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Better Together LIVE | Episode 133

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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: WHEN GOD ASKS
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: WHEN GOD ASKSUS TO MAKE A CHANGE, ARE WE
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  • US TO MAKE A CHANGE, ARE WEREADY TO SAY YES?
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  • READY TO SAY YES?TODAY, WE'RE DROPPING ALL OF
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  • TODAY, WE'RE DROPPING ALL OFTHE EXCUSES THAT HOLD US BACK
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  • THE EXCUSES THAT HOLD US BACKFROM GOD'S BEST.
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  • FROM GOD'S BEST.COME ON, LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW
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  • [MUSIC]
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  • [MUSIC][MUSIC]
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  • - LISA HARPER: ONE OF MY
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  • - LISA HARPER: ONE OF MYFAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE
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  • FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THEWHOLE WIDE WORLD IS A SPICY
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  • WHOLE WIDE WORLD IS A SPICYBLONDE SAINT NAMED
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  • BLONDE SAINT NAMEDEVA WHITTINGTON SELF.
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  • EVA WHITTINGTON SELF.WE BECAME DEAR, DEAR FRIENDS IN
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  • WE BECAME DEAR, DEAR FRIENDS INCOLLEGE JUST A FEW YEARS AFTER
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  • COLLEGE JUST A FEW YEARS AFTEREVA HAD BEEN PARALYZED IN A
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  • EVA HAD BEEN PARALYZED IN AHIT-AND-RUN ACCIDENT.
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  • HIT-AND-RUN ACCIDENT.SHE IS A PARAPLEGIC.
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  • SHE IS A PARAPLEGIC.EVA'S BEEN IN A CHAIR EVER
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  • EVA'S BEEN IN A CHAIR EVERSINCE I MET HER.
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  • SINCE I MET HER.AND, WE GET TO SPEAK AT A LOT OF
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  • AND, WE GET TO SPEAK AT A LOT OFWOMEN'S CONFERENCES TOGETHER.
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  • WOMEN'S CONFERENCES TOGETHER.AND, OFTENTIMES, WOMEN WILL ASK
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  • AND, OFTENTIMES, WOMEN WILL ASKIF THEY CAN PRAY FOR EVA'S
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  • IF THEY CAN PRAY FOR EVA'SHEALING.
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  • HEALING.UM, NOW, SHE'S BEEN PARALYZED
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  • UM, NOW, SHE'S BEEN PARALYZEDFOR OVER 35 YEARS, AND, OF
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  • FOR OVER 35 YEARS, AND, OFCOURSE, GOD COULD HEAL HER, IF
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  • COURSE, GOD COULD HEAL HER, IFHE CALLED HER TO THAT.
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  • HE CALLED HER TO THAT.BUT SHE'S IN A PLACE, NOW, OF
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  • BUT SHE'S IN A PLACE, NOW, OFSEEING THAT WHEELCHAIR, REALLY,
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  • SEEING THAT WHEELCHAIR, REALLY,AS A CATALYST FOR REDEMPTION IN
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  • AS A CATALYST FOR REDEMPTION INHER LIFE.
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  • HER LIFE.IT'S THROUGH HER CHAIR SHE MET
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  • IT'S THROUGH HER CHAIR SHE METHER HUSBAND ANDREW.
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  • HER HUSBAND ANDREW.THEY HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS.
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  • THEY HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS.HER LIFE IS JUST A SERIES OF
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  • HER LIFE IS JUST A SERIES OFMIRACLES.
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  • MIRACLES.I ALWAYS TEASE AND SAY SHE--
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  • I ALWAYS TEASE AND SAY SHE--SHE WALKS SPIRITUALLY MUCH,
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  • SHE WALKS SPIRITUALLY MUCH,MUCH FASTER THAN I DO.
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  • MUCH FASTER THAN I DO.BUT, ANYWAY, WE WERE AT THIS
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  • BUT, ANYWAY, WE WERE AT THISWOMEN'S CONFERENCE, RECENTLY,
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  • WOMEN'S CONFERENCE, RECENTLY,AND THIS WOMAN JUST MADE A
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  • AND THIS WOMAN JUST MADE ABEELINE FOR US WHEN SHE SAW ME
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  • BEELINE FOR US WHEN SHE SAW MEWALK IN PUSHING EVA'S
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  • WALK IN PUSHING EVA'SWHEELCHAIR.
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  • WHEELCHAIR.AND SHE SAID, "I BELIEVE, IF
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  • AND SHE SAID, "I BELIEVE, IFYOU'LL LET ME PRAY FOR YOU, YOU
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  • YOU'LL LET ME PRAY FOR YOU, YOUWILL BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN."
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  • WILL BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN."AND EVA'S BEEN THROUGH THIS A
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  • AND EVA'S BEEN THROUGH THIS AMILLION TIMES BEFORE AND VERY
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  • MILLION TIMES BEFORE AND VERYGRACIOUSLY SAID TO THE WOMAN,
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  • GRACIOUSLY SAID TO THE WOMAN,"YOU KNOW, MA'AM, I TOTALLY
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  • "YOU KNOW, MA'AM, I TOTALLYTRUST THAT JESUS CAN HEAL ME."
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  • TRUST THAT JESUS CAN HEAL ME."AND SHE SAID: "I PRAYED FOR
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  • AND SHE SAID: "I PRAYED FORTHAT, MY HUSBAND HAS PRAYED FOR
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  • THAT, MY HUSBAND HAS PRAYED FORTHAT FOR YEARS.
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  • THAT FOR YEARS.BUT SHE SAID, "I'M TO THE
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  • BUT SHE SAID, "I'M TO THEPOINT, NOW, OF REALLY BELIEVING
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  • POINT, NOW, OF REALLY BELIEVINGHE'S USING THIS CHAIR TO BRING
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  • HE'S USING THIS CHAIR TO BRINGHIMSELF GLORY."
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  • HIMSELF GLORY."AND SHE SAID: "SO, IF HE WANTS
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  • AND SHE SAID: "SO, IF HE WANTSTO HEAL ME, THAT'S ABSOLUTELY
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  • TO HEAL ME, THAT'S ABSOLUTELYGOD'S BUSINESS.
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  • GOD'S BUSINESS.BUT WHAT I WOULD PREFER FOR YOU
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  • BUT WHAT I WOULD PREFER FOR YOUTO PRAY FOR ME FOR IS MY
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  • TO PRAY FOR ME FOR IS MYPATIENCE."
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  • PATIENCE."SHE SAID, "BECAUSE I'VE LOST MY
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  • SHE SAID, "BECAUSE I'VE LOST MYTEMPER A COUPLE OF TIMES,
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  • TEMPER A COUPLE OF TIMES,RECENTLY, WITH MY HUSBAND AND
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  • RECENTLY, WITH MY HUSBAND ANDMY KIDS, SO I'D REALLY
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  • MY KIDS, SO I'D REALLYAPPRECIATE YOU PRAYING THAT GOD
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  • APPRECIATE YOU PRAYING THAT GODWOULD TAME MY TONGUE."
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  • WOULD TAME MY TONGUE."AND THIS WOMAN GOT SO INCENSED,
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  • AND THIS WOMAN GOT SO INCENSED,Y'ALL.
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  • Y'ALL.SHE WAS JUST HORRIFIED WHEN EVA
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  • SHE WAS JUST HORRIFIED WHEN EVASAID THAT: [DRAMATIC GASP]
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  • SAID THAT: [DRAMATIC GASP]"DON'T YOU WANT TO GET UP OUT
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  • "DON'T YOU WANT TO GET UP OUTOF THAT CHAIR AND WALK?"
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  • OF THAT CHAIR AND WALK?"AND, YOU KNOW, THIS IS ONE OF
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  • AND, YOU KNOW, THIS IS ONE OFMY BEST FRIENDS FOR 30-PLUS
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  • MY BEST FRIENDS FOR 30-PLUSYEARS.
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  • YEARS.I CAME THIS CLOSE TO SAYIN',
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  • I CAME THIS CLOSE TO SAYIN',"DON'T YOU WANT ME TO PUNCH YOU
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  • "DON'T YOU WANT ME TO PUNCH YOUIN THE THROAT?"
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  • IN THE THROAT?"[JENN, STEPHANIE GIGGLE]
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  • [JENN, STEPHANIE GIGGLE]BECAUSE I THOUGHT: THAT--
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  • BECAUSE I THOUGHT: THAT--THAT'S NOT WHAT FAITHFUL PRAYER
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  • THAT'S NOT WHAT FAITHFUL PRAYERLOOKS LIKE.
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  • LOOKS LIKE.BUT, LIKE, TWO DAYS LATER, I
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  • BUT, LIKE, TWO DAYS LATER, IWAS HOME AND I WAS READING THIS
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  • WAS HOME AND I WAS READING THISPASSAGE I BET YOU Y'ALL HAVE
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  • PASSAGE I BET YOU Y'ALL HAVEREAD BEFORE AND I WAS SO JARRED
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  • READ BEFORE AND I WAS SO JARREDBY THE SIMILARITY IN WHAT JESUS
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  • BY THE SIMILARITY IN WHAT JESUSASKED A PARALYTIC TO WHAT THAT
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  • ASKED A PARALYTIC TO WHAT THATWOMAN HAD SO RUDELY ASKED MY
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  • WOMAN HAD SO RUDELY ASKED MYDEAR FRIEND.
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  • DEAR FRIEND.IT'S IN JOHN, CHAPTER 5.
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  • IT'S IN JOHN, CHAPTER 5.AND IT SAYS: "AFTER THIS, THERE
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  • AND IT SAYS: "AFTER THIS, THEREWAS A FEAST OF THE JEWS, AND
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  • WAS A FEAST OF THE JEWS, ANDJESUS WENT UP TO JERUSALEM.
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  • JESUS WENT UP TO JERUSALEM.NOW, THERE IS IN JERUSALEM BY
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  • NOW, THERE IS IN JERUSALEM BYTHE SHEEP GATE A POOL, IN
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  • THE SHEEP GATE A POOL, INARAMAIC CALLED BETHESDA, WHICH
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  • ARAMAIC CALLED BETHESDA, WHICHHAS FIVE ROOFED COLONNADES.
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  • HAS FIVE ROOFED COLONNADES.IN THESE LAY A MULTITUDE OF
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  • IN THESE LAY A MULTITUDE OFINVALIDS -- BLIND, LAME, AND
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  • INVALIDS -- BLIND, LAME, ANDPARALYZED.
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  • PARALYZED.ONE MAN WAS THERE WHO HAD BEEN
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  • ONE MAN WAS THERE WHO HAD BEENAN INVALID FOR THIRTY-EIGHT
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  • AN INVALID FOR THIRTY-EIGHTYEARS."
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  • YEARS."MUCH LIKE MY FRIEND, HE'S BEEN
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  • MUCH LIKE MY FRIEND, HE'S BEENPARALYZED MORE THAN THREE
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  • PARALYZED MORE THAN THREEDECADES.
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  • DECADES."WHEN JESUS SAW HIM LYING THERE
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  • "WHEN JESUS SAW HIM LYING THEREAND KNEW THAT HE HAD ALREADY
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  • AND KNEW THAT HE HAD ALREADYBEEN THERE A LONG TIME, JESUS
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  • BEEN THERE A LONG TIME, JESUSASKED HIM, 'DO YOU WANT TO BE
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  • ASKED HIM, 'DO YOU WANT TO BEHEALED?'"
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  • HEALED?'"AND, YOU KNOW, AT FIRST GLANCE,
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  • AND, YOU KNOW, AT FIRST GLANCE,THAT SEEMS ALMOST AS ABRUPT AS
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  • THAT SEEMS ALMOST AS ABRUPT ASWHAT THAT RUDE LADY ASKED EVA.
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  • WHAT THAT RUDE LADY ASKED EVA.BECAUSE THE GUY'S BEEN THERE
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  • BECAUSE THE GUY'S BEEN THEREFOR MORE THAN 38 YEARS.
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  • FOR MORE THAN 38 YEARS.OBVIOUSLY, HE WANTS TO CHANGE.
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  • OBVIOUSLY, HE WANTS TO CHANGE.HE'S BEEN DRAGGING HIMSELF OR
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  • HE'S BEEN DRAGGING HIMSELF ORHAVING SOMEBODY PIGGYBACK HIM
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  • HAVING SOMEBODY PIGGYBACK HIMTO THE POOL, OVER AND OVER AND
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  • TO THE POOL, OVER AND OVER ANDOVER AGAIN.
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  • OVER AGAIN.BUT WHEN THE WATER WAS STIRRED
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  • BUT WHEN THE WATER WAS STIRREDAND THEY BELIEVED THAT THAT WAS
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  • AND THEY BELIEVED THAT THAT WASTHE FINGER OF GOD, HE CAN'T
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  • THE FINGER OF GOD, HE CAN'TDRAG HIMSELF INTO THE WATER
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  • DRAG HIMSELF INTO THE WATERFAST ENOUGH.
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  • FAST ENOUGH.BECAUSE HE TELLS JESUS, "'SIR,
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  • BECAUSE HE TELLS JESUS, "'SIR,I HAVE NO ONE TO PUT ME INTO
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  • I HAVE NO ONE TO PUT ME INTOTHE POOL WHEN THE WATER IS
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  • THE POOL WHEN THE WATER ISSTIRRED UP, AND WHILE I AM
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  • STIRRED UP, AND WHILE I AMGOING, ANOTHER STEPS DOWN
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  • GOING, ANOTHER STEPS DOWNBEFORE ME.'"
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  • BEFORE ME.'"IN OTHER WORDS: I CAN'T CHANGE
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  • IN OTHER WORDS: I CAN'T CHANGEMYSELF.
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  • MYSELF.AND AS SOON AS HE ADMITS THAT,
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  • AND AS SOON AS HE ADMITS THAT,IT'S SO AMAZING.
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  • IT'S SO AMAZING.VERSE 8, JESUS SAYS TO HIM,
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  • VERSE 8, JESUS SAYS TO HIM,"'GET UP, TAKE UP YOUR BED, AND
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  • "'GET UP, TAKE UP YOUR BED, ANDWALK.'"
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  • WALK.'"WE'RE TALKING ABOUT CHANGING
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  • WE'RE TALKING ABOUT CHANGINGTHE NARRATIVE, CHANGING OUR
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  • THE NARRATIVE, CHANGING OURSTORY, STEPPING INTO THE CHANGE
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  • STORY, STEPPING INTO THE CHANGEGOD HAS FOR US.
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  • GOD HAS FOR US.AND I THINK IT'S REALLY
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  • AND I THINK IT'S REALLYINCUMBENT FOR US TO RECOGNIZE
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  • INCUMBENT FOR US TO RECOGNIZETHAT WE CAN'T CHANGE OURSELVES,
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  • THAT WE CAN'T CHANGE OURSELVES,APART FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT.
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  • APART FROM THE HOLY SPIRIT.AND IT'S INCUMBENT UPON US-- WE
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  • AND IT'S INCUMBENT UPON US-- WEHAVE TO, SOMETIMES, CONFESS
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  • HAVE TO, SOMETIMES, CONFESSJUST WHAT THAT GUY DID IN
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  • JUST WHAT THAT GUY DID INJOHN 5: I NEED YOU TO HELP ME
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  • JOHN 5: I NEED YOU TO HELP MECHANGE, JESUS.
