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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

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October 20, 2020
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Better Together LIVE | Episode 127

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  • - LAURIE: COMPARISON IS A
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  • - LAURIE: COMPARISON IS ADANGEROUS CYCLE.
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  • DANGEROUS CYCLE.WISHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE'S
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  • WISHING FOR SOMEONE ELSE'SLIFE CAN LEAD TO ENVY AND
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  • LIFE CAN LEAD TO ENVY ANDROB OUR JOY.
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  • ROB OUR JOY.TODAY WE'RE CONFRONTING
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  • TODAY WE'RE CONFRONTINGJEALOUSY WITH GOD'S TRUTH.
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  • JEALOUSY WITH GOD'S TRUTH.COME ON, JOIN US.
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  • COME ON, JOIN US.♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪♪ MUSIC ♪
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  • ♪ MUSIC ♪- ANITA: LISTEN, I LOVE BEING
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  • - ANITA: LISTEN, I LOVE BEINGA MOM.
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  • A MOM.AND MY KIDS, THEY'RE ALL
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  • AND MY KIDS, THEY'RE ALLGROWN UP NOW.
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  • GROWN UP NOW.BUT WHEN MY DAUGHTER WAS
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  • BUT WHEN MY DAUGHTER WASABOUT 18 MONTHS OLD, I WAS
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  • ABOUT 18 MONTHS OLD, I WASENGAGED IN AN EPIC BATTLE
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  • ENGAGED IN AN EPIC BATTLEWITH CHEESECAKE.
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  • WITH CHEESECAKE.ME AND CHEESECAKE WERE
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  • ME AND CHEESECAKE WEREHAVING IT OUT.
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  • HAVING IT OUT.BECAUSE I WAS STILL TRYING
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  • BECAUSE I WAS STILL TRYINGTO LOSE THOSE EXTRA FEW
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  • TO LOSE THOSE EXTRA FEWBABY POUNDS THAT I WAS NOT
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  • BABY POUNDS THAT I WAS NOTHAPPY WITH PERSONALLY.
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  • HAPPY WITH PERSONALLY.AND, MAN, CHEESECAKE WAS
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  • AND, MAN, CHEESECAKE WASWINNING.
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  • WINNING.SO I CAME HOME ONE DAY
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  • SO I CAME HOME ONE DAYFROM THE GROCERY STORE.
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  • FROM THE GROCERY STORE.THERE WAS A MAGAZINE ON
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  • THERE WAS A MAGAZINE ONTHE COUNTER.
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  • THE COUNTER.AND IT HAD A FAMOUS
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  • AND IT HAD A FAMOUSACTRESS ON THE COVER WHO
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  • ACTRESS ON THE COVER WHOHAD RECENTLY LOST A
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  • HAD RECENTLY LOST ATREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF
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  • TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OFWEIGHT AND SHE WAS WEARING
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  • WEIGHT AND SHE WAS WEARINGTHIS GORGEOUS BLUE DRESS
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  • THIS GORGEOUS BLUE DRESSIN MY FAVORITE COLOR.
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  • IN MY FAVORITE COLOR.I USUALLY LOVE THIS
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  • I USUALLY LOVE THISACTRESS, BUT WHEN I SAW
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  • ACTRESS, BUT WHEN I SAWHER SLIM AND TRIM IN MY
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  • HER SLIM AND TRIM IN MYFAVORITE COLOR DRESS ON
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  • FAVORITE COLOR DRESS ONTHAT MAGAZINE COVER, I GOT
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  • THAT MAGAZINE COVER, I GOTMAD.
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  • MAD.IT WAS LIKE GRR.
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  • IT WAS LIKE GRR.I WAS SO FRUSTRATED.
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  • I WAS SO FRUSTRATED.AND I THOUGHT, OH, WELL,
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  • AND I THOUGHT, OH, WELL,EASY FOR HER, SHE HAS
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  • EASY FOR HER, SHE HASCHEFS AND SHE HAS
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  • CHEFS AND SHE HASPERSONAL TRAINERS AND
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  • PERSONAL TRAINERS ANDSHE'S RICH.
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  • SHE'S RICH.SO SHE HAS ALL THIS TIME
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  • SO SHE HAS ALL THIS TIMEAND I WAS COMING UP WITH
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  • AND I WAS COMING UP WITHALL THESE REASONS WHY SHE
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  • ALL THESE REASONS WHY SHEWAS ABLE TO DO IT WHEN I
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  • WAS ABLE TO DO IT WHEN IWASN'T.
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  • WASN'T.I WAS LIKE SUPER ANGRY.
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  • I WAS LIKE SUPER ANGRY.AND THAT LITTLE VOICE IN
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  • AND THAT LITTLE VOICE INMY HEAD THAT WATCHES ME
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  • MY HEAD THAT WATCHES MEAND CALLS ME OUT WHEN I DO
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  • AND CALLS ME OUT WHEN I DOSTUPID STUFF SAID, ANITA,
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  • STUPID STUFF SAID, ANITA,WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITH
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  • WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM WITHHER?
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  • HER?YOU LOVE HER.
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  • YOU LOVE HER.I HAD TO SLOW DOWN AND
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  • I HAD TO SLOW DOWN ANDSAY, YEAH, WHAT'S GOING
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  • SAY, YEAH, WHAT'S GOINGON?
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  • ON?AND I REALIZED THAT WHAT
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  • AND I REALIZED THAT WHATFELT LIKE ONE OF THE FIRST
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  • FELT LIKE ONE OF THE FIRSTTIMES IN MY LIFE I WAS
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  • TIMES IN MY LIFE I WASENVIOUS OF HER AND THAT
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  • ENVIOUS OF HER AND THATWAS SO UNLIKE ME.
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  • WAS SO UNLIKE ME.AND I REALLY JUST HAD TO
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  • AND I REALLY JUST HAD TOSIT IN THAT MOMENT.
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  • SIT IN THAT MOMENT.I DIDN'T RUSH THROUGH IT.
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  • I DIDN'T RUSH THROUGH IT.I SAT IN THAT MOMENT TO
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  • I SAT IN THAT MOMENT TOGET IN TOUCH WITH WHAT IS
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  • GET IN TOUCH WITH WHAT ISREALLY BOTHERING YOU.
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  • REALLY BOTHERING YOU.AND THE ANSWER WAS, THAT I
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  • AND THE ANSWER WAS, THAT IHAD BEEN STRUGGLING FOR
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  • HAD BEEN STRUGGLING FORAWHILE WITH THAT BATTLE
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  • AWHILE WITH THAT BATTLEAND I FELT LIKE I WAS
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  • AND I FELT LIKE I WASLOSING.
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  • LOSING.AND I GOT ANGRY WHEN IT
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  • AND I GOT ANGRY WHEN ITLOOKED LIKE SOMEONE ELSE
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  • LOOKED LIKE SOMEONE ELSEWAS WINNING BECAUSE IT
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  • WAS WINNING BECAUSE ITSAID TO ME THAT I DON'T
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  • SAID TO ME THAT I DON'THAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GET
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  • HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO GETDONE.
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  • DONE.AND THAT IS WHAT ENVY
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  • AND THAT IS WHAT ENVYREALLY OFTEN COMES DOWN
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  • REALLY OFTEN COMES DOWNTO.
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  • TO.ENVY IS DIFFERENT THAN
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  • ENVY IS DIFFERENT THANJEALOUSY.
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  • JEALOUSY.ENVY HAPPENS BETWEEN TWO
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  • ENVY HAPPENS BETWEEN TWOPEOPLE.
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  • PEOPLE.IT'S LIKE I WANT WHAT YOU
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  • IT'S LIKE I WANT WHAT YOUHAVE AND WHY DON'T I HAVE
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  • HAVE AND WHY DON'T I HAVEIT?
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  • IT?WHICH IS A LITTLE
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  • WHICH IS A LITTLEDIFFERENT THAN JEALOUSY
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  • DIFFERENT THAN JEALOUSYWHICH IS BEING CONCERNED
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  • WHICH IS BEING CONCERNEDABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING
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  • ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENINGBETWEEN TWO OTHER PEOPLE.
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  • BETWEEN TWO OTHER PEOPLE.SO THAT PUT THREE PEOPLE
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  • SO THAT PUT THREE PEOPLEIN THE LOOP.
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  • IN THE LOOP.BUT ENVY IS ABOUT, I WANT
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  • BUT ENVY IS ABOUT, I WANTTHE SAME THING YOU HAVE
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  • THE SAME THING YOU HAVEAND WHY DON'T I HAVE IT?
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  • AND WHY DON'T I HAVE IT?AND IT EITHER MEANS
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  • AND IT EITHER MEANSBECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL IN
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  • BECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL INSOME WAY THAT I'M NOT OR I
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  • SOME WAY THAT I'M NOT OR IAM LACKING SOMETHING.
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  • AM LACKING SOMETHING.AND WE CAN GET SO CAUGHT
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  • AND WE CAN GET SO CAUGHTUP IN THAT.
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  • UP IN THAT.SO I SAT THERE AND
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  • SO I SAT THERE ANDTRANSFORMED THAT ENVY INTO
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  • TRANSFORMED THAT ENVY INTOACTION.
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  • ACTION.I GOT HONEST WITH MYSELF
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  • I GOT HONEST WITH MYSELFABOUT WHY I WASN'T MEETING
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  • ABOUT WHY I WASN'T MEETINGMY GOALS AND CHALLENGED
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  • MY GOALS AND CHALLENGEDMYSELF TO EITHER CHANGE MY
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  • MYSELF TO EITHER CHANGE MYGOAL OR STEP UP TO THE
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  • GOAL OR STEP UP TO THEPLATE AND DO WHAT I NEEDED
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  • PLATE AND DO WHAT I NEEDEDTO DO TO MEET MY GOAL.
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  • TO DO TO MEET MY GOAL.SO FOR ME IT WAS ABOUT
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  • SO FOR ME IT WAS ABOUTBECOMING ACCOUNTABLE TO
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  • BECOMING ACCOUNTABLE TOMYSELF AND TRANSFORMING
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  • MYSELF AND TRANSFORMINGTHAT INTO ACTION SO I
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  • THAT INTO ACTION SO IWASN'T CONCERNED ABOUT
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  • WASN'T CONCERNED ABOUTSOMEONE ELSE.
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  • SOMEONE ELSE.AND IF YOU ARE
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  • AND IF YOU AREEXPERIENCING AN EMOTION
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  • EXPERIENCING AN EMOTIONLIKE THAT, IT'S REALLY
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  • LIKE THAT, IT'S REALLYIMPORTANT FOR YOU TO FIND
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  • IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO FINDTHE ROOT IF YOU'RE GONNA
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  • THE ROOT IF YOU'RE GONNATRANSFORM IT INTO ACTION
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  • TRANSFORM IT INTO ACTIONOR CONTENTMENT OR JOY OR
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  • OR CONTENTMENT OR JOY ORPEACE, BUT FIRST YOU HAVE
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  • PEACE, BUT FIRST YOU HAVETO KNOW WHAT YOU'RE
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  • TO KNOW WHAT YOU'REDEALING WITH.
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  • DEALING WITH.SO I'M WONDERING TODAY
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  • SO I'M WONDERING TODAYWHAT SOME OF YOU OTHER
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  • WHAT SOME OF YOU OTHERLADIES ARE THINKING AS YOU
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  • LADIES ARE THINKING AS YOUHEAR ME TELL THAT STORY.
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  • HEAR ME TELL THAT STORY.LAURIE OR PRISCILLA, HAVE
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  • LAURIE OR PRISCILLA, HAVEYOU EVER HAD AN EXPERIENCE
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  • YOU EVER HAD AN EXPERIENCEWHERE YOU REALLY WANTED
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  • WHERE YOU REALLY WANTEDSOMETHING THAT SOMEBODY
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  • SOMETHING THAT SOMEBODYELSE HAD AND YOU DID
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  • ELSE HAD AND YOU DIDSOMETHING ABOUT IT?
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  • SOMETHING ABOUT IT?- PRISCILLA: DO YOU WANT
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  • - PRISCILLA: DO YOU WANTTO JUST KNOW THE
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  • TO JUST KNOW THEEXPERIENCE FROM TODAY?
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  • EXPERIENCE FROM TODAY?OR DO YOU WANT US TO GO
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  • OR DO YOU WANT US TO GOBACK SEVERAL WEEKS OR
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  • BACK SEVERAL WEEKS ORWHAT?
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  • WHAT?(LAUGHTER)
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  • (LAUGHTER)BECAUSE WHAT I LOVE SO
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  • BECAUSE WHAT I LOVE SOMUCH IS THAT YOU
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  • MUCH IS THAT YOUACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THAT
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  • ACKNOWLEDGE THE FACT THATALL OF US ARE GONNA
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  • ALL OF US ARE GONNASTRUGGLE WITH THIS,
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  • STRUGGLE WITH THIS,PARTICULARLY IN OUR
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  • PARTICULARLY IN OURSOCIETY RIGHT NOW BECAUSE
  • 00:03:58.027 --> 00:03:59.395
  • SOCIETY RIGHT NOW BECAUSEEVERYTHING, WE ARE
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  • EVERYTHING, WE AREINUNDATED WITH IMAGES FROM
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  • INUNDATED WITH IMAGES FROMOTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES.
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  • OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES.AND WE GET THE FINISHED
  • 00:04:03.933 --> 00:04:05.335
  • AND WE GET THE FINISHEDPRODUCT OR THE STAGED
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  • PRODUCT OR THE STAGEDPRODUCT OF WHATEVER THEIR
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  • PRODUCT OF WHATEVER THEIRTRANSFORMATION HAS BEEN.
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  • TRANSFORMATION HAS BEEN.SO THEY'VE STAGED IT,
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  • SO THEY'VE STAGED IT,THEY'VE LIT IT, IT'S A
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  • THEY'VE LIT IT, IT'S APERFECT SELFIE OF IT AND
  • 00:04:14.210 --> 00:04:15.545
  • PERFECT SELFIE OF IT ANDWE SEE THAT AND WE DON'T
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  • WE SEE THAT AND WE DON'TGET TO SEE THE SWEAT THEY
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  • GET TO SEE THE SWEAT THEYHAD TO PUT IN.
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  • HAD TO PUT IN.THE LONG NIGHTS, THE TEARS
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  • THE LONG NIGHTS, THE TEARSTHEY CRIED.
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  • THEY CRIED.THE ANGST OF IT.
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  • THE ANGST OF IT.SO WE'RE MEASURING THEIR
  • 00:04:22.151 --> 00:04:23.753
  • SO WE'RE MEASURING THEIREND PRODUCT AGAINST OUR
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  • END PRODUCT AGAINST OURJOURNEY AND THE DIFFICULTY
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  • JOURNEY AND THE DIFFICULTYWE KNOW WE FACE.
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  • WE KNOW WE FACE.AND THEREIN LIES WITH ALL
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  • AND THEREIN LIES WITH ALLTHE JOY BENEFIT OF SOCIAL
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  • THE JOY BENEFIT OF SOCIALMEDIA, THEREIN LIES WHAT
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  • MEDIA, THEREIN LIES WHATIS PART-- WHAT CAN BE THE
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  • IS PART-- WHAT CAN BE THETOXICITY OF IT IS THAT WE
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  • TOXICITY OF IT IS THAT WEARE INUNDATED WITH THE END
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  • ARE INUNDATED WITH THE ENDRESULTS OF EVERYBODY
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  • RESULTS OF EVERYBODYELSE'S STORY.
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  • ELSE'S STORY.AND SO, I HAVE DEFINITELY
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  • AND SO, I HAVE DEFINITELYNOTICED THIS IN MYSELF.
