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January 17, 2017
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Laurie Crouch & Christine Caine host "Uninvited" with Lysa TerKeurst.

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  • TONIGHT FROM TUSTIN, CALIFORNIA,
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  • NEW YORK TIMES BEST-SELLING AUTHOR, LYSA TERKEURST
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  • AND FOUNDER OF THE A21 CAMPAIGN AND DIRECTOR OF EQUIP AND EMPOWER MINISTRIES, CHRISTINE CAINE
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  • READY TO TAKE YOUR CALLS, PRAYER PARTNERS FROM AROUND AMERICA
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  • NEXT ON PRAISE.
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  • [APPLAUDING]
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  • - NOT ONLY HERE IN THE STUDIO
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  • AND ACROSS THE NETWORK,
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  • PRIMETIME EAST COAST.
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  • WE'RE ALSO HAVING CHRISTINE
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  • CAINE LIVE ON STAGE.
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  • WELCOME TONIGHT.
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  • JOINED MY BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL
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  • PEOPLE HERE IN THE AUDIENCE
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  • TONIGHT.
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  • I HAVE TWO DEAR FRIENDS, I'M
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  • THOROUGHLY BLESSED.
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  • I KNOW TONIGHT WILL BE AN
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  • AMAZING TIME NO MATTER WHERE YOU
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  • ARE, IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD
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  • JESUS KNOWS YOUR NAME.
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  • YOU ARE LOVED.
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  • GOD LOVES US.
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  • GOD IS GOOD.
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  • GOD IS GOOD TO ME.
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  • GOD IS GOOD AT BEING GOD.
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  • THOSE ARE THE WORDS.
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  • THIS IS MY SIDE KICK TONIGHT.
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  • I'M SO THRILLED.
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  • CHRISTINE CAINE.
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  • - IDENTICAL TWIN SISTER.
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  • - WEIRD WAY OF TALKING.
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  • - TONIGHT, WE'RE GOING TO GET
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  • INTO THIS BOOK FOR YOU,
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  • UNINVITED.
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  • I KNOW IT WILL STIR THINGS IN
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  • YOUR LIFE.
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  • LYSA, WELCOME TO THE PRAISE
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  • PROGRAM.
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  • WE'VE BEEN FRIENDS.
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  • - WE MET AT WOMEN OF FAITH.
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  • I WAS SO SHY.
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  • AND LYSA WAS VERY OUTGOING.
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  • THAT'S HOW IT WAS IT WASN'T IT?
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  • - PRETTY MUCH.
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  • CHRIS HAS THE SPIRITUAL GIFT AND
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  • I DO NOT SO I WAS AN EPIC
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  • FAILURE EVERY TIME THEY GAVE ME
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  • A LITTLE BLUE CARD TO GO OUT.
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  • I CAN PREACH A MESSAGE ALL DAY
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  • LONG BUT WHEN YOU ASK ME TO GO
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  • UP AND MAKE ANNOUNCEMENTS, I WAS
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  • ALWAYS FAILING AND CHRIS WOULD
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  • COME ALONG AND SHE WOULD ADD
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  • HUMOR TO MY FAILURE AND JOY OUT
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  • OF THAT.
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  • THAT WAS THE BIRTH OF OUR
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  • FRIENDSHIP.
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  • I TREASURE MY FRIEND CHRISTINE
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  • CAINE.
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  • - CHRIS, WE CAN TALK ALL NIGHT
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  • TOGETHER.
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  • YOU JUST CAME BACK FROM
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  • THAILAND.
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  • AMAZING TIME.
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  • WE'LL DO A WHOLE PROGRAM ON THAT
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  • SOON.
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  • REALLY WELCOME, THIS IS FUN.
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  • FACEBOOK, I'VE NEVER DONE
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  • ANYTHING LIVE ON FACEBOOK.
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  • THIS WILL BE FUN FOR US.
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  • YOU'RE INVITED.
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  • THERE'S A NEW TELEPHONE NUMBER I
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  • WANT YOU TO GET E KWAINTD FOR
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  • THIS PROGRAM...
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  • FOR ANY LOVE GIFT LARGE OR SMALL
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  • WE'LL SHIP THIS BOOK STRAIGHT TO
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  • YOU.
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  • LYSA, UNINVITED.
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  • I THINK REJECTION, I DON'T KNOW
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  • THAT THERE'S A PERSON WATCHING
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  • THAT IS LISTENING TO US RIGHT
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  • NOW THAT HASN'T BEEN REJECTED IN
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  • SOME WAY AND THIS BOOK DEALS
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  • WITH THAT.
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  • START WHERE YOU WILL.
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  • - I THINK REJECTION IS SUCH A
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  • TOUGH ISSUE TO TACKLE, BECAUSE
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  • WE'RE ALL DEALING WITH IT IN
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  • SOME SASS SPEBGT OF OUR LIFE.
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  • WE'RE EITHER HEALING FROM A PAST
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  • REJECTION WHICH CAN BE
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  • INCREDIBLY PAINFUL.
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  • WE'RE DEALING WITH SOME KIND OF
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  • PRESENT-DAY REJECTION, IN FRONT
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  • OF US AFFECTING US RIGHT NOW.
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  • OR EXPECTING A REJECTION AROUND
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  • THE CORNER AND WE'RE NAVIGATING
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  • RELATIONSHIPS ALL THE TIME TO
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  • AVOID REJECTION.
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  • WE FEEL ILL EQUIPPED FOR
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  • REJECTION BECAUSE IT TAPS INTO
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  • ONE OF THE CORE, SECURITY
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  • FOUNDATIONAL THINGS.
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  • WE DON'T WANT TO BE ABANDONED.
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  • AND REJECTION , I THINK IT'S
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  • EVEN MORE PAINFUL THAN LOSING A
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  • LOVED ONE TO DEATH.
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  • AT LEAST WHEN SOMEONE PASSES
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  • AWAY, YOU'RE BOTH CLINGING ON TO
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  • THE HOPE OF TOMORROW AND BEING
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  • REUNITED IN ETERNITY.
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  • BUT WHEN SOMEONE REJECTS YOU,
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  • THEY PURPOSEFULLY HAVE WALKED
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  • OUT OF YOUR LIFE AND THEY MAY
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  • EVEN BE HAPPY TO DO SO.
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  • VERY DIFFICULT ISSUE.
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  • ONE I WANTED TO TACKLE.
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  • I THINK GOD HAS SET UP OUR SOUL
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  • TO BE ACCEPTED BY HIM.
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  • AND IF WE CAN REALLY, REALLY
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  • UNDERSTAND HOW GOD HAS ALREADY
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  • ACCEPTED US, ALREADY LOVES US,
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  • THEN I THINK WE CAN WEATHER THE
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  • REJECTION OF LIFE IN A MUCH MORE
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  • HEALTHY WAY.
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  • - I LOVE HOW YOU'RE SAYING IT.
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  • I REMEMBER WHEN I READ THIS
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  • BOOK.
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  • I WAS ABANDONED AT BIRTH BY MY
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  • BIOLOGICAL MOTHER AND ADOPTED
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  • OUT.
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  • REJECTION OVER MY LIFE.
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  • I'VE SEEN IT CONTINUE TO COME
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  • INTO MY LIFE.
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  • JUST WHEN YOU THINK, PEOPLE
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  • WATCHING THIS RIGHT NOW AND YOU
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  • SAY, I NEVER FEEL REJECTION.
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  • OFTENTIMES WE DON'T REALIZE WE
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  • BUILD SOME WALLS TO PROTECT
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  • OURSELF.
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  • WE BUILD THEM SO WE DON'T GET
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  • HURT.
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  • IT'S PROVEN.
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  • I FOUND, SO TRANSPARENT AND
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  • VULNERABLE IN THIS BOOK.
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  • WHAT ARE SOME WAYS THAT PEOPLE
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  • CAN LET THOSE WALLS COME DOWN
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  • WHERE THEY DON'T PROTECT
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  • THEMSELVES?
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  • - REMEMBER REJECTION OFTENTIMES
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  • FEELS THE BEST OF WHO WE ARE BY
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  • REINFORCING THE WORST.
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  • SO I REALLY SPENT SOME TIME
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  • HELPING US GO BACK.
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  • NOT THAT I WANT US TO FOCUS ON
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  • THE PAST.
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  • LIKE YOU WERE SAYING, THERE'S
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  • ROOTS OF REJECTION THERE THAT
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  • OFTEN WHAT WILL HAPPEN, I DON'T
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  • KNOW IF YOU EVER HAD THIS
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  • SITUATION BUT MAYBE RATHER GET
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  • INTO EVERYDAY SMALL CONFLICTS
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  • WITH YOUR SPOUSE, BUT THEN ALL
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  • OF A SUDDEN YOU GO FROM IT BEING
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  • JUST A SMALL ISSUE TO IT BEING
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  • AN EM I CAN STATEMENT THAT WE
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  • HAVE SERIOUS MARRIAGE PROBLEMS.
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  • AND YOU, NEVER HAPPENS, LIKE YOU
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  • HAVE WOUNDED ME TO MY CORE.
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  • I JUST ASKED YOU WHY WE DIDN'T
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  • HAVE CLEAN TOWELS.
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  • WHAT HAPPENED IN THIS INSTANT,
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  • WE TRAVELED BACK TO THE PAST AND
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  • SAID SOMETHING THAT MADE US FEEL
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  • INCAPABLE, NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND
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  • PULLED THE HURT FROM THE PAST
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  • ISSUE INTO THE PRESENT
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  • CIRCUMSTANCE AND MULTIPLIED THE
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  • HURT TOGETHER TO HAVE AN OUT OF
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  • PORTION REACTION.
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  • REJECTION REINFORCES THE WORST
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  • THAT'S BEEN SAID TO ME.
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  • SO IT'S NOT JUST AN ISSUE OF OUR
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  • PAST.
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  • IT'S AFFECTING US IN OUR
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  • PRESENT.
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  • BUT SO MANY TIMES WE DON'T EVEN
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  • KNOW WHY WE'RE HAVING PRESENT
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  • DAY ISSUES.
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  • I HELP PEOPLE TRAVEL BACK, WE
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  • HAVE CORRECTIVE EXPERIENCES SO
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  • WE CAN, IT'S NOT THAT WE RERIGHT
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  • HISTORY BUT REWRITE SOME OF THE
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  • SCRIPTS SO OUR PRESENT DAY
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  • CONVERSATION SOCIAL SECURITY
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  • DONE WITH TRUTH AND HEALTH.
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  • - IT CAN BE SAID ON A
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  • PLAYGROUND THAT TAKES YOU BACK
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  • TO YOU'RE FAT, YOU'RE UGLY,
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  • YOU'RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH.
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  • BEING THE LAST PICKED ON THE
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  • LITTLE BALL TEAM.
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  • YOU KNOW.
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  • THAT REJECTION AND FEELING.
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  • HOW, WHERE DO YOU GO WHEN YOU
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  • FEEL REJECTED?
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  • WHAT WAS YOUR PLACE?
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  • - THERE'S SEVERAL PLACES.
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  • ONE MY STORY IS DIFFERENT THAN
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  • YOURS, CHRIS.
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  • I WASN'T ABANDONED AT BIRTH BUT
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  • I WAS ABANDONED BY MY BIOLOGICAL
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  • FATHER WHO PACKED UP HIS
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  • SUITCASE AND I STOOD AT THE
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  • FRONT WINDOW AND WHEN HE WALKED
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  • OUT HE DIDN'T JUST CARRY HIS
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  • BUSINESS CLOTHES AND BOOKS AND
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  • SUITCASE.
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  • HE CARRIED THE SHATTERED PIECES
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  • OF A LITTLE GIRL'S HEART THAT
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  • DIDN'T UNDERSTAND.
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  • WHEN MY DAD LEFT HE NEVER CAME
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  • HOME.
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  • BEING UTTERLY ABANDONED BY MY
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  • FATHER, IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I
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  • WAS A THROW AWAY PERSON.
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  • - WHEN YOU SAY HE NEVER CAME
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  • BACK, YOU NEVER SEEN HIM SINCE?
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  • - NO.
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  • NOT REALLY.
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  • HE NEVER TRIED TO REESTABLISH A
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  • RELATIONSHIP.
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  • I TRIED SEVERAL TIMES TO
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  • REESTABLISH A RELATIONSHIP WITH
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  • HIM.
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  • BUT YOU KNOW, WHEN YOU'VE
  • 00:09:20.270 --> 00:09:22.070
  • EXPERIENCED SO MUCH HURT.
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  • AND I THINK MY DAD MUST HAVE HAD
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  • A LOT OF UNRESOLVED HURT IN HIS
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  • HEART, AND IN NOT FEELING LOVED
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  • HIMSELF, IT'S REALLY HARD I
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  • THINK SOMETIMES FOR PEOPLE TO
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  • GIVE THE LOVE THEY NEVER GOT.
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  • SO THAT WAS A BIG HUGE ISSUE IN
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  • MY LIFE.
  • 00:09:38.260 --> 00:09:40.270
  • BUT ANOTHER REALLY HURTFUL
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  • EXPERIENCE, I TALK ABOUT THIS IN
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  • THE BOOK, I DATED A GUY IN
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  • COLLEGE.
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  • I HOPE HE'S WATCHING TONIGHT.
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  • - I DO TOO.
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  • I'VE BEEN PRAYING FOR THAT ALL
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  • WEEK.
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  • - ANYHOW.
  • 00:09:53.250 --> 00:09:56.250
  • I WAS DATING HIM.
  • 00:09:56.250 --> 00:09:58.170
  • WE DATED ALL THROUGH COLLEGE.
  • 00:09:58.170 --> 00:10:00.210
  • HE GRADUATED A YEAR BEFORE ME.
  • 00:10:01.110 --> 00:10:04.110
  • THEN WHEN I GRADUATED I MOVED TO
  • 00:10:04.110 --> 00:10:05.280
  • A TOWN TO BE PRETTY CLOSE TO
  • 00:10:05.280 --> 00:10:08.030
  • WHERE HE WAS IN GRADUATE SCHOOL.
  • 00:10:08.030 --> 00:10:10.070
  • AND HE WAS TAKING ME OUT TO
  • 00:10:10.070 --> 00:10:13.050
  • DINNER FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND I
  • 00:10:13.050 --> 00:10:14.280
  • KNEW IN MY HEART I KNEW HE WOULD
  • 00:10:14.280 --> 00:10:17.060
  • ASK ME TO MARRY HIM.
  • 00:10:17.060 --> 00:10:19.170
  • HE WAS ACTING REALLY NERVOUS AND
  • 00:10:19.170 --> 00:10:20.220
  • THIS WILL BE THE MOST EPIC
  • 00:10:20.220 --> 00:10:22.180
  • BEAUTIFUL NIGHT OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:10:22.180 --> 00:10:24.240
  • AND HALFWAY THROUGH DINNER HE
  • 00:10:24.240 --> 00:10:26.060
  • LOOKED AT ME AND SAID LISA I
  • 00:10:26.060 --> 00:10:28.160
  • HAVE SOMETHING REALLY IMPORTANT
  • 00:10:28.160 --> 00:10:29.110
  • TO TELL YOU.
  • 00:10:29.110 --> 00:10:29.230
  • YES?
  • 00:10:29.230 --> 00:10:31.290
  • AND HE SAID, I'VE MET SOMEONE
  • 00:10:31.290 --> 00:10:32.230
  • ELSE.
  • 00:10:33.000 --> 00:10:36.000
  • AND IT WAS A MOMENT OF UTTER
  • 00:10:36.000 --> 00:10:37.280
  • SHOCK TO ME.
  • 00:10:37.280 --> 00:10:40.130
  • BECAUSE IN THAT MOMENT, YOU SEE,
  • 00:10:40.130 --> 00:10:43.120
  • MY FEMALE BRAIN HAD ALREADY RUN
  • 00:10:43.120 --> 00:10:45.100
  • AHEAD LIKE I HAD ALREADY NAMED
  • 00:10:45.100 --> 00:10:47.090
  • OUR KIDS, I ALREADY PLANNED OUR
  • 00:10:47.090 --> 00:10:50.060
  • FAMILY VACATIONS, LIKE I ALREADY
  • 00:10:50.060 --> 00:10:51.160
  • KNEW THE KIND OF HOUSE WE WOULD
  • 00:10:51.160 --> 00:10:53.160
  • MOVE INTO, RAISE OUR FAMILY IN.
  • 00:10:53.160 --> 00:10:55.070
  • IN THAT MOMENT IT WASN'T JUST MY
  • 00:10:55.070 --> 00:10:58.040
  • BOYFRIEND BREAKING MY HEART AND
  • 00:10:58.040 --> 00:11:00.060
  • SHATTERING MY DREAM OF GETTING
  • 00:11:00.060 --> 00:11:01.110
  • MARRIED, IT WAS THE DEATH OF
  • 00:11:01.110 --> 00:11:04.090
  • THOSE CHILDREN, IT WAS THE DEATH
  • 00:11:04.090 --> 00:11:05.250
  • OF THOSE DREAMS, IT WAS THE
  • 00:11:05.250 --> 00:11:07.020
  • DEATH OF THE FUTURE.
  • 00:11:07.020 --> 00:11:09.200
  • SO THERE WAS AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT
  • 00:11:09.200 --> 00:11:11.120
  • OF GRIEF.
  • 00:11:11.120 --> 00:11:12.120
  • AND I KNOW I'M NOT ALONE IN
  • 00:11:12.120 --> 00:11:13.210
  • THAT.
  • 00:11:13.210 --> 00:11:15.200
  • SO THE ABANDONMENT OF A FATHER.
  • 00:11:15.200 --> 00:11:18.010
  • THE UTTER REJECTION OF A BOY I
  • 00:11:18.010 --> 00:11:20.060
  • THOUGHT LOVED ME AND WAS GOING
  • 00:11:20.060 --> 00:11:21.280
  • TO MARRY ME, IT CAN REALLY DO
  • 00:11:21.280 --> 00:11:23.270
  • QUITE A NUMBER ON OUR HEARTS.