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  • CHANGE, JESUS.AND, SO, LAURIE, HAVE YOU EVER
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  • AND, SO, LAURIE, HAVE YOU EVERHAD A SEASON IN YOUR LIFE WHERE
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  • HAD A SEASON IN YOUR LIFE WHEREYOU REALIZED, "I WANNA CHANGE,
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  • YOU REALIZED, "I WANNA CHANGE,BUT I CAN'T DO IT MYSELF -- I
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  • BUT I CAN'T DO IT MYSELF -- IHAVE TO HAVE JESUS TAKE ME BY
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  • HAVE TO HAVE JESUS TAKE ME BYTHE HAND, IN ORDER FOR ME TO
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  • THE HAND, IN ORDER FOR ME TOWALK A NEW WAY"?
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  • WALK A NEW WAY"?- LAURIE: WELL, I THINK THAT
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  • - LAURIE: WELL, I THINK THATHAPPENS PROBABLY EVERY DAY IN
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  • HAPPENS PROBABLY EVERY DAY INMY ATTITUDES...(LAUGHS)...THAT
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  • MY ATTITUDES...(LAUGHS)...THATI JUST THINK: GOD, I HAVE GOT
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  • I JUST THINK: GOD, I HAVE GOTTO HAVE YOU HELP ME CHANGE MY
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  • TO HAVE YOU HELP ME CHANGE MYATTITUDE TODAY.
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  • ATTITUDE TODAY.I WALK THAT LIFE EVERY DAY.
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  • I WALK THAT LIFE EVERY DAY.YOU KNOW, I CAN BE CRITICAL,
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  • YOU KNOW, I CAN BE CRITICAL,I CAN BE JUDGMENTAL.
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  • I CAN BE JUDGMENTAL.I THINK CHANGE IS A PROCESS.
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  • I THINK CHANGE IS A PROCESS.WE CHANGE.
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  • WE CHANGE.WE'RE BEING SANCTIFIED DAILY.
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  • WE'RE BEING SANCTIFIED DAILY.NOBODY HAS ARRIVED.
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  • NOBODY HAS ARRIVED.WE HEAR ABOUT PEOPLE SAYING,
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  • WE HEAR ABOUT PEOPLE SAYING,"OH, CHRISTIANS ARE HYPOCRITES."
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  • "OH, CHRISTIANS ARE HYPOCRITES."WELL, ABSOLUTELY.
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  • WELL, ABSOLUTELY.IF WE WEREN'T,
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  • IF WE WEREN'T,THERE'D BE NO REASON FOR THE
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  • THERE'D BE NO REASON FOR THEBLOOD OF JESUS TO COME
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  • BLOOD OF JESUS TO COMEAND HELP US, EVERY DAY.
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  • AND HELP US, EVERY DAY.WE'RE NOT JUST PERFECT PEOPLE!
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  • WE'RE NOT JUST PERFECT PEOPLE!WE NEED GOD EVERY SINGLE DAY!
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  • WE NEED GOD EVERY SINGLE DAY!SO, I PRAY, LISA BEVERE, THAT
  • 00:05:51.207 --> 00:05:53.976
  • SO, I PRAY, LISA BEVERE, THATEVERY DAY, WE'RE CHANGING.
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  • EVERY DAY, WE'RE CHANGING.EVERY DAY, I NEED GOD TO COME
  • 00:05:55.077 --> 00:05:56.078
  • EVERY DAY, I NEED GOD TO COMEIN AND CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.
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  • IN AND CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.HOW 'BOUT YA?
  • 00:05:59.215 --> 00:06:00.116
  • HOW 'BOUT YA?I KNOW...I KNOW YOU HAVE TO.
  • 00:06:00.116 --> 00:06:01.451
  • I KNOW...I KNOW YOU HAVE TO.(LAUGHING) 'CAUSE...'CAUSE I
  • 00:06:01.451 --> 00:06:03.419
  • (LAUGHING) 'CAUSE...'CAUSE IKNOW YOU WELL.
  • 00:06:03.419 --> 00:06:04.520
  • KNOW YOU WELL.[LAUGHS]
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  • [LAUGHS]- LISA BEVERE: YEAH, I'D
  • 00:06:05.087 --> 00:06:05.755
  • - LISA BEVERE: YEAH, I'DLOVE TO SEE YOU HAVE A BAD
  • 00:06:05.755 --> 00:06:06.222
  • LOVE TO SEE YOU HAVE A BADATTITUDE.
  • 00:06:06.222 --> 00:06:07.924
  • ATTITUDE.[LAUGHS]
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  • [LAUGHS]- LAURIE: OH. COME OVER.
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  • - LAURIE: OH. COME OVER.[LAUGHS]
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  • [LAUGHS]- LISA BEVERE: I'M STILL
  • 00:06:10.059 --> 00:06:10.993
  • - LISA BEVERE: I'M STILLTHINKING ABOUT PUNCHING THE
  • 00:06:10.993 --> 00:06:11.794
  • THINKING ABOUT PUNCHING THEWOMAN THAT TALKED TO LISA'S
  • 00:06:11.794 --> 00:06:12.562
  • WOMAN THAT TALKED TO LISA'SFRIEND THAT WAY.
  • 00:06:12.562 --> 00:06:14.263
  • FRIEND THAT WAY.I REMEMBER A VERY SIGNIFICANT
  • 00:06:14.263 --> 00:06:18.334
  • I REMEMBER A VERY SIGNIFICANTMOMENT IN MY LIFE WHERE
  • 00:06:18.334 --> 00:06:20.002
  • MOMENT IN MY LIFE WHEREI WAS ASKING GOD:
  • 00:06:20.002 --> 00:06:21.904
  • I WAS ASKING GOD:"SET ME FREE, SET ME FREE, SET
  • 00:06:21.904 --> 00:06:23.072
  • "SET ME FREE, SET ME FREE, SETME FREE."
  • 00:06:23.072 --> 00:06:24.907
  • ME FREE."AND...I REMEMBER HIM
  • 00:06:24.907 --> 00:06:26.809
  • AND...I REMEMBER HIMSPECIFICALLY ASKING ME: WHAT'S
  • 00:06:26.809 --> 00:06:29.912
  • SPECIFICALLY ASKING ME: WHAT'SIT YOU THINK I HAVE LEFT
  • 00:06:29.912 --> 00:06:30.913
  • IT YOU THINK I HAVE LEFTUNDONE?
  • 00:06:30.913 --> 00:06:32.849
  • UNDONE?AND I WAS LIKE: OKAY.
  • 00:06:32.849 --> 00:06:35.618
  • AND I WAS LIKE: OKAY.WELL, HE SAID: I GAVE THE LIFE
  • 00:06:35.618 --> 00:06:36.919
  • WELL, HE SAID: I GAVE THE LIFEOF MY SON COMPLETELY THAT YOU
  • 00:06:36.919 --> 00:06:40.223
  • OF MY SON COMPLETELY THAT YOUMIGHT BE COMPLETELY FREE.
  • 00:06:40.223 --> 00:06:41.424
  • MIGHT BE COMPLETELY FREE.AND WHAT I REALIZED WAS: I
  • 00:06:41.424 --> 00:06:43.726
  • AND WHAT I REALIZED WAS: ILIKED BEING ABLE TO BLAME
  • 00:06:43.726 --> 00:06:45.962
  • LIKED BEING ABLE TO BLAMECERTAIN THINGS ON OTHER PEOPLE.
  • 00:06:45.962 --> 00:06:49.699
  • CERTAIN THINGS ON OTHER PEOPLE.I LIKED SAYING: "WELL, IF JOHN
  • 00:06:49.699 --> 00:06:51.601
  • I LIKED SAYING: "WELL, IF JOHNWOULDN'T MAKE ME SO MAD, THEN I
  • 00:06:51.601 --> 00:06:52.235
  • WOULDN'T MAKE ME SO MAD, THEN IWOULDN'T YELL AND THROW
  • 00:06:52.235 --> 00:06:54.637
  • WOULDN'T YELL AND THROWTHINGS."
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  • THINGS."[LAURIE LAUGHS]
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  • [LAURIE LAUGHS]"IF I HADN'T GONE THROUGH THIS
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  • "IF I HADN'T GONE THROUGH THISIN MY YOUNG CHILDHOOD, THEN I
  • 00:06:58.307 --> 00:06:59.275
  • IN MY YOUNG CHILDHOOD, THEN IWOULDN'T BE SO THIS WAY, NOW."
  • 00:06:59.275 --> 00:07:02.979
  • WOULDN'T BE SO THIS WAY, NOW."AND, I REMEMBER I HAD THIS
  • 00:07:02.979 --> 00:07:04.647
  • AND, I REMEMBER I HAD THISWHOLE RESUME OF EXCUSES, BUT I
  • 00:07:04.647 --> 00:07:09.719
  • WHOLE RESUME OF EXCUSES, BUT IWAS ASKING GOD TO SEE ME FREE,
  • 00:07:09.719 --> 00:07:10.553
  • WAS ASKING GOD TO SEE ME FREE,BUT I WAS ALSO SAYING: BUT I'M
  • 00:07:10.553 --> 00:07:11.654
  • BUT I WAS ALSO SAYING: BUT I'MNOT LETTING GO OF ALL OF THESE
  • 00:07:11.654 --> 00:07:12.421
  • NOT LETTING GO OF ALL OF THESEEXCUSES.
  • 00:07:12.421 --> 00:07:14.891
  • EXCUSES.WELL, BLAME MAKES YOU LAME.
  • 00:07:14.891 --> 00:07:18.427
  • WELL, BLAME MAKES YOU LAME.WHEN YOU ARE BUSY BLAMING OTHER
  • 00:07:18.427 --> 00:07:19.996
  • WHEN YOU ARE BUSY BLAMING OTHERPEOPLE, YOU WILL HAVE TO SPEND
  • 00:07:19.996 --> 00:07:22.532
  • PEOPLE, YOU WILL HAVE TO SPENDYOU ENTIRE REST OF YOUR LIFE
  • 00:07:22.532 --> 00:07:23.866
  • YOU ENTIRE REST OF YOUR LIFELEANING ON WHAT OTHER PEOPLE
  • 00:07:23.866 --> 00:07:25.101
  • LEANING ON WHAT OTHER PEOPLECAN GIVE YOU.
  • 00:07:25.101 --> 00:07:27.136
  • CAN GIVE YOU.AND, I REMEMBER HE GAVE ME
  • 00:07:27.136 --> 00:07:29.939
  • AND, I REMEMBER HE GAVE MEISAIAH 52, VERSE 1 AND 2.
  • 00:07:29.939 --> 00:07:31.007
  • ISAIAH 52, VERSE 1 AND 2.AND I-- YOU KNOW, IT SAYS:
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  • AND I-- YOU KNOW, IT SAYS:"AWAKE, AWAKE, O ZION, CLOTHE
  • 00:07:32.441 --> 00:07:34.911
  • "AWAKE, AWAKE, O ZION, CLOTHEYOURSELF WITH STRENGTH!"
  • 00:07:34.911 --> 00:07:36.512
  • YOURSELF WITH STRENGTH!"AND THEN, HE SAYS, "PUT ON YOUR
  • 00:07:36.512 --> 00:07:38.180
  • AND THEN, HE SAYS, "PUT ON YOURGARMENTS OF SPLENDOR."
  • 00:07:38.180 --> 00:07:39.549
  • GARMENTS OF SPLENDOR."AND THEN, HE SAYS-- IT CLOSES
  • 00:07:39.549 --> 00:07:40.483
  • AND THEN, HE SAYS-- IT CLOSESOUT.
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  • OUT.THERE'S A COUPLE OF THINGS, BUT
  • 00:07:41.551 --> 00:07:44.153
  • THERE'S A COUPLE OF THINGS, BUTHE CLOSES OUT WITH: "FREE
  • 00:07:44.153 --> 00:07:46.255
  • HE CLOSES OUT WITH: "FREEYOURSELF FROM THE CHAINS ON
  • 00:07:46.255 --> 00:07:46.889
  • YOURSELF FROM THE CHAINS ONYOUR NECK, O CAPTIVE DAUGHTER
  • 00:07:46.889 --> 00:07:49.492
  • YOUR NECK, O CAPTIVE DAUGHTEROF ZION."
  • 00:07:49.492 --> 00:07:50.259
  • OF ZION."AND I REMEMBER THINKING: IS
  • 00:07:50.259 --> 00:07:51.928
  • AND I REMEMBER THINKING: ISTHIS LIKE A SARCASTIC JOKE?
  • 00:07:51.928 --> 00:07:53.763
  • THIS LIKE A SARCASTIC JOKE?I'M SAYING, "FREE ME, FREE ME,
  • 00:07:53.763 --> 00:07:54.630
  • I'M SAYING, "FREE ME, FREE ME,FREE ME," AND YOU ANSWER BACK,
  • 00:07:54.630 --> 00:07:56.799
  • FREE ME," AND YOU ANSWER BACK,"FREE YOURSELF"?
  • 00:07:56.799 --> 00:07:57.366
  • "FREE YOURSELF"?I'M NOT HOUDINI.
  • 00:07:57.366 --> 00:07:59.235
  • I'M NOT HOUDINI.I HAVE ALL OF THESE
  • 00:07:59.235 --> 00:07:59.869
  • I HAVE ALL OF THESECHAINS THAT HAVE BEEN
  • 00:07:59.869 --> 00:08:01.470
  • CHAINS THAT HAVE BEENOVER MY LIFE.
  • 00:08:01.470 --> 00:08:02.538
  • OVER MY LIFE.AND HE SAID: YOU ARE LIVING
  • 00:08:02.538 --> 00:08:05.575
  • AND HE SAID: YOU ARE LIVINGTRAPPED IN YOUR PAST.
  • 00:08:05.575 --> 00:08:08.277
  • TRAPPED IN YOUR PAST.SEE, I HAD MORE FAMILIARITY
  • 00:08:08.277 --> 00:08:11.047
  • SEE, I HAD MORE FAMILIARITYWITH THE...NARRATIVES OF MY
  • 00:08:11.047 --> 00:08:13.282
  • WITH THE...NARRATIVES OF MYPAST, WITH-- WE'VE TALKED ABOUT
  • 00:08:13.282 --> 00:08:15.184
  • PAST, WITH-- WE'VE TALKED ABOUTTHE STORY, THE LABELS OF MY
  • 00:08:15.184 --> 00:08:17.620
  • THE STORY, THE LABELS OF MYPAST THAT WERE LIMITING ME.
  • 00:08:17.620 --> 00:08:19.055
  • PAST THAT WERE LIMITING ME.AND GOD SAID: I'M GOING TO ASK
  • 00:08:19.055 --> 00:08:21.090
  • AND GOD SAID: I'M GOING TO ASKYOU TO ACTUALLY WALK BEYOND THE
  • 00:08:21.090 --> 00:08:23.559
  • YOU TO ACTUALLY WALK BEYOND THELENGTH OF YOUR CHAIN.
