Steven Furtick - The Limp Won't Make You Late (Part 1)

June 25, 2026 | 27:29

Elevation with Steven Furtick focuses on the strength of God in our everyday struggles.

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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - The Limp Won't Make You Late (Part 1) | June 25, 2026
  • An encouraging message
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  • From pastor steven furtick
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  • Of elevation church.
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  • If you're looking
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  • To strengthen your faith
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  • And shift your perspective,
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  • Stay tuned.
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  • >> when i tell you today
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  • >> when i tell you today that you're not late in life,
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  • That you're not late in life, that may be difficult
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  • That may be difficult for you to believe.
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  • For you to believe. because of what you thought
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  • Because of what you thought you knew that you
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  • You knew that you needed to do by now,
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  • Needed to do by now, who you thought you needed
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  • Who you thought you needed to be at this stage
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  • To be at this stage in your life,
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  • In your life, and the thing about
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  • And the thing about god's activity is that
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  • God's activity is that his revelation
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  • His revelation is on a schedule,
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  • Is on a schedule, but this schedule is
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  • But this schedule is usually not seen by us.
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  • Usually not seen by us. his revelation is on schedule,
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  • His revelation is on schedule, and it's a schedule that
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  • And it's a schedule that you can't see.
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  • You can't see. so, write that down
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  • So, write that down as a point today,
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  • As a point today, "revelation is scheduled."
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  • "revelation is scheduled." revelation is scheduled.
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  • Revelation is scheduled. judging by the percentage
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  • Judging by the percentage of people who wrote that down
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  • Of people who wrote that down when i said write it down,
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  • When i said write it down, we either need some more
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  • We either need some more elevation pens to hand out
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  • Elevation pens to hand out at the door, or y'all needed
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  • At the door, or y'all needed an extra two hours of sleep.
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  • An extra two hours of sleep. i'm not sure which one it was.
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  • I'm not sure which one it was. it's hard for me to believe
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  • It's hard for me to believe that i'm pastoring this church
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  • That i'm pastoring this church going into our 18th year.
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  • Going into our 18th year. [cheering]
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  • [cheering] yeah.
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  • Yeah. [applause]
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  • [applause] why it's so crazy is
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  • Why it's so crazy is when i visioned myself
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  • When i visioned myself starting a church,
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  • Starting a church, i was 16 but i thought
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  • I was 16 but i thought i'd start the church
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  • I'd start the church when i was in my 40's.
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  • When i was in my 40's. so now here i am in my 40's,
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  • So now here i am in my 40's, and i've been pastoring
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  • And i've been pastoring the church for 18 years,
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  • The church for 18 years, and that's just crazy to me.
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  • And that's just crazy to me. and god set the schedule for
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  • And god set the schedule for when he wanted me to do this,
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  • When he wanted me to do this, and then holly, she's very --
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  • And then holly, she's very -- holly has an interesting
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  • Holly has an interesting concept of time.
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  • Concept of time. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] usually, she's the one
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  • Usually, she's the one behind schedule
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  • Behind schedule in certain areas of life.
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  • In certain areas of life. she's doing a lot
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  • She's doing a lot better with it.
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  • Better with it. there was one time
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  • There was one time where she was the one
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  • Where she was the one who was early
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  • Who was early and i was running late.
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  • And i was running late. usually in our marriage
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  • Usually in our marriage it's, you know,
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  • It's, you know, that i'm waiting in the car
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  • That i'm waiting in the car and she's running a little late.
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  • And she's running a little late. very stereotypical male thing
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  • Very stereotypical male thing to say in the sermon intro
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  • To say in the sermon intro but it was true in our marriage,
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  • But it was true in our marriage, especially for the first
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  • Especially for the first few years.
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  • Few years. but in one of our
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  • But in one of our first conversations
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  • First conversations about this church,
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  • About this church, she said, "you know,
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  • She said, "you know, i believe it's time for us
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  • I believe it's time for us to go start this church."
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  • To go start this church." we were in our 20's,
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  • We were in our 20's, we had only been married
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  • We had only been married a couple of years.
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  • A couple of years. and she said,
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  • And she said, "i think it's time."
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  • "i think it's time." i said, "it's not time,
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  • I said, "it's not time, we're gonna do it later.
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  • We're gonna do it later. i'm gonna go do something else
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  • I'm gonna go do something else for 20 years and learn
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  • For 20 years and learn everything i need to
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  • Everything i need to know and then we'll
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  • Know and then we'll start the church."
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  • Start the church." and so, she pointed me
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  • And so, she pointed me to the resources that
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  • To the resources that god had given us,
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  • God had given us, and she let me see
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  • And she let me see that in that moment,
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  • That in that moment, although we didn't feel like
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  • Although we didn't feel like we had the experience
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  • We had the experience that we needed,
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  • That we needed, and i didn't feel like
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  • And i didn't feel like that i have the knowledge
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  • That i have the knowledge that i needed,
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  • That i needed, that god's calling
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  • That god's calling is more important
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  • Is more important than human knowledge.
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  • Than human knowledge. so, she was the person
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  • So, she was the person who said to me,
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  • Who said to me, "i believe it's time
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  • "i believe it's time for us to go do this,"
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  • For us to go do this," and the stupidity of youth
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  • And the stupidity of youth aided by faith in god
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  • Aided by faith in god led us to start
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  • Led us to start a church in our 20's.
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  • A church in our 20's. praise the lord.
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  • Praise the lord. now, the thing about that is,
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  • Now, the thing about that is, at the time that she made
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  • At the time that she made mention of that to me,
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  • Mention of that to me, and i talk about
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  • And i talk about progressive revelation,
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  • Progressive revelation, there are a lot of mistakes
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  • There are a lot of mistakes that i believe i made because
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  • That i believe i made because i started the church so early
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  • I started the church so early that i probably would not have
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  • That i probably would not have made if i had been more mature.
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  • Made if i had been more mature. when i started the church
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  • When i started the church at age 27, there were
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  • At age 27, there were some things i didn't know
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  • Some things i didn't know yet about human nature,
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  • Yet about human nature, and to be honest,
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  • And to be honest, some things i didn't know
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  • Some things i didn't know about myself, my own deficits,
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  • About myself, my own deficits, my own psychological garbage
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  • My own psychological garbage that i probably hadn't
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  • That i probably hadn't dealt with properly.
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  • Dealt with properly. there were a lot of things
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  • There were a lot of things that i still had to go through
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  • That i still had to go through to really know who i was.
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  • To really know who i was. remember, in the text
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  • Remember, in the text that i read you,
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  • That i read you, jacob not only doesn't
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  • Jacob not only doesn't know who god is fully,
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  • Know who god is fully, but he doesn't know who
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  • But he doesn't know who he is fully yet either.