  • 00:11:24.160 --> 00:11:27.160
  • AND SO I FELT IT WAS IMPORTANT
  • 00:11:27.160 --> 00:11:30.140
  • TO TACKLE THE TOPIC OF REJECTION
  • 00:11:30.140 --> 00:11:32.170
  • USEING THE TRUTH OF SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:11:32.170 --> 00:11:34.150
  • THERE'S A LOT OF REJECTION IN
  • 00:11:34.150 --> 00:11:36.220
  • PSYCHOLOGICAL WORLD.
  • 00:11:36.220 --> 00:11:38.230
  • I FEEL WHY NOT GO STRAIGHT TO
  • 00:11:38.230 --> 00:11:40.170
  • THE ONE WHO MADE US, THE ONE WHO
  • 00:11:40.190 --> 00:11:43.190
  • KNOWS THE VERY DNA OF OUR SOUL,
  • 00:11:43.190 --> 00:11:46.000
  • THE PLACE REALLY WHERE OUR HEAD
  • 00:11:46.000 --> 00:11:47.190
  • AND HEART CONNECT AND WE WERE
  • 00:11:47.190 --> 00:11:49.100
  • MADE TO GIVE AND RECEIVE LOVE.
  • 00:11:51.030 --> 00:11:54.030
  • WE WEREN'T MADE FOR REJECTION.
  • 00:11:54.030 --> 00:11:55.130
  • GOD CAN CERTAINLY COME IN AND
  • 00:11:55.130 --> 00:11:57.150
  • HELP HEAL THOSE WOUNDS.
  • 00:12:00.170 --> 00:12:03.170
  • - TONIGHT, THIS BOOK IS
  • 00:12:03.170 --> 00:12:06.030
  • AVAILABLE TO YOU TONIGHT
  • 00:12:06.030 --> 00:12:06.230
  • UNINVITED.
  • 00:12:06.230 --> 00:12:08.060
  • IT DEALS WITH REJECTION.
  • 00:12:08.060 --> 00:12:10.000
  • SO MANY AMAZING THINGS.
  • 00:12:10.000 --> 00:12:11.030
  • CONTINUE TO LISTEN.
  • 00:12:11.030 --> 00:12:13.200
  • IF YOU WILL GO TO YOUR PHONES TO
  • 00:12:15.150 --> 00:12:18.150
  • THAT NUMBER FOR YOUR LOVE GIFT
  • 00:12:18.150 --> 00:12:20.200
  • LARGE OR SMALL TONIGHT, WE'LL
  • 00:12:20.200 --> 00:12:21.220
  • SEND THIS TO YOU.
  • 00:12:21.220 --> 00:12:22.230
  • LYSA.
  • 00:12:24.220 --> 00:12:27.220
  • THERE'S A STORY THAT YOU TALK
  • 00:12:27.260 --> 00:12:30.260
  • ABOUT ABIGAIL.
  • 00:12:30.260 --> 00:12:32.170
  • AND I KNOW IT'S ONE OF YOUR
  • 00:12:32.170 --> 00:12:34.280
  • FAVORITE STORIES OUT OF THIS
  • 00:12:34.280 --> 00:12:35.210
  • BOOK.
  • 00:12:35.210 --> 00:12:36.080
  • I WANT TO GIVE YOU A PROPER
  • 00:12:36.080 --> 00:12:38.090
  • INTRODUCTION.
  • 00:12:38.090 --> 00:12:39.050
  • THIS IS WHAT I WAS THINKING.
  • 00:12:39.050 --> 00:12:40.290
  • THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW LYSA
  • 00:12:40.290 --> 00:12:43.160
  • AND MUCH ABOUT HER, I KNOW
  • 00:12:43.160 --> 00:12:45.010
  • YOU'RE KIND OF NEW TO TBN
  • 00:12:45.010 --> 00:12:47.170
  • AUDIENCE, I WANT YOU TO TAKE A
  • 00:12:47.170 --> 00:12:48.200
  • LOOK AT THIS.
  • 00:12:48.200 --> 00:12:50.200
  • THIS WILL GIVE YOU BACKGROUND ON
  • 00:12:50.200 --> 00:12:51.290
  • HER.
  • 00:12:51.290 --> 00:12:53.280
  • COME BACK WITH MORE GOOD STUFF.
  • 00:12:53.280 --> 00:12:55.100
  • [MUSIC]
  • 00:13:02.100 --> 00:13:05.100
  • - IT'S JUST OBEDIENCE TO GOD,
  • 00:13:07.060 --> 00:13:10.060
  • REACTION THAT DETERMINES OUR
  • 00:13:10.060 --> 00:13:11.280
  • REACH, THAT DETERMINE HOW MUCH
  • 00:13:11.280 --> 00:13:14.280
  • IMPACT, HOW MANY INFLUENCE, HOW
  • 00:13:14.280 --> 00:13:17.080
  • MUCH CHARACTER, HOW MUCH
  • 00:13:17.080 --> 00:13:17.280
  • GODLINESS.
  • 00:13:18.180 --> 00:13:21.180
  • WE HAVE TO REMEMBER GOD'S JOB
  • 00:13:21.180 --> 00:13:22.290
  • ISN'T MY JOB.
  • 00:13:23.240 --> 00:13:26.240
  • OUR REACTIONS MATTER WHEN WE
  • 00:13:26.240 --> 00:13:28.120
  • DARE TO PLACE GOD IN THE MIDST
  • 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:30.070
  • OF WHATEVER WE'RE FACING.
  • 00:13:30.070 --> 00:13:31.140
  • WE SEE THE HAND OF GOD MOVE.
  • 00:13:31.140 --> 00:13:34.120
  • WE DO BATTLE ON OUR KNEES.
  • 00:13:36.070 --> 00:13:39.070
  • NOT BATTLE IN THE FLESH.
  • 00:13:39.070 --> 00:13:40.250
  • THAT'S A REALLY GOOD THING.
  • 00:13:40.250 --> 00:13:42.100
  • WE NEED TO BE FAITHFUL
  • 00:13:45.180 --> 00:13:48.180
  • REPRESENTATIVES AS WE REPRESENT
  • 00:13:48.180 --> 00:13:49.160
  • CHRIST WHEREVER WE GO.
  • 00:13:49.200 --> 00:13:52.200
  • PRAISE GOD ALMIGHTY, I DON'T
  • 00:13:52.200 --> 00:13:54.070
  • HAVE TO LIVE MY LIFE.
  • 00:13:54.070 --> 00:13:55.230
  • I AM ABLE TO LIVE MY LIFE.
  • 00:13:55.230 --> 00:13:58.180
  • [APPLAUDING]
  • 00:14:04.040 --> 00:14:07.040
  • - IT'S LIKE I LOVE THE PART YOU
  • 00:14:07.040 --> 00:14:09.210
  • TALK ABOUT THE STORY OF ABIGAIL
  • 00:14:09.210 --> 00:14:11.150
  • NOW.
  • 00:14:11.150 --> 00:14:13.170
  • I HEARD YOU SHARE POWERFULLY
  • 00:14:13.170 --> 00:14:15.050
  • JUST SOME TRUTHS FROM THAT
  • 00:14:15.050 --> 00:14:16.000
  • STORY.
  • 00:14:16.000 --> 00:14:18.130
  • I THINK THE AUDIENCE WILL
  • 00:14:18.130 --> 00:14:20.130
  • ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOU TO EXPOUND
  • 00:14:20.130 --> 00:14:21.080
  • SOME OF THAT.
  • 00:14:21.080 --> 00:14:22.050
  • ABSOLUTELY.
  • 00:14:22.050 --> 00:14:24.190
  • THE STORY OF ABIGAIL IS FOUND IN
  • 00:14:24.190 --> 00:14:27.100
  • 1 SAMUEL 25.
  • 00:14:27.100 --> 00:14:29.270
  • AND THE SCRIPTURE STARTS OUT
  • 00:14:29.270 --> 00:14:32.190
  • SPRO DEUCEING US TO ABIGAIL'S
  • 00:14:32.190 --> 00:14:34.000
  • HUSBAND AND I LOVE THE HEBREW
  • 00:14:34.060 --> 00:14:37.060
  • PRONUNCIATION OF HIS NAME.
  • 00:14:37.060 --> 00:14:37.250
  • ...
  • 00:14:37.250 --> 00:14:39.180
  • AND IT JUST MAKES YOU FEEL KIND
  • 00:14:39.180 --> 00:14:41.120
  • OF THE TRUTH OF HIS CHARACTER.
  • 00:14:41.120 --> 00:14:43.200
  • BECAUSE THE SCRIPTURE SAYS HE
  • 00:14:43.200 --> 00:14:46.020
  • WAS MEAN IN HIS DEALINGS.
  • 00:14:46.020 --> 00:14:48.110
  • AND IT ALSO THERE'S SOME CLUES
  • 00:14:48.110 --> 00:14:49.280
  • IN THERE AS WELL THAT SAYS HE
  • 00:14:49.280 --> 00:14:52.200
  • WAS SO HARDHEARTED NO ONE COULD
  • 00:14:52.200 --> 00:14:54.030
  • EVEN TALK TO HIM.
  • 00:14:54.030 --> 00:14:55.050
  • I DON'T THINK HE WAS JUST MEAN
  • 00:14:56.260 --> 00:14:59.260
  • IN HIS BUSINESS DEALINGS.
  • 00:14:59.260 --> 00:15:01.010
  • I THINK HE BROUGHT IT HOME AS
  • 00:15:01.010 --> 00:15:01.290
  • WELL.
  • 00:15:02.090 --> 00:15:05.090
  • ABIGAIL HAD CERTAIN REALITIES OF
  • 00:15:05.090 --> 00:15:06.020
  • HER LIFE.
  • 00:15:06.020 --> 00:15:07.060
  • MARRIED TO A MAN THAT'S VERY
  • 00:15:07.060 --> 00:15:08.090
  • DIFFICULT.
  • 00:15:08.090 --> 00:15:08.240
  • THAT'S A BURDEN.
  • 00:15:08.240 --> 00:15:11.210
  • ALSO BLESSINGS BECAUSE HER
  • 00:15:11.210 --> 00:15:12.280
  • HUSBAND IS VERY WEALTHY.
  • 00:15:12.280 --> 00:15:15.000
  • WE FIND OUT THAT IN SCRIPTURE AS
  • 00:15:15.000 --> 00:15:15.290
  • WELL.
  • 00:15:16.010 --> 00:15:19.010
  • VERY BUSY SEASON, FESTIVALS.
  • 00:15:20.110 --> 00:15:23.110
  • SHE'S BEEN VERY BUSY AND ALL THE
  • 00:15:23.110 --> 00:15:25.140
  • STUFF SHE NEEDS TO DO TO PREPARE
  • 00:15:25.140 --> 00:15:27.200
  • FOR THE FESTIVAL.
  • 00:15:27.200 --> 00:15:29.230
  • SO DAVID COMES ON THE SCENE.
  • 00:15:29.230 --> 00:15:31.210
  • NOW DAVID IS THE ONE WE READ
  • 00:15:31.210 --> 00:15:34.210
  • ABOUT IN THE BIBLE WITH DAVID
  • 00:15:34.210 --> 00:15:36.070
  • AND GOLIATH AND ALL OF THAT.
  • 00:15:36.070 --> 00:15:38.100
  • NOW, AT THE POINT WE FIND DAVID
  • 00:15:40.070 --> 00:15:43.070
  • INTERACTING WITH ABIGAIL HE'S
  • 00:15:43.070 --> 00:15:44.000
  • ANOINTED TO BE THE FUTURE KING
  • 00:15:44.000 --> 00:15:45.220
  • BUT NOT AP PAINTED TO TAKE THE
  • 00:15:45.220 --> 00:15:46.270
  • THRONE.
  • 00:15:46.270 --> 00:15:48.190
  • CURRENTLY WHEN WE FIND HIM IN 25
  • 00:15:49.150 --> 00:15:52.150
  • DAVID HAS BEEN RUNNING FROM HIS
  • 00:15:52.150 --> 00:15:54.210
  • LIFE FROM SAUL THE EXISTING KING
  • 00:15:54.210 --> 00:15:56.090
  • SITTING ON THE THRONE.
  • 00:15:56.090 --> 00:15:58.170
  • DAVID HAS BEEN HIDING IN CAVES.
  • 00:15:58.170 --> 00:16:00.040
  • VERY INTERESTING TO ME AS I
  • 00:16:01.040 --> 00:16:04.040
  • STUDY DAVID'S LIFE,
  • 00:16:04.040 --> 00:16:06.130
  • UNDERSTANDING THAT HE PROBABLY
  • 00:16:06.130 --> 00:16:07.220
  • THAT THE POINT WAS VERY, VERY
  • 00:16:08.020 --> 00:16:11.020
  • CONFUSED AND MAYBE EVEN FEELING
  • 00:16:11.020 --> 00:16:13.220
  • SLIGHTLY REJECTED BY GOD,
  • 00:16:13.220 --> 00:16:15.100
  • BECAUSE GOD HAD MADE SUCH A BIG
  • 00:16:15.100 --> 00:16:17.150
  • DEAL ABOUT ANOINTING DAVID TO BE
  • 00:16:17.150 --> 00:16:19.110
  • THE FUTURE KING BUT DAVID'S LIFE
  • 00:16:19.110 --> 00:16:22.080
  • DOESN'T LOOK ANYTHING LIKE WHAT
  • 00:16:22.080 --> 00:16:24.020
  • A KING'S LIFE SHOULD LOOK LIKE.
  • 00:16:24.050 --> 00:16:27.050
  • DAVID SUFFERED PRETTY
  • 00:16:27.140 --> 00:16:30.140
  • SIGNIFICANT REJECTION WE FIND
  • 00:16:30.140 --> 00:16:31.240
  • WHEN PROPHET SAMUEL CAME TO
  • 00:16:31.240 --> 00:16:33.050
  • ANOINT THE FUTURE KING KING IN
  • 00:16:33.140 --> 00:16:36.140
  • THE HOME OF JESSE'S SON HE
  • 00:16:36.280 --> 00:16:39.280
  • DOESN'T BRING DAVID IN THE FIELD
  • 00:16:39.280 --> 00:16:41.130
  • AND HE PASSES BY ALL THE SONS,
  • 00:16:41.130 --> 00:16:44.070
  • IS THIS ALL YOU HAVE, JESSE?
  • 00:16:44.070 --> 00:16:46.050
  • THERE IS ANOTHER ONE BUT HE'S
  • 00:16:46.050 --> 00:16:47.240
  • OUT TENDING THE SHIP.
  • 00:16:47.240 --> 00:16:49.250
  • CAN YOU IMAGINE WHEN DAVID WALKS
  • 00:16:49.250 --> 00:16:51.120
  • IN IN THAT MOMENT AND THE
  • 00:16:51.120 --> 00:16:54.120
  • REALIZATION FALLS FLESH ON HIS,
  • 00:16:54.120 --> 00:16:56.140
  • DAVID'S WORST DAY AND BEST DAY
  • 00:16:56.140 --> 00:16:58.180
  • ALL AT THE SAME MOMENT.
  • 00:16:58.180 --> 00:17:00.180
  • HE LOOKS AT HIS FATHER WHO
  • 00:17:00.180 --> 00:17:02.170
  • DOESN'T FEEL ENOUGH TO BRING HIM
  • 00:17:02.170 --> 00:17:04.200
  • IN TO MEET SAMUEL THE PROPHET.
  • 00:17:04.200 --> 00:17:07.170
  • BIG DEAL THAT SAMUEL COMES INTO
  • 00:17:07.170 --> 00:17:08.270
  • YOUR PRESENCE.
  • 00:17:08.270 --> 00:17:10.150
  • I WONDER IF DAVID LOOKED AT HIS
  • 00:17:10.150 --> 00:17:13.120
  • FATHER AND SAID YOUR LOVE SHOULD
  • 00:17:13.120 --> 00:17:15.050
  • HAVE FELT LIKE A SECURITY
  • 00:17:15.050 --> 00:17:17.040
  • BLANKET TO ME BUT FEELS LIKE A
  • 00:17:17.040 --> 00:17:19.030
  • QUESTION MARK.
  • 00:17:19.030 --> 00:17:21.290
  • DAVID CARRIES REJECTION WE SEE
  • 00:17:21.290 --> 00:17:23.170
  • COME OUT IN THE STORY OF
  • 00:17:23.170 --> 00:17:25.110
  • ABIGAIL.
  • 00:17:25.110 --> 00:17:26.190
  • DAVID IS AT THE POINT IN HIS
  • 00:17:26.190 --> 00:17:29.000
  • LIFE MEN GATHER AROUND HIM AND
  • 00:17:29.000 --> 00:17:31.110
  • THEY FIND OUT ABOUT BOTH MEN IN
  • 00:17:31.110 --> 00:17:32.180
  • 22.
  • 00:17:33.230 --> 00:17:36.230
  • THESE MEN WERE DISGRUNTLED IN
  • 00:17:36.230 --> 00:17:37.220
  • EVERY WAY.
  • 00:17:37.220 --> 00:17:38.140
  • A FUN GROUP OF PEOPLE TO LEAD,
  • 00:17:38.140 --> 00:17:39.180
  • RIGHT?
  • 00:17:39.180 --> 00:17:41.060
  • THEY GATHERED AROUND DAVID.
  • 00:17:41.060 --> 00:17:42.280
  • THERE'S ABOUT SIX HUNDRED OF
  • 00:17:42.280 --> 00:17:43.230
  • THEM WITH HIM.
  • 00:17:47.030 --> 00:17:50.030
  • DAVID IS PROTECTING NABAL'S
  • 00:17:50.030 --> 00:17:51.200
  • FLOCK AND DON'T KNOW IF IT WAS
  • 00:17:51.200 --> 00:17:54.030
  • AN ARRANGED JOB BUT HE WAS
  • 00:17:54.050 --> 00:17:57.050
  • PROTECTING SO NOW IT'S ABOUT
  • 00:17:57.050 --> 00:17:58.120
  • FESTIVE TIME.