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  • NOTICED THIS IN MYSELF.I LOVE WHEN YOU MENTIONED,
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  • I LOVE WHEN YOU MENTIONED,DR. ANITA, THE LITTLE
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  • DR. ANITA, THE LITTLEVOICE THAT SAYS TO YOU
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  • VOICE THAT SAYS TO YOUWHEN YOU'RE DOING STUPID
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  • WHEN YOU'RE DOING STUPIDSTUFF AND JUST STOPPING
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  • STUFF AND JUST STOPPINGFOR A MINUTE TO
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  • FOR A MINUTE TOACKNOWLEDGE THE STUPIDITY
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  • ACKNOWLEDGE THE STUPIDITYOF LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S
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  • OF LOOKING AT SOMEONE'SEND RESULT AND THEN TRYING
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  • END RESULT AND THEN TRYINGTO COMPARE MYSELF AND
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  • TO COMPARE MYSELF ANDMEASURE MYSELF AND LONGING
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  • MEASURE MYSELF AND LONGINGFOR WHAT THEY HAVE WITHOUT
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  • FOR WHAT THEY HAVE WITHOUTKNOWING THE FULL STORY.
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  • KNOWING THE FULL STORY.I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY
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  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEYWENT THROUGH TO GET THAT.
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  • WENT THROUGH TO GET THAT.HERE'S SOMETHING THAT I
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  • HERE'S SOMETHING THAT IHAVE BEEN CHALLENGING
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  • HAVE BEEN CHALLENGINGMYSELF TO DO EVERY SINGLE
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  • MYSELF TO DO EVERY SINGLETIME THAT HAPPENS, I'VE
  • 00:05:14.637 --> 00:05:17.407
  • TIME THAT HAPPENS, I'VEBEEN CHALLENGING MYSELF TO
  • 00:05:17.407 --> 00:05:19.041
  • BEEN CHALLENGING MYSELF TOOVERTLY AND SPECIFICALLY
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  • OVERTLY AND SPECIFICALLYPRACTICALLY BLESS THAT
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  • PRACTICALLY BLESS THATPERSON.
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  • PERSON.SO, MOST OF THE TIME, A
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  • SO, MOST OF THE TIME, ALOT OF TIMES ITS PEOPLE WE
  • 00:05:25.882 --> 00:05:26.449
  • LOT OF TIMES ITS PEOPLE WEDON'T EVEN KNOW.
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  • DON'T EVEN KNOW.SO WHAT I'LL DO IS, I WILL
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  • SO WHAT I'LL DO IS, I WILLLITERALLY WRITE THEIR NAME
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  • LITERALLY WRITE THEIR NAMEDOWN AND PRAY FOR THAT
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  • DOWN AND PRAY FOR THATPERSON IMMEDIATELY AND ASK
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  • PERSON IMMEDIATELY AND ASKTHE LORD TO INCREASE THEIR
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  • THE LORD TO INCREASE THEIRTERRITORY AND TO SHINE HIS
  • 00:05:36.359 --> 00:05:38.394
  • TERRITORY AND TO SHINE HISFAVOR AND HIS FACE ON THEM
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  • FAVOR AND HIS FACE ON THEMTO GIVE THEM AN EXPLOSION
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  • TO GIVE THEM AN EXPLOSIONOF HIS PRESENCE AND POWER
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  • OF HIS PRESENCE AND POWERAND PEACE IN THEIR LIFE
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  • AND PEACE IN THEIR LIFEAND WHATEVER THAT PERSON
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  • AND WHATEVER THAT PERSONIS STRIVING TOWARDS, TO
  • 00:05:45.234 --> 00:05:47.303
  • IS STRIVING TOWARDS, TOGIVE IT TO THEM IN SPADES
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  • GIVE IT TO THEM IN SPADESFULL AND JUST BLESS 'EM
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  • FULL AND JUST BLESS 'EMBIG AND IN THAT WAY, IT
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  • BIG AND IN THAT WAY, ITSORT OF REDIRECTS ALL OF
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  • SORT OF REDIRECTS ALL OFTHAT NEGATIVE ENERGY INTO
  • 00:05:52.842 --> 00:05:55.044
  • THAT NEGATIVE ENERGY INTOSOMETHING THEN THAT THE
  • 00:05:55.044 --> 00:05:56.179
  • SOMETHING THEN THAT THELORD CAN BE USED BY THE
  • 00:05:56.179 --> 00:05:57.880
  • LORD CAN BE USED BY THELORD TO BE A BLESSING TO
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  • LORD TO BE A BLESSING TOTHAT PERSON.
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  • THAT PERSON.AND IT HELPS ME REORIENT
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  • AND IT HELPS ME REORIENTMY PERSPECTIVE AT THE
  • 00:06:01.818 --> 00:06:02.985
  • MY PERSPECTIVE AT THEEXACT SAME TIME.
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  • EXACT SAME TIME.I APPRECIATE YOU
  • 00:06:04.420 --> 00:06:06.889
  • I APPRECIATE YOUACKNOWLEDGING THAT WE ALL
  • 00:06:06.889 --> 00:06:08.024
  • ACKNOWLEDGING THAT WE ALLHAVE A TENDENCY TO PUT
  • 00:06:08.024 --> 00:06:09.325
  • HAVE A TENDENCY TO PUTOTHER PEOPLE UP ON
  • 00:06:09.325 --> 00:06:10.126
  • OTHER PEOPLE UP ONPEDESTALS.
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  • PEDESTALS.PEOPLE HAVE A TENDENCY TO
  • 00:06:12.261 --> 00:06:13.963
  • PEOPLE HAVE A TENDENCY TODO IT TO US BECAUSE THEY
  • 00:06:13.963 --> 00:06:16.365
  • DO IT TO US BECAUSE THEYARE SEEING US ON A SCREEN
  • 00:06:16.365 --> 00:06:17.099
  • ARE SEEING US ON A SCREENSO IT WILL HAPPEN TO US.
  • 00:06:17.099 --> 00:06:17.934
  • SO IT WILL HAPPEN TO US.WHEN WE SEE PEOPLE ON A
  • 00:06:17.934 --> 00:06:20.369
  • WHEN WE SEE PEOPLE ON ASCREEN OR AT A DISTANCE WE DO
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  • SCREEN OR AT A DISTANCE WE DOIT TO THEM.
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  • IT TO THEM.AND REALLY, WE JUST NEED
  • 00:06:22.605 --> 00:06:23.639
  • AND REALLY, WE JUST NEEDTO ASK EACH OTHER, JUST,
  • 00:06:23.639 --> 00:06:25.141
  • TO ASK EACH OTHER, JUST,HERE, HOLD MY PURSE WHILE
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  • HERE, HOLD MY PURSE WHILEI CLIMB DOWN OFF THAT
  • 00:06:25.641 --> 00:06:27.410
  • I CLIMB DOWN OFF THATPEDESTAL AND YOU SEE MY
  • 00:06:27.410 --> 00:06:28.511
  • PEDESTAL AND YOU SEE MYLIFE IS JUST AS REAL AS
  • 00:06:28.511 --> 00:06:30.713
  • LIFE IS JUST AS REAL ASYOURS.
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  • YOURS.AND SO EVERY TIME WE FEEL
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  • AND SO EVERY TIME WE FEELTHAT WE HAVE TO REMIND
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  • THAT WE HAVE TO REMINDOURSELVES THAT THEY'RE
  • 00:06:34.183 --> 00:06:35.418
  • OURSELVES THAT THEY'REHUMAN JUST LIKE US.
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  • HUMAN JUST LIKE US.SO LET'S BLESS 'EM AND ASK
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  • SO LET'S BLESS 'EM AND ASKGOD'S FAVOR TO BE ON 'EM
  • 00:06:38.688 --> 00:06:40.590
  • GOD'S FAVOR TO BE ON 'EMAND SORT OF TRANSLATE SOME
  • 00:06:40.590 --> 00:06:42.859
  • AND SORT OF TRANSLATE SOMEOF THAT NEGATIVE ENVIOUS
  • 00:06:42.859 --> 00:06:43.993
  • OF THAT NEGATIVE ENVIOUSENERGY INTO SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:06:43.993 --> 00:06:45.261
  • ENERGY INTO SOMETHING THATCAN BE USED BY THE
  • 00:06:45.261 --> 00:06:46.362
  • CAN BE USED BY THEHOLY SPIRIT TO BE A
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  • HOLY SPIRIT TO BE ABLESSING TO THOSE PEOPLE.
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  • BLESSING TO THOSE PEOPLE.THAT HELPS ME.
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  • THAT HELPS ME.- NATALIE: PRISCILLA, YOU
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  • - NATALIE: PRISCILLA, YOUARE MORE MATURE THAN I AM.
  • 00:06:52.335 --> 00:06:55.905
  • ARE MORE MATURE THAN I AM.BECAUSE I WANT TO BE ABLE
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  • BECAUSE I WANT TO BE ABLETO PRAY THOSE THINGS.
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  • TO PRAY THOSE THINGS.I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAY
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  • I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SAYBLESS THEM BIG AND
  • 00:06:59.709 --> 00:07:01.477
  • BLESS THEM BIG ANDINCREASE THEIR TERRITORY
  • 00:07:01.477 --> 00:07:02.812
  • INCREASE THEIR TERRITORYBUT I'M TOO BUSY GOING,
  • 00:07:02.812 --> 00:07:04.213
  • BUT I'M TOO BUSY GOING,PLEASE STOP BLESSING THEM.
  • 00:07:04.213 --> 00:07:05.982
  • PLEASE STOP BLESSING THEM.PLEASE, PLEASE STOP
  • 00:07:05.982 --> 00:07:08.484
  • PLEASE, PLEASE STOPBLESSING THEM.
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  • BLESSING THEM.(LAUGHTER)
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  • (LAUGHTER)- PRISCILLA: I HAVE TO
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  • - PRISCILLA: I HAVE TOMAKE MYSELF DO IT,
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  • MAKE MYSELF DO IT,NATALIE.
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  • NATALIE.NOW, TO BE CLEAR, NATALIE,
  • 00:07:11.621 --> 00:07:12.188
  • NOW, TO BE CLEAR, NATALIE,I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF DO
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  • I HAVE TO MAKE MYSELF DOIT.
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  • IT.(LAUGHTER)
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  • (LAUGHTER)- NATALIE: OH, MY
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  • - NATALIE: OH, MYGOODNESS, RIGHT?
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  • GOODNESS, RIGHT?AND IT'S SO SO HARD AND
  • 00:07:17.927 --> 00:07:19.262
  • AND IT'S SO SO HARD ANDSOME DAYS IT'S EASIER TO
  • 00:07:19.262 --> 00:07:20.229
  • SOME DAYS IT'S EASIER TODO THAT THAN OTHERS.
  • 00:07:20.229 --> 00:07:21.964
  • DO THAT THAN OTHERS.AND IF I'M HONEST, I THINK
  • 00:07:21.964 --> 00:07:24.000
  • AND IF I'M HONEST, I THINKTHAT MY STRUGGLE-- LISTEN,
  • 00:07:24.000 --> 00:07:28.404
  • THAT MY STRUGGLE-- LISTEN,WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH THIS
  • 00:07:28.404 --> 00:07:29.272
  • WE ALL STRUGGLE WITH THISIN DIFFERENT WAYS AND SOME
  • 00:07:29.272 --> 00:07:30.072
  • IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND SOMEPEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH IT ON
  • 00:07:30.072 --> 00:07:30.573
  • PEOPLE STRUGGLE WITH IT ONINSTAGRAM.
  • 00:07:30.573 --> 00:07:32.008
  • INSTAGRAM.THEY ARE LOOKING AT
  • 00:07:32.008 --> 00:07:33.175
  • THEY ARE LOOKING ATSOMEBODY ELSE'S LIFE AND
  • 00:07:33.175 --> 00:07:34.644
  • SOMEBODY ELSE'S LIFE ANDTHAT'S NOT AS MUCH MY
  • 00:07:34.644 --> 00:07:36.178
  • THAT'S NOT AS MUCH MYSTRUGGLE BECAUSE I LOVE
  • 00:07:36.178 --> 00:07:37.780
  • STRUGGLE BECAUSE I LOVETHE UNFOLLOW BUTTON.
  • 00:07:37.780 --> 00:07:38.948
  • THE UNFOLLOW BUTTON.I CLICK UNFOLLOW AND THEN
  • 00:07:38.948 --> 00:07:39.815
  • I CLICK UNFOLLOW AND THENI DON'T HAVE TO SEE IT
  • 00:07:39.815 --> 00:07:41.317
  • I DON'T HAVE TO SEE ITANYMORE.
  • 00:07:41.317 --> 00:07:43.586
  • ANYMORE.BUT, FOR ME, IT'S MORE OF
  • 00:07:43.586 --> 00:07:45.721
  • BUT, FOR ME, IT'S MORE OFA STRUGGLE WHEN I BECOME A
  • 00:07:45.721 --> 00:07:47.056
  • A STRUGGLE WHEN I BECOME ALITTLE BIT SELF-RIGHTEOUS
  • 00:07:47.056 --> 00:07:48.858
  • LITTLE BIT SELF-RIGHTEOUSLIKE, WHY IS THAT PERSON
  • 00:07:48.858 --> 00:07:50.226
  • LIKE, WHY IS THAT PERSONSUCCEEDING?
  • 00:07:50.226 --> 00:07:50.793
  • SUCCEEDING?I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT
  • 00:07:50.793 --> 00:07:53.863
  • I DON'T UNDERSTAND ITBECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THE
  • 00:07:53.863 --> 00:07:55.231
  • BECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THEREAL STUFF OF THEIR LIFE
  • 00:07:55.231 --> 00:07:56.566
  • REAL STUFF OF THEIR LIFEAND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY
  • 00:07:56.566 --> 00:08:00.503
  • AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHYGOD SEEMS TO BE BLESSING
  • 00:08:00.503 --> 00:08:01.070
  • GOD SEEMS TO BE BLESSINGTHEM WHEN THEY REALLY
  • 00:08:01.070 --> 00:08:01.704
  • THEM WHEN THEY REALLYDON'T DESERVE THAT
  • 00:08:01.704 --> 00:08:02.939
  • DON'T DESERVE THATBLESSING.
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  • BLESSING.BECAUSE, DID YOU KNOW--
  • 00:08:03.806 --> 00:08:05.575
  • BECAUSE, DID YOU KNOW--AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN
  • 00:08:05.575 --> 00:08:06.309
  • AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDENYOU EVEN FIND YOURSELF IN
  • 00:08:06.309 --> 00:08:08.044
  • YOU EVEN FIND YOURSELF INCONVERSATIONS THAT ARE
  • 00:08:08.044 --> 00:08:09.145
  • CONVERSATIONS THAT AREABSOLUTELY FULL OF GOSSIP
  • 00:08:09.145 --> 00:08:10.947
  • ABSOLUTELY FULL OF GOSSIPBUT YOU DO IT IN THIS
  • 00:08:10.947 --> 00:08:13.115
  • BUT YOU DO IT IN THISSUPER SHINY SPIRITUAL WAY,
  • 00:08:13.115 --> 00:08:14.517
  • SUPER SHINY SPIRITUAL WAY,AT LEAST I DO, I'M LIKE, I
  • 00:08:14.517 --> 00:08:16.118
  • AT LEAST I DO, I'M LIKE, IREALLY FEEL LIKE WE NEED
  • 00:08:16.118 --> 00:08:18.187
  • REALLY FEEL LIKE WE NEEDTO PRAY FOR HER, TALK
  • 00:08:18.187 --> 00:08:19.822
  • TO PRAY FOR HER, TALKABOUT PRAYING FOR SOMEONE,
  • 00:08:19.822 --> 00:08:20.523
  • ABOUT PRAYING FOR SOMEONE,THAT'S WHEN IT COMES OUT
  • 00:08:20.523 --> 00:08:21.557
  • THAT'S WHEN IT COMES OUTWITH ME IS, LIKE YOU SAY,
  • 00:08:21.557 --> 00:08:23.025
  • WITH ME IS, LIKE YOU SAY,YOU ARE PRAYING FOR
  • 00:08:23.025 --> 00:08:23.793
  • YOU ARE PRAYING FORSOMEBODY BUT IT IS REALLY
  • 00:08:23.793 --> 00:08:25.328
  • SOMEBODY BUT IT IS REALLYVEILED GOSSIP.
  • 00:08:25.328 --> 00:08:27.029
  • VEILED GOSSIP.AND SO, I GET SO CONVICTED
  • 00:08:27.029 --> 00:08:28.130
  • AND SO, I GET SO CONVICTEDWHEN I HAVE THIS
  • 00:08:28.130 --> 00:08:29.632
  • WHEN I HAVE THISCONVERSATION, BECAUSE I'M
  • 00:08:29.632 --> 00:08:30.900
  • CONVERSATION, BECAUSE I'MLIKE, OH, NO, I DO THAT.
