Steven Furtick - The Blessing of Letting Go (Part 2)

May 26, 2025 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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  • >> announcer: up next,
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  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • ♪ ♪
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  • >> the presence of the blessing
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  • >> the presence of the blessing does not mean
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  • Does not mean the absence of pressure.
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  • Sometimes we get confused
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  • Sometimes we get confused about the things that we feel.
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  • About the things that we feel. sometimes we get confused about
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  • Sometimes we get confused about the thoughts that we have.
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  • The thoughts that we have. "because i'm blessed
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  • "because i'm blessed and i know that i should
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  • And i know that i should trust god because i know
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  • Trust god because i know that i've seen him
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  • That i've seen him come through before.
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  • Come through before. i am blessed.
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  • I am blessed. i have seen so many times
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  • I have seen so many times that he came through for me,
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  • That he came through for me, but i'm waking up lately
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  • But i'm waking up lately at 3:00 in the morning,
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  • At 3:00 in the morning, and it's not just
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  • And it's not just because of my liquid intake.
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  • Because of my liquid intake. i'm working through scenarios
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  • I'm working through scenarios right now that i can't
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  • Right now that i can't figure out how to sort.
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  • Figure out how to sort. i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. i mean, don't get me wrong, man.
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  • I mean, don't get me wrong, man. i'm not in here
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  • I'm not in here to complain to you.
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  • To complain to you. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, but i gotta go back
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  • But i gotta go back to the doctor next wednesday.
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  • To the doctor next wednesday. and he's my healer.
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  • And he's my healer. god is my jehovah rapha,
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  • God is my jehovah rapha, but i still kind of wonder
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  • But i still kind of wonder what this doctor
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  • What this doctor is gonna say to me when
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  • Is gonna say to me when i go see him on wednesday."
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  • I go see him on wednesday." i'm describing scenarios.
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  • I'm describing scenarios. these aren't my scenarios.
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  • These aren't my scenarios. these are just --
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  • These are just -- these are the buts
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  • These are the buts you brought to church.
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  • You brought to church. the man who told me,
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  • The man who told me, "i'm so grateful
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  • "i'm so grateful that god allowed me
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  • That god allowed me to open this restaurant,
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  • To open this restaurant, but i got this pain
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  • But i got this pain in my shoulder right now
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  • In my shoulder right now and i'm coming in
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  • And i'm coming in and i'm getting here
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  • And i'm getting here at 4:00 in the morning,
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  • At 4:00 in the morning, and will you
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  • And will you pray for me, pastor?
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  • Pray for me, pastor? 'cause i trust god,
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  • 'cause i trust god, but my shoulder.
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  • But my shoulder. and god has blessed me with
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  • And god has blessed me with so much, but this hurts.
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  • So much, but this hurts. i'm waking up with this
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  • I'm waking up with this pain in my body.
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  • Pain in my body. i'm not able to sleep at night.
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  • I'm not able to sleep at night. would you just pray for me?
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  • Would you just pray for me? 'cause i love god, i trust god,
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  • 'cause i love god, i trust god, i'm blessed, but."
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  • I'm blessed, but." and don't get this confused.
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  • And don't get this confused. the load that i carry
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  • The load that i carry does not mean
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  • Does not mean that i don't love god,
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  • That i don't love god, nor does it mean that
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  • Nor does it mean that i doubt his love for me.
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  • I doubt his love for me. i'm blessed, but.
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  • I'm blessed, but. "yes, i'm blessed,
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  • "yes, i'm blessed, but this addiction
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  • But this addiction is kicking my butt.
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  • Is kicking my butt. yes, i'm blessed,
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  • Yes, i'm blessed, but i still can't understand
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  • But i still can't understand why i emotionally eat.
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  • Why i emotionally eat. and so, every diet that i try,
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  • And so, every diet that i try, it fails because there's
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  • It fails because there's something driving me back
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  • Something driving me back to that eating, and i don't
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  • To that eating, and i don't even know what it is.
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  • Even know what it is. and yes, i'm blessed.
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  • And yes, i'm blessed. and i'm not complaining
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  • And i'm not complaining because i know that
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  • Because i know that there's somebody somewhere
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  • There's somebody somewhere who doesn't even have
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  • Who doesn't even have food to eat."
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  • Food to eat." so, i'm not comparing myself
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  • So, i'm not comparing myself and saying that i don't
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  • And saying that i don't appreciate what god gave me.
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  • Appreciate what god gave me. and i know that overeating
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  • And i know that overeating is kind of like
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  • Is kind of like an american bless people
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  • An american bless people problem anyway to have,
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  • Problem anyway to have, but i still have it.
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  • But i still have it. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, but i can't control this.
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  • But i can't control this. and i don't know
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  • And i don't know how to control it
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  • How to control it because i'm wrestling
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  • Because i'm wrestling with something i can't see.
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  • With something i can't see. [applause]
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  • [applause] and i'm forgiven of my sin,
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  • And i'm forgiven of my sin, but i don't feel
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  • But i don't feel free from it yet.
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  • Free from it yet. i know that
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  • I know that it's under the blood,
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  • It's under the blood, but it's still going on
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  • But it's still going on in my house.
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  • In my house. and i can say the right words
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  • And i can say the right words to you and i can sing
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  • To you and i can sing the right songs with you.
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  • The right songs with you. i'm blessed, but."
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  • I'm blessed, but." but, you probably
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  • But, you probably don't wanna hear about this.
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  • Don't wanna hear about this. i'm blessed, but.
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  • I'm blessed, but. and this is what i feel
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  • And this is what i feel sometimes when people say,
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  • Sometimes when people say, "boy, it must be wonderful
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  • "boy, it must be wonderful to know that god uses you
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  • To know that god uses you to help thousands of people
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  • To help thousands of people through your preaching.
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  • Through your preaching. that must be a blessing."
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  • That must be a blessing." it is a blessing.
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  • It is a blessing. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] y'all don't wanna
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  • Y'all don't wanna hear about that.
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  • Hear about that. no, it's just the holy spirit
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  • No, it's just the holy spirit just flows and i just let him
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  • Just flows and i just let him say what he wants to say
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  • Say what he wants to say because it's his work,
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  • Because it's his work, not my work, and it's his way,
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  • Not my work, and it's his way, not my way.
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  • Not my way. and i believe that,
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  • And i believe that, but sometimes
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  • But sometimes i wanna get up and say
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  • I wanna get up and say what i said last week, "do it,"
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  • What i said last week, "do it," and walk off the stage.
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  • And walk off the stage. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] you like that, lord?
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  • You like that, lord? i like that.
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  • I like that. [applause]
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  • [applause] the lord said he like that.
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  • The lord said he like that. now, the amazing thing about
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  • Now, the amazing thing about this wrestling match.