  • 00:08:23.559 --> 00:08:25.328
  • LENGTH OF YOUR CHAIN.I'M GOING TO ASK YOU TO WALK
  • 00:08:25.328 --> 00:08:26.662
  • I'M GOING TO ASK YOU TO WALKINTO PLACES YOU'VE NEVER BEEN
  • 00:08:26.662 --> 00:08:28.397
  • INTO PLACES YOU'VE NEVER BEENTO BEFORE.
  • 00:08:28.397 --> 00:08:30.733
  • TO BEFORE.AND, WHEN WE ACTUALLY SAY, "GOD,
  • 00:08:30.733 --> 00:08:31.667
  • AND, WHEN WE ACTUALLY SAY, "GOD,I WANT FREEDOM -- I'M GONNA
  • 00:08:31.667 --> 00:08:33.569
  • I WANT FREEDOM -- I'M GONNACHANGE THIS NARRATIVE," IT
  • 00:08:33.569 --> 00:08:34.837
  • CHANGE THIS NARRATIVE," ITACTUALLY COSTS US MORE.
  • 00:08:34.837 --> 00:08:37.540
  • ACTUALLY COSTS US MORE.IT IS FOR FREEDOM THAT CHRIST
  • 00:08:37.540 --> 00:08:40.276
  • IT IS FOR FREEDOM THAT CHRISTHAS SET US FREE.
  • 00:08:40.276 --> 00:08:40.843
  • HAS SET US FREE.IT DOESN'T SAY IT IS FOR
  • 00:08:40.843 --> 00:08:43.779
  • IT DOESN'T SAY IT IS FORMINISTRY, IT DOESN'T SAY IT IS
  • 00:08:43.779 --> 00:08:44.680
  • MINISTRY, IT DOESN'T SAY IT ISFOR HEAVEN; IT SAYS IT IS FOR
  • 00:08:44.680 --> 00:08:46.782
  • FOR HEAVEN; IT SAYS IT IS FORFREEDOM THAT CHRIST HAS SET US
  • 00:08:46.782 --> 00:08:49.652
  • FREEDOM THAT CHRIST HAS SET USFREE.
  • 00:08:49.652 --> 00:08:50.186
  • FREE.GOD WANTS US TO WALK IN A
  • 00:08:50.186 --> 00:08:51.821
  • GOD WANTS US TO WALK IN AFREEDOM SO THAT WE CAN GIVE OUR
  • 00:08:51.821 --> 00:08:52.688
  • FREEDOM SO THAT WE CAN GIVE OURWHOLE HEART TO HIM.
  • 00:08:52.688 --> 00:08:54.957
  • WHOLE HEART TO HIM.THIS ISN'T ABOUT:
  • 00:08:54.957 --> 00:08:55.691
  • THIS ISN'T ABOUT:"OH, I CAN BE FREE,"
  • 00:08:55.691 --> 00:08:56.225
  • "OH, I CAN BE FREE,"AND "I CAN JUMP OUT OF
  • 00:08:56.225 --> 00:08:56.993
  • AND "I CAN JUMP OUT OFWHEELCHAIRS," AND
  • 00:08:56.993 --> 00:08:58.661
  • WHEELCHAIRS," AND"I CAN DO ALL SORTS OF THINGS."
  • 00:08:58.661 --> 00:09:01.664
  • "I CAN DO ALL SORTS OF THINGS."AND I HAD-- I HAD TO HAVE THIS
  • 00:09:01.664 --> 00:09:04.333
  • AND I HAD-- I HAD TO HAVE THISMOMENT WHERE I REALIZED THAT I
  • 00:09:04.333 --> 00:09:05.668
  • MOMENT WHERE I REALIZED THAT IWAS MEASURING WHAT HAD
  • 00:09:05.668 --> 00:09:07.870
  • WAS MEASURING WHAT HADBEEN DONE TO ME AT A HIGHER
  • 00:09:07.870 --> 00:09:09.639
  • BEEN DONE TO ME AT A HIGHERLEVEL THAN WHAT HAD BEEN
  • 00:09:09.639 --> 00:09:10.640
  • LEVEL THAN WHAT HAD BEENDONE FOR ME.
  • 00:09:10.640 --> 00:09:12.274
  • DONE FOR ME.AND THERE COMES THIS PLACE
  • 00:09:12.274 --> 00:09:13.776
  • AND THERE COMES THIS PLACEWHERE YOU SAY: I'M NOT GOING TO
  • 00:09:13.776 --> 00:09:15.111
  • WHERE YOU SAY: I'M NOT GOING TOLEAN INTO THE BLAME; I'M GOING
  • 00:09:15.111 --> 00:09:16.479
  • LEAN INTO THE BLAME; I'M GOINGTO LEAN INTO THE BLAMELESS ONE
  • 00:09:16.479 --> 00:09:19.181
  • TO LEAN INTO THE BLAMELESS ONEWHO SET ME FREE.
  • 00:09:19.181 --> 00:09:20.650
  • WHO SET ME FREE.UH, JENN, I KNOW THAT YOU'VE
  • 00:09:20.650 --> 00:09:21.984
  • UH, JENN, I KNOW THAT YOU'VEMADE THAT EXCHANGE A LOT IN
  • 00:09:21.984 --> 00:09:23.519
  • MADE THAT EXCHANGE A LOT INYOUR LIFE.
  • 00:09:23.519 --> 00:09:24.920
  • YOUR LIFE.I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HOW YOU'VE
  • 00:09:24.920 --> 00:09:26.088
  • I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HOW YOU'VEBEEN ABLE TO SHIFT THAT
  • 00:09:26.088 --> 00:09:27.957
  • BEEN ABLE TO SHIFT THATNARRATIVE.
  • 00:09:27.957 --> 00:09:28.958
  • NARRATIVE.- JENN: 2020 IS, I THINK, FOR
  • 00:09:28.958 --> 00:09:31.060
  • - JENN: 2020 IS, I THINK, FORALL OF US, A BIG YEAR OF
  • 00:09:31.060 --> 00:09:33.396
  • ALL OF US, A BIG YEAR OFBREAKING THE NORMAL OF OUR LIFE
  • 00:09:33.396 --> 00:09:34.997
  • BREAKING THE NORMAL OF OUR LIFECYCLES AND CHANGING.
  • 00:09:34.997 --> 00:09:36.732
  • CYCLES AND CHANGING.YOU KNOW, THERE'S SO MUCH
  • 00:09:36.732 --> 00:09:37.800
  • YOU KNOW, THERE'S SO MUCHCHANGE AROUND US.
  • 00:09:37.800 --> 00:09:39.869
  • CHANGE AROUND US.I KNOW IN OUR WORLD, RUNNING A
  • 00:09:39.869 --> 00:09:41.504
  • I KNOW IN OUR WORLD, RUNNING ARECORD LABEL -- HAVING NO
  • 00:09:41.504 --> 00:09:42.838
  • RECORD LABEL -- HAVING NOEVENTS FOR THE NEXT YEAR OR TWO
  • 00:09:42.838 --> 00:09:44.173
  • EVENTS FOR THE NEXT YEAR OR TWOOR NINE.
  • 00:09:44.173 --> 00:09:45.041
  • OR NINE.(LAUGHING) WHO KNOWS, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:09:45.041 --> 00:09:47.176
  • (LAUGHING) WHO KNOWS, YOU KNOW.SO, THERE'S A LOT OF CHANGE.
  • 00:09:47.176 --> 00:09:48.778
  • SO, THERE'S A LOT OF CHANGE.AND, IN OUR HOME, THERE'S
  • 00:09:48.778 --> 00:09:49.645
  • AND, IN OUR HOME, THERE'SCHANGE; IN OUR KIDS; IN OUR
  • 00:09:49.645 --> 00:09:50.246
  • CHANGE; IN OUR KIDS; IN OURSCHEDULES.
  • 00:09:50.246 --> 00:09:52.048
  • SCHEDULES.UM, AND-- AND HOW DO WE KNOW
  • 00:09:52.048 --> 00:09:54.650
  • UM, AND-- AND HOW DO WE KNOWWHAT TO DO?
  • 00:09:54.650 --> 00:09:55.451
  • WHAT TO DO?AND I THINK THAT, FOR US, IT,
  • 00:09:55.451 --> 00:09:57.286
  • AND I THINK THAT, FOR US, IT,REALLY, MORE THAN EVER, IT JUST
  • 00:09:57.286 --> 00:09:58.120
  • REALLY, MORE THAN EVER, IT JUSTCAUSES US TO BE-- AND IT'S SO
  • 00:09:58.120 --> 00:10:00.756
  • AND, YOU KNOW, I THINK, A LOT
  • 00:10:02.458 --> 00:10:04.360
  • AND, YOU KNOW, I THINK, A LOTOF TIMES THAT WHEN YOU GET GOOD
  • 00:10:04.360 --> 00:10:05.428
  • OF TIMES THAT WHEN YOU GET GOODAT SOMETHING OR YOU GET IN A
  • 00:10:05.428 --> 00:10:06.028
  • AT SOMETHING OR YOU GET IN AFLOW, IT CAN BECOME IN YOUR
  • 00:10:06.028 --> 00:10:07.229
  • FLOW, IT CAN BECOME IN YOURSTRENGTH THAT YOU ARE OPERATING
  • 00:10:07.229 --> 00:10:09.031
  • STRENGTH THAT YOU ARE OPERATINGAND DOING EVERYTHING.
  • 00:10:09.031 --> 00:10:11.167
  • AND DOING EVERYTHING.AND, UM, FOR ME, IT'S BEEN A
  • 00:10:11.167 --> 00:10:12.902
  • AND, UM, FOR ME, IT'S BEEN AVERY EYE-OPENING, UM...
  • 00:10:12.902 --> 00:10:15.004
  • VERY EYE-OPENING, UM...I ACTUALLY, LIKE, YESTERDAY, I
  • 00:10:15.004 --> 00:10:16.172
  • I ACTUALLY, LIKE, YESTERDAY, IWAS SITTING IN AN OFFICE,
  • 00:10:16.172 --> 00:10:17.873
  • WAS SITTING IN AN OFFICE,CAUGHT UP WITH A BUNCH OF OUR
  • 00:10:17.873 --> 00:10:19.575
  • CAUGHT UP WITH A BUNCH OF OURSTAFF FOR THE RECORD LABEL,
  • 00:10:19.575 --> 00:10:20.443
  • STAFF FOR THE RECORD LABEL,JUST GOING, LIKE: OKAY, WHO'S
  • 00:10:20.443 --> 00:10:21.977
  • WHAT ARE WE DOING?
  • 00:10:24.146 --> 00:10:24.780
  • WHAT ARE WE DOING?AND, UM, WE WERE GETTING READY
  • 00:10:24.780 --> 00:10:25.614
  • AND, UM, WE WERE GETTING READYFOR THE MEETING, AND I JUST HAD
  • 00:10:25.614 --> 00:10:26.549
  • FOR THE MEETING, AND I JUST HADTHIS...JUST MOMENT WITH GOD AND
  • 00:10:26.549 --> 00:10:27.683
  • THIS...JUST MOMENT WITH GOD ANDI WAS LIKE: OKAY, WE NEED TO
  • 00:10:27.683 --> 00:10:29.318
  • I WAS LIKE: OKAY, WE NEED TOPRAY.
  • 00:10:29.318 --> 00:10:30.252
  • PRAY.LIKE, I KNOW IT SOUNDS SO
  • 00:10:30.252 --> 00:10:31.554
  • LIKE, I KNOW IT SOUNDS SOOBVIOUS.
  • 00:10:31.554 --> 00:10:32.188
  • OBVIOUS.BUT, A LOT OF TIMES, WE TRY TO
  • 00:10:32.188 --> 00:10:33.422
  • BUT, A LOT OF TIMES, WE TRY TOTACKLE THESE THINGS THAT NEED
  • 00:10:33.422 --> 00:10:35.057
  • TACKLE THESE THINGS THAT NEEDCHANGE IN OUR LIFE -- IN OUR
  • 00:10:35.057 --> 00:10:36.192
  • CHANGE IN OUR LIFE -- IN OUROWN STRENGTH OR OUR OWN, UH,
  • 00:10:36.192 --> 00:10:38.127
  • OWN STRENGTH OR OUR OWN, UH,GENIUS OR AUTOPILOT.
  • 00:10:38.127 --> 00:10:39.061
  • GENIUS OR AUTOPILOT.LIKE, I'VE BEEN DOING THIS 20
  • 00:10:39.061 --> 00:10:40.129
  • LIKE, I'VE BEEN DOING THIS 20YEARS -- I CAN DO IT IN MY
  • 00:10:40.129 --> 00:10:40.596
  • YEARS -- I CAN DO IT IN MYSLEEP.
  • 00:10:40.596 --> 00:10:41.964
  • SLEEP.BUT, I JUST SAW-- I SAW GOD THE
  • 00:10:41.964 --> 00:10:43.799
  • BUT, I JUST SAW-- I SAW GOD THEFATHER JUST KIND OF LEAN DOWN
  • 00:10:43.799 --> 00:10:45.134
  • FATHER JUST KIND OF LEAN DOWNTO ME AND HE WENT: YOU NEED ME
  • 00:10:45.134 --> 00:10:47.336
  • TO ME AND HE WENT: YOU NEED MEON THIS.
  • 00:10:47.336 --> 00:10:48.137
  • ON THIS.(LAUGHING) AND I JUST WAS LIKE:
  • 00:10:48.137 --> 00:10:49.472
  • (LAUGHING) AND I JUST WAS LIKE:YES, I DO.
  • 00:10:49.472 --> 00:10:50.639
  • YES, I DO.YES, I DO, I DO.
  • 00:10:50.639 --> 00:10:52.942
  • YES, I DO, I DO.AND HE'S SO KIND, ISN'T HE?
  • 00:10:52.942 --> 00:10:54.910
  • AND HE'S SO KIND, ISN'T HE?HE'S JUST SO...HE'S SO CUTE.
  • 00:10:54.910 --> 00:10:56.579
  • HE'S JUST SO...HE'S SO CUTE.AND I JUST-- I KNEW IT.
  • 00:10:56.579 --> 00:10:58.180
  • AND I JUST-- I KNEW IT.AND SO, I CLOSED WITH OUR TEAM.
  • 00:10:58.180 --> 00:10:59.415
  • AND SO, I CLOSED WITH OUR TEAM.WE JUST STOPPED WHAT WE WERE
  • 00:10:59.415 --> 00:11:00.549
  • WE JUST STOPPED WHAT WE WEREDOING, YESTERDAY.
  • 00:11:00.549 --> 00:11:01.417
  • DOING, YESTERDAY.WE JUST PRAYED, LIKE: "GOD LEAD
  • 00:11:01.417 --> 00:11:02.618
  • WE JUST PRAYED, LIKE: "GOD LEADUS BY YOUR SPIRIT IN HOW WE'RE
  • 00:11:02.618 --> 00:11:03.753
  • US BY YOUR SPIRIT IN HOW WE'RESUPPOSED TO DO THIS AND WHAT
  • 00:11:03.753 --> 00:11:04.520
  • SUPPOSED TO DO THIS AND WHATWE'RE DOING."
