Steven Furtick - The Blessing of Letting Go (Part 1)

June 22, 2026 | 27:29

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - The Blessing of Letting Go (Part 1) | June 22, 2026
  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> announcer: up next,
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  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> i wanna preach about
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  • >> i wanna preach about the blessing that god
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  • The blessing that god wants to give you.
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  • Wants to give you. and sometimes, these things
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  • And sometimes, these things do come in unexpected ways,
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  • Do come in unexpected ways, so prepare for it.
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  • So prepare for it. and just tell
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  • And just tell your neighbor real quick,
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  • Your neighbor real quick, "get ready for it."
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  • "get ready for it." >> congregation: get ready
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  • >> congregation: get ready for it.
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  • For it. >> get ready for it.
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  • I wanna share some time
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  • I wanna share some time with you today in genesis 32.
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  • With you today in genesis 32. and remain standing for
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  • And remain standing for the reading of god's word.
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  • The reading of god's word. greeting to all of our campuses
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  • Greeting to all of our campuses and our efam around the world.
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  • And our efam around the world. let's thank god for all
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  • Let's thank god for all who are joining us today,
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  • Who are joining us today, that they would receive
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  • That they would receive the flow of this anointing
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  • The flow of this anointing right where they are.
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  • Right where they are. [applause]
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  • [applause] come on, elevation ballantyne,
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  • Come on, elevation ballantyne, put those hands together.
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  • Put those hands together. let's welcome our
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  • Let's welcome our worldwide efam.
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  • Worldwide efam. [applause]
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  • [applause] genesis 32.
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  • Genesis 32. i had a hard time deciding
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  • I had a hard time deciding how much of this
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  • How much of this to read to you.
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  • To read to you. but i decided that we should
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  • But i decided that we should go from at least verse 7,
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  • Go from at least verse 7, so buckle in.
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  • So buckle in. in this passage of scripture,
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  • In this passage of scripture, wow, it's really for
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  • Wow, it's really for those of you who are
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  • Those of you who are wrestling with something,
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  • Wrestling with something, and you've been struggling
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  • And you've been struggling because you're wrestling.
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  • Because you're wrestling. you've been struggling to rest
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  • You've been struggling to rest in what you have
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  • In what you have and who you are because of
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  • And who you are because of what you're wrestling with.
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  • What you're wrestling with. that's who
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  • That's who i'm preaching to today.
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  • I'm preaching to today. genesis 32:7, the bible says,
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  • Genesis 32:7, the bible says, "in great fear and distress
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  • "in great fear and distress jacob divided the people
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  • Jacob divided the people who were with him
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  • Who were with him into two groups,
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  • Into two groups, and the flocks and herds
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  • And the flocks and herds and camels as well.
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  • And camels as well. he thought, 'if esau comes
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  • He thought, 'if esau comes and attacks one group,
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  • And attacks one group, the group that is left
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  • The group that is left may escape.'"
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  • May escape.'" now, for everybody who
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  • Now, for everybody who is kind of a control freak,
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  • Is kind of a control freak, you can relate to this.
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  • You can relate to this. you start making all of these
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  • You start making all of these plans and backup plans
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  • Plans and backup plans for your backup plans
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  • For your backup plans and all of these ways that
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  • And all of these ways that you start working it out.
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  • You start working it out. you know, but jacob
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  • You know, but jacob is doing that because
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  • Is doing that because it said in verse 8,
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  • It said in verse 8, "he thought that esau
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  • "he thought that esau was coming to attack him,"
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  • Was coming to attack him," his brother.
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  • His brother. but look at verse 9, this is
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  • But look at verse 9, this is kind of a turning point
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  • Kind of a turning point in the passage,
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  • In the passage, "then jacob prayed."
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  • "then jacob prayed." so, watch this, verse 8,
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  • So, watch this, verse 8, "he thought."
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  • "he thought." verse 9, "then jacob prayed."
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  • Verse 9, "then jacob prayed." you know, the devil
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  • You know, the devil shouldn't have let you
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  • Shouldn't have let you get here today because
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  • Get here today because he's had you in your head,
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  • He's had you in your head, and you've been thinking
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  • And you've been thinking about the attack.
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  • About the attack. but the moment that you
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  • But the moment that you started praising god today
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  • Started praising god today and lifted your eyes to him...
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  • And lifted your eyes to him... come on, i declare
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  • Come on, i declare a level change
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  • A level change in your situation.
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  • In your situation. [applause]
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  • [applause] "then jacob prayed,
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  • "then jacob prayed, 'o god of my father abraham,
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  • 'o god of my father abraham, god of my father isaac,
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  • God of my father isaac, lord, you who said to me,
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  • Lord, you who said to me, 'go back to your country
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  • 'go back to your country and your relatives,
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  • And your relatives, and i will make you prosper,'
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  • And i will make you prosper,' i am unworthy of all
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  • I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness
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  • The kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant.
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  • You have shown your servant. i had only my staff
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  • I had only my staff when i crossed this jordan,
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  • When i crossed this jordan, but now i have become two camps.
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  • But now i have become two camps. save me, i pray, from the hand
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  • Save me, i pray, from the hand of my brother esau,
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  • Of my brother esau, for i am afraid that he will
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  • For i am afraid that he will come and attack me,
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  • Come and attack me, and also the mothers
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  • And also the mothers with their children.
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  • With their children. but you have said,
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  • But you have said, but you have said,
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  • But you have said, 'i will surely make you prosper
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  • 'i will surely make you prosper and will make your descendants
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  • And will make your descendants like the sand of the sea,
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  • Like the sand of the sea, which cannot be counted.'
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  • Which cannot be counted.' he spent the night there,
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  • He spent the night there, and from what he had with him
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  • And from what he had with him he selected a gift
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  • He selected a gift for his brother esau."
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  • For his brother esau." i'mma read you
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  • I'mma read you the whole list, alright?
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  • The whole list, alright? just so you can see
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  • Just so you can see how blessed jacob was.
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  • How blessed jacob was. "two hundred female goats
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  • "two hundred female goats and twenty male goats,
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  • And twenty male goats, two hundred ewes
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  • Two hundred ewes and twenty rams,
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  • And twenty rams, thirty female camels
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  • Thirty female camels with their young,
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  • With their young, forty cows and ten bulls,"
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  • Forty cows and ten bulls," old boy is doing pretty good.
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  • Old boy is doing pretty good. he said a few verses ago,
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  • He said a few verses ago, "i started with just a staff."
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  • "i started with just a staff." look what god gave him,
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  • Look what god gave him, "and twenty female donkeys
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  • "and twenty female donkeys and ten male donkeys.
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  • And ten male donkeys. he put them in the care
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  • He put them in the care of his servants,
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  • Of his servants, each herd by itself,
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  • Each herd by itself, and said to his servants,
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  • And said to his servants, 'go ahead of me, and keep
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  • 'go ahead of me, and keep some space between the herds.'
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  • Some space between the herds.' he instructed the one
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  • He instructed the one in the lead:
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  • In the lead: 'when my brother esau
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  • 'when my brother esau meets with you and asks,
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  • Meets with you and asks, 'who do you belong to,
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  • 'who do you belong to, where are you going,
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  • Where are you going, who owns all these animals
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  • Who owns all these animals in front of you?'