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  • He is fully yet either. and he was 90 years old
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  • And he was 90 years old when this happened.
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  • When this happened. so, tell somebody next to you,
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  • So, tell somebody next to you, "there's hope for you yet."
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  • "there's hope for you yet." >> congregation: there's hope
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  • >> congregation: there's hope for you yet.
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  • For you yet. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] >> and one day,
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  • >> and one day, i was just going through
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  • I was just going through a list -- this was recent.
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  • A list -- this was recent. i was going through a list
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  • I was going through a list of all of the dumb things
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  • Of all of the dumb things that i did in the foundational
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  • That i did in the foundational stages of our church
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  • Stages of our church that i regret now,
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  • That i regret now, because looking back,
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  • Because looking back, i say, "that was so dumb
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  • That i set it up that way.
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  • That i set it up that way. if i hadn't had set it up
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  • If i hadn't had set it up like this, we wouldn't
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  • Like this, we wouldn't be dealing with that."
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  • Be dealing with that." now i see that
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  • Now i see that this was a bad idea
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  • This was a bad idea and i thought it was good,
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  • And i thought it was good, but now, this thing
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  • But now, this thing that was so good --
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  • That was so good -- thought it was so good
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  • Thought it was so good when we started,
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  • When we started, and this thing that i said
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  • And now it's just -- ah,
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  • And now it's just -- ah, and i'm just beating myself up.
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  • And i'm just beating myself up. that's my spiritual gift,
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  • That's my spiritual gift, just to beat the crap
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  • Just to beat the crap out of myself.
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  • Out of myself. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and so, i'm doing
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  • And so, i'm doing all this jujitsu on myself,
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  • All this jujitsu on myself, making myself feel bad,
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  • Making myself feel bad, and again, with wisdom,
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  • And again, with wisdom, she steps in and says
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  • She steps in and says something that's so simple
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  • Something that's so simple but so wise, she's like,
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  • But so wise, she's like, "why are you punishing yourself
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  • "why are you punishing yourself for decisions that you made
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  • For decisions that you made with revelation that you
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  • With revelation that you didn't have at the time?"
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  • Didn't have at the time?" why are you punishing yourself
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  • Why are you punishing yourself over yesterday's mistake
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  • Over yesterday's mistake with today's revelation?
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  • With today's revelation? the truth of the matter is
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  • The truth of the matter is that at every stage along
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  • That at every stage along the way of leading this church,
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  • The way of leading this church, i've tried to do what i thought
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  • I've tried to do what i thought was right in that season,
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  • Was right in that season, with the resources that i had.
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  • With the resources that i had. and i can respect that
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  • And i can respect that because even if i came to see
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  • Because even if i came to see later that i could've
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  • Later that i could've done it better,
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  • Done it better, i did what was
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  • I did what was right at the time.
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  • Right at the time. i led in the light that i had,
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  • I led in the light that i had, with the light that i had,
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  • With the light that i had, with the knowledge that i had,
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  • With the knowledge that i had, with the wisdom that i had.
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  • With the wisdom that i had. meager though she were.
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  • Meager though she were. i led this church the best
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  • I led this church the best i could in the light that i had.
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  • I could in the light that i had. i wanna call your attention
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  • I wanna call your attention to two parts of genesis 32:31.
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  • To two parts of genesis 32:31. one says, "the sun rose above
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  • One says, "the sun rose above jacob as he passed peniel,"
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  • Jacob as he passed peniel," and the other says,
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  • And the other says, "he was limping."
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  • "he was limping." now, for the rest
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  • Now, for the rest of this message,
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  • Of this message, i wanna talk about
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  • I wanna talk about those two physical elements,
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  • Those two physical elements, but i wanna use them
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  • But i wanna use them symbolically for spiritual
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  • Symbolically for spiritual purposes for what you're
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  • Purposes for what you're going through in your life.
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  • Going through in your life. it says, "the sun rose,"
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  • It says, "the sun rose," that's number one,
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  • That's number one, "and he limped."
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  • "and he limped." so, there's two characters
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  • So, there's two characters at play in this text.
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  • At play in this text. there's the light and the limp.
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  • There's the light and the limp. the light and the limp.
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  • The light and the limp. and what i wanna make
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  • And what i wanna make the case to you about
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  • The case to you about in your life, jacob's life,
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  • In your life, jacob's life, my life today is that
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  • My life today is that the light didn't stop the limp,
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  • The light didn't stop the limp, but the limp couldn't
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  • But the limp couldn't stop the light.
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  • Stop the light. i feel like preaching
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  • I feel like preaching that today.
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  • That today. [applause]
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  • [applause] so, here he is, jacob,
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  • So, here he is, jacob, 90 plus years old,
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  • 90 plus years old, getting ready to go deal
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  • Getting ready to go deal with his brother, esau,
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  • With his brother, esau, who he cheated out of
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  • Who he cheated out of a blessing 20 years earlier.
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  • A blessing 20 years earlier. jacob has spent 20 years in,
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  • Jacob has spent 20 years in, sort of, a layover situation
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  • Sort of, a layover situation at his uncle's house,
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  • At his uncle's house, his uncle is named laban.
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  • His uncle is named laban. as it often happens in life,
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  • As it often happens in life, what happened to him during
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  • What happened to him during the layover was even more
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  • The layover was even more important than what happened
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  • Important than what happened when he got to the destination.
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  • When he got to the destination. it was at laban's house
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  • It was at laban's house that he met his wife, leah.
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  • That he met his wife, leah. it was also at laban's
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  • It was also at laban's house that he met
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  • House that he met his second wife, rachel.
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  • His second wife, rachel. turn to your neighbor
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  • Turn to your neighbor and say, "you only get one."
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  • And say, "you only get one." [laughter]
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  • [laughter] this the old testament,
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  • This the old testament, progressive revelation.
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  • Progressive revelation. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and so -- isn't it true
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  • And so -- isn't it true sometimes the stuff that
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  • Sometimes the stuff that happens while you're trying
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  • Happens while you're trying to get where you're going
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  • To get where you're going becomes the stuff
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  • Becomes the stuff that's most important.
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  • That's most important. and that while you're on
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  • And that while you're on the way to where you're going,
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  • The way to where you're going, you stumble over what you
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  • You stumble over what you were actually supposed
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  • Were actually supposed to do all along.
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  • To do all along. i mean, that is absolutely
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  • I mean, that is absolutely true in my life.
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  • True in my life. and yet, we don't see
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  • And yet, we don't see by all the light that there
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  • By all the light that there is only the light that we have.