  • 00:11:04.520 --> 00:11:05.988
  • WE'RE DOING."AND, I THINK THAT'S A VERY--
  • 00:11:05.988 --> 00:11:07.923
  • AND, I THINK THAT'S A VERY--YOU CAN APPLY THAT TO ANYTHING
  • 00:11:07.923 --> 00:11:08.491
  • YOU CAN APPLY THAT TO ANYTHINGIN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:11:08.491 --> 00:11:09.825
  • IN YOUR LIFE.YOU KNOW, WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DO
  • 00:11:09.825 --> 00:11:11.026
  • YOU KNOW, WHAT YOU'RE GONNA DOWITH, YOU KNOW, LISA, YOUR
  • 00:11:11.026 --> 00:11:11.894
  • WITH, YOU KNOW, LISA, YOURTRAVEL SCHEDULE.
  • 00:11:11.894 --> 00:11:13.829
  • TRAVEL SCHEDULE.OR, YOU KNOW, WHAT YOU'RE GONNA
  • 00:11:13.829 --> 00:11:16.766
  • OR, YOU KNOW, WHAT YOU'RE GONNADO WITH THE POTTER'S HOUSE,
  • 00:11:16.766 --> 00:11:18.033
  • DO WITH THE POTTER'S HOUSE,WITH CHURCH, STEPH.
  • 00:11:18.033 --> 00:11:18.801
  • WITH CHURCH, STEPH.AND, YOU KNOW, LAURIE -- TBN.
  • 00:11:18.801 --> 00:11:19.668
  • AND, YOU KNOW, LAURIE -- TBN.AND, YOU KNOW, LISA, WITH YOUR
  • 00:11:19.668 --> 00:11:20.136
  • AND, YOU KNOW, LISA, WITH YOURMINISTRY.
  • 00:11:20.136 --> 00:11:20.803
  • MINISTRY.YOU KNOW, WE'VE ALL GOT THESE
  • 00:11:20.803 --> 00:11:21.771
  • YOU KNOW, WE'VE ALL GOT THESETHINGS WITH OUR FAMILIES, AND
  • 00:11:21.771 --> 00:11:23.506
  • THINGS WITH OUR FAMILIES, ANDTHEN, ALSO, WITH MINISTRY
  • 00:11:23.506 --> 00:11:24.106
  • THEN, ALSO, WITH MINISTRYGOING, LIKE: OKAY, GOD, WHAT
  • 00:11:24.106 --> 00:11:25.241
  • GOING, LIKE: OKAY, GOD, WHATARE WE DOING?
  • 00:11:25.241 --> 00:11:26.575
  • ARE WE DOING?BUT I THINK GOD'S EXCITED.
  • 00:11:26.575 --> 00:11:28.244
  • BUT I THINK GOD'S EXCITED.GOD LOVES CHANGE.
  • 00:11:28.244 --> 00:11:28.878
  • GOD LOVES CHANGE.AND SO, I THINK HE'S WAITING
  • 00:11:28.878 --> 00:11:31.781
  • AND SO, I THINK HE'S WAITINGFOR US, THAT ABBA FATHER, THAT
  • 00:11:31.781 --> 00:11:32.581
  • FOR US, THAT ABBA FATHER, THATEXPECTANT, LIKE, "WHAT ARE WE
  • 00:11:32.581 --> 00:11:34.884
  • EXPECTANT, LIKE, "WHAT ARE WEDOING, TODAY?"
  • 00:11:34.884 --> 00:11:35.551
  • DOING, TODAY?"UM, AND I PROMISE I'M NOT GONNA
  • 00:11:35.551 --> 00:11:36.619
  • UM, AND I PROMISE I'M NOT GONNADO IT IN MY OWN STRENGTH.
  • 00:11:36.619 --> 00:11:37.119
  • DO IT IN MY OWN STRENGTH.I'M GONNA COME TO YOU,
  • 00:11:37.119 --> 00:11:41.423
  • I'M GONNA COME TO YOU,DEPENDENT ON YOUR VOICE AND
  • 00:11:41.423 --> 00:11:42.057
  • DEPENDENT ON YOUR VOICE ANDYOUR LEADERSHIP AND WHAT LIFE,
  • 00:11:42.057 --> 00:11:42.758
  • YOUR LEADERSHIP AND WHAT LIFE,OUR FAMILY, AND MINISTRY,
  • 00:11:42.758 --> 00:11:43.959
  • OUR FAMILY, AND MINISTRY,EVERYTHING'S GONNA LOOK LIKE.
  • 00:11:43.959 --> 00:11:45.361
  • EVERYTHING'S GONNA LOOK LIKE.BUT, WHEN WE THAT THAT POSTURE,
  • 00:11:45.361 --> 00:11:46.762
  • BUT, WHEN WE THAT THAT POSTURE,GOD IS SO FAITHFUL TO SPEAK TO
  • 00:11:46.762 --> 00:11:48.531
  • GOD IS SO FAITHFUL TO SPEAK TOUS, EVERY SINGLE TIME AND LEAD
  • 00:11:48.531 --> 00:11:50.866
  • US, EVERY SINGLE TIME AND LEADUS IN THE WAY THAT HE HAS FOR
  • 00:11:50.866 --> 00:11:51.567
  • US IN THE WAY THAT HE HAS FORUS.
  • 00:11:51.567 --> 00:11:53.869
  • - STEPHANIE IKE: YEAH, I LOVE
  • 00:11:55.371 --> 00:11:55.971
  • - STEPHANIE IKE: YEAH, I LOVEWHEN YOU TALK ABOUT JUST THE
  • 00:11:55.971 --> 00:11:56.872
  • WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT JUST THEFATHER, JUST SAYING LIKE: SO,
  • 00:11:56.872 --> 00:11:57.339
  • FATHER, JUST SAYING LIKE: SO,YOU NEED ME?
  • 00:11:57.339 --> 00:11:59.341
  • YOU NEED ME?YOU KNOW.
  • 00:11:59.341 --> 00:12:00.209
  • YOU KNOW.UH, BECAUSE, EVEN THE
  • 00:12:00.209 --> 00:12:01.076
  • UH, BECAUSE, EVEN THESCRIPTURE...(LAUGHS)...THE
  • 00:12:01.076 --> 00:12:03.312
  • SCRIPTURE...(LAUGHS)...THESCRIPTURE TELLS US THAT HE IS
  • 00:12:03.312 --> 00:12:04.280
  • SCRIPTURE TELLS US THAT HE ISOUR STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS.
  • 00:12:04.280 --> 00:12:05.281
  • OUR STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS.AND I THINK THAT, EVEN TO
  • 00:12:05.281 --> 00:12:07.016
  • AND I THINK THAT, EVEN TOLISA'S EARLIER POINT WHEN SHE
  • 00:12:07.016 --> 00:12:08.551
  • LISA'S EARLIER POINT WHEN SHETALKED ABOUT-- BUT I LIKED
  • 00:12:08.551 --> 00:12:09.151
  • TALKED ABOUT-- BUT I LIKEDTHIS.
  • 00:12:09.151 --> 00:12:10.519
  • THIS.I ACTUALLY LIKE THE FACT I CAN
  • 00:12:10.519 --> 00:12:11.353
  • I ACTUALLY LIKE THE FACT I CANBLAME SOMEBODY ELSE.
  • 00:12:11.353 --> 00:12:13.088
  • BLAME SOMEBODY ELSE.AND I THINK ONE OF THE BARRIERS
  • 00:12:13.088 --> 00:12:14.824
  • AND I THINK ONE OF THE BARRIERSTO TRUE CHANGE IS THAT,
  • 00:12:14.824 --> 00:12:16.091
  • TO TRUE CHANGE IS THAT,SOMETIMES, WE DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE
  • 00:12:16.091 --> 00:12:18.727
  • SOMETIMES, WE DON'T ACKNOWLEDGETHAT WE LOVE THE WAY WE ARE.
  • 00:12:18.727 --> 00:12:19.895
  • THAT WE LOVE THE WAY WE ARE.BECAUSE, SOMETIME-- THE IDEA OF
  • 00:12:19.895 --> 00:12:23.432
  • BECAUSE, SOMETIME-- THE IDEA OFCHANGE -- IT SOUNDS DESIRABLE.
  • 00:12:23.432 --> 00:12:24.033
  • CHANGE -- IT SOUNDS DESIRABLE.BUT WE NEED TO CONFRONT THE
  • 00:12:24.033 --> 00:12:24.867
  • BUT WE NEED TO CONFRONT THEFACT THAT I LOVE MY BROKENNESS.
  • 00:12:24.867 --> 00:12:27.903
  • I LOVE THAT I CAN HOLD ONTO
  • 00:12:29.371 --> 00:12:30.973
  • I LOVE THAT I CAN HOLD ONTOUNFORGIVENESS.
  • 00:12:30.973 --> 00:12:31.540
  • UNFORGIVENESS.I LOVE THE CONTROL THAT IT
  • 00:12:31.540 --> 00:12:32.641
  • I LOVE THE CONTROL THAT ITGIVES ME.
  • 00:12:32.641 --> 00:12:34.176
  • GIVES ME.AND WHEN WE COME TO GOD WITH
  • 00:12:34.176 --> 00:12:35.644
  • AND WHEN WE COME TO GOD WITHTHAT TRUTH, WHEN WE CAN SAY,
  • 00:12:35.644 --> 00:12:36.245
  • THAT TRUTH, WHEN WE CAN SAY,"YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?
  • 00:12:36.245 --> 00:12:38.514
  • "YOU KNOW WHAT, LORD?I TRULY WANT BETTER -- BUT I
  • 00:12:38.514 --> 00:12:40.349
  • I TRULY WANT BETTER -- BUT IREALLY LOVE THIS, AND I DON'T
  • 00:12:40.349 --> 00:12:41.383
  • REALLY LOVE THIS, AND I DON'TKNOW WHAT'S ON THE OTHER SIDE
  • 00:12:41.383 --> 00:12:44.486
  • KNOW WHAT'S ON THE OTHER SIDEOF LETTING THIS GO"--
  • 00:12:44.486 --> 00:12:45.955
  • OF LETTING THIS GO"--YOU KNOW, I THINK ABOUT EVEN
  • 00:12:45.955 --> 00:12:48.991
  • YOU KNOW, I THINK ABOUT EVENTHE STORY WE JUST TALKED ABOUT
  • 00:12:48.991 --> 00:12:50.392
  • THE STORY WE JUST TALKED ABOUTWITH THE-- WITH THE MAN IN THE
  • 00:12:50.392 --> 00:12:51.493
  • WITH THE-- WITH THE MAN IN THEWORD OF GOD, WHERE JESUS SAYS,
  • 00:12:51.493 --> 00:12:52.361
  • WORD OF GOD, WHERE JESUS SAYS,"DO YOU WANT TO BE MADE WELL?"
  • 00:12:52.361 --> 00:12:53.262
  • "DO YOU WANT TO BE MADE WELL?"AND THAT QUESTION -- IT'S SO
  • 00:12:53.262 --> 00:12:56.265
  • AND THAT QUESTION -- IT'S SOINTRIGUING TO ME, BECAUSE,
  • 00:12:56.265 --> 00:12:56.899
  • INTRIGUING TO ME, BECAUSE,WHEN-- EVEN THOUGH HE'S BY THE
  • 00:12:56.899 --> 00:12:57.566
  • WHEN-- EVEN THOUGH HE'S BY THEPOOL, HE'S-- YOU KNOW, HE LOOKS
  • 00:12:57.566 --> 00:13:00.870
  • POOL, HE'S-- YOU KNOW, HE LOOKSLIKE, YOU KNOW, HE WANTS TO BE
  • 00:13:00.870 --> 00:13:02.504
  • LIKE, YOU KNOW, HE WANTS TO BEMADE WELL, BUT THERE ARE ALL
  • 00:13:02.504 --> 00:13:04.039
  • MADE WELL, BUT THERE ARE ALLTHESE EXCUSES THAT COME ABOUT.
  • 00:13:04.039 --> 00:13:06.408
  • THESE EXCUSES THAT COME ABOUT.AND COULD IT BE THAT HE DOESN'T
  • 00:13:06.408 --> 00:13:07.142
  • AND COULD IT BE THAT HE DOESN'TKNOW WHAT LIFE WOULD BE ON THE
  • 00:13:07.142 --> 00:13:08.911
  • KNOW WHAT LIFE WOULD BE ON THEOTHER SIDE?
  • 00:13:08.911 --> 00:13:09.511
  • OTHER SIDE?HE DOESN'T KNOW IF HE COULD
  • 00:13:09.511 --> 00:13:11.513
  • HE DOESN'T KNOW IF HE COULDTRUST, YOU KNOW, WHAT LIFE
  • 00:13:11.513 --> 00:13:12.615
  • TRUST, YOU KNOW, WHAT LIFEWOULD BE WITHOUT THIS
  • 00:13:12.615 --> 00:13:14.250
  • WOULD BE WITHOUT THISDISABILITY, OR IN WHATEVER
  • 00:13:14.250 --> 00:13:16.118
  • DISABILITY, OR IN WHATEVERSENSE THAT MIGHT LOOK LIKE FOR
  • 00:13:16.118 --> 00:13:16.652
  • SENSE THAT MIGHT LOOK LIKE FORMANY PEOPLE.
  • 00:13:16.652 --> 00:13:17.853
  • MANY PEOPLE.AND I THINK THAT IT'S SO
  • 00:13:17.853 --> 00:13:19.455
  • AND I THINK THAT IT'S SOINTRIGUING HOW-- UM, LISA
  • 00:13:19.455 --> 00:13:21.023
  • INTRIGUING HOW-- UM, LISAHARPER, HOW YOU EVEN TALKED
  • 00:13:21.023 --> 00:13:22.258
  • HARPER, HOW YOU EVEN TALKEDABOUT YOUR FRIEND'S STORY.
  • 00:13:22.258 --> 00:13:23.926
  • ABOUT YOUR FRIEND'S STORY.BECAUSE WE SEE THAT CHANGE.
  • 00:13:23.926 --> 00:13:26.262
  • BECAUSE WE SEE THAT CHANGE.IT CAN BE SO DIFFERENT.
  • 00:13:26.262 --> 00:13:26.929
  • IT CAN BE SO DIFFERENT.SOMETIMES, IT'S NOT THE GETTING
  • 00:13:26.929 --> 00:13:27.763
  • SOMETIMES, IT'S NOT THE GETTINGOUT OF A WHEELCHAIR.
  • 00:13:27.763 --> 00:13:29.064
  • OUT OF A WHEELCHAIR.SOMETIMES, IT'S: YES, PLEASE
  • 00:13:29.064 --> 00:13:30.733
  • PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:13:31.901 --> 00:13:33.402
  • PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS, YOU KNOW.BUT I THINK THAT WHAT I LOVE SO
  • 00:13:33.402 --> 00:13:34.570
  • BUT I THINK THAT WHAT I LOVE SOMUCH ABOUT THE LORD IS THAT HE
  • 00:13:34.570 --> 00:13:35.671
  • MUCH ABOUT THE LORD IS THAT HEIS OUR STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS.