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  • In front of you?' then you are to say,
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  • Then you are to say, 'they belong
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  • 'they belong to your servant jacob.
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  • To your servant jacob. they are a gift
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  • They are a gift sent to my lord esau,
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  • Sent to my lord esau, and he is coming behind us.'
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  • And he is coming behind us.' he also instructed the second,
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  • He also instructed the second, and the third and all the others
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  • And the third and all the others who followed the herds,"
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  • Who followed the herds," he's covering all his bases
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  • He's covering all his bases for this thing that he's gotta
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  • For this thing that he's gotta deal with the next day.
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  • Deal with the next day. "'you are to say the same thing
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  • "'you are to say the same thing to esau when you meet him.
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  • To esau when you meet him. and be sure to say,
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  • And be sure to say, 'your servant jacob
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  • 'your servant jacob is coming behind us.'
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  • Is coming behind us.' for he thought,
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  • For he thought, 'i will pacify him with these
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  • 'i will pacify him with these gifts i'm sending on ahead.
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  • Gifts i'm sending on ahead. later, when i see him,
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  • Later, when i see him, perhaps he will receive me.'
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  • Perhaps he will receive me.' so, jacob's gifts
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  • So, jacob's gifts went on ahead of him,
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  • Went on ahead of him, but he himself
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  • But he himself spent the night in the camp.
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  • Spent the night in the camp. and that night jacob got up
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  • And that night jacob got up and took his two wives,
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  • And took his two wives, his two female servants
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  • His two female servants and his eleven sons,"
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  • And his eleven sons," that would keep you up
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  • That would keep you up all night, all of it:
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  • All night, all of it: the eleven sons,
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  • The eleven sons, the two wives, all of it.
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  • The two wives, all of it. that would give me
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  • That would give me indigestion and insomnia.
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  • Indigestion and insomnia. they don't make lunesta
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  • They don't make lunesta strong enough
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  • Strong enough for this situation.
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  • For this situation. and your brother
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  • And your brother might wanna kill.
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  • Might wanna kill. this is what he's dealing with.
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  • This is what he's dealing with. he took all of that,
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  • He took all of that, "and crossed the ford
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  • "and crossed the ford of the jabbok.
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  • Of the jabbok. after he had sent them
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  • After he had sent them across the stream,
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  • Across the stream, he sent over
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  • He sent over all his possessions.
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  • All his possessions. so jacob was left alone,
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  • So jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled
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  • And a man wrestled with him till daybreak.
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  • With him till daybreak. and when the man saw that
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  • And when the man saw that he could not overpower him,
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  • He could not overpower him, he touched the socket
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  • He touched the socket of jacob's hip
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  • Of jacob's hip so that his hip was wrenched
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  • So that his hip was wrenched as he wrestled with the man."
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  • As he wrestled with the man." and i'll stop here for now.
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  • And i'll stop here for now. "then the man said,
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  • "then the man said, 'let me go,
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  • 'let me go, for it is daybreak.'
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  • For it is daybreak.' but jacob replied,
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  • But jacob replied, 'i will not let you go
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  • 'i will not let you go unless you bless me.'"
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  • Unless you bless me.'" i wanna speak to you today
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  • I wanna speak to you today on the subject,
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  • On the subject, "the blessing of letting go."
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  • "the blessing of letting go." [applause]
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  • [applause] the blessing of letting go.
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  • The blessing of letting go. and let's pray one more time.
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  • And let's pray one more time. "father, your word is eternal.
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  • "father, your word is eternal. it produces what you
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  • It produces what you send it to produce.
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  • Send it to produce. it accomplishes what you
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  • It accomplishes what you intend for it to accomplish.
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  • Intend for it to accomplish. may it be so.
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  • May it be so. we call it done in the lives
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  • We call it done in the lives of these, your children.
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  • Of these, your children. and today, when the harvest
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  • And today, when the harvest comes from this word,
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  • Comes from this word, we'll give you all the praise
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  • We'll give you all the praise because you deserve it.
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  • Because you deserve it. in jesus' name."
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  • In jesus' name." amen.
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  • Amen. on your way to your seat
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  • On your way to your seat tell your neighbor,
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  • Tell your neighbor, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> yes, i'm blessed.
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  • >> yes, i'm blessed. say it convincingly now.
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  • Say it convincingly now. that first time
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  • That first time you sounded like you were
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  • You sounded like you were saying it under compulsion.
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  • Saying it under compulsion. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] you sounded like
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  • You sounded like i sent you to apologize.
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  • I sent you to apologize. like, your mom
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  • Like, your mom made you say that.
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  • Made you say that. "i'm sorry."
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  • "i'm sorry." [grumbling]
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  • [grumbling] [laughter]
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  • [laughter] look at them like you
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  • Look at them like you need to sell something
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  • Need to sell something to eat tonight and say,
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  • To eat tonight and say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> alright.
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  • >> alright. 'cause, i mean,
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  • 'cause, i mean, even the most basic reading
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  • Even the most basic reading of this bible story
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  • Of this bible story is confusing.
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  • Is confusing. you don't even have to get into
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  • You don't even have to get into all of the nuances of,
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  • All of the nuances of, "wait a minute.
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  • "wait a minute. god broke a guy's hip?"
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  • God broke a guy's hip?" you don't even have to get
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  • You don't even have to get into that to be confused.
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  • Into that to be confused. you can be just confused.
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  • You can be just confused. okay, there's one verse in ---
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  • Okay, there's one verse in --- this one verse is confusing
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  • This one verse is confusing just by itself,
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  • Just by itself, the one that i stopped on.
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  • The one that i stopped on. where jacob says to this guy
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  • Where jacob says to this guy who turns out to be
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  • Who turns out to be like an angel of god
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  • Like an angel of god or an appearance of god,
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  • Or an appearance of god, but he doesn't know that
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  • But he doesn't know that at the time because it's not
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  • At the time because it's not always obvious
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  • Always obvious that it's god when
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  • That it's god when you're going through things.
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  • You're going through things. i said, "it's not always
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  • I said, "it's not always obvious that it's god when
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  • Obvious that it's god when you're going through things."
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  • You're going through things." sometimes, you will give
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  • Sometimes, you will give the devil credit for something
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  • The devil credit for something that god is actually doing.
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  • That god is actually doing. so, you'll be like,
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  • So, you'll be like, "the devil is testing me."
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  • "the devil is testing me." no, god is training you.
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  • No, god is training you. and at the very end
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  • And at the very end of the passage,
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  • Of the passage, we find out that it was
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  • We find out that it was god with jacob.
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  • God with jacob. but the confusing thing,
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  • But the confusing thing, and i wanna know if
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  • And i wanna know if it confused you too,
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  • It confused you too, is that after reading that
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  • Is that after reading that whole list of rams,
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  • Whole list of rams, bulls, goats, donkeys,
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  • Bulls, goats, donkeys, all of those things
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  • All of those things that god gave jacob,
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  • That god gave jacob, he turns around
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  • He turns around and says to this --
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  • And says to this -- whatever he's wrestling with
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  • Whatever he's wrestling with that he doesn't really know
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  • That he doesn't really know what it is yet.
