Steven Furtick - The Blessing of Letting Go (Part 2)

June 23, 2026 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - The Blessing of Letting Go (Part 2) | June 23, 2026
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  • >> announcer: up next,
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  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> the presence of the blessing
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  • >> the presence of the blessing does not mean
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  • Does not mean the absence of pressure.
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  • Sometimes we get confused
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  • Sometimes we get confused about the things that we feel.
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  • About the things that we feel. sometimes we get confused about
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  • Sometimes we get confused about the thoughts that we have.
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  • The thoughts that we have. "because i'm blessed
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  • "because i'm blessed and i know that i should
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  • And i know that i should trust god because i know
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  • Trust god because i know that i've seen him
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  • That i've seen him come through before.
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  • Come through before. i am blessed.
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  • I am blessed. i have seen so many times
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  • I have seen so many times that he came through for me,
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  • That he came through for me, but i'm waking up lately
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  • But i'm waking up lately at 3:00 in the morning,
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  • At 3:00 in the morning, and it's not just
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  • And it's not just because of my liquid intake.
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  • Because of my liquid intake. i'm working through scenarios
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  • I'm working through scenarios right now that i can't
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  • Right now that i can't figure out how to sort.
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  • Figure out how to sort. i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. i mean, don't get me wrong, man.
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  • I mean, don't get me wrong, man. i'm not in here
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  • I'm not in here to complain to you.
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  • To complain to you. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, but i gotta go back
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  • But i gotta go back to the doctor next wednesday.
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  • To the doctor next wednesday. and he's my healer.
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  • And he's my healer. god is my jehovah rapha,
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  • God is my jehovah rapha, but i still kind of wonder
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  • But i still kind of wonder what this doctor
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  • What this doctor is gonna say to me when
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  • Is gonna say to me when i go see him on wednesday."
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  • I go see him on wednesday." i'm describing scenarios.
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  • I'm describing scenarios. these aren't my scenarios.
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  • These aren't my scenarios. these are just --
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  • These are just -- these are the buts
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  • These are the buts you brought to church.
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  • You brought to church. the man who told me,
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  • The man who told me, "i'm so grateful
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  • "i'm so grateful that god allowed me
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  • That god allowed me to open this restaurant,
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  • To open this restaurant, but i got this pain
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  • But i got this pain in my shoulder right now
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  • In my shoulder right now and i'm coming in
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  • And i'm coming in and i'm getting here
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  • And i'm getting here at 4:00 in the morning,
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  • At 4:00 in the morning, and will you
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  • And will you pray for me, pastor?
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  • Pray for me, pastor? 'cause i trust god,
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  • 'cause i trust god, but my shoulder.
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  • But my shoulder. and god has blessed me with
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  • And god has blessed me with so much, but this hurts.
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  • So much, but this hurts. i'm waking up with this
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  • I'm waking up with this pain in my body.
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  • Pain in my body. i'm not able to sleep at night.
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  • I'm not able to sleep at night. would you just pray for me?
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  • Would you just pray for me? 'cause i love god, i trust god,
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  • 'cause i love god, i trust god, i'm blessed, but."
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  • I'm blessed, but." and don't get this confused.
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  • And don't get this confused. the load that i carry
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  • The load that i carry does not mean
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  • Does not mean that i don't love god,
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  • That i don't love god, nor does it mean that
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  • Nor does it mean that i doubt his love for me.
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  • I doubt his love for me. i'm blessed, but.
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  • I'm blessed, but. "yes, i'm blessed,
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  • "yes, i'm blessed, but this addiction
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  • But this addiction is kicking my butt.
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  • Is kicking my butt. yes, i'm blessed,
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  • Yes, i'm blessed, but i still can't understand
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  • But i still can't understand why i emotionally eat.
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  • Why i emotionally eat. and so, every diet that i try,
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  • And so, every diet that i try, it fails because there's
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  • It fails because there's something driving me back
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  • Something driving me back to that eating, and i don't
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  • To that eating, and i don't even know what it is.
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  • Even know what it is. and yes, i'm blessed.
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  • And yes, i'm blessed. and i'm not complaining
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  • And i'm not complaining because i know that
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  • Because i know that there's somebody somewhere
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  • There's somebody somewhere who doesn't even have
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  • Who doesn't even have food to eat."
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  • Food to eat." so, i'm not comparing myself
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  • So, i'm not comparing myself and saying that i don't
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  • And saying that i don't appreciate what god gave me.
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  • Appreciate what god gave me. and i know that overeating
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  • And i know that overeating is kind of like
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  • Is kind of like an american bless people
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  • An american bless people problem anyway to have,
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  • Problem anyway to have, but i still have it.
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  • But i still have it. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, but i can't control this.
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  • But i can't control this. and i don't know
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  • And i don't know how to control it
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  • How to control it because i'm wrestling
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  • Because i'm wrestling with something i can't see.
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  • With something i can't see. [applause]
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  • [applause] and i'm forgiven of my sin,
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  • And i'm forgiven of my sin, but i don't feel
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  • But i don't feel free from it yet.
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  • Free from it yet. i know that
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  • I know that it's under the blood,
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  • It's under the blood, but it's still going on
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  • But it's still going on in my house.
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  • In my house. and i can say the right words
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  • And i can say the right words to you and i can sing
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  • To you and i can sing the right songs with you.
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  • The right songs with you. i'm blessed, but."
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  • I'm blessed, but." but, you probably
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  • But, you probably don't wanna hear about this.
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  • Don't wanna hear about this. i'm blessed, but.
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  • I'm blessed, but. and this is what i feel
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  • And this is what i feel sometimes when people say,
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  • Sometimes when people say, "boy, it must be wonderful
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  • "boy, it must be wonderful to know that god uses you
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  • To know that god uses you to help thousands of people
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  • To help thousands of people through your preaching.
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  • Through your preaching. that must be a blessing."
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  • That must be a blessing." it is a blessing.
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  • It is a blessing. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] y'all don't wanna
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  • Y'all don't wanna hear about that.
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  • Hear about that. no, it's just the holy spirit
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  • No, it's just the holy spirit just flows and i just let him
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  • Just flows and i just let him say what he wants to say
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  • Say what he wants to say because it's his work,
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  • Because it's his work, not my work, and it's his way,
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  • Not my work, and it's his way, not my way.
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  • Not my way. and i believe that,
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  • And i believe that, but sometimes
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  • But sometimes i wanna get up and say
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  • I wanna get up and say what i said last week, "do it,"
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  • What i said last week, "do it," and walk off the stage.
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  • And walk off the stage. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] you like that, lord?
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  • You like that, lord? i like that.
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  • I like that. [applause]
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  • [applause] the lord said he like that.
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  • The lord said he like that. now, the amazing thing about
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  • Now, the amazing thing about this wrestling match.
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  • This wrestling match. let me give you
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  • Let me give you another verse that --
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  • Another verse that -- to me, it's not confusing
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  • To me, it's not confusing but it just really shows
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  • But it just really shows what jacob is going through
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  • What jacob is going through in this passage.
