Better Together LIVE | Episode 36
May 18, 2020
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Better Together LIVE | Episode 36
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- - Laurie: IF YOU OR A LOVED ONE
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- - Laurie: IF YOU OR A LOVED ONEIS STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION OR
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- IS STRUGGLING WITH DEPRESSION ORLOSS YOU ARE NOT ALONE, MENTAL
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- LOSS YOU ARE NOT ALONE, MENTALHEALTH AWARENESS WEEK IS A TIME
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- HEALTH AWARENESS WEEK IS A TIMETO REFLECT AND REACH OUT TO
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- TO REFLECT AND REACH OUT TOTHOSE STRUGGLING AND TO FIND
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- THOSE STRUGGLING AND TO FINDHOPE.
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- HOPE.COME ON, JOIN US.
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- COME ON, JOIN US.♪MUSIC
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- ♪MUSIC- HELLO, ALL YOU SWEET FRIENDS
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- - HELLO, ALL YOU SWEET FRIENDSOUT THERE.
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- OUT THERE.WE ARE WITH YOU THIS MORNING,
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- WE ARE WITH YOU THIS MORNING,MONDAY, MAY 18.
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- MONDAY, MAY 18.ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, PEOPLE ARE
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- ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, PEOPLE ARETRYING TO FIND A NEW NORMAL.
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- TRYING TO FIND A NEW NORMAL.TRYING TO OPEN.
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- TRYING TO OPEN.OTHERS AREN'T OPENING.
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- OTHERS AREN'T OPENING.IT IS SOMETIMES A BIG MESS OUT
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- IT IS SOMETIMES A BIG MESS OUTTHERE.
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- THERE.WE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT MENTAL
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- WE WILL BE TALKING ABOUT MENTALHEALTH.
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- HEALTH.TIMES LIKE THESE, MAYBE I HAVE
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- TIMES LIKE THESE, MAYBE I HAVEMENTAL PROBLEMS TOO, BUT HAD IS
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- MENTAL PROBLEMS TOO, BUT HAD ISMENTAL AWARENESS, MENTAL HEALTH
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- MENTAL AWARENESS, MENTAL HEALTHAWARENESS MONTH.
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- AWARENESS MONTH.I'VE GOT GREAT BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS
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- I'VE GOT GREAT BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSWITH ME WE ARE GOING TO START
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- WITH ME WE ARE GOING TO STARTOUR WEEK.
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- OUR WEEK.SHEILA HOW ARE YOU DOING?
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- SHEILA HOW ARE YOU DOING?- Sheila: I'M DOING OKAY.
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- - Sheila: I'M DOING OKAY.THERE ARE DAYS, I REMEMBER ONE
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- THERE ARE DAYS, I REMEMBER ONEMORNING, WE ARE IN WEEK NINE OF
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- MORNING, WE ARE IN WEEK NINE OFSELF ISOLATION.
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- SELF ISOLATION.I WAS LAYING IN BED THINKING
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- I WAS LAYING IN BED THINKINGWHAT IS IT I'M FEELING?
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- WHAT IS IT I'M FEELING?THE ONLY WORDS I CAN ATTRIBUTE
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- THE ONLY WORDS I CAN ATTRIBUTEIS DREAD.
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- IS DREAD.THIS IS A STRANGE WORD.
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- THIS IS A STRANGE WORD.I HAD A HORRIBLE FEELING OF
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- I HAD A HORRIBLE FEELING OFDREAD.
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- DREAD.I HAVE A HISTORY OF BEING
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- I HAVE A HISTORY OF BEINGHOSPITALIZED FOR CLINICAL
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- HOSPITALIZED FOR CLINICALDEPRESSION.
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- DEPRESSION.I DO TAKE MEDICATION FOR
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- I DO TAKE MEDICATION FORDEPRESSION.
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- DEPRESSION.MOST OF THE TIME I DO WELL.
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- MOST OF THE TIME I DO WELL.I KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO EAT
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- I KNOW IT IS IMPORTANT TO EATWELL AND TO EXERCISE AND
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- WELL AND TO EXERCISE ANDCOMMUNITY IS IMPORTANT.
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- COMMUNITY IS IMPORTANT.BUT SUDDENLY IN THE MIDST OF
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- BUT SUDDENLY IN THE MIDST OFTHIS CORONAVIRUS YOU ARE MOT
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- THIS CORONAVIRUS YOU ARE MOTNOTMEETING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.
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- NOTMEETING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.EVEN THOUGH WE CAN JOIN A
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- EVEN THOUGH WE CAN JOIN ACOMMUNITY ONLINE IT IS NOT THE
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- COMMUNITY ONLINE IT IS NOT THESAME AS SOMEONE HUGGING YOU OR
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- SAME AS SOMEONE HUGGING YOU ORTO BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO SOMEONE
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- TO BE ABLE TO LOOK INTO SOMEONEELSE'S EYES SAYING AMEN, YES.
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- ELSE'S EYES SAYING AMEN, YES.I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING FOR A
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- I FIND MYSELF STRUGGLING FOR AFEW DAYS.
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- FEW DAYS.I LEARNED A LOT THROUGH MY
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- I LEARNED A LOT THROUGH MYJOURNEY WITH MENTAL ILLNESS.
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- JOURNEY WITH MENTAL ILLNESS.ONE OF THE THINGS PARTICULARLY
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- ONE OF THE THINGS PARTICULARLYHAS BECOME CLEAR IN THIS
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- HAS BECOME CLEAR IN THISPANDEMIC, I THINK IT WAS BETH
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- PANDEMIC, I THINK IT WAS BETHMOORE WHO SAID IT FIRST.
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- MOORE WHO SAID IT FIRST.THE WORD OF GOD HEALS ME MIND.
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- THE WORD OF GOD HEALS ME MIND.THAT IS SO TRUE.
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- THAT IS SO TRUE.I FIND MYSELF LEAVING-- LET ME
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- I FIND MYSELF LEAVING-- LET MESAY A FEW WORDS TO KICK-OFF THIS
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- SAY A FEW WORDS TO KICK-OFF THISWEEK.
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- WEEK.I ACTUALLY READ A PSALM OUT LOUD
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- I ACTUALLY READ A PSALM OUT LOUDEVERY DAY.
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- EVERY DAY.I'M NOT SURE HOW NEIGHBORS FEEL
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- I'M NOT SURE HOW NEIGHBORS FEELABOUT THAT.
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- ABOUT THAT.PSALMS 40.
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- PSALMS 40.I WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORD
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- I WAITED PATIENTLY FOR THE LORDTO HELP ME.
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- TO HELP ME.HE TURNED TO ME, HE HEARD MY
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- HE TURNED TO ME, HE HEARD MYCRY.
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- CRY.HE LIFTED MY OUT OF THE PIT OF
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- HE LIFTED MY OUT OF THE PIT OFDESPAIR OUT OF THE MUD AND MIRE.
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- DESPAIR OUT OF THE MUD AND MIRE.HE SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUND
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- HE SET MY FEET ON SOLID GROUNDAND STEADIED ME AS I WALKED
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- AND STEADIED ME AS I WALKEDALONG.
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- ALONG.THAT HAS BEEN CRITICAL TO
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- THAT HAS BEEN CRITICAL TOREMEMBER WHAT IS TRUE ALL THE
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- REMEMBER WHAT IS TRUE ALL THETIME NO MATTER WHAT I MIGHTING
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- TIME NO MATTER WHAT I MIGHTINGMIGHT BEFEELING FOR A MOMENT.
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- MIGHT BEFEELING FOR A MOMENT.- THANK YOU FOR THAT.
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- - THANK YOU FOR THAT.IF I WERE YOUR NEIGHBOR I WOULD
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- IF I WERE YOUR NEIGHBOR I WOULDWANT TO HEAR YOU READ ANY WORD
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- WANT TO HEAR YOU READ ANY WORDOUT LOUD WITH THAT IMORN JUST GS
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- OUT LOUD WITH THAT IMORN JUST GSVOICE OF YOURS, THAT ACCENT.
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- VOICE OF YOURS, THAT ACCENT.THERE IS NOTHING WE HAVE EVER
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- THERE IS NOTHING WE HAVE EVEREXPERIENCED BEFORE.
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- EXPERIENCED BEFORE.IT IS AFFECTING US.
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- IT IS AFFECTING US.ANYONE HAVING PANDEMIC DREAMS?
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- ANYONE HAVING PANDEMIC DREAMS?MY FAMILY HAS TAKEN TO TALKING
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- MY FAMILY HAS TAKEN TO TALKINGABOUT DREAMS AROUND THE DINNER
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- ABOUT DREAMS AROUND THE DINNERTABLE.
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- TABLE.WE ARE HAVING WILD DREAMS AND
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- WE ARE HAVING WILD DREAMS ANDINSOMNIA.
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- INSOMNIA.THEY CALL IT CORONA INSOMNIA.
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- THEY CALL IT CORONA INSOMNIA.AND I WILL START SOBBING IN THE
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- AND I WILL START SOBBING IN THESHOWER.
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- SHOWER.WOW! I MUST BE FEELING A LOT IN
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- WOW! I MUST BE FEELING A LOT INDREAMS RIGHT NOW.
