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Steven Furtick | Steven Furtick - Look Forward Not Far (Part 1) | April 29, 2026
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- >> announcer: up next,
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- An encouraging message from
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- Pastor steven furtick
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- Of elevation church.
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- If you're looking to
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- Strengthen your faith
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- And shift your perspective
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- Stay tuned.
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- ♪ ♪
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- >> i think it's important
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- >> i think it's important always in your life to have
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- Always in your life to have something to look forward to.
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- Something to look forward to. it's real dangerous.
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- It's real dangerous. if you ever get in a place
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- If you ever get in a place where you can't look forward
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- Where you can't look forward to anything and feel joy,
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- To anything and feel joy, you need to talk to somebody.
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- You need to talk to somebody. that's a dangerous place
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- That's a dangerous place for you to stay.
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- For you to stay. and i don't just mean for
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- And i don't just mean for a moment where you're tired,
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- A moment where you're tired, or overwhelmed,
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- Or overwhelmed, and you just want everybody
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- And you just want everybody to leave you alone.
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- To leave you alone. but do you ever get to a place
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- But do you ever get to a place where there is a prolonged sense
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- Where there is a prolonged sense of the postponement of joy?
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- Of the postponement of joy? do you know what i mean by
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- Do you know what i mean by postponing joy?
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- Postponing joy? where you're like,
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- Where you're like, "well, i might be
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- "well, i might be happy one day,
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- Happy one day, but i can't see
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- But i can't see anything in my immediate
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- Anything in my immediate future that i look forward to."
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- Future that i look forward to." that is a dangerous way to live.
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- That is a dangerous way to live. now, it doesn't mean that
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- Now, it doesn't mean that everything you do everyday
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- Everything you do everyday has to be something
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- Has to be something that you enjoy, snowflake.
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- [laughter]
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- But it does mean that
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- But it does mean that there ought to be something,
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- There ought to be something, even within the most challenging
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- Even within the most challenging seasons of your life
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- Seasons of your life that you can go,
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- That you can go, "i look forward to that."
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- "i look forward to that." that's why i want
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- That's why i want every married couple
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- Every married couple doing date nights.
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- Doing date nights. i want you to do it so you can
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- I want you to do it so you can look forward to that time
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- Look forward to that time and you can understand
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- And you can understand that even if we've been
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- That even if we've been busy all week, i mean,
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- Busy all week, i mean, it doesn't have to
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- It doesn't have to an expensive date night.
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- An expensive date night. make a sandwich.
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- Make a sandwich. but set aside a time
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- But set aside a time that you can look forward
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- That you can look forward to that you can know, you know,
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- To that you can know, you know, especially if you have kids,
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- Especially if you have kids, or little kids,
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- Or little kids, or something like that,
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- Or something like that, set it up where you know,
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- Set it up where you know, "okay, we are so busy
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- "okay, we are so busy managing the corporation
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- Called our kids -- excuse me,
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- Called our kids -- excuse me, this terrorist organization...
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- [laughter]
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- Called our kids,
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- Called our kids, that we need a time set aside
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- That we need a time set aside that i can look forward
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- That i can look forward to connecting with
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- To connecting with my girlfriend, my boyfriend,
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- My girlfriend, my boyfriend, the one that i used to spend
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- The one that i used to spend hours on the phone with.
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- Hours on the phone with. and i think that's really
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- And i think that's really important that you put something
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- Important that you put something that you can look forward to.
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- That you can look forward to. even if it's a little thing.
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- Even if it's a little thing. that's why i got the fridge
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- That's why i got the fridge stocked with fairlife shakes.
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- 'cause after i've done
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- 'cause after i've done all my squats,
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- All my squats, and all my curls,
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- And all my curls, i know there is
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- I know there is the taste of artificial
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- The taste of artificial sweetener awaiting me.
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- [laughter]
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- Just something to trigger
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- Just something to trigger my tongue to let me know,
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- My tongue to let me know, "you did good today.
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- "you did good today. well done thou good
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- Well done thou good and faithful servant."
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- [laughter]
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- Again, i'm taking
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- Again, i'm taking a moment to set this up
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- A moment to set this up because if i don't
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- Because if i don't set it up practically,
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- Set it up practically, if we jump straight to
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- If we jump straight to what paul said from prison,
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- What paul said from prison, you will think that this
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- You will think that this message only applies
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- Message only applies when you're going
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- When you're going through the hardest
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- Through the hardest situation in your life.
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- Situation in your life. but i saw a principle this week
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- But i saw a principle this week that was so practical
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- That was so practical that it reminded me about
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- That it reminded me about something that brennan manning
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- Something that brennan manning said in one of his books.
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- Said in one of his books. when a man went to visit
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- When a man went to visit mother teresa at the house
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- Mother teresa at the house of the dying in calcutta.
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- Of the dying in calcutta. and this brilliant
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- And this brilliant ethicist john kavanaugh
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- Ethicist john kavanaugh went to see her
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- Went to see her for three months.
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- For three months. and on the first day
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- And on the first day he met mother teresa.
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- He met mother teresa. and the report goes
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- And the report goes that he was trying
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- That he was trying to figure out what to do
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- To figure out what to do with the rest of his life,
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- With the rest of his life, and he felt foggy about it.
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- And he felt foggy about it. now, stop right here.
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- Now, stop right here. you might feel
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- You might feel the same way today.
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- The same way today. you might not be going
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- You might not be going to see mother teresa,
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- But you came to
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- But you came to elevation church,
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- Elevation church, or you clicked on the link,
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- Or you clicked on the link, and you're feeling like,
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- And you're feeling like, "what do i do with
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- "what do i do with the rest of my life?
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- The rest of my life? or what do i do
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- Or what do i do in this next week?
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- In this next week? or what do i even do
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- Or what do i even do for my next step?"
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- For my next step?" well, mother teresa, upon
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- Well, mother teresa, upon meeting the man, said,
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- Meeting the man, said, "what can i do for you?