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  • In this passage. it says that, "when" --
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  • It says that, "when" -- verse 24 comes around
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  • Verse 24 comes around and he, you know,
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  • And he, you know, send everything
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  • Send everything across the stream
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  • Across the stream because he's gotta deal
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  • Because he's gotta deal with esau and he thinks
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  • With esau and he thinks esau is the enemy
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  • Esau is the enemy that he has to face.
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  • That he has to face. and so, what happens is
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  • And so, what happens is he has a fight
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  • He has a fight that he didn't plan for,
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  • That he didn't plan for, as he's getting ready
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  • As he's getting ready for the fight that
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  • For the fight that he's not gonna have that
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  • He's not gonna have that he thinks he's gonna have.
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  • He thinks he's gonna have. this is kind of what
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  • This is kind of what worry does to you.
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  • Worry does to you. it gets you fighting battles
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  • It gets you fighting battles that probably aren't even
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  • That probably aren't even going to happen to deplete you
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  • Going to happen to deplete you of the strength that you need
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  • Of the strength that you need to do the things
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  • To do the things that you can do,
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  • That you can do, to affect what you can affect,
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  • To affect what you can affect, to impact what you can impact.
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  • To impact what you can impact. but the bible says that,
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  • But the bible says that, "after jacob was separated
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  • "after jacob was separated from all of these blessings,
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  • From all of these blessings, donkeys, camels..."
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  • Donkeys, camels..." what else did he have?
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  • What else did he have? ewes, and rachels, and leahs,
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  • Ewes, and rachels, and leahs, and simeons, and levis,
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  • And simeons, and levis, and all of these tangible
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  • And all of these tangible expressions of blessing.
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  • Expressions of blessing. after those have all gone
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  • After those have all gone it says in verse 24,
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  • It says in verse 24, "so jacob was left alone,
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  • "so jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled
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  • And a man wrestled with him till daybreak."
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  • With him till daybreak." now, i have been in
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  • Now, i have been in a nostalgia hold all week
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  • A nostalgia hold all week watching 1991, 1992,
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  • Watching 1991, 1992, 1993 wrestling matches.
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  • 1993 wrestling matches. i don't mean the kind
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  • I don't mean the kind where they compete
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  • Where they compete on a collegiate level.
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  • On a collegiate level. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the four horsemen.
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  • The four horsemen. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and i'll be honest,
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  • And i'll be honest, i even went past --
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  • I even went past -- 'cause i quit watching
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  • 'cause i quit watching wrestling when i was
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  • Wrestling when i was about 13 or 14.
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  • About 13 or 14. i even went past
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  • I even went past when i stopped watching
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  • When i stopped watching wrestling and i watched when
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  • Wrestling and i watched when hulk hogan became a bad guy,
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  • Hulk hogan became a bad guy, and that was heartbreaking.
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  • And that was heartbreaking. because when i was growing up,
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  • Because when i was growing up, he was telling me to eat
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  • He was telling me to eat my vitamins and say my prayers.
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  • My vitamins and say my prayers. and i had a little hulk hogan
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  • And i had a little hulk hogan workout cassette tape
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  • Workout cassette tape and i listened to that thing.
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  • And i listened to that thing. and to watch hull hogan --
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  • And to watch hull hogan -- hulk hogan look at the crowd
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  • Hulk hogan look at the crowd and say, "shove it."
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  • And say, "shove it." i'm like, "shove it?
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  • I'm like, "shove it? you're our guy.
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  • You're our guy. you're our hero.
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  • You're our hero. how could you do this to me?"
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  • How could you do this to me?" i was watching it all week long.
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  • I was watching it all week long. but i was watching it
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  • But i was watching it in the lens of jacob.
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  • In the lens of jacob. i was trying to figure out
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  • I was trying to figure out what that had to do with jacob.
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  • What that had to do with jacob. and i realized it right here.
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  • And i realized it right here. it's because, you know,
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  • It's because, you know, they had a lot
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  • They had a lot of arguments about,
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  • Of arguments about, is wrestling fake or is it real?
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  • Is wrestling fake or is it real? is it fake or is it real?
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  • Is it fake or is it real? and i heard one wrestler
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  • And i heard one wrestler say something, he's like,
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  • Say something, he's like, "let me slam you
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  • "let me slam you and then you can see
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  • And then you can see how real it feels
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  • How real it feels or how fake it feels."
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  • Or how fake it feels." so, when the bible says
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  • So, when the bible says that he was wrestling
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  • That he was wrestling and he was wrestling alone,
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  • And he was wrestling alone, it let's me know two things.
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  • It let's me know two things. one, is that no one else
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  • One, is that no one else got to see how he struggled.
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  • Got to see how he struggled. no one else saw the struggle.
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  • No one else saw the struggle. and number two,
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  • And number two, he wrestled at night.
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  • He wrestled at night. which means that even
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  • Which means that even he couldn't see what
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  • He couldn't see what he was struggling with.
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  • He was struggling with. and isn't that the nature
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  • And isn't that the nature of the real things
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  • Of the real things we wrestle with?
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  • We wrestle with? i'm not talking about where
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  • I'm not talking about where the issues show up in our lives.
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  • The issues show up in our lives. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the source of the issue.
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  • The source of the issue. and the source of the issue
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  • And the source of the issue determines the strategy
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  • Determines the strategy for the battle.
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  • For the battle. so, if you live your whole
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  • So, if you live your whole life thinking,
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  • Life thinking, "oh, well, i'm wrestling
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  • "oh, well, i'm wrestling against them,
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  • Against them, i'm fighting against them,
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  • I'm fighting against them, i need to convince them,
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  • I need to convince them, if they would just
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  • If they would just appreciate me."
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  • Appreciate me." you are -- you are making them
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  • You are -- you are making them the source of your struggle.
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  • The source of your struggle. if they are the source
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  • If they are the source of your struggle,
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  • Of your struggle, and they are a person,
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  • And they are a person, if they're external,
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  • If they're external, if it's an issue,
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  • If it's an issue, if it's the source
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  • If it's the source of your struggle,
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  • Of your struggle, then the source of your strength
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  • Then the source of your strength is also external.
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  • Is also external. because the source
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  • Because the source of your struggle will determine
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  • Of your struggle will determine the source of the strength
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  • The source of the strength that you need to defeat
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  • That you need to defeat that struggle.
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  • That struggle. i'm gonna make it plain
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  • I'm gonna make it plain in just a moment.
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  • In just a moment. when i'm fighting with something
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  • When i'm fighting with something that i can't see,
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  • That i can't see, i need to fight
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  • I need to fight with things that i can see.
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  • With things that i can see. if i'm fighting against
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  • If i'm fighting against something that is visible,
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  • Something that is visible, i need to fight
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  • I need to fight with something that is visible.
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  • With something that is visible. but what do i do when the fight
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  • But what do i do when the fight is happening at night?