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- DREAMS RIGHT NOW.WHEN I HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT THIS
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- WHEN I HEAR YOU TALK ABOUT THISTRAUMA IT AFFECTING US ALL, WE
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- TRAUMA IT AFFECTING US ALL, WEWENEED TO BE AWARE AND CARE FOR
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- WENEED TO BE AWARE AND CARE FOROUR SOULS AND LET GOD'S WORD
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- OUR SOULS AND LET GOD'S WORDEMBRACE US.
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- EMBRACE US.TURN TO HIM FOR SUPPORT.
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- TURN TO HIM FOR SUPPORT.WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THIS IS
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- WE NEED TO RECOGNIZE THIS ISUNCHARTER THE TERRITORY.
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- UNCHARTER THE TERRITORY.WE NEED TO SEEK SUPPORT GLADLY.
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- WE NEED TO SEEK SUPPORT GLADLY.IT IS A GIFT TO EVERYONE AROUND
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- IT IS A GIFT TO EVERYONE AROUNDUS.
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- US.- SO TRUE.
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- - SO TRUE.EMOTIONS AND HOW EVEN THROUGHOUT
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- EMOTIONS AND HOW EVEN THROUGHOUTTHE DAY, BY THE HOUR MY EMOTIONS
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- THE DAY, BY THE HOUR MY EMOTIONSCHANGE.
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- CHANGE.I CAN FEEL HAPPY AND DELIGHTED,
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- I CAN FEEL HAPPY AND DELIGHTED,FULL OF JOY AND THE NEXT HOUR
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- FULL OF JOY AND THE NEXT HOURI'M CRYING ON MY COUCH BEING
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- I'M CRYING ON MY COUCH BEINGCOMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY THE
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- COMPLETELY OVERWHELMED BY THESEASON.
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- SEASON.I'M A SINGLE MOM OF THREE ACTIVE
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- I'M A SINGLE MOM OF THREE ACTIVEBOYS.
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- BOYS.AND HAVING TO HOME SCHOOL, ZERO
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- AND HAVING TO HOME SCHOOL, ZERODISCIPLINE THEM, HAVING THEM IN
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- DISCIPLINE THEM, HAVING THEM INMY HOME ALL THE TIME AND HAVING
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- MY HOME ALL THE TIME AND HAVINGTHE MESS MESSES WITH MY MENTAL
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- THE MESS MESSES WITH MY MENTALHEALTH.
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- HEALTH.THE CLUTTER, THE TOYS, THE NOISE
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- THE CLUTTER, THE TOYS, THE NOISEAND STUFF EVERYWHERE IT AFFECTS
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- AND STUFF EVERYWHERE IT AFFECTSMY MENTAL HEALTH.
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- MY MENTAL HEALTH.IT IS HELPFUL TO HAVE FAITH TO
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- IT IS HELPFUL TO HAVE FAITH TOCREATE SOME SPACE IN THE CHAOS.
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- CREATE SOME SPACE IN THE CHAOS.WHETHER THAT IS GETTING UP EARLY
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- WHETHER THAT IS GETTING UP EARLYIN THE MORNING AND HAVING A FEW
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- IN THE MORNING AND HAVING A FEWMINUTES WITH GOD BEFORE MY KIDS
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- MINUTES WITH GOD BEFORE MY KIDSWAKE UP AND HAVING A QUIET CALM
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- WAKE UP AND HAVING A QUIET CALMTO START MY DAY, OR WHETHER IT
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- TO START MY DAY, OR WHETHER ITIS STAYING UP LATE AND READING
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- IS STAYING UP LATE AND READINGAFTER THEY GO TO BED AND TAKE A
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- AFTER THEY GO TO BED AND TAKE ABATH AND DECOMPRESS FROM THE
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- BATH AND DECOMPRESS FROM THEDAY.
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- DAY.I HAVE TO CARVE OUT THAT TIME TO
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- I HAVE TO CARVE OUT THAT TIME TOHAVE QUIET CALM IN MY VERY
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- HAVE QUIET CALM IN MY VERYCHAOTIC DAY.
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- CHAOTIC DAY.- I'M WITH YOU.
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- - I'M WITH YOU.THREE BOYS, I SAY YOU HAVE TO BE
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- THREE BOYS, I SAY YOU HAVE TO BEQUIET.
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- QUIET.THE REALITY OF ALL WE ARE
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- THE REALITY OF ALL WE AREDOINGRIGHT NOW.
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- DOINGRIGHT NOW.I DIDN'T REALLY GIVE A FAIR
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- I DIDN'T REALLY GIVE A FAIRAMOUNT OF CREDIT TO HOW THIS IS
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- AMOUNT OF CREDIT TO HOW THIS ISAFFECTING ME.
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- AFFECTING ME.I THINK THERE WERE TIMES WHEN I
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- I THINK THERE WERE TIMES WHEN IWAS LIKE, WHY DO I FEEL, WHY DO
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- WAS LIKE, WHY DO I FEEL, WHY DOI NOT HAVE ENERGY?
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- I NOT HAVE ENERGY?WHY AM I NOT ABLE TO GET
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- WHY AM I NOT ABLE TO GETMOTIVATED?
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- MOTIVATED?I SAW A MEME FLOATING ONLINE
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- I SAW A MEME FLOATING ONLINEDON'T WASTE YOUR OPPORTUNITY TO
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- DON'T WASTE YOUR OPPORTUNITY TODO THINGS.
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- DO THINGS.BUT THIS SEASON IN AND OF
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- BUT THIS SEASON IN AND OFITSELF, THERE IS A LOT THAT
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- ITSELF, THERE IS A LOT THATSTARTED.
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- STARTED.WITH KIDS BEING HOME, HAVING TO
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- WITH KIDS BEING HOME, HAVING TOHOME SCHOOL, FOR ME, A LOT OF
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- HOME SCHOOL, FOR ME, A LOT OFTHINGS I DO HAVE GONE FASTER
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- THINGS I DO HAVE GONE FASTERBEING AT HOME.
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- BEING AT HOME.THE MEETINGS WE ARE HAVING TO
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- THE MEETINGS WE ARE HAVING TOHAVE ON ZOOM AND ALL THIS TIME
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- HAVE ON ZOOM AND ALL THIS TIMEWE COULD SEPARATE BETWEEN WORK
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- WE COULD SEPARATE BETWEEN WORKNOW IT IS ALL MUDDLED TOGETHER.
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- NOW IT IS ALL MUDDLED TOGETHER.I HAD TO STOP AND SAY WAIT.
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- I HAD TO STOP AND SAY WAIT.WHY AM I THIS WAY?
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- WHY AM I THIS WAY?IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO
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- IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TOLEARN WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO PAY
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- LEARN WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO PAYATTENTION.
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- ATTENTION.WHEN IT IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE, I
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- WHEN IT IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE, IWOULD NOT EVEN SAY, THERE IS A
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- WOULD NOT EVEN SAY, THERE IS ADEPRESSION NECESSARILY BUT A
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- DEPRESSION NECESSARILY BUT AWEIGHT.
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- WEIGHT.THE WEIGHT, GIVING MYSELF GRACE
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- THE WEIGHT, GIVING MYSELF GRACETO SAY THERE IS A REASON I'M NOT
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- TO SAY THERE IS A REASON I'M NOTMOTIVATED.
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- MOTIVATED.THERE IS A REASON I'M
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- THERE IS A REASON I'MOVERWHELMED.
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- OVERWHELMED.THERE IS A REASON I MAY HAVE
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- THERE IS A REASON I MAY HAVELACKLUSTER DAYS.
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- LACKLUSTER DAYS.A WAY TO POWER THROUGH IT TO
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- A WAY TO POWER THROUGH IT TOGIVE MYSELF GRACE.
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- GIVE MYSELF GRACE.IT IS OKAY TO TAKE A LITTLE
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- IT IS OKAY TO TAKE A LITTLELONGER OR DO A LITTLE BIT LESS
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- LONGER OR DO A LITTLE BIT LESSOR BE A LITTLE LESS PREPARED FOR
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- OR BE A LITTLE LESS PREPARED FORTHE SUPER ORGANIZED HOME.
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- THE SUPER ORGANIZED HOME.THE KIDS ARE HOME.
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- THE KIDS ARE HOME.ALL THE MEALS ARE PLANNED.
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- ALL THE MEALS ARE PLANNED.I COOKED SOLID THREE WEEKS
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- I COOKED SOLID THREE WEEKSSTRAIGHT.
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- STRAIGHT.THEN STOPPED I WAS JUST TIRED.
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- THEN STOPPED I WAS JUST TIRED.(LAUGHTER).
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- (LAUGHTER).- GOOD FOR YOU, CRYSTAL.
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- - GOOD FOR YOU, CRYSTAL.- WE ALL HAVE KIDS OF DIFFERENT
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- - WE ALL HAVE KIDS OF DIFFERENTAGES.
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- AGES.BARRY AND I HAVE ONE SON.
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- BARRY AND I HAVE ONE SON.HE IS 23.
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- HE IS 23.HE IS STARTING HIS MASTERS WORK
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- HE IS STARTING HIS MASTERS WORKAT CHRISTIAN BAPTIST.
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- AT CHRISTIAN BAPTIST.HE IS IN HIS LITTLE APARTMENT IN
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- HE IS IN HIS LITTLE APARTMENT INHOUSTON.
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- HOUSTON.HE STRUGGLES WITH DEPRESSION AND
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- HE STRUGGLES WITH DEPRESSION ANDANXIETY.
