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September 12, 2017
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Laurie Crouch and Christine Caine host Lisa Bevere.

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  • THE MONTH OF SEPTEMBER CELEBRATING CONFIDENT WOMEN.
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  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: WOW!
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  • HOW EXCITING IS THAT?
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  • - WITH GUEST LISA BEVERE.
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  • - LISA BEVERE: JESUS SAID GO INTO ALL THE
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  • WORLD AND PREACH THE GOSPEL.
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  • HE DIDN'T SAY, EXCEPT FOR THE WOMEN!
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  • - AND HOST CHRISTINE CAINE AND LAURIE CROUCH.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: OUR CONFIDENCE IS IN THE LORD.
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  • - JOIN US AS WE CELEBRATE CONFIDENT WOMEN.
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  • - YOU JUST NEED TO BE READY.
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  • I'M GOING TO CALL ON YOU TONIGHT.
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  • - NEXT ON PRAISE!
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  • [ MUSIC ]
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  • [ MUSIC ]
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: OH, I WISH YOU COULD HAVE JUST
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  • BEEN HERE THE LAST HOUR.
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  • WE'RE THIS MONTH CELEBRATING CONFIDENT
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  • WOMEN, AND I DON'T KNOW IF WE'RE DOMINANT WOMEN
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  • OR IF WE'RE CONFIDENT WOMEN.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: I THINK WE'RE SHY WOMEN.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: I'M SHY.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • OUT OF THE THREE I'M PROBABLY -- RIGHT?
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  • - LISA BEVERE: YEAH. YEAH.
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  • - I TELL YOU WHAT WE ARE ON FIRE HERE TODAY.
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  • WELCOME OUR BEAUTIFUL GUEST LISA BEVERE.
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  • WE ADORE YOU.
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  • CHRIS, EVERYBODY KNOWS I ADORE HER.
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  • IF YOU DON'T KNOW LISA BEVERE, LET ME JUST PLAY
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  • THIS LITTLE THING JUST TO GET ACQUAINTED WITH HER
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  • RIGHT NOW.
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  • - NEW YORK TIMES BEST SELLING AUTHOR AND
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  • TEACHER LISA BEVERE SHARING BIBLICAL TRUTHS
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  • WITH PRACTICAL APPLICATION.
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  • - LISA BEVERE: I CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT I AM
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  • CALLED TO DO IF I DON'T KNOW WHOSE I AM.
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  • AND IF I DON'T WHOSE I AM, I CAN'T KNOW WHO I AM.
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  • AND IF I DON'T WHO I AM, I CAN'T KNOW WHAT I'M
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  • CALLED TO DO.
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  • I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M HEADED.
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  • - HER BOOKS ARE IN THE HANDS OF
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  • MILLIONS WORLDWIDE.
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  • AS CO-FOUNDER OF MESSENGER INTERNATIONAL
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  • WITH HER HUSBAND JOHN, LISA IS COMMITTED TO
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  • DEVELOPING UNCOMPROMISING FOLLOWERS OF CHRIST WHO
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  • TRANSFORM THEIR WORLD.
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  • [ MUSIC ]
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  • RECOGNIZED FOR HER PASSION AND BOLDNESS FOR
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  • THE LORD, SHE EMPOWERS BELIEVERS WORLDWIDE TO
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  • APPLY THE WORD AND WALK IN FREEDOM.
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  • - BEING SILENT DOES NOT SET CAPTIVES FREE.
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  • BEING SILENT KEEPS PEOPLE CAPTIVE.
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  • - LISA BEVERE HERE ON PRAISE.
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  • - LAURIE CROUCH: I LOVE IT.
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  • WITHOUT RIVAL.
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  • LISA, THIS IS YOUR LATEST BOOK.
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  • WHY DID YOU WRITE THIS?
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  • - LISA BEVERE: YOU KNOW, MY HUSBAND AND I HAD COME
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  • BACK FROM SOUTH KOREA.
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  • AND THERE'S PEOPLE THAT DO JET LAG WELL.
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  • I AM NOT ONE OF THEM.
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  • JOHN IS LIKE I JUST PRAY AND JESUS LOVES ME, AND I
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  • GO RIGHT TO SLEEP.
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  • WELL, THAT'S NOT WHAT HAPPENS FOR ME.
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  • AND I WAS FINISHING UP A MANUSCRIPT CALLED GIRLS
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  • WITH SWORDS, AND I WAS TYPING, AND I
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  • FELL ASLEEP.
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  • I KNOW THAT BECAUSE I WOKE UP 8 PAGES LATER OF
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  • THE LETTER T AND I WAS LIKE OKAY, I JUST NEED TO
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  • GO TAKE A NAP.
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  • I NEVER TAKE NAPS.
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  • I PICKED UP MY DOG, LAID DOWN ON THE BED, AND JUST
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  • AS I WAS FALLING ASLEEP --
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  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: I'M SORRY. YOU --
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  • - I HAD A DOG IT'S NOT A LIVE ANIMAL.
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  • - ON THE BED?
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  • - YES.
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  • I'M NOT OCD, REMEMBER I LIVE WITH 4 BOYS.
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  • - OKAY.
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  • - SO I HAD A DOG ON MY BED.
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  • NOT ON MY PILLOW.
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  • - YOU DO THAT, TOO.
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  • OKAY. I'M SORRY.
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  • - I UNDERSTAND.
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  • IT WAS FRIGHTENING FOR YOU.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • SO YEAH, I LAID DOWN, AND JUST AS I WAS FALLING
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  • ASLEEP I HEARD, I DO NOT LOVE MY CHILDREN EQUALLY.
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  • AND I SAT UP AND I WAS LIKE DID I BRING HOME A
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  • BLASPHEMY SPIRIT FROM SOUTH KOREA?
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  • [ LAUGHTER ] GOD, YOU HAVE TO LOVE US ALL THE
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  • SAME OR IT'S NOT FAIR.
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  • AND I HEARD SAME IMPLIES THAT ONE OF YOU
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  • ARE REPLACEABLE.
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  • AND HE HEAD, EQUAL IMPLIES MY LOVE
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  • CAN BE MEASURED.
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  • HE SAID I DON'T LOVE MY CHILDREN EQUALLY.
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  • I LOVE THEM UNIQUELY.
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  • AND GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH I LOVE WORDS, SO I JUMPED
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  • OFF THE BED, RAN INTO JOHN'S STUDY, OPENED UP
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  • THE DICTIONARY, AND I LOOKED UP THIS WORD
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  • UNIQUE, AND THE FIRST TIER DEFINITION OF UNIQUE
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  • MEANS SOUL REPRESENTATIVE OF.
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  • YOU KNOW, THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE THAT DO NOT
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  • UNDERSTAND THAT THEY ARE ACTUALLY THE SOUL
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  • REPRESENTATIVE OF HOW GOD WANTS TO LOVE THIS EARTH
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  • THROUGH THEM.
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  • THERE'S PEOPLE OUT THERE THEY'RE TRYING TO BE LIKE
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  • EVERYBODY ELSE, BUT GOD IS SAYING NO, YOU'RE
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  • ACTUALLY THE ONLY ONE I CREATED TO BE LIKE YOU
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  • WHICH TAKES US INTO THE SECOND TIER DEFINITION
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  • WHICH IS PROTOTYPE.
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  • YOU ARE THE BEGINNING AND YOU ARE THE END OF YOU.
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  • THERE IS NOBODY ELSE THAT WILL EVER BE LIKE YOU.
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  • BUT THE THIRD TIER DEFINITION WAS WHAT
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  • REALLY SPOKE TO ME AND WHERE I GOT THE TITLE FOR
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  • THE BOOK WHICH IS WITHOUT RIVAL WHICH IS THERE IS
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  • NO COMPETITION FOR YOUR PLACE IN THE HEART OF GOD.
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  • THERE IS NO COMPETITION FOR YOUR PLACE AT THE TABLE.
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  • THERE IS NO COMPETITION FOR THE AFFECTION AND THE
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  • MANDATE THAT IS ON YOUR LIFE, AND YET WHY DO WE
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  • HAVE THIS?
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  • WHY DO WE HAVE THIS COMPETITION IDEA?
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  • SO I START -RIVALRY IS ROBBING THE BODY OF
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  • CHRIST, AND WE SERVE A GOD -- THIS IS WHAT WE KNOW
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  • IS TRUE.
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  • WE SERVE A GOD WHO IS WITHOUT RIVAL, AND YET WE
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  • SEE ONE ANOTHER HIS CHILDREN AS RIVALS, AND
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  • WE HAVE TO STOP DOING THAT BECAUSE IF WE HAVE A
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  • GOD WHO IS WITHOUT RIVAL THEN IT STANDS TO REASON
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  • THAT BOTH THE SONS AND HIS DAUGHTERS ARE
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  • WITHOUT RIVAL.
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  • AND I LOVE THAT YOU'RE FOCUSING ON CONFIDENT
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  • WOMEN BECAUSE RIGHT NOW WOMEN HAVE THEIR
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  • CONFIDENCE UNDER A CONSTANT ONSLAUGHT WHERE
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  • THEY FEEL LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE IS MY RIVAL.
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  • THAT PERSON'S SUCCESS JUST GOT DEDUCTED OUT OF
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  • MY BANK ACCOUNT.
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  • YOU KNOW, WHATEVER GOD IS DOING FOR THEM MEANS HE
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  • CAN'T DO IT FOR ME, AND IT IS A LIE, AND IT NEEDS
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  • TO BE EXPOSED THAT GOD HAS CREATED THIS IDEA OF
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  • AN IDENTITY WITHOUT RIVAL BECAUSE HE'S A GOD
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  • WITHOUT RIVAL, AND HE HAS PROMISES THAT ARE FOR HIS
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  • DAUGHTERS INDIVIDUALLY THAT ARE WITHOUT RIVAL.
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  • GOD WOULD NOT BE HAPPIER IF CHRISTINE HAD BEEN
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  • BORN A MAN.
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  • GOD HAD A UNIQUE MANDATE ON CHRISTINE AS A WOMAN,
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  • A UNIQUE PURPOSE.
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  • HE WOULDN'T HAVE SAID MAN, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN
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  • SO MUCH EASIER IF I COULD HAVE MADE LAURIE A MAN.
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  • NO, GOD LOVES HIS DAUGHTERS UNIQUELY.
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  • HE LOVES HIS SONS UNIQUELY, AND HE LOVES
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  • HIS DAUGHTERS UNIQUELY, AND HE ANOINTS US BOTH
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  • UNIQUELY FOR HIS PURPOSE.
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  • - CHRISTINE CAINE: YOU KNOW, I'M LISTENING AND I
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  • LOVE THIS.
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  • WHY DO YOU THINK THERE'S THIS RIVALRY AMONG PEOPLE
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  • WHEN WE ARE WITHOUT RIVAL BEFORE GOD?
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  • DO YOU THINK WE CARE MORE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK
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  • ABOUT US THAN WHAT GOD THINKS ABOUT US?
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  • - I THINK SO.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ]
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  • - IT'S THE ISSUE OF THE FEAR OF MAN.
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  • - RIGHT.
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  • - WE REALLY BELIEVE THAT OUR VALUE IS ATTACHED
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  • TO PEOPLE.
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  • WE DON'T BELIEVE THAT OUR VALUE IS ATTACHED TO GOD.
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  • WE DON'T BELIEVE THAT WE ACTUALLY GET OUR
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  • IDENTITY, OUR PURPOSE FROM HIM.
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  • AND YOU KNOW, HERE'S THE THING.
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  • LAURIE AND I WERE TALKING IN THE DRESSING
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  • ROOM WHEN YOU'D POPPED OUT TO GET SOME FOOD, BUT --
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  • - FOOD. I'M GREEK.
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  • - YEAH, I KNOW.
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  • - WE EAT.
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  • - I KNOW.
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  • [ LAUGHTER ] BUT HERE'S THE THING, WE HAVE A
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  • GENERATION, A MILLENNIAL GENERATION THAT THEY
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  • ACTUALLY KNOW, AND YOU SEE THIS, TOO.
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  • YOU AND I GET TO TRAVEL AND WE GET TO SPEAK TO A
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  • LOT OF YOUNG PEOPLE, AND YOU'RE GREEK.
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  • I'M A SICILIAN GRANDMOTHER, AND I'LL
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  • PREACH TO THEM, AND THEY'LL COME UP TO ME
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  • ALMOST SHAKING AFTERWARDS BECAUSE THEY KNOW, THEY
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  • KNOW THAT GOD'S HAND IS ON THEIR LIFE AS A
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  • GENERATION FOR SOMETHING UNIQUE AND SOMETHING
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  • POWERFUL, BUT THIS IS WHAT THEY SAY TO ME, THEY
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  • SAY, I KNOW GOD'S HAND IS ON MY LIFE.
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  • AND I'LL SAY, IT IS.
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  • AND THEY'LL SAY, BUT I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA
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  • WHAT I'M CALLED TO DO.
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  • AND I'LL SAY TO THEM YOU'LL NEVER DISCOVER
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  • WHAT YOU'RE CALLED TO DO BY LOOKING AT WHAT
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  • EVERYBODY ELSE HAS ALREADY DONE.
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  • AND THIS IS A GENERATION, THE MILLENNIALS ARE
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  • CALLED OCD, THEY'RE OBSESS SIGNIFICANT
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  • COMPARISON DISORDER.
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  • THEY CONSTANTLY ARE COMPARING AND MEASURING
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  • AND THEY'RE ALWAYS FALLING SHORT.
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  • THEY'RE ALWAYS TRYING.
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  • SO WHAT THEY'RE DOING IS THEY'RE IN THE PRESENCE
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  • OF PEOPLE INSTEAD OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD.
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  • - AND I LOVE WHAT YOU JUST SAID THERE BECAUSE
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  • I'M THINKING THIS IS THE FIRST GENERATION THAT
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  • CARRIES THIS PHONE EVERYWHERE, AND THE
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  • SERVICE IS SCROLLING THROUGH EVERYONE ELSE'S
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  • LIFE THEY'RE NOT LIVING THEIR OWN LIFE, AND I
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  • THINK THE ENEMY -I MEAN, I LOVE SOCIAL MEDIA.
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  • I LOVE PHONES.
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  • YOU KNOW, WE ALL TALK TO EACH OTHER ON THIS, BUT
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  • WE GREW UP IN A WORLD BEFORE ALL OF THIS.
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  • - RIGHT.
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  • - SO IT WAS HARD ENOUGH THEN TO FEEL CONFIDENT,
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  • YOU KNOW.
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  • YOU'D BE AT THE SUPERMARKET, AND YOU'D
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  • LOOK AT THE MAGAZINES AND YOU'D START COMPARING,
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  • I'M NOT THIN ENOUGH, I'M NOT SMART ENOUGH, I'M NOT
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  • FAMOUS ENOUGH, WHATEVER IT MIGHT BE.
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  • BUT AT LEAST YOU HAD TO WAIT UNTIL YOU WENT TO A
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  • STORE TO HAVE THAT COMPARISON IN FRONT OF YOU.
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  • - IT WASN'T IN YOUR HOME.
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  • - IT WASN'T IN YOUR HOME OR HAND 24/7 LIKE MY KIDS
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  • IF I DON'T STOP THEM PICK UP A PHONE ALMOST FIRST
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  • THING IN THE MORNING, SO I THINK THAT PART OF
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  • SOCIAL MEDIA, THAT PART OF TECHNOLOGY THE ENEMY
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  • CAN USE THAT TO REALLY UNDERMINE THE CONFIDENCE
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  • IN YOUNG PEOPLE.
  • 00:08:21.010 --> 00:08:23.210
  • AND I THINK IN YOUR BOOK -I MEAN, LOOK, I'M A LISA
  • 00:08:23.230 --> 00:08:26.150
  • BEVERE BOOK FAN, I NEED TO TELL YOU.
  • 00:08:26.170 --> 00:08:29.260
  • I JUST BELIEVE GOD ANOINT IS SOME PEOPLE IN SUCH A
  • 00:08:29.280 --> 00:08:31.120
  • SUPERNATURAL WAY TO WRITE THIS, AND FROM THE FIRST
  • 00:08:31.140 --> 00:08:33.180
  • TIME I REALLY GOT TO KNOW YOU THROUGH YOUR BOOKS
  • 00:08:33.200 --> 00:08:35.110
  • AND MET YOU AND WENT OH, MY WORD.
  • 00:08:35.130 --> 00:08:38.120
  • THIS WOMAN IS JUST SO ANOINTED FOR ALL OF THIS,
  • 00:08:38.140 --> 00:08:40.290
  • BUT YOU GIVE US SO MANY DIFFERENT EXAMPLES AND
  • 00:08:41.010 --> 00:08:44.220
  • BREAK IT DOWN FOR PEOPLE ABOUT HOW GOD ACTUALLY
  • 00:08:44.240 --> 00:08:50.010
  • MADE US ALL UNIQUELY.
  • 00:08:50.030 --> 00:08:55.230
  • NOW, JUST TALK TO THE PERSON OUT THERE I WOULD
  • 00:08:55.250 --> 00:08:58.040
  • THINK RIGHT NOW THAT DOESN'T FEEL UNIQUE.
  • 00:08:58.060 --> 00:09:00.060
  • IN FACT, THEY FEEL LIKE A LOSER, AND THEY FEEL LIKE
  • 00:09:00.080 --> 00:09:02.000
  • THEY'VE FALLEN SO FAR SHORT.
  • 00:09:02.020 --> 00:09:03.280
  • - WELL, FIRST AND FOR MOST UNIQUE IS NOT THE
  • 00:09:04.000 --> 00:09:06.050
  • OUTSIDE, SO EVERYTHING WE'RE LOOKING AT, WE'RE
  • 00:09:06.070 --> 00:09:08.110
  • COMPARING OURSELVES WITH IS THE OUTSIDE.
  • 00:09:08.130 --> 00:09:09.250
  • YOU COULD HAVE PINK HAIR AND NOT BE UNIQUE.
  • 00:09:09.270 --> 00:09:11.130
  • IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOUR HAIR.
  • 00:09:11.150 --> 00:09:13.000
  • - THAT'S WHAT THEY TRY TO DO.
  • 00:09:13.020 --> 00:09:14.100
  • - IT HAS TO DO WITH WHO GOD MADE YOU, SO WHEN WE
  • 00:09:14.120 --> 00:09:16.010
  • GET INTO THE PRESENCE OF GOD HE BEGINS TO SPEAK
  • 00:09:16.030 --> 00:09:17.190
  • UNIQUE STRENGTH AND PURPOSE INTO OUR LIFE.
  • 00:09:17.210 --> 00:09:20.180
  • YOU AND I WE CAME FROM BROKEN FAMILY
  • 00:09:20.200 --> 00:09:24.090
  • BACKROUNDS, AND YET IN THE PRESENCE OF GOD, GOD SAID
  • 00:09:24.110 --> 00:09:27.050
  • THINGS TO US THAT ASTOUNDED US.
  • 00:09:27.070 --> 00:09:29.110
  • GOD SAID THINGS TO US THAT WERE WOVEN INTO OUR
  • 00:09:29.130 --> 00:09:32.030
  • BEING WHEN HE WOVE US IN OUR MOTHER'S WOMB, AND HE
  • 00:09:32.050 --> 00:09:35.180
  • CALLED FORTH THINGS.
  • 00:09:35.200 --> 00:09:38.110
  • SO WHAT I TRIED TO DO WITH THE BOOK IS SAY, YOU
  • 00:09:38.130 --> 00:09:40.140
  • KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO?
  • 00:09:40.160 --> 00:09:42.140
  • I WANT TO ASK YOU WHO YOU ARE, NOT WHO EVERYBODY
  • 00:09:42.160 --> 00:09:44.180
  • ELSE SAYS YOU ARE, NOT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE, NOT
  • 00:09:44.200 --> 00:09:46.250
  • WHAT YOU DO, BUT I WANT TO ASK WHO YOU ARE, AND
  • 00:09:46.270 --> 00:09:49.150
  • I'M GOING TO ACTUALLY HAVE TO HAVE YOU CONNECT
  • 00:09:49.170 --> 00:09:51.120
  • WITH WHOSE YOU ARE.
  • 00:09:51.140 --> 00:09:53.180
  • I'M GOING TO HAVE YOU GET ALONE WITH THE HOLY
  • 00:09:53.200 --> 00:09:56.070
  • SPIRIT AND LET HIM CALL YOU BY NAME.
  • 00:09:56.090 --> 00:09:58.120
  • WE'VE ALL BEEN CALLED NAMES.