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  • Is only the light that we have. and right now, somebody
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  • And right now, somebody is living in the light,
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  • Is living in the light, but only a little bit of light.
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  • But only a little bit of light. all night long, jacob
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  • All night long, jacob has wrestled with a man.
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  • Has wrestled with a man. he's not sure who
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  • He's not sure who the man is at first,
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  • The man is at first, he's not even really sure
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  • He's not even really sure who the man is when
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  • Who the man is when the match is over,
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  • The match is over, but he has a little bit
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  • But he has a little bit of a better picture,
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  • Of a better picture, little bit of a clearer picture.
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  • Little bit of a clearer picture. and he's wrestling,
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  • And he's wrestling, grappling, and in many ways,
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  • Grappling, and in many ways, losing in this battle against
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  • Losing in this battle against this opponent that he can't see.
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  • This opponent that he can't see. he is living in
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  • He is living in the light that he has.
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  • The light that he has. and as daybreak comes
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  • And as daybreak comes and he lets the man go
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  • And he lets the man go and he lets go of
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  • And he lets go of his former self to receive
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  • His former self to receive his new identity,
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  • His new identity, the light rises over him,
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  • The light rises over him, he walks past peniel,
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  • He walks past peniel, he says, "this is the place
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  • He says, "this is the place where i saw god,"
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  • Where i saw god," the sun is rising and he's
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  • The sun is rising and he's limping at the same time.
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  • Limping at the same time. to me, that is very powerful
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  • To me, that is very powerful to describe what it is
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  • To describe what it is like to walk with god.
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  • Like to walk with god. i remembered this funny story,
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  • I remembered this funny story, and graham probably
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  • And graham probably doesn't remember it,
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  • Doesn't remember it, but one of his early birthdays,
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  • But one of his early birthdays, i was out preaching in oklahoma,
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  • I was out preaching in oklahoma, i wanted to be home
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  • I wanted to be home for his birthday.
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  • For his birthday. somebody let us borrow --
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  • Somebody let us borrow -- you know what story
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  • You know what story i'm about to tell?
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  • I'm about to tell? somebody let us borrow
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  • Somebody let us borrow their little plane
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  • Their little plane and so we were gonna fly back
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  • And so we were gonna fly back that night so i could preach
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  • That night so i could preach that night and then fly back.
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  • That night and then fly back. you remember this?
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  • You remember this? we got on the plane,
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  • We got on the plane, the plane was very small
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  • The plane was very small so it couldn't get
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  • So it couldn't get really above the weather,
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  • Really above the weather, so we have to circle
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  • So we have to circle around all these storms,
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  • Around all these storms, but i wanted to be
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  • But i wanted to be back by his birthday.
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  • Back by his birthday. he's probably, like,
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  • He's probably, like, four or five at the time.
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  • Four or five at the time. and we got on that plane
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  • And we got on that plane and the pilot said,
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  • And the pilot said, "well, we're gonna
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  • "well, we're gonna be able to get you home,
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  • Be able to get you home, but it's just a matter of when
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  • But it's just a matter of when because we're gonna have
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  • Because we're gonna have to stop a bunch of times
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  • To stop a bunch of times to refuel this plane
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  • To refuel this plane 'cause the plane is very little
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  • 'cause the plane is very little and it can't hold much fuel,
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  • And it can't hold much fuel, and we're gonna have to fly
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  • And we're gonna have to fly around the weather
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  • Around the weather so we don't know."
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  • So we don't know." we took a three hour trip
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  • We took a three hour trip from oklahoma city to
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  • From oklahoma city to charlotte, north carolina,
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  • Charlotte, north carolina, and 12 hours later...
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  • And 12 hours later... [laughter]
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  • [laughter] at 7 a.m., i walked
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  • At 7 a.m., i walked in the front door,
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  • In the front door, and graham was just
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  • And graham was just waking up on his birthday.
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  • Waking up on his birthday. and he said, "how'd you
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  • And he said, "how'd you get here so quick?"
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  • Get here so quick?" [laughter]
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  • [laughter] 'cause he thought
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  • 'cause he thought i left that morning,
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  • I left that morning, he thought i left that morning.
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  • He thought i left that morning. he had no idea that i have
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  • He had no idea that i have been flying all night to get
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  • Been flying all night to get there what he called quick.
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  • There what he called quick. people ask me sometimes,
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  • People ask me sometimes, "how did elevation church
  • 00:10:32.318 --> 00:10:33.386
  • "how did elevation church grow so quick?"
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  • Grow so quick?" sometimes people
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  • Sometimes people look at your life
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  • And they can't understand
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  • And they can't understand how you are where you are,
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  • How you are where you are, and they look at you and they
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  • And they look at you and they think it just came natural.
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  • Think it just came natural. but what they don't see is
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  • But what they don't see is i fought all night,
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  • I fought all night, i fought all night to get here,
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  • I fought all night
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  • I fought all night and half the morning.
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  • And half the morning. i fought all night
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  • I fought all night and half the morning
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  • And half the morning and that's before
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  • And that's before my husband even woke up.
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  • My husband even woke up. that was my second fight,
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  • That was my second fight, and the kids were the third,
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  • And the kids were the third, getting them to get
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  • Getting them to get dressed was the third.
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  • Dressed was the third. i fought all night to get here.
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  • I fought all night to get here. there is a sense in which
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  • There is a sense in which jacob in this passage serves
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  • Jacob in this passage serves as a model for all of us
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  • As a model for all of us who have been going through
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  • Who have been going through things that others don't see,
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  • Things that others don't see, showing up looking like
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  • Showing up looking like we planned to get there
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  • We planned to get there all along, but they don't
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  • All along, but they don't really know what you went
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  • Really know what you went through to get there, do they?
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  • Through to get there, do they? they don't really know
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  • They don't really know what you went through
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  • What you went through to show up and the job
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  • To show up and the job everyday last week, do they?
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  • Everyday last week, do they? and you would never tell them
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  • And you would never tell them that because to tell them
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  • That because to tell them what you went through
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  • What you went through to get there would make you
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  • To get there would make you feel a little vulnerable
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  • Feel a little vulnerable and insecure because you don't
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  • And insecure because you don't think you're supposed to fight
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  • Think you're supposed to fight because nobody else shows
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  • Because nobody else shows you their fight.
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  • You their fight. you only see the fragments
  • 00:11:48.561 --> 00:11:50.029
  • You only see the fragments of their life that shine
  • 00:11:50.096 --> 00:11:51.263
  • Of their life that shine through a screen light.