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  • What it is yet. he says, verse 26,
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  • He says, verse 26, "'i will not let you go
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  • "'i will not let you go unless you bless me.'"
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  • Unless you bless me.'" isn't he already blessed?
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  • Isn't he already blessed? i'm just asking the obvious.
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  • I'm just asking the obvious. how many donkeys was it?
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  • How many donkeys was it? were you counting them?
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  • Were you counting them? i wasn't counting them.
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  • I wasn't counting them. they were so many donkeys,
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  • They were so many donkeys, i lost count.
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  • I lost count. so much livestock.
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  • So much livestock. i mean, hebrew culture,
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  • I mean, hebrew culture, the proof of blessing was life,
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  • The proof of blessing was life, so having 11 sons,
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  • Which would later go on
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  • Which would later go on to be the tribes of israel.
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  • To be the tribes of israel. benjamin isn't born yet.
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  • Benjamin isn't born yet. but after benjamin,
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  • But after benjamin, it completes the roster,
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  • It completes the roster, the starting lineup
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  • The starting lineup for the nation of israel.
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  • For the nation of israel. and all of that is traveling
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  • And all of that is traveling with him and he's blessed.
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  • If you were to ask jacob
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  • If you were to ask jacob is he blessed, he'd say, "yes."
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  • Is he blessed, he'd say, "yes." he even said to god
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  • He even said to god when he was praying,
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  • When he was praying, "you know, you've done
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  • "you know, you've done so much for me.
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  • So much for me. i don't deserve it.
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  • I don't deserve it. i'm looking at a life that
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  • I'm looking at a life that i couldn't imagine.
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  • I couldn't imagine. and now, i'm living in something
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  • And now, i'm living in something that i never would have imagined
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  • That i never would have imagined through the lens of my past."
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  • Through the lens of my past." it reminded me of
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  • It reminded me of a conversation that i had
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  • A conversation that i had with a great entrepreneur.
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  • With a great entrepreneur. he was sharing with me about
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  • He was sharing with me about the pressure that he faces
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  • The pressure that he faces on a daily basis.
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  • On a daily basis. and his solution was,
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  • And his solution was, "i just need to be
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  • "i just need to be more grateful.
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  • More grateful. god has given me so much.
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  • God has given me so much. i just need to more grateful."
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  • I just need to more grateful." and we went through a list
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  • And we went through a list of some of the accomplishments
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  • Of some of the accomplishments that he had seen.
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  • That he had seen. and at the end of him talking
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  • And at the end of him talking about how he felt so guilty
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  • About how he felt so guilty because he wasn't more grateful,
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  • Because he wasn't more grateful, i asked him a question.
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  • I asked him a question. and it's a helpful question
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  • And it's a helpful question that i wanna ask you as well.
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  • That i wanna ask you as well. i said, "you keep saying
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  • I said, "you keep saying that you're not as grateful
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  • That you're not as grateful as you should be for everything
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  • As you should be for everything that god has given you.
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  • That god has given you. but i wonder if what
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  • But i wonder if what you're calling
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  • You're calling a lack of gratitude
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  • A lack of gratitude in your life really isn't
  • 00:10:27.312 --> 00:10:29.280
  • In your life really isn't just the load of pressure
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  • Just the load of pressure that you feel
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  • That you feel because of the blessings
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  • Because of the blessings that god has given.
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  • That god has given. and so, i don't think
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  • And so, i don't think it's necessarily that
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  • It's necessarily that you aren't grateful
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  • You aren't grateful for everything
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  • For everything that you just listed,
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  • That you just listed, that you know god has given you.
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  • That you know god has given you. i think it's that at times
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  • I think it's that at times you realize that,
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  • You realize that, 'yes, i'm blessed, but..."
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  • And so, look at
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  • And so, look at your neighbor again and say,
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  • Your neighbor again and say, "yes, i'm blessed...
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  • "yes, i'm blessed... >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed...
  • 00:10:58.610 --> 00:10:59.511
  • I'm blessed... >> but."
  • 00:10:59.577 --> 00:11:00.345
  • >> but." >> congregation: but.
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  • >> congregation: but. >> say it in that little
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  • >> say it in that little high voice like that.
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  • High voice like that. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] say it.
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  • Say it. look at them again.
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  • Look at them again. look at them again and say,
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  • Look at them again and say, "yes, i'm blessed...
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  • "yes, i'm blessed... >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed...
  • 00:11:10.455 --> 00:11:12.724
  • I'm blessed... >> but."
  • 00:11:12.791 --> 00:11:13.925
  • >> but." [laughing]
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  • [laughing] i wanted to call this message,
  • 00:11:16.594 --> 00:11:19.330
  • I wanted to call this message, "yes, i'm blessed, but."
  • 00:11:19.397 --> 00:11:23.535
  • "yes, i'm blessed, but." because when you
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  • Because when you came to church today,
  • 00:11:26.771 --> 00:11:27.472
  • Came to church today, you brought your bless but.
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  • You brought your bless but. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] sympathy laughs.
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  • Sympathy laughs. come on,
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  • Come on, it's pastor appreciation month.
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  • It's pastor appreciation month. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] it's amazing to me
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  • It's amazing to me how jacob could be so blessed
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  • How jacob could be so blessed that god has done so much,
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  • That god has done so much, that god has given
  • 00:11:46.925 --> 00:11:48.059
  • That god has given so many things,
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  • So many things, but the bible says,
  • 00:11:49.360 --> 00:11:50.995
  • But the bible says, "he was terrified.
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  • "he was terrified. he was threatened.
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  • He was threatened. he was uncertain."
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  • He was uncertain." and on the same prayer
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  • And on the same prayer that he's telling god,
  • 00:11:58.670 --> 00:11:59.537
  • That he's telling god, "you promised me that
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  • "you promised me that you're gonna create something
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  • You're gonna create something great out of my life,"
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  • Great out of my life," he's reminding god that
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  • He's reminding god that he has a brother named esau
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  • He has a brother named esau who's about to kill him.
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  • Who's about to kill him. so, he looked up one night
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  • So, he looked up one night and he saw all of the blessings
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  • And he saw all of the blessings god had given him,
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  • God had given him, but he also saw esau.
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  • But he also saw esau. not physically now,
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  • Not physically now, but he's imagining this brother.
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  • But he's imagining this brother. do you know about esau?
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  • Do you know about esau? esau is the brother who was
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  • Esau is the brother who was the firstborn of isaac,
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  • The firstborn of isaac, who was supposed to rightfully
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  • Who was supposed to rightfully carry the birthright
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  • Carry the birthright to bring forth
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  • To bring forth the nation of israel.
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  • The nation of israel. but jacob tricked his father
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  • But jacob tricked his father into giving him the birthright
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  • Into giving him the birthright and the blessing because
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  • And the blessing because isaac was going blind.
  • 00:12:44.182 --> 00:12:46.384
  • Isaac was going blind. so, jacob dressed up
  • 00:12:46.451 --> 00:12:48.019
  • So, jacob dressed up like he was esau.