  • 00:17:58.190 --> 00:18:01.210
  • SO HE SENDS WORD TO NABAL I DID
  • 00:18:02.150 --> 00:18:05.150
  • YOU A FAVOR AND SEND ME FOOD AND
  • 00:18:08.180 --> 00:18:11.180
  • NABAL'S RESPONSE TO THE MEN
  • 00:18:11.180 --> 00:18:12.290
  • DAVID SENT IS VERY INTERESTING.
  • 00:18:12.290 --> 00:18:14.030
  • HE SAID WHO IS THIS DAVID?
  • 00:18:14.030 --> 00:18:15.250
  • WHO IS THIS SON OF JESSE?
  • 00:18:18.100 --> 00:18:21.100
  • THE WORD CAME BACK AND THEY
  • 00:18:24.200 --> 00:18:27.200
  • REPORTED EVERY WORD NABAL SAID
  • 00:18:27.200 --> 00:18:28.210
  • TO DAVID.
  • 00:18:28.210 --> 00:18:29.280
  • WHO IS THIS DAVID?
  • 00:18:29.280 --> 00:18:31.080
  • WHO IS THIS SON OF JESSE?
  • 00:18:31.080 --> 00:18:33.120
  • AT THAT MOMENT I BELIEVE HE WENT
  • 00:18:33.120 --> 00:18:35.170
  • BACK IN THE PAST, PULLED THE
  • 00:18:36.130 --> 00:18:39.130
  • HURT FROM EVENT OF REJECTION OF
  • 00:18:39.130 --> 00:18:42.050
  • HIS FATHER AND COMPOUNDED THE
  • 00:18:42.050 --> 00:18:44.200
  • REJECTION, NABAL SAID I'LL NOT
  • 00:18:44.200 --> 00:18:46.120
  • GIVE YOU FOOD AND DAVID WENT
  • 00:18:46.120 --> 00:18:48.220
  • FROM BEING HUNGRY FOR FOOD TO
  • 00:18:48.220 --> 00:18:50.270
  • STARVING FOR REVENGE AND DAVID
  • 00:18:50.270 --> 00:18:52.080
  • SAID WE'LL KILL HIM AND EVERY
  • 00:18:52.080 --> 00:18:53.270
  • MAN IN HIS HOUSEHOLD.
  • 00:18:53.270 --> 00:18:56.270
  • ONE OF THE SERVANTS CATCHES WIND
  • 00:18:56.270 --> 00:18:59.020
  • IN WHAT'S GOING ON AND GET A
  • 00:18:59.020 --> 00:19:00.200
  • WOMAN INVOLVED.
  • 00:19:00.200 --> 00:19:02.260
  • THIS WOMAN GOES AND FINDS
  • 00:19:02.260 --> 00:19:05.010
  • ABIGAIL.
  • 00:19:05.010 --> 00:19:07.030
  • THE SCRIPTURE SAYS ABIGAIL IS
  • 00:19:07.030 --> 00:19:09.190
  • BEAUTIFUL AND INTELLIGENT AND
  • 00:19:09.190 --> 00:19:10.120
  • SHE KNOWS WHAT TO DO.
  • 00:19:10.120 --> 00:19:12.260
  • SHE'S GOING TO PREPARE A
  • 00:19:12.260 --> 00:19:14.150
  • FESTIVAL OF FOOD.
  • 00:19:14.150 --> 00:19:17.000
  • SHE'LL PREPARE THE FOOD DAVID
  • 00:19:17.000 --> 00:19:18.230
  • WANTS TO MEET THEIR PHYSICAL
  • 00:19:18.230 --> 00:19:19.160
  • NEEDS.
  • 00:19:19.160 --> 00:19:21.080
  • ABIGAIL WILL DO SOMETHING MUCH
  • 00:19:21.080 --> 00:19:22.150
  • MORE SIGNIFICANT FOR DAVID.
  • 00:19:22.150 --> 00:19:24.170
  • MEET A SPIRITUAL NEED I THINK
  • 00:19:24.170 --> 00:19:26.220
  • ONE OF THE GREATEST SPEECHES
  • 00:19:26.220 --> 00:19:28.020
  • GIVEN BY ANYONE IN THE BIBLE AND
  • 00:19:28.020 --> 00:19:30.180
  • IT'S GIVEN BY ABIGAIL THIS WOMAN
  • 00:19:31.020 --> 00:19:34.020
  • TO THIS MAN.
  • 00:19:34.020 --> 00:19:35.190
  • HE HAD A GREAT DESTINY AND ABOUT
  • 00:19:35.190 --> 00:19:38.110
  • TO DERAIL HIS DESTINY BECAUSE OF
  • 00:19:38.110 --> 00:19:40.090
  • HURT AND REJECTION IN HIS LIFE.
  • 00:19:40.090 --> 00:19:42.070
  • I JUST WONDER HOW MANY OF US CAN
  • 00:19:42.070 --> 00:19:44.200
  • FIND OURSELF IN THAT SAME SPOT.
  • 00:19:44.200 --> 00:19:47.050
  • HOW MANY OF US CAN NAVIGATE
  • 00:19:47.250 --> 00:19:50.250
  • REJECTION IN OUR LIFE AND
  • 00:19:52.200 --> 00:19:55.200
  • COMPROMISE BECAUSE WE'RE AFRAID
  • 00:19:55.200 --> 00:19:58.120
  • OR DERAIL BECAUSE OUR REACTIONS
  • 00:19:58.120 --> 00:20:00.040
  • ARE OUT OF PROPORTION AND FORGET
  • 00:20:00.040 --> 00:20:01.250
  • I'VE BEEN CALLED TO A LIFE OF
  • 00:20:01.250 --> 00:20:04.100
  • HOLINESS AND PURITY.
  • 00:20:04.100 --> 00:20:05.290
  • WHEN YOU'RE CALLED YOU'RE CALLED
  • 00:20:05.290 --> 00:20:07.150
  • TO SERVE GOD WITH YOUR WHOLE
  • 00:20:07.150 --> 00:20:08.190
  • HEART.
  • 00:20:08.190 --> 00:20:11.000
  • DAVID IS ABOUT TO DERAIL HIS
  • 00:20:11.000 --> 00:20:13.280
  • DESTINY BECAUSE GOD DIDN'T SAY
  • 00:20:13.280 --> 00:20:15.260
  • TO KILL HIM AND HIS HOUSEHOLD.
  • 00:20:15.260 --> 00:20:18.110
  • IT WOULD SIT ON HIM A LONG TIME
  • 00:20:18.110 --> 00:20:20.010
  • IF HE DID THIS.
  • 00:20:20.010 --> 00:20:22.250
  • TODAY'S CHOICES BECOME TOMORROW
  • 00:20:22.250 --> 00:20:24.180
  • REGRETS ESPECIALLY WHEN OUR
  • 00:20:24.180 --> 00:20:25.290
  • EMOTIONS GET SO OUT OF WHACK AND
  • 00:20:25.290 --> 00:20:28.140
  • DON'T LET GOD RAIN THEM IN.
  • 00:20:28.140 --> 00:20:31.000
  • DAVID GOES TO MEET HIM AND SIX
  • 00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:32.170
  • HUNDRED MEN.
  • 00:20:32.170 --> 00:20:34.270
  • DAVID HAS A DRAWN SWORD.
  • 00:20:34.270 --> 00:20:36.200
  • ALL THE MEN HAVE A DRAWN SWORD.
  • 00:20:38.040 --> 00:20:41.040
  • DAVID SAID, MAY GOD DEAL WITH ME
  • 00:20:41.040 --> 00:20:43.150
  • EVER SO SEVERELY.
  • 00:20:44.050 --> 00:20:47.050
  • AND SUDDENLY, THERE'S ABIGAIL.
  • 00:20:47.050 --> 00:20:48.090
  • I'M SORRY IF I SAW A MAN IN THAT
  • 00:20:48.090 --> 00:20:51.070
  • KIND OF RAGE WITH A DRAWN SWORD,
  • 00:20:52.150 --> 00:20:55.150
  • I HARDLY THINK I WOULD DO WHAT
  • 00:20:55.150 --> 00:20:56.210
  • SHE DID.
  • 00:20:56.210 --> 00:20:58.010
  • HE COMES AND BOWS DOWN IN FRONT
  • 00:20:58.010 --> 00:21:00.020
  • OF HIM IN A POSTURE OF EXTREME
  • 00:21:02.150 --> 00:21:05.150
  • HUMILITY NOT ONLY BEAUTIFUL AND
  • 00:21:05.150 --> 00:21:06.240
  • INTELLIGENT.
  • 00:21:06.240 --> 00:21:08.110
  • INCREDIBLY WISE.
  • 00:21:08.110 --> 00:21:11.110
  • SHE KNEW ONLY IN HUMILITY SHE
  • 00:21:11.110 --> 00:21:14.080
  • WOULD FIND AN OPPORTUNITY TO
  • 00:21:14.080 --> 00:21:15.130
  • SPEAK TO A MAN LIKE DAVID.
  • 00:21:15.130 --> 00:21:17.120
  • HUMILITY WAS NOT A POSITION OF
  • 00:21:17.120 --> 00:21:18.290
  • WEAKNESS FOR HER.
  • 00:21:18.290 --> 00:21:20.090
  • HE WAS A POSITION OF INCREDIBLE
  • 00:21:20.090 --> 00:21:21.220
  • STRENGTH.
  • 00:21:21.220 --> 00:21:22.180
  • WE WOULD DO WELL TO REMEMBER
  • 00:21:22.180 --> 00:21:23.240
  • THAT AS WELL.
  • 00:21:24.030 --> 00:21:27.030
  • THEN ABIGAIL SPEAKS INTO DAVID'S
  • 00:21:27.030 --> 00:21:28.200
  • LIFE AND THE FIRST THING SHE
  • 00:21:28.200 --> 00:21:31.000
  • SAYS WHEN SHE STARTS OFF AFTER
  • 00:21:31.000 --> 00:21:32.270
  • HER INTRODUCTION.
  • 00:21:32.270 --> 00:21:34.260
  • SHE SAYS, PAY NO ATTENTION TO
  • 00:21:34.260 --> 00:21:36.200
  • THAT WICKED MAN NABAL.
  • 00:21:36.220 --> 00:21:39.220
  • HE'S JUST LIKE HIS NAME FOOL AND
  • 00:21:39.220 --> 00:21:41.250
  • FOLLY GOES WITH HIM EVERYWHERE
  • 00:21:41.250 --> 00:21:42.230
  • HE GOES.
  • 00:21:43.150 --> 00:21:46.150
  • I LOVE ABIGAIL SAYS YOUR PROBLEM
  • 00:21:46.150 --> 00:21:48.140
  • IS YOU'RE PAYING ATTENTION TO
  • 00:21:48.140 --> 00:21:49.260
  • FOOLS AND FOOLISH THINGS AND
  • 00:21:49.260 --> 00:21:51.180
  • WHEN WE PAY ATTENTION TO FOOLS
  • 00:21:51.180 --> 00:21:54.120
  • AND FOOLISH THINGS WE'LL
  • 00:21:54.120 --> 00:21:56.110
  • BANKRUPT PERSPECTIVE EVERY TIME.
  • 00:22:02.080 --> 00:22:05.080
  • YOU'LL STEER WHERE YOU STARE.
  • 00:22:06.170 --> 00:22:09.170
  • YOU HAVE TO STARE AT GOD'S
  • 00:22:09.170 --> 00:22:11.040
  • CALLING ON YOUR LIFE AND HIS
  • 00:22:11.040 --> 00:22:13.030
  • TRUTH AND ASSIGNMENT SO YOU
  • 00:22:13.030 --> 00:22:14.130
  • DON'T GET PULLED INTO THIS OTHER
  • 00:22:14.130 --> 00:22:15.180
  • THING.
  • 00:22:15.180 --> 00:22:17.100
  • I REALLY BELIEVE OUR JOB IS TO
  • 00:22:17.100 --> 00:22:19.040
  • BE OBEDIENT TO GOD.
  • 00:22:21.200 --> 00:22:24.200
  • GOD'S JOB IS EVERYTHING ELSE.
  • 00:22:29.070 --> 00:22:32.070
  • SHE REMINDS DAVID OVER AND OVER,
  • 00:22:32.070 --> 00:22:35.040
  • I THINK SHE'S REMINDING DAVID, I
  • 00:22:35.040 --> 00:22:36.090
  • HEARD ABOUT YOU.
  • 00:22:36.090 --> 00:22:37.080
  • I KNOW WHAT YOU DID WHEN YOU HAD
  • 00:22:37.080 --> 00:22:38.250
  • A SLING IN YOUR HAND.
  • 00:22:39.280 --> 00:22:42.280
  • YOU CHARGED TOWARDS SOMEONE,
  • 00:22:42.280 --> 00:22:45.230
  • GOLIATH THAT SOMEONE ELSE GO
  • 00:22:45.230 --> 00:22:47.040
  • AGAINST AND YOU HAVE THE
  • 00:22:47.040 --> 00:22:48.040
  • COURAGE, WHY?
  • 00:22:48.040 --> 00:22:49.140
  • BECAUSE GOD DID THAT FOR YOU.
  • 00:22:49.270 --> 00:22:52.270
  • GOD EMPOWERED YOU.
  • 00:22:52.270 --> 00:22:54.080
  • IF HE DID IT BEFORE.
  • 00:22:54.080 --> 00:22:55.130
  • HE'LL DO IT AGAIN.
  • 00:22:55.130 --> 00:22:58.100
  • SOMETIMES WHEN WE'RE IN THIS
  • 00:22:58.100 --> 00:23:01.050
  • REALLY DIFFICULT LIFE SITUATIONS
  • 00:23:01.050 --> 00:23:02.140
  • LIKE WHAT DAVID IS IN HIDING IN
  • 00:23:02.140 --> 00:23:05.130
  • CAVES KNOWING GOD ANOINTED ME
  • 00:23:05.130 --> 00:23:07.280
  • BUT MY LIFE DOESN'T LOOK
  • 00:23:07.280 --> 00:23:09.150
  • ANYTHING LIKE I THOUGHT GOD
  • 00:23:09.150 --> 00:23:10.260
  • PROMISED ME IT WOULD AND THIS
  • 00:23:10.260 --> 00:23:12.190
  • MAN REJECTED ME IN FRONT OF MY
  • 00:23:12.190 --> 00:23:14.060
  • MEN AND SHAMED AND PULLING INTO
  • 00:23:14.060 --> 00:23:16.120
  • THE PAIN OF THE PAST REJECTION
  • 00:23:16.120 --> 00:23:17.290
  • OF MY FATHER.
  • 00:23:17.290 --> 00:23:19.020
  • ALL OF US HAVE FOUND OURSELVES
  • 00:23:19.020 --> 00:23:21.240
  • IN THESE REALLY DIFFICULT
  • 00:23:21.240 --> 00:23:22.140
  • SITUATIONS.
  • 00:23:22.140 --> 00:23:25.080
  • ABIGAIL IS REMINDING NOT ONLY
  • 00:23:25.080 --> 00:23:26.020
  • DAVID BUT US.
  • 00:23:26.020 --> 00:23:27.180
  • WE HAVE TO TRACE GOD'S HAND OF
  • 00:23:27.180 --> 00:23:29.040
  • FAITHFULNESS.
  • 00:23:29.040 --> 00:23:31.090
  • IF WE CAN'T SEE GOD'S
  • 00:23:31.090 --> 00:23:33.030
  • FAITHFULNESS IN OUR
  • 00:23:33.030 --> 00:23:33.260
  • CIRCUMSTANCES TODAY WE HAVE TO
  • 00:23:33.260 --> 00:23:36.230
  • TRACE GOD'S HAND AND THE
  • 00:23:36.230 --> 00:23:37.260
  • CIRCUMSTANCES FOR OURSELVES.
  • 00:23:37.260 --> 00:23:39.080
  • GOD DID IT BEFORE AND WILL DO IT
  • 00:23:39.080 --> 00:23:40.150
  • AGAIN.
  • 00:23:42.030 --> 00:23:45.030
  • I THINK THE STORY WINDS UP IN A
  • 00:23:45.030 --> 00:23:46.180
  • POWERFUL WAY.
  • 00:23:46.180 --> 00:23:48.290
  • THE STORY WINDS UP HE DOESN'T
  • 00:23:48.290 --> 00:23:51.070
  • KILL.
  • 00:23:51.070 --> 00:23:54.010
  • HE STAYS ON COURSE AND SENDS
  • 00:23:54.020 --> 00:23:57.020
  • ABIGAIL TO HIM.
  • 00:23:57.080 --> 00:24:00.100
  • DAVID, RIGHT BEFORE SHE WALKS
  • 00:24:00.100 --> 00:24:01.010
  • OFF.
  • 00:24:01.010 --> 00:24:03.070
  • ONCE GOD'S DONE EVERYTHING HE
  • 00:24:03.070 --> 00:24:05.070
  • PROMISED REMEMBER YOUR SERVANT.
  • 00:24:05.070 --> 00:24:07.040
  • I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ASSUMPTION
  • 00:24:08.260 --> 00:24:11.260
  • SHE'S FLIRTING HERE.
  • 00:24:11.260 --> 00:24:14.150
  • GOD DOES EVENTUALLY DEAL WITH
  • 00:24:16.000 --> 00:24:19.000
  • NABAL AND HE'S STRUCK DOWN AND
  • 00:24:19.000 --> 00:24:21.150
  • DIES AND DAVID SENT WORD TO
  • 00:24:23.170 --> 00:24:26.170
  • ABIGAIL ASKING HER TO BECOME HIS
  • 00:24:26.170 --> 00:24:27.140
  • WIFE.
  • 00:24:27.140 --> 00:24:27.230
  • AMAZING.
  • 00:24:27.230 --> 00:24:30.010
  • ABIGAIL GOT UP ON HER DONKEY AND
  • 00:24:30.010 --> 00:24:32.180
  • SAID HERE AM I, READY TO SERVE
  • 00:24:32.180 --> 00:24:33.250
  • YOU.
  • 00:24:33.250 --> 00:24:35.090
  • THE STORY DOESN'T END THERE.
  • 00:24:35.090 --> 00:24:37.060
  • IT'S KIND OF MESSY BECAUSE DAVID
  • 00:24:37.060 --> 00:24:39.050
  • HAS SOME OTHER WIVES AND
  • 00:24:39.050 --> 00:24:42.010
  • CONCUBINES AND GETS...