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  • Is happening at night? what do i do when
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  • What do i do when the fight is happening
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  • The fight is happening in a place in me that
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  • In a place in me that i can't even really tell you
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  • I can't even really tell you about and i'm not really you
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  • About and i'm not really you wanna hear it anyway?
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  • Wanna hear it anyway? 'cause i'm blessed but,
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  • 'cause i'm blessed but, i'm thankful but,
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  • I'm thankful but, i've come so far but.
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  • I've come so far but. and i told god i didn't wanna
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  • And i told god i didn't wanna preach this message to you
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  • Preach this message to you because the,
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  • Because the, "yes, i'm blessed thing,"
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  • "yes, i'm blessed thing," worked so much better on
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  • Worked so much better on sunday without the but.
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  • Sunday without the but. but when you come
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  • But when you come to this church,
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  • To this church, as long as i get
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  • As long as i get to be the pastor,
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  • To be the pastor, you can bring your blessed but
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  • You can bring your blessed but in this church every
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  • In this church every single sunday.
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  • Single sunday. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you could come in confused.
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  • You could come in confused. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you could come in conflicted.
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  • You could come in conflicted. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you can come in crying.
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  • You can come in crying. you can leave crying.
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  • You can leave crying. you don't have to shout.
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  • You don't have to shout. you don't have to clap.
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  • You don't have to clap. you don't have to say, "amen."
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  • You don't have to say, "amen." you don't have
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  • You don't have to have a highlighter.
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  • To have a highlighter. you don't know have
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  • You don't know have to know 35 scriptures.
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  • To know 35 scriptures. you don't have to know how
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  • You don't have to know how to quote the apostle's creed.
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  • To quote the apostle's creed. you don't have to be born
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  • You don't have to be born in the right place
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  • In the right place at the right time.
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  • At the right time. you can be conflicted
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  • You can be conflicted and still come.
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  • And still come. [applause]
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  • [applause] in this church you
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  • In this church you can bring your blessed but.
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  • Can bring your blessed but. you can come in here
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  • You can come in here with questions and not
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  • With questions and not even leave with answers
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  • Even leave with answers but throw up your hands and say,
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  • But throw up your hands and say, "i've met with god afresh
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  • "i've met with god afresh and the angel told me
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  • And the angel told me it's gonna be alright."
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  • It's gonna be alright." [applause]
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  • [applause] you're blessed but.
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  • You're blessed but. you're blessed but you struggle.
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  • You're blessed but you struggle. you're blessed but you wonder.
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  • You're blessed but you wonder. you're blessed but you're still
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  • You're blessed but you're still not completely healed
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  • Not completely healed from it yet.
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  • From it yet. it happened 15 years ago.
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  • It happened 15 years ago. i'm blessed but there's a part
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  • I'm blessed but there's a part of me that still can't forgive
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  • Of me that still can't forgive what they did to me.
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  • What they did to me. i'm blessed but i still
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  • I'm blessed but i still replay it in my mind.
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  • Replay it in my mind. i'm blessed but i still run back
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  • I'm blessed but i still run back to it when the pressure is on.
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  • To it when the pressure is on. i'm blessed but i still can't
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  • I'm blessed but i still can't make sense out of it.
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  • Make sense out of it. i'm blessed, but i still
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  • I'm blessed, but i still don't feel ready for it.
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  • Don't feel ready for it. i'm blessed but i still feel
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  • I'm blessed but i still feel exhausted when i go to it.
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  • Exhausted when i go to it. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, god has given me so much,
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  • God has given me so much, but i spend so
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  • But i spend so much time wondering,
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  • Much time wondering, "can i keep it up?"
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  • "can i keep it up?" 'cause god gave it to me,
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  • 'cause god gave it to me, but i can't keep it up.
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  • But i can't keep it up. but here is the good news.
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  • But here is the good news. if he started it,
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  • If he started it, then the pressure is on him
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  • Then the pressure is on him to finish it.
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  • To finish it. [applause]
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  • [applause] you need to remember that
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  • You need to remember that the source determines
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  • The source determines the strategy
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  • The strategy and if the blessing
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  • And if the blessing comes from you,
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  • Comes from you, then it's on you
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  • Then it's on you to keep it going.
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  • To keep it going. but if it comes from god.
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  • But if it comes from god. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, i learned this in my life.
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  • So, i learned this in my life. when i give him praise
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  • When i give him praise it takes off pressure.
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  • It takes off pressure. someone said to me,
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  • Someone said to me, "y'all praise god
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  • "y'all praise god at elevation church very
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  • At elevation church very externally and very openly,
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  • Externally and very openly, and it's kind of shocking."
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  • And it's kind of shocking." and i'm like,
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  • And i'm like, "why is it shocking?
  • 00:11:34.212 --> 00:11:36.314
  • "why is it shocking? the world is crazy
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  • The world is crazy externally and verbally.
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  • Externally and verbally. so, if it's crazy externally
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  • So, if it's crazy externally and verbally,
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  • And verbally, then when i'm fighting
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  • Then when i'm fighting back against the craziness,
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  • Back against the craziness, i need to fight it
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  • I need to fight it externally and verbally.
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  • Externally and verbally. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, if the devil is telling me
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  • So, if the devil is telling me esau is gonna kill you,
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  • Esau is gonna kill you, i need to speak back
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  • I need to speak back and say to god,
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  • And say to god, "you promised.
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  • "you promised. i have your word on this.
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  • I have your word on this. i have your assurance on this.
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  • I have your assurance on this. i'm in the middle
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  • I'm in the middle of your purpose."
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  • Of your purpose." and so, jacob --
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  • And so, jacob -- ooh, i love this story.
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  • Ooh, i love this story. it's so amazing.
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  • It's so amazing. because jacob all of his life
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  • Because jacob all of his life has been blessed by grabbing
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  • Has been blessed by grabbing on to what he wanted.
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  • On to what he wanted. oh, he's a go getter.
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  • Oh, he's a go getter. jacob sets his mind out
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  • Jacob sets his mind out to do something.
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  • To do something. this is how ambitious jacob is.
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  • This is how ambitious jacob is. when he was born esau was coming
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  • When he was born esau was coming out first and he came out --
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  • Out first and he came out -- y'all don't ruin the punchline
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  • Y'all don't ruin the punchline for me all y'all bible nerds.
  • 00:12:35.006 --> 00:12:36.241
  • For me all y'all bible nerds. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] he came out grabbing the heel
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  • He came out grabbing the heel of his older brother
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  • Of his older brother so he could be first.
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  • So he could be first. and so, they saw him doing
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  • And so, they saw him doing that and they're like,
  • 00:12:44.449 --> 00:12:45.150
  • That and they're like, "we need to call him jacob
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  • "we need to call him jacob because jacob means
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  • Because jacob means heel grabber."
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  • Heel grabber." what amazing creativity.