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- "what can i do for you? and he said, "i would love
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- And he said, "i would love for you to pray for me."
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- For you to pray for me." and she said,
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- And she said, "what would you like
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- "what would you like for me to pray for you?"
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- For me to pray for you?" and he said,
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- And he said, "pray that god
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- "pray that god will give me clarity.
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- That god will give me clarity."
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- That god will give me clarity." and she said,
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- And she said, "i won't do it.
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- "i won't do it. i won't do it.
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- I won't do it. i have never had clarity."
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- I have never had clarity." and he said,
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- And he said, "but you always
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- "but you always seem to have clarity."
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- Seem to have clarity." and mother teresa said,
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- And mother teresa said, "i've never had clarity.
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- "i've never had clarity. what i've had is trust.
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- What i've had is trust. so, i will pray that
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- So, i will pray that you will trust in god."
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- [applause]
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- The apostle paul writing
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- The apostle paul writing to church that he founded,
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- To church that he founded, which was the first church
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- Which was the first church in europe incidentally,
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- In europe incidentally, was founded when he was
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- Was founded when he was in prison another time,
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- In prison another time, is now writing to span
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- Is now writing to span 800 miles from rome
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- 800 miles from rome where he is sitting,
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- Where he is sitting, awaiting a verdict of his
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- Awaiting a verdict of his current imprisonment
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- Current imprisonment for preaching the gospel
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- For preaching the gospel to the church that he loved.
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- To the church that he loved. and he's worried about them
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- And he's worried about them and burdened for them.
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- And burdened for them. euodia and syntyche are arguing.
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- Euodia and syntyche are arguing. there seems to be,
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- There seems to be, within the philippian church,
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- Within the philippian church, a sense that when
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- A sense that when the teacher left class,
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- The teacher left class, we can do whatever we want.
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- We can do whatever we want. he checks in to let them know,
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- He checks in to let them know, "i'm proud of you,
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- "i'm proud of you, but you need to keep
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- Making progress."
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- Making progress." and in doing that,
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- And in doing that, he shares with them an update
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- He shares with them an update about his situation as well.
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- About his situation as well. as we are expecting paul
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- As we are expecting paul to give the exact details
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- To give the exact details of whether or not
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- He will be released to
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- He will be released to continue to preach the gospel,
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- Continue to preach the gospel, or whether he will continue
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- Or whether he will continue to be restrained by his chains,
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- To be restrained by his chains, he does something very
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- He does something very interesting and different.
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- Interesting and different. he begins to share with them,
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- He begins to share with them, not about the conclusion
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- Not about the conclusion of his trial,
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- Of his trial, but about the courage
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- But about the courage that god has given
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- That god has given him to face it.
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- Him to face it. y'all missed your
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- Y'all missed your chance to say amen.
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- Chance to say amen. i've been pastoring
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- I've been pastoring this church almost 20 years
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- This church almost 20 years and y'all still don't know
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- And y'all still don't know when i said something good.
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- When i said something good. i don't have to get loud
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- I don't have to get loud for it to be good.
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- For it to be good. i said, "sometimes god
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- I said, "sometimes god won't give you the conclusion,
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- Won't give you the conclusion, he will just give you courage."
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- He will just give you courage." and the people
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- And the people like mother teresa
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- Like mother teresa and the apostle paul
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- And the apostle paul who are really confident,
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- Who are really confident, it's not because they
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- It's not because they have so much clarity,
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- Have so much clarity, it's not because they always
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- It's not because they always know what to do next.
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- Know what to do next. it's just that they're
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- It's just that they're always focused on what god
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- Always focused on what god has called them to do now.
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- Has called them to do now. and this is a great
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- And this is a great distinction for all of us
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- Distinction for all of us who are overwhelmed.
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- Who are overwhelmed. from a man who had
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- From a man who had every right to be
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- Every right to be depressed and despondent,
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- Depressed and despondent, for a man who had every right
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- For a man who had every right to feel and communicate
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- To feel and communicate his sense of total,
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- His sense of total, utter despair, comes a book
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- Utter despair, comes a book like philippians where he says,
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- Like philippians where he says, "yes, i will
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- "yes, i will continue to rejoice."
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- Why are you rejoicing, "paul?
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- Why are you rejoicing, "paul? did you just get good news
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- Did you just get good news that they're gonna
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- That they're gonna let you out in a week?
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- Let you out in a week? why are you rejoicing paul?
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- Why are you rejoicing paul? did andy dufresne just
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- Did andy dufresne just take a rock hammer and crack
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- Take a rock hammer and crack halfway through
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- Halfway through the shawshank wall?
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- The shawshank wall? is morgan freeman narrating
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- Is morgan freeman narrating your last night in prison?
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- Your last night in prison? why are you rejoicing?"
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- Why are you rejoicing?" he said, "because,"
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- He said, "because," everybody say, "because."
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- Everybody say, "because." >> congregation: because.
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- >> now, one day i want to do
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- >> now, one day i want to do a whole series
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- A whole series when i get the opportunity
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- When i get the opportunity on why you need
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- On why you need a better because.
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- A better because. a better because.
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- A better because. verse 18 please, again,
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- He says, "i'll continue
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- He says, "i'll continue to rejoice because,"
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- To rejoice because," verse 19 -- oh no,
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- Verse 19 -- oh no, that's not where he says it,
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- That's not where he says it, he says it in verse 18.
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- He says it in verse 18. yeah, yeah.
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- Yeah, yeah. "and because of this,
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- "and because of this, i rejoice."
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- I rejoice." there it is.
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- There it is. i went too far.
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- I went too far. i went too far.
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- I went too far. i was looking for that word,
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- I was looking for that word, but i went too far.
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- But i went too far. i went too far.
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- I went too far. i dropped down
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- I dropped down to the end of it.
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- To the end of it. i went too far.
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- I went too far. i meant to show you
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- I meant to show you that word "because."
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- That word "because." circle "because" back there
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- Circle "because" back there for me in the back,
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- For me in the back, justin, if you can.