- 00:09:23.986 --> 00:09:26.255
- ANXIETY.AS A MOM I'M CONCERNED FOR HIM
- 00:09:26.255 --> 00:09:28.224
- AS A MOM I'M CONCERNED FOR HIMAT THIS STAGE.
- 00:09:28.224 --> 00:09:29.859
- AT THIS STAGE.YOU WANT TO BE WITH YOUR
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- YOU WANT TO BE WITH YOURCHILDREN WHEN THEY ARE
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- CHILDREN WHEN THEY ARESTRUGGLING.
- 00:09:32.361 --> 00:09:33.195
- STRUGGLING.WE DO FACE TIME.
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- WE DO FACE TIME.I CAN LOOK IN HIS EYES AND SAY
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- I CAN LOOK IN HIS EYES AND SAYHOW ARE YOU DOING?
- 00:09:37.933 --> 00:09:40.836
- HOW ARE YOU DOING?SERIOUSLY, HOW ARE YOU DOING?
- 00:09:40.836 --> 00:09:45.408
- SERIOUSLY, HOW ARE YOU DOING?BUT, IT HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.
- 00:09:45.408 --> 00:09:48.210
- BUT, IT HAS BEEN DIFFICULT.WE ARE VERY ALIKE.
- 00:09:48.210 --> 00:09:50.212
- WE ARE VERY ALIKE.WE CAN HAVE CONVERSATIONS, HOW
- 00:09:50.212 --> 00:09:53.082
- WE CAN HAVE CONVERSATIONS, HOWDO WE LIVE WITH THESE KIND OF
- 00:09:53.082 --> 00:09:56.385
- DO WE LIVE WITH THESE KIND OFISSUES, AS EVERYONE SAID,
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- ISSUES, AS EVERYONE SAID,UNCHARTERED TERRITORY?
- 00:09:59.422 --> 00:10:02.358
- UNCHARTERED TERRITORY?SHOWING THE PSALMS OF LAMENT.
- 00:10:02.358 --> 00:10:05.027
- SHOWING THE PSALMS OF LAMENT.WHEN SOMETHING IS HAPPENING, WE
- 00:10:05.027 --> 00:10:08.464
- WHEN SOMETHING IS HAPPENING, WETHINK, LET'S WATCH COMEDIES AND
- 00:10:08.464 --> 00:10:11.033
- THINK, LET'S WATCH COMEDIES ANDTHERE IS DEFINITELY A PLACE FOR
- 00:10:11.033 --> 00:10:11.834
- THERE IS DEFINITELY A PLACE FORTHAT.
- 00:10:11.834 --> 00:10:16.038
- THAT.WE RESTRICT HOW MUCH WE WATCH.
- 00:10:16.038 --> 00:10:18.374
- WE RESTRICT HOW MUCH WE WATCH.AND JUST TO BE INFORMED AND NO
- 00:10:18.374 --> 00:10:18.674
- AND JUST TO BE INFORMED AND NOMORE.
- 00:10:18.674 --> 00:10:20.943
- MORE.IT IS TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY.
- 00:10:20.943 --> 00:10:22.478
- IT IS TRAGEDY AFTER TRAGEDY.IT IS DEVASTATING.
- 00:10:22.478 --> 00:10:24.580
- IT IS DEVASTATING.THE PSALMS, GIVEN TO THE PEOPLE
- 00:10:24.580 --> 00:10:27.950
- THE PSALMS, GIVEN TO THE PEOPLEOF GOD TO PRAY BACK TO GOD.
- 00:10:27.950 --> 00:10:31.253
- OF GOD TO PRAY BACK TO GOD.TEACHES US THE VALUE OF LAMENT.
- 00:10:31.253 --> 00:10:33.389
- TEACHES US THE VALUE OF LAMENT.YOU HAVE TO SIT WITH WHAT IS
- 00:10:33.389 --> 00:10:34.957
- YOU HAVE TO SIT WITH WHAT ISTRUE AND FACE WHAT IS TRUE BUT
- 00:10:34.957 --> 00:10:35.591
- TRUE AND FACE WHAT IS TRUE BUTNOT ALONE.
- 00:10:35.591 --> 00:10:37.827
- NOT ALONE.I HAVE LEARNED TO PROCESS MY
- 00:10:37.827 --> 00:10:41.864
- I HAVE LEARNED TO PROCESS MYPAIN IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
- 00:10:41.864 --> 00:10:43.265
- PAIN IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD.TO REALIZE WHATEVER I'M FEELING
- 00:10:43.265 --> 00:10:45.101
- TO REALIZE WHATEVER I'M FEELINGI CAN TAKE THAT RIGHT INTO THE
- 00:10:45.101 --> 00:10:48.037
- I CAN TAKE THAT RIGHT INTO THEPRESENCE OF GOD AND BE HONEST
- 00:10:48.037 --> 00:10:49.905
- PRESENCE OF GOD AND BE HONESTWITH HIM.
- 00:10:49.905 --> 00:10:51.607
- WITH HIM.- Laurie: I LOVE THAT SO MUCH.
- 00:10:51.607 --> 00:10:54.543
- - Laurie: I LOVE THAT SO MUCH.THIS MORNING, I'M NOT A REAL
- 00:10:54.543 --> 00:11:00.516
- THIS MORNING, I'M NOT A REALCRYBABY, MUCH, AND BEING
- 00:11:00.516 --> 00:11:03.152
- CRYBABY, MUCH, AND BEINGISOLATED AND ALL THAT, I WAS ALL
- 00:11:03.152 --> 00:11:06.756
- ISOLATED AND ALL THAT, I WAS ALLRIGHT WITH ALL THAT BECAUSE I'M
- 00:11:06.756 --> 00:11:09.258
- RIGHT WITH ALL THAT BECAUSE I'MVERY MUCH, I COULD BE A HERMIT,
- 00:11:09.258 --> 00:11:09.558
- VERY MUCH, I COULD BE A HERMIT,MAYBE.
- 00:11:09.558 --> 00:11:13.028
- MAYBE.I LOVE MY TIME AT HOME.
- 00:11:13.028 --> 00:11:15.331
- I LOVE MY TIME AT HOME.BUT MY FAMILY, SINCE WE TRAVELED
- 00:11:15.331 --> 00:11:17.800
- BUT MY FAMILY, SINCE WE TRAVELEDALL OUR LIVES, WE CAN GO TO
- 00:11:17.800 --> 00:11:20.069
- ALL OUR LIVES, WE CAN GO TOPLACES AND STAY A FEW MONTHS.
- 00:11:20.069 --> 00:11:22.838
- PLACES AND STAY A FEW MONTHS.I FEEL VERY AT HOME MOSTLY IN A
- 00:11:22.838 --> 00:11:25.407
- I FEEL VERY AT HOME MOSTLY IN ADIFFERENT COUNTRY OR A DIFFERENT
- 00:11:25.407 --> 00:11:27.076
- DIFFERENT COUNTRY OR A DIFFERENTPLACE.
- 00:11:27.076 --> 00:11:29.311
- PLACE.AND SO THIS HAS BEEN KIND OF MY
- 00:11:29.311 --> 00:11:31.914
- AND SO THIS HAS BEEN KIND OF MYNORMAL A LITTLE BIT.
- 00:11:31.914 --> 00:11:37.253
- NORMAL A LITTLE BIT.BUT, I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHEN
- 00:11:37.253 --> 00:11:40.656
- BUT, I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHENI'M READING THE WORD OR I'M
- 00:11:40.656 --> 00:11:43.759
- I'M READING THE WORD OR I'MREADING A BOOK OR LOOKING AT A
- 00:11:43.759 --> 00:11:48.497
- READING A BOOK OR LOOKING AT APODCAST, THIS MORNING I WAS
- 00:11:48.497 --> 00:11:52.434
- PODCAST, THIS MORNING I WASLOOKING AT JOHN ONE OF MY
- 00:11:52.434 --> 00:11:57.406
- LOOKING AT JOHN ONE OF MYFAVORITE PODCASTERS ABOUT THE
- 00:11:57.406 --> 00:11:58.507
- FAVORITE PODCASTERS ABOUT THEFAITHFULNESS OF GOD AND
- 00:11:58.507 --> 00:12:03.045
- FAITHFULNESS OF GOD ANDINTERESTING TO TRUST IN GOD.
- 00:12:03.045 --> 00:12:06.015
- INTERESTING TO TRUST IN GOD.HIS WORDS, I WAS TELLING MATT
- 00:12:06.015 --> 00:12:08.684
- HIS WORDS, I WAS TELLING MATTAND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'M CRYING.
- 00:12:08.684 --> 00:12:12.421
- AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I'M CRYING.I THINK MAYBE THAT'S HOW I FEEL
- 00:12:12.421 --> 00:12:15.691
- I THINK MAYBE THAT'S HOW I FEELSOME OF THE ANGST OR THE
- 00:12:15.691 --> 00:12:17.126
- SOME OF THE ANGST OR THEDIFFERENT STUFF THAT'S
- 00:12:17.126 --> 00:12:17.493
- DIFFERENT STUFF THAT'SHAPPENING.