  • 00:08:30.900 --> 00:08:32.068
  • LIKE, OH, NO, I DO THAT.I SO DO THAT.
  • 00:08:32.068 --> 00:08:33.836
  • I SO DO THAT.AND IT'S FUNNY, BECAUSE
  • 00:08:33.836 --> 00:08:35.304
  • AND IT'S FUNNY, BECAUSEJUST THE OTHER WEEK I WAS
  • 00:08:35.304 --> 00:08:36.272
  • JUST THE OTHER WEEK I WASON A ZOOM CALL ON THIS
  • 00:08:36.272 --> 00:08:40.176
  • ON A ZOOM CALL ON THISMUSIC BLOG.
  • 00:08:40.176 --> 00:08:41.510
  • MUSIC BLOG.I GET ON THE ZOOM CALL AND
  • 00:08:41.510 --> 00:08:43.012
  • I GET ON THE ZOOM CALL ANDTHIS GUY NAME CLIVE DAVIS
  • 00:08:43.012 --> 00:08:45.348
  • THIS GUY NAME CLIVE DAVISWAS ON THE ZOOM.
  • 00:08:45.348 --> 00:08:46.148
  • WAS ON THE ZOOM.NOW, IF YOU ARE NOT IN
  • 00:08:46.148 --> 00:08:47.650
  • NOW, IF YOU ARE NOT INMUSIC, THAT NAME MIGHT
  • 00:08:47.650 --> 00:08:48.784
  • MUSIC, THAT NAME MIGHTMEAN NOTHING TO YOU.
  • 00:08:48.784 --> 00:08:49.685
  • MEAN NOTHING TO YOU.BUT, IF YOU ARE IN MUSIC,
  • 00:08:49.685 --> 00:08:51.020
  • BUT, IF YOU ARE IN MUSIC,CLIVE DAVIS IS LIKE, I GOT
  • 00:08:51.020 --> 00:08:52.054
  • CLIVE DAVIS IS LIKE, I GOTON THE CALL AND, LIKE,
  • 00:08:52.054 --> 00:08:53.255
  • ON THE CALL AND, LIKE,FELL OFF MY CHAIR.
  • 00:08:53.255 --> 00:08:56.726
  • FELL OFF MY CHAIR.BUT, HE SAID SOMETHING I
  • 00:08:56.726 --> 00:08:57.860
  • BUT, HE SAID SOMETHING IWAS LIKE, THIS MAN DOES
  • 00:08:57.860 --> 00:08:58.828
  • WAS LIKE, THIS MAN DOESNOT EVEN KNOW THAT HE'S
  • 00:08:58.828 --> 00:08:59.562
  • NOT EVEN KNOW THAT HE'SPREACHING RIGHT NOW, BUT
  • 00:08:59.562 --> 00:09:01.364
  • PREACHING RIGHT NOW, BUTHE'S PREACHING.
  • 00:09:01.364 --> 00:09:02.531
  • HE'S PREACHING.HE SAID THIS STATEMENT.
  • 00:09:02.531 --> 00:09:03.799
  • HE SAID THIS STATEMENT.HE SAID, "WHEN SOMETHING IS
  • 00:09:03.799 --> 00:09:06.202
  • HE SAID, "WHEN SOMETHING ISSUCCEEDING THAT YOU DON'T
  • 00:09:06.202 --> 00:09:08.838
  • SUCCEEDING THAT YOU DON'TUNDERSTAND, OR WHEN SOMEONE
  • 00:09:08.838 --> 00:09:10.439
  • UNDERSTAND, OR WHEN SOMEONEIS SUCCEEDING AND YOU'RE,
  • 00:09:10.439 --> 00:09:11.774
  • IS SUCCEEDING AND YOU'RE,LIKE, THEY DON'T DESERVE
  • 00:09:11.774 --> 00:09:13.275
  • LIKE, THEY DON'T DESERVETO SUCCEED, INSTEAD OF
  • 00:09:13.275 --> 00:09:15.011
  • TO SUCCEED, INSTEAD OFWASTING YOUR ENERGY TRYING
  • 00:09:15.011 --> 00:09:16.846
  • WASTING YOUR ENERGY TRYINGTO DISCREDIT IT, INSTEAD,
  • 00:09:16.846 --> 00:09:19.782
  • TO DISCREDIT IT, INSTEAD,TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT."
  • 00:09:19.782 --> 00:09:20.383
  • TRY TO UNDERSTAND IT."AND I WAS LIKE, OH, MY
  • 00:09:20.383 --> 00:09:25.388
  • AND I WAS LIKE, OH, MYGOODNESS.
  • 00:09:25.388 --> 00:09:26.689
  • GOODNESS.SO, FOR ME, WHEN I FIND
  • 00:09:26.689 --> 00:09:27.957
  • SO, FOR ME, WHEN I FINDMYSELF BEING JEALOUS OF
  • 00:09:27.957 --> 00:09:29.091
  • MYSELF BEING JEALOUS OFSOMETHING OR ENVIOUS, I'M
  • 00:09:29.091 --> 00:09:30.726
  • SOMETHING OR ENVIOUS, I'MENVIOUS OF WHAT SOMEBODY HAS
  • 00:09:30.726 --> 00:09:31.994
  • ENVIOUS OF WHAT SOMEBODY HASOR A SUCCESS THAT THEY HAVE,
  • 00:09:31.994 --> 00:09:33.963
  • OR A SUCCESS THAT THEY HAVE,INSTEAD OF TRYING TO
  • 00:09:33.963 --> 00:09:36.832
  • INSTEAD OF TRYING TODISCREDIT IT IN MY MIND OF
  • 00:09:36.832 --> 00:09:38.334
  • DISCREDIT IT IN MY MIND OFLIKE WHY IS THAT HAPPENING
  • 00:09:38.334 --> 00:09:39.402
  • LIKE WHY IS THAT HAPPENINGFOR THEM, UNDERSTAND, NOT
  • 00:09:39.402 --> 00:09:42.672
  • FOR THEM, UNDERSTAND, NOTONLY THAT THE LORD IS THE
  • 00:09:42.672 --> 00:09:45.207
  • ONLY THAT THE LORD IS THEONE WHO GETS TO DECIDE
  • 00:09:45.207 --> 00:09:46.909
  • ONE WHO GETS TO DECIDEWHAT'S HAPPENING IN THE
  • 00:09:46.909 --> 00:09:48.144
  • WHAT'S HAPPENING IN THEBLESSING AND THE SUCCESS,
  • 00:09:48.144 --> 00:09:49.311
  • BLESSING AND THE SUCCESS,BUT ALSO, TRY TO
  • 00:09:49.311 --> 00:09:50.813
  • BUT ALSO, TRY TOUNDERSTAND WHY THAT'S
  • 00:09:50.813 --> 00:09:52.515
  • UNDERSTAND WHY THAT'SCOMING UP IN ME.
  • 00:09:52.515 --> 00:09:53.783
  • COMING UP IN ME.SO, INSTEAD OF TRYING TO
  • 00:09:53.783 --> 00:09:55.484
  • SO, INSTEAD OF TRYING TODISCREDIT IT IN THEM,
  • 00:09:55.484 --> 00:09:56.252
  • DISCREDIT IT IN THEM,BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THE
  • 00:09:56.252 --> 00:09:57.420
  • BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND THEROOT OF WHERE THAT'S
  • 00:09:57.420 --> 00:09:58.921
  • ROOT OF WHERE THAT'SCOMING IN ME.
  • 00:09:58.921 --> 00:10:00.189
  • COMING IN ME.AND SOME DAYS I DO A
  • 00:10:00.189 --> 00:10:01.557
  • AND SOME DAYS I DO ALITTLE BIT BETTER AT THAT
  • 00:10:01.557 --> 00:10:04.093
  • LITTLE BIT BETTER AT THATTHAN OTHERS.
  • 00:10:04.093 --> 00:10:05.061
  • THAN OTHERS.(LAUGHTER)
  • 00:10:05.061 --> 00:10:05.628
  • (LAUGHTER)- HOSANNA: I LOVE SO MUCH
  • 00:10:05.628 --> 00:10:06.295
  • - HOSANNA: I LOVE SO MUCHTHAT YOU SAID THERE'S A
  • 00:10:06.295 --> 00:10:07.963
  • THAT YOU SAID THERE'S APRACTICAL WAY WE CAN
  • 00:10:07.963 --> 00:10:08.531
  • PRACTICAL WAY WE CANBATTLE WITH JEALOUSY AND
  • 00:10:08.531 --> 00:10:10.666
  • BATTLE WITH JEALOUSY ANDCOMPARISON AND ENVY.
  • 00:10:10.666 --> 00:10:11.801
  • COMPARISON AND ENVY.THERE'S PRACTICAL THINGS WE
  • 00:10:11.801 --> 00:10:12.368
  • THERE'S PRACTICAL THINGS WECAN DO.
  • 00:10:12.368 --> 00:10:13.235
  • CAN DO.WE CAN HIT THE UNFOLLOW
  • 00:10:13.235 --> 00:10:15.805
  • WE CAN HIT THE UNFOLLOWBUTTON.
  • 00:10:15.805 --> 00:10:16.605
  • BUTTON.WE CAN REASSESS THE PEOPLE
  • 00:10:16.605 --> 00:10:17.840
  • WE CAN REASSESS THE PEOPLEWE'RE LOOKING AT.
  • 00:10:17.840 --> 00:10:19.008
  • WE'RE LOOKING AT.SOMETIMES THE INNER VOICE
  • 00:10:19.008 --> 00:10:20.443
  • SOMETIMES THE INNER VOICEIN US TELLING US YOU ARE
  • 00:10:20.443 --> 00:10:21.444
  • IN US TELLING US YOU AREDOING SOMETHING STUPID IS
  • 00:10:21.444 --> 00:10:22.111
  • DOING SOMETHING STUPID ISREALLY THE OUTER VOICE OF
  • 00:10:22.111 --> 00:10:23.212
  • REALLY THE OUTER VOICE OFYOUR HUSBAND, SAYING,
  • 00:10:23.212 --> 00:10:23.879
  • YOUR HUSBAND, SAYING,HONEY, I THINK YOU'RE
  • 00:10:23.879 --> 00:10:24.947
  • HONEY, I THINK YOU'REDOING SOMETHING STUPID.
  • 00:10:24.947 --> 00:10:25.881
  • DOING SOMETHING STUPID.WE WELCOME BOTH VOICES
  • 00:10:25.881 --> 00:10:27.850
  • WE WELCOME BOTH VOICESSOME DAYS.
  • 00:10:27.850 --> 00:10:28.951
  • SOME DAYS.BUT, I THINK THERE'S
  • 00:10:28.951 --> 00:10:30.352
  • BUT, I THINK THERE'SSOMETHING REALLY POWERFUL
  • 00:10:30.352 --> 00:10:31.120
  • SOMETHING REALLY POWERFULTO BE SAID ABOUT THE
  • 00:10:31.120 --> 00:10:32.521
  • TO BE SAID ABOUT THEPRACTICAL WAYS YOU COULD
  • 00:10:32.521 --> 00:10:34.123
  • PRACTICAL WAYS YOU COULDREASSESS WHO YOU'RE
  • 00:10:34.123 --> 00:10:35.891
  • REASSESS WHO YOU'RELISTENING TO AND WHO
  • 00:10:35.891 --> 00:10:36.392
  • LISTENING TO AND WHOYOU'RE BEING INFLUENCED
  • 00:10:36.392 --> 00:10:36.859
  • YOU'RE BEING INFLUENCEDBY, RIGHT?
  • 00:10:36.859 --> 00:10:37.760
  • BY, RIGHT?BUT I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID,
  • 00:10:37.760 --> 00:10:38.761
  • BUT I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID,NATALIE, THERE IS ALSO A
  • 00:10:38.761 --> 00:10:39.562
  • NATALIE, THERE IS ALSO AHEART THING WE NEED TO
  • 00:10:39.562 --> 00:10:40.963
  • HEART THING WE NEED TOTALK ABOUT.
  • 00:10:40.963 --> 00:10:42.565
  • TALK ABOUT.BECAUSE SOCIAL MEDIA DID
  • 00:10:42.565 --> 00:10:43.365
  • BECAUSE SOCIAL MEDIA DIDNOT CREATE ENVY.
  • 00:10:43.365 --> 00:10:44.300
  • NOT CREATE ENVY.AND SOCIAL MEDIA DID NOT
  • 00:10:44.300 --> 00:10:44.934
  • AND SOCIAL MEDIA DID NOTCREATE JEALOUSY AND
  • 00:10:44.934 --> 00:10:46.235
  • CREATE JEALOUSY ANDCOMPARISON.
  • 00:10:46.235 --> 00:10:47.436
  • COMPARISON.IF WE ARE BATTLING WITH
  • 00:10:47.436 --> 00:10:48.871
  • IF WE ARE BATTLING WITHTHIS, EVEN IF SOCIAL MEDIA
  • 00:10:48.871 --> 00:10:49.972
  • THIS, EVEN IF SOCIAL MEDIAWENT AWAY, WE HUMANS CAN
  • 00:10:49.972 --> 00:10:51.040
  • WENT AWAY, WE HUMANS CANSTILL FIND A WAY TO MAKE
  • 00:10:51.040 --> 00:10:52.508
  • STILL FIND A WAY TO MAKEOURSELVES FEEL LESS THAN
  • 00:10:52.508 --> 00:10:53.743
  • OURSELVES FEEL LESS THANBY FOCUSING ON WHAT OTHER
  • 00:10:53.743 --> 00:10:54.944
  • BY FOCUSING ON WHAT OTHERPEOPLE HAVE AND COMPARING
  • 00:10:54.944 --> 00:10:56.045
  • PEOPLE HAVE AND COMPARINGOURSELVES TO THEM.
  • 00:10:56.045 --> 00:10:57.279
  • OURSELVES TO THEM.SO REALLY, WHAT IS THE
  • 00:10:57.279 --> 00:10:58.214
  • SO REALLY, WHAT IS THEHEART ISSUE?
  • 00:10:58.214 --> 00:10:58.748
  • HEART ISSUE?EVEN IF I GOT RID OF
  • 00:10:58.748 --> 00:10:59.682
  • EVEN IF I GOT RID OFSOCIAL MEDIA, THAT DOES
  • 00:10:59.682 --> 00:11:01.183
  • SOCIAL MEDIA, THAT DOESNOT MEAN I GOT RID OF
  • 00:11:01.183 --> 00:11:01.917
  • NOT MEAN I GOT RID OFEVERY SIN IN MY LIFE.
  • 00:11:01.917 --> 00:11:03.219
  • EVERY SIN IN MY LIFE.SO WHAT IS MY HEART ISSUE?
  • 00:11:03.219 --> 00:11:04.553
  • SO WHAT IS MY HEART ISSUE?WHAT DO I NEED TO
  • 00:11:04.553 --> 00:11:06.155
  • WHAT DO I NEED TOSURRENDER BEFORE GOD?
  • 00:11:06.155 --> 00:11:06.889
  • SURRENDER BEFORE GOD?WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR
  • 00:11:06.889 --> 00:11:07.423
  • WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FORHER?
  • 00:11:07.423 --> 00:11:09.024
  • HER?IS IT BECAUSE HER CAREER
  • 00:11:09.024 --> 00:11:10.459
  • IS IT BECAUSE HER CAREERIS SO CLOSE TO MINE AND I
  • 00:11:10.459 --> 00:11:11.761
  • IS SO CLOSE TO MINE AND IFEEL LIKE, AT ONE POINT IN
  • 00:11:11.761 --> 00:11:13.963
  • FEEL LIKE, AT ONE POINT INLIFE WE WERE AT THE SAME
  • 00:11:13.963 --> 00:11:15.197
  • LIFE WE WERE AT THE SAMELANE AND NOW I SEE HER
  • 00:11:15.197 --> 00:11:15.998
  • LANE AND NOW I SEE HERSUCCEEDING ABOVE ME, IS IT
  • 00:11:15.998 --> 00:11:16.632
  • SUCCEEDING ABOVE ME, IS ITTHAT?