  • 00:09:58.140 --> 00:10:00.110
  • AS WOMEN WE'VE BEEN CALLED NAMES, BUT HERE'S
  • 00:10:00.130 --> 00:10:02.260
  • THE THING, WE DON'T WANT TO DIMINISH YOU.
  • 00:10:02.280 --> 00:10:04.150
  • WE WANT TO ACTUALLY POSITION YOU SO THAT GOD
  • 00:10:04.170 --> 00:10:06.140
  • CAN CALL FORTH THESE THINGS.
  • 00:10:06.160 --> 00:10:08.130
  • LIKE HE CALLS FORTH THINGS LIKE STRENGTH
  • 00:10:08.150 --> 00:10:09.280
  • AND PURPOSE.
  • 00:10:10.000 --> 00:10:11.280
  • AND HE CALLS THESE THINGS INTO OUR LIVES, AND OUT
  • 00:10:12.000 --> 00:10:14.040
  • OF OUR LIVES, AND THEY'RE IN THE DEPTHS OF OUR
  • 00:10:14.060 --> 00:10:17.040
  • BEING, SO THE UNIQUENESS WE HAVE IS OUR CONNECTION
  • 00:10:17.060 --> 00:10:19.190
  • WITH OUR CREATOR, THE CONNECTION WITH OUR DAY,
  • 00:10:19.210 --> 00:10:21.220
  • THE CONNECTION WITH OUR TIME.
  • 00:10:21.240 --> 00:10:23.170
  • AND SO THE RIVALRY -- AND IT'S INTERESTING.
  • 00:10:23.190 --> 00:10:25.230
  • YOU TALK ABOUT WHY THE RIVALRY, IT'S INTERESTING
  • 00:10:25.250 --> 00:10:29.260
  • IT ALL BEGAN BETWEEN A RIVALRY BETWEEN GOD AND
  • 00:10:29.280 --> 00:10:32.120
  • SATAN WHERE LUCIFER WHO WATCHED THIS AMAZING GOD
  • 00:10:32.140 --> 00:10:35.000
  • WENT SOMEWHERE FROM WORSHIP TO I CAN BE LIKE
  • 00:10:35.020 --> 00:10:38.060
  • THE MOST HIGH.
  • 00:10:38.080 --> 00:10:39.280
  • - EXACTLY.
  • 00:10:40.000 --> 00:10:41.170
  • - YOU KNOW, WHERE HE BEGAN TO THINK OF HIMSELF
  • 00:10:41.190 --> 00:10:43.230
  • MORE HIGHLY, AND SO MOST PEOPLE THEY BEGIN AS
  • 00:10:43.250 --> 00:10:46.000
  • ADMIRATION AND THEN IT BECOMES AS, YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:10:46.020 --> 00:10:48.270
  • YOU'RE TAKING THIS AWAY FROM ME.
  • 00:10:48.290 --> 00:10:50.290
  • AND SO WE NEED TO UNDERSTAND THERE IS
  • 00:10:51.010 --> 00:10:53.260
  • PROMISES OF GOD THAT ARE ON OUR LIVES THAT THE
  • 00:10:53.280 --> 00:10:56.060
  • ENEMY DOES NOT WANT TO BRING FORTH, AND SO ONE
  • 00:10:56.080 --> 00:10:58.070
  • OF THE FIRST THINGS HE DOES IS DISTRACT US.
  • 00:10:58.090 --> 00:11:00.280
  • HE SAYS LOOK AT WHAT EVERYBODY ELSE IS DOING.
  • 00:11:01.000 --> 00:11:03.060
  • IT'S A DISTRACTION.
  • 00:11:03.080 --> 00:11:05.040
  • IF HE CAN'T DISTRACT US -- HE DIMINISHES US.
  • 00:11:05.060 --> 00:11:07.000
  • HE SAYS, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
  • 00:11:07.020 --> 00:11:09.070
  • WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO WRITE A BOOK?
  • 00:11:09.090 --> 00:11:11.020
  • HE TRIES TO SAY YOU CAN'T DO THAT.
  • 00:11:11.040 --> 00:11:12.250
  • HE TRIES TO SAY NO, YOU CAN'T DO THIS.
  • 00:11:12.270 --> 00:11:14.210
  • I'M SORRY.
  • 00:11:14.230 --> 00:11:16.110
  • NONE OF YOUR FAMILY HAS EVER DONE THIS.
  • 00:11:16.130 --> 00:11:18.040
  • YOU CAN'T DO THIS.
  • 00:11:18.060 --> 00:11:19.210
  • IF HE CAN'T DISTRACT OR DIMINISH, THEN WHAT HE
  • 00:11:19.230 --> 00:11:21.210
  • DOES IS DIVIDE.
  • 00:11:21.230 --> 00:11:23.130
  • AND WOMEN WE DIVIDE BECAUSE THERE'S NOT
  • 00:11:23.150 --> 00:11:25.250
  • ENOUGH PLACES AT THE TABLE, SO WE HAVE BEEN
  • 00:11:25.270 --> 00:11:28.090
  • FIGHTING FOR PLACES AT THE TABLE INSTEAD OF WHAT
  • 00:11:28.110 --> 00:11:30.290
  • GOD WANTS US TO DO WHICH IS SET A WHOLE NEW TABLE.
  • 00:11:31.010 --> 00:11:33.190
  • HE WANTS US TO MAKE A BIG ENOUGH TABLE
  • 00:11:33.210 --> 00:11:36.210
  • FOR EVERYONE.
  • 00:11:36.230 --> 00:11:40.010
  • THERE'S NOT JUST FOUR WOMEN THAT CAN BE
  • 00:11:40.030 --> 00:11:42.030
  • RESPECTED BUT THERE CAN BE ALL WOMEN RESPECTED
  • 00:11:42.050 --> 00:11:43.090
  • FOR WHO THEY ARE.
  • 00:11:43.110 --> 00:11:45.050
  • AND IF HE CAN'T DO THAT, THEN HE DESTROYS WHICH
  • 00:11:45.070 --> 00:11:46.260
  • YOU'VE SEEN HIM DO UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL IN A 21.
  • 00:11:46.280 --> 00:11:49.010
  • HE SAYS I WILL DESTROY THEM.
  • 00:11:49.030 --> 00:11:50.240
  • SO THESE ARE THE PLANS OF THE ENEMY.
  • 00:11:50.260 --> 00:11:52.140
  • IT'S NOT NEW.
  • 00:11:52.160 --> 00:11:54.000
  • IT'S HIS STRATEGY HE'S ALWAYS HAD SINCE THE
  • 00:11:54.020 --> 00:11:55.210
  • BEGINNING OF TIME, SO HE WILL DISTRACT US FROM
  • 00:11:55.230 --> 00:11:57.100
  • OUR PURPOSE.
  • 00:11:57.120 --> 00:11:59.020
  • WHEN WE DISCOVER IT, HE'LL SAY HOW DARE YOU
  • 00:11:59.040 --> 00:12:00.180
  • THINK YOU CAN DO THAT.
  • 00:12:00.200 --> 00:12:02.030
  • - EXACTLY.
  • 00:12:02.050 --> 00:12:03.210
  • - AND THEN IF HE SAYS THEY'RE GOING TO GET
  • 00:12:03.230 --> 00:12:05.040
  • ALIGNED WITH THE PEOPLE THEY NEED TO BE ALIGNED
  • 00:12:05.060 --> 00:12:06.140
  • WITH TO SEE THIS COME FORTH.
  • 00:12:06.160 --> 00:12:07.270
  • I'M GOING TO DIVIDE THEM, SO HE MAKES SURE ONCE
  • 00:12:07.290 --> 00:12:09.160
  • PEOPLE DECIDE, HEY, I'M GOING TO STEP INTO THIS
  • 00:12:09.180 --> 00:12:11.000
  • GOD THING, THEN HE ISOLATES THEM.
  • 00:12:11.020 --> 00:12:12.140
  • AND THEN IF HE CAN'T DO THAT, THEN HE DOES
  • 00:12:12.160 --> 00:12:14.050
  • EVERYTHING HE CAN TO DESTROY THEM, AND WOMEN
  • 00:12:14.070 --> 00:12:15.240
  • RIGHT NOW ARE UNDER ONSLAUGHT, AND HERE'S THE
  • 00:12:15.260 --> 00:12:17.120
  • SCARY THING.
  • 00:12:17.140 --> 00:12:18.290
  • YOU KNOW, LAURIE AND CHRISTINE, THEY'RE NOT
  • 00:12:19.010 --> 00:12:21.040
  • JUST UNDER AN ATTACK BECAUSE THEY'RE WOMEN OF
  • 00:12:21.060 --> 00:12:22.250
  • THE WORLD BUT EVERYTHING ABOUT FEMININE IS
  • 00:12:22.270 --> 00:12:24.260
  • UNDER ATTACK.
  • 00:12:24.280 --> 00:12:26.100
  • RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:12:26.120 --> 00:12:27.290
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:12:28.010 --> 00:12:30.020
  • - IT IS BEING UNDERMINED BY THE ENEMY.
  • 00:12:30.040 --> 00:12:31.290
  • - AND WHY DO YOU THINK -WHAT'S HE GOING FOR.
  • 00:12:32.010 --> 00:12:33.240
  • - I THINK THAT WOMEN ARE VERY STRATEGIC IN THESE
  • 00:12:33.260 --> 00:12:35.020
  • LAST DAYS.
  • 00:12:35.040 --> 00:12:36.250
  • I THINK GOD IS COMING BACK.
  • 00:12:36.270 --> 00:12:38.110
  • HE'S COMING BACK FOR A BRIDE.
  • 00:12:38.130 --> 00:12:40.020
  • JESUS IS COMING BACK FOR A BRIDE, SO IF WE CAN
  • 00:12:40.040 --> 00:12:41.210
  • UNDERMINE EVERYTHING THAT HAS ANY FEMININE
  • 00:12:41.230 --> 00:12:43.220
  • EXPRESSION, ANY EXPRESSION OF VIRTUE OR
  • 00:12:43.240 --> 00:12:46.030
  • PURITY, ANY IMAGE OF MARRIAGE AND MALE AND
  • 00:12:46.050 --> 00:12:48.240
  • FEMALE RELATED AS ONE, LET'S UNDERMINE ALL OF
  • 00:12:48.260 --> 00:12:51.060
  • THAT BECAUSE WHEN WE UNDERMINE MARRIAGE, WE
  • 00:12:51.080 --> 00:12:52.250
  • UNDERMINE CHRIST IN THE CHURCH.
  • 00:12:52.270 --> 00:12:54.260
  • AND SO THE ISSUES ON GENDER, THE ISSUES ON
  • 00:12:54.280 --> 00:12:57.260
  • MARRIAGE THEY AREN'T JUST A SURFACE ISSUE.
  • 00:12:57.280 --> 00:13:01.080
  • THEY ARE UNDERMINING SOMETHING WAY DEEPER THAN
  • 00:13:01.100 --> 00:13:03.200
  • WE EVEN HAVE THE ABILITY TO UNDERSTAND.
  • 00:13:03.220 --> 00:13:06.050
  • - WELL, IT'S THE IMAGE OF GOD.
  • 00:13:06.070 --> 00:13:07.200
  • - EXACTLY.
  • 00:13:07.220 --> 00:13:09.070
  • - GOD MADE US.
  • 00:13:09.090 --> 00:13:11.030
  • HE CREATED US IN HIS IMAGE, MALE AND FEMALE,
  • 00:13:11.050 --> 00:13:13.090
  • AND CREATED US TO BE ONE.
  • 00:13:13.110 --> 00:13:15.230
  • AND THE COVENANT, AND THAT IS WHAT IS JUST
  • 00:13:15.250 --> 00:13:17.180
  • BEING TARGETED SO --
  • 00:13:17.200 --> 00:13:20.060
  • - IF THE ENEMY CAN TRY TO
  • 00:13:20.080 --> 00:13:22.230
  • UNDERMINE THAT COVENANT AND IF PEOPLE CAN'T SEE A
  • 00:13:22.250 --> 00:13:24.260
  • RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN CHRIST AND HIS BRIDE,
  • 00:13:24.280 --> 00:13:26.080
  • THEN I THINK --
  • 00:13:26.100 --> 00:13:28.020
  • - IT'S THE OVERARCHING THING.
  • 00:13:28.040 --> 00:13:29.200
  • WE'VE GOT ADAM AND EVE AND IT GOES TO CHRIST
  • 00:13:29.220 --> 00:13:31.090
  • AND HIS BRIDE.
  • 00:13:31.110 --> 00:13:33.090
  • IF YOU UNDERMINE THE OVERARCHING, THE BOOK
  • 00:13:33.110 --> 00:13:34.280
  • ENDS OF THE GOSPEL, THE BOOKENDS OF THE STORY OF
  • 00:13:35.000 --> 00:13:37.080
  • JESUS, YOU UNDERMINE EVERYTHING.
  • 00:13:37.100 --> 00:13:38.220
  • SO IT'S A HUGE ATTACK.
  • 00:13:38.240 --> 00:13:41.070
  • AND YOU KNOW I FOUND IT REALLY INTERESTING,
  • 00:13:41.090 --> 00:13:43.100
  • NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC DID A GENDER ISSUE, AND THE
  • 00:13:43.120 --> 00:13:46.140
  • ONLY GENDER THAT WASN'T REPRESENTED ON THE COVER
  • 00:13:46.160 --> 00:13:48.020
  • WAS FEMALE.
  • 00:13:48.040 --> 00:13:49.250
  • - WHOA!
  • 00:13:49.270 --> 00:13:52.010
  • - SO THEY HAD A MAL E AND THEN THEY HAD ALL THE
  • 00:13:52.030 --> 00:13:54.080
  • DIFFERENT FLUID GENDERS AND TRANS GENDER BUT THE
  • 00:13:54.100 --> 00:13:56.140
  • ONLY THING THAT DID NOT MAKE THE COVER WAS A FEMALE.
  • 00:13:56.160 --> 00:13:59.040
  • - ISN'T IT FASCINATING THAT WE'VE TRIED TO
  • 00:13:59.060 --> 00:14:01.030
  • SILENCE HER.
  • 00:14:01.050 --> 00:14:03.120
  • WE TRIED TO COVER HER.
  • 00:14:03.140 --> 00:14:06.030
  • NOW WE'RE JUST TRYING TO OH BRITT RATE HER.
  • 00:14:06.050 --> 00:14:07.240
  • ISN'T IT INTERESTING IF YOU LOOK BEHIND ALL THAT?
  • 00:14:07.260 --> 00:14:09.160
  • NOW WE'VE GOT A GREAT OFFER IN SEPTEMBER, LAURIE.
  • 00:14:09.180 --> 00:14:11.040
  • - YES, WE DO.
  • 00:14:11.060 --> 00:14:12.220
  • TAKE A LOOK AT THIS.
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  • I'M TOM NEWMAN.
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  • CHERYL TO GROW AND CONFIDENCE AND LIVE WITH
  • 00:14:18.160 --> 00:14:20.290
  • PURPOSE AS A WOMAN OF GOD AND I KNOW LIKE ME GOD
  • 00:14:21.010 --> 00:14:23.260
  • DESIRES FOR ALL OF HIS DAUGHTERS TO LIVE IN THAT WAY.
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  • NOW, LOOK, I'M PUMPED BECAUSE I AM GOING TO
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  • PERSONALLY LISTEN TO THESE DEVOTIONALS OF THE
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  • CONFIDENT WOMAN.
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  • WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT THAT.
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  • - WELL, YOU'RE ACTUALLY ON HERE.
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  • AND I KNOW THE CHICK THAT WROTE THIS BOOK,
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  • UNDAUNTED.
  • 00:16:16.280 --> 00:16:18.190
  • - YOU KNOW, SHE'S PRETTY UNDAUNTED, TOO.
  • 00:16:18.210 --> 00:16:21.040
  • - I'M THINKING BETWEEN THESE THREE BOOKS,
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  • WOULD NOT WANT TO BE THE ENEMY AFTER YOU FINISHED
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  • - RIGHT?
  • 00:16:29.170 --> 00:16:31.100
  • - YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.
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  • OKAY.
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  • I LOVE WHAT YOU TALKED ABOUT ALIENATION, SO I'M
  • 00:16:35.150 --> 00:16:37.030
  • GOING TO READ A LITTLE PART OF YOUR BOOK HERE.
  • 00:16:37.050 --> 00:16:38.260
  • DECADES AGO I READ A BOOK THAT SUGGESTED THAT THE
  • 00:16:38.280 --> 00:16:40.180
  • END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT WOULD BE BROUGHT
  • 00:16:40.200 --> 00:16:42.090
  • ABOUT BY WORLD SPREAD ALIENATION RATHER THAN
  • 00:16:42.110 --> 00:16:44.120
  • ALIEN INVASION.
  • 00:16:44.140 --> 00:16:47.140
  • IT THEORIZED THAT THE TIME WOULD COME WHEN THE
  • 00:16:47.160 --> 00:16:50.010
  • WORLD WOULD BE DIVIDED INTO TWO OPPOSING CAMPS
  • 00:16:50.030 --> 00:16:52.190
  • OR TRAINS OF THOUGHT.
  • 00:16:52.210 --> 00:16:54.170
  • YEAH.
  • 00:16:54.190 --> 00:16:56.000
  • DO YOU THINK WE'RE THERE?
  • 00:16:56.020 --> 00:16:57.280
  • - WELL, I THINK WE'RE HEADING THAT WAY BECAUSE
  • 00:16:58.000 --> 00:16:59.240
  • PEOPLE ARE POLARIZING, WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THIS,
  • 00:16:59.260 --> 00:17:01.180
  • AROUND WHAT THEY HATE, AROUND WHAT THEY HATE,
  • 00:17:01.200 --> 00:17:03.170
  • AND SO YOU CAN KIND OF LOOK AT THE WORLD AND
  • 00:17:03.190 --> 00:17:05.040
  • IT'S BECOME DIVIDED.
  • 00:17:05.060 --> 00:17:07.010
  • AND IT WAS INTERESTING BECAUSE THIS WAS WRITTEN
  • 00:17:07.030 --> 00:17:09.080
  • IN THE 80'S WHEN THE WORLD WAS NOT CONNECTED
  • 00:17:09.100 --> 00:17:11.080
  • LIKE IT WAS, AND SO NOW WE SEE WHAT'S GOING ON.
  • 00:17:11.100 --> 00:17:13.190
  • IT SAID INSTEAD OF PEOPLE LIKE HAVING AN ALIEN
  • 00:17:13.210 --> 00:17:15.230
  • INVASION FROM LIKE SPACE SHIPS BUT THAT THERE
  • 00:17:15.250 --> 00:17:18.050
  • WOULD BE WIDESPREAD ALIENATION, SO THEIR LOVE
  • 00:17:18.070 --> 00:17:19.290
  • WOULD WAX COLD.
  • 00:17:20.010 --> 00:17:21.280
  • THERE WOULD BE TWO CAMPS WHERE THEY WOULD END UP
  • 00:17:22.000 --> 00:17:23.250
  • MEETING TOGETHER AND DIVIDED ON THE WHOLE
  • 00:17:23.270 --> 00:17:25.230
  • ISSUES AND THEN FIGHT WITH EACH OTHER.
  • 00:17:25.250 --> 00:17:28.160
  • THE ENEMY HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT LET'S DIVIDE
  • 00:17:28.180 --> 00:17:30.100
  • AND CONQUER.
  • 00:17:30.120 --> 00:17:32.190
  • HOUSES THAT ARE DIVIDED CANNOT STAND.
  • 00:17:32.210 --> 00:17:34.190
  • THEY FALL, AND SO YEAH, AND SO I THINK WHAT'S
  • 00:17:34.210 --> 00:17:36.270
  • HAPPENING IS IF I SEE YOU AS A RIVAL, THEN WE'RE
  • 00:17:36.290 --> 00:17:39.050
  • ALWAYS GOING TO BE DIVIDED.
  • 00:17:39.070 --> 00:17:40.270
  • WE'RE NEVER GOING TO BE UNITED IN PURPOSE.
  • 00:17:40.290 --> 00:17:43.040
  • THE OPPOSITE OF A FRIEND IS A COMPETITOR,
  • 00:17:43.060 --> 00:17:44.280
  • IS A COMPETITOR.
  • 00:17:45.000 --> 00:17:46.180
  • - WOW.
  • 00:17:46.200 --> 00:17:48.190
  • - SO IT'S INTERESTING THE WORD RIVAL ACTUALLY
  • 00:17:48.210 --> 00:17:50.100
  • ORIGINATES FROM TWO DIFFERENT SIDES OF THE
  • 00:17:50.120 --> 00:17:52.080
  • SAME RIVER, SO WE JUST NEED TO ACTUALLY JUMP
  • 00:17:52.100 --> 00:17:54.180
  • INTO THE RIVER AND LET GOD DEAL WITH THESE
  • 00:17:54.200 --> 00:17:57.060
  • THINGS, BUT YOU KNOW, ON THAT SAME PAGE I TALK
  • 00:17:57.080 --> 00:17:59.130
  • ABOUT HOW WE JUDGE WHEN WE FEEL JUDGED.