  • 00:13:35.671 --> 00:13:37.539
  • IS OUR STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS.AND, JUST FOR EVERYONE WATCHING
  • 00:13:37.539 --> 00:13:38.774
  • AND, JUST FOR EVERYONE WATCHINGTHIS, YOU KNOW, IF YOU ARE
  • 00:13:38.774 --> 00:13:40.342
  • THIS, YOU KNOW, IF YOU AREGOING THROUGH SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:13:40.342 --> 00:13:40.876
  • GOING THROUGH SOMETHING THATYOU'RE LIKE, "GOD, I WANT
  • 00:13:40.876 --> 00:13:42.478
  • YOU'RE LIKE, "GOD, I WANTCHANGE IN THIS," AND YOU
  • 00:13:42.478 --> 00:13:43.579
  • CHANGE IN THIS," AND YOUFEEL LIKE YOU DON'T HAVE
  • 00:13:43.579 --> 00:13:44.613
  • FEEL LIKE YOU DON'T HAVEBREAKTHROUGH, FIRST OF ALL,
  • 00:13:44.613 --> 00:13:45.848
  • BREAKTHROUGH, FIRST OF ALL,MAYBE ACKNOWLEDGE THAT: MAYBE I
  • 00:13:45.848 --> 00:13:46.415
  • MAYBE ACKNOWLEDGE THAT: MAYBE ILOVE IT.
  • 00:13:46.415 --> 00:13:47.316
  • LOVE IT.YOU KNOW, BRING THAT HONESTY TO
  • 00:13:47.316 --> 00:13:48.684
  • YOU KNOW, BRING THAT HONESTY TOTHE LORD AND SAY, "I ACTUALLY
  • 00:13:48.684 --> 00:13:52.955
  • THE LORD AND SAY, "I ACTUALLYLOVE THIS."
  • 00:13:52.955 --> 00:13:53.622
  • LOVE THIS."SO, NOW, THAT LOVE FOR IT IS MY
  • 00:13:53.622 --> 00:13:54.523
  • SO, NOW, THAT LOVE FOR IT IS MYWEAKNESS.
  • 00:13:54.523 --> 00:13:55.658
  • WEAKNESS.AND I NEED YOU TO BE MY
  • 00:13:55.658 --> 00:13:56.859
  • AND I NEED YOU TO BE MYSTRENGTH AND LEAD ME TO WHAT
  • 00:13:56.859 --> 00:13:58.694
  • - LISA HARPER: OOH, PREACH,
  • 00:14:00.029 --> 00:14:00.930
  • - LISA HARPER: OOH, PREACH,STEPH -- THAT IS GOOD.
  • 00:14:00.930 --> 00:14:01.997
  • STEPH -- THAT IS GOOD.THAT'S SO GOOD.
  • 00:14:01.997 --> 00:14:03.098
  • THAT'S SO GOOD.[STEPHANIE LAUGHS]
  • 00:14:03.098 --> 00:14:03.899
  • [STEPHANIE LAUGHS]YOU JUST REMINDED ME -- WHEN I
  • 00:14:03.899 --> 00:14:06.835
  • YOU JUST REMINDED ME -- WHEN IWAS-- WHEN I WAS BEGINNING THE
  • 00:14:06.835 --> 00:14:08.103
  • WAS-- WHEN I WAS BEGINNING THEPROCESS OF ADOPTION, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:14:08.103 --> 00:14:09.004
  • PROCESS OF ADOPTION, YOU KNOW,BEFORE YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST HOME
  • 00:14:09.004 --> 00:14:10.506
  • BEFORE YOU HAVE YOUR FIRST HOMESTUDY, YOU KNOW, THEY TELL YOU
  • 00:14:10.506 --> 00:14:11.874
  • STUDY, YOU KNOW, THEY TELL YOUYOU HAVE TO MAKE YOUR HOME
  • 00:14:11.874 --> 00:14:13.842
  • YOU HAVE TO MAKE YOUR HOMEPREPARED FOR A CHILD, SO IT'LL
  • 00:14:13.842 --> 00:14:16.779
  • PREPARED FOR A CHILD, SO IT'LLBE SAFE FOR A CHILD.
  • 00:14:16.779 --> 00:14:17.846
  • BE SAFE FOR A CHILD.AND, MY-- MY FIRST SOCIAL
  • 00:14:17.846 --> 00:14:18.948
  • AND, MY-- MY FIRST SOCIALWORKER WHO CAME OVER -- HER
  • 00:14:18.948 --> 00:14:20.149
  • WORKER WHO CAME OVER -- HERNAME WAS LISA, TOO, SO WE GOT A
  • 00:14:20.149 --> 00:14:21.050
  • NAME WAS LISA, TOO, SO WE GOT AWHOLE LOT OF LISA GOING ON --
  • 00:14:21.050 --> 00:14:22.051
  • WHOLE LOT OF LISA GOING ON --SHE'S AN AMAZING WOMAN.
  • 00:14:22.051 --> 00:14:23.619
  • SHE'S AN AMAZING WOMAN.BUT SHE CAME OVER AND SHE SAID,
  • 00:14:23.619 --> 00:14:25.921
  • BUT SHE CAME OVER AND SHE SAID,"LISA, SINCE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN A
  • 00:14:25.921 --> 00:14:27.756
  • "LISA, SINCE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN AMOM YET, YOU DON'T REALIZE HOW
  • 00:14:27.756 --> 00:14:29.258
  • MOM YET, YOU DON'T REALIZE HOWMANY THINGS IN YOUR HOUSE ARE
  • 00:14:29.258 --> 00:14:32.061
  • MANY THINGS IN YOUR HOUSE AREACTUALLY TOXIC TO CHILDREN."
  • 00:14:32.061 --> 00:14:33.162
  • ACTUALLY TOXIC TO CHILDREN."YOU KNOW, AND SHE TOOK ME
  • 00:14:33.162 --> 00:14:34.396
  • YOU KNOW, AND SHE TOOK METHROUGH JUST SOME BASIC THINGS
  • 00:14:34.396 --> 00:14:35.864
  • THROUGH JUST SOME BASIC THINGSIN THE KITCHEN, BASIC THINGS IN
  • 00:14:35.864 --> 00:14:36.966
  • IN THE KITCHEN, BASIC THINGS INTHE LAUNDRY ROOM THAT WOULD BE
  • 00:14:36.966 --> 00:14:38.801
  • THE LAUNDRY ROOM THAT WOULD BETOXIC TO CHILDREN.
  • 00:14:38.801 --> 00:14:39.735
  • TOXIC TO CHILDREN.AND, AFTER SHE LEFT, I REMEMBER
  • 00:14:39.735 --> 00:14:42.571
  • AND, AFTER SHE LEFT, I REMEMBERTHINKING: OH, MY GOODNESS...I
  • 00:14:42.571 --> 00:14:44.173
  • THINKING: OH, MY GOODNESS...IDON'T KNOW THAT I'M ALWAYS THAT
  • 00:14:44.173 --> 00:14:45.674
  • DON'T KNOW THAT I'M ALWAYS THATINTENTIONAL ABOUT MOVING TOXIC
  • 00:14:45.674 --> 00:14:48.410
  • INTENTIONAL ABOUT MOVING TOXICTHINGS OUT OF MY LIFE TO MAKE
  • 00:14:48.410 --> 00:14:50.346
  • THINGS OUT OF MY LIFE TO MAKEMORE ROOM FOR JESUS.
  • 00:14:50.346 --> 00:14:52.514
  • MORE ROOM FOR JESUS.AND I THINK, AS WE TALK ABOUT
  • 00:14:52.514 --> 00:14:55.017
  • AND I THINK, AS WE TALK ABOUTCHANGE AND INTENTIONALITY, UM,
  • 00:14:55.017 --> 00:14:58.754
  • CHANGE AND INTENTIONALITY, UM,I THINK REVIVAL-SIZE CHANGE
  • 00:14:58.754 --> 00:15:00.756
  • I THINK REVIVAL-SIZE CHANGEFOLLOWS REPENTANCE.
  • 00:15:00.756 --> 00:15:03.025
  • FOLLOWS REPENTANCE.AND SO, FOR US TO ACTUALLY
  • 00:15:03.025 --> 00:15:04.560
  • AND SO, FOR US TO ACTUALLYACKNOWLEDGE, "OKAY, I GOT
  • 00:15:04.560 --> 00:15:06.195
  • ACKNOWLEDGE, "OKAY, I GOTPRETTY COMFORTABLE BEING A
  • 00:15:06.195 --> 00:15:07.563
  • PRETTY COMFORTABLE BEING AVICTIM," OR, "LORD, I HAVEN'T
  • 00:15:07.563 --> 00:15:09.098
  • VICTIM," OR, "LORD, I HAVEN'THAD FAITH IN YOU THAT YOU COULD
  • 00:15:09.098 --> 00:15:10.065
  • HAD FAITH IN YOU THAT YOU COULDACTUALLY MOVE THIS MOUNTAIN," I
  • 00:15:10.065 --> 00:15:12.201
  • ACTUALLY MOVE THIS MOUNTAIN," ITHINK REPENTANCE IS ACTUALLY
  • 00:15:12.201 --> 00:15:13.769
  • THINK REPENTANCE IS ACTUALLYONE OF THE FIRST STEPS TO
  • 00:15:13.769 --> 00:15:15.804
  • ONE OF THE FIRST STEPS TOREVIVAL-SIZE CHANGE.
  • 00:15:15.804 --> 00:15:17.106
  • REVIVAL-SIZE CHANGE.WE GOTTA BE INTENTIONAL ABOUT
  • 00:15:17.106 --> 00:15:18.207
  • WE GOTTA BE INTENTIONAL ABOUTMOVING TOXIC THINGS OUT OF OUR
  • 00:15:18.207 --> 00:15:19.541
  • MOVING TOXIC THINGS OUT OF OURLIFE.
  • 00:15:19.541 --> 00:15:20.609
  • LIFE.I LOVE, LISA, THAT YOU SAID HE
  • 00:15:20.609 --> 00:15:22.344
  • I LOVE, LISA, THAT YOU SAID HEWANTED TO TAKE YOU MUCH FURTHER
  • 00:15:22.344 --> 00:15:24.546
  • WANTED TO TAKE YOU MUCH FURTHERTHAN YOUR CHAINS HAD KEPT YOU.
  • 00:15:24.546 --> 00:15:25.981
  • THAN YOUR CHAINS HAD KEPT YOU.BUT YOU HAD TO ACKNOWLEDGE
  • 00:15:25.981 --> 00:15:28.217
  • BUT YOU HAD TO ACKNOWLEDGEFIRST: I'VE STAYED THIS SHORT
  • 00:15:28.217 --> 00:15:28.817
  • FIRST: I'VE STAYED THIS SHORTBECAUSE OF THESE CHAINS.
  • 00:15:28.817 --> 00:15:29.952
  • BECAUSE OF THESE CHAINS.YOU KNOW.
  • 00:15:29.952 --> 00:15:32.187
  • YOU KNOW.I THINK REPENTANCE IS KEY WHEN
  • 00:15:32.187 --> 00:15:35.024
  • I THINK REPENTANCE IS KEY WHENWE TALK ABOUT THE CHANGES THAT
  • 00:15:35.024 --> 00:15:35.924
  • WE TALK ABOUT THE CHANGES THATGOD HAS FOR US.
  • 00:15:35.924 --> 00:15:37.259
  • GOD HAS FOR US.- LAURIE: YEAH...YOU'RE SO
  • 00:15:37.259 --> 00:15:38.861
  • - LAURIE: YEAH...YOU'RE SORIGHT, LISA.
  • 00:15:38.861 --> 00:15:40.429
  • RIGHT, LISA.YOU KNOW, GROWTH REQUIRES
  • 00:15:40.429 --> 00:15:42.998
  • YOU KNOW, GROWTH REQUIRESCHANGE.
  • 00:15:42.998 --> 00:15:43.832
  • CHANGE.IF WE'RE GONNA GROW AT ALL...
  • 00:15:43.832 --> 00:15:44.867
  • IF WE'RE GONNA GROW AT ALL...- LISA HARPER: THAT'S RIGHT.
  • 00:15:44.867 --> 00:15:45.501
  • - LISA HARPER: THAT'S RIGHT.- LAURIE: ...THINGS ARE GONNA
  • 00:15:45.501 --> 00:15:46.068
  • - LAURIE: ...THINGS ARE GONNACHANGE.
  • 00:15:46.068 --> 00:15:47.903
  • CHANGE.AND-- AND, I WAS-- THERE'S A
  • 00:15:47.903 --> 00:15:50.005
  • AND-- AND, I WAS-- THERE'S ABOOK THAT I READ YEARS AGO, UM,
  • 00:15:50.005 --> 00:15:51.673
  • BOOK THAT I READ YEARS AGO, UM,CALLED "BLESSED CHILD," AND
  • 00:15:51.673 --> 00:15:53.442
  • CALLED "BLESSED CHILD," ANDTHERE'S A MAN IN A WHEELCHAIR,
  • 00:15:53.442 --> 00:15:55.878
  • THERE'S A MAN IN A WHEELCHAIR,THERE.
  • 00:15:55.878 --> 00:15:56.512
  • THERE.AND THEY'RE WANTING HIM TO GET
  • 00:15:56.512 --> 00:15:57.579
  • AND THEY'RE WANTING HIM TO GETHEALED.
  • 00:15:57.579 --> 00:16:01.884
  • HEALED.AND THERE'S THIS CHILD THAT IS
  • 00:16:01.884 --> 00:16:02.718
  • AND THERE'S THIS CHILD THAT ISTHE BLESSED CHILD AND HE HEALS
  • 00:16:02.718 --> 00:16:03.819
  • THE BLESSED CHILD AND HE HEALSPEOPLE THROUGH-- THE LORD HEALS
  • 00:16:03.819 --> 00:16:05.721
  • PEOPLE THROUGH-- THE LORD HEALSTHROUGH HIM.
  • 00:16:05.721 --> 00:16:06.722
  • THROUGH HIM.AND, THE MAN IN THE WHEELCHAIR,
  • 00:16:06.722 --> 00:16:08.824
  • AND, THE MAN IN THE WHEELCHAIR,IN THE BOOK, DOESN'T WANNA COME
  • 00:16:08.824 --> 00:16:11.326
  • AND HE SAYS, "WHOEVER TOLD YOU
  • 00:16:12.494 --> 00:16:14.029
  • AND HE SAYS, "WHOEVER TOLD YOUTHAT A HEALED BODY WAS AS GOOD
  • 00:16:14.029 --> 00:16:17.966
  • THAT A HEALED BODY WAS AS GOODAS A HEALED HEART?"
  • 00:16:17.966 --> 00:16:18.867
  • AS A HEALED HEART?"SO, SOMETIMES, GOD WANTS TO
  • 00:16:18.867 --> 00:16:19.835
  • SO, SOMETIMES, GOD WANTS TOHEAL OUR HEART, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:16:19.835 --> 00:16:22.304
  • HEAL OUR HEART, YOU KNOW.THE THORN IN THE FLESH THAT WE
  • 00:16:22.304 --> 00:16:23.672
  • THE THORN IN THE FLESH THAT WEHEAR ABOUT -- SOMETIMES IT'S
  • 00:16:23.672 --> 00:16:24.339
  • HEAR ABOUT -- SOMETIMES IT'STHAT THING THAT KEEPS US ON OUR
  • 00:16:24.339 --> 00:16:26.375
  • THAT THING THAT KEEPS US ON OURKNEES.