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  • This wrestling match. let me give you
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  • Let me give you another verse that --
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  • Another verse that -- to me, it's not confusing
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  • To me, it's not confusing but it just really shows
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  • But it just really shows what jacob is going through
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  • What jacob is going through in this passage.
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  • In this passage. it says that, "when" --
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  • It says that, "when" -- verse 24 comes around
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  • Verse 24 comes around and he, you know,
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  • And he, you know, send everything
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  • Send everything across the stream
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  • Across the stream because he's gotta deal
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  • Because he's gotta deal with esau and he thinks
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  • With esau and he thinks esau is the enemy
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  • Esau is the enemy that he has to face.
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  • That he has to face. and so, what happens is
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  • And so, what happens is he has a fight
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  • He has a fight that he didn't plan for,
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  • That he didn't plan for, as he's getting ready
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  • As he's getting ready for the fight that
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  • For the fight that he's not gonna have that
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  • He's not gonna have that he thinks he's gonna have.
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  • He thinks he's gonna have. this is kind of what
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  • This is kind of what worry does to you.
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  • Worry does to you. it gets you fighting battles
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  • It gets you fighting battles that probably aren't even
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  • That probably aren't even going to happen to deplete you
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  • Going to happen to deplete you of the strength that you need
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  • Of the strength that you need to do the things
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  • To do the things that you can do,
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  • That you can do, to affect what you can affect,
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  • To affect what you can affect, to impact what you can impact.
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  • To impact what you can impact. but the bible says that,
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  • But the bible says that, "after jacob was separated
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  • "after jacob was separated from all of these blessings,
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  • From all of these blessings, donkeys, camels..."
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  • Donkeys, camels..." what else did he have?
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  • What else did he have? ewes, and rachels, and leahs,
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  • Ewes, and rachels, and leahs, and simeons, and levites,
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  • And simeons, and levites, and all of these tangible
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  • And all of these tangible expressions of blessing.
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  • Expressions of blessing. after those have all gone
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  • After those have all gone it says in verse 24,
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  • It says in verse 24, "so jacob was left alone,
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  • "so jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled
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  • And a man wrestled with him till daybreak."
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  • With him till daybreak." now, i have been in
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  • Now, i have been in a nostalgia hold all week
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  • A nostalgia hold all week watching 1991, 1992,
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  • Watching 1991, 1992, 1993 wrestling matches.
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  • 1993 wrestling matches. i don't mean the kind
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  • I don't mean the kind where they compete
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  • Where they compete on a collegiate level.
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  • On a collegiate level. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the four horsemen.
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  • The four horsemen. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and i'll be honest,
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  • And i'll be honest, i even went past --
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  • I even went past -- 'cause i quit watching
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  • 'cause i quit watching wrestling when i was
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  • Wrestling when i was about 13 or 14.
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  • About 13 or 14. i even went past
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  • I even went past when i stopped watching
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  • When i stopped watching wrestling and i watched when
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  • Wrestling and i watched when hulk hogan became a bad guy,
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  • Hulk hogan became a bad guy, and that was heartbreaking.
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  • And that was heartbreaking. because when i was growing up,
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  • Because when i was growing up, he was telling me to eat
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  • He was telling me to eat my vitamins and say my prayers.
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  • My vitamins and say my prayers. and i had a little hulk hogan
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  • And i had a little hulk hogan workout cassette tape
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  • Workout cassette tape and i listened to that thing.
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  • And i listened to that thing. and to watch hull hogan --
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  • And to watch hull hogan -- hulk hogan look at the crowd
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  • Hulk hogan look at the crowd and say, "shove it."
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  • And say, "shove it." i'm like, "shove it?
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  • I'm like, "shove it? you're our guy.
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  • You're our guy. you're our hero.
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  • You're our hero. how could you do this to me?"
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  • How could you do this to me?" i was watching it all week long.
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  • I was watching it all week long. but i was watching it
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  • But i was watching it in the lens of jacob.
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  • In the lens of jacob. i was trying to figure out
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  • I was trying to figure out what that had to do with jacob.
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  • What that had to do with jacob. and i realized it right here.
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  • And i realized it right here. it's because, you know,
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  • It's because, you know, they had a lot
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  • They had a lot of arguments about,
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  • Of arguments about, is wrestling fake or is it real?
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  • Is wrestling fake or is it real? is it fake or is it real?
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  • Is it fake or is it real? and i heard one wrestler
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  • And i heard one wrestler say something, he's like,
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  • Say something, he's like, "let me slam you
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  • "let me slam you and then you can see
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  • And then you can see how real it feels
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  • How real it feels or how fake it feels."
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  • Or how fake it feels." so, when the bible says
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  • So, when the bible says that he was wrestling
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  • That he was wrestling and he was wrestling alone,
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  • And he was wrestling alone, it let's me know two things.
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  • It let's me know two things. one, is that no one else
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  • One, is that no one else got to see how he struggled.
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  • Got to see how he struggled. no one else saw the struggle.
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  • No one else saw the struggle. and number two,
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  • And number two, he wrestled at night.
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  • He wrestled at night. which means that even
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  • Which means that even he couldn't see what
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  • He couldn't see what he was struggling with.
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  • He was struggling with. and isn't that the nature
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  • And isn't that the nature of the real things
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  • Of the real things we wrestle with?
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  • We wrestle with? i'm not talking about where
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  • I'm not talking about where the issues show up in our lives.
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  • The issues show up in our lives. i'm talking about
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  • I'm talking about the source of the issue.
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  • The source of the issue. and the source of the issue
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  • And the source of the issue determines the strategy
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  • Determines the strategy for the battle.
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  • For the battle. so, if you live your whole
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  • So, if you live your whole life thinking,
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  • Life thinking, "oh, well, i'm wrestling
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  • "oh, well, i'm wrestling against them,
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  • Against them, i'm fighting against them,
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  • I'm fighting against them, i need to convince them,
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  • I need to convince them, if they would just
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  • If they would just appreciate me."
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  • Appreciate me." you are -- you are making them
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  • You are -- you are making them the source of your struggle.
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  • The source of your struggle. if they are the source
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  • If they are the source of your struggle,
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  • Of your struggle, and they are a person,
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  • And they are a person, if they're external,
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  • If they're external, if it's an issue,
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  • If it's an issue, if it's the source
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  • If it's the source of your struggle,
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  • Of your struggle, then the source of your strength
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  • Then the source of your strength is also external.
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  • Is also external. because the source
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  • Because the source of your struggle will determine
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  • Of your struggle will determine the source of the strength
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  • The source of the strength that you need to defeat
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  • That you need to defeat that struggle.
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  • That struggle. i'm gonna make it plain
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  • I'm gonna make it plain in just a moment.
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  • In just a moment. when i'm fighting with something
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  • When i'm fighting with something that i can't see,
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  • That i can't see, i need to fight
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  • I need to fight with things that i can see.