  • 00:17:59.150 --> 00:18:01.090
  • WHEN WE FEEL JUDGED WE'RE GOING TO JUDGE
  • 00:18:01.110 --> 00:18:03.020
  • OTHER PEOPLE.
  • 00:18:03.040 --> 00:18:04.270
  • RATHER THAN JUST SAY OKAY, GOD, I'M GOING TO
  • 00:18:04.290 --> 00:18:06.280
  • BRING THIS TO YOU, I WANT YOU TO DEAL WITH MY
  • 00:18:07.000 --> 00:18:09.040
  • HEART, IT'S EASIER TO JUDGE SOMEBODY ELSE
  • 00:18:09.060 --> 00:18:10.270
  • AND ALIENATE.
  • 00:18:10.290 --> 00:18:13.030
  • WHEN WE FEEL SHAME, WE SHAME OTHER PEOPLE.
  • 00:18:13.050 --> 00:18:16.110
  • WHEN WE FEEL LIKE WE'VE BEEN ROBBED, IT'S NOT
  • 00:18:16.130 --> 00:18:18.160
  • LONG BEFORE WE START ROBBING OTHER PEOPLE.
  • 00:18:18.180 --> 00:18:20.150
  • WHEN WE BEGIN TO THINK THAT PEOPLE ARE OUR
  • 00:18:20.170 --> 00:18:23.080
  • SOURCE INSTEAD OF GOD AS OUR SOURCE, WHEN WE BEGIN
  • 00:18:23.100 --> 00:18:25.160
  • TO THINK THAT EVERYTHING THAT WE HAVE IS WHAT
  • 00:18:25.180 --> 00:18:28.030
  • SOMEBODY ELSE IS TAKING FROM US OR WHAT WE
  • 00:18:28.050 --> 00:18:30.080
  • COULDN'T GRAB FOR OURSELF, ASK WE DON'T
  • 00:18:30.100 --> 00:18:32.220
  • UNDERSTAND OUR CONNECTION WITH GOD THEN WE'RE GOING
  • 00:18:32.240 --> 00:18:34.210
  • TO CONSTANTLY BE FIGHTING.
  • 00:18:34.230 --> 00:18:37.170
  • BUT YEAH, THIS WORLD IS REALLY COMING TO THIS
  • 00:18:37.190 --> 00:18:40.220
  • PLACE WHERE YOU CAN SEE WHETHER IT'S ISIS OR ISLAM
  • 00:18:40.240 --> 00:18:42.180
  • YOU CONSTANTLY SEE THIS DIVISION.
  • 00:18:42.200 --> 00:18:44.130
  • RACE IS A DIVISION.
  • 00:18:44.150 --> 00:18:46.120
  • MALE AND FEMALE, DIVISION.
  • 00:18:46.140 --> 00:18:48.070
  • WHATEVER IS GOING ON, IT'S DIVIDING, DIVIDING,
  • 00:18:48.090 --> 00:18:50.170
  • DIVIDING, AND THE ONLY THING THAT CAN UNITE IS
  • 00:18:50.190 --> 00:18:52.100
  • THE TRUTH OF JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:18:52.120 --> 00:18:54.030
  • AND WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO LOVE OUR ENEMIES, BUT
  • 00:18:54.050 --> 00:18:58.060
  • WE ALSO ARE GOING TO HAVE TO NOT LOVE WHAT
  • 00:18:58.080 --> 00:18:59.200
  • GOD HATES.
  • 00:18:59.220 --> 00:19:01.240
  • - YOU KNOW, I LOVE WHAT YOU JUST SAID, AND I KNOW
  • 00:19:01.260 --> 00:19:04.230
  • I'M AUSTRALIAN AND NOW LIVING HERE IN AMERICA,
  • 00:19:04.250 --> 00:19:07.070
  • BUT YOU JUST MENTIONED ABOUT THE DIVISION AND
  • 00:19:07.090 --> 00:19:09.240
  • RACISM AND SORT OF LIVING IN THIS COUNTRY AT THE
  • 00:19:09.260 --> 00:19:11.240
  • MOMENT THERE'S OBVIOUSLY SO MUCH GOING ON.
  • 00:19:11.260 --> 00:19:13.260
  • - POLITICAL PARTIES.
  • 00:19:13.280 --> 00:19:15.280
  • - AND THE RIVALRY THAT CAUSES.
  • 00:19:16.000 --> 00:19:17.250
  • WHAT DO YOU THINK THE ANSWER IS?
  • 00:19:17.270 --> 00:19:19.210
  • I SAW YOU TWEET ABOUT RACISM BEING INHERENTLY
  • 00:19:19.230 --> 00:19:21.110
  • EVIL, SINFUL, DEMONIC.
  • 00:19:21.130 --> 00:19:23.220
  • WHAT DO YOU THINK THE ANSWER IS?
  • 00:19:23.240 --> 00:19:25.230
  • BECAUSE I'M AN OUTSIDER THAT'S NOW LIVING IN HERE
  • 00:19:25.250 --> 00:19:27.230
  • GOING WOW, THIS IS A REALLY BIG DEAL IN
  • 00:19:27.250 --> 00:19:29.120
  • THIS NATION.
  • 00:19:29.140 --> 00:19:31.130
  • - YEAH, AND YOU KNOW I WOULD POINT MY FINGER
  • 00:19:31.150 --> 00:19:33.130
  • THAT THE MEDIA LOVES TO ACTUALLY AGGRAVATE THING
  • 00:19:33.150 --> 00:19:35.230
  • THAT THING, CONSTANTLY POKE IT AND EVERY TIME
  • 00:19:35.250 --> 00:19:37.270
  • THERE'S HEALING THEY'RE GOING TO BLOW THINGS UP
  • 00:19:37.290 --> 00:19:39.220
  • WHETHER IT'S WHITE RACISM OR BLACK IS RACISM.
  • 00:19:39.240 --> 00:19:42.220
  • THEY'RE GOING TO KEEP PUSHING THAT.
  • 00:19:42.240 --> 00:19:45.090
  • I DON'T KNOW WHY THEY WANT TO DO THAT, BUT I
  • 00:19:45.110 --> 00:19:47.190
  • LOVED WHAT MARTIN LUTHER KING SAID WHEN HE JUST
  • 00:19:47.210 --> 00:19:50.240
  • SAID, YOU KNOW, WE HAVE TO STOP TALKING ABOUT
  • 00:19:50.260 --> 00:19:53.120
  • WHITE POWER OR BLACK POWER.
  • 00:19:53.140 --> 00:19:54.280
  • WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT GOD'S POWER, AND I THINK
  • 00:19:55.000 --> 00:19:57.030
  • WHEN WE FINALLY TALK ABOUT THE BLOOD OF JESUS
  • 00:19:57.050 --> 00:19:59.060
  • AND WE UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE ALL ONE BLOOD, IT
  • 00:19:59.080 --> 00:20:01.190
  • DOESN'T MATTER ABOUT OUR SKIN COLOR.
  • 00:20:01.210 --> 00:20:03.140
  • WE'RE ALL ONE BLOOD, AND WE BOW OUR KNEE TO THE
  • 00:20:03.160 --> 00:20:05.250
  • LORDSHIP OF JESUS CHRIST.
  • 00:20:05.270 --> 00:20:08.010
  • THERE'S NO ROOM FOR RACISM, AND EVERY SINGLE
  • 00:20:08.030 --> 00:20:10.110
  • CHRISTIAN SHOULD DENOUNCE EVERY FORM OF RACISM.
  • 00:20:10.130 --> 00:20:12.290
  • EVERY FORM, AND WE DO HAVE TO FORGIVE.
  • 00:20:13.010 --> 00:20:15.130
  • WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO FORGIVE BECAUSE WE'RE
  • 00:20:15.150 --> 00:20:18.140
  • NEVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO MAKE UP FOR WHAT'S
  • 00:20:18.160 --> 00:20:20.090
  • HAPPENED BUT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO MOVE FORWARD.
  • 00:20:20.110 --> 00:20:22.100
  • - WELL, LET'S LAND THEREFORE A MOMENT
  • 00:20:22.120 --> 00:20:24.150
  • BECAUSE I THINK SOMEBODY WOULD BE WATCHING THIS
  • 00:20:24.170 --> 00:20:26.260
  • RIGHT NOW GOING, BUT LISA, YOU DON'T KNOW
  • 00:20:26.280 --> 00:20:29.080
  • -NOW, WHETHER IT'S RACISM OR WHETHER IT'S ANOTHER
  • 00:20:29.100 --> 00:20:31.100
  • WOMAN BECAUSE THERE IS SO MUCH PAIN.
  • 00:20:31.120 --> 00:20:33.080
  • YOU AND I SPEAK AT A PLETHORA OF WOMEN'S
  • 00:20:33.100 --> 00:20:35.170
  • CONFERENCES AND AS MUCH AS WE TALK ABOUT WE
  • 00:20:35.190 --> 00:20:38.180
  • SHOULD BE WITHOUT RIVAL, WE'RE ALL THE SAME BLOOD,
  • 00:20:38.200 --> 00:20:40.230
  • EVEN THOUGH MINE IS GREEK AND YOURS IS SICILIAN BUT
  • 00:20:40.250 --> 00:20:43.190
  • -THEY'RE BOTH RED.
  • 00:20:43.210 --> 00:20:45.260
  • THEY ALL BLEED RED.
  • 00:20:45.280 --> 00:20:48.090
  • - BUT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN HURT.
  • 00:20:48.110 --> 00:20:51.010
  • LIKE WE SAID HURTING PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE, SO
  • 00:20:51.030 --> 00:20:53.020
  • GIVE MAYBE SOME PEOPLE THAT ARE WATCHING THIS
  • 00:20:53.040 --> 00:20:55.040
  • RIGHT NOW PRACTICAL TOOLS.
  • 00:20:55.060 --> 00:20:57.120
  • HOW DO YOU LET GO WHEN YOU'VE BEEN ON THE
  • 00:20:57.140 --> 00:21:00.050
  • RECEIVING END OF BEING REALLY DEEPLY HURT
  • 00:21:00.070 --> 00:21:02.020
  • AND WOUNDED?
  • 00:21:02.040 --> 00:21:03.260
  • - RIGHT.
  • 00:21:03.280 --> 00:21:06.000
  • WELL, YOU KNOW, I'M NOT GOING TO ACT LIKE IT'S AN
  • 00:21:06.020 --> 00:21:07.150
  • EASY THING.
  • 00:21:07.170 --> 00:21:09.110
  • - NO, BECAUSE IT'S NOT.
  • 00:21:09.130 --> 00:21:11.140
  • - AND I'M NOT GOING TO ACT LIKE IT'S NOT REAL
  • 00:21:11.160 --> 00:21:13.110
  • AND I'M NOT GOING TO MINIMIZE THE PAIN.
  • 00:21:13.130 --> 00:21:14.280
  • - TOTALLY.
  • 00:21:15.000 --> 00:21:16.190
  • - BUT THE TRUTH IS YOU CAN STUDY YOUR WHOLE PAST
  • 00:21:16.210 --> 00:21:18.220
  • AND IT WILL NOT FIX YOUR FUTURE, SO AT SOME POINT,
  • 00:21:18.240 --> 00:21:20.180
  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S BEEN DONE TO YOU, I DON'T KNOW
  • 00:21:20.200 --> 00:21:22.230
  • IF IT WAS AN EX-HUSBAND OR A WOMAN YOU OPENED UP
  • 00:21:22.250 --> 00:21:25.000
  • YOUR HEART TO, I DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS A RACIST
  • 00:21:25.020 --> 00:21:27.040
  • -- BUT HERE'S WHAT I DO KNOW.
  • 00:21:27.060 --> 00:21:28.260
  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED, BUT I KNOW WHO
  • 00:21:28.280 --> 00:21:30.270
  • CAN CHANGE THAT.
  • 00:21:30.290 --> 00:21:32.220
  • SO I HAVE TO COME TO THIS PLACE WHERE YOU SAY TO
  • 00:21:32.240 --> 00:21:35.170
  • JESUS, I BELIEVE THAT ACTUALLY YOUR DEATH ON
  • 00:21:35.190 --> 00:21:38.060
  • THE CROSS WAS ENOUGH FOR ME.
  • 00:21:38.080 --> 00:21:40.020
  • I BELIEVE IT WAS MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME, I
  • 00:21:40.040 --> 00:21:42.120
  • CAN'T EVER MAKE THESE THINGS RIGHT.
  • 00:21:42.140 --> 00:21:44.150
  • BUT HERE'S WHAT YOU CAN DO.
  • 00:21:44.170 --> 00:21:46.140
  • HE CAN COME TO YOU AND HE CAN SAY, LISTEN, MY
  • 00:21:46.160 --> 00:21:48.150
  • PERFECT LOVE CAN CAST OUT ALL OF YOUR FEAR.
  • 00:21:48.170 --> 00:21:50.210
  • MY HEALING FROM THAT CROSS CAN HEAL EVERY
  • 00:21:50.230 --> 00:21:53.030
  • BROKEN PLACE IN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:21:53.050 --> 00:21:55.070
  • BUT YOU NEED TO ACTUALLY LET IT GO.
  • 00:21:55.090 --> 00:21:57.030
  • YOU NEED TO LET IT GO BECAUSE NOBODY'S GOING TO
  • 00:21:57.050 --> 00:21:59.030
  • ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO PAY ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY HEAL
  • 00:21:59.050 --> 00:22:01.090
  • THAT WOUND, AND JESUS PAID FOR ALL OF US, SO
  • 00:22:01.110 --> 00:22:03.130
  • YOU JUST NEED TO BE ABLE TO SAY IT'S NOT RIGHT,
  • 00:22:03.150 --> 00:22:05.010
  • IT'S NOT FAIR.
  • 00:22:05.030 --> 00:22:06.230
  • HE'S LIKE, BABY GIRL, I KNOW.
  • 00:22:06.250 --> 00:22:08.130
  • I KNOW IT'S NOT RIGHT.
  • 00:22:08.150 --> 00:22:10.110
  • I KNOW IT'S NOT FAIR, BUT I DON'T WANT IT TO ROB
  • 00:22:10.130 --> 00:22:11.280
  • ANOTHER DAY OF YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:22:12.000 --> 00:22:13.220
  • SO I'M GOING TO ASK YOU TO BELIEVE ME THAT YOUR
  • 00:22:13.240 --> 00:22:16.090
  • PAST IS NOT YOUR FUTURE, AND IF YOU WILL LET GO OF
  • 00:22:16.110 --> 00:22:18.100
  • THIS I WILL VINDICATE YOU.
  • 00:22:18.120 --> 00:22:20.280
  • I WILL TAKE CARE OF THIS, AND YOU WILL LAY HOLD OF
  • 00:22:21.000 --> 00:22:23.100
  • THE PROMISES OF GOD THAT I HAVE ON YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:22:23.120 --> 00:22:25.290
  • SO RIGHT NOW I'M GOING TO ASK THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT
  • 00:22:26.010 --> 00:22:28.080
  • BEGIN A WORK IN YOUR LIFE, WHERE HE BEGINS TO
  • 00:22:28.100 --> 00:22:30.090
  • EXCAVATE THAT DEBRIS AND THAT RUBBLE THAT HAS
  • 00:22:30.110 --> 00:22:32.200
  • BEEN OVER YOU AND ON YOU, THAT HAS CAST ASIDE YOUR
  • 00:22:32.220 --> 00:22:36.210
  • DREAMS, THAT HAS CAUSED A PROBLEM FOR YOU.
  • 00:22:36.230 --> 00:22:40.220
  • I'M JUST GOING TO ASK THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT EVEN
  • 00:22:40.240 --> 00:22:43.020
  • AS WE TALK, EVEN AS THE THREE OF US TALK, EVEN AS
  • 00:22:43.040 --> 00:22:44.290
  • YOU LONG FOR THE FRIENDSHIPS AND THE
  • 00:22:45.010 --> 00:22:47.100
  • RELATIONSHIPS THAT ARE IRON SHARPENING IRON,
  • 00:22:47.120 --> 00:22:50.050
  • EVEN AS WE TALK THAT THE HOLY SPIRIT BEGINS TO
  • 00:22:50.070 --> 00:22:52.290
  • SPEAK TO YOU AND HE BEGINS TO UNEARTH THOSE
  • 00:22:53.010 --> 00:22:55.000
  • THINGS THAT ARE HIDDEN IN YOUR LIFE AND THOSE
  • 00:22:55.020 --> 00:22:56.250
  • DREAMS AND THOSE VISIONS WILL BE QUICKENED, AND
  • 00:22:56.270 --> 00:22:58.290
  • THAT YOU WILL LET GO OF THOSE THINGS IN YOUR PAST
  • 00:22:59.010 --> 00:23:00.260
  • SO YOU CAN LAY HOLD OF THAT IN YOUR FUTURE.
  • 00:23:00.280 --> 00:23:02.170
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:23:02.190 --> 00:23:04.190
  • WHAT CAN HELP US AS FAR AS STEPS WE CAN TAKE TO
  • 00:23:04.210 --> 00:23:06.230
  • START FILLING IN THAT ALIENATION?
  • 00:23:06.250 --> 00:23:09.130
  • YOU KNOW, WHAT WE SEE IN OUR FAMILIES AND OUR
  • 00:23:09.150 --> 00:23:13.110
  • RELATIONSHIPS WITH GIRLFRIENDS?
  • 00:23:13.130 --> 00:23:17.020
  • - WELL, I KNOW THIS SOUND REALLY SIMPLISTIC
  • 00:23:17.040 --> 00:23:19.260
  • BUT GOD ACTUALLY TOLD ME TO START TO BE THE WOMAN
  • 00:23:19.280 --> 00:23:21.170
  • I WANTED TO MEET.
  • 00:23:21.190 --> 00:23:23.100
  • - BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:23:23.120 --> 00:23:25.060
  • - YOU KNOW, AND I KNOW THAT -I MEAN, LIKE I'M
  • 00:23:25.080 --> 00:23:26.250
  • JUST KIND OF THINKING IF I FELT ALONE AND
  • 00:23:26.270 --> 00:23:28.130
  • ISOLATED, CHRISTINE FELT ALONE AND ISOLATED, YOU
  • 00:23:28.150 --> 00:23:30.130
  • FELT, THEN THERE'S A LOT OF OTHER PEOPLE.
  • 00:23:30.150 --> 00:23:32.160
  • SO HE HAD TO DO SOME ALONE WORK WITH ME.
  • 00:23:32.180 --> 00:23:34.260
  • I HAD BEEN LONELY, BUT HE WAS LIKE NO, NOW, GIRL.
  • 00:23:34.280 --> 00:23:36.180
  • WE'RE GOING TO TAKE YOU IN A CAVE.
  • 00:23:36.200 --> 00:23:38.120
  • WE'RE GOING TO DO SOME ALONE WORK, AND I BEGAN
  • 00:23:38.140 --> 00:23:40.110
  • TO WRITE IT BACKWARDS.
  • 00:23:40.130 --> 00:23:41.270
  • I BEGAN TO SAY, WHAT KIND OF FRIEND DO I WANT?
  • 00:23:41.290 --> 00:23:44.090
  • THAT'S THE FRIEND I'M GOING TO HAVE TO BE.
  • 00:23:44.110 --> 00:23:46.100
  • AND YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T HAVE A FAMILY THAT RAISE
  • 00:23:46.120 --> 00:23:49.050
  • WAS RAISED WITH HEALTHY WOMEN ISSUES.
  • 00:23:49.070 --> 00:23:51.120
  • I'VE BEEN HURT BY MEN BUT I'VE BEEN WOUNDED
  • 00:23:51.140 --> 00:23:52.270
  • BY WOMEN.
  • 00:23:52.290 --> 00:23:55.070
  • MY MOTHER LOOKED AT ME -BLESS HER.
  • 00:23:55.090 --> 00:23:57.030
  • SHE'S IN HEAVEN -- - IT'S ALL GOOD.
  • 00:23:57.050 --> 00:23:59.030
  • - BEAUTIFUL. ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:23:59.050 --> 00:24:01.170
  • BUT SHE TOLD ME I NEVER BONDED WITH YOU.
  • 00:24:01.190 --> 00:24:03.230
  • IT WAS NEVER YOUR PROBLEM.