  • 00:12:48.086 --> 00:12:49.554
  • Like he was esau. it was his mom's idea to do it,
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  • It was his mom's idea to do it, and she's like, "i got
  • 00:12:51.189 --> 00:12:52.590
  • And she's like, "i got some of his clothes.
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  • Some of his clothes. i can make some food.
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  • I can make some food. we can take it into isaac,
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  • We can take it into isaac, and isaac won't know
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  • And isaac won't know the difference,
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  • The difference, and we can get him
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  • And we can get him to bless you instead."
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  • To bless you instead." because she kind of liked jacob
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  • Because she kind of liked jacob and isaac kind of liked esau.
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  • And isaac kind of liked esau. and so, they switched it up
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  • And so, they switched it up and bamboozled isaac
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  • And bamboozled isaac to get jacob blessed.
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  • To get jacob blessed. and that is the background
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  • And that is the background of this story, is that
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  • Jacob is blessed, but...
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  • Blessed, but.
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  • Blessed, but. it's been 20 years
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  • It's been 20 years since he's seen esau.
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  • Since he's seen esau. he's been to a lot of places.
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  • He's been to a lot of places. he's seen a lot of things.
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  • He lived with uncle laban for
  • 00:13:29.928 --> 00:13:32.063
  • He lived with uncle laban for most of those 20 years
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  • Most of those 20 years in a foreign land.
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  • In a foreign land. he got two wives.
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  • He got two wives. you read about that in the text,
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  • You read about that in the text, rachel and leah.
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  • Rachel and leah. rachel was beautiful.
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  • Rachel was beautiful. leah was --
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  • Leah was -- had a good personality.
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  • Had a good personality. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and now, he's going back
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  • And now, he's going back with everything that god
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  • With everything that god has blessed him with, but.
  • 00:13:48.713 --> 00:13:52.684
  • Has blessed him with, but. i'mma preach this.
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  • I'mma preach this. i'mma preach this.
  • 00:13:53.384 --> 00:13:54.085
  • I'mma preach this. i'mma preach this
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  • I'mma preach this 'cause i feel it.
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  • 'cause i feel it. he's blessed, but.
  • 00:13:56.421 --> 00:14:01.059
  • He's blessed, but. he's got a thousand reasons
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  • He's got a thousand reasons to be thankful.
  • 00:14:03.461 --> 00:14:05.430
  • To be thankful. he's got a thousand reasons
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  • He's got a thousand reasons to be confident.
  • 00:14:07.632 --> 00:14:09.067
  • To be confident. he's got exhibit a, b, c, d,
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  • He's got exhibit a, b, c, d, e, f, g, h, i, j, k,
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  • E, f, g, h, i, j, k, that god keeps
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  • That god keeps his promises, but.
  • 00:14:15.340 --> 00:14:19.444
  • His promises, but. he knows the story
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  • He knows the story how god told his father --
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  • How god told his father -- well, not his father,
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  • Well, not his father, his grandfather, abraham,
  • 00:14:23.448 --> 00:14:25.116
  • His grandfather, abraham, "i will bless you
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  • "i will bless you and you will be a blessing."
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  • And you will be a blessing." he knows all of that so well
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  • He knows all of that so well that he can rehearse it
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  • That he can rehearse it in a prayer back to god
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  • In a prayer back to god in perfect prose and remind
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  • In perfect prose and remind god of how far he's come.
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  • God of how far he's come. it is not wasted on him
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  • It is not wasted on him what god has done for him.
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  • What god has done for him. he's very blessed, but.
  • 00:14:40.465 --> 00:14:45.403
  • He's very blessed, but. it is important
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  • It is important for us to realize,
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  • For us to realize, as we bring god our praise
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  • As we bring god our praise for the blessings
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  • For the blessings that we have received --
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  • That we have received -- and i need all
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  • And i need all the blessed people to take
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  • The blessed people to take a moment and clap your hands,
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  • A moment and clap your hands, and thank god...
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  • And thank god... that he blessed you.
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  • That he blessed you. [applause]
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  • [applause] because he hadn't
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  • Because he hadn't have blessed you,
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  • Have blessed you, you probably wouldn't be here.
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  • You probably wouldn't be here. [applause]
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  • [applause] three people,
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  • Three people, if he hadn't blessed you,
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  • If he hadn't blessed you, kept you, fed you,
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  • Kept you, fed you, led you, shown you,
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  • Led you, shown you, crowned you, clothed you,
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  • Crowned you, clothed you, walked you through.
  • 00:15:13.965 --> 00:15:15.266
  • Walked you through. you wouldn't be here
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  • You wouldn't be here if you weren't so blessed.
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  • If you weren't so blessed. high-five somebody, say,
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  • High-five somebody, say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
  • 00:15:21.139 --> 00:15:21.572
  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. [applause]
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  • [applause] but.
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  • But. [laughter]
  • 00:15:27.845 --> 00:15:30.581
  • [laughter] but.
  • 00:15:30.648 --> 00:15:33.084
  • But. i'm blessed.
  • 00:15:33.151 --> 00:15:34.819
  • I'm blessed. i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. god gave me kids.
  • 00:15:35.687 --> 00:15:36.554
  • God gave me kids. we struggle
  • 00:15:36.621 --> 00:15:37.121
  • We struggle through infertility
  • 00:15:37.188 --> 00:15:37.922
  • Through infertility for three years.
  • 00:15:37.989 --> 00:15:38.556
  • For three years. god gave us kid.
  • 00:15:38.623 --> 00:15:40.925
  • God gave us kid. i'm blessed.
  • 00:15:40.992 --> 00:15:41.426
  • I'm blessed. children are a blessing.
  • 00:15:41.492 --> 00:15:43.328
  • Children are a blessing. [laughter]
  • 00:15:43.394 --> 00:15:44.729
  • [laughter] but.
  • 00:15:44.796 --> 00:15:46.397
  • But. can't talk to you
  • 00:15:46.464 --> 00:15:47.198
  • Can't talk to you about this in church.
  • 00:15:47.265 --> 00:15:47.999
  • About this in church. we'll talk about it later.
  • 00:15:48.066 --> 00:15:48.933
  • We'll talk about it later. we'll talk about it later.
  • 00:15:49.000 --> 00:15:50.101
  • We'll talk about it later. in fact, i don't talk to anybody
  • 00:15:50.168 --> 00:15:50.969
  • In fact, i don't talk to anybody about it 'cause i don't want
  • 00:15:51.035 --> 00:15:52.403
  • About it 'cause i don't want anybody to see my but.
  • 00:15:52.470 --> 00:15:55.373
  • Anybody to see my but. you can talk about my but.
  • 00:15:55.440 --> 00:15:56.307
  • You can talk about my but. i'm gonna cover my but.
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  • I'm gonna cover my but. i'mma show you my blessing,
  • 00:15:57.308 --> 00:15:58.076
  • I'mma show you my blessing, i'mma cover my but.
  • 00:15:58.142 --> 00:15:58.843
  • I'mma cover my but. i'm gonna post my blessing,
  • 00:15:58.910 --> 00:15:59.677
  • I'm gonna post my blessing, but i'm gonna cover my but.