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  • What amazing creativity. [laughter]
  • 00:12:52.657 --> 00:12:54.526
  • [laughter] and then secondly,
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  • And then secondly, what an amazing picture
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  • What an amazing picture of the way he lived
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  • Of the way he lived the rest of his life
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  • The rest of his life and the way so many of us do.
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  • And the way so many of us do. grabbing for something that
  • 00:13:03.968 --> 00:13:07.105
  • Grabbing for something that god wants to give him.
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  • God wants to give him. let me be honest with you.
  • 00:13:11.276 --> 00:13:13.444
  • Let me be honest with you. we live in a time where
  • 00:13:13.511 --> 00:13:14.245
  • We live in a time where it's very easy to confuse
  • 00:13:14.312 --> 00:13:18.583
  • It's very easy to confuse christianity with discipline.
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  • Christianity with discipline. to be a good christian in many
  • 00:13:23.888 --> 00:13:25.223
  • To be a good christian in many of our minds means that,
  • 00:13:25.290 --> 00:13:26.724
  • Of our minds means that, "this is how much
  • 00:13:26.791 --> 00:13:27.325
  • "this is how much i'm gonna read the bible.
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  • I'm gonna read the bible. this is how much
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  • This is how much i'm gonna pray."
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  • I'm gonna pray." and i hope that you read
  • 00:13:28.993 --> 00:13:29.761
  • And i hope that you read the bible and pray a lot
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  • The bible and pray a lot and more and more every day.
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  • And more and more every day. and i hope you do,
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  • And i hope you do, and i hope i do,
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  • And i hope i do, and i hope you all do.
  • 00:13:33.765 --> 00:13:34.499
  • And i hope you all do. that isn't what makes
  • 00:13:34.566 --> 00:13:35.266
  • That isn't what makes you a christian.
  • 00:13:35.333 --> 00:13:37.936
  • You a christian. that isn't what makes you
  • 00:13:38.002 --> 00:13:38.603
  • That isn't what makes you a better christian.
  • 00:13:38.670 --> 00:13:40.905
  • A better christian. that isn't even what makes
  • 00:13:40.972 --> 00:13:41.539
  • That isn't even what makes you a strong christian,
  • 00:13:41.606 --> 00:13:43.908
  • You a strong christian, just by how much you pray
  • 00:13:43.975 --> 00:13:45.844
  • Just by how much you pray and how much you
  • 00:13:45.910 --> 00:13:46.377
  • And how much you read the bible.
  • 00:13:46.444 --> 00:13:47.812
  • Read the bible. that is not how to be blessed
  • 00:13:47.879 --> 00:13:51.850
  • That is not how to be blessed god's way, the gospel way.
  • 00:13:51.916 --> 00:13:55.486
  • God's way, the gospel way. and the reason that i know
  • 00:13:55.553 --> 00:13:56.254
  • And the reason that i know that in my life is because
  • 00:13:56.321 --> 00:13:57.488
  • That in my life is because i've spent too many of my years
  • 00:13:57.555 --> 00:14:02.594
  • I've spent too many of my years thinking that the blessing
  • 00:14:02.660 --> 00:14:03.528
  • Thinking that the blessing of god was something
  • 00:14:03.595 --> 00:14:05.563
  • Of god was something that i had to hold on to
  • 00:14:05.630 --> 00:14:08.032
  • That i had to hold on to or it would get away from me.
  • 00:14:08.099 --> 00:14:12.904
  • Or it would get away from me. and for all
  • 00:14:12.971 --> 00:14:13.438
  • And for all of the christian control freaks,
  • 00:14:13.504 --> 00:14:14.672
  • Of the christian control freaks, which is an oxymoron.
  • 00:14:14.739 --> 00:14:15.940
  • Which is an oxymoron. [laughter]
  • 00:14:16.007 --> 00:14:18.276
  • [laughter] "'cause, god, i give you my life
  • 00:14:18.343 --> 00:14:19.878
  • "'cause, god, i give you my life as long as married by age 23.
  • 00:14:19.944 --> 00:14:22.046
  • As long as married by age 23. god, i give you my life
  • 00:14:22.113 --> 00:14:23.548
  • God, i give you my life as long as this job opportunity
  • 00:14:23.615 --> 00:14:25.083
  • As long as this job opportunity opens up in the right market.
  • 00:14:25.149 --> 00:14:26.384
  • Opens up in the right market. i like the climate as well
  • 00:14:26.451 --> 00:14:27.318
  • I like the climate as well as the school educational...
  • 00:14:27.385 --> 00:14:28.486
  • As the school educational... [laughter]
  • 00:14:28.553 --> 00:14:30.421
  • [laughter] god, here is our children.
  • 00:14:30.488 --> 00:14:32.156
  • God, here is our children. we devote them to you.
  • 00:14:32.223 --> 00:14:34.325
  • We devote them to you. and lord jesus,
  • 00:14:34.392 --> 00:14:35.493
  • And lord jesus, i just believe that she would
  • 00:14:35.560 --> 00:14:36.561
  • I just believe that she would make a great worship leader
  • 00:14:36.628 --> 00:14:37.929
  • Make a great worship leader in the church.
  • 00:14:37.996 --> 00:14:38.596
  • In the church. she's just like
  • 00:14:38.663 --> 00:14:39.030
  • She's just like that girl, tiffany,
  • 00:14:39.097 --> 00:14:40.298
  • That girl, tiffany, and she should sing
  • 00:14:40.365 --> 00:14:41.032
  • And she should sing just like that.
  • 00:14:41.099 --> 00:14:41.966
  • Just like that. i know she's not blonde,
  • 00:14:42.033 --> 00:14:42.901
  • I know she's not blonde, but we'll dye her hair, lord,
  • 00:14:42.967 --> 00:14:43.935
  • But we'll dye her hair, lord, and could be just like
  • 00:14:44.002 --> 00:14:44.636
  • And could be just like that girl, tiffany."
  • 00:14:44.702 --> 00:14:45.503
  • That girl, tiffany." [laughter]
  • 00:14:45.570 --> 00:14:46.237
  • [laughter] "that would be wonderful,
  • 00:14:46.304 --> 00:14:47.205
  • "that would be wonderful, but i give them to you, lord."
  • 00:14:47.272 --> 00:14:48.640
  • But i give them to you, lord." [laughter]
  • 00:14:48.706 --> 00:14:52.377
  • [laughter] and so, the interesting thing
  • 00:14:52.443 --> 00:14:53.077
  • And so, the interesting thing for me has been my life,
  • 00:14:53.144 --> 00:14:54.279
  • For me has been my life, how to have a real commitment
  • 00:14:54.345 --> 00:14:56.047
  • How to have a real commitment to christ without trying
  • 00:14:56.114 --> 00:14:58.716
  • To christ without trying to control his will
  • 00:14:58.783 --> 00:15:02.086
  • To control his will in my life?