  • 00:24:03.250 --> 00:24:05.140
  • I NEVER BONDED WITH YOU.
  • 00:24:05.160 --> 00:24:07.010
  • YOU'RE KIND OF LIKE, WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THAT?
  • 00:24:07.030 --> 00:24:08.130
  • - WHAT DO YOU DO WITH THAT?
  • 00:24:08.150 --> 00:24:09.280
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:24:10.000 --> 00:24:11.220
  • - OKAY.
  • 00:24:11.240 --> 00:24:13.140
  • WE NEVER -- THANK YOU.
  • 00:24:13.160 --> 00:24:14.290
  • THAT EXPLAINS SO MUCH.
  • 00:24:15.010 --> 00:24:16.200
  • YEAH, BUT I MEAN, NOW WE'RE BONDED IN HEAVEN
  • 00:24:16.220 --> 00:24:18.200
  • AND EVERYTHING, BUT I REMEMBER WHEN GOD
  • 00:24:18.220 --> 00:24:20.060
  • -- BECAUSE I THINK ALL OF US CAME INTO THE WOMEN
  • 00:24:20.080 --> 00:24:21.070
  • WORLD KICKING AND SCREAMING.
  • 00:24:21.090 --> 00:24:22.280
  • - OH, YES.
  • 00:24:23.000 --> 00:24:24.250
  • I STAYED IN YOUTH MINISTRY FULL TIME FOR 15
  • 00:24:24.270 --> 00:24:26.140
  • YEARS BECAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO GRADUATE TO
  • 00:24:26.160 --> 00:24:28.050
  • WOMEN'S MISERIES.
  • 00:24:28.070 --> 00:24:30.060
  • I JUST THOUGHT I AM NOT GOING TO THAT
  • 00:24:30.080 --> 00:24:31.240
  • WOMEN'S MISERIES.
  • 00:24:31.260 --> 00:24:33.030
  • THEY'RE ALL CRYING.
  • 00:24:33.050 --> 00:24:35.040
  • THEY'RE ALL DRINKING TEA DOING MACRAMÉ OR ORIGAMI
  • 00:24:35.060 --> 00:24:37.150
  • , AND I JUST WAS LIKE AT LEAST IN YOUTH MINISTRY
  • 00:24:37.170 --> 00:24:39.170
  • PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO GO CHARGE WITH A
  • 00:24:39.190 --> 00:24:42.040
  • WATER PISTOL. YES.
  • 00:24:42.060 --> 00:24:45.150
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:24:45.170 --> 00:24:48.170
  • - AND MY HUSBAND IS THE ONE THAT FORCED ME INTO
  • 00:24:48.190 --> 00:24:51.160
  • WOMEN'S MINISTRY BECAUSE OF OUR YOUTH MINISTRY
  • 00:24:51.180 --> 00:24:53.240
  • BECAUSE HE WAS MINISTERING AND SAW THESE
  • 00:24:53.260 --> 00:24:55.260
  • YOUNG GIRLS, AND HE WAS LIKE, HOW DARE YOU NOT
  • 00:24:55.280 --> 00:24:57.150
  • SAY SOMETHING TO THEM.
  • 00:24:57.170 --> 00:24:59.090
  • AND I WAS LIKE, HEY, I'M NOT SOME PACKAGE DEAL.
  • 00:24:59.110 --> 00:25:01.010
  • JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE THE YOUTH PASTOR DOESN'T MEAN
  • 00:25:01.030 --> 00:25:03.010
  • I HAVE TO BE THE YOUTH PASTOR.
  • 00:25:03.030 --> 00:25:04.160
  • AND HE'D BE LIKE, YOU JUST NEED TO BE READY.
  • 00:25:04.180 --> 00:25:06.040
  • I'M GOING TO CALL ON YOU TONIGHT.
  • 00:25:06.060 --> 00:25:07.160
  • I'M LIKE, YOU JUST NEED TO BE READY.
  • 00:25:07.180 --> 00:25:08.270
  • I'M NOT GOING TO SAY ANYTHING.
  • 00:25:08.290 --> 00:25:10.070
  • BUT HE TRICKED ME.
  • 00:25:10.090 --> 00:25:11.270
  • BUT HERE'S THE THING THAT I LOVE ABOUT MY HUSBAND
  • 00:25:11.290 --> 00:25:13.250
  • AND I KNOW THAT WE'RE ALL -WE REALIZED AT SOME
  • 00:25:13.270 --> 00:25:15.250
  • POINT I WAS BOUGHT WITH A PRICE AND THAT I DID NOT
  • 00:25:15.270 --> 00:25:17.240
  • HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE COMFORTABLE WHEN SO MANY
  • 00:25:17.260 --> 00:25:19.280
  • PEOPLE WERE UNCOMFORTABLE, AND I
  • 00:25:20.000 --> 00:25:22.100
  • REALLY WASN'T EVEN COMFORTABLE BECAUSE
  • 00:25:22.120 --> 00:25:24.010
  • YOU'LL NEVER BE COMFORTABLE WHEN YOU'RE
  • 00:25:24.030 --> 00:25:25.230
  • NOT FULFILLING YOUR PURPOSE.
  • 00:25:25.250 --> 00:25:27.080
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:25:27.100 --> 00:25:28.290
  • - YOU'LL ALWAYS NOT UNCOMFORTABLE, SO I
  • 00:25:29.010 --> 00:25:30.160
  • STARTED TO REACH OUT TO WOMEN.
  • 00:25:30.180 --> 00:25:32.120
  • AND I REMEMBER I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY THIRD
  • 00:25:32.140 --> 00:25:34.170
  • SON, AND JOHN HAD TRICKED ME INTO DOING A
  • 00:25:34.190 --> 00:25:36.080
  • PENTECOSTAL HOLINESS WOMEN'S MEETING WHICH DO
  • 00:25:36.100 --> 00:25:38.160
  • I EVER LOOK LIKE I SHOULD BE A PART OF THAT?
  • 00:25:38.180 --> 00:25:40.000
  • - YOU?
  • 00:25:40.020 --> 00:25:41.090
  • - PENTECOSTAL. I KNOW.
  • 00:25:41.110 --> 00:25:43.000
  • THEY WERE TRAUMATIZED MY EARS WERE DOUBLE PIERCED.
  • 00:25:43.020 --> 00:25:44.080
  • I WAS IN ROCKING HAM, NORTH CAROLINA.
  • 00:25:44.100 --> 00:25:45.230
  • - THAT'S NEXT LEVEL.
  • 00:25:45.250 --> 00:25:47.090
  • - NO, HE TRICKED ME.
  • 00:25:47.110 --> 00:25:48.290
  • HE WAS LIKE YOU'RE SPEAKING TOMORROW.
  • 00:25:49.010 --> 00:25:50.140
  • HE TOLD ME TO SPEAK.
  • 00:25:50.160 --> 00:25:52.010
  • I'M LIKE, I'M NOT SPEAKING.
  • 00:25:52.030 --> 00:25:53.130
  • I'M NURSING YOUR BABIES AND I'M PREGNANT.
  • 00:25:53.150 --> 00:25:54.230
  • I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING.
  • 00:25:54.250 --> 00:25:56.100
  • AND HE SAID YEAH, YOU'RE GOING TO GO DO THIS.
  • 00:25:56.120 --> 00:25:57.240
  • AND I REMEMBER I CRIED OUT TO GOD AND I SAID, I
  • 00:25:57.260 --> 00:25:59.030
  • DON'T KNOW -I DON'T LIKE WOMEN.
  • 00:25:59.050 --> 00:26:00.220
  • AND HE SAID, I LOVE WOMEN.
  • 00:26:00.240 --> 00:26:02.210
  • GOD TOLD ME, I LOVE WOMEN.
  • 00:26:02.230 --> 00:26:04.050
  • I'M LIKE, REALLY?
  • 00:26:04.070 --> 00:26:05.190
  • IT WAS LIKE I LIKE GUYS.
  • 00:26:05.210 --> 00:26:07.260
  • AND HE'S LIKE I MADE WOMAN AS THE ANSWER TO
  • 00:26:07.280 --> 00:26:09.180
  • THE VERY FIRST PROBLEM.
  • 00:26:09.200 --> 00:26:11.040
  • - WOW.
  • 00:26:11.060 --> 00:26:13.000
  • - AND HE SAID IT'S NOT GOOD FOR MAN TO BE ALONE.
  • 00:26:13.020 --> 00:26:14.210
  • AND HE SAID I LOVE WOMEN, LISA.
  • 00:26:14.230 --> 00:26:16.200
  • AND I SAID, BUT I'VE NEVER HAD A MENTOR.
  • 00:26:16.220 --> 00:26:18.220
  • I DON'T HAVE ANY WOMEN SHOWING ME WHAT TO DO.
  • 00:26:18.240 --> 00:26:20.050
  • AND HE SAID, YES, YOU DO.
  • 00:26:20.070 --> 00:26:21.250
  • HE SAID EVERYTHING YOU WISH ANOTHER WOMAN WOULD
  • 00:26:21.270 --> 00:26:23.220
  • HAVE BEEN FOR YOU BEGIN TO BE THAT WOMAN.
  • 00:26:23.240 --> 00:26:25.200
  • AND I THINK THERE'S A LOT OF WOMEN OUT THERE,
  • 00:26:25.220 --> 00:26:27.180
  • LAURIE AND CHRISTINE, THAT THEY KNOW WHAT THEY
  • 00:26:27.200 --> 00:26:29.230
  • WANT, BUT THEY CAN'T FIND IT.
  • 00:26:29.250 --> 00:26:32.140
  • BUT IT'S BECAUSE THEY NEED TO JUST START BEING IT.
  • 00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:34.120
  • SO I KNOW THAT'S A HARDER CHALLENGE.
  • 00:26:34.140 --> 00:26:36.120
  • I KNOW IT WOULD BE EASIER IF WE COULD ALL JUST HAND
  • 00:26:36.140 --> 00:26:38.250
  • IT OFF TO YOU, BUT THE TRUTH IS THEY GET TO
  • 00:26:38.270 --> 00:26:40.260
  • PIONEER SOMETHING.
  • 00:26:40.280 --> 00:26:42.200
  • - YEAH.
  • 00:26:42.220 --> 00:26:44.110
  • - SO WE CAN EITHER BE VICTIMS OR WE CAN BE
  • 00:26:44.130 --> 00:26:45.270
  • PIONEERS AND SAY, YOU KNOW WHAT?
  • 00:26:45.290 --> 00:26:47.130
  • I'M GOING TO BE THAT WOMAN.
  • 00:26:47.150 --> 00:26:49.000
  • I'M GOING TO BE THAT WOMAN.
  • 00:26:49.020 --> 00:26:50.180
  • SO I SAT DOWN IN MY HOTEL ROOM.
  • 00:26:50.200 --> 00:26:51.270
  • I WROTE IT BACKWARDS.
  • 00:26:51.290 --> 00:26:53.140
  • WHAT WOULD SHE LOOK LIKE WHEN SHE SAW ME?
  • 00:26:53.160 --> 00:26:54.210
  • WHAT WOULD SHE SAY?
  • 00:26:54.230 --> 00:26:55.270
  • - WOW.
  • 00:26:55.290 --> 00:26:57.060
  • - I WROTE IT BACKWARDS.
  • 00:26:57.080 --> 00:26:58.190
  • HOW WOULD SHE TREAT ME?
  • 00:26:58.210 --> 00:27:00.050
  • HOW WOULD SHE COUNSEL ME IN MY MARRIAGE?
  • 00:27:00.070 --> 00:27:01.130
  • WHAT WOULD SHE DO?
  • 00:27:01.150 --> 00:27:02.260
  • AND I WROTE IT BOOK WARDS.
  • 00:27:02.280 --> 00:27:04.100
  • REALLY TO BE HONEST WITH YOU EVERY BOOK I WRITE I
  • 00:27:04.120 --> 00:27:05.210
  • FEEL LIKE I'M STRATEGIZING WHAT IT
  • 00:27:05.230 --> 00:27:07.030
  • MEANS TO BE THAT WOMAN.
  • 00:27:07.050 --> 00:27:08.230
  • - RIGHT.
  • 00:27:08.250 --> 00:27:10.100
  • - NOW IT'S TO BE THAT WOMAN AS A GRANDMOTHER,
  • 00:27:10.120 --> 00:27:11.210
  • TO BE THAT WOMAN AS A DAUGHTER, TO BE THAT
  • 00:27:11.230 --> 00:27:13.080
  • WOMAN AS A MOTHER, TO BE THAT WOMAN TALKING TO
  • 00:27:13.100 --> 00:27:14.230
  • YOUNGER WOMEN BECAUSE WE'VE GOT A WHOLE
  • 00:27:14.250 --> 00:27:16.040
  • GENERATION OF YOUNGER WOMEN WHO ARE INCREDIBLY
  • 00:27:16.060 --> 00:27:17.190
  • TALENTED AND YET DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO RELATIONSHIP.
  • 00:27:17.210 --> 00:27:19.070
  • - RIGHT.
  • 00:27:19.090 --> 00:27:20.240
  • - SO WE NEED TO HAVE THOSE CONVERSATIONS.
  • 00:27:20.260 --> 00:27:22.110
  • - AND I THINK IT'S EVEN MORE CHALLENGING IN OUR
  • 00:27:22.130 --> 00:27:23.170
  • SOCIAL MEDIA.
  • 00:27:23.190 --> 00:27:25.030
  • PEOPLE HAVE GOT THESE SORT OF RELATIONSHIPS
  • 00:27:25.050 --> 00:27:27.020
  • LIKE THROUGH A SCREEN, BUT DON'T DO THIS VERY WELL.
  • 00:27:27.040 --> 00:27:28.240
  • AND I THINK THE WHOLE MESSAGE OF WITHOUT RIVAL
  • 00:27:28.260 --> 00:27:30.120
  • IF YOU DON'T GET FACE-TO-FACE WITH PEOPLE
  • 00:27:30.140 --> 00:27:32.010
  • AND YOU DON'T BUILD THOSE INTENTIONAL
  • 00:27:32.030 --> 00:27:34.040
  • RELATIONSHIPS, YOU ARE ALWAYS GOING TO FEEL THAT
  • 00:27:34.060 --> 00:27:36.150
  • SOMEBODY IS YOUR RIVAL OR YOUR COMPETITION FOR
  • 00:27:36.170 --> 00:27:38.150
  • FOLLOWERS OR FOR NUMBERS, AND I GO WHAT A SMALL
  • 00:27:38.170 --> 00:27:41.220
  • LIFE TO REDUCE YOUR LIFE TO.
  • 00:27:41.240 --> 00:27:43.220
  • LIKE TO BASE YOUR WHOLE VALUE ON WHOSE FOLLOWING
  • 00:27:43.240 --> 00:27:46.120
  • YOU OR WHOSE NOT OR WHO ACKNOWLEDGES YOU WITH A
  • 00:27:46.140 --> 00:27:48.010
  • LIKE OR SOMETHING, SO I THINK BOTH OF US HAVE
  • 00:27:48.030 --> 00:27:50.010
  • DONE THAT.
  • 00:27:50.030 --> 00:27:51.260
  • WE HAVE JUST PROACTIVELY BUILT BRIDGES.
  • 00:27:51.280 --> 00:27:54.050
  • WE'VE PROACTIVELY GOTTEN OUT OF OUR COMFORT ZONES
  • 00:27:54.070 --> 00:27:55.190
  • AND BUILT RELATIONSHIPS, AND WE'VE GOT A GOOD
  • 00:27:55.210 --> 00:27:57.260
  • LITTLE SISTERHOOD THING HAPPENING.
  • 00:27:57.280 --> 00:28:00.030
  • - WE DO.
  • 00:28:00.050 --> 00:28:01.140
  • - WE DO.
  • 00:28:01.160 --> 00:28:03.000
  • [ LAUGHTER ]
  • 00:28:03.020 --> 00:28:04.170
  • - WE LAUGH A LOT.
  • 00:28:04.190 --> 00:28:06.160
  • - BUT WE'RE HERE FOR YOU TONIGHT.
  • 00:28:06.180 --> 00:28:07.250
  • WE'RE DOING THE CONFIDENT WOMAN THING.
  • 00:28:07.270 --> 00:28:09.010
  • TAKE A LOOK AT THIS REAL QUICK.
  • 00:28:09.030 --> 00:28:10.070
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:28:10.090 --> 00:28:13.220
  • WE ARE HERE TO MAKE SURE A GENERATION IS BROUGHT
  • 00:28:13.240 --> 00:28:17.270
  • FORTH WITH STRENGTH.
  • 00:28:17.290 --> 00:28:21.250
  • WE ARE ON THIS PLANET, IN THIS TIME TO BE
  • 00:28:21.270 --> 00:28:24.100
  • HIGHLY EFFECTIVE FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD.
  • 00:28:24.120 --> 00:28:27.200
  • THE HOLY ONE HAS ANOINTED YOU.
  • 00:28:27.220 --> 00:28:31.040
  • HE DOESN'T JUST ANOINT THE WORSHIPERS,
  • 00:28:31.060 --> 00:28:33.040
  • HE DOESN'T JUST ANOINT THE PREACHERS.
  • 00:28:33.060 --> 00:28:35.090
  • HE HAS ANOINTED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU.
  • 00:28:35.110 --> 00:28:39.290
  • HE IS FORMING YOU INTO THE IMAGE OF JESUS SO
  • 00:28:40.010 --> 00:28:42.010
  • THAT WHEN YOU STEP INTO YOUR COMMUNITIES, YOU
  • 00:28:42.030 --> 00:28:43.280
  • STEP INTO YOUR SCHOOLS, YOU GO INTO YOUR
  • 00:28:44.000 --> 00:28:46.050
  • NEIGHBORHOODS, WHICH ARE DESPERATE TO SEE
  • 00:28:46.070 --> 00:28:48.160
  • JESUS, THAT THEY'LL SEE HIM.
  • 00:28:48.180 --> 00:28:52.200
  • I WILL NOT WAIVER, BUT I WILL STAND, THAT I WILL
  • 00:28:52.220 --> 00:28:56.080
  • BE A GENERATION OF THE OLDER PEOPLE WITH THE
  • 00:28:56.100 --> 00:29:00.080
  • YOUNGER PEOPLE, WITH THE MEN AND THE WOMEN WHO
  • 00:29:00.100 --> 00:29:02.200
  • STAND ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH AND RELEASE
  • 00:29:02.220 --> 00:29:06.070
  • THE WORDS OF HEAVEN.
  • 00:29:06.090 --> 00:29:08.090
  • THERE IS NOT A SOUL HE CANNOT SAVE, THERE IS NOT
  • 00:29:08.110 --> 00:29:10.140
  • A NEED HE CANNOT MEET, THERE IS NOT A HEART HE
  • 00:29:10.160 --> 00:29:12.280
  • CANNOT MEND, THERE IS NOTHING OUR GOD CANNOT DO.
  • 00:29:13.000 --> 00:29:16.190
  • I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST JESUS WHO
  • 00:29:16.210 --> 00:29:20.050
  • STRENGTHENS ME. WE CAN DO IT, CHURCH!
  • 00:29:20.070 --> 00:29:22.060
  • WE CAN DO IT IN JESUS' NAME!
  • 00:29:22.080 --> 00:29:25.260
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:29:25.280 --> 00:29:29.280
  • - THERE YOU GO RIGHT THERE. IN YOUR FACE.
  • 00:29:30.000 --> 00:29:32.160
  • - IT'S THE SHY WOMAN.
  • 00:29:32.180 --> 00:29:34.230
  • - YES. WHO WE ALL KNOW AND LOVE.
  • 00:29:34.250 --> 00:29:38.000
  • OKAY, I'VE NEVER PERSONALLY DEALT WITH
  • 00:29:38.020 --> 00:29:41.020
  • THIS, BUT I KNOW YOU TWO HAVE.
  • 00:29:41.040 --> 00:29:43.060
  • I'VE HEARD YOU TALK ABOUT IT.
  • 00:29:43.080 --> 00:29:46.060
  • RIVALRY WITH MEN.
  • 00:29:46.080 --> 00:29:47.250
  • AND I KNOW THAT SO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE,
  • 00:29:47.270 --> 00:29:50.010
  • YOU KNOW, EQUAL PAY,
  • 00:29:50.030 --> 00:29:53.100
  • THERE'S ALL KINDS OF DIFFERENT THINGS.
  • 00:29:53.120 --> 00:29:55.260
  • YOU GUYS HAVE SEEN IT SO MUCH MORE THAN
  • 00:29:55.280 --> 00:29:58.010
  • I'VE EXPERIENCED IT. YOU GUYS FEEL FREE.