  • 00:15:59.744 --> 00:16:00.812
  • But i'm gonna cover my but. all up on instagram
  • 00:16:00.878 --> 00:16:01.612
  • All up on instagram is all my blessings.
  • 00:16:01.679 --> 00:16:02.547
  • Is all my blessings. you'll see my but on instagram.
  • 00:16:02.613 --> 00:16:04.782
  • You'll see my but on instagram. now, the thing about the passage
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  • Now, the thing about the passage that i need you to realize
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  • Is that the presence
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  • Is that the presence of the blessing does not mean
  • 00:16:13.858 --> 00:16:17.095
  • Of the blessing does not mean the absence of pressure.
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  • Sometimes we get confused
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  • Sometimes we get confused about the things that we feel.
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  • Sometimes we get confused about
  • 00:16:28.539 --> 00:16:30.174
  • Sometimes we get confused about the thoughts that we have.
  • 00:16:30.241 --> 00:16:32.543
  • The thoughts that we have. "because i'm blessed
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  • "because i'm blessed and i know that i should
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  • And i know that i should trust god because i know
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  • Trust god because i know that i've seen him
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  • That i've seen him come through before.
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  • Come through before. i am blessed.
  • 00:16:37.181 --> 00:16:38.216
  • I am blessed. i have seen so many times
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  • I have seen so many times that he came through for me,
  • 00:16:40.818 --> 00:16:43.488
  • That he came through for me, but i'm waking up lately
  • 00:16:43.554 --> 00:16:44.522
  • But i'm waking up lately at 3:00 in the morning,
  • 00:16:44.589 --> 00:16:47.125
  • At 3:00 in the morning, and it's not just
  • 00:16:47.191 --> 00:16:47.725
  • And it's not just because of my liquid intake.
  • 00:16:47.792 --> 00:16:51.696
  • Because of my liquid intake. i'm working through scenarios
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  • I'm working through scenarios right now that i can't
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  • Right now that i can't figure out how to sort.
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  • Figure out how to sort. i'm blessed.
  • 00:16:55.900 --> 00:16:57.735
  • I'm blessed. i mean, don't get me wrong, man.
  • 00:16:57.802 --> 00:16:59.170
  • I mean, don't get me wrong, man. i'm not in here
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  • I'm not in here to complain to you.
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  • To complain to you. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, but i gotta go back
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  • But i gotta go back to the doctor next wednesday.
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  • To the doctor next wednesday. and he's my healer.
  • 00:17:05.576 --> 00:17:07.578
  • And he's my healer. god is my jehovah rapha,
  • 00:17:07.645 --> 00:17:12.283
  • God is my jehovah rapha, but i still kind of wonder
  • 00:17:12.350 --> 00:17:14.018
  • But i still kind of wonder what this doctor
  • 00:17:14.085 --> 00:17:14.719
  • What this doctor is gonna say to me when
  • 00:17:14.786 --> 00:17:16.287
  • Is gonna say to me when i go see him on wednesday."
  • 00:17:16.354 --> 00:17:17.722
  • I go see him on wednesday." i'm describing scenarios.
  • 00:17:17.789 --> 00:17:19.023
  • I'm describing scenarios. these aren't my scenarios.
  • 00:17:19.090 --> 00:17:20.291
  • These aren't my scenarios. these are just --
  • 00:17:20.358 --> 00:17:22.493
  • These are just -- these are the buts
  • 00:17:22.560 --> 00:17:24.429
  • These are the buts you brought to church.
  • 00:17:24.495 --> 00:17:28.866
  • You brought to church. the man who told me,
  • 00:17:28.933 --> 00:17:29.567
  • The man who told me, "i'm so grateful
  • 00:17:29.634 --> 00:17:30.068
  • "i'm so grateful that god allowed me
  • 00:17:30.134 --> 00:17:30.935
  • That god allowed me to open this restaurant,
  • 00:17:31.002 --> 00:17:32.036
  • To open this restaurant, but i got this pain
  • 00:17:32.103 --> 00:17:32.670
  • But i got this pain in my shoulder right now
  • 00:17:32.737 --> 00:17:33.538
  • In my shoulder right now and i'm coming in
  • 00:17:33.604 --> 00:17:34.338
  • And i'm coming in and i'm getting here
  • 00:17:34.405 --> 00:17:35.406
  • And i'm getting here at 4:00 in the morning,
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  • At 4:00 in the morning, and will you
  • 00:17:36.407 --> 00:17:37.008
  • And will you pray for me, pastor?
  • 00:17:37.075 --> 00:17:37.909
  • Pray for me, pastor? 'cause i trust god,
  • 00:17:37.975 --> 00:17:38.709
  • 'cause i trust god, but my shoulder.
  • 00:17:38.776 --> 00:17:42.380
  • But my shoulder. and god has blessed me with
  • 00:17:42.447 --> 00:17:43.281
  • And god has blessed me with so much, but this hurts.
  • 00:17:43.347 --> 00:17:45.116
  • So much, but this hurts. i'm waking up with this
  • 00:17:45.183 --> 00:17:46.317
  • I'm waking up with this pain in my body.
  • 00:17:46.384 --> 00:17:46.984
  • Pain in my body. i'm not able to sleep at night.
  • 00:17:47.051 --> 00:17:47.985
  • I'm not able to sleep at night. would you just pray for me?
  • 00:17:48.052 --> 00:17:49.087
  • Would you just pray for me? 'cause i love god, i trust god,
  • 00:17:49.153 --> 00:17:50.988
  • 'cause i love god, i trust god, i'm blessed, but."
  • 00:17:51.055 --> 00:17:53.524
  • I'm blessed, but." and don't get this confused.
  • 00:17:53.591 --> 00:17:56.727
  • And don't get this confused. the load that i carry
  • 00:17:56.794 --> 00:17:58.930
  • The load that i carry does not mean
  • 00:17:58.996 --> 00:17:59.797
  • Does not mean that i don't love god,
  • 00:17:59.864 --> 00:18:03.968
  • That i don't love god, nor does it mean that
  • 00:18:04.035 --> 00:18:04.669
  • Nor does it mean that i doubt his love for me.
  • 00:18:04.735 --> 00:18:07.705
  • I doubt his love for me. i'm blessed, but.
  • 00:18:07.772 --> 00:18:11.476
  • I'm blessed, but. "yes, i'm blessed,
  • 00:18:11.542 --> 00:18:12.376
  • "yes, i'm blessed, but this addiction
  • 00:18:12.443 --> 00:18:14.045
  • But this addiction is kicking my butt.
  • 00:18:14.112 --> 00:18:16.414
  • Is kicking my butt. yes, i'm blessed,
  • 00:18:16.481 --> 00:18:18.282
  • Yes, i'm blessed, but i still can't understand
  • 00:18:18.349 --> 00:18:19.851
  • But i still can't understand why i emotionally eat.
  • 00:18:19.917 --> 00:18:22.053
  • Why i emotionally eat. and so, every diet that i try,
  • 00:18:22.120 --> 00:18:23.821
  • And so, every diet that i try, it fails because there's
  • 00:18:23.888 --> 00:18:25.156
  • It fails because there's something driving me back
  • 00:18:25.223 --> 00:18:26.891
  • Something driving me back to that eating, and i don't
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  • To that eating, and i don't even know what it is.