  • 00:11:51.330 --> 00:11:52.865
  • Through a screen light. and so, through the light
  • 00:11:52.932 --> 00:11:53.833
  • And so, through the light of the screen,
  • 00:11:53.899 --> 00:11:54.533
  • Of the screen, you can't really see
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  • You can't really see the struggles that other
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  • The struggles that other people deal with,
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  • People deal with, so now here you are in
  • 00:11:58.270 --> 00:11:59.271
  • So now here you are in your life feeling like,
  • 00:11:59.338 --> 00:12:00.806
  • Your life feeling like, "oh, i feel like
  • 00:12:00.873 --> 00:12:01.574
  • "oh, i feel like i'm a little behind.
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  • I'm a little behind. oh, i feel like i'm not
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  • Oh, i feel like i'm not where i'm supposed to be."
  • 00:12:03.943 --> 00:12:05.678
  • Where i'm supposed to be." who says you're not
  • 00:12:05.745 --> 00:12:06.779
  • Who says you're not where you're supposed to be?
  • 00:12:06.846 --> 00:12:08.714
  • Where you're supposed to be? "well, i'm not where they are."
  • 00:12:08.781 --> 00:12:10.416
  • "well, i'm not where they are." well, how do you know
  • 00:12:10.483 --> 00:12:11.283
  • Well, how do you know where they are, really?
  • 00:12:11.350 --> 00:12:12.585
  • Where they are, really? 'cause you don't know what
  • 00:12:12.651 --> 00:12:13.519
  • 'cause you don't know what they dealt with last night,
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  • They dealt with last night, you don't know what they
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  • You don't know what they were doing last night,
  • 00:12:16.522 --> 00:12:18.424
  • Were doing last night, you don't know what's going
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  • You don't know what's going through their mind right now.
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  • Through their mind right now. so, why would i compare
  • 00:12:21.460 --> 00:12:22.528
  • So, why would i compare myself with somebody
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  • Myself with somebody i can't see through?
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  • I can't see through? [applause]
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  • [applause] and i think it's worse
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  • And i think it's worse than ever for our kids.
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  • Than ever for our kids. because now i gotta compare
  • 00:12:35.975 --> 00:12:37.810
  • Because now i gotta compare myself to the whole
  • 00:12:37.877 --> 00:12:39.411
  • Myself to the whole world at all times.
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  • World at all times. when i first started learning
  • 00:12:42.148 --> 00:12:43.349
  • When i first started learning how to play guitar,
  • 00:12:43.415 --> 00:12:44.784
  • How to play guitar, i just had to be better than
  • 00:12:44.850 --> 00:12:45.951
  • I just had to be better than my friends in moncks corner
  • 00:12:46.018 --> 00:12:50.656
  • My friends in moncks corner who also played guitar.
  • 00:12:50.723 --> 00:12:52.391
  • Who also played guitar. there were three.
  • 00:12:52.458 --> 00:12:53.425
  • There were three. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] now, i gotta look at
  • 00:12:55.227 --> 00:12:56.061
  • Now, i gotta look at a four-year-old in japan
  • 00:12:56.128 --> 00:12:58.564
  • A four-year-old in japan who can play,
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  • Who can play, "stairway to heaven"
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  • "stairway to heaven" left handed on one string.
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  • Left handed on one string. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] that suck.
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  • That suck. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and just about
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  • And just about when you think
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  • When you think you're doing pretty good,
  • 00:13:09.074 --> 00:13:09.942
  • You're doing pretty good, here comes somebody.
  • 00:13:10.009 --> 00:13:12.278
  • Here comes somebody. y'all, there is a man
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  • Y'all, there is a man in our neighborhood,
  • 00:13:13.712 --> 00:13:14.847
  • In our neighborhood, i testify god as my witness.
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  • I testify god as my witness. i am not lying.
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  • I am not lying. that when we walked
  • 00:13:19.885 --> 00:13:20.553
  • That when we walked by his house yesterday,
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  • By his house yesterday, yesterday, he was putting up
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  • Yesterday, he was putting up his christmas lights...
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  • His christmas lights... [laughter]
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  • [laughter] pray for all the dysfunctional
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  • Pray for all the dysfunctional people who are clapping
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  • People who are clapping for that like that's normal.
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  • For that like that's normal. that's a demon...
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  • That's a demon... [laughter]
  • 00:13:38.170 --> 00:13:39.205
  • [laughter] that's a childhood trauma.
  • 00:13:39.271 --> 00:13:41.073
  • That's a childhood trauma. that needs therapy.
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  • That needs therapy. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] 'cause it's november 5th or 6th
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  • 'cause it's november 5th or 6th or something like that.
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  • Or something like that. it just got cold three hours
  • 00:13:48.013 --> 00:13:49.682
  • It just got cold three hours ago and you're blasting
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  • Ago and you're blasting simply having a wonderful --
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  • Simply having a wonderful -- he had music playing
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  • He had music playing in his yard,
  • 00:13:54.820 --> 00:13:55.688
  • In his yard, all the kids were out there,
  • 00:13:55.754 --> 00:13:57.623
  • All the kids were out there, nobody was fighting,
  • 00:13:57.690 --> 00:13:59.124
  • Nobody was fighting, i was like,
  • 00:13:59.191 --> 00:13:59.558
  • I was like, "what's wrong with me?"
  • 00:13:59.625 --> 00:14:00.593
  • "what's wrong with me?" [laughter]
  • 00:14:00.659 --> 00:14:04.563
  • I don't even know where
  • 00:14:04.663 --> 00:14:05.164
  • I don't even know where we keep our christmas lights,
  • 00:14:05.231 --> 00:14:07.032
  • We keep our christmas lights, holly is in charge of that.
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  • Holly is in charge of that. i'm not a man,
  • 00:14:09.034 --> 00:14:10.703
  • I'm not a man, i'm not a good man.
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  • I'm not a good man. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] when my kids started
  • 00:14:18.377 --> 00:14:18.811
  • Playing sports,
  • 00:14:18.911 --> 00:14:19.345
  • Playing sports, i thought, "well, maybe
  • 00:14:19.411 --> 00:14:19.912
  • I thought, "well, maybe i'll coach their team."
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  • I'll coach their team." they started playing baseball.
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  • They started playing baseball. i found out real quick
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  • I found out real quick the standards for coaching
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  • The standards for coaching little league baseball
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  • Little league baseball have changed since i played
  • 00:14:30.489 --> 00:14:32.191
  • Have changed since i played little league baseball.
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  • Little league baseball. used to be, you know,
  • 00:14:35.261 --> 00:14:36.395
  • Used to be, you know, show up, don't be drunk,
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  • Show up, don't be drunk, don't let at the ump.