  • 00:16:26.375 --> 00:16:27.209
  • KNEES.IT'S THAT THING THAT-- THAT,
  • 00:16:27.209 --> 00:16:28.710
  • IT'S THAT THING THAT-- THAT,UM...KEEPS US CLOSE TO THE
  • 00:16:28.710 --> 00:16:30.479
  • UM...KEEPS US CLOSE TO THELORD...(LAUGHS)...SOMETIMES.
  • 00:16:30.479 --> 00:16:32.414
  • LORD...(LAUGHS)...SOMETIMES.BUT, SOMETIMES, WHEN WE RESIST
  • 00:16:32.414 --> 00:16:33.849
  • BUT, SOMETIMES, WHEN WE RESISTCHANGE, UH, SOMETIMES, WE'RE
  • 00:16:33.849 --> 00:16:36.819
  • CHANGE, UH, SOMETIMES, WE'RERESISTING THAT GROWTH AND
  • 00:16:36.819 --> 00:16:40.422
  • AND THOSE EXCUSES CAN JUST KEEP
  • 00:16:42.091 --> 00:16:43.559
  • AND THOSE EXCUSES CAN JUST KEEPUS RIGHT WHERE WE'RE AT FOR THE
  • 00:16:43.559 --> 00:16:45.127
  • US RIGHT WHERE WE'RE AT FOR THEREST OF OUR LIFE -- IN OUR
  • 00:16:45.127 --> 00:16:46.195
  • REST OF OUR LIFE -- IN OURLITTLE BONDAGE, IN OUR LITTLE
  • 00:16:46.195 --> 00:16:47.463
  • LITTLE BONDAGE, IN OUR LITTLEPLACE THAT WE JUST ARE ALWAYS
  • 00:16:47.463 --> 00:16:49.531
  • PLACE THAT WE JUST ARE ALWAYSTHE VICTIM.
  • 00:16:49.531 --> 00:16:50.132
  • THE VICTIM.I LOVE THAT YOU BROUGHT THAT
  • 00:16:50.132 --> 00:16:50.666
  • I LOVE THAT YOU BROUGHT THATUP.
  • 00:16:50.666 --> 00:16:53.068
  • UP.- LISA BEVERE: YEAH, I
  • 00:16:53.068 --> 00:16:54.570
  • - LISA BEVERE: YEAH, IREMEMBER GOD BEGAN TO WHISPER
  • 00:16:54.570 --> 00:16:57.339
  • REMEMBER GOD BEGAN TO WHISPERTHINGS TO ME.
  • 00:16:57.339 --> 00:16:58.240
  • THINGS TO ME.HE BEGAN TO SAY: YOUR PAST IS
  • 00:16:58.240 --> 00:17:00.442
  • HE BEGAN TO SAY: YOUR PAST ISNOT YOUR FUTURE.
  • 00:17:00.442 --> 00:17:01.977
  • NOT YOUR FUTURE.AND, I MEAN, THAT JUST SOUNDS
  • 00:17:01.977 --> 00:17:04.012
  • AND, I MEAN, THAT JUST SOUNDSLIKE A CLICHé.
  • 00:17:04.012 --> 00:17:05.914
  • LIKE A CLICHé.BUT...I THOUGHT: YEAH, IT IS!
  • 00:17:05.914 --> 00:17:07.850
  • BUT...I THOUGHT: YEAH, IT IS!BECAUSE, LAST YEAR IS JUST LIKE
  • 00:17:07.850 --> 00:17:09.284
  • BECAUSE, LAST YEAR IS JUST LIKETHE YEAR BEFORE, AND THE YEAR,
  • 00:17:09.284 --> 00:17:11.620
  • THE YEAR BEFORE, AND THE YEAR,10 YEARS AGO.
  • 00:17:11.620 --> 00:17:12.988
  • 10 YEARS AGO.THIS IS JUST-- IT'S A CYCLE
  • 00:17:12.988 --> 00:17:17.259
  • THIS IS JUST-- IT'S A CYCLETHAT KEEPS REPEATING ITSELF.
  • 00:17:17.259 --> 00:17:18.760
  • THAT KEEPS REPEATING ITSELF.AND, HE SAID: IF YOU LOOK BACK,
  • 00:17:18.760 --> 00:17:20.562
  • AND, HE SAID: IF YOU LOOK BACK,YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK.
  • 00:17:20.562 --> 00:17:21.930
  • YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK.NOW, LISA AND I -- THE TWO
  • 00:17:21.930 --> 00:17:23.198
  • NOW, LISA AND I -- THE TWOLISAS -- WE BOTH SHARE A LOVE
  • 00:17:23.198 --> 00:17:27.169
  • LISAS -- WE BOTH SHARE A LOVEFOR DANGEROUS SPORTS.
  • 00:17:27.169 --> 00:17:28.504
  • FOR DANGEROUS SPORTS.AND, I KNOW THAT BOTH OF US --
  • 00:17:28.504 --> 00:17:29.371
  • AND, I KNOW THAT BOTH OF US --AGAINST BETTER JUDGMENT -- HAVE
  • 00:17:29.371 --> 00:17:32.508
  • AGAINST BETTER JUDGMENT -- HAVEOWNED MOTORCYCLES.
  • 00:17:32.508 --> 00:17:34.910
  • OWNED MOTORCYCLES.AND, HAVING A MOTORCYCLE --
  • 00:17:34.910 --> 00:17:35.878
  • AND, HAVING A MOTORCYCLE --THEY MAKE IT VERY CLEAR THAT IF
  • 00:17:35.878 --> 00:17:37.713
  • THEY MAKE IT VERY CLEAR THAT IFYOU LOOK DOWN, YOU'RE GONNA GO
  • 00:17:37.713 --> 00:17:39.982
  • YOU LOOK DOWN, YOU'RE GONNA GODOWN.
  • 00:17:39.982 --> 00:17:41.617
  • DOWN.AND YOU DON'T LOOK AT WHERE YOU
  • 00:17:41.617 --> 00:17:44.253
  • AND YOU DON'T LOOK AT WHERE YOUARE -- YOU LOOK AT WHERE YOU
  • 00:17:44.253 --> 00:17:46.121
  • ARE -- YOU LOOK AT WHERE YOUWANNA GO.
  • 00:17:46.121 --> 00:17:46.922
  • WANNA GO.AND SO, YOU LOOK THROUGH THE
  • 00:17:46.922 --> 00:17:48.690
  • AND SO, YOU LOOK THROUGH THETURNS OF LIFE.
  • 00:17:48.690 --> 00:17:49.491
  • TURNS OF LIFE.AND I THINK TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:17:49.491 --> 00:17:54.263
  • AND I THINK TOO MANY PEOPLE ARESO BUSY LOOKING AT THEIR NOW,
  • 00:17:54.263 --> 00:17:54.930
  • SO BUSY LOOKING AT THEIR NOW,LOOKING DOWN, LOOKING
  • 00:17:54.930 --> 00:17:55.497
  • LOOKING DOWN, LOOKINGAT WHAT'S HAPPENING.
  • 00:17:55.497 --> 00:17:56.698
  • AT WHAT'S HAPPENING.AND GOD IS SAYING: I NEED YOU
  • 00:17:56.698 --> 00:17:57.866
  • AND GOD IS SAYING: I NEED YOUTO LIFT YOUR EYES.
  • 00:17:57.866 --> 00:17:59.101
  • TO LIFT YOUR EYES.I NEED YOU TO LOOK THROUGH THIS
  • 00:17:59.101 --> 00:18:01.170
  • I NEED YOU TO LOOK THROUGH THISTHING.
  • 00:18:01.170 --> 00:18:02.304
  • THING.DO YOU WANT TO BE WELL?
  • 00:18:02.304 --> 00:18:04.640
  • DO YOU WANT TO BE WELL?BECAUSE IF YOU WANT TO BE WELL,
  • 00:18:04.640 --> 00:18:05.774
  • BECAUSE IF YOU WANT TO BE WELL,YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO CHANGE
  • 00:18:05.774 --> 00:18:07.609
  • YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO CHANGEWHAT YOU LOOK AT.
  • 00:18:07.609 --> 00:18:10.212
  • WHAT YOU LOOK AT.WE ALL KNOW THAT WHAT WE BEHOLD
  • 00:18:10.212 --> 00:18:11.480
  • WE ALL KNOW THAT WHAT WE BEHOLDI WANT THE WE BECOME.
  • 00:18:11.480 --> 00:18:13.515
  • I WANT THE WE BECOME.SO, IF YOU LOOK AT YOUR PAST,
  • 00:18:13.515 --> 00:18:15.117
  • SO, IF YOU LOOK AT YOUR PAST,ALL YOU'RE GONNA HAVE IS THE
  • 00:18:15.117 --> 00:18:17.553
  • ALL YOU'RE GONNA HAVE IS THESAME INFORMATION THAT YOU HAD
  • 00:18:17.553 --> 00:18:19.755
  • SAME INFORMATION THAT YOU HADWHEN YOU MADE ALL THE BAD
  • 00:18:19.755 --> 00:18:20.656
  • WHEN YOU MADE ALL THE BADDECISIONS.
  • 00:18:20.656 --> 00:18:22.124
  • DECISIONS.I REMEMBER SAYING: ALL RIGHT,
  • 00:18:22.124 --> 00:18:24.159
  • I REMEMBER SAYING: ALL RIGHT,IF I STUDY MY PAST LONG ENOUGH,
  • 00:18:24.159 --> 00:18:25.594
  • IF I STUDY MY PAST LONG ENOUGH,I'LL FIGURE OUT WHERE I TOOK MY
  • 00:18:25.594 --> 00:18:27.696
  • I'LL FIGURE OUT WHERE I TOOK MYWRONG TURN.
  • 00:18:27.696 --> 00:18:29.064
  • WRONG TURN.NO! I ACTUALLY WON'T.
  • 00:18:29.064 --> 00:18:31.166
  • NO! I ACTUALLY WON'T.BECAUSE, AT THE END OF THE DAY,
  • 00:18:31.166 --> 00:18:33.769
  • BECAUSE, AT THE END OF THE DAY,YOU CAN SPEND ALL YOUR LIFE
  • 00:18:33.769 --> 00:18:35.637
  • YOU CAN SPEND ALL YOUR LIFEFIGURING OUT WHY YOU'RE MESSED
  • 00:18:35.637 --> 00:18:37.039
  • FIGURING OUT WHY YOU'RE MESSEDUP, AND YOU WILL STILL BE
  • 00:18:37.039 --> 00:18:38.373
  • UP, AND YOU WILL STILL BEMESSED UP, ONCE YOU KNOW WHY.
  • 00:18:38.373 --> 00:18:40.809
  • MESSED UP, ONCE YOU KNOW WHY.KNOWING WHY DOES NOT SET YOU
  • 00:18:40.809 --> 00:18:42.811
  • KNOWING WHY DOES NOT SET YOUFREE.
  • 00:18:42.811 --> 00:18:44.379
  • FREE.KNOWING JESUS IS WHAT SETS YOU
  • 00:18:44.379 --> 00:18:46.748
  • KNOWING JESUS IS WHAT SETS YOUFREE.
  • 00:18:46.748 --> 00:18:47.983
  • FREE.AND, AGAIN, I'M ALL ABOUT
  • 00:18:47.983 --> 00:18:49.251
  • AND, AGAIN, I'M ALL ABOUTCOUNSELING -- IT GIVES US
  • 00:18:49.251 --> 00:18:50.586
  • COUNSELING -- IT GIVES USTOOLS, WE CAN IDENTIFY THINGS.
  • 00:18:50.586 --> 00:18:51.987
  • TOOLS, WE CAN IDENTIFY THINGS.BUT, AT THE END OF THE DAY, WE
  • 00:18:51.987 --> 00:18:55.357
  • BUT, AT THE END OF THE DAY, WESTILL HAVE TO FORGIVE, WE STILL
  • 00:18:55.357 --> 00:18:56.525
  • STILL HAVE TO FORGIVE, WE STILLHAVE TO DREAM, WE STILL HAVE TO
  • 00:18:56.525 --> 00:18:57.559
  • HAVE TO DREAM, WE STILL HAVE TOBELIEVE IN FAITH, WE STILL NEED
  • 00:18:57.559 --> 00:18:58.393
  • BELIEVE IN FAITH, WE STILL NEEDTO FORGIVE PEOPLE WE WANNA
  • 00:18:58.393 --> 00:19:00.429
  • TO FORGIVE PEOPLE WE WANNASLAP.
  • 00:19:00.429 --> 00:19:01.430
  • SLAP.WE HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD AND
  • 00:19:01.430 --> 00:19:03.198
  • WE HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD ANDSAY: GOD, ALL RIGHT.
  • 00:19:03.198 --> 00:19:04.866
  • SAY: GOD, ALL RIGHT.I'M WILLING TO LEAVE THIS PLACE
  • 00:19:04.866 --> 00:19:08.403
  • I'M WILLING TO LEAVE THIS PLACEOF FAMILIARITY AND COMFORT.
  • 00:19:08.403 --> 00:19:10.505
  • OF FAMILIARITY AND COMFORT.I AM WILLING TO NOT SAY...
  • 00:19:10.505 --> 00:19:11.840
  • I AM WILLING TO NOT SAY...[FEIGNS TEARY VOICE]
  • 00:19:11.840 --> 00:19:12.741
  • [FEIGNS TEARY VOICE]..."WELL, NOBODY'S TAKING ME
  • 00:19:12.741 --> 00:19:14.409
  • ..."WELL, NOBODY'S TAKING MEINTO THE POOL, AND THE ANGELS
  • 00:19:14.409 --> 00:19:15.077
  • INTO THE POOL, AND THE ANGELSARE ONLY TROUBLING IT FOR A
  • 00:19:15.077 --> 00:19:17.980
  • RESPONSIBLE FOR MY WELL-BEING,
  • 00:19:20.315 --> 00:19:21.216
  • RESPONSIBLE FOR MY WELL-BEING,AND SAYING: "YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:19:21.216 --> 00:19:22.251
  • AND SAYING: "YOU KNOW WHAT?I'M GONNA STEP INTO EVERYTHING
  • 00:19:22.251 --> 00:19:23.085
  • I'M GONNA STEP INTO EVERYTHINGTHAT GOD HAS FOR ME."
  • 00:19:23.085 --> 00:19:24.720
  • THAT GOD HAS FOR ME."TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE WAITING --
  • 00:19:24.720 --> 00:19:26.855
  • TOO MANY PEOPLE ARE WAITING --WAITING! -- FOR GOD TO BRING
  • 00:19:26.855 --> 00:19:30.459
  • I'M JUST GONNA TELL YOU: JESUS
  • 00:19:31.693 --> 00:19:33.295
  • I'M JUST GONNA TELL YOU: JESUSALREADY DID IT ALL.
  • 00:19:33.295 --> 00:19:35.197
  • ALREADY DID IT ALL.AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LAY
  • 00:19:35.197 --> 00:19:36.231
  • AND ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS LAYHOLD OF THOSE PROMISES, BY
  • 00:19:36.231 --> 00:19:39.334
  • HOLD OF THOSE PROMISES, BYFAITH.
  • 00:19:39.334 --> 00:19:39.968
  • FAITH.I LOVE THE WHOLE HEBREWS.
  • 00:19:39.968 --> 00:19:41.637
  • I LOVE THE WHOLE HEBREWS.BY FAITH.