  • 00:18:28.493 --> 00:18:29.627
  • Even know what it is. and yes, i'm blessed.
  • 00:18:29.694 --> 00:18:30.895
  • And yes, i'm blessed. and i'm not complaining
  • 00:18:30.962 --> 00:18:31.929
  • And i'm not complaining because i know that
  • 00:18:31.996 --> 00:18:32.964
  • Because i know that there's somebody somewhere
  • 00:18:33.030 --> 00:18:34.031
  • There's somebody somewhere who doesn't even have
  • 00:18:34.098 --> 00:18:35.099
  • Who doesn't even have food to eat."
  • 00:18:35.166 --> 00:18:35.733
  • Food to eat." so, i'm not comparing myself
  • 00:18:35.800 --> 00:18:37.001
  • So, i'm not comparing myself and saying that i don't
  • 00:18:37.068 --> 00:18:37.969
  • And saying that i don't appreciate what god gave me.
  • 00:18:38.035 --> 00:18:39.504
  • Appreciate what god gave me. and i know that overeating
  • 00:18:39.570 --> 00:18:40.738
  • And i know that overeating is kind of like
  • 00:18:40.805 --> 00:18:41.639
  • Is kind of like an american blessed people
  • 00:18:41.706 --> 00:18:42.874
  • An american blessed people problem anyway to have,
  • 00:18:42.940 --> 00:18:44.041
  • Problem anyway to have, but i still have it.
  • 00:18:44.108 --> 00:18:45.476
  • But i still have it. i'm blessed,
  • 00:18:45.543 --> 00:18:45.810
  • I'm blessed, but i can't control this.
  • 00:18:45.877 --> 00:18:47.078
  • But i can't control this. and i don't know
  • 00:18:47.145 --> 00:18:47.812
  • And i don't know how to control it
  • 00:18:47.879 --> 00:18:48.746
  • How to control it because i'm wrestling
  • 00:18:48.813 --> 00:18:50.248
  • Because i'm wrestling with something i can't see.
  • 00:18:50.314 --> 00:18:52.250
  • With something i can't see. [applause]
  • 00:18:52.316 --> 00:18:55.786
  • [applause] and i'm forgiven of my sin,
  • 00:18:55.853 --> 00:18:57.355
  • And i'm forgiven of my sin, but i don't feel
  • 00:18:57.421 --> 00:18:57.855
  • But i don't feel free from it yet.
  • 00:18:57.922 --> 00:19:00.791
  • Free from it yet. i know that
  • 00:19:00.858 --> 00:19:01.692
  • I know that it's under the blood,
  • 00:19:01.759 --> 00:19:02.727
  • It's under the blood, but it's still going on
  • 00:19:02.793 --> 00:19:04.128
  • But it's still going on in my house.
  • 00:19:04.195 --> 00:19:08.332
  • In my house. and i can say the right words
  • 00:19:08.399 --> 00:19:09.634
  • And i can say the right words to you and i can sing
  • 00:19:09.700 --> 00:19:10.902
  • The right songs with you.
  • 00:19:11.002 --> 00:19:12.403
  • The right songs with you. i'm blessed, but."
  • 00:19:12.470 --> 00:19:15.039
  • I'm blessed, but." but, you probably
  • 00:19:15.106 --> 00:19:15.907
  • But, you probably don't wanna hear about this.
  • 00:19:15.973 --> 00:19:17.108
  • Don't wanna hear about this. i'm blessed, but.
  • 00:19:17.175 --> 00:19:20.344
  • I'm blessed, but. and this is what i feel
  • 00:19:20.411 --> 00:19:21.245
  • And this is what i feel sometimes when people say,
  • 00:19:21.312 --> 00:19:22.980
  • Sometimes when people say, "boy, it must be wonderful
  • 00:19:23.047 --> 00:19:26.217
  • To know that god uses you
  • 00:19:26.317 --> 00:19:28.352
  • To know that god uses you to help thousands of people
  • 00:19:28.419 --> 00:19:29.687
  • To help thousands of people through your preaching.
  • 00:19:29.754 --> 00:19:31.789
  • Through your preaching. that must be a blessing."
  • 00:19:31.856 --> 00:19:33.891
  • That must be a blessing." it is a blessing.
  • 00:19:33.958 --> 00:19:37.895
  • It is a blessing. [laughter]
  • 00:19:37.962 --> 00:19:39.630
  • [laughter] y'all don't wanna
  • 00:19:39.697 --> 00:19:40.097
  • Y'all don't wanna hear about that.
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  • Hear about that. no, it's just the holy spirit
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  • No, it's just the holy spirit just flows and i just let him
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  • Just flows and i just let him say what he wants to say
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  • Say what he wants to say because it's his work,
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  • Because it's his work, not my work, and it's his way,
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  • Not my work, and it's his way, not my way.
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  • Not my way. and i believe that,
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  • And i believe that, but sometimes
  • 00:19:54.845 --> 00:19:56.847
  • But sometimes i wanna get up and say
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  • I wanna get up and say what i said last week, "do it,"
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  • What i said last week, "do it," and walk off the stage.
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  • And walk off the stage. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] you like that, lord?
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  • You like that, lord? i like that.
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  • I like that. [applause]
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  • [applause] the lord said he like that.
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  • The lord said he like that. now, the amazing thing about
  • 00:20:08.926 --> 00:20:11.329
  • Now, the amazing thing about this wrestling match.
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  • This wrestling match. let me give you
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  • Let me give you another verse that --
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  • Another verse that -- to me, it's not confusing
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  • To me, it's not confusing but it just really shows
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  • But it just really shows what jacob is going through
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  • What jacob is going through in this passage.
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  • In this passage. it says that, "when" --
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  • It says that, "when" -- verse 24 comes around
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  • Verse 24 comes around and he, you know,
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  • And he, you know, send everything
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  • Send everything across the stream
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  • Across the stream because he's gotta deal
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  • Because he's gotta deal with esau and he thinks
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  • With esau and he thinks esau is the enemy
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  • Esau is the enemy that he has to face.
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  • That he has to face. and so, what happens is
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  • And so, what happens is he has a fight
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  • He has a fight that he didn't plan for,
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  • That he didn't plan for, as he's getting ready
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  • As he's getting ready for the fight that
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  • For the fight that he's not gonna have that
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  • He's not gonna have that he thinks he's gonna have.
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  • He thinks he's gonna have. this is kind of what
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  • This is kind of what worry does to you.
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  • Worry does to you. it gets you fighting battles
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  • It gets you fighting battles that probably aren't even
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  • That probably aren't even going to happen to deplete you
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  • Going to happen to deplete you of the strength that you need
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  • Of the strength that you need to do the things
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  • To do the things that you can do,
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  • That you can do, to affect what you can affect,
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  • To affect what you can affect, to impact what you can impact.
  • 00:20:55.806 --> 00:20:58.142
  • To impact what you can impact. but the bible says that,
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  • But the bible says that, "after jacob was separated
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  • "after jacob was separated from all of these blessings,
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  • From all of these blessings, donkeys, camels..."
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  • Donkeys, camels..." what else did he have?