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  • Don't let at the ump. [laughter]
  • 00:14:39.198 --> 00:14:42.601
  • [laughter] my dad coached my team,
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  • My dad coached my team, and he didn't ever
  • 00:14:44.336 --> 00:14:45.170
  • And he didn't ever play baseball,
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  • Play baseball, didn't know about baseball,
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  • Didn't know about baseball, he went to the library
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  • He went to the library and checked out a book --
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  • And checked out a book -- i used to see him
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  • I used to see him reading the book,
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  • Reading the book, "how to coach
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  • "how to coach little league baseball."
  • 00:14:50.409 --> 00:14:51.343
  • Little league baseball." [laughter]
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  • [laughter] times have changed.
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  • Times have changed. he bought a rule book,
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  • He bought a rule book, he memorized the rule book,
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  • He memorized the rule book, he's out there teaching us
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  • He's out there teaching us to play baseball,
  • 00:14:57.683 --> 00:14:58.550
  • To play baseball, he was -- he was --
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  • He was -- he was -- well, the team was worse
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  • Well, the team was worse than he was, it was -- anyway.
  • 00:15:02.054 --> 00:15:04.123
  • Than he was, it was -- anyway. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] the whole season,
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  • The whole season, all he let us do was bunt
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  • All he let us do was bunt because we were that bad.
  • 00:15:09.261 --> 00:15:10.095
  • Because we were that bad. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] so, i'm out there thinking
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  • So, i'm out there thinking my boy is like well,
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  • My boy is like well, maybe i could --
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  • Maybe i could -- maybe i could coach the team,
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  • Maybe i could coach the team, maybe i could go to the library,
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  • Maybe i could go to the library, go over to card catalogue,
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  • Go over to card catalogue, get a little book,
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  • Get a little book, and learn how to coach them.
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  • And learn how to coach them. maybe that would be
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  • Maybe that would be a good memory for the kids.
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  • A good memory for the kids. man, i don't remember if they
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  • Man, i don't remember if they were seven or five or nine,
  • 00:15:25.377 --> 00:15:27.980
  • Were seven or five or nine, i don't remember exactly,
  • 00:15:28.047 --> 00:15:28.681
  • I don't remember exactly, it's all blurry,
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  • It's all blurry, but they started talking
  • 00:15:31.050 --> 00:15:31.684
  • But they started talking to me pretty much before
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  • To me pretty much before the boys were in middle school,
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  • The boys were in middle school, "you get 'em on
  • 00:15:35.988 --> 00:15:36.422
  • "you get 'em on a travel team yet?"
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  • A travel team yet?" i'm like, "the who, what?"
  • 00:15:39.658 --> 00:15:41.327
  • I'm like, "the who, what?" [laughter]
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  • [laughter] doing go -- i'm doing good
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  • Doing go -- i'm doing good to get 'em out there
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  • To get 'em out there for every practice.
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  • For every practice. no, if you don't have them
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  • No, if you don't have them on a travel team --
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  • On a travel team -- this is what the man pulled me
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  • This is what the man pulled me aside and explained,
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  • Aside and explained, if you don't have them
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  • If you don't have them on a travel team by age ten,
  • 00:15:49.902 --> 00:15:52.604
  • On a travel team by age ten, they'll fall behind,
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  • They'll fall behind, they won't even be able to
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  • They won't even be able to make the middle school team.
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  • Make the middle school team. i said, "wow, looks like
  • 00:15:56.809 --> 00:15:59.645
  • I said, "wow, looks like you're not making
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  • You're not making the middle school team.
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  • The middle school team. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] better learn to
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  • Better learn to wrestle or something."
  • 00:16:05.784 --> 00:16:07.152
  • Wrestle or something." [laughter]
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  • [laughter] and it's nothing bad
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  • And it's nothing bad about travel teams,
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  • About travel teams, or elite teams, or aau,
  • 00:16:12.458 --> 00:16:14.493
  • Or elite teams, or aau, or any of that,
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  • Or any of that, that's all wonderful,
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  • That's all wonderful, except when your whole
  • 00:16:17.596 --> 00:16:20.132
  • Except when your whole life begins to, kinda,
  • 00:16:20.199 --> 00:16:21.900
  • Life begins to, kinda, feel like that where
  • 00:16:21.967 --> 00:16:25.004
  • Feel like that where i feel like i'm behind
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  • I feel like i'm behind and i don't even know how
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  • And i don't even know how i got behind but it seems like
  • 00:16:29.675 --> 00:16:33.078
  • I got behind but it seems like everybody knows something,
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  • Everybody knows something, has something, sees something,
  • 00:16:35.681 --> 00:16:38.817
  • Has something, sees something, and can do something
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  • And can do something that i can't do.
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  • That i can't do. what i realized about
  • 00:16:43.489 --> 00:16:45.124
  • What i realized about jacob's life as the sun was
  • 00:16:45.190 --> 00:16:47.026
  • Jacob's life as the sun was rising and he was limping is
  • 00:16:47.092 --> 00:16:50.729
  • Rising and he was limping is that he was born feeling behind.
  • 00:16:50.796 --> 00:16:56.535
  • That he was born feeling behind. in the literal birth order of
  • 00:16:56.602 --> 00:16:58.137
  • In the literal birth order of jacob and esau, they were twins,
  • 00:16:58.203 --> 00:17:00.906
  • Jacob and esau, they were twins, separated by only a few seconds,
  • 00:17:00.973 --> 00:17:04.109
  • Separated by only a few seconds, jacob was only gonna get
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  • Jacob was only gonna get one third of the inheritance
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  • One third of the inheritance because that's the way
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  • Because that's the way it worked in those days.
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  • It worked in those days. and so, when he was born,
  • 00:17:09.815 --> 00:17:11.183
  • And so, when he was born, he came out grabbing
  • 00:17:11.250 --> 00:17:12.751
  • He came out grabbing his brother's heel.
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  • His brother's heel. that's what the name jacob
  • 00:17:14.253 --> 00:17:15.421
  • That's what the name jacob means, it means heel grabber.
  • 00:17:15.487 --> 00:17:18.557
  • Means, it means heel grabber. there was something in him,
  • 00:17:18.624 --> 00:17:20.059
  • There was something in him, even in the womb, that was
  • 00:17:20.125 --> 00:17:21.760
  • Even in the womb, that was wrestling against his brother.
  • 00:17:21.827 --> 00:17:24.296
  • Wrestling against his brother. something that felt like,
  • 00:17:24.363 --> 00:17:25.798
  • Something that felt like, "i'm behind and i can't
  • 00:17:25.864 --> 00:17:28.000
  • "i'm behind and i can't be behind."
  • 00:17:28.067 --> 00:17:29.902
  • For all of his clutching
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  • For all of his clutching and grasping at
  • 00:17:31.203 --> 00:17:31.837
  • And grasping at his brother's heel,
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  • His brother's heel, he still came out second.