- 00:12:17.493 --> 00:12:21.063
- HAPPENING.I FIND MYSELF CRYING AT TIMES
- 00:12:21.063 --> 00:12:23.666
- I FIND MYSELF CRYING AT TIMESWHEN-- I CRY A LOT ABOUT THE
- 00:12:23.666 --> 00:12:26.168
- WHEN-- I CRY A LOT ABOUT THEBIBLE, BUT JUST THOSE TIMES
- 00:12:26.168 --> 00:12:29.839
- BIBLE, BUT JUST THOSE TIMESWHERE I'M NOT A BIG CRIER,
- 00:12:29.839 --> 00:12:35.211
- WHERE I'M NOT A BIG CRIER,LESLEY, AND I KNOW THAT
- 00:12:35.211 --> 00:12:37.646
- LESLEY, AND I KNOW THATSOMETHING'S DIFFERENT AND YES,
- 00:12:37.646 --> 00:12:39.882
- SOMETHING'S DIFFERENT AND YES,WE ARE TRUSTING AND BELIEVING
- 00:12:39.882 --> 00:12:44.019
- WE ARE TRUSTING AND BELIEVINGGOD, THIS IS OUR TIME TO PROVE
- 00:12:44.019 --> 00:12:44.587
- GOD, THIS IS OUR TIME TO PROVETHAT.
- 00:12:44.587 --> 00:12:46.889
- THAT.IT GOES TO MY HEART.
- 00:12:46.889 --> 00:12:51.026
- IT GOES TO MY HEART.- LAURIE, YOU HAVE SUCH A BIG
- 00:12:51.026 --> 00:12:52.595
- - LAURIE, YOU HAVE SUCH A BIGHEART IT SURPRISES ME YOU ARE
- 00:12:52.595 --> 00:12:57.633
- HEART IT SURPRISES ME YOU ARENOT A CRYBABY.
- 00:12:57.633 --> 00:12:58.033
- NOT A CRYBABY.(LAUGHTER).
- 00:12:58.033 --> 00:13:00.436
- (LAUGHTER).NO ONE CAN ACCUSE ME OF NOT
- 00:13:00.436 --> 00:13:01.337
- NO ONE CAN ACCUSE ME OF NOTCRYING ENOUGH.
- 00:13:01.337 --> 00:13:03.539
- CRYING ENOUGH.IT DOES NOT SURPRISE ME I CRY,
- 00:13:03.539 --> 00:13:06.375
- IT DOES NOT SURPRISE ME I CRY,BUT I WILL SAY, YOU ARE TALKING
- 00:13:06.375 --> 00:13:11.747
- BUT I WILL SAY, YOU ARE TALKINGABOUT BOTH OF YOU, ABOUT HEARING
- 00:13:11.747 --> 00:13:13.349
- ABOUT BOTH OF YOU, ABOUT HEARINGGOD'S WORD.
- 00:13:13.349 --> 00:13:18.354
- GOD'S WORD.THIS IS A GLOBAL MONASTERY.
- 00:13:18.354 --> 00:13:19.955
- THIS IS A GLOBAL MONASTERY.HE IS SO OUT OF TOUCH.
- 00:13:19.955 --> 00:13:22.625
- HE IS SO OUT OF TOUCH.HE IS NOT DOING THREE MEALS A
- 00:13:22.625 --> 00:13:24.560
- HE IS NOT DOING THREE MEALS ADAY FOR A FAMILY.
- 00:13:24.560 --> 00:13:27.796
- DAY FOR A FAMILY.I WAS UP UNTIL MIDNIGHT WITH MY
- 00:13:27.796 --> 00:13:30.266
- I WAS UP UNTIL MIDNIGHT WITH MYHIGH SCHOOLER TRYING TO SUBMIT
- 00:13:30.266 --> 00:13:32.134
- HIGH SCHOOLER TRYING TO SUBMITHIS PAPER.
- 00:13:32.134 --> 00:13:34.336
- HIS PAPER.HE ERASED IT INSTEAD OF
- 00:13:34.336 --> 00:13:35.905
- HE ERASED IT INSTEAD OFSUBMITTING IT AND HAD TO START
- 00:13:35.905 --> 00:13:37.006
- SUBMITTING IT AND HAD TO STARTOVER AT MIDNIGHT.
- 00:13:37.006 --> 00:13:38.407
- OVER AT MIDNIGHT.I LOVE MY PASTOR.
- 00:13:38.407 --> 00:13:41.210
- I LOVE MY PASTOR.THE GLOBAL MONASTERY IDEA IS
- 00:13:41.210 --> 00:13:42.311
- THE GLOBAL MONASTERY IDEA ISPROFOUND.
- 00:13:42.311 --> 00:13:44.246
- PROFOUND.ALSO, LIFE IS NOT NORMAL.
- 00:13:44.246 --> 00:13:48.884
- ALSO, LIFE IS NOT NORMAL.ONE OF MY FAVORITE MINISTRIES,
- 00:13:48.884 --> 00:13:53.055
- ONE OF MY FAVORITE MINISTRIES,FROM INDIA, SHE SAID HARDLY
- 00:13:53.055 --> 00:13:57.026
- FROM INDIA, SHE SAID HARDLYTHERE IS NO TRAGEDY AND IT IS
- 00:13:57.026 --> 00:13:57.593
- THERE IS NO TRAGEDY AND IT ISEVERYWHERE.
- 00:13:57.593 --> 00:14:00.329
- EVERYWHERE.OUR DAYS ARE DEEP AND THERE ARE
- 00:14:00.329 --> 00:14:01.497
- OUR DAYS ARE DEEP AND THERE ARETROUBLED WATERS.
- 00:14:01.497 --> 00:14:03.132
- TROUBLED WATERS.THAT IS WHY WE NEED TO
- 00:14:03.132 --> 00:14:07.036
- THAT IS WHY WE NEED TOUNDERSTAND WHAT IT TAKES TO FIND
- 00:14:07.036 --> 00:14:08.470
- UNDERSTAND WHAT IT TAKES TO FINDSTRENGTH IN THE LORD AND REACH
- 00:14:08.470 --> 00:14:10.272
- STRENGTH IN THE LORD AND REACHOUT FOR SUPPORT.
- 00:14:10.272 --> 00:14:12.041
- OUT FOR SUPPORT.AND SOMETIMES IT GOES FAR ENOUGH
- 00:14:12.041 --> 00:14:14.410
- AND SOMETIMES IT GOES FAR ENOUGHTO BE AN EXPERT AS THERAPISTS
- 00:14:14.410 --> 00:14:17.079
- TO BE AN EXPERT AS THERAPISTSEVEN RIGHT NOW DURING THE
- 00:14:17.079 --> 00:14:19.581
- EVEN RIGHT NOW DURING THEPANDEMIC OVER A TELECONFERENCE
- 00:14:19.581 --> 00:14:21.417
- PANDEMIC OVER A TELECONFERENCELET OUR SOULS BE GUIDED BY
- 00:14:21.417 --> 00:14:23.419
- LET OUR SOULS BE GUIDED BYPEOPLE WHO CAN EXPERTLY CARE FOR
- 00:14:23.419 --> 00:14:30.859
- PEOPLE WHO CAN EXPERTLY CARE FORUS IN THIS TIME.
- 00:14:30.859 --> 00:14:32.695
- US IN THIS TIME.- SO GOOD, LESLEY.
- 00:14:32.695 --> 00:14:34.563
- - SO GOOD, LESLEY.WHAT DO WE DO WITH OUR PAIN?
- 00:14:34.563 --> 00:14:36.598
- WHAT DO WE DO WITH OUR PAIN?WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT KIND OF
- 00:14:36.598 --> 00:14:38.934
- WE ALL HAVE DIFFERENT KIND OFPAIN IN THIS SEASON.
- 00:14:38.934 --> 00:14:42.104
- PAIN IN THIS SEASON.MAYBE IT IS OVERWHELMING.
- 00:14:42.104 --> 00:14:43.839
- MAYBE IT IS OVERWHELMING.MAYBE THE PAIN IS SADNESS AND
- 00:14:43.839 --> 00:14:46.608
- MAYBE THE PAIN IS SADNESS ANDHEART BREAK FOR WHAT THE WORLD
- 00:14:46.608 --> 00:14:50.112
- HEART BREAK FOR WHAT THE WORLDIS EXPERIENCING OR WE MAYBE
- 00:14:50.112 --> 00:14:52.715
- IS EXPERIENCING OR WE MAYBESITTING IN A PLACE OF GRIEF.
- 00:14:52.715 --> 00:14:58.554
- SITTING IN A PLACE OF GRIEF.AND THIS SEASON IS OVERWHELMING.
- 00:14:58.554 --> 00:15:02.091
- AND THIS SEASON IS OVERWHELMING.THE PAIN IS DOUBLED.
- 00:15:02.091 --> 00:15:06.729
- THE PAIN IS DOUBLED.JUST SITTING IN THE WORD WITH
- 00:15:06.729 --> 00:15:06.996
- JUST SITTING IN THE WORD WITHGOD.
- 00:15:06.996 --> 00:15:12.835
- GOD.WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE THAT
- 00:15:12.835 --> 00:15:16.672
- WE ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SEE THATTO SEEM HAPPY AND WE SHOULD, THE
- 00:15:16.672 --> 00:15:18.607
- TO SEEM HAPPY AND WE SHOULD, THEPRESENCE OF GOD.
- 00:15:18.607 --> 00:15:22.277
- PRESENCE OF GOD.I THINK SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO
- 00:15:22.277 --> 00:15:23.679
- I THINK SOMETIMES WE HAVE TOSHUT THOSE FEELINGS DOWN.