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  • With things that i can see. if i'm fighting against
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  • If i'm fighting against something that is visible,
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  • Something that is visible, i need to fight
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  • I need to fight with something that is visible.
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  • With something that is visible. but what do i do when the fight
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  • But what do i do when the fight is happening at night?
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  • Is happening at night? what do i do when
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  • What do i do when the fight is happening
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  • The fight is happening in a place in me that
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  • In a place in me that i can't even really tell you
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  • I can't even really tell you about and i'm not really you
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  • About and i'm not really you wanna hear it anyway?
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  • Wanna hear it anyway? 'cause i'm blessed but,
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  • 'cause i'm blessed but, i'm thankful but,
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  • I'm thankful but, i've come so far but.
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  • I've come so far but. and i told god i didn't wanna
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  • And i told god i didn't wanna preach this message to you
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  • Preach this message to you because the,
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  • Because the, "yes, i'm blessed thing,"
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  • "yes, i'm blessed thing," worked so much better on
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  • Worked so much better on sunday without the but.
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  • Sunday without the but. but when you come
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  • But when you come to this church,
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  • To this church, as long as i get
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  • As long as i get to be the pastor,
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  • To be the pastor, you can bring your blessed but
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  • You can bring your blessed but in this church every
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  • In this church every single sunday.
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  • Single sunday. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you could come in confused.
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  • You could come in confused. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you could come in conflicted.
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  • You could come in conflicted. what does that mean?
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  • What does that mean? you can come in crying.
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  • You can come in crying. you can leave crying.
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  • You can leave crying. you don't have to shout.
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  • You don't have to shout. you don't have to clap.
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  • You don't have to clap. you don't have to say, "amen."
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  • You don't have to say, "amen." you don't have
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  • You don't have to have a highlighter.
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  • To have a highlighter. you don't know have
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  • You don't know have to know 35 scriptures.
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  • To know 35 scriptures. you don't have to know how
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  • You don't have to know how to quote the apostle's creed.
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  • To quote the apostle's creed. you don't have to be born
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  • You don't have to be born in the right place
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  • In the right place at the right time.
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  • At the right time. you can be conflicted
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  • You can be conflicted and still come.
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  • And still come. [applause]
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  • [applause] in this church you
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  • In this church you can bring your blessed but.
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  • Can bring your blessed but. you can come in here
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  • You can come in here with questions and not
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  • With questions and not even leave with answers
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  • Even leave with answers but throw up your hands and say,
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  • But throw up your hands and say, "i've met with god afresh
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  • "i've met with god afresh and the angel told me
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  • And the angel told me it's gonna be alright."
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  • It's gonna be alright." [applause]
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  • [applause] you're blessed but.
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  • You're blessed but. you're blessed but you struggle.
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  • You're blessed but you struggle. you're blessed but you wonder.
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  • You're blessed but you wonder. you're blessed but you're still
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  • You're blessed but you're still not completely healed
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  • Not completely healed from it yet.
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  • From it yet. it happened 15 years ago.
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  • It happened 15 years ago. i'm blessed but there's a part
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  • I'm blessed but there's a part of me that still can't forgive
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  • Of me that still can't forgive what they did to me.
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  • What they did to me. i'm blessed but i still
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  • I'm blessed but i still replay it in my mind.
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  • Replay it in my mind. i'm blessed but i still run back
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  • I'm blessed but i still run back to it when the pressure is on.
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  • To it when the pressure is on. i'm blessed but i still can't
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  • I'm blessed but i still can't make sense out of it.
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  • Make sense out of it. i'm blessed, but i still
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  • I'm blessed, but i still don't feel ready for it.
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  • Don't feel ready for it. i'm blessed but i still feel
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  • I'm blessed but i still feel exhausted when i go to it.
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  • Exhausted when i go to it. i'm blessed,
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  • I'm blessed, god has given me so much,
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  • God has given me so much, but i spend so
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  • But i spend so much time wondering,
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  • Much time wondering, "can i keep it up?"
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  • "can i keep it up?" 'cause god gave it to me,
  • 00:10:46.976 --> 00:10:48.277
  • 'cause god gave it to me, but i can't keep it up.
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  • But i can't keep it up. but here is the good news.
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  • But here is the good news. if he started it,
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  • If he started it, then the pressure is on him
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  • Then the pressure is on him to finish it.
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  • To finish it. [applause]
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  • [applause] you need to remember that
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  • You need to remember that the source determines
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  • The source determines the strategy
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  • The strategy and if the blessing
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  • And if the blessing comes from you,
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  • Comes from you, then it's on you
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  • Then it's on you to keep it going.
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  • To keep it going. but if it comes from god.
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  • But if it comes from god. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, i learned this in my life.
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  • So, i learned this in my life. when i give him praise
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  • When i give him praise it takes off pressure.
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  • It takes off pressure. someone said to me,
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  • Someone said to me, "y'all praise god
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  • "y'all praise god at elevation church very
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  • At elevation church very externally and very openly,
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  • Externally and very openly, and it's kind of shocking."
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  • And it's kind of shocking." and i'm like,
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  • And i'm like, "why is it shocking?
  • 00:11:33.222 --> 00:11:35.324
  • "why is it shocking? the world is crazy
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  • The world is crazy externally and verbally.
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  • Externally and verbally. so, if it's crazy externally
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  • So, if it's crazy externally and verbally,
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  • And verbally, then when i'm fighting
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  • Then when i'm fighting back against the craziness,
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  • Back against the craziness, i need to fight it
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  • I need to fight it externally and verbally.
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  • Externally and verbally. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, if the devil is telling me
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  • So, if the devil is telling me esau is gonna kill you,
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  • Esau is gonna kill you, i need to speak back
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  • I need to speak back and say to god,
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  • And say to god, "you promised.
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  • "you promised. i have your word on this.
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  • I have your word on this. i have your assurance on this.
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  • I have your assurance on this. i'm in the middle
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  • I'm in the middle of your purpose."
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  • Of your purpose." and so, jacob --
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  • And so, jacob -- ooh, i love this story.
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  • Ooh, i love this story. it's so amazing.
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  • It's so amazing. because jacob all of his life
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  • Because jacob all of his life has been blessed by grabbing
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  • Has been blessed by grabbing on to what he wanted.
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  • On to what he wanted. oh, he's a go getter.
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  • Oh, he's a go getter. jacob sets his mind out
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  • Jacob sets his mind out to do something.
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  • To do something. this is how ambitious jacob is.
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  • This is how ambitious jacob is. when he was born esau was coming
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  • When he was born esau was coming out first and he came out --
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  • Out first and he came out -- y'all don't ruin the punchline
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  • Y'all don't ruin the punchline for me all y'all bible nerds.
  • 00:12:34.016 --> 00:12:35.251
  • For me all y'all bible nerds. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] he came out grabbing the heel
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  • He came out grabbing the heel of his older brother
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  • Of his older brother so he could be first.
