance of surviving at the ten-month mark.
- 00:21:48.599 --> 00:21:49.667
- At the ten-month mark. he told me, "only one in ten
- 00:21:49.734 --> 00:21:51.435
- He told me, "only one in ten make it to where you have."
- 00:21:51.502 --> 00:21:53.070
- Make it to where you have." i said, "is that a miracle?"
- 00:21:53.137 --> 00:21:56.273
- I said, "is that a miracle?" and he said,
- 00:21:56.340 --> 00:21:56.707
- And he said, "it's highly unusual."
- 00:21:56.774 --> 00:21:57.441
- "it's highly unusual." and then, he --
- 00:21:57.508 --> 00:21:58.175
- And then, he -- i said, "is it a miracle?"
- 00:21:58.242 --> 00:21:59.577
- I said, "is it a miracle?" he said, "yes, it's a miracle."
- 00:21:59.643 --> 00:22:01.379
- He said, "yes, it's a miracle." we're miracle survivors,
- 00:22:01.445 --> 00:22:03.547
- We're miracle survivors, my friend.
- 00:22:03.614 --> 00:22:04.548
- My friend. >> and, you know, i --
- 00:22:04.615 --> 00:22:06.217
- >> and, you know, i -- they say i'm a miracle.
- 00:22:06.283 --> 00:22:07.218
- They say i'm a miracle. i'd rather not be --
- 00:22:07.284 --> 00:22:08.319
- I'd rather not be -- i'd rather not have
- 00:22:08.386 --> 00:22:09.120
- I'd rather not have gone through that.
- 00:22:09.186 --> 00:22:10.554
- Gone through that. but during that time,
- 00:22:10.621 --> 00:22:13.624
- But during that time, i struggled.
- 00:22:13.691 --> 00:22:15.226
- I struggled. i'm a man of faith.
- 00:22:15.292 --> 00:22:16.026
- I'm a man of faith. that's all i got going for me.
- 00:22:16.093 --> 00:22:17.695
- That's all i got going for me. but around day 47
- 00:22:17.762 --> 00:22:18.662
- But around day 47 in the hospital,
- 00:22:18.729 --> 00:22:20.097
- In the hospital, i was struggling so much
- 00:22:20.164 --> 00:22:21.098
- I was struggling so much it was my 65th birthday.
- 00:22:21.165 --> 00:22:22.967
- It was my 65th birthday. and again, i'm embarrassed
- 00:22:23.033 --> 00:22:23.801
- And again, i'm embarrassed to tell you,
- 00:22:23.868 --> 00:22:24.301
- To tell you, but i told my wife,
- 00:22:24.368 --> 00:22:25.369
- But i told my wife, “if you love me,
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- “if you love me, take the pillow.
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- Take the pillow. i'm done, bern.”
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- >> this is such
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- >> this is such a powerful testimony,
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- A powerful testimony, and i know you
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- And i know you want to hear more
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- Want to hear more but we need to slip away
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- But we need to slip away for just a moment.
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- For just a moment. jewish voice is reaching out
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- Jewish voice is reaching out to share the gospel
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- To share the gospel and rabbi greg will help you
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- And rabbi greg will help you to share your faith
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- To share your faith with your jewish friend,
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- With your jewish friend, neighbor, coworker, mem --
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- Neighbor, coworker, mem -- maybe a family member.
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- Maybe a family member. they're in your life
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- They're in your life for a purpose, not by accident.
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- For a purpose, not by accident. we have some great resources
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- We have some great resources to share with you including
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- To share with you including a book from rabbi greg.
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- A book from rabbi greg. so, listen carefully
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- So, listen carefully and we'll be right back.
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- >> do you also feel
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- God's pull drawing you to him?
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- You will when you read
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- Rabbi greg's book,
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- "don't die in your sins."
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- It's easy to read,
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- Easy to understand,
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- But extraordinary in how
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- It can lead to a changed life.
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- For your gift
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- Of only $20 or more,
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- We'll send you the book,
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- "don't die in your sins,"
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- And this gold scroll mezuzah.
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- Post this container
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- And parchment on
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- The doorframe of your home
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- As a reminder to put god first
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- And trust him to guard
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- Your comings and goings.
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- Become a new shalom partner
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- With your gift of $40
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- And we'll send you rabbi greg's
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- Book and the mezuzah,
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- Plus the workbook,
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- "confessing
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- The hebrew scriptures:
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- The god who sees me".
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- By listening to the cd
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- And confessing god's promises
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- In both hebrew and english,
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- You'll experience
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- The reality of god's love
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- In a wonderful new way.
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- Scriptures devotional.
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- The perfect size to take
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- With you to encourage you
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- Of daily life.
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- As a new shalom partner,
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- Around the world
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- And in israel,
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- Providing urgently needed
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- Humanitarian and medical aid,
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- Sharing the gospel,
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- And even helping
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- Build bomb shelters.
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- It's lifesaving,
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- Your gift is making
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- A difference.
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- >> we always take time
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- >> we always take time in the program to pray
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- In the program to pray for our viewers,
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- For our viewers, to pray for you,
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- To pray for you, for your family,
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- For your family, for your loved ones.