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- Justin, if you can. "and because of this i rejoice."
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- "and because of this i rejoice." now, whatever your "this"
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- Now, whatever your "this" is controls your rejoicing.
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- Paul's this was
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- Paul's this was the purpose of god,
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- The purpose of god, the gospel of jesus christ,
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- The gospel of jesus christ, what he was sent to do.
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- What he was sent to do. and since that was still
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- And since that was still happening and happening
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- Happening and happening at an accelerated rate,
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- At an accelerated rate, paul said, "i have a cause
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- Paul said, "i have a cause to rejoice because my calling
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- To rejoice because my calling is being fulfilled."
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- Is being fulfilled." if your cause to rejoice
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- If your cause to rejoice is your comfort being satisfied,
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- Is your comfort being satisfied, then any moment
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- Then any moment you are uncomfortable,
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- You are uncomfortable, you will not have
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- You will not have the ability to rejoice.
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- The ability to rejoice. you need a better because.
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- You need a better because. some of us need a better because
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- Some of us need a better because when we come to worship.
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- When we come to worship. some of us only praise god
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- Some of us only praise god on the weeks where
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- On the weeks where we feel grateful.
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- We feel grateful. what a small god you serve
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- What a small god you serve that you need a feeling
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- That you need a feeling or gratitude to prompt
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- Or gratitude to prompt an act of faith called worship.
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- An act of faith called worship. you're worshiping a god
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- You're worshiping a god you can't see,
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- You can't see, you're worshiping a god
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- You're worshiping a god who's not made by human hands,
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- Who's not made by human hands, you're worshiping a god
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- Who does not exist to serve you,
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- Who does not exist to serve you, you exist to serve him.
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- You exist to serve him. so, if the reason that
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- So, if the reason that i worship is tied to the work
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- I worship is tied to the work that he does on my behalf
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- That he does on my behalf or the wish list that
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- Or the wish list that he fulfilled based on
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- He fulfilled based on my preferences,
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- My preferences, that is a limited lens
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- That is a limited lens through which to see
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- Through which to see the god that i worship.
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- The god that i worship. sometimes, it's good for us
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- Sometimes, it's good for us to lift our hands
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- To lift our hands because he's great,
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- Because he's great, because he's holy,
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- Because he's holy, because he's awesome,
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- Because he's sovereign,
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- Because he's sovereign, because he's god all by himself.
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- Because he's god all by himself. because before abraham was,
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- Because before abraham was, he was.
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- He was. because he is
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- Because he is the great i am.
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- The great i am. because he is perfect
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- Because he is perfect in all of his ways.
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- In all of his ways. because i'm created to do it.
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- Because i'm created to do it. because i love him,
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- Because i love him, because he first loved me.
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- Because he first loved me. because he forgave me.
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- Because he forgave me. because he sent his son
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- Because he sent his son to die for me.
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- To die for me. because he gave me
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- Because he gave me breath in my lungs.
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- Breath in my lungs. because i'm living
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- Because i'm living on borrowed breath.
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- On borrowed breath. because tomorrow
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- Because tomorrow is not promised.
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- Is not promised. because god brought me this far.
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- Because god brought me this far. and if he never does
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- And if he never does anything else,
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- Anything else, he's done enough to be
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- He's done enough to be worthy of this next one.
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- [applause]
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- And paul is playing games
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- And paul is playing games with the devil in this letter
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- With the devil in this letter because at the moment
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- Because at the moment that he has every right
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- That he has every right to be discouraged, despondent,
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- To be discouraged, despondent, and at the dead end of
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- And at the dead end of his own despair,
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- His own despair, he turns his attention outward
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- He turns his attention outward and begins to think
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- And begins to think about that church that god
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- About that church that god has called him to serve.
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- Has called him to serve. he turns his attention out
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- He turns his attention out and he begins to focus
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- And he begins to focus on their future.
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- And it's almost like he's
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- And it's almost like he's setting up an appointment.
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- Setting up an appointment. walk slow with me here.
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- Walk slow with me here. i wanna meet you in this text.
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- I wanna meet you in this text. you can see paul, who was
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- You can see paul, who was about 55 years old
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- About 55 years old at this point in his life
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- At this point in his life saying, "i don't know when,
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- But i'll see you again."
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- But i'll see you again." what's he doing?
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- What's he doing? he's creating a sense
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- He's creating a sense of anticipatory joy,
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- Of anticipatory joy, even though
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- Even though the timeline is uncertain.
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- The timeline is uncertain. he doesn't have clarity,
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- He doesn't have clarity, but he trusts god.
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- But he trusts god. and you can see in
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- And you can see in this wrestling match,
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- This wrestling match, that is written on the page
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- That is written on the page and preserved for us
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- And preserved for us through the passage of time.
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- Through the passage of time. as paul is wrestling
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- As paul is wrestling with his own volition
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- With his own volition and will because
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- And will because there's so much
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- There's so much about the situation
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- About the situation that he can't control.
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- That he can't control. it's not as if when he says,
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- It's not as if when he says, "what shall i choose?"
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- "what shall i choose?" he gets a vote in whether
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- He gets a vote in whether or not he's executed.
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- Or not he's executed. now, just to make sure
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- Now, just to make sure you understand the situation,
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- You understand the situation, paul is about to be
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- Paul is about to be put on trial,
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- Put on trial, and they have the power
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- And they have the power to decide does he live,
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- To decide does he live, or does he die?
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- Or does he die? paul does not have
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- Paul does not have the power to decide
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- The power to decide whether he lives or dies,
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- Whether he lives or dies, but he still has the power
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- But he still has the power to chose how he lives
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- To chose how he lives in the meantime.
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- In the meantime. and so, here he is,
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- And so, here he is, wrestling with a decision
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- Wrestling with a decision that's really not his to make.
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- That's really not his to make. and i thought it
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- And i thought it was kinda funny.
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- Was kinda funny. and maybe there's even
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- And maybe there's even a little swagger
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- A little swagger on what paul is doing here.