  • 00:29:58.030 --> 00:30:01.210
  • READY, ONE, TWO, THREE, GO! [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:30:01.230 --> 00:30:04.220
  • - WELL, YOU KNOW, IT'S DEFINITELY A REAL THING.
  • 00:30:04.240 --> 00:30:07.000
  • I MEAN AND UNFORTUNATELY A LOT OF WOMEN DO FEEL
  • 00:30:07.020 --> 00:30:09.160
  • MARGINALIZED BECAUSE THEY ARE A WOMAN,
  • 00:30:09.180 --> 00:30:12.180
  • JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE A WOMAN.
  • 00:30:12.200 --> 00:30:14.170
  • SO I KNOW THAT CHRISTINE, YOU GREW UP IN THE
  • 00:30:14.190 --> 00:30:16.270
  • BEAUTIFUL HALLS OF HILLSONG WHERE THEY'VE
  • 00:30:16.290 --> 00:30:18.190
  • ALWAYS CELEBRATED WOMEN, AND YOU GOT TO BE PART OF
  • 00:30:18.210 --> 00:30:20.280
  • REALLY PIONEERING THAT, WHERE I GREW UP IN
  • 00:30:21.000 --> 00:30:23.190
  • A CHURCH WHERE THEY SAID THE WOMAN WAS THE LAST TO
  • 00:30:23.210 --> 00:30:25.280
  • BE CREATED, FIRST TO SIN, EASILY DECEIVED,
  • 00:30:26.000 --> 00:30:29.020
  • GULLIBLE, AND SO ALL OF THESE THINGS, EVEN IF YOU
  • 00:30:29.040 --> 00:30:32.130
  • DON'T REALLY SAY I BELIEVE THAT!
  • 00:30:32.150 --> 00:30:35.110
  • SOMEHOW IT STICKS ON YOU.
  • 00:30:35.130 --> 00:30:36.270
  • IT'S KIND OF LIKE WHEN YOU SIT DOWN IN A CHAIR
  • 00:30:36.290 --> 00:30:39.100
  • AND THERE'S A LABEL AND THEN IT'S ON YOUR
  • 00:30:39.120 --> 00:30:41.010
  • BACKSIDE, AND IT'S JUST KIND OF ALWAYS THERE, AND
  • 00:30:41.030 --> 00:30:43.100
  • YOU DON'T KNOW IT, BUT OTHER PEOPLE NOTICE IT
  • 00:30:43.120 --> 00:30:45.070
  • WHEN YOU WALK BY, THEY'RE LIKE THERE'S A LABEL
  • 00:30:45.090 --> 00:30:46.260
  • ON YOUR BACKSIDE.
  • 00:30:46.280 --> 00:30:48.120
  • SO WHAT HAPPENED FOR ME IS I COULD LOOK AT MY
  • 00:30:48.140 --> 00:30:50.150
  • PERSONAL LIFE, AND I REMEMBER THINKING WELL
  • 00:30:50.170 --> 00:30:53.180
  • I CAN LOOK AT MY PAST AND SEE WHERE I'VE BEEN
  • 00:30:53.200 --> 00:30:55.160
  • GULLIBLE. I CAN LOOK AT MY PAST AND I CAN SEE
  • 00:30:55.180 --> 00:30:57.210
  • WHERE I'VE BEEN DECEIVED.
  • 00:30:57.230 --> 00:30:59.220
  • I CAN LOOK AT MY PAST AND SEE WHERE I'VE MADE
  • 00:30:59.240 --> 00:31:01.260
  • GRIEVOUS ERRORS AND MISTAKES.
  • 00:31:01.280 --> 00:31:03.280
  • THEY MUST BE RIGHT.
  • 00:31:04.000 --> 00:31:05.150
  • AND SO KIND OF ALWAYS A LITTLE LIKE OF AN
  • 00:31:05.170 --> 00:31:08.280
  • UNDERTONE AND RESONANCE.
  • 00:31:09.000 --> 00:31:10.240
  • THEN I MET CHRISTINE, AND I REMEMBER CHRISTINE
  • 00:31:10.260 --> 00:31:12.260
  • GETTING IN A CAR WITH GARY CLARK AND I HAD
  • 00:31:12.280 --> 00:31:15.260
  • PREACHED AT THE WOMEN'S CONFERENCE WITH TOTAL
  • 00:31:15.280 --> 00:31:18.080
  • CONFIDENCE, AND THEN I HAD DONE SUNDAY MORNING WITH
  • 00:31:18.100 --> 00:31:20.090
  • A BUNCH OF QUESTION MARKS BECAUSE I WASN'T ALLOWED
  • 00:31:20.110 --> 00:31:21.240
  • TO TEACH SO I HAD TO ASK QUESTIONS.
  • 00:31:21.260 --> 00:31:23.230
  • I WASN'T ALLOWED TO SAY WITH A DECLARATIVE
  • 00:31:23.250 --> 00:31:25.170
  • AFFIRMATIVE VOICE.
  • 00:31:25.190 --> 00:31:27.150
  • I HAD TO SAY COULD IT BE, COULD IT BE POSSIBLE?
  • 00:31:27.170 --> 00:31:30.040
  • AND SO GARY WAS LIKE WHY DO YOU INSULT MY CHURCH?
  • 00:31:30.060 --> 00:31:33.050
  • WHY DO YOU INSULT MY CHURCH?
  • 00:31:33.070 --> 00:31:34.130
  • WHY DO YOU PREACH WITH PASSION AND CLARITY TO
  • 00:31:34.150 --> 00:31:37.030
  • THE WOMEN AND THEN GET UP ON MY SUNDAY MORNING
  • 00:31:37.050 --> 00:31:38.250
  • AND ACT LIKE IT'S A BIG QUESTION MARK?
  • 00:31:38.270 --> 00:31:41.080
  • AND I LOOK AT CHRISTINE AND I SAID TELL HIM
  • 00:31:41.100 --> 00:31:43.080
  • WHERE I'M FROM.
  • 00:31:43.100 --> 00:31:44.160
  • SHE'S LIKE I WISH YOU WOULD JUST FIGURE IT OUT.
  • 00:31:44.180 --> 00:31:47.020
  • I AM TIRED OF DOING THIS ALL BY MYSELF.
  • 00:31:47.040 --> 00:31:49.050
  • AND THAT REALLY WAS KIND OF A WAKEUP CALL.
  • 00:31:49.070 --> 00:31:51.290
  • I'D NEVER PREACHED IN MY OWN CHURCH.
  • 00:31:52.010 --> 00:31:53.260
  • AND I WAS LIKE WHAT'S GOING ON?
  • 00:31:53.280 --> 00:31:55.070
  • BUT EVERYTHING SHIFTED FOR ME.
  • 00:31:55.090 --> 00:31:56.160
  • YOU HAVE ALL BOYS, CHRISTINE HAS ALL GIRLS,
  • 00:31:56.180 --> 00:31:58.200
  • EVERYTHING SHIFTED FOR ME WHEN I STARTED HAVING
  • 00:31:58.220 --> 00:32:01.030
  • SPIRITUAL DAUGHTERS AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER.
  • 00:32:01.050 --> 00:32:03.150
  • AND I STARTED TO THINK WAIT A MINUTE, IF
  • 00:32:03.170 --> 00:32:06.120
  • SOMEBODY TOLD SOPHIA THAT SHE WAS GULLIBLE, THAT
  • 00:32:06.140 --> 00:32:10.040
  • SHE WAS EASILY DECEIVED, THAT SHE WAS THE LAST TO
  • 00:32:10.060 --> 00:32:13.080
  • BE CREATED AND FIRST TO SIN, SOMEBODY'S GONNA
  • 00:32:13.100 --> 00:32:15.220
  • HAVE TO PULL ME OFF THAT PERSON BECAUSE
  • 00:32:15.240 --> 00:32:17.090
  • I'M GONNA GO FLYING ACROSS THE ROOM.
  • 00:32:17.110 --> 00:32:19.120
  • I'M GONNA TACKLE AND PUT MY HAND OVER THEIR MOUTH
  • 00:32:19.140 --> 00:32:21.170
  • SO THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED TO SPEAK ONE OF THOSE
  • 00:32:21.190 --> 00:32:23.160
  • WORDS OVER MY GRANDDAUGHTER BECAUSE I
  • 00:32:23.180 --> 00:32:25.040
  • DO NOT WANT HER LABELED.
  • 00:32:25.060 --> 00:32:27.130
  • AND YET THAT IS WHAT WE HAVE DONE FROM OUR PULPITS,
  • 00:32:27.150 --> 00:32:29.170
  • AND THE WOMEN SIT THERE AND THEY FEEL THE
  • 00:32:29.190 --> 00:32:31.280
  • SHAME, AND THEY CAN LOOK AT THEIR LIFE, AND THEY
  • 00:32:32.000 --> 00:32:35.090
  • DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT THE TRUTH IS THAT
  • 00:32:35.110 --> 00:32:37.160
  • THE GREAT COMMISSION WAS OUR PERMISSION.
  • 00:32:37.180 --> 00:32:39.130
  • WHEN JESUS SAID GO INTO ALL THE WORLD AND
  • 00:32:39.150 --> 00:32:42.240
  • PREACH THE GOSPEL, GO INTO ALL THE WORLD AND MAKE
  • 00:32:42.260 --> 00:32:45.080
  • DISCIPLES, HE DIDN'T SAY EXCEPT FOR THE WOMEN,
  • 00:32:45.100 --> 00:32:47.200
  • I'M SORRY. AND SO WOMEN,
  • 00:32:47.220 --> 00:32:50.000
  • I'M SORRY, YOU WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO HEAR THAT.
  • 00:32:50.020 --> 00:32:51.190
  • THAT IS OUR PERMISSION.
  • 00:32:51.210 --> 00:32:54.130
  • AND YOU CAN GET INTO ALL THE ARGUMENTS ABOUT
  • 00:32:54.150 --> 00:32:56.090
  • WHETHER YOU CAN BE AN ELDER OR DEACON OR
  • 00:32:56.110 --> 00:32:58.010
  • WHATEVER, FORGET ALL THAT.
  • 00:32:58.030 --> 00:32:59.120
  • GO INTO ALL THE WORLD AND PREACH THE GOSPEL.
  • 00:32:59.140 --> 00:33:02.220
  • AND THE TRUTH IS, MAYBE MOST OF US WILL NEVER
  • 00:33:02.240 --> 00:33:05.060
  • HAVE A PULPIT BUT YOU HAVE YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:33:05.080 --> 00:33:09.020
  • AND THE GREATEST PLATFORM ANY OF US WILL EVER STAND
  • 00:33:09.040 --> 00:33:11.070
  • ON IS OUR LIFE BECAUSE OUR LIFE SPEAKS LOUDER
  • 00:33:11.090 --> 00:33:13.110
  • THAN ANY OF THE GIFT OF GOD ON OUR LIFE.
  • 00:33:13.130 --> 00:33:15.150
  • OUR LIFE IS ULTIMATELY THE PLATFORM THAT PEOPLE
  • 00:33:15.170 --> 00:33:18.180
  • WILL WATCH AND SAY DOES SHE REALLY BELIEVE IT OR
  • 00:33:18.200 --> 00:33:20.170
  • NOT. DOES SHE REALLY LIVE IT OR NOT.
  • 00:33:20.190 --> 00:33:22.100
  • AND SO YEAH, GENDER RIVALRY, I THINK A LOT OF
  • 00:33:22.120 --> 00:33:24.250
  • TIME HAS BEEN SPENT WITH THE CHURCH SAYING OH,
  • 00:33:24.270 --> 00:33:27.230
  • WELL, ADAM SHOULD HAVE SHUT EVE DOWN SO WE'RE
  • 00:33:27.250 --> 00:33:29.180
  • GONNA SHUT YOU DOWN.
  • 00:33:29.200 --> 00:33:31.010
  • NO, ADAM AND EVE SHOULD'VE SHUT THE SNAKE DOWN.
  • 00:33:31.030 --> 00:33:34.160
  • THEY DON'T SHUT-- THE ANSWER WASN'T FOR THE
  • 00:33:34.180 --> 00:33:36.180
  • WOMAN TO HAVE NO VOICE.
  • 00:33:36.200 --> 00:33:38.010
  • THE ANSWER WAS FOR THE WOMAN TO SPEAK THE WORD
  • 00:33:38.030 --> 00:33:40.080
  • OF GOD TO THE SERPENT AND THAT IS STILL THE ANSWER.
  • 00:33:40.100 --> 00:33:42.160
  • THE CHURCH NEEDS TO EMPOWER ITS DAUGHTERS TO
  • 00:33:42.180 --> 00:33:44.170
  • SPEAK THE WORD OF GOD TO THE SERPENT.
  • 00:33:44.190 --> 00:33:46.140
  • NOT TO PUSH THE MEN ASIDE OR THE MEN TO PUSH THE
  • 00:33:46.160 --> 00:33:49.150
  • WOMEN DOWN. THAT IS NOT WHERE WE'RE AT RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:33:49.170 --> 00:33:51.200
  • THIS IS NOT THE DAY WHERE WE NEED TO BE
  • 00:33:51.220 --> 00:33:53.220
  • AT ODDS WITH EACH OTHER. WE HAVE TO BE TOGETHER.
  • 00:33:53.240 --> 00:33:55.190
  • BUT WE NEED TO HIT THESE THINGS BECAUSE THERE'S A
  • 00:33:55.210 --> 00:33:58.030
  • LOT OF YOUNG WOMEN THAT THEY FEEL CALLED TO
  • 00:33:58.050 --> 00:34:00.080
  • PREACH THE GOSPEL AND THEY FEEL ASHAMED.
  • 00:34:00.100 --> 00:34:03.080
  • AND NO DAUGHTER WHO LOVES HER FATHER LIKE WE LOVE
  • 00:34:03.100 --> 00:34:07.040
  • OUR FATHER GOD IS EVER GOING TO WANT TO DO
  • 00:34:07.060 --> 00:34:09.080
  • ANYTHING THAT IS DISPLEASING TO HIM.
  • 00:34:09.100 --> 00:34:11.040
  • SO THEY'RE GONNA SIT DOWN ON THAT GIFT, AND THEN
  • 00:34:11.060 --> 00:34:14.100
  • YOU KNOW WHAT THEY'RE GONNA DO?
  • 00:34:14.120 --> 00:34:15.260
  • THEY'RE GONNA LEAVE THE CHURCH, AND THEY'RE GONNA
  • 00:34:15.280 --> 00:34:17.140
  • GO OUTSIDE OF THE CHURCH, AND THEY'RE GOING TO DO
  • 00:34:17.160 --> 00:34:21.070
  • IN THE WORLD WHAT THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO
  • 00:34:21.090 --> 00:34:23.200
  • DO IN THE CHURCH AS WELL.
  • 00:34:23.220 --> 00:34:25.060
  • THIS IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT PROPEL IS BECAUSE WE WANT
  • 00:34:25.080 --> 00:34:27.250
  • TO TELL THEM EVERYTHING YOU DO IS SACRED.
  • 00:34:27.270 --> 00:34:30.000
  • EVERYTHING YOU DO IS SACRED.
  • 00:34:30.020 --> 00:34:31.170
  • IF YOU DO IT AS UNTO GOD.
  • 00:34:31.190 --> 00:34:33.060
  • - TOTALLY.
  • 00:34:33.080 --> 00:34:34.130
  • I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA HEMORRHAGE A GENERATION,
  • 00:34:34.150 --> 00:34:35.230
  • WHICH WE ARE, OUT OF CHURCH BECAUSE YOU CANNOT
  • 00:34:35.250 --> 00:34:38.280
  • SAY TO A WOMAN, I REMEMBER IN MY EARLY DAYS
  • 00:34:39.000 --> 00:34:42.040
  • AND BEFORE THERE WAS A WHOLE LOT OF TEACHING
  • 00:34:42.060 --> 00:34:43.210
  • ABOUT ALL OF THIS, IT WAS A VERY SIMPLISTIC
  • 00:34:43.230 --> 00:34:46.030
  • CONCEPT, BUT I THOUGHT NUMBER ONE, GOD IS NOT
  • 00:34:46.050 --> 00:34:48.150
  • GONNA DANGLE A CARROT IN FRONT OF ME AND SAY,
  • 00:34:48.170 --> 00:34:51.290
  • I PUT ALL THIS GIFT AND TALENT INSIDE OF YOU AND
  • 00:34:52.010 --> 00:34:55.270
  • IT'S GONNA BE OUT OF YOUR REACH FOR ALL YOUR TIME
  • 00:34:55.290 --> 00:34:58.080
  • ON THIS EARTH. IT'S JUST TO FRUSTRATE YOU.
  • 00:34:58.100 --> 00:35:00.280
  • AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS DOING IT. BUT WHAT I
  • 00:35:01.000 --> 00:35:03.140
  • DISCOVERED, GUYS, IS THAT I WOULD GO OVERSEAS, AND
  • 00:35:03.160 --> 00:35:07.070
  • THERE WOULD BE CERTAIN PEOPLE, AND I WOULD
  • 00:35:07.090 --> 00:35:09.100
  • PREACH AND TEACH IN CITIES ON SUNDAY MORNINGS
  • 00:35:09.120 --> 00:35:11.290
  • WITH I MIGHT HAVE BEEN IN ASIA OR SOUTH AMERICA OR
  • 00:35:12.010 --> 00:35:14.220
  • IN AFRICA, AND PEOPLE WOULD SIT IN THE MEETINGS.
  • 00:35:14.240 --> 00:35:18.060
  • AND THEN YOU'D COME TO NORTH AMERICA AND
  • 00:35:18.080 --> 00:35:20.200
  • SUDDENLY, AND THEN I REALIZED I THOUGHT
  • 00:35:20.220 --> 00:35:23.010
  • I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR YOU
  • 00:35:23.030 --> 00:35:24.270
  • IF YOU WERE CONSISTENT.
  • 00:35:24.290 --> 00:35:27.010
  • SO ARE YOU TELLING ME THAT EITHER MEN IN AFRICA
  • 00:35:27.030 --> 00:35:31.070
  • OR ASIA ARE NOT REALLY MEN, I DON'T KNOW. IS THAT--
  • 00:35:31.090 --> 00:35:34.130
  • OR DID PAUL IN THAT TEXT MEAN THAT A WOMAN CANNOT
  • 00:35:34.150 --> 00:35:39.140
  • TEACH A MAN BETWEEN 10:00 A.M. AND 1:00 P.M.
  • 00:35:39.160 --> 00:35:42.210
  • ON A SUNDAY MORNING IN NORTH AMERICA
  • 00:35:42.230 --> 00:35:45.260
  • PREDOMINANTLY WHITE ANGLO-SAXON
  • 00:35:45.280 --> 00:35:47.290
  • PROTESTANT CHURCHES IN THE SOUTH.
  • 00:35:48.010 --> 00:35:49.170
  • THAT'S WHAT I THINK THE INTERPRETATION OF THAT
  • 00:35:49.190 --> 00:35:51.130
  • TEXT MIGHT HAVE BEEN BECAUSE I REALIZED, OTHER
  • 00:35:51.150 --> 00:35:54.040
  • THAN THAT, NO ONE SEEMS TO HAVE A PROBLEM WITH
  • 00:35:54.060 --> 00:35:56.080
  • WHAT I'M DOING EXCEPT IN THOSE LITTLE PLACES.
  • 00:35:56.100 --> 00:36:00.050
  • SO IN ALL OF THAT, THERE WAS MANY YEARS AGO, IT
  • 00:36:00.070 --> 00:36:02.170
  • WAS JUST LIKE YOU ALL CAN FIGURE IT OUT, WE NEED TO
  • 00:36:02.190 --> 00:36:05.080
  • REACH PEOPLE WITH THE GOSPEL OF JESUS CHRIST,
  • 00:36:05.100 --> 00:36:06.240
  • PEOPLE NEED TO BE SET FREE, AND OFF WE GO.