- 00:15:23.679 --> 00:15:25.280
- SHUT THOSE FEELINGS DOWN.I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT
- 00:15:25.280 --> 00:15:26.482
- I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID ABOUTSITTING WITH THOSE FEELS WITH
- 00:15:26.482 --> 00:15:32.187
- SITTING WITH THOSE FEELS WITHGOD AND SHARING FEELINGS WITH
- 00:15:32.187 --> 00:15:32.454
- GOD AND SHARING FEELINGS WITHGOD.
- 00:15:32.454 --> 00:15:34.723
- GOD.GOD WANT TO BE IN EVERY AREA OF
- 00:15:34.723 --> 00:15:37.693
- GOD WANT TO BE IN EVERY AREA OFOUR BROKENNESS.
- 00:15:37.693 --> 00:15:40.229
- OUR BROKENNESS.IT MAY BE REALLY HARD TO HAVE
- 00:15:40.229 --> 00:15:42.865
- IT MAY BE REALLY HARD TO HAVEPEACE DURING THE DAY, BUT GOD
- 00:15:42.865 --> 00:15:45.367
- PEACE DURING THE DAY, BUT GODCAN INVADE OUR MESSY CHAOTIC
- 00:15:45.367 --> 00:15:49.571
- CAN INVADE OUR MESSY CHAOTICLIFE WITH A SUPERNATURAL PEACE.
- 00:15:49.571 --> 00:15:51.940
- LIFE WITH A SUPERNATURAL PEACE.I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY A
- 00:15:51.940 --> 00:15:54.209
- I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY AMOMENT OF COMPLETE FRUSTRATION I
- 00:15:54.209 --> 00:15:55.010
- MOMENT OF COMPLETE FRUSTRATION ICALL OUT LOUD.
- 00:15:55.010 --> 00:15:57.379
- CALL OUT LOUD.MY BOYS ARE STARING AT ME.
- 00:15:57.379 --> 00:15:58.180
- MY BOYS ARE STARING AT ME.GOD HELP ME.
- 00:15:58.180 --> 00:15:59.882
- GOD HELP ME.I CANNOT DO THIS.
- 00:15:59.882 --> 00:16:01.617
- I CANNOT DO THIS.I'M FEELING COMPLETELY
- 00:16:01.617 --> 00:16:03.185
- I'M FEELING COMPLETELYOVERWHELMED I NEED YOUR
- 00:16:03.185 --> 00:16:04.987
- OVERWHELMED I NEED YOURSTRENGTH, PEACE.
- 00:16:04.987 --> 00:16:10.292
- STRENGTH, PEACE.I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN.
- 00:16:10.292 --> 00:16:12.795
- I CANNOT DO THIS ON MY OWN.THAT PEACE COMES WHEN WE CRY OUT
- 00:16:12.795 --> 00:16:13.595
- THAT PEACE COMES WHEN WE CRY OUTFOR HIM.
- 00:16:13.595 --> 00:16:15.931
- FOR HIM.THAT HAS BEEN SUPER HELPFUL.
- 00:16:15.931 --> 00:16:16.698
- THAT HAS BEEN SUPER HELPFUL.BEING AWARE.
- 00:16:16.698 --> 00:16:20.736
- BEING AWARE.JUST BEING AWARE OF THOSE
- 00:16:20.736 --> 00:16:21.136
- JUST BEING AWARE OF THOSEEMOTIONS.
- 00:16:21.136 --> 00:16:26.475
- EMOTIONS.WELCOMING THEM AND NOT TRYING TO
- 00:16:26.475 --> 00:16:29.178
- WELCOMING THEM AND NOT TRYING TOSHRUG THEM OFF.
- 00:16:29.178 --> 00:16:30.779
- SHRUG THEM OFF.I'M FEELING SAD IT IS OKAY TO
- 00:16:30.779 --> 00:16:31.480
- I'M FEELING SAD IT IS OKAY TOFEEL SAD.
- 00:16:31.480 --> 00:16:32.915
- FEEL SAD.IT IS OKAY TO SLEEP IN.
- 00:16:32.915 --> 00:16:34.683
- IT IS OKAY TO SLEEP IN.IT IS OKAY TO NOT DO THE DISHES
- 00:16:34.683 --> 00:16:36.618
- IT IS OKAY TO NOT DO THE DISHESAFTER THE BOYS GO TO SLEEP AND
- 00:16:36.618 --> 00:16:40.022
- AFTER THE BOYS GO TO SLEEP ANDGO TO BED BECAUSE I'M TIRED.
- 00:16:40.022 --> 00:16:42.925
- GO TO BED BECAUSE I'M TIRED.SO FEEL WHAT WE NEED TO FEEL AND
- 00:16:42.925 --> 00:16:46.562
- SO FEEL WHAT WE NEED TO FEEL ANDGET THROUGH EACH DAY DIFFERENTLY
- 00:16:46.562 --> 00:16:52.000
- GET THROUGH EACH DAY DIFFERENTLYTO MAKE IT THROUGH ONE DAY AT A
- 00:16:52.000 --> 00:16:53.936
- TO MAKE IT THROUGH ONE DAY AT ATIME, TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME
- 00:16:53.936 --> 00:16:56.872
- TIME, TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIMEIN THIS SEASON.
- 00:16:56.872 --> 00:16:58.774
- IN THIS SEASON.- I LOVE HOW YOU TALK ABOUT
- 00:16:58.774 --> 00:17:01.376
- - I LOVE HOW YOU TALK ABOUTTHIS WELCOMING ALL THE FEELINGS.
- 00:17:01.376 --> 00:17:03.078
- THIS WELCOMING ALL THE FEELINGS.SHEILA, WHEN WE STARTED YOU
- 00:17:03.078 --> 00:17:05.747
- SHEILA, WHEN WE STARTED YOUTALKED ABOUT THE PSALMS HOW YOU
- 00:17:05.747 --> 00:17:07.049
- TALKED ABOUT THE PSALMS HOW YOUREAD THE WORD.
- 00:17:07.049 --> 00:17:08.217
- READ THE WORD.THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH IS
- 00:17:08.217 --> 00:17:10.819
- THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH ISIN THE TONGUE AND BY SPEAK THE
- 00:17:10.819 --> 00:17:12.788
- IN THE TONGUE AND BY SPEAK THEWORD OVER YOUR LIFE ARE YOU
- 00:17:12.788 --> 00:17:13.622
- WORD OVER YOUR LIFE ARE YOUIMPACTED.
- 00:17:13.622 --> 00:17:15.924
- IMPACTED.WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO SEEK TRUTH
- 00:17:15.924 --> 00:17:18.393
- WHEN YOU CHOOSE TO SEEK TRUTHYOU ARE THE PERSON CLOSEST TO
- 00:17:18.393 --> 00:17:19.828
- YOU ARE THE PERSON CLOSEST TOTHE SOUND COMING OUT OF YOUR
- 00:17:19.828 --> 00:17:20.162
- THE SOUND COMING OUT OF YOURMOUTH.
- 00:17:20.162 --> 00:17:22.564
- MOUTH.YOU ARE CLOSEST TO THAT SOUND IT
- 00:17:22.564 --> 00:17:24.133
- YOU ARE CLOSEST TO THAT SOUND ITIS A BLESSING TO YOU.
- 00:17:24.133 --> 00:17:31.273
- IS A BLESSING TO YOU.I LOVE THIS IDEA, GOD WAS
- 00:17:31.273 --> 00:17:32.841
- I LOVE THIS IDEA, GOD WASSEARCHING FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD A
- 00:17:32.841 --> 00:17:37.713
- SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE WHO HAD AHEART HE WAS LOOKING FOR.
- 00:17:37.713 --> 00:17:40.015
- HEART HE WAS LOOKING FOR.DAVID WAS A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWN
- 00:17:40.015 --> 00:17:40.415
- DAVID WAS A MAN AFTER GOD'S OWNHEART.
- 00:17:40.415 --> 00:17:43.185
- HEART.A LOT HAPPENED BETWEEN ONE
- 00:17:43.185 --> 00:17:43.685
- A LOT HAPPENED BETWEEN ONESAMUEL.
- 00:17:43.685 --> 00:17:44.920
- SAMUEL.AND IN ACTS.
- 00:17:44.920 --> 00:17:47.156
- AND IN ACTS.THERE WERE A LOT OF THINGS GOING
- 00:17:47.156 --> 00:17:50.159
- THERE WERE A LOT OF THINGS GOINGON IN DAVID'S LIFE LIKE SAUL
- 00:17:50.159 --> 00:17:52.961
- ON IN DAVID'S LIFE LIKE SAULBEING AFTER HIM OR THE THINGS HE
- 00:17:52.961 --> 00:17:54.796
- BEING AFTER HIM OR THE THINGS HECOULD CONTROL MISTAKES HE MADE
- 00:17:54.796 --> 00:17:56.498
- COULD CONTROL MISTAKES HE MADEAND THINGS HE COMMITTED.
- 00:17:56.498 --> 00:18:02.838
- AND THINGS HE COMMITTED.WHAT I LOVE ABOUT DAVID IN THE E
- 00:18:02.838 --> 00:18:06.208
- WHAT I LOVE ABOUT DAVID IN THE ESTORY OF ALL HE WENT TO HE NEVER
- 00:18:06.208 --> 00:18:07.342
- STORY OF ALL HE WENT TO HE NEVERSTOPPED TALKING TO GOD.