  • 00:24:42.010 --> 00:24:44.180
  • BUT REGARDLESS, I LOVE THE FACT
  • 00:24:44.180 --> 00:24:47.160
  • THAT HER STORY DOESN'T TIE UP IN
  • 00:24:47.160 --> 00:24:50.000
  • A NEAT BOW BECAUSE MY LIFE
  • 00:24:50.000 --> 00:24:52.030
  • DOESN'T EVER EITHER.
  • 00:24:52.030 --> 00:24:53.150
  • YOU THINK IT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL
  • 00:24:53.150 --> 00:24:55.040
  • PICTURE.
  • 00:24:55.040 --> 00:24:57.170
  • AáBL GALE COULD PLAY THE VICTORY
  • 00:24:57.170 --> 00:24:59.150
  • CARD IN HER LIFE.
  • 00:24:59.150 --> 00:25:01.280
  • I'M SURE SHE FELT REJECT
  • 00:25:01.280 --> 00:25:02.210
  • MACHINE.
  • 00:25:02.210 --> 00:25:04.200
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:25:05.050 --> 00:25:08.050
  • WHEN A WOMAN LIVES IN A HOME
  • 00:25:09.030 --> 00:25:12.030
  • WHERE THE MAN IS THERE BUT NOT
  • 00:25:12.050 --> 00:25:15.050
  • PRESENT, IT LEAVES A HOLE IN A
  • 00:25:15.050 --> 00:25:16.170
  • GIRL'S HEART.
  • 00:25:16.170 --> 00:25:18.080
  • SHE WALKED THE PATH OF VICTORY.
  • 00:25:18.080 --> 00:25:20.130
  • IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO HOLD UP
  • 00:25:20.130 --> 00:25:22.170
  • BANNERS OF VICTIM AND VICTORY AT
  • 00:25:22.170 --> 00:25:23.100
  • THE SAME TIME.
  • 00:25:23.100 --> 00:25:24.090
  • WE HAVE TO MAKE THAT CHOICE.
  • 00:25:24.090 --> 00:25:26.250
  • I LOVE THAT ABIGAIL TOOK HER OWN
  • 00:25:26.250 --> 00:25:29.100
  • HURT AND OWN REJECTION AND
  • 00:25:29.100 --> 00:25:31.040
  • INSTEAD OF IT WORKING AGAINST
  • 00:25:31.040 --> 00:25:33.020
  • HER, SHE CREATED THIS RESPONSE
  • 00:25:33.020 --> 00:25:35.120
  • TO DAVID AND OBEDIENCE TO GOD
  • 00:25:35.120 --> 00:25:37.220
  • THAT I BELIEVE KEPT DAVID ON THE
  • 00:25:43.040 --> 00:25:46.040
  • PATH TO BECOMING THE...
  • 00:25:46.040 --> 00:25:47.250
  • - POWERFUL.
  • 00:25:47.250 --> 00:25:49.170
  • AS YOU WERE TALKING, YOU CAN'T
  • 00:25:49.170 --> 00:25:51.110
  • BE A VICTOR AND VICTIM TOGETHER.
  • 00:25:51.110 --> 00:25:54.060
  • I WAS SPEAKING TO OUR AUDIENCE
  • 00:25:54.060 --> 00:25:57.040
  • UNPACKING SO MUCH TRUTH.
  • 00:25:57.040 --> 00:25:58.040
  • YOU WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU
  • 00:25:58.040 --> 00:26:00.190
  • GET THIS BOOK.
  • 00:26:00.190 --> 00:26:02.210
  • THERE'S SO MUCH TRUTH.
  • 00:26:02.210 --> 00:26:05.050
  • GO TO OUR NEW NUMBER...
  • 00:26:06.110 --> 00:26:09.110
  • AND I KNOW BECAUSE I BATTLED
  • 00:26:09.110 --> 00:26:11.270
  • THAT REJECTION IN MY LIFE
  • 00:26:11.270 --> 00:26:12.200
  • CONSTANTLY.
  • 00:26:12.200 --> 00:26:13.240
  • BUT HERE'S WHAT I WANT TO SAY.
  • 00:26:13.240 --> 00:26:15.160
  • I KNOW SOME OF YOU, THIS IS
  • 00:26:15.160 --> 00:26:17.240
  • TREATED A WHOLE LOT.
  • 00:26:17.240 --> 00:26:19.020
  • THE ONLY WAY TRULY YOU CAN
  • 00:26:19.050 --> 00:26:22.050
  • COUNTERACT REJECTION IS BY
  • 00:26:22.050 --> 00:26:25.020
  • KNOWING ULTIMATELY WHERE YOUR
  • 00:26:25.020 --> 00:26:26.250
  • ULTIMATE ACCEPTANCE COMES FROM,
  • 00:26:26.250 --> 00:26:28.000
  • KNOWING WHO YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER
  • 00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:28.290
  • IS.
  • 00:26:30.050 --> 00:26:33.050
  • LYSA TALKED ABOUT REJECTION FROM
  • 00:26:33.050 --> 00:26:34.270
  • HER EARTHLY FATHER AND SHE HAD
  • 00:26:34.270 --> 00:26:36.270
  • TO KNOW LOVE OF HER HEAVENLY
  • 00:26:36.270 --> 00:26:39.230
  • FATHER WOULD NEGATE THE PAIN
  • 00:26:39.230 --> 00:26:41.130
  • FROM HER EARTHLY FATHER.
  • 00:26:41.130 --> 00:26:43.070
  • MY CASE FROM MY EARTHLY MOTHER.
  • 00:26:43.070 --> 00:26:45.290
  • YOU ARE LISTENING TO THIS, SOME
  • 00:26:45.290 --> 00:26:47.230
  • OF YOU LIKE LYSA LEFT YOU AT THE
  • 00:26:47.230 --> 00:26:50.190
  • ALTAR AND WALKED OUT ON YOU, EX
  • 00:26:52.090 --> 00:26:55.090
  • LOVER, EX SPOUSE, YOU WERE DUMB,
  • 00:26:55.090 --> 00:26:57.120
  • YOU WERE STUPID.
  • 00:26:57.120 --> 00:26:58.220
  • YOU'LL NEVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING.
  • 00:26:58.220 --> 00:27:00.060
  • FRIEND LEFT YOU.
  • 00:27:00.060 --> 00:27:01.220
  • DIDN'T INVITE YOU TO A PARTY
  • 00:27:01.220 --> 00:27:04.100
  • EVERYONE ELSE WAS INVITED TO AND
  • 00:27:04.120 --> 00:27:07.120
  • YOU'RE CARRYING THE WOUNDS OF
  • 00:27:07.120 --> 00:27:08.120
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:27:08.120 --> 00:27:09.040
  • YOU'RE LOVED BY GOD.
  • 00:27:09.040 --> 00:27:10.030
  • CHOSEN BY GOD.
  • 00:27:10.030 --> 00:27:12.140
  • YOUR HISTORY DOESN'T DEFINE YOUR
  • 00:27:12.140 --> 00:27:13.110
  • DESTINY.
  • 00:27:13.110 --> 00:27:15.050
  • LOVE OF GOD CAN PERMEATE THE
  • 00:27:15.050 --> 00:27:17.170
  • GREATEST WONDER IN YOUR LIFE AND
  • 00:27:17.170 --> 00:27:19.240
  • BRING HEALING AND RESTORATION.
  • 00:27:19.240 --> 00:27:21.240
  • UNNAMED AND UNWANTED IN A
  • 00:27:21.240 --> 00:27:22.150
  • HOSPITAL.
  • 00:27:22.150 --> 00:27:24.100
  • I WAS SEXUALLY ABUSED FOR 12
  • 00:27:24.100 --> 00:27:25.120
  • YEARS.
  • 00:27:25.120 --> 00:27:27.060
  • EXPERIENCED REJECTION IN EVERY
  • 00:27:27.060 --> 00:27:27.290
  • PHASE OF MY LIFE.
  • 00:27:27.290 --> 00:27:29.000
  • BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THE SAME
  • 00:27:29.000 --> 00:27:31.040
  • JESUS THAT STEPPED INTO MY PAIN
  • 00:27:31.040 --> 00:27:33.260
  • AND HEALING FROM MY PAST, A
  • 00:27:33.260 --> 00:27:35.190
  • BRAND-NEW START AND HOPE FOR THE
  • 00:27:35.190 --> 00:27:37.260
  • FUTURE, THAT SAME JESUS IS RIGHT
  • 00:27:37.260 --> 00:27:39.260
  • HERE AND WHETHER YOU'RE WATCHING
  • 00:27:39.260 --> 00:27:42.190
  • THIS ON FACEBOOK LIVE OR TV
  • 00:27:42.190 --> 00:27:44.100
  • PROGRAM, I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU
  • 00:27:45.110 --> 00:27:48.110
  • HAVEN'T TUNED IN BY ACCIDENT.
  • 00:27:48.110 --> 00:27:49.210
  • THE HOLY SPIRIT IS WITH YOU NOW.
  • 00:27:49.290 --> 00:27:52.290
  • HE CAN DO SOMETHING.
  • 00:27:52.290 --> 00:27:54.090
  • IN A MOMENT YOU CAN BRING
  • 00:27:54.090 --> 00:27:55.210
  • HEALING TO THE ROOT OF
  • 00:27:55.210 --> 00:27:56.170
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:27:56.170 --> 00:27:59.170
  • I WAS A GAPING WOUND.
  • 00:27:59.170 --> 00:28:00.230
  • I WANT TO PRAY FOR YOU IN THIS
  • 00:28:00.230 --> 00:28:01.260
  • MOMENT.
  • 00:28:01.260 --> 00:28:02.270
  • I BELIEVE THE HOLY SPIRIT IS
  • 00:28:02.270 --> 00:28:04.100
  • HERE IN THIS MOMENT.
  • 00:28:04.100 --> 00:28:06.250
  • FATHER THANK YOU FOR THE PERSON
  • 00:28:06.250 --> 00:28:07.280
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN.
  • 00:28:07.280 --> 00:28:10.270
  • I CAN SENSE TEARS SCREAMING DOWN
  • 00:28:11.070 --> 00:28:14.070
  • PEOPLE'S FACES AS THEY'RE
  • 00:28:14.070 --> 00:28:15.130
  • REMINDED OF THE ROOTS OF
  • 00:28:15.130 --> 00:28:16.130
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:28:16.130 --> 00:28:18.150
  • I PRAY RIGHT NOW THAT THE
  • 00:28:18.150 --> 00:28:20.080
  • HEALING POWER OF GOD WILL REACH
  • 00:28:20.080 --> 00:28:22.230
  • DEEP DOWN AND YOU'LL BRING
  • 00:28:22.230 --> 00:28:24.290
  • HEALING TO THE SOURCE OF THAT
  • 00:28:24.290 --> 00:28:25.260
  • WOUND.
  • 00:28:25.260 --> 00:28:27.010
  • I COME AGAINST THAT ROOT OF
  • 00:28:27.010 --> 00:28:29.070
  • REJECTION IN THE NAME OF JESUS.
  • 00:28:29.070 --> 00:28:30.060
  • I SPEAK HEALING.
  • 00:28:30.060 --> 00:28:31.110
  • I SPEAK GRACE.
  • 00:28:31.110 --> 00:28:33.030
  • I SPEAK LIFE.
  • 00:28:41.190 --> 00:28:44.190
  • SUPERNATURALLY, SURGICALLY,
  • 00:28:44.190 --> 00:28:45.110
  • HEALING THAT RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:28:45.110 --> 00:28:46.230
  • THE PERSON WOULD KNOW YOUR LOVE
  • 00:28:46.230 --> 00:28:48.050
  • AND GRACE AND KNOW THE
  • 00:28:48.050 --> 00:28:50.230
  • SUPERNATURAL ACCEPTANCE OF GOD.
  • 00:28:50.230 --> 00:28:52.180
  • LORD, IN JESUS' NAME, I COME
  • 00:28:52.180 --> 00:28:54.180
  • AGAINST THAT SPIRIT OF SUICIDE
  • 00:28:54.180 --> 00:28:56.040
  • RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:28:56.040 --> 00:28:58.240
  • SOMEONE, THIS IS THEIR LAST HOPE
  • 00:28:58.240 --> 00:29:00.190
  • THAT THEY WOULD KNOW YOU LOVE
  • 00:29:00.190 --> 00:29:02.110
  • THEM AND ACCEPT THEM AND HAVE A
  • 00:29:02.110 --> 00:29:04.040
  • PLAN AND PURPOSE FOR THEIR LIFE
  • 00:29:04.040 --> 00:29:05.090
  • IN JESUS' NAME.
  • 00:29:05.230 --> 00:29:08.230
  • IN JESUS' NAME, LORD.
  • 00:29:08.230 --> 00:29:11.020
  • - WOW.
  • 00:29:11.020 --> 00:29:13.200
  • - YOU TALK LYSA ABOUT THE SEED
  • 00:29:13.200 --> 00:29:15.130
  • OF REJECTION.
  • 00:29:15.130 --> 00:29:16.090
  • TELL US A LITTLE BIT ABOUT THAT.
  • 00:29:16.090 --> 00:29:18.200
  • A LOT OF TIMES PEOPLE ARE
  • 00:29:18.200 --> 00:29:21.170
  • REJECTED.
  • 00:29:21.170 --> 00:29:24.110
  • I CAN REACT TO MATT AND HE'S
  • 00:29:24.110 --> 00:29:26.120
  • LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
  • 00:29:26.120 --> 00:29:28.120
  • YOU PERCEIVE THE REJECTION.
  • 00:29:28.120 --> 00:29:30.040
  • SOMETIMES WE HAVE SO MANY
  • 00:29:30.040 --> 00:29:31.280
  • SCRIPTS RUNNING THROUGH OUR HEAD
  • 00:29:31.280 --> 00:29:33.250
  • LIKE A TICKER TAPE OF JUST
  • 00:29:33.250 --> 00:29:36.170
  • STATEMENTS AND THOUGHTS AND THEN
  • 00:29:36.170 --> 00:29:37.260
  • EVERY NOW AND THEN WE'LL SEND A
  • 00:29:37.260 --> 00:29:40.020
  • TEXT MESSAGE TO SOMEONE AND THEY
  • 00:29:40.020 --> 00:29:42.050
  • DON'T TEXT US BACK OR WE HAD PUT
  • 00:29:45.060 --> 00:29:48.060
  • SOMETHING ON SOCIAL MEDIA AND NO
  • 00:29:48.060 --> 00:29:49.070
  • ONE LIKES IT AND NO ONE IS
  • 00:29:49.070 --> 00:29:51.170
  • LEAVING A COMMENT OR WE SEE
  • 00:29:56.050 --> 00:29:59.050
  • SOMEONE AT AN EVENT AND THEY
  • 00:29:59.050 --> 00:30:01.090
  • GLANCE OUR WAY BUT DON'T CONNECT
  • 00:30:01.090 --> 00:30:02.030
  • WITH US.
  • 00:30:11.080 --> 00:30:14.080
  • WE ASSIGN THOUGHTS TO THE
  • 00:30:14.080 --> 00:30:15.040
  • PEOPLE.
  • 00:30:17.190 --> 00:30:20.190
  • WE ASSIGN CONVERSATIONS THOSE
  • 00:30:20.190 --> 00:30:21.140
  • PEOPLE NEVER HAVE WITH US.
  • 00:30:21.140 --> 00:30:23.170
  • THEY PUT US ON.
  • 00:30:23.170 --> 00:30:25.100
  • AND IT CAN BE SO MUCH DAMAGE.
  • 00:30:26.180 --> 00:30:29.180
  • PERCEIVED REJECTION.
  • 00:30:29.180 --> 00:30:32.100
  • THERE'S A LADY AT THE GYM WHO
  • 00:30:32.100 --> 00:30:34.210
  • HATES ME.
  • 00:30:34.210 --> 00:30:37.050
  • SERIOUSLY, I MEAN, I WON TIME
  • 00:30:37.050 --> 00:30:39.180
  • GOT ON THE OWE LIP CALL BESIDE
  • 00:30:39.180 --> 00:30:42.150
  • THIS WOMAN AND EVERYTHING ON HER
  • 00:30:42.150 --> 00:30:44.110
  • WAS TIGHT.
  • 00:30:44.110 --> 00:30:45.120
  • THE ONLY THING I THOUGHT ON ME
  • 00:30:48.100 --> 00:30:51.100
  • WAS TIGHT WAS PONYTAIL.
  • 00:30:59.220 --> 00:31:02.240
  • [INAUDIBLE]
  • 00:31:05.050 --> 00:31:08.050
  • THIS GIRL LOOKED FABULOUS TOO.
  • 00:31:08.050 --> 00:31:09.160
  • I DIDN'T FEEL I LOOKED FABULOUS.
  • 00:31:09.160 --> 00:31:12.030
  • I FELT LIKE A MARSHMALLOW IN A
  • 00:31:13.100 --> 00:31:16.100
  • T-SHIRT.
  • 00:31:16.100 --> 00:31:16.220
  • FLUFFY.
  • 00:31:16.220 --> 00:31:18.280
  • I WAS ON THE ELLIPTICAL AND
  • 00:31:22.060 --> 00:31:25.060
  • COMPETITION POPPED INTO ME.
  • 00:31:25.060 --> 00:31:27.290
  • FOR EVERY OTHER FLUFFY GIRL AT
  • 00:31:27.290 --> 00:31:29.240
  • THE GYM, I HAVE TO KEEP UP WITH
  • 00:31:29.240 --> 00:31:30.240
  • HER.
  • 00:31:30.240 --> 00:31:33.070
  • I'LL LOOK GOOD THE REST OF THE
  • 00:31:33.070 --> 00:31:34.040
  • DAY.
  • 00:31:34.040 --> 00:31:36.230
  • I START DOING ELLIPTICAL IN TAN
  • 00:31:40.210 --> 00:31:43.210
  • DOM WITH HER.
  • 00:31:43.210 --> 00:31:46.080
  • SHE DIDN'T LIKE THIS.