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  • What else did he have? ewes, and rachels, and leahs,
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  • Ewes, and rachels, and leahs, and simeons, and levites,
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  • And simeons, and levites, and all of these tangible
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  • And all of these tangible expressions of blessing.
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  • Expressions of blessing. after those have all gone
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  • After those have all gone it says in verse 24,
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  • It says in verse 24, "so jacob was left alone,
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  • "so jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled
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  • And a man wrestled with him till daybreak."
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  • With him till daybreak." now, i have been in
  • 00:21:28.839 --> 00:21:29.507
  • Now, i have been in a nostalgia hold all week
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  • A nostalgia hold all week watching 1991, 1992,
  • 00:21:32.243 --> 00:21:35.680
  • Watching 1991, 1992, 1993 wrestling matches.
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  • 1993 wrestling matches. i don't mean the kind
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  • I don't mean the kind where they compete
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  • Where they compete on a collegiate level.
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  • On a collegiate level. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the four horsemen.
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  • The four horsemen. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and i'll be honest,
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  • And i'll be honest, i even went past --
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  • I even went past -- 'cause i quit watching
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  • 'cause i quit watching wrestling when i was
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  • Wrestling when i was about 13 or 14.
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  • About 13 or 14. i even went past
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  • I even went past when i stopped watching
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  • When i stopped watching wrestling and i watched when
  • 00:21:53.264 --> 00:21:54.498
  • Wrestling and i watched when hulk hogan became a bad guy,
  • 00:21:54.565 --> 00:21:56.133
  • Hulk hogan became a bad guy, and that was heartbreaking.
  • 00:21:56.200 --> 00:21:57.234
  • And that was heartbreaking. because when i was growing up,
  • 00:21:57.301 --> 00:21:58.235
  • Because when i was growing up, he was telling me to eat
  • 00:21:58.302 --> 00:21:58.969
  • He was telling me to eat my vitamins and say my prayers.
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  • My vitamins and say my prayers. and i had a little hulk hogan
  • 00:22:01.105 --> 00:22:01.906
  • And i had a little hulk hogan workout cassette tape
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  • Workout cassette tape and i listened to that thing.
  • 00:22:03.274 --> 00:22:04.408
  • And i listened to that thing. and to watch hulk hogan --
  • 00:22:04.475 --> 00:22:05.776
  • And to watch hulk hogan -- hulk hogan look at the crowd
  • 00:22:05.843 --> 00:22:08.145
  • Hulk hogan look at the crowd and say, "shove it."
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  • And say, "shove it." i'm like, "shove it?
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  • I'm like, "shove it? you're our guy.
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  • You're our guy. you're our hero.
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  • You're our hero. how could you do this to me?"
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  • How could you do this to me?" i was watching it all week long.
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  • I was watching it all week long. but i was watching it
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  • But i was watching it in the lens of jacob.
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  • In the lens of jacob. i was trying to figure out
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  • I was trying to figure out what that had to do with jacob.
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  • What that had to do with jacob. and i realized it right here.
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  • And i realized it right here. it's because, you know,
  • 00:22:23.794 --> 00:22:24.995
  • It's because, you know, they had a lot
  • 00:22:25.062 --> 00:22:25.629
  • They had a lot of arguments about,
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  • Of arguments about, is wrestling fake or is it real?
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  • Is wrestling fake or is it real? is it fake or is it real?
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  • Is it fake or is it real? and i heard one wrestler
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  • And i heard one wrestler say something, he's like,
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  • Say something, he's like, "let me slam you
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  • "let me slam you and then you can see
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  • And then you can see how real it feels
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  • How real it feels or how fake it feels."
  • 00:22:38.576 --> 00:22:40.678
  • Or how fake it feels." so, when the bible says
  • 00:22:40.745 --> 00:22:42.046
  • So, when the bible says that he was wrestling
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  • That he was wrestling and he was wrestling alone,
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  • And he was wrestling alone, it let's me know two things.
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  • It let's me know two things. one, is that no one else
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  • One, is that no one else got to see how he struggled.
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  • Got to see how he struggled. no one else saw the struggle.
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  • No one else saw the struggle. and number two,
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  • And number two, he wrestled at night.
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  • He wrestled at night. which means that even
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  • Which means that even he couldn't see what
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  • He couldn't see what he was struggling with.
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  • He was struggling with. and isn't that the nature
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  • And isn't that the nature of the real things
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  • Of the real things we wrestle with?
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  • We wrestle with? i'm not talking about where
  • 00:23:15.413 --> 00:23:16.280
  • I'm not talking about where the issues show up in our lives.
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  • The issues show up in our lives. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the source of the issue.
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  • The source of the issue. and the source of the issue
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  • And the source of the issue determines the strategy
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  • Determines the strategy for the battle.
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  • ♪ ♪
  • 00:23:26.490 --> 00:23:26.991
  • >> well, we hear a lot of
  • 00:23:27.224 --> 00:23:27.992
  • >> well, we hear a lot of messages in church and in life
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  • Messages in church and in life about holding on, you know?
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  • About holding on, you know? "don't give up.
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  • "don't give up. hang in there.
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  • Hang in there. just grab tighter."
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  • Just grab tighter." and sometimes, that's exactly
  • 00:23:36.167 --> 00:23:37.568
  • And sometimes, that's exactly what you need to hear.
  • 00:23:37.635 --> 00:23:38.669
  • What you need to hear. but there are those times
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  • But there are those times in your life where the blessing
  • 00:23:40.337 --> 00:23:42.873
  • In your life where the blessing is in letting go.
  • 00:23:42.940 --> 00:23:45.142
  • Is in letting go. the times in life
  • 00:23:45.209 --> 00:23:46.143
  • The times in life where you can't control it,
  • 00:23:46.210 --> 00:23:47.945
  • Where you can't control it, can't figure it out.
  • 00:23:48.012 --> 00:23:49.346
  • Can't figure it out. all of your calculations
  • 00:23:49.413 --> 00:23:50.614
  • All of your calculations fall short and you
  • 00:23:50.681 --> 00:23:51.982
  • Fall short and you just have to surrender it.
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  • Just have to surrender it. and this is so much
  • 00:23:53.851 --> 00:23:55.419
  • And this is so much easier said than done.
  • 00:23:55.486 --> 00:23:57.822
  • Easier said than done. but i wanna put a series
  • 00:23:57.888 --> 00:23:58.722
  • But i wanna put a series in your hands today
  • 00:23:58.789 --> 00:23:59.657
  • In your hands today that is going to help you
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  • That is going to help you to relinquish the control
  • 00:24:01.358 --> 00:24:02.593
  • To relinquish the control of the things
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  • Of the things that are god's job,
  • 00:24:03.394 --> 00:24:05.095
  • That are god's job, the battles that
  • 00:24:05.162 --> 00:24:05.796
  • The battles that he wants to fight for you.
  • 00:24:05.863 --> 00:24:06.897
  • He wants to fight for you. the series is called,
  • 00:24:06.964 --> 00:24:08.766
  • "the blessing of letting go."