  • 00:15:02.153 --> 00:15:03.988
  • In my life? [applause]
  • 00:15:04.055 --> 00:15:06.324
  • [applause] how to -- how to be serious
  • 00:15:06.391 --> 00:15:10.762
  • How to -- how to be serious about my relationship
  • 00:15:10.828 --> 00:15:11.629
  • About my relationship with god while staying
  • 00:15:11.696 --> 00:15:13.631
  • With god while staying surrendered to the god
  • 00:15:13.698 --> 00:15:15.633
  • Surrendered to the god who i'm in relationship with.
  • 00:15:15.700 --> 00:15:18.069
  • Who i'm in relationship with. this is not as easy
  • 00:15:18.136 --> 00:15:19.170
  • This is not as easy as it seems because
  • 00:15:19.237 --> 00:15:21.339
  • As it seems because you will find yourself
  • 00:15:21.406 --> 00:15:22.640
  • You will find yourself often really,
  • 00:15:22.707 --> 00:15:24.309
  • Often really, really committed to trying
  • 00:15:24.375 --> 00:15:26.077
  • Really committed to trying to get god to bless you.
  • 00:15:26.144 --> 00:15:28.279
  • To get god to bless you. committed to,
  • 00:15:28.346 --> 00:15:29.247
  • Committed to, "i'm really gonna
  • 00:15:29.314 --> 00:15:29.814
  • "i'm really gonna get my life together."
  • 00:15:29.881 --> 00:15:31.115
  • Get my life together." committed to,
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  • Committed to, "i really wanna be free
  • 00:15:32.083 --> 00:15:33.051
  • "i really wanna be free from these patterns."
  • 00:15:33.117 --> 00:15:34.419
  • From these patterns." committed to, i wanna
  • 00:15:34.485 --> 00:15:35.653
  • Committed to, i wanna be an example,
  • 00:15:35.720 --> 00:15:36.487
  • Be an example, make a difference,
  • 00:15:36.554 --> 00:15:37.155
  • Make a difference, have an influence,
  • 00:15:37.221 --> 00:15:37.822
  • Have an influence, make the mark,
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  • Make the mark, fulfill a purpose,
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  • Fulfill a purpose, really committed to that.
  • 00:15:39.490 --> 00:15:42.060
  • Really committed to that. but then commitment
  • 00:15:42.126 --> 00:15:44.696
  • But then commitment becomes control,
  • 00:15:44.762 --> 00:15:47.899
  • Becomes control, and you cannot follow
  • 00:15:47.966 --> 00:15:49.200
  • And you cannot follow christ and have control.
  • 00:15:49.267 --> 00:15:52.770
  • Christ and have control. [applause]
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  • [applause] i'm sorry.
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  • I'm sorry. i want it to be where you can.
  • 00:15:57.208 --> 00:16:00.011
  • I want it to be where you can. i want it to be where jesus
  • 00:16:00.078 --> 00:16:01.412
  • I want it to be where jesus lets you code him,
  • 00:16:01.479 --> 00:16:04.649
  • Lets you code him, where you get to give him
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  • Where you get to give him the commands and you get
  • 00:16:05.583 --> 00:16:06.484
  • The commands and you get to give him the thing --
  • 00:16:06.551 --> 00:16:07.485
  • To give him the thing -- but every time
  • 00:16:07.552 --> 00:16:08.252
  • But every time i read in the bible,
  • 00:16:08.319 --> 00:16:08.953
  • I read in the bible, he's giving the commands.
  • 00:16:09.020 --> 00:16:11.489
  • He's giving the commands. every time in my life
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  • Every time in my life he brings me
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  • He brings me into something new.
  • 00:16:13.558 --> 00:16:14.359
  • Into something new. he takes me through
  • 00:16:14.425 --> 00:16:15.093
  • He takes me through something scary.
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  • Something scary. every time in my life
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  • Every time in my life he sets me free
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  • He sets me free from something that i don't
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  • From something that i don't want to give me something
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  • Want to give me something that i do want.
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  • That i do want. i cannot reach toward
  • 00:16:22.734 --> 00:16:24.135
  • I cannot reach toward what he's giving me
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  • What he's giving me without letting go
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  • Without letting go of what i held.
  • 00:16:28.439 --> 00:16:30.675
  • Of what i held. and there are a lot of us
  • 00:16:30.742 --> 00:16:31.843
  • And there are a lot of us who are not going to get
  • 00:16:31.909 --> 00:16:33.411
  • Who are not going to get what we need from god
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  • What we need from god in this season until we let
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  • In this season until we let go of what we held
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  • Go of what we held to in the previous.
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  • To in the previous. [applause]
  • 00:16:41.486 --> 00:16:42.854
  • [applause] there are some blessings
  • 00:16:42.920 --> 00:16:44.022
  • There are some blessings that only come through
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  • That only come through holding on.
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  • Holding on. i'm telling you,
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  • I'm telling you, sometimes you have got
  • 00:16:48.026 --> 00:16:48.793
  • Sometimes you have got to get around the promise
  • 00:16:48.860 --> 00:16:50.128
  • To get around the promise from god and say,
  • 00:16:50.194 --> 00:16:51.429
  • From god and say, "i don't care how many
  • 00:16:51.496 --> 00:16:52.397
  • "i don't care how many things blow against it,
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  • Things blow against it, i don't care how many
  • 00:16:54.165 --> 00:16:54.932
  • I don't care how many things shake it up,
  • 00:16:54.999 --> 00:16:56.167
  • Things shake it up, i don't care how
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  • I don't care how many years passed.
  • 00:16:56.901 --> 00:16:58.002
  • Many years passed. i am holding on
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  • I am holding on to what god said."
  • 00:16:59.303 --> 00:17:01.005
  • To what god said." [applause]
  • 00:17:01.072 --> 00:17:02.573
  • [applause] there are blessings that only
  • 00:17:02.640 --> 00:17:04.008
  • There are blessings that only come from holding on.
  • 00:17:04.075 --> 00:17:05.810
  • Come from holding on. that's jacob.
  • 00:17:05.877 --> 00:17:06.844
  • That's jacob. he's like,
  • 00:17:06.911 --> 00:17:07.512
  • He's like, "no, you're not leaving
  • 00:17:07.578 --> 00:17:09.047
  • "no, you're not leaving until you bless me.
  • 00:17:09.113 --> 00:17:10.248
  • Until you bless me. i need a blessing.
  • 00:17:10.314 --> 00:17:11.516
  • I need a blessing. i got a fresh battle.
  • 00:17:11.582 --> 00:17:12.850
  • I got a fresh battle. i need a fresh blessing.
  • 00:17:12.917 --> 00:17:14.452
  • I need a fresh blessing. i got a fresh test.
  • 00:17:14.519 --> 00:17:15.753
  • I got a fresh test. i need a fresh blessing.
  • 00:17:15.820 --> 00:17:17.155
  • I need a fresh blessing. you are not leaving.
  • 00:17:17.221 --> 00:17:18.723
  • You are not leaving. i am not going to let you
  • 00:17:18.790 --> 00:17:21.059
  • I am not going to let you go unless you bless me."