  • 00:36:06.260 --> 00:36:09.160
  • BUT IN THAT, WITH PROPEL, I REALLY WANTED TO MAKE
  • 00:36:09.180 --> 00:36:12.130
  • SURE THAT WOMEN KNEW WHETHER YOU'RE A DOCTOR,
  • 00:36:12.150 --> 00:36:14.190
  • A LAWYER, A STAY-AT-HOME MOM HOME-SCHOOLING TEN
  • 00:36:14.210 --> 00:36:17.090
  • KIDS, OR MAYBE IN ANY PROFESSION THAT GOD HAD
  • 00:36:17.110 --> 00:36:21.270
  • PLACED YOU IN THAT SPIRIT OF INFLUENCE FOR YOU TO
  • 00:36:21.290 --> 00:36:23.280
  • BE SALT AND LIGHT AND TO TRANSFORM YOUR WORLD. AND
  • 00:36:24.000 --> 00:36:26.050
  • THE SAME SPIRIT THAT RAISED JESUS CHRIST FROM
  • 00:36:26.070 --> 00:36:28.130
  • THE DEAD LIVES ON THE INSIDE OF YOU SO YOU CAN
  • 00:36:28.150 --> 00:36:30.150
  • BE CONFIDENT IN THAT PROFESSION, YOU CAN BE
  • 00:36:30.170 --> 00:36:32.260
  • CONFIDENT IN THAT VOCATION, AND WE ARE
  • 00:36:32.280 --> 00:36:35.120
  • CALLED TO BRING HEAVEN TO EARTH HERE ON EARTH.
  • 00:36:35.140 --> 00:36:38.140
  • WE WANT GOD'S WILL TO BE DONE. SO I DON'T
  • 00:36:38.160 --> 00:36:40.210
  • THINK THAT GOD HAS CREATED US TO LACK CONFIDENCE.
  • 00:36:40.230 --> 00:36:44.040
  • YOU KNOW IN THE BOOK OF HEBREWS, THE SCRIPTURE
  • 00:36:44.060 --> 00:36:45.270
  • SAYS DON'T THROW AWAY YOUR CONFIDENCE,
  • 00:36:45.290 --> 00:36:47.220
  • FOR IT HAS GREAT REWARD.
  • 00:36:47.240 --> 00:36:49.210
  • AND I THINK THE ENEMY, FROM THE GARDEN OF EDEN,
  • 00:36:49.230 --> 00:36:51.210
  • HAS WANTED A WOMAN TO THROW AWAY HER CONFIDENCE.
  • 00:36:51.230 --> 00:36:54.150
  • AND I THINK THIS BOOK SO POWERFULLY BRINGS US
  • 00:36:54.170 --> 00:36:58.130
  • BACK TO THE FACT THAT THIS IS WHY WE HAVE TO
  • 00:36:58.150 --> 00:37:01.140
  • EMBRACE OUR IDENTITY IN CHRIST AND OUR PURPOSE,
  • 00:37:01.160 --> 00:37:04.230
  • BECAUSE THE MINUTE YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE IN
  • 00:37:04.250 --> 00:37:07.010
  • CHRIST, OR YOU'RE DOUBTING WHO YOU ARE IN
  • 00:37:07.030 --> 00:37:08.280
  • CHRIST, AND I THINK THE ENEMY, FROM THE GARDEN OF
  • 00:37:09.000 --> 00:37:12.030
  • EDEN DID GOD REALLY SAY?
  • 00:37:12.050 --> 00:37:13.290
  • AND I THINK HE'S STILL SAYING THAT TO WOMEN TODAY.
  • 00:37:14.010 --> 00:37:16.050
  • DID GOD REALLY SAY?
  • 00:37:16.070 --> 00:37:17.120
  • - HE ABSOLUTELY IS.
  • 00:37:17.140 --> 00:37:19.000
  • AND I THINK WE NEED TO BE ABLE TO SAY BACK TO A
  • 00:37:19.020 --> 00:37:21.100
  • GENERATION, YES, HE ACTUALLY DID SAY THAT.
  • 00:37:21.120 --> 00:37:23.150
  • AND THIS IS WHAT HIS WORD SAID AND HERE'S THE
  • 00:37:23.170 --> 00:37:25.130
  • THING, TRUTH IS BEING FLUID, TRUTH HAS BECOME
  • 00:37:25.150 --> 00:37:27.210
  • SUBJECTIVE AND WE'RE GONNA HAVE TO DECIDE IS
  • 00:37:27.230 --> 00:37:30.040
  • THAT REALLY THE WAY IT IS.
  • 00:37:30.060 --> 00:37:31.200
  • BECAUSE MY BIBLE SAYS THAT JESUS IS THE WAY,
  • 00:37:31.220 --> 00:37:34.210
  • THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE, AND NO ONE COMES TO THE
  • 00:37:34.230 --> 00:37:37.170
  • FATHER EXCEPT FROM HIM.
  • 00:37:37.190 --> 00:37:39.000
  • SO IF HE'S THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND LIFE, AND HE IS
  • 00:37:39.020 --> 00:37:41.010
  • THE LIVING WORD, THE LIVING WORD, HE'S THE
  • 00:37:41.030 --> 00:37:42.240
  • WORD MADE FLESH, HE'S THE SCRIPTURE MADE FLESH, THEN
  • 00:37:42.260 --> 00:37:45.020
  • WHEN WE BEGIN TO UNDERMINE SCRIPTURE,
  • 00:37:45.040 --> 00:37:46.140
  • WE UNDERMINE JESUS.
  • 00:37:46.160 --> 00:37:47.230
  • WE UNDERMINE EVERYTHING THAT IS TRUTH.
  • 00:37:47.250 --> 00:37:50.090
  • SO WE HAVE TO, AS WOMEN, WE NEED TO BE
  • 00:37:50.110 --> 00:37:52.130
  • KNOWLEDGEABLE, AND WOMEN WHO KNOW THE WORD OF GOD,
  • 00:37:52.150 --> 00:37:54.110
  • WHO LIVE THE WORD OF GOD, AND THEN ONCE WE KNOW IT
  • 00:37:54.130 --> 00:37:57.220
  • AND WE LIVE IT, THEN WE LEAD WITH IT. WE DON'T
  • 00:37:57.240 --> 00:38:00.100
  • JUST HAVE A MESSAGE SO WE CAN BE IN A PLATFORM.
  • 00:38:00.120 --> 00:38:03.020
  • BUT WE HAVE TO KNOW IT, AND WE HAVE TO LIVE IT,
  • 00:38:03.040 --> 00:38:06.000
  • THEN WE PROPHETICALLY WALK IT OUT IN FRONT OF
  • 00:38:06.020 --> 00:38:08.040
  • PEOPLE, AND WE DECLARE IT OVER THE NEXT GENERATION.
  • 00:38:08.060 --> 00:38:10.290
  • - WELL, I THINK AND THAT'S WHERE I THINK IT
  • 00:38:11.010 --> 00:38:13.250
  • HAS TO BE BUILT ON THE FOUNDATION THAT WE
  • 00:38:13.270 --> 00:38:15.080
  • UNDERSTAND, AS SCRIPTURE SAYS, THAT JESUS IS
  • 00:38:15.100 --> 00:38:17.080
  • WITHOUT RIVAL. WHICH IS WHERE IT ALL STARTS.
  • 00:38:17.100 --> 00:38:19.230
  • SO HE'S THE GOD WITHOUT RIVAL. SO IF YOU CAN EVEN,
  • 00:38:19.250 --> 00:38:22.260
  • IF YOU START UNDERMINING THE WORD OF GOD AND THEN
  • 00:38:22.280 --> 00:38:25.080
  • YOU START SAYING WELL, ALL ROADS LEAD TO ROME,
  • 00:38:25.100 --> 00:38:30.220
  • AND JESUS IS ONE OF MANY OPTIONS.
  • 00:38:30.240 --> 00:38:33.160
  • - OR THE BEST OPTION. THE BEST OPTION.
  • 00:38:33.180 --> 00:38:35.250
  • - THE BEST OPTION.
  • 00:38:35.270 --> 00:38:37.140
  • AND I'M LIKE, THAT'S NOT REALLY WHAT THE BIBLE SAYS.
  • 00:38:37.160 --> 00:38:40.040
  • IT DOESN'T ACTUALLY GIVE YOU THE OPTION.
  • 00:38:40.060 --> 00:38:41.240
  • THERE IS NO OPTION!
  • 00:38:41.260 --> 00:38:44.160
  • AND I THINK THAT'S WHERE IT'S GOING.
  • 00:38:44.180 --> 00:38:46.150
  • AND I THINK I LOOK AT THAT, WE'VE BEEN LIVING
  • 00:38:46.170 --> 00:38:49.190
  • IN A WORLD THAT WHERE TRUTH HAS BEEN RELATIVE
  • 00:38:49.210 --> 00:38:52.210
  • IN SO MANY DIFFERENT REALMS OF LIFE, BUT I SEE
  • 00:38:52.230 --> 00:38:57.060
  • IT ONLY INCREASING IN WHAT I'M DOING.
  • 00:38:57.080 --> 00:38:59.090
  • AND I THINK THE CHALLENGES THAT WE'RE
  • 00:38:59.110 --> 00:39:01.140
  • SEEING IN OUR SOCIETY, THE MORAL DECLINE OF OUR
  • 00:39:01.160 --> 00:39:04.160
  • SOCIETY, THE PLURALISM IN OUR SOCIETY, ALL ROADS
  • 00:39:04.180 --> 00:39:08.000
  • LEAD TO ROME, THE GENDER FLUIDITY, I'M LIKE THERE
  • 00:39:08.020 --> 00:39:10.150
  • IS A MUCH BIGGER THING.
  • 00:39:10.170 --> 00:39:12.210
  • AND I THINK THAT YOU'RE HITTING THAT.
  • 00:39:12.230 --> 00:39:15.090
  • I DON'T WANT TO JUMP AHEAD TO YOUR NEXT BOOK,
  • 00:39:15.110 --> 00:39:17.000
  • BUT I DO EVERYTHING IN ME,
  • 00:39:17.020 --> 00:39:19.010
  • - IT'S A HUGE CONVERSATION.
  • 00:39:19.030 --> 00:39:22.220
  • - VERY MUCH SO BECAUSE I THINK, BUT I THINK WHEN
  • 00:39:22.240 --> 00:39:25.150
  • WE SETTLE IT WITH JESUS IS WITHOUT RIVAL, WHICH
  • 00:39:25.170 --> 00:39:27.290
  • IS THE ONLY REASON WE ARE WITHOUT RIVAL, SO WHEN
  • 00:39:28.010 --> 00:39:29.290
  • YOU START THINKING I'M WITHOUT RIVAL BECAUSE I'M
  • 00:39:30.010 --> 00:39:33.010
  • FANTASTIC, THERE'S A-- EVEN DRIVING TO THIS
  • 00:39:33.030 --> 00:39:37.000
  • TAPING TODAY I WAS LISTENING TO A PARTICULAR
  • 00:39:37.020 --> 00:39:39.020
  • PODCAST JUST TALKING ABOUT WE WEREN'T REALLY
  • 00:39:39.040 --> 00:39:40.280
  • BORN INTO ORIGINAL SIN, WE'RE ALL REALLY GOOD AND
  • 00:39:41.000 --> 00:39:43.210
  • WE'VE GOT TO FIND OUR GOODNESS.
  • 00:39:43.230 --> 00:39:45.100
  • - THEY NEED TO MEET MY THREE YEAR OLD GRANDDAUGHTER.
  • 00:39:45.120 --> 00:39:48.130
  • - I WON'T SAY THAT. YOU EVER WONDER IF THERE'S
  • 00:39:48.150 --> 00:39:51.200
  • AN ENDEMIC NATURE, THAT'S IT.
  • 00:39:51.220 --> 00:39:54.010
  • - TWO YEAR OLD. THEY LIE ON PURPOSE.
  • 00:39:54.030 --> 00:39:58.220
  • - BUT WHEN YOU START TO GO THERE REALLY ISN'T A
  • 00:39:58.240 --> 00:40:01.050
  • NEED FOR ATONEMENT, THERE REALLY ISN'T-THEN YOU'RE
  • 00:40:01.070 --> 00:40:04.110
  • STARTING TO SAY THAT JESUS IS OPTIONAL.
  • 00:40:04.130 --> 00:40:07.130
  • SO YOU'RE NOT SAYING IN THIS BOOK AT ALL THAT I'M
  • 00:40:07.150 --> 00:40:10.030
  • JUST SO AWESOME WITHOUT RIVAL, MY IDENTITY IS
  • 00:40:10.050 --> 00:40:13.060
  • IN CHRIST WHO IS WITHOUT RIVAL.
  • 00:40:13.080 --> 00:40:15.120
  • - ABSOLUTELY. WHICH IS WHY IT CAN'T BE SHAKEN.
  • 00:40:15.140 --> 00:40:17.130
  • SO THE IDENTITY THAT IS WITHOUT RIVAL IS BECAUSE
  • 00:40:17.150 --> 00:40:20.080
  • GOD CREATED ME WITHOUT RIVAL BECAUSE HE IS
  • 00:40:20.100 --> 00:40:22.030
  • WITHOUT RIVAL BECAUSE THERE'S PROMISES BUT THEN
  • 00:40:22.050 --> 00:40:23.270
  • THERE'S ALSO RIVALS.
  • 00:40:23.290 --> 00:40:25.120
  • AND WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THE IDEA THAT THERE IS
  • 00:40:25.140 --> 00:40:28.070
  • A RIVAL BETWEEN TRUTH AND LIES.
  • 00:40:28.090 --> 00:40:29.250
  • THERE'S A RIVAL BETWEEN FEAR AND LOVE.
  • 00:40:29.270 --> 00:40:31.260
  • THERE'S RIVALS. AND RIVALS WILL COME IN
  • 00:40:31.280 --> 00:40:33.150
  • TO OUR LIVES TO BRING OUT THE BEST IN US.
  • 00:40:33.170 --> 00:40:35.200
  • - I THINK THERE COULD BE IDOLS TOO.
  • 00:40:35.220 --> 00:40:37.130
  • - ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:40:37.150 --> 00:40:39.030
  • - AND THAT'S THE THING THAT RIGHT FROM THE
  • 00:40:39.050 --> 00:40:43.040
  • BEGINNING WHEN THE ENEMY-- AND YOU SAID
  • 00:40:43.060 --> 00:40:45.130
  • THIS-- SAID I WILL EXALT MY THRONE ABOVE THAT OF
  • 00:40:45.150 --> 00:40:48.020
  • GOD, THAT'S THE-- RIVALRY ALWAYS COMES DOWN TO
  • 00:40:48.040 --> 00:40:51.050
  • IDOLATRY, SO EVEN WHEN WE COMPARE OURSELVES
  • 00:40:51.070 --> 00:40:53.170
  • AMONGST OURSELVES.
  • 00:40:53.190 --> 00:40:54.290
  • - SELF WORSHIP. - ALWAYS.
  • 00:40:55.010 --> 00:40:56.130
  • AND I THINK THAT'S AT THE ROOT OF WHAT YOU'RE
  • 00:40:56.150 --> 00:40:57.270
  • REALLY TALKING ABOUT.
  • 00:40:57.290 --> 00:40:59.080
  • - AND CHRISTINE, YOU WERE A PART OF THE ONE OF
  • 00:40:59.100 --> 00:41:00.210
  • THE FUNNY STORIES IN THAT BOOK WHERE--
  • 00:41:00.230 --> 00:41:02.150
  • - IT'S MY GIFT.
  • 00:41:02.170 --> 00:41:04.270
  • - SO NO, I ACTUALLY WOKE UP, AND I'M SICILIAN,
  • 00:41:04.290 --> 00:41:10.200
  • AND I SLEEP ALL NIGHT JUST TO DRINK ESPRESSO.
  • 00:41:10.220 --> 00:41:13.030
  • I'M SO EXCITED.
  • 00:41:13.050 --> 00:41:14.140
  • SO I GOT UP AND I'M MAKING.
  • 00:41:14.160 --> 00:41:16.160
  • - I GO TO SLEEP JUST TO GET UP AND HAVE COFFEE.
  • 00:41:16.180 --> 00:41:19.030
  • - EXACTLY. LIKE, SOON IT'S COMING.
  • 00:41:19.050 --> 00:41:20.220
  • AND SO I MADE MY ESPRESSO, AND I DID
  • 00:41:20.240 --> 00:41:22.250
  • WHIPPED CREAM, AND I SHAVED DARK CHOCOLATE AND
  • 00:41:22.270 --> 00:41:24.250
  • CINNAMON AND CAYENNE PEPPER, AND I WAS LIKE SHAKING.
  • 00:41:24.270 --> 00:41:27.150
  • I WAS LIKE, THIS IS GONNA BE SO AMAZING!
  • 00:41:27.170 --> 00:41:29.100
  • AND I SAT DOWN AND TURNED ON MY PHONE, LIKE A LOT
  • 00:41:29.120 --> 00:41:32.230
  • OF US DO, AND I SAW THIS CONSTANT THREAD COMING
  • 00:41:32.250 --> 00:41:36.250
  • THROUGH. PEOPLE WERE SAYING THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
  • 00:41:36.270 --> 00:41:38.230
  • PUTTING ME ON YOUR LIST, THANK YOU FOR PUTTING ME--
  • 00:41:38.250 --> 00:41:41.020
  • AND I WAS LIKE WAIT, WHAT'S THE LIST?
  • 00:41:41.040 --> 00:41:42.230
  • I HAVE A LIST?
  • 00:41:42.250 --> 00:41:44.090
  • SO I OPEN IT UP, AND IT WAS THE LIST OF THE
  • 00:41:44.110 --> 00:41:46.010
  • TOP 100 FEMALE MINISTERS IN AMERICA.
  • 00:41:46.030 --> 00:41:49.050
  • AND I HAVE THE LAST NAME B.
  • 00:41:49.070 --> 00:41:51.010
  • DID NOT MAKE THE LIST.
  • 00:41:51.030 --> 00:41:52.210
  • I WAS LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD?
  • 00:41:52.230 --> 00:41:53.280
  • AND I STARTED TO PANIC.
  • 00:41:54.000 --> 00:41:55.090
  • I'M LIKE I'M NOT ON THE LIST, I'M NOT ON THE LIST!
  • 00:41:55.110 --> 00:41:57.000
  • SO I WENT RUNNING TO JOHN'S OFFICE, AND I'M
  • 00:41:57.020 --> 00:41:58.280
  • LIKE I'M NEVER GONNA MAKE THE LIST!
  • 00:41:59.000 --> 00:42:00.260
  • I'M NEVER GONNA MAKE THE LIST.
  • 00:42:00.280 --> 00:42:03.090
  • - SHE'S JUST LIKE THAT, YOU KNOW.
  • 00:42:03.110 --> 00:42:04.170
  • - AND HE'S LIKE-- I'M JUST LIKE A FLURRY OF
  • 00:42:04.190 --> 00:42:06.100
  • FLANNEL PAJAMAS. HE'S LIKE WHAT?
  • 00:42:06.120 --> 00:42:08.180
  • AND I SAID THE LIST OF THE TOP 100.
  • 00:42:08.200 --> 00:42:10.270
  • AND HE'S LIKE LISA, DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE PERSON
  • 00:42:10.290 --> 00:42:12.210
  • THAT MADE THIS LIST? I'M LIKE NO.
  • 00:42:12.230 --> 00:42:15.060
  • AND HE'S LIKE I THINK YOU NEED TO READ YOUR BIBLE.
  • 00:42:15.080 --> 00:42:17.080
  • AND I WAS LIKE HEY, LISTEN, KNOWING I'M WRONG
  • 00:42:17.100 --> 00:42:19.230
  • DOESN'T MAKE ME FEEL RIGHT ABOUT THIS.
  • 00:42:19.250 --> 00:42:21.280
  • AND I SAID THERE'S A PLACE ON THE BOTTOM WHERE
  • 00:42:22.000 --> 00:42:23.150
  • YOU CAN ADD MY NAME.
  • 00:42:23.170 --> 00:42:24.260
  • HE'S LIKE NO, YOU DO NOT, PUT DOWN MY PHONE, I'M
  • 00:42:24.280 --> 00:42:27.030
  • NOT ADDING YOUR NAME.
  • 00:42:27.050 --> 00:42:28.150
  • SO I WENT OUT INTO THE SNOW AND CALLED
  • 00:42:28.170 --> 00:42:30.000
  • CHRISTINE, AND I CALL HER AND I WAS LIKE CHRISTINE,
  • 00:42:30.020 --> 00:42:32.200
  • I DIDN'T MAKE THE LIST.
  • 00:42:32.220 --> 00:42:34.010
  • AND CHRISTINE WAS LIKE AM I ON THE LIST?
  • 00:42:34.030 --> 00:42:35.230
  • I'M LIKE YES, AND YOU'RE NOT EVEN AMERICAN!
  • 00:42:35.250 --> 00:42:37.180
  • [LAUGHTER]
  • 00:42:37.200 --> 00:42:40.060
  • AND YOU'RE LIKE, WELL, WHY DO YOU CARE?
  • 00:42:40.080 --> 00:42:41.150
  • I'M LIKE, YOU ASK ME WHY.