- 00:18:07.342 --> 00:18:11.613
- STOPPED TALKING TO GOD.HE TALKED ABOUT THE HIGHS AND
- 00:18:11.613 --> 00:18:11.980
- HE TALKED ABOUT THE HIGHS ANDLOWS.
- 00:18:11.980 --> 00:18:13.515
- LOWS.ABOUT HIS FEARS.
- 00:18:13.515 --> 00:18:17.152
- ABOUT HIS FEARS.HE WAS ABLE TO BRING HIS FULL
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- HE WAS ABLE TO BRING HIS FULLCREST OPEN VULNERABLE EMOTIONS
- 00:18:18.754 --> 00:18:20.589
- CREST OPEN VULNERABLE EMOTIONSTO GOD.
- 00:18:20.589 --> 00:18:23.091
- TO GOD.HE DID SELF CHECKS IN THE
- 00:18:23.091 --> 00:18:23.592
- HE DID SELF CHECKS IN THEMOMENTS.
- 00:18:23.592 --> 00:18:26.361
- MOMENTS.HE WOULD ASK GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?
- 00:18:26.361 --> 00:18:28.263
- HE WOULD ASK GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?HOW MUCH LONGER DO I NEED TO GO
- 00:18:28.263 --> 00:18:31.066
- HOW MUCH LONGER DO I NEED TO GOTHROUGH THESE THINGS?
- 00:18:31.066 --> 00:18:35.404
- THROUGH THESE THINGS?YOU CAN SEE EVEN DAVID SHARING
- 00:18:35.404 --> 00:18:37.406
- YOU CAN SEE EVEN DAVID SHARINGTHAT HERE ARE MY REAL FEELINGS
- 00:18:37.406 --> 00:18:39.341
- THAT HERE ARE MY REAL FEELINGSBUT THIS IS WHAT I'M CHOOSING TO
- 00:18:39.341 --> 00:18:39.641
- BUT THIS IS WHAT I'M CHOOSING TOTRUST.
- 00:18:39.641 --> 00:18:41.643
- TRUST.HERE ARE MY EMOTION BUT THIS IS
- 00:18:41.643 --> 00:18:45.981
- HERE ARE MY EMOTION BUT THIS ISWHAT I'M CHOOSING TO BELIEVE.
- 00:18:45.981 --> 00:18:48.350
- WHAT I'M CHOOSING TO BELIEVE.WHO GOD SAYS HE IS.
- 00:18:48.350 --> 00:18:51.253
- WHO GOD SAYS HE IS.YOU CAN WATCH DAVID BE HONEST
- 00:18:51.253 --> 00:18:54.223
- YOU CAN WATCH DAVID BE HONESTAND CHOOSE BELIEF.
- 00:18:54.223 --> 00:18:56.992
- AND CHOOSE BELIEF.THAT PROVIDES PRAYER FOR HOW WE
- 00:18:56.992 --> 00:19:00.262
- THAT PROVIDES PRAYER FOR HOW WECAN DEAL WITH IT BRING IT ON BE
- 00:19:00.262 --> 00:19:00.796
- CAN DEAL WITH IT BRING IT ON BEHONEST.
- 00:19:00.796 --> 00:19:02.264
- HONEST.LIFE IS REALLY REAL.
- 00:19:02.264 --> 00:19:04.466
- LIFE IS REALLY REAL.AFTER YOU DO THAT, YOU CAN HAVE
- 00:19:04.466 --> 00:19:07.569
- AFTER YOU DO THAT, YOU CAN HAVEA HEART CHECK, A MIND CHECK, A
- 00:19:07.569 --> 00:19:08.403
- A HEART CHECK, A MIND CHECK, AFACE CHECK.
- 00:19:08.403 --> 00:19:10.973
- FACE CHECK.ALL THAT, THE REAL STUFF AND THE
- 00:19:10.973 --> 00:19:12.808
- ALL THAT, THE REAL STUFF AND THECOMING BACK TO GOD BELIEVING WHO
- 00:19:12.808 --> 00:19:13.575
- COMING BACK TO GOD BELIEVING WHOHE IS.
- 00:19:13.575 --> 00:19:16.845
- HE IS.ALL OF THAT, ALL OF THAT, THERE
- 00:19:16.845 --> 00:19:19.348
- ALL OF THAT, ALL OF THAT, THEREIS A PART OF US ENTRUSTING NO
- 00:19:19.348 --> 00:19:21.216
- IS A PART OF US ENTRUSTING NOMATTER WHERE WE ARE EMOTIONALLY
- 00:19:21.216 --> 00:19:24.019
- MATTER WHERE WE ARE EMOTIONALLYFOR GOD TO BE THERE.
- 00:19:24.019 --> 00:19:25.754
- FOR GOD TO BE THERE.- THAT'S SO GOOD, CRYSTAL.
- 00:19:25.754 --> 00:19:29.124
- - THAT'S SO GOOD, CRYSTAL.THIS IS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS
- 00:19:29.124 --> 00:19:29.424
- THIS IS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESSMONTH.
- 00:19:29.424 --> 00:19:31.960
- MONTH.I WANT TO ADDRESS THE WHOLE
- 00:19:31.960 --> 00:19:34.329
- I WANT TO ADDRESS THE WHOLETHING OF SHAME ATTACHED TO
- 00:19:34.329 --> 00:19:36.331
- THING OF SHAME ATTACHED TOMENTAL ILLNESS THAT WAS HARD FOR
- 00:19:36.331 --> 00:19:36.698
- MENTAL ILLNESS THAT WAS HARD FORME.
- 00:19:36.698 --> 00:19:40.902
- ME.WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM A PSYCH
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- WHEN I WAS RELEASED FROM A PSYCHHOSPITAL AND DIAGNOSED WITH
- 00:19:43.639 --> 00:19:48.243
- HOSPITAL AND DIAGNOSED WITHMEDICATION.
- 00:19:48.243 --> 00:19:50.946
- MEDICATION.I WAS FEARING I WOULD BE JUDGED.
- 00:19:50.946 --> 00:19:54.549
- I WAS FEARING I WOULD BE JUDGED.IF I HAD A BRAIN TUMOR YOU CAN
- 00:19:54.549 --> 00:19:58.253
- IF I HAD A BRAIN TUMOR YOU CANGATHER A PRAYER MEETING IN TEN
- 00:19:58.253 --> 00:19:58.587
- GATHER A PRAYER MEETING IN TENMINUTES.
- 00:19:58.587 --> 00:20:01.356
- MINUTES.THERE IS GENERAL IGNORANCE IN
- 00:20:01.356 --> 00:20:03.191
- THERE IS GENERAL IGNORANCE INTHE CHURCH COMMUNITY PEOPLE
- 00:20:03.191 --> 00:20:04.393
- THE CHURCH COMMUNITY PEOPLEDON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS AN
- 00:20:04.393 --> 00:20:07.195
- DON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS ANILLNESS AND IT IS LACK OF PROPER
- 00:20:07.195 --> 00:20:08.563
- ILLNESS AND IT IS LACK OF PROPERCHEMICAL IN YOUR BRAIN.
- 00:20:08.563 --> 00:20:10.499
- CHEMICAL IN YOUR BRAIN.DURING THIS TIME THE WORD OF GOD
- 00:20:10.499 --> 00:20:12.000
- DURING THIS TIME THE WORD OF GODIS MY STRENGTH.
- 00:20:12.000 --> 00:20:14.536
- IS MY STRENGTH.I ALSO TOOK MEDICATION.
- 00:20:14.536 --> 00:20:16.772
- I ALSO TOOK MEDICATION.I'M AN ABSOLUTE BELIEVER IN
- 00:20:16.772 --> 00:20:17.172
- I'M AN ABSOLUTE BELIEVER INCOUNSELING.
- 00:20:17.172 --> 00:20:18.640
- COUNSELING.THAT IS SOMETHING WE HAVE DONE
- 00:20:18.640 --> 00:20:21.877
- THAT IS SOMETHING WE HAVE DONEAS A FAMILY TO DO
- 00:20:21.877 --> 00:20:27.015
- AS A FAMILY TO DOTELECONFERENCING AND PROCESS.
- 00:20:27.015 --> 00:20:31.887
- TELECONFERENCING AND PROCESS.IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING, DON'T LET
- 00:20:31.887 --> 00:20:34.056
- IF YOU ARE STRUGGLING, DON'T LETANYONE SHAME YOU.
- 00:20:34.056 --> 00:20:36.591
- ANYONE SHAME YOU.THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST TIMES
- 00:20:36.591 --> 00:20:39.227
- THIS IS ONE OF THE WORST TIMESIN DAVID'S LIFE.
- 00:20:39.227 --> 00:20:42.130
- IN DAVID'S LIFE.HE WAS THROWN OUT AND HE IS IN
- 00:20:42.130 --> 00:20:45.534
- HE WAS THROWN OUT AND HE IS INTHE HILLS HE IS DEVASTATED.
- 00:20:45.534 --> 00:20:46.034
- THE HILLS HE IS DEVASTATED.PSALM 34.
- 00:20:46.034 --> 00:20:47.602
- PSALM 34.I PRAY TO THE LORD.