  • 00:17:21.125 --> 00:17:26.030
  • Go unless you bless me." and then god says,
  • 00:17:26.097 --> 00:17:28.466
  • And then god says, "but i cannot bless you
  • 00:17:28.533 --> 00:17:31.035
  • "but i cannot bless you unless you let go.
  • 00:17:31.102 --> 00:17:40.578
  • Unless you let go. let go of the way you thought
  • 00:17:40.645 --> 00:17:44.082
  • Let go of the way you thought it was supposed to go.
  • 00:17:44.148 --> 00:17:46.551
  • It was supposed to go. let go of your comparison
  • 00:17:46.617 --> 00:17:49.353
  • Let go of your comparison to other standards that have
  • 00:17:49.420 --> 00:17:50.521
  • To other standards that have nothing to do with who
  • 00:17:50.588 --> 00:17:52.390
  • Nothing to do with who the sovereign god
  • 00:17:52.457 --> 00:17:53.124
  • The sovereign god called you to be.
  • 00:17:53.191 --> 00:17:54.058
  • Called you to be. let go of the expectations
  • 00:17:54.125 --> 00:17:57.228
  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
  • 00:17:57.295 --> 00:17:58.496
  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can
  • 00:17:58.563 --> 00:17:59.363
  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through
  • 00:17:59.430 --> 00:18:00.431
  • Only be satisfied through the perfect work of jesus
  • 00:18:00.498 --> 00:18:01.599
  • The perfect work of jesus and has already applied
  • 00:18:01.666 --> 00:18:02.700
  • And has already applied to your account.
  • 00:18:02.767 --> 00:18:03.434
  • To your account. let go."
  • 00:18:03.501 --> 00:18:05.736
  • Let go." there are some blessings that
  • 00:18:05.803 --> 00:18:07.905
  • There are some blessings that you can get by holding on.
  • 00:18:07.972 --> 00:18:10.341
  • You can get by holding on. oh, yeah.
  • 00:18:10.408 --> 00:18:10.808
  • Oh, yeah. jacob was blessed.
  • 00:18:10.875 --> 00:18:12.543
  • Jacob was blessed. his father blessed him.
  • 00:18:12.610 --> 00:18:14.712
  • His father blessed him. he got the blessing
  • 00:18:14.779 --> 00:18:15.413
  • He got the blessing of the first born,
  • 00:18:15.480 --> 00:18:17.181
  • Of the first born, double inheritance,
  • 00:18:17.248 --> 00:18:18.182
  • Double inheritance, the blessing of the first born,
  • 00:18:18.249 --> 00:18:19.884
  • The blessing of the first born, the naming rights
  • 00:18:19.951 --> 00:18:20.485
  • The naming rights of the children,
  • 00:18:20.551 --> 00:18:21.152
  • Of the children, the patriarchy
  • 00:18:21.219 --> 00:18:22.086
  • The patriarchy of the whole nation.
  • 00:18:22.153 --> 00:18:23.254
  • Of the whole nation. he got blessed by isaac,
  • 00:18:23.321 --> 00:18:27.291
  • He got blessed by isaac, but he didn't get blessed
  • 00:18:27.358 --> 00:18:29.393
  • But he didn't get blessed yet as who he really was.
  • 00:18:29.460 --> 00:18:35.533
  • Yet as who he really was. so, you say, "wait a minute,
  • 00:18:35.600 --> 00:18:38.102
  • So, you say, "wait a minute, you read me a scripture
  • 00:18:38.169 --> 00:18:39.237
  • You read me a scripture and you said that the key
  • 00:18:39.303 --> 00:18:41.005
  • And you said that the key to being blessed
  • 00:18:41.072 --> 00:18:41.706
  • To being blessed was holding on."
  • 00:18:41.772 --> 00:18:44.408
  • Was holding on." and sometimes that's true.
  • 00:18:44.475 --> 00:18:46.511
  • And sometimes that's true. but i want you to read
  • 00:18:46.577 --> 00:18:47.378
  • But i want you to read just a little bit further
  • 00:18:47.445 --> 00:18:48.646
  • Just a little bit further in this passage
  • 00:18:48.713 --> 00:18:49.447
  • In this passage and see what the real blessing
  • 00:18:49.514 --> 00:18:50.615
  • And see what the real blessing that god wants to give
  • 00:18:50.681 --> 00:18:51.449
  • That god wants to give you in this season.
  • 00:18:51.516 --> 00:18:52.116
  • You in this season. i believe god has a blessing
  • 00:18:52.183 --> 00:18:53.985
  • I believe god has a blessing for you in this season that your
  • 00:18:54.051 --> 00:18:54.952
  • For you in this season that your eyes haven't seen yet,
  • 00:18:55.019 --> 00:18:56.087
  • Eyes haven't seen yet, that your ears haven't heard,
  • 00:18:56.154 --> 00:18:57.788
  • That your ears haven't heard, that hasn't entered
  • 00:18:57.855 --> 00:18:58.256
  • That hasn't entered into your hearts,
  • 00:18:58.322 --> 00:18:59.023
  • Into your hearts, that you will be speaking about
  • 00:18:59.090 --> 00:19:00.391
  • That you will be speaking about for years to come.
  • 00:19:00.458 --> 00:19:01.159
  • For years to come. but watch this,
  • 00:19:01.225 --> 00:19:03.461
  • But watch this, there is a blessing that
  • 00:19:03.528 --> 00:19:04.328
  • There is a blessing that comes from holding on.
  • 00:19:04.395 --> 00:19:07.999
  • Comes from holding on. persevering.
  • 00:19:08.065 --> 00:19:09.467
  • Persevering. there is a blessing
  • 00:19:09.534 --> 00:19:10.234
  • There is a blessing that comes through tenacity.
  • 00:19:10.301 --> 00:19:12.036
  • That comes through tenacity. "then the man said,
  • 00:19:12.103 --> 00:19:12.670
  • "then the man said, 'let me go,
  • 00:19:12.737 --> 00:19:13.905
  • 'let me go, for it is daybreak.'
  • 00:19:13.971 --> 00:19:15.006
  • For it is daybreak.' but jacob replied,
  • 00:19:15.072 --> 00:19:16.974
  • But jacob replied, 'i will not let go
  • 00:19:17.041 --> 00:19:20.511
  • 'i will not let go unless you bless me.'"
  • 00:19:20.578 --> 00:19:21.646
  • Unless you bless me.'" now, watch this.
  • 00:19:21.712 --> 00:19:23.181
  • Now, watch this. on the surface so far,
  • 00:19:23.247 --> 00:19:24.582
  • On the surface so far, it seems like that jacob
  • 00:19:24.649 --> 00:19:25.550
  • It seems like that jacob got this blessing
  • 00:19:25.616 --> 00:19:26.717
  • Got this blessing the way that he got
  • 00:19:26.784 --> 00:19:27.518
  • The way that he got every other blessing.