  • 00:42:41.170 --> 00:42:42.230
  • BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT WE ALL WANT TO BELONG TO
  • 00:42:42.250 --> 00:42:48.190
  • SOMETHING. AND SO THAT DAY I SPIRALED OUT OF CONTROL,
  • 00:42:48.210 --> 00:42:52.230
  • STARTED MAKING MY OWN LIST, DECIDED IT WAS EVIL,
  • 00:42:52.250 --> 00:42:54.290
  • GOD WAS LIKE OKAY, BUT IF YOU HAD MADE THE LIST,
  • 00:42:55.010 --> 00:43:00.140
  • YOU WOULDN'T HAVE THOUGHT IT WAS EVIL.
  • 00:43:00.160 --> 00:43:02.060
  • YOU WOULD HAVE RETWEETED IT.
  • 00:43:02.080 --> 00:43:03.230
  • AND I WENT YOU'RE RIGHT. YOU'RE RIGHT.
  • 00:43:03.250 --> 00:43:06.160
  • AND SO I WENT INTO MY ROOM, I WAS LIKE OKAY, I'VE
  • 00:43:06.180 --> 00:43:10.090
  • BEEN CRAZY FOR 30 MINUTES AND IT MAY BE MENOPAUSE.
  • 00:43:10.110 --> 00:43:13.040
  • I APOLOGIZED TO JOHN, I TEXTED CHRISTINE,
  • 00:43:13.060 --> 00:43:15.080
  • AND LATER IN THE DAY MY ASSISTANT
  • 00:43:15.100 --> 00:43:17.130
  • BROUGHT A PLASTIC DOLL.
  • 00:43:17.150 --> 00:43:19.190
  • I DON'T KNOW IF YOU REMEMBER THIS, PLASTIC,
  • 00:43:19.210 --> 00:43:21.080
  • HE MADE A FLAT ACRYLIC PLASTIC DOLL OF QUITE
  • 00:43:21.100 --> 00:43:23.240
  • POSSIBLY THE WORST PICTURE OF ME EVER AS A
  • 00:43:23.260 --> 00:43:26.230
  • TWELVE INCH DOLL AND MADE IT AS A CENTERPIECE.
  • 00:43:26.250 --> 00:43:29.130
  • I BURNED THE OUTFIT.
  • 00:43:29.150 --> 00:43:30.230
  • AND IT WAS LIKE WHAT IN THE WORLD?
  • 00:43:30.250 --> 00:43:32.080
  • AND I REMEMBER CALLING CHRISTINE AND SAID I HAVE
  • 00:43:32.100 --> 00:43:34.000
  • A PLASTIC DOLL AND GOD SAID TO ME ARE YOU HAPPY
  • 00:43:34.020 --> 00:43:36.130
  • NOW? ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
  • 00:43:36.150 --> 00:43:39.040
  • AND NOW YOU DIDN'T MAKE THE LIST, BUT
  • 00:43:39.060 --> 00:43:40.150
  • YOU'RE A PLASTIC DOLL.
  • 00:43:40.170 --> 00:43:41.230
  • AND THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE BEGIN TO COMPARE
  • 00:43:41.250 --> 00:43:43.110
  • OURSELVES WITH ONE ANOTHER.
  • 00:43:43.130 --> 00:43:44.200
  • WE ARE WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING.
  • 00:43:44.220 --> 00:43:45.280
  • - AND I LOVE WHAT YOU SAY.
  • 00:43:46.000 --> 00:43:47.130
  • YOU SAY THAT GOD LOVES US UNIQUE, UNIQUELY.
  • 00:43:47.150 --> 00:43:52.040
  • AND THAT IF WE DON'T STEP IN AND WE WALK IN OUR
  • 00:43:52.060 --> 00:43:55.150
  • UNIQUENESS, WE'RE ROBBING THE WORLD OF.
  • 00:43:55.170 --> 00:43:58.180
  • - AND THAT'S WHAT'S HAPPENING TO THE BODY OF
  • 00:43:58.200 --> 00:44:00.110
  • CHRIST RIGHT NOW BECAUSE FIRST AND FOREMOST, WE DO
  • 00:44:00.130 --> 00:44:02.180
  • HAVE A GENERATION THAT'S CALLED TO DO SOMETHING
  • 00:44:02.200 --> 00:44:04.070
  • THAT'S NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE.
  • 00:44:04.090 --> 00:44:05.280
  • AND THEY KNOW IT, BUT THEY AREN'T WILLING TO
  • 00:44:06.000 --> 00:44:08.160
  • PAY THE PRICE TO GET A LOAN TO DO IT.
  • 00:44:08.180 --> 00:44:10.190
  • BUT I HAVE FOUR KIDS.
  • 00:44:10.210 --> 00:44:12.100
  • YOU HAVE TWO, YOU HAVE TWO.
  • 00:44:12.120 --> 00:44:14.060
  • OKAY, WHEN I HAD WAS PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST
  • 00:44:14.080 --> 00:44:16.200
  • SON I WASN'T SURE IF IT WAS GONNA HAPPEN,
  • 00:44:16.220 --> 00:44:18.280
  • THEN THIS GAPING LOVE TOOK OVER MY LIFE.
  • 00:44:19.000 --> 00:44:21.220
  • I WAS LIKE I'M SO IN LOVE WITH MY CHILD THAT
  • 00:44:21.240 --> 00:44:23.140
  • I WANTED TO HAVE 20.
  • 00:44:23.160 --> 00:44:24.270
  • AND THEN THE TRUTH IS THAT WHEN I HAD MY SECOND
  • 00:44:24.290 --> 00:44:27.210
  • SON, I WAS SO WORRIED THAT I WAS GONNA HAVE TO
  • 00:44:27.230 --> 00:44:30.000
  • CUT THE LOVE I HAD FOR ADDISON IN HALF.
  • 00:44:30.020 --> 00:44:32.010
  • BUT THE THINGS I LOVED ABOUT ADDISON ARE VERY
  • 00:44:32.030 --> 00:44:34.040
  • DIFFERENT THAN THE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT AUSTIN.
  • 00:44:34.060 --> 00:44:36.000
  • AND THAT'S THE WAY GOD LOOKS AT HIS CHILDREN.
  • 00:44:36.020 --> 00:44:37.240
  • HE DOESN'T SAY OH, I LOVE CHRISTINE. BECAUSE
  • 00:44:37.260 --> 00:44:39.260
  • I LOVE CHRISTINE, I DON'T LOVE LISA.
  • 00:44:39.280 --> 00:44:41.210
  • HE SAYS I LOVE CHRISTINE UNIQUELY.
  • 00:44:41.230 --> 00:44:44.090
  • THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT CHRISTINE'S LIFE THAT I
  • 00:44:44.110 --> 00:44:46.010
  • HAVE CREATED FOR MY GLORY UNIQUELY FOR MY PURPOSE
  • 00:44:46.030 --> 00:44:48.210
  • THAT IS ONLY ON HER, AND I CELEBRATE THAT.
  • 00:44:48.230 --> 00:44:51.090
  • THEN HE SAYS LAURIE, SAME THING WITH YOU.
  • 00:44:51.110 --> 00:44:52.240
  • SO IF YOU'RE TRYING TO BE CHRISTINE, YOU'RE NEVER
  • 00:44:52.260 --> 00:44:54.260
  • GONNA FIND OUT WHAT GOD HAS ON LAURIE'S LIFE.
  • 00:44:54.280 --> 00:44:57.280
  • AND YOU'RE GONNA GET THERE, AND HE'S GONNA SAY
  • 00:44:58.000 --> 00:44:59.250
  • I CALLED YOU TO BE THE BEST YOU, AND YOU WERE
  • 00:44:59.270 --> 00:45:01.260
  • TRYING TO BE HER. SO...
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  • TO GROW IN CONFIDENCE, AND LIVE WITH PURPOSE,
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  • AS A WOMAN OF GOD,
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  • AND I KNOW LIKE ME, GOD DESIRES FOR ALL OF HIS
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  • AND END YOUR DAY RIGHT BY RECEIVING A FRESH
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  • - YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT ALL THE
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  • DELUGE OF THE PHONE, THE TWEETS AND THE
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  • COMPARISON AND ALL THAT, WHAT YOU'VE GOT TO
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  • REMEMBER IS THAT GOD'S WORD IS THE
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  • FOUNDATION OF OUR LIVES.
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  • I MEAN, THIS IS THE TRUTH OF GOD'S WORD.
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  • - I'M NERVOUS BECAUSE YOU'RE MORE SPIRITUAL.
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  • - YOU JUST GOT A NEW BIBLE.
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  • - I HAVE A BUNCH OF DIFFERENT VERSIONS IN MINE.
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  • - BUT SERIOUSLY, THIS TELLS US WHO WE ARE.
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  • OUR CONFIDENCE IS IN THE LORD, YOU KNOW, AND
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  • THAT'S WHERE WE HAVE TO KNOW THE TRUTH BECAUSE
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  • THEN THE TRUTH SETS US FREE AND IT'S THE TRUTH
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  • THAT WE DON'T KNOW THAT KEEPS US IN BONDAGE,
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  • YOU KNOW.
  • 00:47:23.040 --> 00:47:26.150
  • I JUST, I KNOW THERE'S SO MANY WOMEN WONDERING
  • 00:47:26.170 --> 00:47:29.210
  • HOW CAN I FIND MY WAY IN LIFE?
  • 00:47:29.230 --> 00:47:32.210
  • HOW CAN I FIND MY PURPOSE AND MY DESTINY?
  • 00:47:32.230 --> 00:47:35.170
  • - THERE'S NO DOUBT THAT WOULD BE ONE OF THE MOST
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  • FREQUENT QUESTIONS THAT I'M SURE WE'RE ALL ASKED,
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  • AND...
  • 00:47:39.160 --> 00:47:41.190
  • - AFRAID THAT THEY'RE GONNA MISS IT.
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  • - WELL, TOTALLY, BECAUSE MOST PEOPLE GENUINELY
  • 00:47:43.100 --> 00:47:45.230
  • WANT TO FULFILL THE CALL OF GOD ON THEIR LIFE.
  • 00:47:45.250 --> 00:47:47.170
  • I THINK THERE'S TWO SIDES.
  • 00:47:47.190 --> 00:47:49.040
  • MANY THINK GOD REALLY HASN'T CALLED ME BECAUSE
  • 00:47:49.060 --> 00:47:52.130
  • I'M NOT LISA OR CHRISTINE OR LAURIE.
  • 00:47:52.150 --> 00:47:55.110
  • AND THAT'S ONE THING THAT WE NEED TO SPEAK TO.
  • 00:47:55.130 --> 00:47:58.230
  • AND THE OTHER THING THEN IS YOU KNOW SOME PEOPLE
  • 00:47:58.250 --> 00:48:02.130
  • JUST ARE PARALYZED OUT OF FEAR OF DOING THE WRONG
  • 00:48:02.150 --> 00:48:05.170
  • THING. I ALWAYS FIND THAT GOD FINDS IT MUCH EASIER TO
  • 00:48:05.190 --> 00:48:08.230
  • STEER A MOVING CAR OR A MOVING SHIP THAN ONE
  • 00:48:08.250 --> 00:48:11.130
  • THAT'S STANDING STILL, AND I THINK YOU JUST
  • 00:48:11.150 --> 00:48:12.260
  • TAKE THE NEXT STEP.
  • 00:48:12.280 --> 00:48:14.260
  • YOU DON'T HAVE TO SEE THE WHOLE STAIRCASE.
  • 00:48:14.280 --> 00:48:16.200
  • I WOULD NOT HAVE SEEN AS A 21 YEAR OLD GIRL THAT
  • 00:48:16.220 --> 00:48:20.050
  • WALKED INTO HILLSONG CHURCH BROKEN, I COULD
  • 00:48:20.070 --> 00:48:23.210
  • NOT HAVE SEEN PROPEL, AND A21, AND SITTING HERE
  • 00:48:23.230 --> 00:48:26.270
  • WITH YOU GUYS NOW AND DOING--I COULDN'T HAVE
  • 00:48:26.290 --> 00:48:29.050
  • SEEN NICK BACK THEN IN MY FUTURE.
  • 00:48:29.070 --> 00:48:31.030
  • I COULDN'T HAVE SEEN MY TWO DAUGHTERS.
  • 00:48:31.050 --> 00:48:33.000
  • AND SO BUT I TOOK THE NEXT STEP AND THE NEXT
  • 00:48:33.020 --> 00:48:35.200
  • STEP FOR ME AT THAT TIME WAS GO AND SERVE IN THE
  • 00:48:35.220 --> 00:48:38.140
  • YOUTH MINISTRY BECAUSE THAT WAS THE NEXT THING.
  • 00:48:38.160 --> 00:48:40.190
  • I'D NEVER PRAYED ABOUT IT, I NEVER WANTED TO DO IT.
  • 00:48:40.210 --> 00:48:43.010
  • IT THE SAME AS LISA.
  • 00:48:43.030 --> 00:48:44.150
  • IT'S NOT THAT I HAD SAT DOWN AND THOUGHT, GEE,
  • 00:48:44.170 --> 00:48:46.280
  • I WANT TO BE A YOUTH MINISTER.
  • 00:48:47.000 --> 00:48:48.170
  • IT WAS JUST THAT'S WHAT WAS THERE.
  • 00:48:48.190 --> 00:48:50.080
  • AND THEN REALLY MY WHOLE CALL CAME BECAUSE OUR
  • 00:48:50.100 --> 00:48:54.120
  • YOUTH PASTOR WHO WAS A WOMAN AT THE TIME INVITED
  • 00:48:54.140 --> 00:48:56.240
  • EVERYONE ONE NIGHT AT YOUTH GROUP, SHE SAID
  • 00:48:56.260 --> 00:48:59.050
  • NEXT TUESDAY WE'RE HAVING A CLEANUP DAY AT THE
  • 00:48:59.070 --> 00:49:02.040
  • CHURCH. A CLEANUP DAY. I WANT YOU TO GET THIS.
  • 00:49:02.060 --> 00:49:04.100
  • SO I THOUGHT AWESOME!
  • 00:49:04.120 --> 00:49:05.270
  • GREAT EXCUSE FOR ME NOT TO GO TO UNIVERSITY THAT
  • 00:49:05.290 --> 00:49:08.110
  • DAY BECAUSE I WAS GOING TO BE CLEANING
  • 00:49:08.130 --> 00:49:10.140
  • THE HOUSE OF GOD.
  • 00:49:10.160 --> 00:49:12.010
  • SO OF COURSE, THE LORD WOULD NOT MIND IF I DON'T
  • 00:49:12.030 --> 00:49:15.090
  • GO TO CLASS BECAUSE I'M CLEANING THE CHURCH.
  • 00:49:15.110 --> 00:49:18.090
  • AND SO I FELT THAT WAS SPIRITUAL.
  • 00:49:18.110 --> 00:49:19.250
  • AND THAT WOULD GIVE ME GOOD BROWNIE POINTS.
  • 00:49:19.270 --> 00:49:22.020
  • SO I TURNED UP.
  • 00:49:22.040 --> 00:49:23.160
  • BUT HERE'S THE DEAL, WHATEVER THERE WAS AT THE
  • 00:49:23.180 --> 00:49:26.110
  • TIME, A HUNDRED KIDS IN THE YOUTH MINISTRY, I WAS
  • 00:49:26.130 --> 00:49:28.270
  • THE ONLY ONE THAT WENT.
  • 00:49:28.290 --> 00:49:30.190
  • AND SO WHILE I WAS CLEANING THE CLOSET,
  • 00:49:30.210 --> 00:49:33.110
  • THERE WAS THIS BROOM CLOSET LITERALLY, THE
  • 00:49:33.130 --> 00:49:35.290
  • ASSISTANT YOUTH PASTOR WALKED PAST AND HE SAID
  • 00:49:36.010 --> 00:49:38.020
  • YOU'RE CHRISTINE CARYOFYLLIS. THAT WAS MY NAME.
  • 00:49:38.040 --> 00:49:40.140
  • - I LOVE IT.
  • 00:49:40.160 --> 00:49:41.200
  • - AND I SAID YES.
  • 00:49:41.220 --> 00:49:43.220
  • AND HE SAID YOU'RE AT UNIVERSITY STUDYING
  • 00:49:43.240 --> 00:49:46.190
  • PSYCHOLOGY, WHICH I WAS STUDYING ENGLISH ECONOMIC
  • 00:49:46.210 --> 00:49:49.000
  • CHEMISTRY, BUT HE SAID I NEED SOME HELP WITH THE
  • 00:49:49.020 --> 00:49:51.040
  • YOUTH CENTER. I SAID WHAT'S A YOUTH CENTER?
  • 00:49:51.060 --> 00:49:53.050
  • I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW.
  • 00:49:53.070 --> 00:49:54.160
  • HE SAID I'M GOING ON A MISSION'S TRIP WITH
  • 00:49:54.180 --> 00:49:56.090
  • PASTOR BRIAN, THE SENIOR PASTOR, AND WHEN I COME
  • 00:49:56.110 --> 00:49:59.270
  • BACK, I JUST NEED SOME INFORMATION.
  • 00:49:59.290 --> 00:50:01.260
  • HE THREW ME A PAGER AND SAID I WANT YOU TO JUST BE
  • 00:50:01.280 --> 00:50:05.030
  • THE CONTACT PERSON-- THAT WAS MY CALL TO MINISTRY.
  • 00:50:05.050 --> 00:50:08.080
  • A PAGER GOT THROWN AT ME, THIS IS YOUR CONTACT.
  • 00:50:08.100 --> 00:50:11.210
  • AND SO BECAUSE I WAS SO EAGER TO PLEASE GOD, IT
  • 00:50:11.230 --> 00:50:14.180
  • MAY AS WELL HAVE BEEN THE LORD ON MOUNT SINAI
  • 00:50:14.200 --> 00:50:19.060
  • GIVING ME THE 10 COMMANDMENTS.
  • 00:50:19.080 --> 00:50:20.150
  • YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING? AND THAT'S HOW IT BEEN.
  • 00:50:20.170 --> 00:50:22.270
  • AND EVERYTHING THAT GOD PUT IN MY HAND, MOST OF
  • 00:50:22.290 --> 00:50:25.170
  • WHICH I DIDN'T PRAY FOR TO START WITH BECAUSE I
  • 00:50:25.190 --> 00:50:27.240
  • WOULDN'T HAVE KNOWN WHAT TO PRAY OR HOW TO PRAY, I
  • 00:50:27.260 --> 00:50:29.250
  • COULDN'T HAVE EVEN-- IT'S TRUE WHEN IT SAYS NO EYE
  • 00:50:29.270 --> 00:50:31.290
  • HATH SEEN, NO EAR HATH HEARD, AND THAT GOD IS
  • 00:50:32.010 --> 00:50:34.000
  • ABLE TO DO EXCEEDINGLY ABUNDANTLY ABOVE, BECAUSE
  • 00:50:34.020 --> 00:50:35.230
  • I COULD NOT HAVE IMAGINED THIS THEN.
  • 00:50:35.250 --> 00:50:38.250
  • BUT I SEE SO MANY YOUNG WOMEN TRYING TO IMAGINE
  • 00:50:38.270 --> 00:50:41.260
  • THIS AND WHERE THE END OF THE STAIRCASE IS AND
  • 00:50:41.280 --> 00:50:44.180
  • I'M LIKE HONEY, TAKE THE NEXT STEP. FOR ME,
  • 00:50:44.200 --> 00:50:46.280
  • THE BROOM CLOSET, I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT TURNED UP.
  • 00:50:47.000 --> 00:50:50.070
  • AND I STILL SAY TO THIS DAY IF YOU JUST KEEP
  • 00:50:50.090 --> 00:50:52.220
  • TURNING UP, THEN GOD IS GONNA RUN OUT OF OPTIONS
  • 00:50:52.240 --> 00:50:55.230
  • BECAUSE NOT EVERYONE KEEPS TURNING UP.
  • 00:50:55.250 --> 00:50:57.270
  • SO I THINK EVEN TO NOW IT LIKE HOW MANY 50 YEAR OLD
  • 00:50:57.290 --> 00:51:00.100
  • CHICKS HAS HE GOT?
  • 00:51:00.120 --> 00:51:01.250
  • NOT MANY; TAG, YOU'RE IT GIRLS BECAUSE-AND WE WILL
  • 00:51:01.270 --> 00:51:04.180
  • CERTAINLY GIVE HIM GLORY BECAUSE WE KNOW WHAT
  • 00:51:04.200 --> 00:51:07.110
  • WE'RE LIKE IN OUR OWN NATURAL STRENGTHS.
  • 00:51:07.130 --> 00:51:09.170
  • SO I DON'T KNOW LISA FOR YOU, BUT I'M A BIG
  • 00:51:09.190 --> 00:51:11.100
  • BELIEVER IN JUST TAKE THE NEXT STEP.