  • 00:11:16.632 --> 00:11:17.600
  • THAT?THAT WE'RE SO CLOSE TO
  • 00:11:17.600 --> 00:11:18.434
  • THAT WE'RE SO CLOSE TOEACH OTHER THAT I CAN'T BE
  • 00:11:18.434 --> 00:11:19.135
  • EACH OTHER THAT I CAN'T BEHAPPY FOR HER?
  • 00:11:19.135 --> 00:11:20.603
  • HAPPY FOR HER?WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FOR
  • 00:11:20.603 --> 00:11:21.070
  • WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY FORTHEM?
  • 00:11:21.070 --> 00:11:22.371
  • THEM?IS IT BECAUSE WE'RE AROUND
  • 00:11:22.371 --> 00:11:23.272
  • IS IT BECAUSE WE'RE AROUNDTHE SAME AGE AND EVEN
  • 00:11:23.272 --> 00:11:24.373
  • THE SAME AGE AND EVENTHOUGH I DON'T EVEN KNOW
  • 00:11:24.373 --> 00:11:26.242
  • THOUGH I DON'T EVEN KNOWHER THAT SHE HAS A FAMILY
  • 00:11:26.242 --> 00:11:28.344
  • HER THAT SHE HAS A FAMILYA BIGGER SIZE THAN ME?
  • 00:11:28.344 --> 00:11:29.445
  • A BIGGER SIZE THAN ME?AND I THOUGHT I'D BE
  • 00:11:29.445 --> 00:11:30.279
  • AND I THOUGHT I'D BEFURTHER IN THAT JOURNEY
  • 00:11:30.279 --> 00:11:31.013
  • FURTHER IN THAT JOURNEYTHAN I AM NOW, AND I DON'T
  • 00:11:31.013 --> 00:11:31.714
  • THAN I AM NOW, AND I DON'TEVEN KNOW HER.
  • 00:11:31.714 --> 00:11:33.115
  • EVEN KNOW HER.LIKE, WHAT IS THE ISSUE
  • 00:11:33.115 --> 00:11:35.417
  • LIKE, WHAT IS THE ISSUEAND THE SIN IN MY HEART
  • 00:11:35.417 --> 00:11:36.585
  • AND THE SIN IN MY HEARTTHAT IS MAKING ME NOT HAPPY
  • 00:11:36.585 --> 00:11:40.489
  • THAT IS MAKING ME NOT HAPPYFOR ANOTHER CHILD OF GOD?
  • 00:11:40.489 --> 00:11:42.424
  • FOR ANOTHER CHILD OF GOD?BECAUSE I WONDER THIS.
  • 00:11:42.424 --> 00:11:42.992
  • BECAUSE I WONDER THIS.I WONDER FOR ANYONE WHO IS
  • 00:11:42.992 --> 00:11:44.760
  • I WONDER FOR ANYONE WHO ISWATCHING RIGHT NOW WHO IS
  • 00:11:44.760 --> 00:11:45.494
  • WATCHING RIGHT NOW WHO ISSTRUGGLING WITH COMPARISON
  • 00:11:45.494 --> 00:11:46.028
  • STRUGGLING WITH COMPARISONAND JEALOUSY AND ENVY IN
  • 00:11:46.028 --> 00:11:46.896
  • AND JEALOUSY AND ENVY INTHEIR HEART, I WONDER IF
  • 00:11:46.896 --> 00:11:48.497
  • THEIR HEART, I WONDER IFTHE PEOPLE WE ARE LOOKING
  • 00:11:48.497 --> 00:11:49.865
  • THE PEOPLE WE ARE LOOKINGAT THAT WE ARE COMPARING
  • 00:11:49.865 --> 00:11:51.400
  • AT THAT WE ARE COMPARINGOURSELVES TO AND FEELING
  • 00:11:51.400 --> 00:11:52.201
  • OURSELVES TO AND FEELINGENVIOUS OF AND MEAN
  • 00:11:52.201 --> 00:11:53.235
  • ENVIOUS OF AND MEANSPIRITED TOWARD,
  • 00:11:53.235 --> 00:11:55.471
  • SPIRITED TOWARD,I WONDER IF WHAT WE ARE
  • 00:11:55.471 --> 00:11:56.338
  • I WONDER IF WHAT WE ARESEEING IN THEIR LIVES IS
  • 00:11:56.338 --> 00:11:57.706
  • SEEING IN THEIR LIVES ISTHE ANSWER TO THEIR PRAYERS
  • 00:11:57.706 --> 00:11:58.707
  • THE ANSWER TO THEIR PRAYERSCOMING TO FRUITION.
  • 00:11:58.707 --> 00:11:59.775
  • COMING TO FRUITION.I WONDER IF WHAT WE'RE
  • 00:11:59.775 --> 00:12:00.709
  • I WONDER IF WHAT WE'REWATCHING IS THE FAVOR OF
  • 00:12:00.709 --> 00:12:02.411
  • WATCHING IS THE FAVOR OFGOD ON THEIR LIVES.
  • 00:12:02.411 --> 00:12:03.379
  • GOD ON THEIR LIVES.I WONDER IF WHAT WE'RE
  • 00:12:03.379 --> 00:12:04.213
  • I WONDER IF WHAT WE'REWATCHING IS THE KIND OF
  • 00:12:04.213 --> 00:12:04.980
  • WATCHING IS THE KIND OFTHINGS WE PRAY FOR OUR
  • 00:12:04.980 --> 00:12:05.748
  • THINGS WE PRAY FOR OURFRIENDS TO HAVE,
  • 00:12:05.748 --> 00:12:06.782
  • FRIENDS TO HAVE,THAT THEIR FRIENDS PRAYED
  • 00:12:06.782 --> 00:12:07.716
  • THAT THEIR FRIENDS PRAYEDFOR THEM TO HAVE.
  • 00:12:07.716 --> 00:12:08.918
  • FOR THEM TO HAVE.I WONDER IF WE'RE WATCHING
  • 00:12:08.918 --> 00:12:10.686
  • I WONDER IF WE'RE WATCHINGYEARS OF OBEDIENCE AND
  • 00:12:10.686 --> 00:12:11.453
  • YEARS OF OBEDIENCE ANDYEAR OF WALKING THROUGH
  • 00:12:11.453 --> 00:12:11.987
  • YEAR OF WALKING THROUGHFIRE.
  • 00:12:11.987 --> 00:12:12.788
  • FIRE.I WONDER IF WE'RE
  • 00:12:12.788 --> 00:12:13.889
  • I WONDER IF WE'REWATCHING SOMETHING THAT
  • 00:12:13.889 --> 00:12:16.025
  • WATCHING SOMETHING THATGOD'S BEEN WORKING ON COME
  • 00:12:16.025 --> 00:12:17.726
  • GOD'S BEEN WORKING ON COMEA MIRACLE THAT WE AT OUR
  • 00:12:17.726 --> 00:12:19.128
  • A MIRACLE THAT WE AT OURBEST HOPE FOR, TYPICALLY,
  • 00:12:19.128 --> 00:12:20.262
  • BEST HOPE FOR, TYPICALLY,WE PREACH ON IT.
  • 00:12:20.262 --> 00:12:21.897
  • WE PREACH ON IT.WE PRAY ON IT FOR OTHERS,
  • 00:12:21.897 --> 00:12:22.765
  • WE PRAY ON IT FOR OTHERS,WE'RE SEEING GOD DO A
  • 00:12:22.765 --> 00:12:23.866
  • WE'RE SEEING GOD DO AMIRACLE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE
  • 00:12:23.866 --> 00:12:24.834
  • MIRACLE IN SOMEONE'S LIFEAND IT COMES UP ON A
  • 00:12:24.834 --> 00:12:25.568
  • AND IT COMES UP ON ALITTLE SQUARE ON OUR PHONE
  • 00:12:25.568 --> 00:12:26.402
  • LITTLE SQUARE ON OUR PHONEAND WE THINK, BUT I DON'T
  • 00:12:26.402 --> 00:12:27.803
  • AND WE THINK, BUT I DON'TLIKE GOD WORKING HIS
  • 00:12:27.803 --> 00:12:29.205
  • LIKE GOD WORKING HISMIRACLES FOR THEM.
  • 00:12:29.205 --> 00:12:30.973
  • MIRACLES FOR THEM.I WANT GOD TO DO
  • 00:12:30.973 --> 00:12:32.041
  • I WANT GOD TO DOMIRACULOUS THINGS AND TO
  • 00:12:32.041 --> 00:12:33.876
  • MIRACULOUS THINGS AND TOBRING FAVOR AND USE
  • 00:12:33.876 --> 00:12:34.777
  • BRING FAVOR AND USEPEOPLE, BUT NOT THEM.
  • 00:12:34.777 --> 00:12:36.412
  • PEOPLE, BUT NOT THEM.SO I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT
  • 00:12:36.412 --> 00:12:37.112
  • SO I THINK IT IS IMPORTANTTHAT WE DO ALL THE
  • 00:12:37.112 --> 00:12:38.047
  • THAT WE DO ALL THEPRACTICAL THINGS,
  • 00:12:38.047 --> 00:12:39.281
  • PRACTICAL THINGS,UNFOLLOW, REASSESS YOUR
  • 00:12:39.281 --> 00:12:39.782
  • UNFOLLOW, REASSESS YOURHEART.
  • 00:12:39.782 --> 00:12:41.283
  • HEART.BE HONEST AND ACCOUNTABLE
  • 00:12:41.283 --> 00:12:42.418
  • BE HONEST AND ACCOUNTABLETO YOUR FRIENDS SO PEOPLE
  • 00:12:42.418 --> 00:12:43.853
  • TO YOUR FRIENDS SO PEOPLECAN HELP YOU.
  • 00:12:43.853 --> 00:12:45.221
  • CAN HELP YOU.BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOT
  • 00:12:45.221 --> 00:12:46.689
  • BUT SOMETIMES IT'S NOTJUST THESE PRACTICES WE
  • 00:12:46.689 --> 00:12:47.890
  • JUST THESE PRACTICES WECAN CHECK A BOX FOR.
  • 00:12:47.890 --> 00:12:49.425
  • CAN CHECK A BOX FOR.SOMETIMES IT'S A HEART
  • 00:12:49.425 --> 00:12:50.860
  • SOMETIMES IT'S A HEARTISSUE, A SURRENDER ON MY
  • 00:12:50.860 --> 00:12:51.894
  • ISSUE, A SURRENDER ON MYKNEES I CONFESS, GOD, I
  • 00:12:51.894 --> 00:12:52.628
  • KNEES I CONFESS, GOD, IHAVE A SIN ISSUE.
  • 00:12:52.628 --> 00:12:53.762
  • HAVE A SIN ISSUE.HELP ME TO PRAY FOR AND
  • 00:12:53.762 --> 00:12:56.966
  • HELP ME TO PRAY FOR ANDCHEER ON AND BE EXCITED
  • 00:12:56.966 --> 00:12:58.434
  • CHEER ON AND BE EXCITEDFOR EVERYTHING YOU'RE
  • 00:12:58.434 --> 00:13:00.703
  • FOR EVERYTHING YOU'REDOING IN EVERYONE'S LIVES
  • 00:13:00.703 --> 00:13:01.670
  • DOING IN EVERYONE'S LIVESAND GIVE THEM MORE AND DO
  • 00:13:01.670 --> 00:13:02.137
  • AND GIVE THEM MORE AND DOMORE.
  • 00:13:02.137 --> 00:13:02.905
  • MORE.AND GOD, I WANT TO BE A
  • 00:13:02.905 --> 00:13:03.572
  • AND GOD, I WANT TO BE APART OF IT.
  • 00:13:03.572 --> 00:13:04.607
  • PART OF IT.GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WOULD
  • 00:13:04.607 --> 00:13:05.207
  • GOD, I PRAY THAT YOU WOULDGIVE HER MORE BLESSING.
  • 00:13:05.207 --> 00:13:06.208
  • GIVE HER MORE BLESSING.YOU KNOW?
  • 00:13:06.208 --> 00:13:07.376
  • YOU KNOW?WHAT DO YOU THINK,
  • 00:13:07.376 --> 00:13:07.943
  • WHAT DO YOU THINK,DR. ANITA?
  • 00:13:07.943 --> 00:13:09.912
  • DR. ANITA?- ANITA: I LOVE THAT YOU
  • 00:13:09.912 --> 00:13:10.813
  • - ANITA: I LOVE THAT YOUWENT BELOW THE SURFACE
  • 00:13:10.813 --> 00:13:11.647
  • WENT BELOW THE SURFACEBECAUSE THAT'S WHERE THE
  • 00:13:11.647 --> 00:13:12.715
  • BECAUSE THAT'S WHERE THEISSUE REALLY IS.
  • 00:13:12.715 --> 00:13:14.617
  • ISSUE REALLY IS.ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.
  • 00:13:14.617 --> 00:13:15.651
  • ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.ANGER IS ONE OF THE BIG
  • 00:13:15.651 --> 00:13:17.086
  • ANGER IS ONE OF THE BIGTHREE EMOTIONS WE DEAL
  • 00:13:17.086 --> 00:13:18.287
  • THREE EMOTIONS WE DEALWITH THAT WE DON'T LIKE.
  • 00:13:18.287 --> 00:13:19.455
  • WITH THAT WE DON'T LIKE.SADNESS, ANGER AND FEAR.
  • 00:13:19.455 --> 00:13:21.590
  • SADNESS, ANGER AND FEAR.ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.
  • 00:13:21.590 --> 00:13:22.858
  • ENVY IS A FORM OF ANGER.ANGER IS LIKE A SECONDARY
  • 00:13:22.858 --> 00:13:23.792
  • ANGER IS LIKE A SECONDARYEMOTION.
  • 00:13:23.792 --> 00:13:25.294
  • EMOTION.IT ARISES TO PROTECT US
  • 00:13:25.294 --> 00:13:26.695
  • IT ARISES TO PROTECT USFROM SOMETHING THAT WE
  • 00:13:26.695 --> 00:13:29.064
  • FROM SOMETHING THAT WECONSIDER MORE PAINFUL.
  • 00:13:29.064 --> 00:13:29.932
  • CONSIDER MORE PAINFUL.AND SO, LIKE YOU SAID,
  • 00:13:29.932 --> 00:13:30.833
  • AND SO, LIKE YOU SAID,LET'S LOOK FOR THE ROOT OF
  • 00:13:30.833 --> 00:13:31.634
  • LET'S LOOK FOR THE ROOT OFWHAT'S GOING ON IN OUR
  • 00:13:31.634 --> 00:13:33.068
  • WHAT'S GOING ON IN OURHEART SO WE CAN GET IN
  • 00:13:33.068 --> 00:13:33.736
  • HEART SO WE CAN GET INTOUCH WITH THAT.
  • 00:13:33.736 --> 00:13:34.737
  • TOUCH WITH THAT.AND SOMETIMES THE ROOT IS
  • 00:13:34.737 --> 00:13:35.437
  • AND SOMETIMES THE ROOT ISFEAR.
  • 00:13:35.437 --> 00:13:37.873
  • FEAR.WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
  • 00:13:37.873 --> 00:13:39.241
  • WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS OR
  • 00:13:39.241 --> 00:13:40.776
  • WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS ORISN'T RUE ABOUT YOU?
  • 00:13:40.776 --> 00:13:42.011
  • ISN'T RUE ABOUT YOU?WHILE YOU ARE SEEING THIS
  • 00:13:42.011 --> 00:13:42.845
  • WHILE YOU ARE SEEING THISOTHER PERSON HAVE
  • 00:13:42.845 --> 00:13:44.213
  • OTHER PERSON HAVESOMETHING THAT YOU ARE
  • 00:13:44.213 --> 00:13:45.147
  • SOMETHING THAT YOU ARESTRIVING TO GET.