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  • So he could be first. and so, they saw him doing
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  • And so, they saw him doing that and they're like,
  • 00:12:43.459 --> 00:12:44.160
  • That and they're like, "we need to call him jacob
  • 00:12:44.226 --> 00:12:45.394
  • "we need to call him jacob because jacob means
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  • Because jacob means heel grabber."
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  • Heel grabber." what amazing creativity.
  • 00:12:50.166 --> 00:12:51.600
  • What amazing creativity. [laughter]
  • 00:12:51.667 --> 00:12:53.536
  • [laughter] and then secondly,
  • 00:12:53.602 --> 00:12:55.070
  • And then secondly, what an amazing picture
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  • What an amazing picture of the way he lived
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  • Of the way he lived the rest of his life
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  • The rest of his life and the way so many of us do.
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  • And the way so many of us do. grabbing for something that
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  • Grabbing for something that god wants to give him.
  • 00:13:06.182 --> 00:13:10.219
  • God wants to give him. let me be honest with you.
  • 00:13:10.286 --> 00:13:12.454
  • Let me be honest with you. we live in a time where
  • 00:13:12.521 --> 00:13:13.255
  • We live in a time where it's very easy to confuse
  • 00:13:13.322 --> 00:13:17.593
  • It's very easy to confuse christianity with discipline.
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  • Christianity with discipline. to be a good christian in many
  • 00:13:22.898 --> 00:13:24.233
  • To be a good christian in many of our minds means that,
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  • Of our minds means that, "this is how much
  • 00:13:25.801 --> 00:13:26.335
  • "this is how much i'm gonna read the bible.
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  • I'm gonna read the bible. this is how much
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  • This is how much i'm gonna pray."
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  • I'm gonna pray." and i hope that you read
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  • And i hope that you read the bible and pray a lot
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  • The bible and pray a lot and more and more every day.
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  • And more and more every day. and i hope you do,
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  • And i hope you do, and i hope i do,
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  • And i hope i do, and i hope you all do.
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  • And i hope you all do. that isn't what makes
  • 00:13:33.576 --> 00:13:34.276
  • That isn't what makes you a christian.
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  • You a christian. that isn't what makes you
  • 00:13:37.079 --> 00:13:37.680
  • That isn't what makes you a better christian.
  • 00:13:37.746 --> 00:13:39.982
  • A better christian. that isn't even what makes
  • 00:13:40.049 --> 00:13:40.616
  • That isn't even what makes you a strong christian,
  • 00:13:40.683 --> 00:13:42.985
  • You a strong christian, just by how much you pray
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  • Just by how much you pray and how much you
  • 00:13:44.987 --> 00:13:45.454
  • And how much you read the bible.
  • 00:13:45.521 --> 00:13:46.889
  • Read the bible. that is not how to be blessed
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  • That is not how to be blessed god's way, the gospel way.
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  • God's way, the gospel way. and the reason that i know
  • 00:13:54.630 --> 00:13:55.331
  • And the reason that i know that in my life is because
  • 00:13:55.397 --> 00:13:56.565
  • That in my life is because i've spent too many of my years
  • 00:13:56.632 --> 00:14:01.670
  • I've spent too many of my years thinking that the blessing
  • 00:14:01.737 --> 00:14:02.605
  • Thinking that the blessing of god was something
  • 00:14:02.671 --> 00:14:04.640
  • Of god was something that i had to hold on to
  • 00:14:04.707 --> 00:14:07.109
  • That i had to hold on to or it would get away from me.
  • 00:14:07.176 --> 00:14:11.981
  • Or it would get away from me. and for all
  • 00:14:12.047 --> 00:14:12.514
  • And for all of the christian control freaks,
  • 00:14:12.581 --> 00:14:13.749
  • Of the christian control freaks, which is an oxymoron.
  • 00:14:13.816 --> 00:14:15.017
  • Which is an oxymoron. [laughter]
  • 00:14:15.084 --> 00:14:17.353
  • [laughter] "'cause, god, i give you my life
  • 00:14:17.419 --> 00:14:18.954
  • "'cause, god, i give you my life as long as married by age 23.
  • 00:14:19.021 --> 00:14:21.123
  • As long as married by age 23. god, i give you my life
  • 00:14:21.190 --> 00:14:22.625
  • God, i give you my life as long as this job opportunity
  • 00:14:22.691 --> 00:14:24.159
  • As long as this job opportunity opens up in the right market.
  • 00:14:24.226 --> 00:14:25.461
  • Opens up in the right market. i like the climate as well
  • 00:14:25.527 --> 00:14:26.395
  • I like the climate as well as the school educational.
  • 00:14:26.462 --> 00:14:27.563
  • As the school educational. [laughter]
  • 00:14:27.630 --> 00:14:29.498
  • [laughter] god, here is our children.
  • 00:14:29.565 --> 00:14:31.233
  • God, here is our children. we devote them to you.
  • 00:14:31.300 --> 00:14:33.402
  • We devote them to you. and lord jesus,
  • 00:14:33.469 --> 00:14:34.570
  • And lord jesus, i just believe that she would
  • 00:14:34.637 --> 00:14:35.638
  • I just believe that she would make a great worship leader
  • 00:14:35.704 --> 00:14:37.006
  • Make a great worship leader in the church.
  • 00:14:37.072 --> 00:14:37.673
  • In the church. she's just like
  • 00:14:37.740 --> 00:14:38.107
  • She's just like that girl, tiffany,
  • 00:14:38.173 --> 00:14:39.375
  • That girl, tiffany, and she should sing
  • 00:14:39.441 --> 00:14:40.109
  • And she should sing just like that.
  • 00:14:40.175 --> 00:14:41.043
  • Just like that. i know she's not blonde,
  • 00:14:41.110 --> 00:14:41.977
  • I know she's not blonde, but we'll dye her hair, lord,
  • 00:14:42.044 --> 00:14:43.012
  • But we'll dye her hair, lord, and could be just like
  • 00:14:43.078 --> 00:14:43.712
  • And could be just like that girl, tiffany."
  • 00:14:43.779 --> 00:14:44.580
  • That girl, tiffany." [laughter]
  • 00:14:44.647 --> 00:14:45.314
  • [laughter] "that would be wonderful,
  • 00:14:45.381 --> 00:14:46.282
  • "that would be wonderful, but i give them to you, lord."
  • 00:14:46.348 --> 00:14:47.716
  • But i give them to you, lord." [laughter]
  • 00:14:47.783 --> 00:14:51.453
  • [laughter] and so, the interesting thing
  • 00:14:51.520 --> 00:14:52.154
  • And so, the interesting thing for me has been my life,
  • 00:14:52.221 --> 00:14:53.355
  • For me has been my life, how to have a real commitment
  • 00:14:53.422 --> 00:14:55.124
  • How to have a real commitment to christ without trying
  • 00:14:55.190 --> 00:14:57.793
  • To christ without trying to control his will
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  • To control his will in my life?