  • 00:51:11.120 --> 00:51:13.090
  • - YEAH, AND FOR ME IT WAS THE NEXT STEP WAS
  • 00:51:13.110 --> 00:51:15.010
  • MOVING OUTSIDE OF MYSELF.
  • 00:51:15.030 --> 00:51:16.270
  • IT WAS LIKE IF YOU SEE A NEED, GUESS WHAT?
  • 00:51:16.290 --> 00:51:19.250
  • YOU SAW IT, YOU'RE RESPONSIBLE.
  • 00:51:19.270 --> 00:51:21.220
  • THAT REALLY WAS WHAT IT WAS.
  • 00:51:21.240 --> 00:51:23.030
  • THERE WASN'T ANY WOMEN'S MINISTRY.
  • 00:51:23.050 --> 00:51:24.190
  • THERE WASN'T LIKE-IT WASN'T GLAMOROUS.
  • 00:51:24.210 --> 00:51:27.110
  • IT WAS WOMEN'S AGLOW OCCASIONALLY AND I WAS YOUNG.
  • 00:51:27.130 --> 00:51:30.200
  • SO I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FIT IN.
  • 00:51:30.220 --> 00:51:32.030
  • BUT GOD WAS LIKE OKAY, DO YOU SEE THESE YOUNG GIRLS
  • 00:51:32.050 --> 00:51:34.190
  • HURTING IN YOUR YOUTH GROUP? I SAID I DO.
  • 00:51:34.210 --> 00:51:36.260
  • AND HE SAID BRING THEM INTO YOUR HOME.
  • 00:51:36.280 --> 00:51:38.180
  • SO I BROUGHT THEM INTO MY HOME.
  • 00:51:38.200 --> 00:51:40.050
  • I DIDN'T THINK NOW IF I BRING THEM INTO MY HOME
  • 00:51:40.070 --> 00:51:42.000
  • AND PUT IT ON INSTAGRAM, THEN I'M GONNA GET
  • 00:51:42.020 --> 00:51:44.220
  • INVITED--I MEAN THERE WAS NO PUBLICITY.
  • 00:51:44.240 --> 00:51:46.250
  • - THERE WAS NO INSTAGRAM.
  • 00:51:46.270 --> 00:51:48.080
  • - I MEAN I HAD THESE GIRLS IN MY HOME,
  • 00:51:48.100 --> 00:51:50.240
  • AND I LISTENED TO THEM.
  • 00:51:50.260 --> 00:51:52.140
  • AND BASICALLY, YOU KNOW, IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU DID
  • 00:51:52.160 --> 00:51:54.200
  • WHAT I DID. I ASKED THE SCARY QUESTION OF
  • 00:51:54.220 --> 00:51:56.130
  • HOW CAN I HELP? HOW CAN I HELP?
  • 00:51:56.150 --> 00:51:58.230
  • NOT THIS IS HOW I'M WILLING TO HELP
  • 00:51:58.250 --> 00:52:00.110
  • BUT HOW CAN I HELP.
  • 00:52:00.130 --> 00:52:02.290
  • AND I LOVE THAT YOU BROUGHT UP THE PEOPLE.
  • 00:52:03.010 --> 00:52:05.170
  • MOST PEOPLE DO WANT TO OBEY GOD.
  • 00:52:05.190 --> 00:52:07.180
  • THEY DO WANT TO HONOR HIM WITH THIS LIFE,
  • 00:52:07.200 --> 00:52:09.000
  • WITH ALL OF IT.
  • 00:52:09.020 --> 00:52:10.080
  • AND YOU KNOW I CAN'T ESCAPE THE FEELING THAT
  • 00:52:10.100 --> 00:52:12.260
  • WE HAVE WOMEN OUT THERE THAT ARE FEELING THAT WAY.
  • 00:52:12.280 --> 00:52:14.210
  • THEY'RE LIKE I WANT TO OBEY GOD, AND YOU THINK
  • 00:52:14.230 --> 00:52:16.190
  • WELL CHRISTINE CAINE, WELL YOU HEARD SHE
  • 00:52:16.210 --> 00:52:19.000
  • STARTED IN A BROOM CLOSET.
  • 00:52:19.020 --> 00:52:20.120
  • I DON'T KNOW WHERE LAURIE, I'M SURE LAURIE
  • 00:52:20.140 --> 00:52:21.220
  • DID NOT HAVE THE SAME BREAKING AS CHRISTINE AND
  • 00:52:21.240 --> 00:52:23.200
  • I BECAUSE SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN SWEET.
  • 00:52:23.220 --> 00:52:25.110
  • - SHE'S MORE SPIRITUAL THAN US.
  • 00:52:25.130 --> 00:52:27.010
  • - BUT HERE IS THE THING.
  • 00:52:27.030 --> 00:52:29.000
  • I WANTED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING, GOD ACTUALLY
  • 00:52:29.020 --> 00:52:30.140
  • WANTS TO SPEAK TO YOU MORE THAN YOU WANT TO
  • 00:52:30.160 --> 00:52:31.240
  • HEAR FROM HIM.
  • 00:52:31.260 --> 00:52:33.040
  • AND I KNOW THAT YOUR HEART IS PURE, AND I KNOW
  • 00:52:33.060 --> 00:52:34.280
  • THAT THERE'S BEEN SO MANY MIXED MESSAGES, AND MY
  • 00:52:35.000 --> 00:52:37.040
  • HUSBAND AND I HAVE THIS THING THAT WE JUST SAY
  • 00:52:37.060 --> 00:52:38.250
  • WE'RE JUST GONNA ERASE THE CHALKBOARD, WE'RE GONNA
  • 00:52:38.270 --> 00:52:40.180
  • START ALL OVER AGAIN.
  • 00:52:40.200 --> 00:52:41.250
  • SO TODAY, START ALL OVER AGAIN.
  • 00:52:41.270 --> 00:52:43.290
  • JUST START ALL OVER AGAIN.
  • 00:52:44.010 --> 00:52:45.150
  • I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR MISTAKES, I DON'T CARE IF
  • 00:52:45.170 --> 00:52:47.040
  • YOU'VE MADE TONS OF MISTAKES.
  • 00:52:47.060 --> 00:52:48.230
  • THAT DOESN'T MAKE YOU A MISTAKE.
  • 00:52:48.250 --> 00:52:50.030
  • IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU A MISTAKE.
  • 00:52:50.050 --> 00:52:51.140
  • IT JUST MAKES IT ONE WAY THAT MAYBE IT NOT GONNA WORK.
  • 00:52:51.160 --> 00:52:54.030
  • AND HERE'S THE TRUTH, WE HAVE A FATHER, ABRAHAM,
  • 00:52:54.050 --> 00:52:56.080
  • WHO MADE A TON OF MISTAKES, AND GOD
  • 00:52:56.100 --> 00:52:57.240
  • STILL REDEEMED IT.
  • 00:52:57.260 --> 00:52:59.040
  • SO YOU COME FROM A LONG LINE OF PEOPLE WHO KNEW
  • 00:52:59.060 --> 00:53:01.230
  • HOW TO REDEEM THEIR MISTAKES.
  • 00:53:01.250 --> 00:53:03.060
  • I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU ARE RIGHT NOW, BUT I KNOW
  • 00:53:03.080 --> 00:53:05.090
  • THAT THE HAND OF GOD IS ON YOUR LIFE FOR A
  • 00:53:05.110 --> 00:53:06.260
  • PURPOSE, AND THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR YOU.
  • 00:53:06.280 --> 00:53:09.020
  • AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE ENEMY HAS DONE TO
  • 00:53:09.040 --> 00:53:10.290
  • DIMINISH THAT, TO DIVIDE YOU FROM THE PEOPLE YOU
  • 00:53:11.010 --> 00:53:12.270
  • NEED TO BE PART OF.
  • 00:53:12.290 --> 00:53:14.160
  • I DON'T KNOW HOW HE'S DISTRACTING RIGHT NOW,
  • 00:53:14.180 --> 00:53:16.120
  • BUT I KNOW THE HOLY SPIRIT CAN SPEAK TO YOU
  • 00:53:16.140 --> 00:53:18.030
  • BECAUSE HE HAS NOT DESTROYED YOU, AND YOU
  • 00:53:18.050 --> 00:53:19.280
  • ARE UNDER THE SOUND OF THIS MESSAGE BECAUSE GOD
  • 00:53:20.000 --> 00:53:22.280
  • HAS HIS HAND ON YOUR LIFE FOR A PURPOSE.
  • 00:53:23.000 --> 00:53:25.120
  • SO I'M GONNA ASK YOU TO JUST STEP BACK
  • 00:53:25.140 --> 00:53:27.210
  • AND DARE TO BELIEVE.
  • 00:53:27.230 --> 00:53:29.020
  • I'M GONNA ASK YOU TO JUST DO THE THING
  • 00:53:29.040 --> 00:53:31.030
  • THAT YOU SEE THE NEED.
  • 00:53:31.050 --> 00:53:32.120
  • I'M GONNA ASK YOU TO GO TO YOUR PASTOR AND SAY
  • 00:53:32.140 --> 00:53:33.220
  • HOW CAN I SERVE?
  • 00:53:33.240 --> 00:53:34.290
  • I WANT YOU TO ASK FOR WOMEN WHO ALSO ARE ALONE
  • 00:53:35.010 --> 00:53:36.130
  • TO COME INTO YOUR HOUSE.
  • 00:53:36.150 --> 00:53:37.260
  • BUT WE NEED YOU TO BE A CONFIDENT WOMAN.
  • 00:53:37.280 --> 00:53:39.110
  • I NEED YOU TO BE CONFIDENT EVEN WHEN
  • 00:53:39.130 --> 00:53:40.170
  • YOU'RE MAKING MISTAKES.
  • 00:53:40.190 --> 00:53:41.240
  • YOU HEARD WHAT CHRISTINE SAID, EVEN IF WE'RE JUST
  • 00:53:41.260 --> 00:53:43.140
  • MOVING, GOD CAN DO SOMETHING, BUT HE CAN'T
  • 00:53:43.160 --> 00:53:45.110
  • DO ANYTHING IF WE'RE FROZEN IN FEAR.
  • 00:53:45.130 --> 00:53:48.070
  • SO IN THE NAME OF JESUS, YOU AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:53:48.090 --> 00:53:52.130
  • DAUGHTER OF THE MOST HIGH GOD, YOU ARE DEFINITELY
  • 00:53:52.150 --> 00:53:55.210
  • CREATED WITHOUT RIVAL BECAUSE THIS IS WHO YOUR
  • 00:53:55.230 --> 00:53:58.010
  • FATHER IS, THE UNIQUE HAND OF GOD IS ON YOUR
  • 00:53:58.030 --> 00:54:01.060
  • LIFE IN SUCH A STRATEGIC WAY.
  • 00:54:01.080 --> 00:54:03.110
  • FATHER, I SPEAK TO THE GIFT OF GOD THAT IS IN
  • 00:54:03.130 --> 00:54:06.040
  • HER LIFE, AND I COMMAND THAT GIFT TO COME FORTH.
  • 00:54:06.060 --> 00:54:09.040
  • I THANK YOU, FATHER, THAT YOU PLANT HER IN A
  • 00:54:09.060 --> 00:54:11.040
  • COMMUNITY WHERE THE GIFT OF GOD ON
  • 00:54:11.060 --> 00:54:12.270
  • HER LIFE CAN FLOURISH.
  • 00:54:12.290 --> 00:54:14.060
  • FATHER, I THANK YOU THAT YOU SAID YOUR WORD IS A
  • 00:54:14.080 --> 00:54:16.110
  • LAMP UNTO OUR FEET.
  • 00:54:16.130 --> 00:54:17.280
  • FATHER, AS SHE OPENS UP YOUR WORD, AS SHE READS
  • 00:54:18.000 --> 00:54:21.030
  • YOUR AND AS SHE SPEAKS YOUR WORD OVER HER LIFE,
  • 00:54:21.050 --> 00:54:24.000
  • LET IT MAP OUT THE PATH OF DESTINY THAT
  • 00:54:24.020 --> 00:54:26.070
  • YOU HAVE FOR HER.
  • 00:54:26.090 --> 00:54:27.140
  • FATHER, I THANK YOU THAT THE WORD WILL RIGHTLY
  • 00:54:27.160 --> 00:54:29.100
  • DIVIDE BETWEEN TRUTH AND ERROR AND THAT SHE WILL
  • 00:54:29.120 --> 00:54:31.220
  • GO FORWARD IN HER PURPOSE, CONFIDENT,
  • 00:54:31.240 --> 00:54:34.060
  • CONFIDENT THAT YOU HAVE CREATED HER FOR THIS
  • 00:54:34.080 --> 00:54:36.100
  • PURPOSE FROM THE BEGINNING OF TIME,
  • 00:54:36.120 --> 00:54:38.070
  • IN JESUS NAME.
  • 00:54:38.090 --> 00:54:40.020
  • - AMEN. THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:54:40.040 --> 00:54:41.150
  • YOU KNOW WHAT I'M LOVING, I LOVE THAT PRAYER, AND I
  • 00:54:41.170 --> 00:54:44.010
  • JUST WANT US TO REMIND PEOPLE THAT IT IS
  • 00:54:44.030 --> 00:54:47.070
  • ACTUALLY REALLY HARD TO GET OUT OF THE WILL OF
  • 00:54:47.090 --> 00:54:48.210
  • GOD. YOU KNOW SOMETIMES WE GET SO--
  • 00:54:48.230 --> 00:54:50.080
  • - HE'S NOT WATCHING FOR US TO MESS UP.
  • 00:54:50.100 --> 00:54:51.260
  • HE'S LIKE I HOPE THEY MESS UP!
  • 00:54:51.280 --> 00:54:53.250
  • I HOPE THEY MESS UP!
  • 00:54:53.270 --> 00:54:55.070
  • - AND I SPEAK LIKE IT'S OKAY.
  • 00:54:55.090 --> 00:54:56.170
  • PEOPLE GO HOW DO I KNOW?
  • 00:54:56.190 --> 00:54:58.270
  • AND HOW DO I KNOW IF I GET OUT OF IT?
  • 00:54:58.290 --> 00:55:00.240
  • IT'S ALL RIGHT. HE CAN JUST MOVE YOU BACK IN.
  • 00:55:00.260 --> 00:55:02.160
  • HE'S GOD. I'VE FOUND THAT, JUST TRY.
  • 00:55:02.180 --> 00:55:06.110
  • AND IF IT FAILS, I THINK-- I REMEMBER TALKING
  • 00:55:06.130 --> 00:55:08.260
  • TO ALL OUR SPIRITUAL MAMA JOYCE, AND SHE'D BE LIKE
  • 00:55:08.280 --> 00:55:12.220
  • CHRISTINE, IT'S OKAY.
  • 00:55:12.240 --> 00:55:14.230
  • IT'S LIKE IF YOU TAKE A STEP OUT, GOD CAN GET
  • 00:55:14.250 --> 00:55:17.280
  • YOU BACK IN. IT'S NOT THAT DRAMATIC.
  • 00:55:18.000 --> 00:55:20.160
  • AND SHE OFTEN SAYS STEP OUT AND FIND OUT.
  • 00:55:20.180 --> 00:55:23.000
  • SOMETIMES...
  • 00:55:23.020 --> 00:55:24.080
  • - THAT'S BEAUTIFUL.
  • 00:55:24.100 --> 00:55:25.160
  • - THAT HAS HELPED ME MORE THAN, I REMEMBER
  • 00:55:25.180 --> 00:55:27.040
  • ESPECIALLY WHEN IT CAME TO PROPEL, THE POOR
  • 00:55:27.060 --> 00:55:29.000
  • WOMAN, ONLY A MOTHER COULD LOVE YOU LIKE MAMA J
  • 00:55:29.020 --> 00:55:31.080
  • LOVES ALL OF US, AND SHE JUST TOLERATES SO MUCH.
  • 00:55:31.100 --> 00:55:34.110
  • AND I'M LIKE NEUROTIC, WHAT IF THIS IS NOT GOD
  • 00:55:34.130 --> 00:55:37.140
  • AND I'M GOING ROUND AND ROUND, AND SHE'S LIKE
  • 00:55:37.160 --> 00:55:41.010
  • CHRISTINE, STEP OUT AND FIND OUT.
  • 00:55:41.030 --> 00:55:44.020
  • YOU QUICKLY KNOW IF IT'S NOT.
  • 00:55:44.040 --> 00:55:45.170
  • AND HOW WOULD YOU SAY, WHAT ARE SIGNS THAT MAYBE
  • 00:55:45.190 --> 00:55:48.020
  • GOD'S NOT ON SOMETHING.
  • 00:55:48.040 --> 00:55:50.070
  • - WELL, I MEAN FIRST AND FOREMOST, IF IT'S NOT
  • 00:55:50.090 --> 00:55:52.050
  • HELPING ANYBODY. THAT'S MY.
  • 00:55:52.070 --> 00:55:56.030
  • SO THAT WOULD BE DEFINITELY SOMETHING WITH
  • 00:55:56.050 --> 00:55:59.030
  • ME. AND IF IT'S NOT A FELT NEED.
  • 00:55:59.050 --> 00:56:01.070
  • IF SOMEBODY ELSE IS ALREADY DOING IT, YOU
  • 00:56:01.090 --> 00:56:03.120
  • DON'T HAVE TO DO WHAT EVERYBODY
  • 00:56:03.140 --> 00:56:04.150
  • ELSE IS ALREADY DOING.
  • 00:56:04.170 --> 00:56:05.230
  • FIND OUT WHAT'S GOING ON AND PREACH YOUR GOSPEL.
  • 00:56:05.250 --> 00:56:08.070
  • EVERYONE WANTS TO HEAR THE VULNERABILITIES, THE
  • 00:56:08.090 --> 00:56:11.200
  • WORD OF GOD MADE FLESH IN YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:56:11.220 --> 00:56:13.160
  • YOU DON'T NEED TO PREACH SOMEBODY ELSE'S MESSAGE.
  • 00:56:13.180 --> 00:56:15.120
  • DON'T TRY TO BE SOMEBODY ELSE OR LISTEN TO THEIR
  • 00:56:15.140 --> 00:56:17.230
  • MESSAGES BUT FIND OUT WHAT'S LIFE FOR YOU, THEN
  • 00:56:17.250 --> 00:56:19.290
  • START IT IN YOUR HOME.
  • 00:56:20.010 --> 00:56:21.230
  • START IT IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE AND LET IT
  • 00:56:21.250 --> 00:56:23.120
  • WORK ITS WAY OUT.
  • 00:56:23.140 --> 00:56:24.200
  • EVERYTHING I'VE LEARNED I'VE LEARNED BY DOING IT
  • 00:56:24.220 --> 00:56:27.040
  • THE WRONG WAY FIRST BEFORE I DID IT THE RIGHT WAY.
  • 00:56:27.060 --> 00:56:29.230
  • - AND YOU KNOW WHAT, THERE'S HOPE FOR YOU
  • 00:56:29.250 --> 00:56:31.150
  • WHEREVER YOU ARE, AND I KNOW THAT GOD'S GOT A
  • 00:56:31.170 --> 00:56:34.290
  • GREAT PLAN, PURPOSE AND DESTINY FOR YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:56:35.010 --> 00:56:37.140
  • AND I PRAY THAT YOU'VE BEEN ENCOURAGED
  • 00:56:37.160 --> 00:56:39.030
  • THROUGH ALL OF THIS.
  • 00:56:39.050 --> 00:56:41.000
  • - I LOVE IT. WITHOUT RIVAL.
  • 00:56:41.020 --> 00:56:43.140
  • IT IS YOURS FOR ANY LOVE GIFT.
  • 00:56:43.160 --> 00:56:44.260
  • KARI JOBE.
  • 00:56:44.280 --> 00:56:48.210
  • - THIS DEVOTIONAL ALONE IS WORTHWHILE.
  • 00:56:48.230 --> 00:56:53.070
  • - THESE ARE GONNA HELP YOU.
  • 00:56:53.090 --> 00:56:54.180
  • THEY'RE GONNA HELP YOU SEE WHO YOU ARE IN CHRIST.
  • 00:56:54.200 --> 00:56:57.240
  • THAT'S WHERE WE LIVE AND MOVE AND HAVE OUR BEING.
  • 00:56:57.260 --> 00:57:00.060
  • WE LOVE YOU.
  • 00:57:00.080 --> 00:57:01.090
  • GOD BLESS YOU.
  • 00:57:01.110 --> 00:57:02.080
  • - AMEN.
  • 00:57:02.100 --> 00:57:04.000