  • 00:17:33.272 --> 00:17:36.308
  • He still came out second. now, at age 90,
  • 00:17:36.375 --> 00:17:37.876
  • Now, at age 90, he's very blessed
  • 00:17:37.943 --> 00:17:38.844
  • He's very blessed because he's stolen
  • 00:17:38.911 --> 00:17:39.711
  • Because he's stolen a blessing and a birthright
  • 00:17:39.778 --> 00:17:41.814
  • A blessing and a birthright from his blind father, isaac.
  • 00:17:41.880 --> 00:17:43.982
  • But yet, there's a wrestling
  • 00:17:44.083 --> 00:17:44.917
  • But yet, there's a wrestling match that happens on his way
  • 00:17:44.983 --> 00:17:46.985
  • Match that happens on his way to reconcile with esau,
  • 00:17:47.052 --> 00:17:48.387
  • To reconcile with esau, it's been 20 years
  • 00:17:48.454 --> 00:17:49.321
  • It's been 20 years since he's seen him.
  • 00:17:49.388 --> 00:17:51.056
  • Since he's seen him. and as he's getting ready
  • 00:17:51.123 --> 00:17:52.157
  • And as he's getting ready to go and face esau
  • 00:17:52.224 --> 00:17:53.425
  • To go and face esau and make it right with esau,
  • 00:17:53.492 --> 00:17:54.760
  • And make it right with esau, he hopes, because esau
  • 00:17:54.827 --> 00:17:55.861
  • He hopes, because esau could kill him.
  • 00:17:55.928 --> 00:17:57.429
  • Could kill him. an angel appears
  • 00:17:57.496 --> 00:17:59.331
  • An angel appears and wrestles him to the point
  • 00:17:59.398 --> 00:18:01.400
  • And wrestles him to the point where his hip is wrenched
  • 00:18:01.467 --> 00:18:03.635
  • Where his hip is wrenched and he leaves the presence
  • 00:18:03.702 --> 00:18:06.438
  • And he leaves the presence of the angel to face
  • 00:18:06.505 --> 00:18:08.006
  • Of the angel to face his brother, and the only
  • 00:18:08.073 --> 00:18:11.110
  • His brother, and the only evidence that he has that
  • 00:18:11.176 --> 00:18:12.711
  • Evidence that he has that he's met with god is his limp.
  • 00:18:12.778 --> 00:18:16.982
  • He's met with god is his limp. we think the evidence that
  • 00:18:17.049 --> 00:18:18.817
  • We think the evidence that we've been with god is that
  • 00:18:18.884 --> 00:18:20.819
  • We've been with god is that our situation gets better.
  • 00:18:20.886 --> 00:18:24.990
  • Our situation gets better. we then take all of the evidence
  • 00:18:25.057 --> 00:18:26.625
  • We then take all of the evidence that other people present to us
  • 00:18:26.692 --> 00:18:29.061
  • That other people present to us of how good their life is
  • 00:18:29.128 --> 00:18:31.196
  • Of how good their life is and compare it to them
  • 00:18:31.263 --> 00:18:32.998
  • And compare it to them putting up their christmas
  • 00:18:33.065 --> 00:18:34.032
  • Putting up their christmas lights in april.
  • 00:18:34.099 --> 00:18:35.868
  • Lights in april. [laughter]
  • 00:18:35.934 --> 00:18:37.903
  • [laughter] compared to them whose kids
  • 00:18:37.970 --> 00:18:39.838
  • Compared to them whose kids are always on a field somewhere
  • 00:18:39.905 --> 00:18:42.341
  • Are always on a field somewhere getting better and better,
  • 00:18:42.407 --> 00:18:43.709
  • Getting better and better, and hitting coaches,
  • 00:18:43.775 --> 00:18:44.877
  • And hitting coaches, and batting cages,
  • 00:18:44.943 --> 00:18:45.944
  • And batting cages, and we can barely afford
  • 00:18:46.011 --> 00:18:47.112
  • And we can barely afford to buy the bat to begin with,
  • 00:18:47.179 --> 00:18:48.947
  • To buy the bat to begin with, so how would be pay for
  • 00:18:49.014 --> 00:18:49.948
  • So how would be pay for the ba -- the pitching,
  • 00:18:50.015 --> 00:18:51.683
  • The ba -- the pitching, the coaching lessons,
  • 00:18:51.750 --> 00:18:52.751
  • The coaching lessons, the private coaching
  • 00:18:52.818 --> 00:18:53.318
  • The private coaching lessons if we could.
  • 00:18:53.385 --> 00:18:54.753
  • Lessons if we could. compared to them.
  • 00:18:54.820 --> 00:18:56.321
  • Compared to them. i came to announce
  • 00:18:56.388 --> 00:18:57.489
  • I came to announce to you today that
  • 00:18:57.556 --> 00:18:58.724
  • To you today that nothing in your life is
  • 00:18:58.790 --> 00:19:01.026
  • Nothing in your life is originated divinely by
  • 00:19:01.093 --> 00:19:03.495
  • Originated divinely by your comparison to people,
  • 00:19:03.562 --> 00:19:07.299
  • Your comparison to people, only by your commitment
  • 00:19:07.366 --> 00:19:10.836
  • Only by your commitment to purpose.
  • 00:19:10.903 --> 00:19:13.405
  • To purpose. the starting place
  • 00:19:13.472 --> 00:19:14.673
  • The starting place for contentment is
  • 00:19:14.740 --> 00:19:16.408
  • For contentment is commitment to purpose.
  • 00:19:16.475 --> 00:19:18.810
  • Commitment to purpose. why is that important?
  • 00:19:18.877 --> 00:19:20.312
  • Why is that important? because the alternative
  • 00:19:20.379 --> 00:19:21.480
  • Because the alternative to commitment to purpose
  • 00:19:21.547 --> 00:19:22.748
  • To commitment to purpose is comparison to people.
  • 00:19:22.814 --> 00:19:25.317
  • Is comparison to people. if i'm comparing
  • 00:19:25.384 --> 00:19:26.018
  • If i'm comparing myself to people,
  • 00:19:26.084 --> 00:19:27.586
  • Myself to people, i'm always grabbing heels.
  • 00:19:27.653 --> 00:19:29.922
  • I'm always grabbing heels. if i'm comparing
  • 00:19:29.988 --> 00:19:30.856
  • If i'm comparing myself to people,
  • 00:19:30.923 --> 00:19:32.324
  • Myself to people, i'm always feeling either
  • 00:19:32.391 --> 00:19:33.825
  • I'm always feeling either better than or less than,
  • 00:19:33.892 --> 00:19:36.228
  • Better than or less than, but neither of those
  • 00:19:36.295 --> 00:19:37.296
  • But neither of those will bring you close to god.