  • 00:31:46.080 --> 00:31:48.060
  • MY FRIEND CALLED.
  • 00:31:48.060 --> 00:31:49.120
  • I WAS WORKING SO HARD TO KEEP UP
  • 00:31:49.120 --> 00:31:51.160
  • WITH THIS WOMAN AND TALKING LOUD
  • 00:31:51.160 --> 00:31:53.140
  • AND THE GIRL GOT OFF IN A HUFF
  • 00:31:53.140 --> 00:31:55.050
  • AND WALKED OFF.
  • 00:31:55.050 --> 00:31:56.170
  • EVERY TIME AFTER THAT I SAW HER
  • 00:31:56.170 --> 00:31:59.040
  • AT THE GYM I PERCEIVED DAGGERS
  • 00:31:59.040 --> 00:32:00.270
  • OUT OF HER EYES.
  • 00:32:00.270 --> 00:32:02.080
  • I HAD THIS WHOLE THING I WONDER
  • 00:32:02.080 --> 00:32:05.050
  • IF THE WOMAN WHO HATES ME WILL
  • 00:32:05.050 --> 00:32:06.230
  • BE AT THE GYM TODAY.
  • 00:32:06.230 --> 00:32:09.010
  • THEN A FEW MONTHS LATER I WAS
  • 00:32:09.010 --> 00:32:11.000
  • WALKING IN THE GYM BATHROOM AND
  • 00:32:11.000 --> 00:32:12.230
  • SHE WAS WALKING OUT AND SHE
  • 00:32:12.230 --> 00:32:15.210
  • SMILED AT ME NOT LIKE I'M GOING
  • 00:32:15.210 --> 00:32:18.000
  • TO WHIP YOUR GYM ON THE FLOOR.
  • 00:32:18.190 --> 00:32:21.190
  • HAVEN'T I SEEN YOU?
  • 00:32:22.060 --> 00:32:25.060
  • I DON'T THINK SHE'S BEEN
  • 00:32:25.060 --> 00:32:26.120
  • THINKING ABOUT ME AT ALL.
  • 00:32:26.120 --> 00:32:27.160
  • I DON'T THINK SHE HAS ANY
  • 00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:30.010
  • PERCEIVED OR REJECTION.
  • 00:32:30.010 --> 00:32:31.120
  • I THINK IT'S ALL BEEN IN MY
  • 00:32:31.120 --> 00:32:32.160
  • HEAD.
  • 00:32:32.160 --> 00:32:33.290
  • AND IT REALLY STARTED TO MAKE ME
  • 00:32:33.290 --> 00:32:36.020
  • THINK NOT JUST THE WOMAN AT THE
  • 00:32:36.020 --> 00:32:38.250
  • GYM BUT IN ANY IMPORTANT
  • 00:32:41.160 --> 00:32:44.160
  • RELATIONSHIPS, I THINK I ASSIGN
  • 00:32:44.160 --> 00:32:46.040
  • STATEMENTS THAT THEY'RE THINKING
  • 00:32:46.040 --> 00:32:47.260
  • ABOUT ME OR SAYING TO ME THEY
  • 00:32:47.260 --> 00:32:49.190
  • NEVER THOUGHT OR SAID AND CAN
  • 00:32:49.190 --> 00:32:51.220
  • MESS UP RELATIONSHIPS.
  • 00:32:51.220 --> 00:32:53.150
  • WHAT HAPPENED AGAIN IS THAT ROOT
  • 00:32:53.150 --> 00:32:55.190
  • OF REJECTION FROM THE PAST WE
  • 00:32:55.190 --> 00:32:57.240
  • PULL INTO THE PRESENT AND DAMAGE
  • 00:33:00.030 --> 00:33:03.030
  • RELATIONSHIPS ALMOST LIKE SELF
  • 00:33:03.030 --> 00:33:04.040
  • FULFILLED PROPHECY IN OUR LIFE.
  • 00:33:04.040 --> 00:33:05.010
  • - I KNOW A LOT OF PEOPLE LIVE,
  • 00:33:05.010 --> 00:33:07.080
  • I KNOW PEOPLE.
  • 00:33:07.080 --> 00:33:08.220
  • I KNOW PEOPLE THAT DO THIS.
  • 00:33:09.000 --> 00:33:12.000
  • AND SOMETIMES THEY ARE MISERABLE
  • 00:33:12.000 --> 00:33:13.120
  • TO GET AROUND.
  • 00:33:13.120 --> 00:33:13.260
  • REALLY?
  • 00:33:13.260 --> 00:33:15.140
  • SNON THINKING THAT.
  • 00:33:15.140 --> 00:33:17.130
  • HOW DO WE STOP THAT IN OUR
  • 00:33:17.130 --> 00:33:20.130
  • MINDS.
  • 00:33:20.130 --> 00:33:22.150
  • WHAT'S THE BEST THING TO GRAB A
  • 00:33:22.150 --> 00:33:24.090
  • HOLD OF RIGHT NOW AND TAKE WITH
  • 00:33:24.090 --> 00:33:26.190
  • US TOMORROW?
  • 00:33:26.190 --> 00:33:27.220
  • - I THINK ONE THING WE HAVE TO
  • 00:33:27.220 --> 00:33:30.030
  • BE MORE AWARE OF THE THOUGHTS.
  • 00:33:30.030 --> 00:33:32.120
  • THE BIBLE IS VERY CLEAR TO TAKE
  • 00:33:32.160 --> 00:33:35.160
  • EVERY THOUGHT CAPTIVE AND
  • 00:33:35.160 --> 00:33:36.060
  • OBEDIENT TO CHRIST.
  • 00:33:36.060 --> 00:33:37.020
  • I THINK WE NEED TO GET A LITTLE
  • 00:33:37.120 --> 00:33:40.120
  • MORE INTENTIONAL ABOUT PAYING
  • 00:33:40.120 --> 00:33:41.110
  • ATTENTION TO OUR THOUGHTS AND IF
  • 00:33:41.110 --> 00:33:42.270
  • WE'RE NOT ABLE TO DO IT MENTALLY
  • 00:33:42.270 --> 00:33:45.060
  • WE WRITE THEM IN A JOURNAL.
  • 00:33:45.060 --> 00:33:47.100
  • ONCE WE LOOK AT A THOUGHT THAT'S
  • 00:33:47.100 --> 00:33:49.270
  • BEEN CONSUMING OUR BRAIN HOLDS
  • 00:33:49.270 --> 00:33:51.030
  • UP TO THE TRUTH AND SEE WHAT
  • 00:33:51.030 --> 00:33:53.240
  • WILL FIT AND WHICH ONES DON'T
  • 00:33:53.240 --> 00:33:54.170
  • FIT.
  • 00:33:54.170 --> 00:33:55.210
  • OUR THOUGHT LIFE IS VERY, VERY
  • 00:33:55.210 --> 00:33:57.010
  • POWERFUL.
  • 00:33:57.010 --> 00:33:58.070
  • HOW WE THINK IS HOW WE'LL
  • 00:33:58.070 --> 00:33:59.190
  • EVENTUALLY ACT.
  • 00:34:02.230 --> 00:34:05.230
  • IF WE'RE ALWAYS THINKING I'M
  • 00:34:05.230 --> 00:34:07.220
  • REJECTED AND DON'T FIT IN, WE'LL
  • 00:34:07.220 --> 00:34:09.070
  • CARRY THAT WITH US IN THE
  • 00:34:09.070 --> 00:34:11.190
  • ATTITUDE AND DAY AND THINK OUR
  • 00:34:11.190 --> 00:34:13.070
  • THOUGHT LIFE IS IMPORTANT.
  • 00:34:13.070 --> 00:34:14.210
  • I THINK TAKING TIME OUT TO
  • 00:34:15.240 --> 00:34:18.240
  • EXAMINE REJECTION AND REALLY
  • 00:34:18.240 --> 00:34:20.050
  • LOOK AT WHERE COULD THIS BE
  • 00:34:20.050 --> 00:34:22.130
  • EFFECTING ME TODAY.
  • 00:34:22.130 --> 00:34:24.140
  • - THAT'S GOOD.
  • 00:34:24.140 --> 00:34:27.050
  • - THIS BOOK IS FULL OF
  • 00:34:27.050 --> 00:34:29.170
  • PRACTICAL TIPS LIKE THAT ALL THE
  • 00:34:29.170 --> 00:34:31.260
  • TIME.
  • 00:34:31.260 --> 00:34:33.150
  • GIVING US THE ABILITY TO MAKE
  • 00:34:34.120 --> 00:34:37.120
  • CHANGE TODAY, FIVE WAYS YOU CAN
  • 00:34:37.120 --> 00:34:38.120
  • DO THAT.
  • 00:34:38.120 --> 00:34:39.270
  • FOR YOUR LOVE GIFT OF ANY AMOUNT
  • 00:34:39.270 --> 00:34:42.070
  • I WANT TO ENCOURAGE YOU, JUMP ON
  • 00:34:42.070 --> 00:34:43.260
  • THE PHONE.
  • 00:34:43.260 --> 00:34:46.080
  • ...
  • 00:34:46.080 --> 00:34:47.200
  • YOU DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS.
  • 00:34:58.070 --> 00:35:01.090
  • I'LL SEE IT DOESN'T COME
  • 00:35:01.090 --> 00:35:02.030
  • THROUGH.
  • 00:35:02.030 --> 00:35:02.200
  • WHAT IS THE PROBLEM?
  • 00:35:02.200 --> 00:35:05.070
  • START TEXTING ME BACK.
  • 00:35:05.070 --> 00:35:07.060
  • I THINK PART OF THAT PROBLEM IS
  • 00:35:07.060 --> 00:35:09.290
  • WE ARE THINKING OF OURSELVES WAY
  • 00:35:09.290 --> 00:35:11.120
  • TOO MUCH.
  • 00:35:11.120 --> 00:35:12.150
  • I THINK ONE OF THE GREATEST
  • 00:35:13.170 --> 00:35:16.170
  • THING, I FINALLY STARTED TO GET
  • 00:35:16.170 --> 00:35:17.290
  • MYSELF OFF MY MIND.
  • 00:35:17.290 --> 00:35:20.000
  • ROOT OF REJECTION YOU KIND OF
  • 00:35:20.000 --> 00:35:21.120
  • THINK OF YOURSELF ALL THE TIME
  • 00:35:21.120 --> 00:35:22.290
  • WHICH IS WHY YOU WALK INTO A
  • 00:35:22.290 --> 00:35:24.220
  • ROOM AND THINK SOMEBODY IS
  • 00:35:24.220 --> 00:35:25.280
  • THINKING ABOUT YOU.
  • 00:35:25.280 --> 00:35:28.050
  • ELLIPTICAL NEXT TO YOU.
  • 00:35:28.050 --> 00:35:30.040
  • THE TRUTH IS MOST PEOPLE AREN'T.
  • 00:35:30.040 --> 00:35:31.260
  • I FOUND ONE OF THE BEST WAY TO
  • 00:35:31.260 --> 00:35:34.070
  • GET OVER ME IS DO SOMETHING FOR
  • 00:35:34.070 --> 00:35:36.020
  • SOMEBODY ELSE.
  • 00:35:36.020 --> 00:35:37.090
  • - YES.
  • 00:35:37.090 --> 00:35:39.260
  • CHRISTINE ONE OF MY FAVORITE
  • 00:35:39.260 --> 00:35:42.080
  • QUOTES ON TOUR SPEAKING TOGETHER
  • 00:35:42.080 --> 00:35:44.270
  • ONE OF THE FAVORITE THINGS YOU
  • 00:35:44.270 --> 00:35:46.070
  • SAID IS JESUS CHRIST SAVED MY
  • 00:35:48.150 --> 00:35:51.150
  • SOUL AND THE WORD CHANGED MY
  • 00:35:51.150 --> 00:35:52.070
  • LIFE.
  • 00:35:52.070 --> 00:35:54.050
  • REPLACING THE LIES THE ENEMY
  • 00:35:54.050 --> 00:35:55.120
  • SPEAKS TO US WITH THE TRUTH OF
  • 00:35:55.120 --> 00:35:56.170
  • GOD THE HOLY SPIRIT CAN USE AS A
  • 00:35:57.270 --> 00:36:00.290
  • REMINDER CONSTANTLY OF GOD'S
  • 00:36:00.290 --> 00:36:01.210
  • LOVE.
  • 00:36:01.210 --> 00:36:02.200
  • AND I THINK THAT'S REALLY,
  • 00:36:02.200 --> 00:36:04.020
  • REALLY POWERFUL.
  • 00:36:04.020 --> 00:36:06.130
  • BUT ANOTHER THING THAT I GIVE
  • 00:36:06.210 --> 00:36:09.210
  • PEOPLE IS PRAYERS TO PRAY IN
  • 00:36:09.210 --> 00:36:12.070
  • THAT DESPERATE IN BETWEEN.
  • 00:36:12.070 --> 00:36:13.150
  • IT'S ONE THING FOR US TO GO,
  • 00:36:13.200 --> 00:36:16.200
  • OKAY, REPLACE YOUR THOUGHTS WITH
  • 00:36:16.200 --> 00:36:18.000
  • GOD'S TRUTH.
  • 00:36:18.000 --> 00:36:18.290
  • THAT'S AWESOME AND WONDERFUL.
  • 00:36:18.290 --> 00:36:21.220
  • AT 2 A.M. WHEN YOU ARE
  • 00:36:22.020 --> 00:36:25.020
  • MISERABLE, AND YOU'RE SO TEMPTED
  • 00:36:25.020 --> 00:36:26.240
  • TO SEND A TEXT JUST HOPING THIS
  • 00:36:26.240 --> 00:36:28.240
  • WILL BE THE TIME HE WILL SEE THE
  • 00:36:28.240 --> 00:36:30.150
  • LIGHT AND COME BACK TO ME,
  • 00:36:30.150 --> 00:36:33.070
  • THAT'S CALLED DESPERATE IN
  • 00:36:33.070 --> 00:36:33.270
  • BETWEEN.
  • 00:36:33.270 --> 00:36:36.110
  • YOU'RE NOT TOO OLD YET EITHER.
  • 00:36:36.110 --> 00:36:37.270
  • WHAT DO YOU DO IN THOSE
  • 00:36:37.270 --> 00:36:39.260
  • SNOEMENTS I TYPE OUT PRAYERS.
  • 00:36:39.260 --> 00:36:41.230
  • I REALLY THINK IF PEOPLE WILL GO
  • 00:36:41.230 --> 00:36:44.040
  • THROUGH, THEY DON'T HAVE TO
  • 00:36:44.040 --> 00:36:45.170
  • THINK UP WHAT TO PRAY.
  • 00:36:45.170 --> 00:36:47.010
  • THEY'RE ALL SCRIPTURAL PRAYERS.
  • 00:36:47.010 --> 00:36:48.110
  • YOU PRAY THE WORD OF GOD AND
  • 00:36:48.110 --> 00:36:50.060
  • YOU'LL PRAY YOURSELF INTO THE
  • 00:36:50.060 --> 00:36:50.290
  • WILL OF GOD.
  • 00:36:50.290 --> 00:36:52.140
  • AND YOU'LL NOT TEXT HIM AT 2
  • 00:36:52.140 --> 00:36:54.190
  • A.M. AND YOU'LL NOT GO STAY IN
  • 00:36:54.190 --> 00:36:56.290
  • HIS APARTMENT BECAUSE YOU'RE SO
  • 00:36:56.290 --> 00:36:58.220
  • DESPERATE FOR ONE LAST TIME
  • 00:36:58.220 --> 00:36:59.130
  • FEELING OF LOVE.
  • 00:37:00.070 --> 00:37:03.070
  • AND YOU'LL NOT LET THAT PERSON
  • 00:37:03.070 --> 00:37:05.240
  • EMOTIONALLY ABUSING YOU TO TREAT
  • 00:37:05.240 --> 00:37:06.220
  • YOU THAT WAY ANYMORE AND YOU'LL
  • 00:37:06.220 --> 00:37:08.090
  • STAND UP AND SAY I AM A HOLY AND
  • 00:37:09.010 --> 00:37:12.010
  • DEARLY LOVED CHILD OF THE
  • 00:37:12.010 --> 00:37:13.110
  • ALMIGHTY GOD AND I'M GOING TO BE
  • 00:37:14.010 --> 00:37:17.010
  • RESPONSIBLE FOR THE ACCEPTANCE
  • 00:37:17.010 --> 00:37:19.070
  • HE'S ALREADY GIVEN ME.
  • 00:37:19.070 --> 00:37:20.100
  • - I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:37:20.200 --> 00:37:23.200
  • THREE MAJOR STATEMENTS YOU'RE
  • 00:37:23.200 --> 00:37:24.260
  • MAKING HERE.
  • 00:37:24.260 --> 00:37:26.280
  • IF WE'RE GOING TO ACCEPT GOD'S
  • 00:37:26.280 --> 00:37:29.090
  • LOVE WE BELIEVE GOD'S GOOD.
  • 00:37:29.090 --> 00:37:32.080
  • TELL US A LITTLE BIT.
  • 00:37:32.080 --> 00:37:34.040
  • - THE THREE STATEMENTS ARE
  • 00:37:34.040 --> 00:37:34.260
  • THIS.
  • 00:37:34.260 --> 00:37:35.090
  • LET ME TELL YOU.
  • 00:37:40.110 --> 00:37:43.110
  • I WRESTLED WITH THESE STATEMENTS
  • 00:37:43.110 --> 00:37:44.090
  • THROUGHOUT MY LIFE.
  • 00:37:45.240 --> 00:37:48.240
  • AM I RIGHT VULNERABLY, I
  • 00:37:48.240 --> 00:37:50.240
  • WOULDN'T SAY THEM UNLESS I KNEW
  • 00:37:50.240 --> 00:37:52.010
  • THEM TO BE TRUE.
  • 00:37:53.050 --> 00:37:56.050
  • THIS WASN'T AN AFTERNOON WRITING
  • 00:37:56.050 --> 00:37:57.000
  • OUT.