  • 00:13:45.147 --> 00:13:46.415
  • STRIVING TO GET.LIKE YOU SAID, MAYBE THEY
  • 00:13:46.415 --> 00:13:47.816
  • LIKE YOU SAID, MAYBE THEYARE CLOSE TO MY AGE OR
  • 00:13:47.816 --> 00:13:49.051
  • ARE CLOSE TO MY AGE ORCLOSE TO MY CAREER PATH
  • 00:13:49.051 --> 00:13:50.552
  • CLOSE TO MY CAREER PATHAND SO ARE YOU HIKING, I'M
  • 00:13:50.552 --> 00:13:51.186
  • AND SO ARE YOU HIKING, I'MAFRAID THERE ISN'T ROOM
  • 00:13:51.186 --> 00:13:54.089
  • AFRAID THERE ISN'T ROOMFOR ME?
  • 00:13:54.089 --> 00:13:54.623
  • FOR ME?BECAUSE WHEN YOU PUT IT IN
  • 00:13:54.623 --> 00:13:55.524
  • BECAUSE WHEN YOU PUT IT INTHAT KIND OF LANGUAGE, OR
  • 00:13:55.524 --> 00:13:56.725
  • THAT KIND OF LANGUAGE, ORI'M AFRAID THAT I'VE
  • 00:13:56.725 --> 00:13:57.493
  • I'M AFRAID THAT I'VEWAITED TO LONG TO GET
  • 00:13:57.493 --> 00:13:58.694
  • WAITED TO LONG TO GETSTARTED OR I'M AFRAID THAT
  • 00:13:58.694 --> 00:13:59.261
  • STARTED OR I'M AFRAID THATNO ONE WILL NOTICE MY
  • 00:13:59.261 --> 00:14:00.062
  • NO ONE WILL NOTICE MYGIFT.
  • 00:14:00.062 --> 00:14:00.963
  • GIFT.WHEN YOU START SPEAKING
  • 00:14:00.963 --> 00:14:02.665
  • WHEN YOU START SPEAKINGTHE TRUTH OF YOUR FEARS,
  • 00:14:02.665 --> 00:14:03.499
  • THE TRUTH OF YOUR FEARS,THEN YOU CAN ALSO GET INTO
  • 00:14:03.499 --> 00:14:04.934
  • THEN YOU CAN ALSO GET INTOA CONVERSATION WITH GOD.
  • 00:14:04.934 --> 00:14:06.568
  • A CONVERSATION WITH GOD.BECAUSE NOW THE QUESTION
  • 00:14:06.568 --> 00:14:08.437
  • BECAUSE NOW THE QUESTIONIS, WHAT DO I BELIEVE THAT
  • 00:14:08.437 --> 00:14:09.438
  • IS, WHAT DO I BELIEVE THATIS TRIGGERING THIS
  • 00:14:09.438 --> 00:14:10.539
  • IS TRIGGERING THISEMOTION?
  • 00:14:10.539 --> 00:14:12.341
  • EMOTION?WELL, IF I BELIEVE THAT MY
  • 00:14:12.341 --> 00:14:13.475
  • WELL, IF I BELIEVE THAT MYGIFT WILL MAKE ROOM FOR
  • 00:14:13.475 --> 00:14:15.277
  • GIFT WILL MAKE ROOM FORME, THEN WHY AM I AFRAID
  • 00:14:15.277 --> 00:14:16.111
  • ME, THEN WHY AM I AFRAIDTHAT THERE'S NO ROOM FOR
  • 00:14:16.111 --> 00:14:17.012
  • THAT THERE'S NO ROOM FORME?
  • 00:14:17.012 --> 00:14:18.113
  • ME?YOU REALLY GOT TO GET IN
  • 00:14:18.113 --> 00:14:19.815
  • YOU REALLY GOT TO GET INIT WITH YOURSELF AND GET
  • 00:14:19.815 --> 00:14:21.083
  • IT WITH YOURSELF AND GETDOWN TO THIS, WHAT IS IT
  • 00:14:21.083 --> 00:14:22.318
  • DOWN TO THIS, WHAT IS ITTHAT I BELIEVE?
  • 00:14:22.318 --> 00:14:23.319
  • THAT I BELIEVE?I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THEY
  • 00:14:23.319 --> 00:14:24.353
  • I DON'T BELIEVE THAT THEYWILL SEE ME.
  • 00:14:24.353 --> 00:14:25.721
  • WILL SEE ME.WHY?
  • 00:14:25.721 --> 00:14:26.422
  • WHY?I BELIEVE I'M OVERLOOKED.
  • 00:14:26.422 --> 00:14:27.156
  • I BELIEVE I'M OVERLOOKED.WELL, WHY?
  • 00:14:27.156 --> 00:14:28.057
  • WELL, WHY?BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN
  • 00:14:28.057 --> 00:14:28.590
  • BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS BEENOVERLOOKED SINCE I WAS A
  • 00:14:28.590 --> 00:14:29.058
  • OVERLOOKED SINCE I WAS AKID.
  • 00:14:29.058 --> 00:14:29.625
  • KID.I WAS OVERLOOKED.
  • 00:14:29.625 --> 00:14:30.659
  • I WAS OVERLOOKED.OKAY, LET'S GO WORK THAT
  • 00:14:30.659 --> 00:14:31.193
  • OKAY, LET'S GO WORK THATOUT THEN.
  • 00:14:31.193 --> 00:14:32.428
  • OUT THEN.BECAUSE YOU ARE ECHOING
  • 00:14:32.428 --> 00:14:33.662
  • BECAUSE YOU ARE ECHOINGMAYBE FROM FIVE YEARS OLD
  • 00:14:33.662 --> 00:14:34.697
  • MAYBE FROM FIVE YEARS OLDOR TEN YEARS OLD WHEN YOU
  • 00:14:34.697 --> 00:14:35.831
  • OR TEN YEARS OLD WHEN YOUFIRST FELT OVERLOOKED AND
  • 00:14:35.831 --> 00:14:37.700
  • FIRST FELT OVERLOOKED ANDIT COMES BACK UP AND NOW
  • 00:14:37.700 --> 00:14:39.301
  • IT COMES BACK UP AND NOWYOU'RE AN ADULT SO YOU GET
  • 00:14:39.301 --> 00:14:39.868
  • YOU'RE AN ADULT SO YOU GETANGRY TO PROTECT YOURSELF
  • 00:14:39.868 --> 00:14:40.803
  • ANGRY TO PROTECT YOURSELFFROM IT.
  • 00:14:40.803 --> 00:14:41.904
  • FROM IT.SO WE REALLY NEED TO DIG
  • 00:14:41.904 --> 00:14:42.538
  • SO WE REALLY NEED TO DIGDOWN, WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID
  • 00:14:42.538 --> 00:14:43.605
  • DOWN, WHAT ARE YOU AFRAIDOF?
  • 00:14:43.605 --> 00:14:44.473
  • OF?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS
  • 00:14:44.473 --> 00:14:45.507
  • WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID ISTRUE ABOUT YOU?
  • 00:14:45.507 --> 00:14:46.608
  • TRUE ABOUT YOU?WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS NOT
  • 00:14:46.608 --> 00:14:48.310
  • WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID IS NOTTRUE ABOUT YOU?
  • 00:14:48.310 --> 00:14:49.078
  • TRUE ABOUT YOU?AM I AFRAID THAT I DON'T
  • 00:14:49.078 --> 00:14:50.245
  • AM I AFRAID THAT I DON'THAVE THE CAPACITY TO LAST
  • 00:14:50.245 --> 00:14:51.380
  • HAVE THE CAPACITY TO LASTIN THIS SPACE?
  • 00:14:51.380 --> 00:14:53.148
  • IN THIS SPACE?THAT I WAS JUST A ONE-OFF.
  • 00:14:53.148 --> 00:14:54.850
  • THAT I WAS JUST A ONE-OFF.IT WAS LUCK.
  • 00:14:54.850 --> 00:14:57.720
  • IT WAS LUCK.BUT I'M NOT REALLY GIFTED.
  • 00:14:57.720 --> 00:14:58.253
  • BUT I'M NOT REALLY GIFTED.I'M NOT REALLY GOOD.
  • 00:14:58.253 --> 00:14:58.821
  • I'M NOT REALLY GOOD.WHAT ARE YOU REALLY SAYING
  • 00:14:58.821 --> 00:14:59.822
  • WHAT ARE YOU REALLY SAYINGABOUT YOURSELF?
  • 00:14:59.822 --> 00:15:00.389
  • ABOUT YOURSELF?AND THEN, LET'S GET INTO A
  • 00:15:00.389 --> 00:15:01.323
  • AND THEN, LET'S GET INTO ACONVERSATION ABOUT WHERE
  • 00:15:01.323 --> 00:15:02.091
  • CONVERSATION ABOUT WHERETHOSE BELIEFS COME FROM.
  • 00:15:02.091 --> 00:15:03.592
  • THOSE BELIEFS COME FROM.HOW LONG THEY'VE BEEN
  • 00:15:03.592 --> 00:15:06.962
  • HOW LONG THEY'VE BEENECHOING THROUGH YOUR LIFE,
  • 00:15:06.962 --> 00:15:07.696
  • ECHOING THROUGH YOUR LIFE,HOW THEY'RE INCONSISTENT
  • 00:15:07.696 --> 00:15:08.764
  • HOW THEY'RE INCONSISTENTWITH WHAT THE WORD OF GOD
  • 00:15:08.764 --> 00:15:09.298
  • WITH WHAT THE WORD OF GODSAYS ABOUT WHAT GOD SAYS
  • 00:15:09.298 --> 00:15:10.199
  • SAYS ABOUT WHAT GOD SAYSABOUT ME?
  • 00:15:10.199 --> 00:15:11.166
  • ABOUT ME?AND THEN, DO I NEED SOME HELP?
  • 00:15:11.166 --> 00:15:12.001
  • AND THEN, DO I NEED SOME HELP?DO I NEED TO TALK TO MY
  • 00:15:12.001 --> 00:15:12.735
  • DO I NEED TO TALK TO MYMINISTER TO GET A LITTLE
  • 00:15:12.735 --> 00:15:13.235
  • MINISTER TO GET A LITTLEHELP ABOUT WHAT THE WORD
  • 00:15:13.235 --> 00:15:14.336
  • HELP ABOUT WHAT THE WORDSAYS?
  • 00:15:14.336 --> 00:15:14.870
  • SAYS?IS IT TIME FOR ME TO HIT
  • 00:15:14.870 --> 00:15:15.437
  • IS IT TIME FOR ME TO HITTHE THERAPY SOFA
  • 00:15:15.437 --> 00:15:16.238
  • THE THERAPY SOFASO WE CAN WORK OUT THAT
  • 00:15:16.238 --> 00:15:17.840
  • SO WE CAN WORK OUT THATOLD STUFF SO IT CAN STOP
  • 00:15:17.840 --> 00:15:19.742
  • OLD STUFF SO IT CAN STOPBEING A LIMP IN MY LIFE?
  • 00:15:19.742 --> 00:15:21.443
  • BEING A LIMP IN MY LIFE?BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF LIMPING.
  • 00:15:21.443 --> 00:15:22.711
  • BECAUSE I'M TIRED OF LIMPING.ENVY WILL REVEAL THE LIMP
  • 00:15:22.711 --> 00:15:25.414
  • ENVY WILL REVEAL THE LIMPFOR SURE.
  • 00:15:25.414 --> 00:15:27.216
  • FOR SURE.AND SO, BEFORE YOU RUSH TO
  • 00:15:27.216 --> 00:15:28.784
  • AND SO, BEFORE YOU RUSH TOTRANSFORMING IT, YOU GOT
  • 00:15:28.784 --> 00:15:30.352
  • TRANSFORMING IT, YOU GOTTO KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU ARE
  • 00:15:30.352 --> 00:15:32.588
  • TO KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU ARETRANSFORMING, AND WHERE DO
  • 00:15:32.588 --> 00:15:34.923
  • TRANSFORMING, AND WHERE DOYOU WANT TO GET FROM HERE?
  • 00:15:34.923 --> 00:15:35.491
  • YOU WANT TO GET FROM HERE?WHAT'S THE NEXT STEP AFTER
  • 00:15:35.491 --> 00:15:36.658
  • WHAT'S THE NEXT STEP AFTERTHIS?
  • 00:15:36.658 --> 00:15:37.760
  • THIS?- LAURIE: WOW!
  • 00:15:37.760 --> 00:15:39.361
  • - LAURIE: WOW!THE SUBJECT OF ENVY HAS
  • 00:15:39.361 --> 00:15:42.197
  • THE SUBJECT OF ENVY HASBEEN FROM TIME BEGINNING.
  • 00:15:42.197 --> 00:15:45.000
  • BEEN FROM TIME BEGINNING.CANE AND ABEL.
  • 00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:47.569
  • CANE AND ABEL.THERE WAS JACOB AND ESAU.
  • 00:15:47.569 --> 00:15:48.837
  • THERE WAS JACOB AND ESAU.THERE WAS RACHEL AND LEAH.
  • 00:15:48.837 --> 00:15:50.039
  • THERE WAS RACHEL AND LEAH.IT'S BEEN A PROBLEM FOR
  • 00:15:50.039 --> 00:15:52.574
  • IT'S BEEN A PROBLEM FORFOREVER.
  • 00:15:52.574 --> 00:15:53.709
  • FOREVER.BUT THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUT
  • 00:15:53.709 --> 00:15:54.576
  • BUT THE BIBLE TALKS ABOUTHOW TOXIC THAT IS TO YOUR
  • 00:15:54.576 --> 00:15:55.811
  • HOW TOXIC THAT IS TO YOURSPIRIT.
  • 00:15:55.811 --> 00:16:00.582
  • SPIRIT.IT SAYS THAT IF IT'S LEFT
  • 00:16:00.582 --> 00:16:02.084
  • IT SAYS THAT IF IT'S LEFTTO GROW IN ONE HEART--
  • 00:16:02.084 --> 00:16:02.985
  • TO GROW IN ONE HEART--THE BIBLE SAYS, "IT WILL LEAD
  • 00:16:02.985 --> 00:16:04.520
  • THE BIBLE SAYS, "IT WILL LEADTO SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONAL
  • 00:16:04.520 --> 00:16:05.554
  • TO SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONALAND PHYSICAL DEATH,
  • 00:16:05.554 --> 00:16:08.157
  • AND PHYSICAL DEATH,A HEART OF PEACE GIVES LIFE
  • 00:16:08.157 --> 00:16:08.857
  • A HEART OF PEACE GIVES LIFETO THE BODY, BUT ENVY ROTS
  • 00:16:08.857 --> 00:16:11.226
  • TO THE BODY, BUT ENVY ROTSTHE BONES."
  • 00:16:11.226 --> 00:16:12.628
  • THE BONES."AND I LOVE THIS
  • 00:16:12.628 --> 00:16:15.597
  • AND I LOVE THISTRANSLATION IN THE NEW LIVING.
  • 00:16:15.597 --> 00:16:16.932
  • TRANSLATION IN THE NEW LIVING."IT'S LIKE CANCER IN THE
  • 00:16:16.932 --> 00:16:17.666
  • "IT'S LIKE CANCER IN THEBONES."
  • 00:16:17.666 --> 00:16:20.002
  • BONES."AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER
  • 00:16:20.002 --> 00:16:20.803
  • AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHERSCRIPTURE.
  • 00:16:20.803 --> 00:16:22.204
  • SCRIPTURE.IT SAYS, "BUT IF YOU HARBOR
  • 00:16:22.204 --> 00:16:24.006
  • IT SAYS, "BUT IF YOU HARBORBITTER ENVY AND SELFISH
  • 00:16:24.006 --> 00:16:25.808
  • BITTER ENVY AND SELFISHAMBITION IN YOUR HEARTS,
  • 00:16:25.808 --> 00:16:27.643
  • AMBITION IN YOUR HEARTS,DO NOT BOAST ABOUT IT
  • 00:16:27.643 --> 00:16:28.944
  • DO NOT BOAST ABOUT ITOR DENY THE TRUTH.
  • 00:16:28.944 --> 00:16:32.014
  • OR DENY THE TRUTH.SUCH WISDOM DOES NOT COME
  • 00:16:32.014 --> 00:16:32.781
  • SUCH WISDOM DOES NOT COMEDOWN FROM HEAVEN, BUT IT'S
  • 00:16:32.781 --> 00:16:34.983
  • DOWN FROM HEAVEN, BUT IT'SEARTHLY UNSPIRITUAL AND
  • 00:16:34.983 --> 00:16:36.151
  • EARTHLY UNSPIRITUAL ANDDEMONIC.