  • 00:19:27.585 --> 00:19:29.020
  • Every other blessing. and maybe right now,
  • 00:19:29.086 --> 00:19:29.654
  • And maybe right now, you're trying to do it
  • 00:19:29.720 --> 00:19:30.421
  • You're trying to do it like you always did it
  • 00:19:30.488 --> 00:19:31.789
  • Like you always did it and it's not working.
  • 00:19:31.856 --> 00:19:33.024
  • And it's not working. and you're trying to face it
  • 00:19:33.090 --> 00:19:34.125
  • And you're trying to face it like you always faced it
  • 00:19:34.192 --> 00:19:35.393
  • Like you always faced it and it's not working.
  • 00:19:35.459 --> 00:19:36.527
  • And it's not working. but watch what the angel said,
  • 00:19:36.594 --> 00:19:38.229
  • But watch what the angel said, and this is the turning point
  • 00:19:38.296 --> 00:19:39.664
  • And this is the turning point in this
  • 00:19:39.730 --> 00:19:40.231
  • In this transformative experience
  • 00:19:40.298 --> 00:19:42.166
  • Transformative experience for jacob and for you.
  • 00:19:42.233 --> 00:19:44.468
  • For jacob and for you. "but jacob replied,
  • 00:19:44.535 --> 00:19:45.303
  • "but jacob replied, 'i will let you go
  • 00:19:45.369 --> 00:19:46.337
  • 'i will let you go unless you bless me.'
  • 00:19:46.404 --> 00:19:47.371
  • Unless you bless me.' and the man asked him,
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  • And the man asked him, 'what is your name?'
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  • 'what is your name?' 'jacob,' he answered.
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  • 'jacob,' he answered. then the man said,
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  • Then the man said, 'your name will no
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  • 'your name will no longer be jacob,
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  • Longer be jacob, but israel,
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  • But israel, because you have struggled
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  • Because you have struggled with god and
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  • With god and with humans and have overcome.'"
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  • With humans and have overcome.'" when he said,
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  • When he said, "what is your name?"
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  • "what is your name?" it reminds us of 20 years ago
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  • It reminds us of 20 years ago in genesis 27
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  • In genesis 27 when isaac called
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  • When isaac called his son to bless him.
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  • His son to bless him. he thought he was talking
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  • He thought he was talking to esau because he was blind.
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  • To esau because he was blind. and he said,
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  • And he said, "who are you?"
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  • "who are you?" and the voice came back saying,
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  • And the voice came back saying, "i am esau,"
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  • "i am esau," but it wasn't esau.
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  • But it wasn't esau. it was jacob.
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  • It was jacob. in two days,
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  • In two days, there will be enraged christians
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  • There will be enraged christians on social media
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  • On social media arguing about halloween.
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  • Arguing about halloween. is it right or is it not right
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  • Is it right or is it not right to celebrate halloween?
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  • To celebrate halloween? we will not discuss that
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  • We will not discuss that in this pulpit today.
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  • In this pulpit today. that is not the purpose
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  • That is not the purpose for which god sent me.
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  • For which god sent me. but i will tell you one thing
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  • But i will tell you one thing that god is very
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  • That god is very concerned about,
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  • Concerned about, anytime you dress up as
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  • Anytime you dress up as something that you're not --
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  • Something that you're not -- [applause]
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  • [applause] come on, church.
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  • Come on, church. anytime you start putting
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  • Anytime you start putting on clothes,
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  • On clothes, anytime you start
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  • Anytime you start putting on personas,
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  • Putting on personas, anytime you start putting on
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  • Anytime you start putting on something that doesn't come
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  • Something that doesn't come from who god made you to be,
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  • From who god made you to be, anytime you start
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  • Anytime you start dressing yourself,
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  • Dressing yourself, disguising yourself,
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  • Disguising yourself, trying to gain the acceptance
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  • Trying to gain the acceptance or the approval,
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  • Or the approval, it's always a trick
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  • It's always a trick and it's never a treat.
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  • And it's never a treat. and god says,
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  • And god says, "i don't need you
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  • "i don't need you to be esau to bless you
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  • To be esau to bless you 'cause when i bless you,
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  • 'cause when i bless you, i'm gonna bless you.
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  • I'm gonna bless you. [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] the real you,
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  • The real you, the short you,
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  • The short you, the tall you,
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  • The tall you, the old you,
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  • The old you, the new you."
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  • The new you." god said when i bless you,
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  • God said when i bless you, you won't have to pretend
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  • You won't have to pretend about anything.
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  • About anything. you can just praise me
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  • You can just praise me because i am the source
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  • Because i am the source of your strength
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  • Of your strength and the strength of your life."
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  • And the strength of your life." [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] high five three people,
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  • High five three people, say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • Say, "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • >> "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> and so, jacob was
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  • >> and so, jacob was already blessed,
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  • Already blessed, but he didn't know
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  • But he didn't know who he was.
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  • Who he was. and god said,
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  • And god said, "after all i've done for you,
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  • "after all i've done for you, do you still not
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  • Do you still not know who you are?
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  • Know who you are? you're my child.
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  • You're my child. you're the head
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  • You're the head and not the tail.
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  • And not the tail. you're blessed.
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  • You're blessed. you are redeemed from the pit.
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  • You are redeemed from the pit. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are chosen and loved
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  • You are chosen and loved as the apple of his eye.
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  • As the apple of his eye. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are an overcomer.
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  • You are an overcomer. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are the purchased of god.
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  • You are the purchased of god. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are blessed
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  • You are blessed to be a blessing."
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  • To be a blessing." and now, shout like
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  • And now, shout like you know who blessed you.
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  • You know who blessed you. [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] "'cause when you know
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  • "'cause when you know who blessed you,
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  • Who blessed you, you know who to go back
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  • You know who to go back to when you need
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  • To when you need some more of it.
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  • Some more of it. and that is me,
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  • And that is me, it's the glory,
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  • It's the glory, it's the glory.
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  • It's the glory. it's not trash.
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  • It's not trash. i need you."
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  • I need you." [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] high five 11 people
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  • High five 11 people and say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • And say, "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> i'm not bragging,
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  • >> i'm not bragging, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. i'm not perfect,
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  • I'm not perfect, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. i'm not a 100% honest
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  • I'm not a 100% honest all the time,
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  • All the time, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. let me just be real with you.
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  • Let me just be real with you. he has blessed me with every
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  • He has blessed me with every blessing in spiritual places.
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  • Blessing in spiritual places. i got it in the heavenly realm,
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  • I got it in the heavenly realm, now i just gotta bring
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  • Now i just gotta bring it in my life.
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  • >> well, we hear a lot
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  • >> well, we hear a lot of messages in church
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  • Of messages in church and in life
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  • And in life about holding on,
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  • About holding on, you know,
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  • You know, "don't give up.
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  • "don't give up. hang in there.
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  • Hang in there. just grab tighter."