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- On what paul is doing here. 'cause he's telling the devil,
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- 'cause he's telling the devil, "i haven't decided yet.
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- "i haven't decided yet. i haven't decided yet
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- I haven't decided yet whether i'm gonna let them
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- Whether i'm gonna let them kill me so i can just be
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- Done with this
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- Done with this and go get all
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- And go get all my crowns from jesus.
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- My crowns from jesus. i haven't decided yet whether
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- I haven't decided yet whether i just wanna get out of here
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- I just wanna get out of here and see his face.
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- And see his face. the one who died for me,
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- The one who died for me, the one who knocked me
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- The one who knocked me off my horse on
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- Off my horse on the damascus road.
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- The damascus road. i hadn't decided yet
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- I hadn't decided yet whether i wanna be done
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- Whether i wanna be done with all these trifling
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- With all these trifling pharisees that i used to be
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- Pharisees that i used to be one of that keep running
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- One of that keep running me from city to city.
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- Me from city to city. i hadn't decided yet
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- I hadn't decided yet do i want to be done
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- Do i want to be done with the storms,
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- With the storms, and the shipwrecks,
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- And the shipwrecks, and the stonings,
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- And the stonings, and just see him
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- And just see him and be known as i am known.
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- And be known as i am known. i hadn't decided yet
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- Do i wanna leave
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- Do i wanna leave or do i wanna stay?"
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- Or do i wanna stay?" and here's an interesting term.
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- And here's an interesting term. he said, "i'm torn
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- Between the two."
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- Between the two." what a picture,
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- What a picture, "i'm torn between the two."
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- "i'm torn between the two." recap.
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- He's in prison,
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- He's in prison, but it came to describing
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- But it came to describing his condition, he didn't say,
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- His condition, he didn't say, "i'm trapped,"
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- "i'm trapped," he said, "i'm torn."
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- He said, "i'm torn." two things that happen here,
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- Two things that happen here, and i don't know which one
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- And i don't know which one god's gonna do yet.
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- God's gonna do yet. either my life could be
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- Either my life could be over in a matter of weeks,
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- Over in a matter of weeks, months, even days,
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- Months, even days, and i could be with christ.
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- And i could be with christ. or i could stay here
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- Or i could stay here and keep serving christ longer.
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- And keep serving christ longer. and i'm torn,
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- And i'm torn, everybody say it, "i'm torn."
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- Everybody say it, "i'm torn." >> congregation: i'm torn.
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- >> congregation: i'm torn. >> i'm torn.
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- >> i'm torn. for everybody today
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- For everybody today who is feeling torn
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- Who is feeling torn in an area of your life,
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- In an area of your life, let the apostle paul
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- Let the apostle paul administer to you
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- Administer to you these words of encouragement.
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- He says, "if i am to go
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- He says, "if i am to go on living in the body,
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- On living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor.
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- This will mean fruitful labor. yet what shall i choose?
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- Yet what shall i choose? i do not know."
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- I do not know." and write this down
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- And write this down and put it on your mirror,
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- And put it on your mirror, it's okay to not know.
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- It's okay to not know.
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- It's okay to not know. it's okay to not have clarity.
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- It's okay to not have clarity. it's okay to not have
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- It's okay to not have a five year plan.
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- A five year plan. it's okay to not know
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- It's okay to not know how you're going to
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- How you're going to get out of this exactly.
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- Get out of this exactly. it's okay not to know.
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- It's okay not to know. if paul who said,
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- "and we know that in all things,
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- "and we know that in all things, god works together for the good
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- God works together for the good of them that love him
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- Of them that love him and are called according
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- And are called according to his purpose," said,
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- To his purpose," said, "i don't know about this one.
- 00:13:09.741 --> 00:13:12.110
- "i don't know about this one. you have i don't know moments
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- You have i don't know moments that you have been hiding
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- That you have been hiding because you think that somehow
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- Because you think that somehow means you don't have faith.
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- And it is okay to say,
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- And it is okay to say, "i don't know."
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- "i don't know." in fact, just say it right now.
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- In fact, just say it right now. it'll feel like a hundred
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- It'll feel like a hundred pounds lifted off you,
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- Pounds lifted off you, say, "i don't know."
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- Say, "i don't know." >> congregation: i don't know.
- 00:13:26.891 --> 00:13:28.326
- >> congregation: i don't know. >> you can't say it proper.
- 00:13:28.393 --> 00:13:29.093
- >> you can't say it proper. i do not know.
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- I do not know. i have not the information.
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- I have not the information. don't say it formal,
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- Don't say it formal, just say, "i don't know."
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- Just say, "i don't know." >> congregation: i don't know.
- 00:13:34.732 --> 00:13:36.234
- >> congregation: i don't know. >> paul says, "i don't know
- 00:13:36.301 --> 00:13:37.468
- >> paul says, "i don't know which one i want yet.
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- Which one i want yet. i kinda wanna get out of here,
- 00:13:40.004 --> 00:13:42.640
- I kinda wanna get out of here, but i kinda think
- 00:13:42.707 --> 00:13:43.274
- But i kinda think i need to stay.
- 00:13:43.341 --> 00:13:45.510
- I need to stay. it would be awesome
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- It would be awesome if i never had to deal
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- If i never had to deal with the opposition
- 00:13:48.479 --> 00:13:49.080
- With the opposition that i'm dealing with again.
- 00:13:49.147 --> 00:13:50.248
- That i'm dealing with again. it's hard out here
- 00:13:50.315 --> 00:13:51.983
- It's hard out here for a preacher.
- 00:13:52.050 --> 00:13:53.084
- [laughter]
- 00:13:53.351 --> 00:13:57.488
- But i kinda think you need me
- 00:13:57.922 --> 00:13:59.190
- But i kinda think you need me 'cause y'all are fighting
- 00:13:59.257 --> 00:13:59.991
- 'cause y'all are fighting back home.