  • 00:37:57.000 --> 00:37:59.260
  • THIS WAS DECADES OF WRESTLING
  • 00:37:59.260 --> 00:38:01.210
  • AND COMING TO THE UNDERSTANDING
  • 00:38:01.210 --> 00:38:02.280
  • THIS IS TRUTH AND I CAN BUILD MY
  • 00:38:02.280 --> 00:38:05.100
  • FOUNDATION OF MY LIFE ON IT.
  • 00:38:05.100 --> 00:38:06.280
  • THE FIRST IS GOD IS GOOD.
  • 00:38:06.280 --> 00:38:08.200
  • OUR CIRCUMSTANCES MAY NOT BE
  • 00:38:08.200 --> 00:38:09.160
  • GOOD.
  • 00:38:09.160 --> 00:38:10.170
  • PEOPLE MAY NOT BE GOOD.
  • 00:38:10.170 --> 00:38:12.120
  • OTHERS MAY NOT TREAT US GOOD BUT
  • 00:38:12.120 --> 00:38:13.290
  • GOD HIMSELF IS GOOD.
  • 00:38:13.290 --> 00:38:16.040
  • AND I DIVE INTO THAT IN THE
  • 00:38:16.040 --> 00:38:18.260
  • SCRIPTURE TO SAY, WE LIVE IN A
  • 00:38:18.260 --> 00:38:21.200
  • BREN FALLEN WORLD WHERE CRAZY
  • 00:38:21.200 --> 00:38:22.200
  • THINGS ARE GOING TO HAPPEN.
  • 00:38:22.200 --> 00:38:24.290
  • BUT WE CAN'T ASSIGN TO GOD THE
  • 00:38:24.290 --> 00:38:27.050
  • ACTIONS OF OTHER PEOPLE OR THE
  • 00:38:27.050 --> 00:38:29.150
  • ACTIONS OF MAY BE EVEN SOMETHING
  • 00:38:29.150 --> 00:38:30.230
  • THAT HAPPENED AT CHURCH.
  • 00:38:35.210 --> 00:38:38.210
  • GOD IS GOD.
  • 00:38:39.170 --> 00:38:42.170
  • GOD IS GOOD TO ME.
  • 00:38:42.170 --> 00:38:44.270
  • I TALK ABOUT TRACING GOD'S HAND
  • 00:38:44.270 --> 00:38:46.130
  • OF FAITHFULNESS.
  • 00:38:46.130 --> 00:38:47.290
  • SO MANY TIMES GOD HAS ALLOWED
  • 00:38:47.290 --> 00:38:50.000
  • CERTAIN THINGS IN MY LIFE AND I
  • 00:38:50.000 --> 00:38:52.040
  • THOUGHT IT DOESN'T FEEL GOD'S
  • 00:38:52.040 --> 00:38:53.150
  • BEING GOOD TO ME IN THIS YOU
  • 00:38:53.150 --> 00:38:54.220
  • KNOW?
  • 00:38:57.090 --> 00:39:00.110
  • I'VE COME TO THE UNDERSTANDING
  • 00:39:00.110 --> 00:39:01.180
  • GOD'S NOT DOING IT TO ME BUT FOR
  • 00:39:01.210 --> 00:39:04.210
  • ME.
  • 00:39:04.210 --> 00:39:06.180
  • I'LL BE ABLE TO PRAISE HIS HOLY
  • 00:39:06.180 --> 00:39:07.220
  • NAME.
  • 00:39:07.220 --> 00:39:08.170
  • GOD IS GOOD.
  • 00:39:08.170 --> 00:39:09.280
  • GOD IS GOOD TO ME.
  • 00:39:09.280 --> 00:39:11.150
  • AND THE LAST, AND THIS IS THE
  • 00:39:11.150 --> 00:39:12.260
  • MOST IMPORTANT.
  • 00:39:13.020 --> 00:39:16.020
  • GOD IS GOOD AT BEING GOD.
  • 00:39:17.080 --> 00:39:20.080
  • NO HUMAN SHOULD CARRY THE WEIGHT
  • 00:39:20.080 --> 00:39:22.070
  • OF BEING GOD.
  • 00:39:22.070 --> 00:39:23.110
  • NO HUMAN SHOULD CARRY THE WEIGHT
  • 00:39:23.110 --> 00:39:24.220
  • OF TRYING TO FIGURE THINGS OUT.
  • 00:39:26.100 --> 00:39:29.100
  • SO MANY TIMES IN OUR TIME LYSA
  • 00:39:29.100 --> 00:39:31.160
  • WHAT IS YOUR OPINION ON THIS AND
  • 00:39:33.050 --> 00:39:36.050
  • THAT, WHY DOES MY OPINION
  • 00:39:36.050 --> 00:39:36.270
  • MATTER?
  • 00:39:36.270 --> 00:39:38.080
  • WHY DOES MY OPINION MATTER?
  • 00:39:38.080 --> 00:39:40.070
  • GOD ALREADY SAID THE TRUTH AND
  • 00:39:40.070 --> 00:39:42.120
  • THAT'S WHERE WE NEED TO GO.
  • 00:39:42.120 --> 00:39:44.090
  • GOD IS GOOD AT BEING GOD.
  • 00:39:44.090 --> 00:39:45.020
  • - I LOVE THAT.
  • 00:39:45.020 --> 00:39:46.200
  • THINKING OF PEOPLE WATCHING US
  • 00:39:46.200 --> 00:39:47.260
  • ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN.
  • 00:39:52.220 --> 00:39:55.220
  • I KNOW THEY SAY YOUR WHOLE LIFE
  • 00:39:55.220 --> 00:39:56.270
  • TO GET THERE.
  • 00:39:56.270 --> 00:39:58.070
  • FOR A LONG TIME I DIDN'T BELIEVE
  • 00:39:58.070 --> 00:39:59.260
  • THAT GOD WAS GOOD.
  • 00:39:59.260 --> 00:40:02.100
  • HOW COULD A GOOD GOD LET SO MANY
  • 00:40:02.180 --> 00:40:05.180
  • BAD THINGS HAPPEN?
  • 00:40:05.180 --> 00:40:07.000
  • I DIDN'T BELIEVE GOD WAS GOOD TO
  • 00:40:07.000 --> 00:40:07.260
  • ME.
  • 00:40:07.260 --> 00:40:09.160
  • I THOUGHT 12 YEARS OF ABUSE,
  • 00:40:09.160 --> 00:40:11.210
  • EVEN IF GOD'S GOOD TO EVERYONE
  • 00:40:11.210 --> 00:40:13.140
  • ELSE, HE'S NOT TO ME.
  • 00:40:13.140 --> 00:40:14.290
  • IF YOU'RE WATCHING THIS, THAT'S
  • 00:40:14.290 --> 00:40:16.270
  • OKAY FOR YOU LYSA.
  • 00:40:16.270 --> 00:40:18.150
  • THAT'S OKAY FOR YOU, LAURIE.
  • 00:40:18.150 --> 00:40:20.110
  • BUT GOD'S NOT GOOD TO ME.
  • 00:40:20.110 --> 00:40:22.050
  • GOD IS GOOD AT BEING GOD.
  • 00:40:22.050 --> 00:40:23.210
  • IF GOD WAS RUNNING THE PLANET
  • 00:40:23.210 --> 00:40:25.130
  • THINGS WOULD GO DIFFERENTLY.
  • 00:40:25.130 --> 00:40:26.250
  • I'M HERE TO TELL YOU, THE DEVIL
  • 00:40:26.250 --> 00:40:29.040
  • IS A LIAR.
  • 00:40:29.040 --> 00:40:30.210
  • GOD IS TRUST WORTHY.
  • 00:40:30.210 --> 00:40:32.020
  • GOD IS LIGHT AND IN HIM IS NO
  • 00:40:33.160 --> 00:40:36.160
  • DARKNESS, A PHRASE TO SAY TO
  • 00:40:36.240 --> 00:40:39.240
  • YOU.
  • 00:40:39.240 --> 00:40:41.000
  • MANY YEARS TO GET TO THAT TRUTH.
  • 00:40:41.000 --> 00:40:43.090
  • PEOPLE HURT YOU.
  • 00:40:43.090 --> 00:40:45.080
  • LIFE IS FULL OF BROKEN HUMANITY.
  • 00:40:45.080 --> 00:40:48.000
  • THE WORLD IS FALLEN AND BROKEN.
  • 00:40:48.000 --> 00:40:49.100
  • YOU NEED TO KNOW YOU CAN TRUST
  • 00:40:49.100 --> 00:40:50.140
  • GOD.
  • 00:40:50.140 --> 00:40:51.100
  • GOD IS GOOD.
  • 00:40:51.100 --> 00:40:53.070
  • GOD DOES GOOD AND GOD IS WORKING
  • 00:40:53.070 --> 00:40:55.180
  • ALL THINGS TOGETHER FOR YOUR
  • 00:40:55.180 --> 00:40:56.100
  • GOOD.
  • 00:40:56.100 --> 00:40:57.150
  • HE HAS NO DARK SIDE.
  • 00:40:57.150 --> 00:41:00.020
  • HE'S TRUST WORTHY AND WORTHY OF
  • 00:41:00.020 --> 00:41:01.050
  • YOUR TRUST.
  • 00:41:01.050 --> 00:41:02.000
  • I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE
  • 00:41:02.000 --> 00:41:04.050
  • CONFRONTING IN YOUR
  • 00:41:04.050 --> 00:41:04.220
  • CIRCUMSTANCES RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:41:04.220 --> 00:41:06.030
  • SOMEONE HAS LET YOU DOWN AND
  • 00:41:06.030 --> 00:41:07.140
  • WALKED OUT ON YOU AND SOMEONE
  • 00:41:09.260 --> 00:41:12.260
  • BETRAYED YOU AND VIOLATED YOU.
  • 00:41:12.260 --> 00:41:13.270
  • GOD'S NOT THAT SOMEONE.
  • 00:41:13.270 --> 00:41:16.060
  • YOU NEED TO TAKE THE PRECIOUS
  • 00:41:16.060 --> 00:41:17.230
  • OFF YOUR HUSBAND OR WIFE OR KIDS
  • 00:41:17.230 --> 00:41:19.150
  • TO BE JESUS TO YOU.
  • 00:41:19.150 --> 00:41:21.070
  • ONLY JESUS CAN BE JESUS.
  • 00:41:21.070 --> 00:41:22.180
  • YOU CAN TRUST HIM WITH YOUR
  • 00:41:22.180 --> 00:41:24.070
  • BROKEN PLACES.
  • 00:41:24.070 --> 00:41:26.100
  • YOU CAN TRUST HIM WITH YOUR
  • 00:41:26.100 --> 00:41:27.030
  • HURT.
  • 00:41:27.030 --> 00:41:29.240
  • JESUS WILL HEAL YOU EVERYWHERE
  • 00:41:29.240 --> 00:41:30.220
  • YOU HURT.
  • 00:41:30.220 --> 00:41:31.230
  • I THINK THAT'S THE POWER OF THE
  • 00:41:31.230 --> 00:41:33.070
  • MESSAGE OF THIS BOOK.
  • 00:41:33.070 --> 00:41:35.250
  • PEOPLE MIGHT HAVE HURT YOU OR
  • 00:41:35.250 --> 00:41:36.250
  • REJECTED YOU.
  • 00:41:37.030 --> 00:41:40.030
  • JESUS WILL NEVER REJECT YOU.
  • 00:41:40.030 --> 00:41:41.140
  • WHY DON'T YOU JUMP ON RIGHT NOW.
  • 00:41:42.140 --> 00:41:45.140
  • ...
  • 00:41:45.140 --> 00:41:47.060
  • I KNOW THIS BOOK IS GOING TO
  • 00:41:47.060 --> 00:41:49.060
  • GIVE YOU HOPE AND ANSWERS AND
  • 00:41:49.060 --> 00:41:52.030
  • HELP TO HEAL THE ROOT OF
  • 00:41:52.030 --> 00:41:54.030
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:41:54.030 --> 00:41:56.050
  • GET YOUR CONFIDENCE AND STRENGTH
  • 00:41:56.050 --> 00:41:57.240
  • FROM JESUS.
  • 00:41:57.250 --> 00:42:00.270
  • WE LOVE IT.
  • 00:42:01.290 --> 00:42:04.290
  • - WELL, YOU KNOW, SO MANY TIMES
  • 00:42:05.240 --> 00:42:08.240
  • THOUGH, REJECTION OF WHAT WE
  • 00:42:08.240 --> 00:42:10.290
  • EITHER PERCEIVE OR STRAIGHT OUT,
  • 00:42:10.290 --> 00:42:13.190
  • FLAT OUT REJECTION BY PEOPLE IS
  • 00:42:13.190 --> 00:42:16.070
  • GOD'S WAY OF PROTECTING US.
  • 00:42:16.070 --> 00:42:19.030
  • HE SAYS THAT HE'LL TAKE
  • 00:42:19.030 --> 00:42:20.210
  • EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD IN OUR
  • 00:42:20.210 --> 00:42:21.250
  • LIVES AND TURN IT FOR OUR GOOD.
  • 00:42:21.250 --> 00:42:24.000
  • HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN FOR US?
  • 00:42:24.000 --> 00:42:25.270
  • - IT'S INTERESTING YOU BRING
  • 00:42:25.270 --> 00:42:27.210
  • THAT UP, I THINK SOMETIMES WHEN
  • 00:42:28.230 --> 00:42:31.230
  • WE EXPERIENCE REJECTION TODAY,
  • 00:42:31.230 --> 00:42:32.280
  • TEN YEARS FROM NOW, WE LOOK BACK
  • 00:42:32.280 --> 00:42:35.180
  • AND SEE GOD'S GREATEST
  • 00:42:35.180 --> 00:42:36.080
  • PROTECTION.
  • 00:42:36.080 --> 00:42:36.210
  • PRAISE THE LORD.
  • 00:42:39.030 --> 00:42:42.030
  • THANK GOD I DIDN'T MARRY HIM.
  • 00:42:42.030 --> 00:42:44.030
  • - HE CAME BACK A FEW MONTHS
  • 00:42:44.030 --> 00:42:46.070
  • LATER AND I WAS LIKE DUDE YOU
  • 00:42:46.070 --> 00:42:47.240
  • TOLD ME WHO YOU WERE AND I
  • 00:42:47.240 --> 00:42:49.160
  • BELIEVE YOU THE FIRST TIME.
  • 00:42:49.160 --> 00:42:51.250
  • I DIDN'T MARRY HIM.
  • 00:42:52.030 --> 00:42:55.030
  • WHEN I WAS WRITING UNINVITED, I
  • 00:42:55.030 --> 00:42:58.020
  • WROTE IT BECAUSE I REALLY,
  • 00:42:58.020 --> 00:43:00.020
  • REALLY WAS SO THANKFUL THAT GOD
  • 00:43:00.020 --> 00:43:02.060
  • HAD HEALED ME FROM SO MUCH
  • 00:43:02.060 --> 00:43:04.170
  • REJECTION AND SO WHEN I TURNED
  • 00:43:04.170 --> 00:43:07.040
  • IN THE MANUSCRIPT I WAS LIKE WOW
  • 00:43:07.040 --> 00:43:09.290
  • GOD, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK
  • 00:43:09.290 --> 00:43:11.160
  • YOU FOR GIVING ME THIS
  • 00:43:11.160 --> 00:43:13.140
  • PERSPECTIVE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF
  • 00:43:13.140 --> 00:43:14.160
  • SO MUCH HURT.
  • 00:43:14.160 --> 00:43:16.120
  • I REALLY THOUGHT, I'M GOOD.
  • 00:43:16.120 --> 00:43:18.160
  • I'M REALLY, REALLY GOOD.
  • 00:43:23.110 --> 00:43:26.110
  • AND THEN WHEN THE EDIT CAME
  • 00:43:26.250 --> 00:43:29.250
  • BACK.
  • 00:43:34.030 --> 00:43:37.030
  • USUALLY 250 EDITS AND THIS CAME
  • 00:43:37.030 --> 00:43:39.130
  • BACK WITH THREE THOUSAND AND
  • 00:43:39.130 --> 00:43:41.140
  • THEN DEEP REJECTIONS HAPPENED IN
  • 00:43:41.140 --> 00:43:42.220
  • MY LIFE AND I CURLED UP WITH THE
  • 00:43:42.220 --> 00:43:45.070
  • PAGES OF MY BOOK GOD GAVE ME
  • 00:43:45.260 --> 00:43:48.260
  • LAST YEAR HAVING NO IDEA HOW
  • 00:43:48.260 --> 00:43:51.160
  • MUCH I WOULD DESPERATELY NEED IT
  • 00:43:51.160 --> 00:43:52.150
  • THIS YEAR.
  • 00:43:52.150 --> 00:43:53.260
  • SO I SAY THAT BECAUSE REJECTION
  • 00:43:54.120 --> 00:43:57.120
  • IS SOMETHING THAT'S SO SNEAKY.
  • 00:43:57.120 --> 00:43:59.140
  • WE CAN THINK WE HAVE IT ALL
  • 00:43:59.140 --> 00:44:01.090
  • HANDLED TODAY.
  • 00:44:03.030 --> 00:44:06.030
  • BUT TOMORROW, WE DO LIFE WITH
  • 00:44:06.030 --> 00:44:07.270
  • PEOPLE AND PEOPLE HAVE BROKEN
  • 00:44:07.270 --> 00:44:09.040
  • PLACES.
  • 00:44:09.040 --> 00:44:11.170
  • AND UNRESOLVED PLACES IN THEIR
  • 00:44:11.170 --> 00:44:12.260
  • HEARTS.
  • 00:44:12.260 --> 00:44:14.090
  • AND I JUST THINK IF YOU AREN'T
  • 00:44:14.180 --> 00:44:17.180
  • CURRENTLY GOING THROUGH A
  • 00:44:17.180 --> 00:44:19.000
  • REJECTION TODAY I'M NOT SPEAKING
  • 00:44:19.000 --> 00:44:20.270
  • REJECTION INTO YOUR LIFE BUT LET
  • 00:44:20.270 --> 00:44:23.070
  • GOD PREPARE YOU NOW SO YOU CAN
  • 00:44:25.030 --> 00:44:28.030
  • WEATHER THE STORMS OF SOME OF
  • 00:44:28.030 --> 00:44:30.020
  • THE HARDSHIPS THAT WILL BE
  • 00:44:30.020 --> 00:44:30.240
  • COMING.