  • 00:19:37.362 --> 00:19:39.898
  • Will bring you close to god. if i'm comparing
  • 00:19:39.965 --> 00:19:40.766
  • If i'm comparing myself to people,
  • 00:19:40.832 --> 00:19:42.301
  • Myself to people, i'll always feel
  • 00:19:42.367 --> 00:19:43.268
  • I'll always feel like i was born behind,
  • 00:19:43.335 --> 00:19:45.704
  • Like i was born behind, and here's why, because
  • 00:19:45.771 --> 00:19:47.706
  • And here's why, because everybody in here has a limp,
  • 00:19:47.773 --> 00:19:50.442
  • Everybody in here has a limp, but some limps are more
  • 00:19:50.509 --> 00:19:52.110
  • But some limps are more easily hidden than others.
  • 00:19:52.177 --> 00:19:53.779
  • Easily hidden than others. [applause]
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  • [applause] some limps show up
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  • Some limps show up later in life,
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  • Later in life, some limps show up privately,
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  • Some limps show up privately, some limps show up
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  • Some limps show up in intimate relationships,
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  • In intimate relationships, some limps show up in
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  • Some limps show up in an inability to hold down a job,
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  • An inability to hold down a job, some limps have catastrophic
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  • Some limps have catastrophic results, some limps have
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  • Results, some limps have insidious effects
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  • Insidious effects that no one can see,
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  • That no one can see, some limps you carry alone,
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  • Some limps you carry alone, but everybody came in
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  • But everybody came in here limping.
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  • Here limping. yeah, you came,
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  • Yeah, you came, but you're limping.
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  • But you're limping. you've been limping this week.
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  • You've been limping this week. it's been a long week
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  • It's been a long week because you've been limping,
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  • Because you've been limping, limping, i'm limping.
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  • Limping, i'm limping. i'm here but i'm limping.
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  • I'm here but i'm limping. i love god but i'm limping.
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  • I love god but i'm limping. i'm bringing this back
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  • I'm bringing this back from last week because
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  • From last week because something needs to break
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  • Something needs to break in our lives to where
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  • In our lives to where we stop showing up on sunday
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  • We stop showing up on sunday and not getting what we really
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  • And not getting what we really need from god because
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  • Need from god because we don't want anybody to
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  • We don't want anybody to see where we really limp.
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  • See where we really limp. [applause]
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  • [applause] or where you stop
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  • Or where you stop coming to church every
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  • Coming to church every time you have to limp in
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  • Time you have to limp in because you feel too guilty.
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  • Because you feel too guilty. that's how shame operates.
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  • That's how shame operates. the time when you need
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  • The time when you need to drag your behind
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  • To drag your behind to this church the most
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  • To this church the most is the time where you've
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  • Is the time where you've done the dumbest stuff
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  • Done the dumbest stuff in your life and you say,
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  • In your life and you say, "god, i need
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  • "god, i need a course correction,
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  • A course correction, god i need you to top me up,
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  • God i need you to top me up, i need you to fill me.
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  • I need you to fill me. i feel empty, i feel crazy,
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  • I feel empty, i feel crazy, i don't feel like myself."
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  • I don't feel like myself." limp in here
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  • Limp in here and see if the lord
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  • And see if the lord won't lift you up.
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  • Won't lift you up. the bible says,
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  • The bible says, "humble yourself under
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  • "humble yourself under the mighty hands of god
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  • The mighty hands of god and in due time...
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  • And in due time... [applause]
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  • [applause] he'll lift you up."
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  • He'll lift you up." so, watch this,
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  • So, watch this, somebody say,
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  • Somebody say, "the light is coming."
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  • "the light is coming." >> congregation: the light
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  • >> congregation: the light is coming.
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  • Is coming. >> it's a new day
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  • >> it's a new day dawning on jacob,
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  • Dawning on jacob, the sun is coming up
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  • The sun is coming up over jacob,
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  • Over jacob, the night is over,
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  • The night is over, the wrestling is over,
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  • The wrestling is over, the struggle is over,
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  • The struggle is over, he has let go of his old self,
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  • He has let go of his old self, he has received the new name,
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  • He has received the new name, he has been touched
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  • He has been touched and transformed by god,
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  • And transformed by god, he is carrying destiny,
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  • He is carrying destiny, he is on his way to his
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  • He is on his way to his purpose, but he's limping.
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  • Purpose, but he's limping. because the light
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  • Because the light doesn't stop the limp.
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  • Doesn't stop the limp. just because you know
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  • Just because you know doesn't mean you can do it.
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  • Doesn't mean you can do it. just because god --
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  • Just because god -- just because god shows you
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  • Just because god shows you who he's calling you to be
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  • Who he's calling you to be doesn't mean you yet
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  • Doesn't mean you yet d
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  • D everything that i've
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  • Everything that i've become in my life,
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  • Become in my life, everything i've accomplished
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  • Everything i've accomplished in my life that was worthwhile
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  • In my life that was worthwhile for god, i confess to you,
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  • For god, i confess to you, i limped into it.
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  • I limped into it. what are you limping into today?
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  • What are you limping into today? the light is coming,
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  • The light is coming, and jacob is limping,
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  • And jacob is limping, and those are not
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  • And those are not mutually exclusive.
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  • Mutually exclusive. i don't know
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  • I don't know if this is too deep,
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  • If this is too deep, if i'm preaching it,
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  • If i'm preaching it, maybe to the wrong people
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  • Maybe to the wrong people or something like that.
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  • Or something like that. [laughter]
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  • [laughter] i thought this was
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  • I thought this was the right message because
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  • The right message because sometimes we get confused
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  • Sometimes we get confused that we think when the light
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  • That we think when the light comes, the limping stops.
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  • Comes, the limping stops. that we think that when
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  • That we think that when we see jesus, meet jesus,
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  • We see jesus, meet jesus, receive jesus, grow in jesus,
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  • Receive jesus, grow in jesus, that that means that
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  • That that means that we're automatically going
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  • We're automatically going to accelerate and reach
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  • To accelerate and reach the place where
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  • The place where he's called us to be.
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  • He's called us to be. the evidence of this meeting
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  • The evidence of this meeting with jesus was a limp that
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  • With jesus was a limp that never left jacob's life.
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  • Never left jacob's life. so, i suggest to you
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  • So, i suggest to you that some of the times
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  • That some of the times of the greatest light
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  • Of the greatest light will also be the times
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  • Will also be the times of the greatest limp.