  • 00:19:41.637 --> 00:19:44.606
  • AND WHAT I BELIEVE IS HAPPENING
  • 00:19:45.741 --> 00:19:47.142
  • AND WHAT I BELIEVE IS HAPPENING-- I THINK ALL OF US ARE
  • 00:19:47.142 --> 00:19:49.611
  • -- I THINK ALL OF US AREFINDING OUT THAT WE ARE LIVING
  • 00:19:49.611 --> 00:19:50.812
  • FINDING OUT THAT WE ARE LIVINGIN A TIME THAT REQUIRES NOT
  • 00:19:50.812 --> 00:19:53.548
  • IN A TIME THAT REQUIRES NOTPOSTS OF FAITH, NOT RETWEETS,
  • 00:19:53.548 --> 00:19:55.884
  • POSTS OF FAITH, NOT RETWEETS,BUT PEOPLE THAT WOULD DECLARE
  • 00:19:55.884 --> 00:19:57.719
  • BUT PEOPLE THAT WOULD DECLAREGOD'S WORD; NOT MINIMIZE IT,
  • 00:19:57.719 --> 00:19:59.121
  • GOD'S WORD; NOT MINIMIZE IT,NOT EXPLAIN IT AWAY, BUT
  • 00:19:59.121 --> 00:20:00.722
  • NOT EXPLAIN IT AWAY, BUTDECLARE GOD'S WORD IN ALL OF
  • 00:20:00.722 --> 00:20:02.124
  • DECLARE GOD'S WORD IN ALL OFITS WONDER AND ALL OF ITS
  • 00:20:02.124 --> 00:20:04.026
  • ITS WONDER AND ALL OF ITSSTRENGTH, AND BELIEVE THAT IT
  • 00:20:04.026 --> 00:20:06.528
  • EVEN IF WE DON'T UNDERSTAND
  • 00:20:07.963 --> 00:20:08.930
  • EVEN IF WE DON'T UNDERSTANDWHAT GOD WANTS TO DO, GOD IS
  • 00:20:08.930 --> 00:20:11.700
  • WHAT GOD WANTS TO DO, GOD ISSAYING: SPEAK MY WORD, AND
  • 00:20:11.700 --> 00:20:14.436
  • SAYING: SPEAK MY WORD, ANDWATCH AND WAIT FOR THE WONDER.
  • 00:20:14.436 --> 00:20:16.038
  • WATCH AND WAIT FOR THE WONDER.- LISA HARPER: AMEN.
  • 00:20:16.038 --> 00:20:17.806
  • - LISA HARPER: AMEN.- JENN: SO GOOD.
  • 00:20:17.806 --> 00:20:19.708
  • - JENN: SO GOOD.IT'S JUST AMAZING, BECAUSE I
  • 00:20:19.708 --> 00:20:20.809
  • IT'S JUST AMAZING, BECAUSE ITHINK THAT-- CHRISTINE CAINE
  • 00:20:20.809 --> 00:20:22.277
  • THINK THAT-- CHRISTINE CAINEHAS A MESSAGE CALLED "GET OFF
  • 00:20:22.277 --> 00:20:24.413
  • HAS A MESSAGE CALLED "GET OFFTHE MAT" THAT SHE PREACHED AT
  • 00:20:24.413 --> 00:20:26.815
  • THE MAT" THAT SHE PREACHED ATOUR HEAVEN COME CONFERENCE A
  • 00:20:26.815 --> 00:20:27.983
  • OUR HEAVEN COME CONFERENCE ACOUPLE YEARS AGO.
  • 00:20:27.983 --> 00:20:29.584
  • COUPLE YEARS AGO.AND IT IS SO STUNNING.
  • 00:20:29.584 --> 00:20:30.419
  • AND IT IS SO STUNNING.ON THIS TOPIC, I CAN'T...SAY IT
  • 00:20:30.419 --> 00:20:31.219
  • ON THIS TOPIC, I CAN'T...SAY ITBETTER.
  • 00:20:31.219 --> 00:20:32.587
  • BETTER.I-- JUST LET CHRIS SAY IT.
  • 00:20:32.587 --> 00:20:33.955
  • I-- JUST LET CHRIS SAY IT.THAT'S MY-- MY MOTTO.
  • 00:20:33.955 --> 00:20:34.856
  • THAT'S MY-- MY MOTTO.BUT IT'S CALLED "GET OFF THE
  • 00:20:34.856 --> 00:20:35.724
  • BUT IT'S CALLED "GET OFF THEMAT," AND IT'S POWERFUL.
  • 00:20:35.724 --> 00:20:37.926
  • MAT," AND IT'S POWERFUL.BUT, JUST BREAKING OFF THAT
  • 00:20:37.926 --> 00:20:38.794
  • BUT, JUST BREAKING OFF THATIDENTITY OF FINDING, UM,
  • 00:20:38.794 --> 00:20:40.829
  • IDENTITY OF FINDING, UM,COMFORT IN THAT.
  • 00:20:40.829 --> 00:20:42.631
  • COMFORT IN THAT.YOU KNOW, STEPH, WHEN YOU WERE
  • 00:20:42.631 --> 00:20:43.265
  • YOU KNOW, STEPH, WHEN YOU WERETALKING, I JUST KEPT HEARING A
  • 00:20:43.265 --> 00:20:44.499
  • TALKING, I JUST KEPT HEARING APHRASE LIKE "SECURITY BLANKET."
  • 00:20:44.499 --> 00:20:45.901
  • PHRASE LIKE "SECURITY BLANKET."YOU KNOW? AND PEOPLE HAVE THIS
  • 00:20:45.901 --> 00:20:46.802
  • YOU KNOW? AND PEOPLE HAVE THISSECURITY BLANKET OF: THIS IS
  • 00:20:46.802 --> 00:20:47.703
  • SECURITY BLANKET OF: THIS ISWHO I AM.
  • 00:20:47.703 --> 00:20:48.737
  • WHO I AM.OR: THIS IS WHAT'S BEEN DONE TO
  • 00:20:48.737 --> 00:20:49.771
  • OR: THIS IS WHAT'S BEEN DONE TOME OR WHAT'S HAPPENED TO ME.
  • 00:20:49.771 --> 00:20:51.139
  • ME OR WHAT'S HAPPENED TO ME.AND WE'VE ALL HAD THINGS IN OUR
  • 00:20:51.139 --> 00:20:54.109
  • AND WE'VE ALL HAD THINGS IN OURLIFE THAT WERE...TERRIBLE, OR
  • 00:20:54.109 --> 00:20:54.943
  • LIFE THAT WERE...TERRIBLE, ORUGLY, OR...
  • 00:20:54.943 --> 00:20:55.811
  • UGLY, OR...BUT IT'S NOT WHO WE ARE.
  • 00:20:55.811 --> 00:20:56.945
  • BUT IT'S NOT WHO WE ARE.AND, WE HAVE TO RELEASE THOSE,
  • 00:20:56.945 --> 00:21:00.849
  • AND, WE HAVE TO RELEASE THOSE,LET THEM GET HEALED UP SO THAT
  • 00:21:00.849 --> 00:21:02.517
  • LET THEM GET HEALED UP SO THATWE CAN WALK IN THE STRENGTH AND
  • 00:21:02.517 --> 00:21:03.118
  • WE CAN WALK IN THE STRENGTH ANDCLARITY THAT GOD'S CALLED US,
  • 00:21:03.118 --> 00:21:03.752
  • CLARITY THAT GOD'S CALLED US,TOO.
  • 00:21:03.752 --> 00:21:04.386
  • TOO.- STEPHANIE: YEAH, THAT IS SO
  • 00:21:04.386 --> 00:21:05.454
  • - STEPHANIE: YEAH, THAT IS SOINCREDIBLE, BECAUSE, EVEN JUST
  • 00:21:05.454 --> 00:21:06.121
  • INCREDIBLE, BECAUSE, EVEN JUSTFROM LISTENING TO THAT, I'M
  • 00:21:06.121 --> 00:21:07.155
  • FROM LISTENING TO THAT, I'MTHINKING ABOUT THE APOSTLE
  • 00:21:07.155 --> 00:21:09.658
  • THINKING ABOUT THE APOSTLEPAUL, YOU KNOW, AND HOW YOU
  • 00:21:09.658 --> 00:21:10.425
  • PAUL, YOU KNOW, AND HOW YOUHAVE SOMEONE LIKE HIM WHO WAS
  • 00:21:10.425 --> 00:21:13.528
  • HAVE SOMEONE LIKE HIM WHO WASKNOWN AS SAUL.
  • 00:21:13.528 --> 00:21:15.063
  • KNOWN AS SAUL.AND, AS SAUL, HE WAS, I MEAN,
  • 00:21:15.063 --> 00:21:17.199
  • AND, AS SAUL, HE WAS, I MEAN,ORDERING THE ASSASSINATION OF
  • 00:21:17.199 --> 00:21:18.300
  • ORDERING THE ASSASSINATION OFBELIEVERS.
  • 00:21:18.300 --> 00:21:20.235
  • BELIEVERS.AND, NOW, GOD CALLS HIM INTO
  • 00:21:20.235 --> 00:21:21.370
  • AND, NOW, GOD CALLS HIM INTOTHE VERY MINISTRY THAT HE WAS
  • 00:21:21.370 --> 00:21:21.937
  • THE VERY MINISTRY THAT HE WASAGAINST.
  • 00:21:21.937 --> 00:21:23.205
  • AGAINST.AND I THINK THE BEAUTY OF THAT
  • 00:21:23.205 --> 00:21:24.539
  • AND I THINK THE BEAUTY OF THATIS THERE WAS THIS MOMENT, THERE
  • 00:21:24.539 --> 00:21:25.774
  • IS THERE WAS THIS MOMENT, THEREWAS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED,
  • 00:21:25.774 --> 00:21:27.476
  • WAS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED,YOU KNOW, IN THAT ENCOUNTER
  • 00:21:27.476 --> 00:21:28.210
  • YOU KNOW, IN THAT ENCOUNTERWITH THE LORD, WHERE HE GOES
  • 00:21:28.210 --> 00:21:29.077
  • WITH THE LORD, WHERE HE GOESBLIND.
  • 00:21:29.077 --> 00:21:30.679
  • BLIND.AND WHEN HE WENT BLIND, I LOVE
  • 00:21:30.679 --> 00:21:32.948
  • AND WHEN HE WENT BLIND, I LOVEWHAT, UM, LISA SAID EARLIER
  • 00:21:32.948 --> 00:21:33.915
  • WHAT, UM, LISA SAID EARLIERWHEN IT TALKS ABOUT "WHAT ARE
  • 00:21:33.915 --> 00:21:35.951
  • WHEN IT TALKS ABOUT "WHAT AREYOU LOOKING AT?" -- YOU KNOW,
  • 00:21:35.951 --> 00:21:36.518
  • YOU LOOKING AT?" -- YOU KNOW,CHANGING WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING
  • 00:21:36.518 --> 00:21:37.219
  • CHANGING WHAT YOU'RE LOOKINGAT.
  • 00:21:37.219 --> 00:21:38.620
  • AT.BECAUSE, IN THAT MOMENT, HE
  • 00:21:38.620 --> 00:21:40.188
  • BECAUSE, IN THAT MOMENT, HEWENT COMPLETELY BLIND, SO IT
  • 00:21:40.188 --> 00:21:41.957
  • WENT COMPLETELY BLIND, SO ITWAS NOT ABOUT HIM LOOKING AT
  • 00:21:41.957 --> 00:21:42.891
  • WAS NOT ABOUT HIM LOOKING ATHIS PAST.
  • 00:21:42.891 --> 00:21:44.292
  • HIS PAST.AND YOU MIGHT THINK THAT WAS SO
  • 00:21:44.292 --> 00:21:45.594
  • AND YOU MIGHT THINK THAT WAS SOSYMBOLIC IN THE LORD, BECAUSE
  • 00:21:45.594 --> 00:21:46.995
  • SYMBOLIC IN THE LORD, BECAUSEIT WAS ALMOST THAT HE NEEDED TO
  • 00:21:46.995 --> 00:21:48.730
  • IT WAS ALMOST THAT HE NEEDED TOBE NOT EVEN PHYSICALLY BLIND,
  • 00:21:48.730 --> 00:21:51.099
  • BE NOT EVEN PHYSICALLY BLIND,BUT ALSO SPIRITUALLY RECOGNIZE
  • 00:21:51.099 --> 00:21:53.034
  • BUT ALSO SPIRITUALLY RECOGNIZETHAT HE'S BEEN BLIND ALL ALONG,
  • 00:21:53.034 --> 00:21:54.236
  • THAT HE'S BEEN BLIND ALL ALONG,SO THAT WHEN HIS EYES ARE
  • 00:21:54.236 --> 00:21:55.904
  • SO THAT WHEN HIS EYES AREOPENED AGAIN, HE WOULD
  • 00:21:55.904 --> 00:21:57.105
  • OPENED AGAIN, HE WOULDUNDERSTAND THAT: I AM NOW
  • 00:21:57.105 --> 00:21:58.740
  • UNDERSTAND THAT: I AM NOWLOOKING AT THE POWER OF THE
  • 00:21:58.740 --> 00:22:01.309
  • LOOKING AT THE POWER OF THEGOSPEL.
  • 00:22:01.309 --> 00:22:01.910
  • GOSPEL.I THOUGHT THAT THE GOSPEL WAS
  • 00:22:01.910 --> 00:22:02.711
  • I THOUGHT THAT THE GOSPEL WASWHAT WAS AGAINST US, BUT NOW I
  • 00:22:02.711 --> 00:22:03.879
  • WHAT WAS AGAINST US, BUT NOW IRECOGNIZE THAT THE GOSPEL IS
  • 00:22:03.879 --> 00:22:05.080
  • RECOGNIZE THAT THE GOSPEL ISWHAT IS FOR US.
  • 00:22:05.080 --> 00:22:06.314
  • WHAT IS FOR US.AND I THINK THAT THAT IS THE
  • 00:22:06.314 --> 00:22:08.316
  • AND I THINK THAT THAT IS THEBEAUTY -- THAT, TO RECOGNIZE
  • 00:22:08.316 --> 00:22:09.151
  • BEAUTY -- THAT, TO RECOGNIZETHAT: YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:22:09.151 --> 00:22:10.719
  • THAT: YOU KNOW WHAT?I WAS LIVING--
  • 00:22:10.719 --> 00:22:11.253
  • I WAS LIVING--WHATEVER I THOUGHT WAS MY
  • 00:22:11.253 --> 00:22:12.421
  • WHATEVER I THOUGHT WAS MYSECURITY BLANKET, WHATEVER I
  • 00:22:12.421 --> 00:22:13.155
  • SECURITY BLANKET, WHATEVER ITHOUGHT WAS THIS SAFETY, I'M
  • 00:22:13.155 --> 00:22:16.057
  • THOUGHT WAS THIS SAFETY, I'MLOOKIN' AT SOMETHING THE WRONG
  • 00:22:16.057 --> 00:22:16.658
  • LOOKIN' AT SOMETHING THE WRONGWAY.
  • 00:22:16.658 --> 00:22:17.225
  • WAY.AND THE WORD OF GOD IS OUR
  • 00:22:17.225 --> 00:22:18.794
  • AND THE WORD OF GOD IS OURULTIMATE MIRROR.