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  • In my life? [applause]
  • 00:15:03.132 --> 00:15:05.401
  • [applause] how to -- how to be serious
  • 00:15:05.467 --> 00:15:09.838
  • How to -- how to be serious about my relationship
  • 00:15:09.905 --> 00:15:10.706
  • About my relationship with god while staying
  • 00:15:10.773 --> 00:15:12.708
  • With god while staying surrendered to the god
  • 00:15:12.775 --> 00:15:14.710
  • Surrendered to the god who i'm in relationship with.
  • 00:15:14.777 --> 00:15:17.146
  • Who i'm in relationship with. this is not as easy
  • 00:15:17.212 --> 00:15:18.247
  • This is not as easy as it seems because
  • 00:15:18.314 --> 00:15:20.416
  • As it seems because you will find yourself
  • 00:15:20.482 --> 00:15:21.717
  • You will find yourself often really,
  • 00:15:21.784 --> 00:15:23.385
  • Often really, really committed to trying
  • 00:15:23.452 --> 00:15:25.154
  • Really committed to trying to get god to bless you.
  • 00:15:25.220 --> 00:15:27.356
  • To get god to bless you. committed to,
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  • Committed to, "i'm really gonna
  • 00:15:28.390 --> 00:15:28.891
  • "i'm really gonna get my life together."
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  • Get my life together." committed to,
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  • Committed to, "i really wanna be free
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  • "i really wanna be free from these patterns."
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  • From these patterns." committed to, i wanna
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  • Committed to, i wanna be an example,
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  • Be an example, make a difference,
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  • Make a difference, have an influence,
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  • Have an influence, make the mark,
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  • Make the mark, fulfill a purpose,
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  • Fulfill a purpose, really committed to that.
  • 00:15:38.567 --> 00:15:41.136
  • Really committed to that. but then commitment
  • 00:15:41.203 --> 00:15:43.772
  • But then commitment becomes control,
  • 00:15:43.839 --> 00:15:46.976
  • Becomes control, and you cannot follow
  • 00:15:47.042 --> 00:15:48.277
  • And you cannot follow christ and have control.
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  • Christ and have control. [applause]
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  • [applause] i'm sorry.
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  • I'm sorry. i want it to be where you can.
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  • I want it to be where you can. i want it to be where jesus
  • 00:15:59.154 --> 00:16:00.489
  • I want it to be where jesus lets you code him,
  • 00:16:00.556 --> 00:16:03.726
  • Lets you code him, where you get to give him
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  • Where you get to give him the commands and you get
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  • The commands and you get to give him the thing --
  • 00:16:05.627 --> 00:16:06.562
  • To give him the thing -- but every time
  • 00:16:06.628 --> 00:16:07.329
  • But every time i read in the bible,
  • 00:16:07.396 --> 00:16:08.030
  • I read in the bible, he's giving the commands.
  • 00:16:08.097 --> 00:16:10.566
  • He's giving the commands. every time in my life
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  • Every time in my life he brings me
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  • He brings me into something new.
  • 00:16:12.634 --> 00:16:13.435
  • Into something new. he takes me through
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  • He takes me through something scary.
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  • Something scary. every time in my life
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  • Every time in my life he sets me free
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  • He sets me free from something that i don't
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  • From something that i don't want to give me something
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  • Want to give me something that i do want.
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  • That i do want. i cannot reach toward
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  • I cannot reach toward what he's giving me
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  • What he's giving me without letting go
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  • Without letting go of what i held.
  • 00:16:27.516 --> 00:16:29.752
  • Of what i held. and there are a lot of us
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  • And there are a lot of us who are not going to get
  • 00:16:30.986 --> 00:16:32.488
  • Who are not going to get what we need from god
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  • What we need from god in this season until we let
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  • In this season until we let go of what we held
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  • Go of what we held to in the previous.
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  • To in the previous. [applause]
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  • [applause] there are some blessings
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  • There are some blessings that only come through
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  • That only come through holding on.
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  • Holding on. i'm telling you,
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  • I'm telling you, sometimes you have got
  • 00:16:47.102 --> 00:16:47.870
  • Sometimes you have got to get around the promise
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  • To get around the promise from god and say,
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  • From god and say, "i don't care how many
  • 00:16:50.572 --> 00:16:51.473
  • "i don't care how many things blow against it,
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  • Things blow against it, i don't care how many
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  • I don't care how many things shake it up,
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  • Things shake it up, i don't care how
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  • I don't care how many years passed.
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  • Many years passed. i am holding on
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  • I am holding on to what god said."
  • 00:16:58.380 --> 00:17:00.082
  • To what god said." [applause]
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  • [applause] there are blessings that only
  • 00:17:01.717 --> 00:17:03.085
  • There are blessings that only come from holding on.
  • 00:17:03.152 --> 00:17:04.887
  • Come from holding on. that's jacob.
  • 00:17:04.953 --> 00:17:05.921
  • That's jacob. he's like,
  • 00:17:05.988 --> 00:17:06.588
  • He's like, "no, you're not leaving
  • 00:17:06.655 --> 00:17:08.123
  • "no, you're not leaving until you bless me.
  • 00:17:08.190 --> 00:17:09.324
  • Until you bless me. i need a blessing.
  • 00:17:09.391 --> 00:17:10.592
  • I need a blessing. i got a fresh battle.
  • 00:17:10.659 --> 00:17:11.927
  • I got a fresh battle. i need a fresh blessing.
  • 00:17:11.994 --> 00:17:13.529
  • I need a fresh blessing. i got a fresh test.
  • 00:17:13.595 --> 00:17:14.830
  • I got a fresh test. i need a fresh blessing.
  • 00:17:14.897 --> 00:17:16.231
  • I need a fresh blessing. you are not leaving.
  • 00:17:16.298 --> 00:17:17.800
  • You are not leaving. i am not going to let you
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  • I am not going to let you go unless you bless me."
  • 00:17:20.202 --> 00:17:25.107
  • Go unless you bless me." and then god says,
  • 00:17:25.174 --> 00:17:27.543
  • And then god says, "but i cannot bless you
  • 00:17:27.609 --> 00:17:30.112
  • "but i cannot bless you unless you let go.
  • 00:17:30.179 --> 00:17:39.655
  • Unless you let go. let go of the way you thought
  • 00:17:39.721 --> 00:17:43.158
  • Let go of the way you thought it was supposed to go.
  • 00:17:43.225 --> 00:17:45.627
  • It was supposed to go. let go of your comparison
  • 00:17:45.694 --> 00:17:48.430
  • Let go of your comparison to other standards that have
  • 00:17:48.497 --> 00:17:49.598
  • To other standards that have nothing to do with who
  • 00:17:49.665 --> 00:17:51.467
  • Nothing to do with who the sovereign god
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  • The sovereign god called you to be.