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  • >> well, we hear a lot
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  • >> well, we hear a lot of messages in church
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  • Of messages in church and in life about holding on,
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  • And in life about holding on, you know, don't give up,
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  • You know, don't give up, hang in there,
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  • Hang in there, just grab tighter.
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  • Just grab tighter. and sometimes, that's exactly
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  • And sometimes, that's exactly what you need to hear.
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  • What you need to hear. but there are those times
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  • But there are those times in your life where
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  • In your life where the blessing is in letting go,
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  • The blessing is in letting go, the times in life
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  • The times in life where you can't control it,
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  • Where you can't control it, can't figure it out.
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  • Can't figure it out. all of your calculations
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  • All of your calculations fall short, and you just
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  • Fall short, and you just have to surrender it,
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  • Have to surrender it, and this is so much
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  • And this is so much easier said than done.
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  • Easier said than done. but i wanna put a series
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  • But i wanna put a series in your hands today
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  • In your hands today that is going to help you
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  • That is going to help you to relinquish the control of
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  • To relinquish the control of the things that are god's job,
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  • The things that are god's job, the battles that
  • 00:24:28.587 --> 00:24:29.187
  • The battles that he wants to fight for you.
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  • He wants to fight for you. the series is called,
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  • "the blessing of letting go."
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  • "the blessing of letting go." and i believe that as you
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  • And i believe that as you walk through this teaching,
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  • Walk through this teaching, you're gonna receive peace
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  • You're gonna receive peace like never before.
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  • Like never before. and i wanna include
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  • And i wanna include another series for you called
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  • Another series for you called "challenge the shadow."
  • 00:24:42.234 --> 00:24:44.402
  • "challenge the shadow." you don't have to just accept
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  • You don't have to just accept the darkness as your new normal.
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  • The darkness as your new normal. there is a light in god
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  • There is a light in god and there is a way forward,
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  • And there is a way forward, but first, to see it,
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  • But first, to see it, you have to let go.
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  • You have to let go. so, call right now
  • 00:24:53.845 --> 00:24:55.747
  • So, call right now and for your gift of any
  • 00:24:55.814 --> 00:24:56.815
  • And for your gift of any amount to this ministry,
  • 00:24:56.882 --> 00:24:58.383
  • Amount to this ministry, we wanna put
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  • We wanna put "the blessing of letting go"
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  • "the blessing of letting go" in your hands today with
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  • In your hands today with "challenge the shadow."
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  • "challenge the shadow." i believe this is gonna be
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  • I believe this is gonna be just the word you need
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  • Just the word you need to give you the momentum
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  • To give you the momentum and the practical strategy
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  • And the practical strategy to put it in god's hands
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  • To put it in god's hands and watch him do something
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  • And watch him do something amazing in your life.
  • 00:25:13.698 --> 00:25:15.200
  • >> to get the "release
  • 00:25:16.167 --> 00:25:16.968
  • And restore" sermon pack
  • 00:25:17.068 --> 00:25:18.069
  • From pastor steven furtick,
  • 00:25:18.169 --> 00:25:19.604
  • Which includes two
  • 00:25:19.704 --> 00:25:20.472
  • Brand-new series:
  • 00:25:20.572 --> 00:25:21.873
  • "the blessing of letting go"
  • 00:25:21.973 --> 00:25:23.174
  • And "challenge the shadow,"
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  • Call or go online now.
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  • >> let go of your comparison
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  • >> let go of your comparison to other standards that
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  • To other standards that have nothing to do
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  • Have nothing to do with who the sovereign
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  • With who the sovereign god called you to be.
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  • God called you to be. let go of the expectations
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  • Let go of the expectations of perfection that you have
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  • Of perfection that you have for yourself that can
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  • For yourself that can only be satisfied through
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  • Only be satisfied through the perfect work of jesus
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  • The perfect work of jesus and has already applied
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  • And has already applied to your account.
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  • To your account. let go.
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  • Let go. that's the blessing
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  • That's the blessing of letting go of the way you
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  • Of letting go of the way you thought it was supposed to be.
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  • Thought it was supposed to be. it's that you get the grace
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  • It's that you get the grace to accept what it is.
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  • And i feel god going through
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  • And i feel god going through somebody's temple today
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  • Somebody's temple today and clearing out everything
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  • And clearing out everything that doesn't belong and wiping
  • 00:26:03.481 --> 00:26:05.417
  • That doesn't belong and wiping out every shadow that has tried
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  • Out every shadow that has tried to eliminate your purpose
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  • To eliminate your purpose and your peace.
  • 00:26:09.421 --> 00:26:10.555
  • >> in this exclusive
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  • Dual sermon pack,
  • 00:26:11.890 --> 00:26:13.158
  • Pastor steven shares
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  • The importance of letting go
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  • Of past experiences to step
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  • Into new opportunities
  • 00:26:17.896 --> 00:26:19.097
  • And blessings.
  • 00:26:19.197 --> 00:26:20.165
  • Call or go online now
  • 00:26:20.265 --> 00:26:21.232
  • To receive the "release
  • 00:26:21.333 --> 00:26:22.367
  • And restore" sermon pack
  • 00:26:22.467 --> 00:26:23.802
  • Today for a gift of any amount.
  • 00:26:23.902 --> 00:26:25.604
  • Don't wait to experience
  • 00:26:25.704 --> 00:26:27.272
  • The freedom god has for you.
  • 00:26:27.372 --> 00:26:29.107
  • Take action now.
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  • >> ♪ i will bless the lord ♪
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  • ♪ at all times ♪
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  • ♪ i will bless the lord ♪
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  • ♪ at all times ♪
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  • ♪ and his praises ♪
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  • ♪ shall be in my mouth ♪
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  • ♪ if you've got a praise ♪
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  • ♪ lift your voice in the room ♪
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  • [cheering]
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  • ♪ praises oh lord ♪
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  • >> ♪ you deserve ♪
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  • ♪ oh lord you deserve ♪
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  • ♪ all my praises ♪
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  • ♪ oh lord you deserve ♪
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  • >> ♪ only you ♪
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  • >> ♪ only you deserve ♪
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  • ♪ praises ♪
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  • >> ♪ oh lord you deserve ♪
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  • >> ♪ if i really think ♪
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  • ♪ about it ♪
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  • ♪ oh lord you deserve ♪
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  • ♪ all my praises ♪
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  • ♪ oh lord you deserve ♪
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  • >> ♪ only you ♪
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  • >> ♪ only you deserve all my ♪
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  • >> ♪ i'll never get over it ♪
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  • ♪ i won't forget ♪
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  • ♪ what you did ♪
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  • ♪ i'll never get over it ♪
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