- 00:20:47.602 --> 00:20:49.204
- I PRAY TO THE LORD.HE KNEW WHERE TO TAKE HIS PAIN.
- 00:20:49.204 --> 00:20:50.405
- HE KNEW WHERE TO TAKE HIS PAIN.HE ANSWERED ME.
- 00:20:50.405 --> 00:20:52.741
- HE ANSWERED ME.HE SAVED ME FROM ALL MY FEARS,
- 00:20:52.741 --> 00:20:54.476
- HE SAVED ME FROM ALL MY FEARS,THOSE WHO LOOK TO HIM FOR HELP
- 00:20:54.476 --> 00:20:57.446
- THOSE WHO LOOK TO HIM FOR HELPWILL BE RADIANT WITH JOY, NO
- 00:20:57.446 --> 00:21:00.015
- WILL BE RADIANT WITH JOY, NOSHADOW OF SHAME WILL TOUCH THEM.
- 00:21:00.015 --> 00:21:02.017
- SHADOW OF SHAME WILL TOUCH THEM.DON'T BE ASHAMED.
- 00:21:02.017 --> 00:21:04.119
- DON'T BE ASHAMED.DON'T WALK UP TO SOMEBODY WHO
- 00:21:04.119 --> 00:21:06.288
- DON'T WALK UP TO SOMEBODY WHOWEARS GLASSES AND SAY WHERE IS
- 00:21:06.288 --> 00:21:07.522
- WEARS GLASSES AND SAY WHERE ISYOUR FAITH?
- 00:21:07.522 --> 00:21:09.858
- YOUR FAITH?WE ARE ALL LIVING IN A BROKEN
- 00:21:09.858 --> 00:21:10.158
- WE ARE ALL LIVING IN A BROKENWORLD.
- 00:21:10.158 --> 00:21:12.728
- WORLD.SOME OF US HAVE TO GET HELP THAT
- 00:21:12.728 --> 00:21:14.096
- SOME OF US HAVE TO GET HELP THATCOMES IN A LITTLE PILL.
- 00:21:14.096 --> 00:21:16.932
- COMES IN A LITTLE PILL.I TAKE MINE EVERY MORNING WITH A
- 00:21:16.932 --> 00:21:20.502
- I TAKE MINE EVERY MORNING WITH APRAYER OF THANKSGIVING.
- 00:21:20.502 --> 00:21:22.437
- PRAYER OF THANKSGIVING.- LESLIE, HOW CAN WE HELP
- 00:21:22.437 --> 00:21:24.773
- - LESLIE, HOW CAN WE HELPCHANGE THE PERCEPTION OF MENTAL
- 00:21:24.773 --> 00:21:26.541
- CHANGE THE PERCEPTION OF MENTALHEALTH IN THE CHRISTIAN
- 00:21:26.541 --> 00:21:26.908
- HEALTH IN THE CHRISTIANCOMMUNITY?
- 00:21:26.908 --> 00:21:29.144
- COMMUNITY?AND IF WE DID THAT, COULD WE BE
- 00:21:29.144 --> 00:21:31.947
- AND IF WE DID THAT, COULD WE BEHELPING A LOT MORE PEOPLE?
- 00:21:31.947 --> 00:21:34.783
- HELPING A LOT MORE PEOPLE?- I LOVE THAT QUESTION, LAURIE.
- 00:21:34.783 --> 00:21:37.018
- - I LOVE THAT QUESTION, LAURIE.I'M MARRIAGE AND FAMILY
- 00:21:37.018 --> 00:21:38.653
- I'M MARRIAGE AND FAMILYTHERAPIST BY THE WAY I'M A
- 00:21:38.653 --> 00:21:39.588
- THERAPIST BY THE WAY I'M ACHAMPION FOR THIS.
- 00:21:39.588 --> 00:21:41.189
- CHAMPION FOR THIS.WE KNOW FROM RESEARCH THAT
- 00:21:41.189 --> 00:21:43.024
- WE KNOW FROM RESEARCH THATMENTAL HEALTH IS A COMBINATION
- 00:21:43.024 --> 00:21:46.461
- MENTAL HEALTH IS A COMBINATIONOF BIOLOGY, A COMBINATION OF OUR
- 00:21:46.461 --> 00:21:47.963
- OF BIOLOGY, A COMBINATION OF OURENVIRONMENT IN THE FAMILY THAT
- 00:21:47.963 --> 00:21:50.866
- ENVIRONMENT IN THE FAMILY THATCREATED US AND THE FAMILY WE
- 00:21:50.866 --> 00:21:52.667
- CREATED US AND THE FAMILY WECREATE AND STRESSERS.
- 00:21:52.667 --> 00:21:55.504
- CREATE AND STRESSERS.IT CAN BE ANYTHING.
- 00:21:55.504 --> 00:21:58.173
- IT CAN BE ANYTHING.STRESSES THAT ARE SEEN OR
- 00:21:58.173 --> 00:21:59.608
- STRESSES THAT ARE SEEN ORSTRESSES THAT ARE INTERNAL
- 00:21:59.608 --> 00:22:02.210
- STRESSES THAT ARE INTERNALNOBODY ELSE CAN SEE OR FEEL BUT
- 00:22:02.210 --> 00:22:02.477
- NOBODY ELSE CAN SEE OR FEEL BUTUS.
- 00:22:02.477 --> 00:22:04.780
- US.IT IS A MIXTURE THAT OCCURS.
- 00:22:04.780 --> 00:22:08.250
- IT IS A MIXTURE THAT OCCURS.IF YOU EXPERIENCE A BIOLOGICAL
- 00:22:08.250 --> 00:22:11.019
- IF YOU EXPERIENCE A BIOLOGICALNEED, SHEILA SAYS TAKE THAT PILL
- 00:22:11.019 --> 00:22:12.687
- NEED, SHEILA SAYS TAKE THAT PILLARE PRAISE, IT IS NOT SOMETHING
- 00:22:12.687 --> 00:22:14.055
- ARE PRAISE, IT IS NOT SOMETHINGTHAT CAN BE CURED.
- 00:22:14.055 --> 00:22:15.957
- THAT CAN BE CURED.PRAYER IS POWERFUL BUT YOU NEED
- 00:22:15.957 --> 00:22:17.793
- PRAYER IS POWERFUL BUT YOU NEEDTHE MEDICAL SCIENCE TO HELP YOU.
- 00:22:17.793 --> 00:22:20.829
- THE MEDICAL SCIENCE TO HELP YOU.I WOULD ENCOURAGE ANYONE, WHEN
- 00:22:20.829 --> 00:22:23.965
- I WOULD ENCOURAGE ANYONE, WHENYOU TAKE A STEP OF FAITH SAYING
- 00:22:23.965 --> 00:22:26.935
- YOU TAKE A STEP OF FAITH SAYINGI WANT MY MIND, HEART AND BODY
- 00:22:26.935 --> 00:22:31.440
- I WANT MY MIND, HEART AND BODYWELL, YOU ARE GIVING HELP TO
- 00:22:31.440 --> 00:22:33.308
- WELL, YOU ARE GIVING HELP TOEVERYONE AROUND YOU YOUR EMOTION
- 00:22:33.308 --> 00:22:35.777
- EVERYONE AROUND YOU YOUR EMOTIONUNTIL HELP IS CONTAGIOUS.
- 00:22:35.777 --> 00:22:37.212
- UNTIL HELP IS CONTAGIOUS.IN THE CONTEXT OF YOUR
- 00:22:37.212 --> 00:22:39.414
- IN THE CONTEXT OF YOURRELATIONSHIPS YOU ARE CREATING A
- 00:22:39.414 --> 00:22:42.818
- RELATIONSHIPS YOU ARE CREATING ABETTER ENVIRONMENT FOR
- 00:22:42.818 --> 00:22:43.351
- BETTER ENVIRONMENT FOREVERYBODY'S HEALTH.
- 00:22:43.351 --> 00:22:45.887
- EVERYBODY'S HEALTH.YOU ARE GIVING A GIFT OF
- 00:22:45.887 --> 00:22:46.321
- YOU ARE GIVING A GIFT OFAUTHENTICITY.
- 00:22:46.321 --> 00:22:47.756
- AUTHENTICITY.YOU ARE BRINGING LIGHTNESS BACK
- 00:22:47.756 --> 00:22:49.057
- YOU ARE BRINGING LIGHTNESS BACKTO YOUR COMMUNITY.
- 00:22:49.057 --> 00:22:51.426
- TO YOUR COMMUNITY.STEP OUT IN FAITH AND BE HUMBLE.
- 00:22:51.426 --> 00:22:54.229
- STEP OUT IN FAITH AND BE HUMBLE.AND SAY, I RECEIVE GOD'S GRACE.
- 00:22:54.229 --> 00:22:57.833
- AND SAY, I RECEIVE GOD'S GRACE.I'M NOT EARNING ANYTHING.
- 00:22:57.833 --> 00:23:01.570
- I'M NOT EARNING ANYTHING.I'M LIVING THIS LIFE IN JOY.
- 00:23:01.570 --> 00:23:04.306
- I'M LIVING THIS LIFE IN JOY.- THIS IS SO GOOD AND SO
- 00:23:04.306 --> 00:23:04.639
- - THIS IS SO GOOD AND SONEEDED.
- 00:23:04.639 --> 00:23:07.309
- NEEDED.OH, MY GOSH, WHAT BOTH OF YOU
- 00:23:07.309 --> 00:23:08.477
- OH, MY GOSH, WHAT BOTH OF YOUJUST SAID.