  • 00:17:52.267 --> 00:17:53.135
  • Called you to be. let go of the expectations
  • 00:17:53.202 --> 00:17:56.305
  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
  • 00:17:56.371 --> 00:17:57.573
  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can
  • 00:17:57.639 --> 00:17:58.440
  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through
  • 00:17:58.507 --> 00:17:59.508
  • Only be satisfied through the perfect work of jesus
  • 00:17:59.575 --> 00:18:00.676
  • The perfect work of jesus and has already applied
  • 00:18:00.742 --> 00:18:01.777
  • And has already applied to your account.
  • 00:18:01.844 --> 00:18:02.511
  • To your account. let go."
  • 00:18:02.578 --> 00:18:04.813
  • Let go." there are some blessings that
  • 00:18:04.880 --> 00:18:06.982
  • There are some blessings that you can get by holding on.
  • 00:18:07.049 --> 00:18:09.418
  • You can get by holding on. oh, yeah.
  • 00:18:09.485 --> 00:18:09.885
  • Oh, yeah. jacob was blessed.
  • 00:18:09.952 --> 00:18:11.620
  • Jacob was blessed. his father blessed him.
  • 00:18:11.687 --> 00:18:13.789
  • His father blessed him. he got the blessing
  • 00:18:13.856 --> 00:18:14.490
  • He got the blessing of the first born,
  • 00:18:14.556 --> 00:18:16.258
  • Of the first born, double inheritance,
  • 00:18:16.325 --> 00:18:17.259
  • Double inheritance, the blessing of the first born,
  • 00:18:17.326 --> 00:18:18.961
  • The blessing of the first born, the naming rights
  • 00:18:19.027 --> 00:18:19.561
  • The naming rights of the children,
  • 00:18:19.628 --> 00:18:20.229
  • Of the children, the patriarchy
  • 00:18:20.295 --> 00:18:21.163
  • The patriarchy of the whole nation.
  • 00:18:21.230 --> 00:18:22.331
  • Of the whole nation. he got blessed by isaac,
  • 00:18:22.397 --> 00:18:26.368
  • He got blessed by isaac, but he didn't get blessed
  • 00:18:26.435 --> 00:18:28.470
  • But he didn't get blessed yet as who he really was.
  • 00:18:28.537 --> 00:18:34.610
  • Yet as who he really was. so, you say, "wait a minute,
  • 00:18:34.676 --> 00:18:37.179
  • So, you say, "wait a minute, you read me a scripture
  • 00:18:37.246 --> 00:18:38.313
  • You read me a scripture and you said that the key
  • 00:18:38.380 --> 00:18:40.082
  • And you said that the key to being blessed
  • 00:18:40.149 --> 00:18:40.782
  • To being blessed was holding on."
  • 00:18:40.849 --> 00:18:43.485
  • Was holding on." and sometimes that's true.
  • 00:18:43.552 --> 00:18:45.587
  • And sometimes that's true. but i want you to read
  • 00:18:45.654 --> 00:18:46.455
  • But i want you to read just a little bit further
  • 00:18:46.522 --> 00:18:47.723
  • Just a little bit further in this passage
  • 00:18:47.789 --> 00:18:48.524
  • In this passage and see what the real blessing
  • 00:18:48.590 --> 00:18:49.691
  • And see what the real blessing that god wants to give
  • 00:18:49.758 --> 00:18:50.526
  • That god wants to give you in this season.
  • 00:18:50.592 --> 00:18:51.193
  • You in this season. i believe god has a blessing
  • 00:18:51.260 --> 00:18:53.061
  • I believe god has a blessing for you in this season that your
  • 00:18:53.128 --> 00:18:54.029
  • For you in this season that your eyes haven't seen yet,
  • 00:18:54.096 --> 00:18:55.164
  • Eyes haven't seen yet, that your ears haven't heard,
  • 00:18:55.230 --> 00:18:56.865
  • That your ears haven't heard, that hasn't entered
  • 00:18:56.932 --> 00:18:57.332
  • That hasn't entered into your hearts,
  • 00:18:57.399 --> 00:18:58.100
  • Into your hearts, that you will be speaking about
  • 00:18:58.167 --> 00:18:59.468
  • That you will be speaking about for years to come.
  • 00:18:59.535 --> 00:19:00.235
  • For years to come. but watch this,
  • 00:19:00.302 --> 00:19:02.538
  • But watch this, there is a blessing that
  • 00:19:02.604 --> 00:19:03.405
  • There is a blessing that comes from holding on.
  • 00:19:03.472 --> 00:19:07.075
  • Comes from holding on. persevering.
  • 00:19:07.142 --> 00:19:08.544
  • Persevering. there is a blessing
  • 00:19:08.610 --> 00:19:09.311
  • There is a blessing that comes through tenacity.
  • 00:19:09.378 --> 00:19:11.113
  • That comes through tenacity. "then the man said,
  • 00:19:11.180 --> 00:19:11.747
  • "then the man said, 'let me go,
  • 00:19:11.813 --> 00:19:12.981
  • 'let me go, for it is daybreak.'
  • 00:19:13.048 --> 00:19:14.082
  • For it is daybreak.' but jacob replied,
  • 00:19:14.149 --> 00:19:16.051
  • But jacob replied, 'i will not let go
  • 00:19:16.118 --> 00:19:19.588
  • 'i will not let go unless you bless me.'"
  • 00:19:19.655 --> 00:19:20.722
  • Unless you bless me.'" now, watch this.
  • 00:19:20.789 --> 00:19:22.257
  • Now, watch this. on the surface so far,
  • 00:19:22.324 --> 00:19:23.659
  • On the surface so far, it seems like that jacob
  • 00:19:23.725 --> 00:19:24.626
  • It seems like that jacob got this blessing
  • 00:19:24.693 --> 00:19:25.794
  • Got this blessing the way that he got
  • 00:19:25.861 --> 00:19:26.595
  • The way that he got every other blessing.
  • 00:19:26.662 --> 00:19:28.096
  • Every other blessing. and maybe right now,
  • 00:19:28.163 --> 00:19:28.730
  • And maybe right now, you're trying to do it
  • 00:19:28.797 --> 00:19:29.498
  • You're trying to do it like you always did it
  • 00:19:29.565 --> 00:19:30.866
  • Like you always did it and it's not working.
  • 00:19:30.933 --> 00:19:32.100
  • And it's not working. and you're trying to face it
  • 00:19:32.167 --> 00:19:33.202
  • And you're trying to face it like you always faced it
  • 00:19:33.268 --> 00:19:34.469
  • Like you always faced it and it's not working.