  • 00:16:36.151 --> 00:16:37.219
  • DEMONIC.FOR WHERE YOU HAVE ENVY
  • 00:16:37.219 --> 00:16:39.121
  • FOR WHERE YOU HAVE ENVYAND SELFISH AMBITION,
  • 00:16:39.121 --> 00:16:40.322
  • AND SELFISH AMBITION,THERE YOU WILL FIND
  • 00:16:40.322 --> 00:16:42.224
  • THERE YOU WILL FINDDISORDER AND EVERY EVIL
  • 00:16:42.224 --> 00:16:44.460
  • DISORDER AND EVERY EVILPRACTICE."
  • 00:16:44.460 --> 00:16:46.628
  • PRACTICE."SO, PRISCILLA, THE BIBLE
  • 00:16:46.628 --> 00:16:47.229
  • SO, PRISCILLA, THE BIBLEDOESN'T REALLY MESS AROUND
  • 00:16:47.229 --> 00:16:49.031
  • DOESN'T REALLY MESS AROUNDWITH ENVYING.
  • 00:16:49.031 --> 00:16:50.099
  • WITH ENVYING.AND THAT'S ONE OF THE TEN
  • 00:16:50.099 --> 00:16:51.400
  • AND THAT'S ONE OF THE TENCOMMANDMENTS THAT WE'RE
  • 00:16:51.400 --> 00:16:53.602
  • COMMANDMENTS THAT WE'RENOT SUPPOSED TO DO.
  • 00:16:53.602 --> 00:16:54.937
  • NOT SUPPOSED TO DO.BECAUSE IT DESTROYS OUR
  • 00:16:54.937 --> 00:16:57.106
  • BECAUSE IT DESTROYS OURSPIRIT.
  • 00:16:57.106 --> 00:16:58.307
  • SPIRIT.AND TO NOT BE CONTENT WITH
  • 00:16:58.307 --> 00:17:03.779
  • AND TO NOT BE CONTENT WITHTHE WAY GOD MADE YOU OR
  • 00:17:03.779 --> 00:17:05.114
  • THE WAY GOD MADE YOU ORWHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE,
  • 00:17:05.114 --> 00:17:08.750
  • WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE,AND BEING THAT DISCONTENTMENT.
  • 00:17:08.750 --> 00:17:09.785
  • AND BEING THAT DISCONTENTMENT.I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:17:09.785 --> 00:17:11.320
  • I'M NOT TALKING ABOUTDISSATISFACTION MAYBE WHERE
  • 00:17:11.320 --> 00:17:12.154
  • DISSATISFACTION MAYBE WHEREYOU ARE.
  • 00:17:12.154 --> 00:17:13.755
  • YOU ARE.MAYBE DISSATISFACTION A
  • 00:17:13.755 --> 00:17:14.623
  • MAYBE DISSATISFACTION ALOT OF TIMES IS A BLESSING
  • 00:17:14.623 --> 00:17:15.124
  • LOT OF TIMES IS A BLESSINGTO US.
  • 00:17:15.124 --> 00:17:16.625
  • TO US.I'M DISSATISFIED THAT I'M
  • 00:17:16.625 --> 00:17:17.926
  • I'M DISSATISFIED THAT I'MLIVING LIKE I AM TODAY.
  • 00:17:17.926 --> 00:17:19.595
  • LIVING LIKE I AM TODAY.I NEED SOMETHING BETTER.
  • 00:17:19.595 --> 00:17:20.829
  • I NEED SOMETHING BETTER.SO THERE IS A DIFFERENCE
  • 00:17:20.829 --> 00:17:25.400
  • SO THERE IS A DIFFERENCEBETWEEN SPIRITUAL, I GUESS
  • 00:17:25.400 --> 00:17:26.602
  • BETWEEN SPIRITUAL, I GUESSIT IS SPIRITUAL AND
  • 00:17:26.602 --> 00:17:27.970
  • IT IS SPIRITUAL ANDUNSPIRITUAL, WANTING TO
  • 00:17:27.970 --> 00:17:30.739
  • UNSPIRITUAL, WANTING TOMAKE THINGS BETTER.
  • 00:17:30.739 --> 00:17:31.306
  • MAKE THINGS BETTER.WANTING TO PROGRESS IN
  • 00:17:31.306 --> 00:17:33.675
  • WANTING TO PROGRESS INYOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.
  • 00:17:33.675 --> 00:17:35.878
  • YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.HELP US WITH THAT TO KNOW
  • 00:17:35.878 --> 00:17:37.079
  • HELP US WITH THAT TO KNOWTHE DIFFERENCE.
  • 00:17:37.079 --> 00:17:38.180
  • THE DIFFERENCE.BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU SEE
  • 00:17:38.180 --> 00:17:39.581
  • BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU SEEPEOPLE-- LIKE YOU,
  • 00:17:39.581 --> 00:17:41.049
  • PEOPLE-- LIKE YOU,PRISCILLA, YOU'RE AMAZING.
  • 00:17:41.049 --> 00:17:42.417
  • PRISCILLA, YOU'RE AMAZING.YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZING
  • 00:17:42.417 --> 00:17:44.753
  • YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZINGGIFTED SPEAKER.
  • 00:17:44.753 --> 00:17:45.754
  • GIFTED SPEAKER.A LOT OF PEOPLE COULD LOOK
  • 00:17:45.754 --> 00:17:47.723
  • A LOT OF PEOPLE COULD LOOKAT YOU AND SAY, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:17:47.723 --> 00:17:49.258
  • AT YOU AND SAY, YOU KNOW,SHE'S GOT SOMETHING THAT I
  • 00:17:49.258 --> 00:17:51.894
  • SHE'S GOT SOMETHING THAT IDON'T HAVE AND I THINK
  • 00:17:51.894 --> 00:17:54.163
  • DON'T HAVE AND I THINKENVY A LOT OF TIMES IS IF
  • 00:17:54.163 --> 00:17:56.565
  • ENVY A LOT OF TIMES IS IFI CAN'T HAVE IT THEN YOU
  • 00:17:56.565 --> 00:17:58.200
  • I CAN'T HAVE IT THEN YOUSHOULDN'T HAVE IT EITHER.
  • 00:17:58.200 --> 00:17:58.834
  • SHOULDN'T HAVE IT EITHER.- PRISCILLA: YEAH, IT EATS
  • 00:17:58.834 --> 00:17:59.434
  • - PRISCILLA: YEAH, IT EATSAWAY AT US TO WHERE,
  • 00:17:59.434 --> 00:18:00.669
  • AWAY AT US TO WHERE,LIKE DR. ANITA SAID
  • 00:18:00.669 --> 00:18:01.570
  • LIKE DR. ANITA SAIDWE'VE GOT THIS LIMP.
  • 00:18:01.570 --> 00:18:02.738
  • WE'VE GOT THIS LIMP.NOW WE'RE WALKING ALONG
  • 00:18:02.738 --> 00:18:03.672
  • NOW WE'RE WALKING ALONGWITH THIS HANDICAP.
  • 00:18:03.672 --> 00:18:06.141
  • WITH THIS HANDICAP.WE'RE SO CONSUMED NOW WITH
  • 00:18:06.141 --> 00:18:07.009
  • WE'RE SO CONSUMED NOW WITHCONCENTRATING WITH WHAT
  • 00:18:07.009 --> 00:18:08.143
  • CONCENTRATING WITH WHATTHE OTHER PERSON IS DOING
  • 00:18:08.143 --> 00:18:10.045
  • THE OTHER PERSON IS DOINGOR ISN'T DOING OR HOW THEY
  • 00:18:10.045 --> 00:18:11.346
  • OR ISN'T DOING OR HOW THEYARE EXCELLING OR THE WAY
  • 00:18:11.346 --> 00:18:12.381
  • ARE EXCELLING OR THE WAYTHEY ARE EXCELLING.
  • 00:18:12.381 --> 00:18:14.249
  • THEY ARE EXCELLING.THAT NOW ALL OF THAT
  • 00:18:14.249 --> 00:18:15.517
  • THAT NOW ALL OF THATATTENTION IS FOCUSED IN A
  • 00:18:15.517 --> 00:18:16.518
  • ATTENTION IS FOCUSED IN AWAY THAT ACTUALLY IS
  • 00:18:16.518 --> 00:18:18.187
  • WAY THAT ACTUALLY ISLEAVING US LACKING.
  • 00:18:18.187 --> 00:18:19.888
  • LEAVING US LACKING.SO THE TIME, THE ENERGY,
  • 00:18:19.888 --> 00:18:21.256
  • SO THE TIME, THE ENERGY,THE EFFORT, WHAT WE'RE
  • 00:18:21.256 --> 00:18:22.558
  • THE EFFORT, WHAT WE'RESUPPOSED TO BE DOING TO
  • 00:18:22.558 --> 00:18:24.092
  • SUPPOSED TO BE DOING TOHONE OUR OWN CRAFT, TO
  • 00:18:24.092 --> 00:18:25.561
  • HONE OUR OWN CRAFT, TODEVOTE TO OUR OWN
  • 00:18:25.561 --> 00:18:26.261
  • DEVOTE TO OUR OWNRELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD
  • 00:18:26.261 --> 00:18:27.296
  • RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORDOR THE MINISTRY THAT HE
  • 00:18:27.296 --> 00:18:28.397
  • OR THE MINISTRY THAT HEHAS ENTRUSTED TO US.
  • 00:18:28.397 --> 00:18:29.831
  • HAS ENTRUSTED TO US.WE DON'T EVEN HAVE THE
  • 00:18:29.831 --> 00:18:30.632
  • WE DON'T EVEN HAVE THERESERVES FOR THAT ANYMORE.
  • 00:18:30.632 --> 00:18:32.267
  • RESERVES FOR THAT ANYMORE.BECAUSE WE ARE NOW
  • 00:18:32.267 --> 00:18:33.702
  • BECAUSE WE ARE NOWHANDICAPPED BY HOW MUCH
  • 00:18:33.702 --> 00:18:35.337
  • HANDICAPPED BY HOW MUCHTIME AND ATTENTION WE ARE
  • 00:18:35.337 --> 00:18:36.538
  • TIME AND ATTENTION WE ARESPENDING FOCUSED OUTWARD
  • 00:18:36.538 --> 00:18:38.140
  • SPENDING FOCUSED OUTWARDON ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL.
  • 00:18:38.140 --> 00:18:40.008
  • ON ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL.I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW
  • 00:18:40.008 --> 00:18:41.643
  • I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOWWHEN I SEE THIS POP UP IN
  • 00:18:41.643 --> 00:18:43.212
  • WHEN I SEE THIS POP UP INMY LIFE, MOST OF THE TIME
  • 00:18:43.212 --> 00:18:44.947
  • MY LIFE, MOST OF THE TIMEIT IS A CLUE TO ME THAT MY
  • 00:18:44.947 --> 00:18:46.348
  • IT IS A CLUE TO ME THAT MYWORLD HAS GOTTEN WAY TOO
  • 00:18:46.348 --> 00:18:48.517
  • WORLD HAS GOTTEN WAY TOOSMALL AND NARROW.
  • 00:18:48.517 --> 00:18:50.953
  • SMALL AND NARROW.THAT I'M NOW SO IN THIS
  • 00:18:50.953 --> 00:18:52.221
  • THAT I'M NOW SO IN THISLITTLE BUBBLE WHERE I'M
  • 00:18:52.221 --> 00:18:53.288
  • LITTLE BUBBLE WHERE I'MJUST LOOKING AT THE PEOPLE
  • 00:18:53.288 --> 00:18:54.323
  • JUST LOOKING AT THE PEOPLETHAT ARE IN THIS LITTLE
  • 00:18:54.323 --> 00:18:54.856
  • THAT ARE IN THIS LITTLEBUBBLE.
  • 00:18:54.856 --> 00:18:56.391
  • BUBBLE.AND THE THING IS, WHEN
  • 00:18:56.391 --> 00:18:57.926
  • AND THE THING IS, WHENYOU'RE IN THAT MOMENT OF
  • 00:18:57.926 --> 00:18:59.394
  • YOU'RE IN THAT MOMENT OFFEELING ENVIOUS, THAT
  • 00:18:59.394 --> 00:19:01.096
  • FEELING ENVIOUS, THATBUBBLE WILL FEEL LIKE THE
  • 00:19:01.096 --> 00:19:02.998
  • BUBBLE WILL FEEL LIKE THEWHOLE WORLD.
  • 00:19:02.998 --> 00:19:04.499
  • WHOLE WORLD.IT FEELS LIKE THE PEOPLE
  • 00:19:04.499 --> 00:19:06.034
  • IT FEELS LIKE THE PEOPLEYOU FOLLOW ON TWITTER ARE
  • 00:19:06.034 --> 00:19:08.704
  • YOU FOLLOW ON TWITTER ARETHE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD OR
  • 00:19:08.704 --> 00:19:10.639
  • THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD ORTHE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN
  • 00:19:10.639 --> 00:19:12.441
  • THE PEOPLE THAT ARE INYOUR INDUSTRY OR THE
  • 00:19:12.441 --> 00:19:13.942
  • YOUR INDUSTRY OR THEPEOPLE THAT DO THIS KIND
  • 00:19:13.942 --> 00:19:15.344
  • PEOPLE THAT DO THIS KINDOF THING YOU DO THAT YOU
  • 00:19:15.344 --> 00:19:16.712
  • OF THING YOU DO THAT YOUFOLLOW AND YOU ARE IN
  • 00:19:16.712 --> 00:19:17.779
  • FOLLOW AND YOU ARE INCONNECTION WITH, IT FEELS
  • 00:19:17.779 --> 00:19:18.547
  • CONNECTION WITH, IT FEELSLIKE THE WHOLE ENTIRE
  • 00:19:18.547 --> 00:19:19.381
  • LIKE THE WHOLE ENTIREWORLD.
  • 00:19:19.381 --> 00:19:20.716
  • WORLD.SO AS SOON AS I START TO
  • 00:19:20.716 --> 00:19:21.583
  • SO AS SOON AS I START TOFEEL ENVIOUS AND I'M
  • 00:19:21.583 --> 00:19:22.818
  • FEEL ENVIOUS AND I'MOUTWARD FOCUSED AND
  • 00:19:22.818 --> 00:19:23.952
  • OUTWARD FOCUSED ANDPICKING APART AND BEING
  • 00:19:23.952 --> 00:19:25.320
  • PICKING APART AND BEINGCRITICAL OF WHAT EVERYBODY
  • 00:19:25.320 --> 00:19:26.355
  • CRITICAL OF WHAT EVERYBODYELSE IS DOING, THAT'S THE
  • 00:19:26.355 --> 00:19:27.589
  • ELSE IS DOING, THAT'S THEFIRST SIGN THAT I HAVE
  • 00:19:27.589 --> 00:19:29.124
  • FIRST SIGN THAT I HAVEBECOME NARROW, RIGID, THAT
  • 00:19:29.124 --> 00:19:30.292
  • BECOME NARROW, RIGID, THATMY WORLD HAS GOTTEN TOO
  • 00:19:30.292 --> 00:19:31.159
  • MY WORLD HAS GOTTEN TOOSMALL.
  • 00:19:31.159 --> 00:19:34.229
  • SMALL.I BEGIN TO ASK THE LORD TO
  • 00:19:34.229 --> 00:19:36.231
  • I BEGIN TO ASK THE LORD TOBROADEN MY PERSPECTIVE.
  • 00:19:36.231 --> 00:19:37.833
  • BROADEN MY PERSPECTIVE.TO BROADEN MY VIEW OF WHAT
  • 00:19:37.833 --> 00:19:40.435
  • TO BROADEN MY VIEW OF WHATHE'S DOING THAT IS SO WAY
  • 00:19:40.435 --> 00:19:41.903
  • HE'S DOING THAT IS SO WAYPAST MY LITTLE PART IN THE
  • 00:19:41.903 --> 00:19:42.838
  • PAST MY LITTLE PART IN THEKINGDOM.