  • 00:44:30.240 --> 00:44:31.290
  • IF IT'S NOT YOU, IT'S ONE OF
  • 00:44:31.290 --> 00:44:32.290
  • YOUR KIDS.
  • 00:44:32.290 --> 00:44:35.020
  • IN READING, GETTING GOD'S WORD
  • 00:44:35.020 --> 00:44:37.190
  • AND HIS TRUTH AND GOOD SOLID
  • 00:44:38.270 --> 00:44:41.270
  • ADVICE FOR HANDLING REJECTION,
  • 00:44:41.270 --> 00:44:44.000
  • WILL GIVE GOOD ADVICE TO YOUR
  • 00:44:44.000 --> 00:44:46.050
  • KIDS WHO ARE HURTING AND FRIENDS
  • 00:44:46.050 --> 00:44:47.100
  • WHO ARE HURTING.
  • 00:44:47.100 --> 00:44:48.240
  • SO MANY TIMES WE DON'T KNOW WHAT
  • 00:44:48.240 --> 00:44:50.140
  • TO SAY.
  • 00:44:50.140 --> 00:44:51.240
  • THIS IS THREE HUNDRED PAGES OF
  • 00:44:51.240 --> 00:44:53.030
  • WHAT TO SAY.
  • 00:44:53.030 --> 00:44:54.150
  • THE MORE WE CAN BE EMPATHETIC TO
  • 00:44:54.240 --> 00:44:57.240
  • ONE ANOTHER AND REMIND EACH
  • 00:44:57.240 --> 00:44:59.000
  • OTHER OF THE TRUTH THE MORE WE
  • 00:44:59.000 --> 00:45:01.120
  • CAN STOP LISTENING TO THE LIE.
  • 00:45:01.120 --> 00:45:03.030
  • - I THINK THE GREATER REJECTION
  • 00:45:03.130 --> 00:45:06.130
  • OFTEN IS BECAUSE YOUR ENEMY
  • 00:45:06.130 --> 00:45:08.060
  • KNOWS WHAT'S COMING.
  • 00:45:08.060 --> 00:45:09.210
  • AND THE FACT IS, THERE'S A GREAT
  • 00:45:09.210 --> 00:45:11.080
  • DESTINY.
  • 00:45:12.170 --> 00:45:15.170
  • ANY OF US THAT THERE IS THIS
  • 00:45:21.260 --> 00:45:24.260
  • CYCLE AND ENEMIES COME AT YOU.
  • 00:45:25.040 --> 00:45:28.040
  • DAVID REJECTED BY FATHER AND SO
  • 00:45:28.040 --> 00:45:28.280
  • MANY.
  • 00:45:28.280 --> 00:45:31.010
  • JOSEPH REJECTED BY HIS BROTHERS
  • 00:45:31.010 --> 00:45:34.000
  • AND GOT THROWN INTO A PIT BUT
  • 00:45:34.000 --> 00:45:36.100
  • REJECTION SET HIM UP FOR HIS
  • 00:45:36.100 --> 00:45:37.110
  • DESTINY.
  • 00:45:37.110 --> 00:45:38.190
  • WHEN YOU LEARN IN THOSE PLACES
  • 00:45:38.190 --> 00:45:40.060
  • TO GO TO GOD IS NEVER NOT
  • 00:45:40.060 --> 00:45:41.210
  • PAINFUL.
  • 00:45:41.210 --> 00:45:42.210
  • I THINK THAT'S THE WHOLE THING.
  • 00:45:42.210 --> 00:45:45.070
  • SOMETIMES WE THINK I'LL GET
  • 00:45:45.070 --> 00:45:45.290
  • OVER.
  • 00:45:45.290 --> 00:45:47.170
  • THE DANGER IS WE'LL BUILD WALLS
  • 00:45:47.170 --> 00:45:50.040
  • TO PROTECT OURSELVES TO BECOME A
  • 00:45:50.040 --> 00:45:52.070
  • PRISON AND LOCK PEOPLE OUT.
  • 00:45:52.070 --> 00:45:54.110
  • I THINK SOME OF YOU MIGHT HAVE
  • 00:45:55.060 --> 00:45:58.060
  • EVEN BEEN VULNERABILITY.
  • 00:45:58.060 --> 00:45:59.250
  • I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW A YEAR LATER
  • 00:45:59.250 --> 00:46:02.150
  • I WOULD NEED THE VERY WORDS
  • 00:46:02.150 --> 00:46:03.170
  • MYSELF.
  • 00:46:03.170 --> 00:46:05.100
  • THE TRUTH IS, SOMETIMES YOU FEEL
  • 00:46:05.100 --> 00:46:07.130
  • VULNERABLE AND BETRAYED.
  • 00:46:07.130 --> 00:46:10.120
  • JESUS YOU WONDER HOW HE MUST
  • 00:46:10.120 --> 00:46:12.290
  • HAVE FELT WHEN JUDAS WALKED WITH
  • 00:46:12.290 --> 00:46:14.190
  • HIM AND REJECTED HIM FOR 30
  • 00:46:14.190 --> 00:46:16.050
  • PIECES OF SILVER.
  • 00:46:16.050 --> 00:46:17.230
  • SOMETIMES I WAS THINKING AS LYSA
  • 00:46:17.230 --> 00:46:19.170
  • WAS TALKING.
  • 00:46:19.170 --> 00:46:20.210
  • SOMEONE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE
  • 00:46:20.210 --> 00:46:23.110
  • SCREEN AND YOU FEEL EQUIVALENT
  • 00:46:23.110 --> 00:46:25.170
  • OF 30 PIECES OF SILVER, SOMEONE
  • 00:46:25.170 --> 00:46:27.020
  • JUST SOLD YOU OUT.
  • 00:46:27.020 --> 00:46:28.140
  • YOU FEEL YOU ARE JUST FORSAKEN.
  • 00:46:28.190 --> 00:46:31.190
  • THAT THERE'S NO FUTURE OR HOPE.
  • 00:46:31.190 --> 00:46:32.230
  • I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT JESUS IS
  • 00:46:32.230 --> 00:46:34.120
  • RIGHT THERE WITH YOU.
  • 00:46:34.120 --> 00:46:36.140
  • WHAT THE ENEMY MEANT FOR EVIL
  • 00:46:36.190 --> 00:46:39.190
  • YOU'LL STAND LIKE JOSEPH WHO
  • 00:46:39.190 --> 00:46:42.040
  • LOOKED AT HIS BROTHERS AND THERE
  • 00:46:42.040 --> 00:46:43.260
  • WAS NO ANGER IN HIM.
  • 00:46:43.260 --> 00:46:45.240
  • YOU MEANT IT FOR EVIL BUT GOD
  • 00:46:45.240 --> 00:46:47.290
  • MEANT IT FOR THIS PURPOSE TO
  • 00:46:47.290 --> 00:46:49.200
  • SAVE MANY PEOPLE ALIVE.
  • 00:46:49.200 --> 00:46:51.010
  • IN THE MIDST OF YOUR BROKENNESS
  • 00:46:51.010 --> 00:46:54.000
  • AND PAIN AND REJECTION, EVEN
  • 00:46:54.000 --> 00:46:55.160
  • THOUGH PEOPLE HAVE LEFT YOU AND
  • 00:46:55.160 --> 00:46:56.210
  • REJECTED YOU.
  • 00:46:56.210 --> 00:46:57.250
  • IT'S REAL.
  • 00:46:57.250 --> 00:46:59.060
  • THE FEELING IS REAL.
  • 00:46:59.060 --> 00:47:00.250
  • WHAT IS EVEN MORE TRUE IS JESUS
  • 00:47:00.250 --> 00:47:03.060
  • IS WITH YOU AT THE BOTTOM OF THE
  • 00:47:03.060 --> 00:47:04.010
  • PIT.
  • 00:47:04.010 --> 00:47:05.090
  • JESUS WILL BRING YOU OUT OF THAT
  • 00:47:05.090 --> 00:47:06.040
  • PIT.
  • 00:47:06.040 --> 00:47:07.130
  • JESUS WILL MAKE YOU STAND UP IN
  • 00:47:07.130 --> 00:47:09.080
  • THE PLACE HE PREPARED FOR YOU.
  • 00:47:09.080 --> 00:47:11.030
  • AND JESUS WILL GIVE YOU THE
  • 00:47:11.030 --> 00:47:12.210
  • GRACE TO BE ABLE TO TURN AROUND
  • 00:47:12.210 --> 00:47:14.250
  • AND SAY, WHAT THE ENEMY MEANT
  • 00:47:14.250 --> 00:47:16.240
  • FOR EVIL GOD MEANT FOR GOOD.
  • 00:47:16.240 --> 00:47:18.150
  • GOD IS WORKING FOR YOU AND
  • 00:47:18.150 --> 00:47:20.020
  • EVERYTHING WILL TURN AROUND AND
  • 00:47:20.020 --> 00:47:21.080
  • HE'LL HAVE HIS WAY IN YOUR LIFE
  • 00:47:21.080 --> 00:47:22.240
  • AND YOU'LL BE THE HEAD AND NOT
  • 00:47:22.240 --> 00:47:24.050
  • THE TAIL.
  • 00:47:24.050 --> 00:47:25.150
  • DELIVERANCE IS COMING IN JESUS'
  • 00:47:25.150 --> 00:47:26.130
  • NAME.
  • 00:47:26.130 --> 00:47:27.020
  • [APPLAUDING]
  • 00:47:29.180 --> 00:47:32.180
  • - AGAIN, WE'LL SEND THIS BOOK
  • 00:47:32.180 --> 00:47:33.130
  • TO YOU.
  • 00:47:33.130 --> 00:47:35.050
  • I KNOW IT WILL REACH INSIDE OF
  • 00:47:35.050 --> 00:47:37.100
  • YOU TO PLACES THAT YOU DIDN'T
  • 00:47:37.100 --> 00:47:38.170
  • KNOW EXISTED.
  • 00:47:38.170 --> 00:47:40.120
  • I LOVE BEING WITH MY FRIENDS WHO
  • 00:47:40.120 --> 00:47:42.270
  • HAVE THE GIFT OF WORDS.
  • 00:47:42.270 --> 00:47:45.080
  • I'M ALWAYS SAYING, YEAH, WHAT
  • 00:47:45.080 --> 00:47:46.250
  • SHE SAYS.
  • 00:47:46.250 --> 00:47:49.150
  • YEAH.
  • 00:47:49.150 --> 00:47:51.180
  • YOU BOTH HAVE IT.
  • 00:47:51.180 --> 00:47:53.120
  • I COULD SIT HERE ALL NIGHT AND
  • 00:47:53.120 --> 00:47:55.060
  • LISTEN TO BOTH OF YOU.
  • 00:47:55.060 --> 00:47:58.020
  • THANK YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND
  • 00:47:58.020 --> 00:48:00.030
  • WHAT YOU GIVE TO THE REST OF US
  • 00:48:00.030 --> 00:48:02.080
  • IS AMAZING.
  • 00:48:02.080 --> 00:48:03.290
  • WHAT DO YOU LOVE MOST IN THIS
  • 00:48:03.290 --> 00:48:05.200
  • BOOK?
  • 00:48:05.200 --> 00:48:07.140
  • WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHAPTER?
  • 00:48:07.140 --> 00:48:10.110
  • - I THINK MY FAVORITE
  • 00:48:10.110 --> 00:48:11.180
  • STATEMENT AT THE BOOK COMES AT
  • 00:48:11.180 --> 00:48:13.040
  • THAT TIME VERY, VERY END.
  • 00:48:13.040 --> 00:48:15.010
  • REJECTION IT MAY BE A DELAY OR
  • 00:48:15.240 --> 00:48:18.240
  • DISTRACTION OR EVEN DEVASTATION
  • 00:48:18.240 --> 00:48:19.190
  • FOR THE FUTURE.
  • 00:48:19.190 --> 00:48:21.070
  • BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FINAL
  • 00:48:21.070 --> 00:48:22.130
  • DESTINATION.
  • 00:48:22.220 --> 00:48:25.220
  • YOU ARE DESTINED FOR LOVE CAN
  • 00:48:25.220 --> 00:48:27.220
  • NEVER BE TAKEN, SHAKEN OR
  • 00:48:28.060 --> 00:48:31.060
  • TARNISHED OR DIMINISHED AND THAT
  • 00:48:31.060 --> 00:48:32.040
  • LOVE IS THE LOVE OF CHRIST.
  • 00:48:32.040 --> 00:48:33.210
  • THE CALLING OF GOD ON YOUR LIFE.
  • 00:48:33.210 --> 00:48:35.080
  • THE CALLING OF GOD ON YOUR LIFE
  • 00:48:35.080 --> 00:48:37.070
  • IS TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU KNOW,
  • 00:48:37.070 --> 00:48:39.250
  • YOU HAVE A STORY.
  • 00:48:39.250 --> 00:48:41.080
  • IT'S A GLORIOUS STORY.
  • 00:48:41.170 --> 00:48:44.170
  • A STORY THAT YOU CAN TELL FOR
  • 00:48:44.170 --> 00:48:45.260
  • THE GLORY OF GOD.
  • 00:48:45.260 --> 00:48:46.160
  • YOU HAVE A STORY.
  • 00:48:46.160 --> 00:48:48.080
  • WE'VE GOT TO MAKE SURE IT'S
  • 00:48:48.080 --> 00:48:49.090
  • GOD'S WORD.
  • 00:48:49.100 --> 00:48:52.100
  • NOT THEIR WORDS, HIS WORDS, HER
  • 00:48:52.100 --> 00:48:53.110
  • WORDS.
  • 00:48:53.110 --> 00:48:55.080
  • IT'S GOD'S WORD THAT BECOMES THE
  • 00:48:55.080 --> 00:48:57.030
  • WORD OF THE STORY.
  • 00:48:57.030 --> 00:48:58.260
  • YOU MUST TELL.
  • 00:48:58.260 --> 00:49:01.060
  • - YOU KNOW, I KEEP THINKING,
  • 00:49:01.100 --> 00:49:04.100
  • THERE'S SO MANY PEOPLE, THE
  • 00:49:04.190 --> 00:49:07.190
  • ENEMY COMES OUT OF REJECTION AND
  • 00:49:07.190 --> 00:49:09.060
  • ALWAYS ABOUT OUR DESTINY.
  • 00:49:09.060 --> 00:49:10.210
  • ALLOW WHAT YOU'RE SAYING THERE.
  • 00:49:12.260 --> 00:49:15.260
  • I WAS JUST THINKING THE FIRST
  • 00:49:15.260 --> 00:49:17.080
  • TIME I SPOKE AT THE BIBLE
  • 00:49:17.130 --> 00:49:20.130
  • COLLEGE IN THE CHAPEL WHEN I
  • 00:49:20.130 --> 00:49:23.100
  • FINISHED, THE DEAN OF THE BIBLE
  • 00:49:23.100 --> 00:49:25.030
  • SCHOOL DIDN'T LIKE HOW I
  • 00:49:25.030 --> 00:49:26.130
  • COMMUNICATED SO HE STOOD UP AND
  • 00:49:26.130 --> 00:49:28.170
  • SAID IN FRONT OF EVERYONE,
  • 00:49:28.170 --> 00:49:29.170
  • CHRISTINE...
  • 00:49:29.170 --> 00:49:30.220
  • THAT WAS MY NAME THEN.
  • 00:49:30.220 --> 00:49:32.230
  • CHRISTINE, AFTER THAT KIND OF
  • 00:49:32.230 --> 00:49:35.130
  • SPEAKING, YOU WILL NEVER SPEAK
  • 00:49:35.130 --> 00:49:37.160
  • PUBLICLY AGAIN, NO ONE WOULD
  • 00:49:37.160 --> 00:49:38.200
  • EVER INVITE YOU.
  • 00:49:39.290 --> 00:49:42.290
  • AND THAT, IMAGINE THAT
  • 00:49:42.290 --> 00:49:43.180
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:49:43.180 --> 00:49:43.290
  • ...
  • 00:49:43.290 --> 00:49:45.160
  • - I HOPE YOU'RE WATCHING
  • 00:49:45.160 --> 00:49:46.090
  • TONIGHT TOO.
  • 00:49:46.090 --> 00:49:47.020
  • - I JUST WANT TO SAY THIS.
  • 00:49:47.020 --> 00:49:48.130
  • I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S COOL TO SAY
  • 00:49:48.150 --> 00:49:51.150
  • IT.
  • 00:49:51.150 --> 00:49:54.020
  • HE'S IN HEAVEN AND I'M STILL
  • 00:49:55.070 --> 00:49:58.070
  • HERE.
  • 00:49:59.040 --> 00:50:02.040
  • IN ALL OF THAT, TOOK MONTHS TO
  • 00:50:02.040 --> 00:50:04.030
  • HAVE COURAGE TO EVER.
  • 00:50:04.030 --> 00:50:06.170
  • HOW MUCH IT ALIGNED WITH MY
  • 00:50:06.170 --> 00:50:07.270
  • DESTINY.
  • 00:50:07.270 --> 00:50:09.030
  • GOD GAVE ME GIFT TO PREACH AND
  • 00:50:09.030 --> 00:50:10.070
  • TEACH.
  • 00:50:10.070 --> 00:50:12.050
  • BUT THE REJECTION AND PUBLIC
  • 00:50:12.050 --> 00:50:14.170
  • HUMILIATION, YOU'RE NOT GOOD
  • 00:50:14.170 --> 00:50:15.090
  • ENOUGH.
  • 00:50:15.090 --> 00:50:17.240
  • ALL OF US ARE CALLED.
  • 00:50:17.240 --> 00:50:19.230
  • THAT SORT OF PARALYSIS.