- 00:14:00.058 --> 00:14:02.527
- Back home. i kinda think you need me
- 00:14:02.594 --> 00:14:03.795
- I kinda think you need me because i've heard
- 00:14:03.862 --> 00:14:04.395
- Because i've heard some rumors about you.
- 00:14:04.462 --> 00:14:06.731
- Some rumors about you. and i don't know if
- 00:14:06.798 --> 00:14:08.633
- And i don't know if i wanna get out of here
- 00:14:08.700 --> 00:14:11.202
- I wanna get out of here or if i need to stay
- 00:14:11.269 --> 00:14:12.003
- Or if i need to stay in this for a little while."
- 00:14:12.070 --> 00:14:13.905
- In this for a little while." and he's acting like
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- And he's acting like he gets to choose,
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- He gets to choose, like he won the coin toss.
- 00:14:16.574 --> 00:14:18.042
- Like he won the coin toss. but nobody's coming to ask him,
- 00:14:18.109 --> 00:14:20.411
- But nobody's coming to ask him, so what is he really
- 00:14:20.478 --> 00:14:21.346
- So what is he really wrestling with?
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- Wrestling with? paul is wrestling with
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- Paul is wrestling with the tension of looking
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- The tension of looking forward into a future
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- Forward into a future that is uncertain
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- That is uncertain with unwavering
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- With unwavering confidence in christ.
- 00:14:32.657 --> 00:14:35.627
- Confidence in christ. everybody in this room
- 00:14:35.693 --> 00:14:36.527
- Everybody in this room is facing the same challenge.
- 00:14:36.594 --> 00:14:38.897
- Is facing the same challenge. your future is not certain
- 00:14:38.963 --> 00:14:40.665
- Your future is not certain and your hope is christ.
- 00:14:40.732 --> 00:14:43.935
- And your hope is christ. i just hit everybody
- 00:14:44.002 --> 00:14:44.736
- I just hit everybody in the room.
- 00:14:44.802 --> 00:14:45.403
- [applause]
- 00:14:45.670 --> 00:14:46.537
- "how do you preach to
- 00:14:47.639 --> 00:14:48.206
- "how do you preach to so many backgrounds of people?
- 00:14:48.273 --> 00:14:49.774
- So many backgrounds of people? and there's rich people,
- 00:14:49.841 --> 00:14:50.675
- And there's rich people, and poor people,
- 00:14:50.742 --> 00:14:51.476
- And poor people, and there's young people,
- 00:14:51.542 --> 00:14:52.243
- And there's young people, and there's old people,
- 00:14:52.310 --> 00:14:53.077
- And there's old people, and there's religious people,
- 00:14:53.144 --> 00:14:54.545
- And there's religious people, and there's people
- 00:14:54.612 --> 00:14:55.613
- And there's people whose eyes look like
- 00:14:55.680 --> 00:14:56.547
- Whose eyes look like they just -- you know,
- 00:14:56.614 --> 00:14:57.448
- They just -- you know, right before
- 00:14:57.515 --> 00:14:57.916
- Right before they came to church,
- 00:14:57.982 --> 00:14:58.716
- They came to church, they make -- some that
- 00:14:58.783 --> 00:15:00.451
- They make -- some that want the holy spirit.
- 00:15:00.518 --> 00:15:01.119
- Want the holy spirit. and how do you preach
- 00:15:01.185 --> 00:15:02.620
- And how do you preach to all those people?"
- 00:15:02.687 --> 00:15:03.121
- To all those people?" because every single one of you,
- 00:15:03.187 --> 00:15:04.389
- Because every single one of you, your future is uncertain
- 00:15:04.455 --> 00:15:05.323
- Your future is uncertain and your hope is christ.
- 00:15:05.390 --> 00:15:07.692
- And your hope is christ. and in this way,
- 00:15:07.759 --> 00:15:08.526
- And in this way, you are no different than paul.
- 00:15:08.593 --> 00:15:10.862
- You are no different than paul. and so, he says,
- 00:15:10.929 --> 00:15:11.362
- "i don't know.
- 00:15:11.462 --> 00:15:13.598
- "i don't know. i'm torn.
- 00:15:13.665 --> 00:15:15.733
- I'm torn. i kinda wanted to see jesus."
- 00:15:15.800 --> 00:15:19.237
- I kinda wanted to see jesus." gonna be nice if this
- 00:15:19.304 --> 00:15:19.837
- Gonna be nice if this was all over.
- 00:15:19.904 --> 00:15:22.907
- Was all over. i guess 'cause i was
- 00:15:22.974 --> 00:15:23.508
- I guess 'cause i was preaching on prison,
- 00:15:23.574 --> 00:15:24.342
- Preaching on prison, i was doing research
- 00:15:24.409 --> 00:15:25.410
- I was doing research and i mentioned
- 00:15:25.476 --> 00:15:25.944
- And i mentioned shawshank redemption,
- 00:15:26.010 --> 00:15:27.845
- Shawshank redemption, and then -- turn off
- 00:15:27.912 --> 00:15:29.881
- And then -- turn off the tv all of you
- 00:15:29.948 --> 00:15:30.815
- The tv all of you that are real religious.
- 00:15:30.882 --> 00:15:31.916
- That are real religious. we watched the green mile
- 00:15:31.983 --> 00:15:32.684
- We watched the green mile this week too with john coffey.
- 00:15:32.750 --> 00:15:37.488
- This week too with john coffey. and the green mile was trippy.
- 00:15:37.555 --> 00:15:38.756
- And the green mile was trippy. i'mma give you a spoiler alert.
- 00:15:38.823 --> 00:15:39.490
- I'mma give you a spoiler alert. the movie is like 40 years old,
- 00:15:39.557 --> 00:15:41.125
- The movie is like 40 years old, so if you hadn't seen it by now,
- 00:15:41.192 --> 00:15:42.160
- So if you hadn't seen it by now, you deserve to have it spoiled.