  • 00:19:34.536 --> 00:19:35.604
  • And it's not working. but watch what the angel said,
  • 00:19:35.671 --> 00:19:37.306
  • But watch what the angel said, and this is the turning point
  • 00:19:37.372 --> 00:19:38.740
  • And this is the turning point in this
  • 00:19:38.807 --> 00:19:39.308
  • In this transformative experience
  • 00:19:39.374 --> 00:19:41.243
  • Transformative experience for jacob and for you.
  • 00:19:41.310 --> 00:19:43.545
  • For jacob and for you. "but jacob replied,
  • 00:19:43.612 --> 00:19:44.379
  • "but jacob replied, 'i will let you go
  • 00:19:44.446 --> 00:19:45.414
  • 'i will let you go unless you bless me.'
  • 00:19:45.480 --> 00:19:46.448
  • Unless you bless me.' and the man asked him,
  • 00:19:46.515 --> 00:19:48.250
  • And the man asked him, 'what is your name?'
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  • 'what is your name?' 'jacob,' he answered.
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  • 'jacob,' he answered. then the man said,
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  • Then the man said, 'your name will no
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  • 'your name will no longer be jacob,
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  • Longer be jacob, but israel,
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  • But israel, because you have struggled
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  • Because you have struggled with god and
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  • With god and with humans and have overcome.'"
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  • With humans and have overcome.'" when he said,
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  • When he said, "what is your name?"
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  • "what is your name?" it reminds us of 20 years ago
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  • It reminds us of 20 years ago in genesis 27
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  • In genesis 27 when isaac called
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  • When isaac called his son to bless him.
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  • His son to bless him. he thought he was talking
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  • He thought he was talking to esau because he was blind.
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  • To esau because he was blind. and he said,
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  • And he said, "who are you?"
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  • "who are you?" and the voice came back saying,
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  • And the voice came back saying, "i am esau,"
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  • "i am esau," but it wasn't esau.
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  • But it wasn't esau. it was jacob.
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  • It was jacob. in two days,
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  • In two days, there will be enraged christians
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  • There will be enraged christians on social media
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  • On social media arguing about halloween.
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  • Arguing about halloween. is it right or is it not right
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  • Is it right or is it not right to celebrate halloween?
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  • To celebrate halloween? we will not discuss that
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  • We will not discuss that in this pulpit today.
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  • In this pulpit today. that is not the purpose
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  • That is not the purpose for which god sent me.
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  • For which god sent me. but i will tell you one thing
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  • But i will tell you one thing that god is very
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  • That god is very concerned about,
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  • Concerned about, anytime you dress up as
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  • Anytime you dress up as something that you're not --
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  • Something that you're not -- [applause]
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  • [applause] come on, church.
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  • Come on, church. anytime you start putting
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  • Anytime you start putting on clothes,
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  • On clothes, anytime you start
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  • Anytime you start putting on personas,
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  • Putting on personas, anytime you start putting on
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  • Anytime you start putting on something that doesn't come
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  • Something that doesn't come from who god made you to be,
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  • From who god made you to be, anytime you start
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  • Anytime you start dressing yourself,
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  • Dressing yourself, disguising yourself,
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  • Disguising yourself, trying to gain the acceptance
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  • Trying to gain the acceptance or the approval,
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  • Or the approval, it's always a trick
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  • It's always a trick and it's never a treat.
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  • And it's never a treat. and god says,
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  • And god says, "i don't need you
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  • "i don't need you to be esau to bless you
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  • To be esau to bless you 'cause when i bless you,
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  • 'cause when i bless you, i'm gonna bless you.
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  • I'm gonna bless you. [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] the real you,
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  • The real you, the short you,
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  • The short you, the tall you,
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  • The tall you, the old you,
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  • The old you, the new you."
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  • The new you." god said when i bless you,
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  • God said when i bless you, you won't have to pretend
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  • You won't have to pretend about anything.
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  • About anything. you can just praise me
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  • You can just praise me because i am the source
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  • Because i am the source of your strength
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  • Of your strength and the strength of your life."
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  • And the strength of your life." [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] high five three people,
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  • High five three people, say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • Say, "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • >> "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> and so, jacob was
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  • >> and so, jacob was already blessed,
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  • Already blessed, but he didn't know
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  • But he didn't know who he was.
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  • Who he was. and god said,
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  • And god said, "after all i've done for you,
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  • "after all i've done for you, do you still not
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  • Do you still not know who you are?
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  • Know who you are? you're my child.
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  • You're my child. you're the head
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  • You're the head and not the tail.
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  • And not the tail. you're blessed.
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  • You're blessed. you are redeemed from the pit.
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  • You are redeemed from the pit. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are chosen and loved
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  • You are chosen and loved as the apple of his eye.
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  • As the apple of his eye. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are an overcomer.
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  • You are an overcomer. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are the purchased of god.
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  • You are the purchased of god. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are blessed.
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  • You are blessed. you are blessed
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  • You are blessed to be a blessing."
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  • To be a blessing." and now, shout like
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  • And now, shout like you know who blessed you.
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  • You know who blessed you. [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] "'cause when you know
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  • "'cause when you know who blessed you,
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  • Who blessed you, you know who to go back
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  • You know who to go back to when you need
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  • To when you need some more of it.
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  • Some more of it. and that is me,
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  • And that is me, it's the glory,
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  • It's the glory, it's the glory.
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  • It's the glory. it's not trash.
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  • It's not trash. i need you."
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  • I need you." [cheering and applause]
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  • [cheering and applause] high five 11 people
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  • High five 11 people and say, "yes, i'm blessed."
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  • And say, "yes, i'm blessed." >> congregation: yes,
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  • >> congregation: yes, i'm blessed.
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  • I'm blessed. >> i'm not bragging,
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  • >> i'm not bragging, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. i'm not perfect,
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  • I'm not perfect, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. i'm not a 100% honest
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  • I'm not a 100% honest all the time,
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  • All the time, but i'm blessed.
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  • But i'm blessed. let me just be real with you.
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  • Let me just be real with you. he has blessed me with every
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  • He has blessed me with every blessing in spiritual places.
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  • Blessing in spiritual places. i got it in the heavenly realm,
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  • I got it in the heavenly realm, now i just gotta bring
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  • Now i just gotta bring it in my life.
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  • >> well, we hear a lot
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  • >> well, we hear a lot of messages in church
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  • Of messages in church and in life
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  • And in life about holding on,
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  • About holding on, you know,
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  • You know, "don't give up.
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  • "don't give up. hang in there.
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  • Hang in there. just grab tighter."
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  • Just grab tighter." and sometimes, that's exactly
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  • And sometimes, that's exactly what you need to hear.
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  • What you need to hear. but there are those times
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  • But there are those times in your life where the blessing
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  • In your life where the blessing is in letting go.
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  • Is in letting go. the times in life
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  • The times in life where you can't control it,
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  • Where you can't control it, can't figure it out.
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  • Can't figure it out. all of your calculations
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  • All of your calculations fall short and you
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  • Fall short and you just have to surrender it.