  • 00:50:19.230 --> 00:50:21.140
  • I COULD LOOK AT EVERYTHING IN MY
  • 00:50:21.140 --> 00:50:23.130
  • LIFE I'M DOING TODAY WHETHER
  • 00:50:24.050 --> 00:50:27.050
  • IT'S LISTENING, THAT ABUSE ALL
  • 00:50:27.050 --> 00:50:29.160
  • THROUGH MY LIFE, REJECTION OF
  • 00:50:29.160 --> 00:50:31.080
  • WHO I AM AND MY DESTINY.
  • 00:50:31.080 --> 00:50:33.000
  • I'M SAYING THIS BECAUSE I WANT
  • 00:50:33.000 --> 00:50:34.230
  • TO GIVE HOPE TO PEOPLE.
  • 00:50:34.230 --> 00:50:36.260
  • LAURIE, YOU AND I HAVE TALKED SO
  • 00:50:36.260 --> 00:50:38.140
  • MUCH THROUGH OUR LIFE.
  • 00:50:39.080 --> 00:50:42.080
  • SIGNIFICANT TIMES WHERE, YOU
  • 00:50:42.080 --> 00:50:43.210
  • KNOW, YOU WERE JUST SCORNED OR
  • 00:50:43.210 --> 00:50:45.010
  • SOMEONE JUST KIND OF WROTE YOU
  • 00:50:45.010 --> 00:50:47.050
  • OFF AND REJECTED YOU, AND HERE
  • 00:50:47.050 --> 00:50:48.280
  • YOU ARE TOGETHER WITH MATT
  • 00:50:48.280 --> 00:50:51.140
  • LEADING THE LARGEST CHRISTIAN
  • 00:50:51.140 --> 00:50:53.000
  • TELEVISION NETWORK IN TENS OF
  • 00:50:53.000 --> 00:50:54.290
  • HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF
  • 00:50:54.290 --> 00:50:56.000
  • HOUSEHOLDS AROUND THE WORLD
  • 00:50:56.000 --> 00:50:56.220
  • EVERY DAY.
  • 00:50:56.220 --> 00:50:58.060
  • BECAUSE I THINK REJECTION IS
  • 00:50:58.060 --> 00:50:59.200
  • ALWAYS ASSIGNED WITH DESTINY.
  • 00:50:59.200 --> 00:51:01.240
  • EVERY TIME THE ENEMY COMES TO
  • 00:51:01.240 --> 00:51:04.180
  • PARALYZE US THROUGH REJECTION IS
  • 00:51:04.180 --> 00:51:06.080
  • BECAUSE WE HAVE SOMETHING GREAT
  • 00:51:06.080 --> 00:51:07.030
  • TO DO.
  • 00:51:07.030 --> 00:51:08.000
  • I THINK THAT'S WHAT YOU JUST
  • 00:51:08.000 --> 00:51:10.020
  • REITERATE ALL THE TIME.
  • 00:51:10.020 --> 00:51:11.040
  • THAT'S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT THE
  • 00:51:11.040 --> 00:51:12.190
  • BOOK IN PARTICULAR.
  • 00:51:12.190 --> 00:51:14.010
  • IT ALWAYS CAME BACK TO ME.
  • 00:51:14.010 --> 00:51:14.240
  • I PRAY.
  • 00:51:14.240 --> 00:51:17.220
  • THAT'S WHY I WANT PEOPLE TO GET
  • 00:51:17.220 --> 00:51:18.200
  • IT.
  • 00:51:18.200 --> 00:51:19.260
  • A LOT OF PEOPLE WRITE BOOKS AND
  • 00:51:19.260 --> 00:51:21.190
  • PEOPLE ARE ANOINTED TO WRITE
  • 00:51:21.190 --> 00:51:22.130
  • BOOKS.
  • 00:51:22.130 --> 00:51:23.280
  • YOU ARE SINCE I MET YOU, GOD'S
  • 00:51:25.240 --> 00:51:28.240
  • GOT ANOINTING ON YOUR LIFE,
  • 00:51:28.240 --> 00:51:30.170
  • TEACHING THIS, SHOWING PEOPLE
  • 00:51:30.170 --> 00:51:31.160
  • THE KEYS HOW TO BREAK OUT OF
  • 00:51:31.160 --> 00:51:33.270
  • THEIR BONDAGE INTO THEIR
  • 00:51:33.270 --> 00:51:34.160
  • FREEDOM.
  • 00:51:36.030 --> 00:51:39.030
  • THAT'S WHAT'S IN THIS BOOK, LOVE
  • 00:51:39.140 --> 00:51:42.140
  • FOR ANY AMOUNT THAT'S HOW MUCH
  • 00:51:43.160 --> 00:51:46.160
  • WE BELIEVE IN THIS.
  • 00:51:46.160 --> 00:51:48.020
  • GET ON THE PHONE...
  • 00:51:53.000 --> 00:51:56.000
  • - WHAT IN YOUR LIFE MAY BE IS
  • 00:51:56.000 --> 00:51:58.180
  • THERE A REJECTION MOMENT THAT
  • 00:51:58.180 --> 00:51:59.160
  • STICKS OUT THE TO YOU YOU HAVE
  • 00:51:59.160 --> 00:52:01.060
  • TO OVERCOME?
  • 00:52:01.060 --> 00:52:02.030
  • - WELL I THINK PROBABLY ONE OF
  • 00:52:02.030 --> 00:52:05.010
  • MY, MAYBE IT DOES CHALK UP TO
  • 00:52:05.010 --> 00:52:06.150
  • REJECTION.
  • 00:52:06.150 --> 00:52:07.270
  • I WAS ALWAYS TOLD I DIDN'T KNOW
  • 00:52:07.270 --> 00:52:09.060
  • HOW TO COMMUNICATE.
  • 00:52:09.060 --> 00:52:11.280
  • AND MY DADDY, MY DADDY WOULDN'T
  • 00:52:11.280 --> 00:52:14.110
  • HURT MY FEELINGS OR ANYTHING BUT
  • 00:52:14.110 --> 00:52:15.270
  • IT TOOK ME YEARS TO TALK.
  • 00:52:16.020 --> 00:52:19.020
  • AND MY BROTHER OLDER BROTHER
  • 00:52:19.020 --> 00:52:21.040
  • TALKED FOR ME UNTIL I WAS, MY
  • 00:52:21.130 --> 00:52:24.130
  • DAD PROBABLY WOULD SAY TEN OR
  • 00:52:24.130 --> 00:52:25.100
  • 11.
  • 00:52:25.100 --> 00:52:26.290
  • BUT I GREW UP NOT BEING ABLE TO,
  • 00:52:26.290 --> 00:52:29.260
  • LAURIE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO
  • 00:52:29.260 --> 00:52:31.000
  • COMMUNICATE.
  • 00:52:31.100 --> 00:52:34.100
  • I KIND OF, I SHOULDN'T SAY I
  • 00:52:34.100 --> 00:52:36.140
  • LIVE UNDER THAT BUT I'M VERY
  • 00:52:37.080 --> 00:52:40.080
  • WELL AWARE OF MY PROBLEM.
  • 00:52:41.180 --> 00:52:44.180
  • BUT, SO, THAT IS DEFINITELY
  • 00:52:44.180 --> 00:52:45.240
  • TOUGH BECAUSE I THINK THE LAST
  • 00:52:45.240 --> 00:52:47.170
  • PERSON THAT SHOULD BE SITTING
  • 00:52:47.170 --> 00:52:49.080
  • RIGHT HERE IS ME.
  • 00:52:49.080 --> 00:52:50.260
  • - LET ME PAINT A DIFFERENT
  • 00:52:50.260 --> 00:52:52.180
  • PICTURE FOR YOU.
  • 00:52:54.080 --> 00:52:57.080
  • - THE REALITY IS GOD COULD HAVE
  • 00:52:57.080 --> 00:52:59.100
  • CHOSEN ANYONE TO PUT IN THAT
  • 00:52:59.100 --> 00:53:01.000
  • SEAT AND GOD CHOSE YOU AND YOU
  • 00:53:01.000 --> 00:53:03.040
  • CAN LOOK AT IT AS REJECTION
  • 00:53:04.010 --> 00:53:07.010
  • THAT'S A LIMITATION IN
  • 00:53:07.010 --> 00:53:09.050
  • PERSPECTIVE OF YOUR
  • 00:53:09.050 --> 00:53:09.280
  • COMMUNICATION SKILLS BUT I SEE
  • 00:53:09.280 --> 00:53:12.140
  • IT AS A BEAUTIFUL HUMILITY.
  • 00:53:12.140 --> 00:53:14.170
  • PRIDE LEADS TO DISGRACE.
  • 00:53:14.170 --> 00:53:16.090
  • HUMILITY LEADS TO WISDOM.
  • 00:53:16.090 --> 00:53:18.260
  • AND I WOULD RATHER HEAR SOMEONE
  • 00:53:18.260 --> 00:53:20.250
  • WHO SPEAKS IN HUMILITY AND GREAT
  • 00:53:20.250 --> 00:53:22.280
  • WISDOM TO SHARE LIKE YOU THAN
  • 00:53:22.280 --> 00:53:25.140
  • MOST SLICK COMMUNICATOR IN THE
  • 00:53:26.250 --> 00:53:29.250
  • WORLD WITHOUT CHRIST.
  • 00:53:29.250 --> 00:53:30.120
  • [APPLAUDING].
  • 00:53:30.120 --> 00:53:31.120
  • - I LOVE WHAT YOU SAID.
  • 00:53:32.140 --> 00:53:35.140
  • THE VOICES OF CONDEMNATION,
  • 00:53:35.140 --> 00:53:37.070
  • SHAME AND REJECTION CAN COME AT
  • 00:53:37.070 --> 00:53:38.180
  • YOU, BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO
  • 00:53:38.180 --> 00:53:40.240
  • RESIDE INSIDE OF YOU.
  • 00:53:40.240 --> 00:53:42.090
  • THAT'S WHAT THIS BOOK IS GOING
  • 00:53:42.090 --> 00:53:43.120
  • TO DO FOR YOU.
  • 00:53:43.120 --> 00:53:45.170
  • IT WILL HELP BRING THOSE HEARTS,
  • 00:53:45.170 --> 00:53:48.080
  • YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT THE
  • 00:53:48.080 --> 00:53:49.190
  • PRAYERS YOU WROTE IN HERE, I
  • 00:53:49.190 --> 00:53:50.240
  • WANT YOU TO PRAY FOR THE
  • 00:53:50.240 --> 00:53:52.290
  • AUDIENCE HERE THE LAST FEW
  • 00:53:52.290 --> 00:53:53.190
  • MINUTES.
  • 00:53:53.190 --> 00:53:55.130
  • WHETHER YOU'RE WATCHING ON
  • 00:53:55.130 --> 00:53:57.010
  • FACEBOOK LIVE TONIGHT, WELCOME.
  • 00:53:58.020 --> 00:54:01.040
  • BUT THE PRAYERS, I STARTED TO
  • 00:54:01.040 --> 00:54:02.150
  • READ THEM.
  • 00:54:03.030 --> 00:54:06.030
  • AND I THOUGHT, SAY THE FIRST
  • 00:54:06.030 --> 00:54:07.210
  • PRAYER AND ALL KIND OF BASED ON
  • 00:54:08.040 --> 00:54:11.040
  • PSALM 91 ONE OF MY FAVORITE
  • 00:54:11.040 --> 00:54:12.240
  • PASSAGES OF SCRIPTURE.
  • 00:54:12.240 --> 00:54:14.030
  • HE WHO DWELLS IN THE SECRET
  • 00:54:14.030 --> 00:54:16.020
  • PLACE OF THE MOST HIGH SHALL
  • 00:54:16.020 --> 00:54:18.040
  • ABIDE IN THE SHADOW OF THE
  • 00:54:18.040 --> 00:54:19.260
  • ALMIGHTY.
  • 00:54:19.260 --> 00:54:21.190
  • I ENCOURAGE YOU TO MEMORIZE
  • 00:54:21.190 --> 00:54:22.110
  • THAT.
  • 00:54:22.110 --> 00:54:23.290
  • JUST GRAB YOUR BIBLE.
  • 00:54:23.290 --> 00:54:25.150
  • NO MATTER WHAT TRANSLATION.
  • 00:54:28.160 --> 00:54:31.160
  • AND MEMORIZE PSALM 91.
  • 00:54:31.160 --> 00:54:33.140
  • YOUR PRAYERS ARE BASED ON PSALMS
  • 00:54:33.140 --> 00:54:35.050
  • 91.
  • 00:54:35.050 --> 00:54:36.000
  • I COULDN'T STOP.
  • 00:54:36.000 --> 00:54:37.160
  • I HAD TO READ AND SAY A LOUD.
  • 00:54:40.160 --> 00:54:43.160
  • I KNOW YOU'LL BE SO MINISTERED
  • 00:54:43.160 --> 00:54:45.260
  • TO THROUGH THIS BOOK.
  • 00:54:45.260 --> 00:54:46.180
  • PLEASE GET IT.
  • 00:54:46.180 --> 00:54:48.110
  • LOOK INTO THE CAMERA FOR THE
  • 00:54:48.110 --> 00:54:50.000
  • LAST COUPLE OF MINUTES.
  • 00:54:50.000 --> 00:54:51.130
  • TAKE YOUR LIBERTIES.
  • 00:54:51.130 --> 00:54:53.060
  • MINISTER TO THE PEOPLE.
  • 00:54:54.120 --> 00:54:57.120
  • - LORD JESUS, THANK YOU.
  • 00:54:57.120 --> 00:54:58.120
  • THANK YOU THAT WE HAVE A LOVE
  • 00:54:58.120 --> 00:55:00.130
  • THAT WE NEVER HAVE TO DOUBT.
  • 00:55:00.130 --> 00:55:02.160
  • WE HAVE A LOVE THAT WE NEVER
  • 00:55:02.160 --> 00:55:04.240
  • HAVE TO WONDER ABOUT.
  • 00:55:04.240 --> 00:55:06.180
  • LORD, THANK YOU WHAT YOU HAVE
  • 00:55:06.180 --> 00:55:09.130
  • SHOWN US IN DO TO THE CROSS AND
  • 00:55:10.070 --> 00:55:13.070
  • DYING ON THE CROSS, I THINK SO
  • 00:55:13.070 --> 00:55:15.110
  • MANY TIMES ABOUT YOU SITTING IN
  • 00:55:15.110 --> 00:55:17.210
  • THE GARDEN OF GETHSEMANE.
  • 00:55:17.210 --> 00:55:20.090
  • AND IN THE SHADE AND SHADOW OF
  • 00:55:20.260 --> 00:55:23.260
  • THE OLIVE TREE AND PRAYED THIS
  • 00:55:23.260 --> 00:55:26.060
  • PRAYER, FATHER, IF IT BE
  • 00:55:26.060 --> 00:55:28.040
  • POSSIBLE, THEN LET THIS CUP PASS
  • 00:55:28.040 --> 00:55:28.280
  • FROM ME.
  • 00:55:28.280 --> 00:55:31.120
  • AND YOU KNEW, GOD, WITH YOU ALL
  • 00:55:31.120 --> 00:55:32.270
  • THINGS ARE POSSIBLE.
  • 00:55:34.290 --> 00:55:37.290
  • AND THE STRUGGLE OF SITTING
  • 00:55:37.290 --> 00:55:39.110
  • THERE IN THAT MOMENT OF
  • 00:55:39.110 --> 00:55:41.110
  • DESPERATION, NOT JUST BECAUSE OF
  • 00:55:41.110 --> 00:55:42.220
  • THE PHYSICAL PAIN OF GOING TO
  • 00:55:42.220 --> 00:55:43.190
  • THE CROSS.
  • 00:55:43.190 --> 00:55:46.000
  • BUT BECAUSE OF THE EMOTIONAL AND
  • 00:55:46.000 --> 00:55:48.160
  • SPIRITUAL PAIN OF TAKING ON THE
  • 00:55:48.160 --> 00:55:50.020
  • SIN OF THE WORLD AND THEN GOD
  • 00:55:50.020 --> 00:55:52.190
  • HAVING TO TURN HIS FACE.
  • 00:55:54.060 --> 00:55:57.060
  • AND SO, JESUS, AS YOU SAT THERE
  • 00:55:58.080 --> 00:56:01.100
  • IN THAT GARDEN AND YOU STAYED
  • 00:56:01.100 --> 00:56:02.140
  • THERE.
  • 00:56:02.140 --> 00:56:04.000
  • YOU SAID NOT MY WILL BUT YOURS
  • 00:56:04.000 --> 00:56:05.200
  • BE DONE.
  • 00:56:05.200 --> 00:56:06.270
  • O GOD.
  • 00:56:06.270 --> 00:56:09.190
  • I LIFT UP THAT SAME PRAYER JESUS
  • 00:56:09.190 --> 00:56:11.080
  • LIFTED UP.
  • 00:56:11.080 --> 00:56:13.150
  • NOT MY WILL BUT YOURS BE DONE.
  • 00:56:16.210 --> 00:56:19.210
  • NOT FOR MY EASE AND COMFORT AND
  • 00:56:19.210 --> 00:56:21.250
  • DESIRE FOR PEOPLE TO LIKE ME AND
  • 00:56:23.100 --> 00:56:26.100
  • ME TO FIX WHATEVER, WHATEVER
  • 00:56:26.100 --> 00:56:27.150
  • RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS.
  • 00:56:27.150 --> 00:56:28.190
  • LORD, I HAND ALL OF THAT OVER TO
  • 00:56:28.190 --> 00:56:29.210
  • YOU.
  • 00:56:29.210 --> 00:56:31.110
  • NOT MY WILL.
  • 00:56:31.130 --> 00:56:34.130
  • BUT YOURS IS DONE.
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  • IN YOUR HOLY NAME WE PRAY, AMEN.
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  • - AMEN.
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  • WE LOVE YOU.
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  • THANK YOU AGAIN FOR JOINING US
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  • TONIGHT.
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  • COME BACK WITH US.
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  • GET THIS BOOK.
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  • FOR YOUR GIFT, WE'LL SEND IT
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  • RIGHT TO YOU.
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  • LYSA, CHRISTINE, I LOVE YOU BOTH
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  • SO MUCH.
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  • SEE YOU NEXT TIME ON PRAISE.
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