  • 00:24:08.866 --> 00:24:11.202
  • "the blessing of letting go." and i believe that
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  • And i believe that as you walk through
  • 00:24:12.102 --> 00:24:12.703
  • As you walk through this teaching,
  • 00:24:12.770 --> 00:24:13.571
  • This teaching, you're gonna receive
  • 00:24:13.637 --> 00:24:14.438
  • You're gonna receive peace like never before.
  • 00:24:14.505 --> 00:24:15.973
  • Peace like never before. and i wanna include another
  • 00:24:16.040 --> 00:24:17.908
  • And i wanna include another series for you called,
  • 00:24:17.975 --> 00:24:19.043
  • Series for you called, "challenge the shadow."
  • 00:24:19.109 --> 00:24:21.078
  • "challenge the shadow." you don't have to just accept
  • 00:24:21.145 --> 00:24:22.713
  • You don't have to just accept the darkness as your new normal.
  • 00:24:22.780 --> 00:24:24.915
  • The darkness as your new normal. there is a light in god
  • 00:24:24.982 --> 00:24:26.317
  • There is a light in god and there is a way forward,
  • 00:24:26.383 --> 00:24:27.685
  • And there is a way forward, but first, to see it,
  • 00:24:27.751 --> 00:24:29.453
  • But first, to see it, you have to let go.
  • 00:24:29.520 --> 00:24:30.654
  • You have to let go. so, call right now
  • 00:24:30.721 --> 00:24:32.590
  • So, call right now and for your gift of
  • 00:24:32.656 --> 00:24:33.591
  • And for your gift of any amount to this ministry,
  • 00:24:33.657 --> 00:24:35.226
  • Any amount to this ministry, we wanna put
  • 00:24:35.292 --> 00:24:35.826
  • We wanna put "the blessing of letting go"
  • 00:24:35.893 --> 00:24:37.328
  • "the blessing of letting go" in your hands today with
  • 00:24:37.394 --> 00:24:39.730
  • In your hands today with "challenge the shadow."
  • 00:24:39.797 --> 00:24:41.031
  • "challenge the shadow." i believe this is gonna be
  • 00:24:41.098 --> 00:24:42.399
  • I believe this is gonna be just the word you need
  • 00:24:42.466 --> 00:24:44.201
  • Just the word you need to give you the momentum
  • 00:24:44.268 --> 00:24:45.636
  • To give you the momentum and the practical strategy
  • 00:24:45.703 --> 00:24:47.638
  • And the practical strategy to put it in god's hands
  • 00:24:47.705 --> 00:24:49.373
  • To put it in god's hands and watch him do something
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  • And watch him do something amazing in your life.
  • 00:24:50.474 --> 00:24:51.976
  • >> to get
  • 00:24:52.343 --> 00:24:52.743
  • The "release and restore"
  • 00:24:52.843 --> 00:24:53.744
  • Sermon pack from
  • 00:24:53.844 --> 00:24:54.578
  • Pastor steven furtick,
  • 00:24:54.678 --> 00:24:56.013
  • Which includes
  • 00:24:56.113 --> 00:24:56.580
  • Two brand-new series,
  • 00:24:56.680 --> 00:24:58.148
  • "the blessing of letting go"
  • 00:24:58.249 --> 00:24:59.450
  • And "challenge the shadow,"
  • 00:24:59.550 --> 00:25:00.951
  • Call or go online now.
  • 00:25:01.051 --> 00:25:02.219
  • >> let go
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  • Of the way you thought
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  • It was supposed to go.
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  • Let go of your comparison
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  • Let go of your comparison to other standards
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  • To other standards that have nothing to do
  • 00:25:09.860 --> 00:25:11.161
  • That have nothing to do with who the sovereign god
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  • With who the sovereign god called you to be.
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  • Called you to be. let go of the expectations
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  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
  • 00:25:14.832 --> 00:25:16.133
  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can only be
  • 00:25:16.200 --> 00:25:17.167
  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through the perfect
  • 00:25:17.234 --> 00:25:18.335
  • Satisfied through the perfect work of jesus and has already
  • 00:25:18.402 --> 00:25:19.970
  • Work of jesus and has already applied to your account.
  • 00:25:20.037 --> 00:25:21.038
  • Applied to your account. let go.
  • 00:25:21.105 --> 00:25:21.705
  • Let go. that's the blessing
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  • That's the blessing of letting go
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  • Of letting go of the way you thought
  • 00:25:24.608 --> 00:25:25.376
  • Of the way you thought it was supposed to be.
  • 00:25:25.442 --> 00:25:26.911
  • It was supposed to be. it's that you get the grace
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  • It's that you get the grace to accept what it is.
  • 00:25:29.246 --> 00:25:31.282
  • To accept what it is. that's where
  • 00:25:31.348 --> 00:25:32.049
  • That's where the transformation is.
  • 00:25:32.116 --> 00:25:33.951
  • The transformation is. that's where the power is.
  • 00:25:34.018 --> 00:25:35.686
  • That's where the power is. and i feel god going through
  • 00:25:35.753 --> 00:25:36.921
  • And i feel god going through somebody's temple today
  • 00:25:36.987 --> 00:25:38.822
  • Somebody's temple today and clearing out everything
  • 00:25:38.889 --> 00:25:40.291
  • And clearing out everything that doesn't belong
  • 00:25:40.357 --> 00:25:41.692
  • That doesn't belong and wiping out every shadow
  • 00:25:41.759 --> 00:25:43.727
  • And wiping out every shadow that has tried to eliminate
  • 00:25:43.794 --> 00:25:45.129
  • That has tried to eliminate your purpose and your peace.
  • 00:25:45.195 --> 00:25:46.864
  • >> in this exclusive
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  • Dual sermon pack,
  • 00:25:48.732 --> 00:25:49.900
  • Pastor steven shares
  • 00:25:50.000 --> 00:25:51.101
  • The importance of letting go
  • 00:25:51.201 --> 00:25:52.436
  • Of past experiences to step into
  • 00:25:52.536 --> 00:25:54.805
  • New opportunities and blessings.
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  • Call or go online now to receive
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  • The release and restore
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  • Sermon pack today
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  • For a gift of any amount.
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  • Don't wait to experience
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  • The freedom god has for you.
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  • Take action now.
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  • ♪ oh my god ♪
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  • ♪ you've sure been ♪
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  • ♪ good to me ♪
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  • ♪ our hearts are burning ♪
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  • ♪ for fresh revival ♪
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  • ♪ blow again ♪
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  • ♪ our god is ♪
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  • ♪ consuming fire ♪
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  • ♪ our god is ♪
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  • ♪ a holy wind ♪
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  • ♪ whatever you speak ♪
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  • ♪ is done ♪
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  • ♪ whatever you touch ♪
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  • ♪ will live ♪
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  • ♪ our god is ♪
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  • ♪ consuming fire ♪
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  • ♪ our god is ♪
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  • ♪ a holy wind ♪
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  • ♪ whatever you speak ♪
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  • ♪ is done ♪
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  • ♪ whatever you touch ♪
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  • ♪ will live ♪
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  • >> ♪ whatever you speak ♪
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  • ♪ is done ♪
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  • >> ♪ oh ♪
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  • >> ♪ whatever you touch ♪
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  • ♪ will live ♪
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