- 00:15:42.226 --> 00:15:42.927
- [laughter]
- 00:15:43.261 --> 00:15:44.195
- But at the end,
- 00:15:45.063 --> 00:15:45.763
- But at the end, you find out that the man,
- 00:15:45.830 --> 00:15:48.399
- You find out that the man, the prison guard,
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- The prison guard, he can't die.
- 00:15:50.034 --> 00:15:52.303
- He can't die. well, he's gonna die
- 00:15:52.370 --> 00:15:53.037
- Well, he's gonna die but he's like 102
- 00:15:53.104 --> 00:15:54.172
- But he's like 102 and he doesn't know how long
- 00:15:54.238 --> 00:15:54.906
- And he doesn't know how long he's gonna have to live,
- 00:15:54.973 --> 00:15:55.606
- He's gonna have to live, and that's the end of the movie,
- 00:15:55.673 --> 00:15:57.108
- And that's the end of the movie, and me and graham are
- 00:15:57.175 --> 00:15:57.742
- And me and graham are watching it together.
- 00:15:57.809 --> 00:15:58.910
- Watching it together. and he goes, "well, that was
- 00:15:58.977 --> 00:15:59.644
- And he goes, "well, that was kinda anticlimactic.
- 00:15:59.711 --> 00:16:00.712
- Kinda anticlimactic. i thought it was
- 00:16:00.778 --> 00:16:01.212
- I thought it was gonna be scary."
- 00:16:01.279 --> 00:16:02.246
- Gonna be scary." i said, "son,
- 00:16:02.313 --> 00:16:04.248
- I said, "son, that is the scariest thing
- 00:16:04.315 --> 00:16:05.450
- That is the scariest thing i have ever seen in a movie.
- 00:16:05.516 --> 00:16:09.020
- I have ever seen in a movie. you don't understand now
- 00:16:09.087 --> 00:16:10.321
- You don't understand now but you will
- 00:16:10.388 --> 00:16:11.990
- But you will that the thought that this
- 00:16:12.056 --> 00:16:13.524
- That the thought that this is gonna go on forever?
- 00:16:13.591 --> 00:16:15.793
- Is gonna go on forever? like this -- i said,
- 00:16:15.860 --> 00:16:16.527
- Like this -- i said, "that sounds cool to
- 00:16:16.594 --> 00:16:17.095
- "that sounds cool to you right now.
- 00:16:17.161 --> 00:16:18.129
- You right now. you're 17, i'm 44.
- 00:16:18.196 --> 00:16:21.032
- You're 17, i'm 44. trust me,
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- Trust me, this is a horror movie."
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- [laughter]
- 00:16:23.101 --> 00:16:23.868
- That was the scariest scene
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- That was the scariest scene i've ever seen in --
- 00:16:26.304 --> 00:16:27.038
- I've ever seen in -- i've never seen anybody jump
- 00:16:27.105 --> 00:16:28.172
- Out the bushes that was scarier,
- 00:16:28.272 --> 00:16:30.041
- Out the bushes that was scarier, i've never seen a chainsaw
- 00:16:30.108 --> 00:16:31.242
- I've never seen a chainsaw that was scarier.
- 00:16:31.309 --> 00:16:32.310
- That was scarier. the fact that,
- 00:16:32.377 --> 00:16:33.177
- The fact that, "i don't know long
- 00:16:33.244 --> 00:16:34.812
- "i don't know long i'mma be here."
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- [laughter]
- 00:16:35.947 --> 00:16:36.681
- In fact, they've
- 00:16:38.116 --> 00:16:39.183
- In fact, they've even done studies.
- 00:16:39.250 --> 00:16:40.685
- Even done studies. they did a surgery on people
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- They did a surgery on people and they told 'em --
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- Now, the surgery
- 00:16:43.254 --> 00:16:44.355
- Now, the surgery after six months,
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- After six months, the condition
- 00:16:45.556 --> 00:16:46.024
- The condition might be reversible.
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- Might be reversible. and then they did other
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- And then they did other people and they said,
- 00:16:48.493 --> 00:16:49.293
- People and they said, "it's not reversible,
- 00:16:49.360 --> 00:16:50.228
- "it's not reversible, you're just gonna
- 00:16:50.294 --> 00:16:51.029
- You're just gonna have to live with this."
- 00:16:51.095 --> 00:16:52.363
- Have to live with this." the people that they told
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- The people that they told in six months will check
- 00:16:53.531 --> 00:16:54.832
- In six months will check and it might be reversible,
- 00:16:54.899 --> 00:16:56.100
- And it might be reversible, "you might get better,
- 00:16:56.167 --> 00:16:56.868
- "you might get better, come back in six months,"
- 00:16:56.934 --> 00:16:58.336
- Come back in six months," they were less happy than
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- They were less happy than the people who were told,
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- The people who were told, "it's this way forever,
- 00:17:02.507 --> 00:17:03.441
- "it's this way forever, get used to it."
- 00:17:03.508 --> 00:17:05.243
- Get used to it." because the people
- 00:17:05.309 --> 00:17:06.077
- Because the people who were told,
- 00:17:06.144 --> 00:17:06.677
- Who were told, "this is how it's going to be,"
- 00:17:06.744 --> 00:17:08.746
- "this is how it's going to be," they began to adapt.
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- [applause]
- 00:17:11.149 --> 00:17:12.683
- And when they began to adapt,
- 00:17:13.418 --> 00:17:15.119
- And when they began to adapt, they started to see that,
- 00:17:15.186 --> 00:17:16.287
- They started to see that, "i can live with this.
- 00:17:16.354 --> 00:17:18.289
- "i can live with this. it's not what i wanted,
- 00:17:18.356 --> 00:17:19.257
- It's not what i wanted, but i can live with this.
- 00:17:19.323 --> 00:17:21.259
- But i can live with this. it's not what i asked for,
- 00:17:21.325 --> 00:17:22.493
- It's not what i asked for, but i can live with this.
- 00:17:22.560 --> 00:17:24.562
- But i can live with this. it's not what i would've chosen,
- 00:17:24.629 --> 00:17:25.963
- It's not what i would've chosen, but i can live with this."