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- For your loved ones. and we've had so many
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- And we've had so many prayer requests this week.
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- Prayer requests this week. god is listening.
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- God is listening. god hears and he answers.
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- God hears and he answers. rabbi greg, would you
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- Rabbi greg, would you lead us in prayer?
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- Lead us in prayer? and i think there may be people
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- And i think there may be people watching that haven't yet had
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- Watching that haven't yet had that mount tabor experience.
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- That mount tabor experience. >> i know it's a common belief
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- >> i know it's a common belief in christianity that at
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- In christianity that at the end of your life,
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- The end of your life, you're really gonna hear,
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- You're really gonna hear, "well done,
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- "well done, good and faithful servant,"
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- Good and faithful servant," or "flee from me
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- Or "flee from me i never knew you."
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- I never knew you." but that parallels
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- But that parallels the jewish thinking,
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- The jewish thinking, and the jewish mindset.
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- And the jewish mindset. in the book of daniel, it says,
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- In the book of daniel, it says, "at the end of your life
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- "at the end of your life you'll drink from
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- You'll drink from the cup of salvation
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- The cup of salvation or the cup of judgement.
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- Or the cup of judgement. how do you know?"
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- How do you know?" my mother used to say,
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- My mother used to say, "my son, if your good
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- "my son, if your good outweighs your bad,
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- Outweighs your bad, then you're gonna go to heaven."
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- Then you're gonna go to heaven." how does one know if their
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- How does one know if their good outweighs their bad?
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- Good outweighs their bad? your trials will never
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- Your trials will never exceed your transgressions.
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- Exceed your transgressions. the problem isn't judaism,
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- The problem isn't judaism, but the answer isn't judaism.
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- But the answer isn't judaism. the problem is sin
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- The problem is sin and the answer is yeshua.
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- And the answer is yeshua. and he's not
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- And he's not the god of christianity.
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- The god of christianity. he didn't come to start
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- He didn't come to start a new religion.
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- A new religion. he came to finish an old one.
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- He came to finish an old one. it says, "as many received him."
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- It says, "as many received him." i want you to know that
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- I want you to know that if you receive yeshua
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- If you receive yeshua as your lord and savior,
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- As your lord and savior, you're all the more jewish.
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- You're all the more jewish. it doesn't take away from
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- It doesn't take away from your judaism.
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- Your judaism. jesus wasn't jewish.
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- Jesus wasn't jewish. he is and still is.
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- He is and still is. so, i wanna pray.
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- So, i wanna pray. "father, please, do what you
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- "father, please, do what you do that we can't do.
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- Do that we can't do. all we can do is lift yeshua up,
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- All we can do is lift yeshua up, but you draw men because you
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- But you draw men because you have to get the glory.
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- Have to get the glory. draw your people.
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- Draw your people. draw your people.
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- Draw your people. please, father god,
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- Please, father god, they're my jewish brethren,
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- They're my jewish brethren, they mean well,
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- They mean well, but they don't see it.
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- But they don't see it. you have to unveil their eyes.
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- You have to unveil their eyes. i'm asking you to do this
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- I'm asking you to do this in your infinite mercy.
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- In your infinite mercy. show them who their messiah is.
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- Show them who their messiah is. show them yeshua.
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- Show them yeshua. let them see it like i saw it.
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- Let them see it like i saw it. and i ask these things in his
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- And i ask these things in his name and his name only.
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- Name and his name only. amen."
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- >> rabbi greg, thank you for
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- >> rabbi greg, thank you for joining us today and for sharing
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- Joining us today and for sharing your story with our audience.
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- Your story with our audience. we invite you to go deeper
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- We invite you to go deeper and find meaningful ways
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- And find meaningful ways to support and bless israel
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- To support and bless israel and the jewish people
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- And the jewish people by visiting jewishvoice.tv,
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- By visiting jewishvoice.tv, jewishvoice.tv.
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- Jewishvoice.tv. there, you'll discover resources
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- There, you'll discover resources to grow in your faith
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- To grow in your faith and opportunities
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- And opportunities to make a positive impact.
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- To make a positive impact. and you can send prayer requests
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- And you can send prayer requests to us on the site,
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- To us on the site, and we will pray for each
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- And we will pray for each prayer you send us.
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- Prayer you send us. remember, the greatest news
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- Remember, the greatest news you can give any jewish person
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- You can give any jewish person is the good news
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- Is the good news of their messiah, "yeshua."
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- Of their messiah, "yeshua." and that's true for all people.
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- And that's true for all people. "jesus is the way, the truth,
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- And the life."
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- And the life." as we close our program,
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- As we close our program, i wanna remind you to pray
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- I wanna remind you to pray for the peace of jerusalem.
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- For the peace of jerusalem. psalm 122:6 says, "to pray for
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- Psalm 122:6 says, "to pray for the peace of jerusalem.
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- The peace of jerusalem. may they prosper
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- May they prosper who love thee."
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- Thank you.
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- Thank you. and until next time,
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- And until next time, this is jonathan bernis
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- This is jonathan bernis saying shalom
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- Saying shalom and god bless you.
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- ♪ ♪
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