  • 00:22:18.794 --> 00:22:20.295
  • ULTIMATE MIRROR.AND SO, I JUST BELIEVE THAT WE
  • 00:22:20.295 --> 00:22:21.329
  • AND SO, I JUST BELIEVE THAT WEALL NEED TO HAVE-- WE HAVE TO
  • 00:22:21.329 --> 00:22:22.664
  • ALL NEED TO HAVE-- WE HAVE TOGET BACK INTO THE WORD, LOOKING
  • 00:22:22.664 --> 00:22:24.099
  • GET BACK INTO THE WORD, LOOKINGAT: GOD, WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUT
  • 00:22:24.099 --> 00:22:25.367
  • AT: GOD, WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUTME?
  • 00:22:25.367 --> 00:22:26.802
  • ME?WHAT DO-- WHO DO YOU SAY THAT I
  • 00:22:26.802 --> 00:22:27.669
  • WHAT DO-- WHO DO YOU SAY THAT IAM?
  • 00:22:27.669 --> 00:22:29.571
  • AM?I WANNA SEE YOU AND ACKNOWLEDGE
  • 00:22:29.571 --> 00:22:31.406
  • I WANNA SEE YOU AND ACKNOWLEDGETHAT, IN MY IGNORANCE, I WAS
  • 00:22:31.406 --> 00:22:33.275
  • THAT, IN MY IGNORANCE, I WASSPIRITUALLY BLIND!
  • 00:22:33.275 --> 00:22:35.644
  • SPIRITUALLY BLIND!WHEN I LOVE MY COMFORT, WHEN I
  • 00:22:35.644 --> 00:22:37.145
  • WHEN I LOVE MY COMFORT, WHEN ILOVE WHAT IS AGAINST ME, THAT
  • 00:22:37.145 --> 00:22:38.346
  • LOVE WHAT IS AGAINST ME, THATIS SPIRITUAL BLINDNESS, BECAUSE
  • 00:22:38.346 --> 00:22:40.282
  • IS SPIRITUAL BLINDNESS, BECAUSEI HAVE NOT SEEN THE BEAUTY OF
  • 00:22:40.282 --> 00:22:42.951
  • I HAVE NOT SEEN THE BEAUTY OFSALVATION IN JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:22:42.951 --> 00:22:44.186
  • SALVATION IN JESUS CHRIST.AND SO, I JUST WANNA ALSO
  • 00:22:44.186 --> 00:22:46.021
  • AND SO, I JUST WANNA ALSOENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO LOOK AT
  • 00:22:46.021 --> 00:22:47.923
  • ENCOURAGE EVERYONE TO LOOK ATTHE WORD, LOOK AT THE LORD,
  • 00:22:47.923 --> 00:22:49.324
  • THE WORD, LOOK AT THE LORD,LOOK AT WHAT HE HAS PUT IN
  • 00:22:49.324 --> 00:22:50.559
  • LOOK AT WHAT HE HAS PUT INFRONT OF YOU IN HIS WORD.
  • 00:22:50.559 --> 00:22:51.827
  • FRONT OF YOU IN HIS WORD.AND IT'S-- IT'S GONNA BRING
  • 00:22:51.827 --> 00:22:53.195
  • AND IT'S-- IT'S GONNA BRINGSUCH GREAT TRANSFORMATION IN
  • 00:22:53.195 --> 00:22:55.730
  • SUCH GREAT TRANSFORMATION INOUR LIVES.
  • 00:22:55.730 --> 00:22:57.132
  • OUR LIVES.- LISA HARPER: WE REALLY HOPE
  • 00:22:57.132 --> 00:22:57.699
  • - LISA HARPER: WE REALLY HOPETHAT Y'ALL HAVE HEARD, UM,
  • 00:22:57.699 --> 00:22:59.634
  • THAT Y'ALL HAVE HEARD, UM,WHAT WE'VE ALL BEEN SAYING,
  • 00:22:59.634 --> 00:23:00.669
  • WHAT WE'VE ALL BEEN SAYING,AND THAT IS: IF YOU'RE A
  • 00:23:00.669 --> 00:23:02.170
  • AND THAT IS: IF YOU'RE ACHRIST-FOLLOWER, THERE IS NO
  • 00:23:02.170 --> 00:23:04.039
  • CHRIST-FOLLOWER, THERE IS NOSUCH THING AS COMFORTABLE
  • 00:23:04.039 --> 00:23:06.107
  • SUCH THING AS COMFORTABLEBONDAGE.
  • 00:23:06.107 --> 00:23:06.908
  • BONDAGE.GOD DOESN'T WANT YOU TO GET
  • 00:23:06.908 --> 00:23:09.144
  • GOD DOESN'T WANT YOU TO GETSTUCK IN A RUT.
  • 00:23:09.144 --> 00:23:10.545
  • STUCK IN A RUT.AS-- AS LISA ALREADY QUOTED
  • 00:23:10.545 --> 00:23:12.080
  • AS-- AS LISA ALREADY QUOTEDFROM HIS WORD, IT'S FOR FREEDOM
  • 00:23:12.080 --> 00:23:13.381
  • FROM HIS WORD, IT'S FOR FREEDOMTHAT JESUS SET US FREE.
  • 00:23:13.381 --> 00:23:16.351
  • THAT JESUS SET US FREE.SO, LET'S PRAY.
  • 00:23:16.351 --> 00:23:16.918
  • SO, LET'S PRAY.LORD, WE PRAY FOR OUR
  • 00:23:16.918 --> 00:23:17.919
  • LORD, WE PRAY FOR OURFRIENDS WHO FEEL STUCK, RIGHT
  • 00:23:17.919 --> 00:23:18.720
  • FRIENDS WHO FEEL STUCK, RIGHTNOW.
  • 00:23:18.720 --> 00:23:20.288
  • NOW.AND WE PRAY IN THE NAME OF
  • 00:23:20.288 --> 00:23:22.424
  • AND WE PRAY IN THE NAME OFJESUS AND BY THE POWER OF JESUS
  • 00:23:22.424 --> 00:23:23.992
  • JESUS AND BY THE POWER OF JESUSTHAT YOU WOULD GIVE THEM EYES
  • 00:23:23.992 --> 00:23:25.760
  • THAT YOU WOULD GIVE THEM EYESTO SEE WHAT YOU ALREADY
  • 00:23:25.760 --> 00:23:27.429
  • TO SEE WHAT YOU ALREADYACCOMPLISHED ON CALVARY.
  • 00:23:27.429 --> 00:23:29.498
  • ACCOMPLISHED ON CALVARY.LORD, I PRAY THAT WHERE THEY
  • 00:23:29.498 --> 00:23:31.466
  • LORD, I PRAY THAT WHERE THEYHAVE BEEN BLINDED IN THEIR
  • 00:23:31.466 --> 00:23:32.834
  • HAVE BEEN BLINDED IN THEIRBONDAGE, LORD, YOU WOULD GIVE
  • 00:23:32.834 --> 00:23:34.069
  • BONDAGE, LORD, YOU WOULD GIVETHEM FRESH VISION, TODAY, THAT
  • 00:23:34.069 --> 00:23:36.004
  • THEM FRESH VISION, TODAY, THATTHEY WOULD BEGIN TO SEE THAT
  • 00:23:36.004 --> 00:23:38.240
  • THEY WOULD BEGIN TO SEE THATYOU HAVE SO MUCH MORE FOR THEM;
  • 00:23:38.240 --> 00:23:39.274
  • YOU HAVE SO MUCH MORE FOR THEM;THAT NO LONGER ARE THEY
  • 00:23:39.274 --> 00:23:40.509
  • THAT NO LONGER ARE THEYFORSAKEN, BUT THEY ARE FREE.
  • 00:23:40.509 --> 00:23:42.310
  • FORSAKEN, BUT THEY ARE FREE.THEY ARE YOUR SONS AND
  • 00:23:42.310 --> 00:23:43.945
  • THEY ARE YOUR SONS ANDDAUGHTERS, SO, LORD GIVE THEM
  • 00:23:43.945 --> 00:23:46.348
  • DAUGHTERS, SO, LORD GIVE THEMGRACE TO STEP INTO THE NEWNESS
  • 00:23:46.348 --> 00:23:47.349
  • GRACE TO STEP INTO THE NEWNESSOF WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN THEIR
  • 00:23:47.349 --> 00:23:48.149
  • OF WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN THEIRLIVES.
  • 00:23:48.149 --> 00:23:49.384
  • LIVES.THANK YOU, THANK YOU, JESUS,
  • 00:23:49.384 --> 00:23:51.386
  • THANK YOU, THANK YOU, JESUS,THAT YOU LOVE US TOO MUCH TO
  • 00:23:51.386 --> 00:23:53.455
  • THAT YOU LOVE US TOO MUCH TOLEAVE US STUCK -- EVEN IN PITS
  • 00:23:53.455 --> 00:23:54.723
  • LEAVE US STUCK -- EVEN IN PITSWE'VE DUG OURSELVES.
  • 00:23:54.723 --> 00:23:56.758
  • WE'VE DUG OURSELVES.WE LOVE YOU, WE TRUST YOU, WE
  • 00:23:56.758 --> 00:23:57.792
  • WE LOVE YOU, WE TRUST YOU, WENEED YOU, JESUS.
  • 00:23:57.792 --> 00:24:00.295
  • NEED YOU, JESUS.AMEN.
  • 00:24:00.295 --> 00:24:01.162
  • AMEN.- LAURIE: I LOVE IT.
  • 00:24:01.162 --> 00:24:02.898
  • WE ALL HAVE THE CHOICE TO
  • 00:24:04.633 --> 00:24:06.201
  • WE ALL HAVE THE CHOICE TOCHANGE AND GOD IS ALWAYS THERE.
  • 00:24:06.201 --> 00:24:08.236
  • CHANGE AND GOD IS ALWAYS THERE.YOU KNOW, I-- I LOVE THE STORY
  • 00:24:08.236 --> 00:24:11.940
  • YOU KNOW, I-- I LOVE THE STORYOF WHEN THE ADULTERESS WOMAN
  • 00:24:11.940 --> 00:24:14.743
  • AND, UM...JESUS SAID TO HER, HE
  • 00:24:16.545 --> 00:24:17.479
  • AND, UM...JESUS SAID TO HER, HESAID, "WHERE ARE YOUR
  • 00:24:17.479 --> 00:24:18.280
  • SAID, "WHERE ARE YOURACCUSERS?"
  • 00:24:18.280 --> 00:24:19.881
  • ACCUSERS?"AND THEN, HE SAID, "GO AND SIN
  • 00:24:19.881 --> 00:24:21.883
  • AND THEN, HE SAID, "GO AND SINNO MORE."
  • 00:24:21.883 --> 00:24:22.617
  • NO MORE."AND I LOVE THAT STORY BECAUSE
  • 00:24:22.617 --> 00:24:26.021
  • AND I LOVE THAT STORY BECAUSEGOD NEVER TELLS US TO DO
  • 00:24:26.021 --> 00:24:27.355
  • GOD NEVER TELLS US TO DOSOMETHING THAT HE DOESN'T GIVE
  • 00:24:27.355 --> 00:24:30.258
  • SO, WE HAVE A CHOICE.
  • 00:24:32.294 --> 00:24:33.395
  • SO, WE HAVE A CHOICE.WE CAN CHANGE, BECAUSE GOD
  • 00:24:33.395 --> 00:24:34.296
  • WE CAN CHANGE, BECAUSE GODGIVES US THAT ABILITY TO
  • 00:24:34.296 --> 00:24:36.631
  • GIVES US THAT ABILITY TOCHANGE, AND, UM...AND TO GROW.
  • 00:24:36.631 --> 00:24:38.166
  • CHANGE, AND, UM...AND TO GROW.AND THAT'S WHAT I PRAY FOR
  • 00:24:38.166 --> 00:24:39.768
  • AND THAT'S WHAT I PRAY FOREVERY ONE OF YOU WATCHING --
  • 00:24:39.768 --> 00:24:40.769
  • EVERY ONE OF YOU WATCHING --THAT, THROUGH ALL THESE
  • 00:24:40.769 --> 00:24:41.803
  • THAT, THROUGH ALL THESEDIFFICULT THINGS THAT
  • 00:24:41.803 --> 00:24:42.504
  • DIFFICULT THINGS THATEVERYONE'S WALKING THROUGH --
  • 00:24:42.504 --> 00:24:44.205
  • EVERYONE'S WALKING THROUGH --THAT YOU LEARN TO CHANGE AND
  • 00:24:44.205 --> 00:24:46.007
  • THAT YOU LEARN TO CHANGE ANDGROW AND GET STRONGER AND
  • 00:24:46.007 --> 00:24:48.043
  • 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS FOR
  • 00:24:49.210 --> 00:24:49.744
  • 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT HE WANTS FORYOU.
  • 00:24:49.744 --> 00:24:50.412
  • YOU.OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
  • 00:24:50.412 --> 00:24:51.446
  • OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
  • 00:24:51.446 --> 00:24:52.480
  • IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
  • 00:24:52.480 --> 00:24:53.315
  • YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA AND LET US KNOW WE
  • 00:24:53.315 --> 00:24:54.616
  • SOCIAL MEDIA AND LET US KNOW WECAN PRAY FOR YOU.
  • 00:24:54.616 --> 00:24:56.351
  • CAN PRAY FOR YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US, TODAY.
  • 00:24:56.351 --> 00:24:57.852
  • THANKS FOR JOINING US, TODAY.YOU KNOW, WE CAN OVERCOME ANY
  • 00:24:57.852 --> 00:24:58.920
  • YOU KNOW, WE CAN OVERCOME ANYSTRONGHOLD, BECAUSE WE BELONG
  • 00:24:58.920 --> 00:25:01.122
  • STRONGHOLD, BECAUSE WE BELONGTO JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:25:01.122 --> 00:25:03.358
  • TO JESUS CHRIST.HIS DEATH ON THE CROSS GAVE US
  • 00:25:03.358 --> 00:25:04.960
  • HIS DEATH ON THE CROSS GAVE USVICTORY.
  • 00:25:04.960 --> 00:25:06.161
  • VICTORY.SO, HOW DO WE WALK IN THAT
  • 00:25:06.161 --> 00:25:07.095
  • SO, HOW DO WE WALK IN THATCONFIDENCE AND STAY FOCUSED ON
  • 00:25:07.095 --> 00:25:08.129
  • CONFIDENCE AND STAY FOCUSED ONGOD?
  • 00:25:08.129 --> 00:25:09.564
  • GOD?THAT'S WHAT WE'RE GONNA BE
  • 00:25:09.564 --> 00:25:10.732
  • THAT'S WHAT WE'RE GONNA BETALKING ABOUT TOMORROW.
  • 00:25:10.732 --> 00:25:12.000
  • TALKING ABOUT TOMORROW.YOU DON'T WANNA MISS IT.
  • 00:25:12.000 --> 00:25:12.801
  • YOU DON'T WANNA MISS IT.WE'LL SEE YOU, THEN.
  • 00:25:12.801 --> 00:25:15.270
  • WE'LL SEE YOU, THEN.BYE-BYE.
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