- 00:17:26.030 --> 00:17:28.166
- But i can live with this." the people who were told
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- The people who were told it might be reversible,
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- It might be reversible, they were living in a suspended
- 00:17:30.768 --> 00:17:32.770
- They were living in a suspended state of anticipation
- 00:17:32.837 --> 00:17:34.472
- State of anticipation that it might get better,
- 00:17:34.539 --> 00:17:36.374
- That it might get better, and it might not.
- 00:17:36.441 --> 00:17:38.109
- And it might not. and what was worse than
- 00:17:38.176 --> 00:17:39.243
- And what was worse than the pain they were suffering
- 00:17:39.310 --> 00:17:41.379
- The pain they were suffering was the deferred hope that
- 00:17:41.446 --> 00:17:42.947
- Was the deferred hope that it might get better.
- 00:17:43.014 --> 00:17:44.882
- It might get better. because if you just tell me
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- Because if you just tell me this is the way
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- This is the way it's going to be,
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- It's going to be, then i'll make arrangements
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- Then i'll make arrangements around the way that it is.
- 00:17:49.287 --> 00:17:51.422
- Around the way that it is. but to give me the possibility
- 00:17:51.489 --> 00:17:53.791
- But to give me the possibility that it could change,
- 00:17:53.858 --> 00:17:55.426
- That it could change, but i'm not sure when or how
- 00:17:55.493 --> 00:17:57.361
- But i'm not sure when or how it might is the most
- 00:17:57.428 --> 00:17:58.830
- It might is the most painful hope at all.
- 00:17:58.896 --> 00:18:02.400
- Painful hope at all. i wanna talk about
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- I wanna talk about the ache of faith
- 00:18:03.201 --> 00:18:04.435
- The ache of faith for a moment.
- 00:18:04.502 --> 00:18:07.205
- I wanna talk about
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- I wanna talk about when you know there's
- 00:18:08.106 --> 00:18:09.173
- When you know there's something more in you,
- 00:18:09.240 --> 00:18:10.675
- Something more in you, but it can't express itself
- 00:18:10.741 --> 00:18:11.876
- But it can't express itself because of what's blocking you.
- 00:18:11.943 --> 00:18:14.112
- Because of what's blocking you. i wanna talk about when you know
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- I wanna talk about when you know you have love to give,
- 00:18:15.713 --> 00:18:17.215
- You have love to give, but no one to trust
- 00:18:17.281 --> 00:18:18.583
- But no one to trust to give it to.
- 00:18:18.649 --> 00:18:19.784
- To give it to. i wanna talk about
- 00:18:19.851 --> 00:18:20.585
- I wanna talk about the ache of faith today.
- 00:18:20.651 --> 00:18:22.887
- The ache of faith today. when you know that god
- 00:18:22.954 --> 00:18:23.921
- When you know that god brought you through
- 00:18:23.988 --> 00:18:24.655
- Brought you through this for a reason,
- 00:18:24.722 --> 00:18:25.490
- This for a reason, but you can't see
- 00:18:25.556 --> 00:18:26.591
- But you can't see what it is yet.
- 00:18:26.657 --> 00:18:27.892
- What it is yet. paul said,
- 00:18:27.959 --> 00:18:28.459
- Paul said, "i'm torn right now.
- 00:18:28.526 --> 00:18:30.561
- "i'm torn right now. i'm aching in faith right now.
- 00:18:30.628 --> 00:18:33.131
- I'm aching in faith right now. a part of my heart
- 00:18:33.197 --> 00:18:34.165
- Wants to be with you,
- 00:18:34.265 --> 00:18:35.366
- Wants to be with you, but a part of my heart says
- 00:18:35.433 --> 00:18:36.834
- But a part of my heart says this is hard and i don't
- 00:18:36.901 --> 00:18:38.903
- This is hard and i don't know which one is better.
- 00:18:38.970 --> 00:18:43.574
- Know which one is better. on one hand he says,
- 00:18:43.641 --> 00:18:46.077
- On one hand he says, "i think it's better
- 00:18:46.144 --> 00:18:46.944
- "i think it's better to be with christ."
- 00:18:47.011 --> 00:18:48.613
- To be with christ." in fact, he says something
- 00:18:48.679 --> 00:18:50.181
- In fact, he says something interesting in 23,
- 00:18:50.248 --> 00:18:52.517
- "i desire to depart,
- 00:18:52.617 --> 00:18:55.019
- "i desire to depart, i wanna get out of this.
- 00:18:55.086 --> 00:18:57.155
- I wanna get out of this. it's better by far;"
- 00:18:57.221 --> 00:19:02.193
- It's better by far;" semicolon, "but..."
- 00:19:02.260 --> 00:19:05.496
- [laughter]
- 00:19:05.863 --> 00:19:07.098
- Let's go real slow
- 00:19:08.166 --> 00:19:09.734
- Let's go real slow so everybody can apply this
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- So everybody can apply this in their life how they need to.
- 00:19:11.636 --> 00:19:13.738
- In their life how they need to. "it would be better for me if,"
- 00:19:13.804 --> 00:19:16.073
- "it would be better for me if," go back to verse 23,
- 00:19:16.140 --> 00:19:18.142
- Go back to verse 23, "and i'm torn about it,
- 00:19:18.209 --> 00:19:20.311
- "and i'm torn about it, and i think it would be better
- 00:19:20.378 --> 00:19:21.345
- And i think it would be better for me if, by far, but."
- 00:19:21.412 --> 00:19:28.186
- So notice what he's doing.
- 00:19:28.286 --> 00:19:30.354
- So notice what he's doing. he's setting it up
- 00:19:30.421 --> 00:19:31.489
- He's setting it up that my preference would be
- 00:19:31.556 --> 00:19:33.558
- That my preference would be that i go to jesus now
- 00:19:33.624 --> 00:19:35.493
- That i go to jesus now and get my reward.