- 00:23:08.477 --> 00:23:09.544
- JUST SAID.BREAKING THE STIGMA.
- 00:23:09.544 --> 00:23:12.948
- BREAKING THE STIGMA.IT IS OKAY TO TAKE MEDICINE.
- 00:23:12.948 --> 00:23:16.051
- IT IS OKAY TO TAKE MEDICINE.IT OKAY TO GO TO THERAPY AND
- 00:23:16.051 --> 00:23:19.454
- IT OKAY TO GO TO THERAPY ANDTALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND
- 00:23:19.454 --> 00:23:22.791
- TALK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS ANDDEAL WITH YOUR ANXIETY.
- 00:23:22.791 --> 00:23:26.561
- DEAL WITH YOUR ANXIETY.THAT WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE.
- 00:23:26.561 --> 00:23:32.834
- THAT WILL HELP SO MANY PEOPLE.THERE IS A GAP IN MENTAL HEALTH.
- 00:23:32.834 --> 00:23:35.203
- THERE IS A GAP IN MENTAL HEALTH.HAVE FAITH TO FEELINGS.
- 00:23:35.203 --> 00:23:38.173
- HAVE FAITH TO FEELINGS.I THINK, OFTENTIMES WE DON'T GET
- 00:23:38.173 --> 00:23:39.941
- I THINK, OFTENTIMES WE DON'T GETTO BE HONEST WITH OUR FEELINGS.
- 00:23:39.941 --> 00:23:41.443
- TO BE HONEST WITH OUR FEELINGS.AND I'M GOING OFF ON A TANGENT
- 00:23:41.443 --> 00:23:41.743
- AND I'M GOING OFF ON A TANGENTHERE.
- 00:23:41.743 --> 00:23:43.612
- HERE.I'M GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT.
- 00:23:43.612 --> 00:23:45.881
- I'M GOING TO LEAVE IT AT THAT.I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT.
- 00:23:45.881 --> 00:23:47.082
- I DON'T WANT TO RUIN IT.I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID.
- 00:23:47.082 --> 00:23:51.887
- I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID.IT IS SO IMPORTANT.
- 00:23:51.887 --> 00:23:52.821
- IT IS SO IMPORTANT.- I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT FOR
- 00:23:52.821 --> 00:23:56.858
- - I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT FORUS TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULL
- 00:23:56.858 --> 00:23:59.561
- US TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLBEINGS, SPIRITUAL AND WE HAVE
- 00:23:59.561 --> 00:24:02.130
- BEINGS, SPIRITUAL AND WE HAVEEMOTION WE HAVE MENTAL
- 00:24:02.130 --> 00:24:04.866
- EMOTION WE HAVE MENTALCAPACITIES, WE HONOR THE GIFT OF
- 00:24:04.866 --> 00:24:05.467
- CAPACITIES, WE HONOR THE GIFT OFLIFE.
- 00:24:05.467 --> 00:24:09.404
- LIFE.THAT DOES MEAN CITING SCRIPTURE
- 00:24:09.404 --> 00:24:11.039
- THAT DOES MEAN CITING SCRIPTUREAND PRAYER.
- 00:24:11.039 --> 00:24:14.976
- AND PRAYER.IT ALSO MEANS YOU ARE TAKE
- 00:24:14.976 --> 00:24:16.678
- IT ALSO MEANS YOU ARE TAKEMEDICINE, YOU ARE GETTING
- 00:24:16.678 --> 00:24:17.979
- MEDICINE, YOU ARE GETTINGEXERCISE, EATING RIGHT.
- 00:24:17.979 --> 00:24:21.917
- EXERCISE, EATING RIGHT.SEEING A COUNSELOR.
- 00:24:21.917 --> 00:24:25.353
- SEEING A COUNSELOR.TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLY HUMAN
- 00:24:25.353 --> 00:24:27.155
- TO RECOGNIZE WE ARE FULLY HUMANTO RECOGNIZE THE GIFT OF LIFE
- 00:24:27.155 --> 00:24:28.056
- TO RECOGNIZE THE GIFT OF LIFEGOD HAS GIVEN US.
- 00:24:28.056 --> 00:24:32.093
- GOD HAS GIVEN US.I WANT TO PRAY FOR AWFUL YOU ALU
- 00:24:32.093 --> 00:24:33.929
- I WANT TO PRAY FOR AWFUL YOU ALUWHO ARE STRUGGLING THAT YOU
- 00:24:33.929 --> 00:24:35.864
- WHO ARE STRUGGLING THAT YOUEMBRACE ALL OF THIS THAT GOD HAS
- 00:24:35.864 --> 00:24:37.132
- EMBRACE ALL OF THIS THAT GOD HASGIVEN YOU FOR WHOLENESS.
- 00:24:37.132 --> 00:24:38.967
- GIVEN YOU FOR WHOLENESS.WE ARE SO GRATEFUL TO COME TO
- 00:24:38.967 --> 00:24:41.636
- WE ARE SO GRATEFUL TO COME TOYOU TODAY KNOWING YOU CREATED US
- 00:24:41.636 --> 00:24:44.005
- YOU TODAY KNOWING YOU CREATED USFULLY HUMAN AND SPIRITUAL AND
- 00:24:44.005 --> 00:24:45.507
- FULLY HUMAN AND SPIRITUAL ANDMENTAL EMOTIONAL CREATURES.
- 00:24:45.507 --> 00:24:49.744
- MENTAL EMOTIONAL CREATURES.TEACH US HOW WE CAN BE HONEST
- 00:24:49.744 --> 00:24:53.081
- TEACH US HOW WE CAN BE HONESTAND BELIEVE IN YOU.
- 00:24:53.081 --> 00:24:56.051
- AND BELIEVE IN YOU.SHOW THOSE OF US THE WAY WE NEED
- 00:24:56.051 --> 00:24:57.852
- SHOW THOSE OF US THE WAY WE NEEDWHEN WE NEED THE MEDICINE TO
- 00:24:57.852 --> 00:25:01.423
- WHEN WE NEED THE MEDICINE TOGUIDE US TO THE RIGHT DOCTORS TO
- 00:25:01.423 --> 00:25:04.859
- GUIDE US TO THE RIGHT DOCTORS TOCOUNSELORS AND FRIENDS.
- 00:25:04.859 --> 00:25:06.161
- COUNSELORS AND FRIENDS.TO BELIEVE YOU TEACH US
- 00:25:06.161 --> 00:25:09.197
- TO BELIEVE YOU TEACH USEVERYTHING WE NEED TO KNOW.
- 00:25:09.197 --> 00:25:15.503
- EVERYTHING WE NEED TO KNOW.IN JESUS' NAME WE PRAY, AMEN.
- 00:25:15.503 --> 00:25:16.037
- IN JESUS' NAME WE PRAY, AMEN.- Laurie: AMEN.
- 00:25:16.037 --> 00:25:16.605
- - Laurie: AMEN.AMEN.
- 00:25:16.605 --> 00:25:17.706
- AMEN.OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITY
- 00:25:17.706 --> 00:25:19.107
- OUR "BETTER TOGETHER" COMMUNITYIS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.
- 00:25:19.107 --> 00:25:20.842
- IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU.YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ON
- 00:25:20.842 --> 00:25:22.410
- YOU CAN CONNECT WITH US ONSOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOW HOW WE
- 00:25:22.410 --> 00:25:23.578
- SOCIAL MEDIA LET US KNOW HOW WECAN PRAY FOR YOU.
- 00:25:23.578 --> 00:25:25.046
- CAN PRAY FOR YOU.THANKS FOR JOINING US TODAY.
- 00:25:25.046 --> 00:25:26.881
- THANKS FOR JOINING US TODAY.IF YOU ARE WRESTLING WITH A
- 00:25:26.881 --> 00:25:28.717
- IF YOU ARE WRESTLING WITH AWORRIED AND ANXIOUS HEART,
- 00:25:28.717 --> 00:25:31.286
- WORRIED AND ANXIOUS HEART,FEELINGS OF HOPELESSNESS, OR
- 00:25:31.286 --> 00:25:31.620
- FEELINGS OF HOPELESSNESS, ORDESPAIR.
- 00:25:31.620 --> 00:25:33.588
- DESPAIR.YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SUFFER IN
- 00:25:33.588 --> 00:25:33.922
- YOU DO NOT HAVE TO SUFFER INSILENCE.
- 00:25:33.922 --> 00:25:35.957
- SILENCE.TOMORROW WE WILL TALK ABOUT
- 00:25:35.957 --> 00:25:37.626
- TOMORROW WE WILL TALK ABOUTDEPRESSION AND ANXIETY.
- 00:25:37.626 --> 00:25:39.294
- DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY.THERE IS HOPE AND WE WILL SEE
- 00:25:39.294 --> 00:25:39.995
- THERE IS HOPE AND WE WILL SEEYOU THEN.
- 00:25:39.995 --> 00:25:42.130
- YOU THEN.I LOVE YOU ALL.
- 00:25:42.130 --> 00:25:42.897
- I LOVE YOU ALL.YOU'RE AMAZING.
- 00:25:42.897 --> 00:25:44.232
- YOU'RE AMAZING.GOD BLESS YOU.
- 00:25:44.232 --> 00:25:49.010