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  • Just have to surrender it. and this is so much
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  • And this is so much easier said than done.
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  • Easier said than done. but i wanna put a series
  • 00:24:00.602 --> 00:24:01.436
  • But i wanna put a series in your hands today
  • 00:24:01.503 --> 00:24:02.370
  • In your hands today that is going to help you
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  • That is going to help you to relinquish the control
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  • To relinquish the control of the things
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  • Of the things that are god's job,
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  • That are god's job, the battles that
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  • The battles that he wants to fight for you.
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  • He wants to fight for you. the series is called,
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  • "the blessing of letting go."
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  • "the blessing of letting go." and i believe that
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  • And i believe that as you walk through
  • 00:24:14.816 --> 00:24:15.417
  • As you walk through this teaching,
  • 00:24:15.484 --> 00:24:16.284
  • This teaching, you're gonna receive
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  • You're gonna receive peace like never before.
  • 00:24:17.219 --> 00:24:18.687
  • Peace like never before. and i wanna include another
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  • And i wanna include another series for you called,
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  • Series for you called, "challenge the shadow."
  • 00:24:21.823 --> 00:24:23.792
  • "challenge the shadow." you don't have to just accept
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  • You don't have to just accept the darkness as your new normal.
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  • The darkness as your new normal. there is a light in god
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  • There is a light in god and there is a way forward,
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  • And there is a way forward, but first, to see it,
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  • But first, to see it, you have to let go.
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  • You have to let go. so, call right now
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  • So, call right now and for your gift of any amount
  • 00:24:34.769 --> 00:24:36.204
  • And for your gift of any amount to this ministry,
  • 00:24:36.271 --> 00:24:37.339
  • To this ministry, we wanna put
  • 00:24:37.405 --> 00:24:37.939
  • We wanna put "the blessing of letting go"
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  • "the blessing of letting go" in your hands today with
  • 00:24:39.508 --> 00:24:41.843
  • In your hands today with "challenge the shadow."
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  • "challenge the shadow." i believe this is gonna be
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  • I believe this is gonna be just the word you need
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  • Just the word you need to give you the momentum
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  • To give you the momentum and the practical strategy
  • 00:24:47.816 --> 00:24:49.751
  • And the practical strategy to put it in god's hands
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  • To put it in god's hands and watch him do something
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  • And watch him do something amazing in your life.
  • 00:24:52.587 --> 00:24:54.189
  • >> to get
  • 00:24:54.556 --> 00:24:55.190
  • The "release and restore"
  • 00:24:55.290 --> 00:24:56.224
  • Sermon pack from
  • 00:24:56.324 --> 00:24:56.992
  • Pastor steven furtick,
  • 00:24:57.092 --> 00:24:58.360
  • Which includes
  • 00:24:58.460 --> 00:24:59.060
  • Two brand-new series,
  • 00:24:59.160 --> 00:25:00.629
  • "the blessing of letting go"
  • 00:25:00.729 --> 00:25:02.030
  • And "challenge the shadow,"
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  • Call or go online now.
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  • >> let go of your comparison
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  • >> let go of your comparison to other standards
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  • To other standards that have nothing to do
  • 00:25:12.140 --> 00:25:13.375
  • That have nothing to do with who the sovereign god
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  • With who the sovereign god called you to be.
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  • Called you to be. let go of the expectations
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  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
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  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can only be
  • 00:25:18.547 --> 00:25:19.414
  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through the perfect
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  • Satisfied through the perfect work of jesus and has already
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  • Work of jesus and has already applied to your account.
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  • Applied to your account. let go.
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  • Let go. that's the blessing
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  • That's the blessing of letting go
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  • Of letting go of the way you thought
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  • Of the way you thought it was supposed to be,
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  • It was supposed to be, is that...
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  • And i feel god going through
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  • And i feel god going through somebody's temple today
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  • Somebody's temple today and clearing out everything
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  • And clearing out everything that doesn't belong
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  • That doesn't belong and wiping out every shadow
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  • And wiping out every shadow that has tried to eliminate
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  • That has tried to eliminate your purpose and your peace.
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  • >> in this exclusive
  • 00:25:50.178 --> 00:25:50.912
  • Dual sermon pack,
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  • Pastor steven shares
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  • The importance of letting go
  • 00:25:53.481 --> 00:25:54.716
  • Of past experiences to step into
  • 00:25:54.816 --> 00:25:57.085
  • New opportunities and blessings.
  • 00:25:57.185 --> 00:25:59.154
  • Call or go online now to receive
  • 00:25:59.254 --> 00:26:00.922
  • The release and restore
  • 00:26:01.022 --> 00:26:02.157
  • Sermon pack today
  • 00:26:02.257 --> 00:26:03.358
  • For a gift of any amount.
  • 00:26:03.458 --> 00:26:04.626
  • Don't wait to experience
  • 00:26:04.726 --> 00:26:05.927
  • The freedom god has for you.
  • 00:26:06.027 --> 00:26:07.629
  • Take action now.
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  • >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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  • ♪ and he heard ♪
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  • ♪ and he answered ♪
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  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
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  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
  • 00:26:22.544 --> 00:26:24.446
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:24.512 --> 00:26:26.514
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:26.581 --> 00:26:27.649
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:27.716 --> 00:26:29.317
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:29.384 --> 00:26:31.386
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:31.453 --> 00:26:32.520
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:32.587 --> 00:26:34.589
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:26:34.656 --> 00:26:36.224
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:26:36.291 --> 00:26:37.459
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:26:37.525 --> 00:26:39.427
  • ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
  • 00:26:39.494 --> 00:26:41.896
  • ♪ that's why i trust god ♪
  • 00:26:41.963 --> 00:26:45.967
  • ♪ my savior ♪
  • 00:26:46.034 --> 00:26:48.737
  • ♪ the one ♪
  • 00:26:48.803 --> 00:26:50.472
  • ♪ who will never fail ♪
  • 00:26:50.538 --> 00:26:57.712
  • ♪ he will never fail ♪
  • 00:26:57.779 --> 00:27:02.117
  • ♪ oh i trust in god ♪
  • 00:27:02.183 --> 00:27:05.387
  • ♪ my savior ♪
  • 00:27:05.453 --> 00:27:07.889
  • ♪ the one ♪
  • 00:27:07.956 --> 00:27:09.924
  • ♪ who will never fail ♪
  • 00:27:09.991 --> 00:27:17.132
  • ♪ he will never fail ♪
  • 00:27:17.198 --> 00:27:20.435
  • >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:27:20.502 --> 00:27:22.871
  • ♪ and he heard ♪
  • 00:27:22.937 --> 00:27:26.207
  • ♪ and he answered ♪
  • 00:27:26.274 --> 00:27:27.809
  • ♪ i sought the lord ♪
  • 00:27:27.876 --> 00:27:29.010