  • 00:19:42.838 --> 00:19:44.072
  • KINGDOM.HE HAS STUFF GOING ON IN
  • 00:19:44.072 --> 00:19:45.407
  • HE HAS STUFF GOING ON INOTHER COUNTRIES AND ON
  • 00:19:45.407 --> 00:19:46.608
  • OTHER COUNTRIES AND ONOTHER CONTINENTS THAT HAVE
  • 00:19:46.608 --> 00:19:48.243
  • OTHER CONTINENTS THAT HAVENEVER HEARD MY NAME.
  • 00:19:48.243 --> 00:19:49.311
  • NEVER HEARD MY NAME.THAT HAVE NEVER HEARD OUR
  • 00:19:49.311 --> 00:19:50.712
  • THAT HAVE NEVER HEARD OURNAME THAT HAVE MAYBE NEVER
  • 00:19:50.712 --> 00:19:51.580
  • NAME THAT HAVE MAYBE NEVERYET EVEN SEEN THIS
  • 00:19:51.580 --> 00:19:52.581
  • YET EVEN SEEN THISPROGRAM.
  • 00:19:52.581 --> 00:19:53.649
  • PROGRAM.HE'S DOING STUFF SO BEYOND
  • 00:19:53.649 --> 00:19:56.051
  • HE'S DOING STUFF SO BEYONDOUR LITTLE PART THAT IF
  • 00:19:56.051 --> 00:19:57.819
  • OUR LITTLE PART THAT IFI'M SO CONSUMED WITH MY
  • 00:19:57.819 --> 00:20:00.622
  • I'M SO CONSUMED WITH MYPART AND HOW IT CONNECTS
  • 00:20:00.622 --> 00:20:01.456
  • PART AND HOW IT CONNECTSWITH OTHER PEOPLE AND WHAT
  • 00:20:01.456 --> 00:20:02.924
  • WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND WHATTHEY ARE OR ARE NOT DOING,
  • 00:20:02.924 --> 00:20:05.260
  • THEY ARE OR ARE NOT DOING,WHAT IT MEANS IS I LOST MY
  • 00:20:05.260 --> 00:20:07.029
  • WHAT IT MEANS IS I LOST MYVIEW OF THE GREAT, GRAND
  • 00:20:07.029 --> 00:20:09.131
  • VIEW OF THE GREAT, GRANDBIG BEAUTIFUL SCOPE OF THE
  • 00:20:09.131 --> 00:20:11.633
  • BIG BEAUTIFUL SCOPE OF THEPOWER OF OUR GREAT GOD.
  • 00:20:11.633 --> 00:20:13.869
  • POWER OF OUR GREAT GOD.- NATALIE: WE HEAR SO
  • 00:20:13.869 --> 00:20:16.338
  • - NATALIE: WE HEAR SOOFTEN ABOUT HOW-- LIFE IS
  • 00:20:16.338 --> 00:20:17.906
  • OFTEN ABOUT HOW-- LIFE ISCOMPARED TO A RACE.
  • 00:20:17.906 --> 00:20:19.107
  • COMPARED TO A RACE.THAT WE ARE RUNNING A RACE
  • 00:20:19.107 --> 00:20:21.343
  • THAT WE ARE RUNNING A RACEAND WE ARE RUNNING IN OUR
  • 00:20:21.343 --> 00:20:22.844
  • AND WE ARE RUNNING IN OURLANE AND I THINK SO OFTEN,
  • 00:20:22.844 --> 00:20:25.047
  • LANE AND I THINK SO OFTEN,WE THINK ABOUT LOOKING AT
  • 00:20:25.047 --> 00:20:27.716
  • WE THINK ABOUT LOOKING ATSOMEBODY ELSE'S LANE AND
  • 00:20:27.716 --> 00:20:28.950
  • SOMEBODY ELSE'S LANE ANDWHAT THEY'RE RUNNING.
  • 00:20:28.950 --> 00:20:30.719
  • WHAT THEY'RE RUNNING.IF YOU CAN'T STAY FOCUSED
  • 00:20:30.719 --> 00:20:32.454
  • IF YOU CAN'T STAY FOCUSEDON THE RACE THAT YOU'RE
  • 00:20:32.454 --> 00:20:33.955
  • ON THE RACE THAT YOU'RERUNNING AND THE WAY GOD
  • 00:20:33.955 --> 00:20:35.624
  • RUNNING AND THE WAY GODHAS CALLED AND CREATED YOU
  • 00:20:35.624 --> 00:20:39.227
  • HAS CALLED AND CREATED YOUTO RUN IT, YOU'RE NEVER
  • 00:20:39.227 --> 00:20:39.728
  • TO RUN IT, YOU'RE NEVERGOING TO FULLY RUN THAT
  • 00:20:39.728 --> 00:20:40.262
  • GOING TO FULLY RUN THATRACE WITH THE POWER AND
  • 00:20:40.262 --> 00:20:41.530
  • RACE WITH THE POWER ANDTHE STRENGTH HE EQUIPPED
  • 00:20:41.530 --> 00:20:42.998
  • THE STRENGTH HE EQUIPPEDYOU TO RUN.
  • 00:20:42.998 --> 00:20:43.598
  • YOU TO RUN.I FEEL LIKE I JUST HAD A
  • 00:20:43.598 --> 00:20:44.666
  • I FEEL LIKE I JUST HAD AREAL LIFE EXAMPLE OF THIS,
  • 00:20:44.666 --> 00:20:46.234
  • REAL LIFE EXAMPLE OF THIS,LITERALLY, JUST THE
  • 00:20:46.234 --> 00:20:48.370
  • LITERALLY, JUST THEOTHER WEEK.
  • 00:20:48.370 --> 00:20:48.937
  • OTHER WEEK.BECAUSE ONE OF MY
  • 00:20:48.937 --> 00:20:50.205
  • BECAUSE ONE OF MYDAUGHTERS IS IN CROSS
  • 00:20:50.205 --> 00:20:52.641
  • DAUGHTERS IS IN CROSSCOUNTRY AND SHE HAS A
  • 00:20:52.641 --> 00:20:55.877
  • COUNTRY AND SHE HAS AFRIEND WHO'S JUST
  • 00:20:55.877 --> 00:20:56.478
  • FRIEND WHO'S JUSTCONSUMED WITH HOW FAST MY
  • 00:20:56.478 --> 00:20:57.145
  • CONSUMED WITH HOW FAST MYDAUGHTER IS RUNNING.
  • 00:20:57.145 --> 00:20:58.246
  • DAUGHTER IS RUNNING.AND I WATCHED IT PLAY OUT
  • 00:20:58.246 --> 00:20:59.214
  • AND I WATCHED IT PLAY OUTIN REAL TIME.
  • 00:20:59.214 --> 00:21:02.284
  • IN REAL TIME.IT HAPPENED IN PRACTICE.
  • 00:21:02.284 --> 00:21:02.984
  • IT HAPPENED IN PRACTICE.SHE WOULD SAY LITTLE THINGS
  • 00:21:02.984 --> 00:21:04.386
  • SHE WOULD SAY LITTLE THINGSTO TRY TO DISCOURAGE--
  • 00:21:04.386 --> 00:21:04.986
  • TO TRY TO DISCOURAGE--MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS BELLA.
  • 00:21:04.986 --> 00:21:06.221
  • MY DAUGHTER'S NAME IS BELLA.SHE TRIED TO DISCOURAGE
  • 00:21:06.221 --> 00:21:07.322
  • SHE TRIED TO DISCOURAGEBELLA LIKE, YOU KNOW,
  • 00:21:07.322 --> 00:21:07.956
  • BELLA LIKE, YOU KNOW,DON'T DO THIS.
  • 00:21:07.956 --> 00:21:08.824
  • DON'T DO THIS.OR YOU'RE NOT DOING THIS
  • 00:21:08.824 --> 00:21:09.858
  • OR YOU'RE NOT DOING THISRIGHT.
  • 00:21:09.858 --> 00:21:11.059
  • RIGHT.WELL, IN THE RACE, I
  • 00:21:11.059 --> 00:21:12.861
  • WELL, IN THE RACE, IWATCHED THIS SWEET GIRL
  • 00:21:12.861 --> 00:21:14.563
  • WATCHED THIS SWEET GIRLAND SHE WAS SO CONSUMED
  • 00:21:14.563 --> 00:21:15.897
  • AND SHE WAS SO CONSUMEDWITH LOOKING BACK AND
  • 00:21:15.897 --> 00:21:17.532
  • WITH LOOKING BACK ANDLOOKING OVER HER SHOULDER
  • 00:21:17.532 --> 00:21:18.834
  • LOOKING OVER HER SHOULDERTO SEE WHERE BELLA WAS AND
  • 00:21:18.834 --> 00:21:19.935
  • TO SEE WHERE BELLA WAS ANDHOW BELLA WAS RUNNING THAT
  • 00:21:19.935 --> 00:21:21.837
  • HOW BELLA WAS RUNNING THATSHE ENDED UP RUNNING KIND
  • 00:21:21.837 --> 00:21:23.839
  • SHE ENDED UP RUNNING KINDOF SIDEWAYS BECAUSE SHE
  • 00:21:23.839 --> 00:21:25.273
  • OF SIDEWAYS BECAUSE SHECOULDN'T KEEP HER BALANCE.
  • 00:21:25.273 --> 00:21:25.707
  • COULDN'T KEEP HER BALANCE.SHE COULDN'T KEEP
  • 00:21:25.707 --> 00:21:26.842
  • SHE COULDN'T KEEPSTRAIGHT.
  • 00:21:26.842 --> 00:21:28.043
  • STRAIGHT.BECAUSE SHE WAS SO
  • 00:21:28.043 --> 00:21:30.145
  • BECAUSE SHE WAS SOCONSUMED WITH WHAT
  • 00:21:30.145 --> 00:21:31.646
  • CONSUMED WITH WHATSOMEBODY ELSE WAS DOING
  • 00:21:31.646 --> 00:21:33.882
  • SOMEBODY ELSE WAS DOINGAND ARE THEY GOING TO BEAT
  • 00:21:33.882 --> 00:21:35.384
  • AND ARE THEY GOING TO BEATME AND ARE THEY GOING TO
  • 00:21:35.384 --> 00:21:36.351
  • ME AND ARE THEY GOING TOCATCH ME?
  • 00:21:36.351 --> 00:21:36.918
  • CATCH ME?AND, GUESS WHAT, I WATCHED
  • 00:21:36.918 --> 00:21:38.019
  • AND, GUESS WHAT, I WATCHEDBELLA AND SHE JUST HAD HER
  • 00:21:38.019 --> 00:21:38.787
  • BELLA AND SHE JUST HAD HEREYE ON THE PRIZE.
  • 00:21:38.787 --> 00:21:39.821
  • EYE ON THE PRIZE.SHE KEPT HER FOCUS
  • 00:21:39.821 --> 00:21:40.856
  • SHE KEPT HER FOCUSSTRAIGHT AHEAD.
  • 00:21:40.856 --> 00:21:42.257
  • STRAIGHT AHEAD.SHE NEVER LOOKED TO THE
  • 00:21:42.257 --> 00:21:43.291
  • SHE NEVER LOOKED TO THERIGHT OR TO THE LEFT.
  • 00:21:43.291 --> 00:21:45.160
  • RIGHT OR TO THE LEFT.SHE JUST KEPT RUNNING AND
  • 00:21:45.160 --> 00:21:46.261
  • SHE JUST KEPT RUNNING ANDALL OF A SUDDEN SHE PASSED
  • 00:21:46.261 --> 00:21:47.562
  • ALL OF A SUDDEN SHE PASSEDHER AND KEPT RUNNING
  • 00:21:47.562 --> 00:21:48.296
  • HER AND KEPT RUNNINGACROSS THAT FINISH LINE.
  • 00:21:48.296 --> 00:21:50.065
  • ACROSS THAT FINISH LINE.AND IT WASN'T ABOUT
  • 00:21:50.065 --> 00:21:50.665
  • AND IT WASN'T ABOUTWINNING OR LOSING.
  • 00:21:50.665 --> 00:21:52.067
  • WINNING OR LOSING.IT WAS ABOUT RUNNING HER
  • 00:21:52.067 --> 00:21:54.035
  • IT WAS ABOUT RUNNING HERRACE TO THE BEST OF HER
  • 00:21:54.035 --> 00:21:55.570
  • RACE TO THE BEST OF HERABILITY AND KEEPING HER
  • 00:21:55.570 --> 00:21:58.140
  • ABILITY AND KEEPING HERFOCUS FORWARD.
  • 00:21:58.140 --> 00:21:59.074
  • FOCUS FORWARD.AND I FEEL LIKE, I EVEN
  • 00:21:59.074 --> 00:22:00.342
  • AND I FEEL LIKE, I EVENLEARNED A LESSON THAT DAY
  • 00:22:00.342 --> 00:22:01.343
  • LEARNED A LESSON THAT DAYFROM MY DAUGHTER, SAYING,
  • 00:22:01.343 --> 00:22:02.444
  • FROM MY DAUGHTER, SAYING,WOW!
  • 00:22:02.444 --> 00:22:04.045
  • WOW!I TOO OFTEN AM LOOKING
  • 00:22:04.045 --> 00:22:05.280
  • I TOO OFTEN AM LOOKINGOVER HERE OR LOOKING OVER
  • 00:22:05.280 --> 00:22:07.883
  • OVER HERE OR LOOKING OVERHERE AND I'M DISTRACTED BY
  • 00:22:07.883 --> 00:22:08.984
  • HERE AND I'M DISTRACTED BYSO MANY THINGS THAT TAKE
  • 00:22:08.984 --> 00:22:11.153
  • SO MANY THINGS THAT TAKEME OUT OF MY LANE OF
  • 00:22:11.153 --> 00:22:13.588
  • ME OUT OF MY LANE OFRUNNING WITH THE STRENGTH
  • 00:22:13.588 --> 00:22:16.691
  • RUNNING WITH THE STRENGTHAND THE POWER THAT HE
  • 00:22:16.691 --> 00:22:17.559
  • AND THE POWER THAT HEACTUALLY EQUIPPED ME WITH
  • 00:22:17.559 --> 00:22:20.295
  • ACTUALLY EQUIPPED ME WITHTHAT HE'S PUT INSIDE OF ME
  • 00:22:20.295 --> 00:22:20.829
  • THAT HE'S PUT INSIDE OF METO BE ABLE TO RUN MY RACE.
  • 00:22:20.829 --> 00:22:21.530
  • TO BE ABLE TO RUN MY RACE.RIGHT?
  • 00:22:21.530 --> 00:22:22.197
  • RIGHT?I FEEL LIKE THAT
  • 00:22:22.197 --> 00:22:23.832
  • I FEEL LIKE THATDISTRACTION SOMETIMES IS
  • 00:22:23.832 --> 00:22:25.033
  • DISTRACTION SOMETIMES ISWHAT MAKES US GET A LITTLE
  • 00:22:25.033 --> 00:22:25.901
  • WHAT MAKES US GET A LITTLEBIT COCKEYED.
  • 00:22:25.901 --> 00:22:27.169
  • BIT COCKEYED.WE GET A LITTLE OFF COURSE
  • 00:22:27.169 --> 00:22:27.969
  • WE GET A LITTLE OFF COURSEBECAUSE WE START RUNNING A
  • 00:22:27.969 --> 00:22:29.104
  • BECAUSE WE START RUNNING ALITTLE BIT SIDEWAYS.
  • 00:22:29.104 --> 00:22:30.272
  • LITTLE BIT SIDEWAYS.- HOSANNA: I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:22:30.272 --> 00:22:32.073
  • - HOSANNA: I LOVE THAT.I'M REMINDED OF NEHEMIAH.