- 00:19:35.560 --> 00:19:36.294
- And get my reward. and i'm not saying anybody
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- And i'm not saying anybody in here just wants to die,
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- In here just wants to die, i'm just setting that up
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- I'm just setting that up as a metaphor.
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- As a metaphor. i would like for this
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- I would like for this to be over, but.
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- To be over, but. i would like for
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- I would like for this to end, but, 24,
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- "it is more necessary for you
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- "it is more necessary for you that i remain in the body."
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- That i remain in the body." 25, "convinced of this,
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- 25, "convinced of this, i know that i will remain,
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- I know that i will remain, and will continue with all
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- And will continue with all of you for your progress
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- Of you for your progress and joy in the faith."
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- And joy in the faith." i wanna do the whole sweeping
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- I wanna do the whole sweeping thing again from 23 on.
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- Thing again from 23 on. "i desire to depart
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- "i desire to depart and be with christ,
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- And be with christ, which is better by far,"
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- Which is better by far," so there is something
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- So there is something drawing paul, he says,
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- Drawing paul, he says, "to live is christ,
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- "to live is christ, to die is gain.
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- To die is gain. i could just go to heaven.
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- I could just go to heaven. that would be easier for me.
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- That would be easier for me. it would be easier for me."
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- It would be easier for me." 24, "but you need me.
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- And this would be easier,
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- And this would be easier, but this would be needed.
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- But this would be needed. and i'm torn.
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- And i'm torn. it would be easier for me
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- It would be easier for me just to let go and surrender
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- Just to let go and surrender and ask god to take me now,
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- And ask god to take me now, but you need me here.
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- But you need me here. and because you need me,
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- And because you need me, i'm gonna let go of
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- I'm gonna let go of what would be easy."
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- What would be easy." and paul says, "i'm gonna
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- And paul says, "i'm gonna let my purpose pull me."
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- [applause]
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- Come here graham,
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- Come here graham, come here gavin.
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- Come here gavin. graham on my left arm
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- Right over here,
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- Right over here, all the way down the stairs,
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- All the way down the stairs, gavin on my right arm.
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- Gavin on my right arm. real gentle.
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- [laughter]
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- Gavin is go be with god,
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- Gavin is go be with god, graham is stay here and help us.
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- Graham is stay here and help us. pull me a little bit.
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- Pull me a little bit. i wanna -- i want --
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- I wanna -- i want -- it would be easier
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- It would be easier but you need me.
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- And at some point during
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- And at some point during paul's wrestling match --
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- Paul's wrestling match -- 'cause what he's doing here
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- 'cause what he's doing here is modeling for you
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- Is modeling for you what to do when you are caught
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- What to do when you are caught in a space where you
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- In a space where you don't have clarity,
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- Don't have clarity, but you need courage.
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- But you need courage. where you don't know
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- Where you don't know how to handle this
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- How to handle this but you need his help.
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- But you need his help. and you can't really figure out
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- And you can't really figure out what to set in front of you.
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- What to set in front of you. for some of you,
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- For some of you, you don't even know
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- You don't even know what to look forward to.
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- What to look forward to. so, it is difficult
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- So, it is difficult to attach faith to a future
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- To attach faith to a future that you can't even articulate.
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- That you can't even articulate. so, you don't even really know
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- So, you don't even really know what you're asking god to do,
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- What you're asking god to do, and it would be easier
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- And it would be easier just for you to give up.
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- Just for you to give up. but the need started pulling.
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- But the need started pulling. now graham, pull me like
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- Now graham, pull me like you're stronger than gavin.
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- You're stronger than gavin. and at some point,
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- And at some point, the need -- keep going.
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- The need -- keep going. the need became strong enough
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- The need became strong enough to release paul
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- To release paul from what he wanted
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- From what he wanted so that he could respond
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- So that he could respond to what was needed.
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- [applause]
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- I am teaching the bible
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- I am teaching the bible like it's my last day
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- Like it's my last day in ballantyne.
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- [applause]
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- You see what i'm doing?
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- You see what i'm doing? i'm pulled by purpose,
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- I'm pulled by purpose, so watch this.
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- So watch this. come here.
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- Come here. one thing is pulling me
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- One thing is pulling me to give up.
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- To give up. "oh, it would be easier
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- "oh, it would be easier to go up to heaven."
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- ♪ in the sweet ♪
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- ♪ by and by ♪
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- ♪ i'll fly away ♪
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- ♪ oh glory ♪
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- But just by time
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- But just by time he's ready to fly away,
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- He's ready to fly away, something's pulling him back.
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- Something's pulling him back. and he said,
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- And he said, "this would be easy,
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- "this would be easy, but this is what you need."
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- And so, at some point
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- And so, at some point christians, we gotta decide
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- Christians, we gotta decide are we just gonna be
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- Are we just gonna be driven by decisions
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- Driven by decisions of what's easy
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- Of what's easy or are we gonna be
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- Or are we gonna be pulled by purpose
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- Pulled by purpose into what is necessary?
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- ♪ you've sure been ♪
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- >> ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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- ♪ and he heard ♪
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- ♪ and he answered ♪
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- ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
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- ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
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- ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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- ♪ and he heard ♪
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- ♪ and he answered ♪
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- ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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- ♪ and he heard ♪
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- ♪ and he answered ♪
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- ♪ i sought the lord ♪
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- ♪ and he heard ♪
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- ♪ and he answered ♪
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- ♪ that's why i trust him ♪
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- ♪ that's why i trust in god ♪
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- >> ♪ they that seek him ♪
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- ♪ lack no good thing ♪
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- ♪ those who seek jehovah ♪
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- ♪ lack nothing ♪
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- ♪ oh-oh ♪
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- ♪ he will never fail ♪
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- ♪ oh-oh-oh ♪
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- ♪ ♪
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- ♪ he will never fail ♪
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- ♪ i trust in god ♪
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- >> ♪ my savior ♪
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- ♪ the one ♪
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- ♪ who will never fail ♪
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- ♪ he will never fail ♪
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- >> ♪ oh i trust in god ♪
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- ♪ my savior ♪
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