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  • Just grab tighter." and sometimes, that's exactly
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  • And sometimes, that's exactly what you need to hear.
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  • What you need to hear. but there are those times
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  • But there are those times in your life where the blessing
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  • In your life where the blessing is in letting go.
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  • Is in letting go. the times in life
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  • The times in life where you can't control it,
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  • Where you can't control it, can't figure it out.
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  • Can't figure it out. all of your calculations
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  • All of your calculations fall short and you
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  • Fall short and you just have to surrender it.
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  • Just have to surrender it. and this is so much
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  • And this is so much easier said than done.
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  • Easier said than done. but i wanna put a series
  • 00:24:01.525 --> 00:24:02.359
  • But i wanna put a series in your hands today
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  • In your hands today that is going to help you
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  • That is going to help you to relinquish the control
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  • To relinquish the control of the things
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  • Of the things that are god's job,
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  • That are god's job, the battles that
  • 00:24:08.799 --> 00:24:09.433
  • The battles that he wants to fight for you.
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  • He wants to fight for you. the series is called,
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  • "the blessing of letting go."
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  • "the blessing of letting go." and i believe that
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  • And i believe that as you walk through
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  • As you walk through this teaching,
  • 00:24:16.407 --> 00:24:17.208
  • This teaching, you're gonna receive
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  • You're gonna receive peace like never before.
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  • Peace like never before. and i wanna include another
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  • And i wanna include another series for you called,
  • 00:24:21.612 --> 00:24:22.680
  • Series for you called, "challenge the shadow."
  • 00:24:22.746 --> 00:24:24.715
  • "challenge the shadow." you don't have to just accept
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  • You don't have to just accept the darkness as your new normal.
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  • The darkness as your new normal. there is a light in god
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  • There is a light in god and there is a way forward,
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  • And there is a way forward, but first, to see it,
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  • But first, to see it, you have to let go.
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  • You have to let go. so, call right now
  • 00:24:33.757 --> 00:24:35.626
  • So, call right now and for your gift of any amount
  • 00:24:35.693 --> 00:24:37.127
  • And for your gift of any amount to this ministry,
  • 00:24:37.194 --> 00:24:38.262
  • To this ministry, we wanna put
  • 00:24:38.329 --> 00:24:38.863
  • We wanna put "the blessing of letting go"
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  • "the blessing of letting go" in your hands today with
  • 00:24:40.431 --> 00:24:42.766
  • In your hands today with "challenge the shadow."
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  • "challenge the shadow." i believe this is gonna be
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  • I believe this is gonna be just the word you need
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  • Just the word you need to give you the momentum
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  • To give you the momentum and the practical strategy
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  • And the practical strategy to put it in god's hands
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  • To put it in god's hands and watch him do something
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  • And watch him do something amazing in your life.
  • 00:24:53.511 --> 00:24:55.112
  • >> to get
  • 00:24:55.479 --> 00:24:56.113
  • The "release and restore"
  • 00:24:56.213 --> 00:24:57.147
  • Sermon pack from
  • 00:24:57.248 --> 00:24:57.915
  • Pastor steven furtick,
  • 00:24:58.015 --> 00:24:59.283
  • Which includes
  • 00:24:59.383 --> 00:24:59.984
  • Two brand-new series,
  • 00:25:00.084 --> 00:25:01.552
  • "the blessing of letting go"
  • 00:25:01.652 --> 00:25:02.953
  • And "challenge the shadow,"
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  • Call or go online now.
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  • >> let go of your comparison
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  • >> let go of your comparison to other standards
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  • To other standards that have nothing to do
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  • That have nothing to do with who the sovereign god
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  • With who the sovereign god called you to be.
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  • Called you to be. let go of the expectations
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  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
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  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can only be
  • 00:25:19.470 --> 00:25:20.337
  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through the perfect
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  • Satisfied through the perfect work of jesus and has already
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  • Work of jesus and has already applied to your account.
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  • Applied to your account. let go.
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  • Let go. that's the blessing
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  • That's the blessing of letting go
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  • Of letting go of the way you thought
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  • Of the way you thought it was supposed to be,
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  • It was supposed to be, is that...
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  • And i feel god going through
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  • And i feel god going through somebody's temple today
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  • Somebody's temple today and clearing out everything
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  • And clearing out everything that doesn't belong
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  • That doesn't belong and wiping out every shadow
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  • And wiping out every shadow that has tried to eliminate
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  • That has tried to eliminate your purpose and your peace.
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  • >> in this exclusive
  • 00:25:51.101 --> 00:25:51.835
  • Dual sermon pack,
  • 00:25:51.936 --> 00:25:53.103
  • Pastor steven shares
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  • The importance of letting go
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  • Of past experiences to step into
  • 00:25:55.739 --> 00:25:58.008
  • New opportunities and blessings.
  • 00:25:58.108 --> 00:26:00.077
  • Call or go online now to receive
  • 00:26:00.177 --> 00:26:01.845
  • The release and restore
  • 00:26:01.946 --> 00:26:03.080
  • Sermon pack today
  • 00:26:03.180 --> 00:26:04.281
  • For a gift of any amount.
  • 00:26:04.381 --> 00:26:05.549
  • Don't wait to experience
  • 00:26:05.649 --> 00:26:06.850
  • The freedom god has for you.
  • 00:26:06.951 --> 00:26:08.552
  • Take action now.
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  • >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
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  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
  • 00:26:23.467 --> 00:26:25.369
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:25.436 --> 00:26:27.438
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:27.504 --> 00:26:28.572
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:28.639 --> 00:26:30.240
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:30.307 --> 00:26:32.309
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:32.376 --> 00:26:33.444
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:33.510 --> 00:26:35.512
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:35.579 --> 00:26:37.147
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:37.214 --> 00:26:38.382
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:38.449 --> 00:26:40.351
  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
  • 00:26:40.417 --> 00:26:42.820
  • ♪ that's why i trust god ♪
  • 00:26:42.886 --> 00:26:46.890
  • ♪ my savior ♪
  • 00:26:46.957 --> 00:26:49.660
  • ♪ the one ♪
  • 00:26:49.727 --> 00:26:51.395
  • ♪ who will never fail ♪
  • 00:26:51.462 --> 00:26:58.636
  • ♪ he will never fail ♪
  • 00:26:58.702 --> 00:27:03.040
  • ♪ oh i trust in god ♪
  • 00:27:03.107 --> 00:27:06.310
  • ♪ my savior ♪
  • 00:27:06.377 --> 00:27:08.812
  • ♪ the one ♪
  • 00:27:08.879 --> 00:27:10.848
  • ♪ who will never fail ♪
  • 00:27:10.914 --> 00:27:18.055
  • ♪ he will never fail ♪
  • 00:27:18.122 --> 00:27:21.358
  • >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:27:21.425 --> 00:27:23.794
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:27:23.861 --> 00:27:27.131
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:27:27.197 --> 00:27:28.732
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:27:28.799 --> 00:27:29.999