  • 00:22:32.073 --> 00:22:33.375
  • I'M REMINDED OF NEHEMIAH.AND THE LIFE OF NEHEMIAH
  • 00:22:33.375 --> 00:22:34.543
  • AND THE LIFE OF NEHEMIAHHOW HE HAD A VISION TO
  • 00:22:34.543 --> 00:22:36.378
  • HOW HE HAD A VISION TOREBUILD THE WALLS OF
  • 00:22:36.378 --> 00:22:37.579
  • REBUILD THE WALLS OFJERUSALEM, THE BROKEN DOWN
  • 00:22:37.579 --> 00:22:39.581
  • JERUSALEM, THE BROKEN DOWNWALLS OF JERUSALEM AND HOW
  • 00:22:39.581 --> 00:22:40.615
  • WALLS OF JERUSALEM AND HOWTHE WAY THEY WERE ABLE TO
  • 00:22:40.615 --> 00:22:42.584
  • THE WAY THEY WERE ABLE TOREBUILD THE WALLS OF THE
  • 00:22:42.584 --> 00:22:43.852
  • REBUILD THE WALLS OF THECITY IS THAT EVERYONE
  • 00:22:43.852 --> 00:22:44.352
  • CITY IS THAT EVERYONEBUILT IN FRONT OF THEIR
  • 00:22:44.352 --> 00:22:45.187
  • BUILT IN FRONT OF THEIROWN HOUSE.
  • 00:22:45.187 --> 00:22:46.721
  • OWN HOUSE.EVERYONE BUILT FROM THE
  • 00:22:46.721 --> 00:22:49.124
  • EVERYONE BUILT FROM THEGROUND UP WHAT WAS RIGHT
  • 00:22:49.124 --> 00:22:50.158
  • GROUND UP WHAT WAS RIGHTIN FRONT OF THEM, WHETHER
  • 00:22:50.158 --> 00:22:51.726
  • IN FRONT OF THEM, WHETHERTHEY WERE BUILDING
  • 00:22:51.726 --> 00:22:52.594
  • THEY WERE BUILDINGSOMETHING FROM THE GROUND
  • 00:22:52.594 --> 00:22:54.196
  • SOMETHING FROM THE GROUNDUP OR REPAIRING A BROKEN
  • 00:22:54.196 --> 00:22:55.197
  • UP OR REPAIRING A BROKENSTRUCTURE IN FRONT OF
  • 00:22:55.197 --> 00:22:55.797
  • STRUCTURE IN FRONT OFTHEM, THE WAY THE CITY OF
  • 00:22:55.797 --> 00:22:56.932
  • THEM, THE WAY THE CITY OFJERUSALEM WAS ABLE TO BE
  • 00:22:56.932 --> 00:22:58.266
  • JERUSALEM WAS ABLE TO BEREBUILT WAS THAT EVERYONE
  • 00:22:58.266 --> 00:23:00.035
  • REBUILT WAS THAT EVERYONEBUILT WHAT WAS RIGHT IN
  • 00:23:00.035 --> 00:23:01.236
  • BUILT WHAT WAS RIGHT INFRONT OF THEM IN FRONT OF
  • 00:23:01.236 --> 00:23:01.736
  • FRONT OF THEM IN FRONT OFTHEIR OWN HOUSE.
  • 00:23:01.736 --> 00:23:02.537
  • THEIR OWN HOUSE.AND IT MAKES ME THINK
  • 00:23:02.537 --> 00:23:03.605
  • AND IT MAKES ME THINKABOUT HOW WHEN I SEE JESUS
  • 00:23:03.605 --> 00:23:04.673
  • ABOUT HOW WHEN I SEE JESUSFACE TO FACE AND JESUS
  • 00:23:04.673 --> 00:23:05.607
  • FACE TO FACE AND JESUSSAYS WHAT DID YOU DO WITH
  • 00:23:05.607 --> 00:23:06.608
  • SAYS WHAT DID YOU DO WITHWHAT I GAVE YOU, I DON'T
  • 00:23:06.608 --> 00:23:07.509
  • WHAT I GAVE YOU, I DON'TWANT TO SAY, WELL, LET ME
  • 00:23:07.509 --> 00:23:08.677
  • WANT TO SAY, WELL, LET METELL YOU WHAT SHE DID,
  • 00:23:08.677 --> 00:23:09.211
  • TELL YOU WHAT SHE DID,AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT
  • 00:23:09.211 --> 00:23:09.711
  • AND LET ME TELL YOU WHATHE DID.
  • 00:23:09.711 --> 00:23:10.679
  • HE DID.I CAN TELL YOU HOW GOOD
  • 00:23:10.679 --> 00:23:11.613
  • I CAN TELL YOU HOW GOODTHEIR PART OF THE CITY
  • 00:23:11.613 --> 00:23:12.414
  • THEIR PART OF THE CITYLOOKED.
  • 00:23:12.414 --> 00:23:12.948
  • LOOKED.I CAN TELL YOU WHAT THEY
  • 00:23:12.948 --> 00:23:13.648
  • I CAN TELL YOU WHAT THEYWERE DOING.
  • 00:23:13.648 --> 00:23:14.683
  • WERE DOING.AND JESUS IS SAYING, WHAT
  • 00:23:14.683 --> 00:23:16.017
  • AND JESUS IS SAYING, WHATWAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU
  • 00:23:16.017 --> 00:23:16.918
  • WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOUTHAT I ASKED YOU TO BUILD
  • 00:23:16.918 --> 00:23:17.452
  • THAT I ASKED YOU TO BUILDRIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?
  • 00:23:17.452 --> 00:23:18.286
  • RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?DID YOU BUILD IT?
  • 00:23:18.286 --> 00:23:19.554
  • DID YOU BUILD IT?AND I'M REMINDED OF THAT,
  • 00:23:19.554 --> 00:23:20.856
  • AND I'M REMINDED OF THAT,WE DON'T WANT TO BE
  • 00:23:20.856 --> 00:23:21.656
  • WE DON'T WANT TO BEDISTRACTED BY WHAT OTHER
  • 00:23:21.656 --> 00:23:22.724
  • DISTRACTED BY WHAT OTHERBUILDERS ARE DOING.
  • 00:23:22.724 --> 00:23:23.492
  • BUILDERS ARE DOING.WE DON'T WANT TO BE
  • 00:23:23.492 --> 00:23:24.526
  • WE DON'T WANT TO BEDISTRACTED TRYING TO SEE
  • 00:23:24.526 --> 00:23:25.927
  • DISTRACTED TRYING TO SEEHOW SOMEONE ELSE IS USING
  • 00:23:25.927 --> 00:23:26.495
  • HOW SOMEONE ELSE IS USINGTHE TOOLS IN THEIR
  • 00:23:26.495 --> 00:23:27.062
  • THE TOOLS IN THEIRTOOLBOX.
  • 00:23:27.062 --> 00:23:28.430
  • TOOLBOX.WE WANT TO SAY, GOD, WITH
  • 00:23:28.430 --> 00:23:28.964
  • WE WANT TO SAY, GOD, WITHWHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME AND
  • 00:23:28.964 --> 00:23:30.932
  • WHAT YOU'VE GIVEN ME ANDWITH WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT
  • 00:23:30.932 --> 00:23:32.033
  • WITH WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONTOF ME, WHAT CAN I BUILD
  • 00:23:32.033 --> 00:23:32.667
  • OF ME, WHAT CAN I BUILDAND WHAT CAN I DO?
  • 00:23:32.667 --> 00:23:33.468
  • AND WHAT CAN I DO?BECAUSE ULTIMATELY IT'S
  • 00:23:33.468 --> 00:23:34.469
  • BECAUSE ULTIMATELY IT'SGOING TO TAKE ALL OF US
  • 00:23:34.469 --> 00:23:36.338
  • GOING TO TAKE ALL OF USOBEYING THE CALL OF GOD ON
  • 00:23:36.338 --> 00:23:37.539
  • OBEYING THE CALL OF GOD ONOUR LIVES, BUILDING RIGHT
  • 00:23:37.539 --> 00:23:38.707
  • OUR LIVES, BUILDING RIGHTIN FRONT OF OUR OWN HOUSE,
  • 00:23:38.707 --> 00:23:39.774
  • IN FRONT OF OUR OWN HOUSE,IN FRONT OF OUR OWN
  • 00:23:39.774 --> 00:23:40.742
  • IN FRONT OF OUR OWNSCHOOLS, IN FRONT OF OUR
  • 00:23:40.742 --> 00:23:43.411
  • SCHOOLS, IN FRONT OF OUROWN PLACES OF WORK, IN
  • 00:23:43.411 --> 00:23:44.212
  • OWN PLACES OF WORK, INFRONT OF OUR OWN
  • 00:23:44.212 --> 00:23:44.779
  • FRONT OF OUR OWNCHURCHES AND OUR OWN
  • 00:23:44.779 --> 00:23:45.514
  • CHURCHES AND OUR OWNFAMILIES.
  • 00:23:45.514 --> 00:23:46.014
  • FAMILIES.TO SEE THE CITY REBUILT.
  • 00:23:46.014 --> 00:23:47.115
  • TO SEE THE CITY REBUILT.HOPEFULLY, EVERYONE IS
  • 00:23:47.115 --> 00:23:47.816
  • HOPEFULLY, EVERYONE ISBUILDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF
  • 00:23:47.816 --> 00:23:48.350
  • BUILDING RIGHT IN FRONT OFTHEM.
  • 00:23:48.350 --> 00:23:49.017
  • THEM.HOPEFULLY EVERYONE IS
  • 00:23:49.017 --> 00:23:50.151
  • HOPEFULLY EVERYONE ISOBEYING GOD'S CALLING ON
  • 00:23:50.151 --> 00:23:51.019
  • OBEYING GOD'S CALLING ONTHEIR LIFE.
  • 00:23:51.019 --> 00:23:51.953
  • THEIR LIFE.HOPEFULLY EVERYONE IS
  • 00:23:51.953 --> 00:23:54.189
  • HOPEFULLY EVERYONE ISSUCCEEDING IN THE NAME OF
  • 00:23:54.189 --> 00:23:55.123
  • SUCCEEDING IN THE NAME OFJESUS, AND HOPEFULLY WE CAN
  • 00:23:55.123 --> 00:23:56.057
  • JESUS, AND HOPEFULLY WE CANREBUILD OUR CITIES AND
  • 00:23:56.057 --> 00:23:58.093
  • REBUILD OUR CITIES ANDRESTORE OUR COMMUNITIES.
  • 00:23:58.093 --> 00:23:58.727
  • RESTORE OUR COMMUNITIES.NOT LOOKING AT OTHER
  • 00:23:58.727 --> 00:23:59.761
  • NOT LOOKING AT OTHERPEOPLE, BUT LOOKING AT
  • 00:23:59.761 --> 00:24:00.328
  • PEOPLE, BUT LOOKING ATWHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OF
  • 00:24:00.328 --> 00:24:01.196
  • WHAT'S RIGHT IN FRONT OFUS.
  • 00:24:01.196 --> 00:24:01.730
  • US.HEY, I'M GONNA PRAY FOR
  • 00:24:01.730 --> 00:24:02.230
  • HEY, I'M GONNA PRAY FORALL OF US.
  • 00:24:02.230 --> 00:24:03.698
  • ALL OF US.GOD, I JUST PRAY THAT YOU
  • 00:24:03.698 --> 00:24:05.367
  • GOD, I JUST PRAY THAT YOUWOULD HELP US SEE WHAT YOU
  • 00:24:05.367 --> 00:24:06.134
  • WOULD HELP US SEE WHAT YOUHAVE CALLED US TO DO.
  • 00:24:06.134 --> 00:24:08.436
  • HAVE CALLED US TO DO.AND WHAT YOU'VE PUT RIGHT
  • 00:24:08.436 --> 00:24:09.037
  • AND WHAT YOU'VE PUT RIGHTIN FRONT OF US.
  • 00:24:09.037 --> 00:24:10.405
  • IN FRONT OF US.WE PRAY AGAINST THE ENEMY
  • 00:24:10.405 --> 00:24:11.873
  • WE PRAY AGAINST THE ENEMYHAVING ANY VICTORY OVER US
  • 00:24:11.873 --> 00:24:13.008
  • HAVING ANY VICTORY OVER USBEING DISTRACTED LOOKING
  • 00:24:13.008 --> 00:24:13.675
  • BEING DISTRACTED LOOKINGAT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:24:13.675 --> 00:24:14.209
  • AT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE AREDOING.
  • 00:24:14.209 --> 00:24:15.877
  • DOING.AGAINST ANY VICTORY HE MAY
  • 00:24:15.877 --> 00:24:18.113
  • AGAINST ANY VICTORY HE MAYHAVE IN US,
  • 00:24:18.113 --> 00:24:18.880
  • HAVE IN US,FEELING ENVIOUS OVER
  • 00:24:18.880 --> 00:24:20.315
  • FEELING ENVIOUS OVEROTHER CHILDREN OF
  • 00:24:20.315 --> 00:24:21.283
  • OTHER CHILDREN OFGOD SUCCEEDING.
  • 00:24:21.283 --> 00:24:21.783
  • GOD SUCCEEDING.GOD, WE WANT WHAT YOU
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  • GOD, WE WANT WHAT YOUWANT.
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  • WANT.WE WANT TO BUILD WHAT
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  • WE WANT TO BUILD WHATYOU WANT TO SEE BUILT.
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  • YOU WANT TO SEE BUILT.WE WANT TO SEE OTHER
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  • WE WANT TO SEE OTHERBUILDERS ALSO SUCCEED FOR
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  • BUILDERS ALSO SUCCEED FORTHE GLORY OF GOD AND FOR
  • 00:24:29.291 --> 00:24:31.493
  • THE GLORY OF GOD AND FORTHE SAVING OF SOULS IN THE
  • 00:24:31.493 --> 00:24:32.594
  • THE SAVING OF SOULS IN THENAME OF JESUS, MAY WE BE
  • 00:24:32.594 --> 00:24:34.796
  • NAME OF JESUS, MAY WE BEPEOPLE THAT CHEER ON EACH
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  • PEOPLE THAT CHEER ON EACHOTHER, PRAY FOR EACH OTHER
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  • OTHER, PRAY FOR EACH OTHERAND MAY WE SEE OUR CITIES
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  • AND MAY WE SEE OUR CITIESREBUILT AND OUR
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  • REBUILT AND OURCOMMUNITIES RESTORED IN
  • 00:24:39.200 --> 00:24:40.535
  • COMMUNITIES RESTORED INTHE NAME OF JESUS.
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  • THE NAME OF JESUS.AMEN.
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  • AMEN.- LAURIE: AMEN.
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  • - LAURIE: AMEN.AMEN.
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  • AMEN.LET EVERYBODY RUN THEIR
  • 00:24:46.508 --> 00:24:48.009
  • LET EVERYBODY RUN THEIROWN RACE.
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  • OWN RACE.KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE.
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  • KEEP YOUR EYE ON THE PRIZE.STAY IN YOUR LANE.
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  • STAY IN YOUR LANE.THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARING
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  • THAT'S WHAT I'M HEARINGTODAY.
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  • TODAY.YOU KNOW OUR
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  • YOU KNOW OUR"BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
  • 00:24:54.215 --> 00:24:55.317
  • "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
  • 00:24:55.317 --> 00:24:56.518
  • IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
  • 00:24:56.518 --> 00:24:57.786
  • YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA AND LET US
  • 00:24:57.786 --> 00:24:58.587
  • SOCIAL MEDIA AND LET USKNOW HOW WE CAN PRAY FOR
  • 00:24:58.587 --> 00:24:59.220
  • KNOW HOW WE CAN PRAY FORYOU.
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  • YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US
  • 00:24:59.854 --> 00:25:00.989
  • THANKS FOR JOINING USTODAY.
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  • TODAY.TOMORROW WE ARE GONNA BE
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  • TOMORROW WE ARE GONNA BETALKING ABOUT HOW TO
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  • TALKING ABOUT HOW TORECOGNIZE AND BREAK FREE
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  • RECOGNIZE AND BREAK FREEFROM EMOTIONAL
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  • FROM EMOTIONALMANIPULATION.
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  • MANIPULATION.GOD'S DESIRE FOR US IS TO
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  • GOD'S DESIRE FOR US IS TOBE UNWAVERING AND TO BE
  • 00:25:10.465 --> 00:25:12.500
  • BE UNWAVERING AND TO BEHEALTHY AND CONFIDENT.
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  • HEALTHY AND CONFIDENT.YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS
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  • YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISSTHIS CONVERSATION.
  • 00:25:14.869 --> 00:25:15.604
  • THIS CONVERSATION.WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.
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  • WE'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW.I LOVE YOU, GIRLS,
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  • I LOVE YOU, GIRLS,I'LL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW.
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